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Phayu Character Analysis : The Man With a Borrowed Halo and One Foot in Hell
“My brother is far from simple, you’ll get burned if you don’t know how to play with fire” - Saifah
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Gather round LITA obsessed children for an in depth analysis of our resident Daddy Dom Brat Tamer Phayu who Christian Grey wished he was and tried to be. You either hate him, love him, want to be him or all of the above.
I know PhayuRain’s arc seems like on the surface just a fluffy little romance with no need for lengthy think pieces.  But I’m obsessed with their dynamic and I could not let the hyper-fixation pass before doing a character analysis. Phayu haunts the periphery of dreams and I am hoping that this analysis will help me exorcise this beautiful spectre so I can finally know peace.
As much as I would genuinely love to crack open his skull and unspool all of his thoughts and motivations I cannot do that. So disclaimer obviously this will just be conjecture and my opinion and I am going to try and stick as closely as possible to canon and refrain from falling into head canon territory.
I have read Love Storm but I’m only going to be referencing how Phayu behaves in the series because I prefer that version of him. Also this is going to be a very LONGGGG post. I have many thoughts on this man. Feel free to skim through or save it to read for some other time.
I am mainly going to be speaking about the main character traits that I have observed from him and how he relates to the rest of the characters in the series. I think I am going to make a separate analysis of his dynamic with Rain because going in depth with that would be too much for me to mention here. 
Alright let’s get into it.
(1) EARLY CHILDHOOD AND YOUNG ADULTHOOD
We are given little to no information on his childhood and or young adulthood. What we do know is that his parents left him and Saifah an incredible house and the luxury garage so we can assume that they weren’t strapped for cash.  
Him and Saifah seem like two relatively well adjusted young men so I guess we can assume that there was little to no childhood trauma. In episode 6 during their pillow talk Phayu tells Rain that his parents are off living in Korat and enjoying their lives, I’m assuming. So I guess they’re not divorced. So he has no ‘separated parents’ trauma to deal with.
The only thing that gives us a little insight into how his childhood affected who he became as a person was when he told Rain the story of how his mother always used to argue with his father about how he could fix bikes beautifully but he could not build a house for them.
So Phayu decided that he was going to ensure that he was able to fulfil both by becoming a mechanic and an architect. I think from this we can conclude that Phayu is an overachiever and this displays his seemingly constant need to be perfect and the best.
I think this may also come from a child’s instinctual need to please their caretakers and make them proud. Phayu also seems like someone who has had a Type A personality from birth. In contrast to Saifah who seems like a little more laid back more go with the flow type.
From this little snippet of information we can also assume that his affinity for being a mechanic was either inherited from his father or taught to him and Saifah.
In conclusion it’s safe to say that Phayu does not really seem to have any trauma to speak of, he's just kinky.  I like the fact he doesn’t have any heavy trauma or unsavoury character traits (well I take this back he’s a little pushy and manipulative) he needs to get over. There is beauty in this simplicity where as a result, the majority of the narrative is focused on Phayu Rain falling in love with each other.
(2)   PHAYU AND HIS AIR OF MYSTERY (DR JEYKLL AND MR HYDE)
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One thing that stood out to me when we as an audience were introduced to Phayu was his air of mystery. Everyone knows of him of course because he has been knighted as the God of the faculty of architecture.  But we see quickly that very few people actually know him personally. We can see how this fact plays out in the series through the following examples:
Pun says that she has no idea what kind of business Phayu runs but it's ok because she likes a man with a little mystery. (Episode 1)
Phayu refuses to tell Rain what he likes to eat on their first date because he says that Rain has to know him a lot longer before he can ‘snoop for information’ as he puts it. (Episode 3)
Phayu shares only a little information about his life with his senior Mhok before abruptly cutting the conversation short so as to not reveal too much information about his personal life. (Episode 4)
Phayu only reveals deep information about himself and his parents and childhood to Rain after their second time during pillow talk. (Episode 6)
He also doesn’t really seem to have close friends except for Prapai and Saifah. I don’t really think Saifah counts because he’s more of an unwilling captive because they have to share everything that their parents left them. I really don’t think they would even be friends if they weren’t brothers honestly because of their differing personalities. 
I think this ability to guard what he reveals to people helps maintain his mystique. There needs to be a certain level of distance and holding people at arm’s length that needs to take place in order for people to project their fantasies onto him and build him up as some sort of God among men.
I think the reason people idolise Phayu and like him so much is because they like the idea of him rather than the reality of him. I think if more people knew who he actually was in reality, they would be put off by how intense he is.
Rain seems like the only person who had become disillusioned with the idea of Phayu. After the debacle in Episode 1 he sees Phayu not as his ‘cool handsome big bike bro” but as a pushy piece of shit bastard that tried to assault him. I also think some of his anger towards Phayu had to do with him being confused by his feelings for him;  creating a cocktail of confusion for poor Rain to sort out. So he was able to view Phayu as a person and not place him on a pedestal like other people do.
I think this is what PhayuRain’s relationship needed to flourish as well because Phayu needs someone who is able to challenge him. We are well aware of how much he loves brats. The worshipful gaze of Som and Pun would not be satisfactory for him because they had him on a pedestal and were blinded by their idea of him so they would readily submit to him without much push back.
He needed someone with a backbone who could engage in a sort of push and pull relationship with him and our adorable little firecracker Rain was the perfect match. Phayu has people falling at his feet daily; he was in need of much more excitement than that.
Like the story of the titular character Dr.Jekyll a well-respected scientist who used his alter ego Mr.Hyde to delve into the darker side of science without repentance or taking responsibility; Phayu has that same sort of duality. I think Phayu keeps his kinky side under wraps and he’s very careful about whom he shows that part of himself to. Presumably only his lovers or potential lovers get to see his ‘bad side’.
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So his DR JEKYLL would be, so to speak,the Phayu that is seen as a smart, capable, polite, helpful and well-adjusted young man, loved by all and sought after by many. This is the Phayu that would leave a random stranger his set square with an encouraging message about his future in architecture.
On the flip side his MR HYDE would be Dom Daddy Brat Tamer Phayu with a penchant for sadism and degradation.
At the end of the day both sides come together to make up who Phayu is as a person and there is nothing inherently wrong with his Mr. Hyde as long as he is able to channel it and engage with it safely with willing participants. Fortunately for him, he has Rain for that.
(3) WONKY MORAL COMPASS BUT STRINGENT PERSONAL RULES 
I really had a hard time dissecting this part. But I have come to the conclusion that Phayu deserves to be labelled as a morally grey or morally ambiguous person. I really have a soft spot for morally grey characters in media or literature. 
It makes the narrative far more interesting to follow. In real life however I would run in the opposite direction and call the police. But this isn’t supposed to be real, it's supposed to be a fantasy so I’m not going to go too much in depth about Phayu’s moral failings. This show doesn’t take itself too seriously so I’m not going to either.
Phayu is not a ‘nice’ person plain and simple and he knows it, contrary to Pun’s expository gushing in the first episode of the show when she refers to him as “super-duper nice”. After the spanking incident in Episode 2 (which was wild now that I think of it) where Rain declares that he is going to make him fall in love with him he says to himself;
 “You’re going to make me fall in love with you but do you know what kind of man I am.”
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I think Phayu says this because he knows himself thoroughly the good, the bad and the ugly. Phayu has overcome himself. He has recognized all his shortcomings, all his base desires, all his lowliness, all the self-imposed restraints he places upon himself and overcome them. 
Phayu also strikes me as someone who has engaged with his shadow self and explored the parts of his psyche that most of us would repress and compartmentalise because we are too ashamed of our darkness to engage with it.
He has looked his darkness in the face and come to terms with it. That is why he says, "Do you know what kind of man I am?", because he understands people’s perception of him lies in stark contrast to his unsavoury character traits.
I also think his dabbling in BDSM has given him the room and space to conduct such exploration of himself in a safe, sane and consensual way. I think the nature of BDSM can afford people an outlet to engage with their own darkness and sort through it so that it doesn’t manifest in their life in other ways.
In Episode 1 we see where Prapai likens him to the devil (jokingly) but under every joke there is definitely some truth. If Prapai is calling him that it must be the truth because as we know Prapai looks like his only close friend.
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We can assume that Prapai is incredibly familiar with Phayu’s Mr. Hyde as we can presume that they know each other very well so his assessment of dubbing Phayu as a devil must be accurate. 
Also head canon (I know I said I was going to refrain from going into head canon territory but please indulge me a bit) I’m sure they’ve fucked before in a bro-ish kind of way. I mean their both hot and bi and Prapai’s a sub in top’s clothing (I know Dom/sub and top/bottom are two separate things just enjoy the joke you know what I mean)  so it’s not far fetched to think they would have at some time fucked around a bit. 
Although I know Phayu is hardly the correct type of Dom for Prapai’s specific brand of subbiness. The point is I think that Prapai would be privy to Phayu’s true nature and how much of a little shit he can be when he isn’t using his powers for good.
In Episode 5 Saifah, the only other person we see having a close relationship with Phayu refers to him as a Devil as well.
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I just know these two have witnessed some shit over the years of knowing Phayu that warranted him being referred to as a Devil.
Discussing Phayu’s moral code is very weird because it’s obvious that he doesn’t really adhere to a normal set of rules. We can assume he’s not particularly religious because it wasn’t mentioned.
I think Phayu is very domineering and kind of manipulative but at the same time he commands an air of respect. He is not necessarily what you would expect from someone who is so widely lauded as an exemplary person.
What also struck me about Phayu was the fact although his moral code seems a little flexible he has a few hard and fast non-negotiable rules that may seem arbitrary to someone like Rain but to him it may as well be gospel. 
One of these rules in the show is seen where we see he has a big thing for respect. We see an example of this when he calls Rain after he picks up his car from the garage and he tells Rain that only ill-mannered boys don’t greet the owner of the house when they stop by. He also ends the call by telling Rain to be respectful. We also see his thing for rules when he tells Rain that he doesn’t like ill-mannered boys and that he should address him as P’Phayu emphasising the use of honorifics.
Phayu is also a man of his word in Episode 7 when Rain tells Phayu that he will unleash his wrath on him if he ever cheats on him. Phayu just laughs and says he will never let Rain down. He holds true to this in the Special Episode when Rain accuses him of cheating on him with Natsu he utters the same sentiment that he promised to never let Rain down. This man looked absolutely horrified at the accusation like he wouldn’t even dream of it.
I think his strict adherence to rules other than him being a Dom could also be influenced by his exposure and affiliation with the likes of P’Pakin and P’Chai.  He knows that there will be dire consequences if the rules aren’t strictly adhered to. This is why he curses Stop for mentioning the race in public and he reprimands Rain for thoughtlessly wandering into the illegal street race without permission to be there.
BUT ON THE FLIP SIDE
He’s so stringent about ensuring that Rain is polite and respectful but he thinks it’s perfectly fine to tamper with Rain’s car so that he would have an excuse to be his knight in shining armour and save him so they could hook up. The math is not mathing at all. I know he’s an experienced mechanic and he wouldn’t have tampered with anything that would have led Rain getting in an accident and getting injured but still. WEIRD BEHAVIOUR KHUN PHAYU!!!!!! Also don’t even get me started on him using the debt of fixing Rain’s car as some weird way to stalk him??? RED FLAGGGGGG!! His methods of courtship definitely need some fine tuning. 
In conclusion his contradictory moral code gives me whiplash trying to figure out where on the scale from angel to devil I should place him. But I think he’s just human. No one is all good and all bad and I think that Mame writes very human raw characters that make you feel something. I’ll give credit where credit is due.
(4) AN EERIE LEVEL OF SELF CONTROL AND THE PATIENCE OF A SAINT 
This man probably never has New Year’s Resolutions because he’s already operating at optimal condition. Phayu is portrayed to be quite literally always in control. The only time he looks undone is after THAT SCENE in Episode 6.
