#literally about to cry cause of it

[urlocalsadkid-l]

i’m trying to see what the unsent message is to my irl name but there are none

#broke my heart #not even lying #literally about to cry cause of it #and ik it’s stupid but like #just maybe one? #unsent messages #urlocalsadkid l #text post #random

[aroaceleovaldez]

It's honestly wild to me that ToA went through so much trouble to emphasize the fact that Will did not magically fix all of Nico's problems and was explicitly not Nico's only doctor.

Only for TSATS to have Will fix all of Nico's problems and have Nico be entirely reliant on him the entire book and literally helpless without him and LITERALLY have Nico's problems be magically removed.

#pjo #riordanverse #tsats crit #nico di angelo #solangelo #it doesnt make any sense too cause. in HoO we KNOW Nico was fully capable of handling himself in Tartarus #we already knew he was explicitly on his own. we know he had it worse than Percy and Annabeth did #because we are explicitly told that Nico saw Tartarus' true nature the ENTIRE TIME versus Percy only getting a tiny half-glimpse of it once #and Percy acknowledges that he would not be able to withstand actually seeing Tartarus more than he did without just dying on the spot #and Nico was down there for as long as Percy and Annabeth at least. on his own. flying blind and explicitly having it worse. #so it doesnt make sense to totally retcon Nico's ENTIRE experiences with Tartarus to make him sopping wet and pathetic about it #needing to be helped and only being down there for twenty minutes and crying the whole time #and then all of the book he's literally functionally helpless without Will for some reason. despite being in his element. #could not get more in his element than being in the Underworld. my guy literally lives there. that's his HOUSE. that's his YARD. #and he's still just totally sopping wet and pathetic in Tartarus the second time around #like im sorry. no. we literally have previously established canon indicating this is absolutely not the case #that is not something you can retcon. that is an entire major event. it was not glossed over. #unless you are doing time travel and it's a canonical retcon a la Homestuck im sorry the events of TSATS just could never occur #(not to mention Damasen is just never acknowledged in TSATS and him and Bob were absorbed by Tartarus the god and ergo dead in HoH) #(so Bob and Damasen are like. *Gone* gone. they didn't just die to be reformed later they got ERASED.) #(and Nyx sure as hell isnt gonna be the one to have Bob trapped for whatever reason. definitely not cause she hates light/change/whatever) #(nyx is literally the mother/sister [depends on version - sometimes a mitosis situation] of the personification of day? and sky?) #(and FRIENDSHIP? and the nymphs of sunset? sometimes also CHEERFULNESS? and THOUGHTFULNESS? and old age) #(ah yes the mother of concepts such as love/friendship and aging and. day. would HATE [checks notes] love/friendship changing and light) #(she INVENTED THOSE) < anyways thank u for coming to my aside rant in the tags #in parenthesis to indicate this is an aside/tangent rant. anyways i have so many problems with this plot. it just DOESNT WORK #on NO LEVEL DOES IT WORK AT ALL WITH ESTABLISHED CANON

[fangirls-just-want-to-have-fun]

say what you want about the live action ATLA

But shoutout to Dallas Liu, Gordon Cormier, and Ian Ousley cause if those boys were gonna do one thing it was DELIVER THOSE LINES and SERVE THAT EMOTION

#like FR #HEAVY on gordon because he's literally?? 14???? what??? #ian both made me laugh SO many times and then literally made me actually cry twice so huh #and don't even get me STARTED on dallas cause just WOW #anyways yeah #as for the show overall #I thought it ate idk WHAT you guys are talking about #I watched the entire thing in one day and LOVED it #more later probably but yeah that's all for now #avatar #avatar: the last airbender #atla #zuko #sokka #aang #dallas liu #ian ousley #gordon cormier #atla live action #atla netflix #avatar the last airbender

[desertduo-but-everywhere]

#sl #desert duo #im so glad Scar is living his best life being the specialist guy on the server and wearing a helmet #but as a screenshot blog that loves the helmet rule for nicer screenshots please someone call him out on it I’m crying #LITERALLY Tango even was like we can’t wear helmets right? expect Scar cause he’s a special little snowflake in etho’s episode #WAIT it’s even funnier that TANGO said that cause didn’t he get shot and lost a life for breaking that rule in 3rd life? #crying #I feel like a should have written a post about all this but no it’s staying in the tags of my screenshot blog #anyways