We see this self-control manifest in the way he makes love to Rain in a very formulaic, worshipful and almost performative manner. Gently throwing Rain’s head back, holding his hands down and caging his body. Rain responds in kind to his dominance by always baring his throat in submission and allowing his body to go lax under Phayu’s ministrations.
It’s so gentle but he’s still being dominant and in control. While Rain always looks halfway between heaven and earth during these scenes Phayu always seems wholly present and tethered to earth (like a good Dom should be) creating a space in which his precious sub can feel safe enough to fly out of this stratosphere.
The subtlety with which he maintains control makes me absolutely feral. There is hardly any jostling or manhandling but it’s still forceful. I think a great example of the subtlety of how Phayu displays his dominance can be seen in the PhayuRain make-out scene in Episode 5.
The natural way he cages Rain’s neck to control the flow of the kiss.
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The way he stop kissing Rain when Rain tries to lead and he put a finger to his lips in a way that almost screams “Relax I’m in charge here.”
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Unlike our donut firecracker Rain (my sweet boy) that was ready to scrap at the first sign of disrespect, Phayu seems like he is not one to resort to violence if they could sort it out by just talking and coming to an amicable solution.
We can see an example of this where Phayu refused to be baited by Stop into fighting with him even though Stop was about to punch him at the night racing circuit in the beginning of Episode 6.
Also before the race between him and Stop where Stop was trying to rile him up. He was able to remain level headed while Stop immediately lost his cool and tried to fight him once again when Phayu insulted him.
I’m assuming this self-control is more nature than nurture. It seems like he is the type to have always been calm and self-contained. He doesn’t need to bark loudly because his competence and self-assuredness speaks volumes. 
He quite literally doesn’t yell often he just uses that husky dom voice. The only time he ever really raised his voice was when he was shouting at Rain in Episode 2 when he was worried that he could have gotten killed for sneaking into the illegal street circuit race.
The thing about dominance and control that I think people like Stop with fragile egos get wrong is that they think it comes from a place of aggression, peacocking and forcing people to bow to your will. This is however not the sort of dominance that will truly gain you respect and have people willingly obey you.
Phayu’s dominance and control comes from a place of nurturing and caring and people only defer to him and his authority because he has proven time and time again that he is capable of shouldering the responsibility of what this control entails and he has consequently gained their respect because of it.
(5) PRIDE GOES BEFORE A FALL 
No matter how level headed he is and self-control he possesses he’s still a man and he has been socialised to exist as a man. So he’s not above engaging in a motorcycle race with an asshole like Stop to prove a point and because of his pride.
I like how this moment humanised Phayu and showed how no matter how above petty human emotions he seems, he’s still liable to fall victim to making decisions based on ego.
However, I like that he was self-aware enough to realise that he was indeed only participating in this race because of his pride because he says to Rain when he tries to stop him some things just don’t have an explanation. 
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We can contrast him racing Stop because of his pride and him kneeling before Stop and crawling to save Rain from being hurt. Although he has an ego he was more than willing to put pride aside to ensure Rain’s safety.
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(SIDENOTE- I died watching the kidnapping ordeal in episode 7 that shit was so unserious. The picture of Rain that Stop sent Phayu lives in my head rent free and I cackle from time to time because of it.) 
(6) “P’PHAYU LHOR MAKKKKK!” – Pun  (PRETTY PRIVILEGE AND THE HALO EFFECT)
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Physical appearance is often a major part of the halo effect. People who are considered attractive tend to be rated higher as possessing positive traits in contrast to people who aren’t considered conventionally attractive.
I think beauty can be blinding and make people more willing to overlook people’s misgivings. As the halo effect states people are more likely to project good qualities on to people they deem to be conventionally attractive.
As I said when I was addressing his air of mystery; because people are so predisposed to projecting all these good qualities on Phayu the distance and the space that he creates between him and other people can be filled with these projections and good qualities so that they build him up in their minds as this amazing person.
This man radiates and secretes ungodly amounts of sex appeal without trying. So I think his general attractiveness is one of the reasons as well why Rain had a hard time getting people to believe that Phayu was a pushy manipulative little asshole in the beginning.
Do I think Phayu would have commanded the same level of respect that he does without also being pretty? I don’t know to be honest. I do however think Phayu is an unintentional cautionary tale about the dangers of projecting good qualities on someone just because they’re attractive and being blind to their faults.
(7) SELF ASSURED, CONFIDENT AND CHARMING – CONCEITED?
I mean I’d be that confident too if I was rich, handsome, talented, smart ANDDDDD could fuck like a porn star but I digress. Very much a quiet confidence to him as was elaborated on when I spoke about the air of mystery. He is evidently very capable and consequently people rely on him and I think his self- assuredness comes from the fact that he can back up his claims because he has every right to be self-centred.
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Without mincing words this man is very conceited. However although he is conceited he doesn’t lack empathy and he doesn’t seem too self-involved as evidenced by the way he ensures that he takes care of the people he cares about.
(8) PHAYU THE COMPULSIVE CARETAKER, CONCEITED BUT NOT SELF-INVOLVED
We see in Episode 4 how Phayu puts Rain’s needs before his by ensuring that Rain focuses on his school work and ensures that his development and advancement as a person comes before pursuing a romantic relationship with Phayu.
He ensures that Rain understands how slacking on his work in pursuance of other things will affect his work life and he lectures him while still comforting him after. I really liked this scene in Episode 3 because Phayu is able to help Rain because he’s older and more experienced and he’s gone through it before. I also like the fact that there isn’t a hint of condescension in his voice, just concern and wanting to ensure that Rain becomes the best version of himself.
Phayu shows how much he cares about Rain and is invested in making Rain a priority in his life in so many little ways. We can see in Episode 5 how Phayu leaves an important meeting to answer Rain’s text messages. Also in Episode 4 When Rain finishes his project early after an all-nighter and instead of sleeping he goes straight to Phayu. Phayu ensures that there is reciprocity in their relationship by saying that you missed out on sleep to come see me, so I'm going to hurry up and finish my work so we can hang out.
He makes an effort to help Rain finish his models like he promised to do in his speech in Episode 5. Also in Episode 4 he apologises to Rain for his phone dying and for making him wait for him in the rain. In Episode 6 after he almost gets in a fight with Stop the first thing he does is ask Rain if he’s alright even though he was the one that almost had a brawl with Stop.
I think we really see throughout the show how the way Phayu interacts with Rain takes on a sort of paternalistic tinge. The title of Daddy is incredibly fitting and I really just think this is him being a good Dom.
That’s why I think this is the reason Phayu looks so touched and taken aback when Rain and him first meet and he holds the umbrella for Phayu while he’s changing his tire. Phayu’s so used to being relied on and being assumed to be competent and well put together. He’s used to giving without expecting anything in return. So when Rain does this small act of kindness in an effort to repay this Good Samaritan, Phayu becomes fascinated with him. 
(9) ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS B.R. (Before Rain)
Was he possibly a whore? Not as much of a whore as Prapai but he has definitely spun the block. Whereas our beloved service top Prapai has built a gated community in which he resides on said block. Phayu had a condom stashed under that toy car so we know he was getting some action.
He was probably not a whore whore because as he said to Rain in the bathroom scene:
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We all know why he’s particular. I don’t think he would have been able to find a lot of people willing to put up with his domineering attitude and controlling nature long term if they didn’t have that sort of kink no matter how insanely hot he is.
But there were definitely others before Rain if we can take cues from the offhanded comments of the other characters in the series. Saifah tells Rain in Episode 3 when he’s waiting for Phayu that there were others before him. Was it a lot of others though? The world may never know.
Saifah comments on the fact that Phayu has been single for a long time and Saifah tells him if he wants to be happy like him he should get in a serious relationship. So we can assume that long term romantic relationships for Phayu have more than likely been few and far between. He probably was not celibate though as we see how he was going to have a one night stand with Rain.
We see Saifah saying that he feels bad for whoever is making Phayu smile like that and how he warns him not to be too mean to Rain because he will run away. We can assume that others have been perturbed by how intense Phayu was in the past and they have run off.
I’m sure Saifah knows Phayu very well and even if he isn’t aware of the details of his kinkiness he knows Phayu has a thing about control and a mean streak. At least that’s what Saifah computes it as in his vanilla mind. I’m sure this poor man has heard and seen way too much. JUSTICE FOR SAIFAHH!!!!!!
Lastly before they get together Phayu constantly tests Rain to see if he can handle what a long term relationship with him would look like. I’m sure this comes from things not working out in the past and Phayu wanting to ensure that Rain can handle him.
We can see that Phayu may have abandonment issues from things not working out in the past with his romantic pursuits when in Episode 5 he’s scared and panicked and sad when Rain runs away after they have sex for the first time. I have three theories about this:
(1) He didn’t want to lose Rain because he’s a unicorn and he may never have hope of finding someone so perfect for him again.  
(2) He was abandoned before because he was too much and overbearing and it triggered him.
(3) He’s big on communication and he feels slighted that Rain ran away before they could discuss how their relationship would develop after they had sex for the first time.
It could have quite possibly been a combination of all of the above. Phayu seems like the type to be fully invested in a long term relationship and he seems like someone who loves deeply so I think him testing Rain was him just trying to ensure that Rain was worth the investment before he got too attached.
(10) PHAYU THE SCULPTOR ; HIS OBSESSION WITH POTENTIAL AND MOULDING THINGS TO HIS LIKING 
“Rain before you design a house you need to design your life first”- Phayu
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I get the impression that Phayu’s view on life is that everything can be curated and tailored to his liking if he tries hard enough. He’s definitely not a go with the flow kind of person. Every single move he makes is intentional. Looking at his two professions being an architect and his side of job of being a mechanic; these are two things that require moulding, precision.
Architects are able to create and design and bring their vision to life and make it tangible. It’s a very creative profession with the added bonus of having something you designed realised in real life.
Also mechanics are constantly tinkering with engines and in control of powerful machinery. Whether they work on maintenance, diagnostics, or repairs, they have to perform those tasks with exacting detail. That is because this careful work on important vehicle components could save someone’s life.
This speaks to Phayu’s pedantic nature with the added element of not wanting to deal with the consequences of disappointing Pakin. These machines are kind of like a puzzle to be solved.
But the catch is those things aren’t really his and they don’t truly belong to him.
In Episode 3 we can infer that sometimes clients may criticize his designs and he has to mould it to their liking instead of relying on his own vision.
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In Episode 1 Prapai tells him your babies are so beautiful (referring to the motorcycles) but Phayu corrects him and says that they don’t belong to him.
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But I think that although he doesn’t own these things and that he may be required to tailor the design of a house to someone else’s liking still these tasks scratch his itch for moulding and creating.
Then *enter stage left* a wild Rain appears, a blank canvas unmarred by past sexual or romantic experience. He has no expectations and no idea how anything works so he’s able to become a sort of pliable clay that Phayu can use his deft fingers to mold to his liking consequently making Rain his.
We can are shown how their relationship is mutually beneficial and how it works for them. Different folks have different strokes.
The glint in his eyes and the way Phayu all but shivers in excitement every time Rain tells him he can’t do something. 
Episode 4 – "I’ll teach you"
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Episode 6- "I'll train you to be the best rider"
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In the infamous Daddy scene in the special episode he says "When I teach I teach to the core" 
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It’s not explicitly stated but I’m sure this man got off constantly at the fact that he was Rain’s first everything when it came to sex and romance and he is constantly in charge of moulding him.
We can definitely see how much of a diligent student and quick learner Rain is and how Phayu is consequently able to enjoy the fruits of his labour. (SIDE NOTE: I’m sure Phayu wasn’t prepared for the monster he created in Rain.)
I love the reciprocity in their relationship as Phayu shows Rain just how desired he is and worships him constantly.
(11) WHY HE WAS DEFINITELY A KID WHO HATED SHARING HIS TOYS 
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Phayu strikes me as a man who knows exactly what he wants and  how to obtain it and when he finds it he will hold on to it and never let it go. We are given countless examples of Phayu’s blatant possessiveness over Rain once they begin their unorthodox courtship.
When after their first time Phayu says to Rain that he must repeat the phrase “Rain belongs to P’Phayu.”back to him.
This man heard that Pun was in Rain’s general vicinity and immediately drove to him to stake his claim. Also when he admits to being “insanely jealous” of Pun ever since he heard that Rain used to have a romantic interest in her.
He removes Saifah’s hand from Rain’s shoulder in Episode 4 and tells him to get back to work after Saifah suggests that he could teach Rain how to ride a super bike.
I do think this possessiveness is also in part because Phayu realises how much of a rare find Rain is and he will do everything in his power to ensure that they stay together forever. I also think in contrast, Rain’s possessiveness has more to do with him constantly having to fight off potential suitors because everyone is in love with Phayu (well the idea of him). 
I appreciate however that his possessiveness isn’t portrayed as particularly toxic because in episode 5 when Phayu is having lunch with Sky and Rain and Rain tells Sky he loves him after he told him that Phayu and him were dating.
Instead of getting unreasonable jealous of Rain and Sky’s obviously platonic relationship, Phayu simply says that he has no reason to be jealous because he knows that Sky and Rain are just friends.
I think if they ever decided on venturing out and engaging in a threesome it would 100% be Rain’s idea in order to satiate his own curiosity. Phayu would go along with it (ever indulgent of his sweet boy) but he would probably have to be in control the entire time while simultaneously barking orders at the third party about how to pleasure Rain properly.
(12) THE SADISTIC  LITTLE SHIT (AFFECTIONATE) AND HIS “DEK NGO”  "DEK NARAK"
I know PhayuRain and their kink list is longer than the elevator ride to hell but I’m going to focus on what in my opinion is Phayu’s poison of choice. That is sadism and degradation.
More specifically emotional and psychological sadism mostly. I don’t think he’s particularly opposed to physical sadism though. In the special episode he said he punished Rain until he was sore but Rain liked it. Although this is vague and he could have been sore for different reasons we see in Episode 2 when Phayu is berating Rain for breaking into the illegal race that isn’t above spanking Rain.
I don’t really know for sure if Rain is a masochist though I think he is definitely willing to try things with Phayu but he didn’t really seem to enjoy the spanking but I guess that was mostly because they didn’t know each other that well.
So I think while Phayu is mainly an emotional sadist and he prefers it he partakes in physical sadism with Rain because I think Rain would prefer that more based on his personality. This is mainly because of his obvious praise kink.
(CC: Rain’s blissed out expression when Phayu whispered “keng mak” i.e. “Good job” in his ear in the bathroom stall scene after Rain had followed his instructions.)
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So the degradation that comes along with emotional sadism may not be Rain’s cup of tea.
After the incident in Episode 3 where Phayu told Rain to change ‘ngo’ to ‘narak’ ; I think he realised how insecure Rain was about being called stupid and that this was a hard limit for Rain. We can see as the story progress after this incident where Phayu either calls him “naughty boy” or some version of good boy.
I do think that this is an example of how Phayu is willing to tailor and transform his kinks and compromise to ensure that Rain is comfortable. He realised that Rain responds far better to praise and made the necessary adjustments.
We also see Phayu’s penchant for degradation and humiliation in  Episode 3 where he buys Rain extra small underwear. Although they were the correct size for Rain, Phayu had to throw  in a little dick size shaming for his own amusement. The smug little smile after he riles Rain up about this speaks for itself. 
However I wanted to fight him when he made my baby Rain cry in episode 5 after he made Rain think that he didn’t want to be with him anymore. Although I kind of feel like this was sort of more punishment for the fact that Rain ran off after their first time in Episode 4 and made him worry. I guess it’s safe to add dacryphilia to their long ass kink list. Phayu you sadistic little shit. 
If we also listen to the words of Phayu in his little speech before they make out in episode 5, I swear the only thing missing from this was Phayu getting down on one knee and proposing to Rain. 
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We can see that he enjoys this and gets off on being the one to tease and degrade Rain. He knows Rain’s limits and he ensures that he follows up any degradation with praise as a  salve to any open wounds he’s caused with his words. I think Rain eventually adapts to this part of Phayu however because in Episode 7 he tells Phayu that he is willing to let Phayu tease him forever. 
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I love how they are both willing to adapt and compromise to better serve each other’s needs. Phayu constantly keeps Rain off kilter constantly guessing, constantly teasing him but at the same time he ensures that Rain understands that Phayu loves him and he is valued.
Phayu is constantly and reflexively adjusting himself to meet Rain's needs from moment to moment and I applaud him for it. Good job Daddy you get a gold star for all your hard work.
(13) PHAYU THE INVENTOR OF HEALTHY COMMUNICATION
This definitely has to be one of my favourite things about Phayu. I’m sure Rain isn’t the first person Phayu has attempted to have some sort of D/s relationship with and at the core of this is communication, consent and boundaries. 
D/s relationships especially 24/7 ones involve copious amounts of consent and negotiation and communication but I know that the show couldn’t necessarily explicitly address the fact that they are in a 24/7 D/s relationship so we don’t get any sit down moments where Phayu and Rain discuss it blatantly. However I would assume that at some point Phayu sat Rain down and explained to him what their dynamic is and what was expected of him.
We definitely see how much Phayu values communication in the Special Episode when Rain misreads a situation. Where he sees Phayu talking to Natsu on the couch in Phayu’s home. I mean to be fair sparks were flying between them. I don’t know  if that was just a Boss thing because good God this man can generate sexual tension with a  wall. (Went off on a tangent there moving on back to communication.)
I think that Phayu understands that Rain has a sort of inferiority complex that is made worse by people being constantly baffled as to how Rain ended up with a guy like Phayu. Rain also most likely due to immaturity and lack of life experience has a problem with communication and conflict resolution. 
Phayu has to drag the confession out of Rain about why he’s upset with him. We see where this man has quite literally done nothing wrong yet still he gets on his knees to apologise and tries to make it up to Rain. 
I love that Phayu possesses the maturity to  never allow misunderstandings to remain unaddressed and fester. Although Rain may lack the maturity to speak up and directly tell Phayu what is bothering him in any given situation, Phayu ensures that they talk it out so that their conflicts do not go unresolved and that resentment does not have the opportunity to set in. 
(14) PHAYU SEX & SEXUALITY 
Phayu is an unapologetically shameless and sexual person. This comfortability in his sexuality and his lack of preoccupation with other people's opinion of him allows him to exude a calm self assurance and striking sex appeal subconsciously. 
This comfortability with his own sexuality was displayed many times throughout the series. In Episode 3 when that are at the porridge shop and Phayu goads Rain into being unashamed of the fact that they were in public and on a date with each other.
In Episode 5 after Rain told Sky that he was dating Phayu he said he was happy that Rain told his best friend about them because he understands that he would be apprehensive in case Sky would start to see him differently. I like that he lets Rain come out on his own time and he doesn’t rush him. Lastly in Episode 6 Phayu proudly introduces Rain as his boyfriend to P’ Chai at the street race. 
Phayu is a readymade character who has presumably gone through the stage in his life where he would have explored his sexuality and unusual proclivities and has come to the point of acceptance. I think that is why he is portrayed as someone who knows exactly what he likes and enjoys and is unashamed of it.
This is why he seems to be such a safe place for Rain to explore the full spectrum of his own sexuality.  There is never any judgement in Phayu's eyes when they uncover another one of Rain’s off the walls kinks. We just see at most a sort of mild amusement and an instant willingness to acquiesce and indulge Rain.
Phayu being out and proud made Rain feel like it was ok to have these feelings so his apprehension about identifying as such quickly dissipated.He’s constantly willing to teach, indulge and hold Rain’s hand through this journey and I just think that’s so neat. 
Everyone deserves to have a safe place like Phayu when dipping their toes in and navigating the troubled unpredictable waters of sex and sexuality especially when coming to terms with their own queerness. 
WHAT IS PHAYU’S MAIN MOTIVATION THAT UNDERSCORES EVERYTHING SINGLE ACTION THAT HE TAKES?
The simple answer to this is control. This is important because I don’t see Phayu as someone who particularly chases after power but control? Yes most definitely.Power is the ability to make something happen. Control is the ability to make something happen the way you want. We are all created differently but Phayu needs control at all times in the same way we need oxygen to survive. It’s just the way his wires were crossed. 
Phayu could have easily just admitted to Rain on their first meeting that he remembered him and he could have left it to chance how their encounter would have gone. He could have also gone through the Prapaiesque route and  just pursued Rain himself. 
But he was different; he made sure that he was in control of  their dynamic from the very beginning. The aforementioned options left far too many variables that could have thrown a wrench in Phayu’s end game which was getting Rain. 
He even somehow managed to get Rain to pursue him and have him think that it was his idea. Even though he was the one who liked Rain from the very beginning.
This desperate all-consuming need to be in control at all times is tempered by Phayu’s ability to adequately shoulder the responsibility that comes with that control. Everything he does is calculated. There is always an end goal. Consequently he thrives and is most content when he has someone like Rain to be in charge of in a sense.
The contentment and ease that seems to overtake Phayu when he and Rain are in an established relationship is a sight to see. He’s no longer untethered; he's firm and grounded.
CHARACTER’S RELATIONSHIP TO THE PLOT
There isn’t too much angst and the denouement/final conflict just concerns external factors and has nothing to do with Phayu Rain’s romantic relationship
The plot is just romance; from the meet cute in the rain to the established relationship. I love how we just felt like we were along for the ride to watch two men fall irrevocably in love with each other and fit together perfectly like puzzle pieces.
CHARACTER’S GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT THROUGHOUT THE SERIES
I’m going to be honest I don’t think there was much life altering character growth with Phayu. When we meet Phayu he seems like a fully fleshed out character who knows what he wants and isn’t ashamed of his proclivities and sexuality so there is no room to explore there or for any consequent development. Phayu is a static character with no change in behaviour, and his values and attitudes remain pretty consistent throughout the entirety of the text and the series. 
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I don’t think I’m getting over PhayuRain anytime soon. If you got all the way to the end I hope you enjoyed my ramblings. Let me know if you guys have anything to add. The plot as well as the characters in this show were a far cry from perfect but I keep coming back to it so they must have done something right. 
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Yandere Sails Headcanons
Sails x Reader
Yandere Headcanons
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Important information that this takes place after Knuckles the Dread got his hands on the prism shard. His insanity gets confused with Sails’ obsession and it causes the crew to fall apart.
Sails/Reader [Romantic//Platonic]
[Gender-neutral Darling|Female Darling|Male Darling]
Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :
Possessiveness • Overprotective behaviour • Implied death • Violence • Attempted drowning • Isolation • Abduction • Jealousy • Assault • Forced affection • Clinginess • Threats • Greed • Demise of important character role
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Sails is somebody who already grew up in a habitat surrounding both adventurous and tricky situations to begin with. He isn’t one to shy away from taking risks and seems to be in constant search for another case he could deem as exciting. The fox can also be seen as quite the daredevil, not backing down from any challenge being put in his way. But aside from all that, he remains to be a good soul. He holds the kindness in his heart his original counterpart has, looking out and caring for his crew while helping in any way possible. He prioritzes the safety of his team, whom he quite literally views as his one and only family and would do a lot to ensure their welfare.
But ... There has seemingly been one weakness stated during his appearances in the show. One that cannot be healed by any method or through other means, not with his doomed fate among No Place atleast. His gruesome despise towards living the same thing over and over again. One that might be the exact little push he needs to create a brief change in the personality of the sweet fox we all grew accustomed to. And which makes him a lot more vulnerable to the idea of him living in a loop. It feels like a curse to him, traumatizing even. He just has his little need for constant new opportunities and adventure, otherwise life would get rather ... Boring to him, an empty and draining feeling eating away at the fox, unable to be cured no matter how much those around him try to cheer him up for it. Which may even be the start of where the now familiar unhealthy mindset and coping mechanisms start to become noticeable in the first place.