[introspectivememories]

why do f1 drivers always talk abou their former teammates like they died? "everything shone brighter when they were here..." babygirl he is two garages down. all you have to do is walk 10 feet. he's right there

#'recently my heart is crying because you are leaving' #he's still in the same sport???? he's literally two garages down??? #'oh i hopw we will still be friends' there are only 20 of you who do this specific sport at a time #i dont understand how you could /not/ be friends???? #standing at the goodbye party like you just lost half of your soul... you will see him literally every other weekend next season #if they didn't want all the rpf maybe they shuld try to be less gay about their teammates #f1 #who do i even tag #yuki ig cause i made this post thinking about them #yuki tsunoda #yukierre #introspective.txt

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

[keinkaku]

no idea if this will reach the target... people... but does anyone have that one bagginshield (bagginsshield??) fic where they carve their kid out of stone...???? or well. not really? but the kid was (incompletely) made by thrain (it was stone) and bilbo completed it with wood i think... what i remember most about it was that kili was born through like a misshapen stone cause dis lost him and fili has a scar on his hand because of it.... NO IDEA IF PEOPLE STILL GO THERE IT'S 2024 AND THE LAST HOBBIT MOVIE WAS IN 2014 IF I REMEMBER RIGHT (late to the party on account of being 9 at the time) so like. yeah. if anyone over there sees this and knows the fic. please. i'm begging. i've been looking the past few days and i cannot find it for some reason i'm losing sleep over this please help

#the hobbit #bagginshield #thilbo #thorin x bilbo #thorin oakenshield #bilbo baggins #i'm begging #please #i just want to read this fic again #it's all i've been thinking about #i can't enjoy anything else because of it #i have a habit of Not Checking Fic Titles #mostly cause i forget #and the synopsis is more important anyway #but i don't remember the synopsis either #i'm on my last leg #literally crying #on my knees begging

[fromtheseventhhell]

Not Arya, Robb, and Jon catching strays for not "warning" Sansa about Joffrey?? As though they didn't all meet him at the same time and have equal opportunity to understand what he was like?? It just blows my mind that somehow everybody can be blamed for her actions regarding Joffrey but Sansa herself. Apparently, she can't be expected to understand anything because nobody sat down and slowly explained everything to her using small words (not even when Ned does just that lol). And then they just ignore the fact that Sansa had a crush on Joffery and actively wanted to marry him? To the point of excusing his behavior when she witnessed his cruelty first-hand? Then they pretend that she was just "coping" with her engagement when she actively argued against Ned breaking it and went to Cersei because she thought she could stop him from doing so. There's no way they like her actual character if this is what they have to come up with to cope with her writing.

#anti sansa stans #none of these words are in asoiaf #we're almost at the point of saying that Sansa had a crush on Joffrey being /anti Sansa/ oh brother #they straight up don't like this girl like there's literally no other explanation for the metas they come up with to absolve her #they hate how she was written and hate that the author doesn't favor her and warp everything around excusing her actions #the /she's just a child/ crowd can't even handle the fact that she was childish and made excuses for Joffrey cause she had a crush on him 😭 #I fear for her if George gives her a darker story down the line cause her supposed stans are going to hate it #love how a younger Arya can be blamed but if you say Sansa should've known better then you get called a misogynist #this is all part of an unbelievably long thread of nonsense cause op couldn't cope with Sansa being a bratty child and having a crush #this is why I roll my eyes when stansas cry about the hate Sansa gets cause they want to assign unreasonable blame to every other character

[yumemiruuuu]

Not once, since I finished TGCF, did I ever stop thinking about Xie Lian’s ultimate technique:

Shattering boulders on one’s chest

#HE DID THIS DURING A LITERAL SWORD FIGHT #LIKE HELLO????? #SPOILER ALERT HE FUCKING TOOK DOWN THE MASS MURDERER WHO WAS CAUSING DEVASTATIONS LEFT AND RIGHT BY SMASHING HIM AGAINST A WALL #IS NO ONE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THIS #I GENUINELY DID NOT KNOW WHETHER TO LAUGH OR CRY #sometimes when it’s 3am all these thoughts cluster to the forefront of my brain and i pluck one out to think about it carefully #tgcf brainrot but the brain is truly rotting and unable to think of anything else #oh by the way I AM ON VOLUME 3 OF 2HA AND WTF????????? #tgcf brainrot has caught up to me #heaven official's blessing #天官赐福 #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #i also think about how the entire tgcf characters will simply disappear one day in the universe and i cried

[bisexualdisasterbuckley]

Do people realise you can fuck other people even when you're attracted to someone and its not a moral failing nor does it taint your relationship with them?