Even just meeting him right from the start is going to end up as one hell of a rollercoaster. Him and his crew aren’t prone to trusting those who they just met right off the bat. But in a way, Sails is going to be feeling intrigued by you. He’s never seen anything such as yourself before. You’re... A new experience. The beginning of everything seemed so innocent at first ... Sails allowed you onto the crew’s ship as he practically kept looking for whatever excuse he could get his grabby hands on to prevent you from just being eliminated on the spot. He promised his cooperation on the Captain’s desires, who was currently obsessing over the shard, and that he’d take immediate responsibility for this new scallywag. And him technically being the brains of the team, both Batten and Black didn’t have much to argue against, assuming the decision to be beneficial for all of them.
Oh, were they wrong ...
Right at the start of your temporary stay, you’d be spending most of your time with Sails around the crow’s nest. And for being a mere stranger, he was sincerely ... A curious one to say the least, and he certainly seemed on the excited side as well. He would constantly bombard you with questions for the time being, some really personal ones too ... The mobian seemed rather at ease and shameless when it came to being touchy with you. It had almost been as if personal space and private information was practically meant to be nonexistent in this universe. It made you uneasy. You may have been let onto the ship, but enough strict rules were attached to it that could have easily made it a regrettable decision. Despite figuring if you should just dip and jump off the ship or not, your thoughts were quickly interrupted by the request to meet ... Their captain. But the fox mobian you grew acquainted with in the meantime seemed strangely unhappy and dissatisfied about the fact you were going to have a proper introduction. He’d noticeably cling to your side for the entire meeting, feeling unusually possessive over you. The conduct leaving the rest of the crew to ponder whenever they made a mistake.
Taking a look at his yandere behaviour, it’s important to keep in mind any of the realistic aspects on real pirates and the traits whom they may hold; unmerciful and ruthless ... Stopping at nothing to gain whatever caught the eye. Being a pirate, he’s naturally going to feel lured in by things that could be deemed as shining, and his attraction only goes so far. Unknowingly even having turned into a predatory and power-hungry mobian over time, a part of him who he would have wished to avoid in modern times. But atlas, his greed would noticeably start to grow recklessly, to where at some point he is literally close to unrecognisable.
It’s horrifying to even witness for anyone around, to realise what affects selfishness can have on a once charming and adventurous soul. Even his crew would have no idea what to do with him, as while the growth of his violence and these new boosts of aggressiveness can certainly help during any considerable fights; he grows more and more inattentive torwards them too, finding them to be insignificant. Over time, he starts operating more on his own instead of that with his crew. His selfish and unbeneficial actions speaking for themselves as he slowly grows more distant.
He also deems the others to be delusional whenever they mention his change in literal identity. You could easily notice him growing more confrontational when the topic is brought up, leaving the crew to slowly... Lose hope on him. And the worst part is that the team considers Dread having been preoccupied by the light of the prism shard as reason behind why Sails is behaving the way he is, being the influence behind his sudden changes in behaviour. While realistically, these reasonings are far from connected with one another. But despite this;
That won’t change the fact that a life was lost that day after the abandonment .
As for harm’s sake, he is surprisingly one of the most brutal. Living amongst the ocean limits a ton of the punishments for his doings and it sure has brought in a lot of confidence in getting away with what he does. Something that he had started realising aswell is how it also wouldn’t really require much to keep any of his nemesis in their place. As he takes care of the threat, usually resulting in either just dumping the said problem overboard, leaving the sharks to deal with the defenseless mobian on their own or by simply pushing the razor sharp tip of his cutlass at their throats, being left at his mercy. But he won’t be hesitant to take a darker turn when it includes your sake either.
There’s one of the many, many events you had remembered in particular, one that had gone so unimaginably bad. One that resulted in the use of some more brutal lengths to defeat the said ‘thief’ attempt. The poor creature was being held remorselessly by the calf with Sails’ mechanical hand, an obvious way too tight grip on the leg as they were being left to dangle above the deep oceans. They were being swung around which could have easily caused the breakage of the said limb, all while they were continuously being dunked into the waters with no sign of mercy or regret being visible in the act. Every time they were forced to stay put underwater for longer ... And longer. All while you could do nothing but watch fromout the border of the Angel’s Voyage. You could clearly see the glint in his eyes. There had been a terrifying gleam of insanity in Sails’ once gentle blue eyes. One of pure joy all while he was attempting to drown the victim who was now desperately trying to free themselves from his grasp. It hadn’t been until you yelled at him on the top of your lungs that he quit the torturous deed. But that memory. That horrifying imagery of him yet continues to live on in the back of your mind.
He would likely reach a point where he’d most certainly consider you his treasure ... Making him a whole lot more possessive than his other counterparts. He deems you to be a helpless being in need of his guidance in order to survive the current circumstances you’re in. He knows you’re stuck here and quite frankly have nowhere to go to. And now with the lack of hope and distrust considering the rest of the crew and the absence of a proper captain, he makes sure going to them for help isn’t even an option for you anymore. As you were looking down upon the water’s waves below from the top of the crow’s nest, you knew.
He wasn’t gonna let you go.
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some very horny thoughts/hcs about trans reigen, featuring some edging and overstimulation, him sitting on your face, and uhhhhh a vibrator and a strap on i think that's it (also he's still aspec bc.... I Just Felt Like It)
first of all gotta throw in some aspec reigen rep here as always bc i got to thinking about him first starting t and having to deal with the uptick in his sex drive and just sitting there like "am i actually experiencing more desire or is it just the chemicals making me horny? guess i'll go jerk off about it either way"
he starts off really sketchy about it because he doesn't really know how to bring it up or deal with it but soon enough it becomes "ugh i have to go jerk off again, you coming with?" to which your answer is basically always yes.
has to use a lot of lube and oh god the noises. if he doesn't want to listen to it dripping out around his fingers as he fucks himself his only other option is to stop muffling his moans and whines so that he's louder than it, and he's honestly not sure which option is more embarrassing. he already looks very thoroughly fucked out and debauched but the extra red tint at the tips of his ears and the hand in front of his face are just the cherry on top of the absolutely perfect sundae that is watching him work himself open.
praise kink doubling as gender euphoria?? hello? he already loves it when you call him a good boy because he loves feeling appreciated and it settles his nerves when he knows he's doing a good job. but also hearing you repeatedly acknowledge that you don't see him as any less of a man soothes what's left of his uncertainty and lets him relax more and more into it with every time you say it
it would take a little bit of reassurance to get him to sit on your face but when he finally does?? he is so GRABBY. and he can't decide which way he'd rather face because if he faces forward he can put his hands in your hair and grind down against you and you seem to really like that and it feels really good. but if he faces backward he gets to look at your body and anchor his hands on your hips and watch how you press your thighs together every time he grinds down a little harsher than usual and he loves giving you surprise touches because it means your hips jerk up and you moan against him and that also feels really good.
can't really handle vibrators except for really short bursts because his clit is so sensitive, and in practice that usually leads to you edging him over and over. you'll turn it on until he gets loud and squirmy and super close to coming, and he starts begging for you to turn it off because it's so good it's too much, grabbing for your wrist with hands that aren't quite cooperating with the rest of his body. so you turn it off, leaving it pressed against him until his breathing evens out, making sure there's enough lube for him to still be comfortable and moving your fingers to fuck it into him so slowly that he'll start pleading that it's not enough. you'll press the vibrator against him a little harder, teasing him that he should really make up his mind, and he promises he'll be good, he can take it this time, but it just starts the cycle all over.
when he gives you the warning he can only take one more round you'll pull it away to cycle around to a lower setting, keeping it as still as you can so he can press against it or pull away at whatever pace he needs without interruption. your fingers inside him will go still too, curling up to give him constant pressure but also acting as a sort of anchor that keeps him from pulling away too far so he doesn't accidentally edge himself again.
really likes fucking you with a strap-on, especially if it's a little more realistic looking. he doesn't mind the fun colors if he's using it on you other times, but if it's in the strap he really likes the visual and idea that it's like he's the one fucking you (without having to deal with any of the overwhelming sensations that would usually come with it).
if he wants to drag it out he'll have you ride him so he can watch your face the whole time, carefully gauging when to speed up and slow down just enough to tease. if you start to speed up too much on your own he'll latch on to your hips and dig his nails in, guiding your hips to keep a slower pace until he surprises you by snapping his hips up. lives for the way you collapse forward against him and choke out his name every time he does it.
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waltnut · 3 years
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Yes, I'm a THIRSTY, HORNY and DEHYDRATED bicht. But I am proud of myself. Can I request more NSFW head cannons of our monster boyfriend? But don't make it dark, maybe add some after segg cares if you want? I LOVE YOU.
Don’t make it dark?? Don’t you know what I’m about??? I can’t believe this.
No I’m joking lol well damn, NSFW? Okay well, this is for the Monster Fuckers so kiddies look away. I’m sorry to those who don’t like NsFw. I will tag it as “NSFT” for Not Safe for Timeline but I also hide it under the cut. I’m sorry. I had fun with this...now I’m embarrassed lmao You guys seem to like these so...
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The prompt has me thrown a bit, but I’ll just make some stuff up, I hope that’s okay.
NSFW Headcanons - Monster Boyfriend edition: Demon Lords, Vol. 1
Adult content. These are demons. If this disturbs you, then stop reading here. Otherwise, enjoy?
Lucifer
Level 3
He sheds his feathers on his body when he’s nervous. MC makes him nervous when he’s like this. What do they think of him? Is he ugly? Would they call him a monster?
He’s the most submissive in this form. Gentle touches make him shiver and jump. He feels the most vulnerable and actively moves away from MC if they try to be intimate.
But he wants the intimacy. It’s reassuring. He’s still wanted. He actually might cry a bit. He’s sensitive, be nice.
MC will have to do most of the initiating. After the first time MC had had intimacy with him like this, he will be more confident the next times they engage in any sexual activity.
Level 4
All the pride and confidence. None of that level 3 sissy business, he will have you.
He’s very grabby, and maybe grips a little too tight. He likes the power of being stronger than you. He wants you to know it.
He seems to always have his wings as wide as he can make them. It must be some sort of mating dance. He does have that part bird instinct in there somewhere. He wants to show off, maybe intimidate you a bit. Does he like fear?
Might use the feathers on his tail to tickle you to make you squirm while he has you. What fun!
Mammon
Level 3
He is very clingy. He wants to always be touching you. Even if it’s just the tips of his wings or tail, he wants to have the physical touch.
As he goes through this level, his ability to sense any Greed from the MC to be highly erotic. Talking about buying those new clothes you’ve been wanting? Turn on. Saying how you’re gonna share any of them with him? He can’t contain himself.
He loves pets. Brushes against his hair, feathers, scales, will make him coo. Bird noises, gotta love them.
Easy seduction outfit, should you choose to wear one, anything shiny. Gold chains? Perfect. Sheer black clothes but with gold edges and designs? Also perfect. He can’t resist the shiny.
Level 4
Don’t even think about leaving him, until he lets you. You’re part of his treasure now and he will preen and polish you accordingly.
Lazy in this form, expect lots of cuddling with the dragon. He’s quite warm. The texture on his underside is soft like skin even though it looks like lizard scales. Don’t be surprised when you feel surprise boners while laying with him. He may be lazy, but he’s not tired.
Touching the skin texture of his body is a great seduction tactic should you need one. It’s the sensitive side to his body while the rest is covered in feathers and scales.
While he will dress up MC in gold as a mating ritual, should MC do the same to him, it is the greatest indicator that you are accepting his proposal for intimacy.
Leviathan
Level 3
Two dicks. Look we all know it. We all agree. Moving on.
Touching the purple frills on his ears is like touching his junk. It’s a highly erroneous zone for him. But be gently, they are very soft and sensitive.
Do you even lift? Well you might need to because he is going to be wrapped around you the entire time. He’s quite heavy and good luck getting out of that one.
Laying with him in water is the best way to show any intimate intentions. Even if you think it’ll be a relaxing chill in the water, think again.
Level 4
Now if you’re brave and choose to sleep with a giant ass sea monster, you’re in luck because he can manipulate water to allow you to breathe in the water.
He is the largest of all the brothers in terms of monster size. He’s a giant sea dragon. So be careful when dealing with...well, his size.
He likes to flip you around in the water, so staying in one position is not an option. It’s like a dance!
Want to know if he’s into it? Watch the orange fleshy bits on his sides. The more he glows the more you know!
Satan
Level 3
If you’re into having sex after yelling and screaming at each other then congrats! So is he. Angry sex is what he’s about. He’s wrath. I mean, come on.
Belittle him. No really. He’ll want to prove you wrong. Fuels the fire.
Extremely dominant. Don’t even try to top him. Also you just finished? No rest for you, you’re going again.
He’s gonna scratch and mark you. Bring some bandaids.
Level 4
Okay first of all, you really want to sleep with this? He’s terrifying. He is an actual hell spawn. Well okay, be prepared for selfish sex. He’s rough.
Want to know if he’s into it? Watch the flames on his back. Can you pass your hand through it without it burning you? You pass. It’ll grow brighter and larger the closer he is to finishing.
Most likely to choke you.
Will call you names during the act, sorry. The “not nice” kind.
Asmodeus
Level 3
Words are your biggest weapon. Constant love and adoration is all you need when he’s like this. You won’t even need to touch him to work the magic.
As the avatar of lust, he knows the human body of all genders. His genitalia resembles a males’ but it does have a clit on the bottom side of the head of the dick. You can get real creative with that.
Kiss and touch his ears! He loves it. They might flick at your touch, but he’s into it.
Is able to have his scorpion tails in this form if he chooses to, and he likes pushing and pulling you around with them.
Level 4
More of a Dom in this form. He also enjoys a good mess.
Don’t grab onto his tails, he’s not into it. But grabbing onto his mane? Go right ahead with that.
A little bitey. Vampire tendencies.
Most likely to try and sex you on the ceiling. Why? Not sure. But he’s able to do it so just roll with it.
Beelzebub
Level 3
Look at that long ass tongue. He’s gonna use it. Why wouldn’t he use it? You’re gonna want him to use it. The paralysis saliva he can produce is something he can choose to use.
Will jump on you out of nowhere. No literally, where did he come from? It’s 3 Am and everyone else is asleep. But a good smack will get him to stop if it’s unwanted. Bad puppy.
He might share his food with you if he’s offering intimacy. Like with his mouth. Like it might already be chewed a bit.
Chromeo lyrics: ((Don’t turn the lights on! I want to see you in the dark~.)) His eyes are sensitive, okay.
Level 4
You ever had sex with a Minotaur? You ever wanted to?
Will carry you off to a secluded area that he has found for himself. He doesn’t want to be disturbed.
The longer you go with him, the hotter his body feels. Just like when he feeds, he’ll have steam coming off his body.
Most likely to hump your leg.
Belphegor
Level 3
He enjoys you being uncomfortable. Emotionally or physically.
Sleep paralysis demon. Hey, at least you won’t be doing most of the work.
He’ll quietly hum a lullaby to you to see if you’ll accept his intimacy proposal. If you hum back, you accept. Careful, he might hum your favorite song.
His wool is so soft. Why is it so soft? You need to touch all of it.
Level 4
If you’re not banging irl, you will in your dreams.
You ever wanted to have sex in space? He can make the best magic Galaxy projector you’ve ever seen, and without the paid promotion!
His wool smells of soothing herbs and incense. So despite his creepy ass behavior, you find a way to calm your nerves.
You’ll have the best sleep you’ve ever had afterwards.
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quillvine · 4 years
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And I Will Care For You
Aaron Hotcher x Gender Neutral Reader
Request from @theichabbieclub: Can I request Hotch x Reader? Reader comes home exhausted, soaking wet to the bone and freezing. They end up falling asleep standing up. Once Hotch notices, he places his hand on the back, letting them lean on him. Then he kinda freaks out when he realizes they're wet and freezing. He changes the reader, warms them up and puts them to bed. Reader is so exhausted that they don't wake up at all until hours later in the middle of the night??? Fluffy pleaseee THANK YOUUUUU SO MUCH 🥺🥺
A/N: Oh god babes I’m so sorry this took so long. It was such a delight to write though, I had a lot of fun with this one. I changed things a little and I hope you don’t mind!
You run through the parking lot, your doctor's coat over your head in the hopes to block out the rain. Why did you decide not to bring your compact umbrella? It was right there on the entryway table and you thought about taking it with you but you didn’t. Now you’re making your way through the torrential rain in search of your car. 
You groan in frustration, damn your bad your bad luck, damn your faulty memory, damn the hospital parking lot. Just because you understand why staff parking is on the top floor of the garage doesn’t mean you have to like it on nights like this.
It’s on nights like these that you hate working the late shift at the hospital. You’re already away from your husband and kid and the freezing air and heavy rain just makes it even worse. You just wish you were lying in bed, curled into Aaron’s side while he reads his book, Jack sleeping peacefully down the hall.
By the time you’ve made it to your car, you’re shivering from the cold rain. With frozen fingers, you unlock the car before hurriedly climbing inside and shutting the door.
Squirming in the driver's seat you try to get comfortable in your wet clothes. You shed your doctor's coat in hopes of drying off some more. It doesn’t work, your clothes underneath are just as sopping wet.
Pulling out of the garage you fiddle with the radio, settling in for the tedious drive home.
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You grumble as you unlock the door, dumping your wet coat on the ground and dropping your keys in the dish by the door.
The noise startles Aaron, who’s lying down on the couch. He sits up, his head popping up from behind the backrest. The elated look on his face tells you that he’s happy you’re home. 
You’re happy you’re home too. The sight of him in sweatpants and a ratty FBI t-shirt makes your heart melt. All you want to do is fall asleep in his arms.
“Hi baby,” he says reaching his arms out to you, “how was your day? The rain is really coming down har- oh!”
Aaron rushes to his feet as soon as he sees your sopping wet clothes. He gathers you in his arms rubbing your shoulders to generate some heat. You sag against Aaron’s hold, too exhausted to even stand up properly. His fingers worm their way to the zipper of your jacket. He unzips it, pushing it to the ground.
“You're freezing,” he says when his fingers touch your cold skin, “I’m sorry you got caught in the rain.”
He pulls you closer to him in an attempt to warm you up, his strong arms rubbing up and down your waist. The motion makes you feel even sleepier and you bury your head into his shoulder, your eyes starting to droop.
“Don’t fall asleep on me now baby,” he tells you, pulling you away from his body so you can look him in the eyes. “Why don’t you go take a shower?”
You slowly nod your head in agreement, too tired to formulate words, choosing instead to bury your face back into the crook of his neck. Aaron squeezes your waist, pressing a kiss to your temple. He turns you away from his body, gently leads you towards the master bathroom. 
“Come on, let's get you nice and warmed up.”
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The warm water of the shower runs down your back and relaxes your muscles and the steam chases lingering cold from your fingers and toes out of the rest of your body. Your knees nearly buckle under the near euphoric feeling of the hot shower. 
Your tiredness is almost too much for your body to bear, it feels like your knees are going to give out. Weariness makes your arms heavy as you reach up to wash your hair.
Your mind is so foggy with exhaustion that you barely register the sound of the shower door opening and Aaron sliding in behind you. It isn’t until you feel his hands find their place on your waist that you even realize that he’s even there.
“You want me to wash your hair for you?” He asks.
“No, it’s okay, just hold me. I feel like I’m going to collapse.” You tell him.
He complies and keeps his hands on your waist. His firm grip keeps you anchored as you work through your sleepy haze.
Slowly, you start to wash the day away, rising off all the dirt and grime off your body, Aaron by your side the whole time. He hums soft tunes, his hands steady on your waist. They ground you to the land of the waking, their constant presence keeping you steady on your feet.
When you finally step out of the shower and onto the bath mat, the steam from the hot water clings to your body keeping you warm. Aaron already has a towel in his hand and is wrapping you in the fluffy fabric before you can even reach for a towel to dry your hair with.
The tile floor of the bathroom almost brings the cold back to your body, but you quickly stuff your feet into your pair of slippers before shuffling into the bedroom and lying down on the bed. 
Aaron follows you into the bedroom, but he doesn't get into bed with you as you had hoped. Instead, he moves towards your shared dresser rummaging around for who knows what.
You take a moment to admire his form. He has his towel slung low across his hips giving you a nice view of his back muscles as they flex with his every move. Yum. He really does look good. If you weren’t so tired you probably would have started something. 
But, you have another shift tomorrow, and oh boy do you need the sleep more than you need Aaron right now. The thought of returning to the hospital in less than 24 hours is exhausting but damn if you didn’t love the job.
Feeling your stare Aaron turns around with a small smile on his face. It grows when he sees you still wrapped in your towel. He gives you a fond look that makes you want to melt in a puddle of goo.
“Why aren’t you changed?” He asks,
“Tired,” you tell him lazily, “just wanna go to bed.”
“I know sweetheart, I know,” Aaron says, “Pajamas and then bed okay?”
You hum in agreement, but just flop down onto the bed and stare up at the ceiling. Aaron’s face comes into view above you and you give him a lazy smile. He leans down to give you a quick peck. You pout, wanting more than just a quick kiss but, he just gives you another fond smile before disappearing from your view.
Suddenly, your pajamas are thrown on top of you and you feel Aaron climb on top of you. You groan and try to swat him out of the way.
“Get off of me, ‘m tryna sleep.”
He obliges and rolls off of you. “Come on, get up,” he says as he pulls you off the bed.
With heavy arms you change into your pajamas, tossing your towel aside. It’s Aaron’s turn to ogle and he does so unabashedly. Slowly you get dressed, pulling on your top and bottoms, before flopping back into bed.
You pull the covers over your body cocooning yourself in them. Aaron leans down to hug your blanket burrito, pulling down the top so he can see your face.
“You gonna make room for me?” He asks, amused.
You grunt and unroll the blanket from around your body. Gazing at Aaron with weary eyes you make grabby hands at him, trying to pull him closer to you.
“You know, it’s more comfortable to sleep under the covers,” he tells you.
He tugs the covers out from under you, tucking the both of you into bed. Your rollover to your side of the bed, burrowing into the sheets. He hauls you across the bed, into his arms, holding you tight.
His embrace is safe and warm, a comforting reminder that he’s by your side. You could fall asleep right then and there with the lights on, but you have one more thing you need to do.
“Jack, I need to see Jack,” you mumble, pushing Aaron’s arm away and sitting up.
You make your way to Jack’s room, stopping at his open door. His blue star night light, courtesy of one Spencer Reid, casts a soft glow throughout his room.
He’s sleeping soundly as you carefully creep to his bedside. Kneeling, you smooth the blanket over his body, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. You tuck the stuffed bear that’s fallen to the ground back into his arms.
“Sleep tight bug,” you whisper, brushing his hair back.
Aaron is watching you from the doorway with a soft smile on his face. As you guys head back to your room, he wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you into a sweet kiss.
“I love you,” he says gently.
“I love you too,” you say, giving him another soft kiss.
Make your way back to the bedroom, you crawl back into bed pulling Aaron down with you. You wrap your body around his, snuggling under into his side and pulling the covers tighter around you. 
“Baby, I have to turn off the lights first,” he says with a chuckle..