#i know others have said it better #but the way anons are carrying on and crying about buck maybe hooking up with someone is just very mind boggling #like sex is sex mate #it is literally not that deep #the way some people are so intent on buck and eddie only being with each other #why is it fine theyve been with other women but the possibility of it being a man is so heinous #reeks of the whole bucksexual/eddiesexual thing fandom (or anyfandom) does sometimes cause i dont know #apparently its disgusting for men to have sec with each other unless its the specific way you want idk

[zappedbyzabka]

Sacrificial lamb and all that

#baby baby baby #He said :( #and #he said ☹️ #The way Kreese stared at him and hovered like a hungry wolf ready to pounce the whole time #the way Johnny tried not to cry and sweat and went straight into the arms of his predator like he has for YEARS #because he’d been literally in Kreese’s hands. Given to him and left with him. for YEARS. #And the way he stared up at him so desperate and melted into his grasp #let him swipe his hurting nose and obeyed when he made him do something he didn’t want to #because who else does he have. And his mom wasn’t there. and he had to go home with bruises all over him and no one #to Sid. to be mocked and laughed at some more. to cry all alone in his bed thinking about how the man he trusted and loved hurt him #And I think Kreese was more jealous. murderously so. that Johnny clearly wanted to be on good terms with LaRusso rather than so mad he lost #and by the time he realized he went too far and he lost his little champion—whom he ‘loves most besides CK’—he decided to get revenge on #Miyagi and Daniel. because it’s THEIR fault he did that to johnny in the first place. he hates them both with a passion. HE was humiliated #in front of his boy and the rest of the cobras by Miyagi. and Daniel…he changed Johnny. he practically took him away from Kreese. #Man is delusional cause that’s 10000% how he sees things #and GOD the way he begs Johnny to come back in ck. and then hurt him more because ‘thats what was best for him’ #and Johnny moves away from his touch and stares at him like an abused animal but still lets him stay #because he still loves him despite everything #he knows Kreese is in his own reality and does love him. but he realized his worth to an extent #realized its not okay for Kreese to have done all those things to him #and brainwashed him #and he was being victim blamed the whole time Kreese came back to cobra kai #I cant. #I’m SCREAMING. everything was taken from him but it was his fault because he ‘shouldnt have let Kreese come back’ #Only unobservant idiots ignore the fact that he was abused his whole life just so they can hate on him constantly. #johnny lawrence #cobra kai #karate kid #Still love Kreese though

[fredtheengels]

i’m not here to do discourse but king wilhelm truthers are the funniest people how do you misread a show that badly

#i knooowwww i have the benefit of hindsight now but god damn #literally the whole show demonstrated how much willie hated being a royal and how much worse it made his life #it almost feels like you’re saying wilhelm could reform the monarchy #aka monarchies can be reformed #which is just……. again how do you miss the themes of the show THAT hard #the whole thing is about class and privilege and oppressive systems #and breaking with tradition!!!!!!! #anyways wilhelm giving up his title was the fucking perfect ending for the show #THAT is how you conclude a god damn character arc #it made me so happy #and simon crying cause the boy he loves his free and can finally be happy…… #JUST PUT ME IN THE MEAT GRINDER #young royals #juliannaism

[embarrassinglastwords]

stsg + pinterest quotes cause i fell down a rabbit hole and am coping before ep3

#quick little post cause i literally cannot stop thinking about them #literally just got done crying over them bc my tiktok is full of sad edits of them #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satoru gojo #suguru geto #satosugu #stsg #batpostingships

[kingbuffy]

I love that Nero is a total wifeguy, but I wish Kyrie was an actual character. Why is her personality just love interest