Aaron leaves the bed to turn off the light and you whine at the loss of his body heat. He comes right back though, pulling you back into his arms, curling a protective arm around your waist before pressing a kiss to your temple.
“Goodnight sweetheart,” he tells you.
“Night babe,” you reply.
Sleep comes easily. It always does with Aaron by your side.
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In the morning, it’s not the alarm that wakes you up but the gentle strokes of Aaron’s fingertips. The rough pads of his fingers brush against your lower abdomen, bringing heat to your lower belly.
You shift, moving your body so you’re facing him and you’re greeted with a very relaxed Aaron. He gives you a cute smile which is only made more adorable by his bedhead. In return, you give him a soft sleepy smile that makes him coo and wraps you tighter in his arms.
He tilts your head up, giving you a gentle kiss. It’s warm and sweet, like the golden sunlight that falls into the room. Humming in delight you push your body closer to his, searching for more of that warmth.
You find it when Aaron pulls away, leaning down to bump his nose against yours in a nose kiss. You let out a breathy giggle, bringing one hand to the nape of his neck, curling your fingers into the hair there.
“Hi,” he says, his morning voice is so delightfully rough and growly.
You give him another smile, bright and bubbly, “good morning.”
He buries his face into the crook of your neck pressing kisses up and down your smooth skin. Rolling on top of you he peppers kisses along your jaw, moving up to your cheeks and then finally your lips. You smile into the kiss. The warmth finds its way back to your chest, filling you with affection.
“Morning baby,” he says.
You bury your face into his chest, “what time is it?” you groan, raising your head to look at the clock.
Aaron gently guides your head back to his chest, “don’t even worry about it,” he tells you. “You have an afternoon shift, remember?”
A quiet sigh escapes your throat as you snuggle back into the covers. You place your head back on Aaron’s chest, giving his collarbone a gentle kiss, resting your nose there you breathe in his comforting scent.
The fingers stroking your stomach have made their way to your ribcage, his fingers ticking the skin there. You squirm in his grasp which only makes Aaron tickle you even harder.
You can’t help the giggles bubble out from your throat and it seems that Aaron can’t either.
“Shh, shh, you’re going to wake Jack up,” he says between chuckles.
Your laughs don’t stop though, they bounce around the room, light and airy.
In that moment you’re transported elsewhere, to a dreamlike world where sunlight filters through the window and a soft breeze makes the curtain flutter in the wind. A world where you have no obligations and so much time to love.
Except, you’re not transported anywhere, because you’re already there. You have a free morning to spend with the man you love, a man who adores you as much as you adore him. A man who supports you at your lows and brings you to your highs. A man who cares for you without a second thought. What could be better than that?
“Aaron?” You say tenderly, gently tugging at his fingers, which are still resting underneath your shirt.
“Yes, darling?” He asks in a voice that’s just as soft and loving.
It makes your heart melt and for a moment you forget what you were going to say.
You let out another breathy laugh, a smile wide on your face, “thank you.”
“For what?” His fingers move to tangle with yours, thumb brushing against the back of your hand.
“For everything,” you turn your head to meet his eyes, “thank you for taking care of me, thank you for holding me at night, my life is better with you in it.” 
“Well then, I think I should thank you too,” he says, “You make me a better man, you remind me it’s okay to be gentle with myself. I love you.”
“I love you more,” you tell him softly.
He moves to kiss you, slow and sweet. It leaves you breathless and stokes a fire in your belly. Your skin feels flushed, the places where Aaron’s contact hand comes in contact with your bare skin in your skin.
“We’ll see about that,” he says, leaning down to press a kiss to your pulse point.
The fingers dancing along your ribcage have made their way to your nipple, his thumb brushes against it. A gasp escapes from your throat.
“Well then, why don’t you show me just how much you love me?”
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jaskiers-sweetkiss · 4 years
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Touch Starved
Pairings: Reader x Daniel Sousa
Word Count: 511
Summary: Just a drabble about a touch-starved Daniel Sousa who just really loves his significant other (there aren’t any gender descriptors of the reader). 
Warnings: MENTIONS OF SEX (it’s barely described but still there), lots of PDA
a/n: idek know what post-AoS season 7 universe this is supposed to exist in cause Sousa is there but so are Hunter and Bobbi but whatever. 
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Daniel Sousa was touch-starved. You knew it, he knew it, hell, the whole of SHIELD probably knew it. He was insatiable. It didn’t matter how much time you spent cuddling or holding hands or doing other things, he always needed more. 
You tried to limit it to small, discrete touches while you were working. Lacing your pinkies together during briefings, resting your foot on top of his when you were sitting across from each other at your desks, standing or sitting close enough together that your arms or thighs would touch, briefly rubbing his shoulder or arm in passing. Small touches, enough to let him know you were there and thinking of him but not enough to be considered PDA or become an HR problem (though you weren’t sure if SHIELD even had HR). 
Daniel, however, was a little less discrete. He was all over you whenever he got the chance. Arm around your waist while you made coffee or checked in with the lab, hugs from behind as he leaned over your shoulder to look at whatever you were working on, and kisses, so many kisses, wherever he could place them: your cheek, your forehead, your shoulder, light pecks on the cheek, anything he could get away with. You used to be sparring partners until you’d had to shut it down because it had become a bit too intense. 
Your teammates didn’t seem to mind. Jemma, Daisy, and Elena would give you knowing smirks whenever they saw the displays of affection, they thought it was immensely adorable and you were inclined to agree though it was occasionally distracting. Hunter was more inclined to tease the two of you, things like “ah, PDA, gross!” or “My innocent eyes!”, but Bobbi and Mack were always around to roll their eyes and occasionally give him a sharp elbow to the side. Fitz was prone to groaning “Get a room!” though there was always a look of understanding in his eyes, he and Jemma weren’t much better. The team was understanding, it was hard to draw the line when you literally lived where you worked. 
It was a different story when you were in your shared apartment on the residential floors of the Lighthouse. He was in almost constant contact with you - arms wrapped around your middle while you cooked or making grabby hands or kissy faces at you while he cooked, resting his head on your shoulder and your fingers in his hair while you did some extra work on the couch, or latching onto you like a koala when you laid in bed. You regularly took baths together and it wasn’t surprising for Daniel to slip into the shower behind you. The contact typically wasn’t sexual, though sometimes it was. When that happened you knew you were in for a long night of gentle, sweet touches juxtaposed with strong, sometimes rough actions. He’d take you apart over and over again, relishing in your body and your touch, making sure you knew exactly how much he loved you. 
Daniel Sousa was touch starved and you absolutely loved it.
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unfortunatelysirius · 4 years
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DATING JAMES POTTER AND BEING SIRIUS BLACK’S SISTER WOULD INCLUDE:
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       💟☼💟 S.T.O.R.Y. 💟☼💟
       💟 The two of you met on the train to Hogwarts, and blimey—James was awe-struck by you from the start! Sirius, the overprotective git he was, banned the blokes from putting their slimy, grabby hands anywhere near you, but James had always been compelled. He pegged you as pretty and sweet, with a dazzling personality to match. You were nothing like he was used to, like the sweet girl next door, and your background made you all the more enigmatic. He was drawn to you, unable to stay away.
       💟 First-year was a blur, with Sirius doing all he could to beg James that he wouldn’t corrupt you—and failing ever-so-miserably. You were best friends with the girls in your dorm, Lily, Marlene, and Mary, so you hardly saw your brother, nor his friends. They were a constant presence, as you all shared a House, but your personality clashed with theirs. They were loud and mischievous; you were quiet and soft. Sirius, your darling brother, didn’t want you to be uncomfortable, so he never invited you along. But James—as your admirer—was always pestering, always asking where you were. He was smitten, and by the end of first-year, he felt like he was in love.
       💟 Second-year introduced you to a strange feeling, one you outright refused to tell your brother. Enduring your horrid homelife on top of weird body changes was something you never wanted to be on your agenda. James became smart and handsome, rather than the bespectacled, messy-haired bloke that was your brother’s best friend. It was over the summer, when Sirius would go on and on about him, describing their adventures and how much he’d rather be back at Hogwarts with James, playing pranks and wreaking mayhem—instead of stuck with your witchy bitch of a mother and stoic Frankenstein of a father.
       💟 Sirius had already told you—you weren’t allowed, under any circumstances, to develop feelings for his friends. Sibling-code.
💟 “Promise me you won’t, Y/N.”       “Cross my heart, Sirius.”
💟 The heart is one of the most unpredictable organs. One minute you didn’t care about boys, or James sodding Potter,
then the next he was all you could think about. Coming back to Hogwarts, you were a mess near him, and having his starry gaze follow you every which way—while once a norm—had quickly become nerve-wracking. You felt like you were under surveillance, with your personal own stalker—in both a good and bad way. It made you giddy, but it scared you, too. James never hid his feelings away, as quite the open bloke, so you knew how he felt.
       💟 What would happen if he knew your feelings, too? What would a mutual fancy bring?
       💟 You didn’t like change. You already hated the physical changes, the mental ones—if your wary headspace’s worst fears came to life, they wouldn’t bring beauty; they’d bring a hailstorm. You weren’t ready to face Sirius, nor were you ready to face James. You thought it’d fall into nothingness as the days passed by; you were only twelve, after all.
       💟 Third year brought James kicking mate-code to the dust and letting his wants and desires manifest.
💟 While he never outright confessed, he’d compliment you on the daily. He’d charm you to stay clean and dry in nasty weather; he’d take the fall anytime you got in minor trouble. He’d smile and wink anytime you glanced in his direction, and he would take any chance to show off at Quidditch games.
💟 One time, during a game, he hijacked the microphone from commentator Mary Macdonald and called out, “This goal’s for you, Y/N/N!” He made the goal and blew a kiss for you to catch. You’d never in your life felt so flustered.
       💟 Fourth year was just the same, with the addition of (consensual) physical touches. He’d hold your hand or throw an arm around your shoulder. Sometimes you’d initiate it yourself.
💟 Hogwarts deemed the two a couple, despite Sirius’s obvious ire. It was only made more solid by James’s obsession with you, and your very-unsubtle adoration of him.
💟 Sirius became less and less lenient. By the end of fourth year, he dragged you both into a room and refused to let you leave until you promised to stop up the theatrics of a relationship. But neither of you were willing to let unspoken words be unspoken words. You’d glanced at James, heart breaking, state only worsening when you saw his crestfallen face.
💟 Sirius was angry, and he didn’t want either of you dating. He feared James would break your heart. He didn’t want a break-up to ruin their friendship.
💟 While James was torn between his heart and his head, you’d had just about enough of Sirius playing leader. You stood your ground and you told him, “Sirius, so what if James and I date? It’s none of your sodding business anyway! Just leave us be instead of being a right prick about it!”
💟 You left the boys open-mouthed and speechless. But a moment afterward, regaining confidence from your outburst, James stood his own ground. He sprung to his feet and cupped your face in his hands, declaring, “I bloody love you, Y/N!”
💟 Sirius had no choice but to accept defeat—and he didn’t make an honest peep when the two of you made it official just a day later.
💟 And thus, James Potter and Y/N L/N was finally, finally born—after but a wee bit of troubles conceiving.
💟☼💟 R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P.  Q.U.I.R.K.S. 💟☼💟
       💟 James is a mixture of a clingy and ‘funny’ boyfriend. He always wants to be around you, always wants to kiss and hug on you. Yet, he loves playing pranks—and he loves pissing you off. Your angry face is just too cute, and he loves pinching at your cheeks when they puff up all seething-like.
       💟 “That wasn’t funny, James!”                “Y/N, my love, have you not a funny bone in your body? That was hilarious.”
       💟 As Sirius is quite the brooder, you’re staying quiet when he wants to tag along on dates. He pushes himself between the two of you when you’re kissing or trying to be close, as is a trademark for Sirius ‘Cockblocking’ Black, who switches between personas of Matchmaker, Comedian, and Cockblocker on the daily. He begrudgingly lets the two of you keep your couple status, but hey—he’s your brother. Where’s the fun if he isn’t crashing dates and sabotaging physical displays of affection?