#nico is best dmc girl #and it's cause she's the only female character whose personality is on the same level as the boys #i think lady and trish have that potential but capcom just doesn't take advantage of them like they could #but kyrie literally has nothing #we don't even really see how she feels about her own brothers death #dmc 5 was neros story more than anything and she wasn’t even in it and that didn't even make an impact #just asking for anything man #dmc #dmc 4 #dmc 5 #dmc kyrie #devil may cry

[femmeetart]

Juliette is very good at hide and seek

#she literally played hide and seek for like two episodes?? lmfao anyways you can imagine shirley found her and tackled her n then they kiss #or idk. idk what to caption this. i have so many thots. #silo #juliette nichols #shirley campbell #rebecca ferguson #remmi milner #hugh howey #silo apple tv #silo series #wool #wtf do i call this show so people can find it #fan art #memes #mytrinkets #jules is so awkward i love her lmao #thinking about rebecca saying how all jules wanna do is probably lie down and cry #of course she would have armpit hair #ignore jules left hand. i cant figure out how their fingers cross n shit #thinking about their matching tattoos <3 #I'm gonna read the book cause i just can't stop thinking about rebecca and if i read anything else. I'll hear it in her voice #sapphic #wlw

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

[kicks door down]

Autistic Nishiki whose special interest is fashion and not only considers what's trendy but also looks out for fabrics that aren't a sensory nightmare, however sometimes he will force himself to wear something that isn't comfy for appearance's sake, which leaves him more vulnerable to getting overwhelmed and therefore 'emotional' Also means he has his collar popped like Kiryu's for sensory reasons too and slutty reasons, which would once again make me correct in saying if he undid his collar in Kiwami he'd be normal again because if I were constantly experiencing sensory discomfort I too would be fucked up and evil.

Cause like here's the thing, autistic Kiryu and Majima headcanons are more obvious (especially the former), whereas Nishiki probably comes off as the most 'normal'; he can likely maintain eye contact and talk to people 'normally' and not like, go off on some random tangent about a special interest or hyperfixation. And then you remember masking is a thing.

And okay, so I actually think it's unfair a lot of fandom considers him a 'crybaby' right, cause he's cried in situations MOST PEOPLE WOULD RIGHTFULLY CRY OVER! BUT, I can use this to my Autistic Advantage and have this be he actually struggles to regulate his emotions, and considering he's been exposed to the yakuza world since a young age where ANY emotion that isn't 'respectable stoicism' or 'righteous fury and indignation', he's seen as even MORE overly emotional. Hence the need to start masking so early, PLUS having to protect Kiryu who couldn't mask if his life depended on it because he doesn't realise he may HAVE to (speaking from personal experience, Kiryu definitely went his whole life unaware there was anything ""wrong"" with him (for lack of a better word) and had people just like "oh yeah he's just Like That dw bout it" and went on with his life), so Nishiki takes up the mantle of I'm The One Who Knows What We're Doing Lad's desperate to gain acceptance and will change whatever he has to but people still somehow pick up that Something's Off About Him and so they tend to be disdainful or brush him off. It's easy charisma that can win over hostesses and brief encounters with civillians but can't carry across in the yakuza. Kiwami is him trying his DAMNDEST to act neurotypical even at the cost of his own comfort, and the worst part is it's not working

#akira nishikiyama #yeah i can do headcanons too!! i can go all in on em!!! i need more silly headcanons to go with it #what do you think his stims are? i literally just read a mutual say he likes spinning keys and shiny things and YOU ARE SO CORRECT #i think he likes clicking his lighter open and closed as well which is another reason it's annoying Kiryu keeps borrowing/losing it gvbhjnb #sorry i had a chat with a friend last night about this cause this headcanon's been swirling around in my head for a while and i'm actually #putting the pieces together. sorry for using terms like 'wrong' and 'normal' but it's like that's the easiest way for me to explain it and #like i said im talking from personal experience. im close with someone whose basically masked their whole life and is realising 'nah mate #im just nd' meanwhile I grew up having no idea what autism was but I Clearly Was That and assumed everyone ELSE was being difficult #and yet despite relating to Kiryu moreso something about Nishiki's lack of a hold on his identity compels me and im like same dude #this is what i mean by whenever i think about Nishiki there's a 1/3 chance i'll start crying cause HE MAKES ME SO SAD #BABYGIRL YOU DESERVED BETTER!!!!!