       💟 James likes bopping your nose. “Boop!” and all that. And Merlin, does he love giving you pet names.
💟 From “love” to “darling” to “baby doll” to “Mrs. Potter”—he’ll say it all. What sort of restrictions can you have on name-calling when it’s anything but unpleasant?
💟 James is rather unpredictable when it comes to dates. Somedays he’ll want you to come up to his dorm for a lie-in; other days, he’ll require you accompany him on a snowy stroll through the streets of Hogsmeade. You find his chaos endearing, and his excitement in choosing even more so.
       💟 A jealous bloke, James doesn’t like you being around untrustworthy persons by yourself, regardless of gender. Sure, he’s utterly fine when it’s people he knows, but that freckled brunette from Potions? That slimy Slytherin you have as a Transfiguration project partner? Well, he’s got to be near at all times or he’ll have a jolly old stressful time complete with overthinking and frantic hand motions.
       💟 The two of you love listening to music and playing games together. It’s kind of your thing. Whether you’re playing a game of one-on-one Quidditch or dancing to old Muggle tunes, it’s fun to be by yourselves.
       💟 The Marauders are great—your best friends—but sometimes you need time alone, to relish in your position as lovers. And “Hogwarts’ Golden Couple,” courtesy of James’s input.
       💟 Is James crazy? A tad bit.
💟 But man, oh man, do you love him for it.
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thecythricfamily · 4 years
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For the meme how about Bozu
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Full Name: Bozu Gender and Sexuality: Male, straight Pronouns: He/him Ethnicity/Species: Tyranitar Birthplace and Birthdate: place unknown, him and Jake keep this hidden. His birthday is somewhere around April.  Guilty Pleasures: Collecting anime stuff which he very much keeps hidden from Jake and his destructive grabby hands. Fears: Being found by strangers, but even more so by people from his past. has mild agoraphobia (Fear of the outside world) What They Would Be Famous For: Being championship worthy and possibly winning several competitions for many types of video games, mostly rhythm games. What They Would Get Arrested For: By association to the Cythric’s business, being Jake’s intel and tech guy. OC You Ship Them With: Jesse (best buds), Jake (the dumbass wonder team), Sara (she’ll basically adopt the man), and a cute Goodra some might know, that i hope to bring to this blog one day ;>  OC Most Likely To Murder Them: Jake’s enemies i guess 8V Favorite Movie/Book Genre: Sci-fi/fantasy/adventure Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: Police/detective drama, he reads them anyways but they make him anxious. Talents and/or Powers: A very fast, self sufficient learner, surprisingly strong and durable (i mean he dug his own cave base), has a high affinity with technology. Why Someone Might Love Them: Very friendly and chatty once he’s out of his shell, likes to share lots of time with those close to him, either by sharing hobbies or just spending time doing whatever, he’s very easygoing once relaxed. Why Someone Might Hate Them: Extremely secretive with fits of paranoia, might lie often to cover himself, it’s very hard to know him fully. Plus has several bad habits (thanks to living isolated for so long) like his poor eating and a constant high. He’s a good boy but also a huge mess |D How They Change: By letting go of his fear of the world around him, hopefully meeting new people and living better experiences that could help him recover from the traumatic events of his past. Why You Love Them: He’s got a very interesting place in the story, and i’m very excited to see how it plays out. Plus he’s my chubby boy, my huge mess of a boy ;v; i want nothing but good things for him but he better put the fucking work. 
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crimes-and-gelato · 4 years
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Starting Out on a Journey
  Rating: Teen Pairing: James “Bucky” Barnes X Tony Stark Summary:  Tony can’t help the fond smile on his lips as he watches the two most important persons in his life. Peter in his lap and Bucky before him, he wishes days like this could just go on forever. He remembers how it’s not even a year ago that they found out he was pregnant.It has not been easy getting where they are now, but it also has been memorable most of the time. They still have a long way to go. And it’s worth it. Super worth it. Writing prompt: I thought that I could trust you.
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to hold your hand is like sliding sunshine into my pocket. **
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‘Traitor,’ Tony accuses fondly at the bundle in his arms, who’s slowly stirring at the sound of his father’s voice.
Bucky doesn’t seem to mind being interrupted either. His got that soft smile as he stares down at his son and places one last kiss on Tony’s lips before he carefully plucks the babe from his husband, finding a good sitting position at the side of the bed with the pup in his arms. He can’t help but coo as the little boy opens his eyes; grey meets blue.
After seeing his Papa, Peter immediately gives him a wide toothless grin. The smile on Bucky’s face grow softer at the sight.
‘Hey, baby boy,’ Bucky whispers, putting a kiss on Peter’s forehead. ‘Slept well, sweetheart?’ He scents the babe, smelling like both him and Tony, and a hint of something that’s solely just Peter.
‘How come you never ask me that?’ Tony inserts, moving from his place in the bed and drapes over his husband’s back like the clingy starfish that he is when Bucky’s back from a mission; arms circling Bucky’s torso. He takes a few more inhale of Bucky’s scent, it settles him. His mate is home and safe. Their family is together and safe.
‘That’s because I need to secure my position as Peter’s favourite parent,’ Bucky replies with a smug grin thrown at Tony.
Tony gasps and removes himself from his position to glare at his husband. ‘I carried him for nine months, I think we both know who his favourite parent is.’
‘And I lull him to sleep when he was trying to use your bladder as trampoline,’ Bucky counters. ‘In short, he listens to me best because he likes me the —’
Just before Bucky can finish, Peter grabs a handful of his hair and pulls. Bucky yelps in surprise as Tony laughs in the background.
‘You were saying?’ Tony teases in between giggles, taking Peter out of Bucky’s grasps so his husband can properly untangle his hair from Peter’s grip. ‘What a smart baby,’ he coos and plants a kiss on his son’s cheek. ‘A very good pup. My pup.’
Bucky finally frees himself from Peter’s hands. He secures his hair behind his head in a quick man-bun, before he attacks his son with a raspberry in the tummy, making the pup giggle.
‘I thought that I could trust you,’ he tells Peter with a mock pout and goes for another raspberry that sets the babe giggling again, little feet kicking Bucky in the chest in his glee.
Tony can’t help the fond smile on his lips as he watches the two most important persons in his life. Peter in his lap and Bucky before him, he wishes days like this could just go on forever. He remembers how it’s not even a year ago that they found out he was pregnant.
It has not been easy getting where they are now, but it also has been memorable most of the time. They still have a long way to go. And it’s worth it. Super worth it.
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7 months ago
It’s not really the best time to take a picnic in Central Park despite how much the calendar says that it’s spring because it’s still quite cold for the beginning of April. But Tony insisted of going out for a walk since it’s sunny out, and all of a sudden decided an impromptu picnic and went as far as inviting the other Avengers. And because Tony wields so much power in the tower right now because he’s expecting, they all accepted their fate and are now lounging lazily in a not-so crowded spot surrounded by people enjoying the sun like them.
Tony gets away with a lot of things these days for being pregnant. He’s also showered with lots of love, affection, and favours. They’re all just charmed their pants off by his smell and hormones — Bucky out of all, not that he minds.
Natasha’s knitting; Bruce is reading; Thor, Clint, and Sam are playing football with some college kids; while Steve’s busy with his sketches. Tony’s eating the sandwiches that Bruce and Steve had prepared as he leans on Bucky.
Everything is calm and warm, he doesn’t want it to end, he tells Tony while placing a kiss on his husband’s temple.
Closing on on the end of his first term, Tony’s not quite showing yet, but Bucky can tell the difference with how his husband smells, much sweeter than before and he can’t get enough of it. And of course, if that rouses his possessiveness he can always use his hormones as an excuse, which is not really untrue because it’s explained by their biology of having a second gender. Nonetheless, it does give him lots of excuse to coddle Tony and pamper his omega.
These days he can’t keep his hands off of Tony as well, always finding his hands on the genius’ belly. Not to mention the constant scenting that Tony would only roll his eyes over while muttering, ‘alpha,’ in an exasperated but fond voice.
A little girl in pigtails passes by with a pretzel.
Tony zeroes his eyes on her, forgetting the sandwich he was suppose to put inside his mouth. ‘Oh my god. That pretzel smells amazing,’ he announces looking around the group for approval. The whole lot of them nods in agreement because they eat at the palm of Tony’s hands now. The genius could probably say the most ridiculous thing and they would still all agree; idiots, all of them.
Even before Tony can say it, Bucky already knows what’s going to happen next. And right on cue, when the pretzel was out of sight, as well as its smell, Tony looks up to Bucky, eyes pitiful and determined.
‘I want one,’ he pleads, eyes going puppy dog’s by the minute. ‘Please.’
‘Anything for you, sweetheart,’ he replies and kisses Tony on the cheek.
‘Thanks, honey. You’re the best.’ Tony’s scent grows more amazing with his glee.
The spark of joy in Tony’s eyes makes Bucky’s heart swell with happiness. He knows it’s probably hormones as well, but biology could tell so otherwise and he’ll still feel elated seeing his husband merry.
He stands up to run his errand. He looks around his friends, silently warning them all to look after his mate while he’s away.
They all nod back in silent promises.
‘I’ll be back in a sec,’ he says, bending down again to kiss the top of Tony’s head, rubbing his cheeks slightly on brown hair to scent him. Mine, his brain whispers, ignoring Steve’s roll of eyes.
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He’s bought enough pretzel for everyone just to be safe. He’s on his trek back to their picnic spot when his phone rang.
‘Did you miss me already?’ he teases his husband, one hand carrying a bag full of pretzel.
‘Maybe,’ Tony replies. ‘Also… could you get me a hotdog? Please and thank you.’
‘Sure thing, sweet thing,’ he answers.
‘Thanks. You’re the best.’
‘Anything else?’
‘Nope. Just that.’
‘Okay, then. See you in a bit.’
‘Bye.’
‘Bye, sweetheart.’ He puts his phone inside his pocket and heads to Tony’s favourite hotdog vendor.
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When Bucky gets back with pretzels and hotdogs for everyone, Tony makes grabby hands at his package.
‘Hmmmm….’ Tony’s eyes are close, lips etched in a smile as he inhales the aroma of the food. ‘Finally,’ he whispers lovingly to the hotdog before taking a bite, mustard and ketchup smearing his lips.
A part of Bucky is amuse of Tony’s sudden interest in food like it’s a newly found element, which according to Bruce is normal because it’s part of an omega’s nature during pregnancy to crave food or a certain smell or something.
Bucky read about it some more to understand Tony’s sudden obsession with things. He found out that this pregnant lady omega had to avoid her husband a couple of weeks because she couldn’t stand being near him. It put a strain on their relationship, only to find out that it wasn’t him she was pissed about but the soap he was using. He had been using the same thing since before they got married and she was okay with it, only when they got pregnant that she couldn’t stand it anymore.
There was this other couple who’s omega husband craved unripe mangoes, that the beta husband had to order mangoes from Philippines to fulfill his husband’s cravings.
He’s read a lot more of these bizarre pregnancy stories about cravings, so he’s happy that Tony’s cravings are not so complicated. Not that he won’t go to another country to fetch something that his husband would want. He’ll probably trek Everest if Tony one day wants to taste the snow on top of that mountain.  
Steve calls on Thor, Clint, and Sam to join them. The trio willingly left their game at the sight of food.
They all settle around their food with Bucky back in his original position, behind Tony. His husband leans into him, chest to back. The warmth and weight of the engineer comforting and welcome against him.
Bucky notices that there are boxes of pizza and some kebab in their stash. He only raises a questioning eyebrow at his best friend.
‘Tony wanted cheese pizza and some barbecue,’ Steve explains.
A part of Bucky is jealous he wasn’t there to fulfill all of Tony’s wants. He can’t be a competent alpha if he can’t comply to the simplest of errands, right?
He tries to shrug off the negative thoughts in his mind like how his therapist taught him. He tries to think of all the positive things: that he can rely on his family to take care of Tony. If he misses the opportunity to grant his mate’s request, it’s not the end of the world. Tony’s not going to leave him because of that.
Bruce and Natasha comes back with fruit smoothies and a cup of coffee. Tony’s already halfway into devouring his hotdog, but puts it down when he smells the coffee.
Bucky’s quick enough to reach over the cup before his stubborn husband does. ‘Sweetheart,’ he scolds softly. As much as it breaks him to see Tony’s yearning for his coveted drink, his doctors strictly forbids him to partake because of his heart condition and pregnancy.
Tony whines as he pouts at Bucky and gazes at the coffee cup. ‘Bruce said I could smell it at least.’
His eyes turn to Dr. Banner.
‘It’s not bad as long as he doesn’t drink it,’ the doctor assures.
Bucky nods. He turns back to his now miserable husband who’s still yearning for the cup. He sighs in defeat, cannot stand not giving Tony what he wants. But he knows he’ll draw the line on whether they are things that could be bad for Tony.
‘As long as you don’t drink it, okay?’ He can tell everyone’s mocking him for being a pushover. But they’re all not better than him, evidence of that is the coffee itself and the additional food on their blanket.
The engineer hums happily and nods.
Bucky reluctantly hands over the beverage. Helping Tony back to his original position — plastered all over Bucky’s front — without spilling the hot drink all over himself.
And just to be a little shit, Clint, the idiot of all idiots — in Bucky’s opinion — volunteers to drink half of the coffee to avoid further accident and so Tony can easily smell his favourite drink. Only that, Clint forgot to at least consider Tony’s feelings when he downs at the drink followed by a satisfied gulp.
‘Oh,’ Clint says, catching himself. ‘Sorry,’ he adds sheepishly.
‘It’s nothing.’ Tony only smiles, not quite reaching his eyes.
He could have had punched Clint at the sudden and small change in Tony’s scent as he watches someone else enjoying his favourite drink that he’s not allowed to.
But since Natasha elbows the archer sharply, Bucky can settle for that. He focuses on more important matter, like kneading his hands with Tony’s and placing them both on top of his husband’s slowly growing stomach.
‘Just a little more time, doll,’ he whispers, placing a kiss on Tony’s jaw.
‘I can take it,’ Tony assures, squeezing Bucky’s hand in return.
‘You’re not alone in this, okay?’ Bucky reminds, like he always does. Not just with Tony but with himself as well, because excited as they are to meet their pup there will always be that part of them that are scared of fucking this up.
‘I know,’ he replies, raising their hands and kissing the back of Bucky’s hands before settling it back over his stomach.
A smile spreads on Bucky’s lips as Tony’s scent goes back into a calming, soft scent. Yeah, they have this. Their family is also their to help them, he tells himself as he looks around their group of odd goofballs.
‘Just for all my sacrifices, I better be this kid’s favourite parent,’ Tony threatens mockingly.
Bucky only laughs, setting three more kisses on Tony’s jaw. ‘Is that a challenge?’
‘Nope.’ There’s a smile in Tony’s voice. ‘It’s official and irrevocable.’
‘Sure thing, sweet thing.’ He only smiles against Tony’s cheek. Doesn’t matter who the pup’s favourite is, as long as they’re all a happy and healthy family. That’s enough for Bucky.
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innalterable · 4 years
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[ park chaeyoung, 22 ] did you hear? there’s a new addition to the hypehens family! [ innalterable ] was starting to get known for [ speed paints, tutorials & supplies reviews ] and i think they will hit it big this time around as a part of the [ expresso ] squad at hypehens. [ kwang inna ] is known to be [ friendly & impulsive ] and enjoys [ collecting polaroids ]. with their vibes of [ singing horribly while taking a shower & enamel pins all over a denim jacket ] and a style that is unique, i think they are going to take the internet by storm!
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hello everyone! i’m glad to introduce you to my daughter inna / danna! she’s a bit of a mess that only wants to spend the whole day in her home painting if possible. you can find her basics here, personality here, background here. if you're interested in plotting, you can find me in discord at internebula#6982!
without furher ado, here’s more about her: 
basic information
― full name: kwang inna ― nickname: nana ― age: twenty two ― date of birth: february 11th, 1998 ― birthplace: los angeles, california. ― current location: seoul, south korea ― ethnicity: asian ― nationality: (dual nationality) korean-american ― gender: cisfemale ― pronouns: she/her ― orientation: bisexual, demiromantic. ― religion: atheist ― occupation: content creator, freelance artist ― language(s) spoken: korean (fluent), english (fluent)
physical appearance
― faceclaim: park chaeyoung (rosé) of blackpink ― hair: naturally brown, currently dyed blonde. often put in messy buns, ponytails, french braids but also let loose with casual curls she gets from sleeping with her hair braided. ― eye colour: coffee brown ― height: 168cm ― weight: 45kg ― tattoos: four; the great wave off kanagawa on her right arm, flowery half sleeve on her left arm, moon arrow behind right ear and a matching triangle tattoo with her brother on her right inner forearm. ― piercings: lobe and upper lobe in both ears, anti-tragus on the left one, double helix on the right one. ― clothing style: high-waisted skirts, dresses that flow nicely with the wind, mom jeans that are a bit too long for her, graphic t-shirts she’s gotten from garage sales and thrift shops, oversized jackets she’s customized with either paint or enamel pins or patches, long coats that resemble those of classic detectives, her good ol’ dr. marteens in a variety of colors, knee and thigh high socks, athleisure outfits (consisting mainly of leggins and big sweatshirts), crop-tops, sling bags, whatever pair of sneakers she finds and matching bag or backpack.
headcanons
― born and raised in los angeles, her parents moved to usa right after they got married in their mid twenties only because of the feeling of adventure. they both got stable jobs there and even though her mom was the one that struggled the most with the different language, with the help of her husband she was able to improve steadily.
― ever since she was young, inna has showcased exceptional skills when it came to drawing and painting (if you consider the crayon scattered all over the walls of their apartment back in los angeles as art). always restless, she got easily bored with the common toys and games, only truly finding joy in the coloring books her parents always got her instead of dolls and an easy bake oven.
― she has always been heavily spoiled by every member of their family and inna grew used to this. it was no surprise that she always got what she wanted with a simple smile and her trademark grabby hands (she still does this till now and it’s absolutely gross). the one that spoiled her the most was her brother.
― inna holds dear every member of her family and despite being the ultimate spoiled princess, she always offered help around the house when she became older and realized that everyone had to do something for their household. she hated washing dishes though and always traded that task with her brother to the point that it became a natural thing for him to wash them and for her to mop and take the trash out. to this day, she will avoid washing dishes at any cost and her apartment often has a pile of dirty dishes which only makes it worse when she runs out of clean ones.
― the divorce of her parents hit her hard (spoiler alert: her father was awful when no one was seeing and cheated a lot on her mom, which she forgave every damn time until he crossed the line and brought another girl to their place) mainly because she didn’t understand what was happening at the moment and no one took their time to explain it to her. it was difficult to deal with her behaviour back then, she threw really loud tantrums and demanded to see her father almost daily and, whenever this didn’t happen, she’d go on a silent protest by not doing anything they asked her to. it’s years later that she understands everything (thanks to an argument she had with her brother for defending her dad and he just exploded). this, of course, greatly disappointed her and made her feel bad for still standing by her dad’s side.
― after that, inna just like her brother, closed a little to their father even though he was still as kind, loving and caring as ever with them despite everything. his attitude made her doubt her mother and brother several times, but then came the first girlfriend he ever introduced to them, and then the second… and so on.
― it was obvious that her mother drastically changed after the divorce and this scared inna a lot: letting someone in and become vulnerable with them only to have your heart broken sounded absolutely painful. and she didn’t want that. plus, her mom’s constant reminders of how she can’t trust anyone that its not her or her brother stayed deeply engraved within her.
― she’s never had a stable relationship, if anything, the longer she’s “gone out” with someone is a couple of weeks and after that, she ghosted them with no remorse. inna has had crushes in the past, but rarely ever actively pursues someone unless she’s really curious or interested to know more about them. nonetheless, she's a bit of a flirt and tends to get clingy and touchy when she's comfortable/close enough with someone.
― school is difficult in every stage for her, always getting rather mediocre grades in most of her classes except those that required a more creative and practical approach. simply put: she was bad at theoric classes and anything related to math and physics. though, inna was always close to failing but never did so. this was just one of the many reasons she didn’t want to pursue a college education.
― the creation of her channel is all thanks to her brother, her self-proclaimed number one fan and the one person that’s always encouraged her to keep going with her art. he suggested the idea and told her that they could do a testing video to see how comfortable she felt with it before uploading it. turns out, inna was more than okay with the camera for it focused on her hands and process the whole time. voice over was not necessary back then but as her channel evolved, so did the quality and content of her videos. steadily, she introduced different aspects of herself, starting with her voice by doing easy-to-follow tutorials and later on, her face was revealed when doing an art haul video. this helped her become more comfortable with the camera and now, every couple of weeks she posts vlogs of her visits to museums or events or just updates for her community.
― despite her popularity and some people even recognising her on the streets, inna has never considered herself to be a celebrity. in fact, she feels awkward with the title for she considers her channel to be just another one. she appreciates though whenever her prints get sold out or when someone asks for her autograph and a photo or even when she is invited to events as a special guest.
― the kind to get really excited when talking about things she likes. don’t get her started on her favorite medium or her favorite painting because she might go on for twenty seven minutes straight about how watercolors are the superior medium to work with.
― she likes experimenting with any and every medium out there, particularly enjoying art subscription boxes that always surprised her and push her out of her comfort zone. her specialization is landscapes and character design, though she’s recently learning to draw more animals and plants.
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the-quitter · 6 years
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I’m going to go out of order for a bit because the last character is... oh man, Like, my first oc I think?
This one however is a nice one. I like this one. She’s supposed to have the signature duckbutt hairstyle, and she constantly colors it. She’s featured most prominently sporting the fire-blazing look. A part-time model, not too popular, but well liked by people. She used to have a super dramatic, backstory, I’m talking, murder, sister-killing, really heavy guilting stuff. But she would definitely not turnout as happy as she is today!
I prefer her Model name (Ellena York) to her actual name (Akanotame Hyo).
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Now her backstory might be undefined, but she has a very interesting present!
The story goes that she and one of the Love Interests (more on him later), went to the beach and found another Love Interest who’s... well, not human at all. Surprisingly in universe, absolutely no one is shocked or surprised about the creature except human Love Interest. Even Ellena doesn’t seem to care. I mean, she is curious about him, and teaches him the human language and reading and what-not. Like she knows he’s different, but sort of treats him like... well, it’s weird. Like you know this thing is an alien, and you do have so many questions, but. None of the questions are pressing ones, they’re just. There.
York houses him in her home, and even her parents don’t blink at it. It’s as if he’s a normal house guest that they know very well.
Her entire story is supposed to be light and whimsical and comedic. With I guess shocking moments of truth, when the non-human Love Interest displays too much aggression and/or animalistic traits.
Non-Human Love Interest is named Kida Tora by Ellena. Not sure if she ever taught him about his own name, usually she just grabs him if she wants his attention. His gender is also imposed onto him by York. But I never thought of him as a full complete male. Perhaps it has a unique gender that isn’t found in the human species? In any case. Here’s some pics.
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Missing Link - I tried my best, I just couldn’t seem to find it...
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Also also, just want to point out the purple lamb there is just Ellena’s favorite plushie. That is her guitar, and yes she does play. Kida does not. In reality I don’t think she’d let him hold the guitar since even his ‘human’ appearance has nails that are too long and sharp (they’re bone instead of skin). However, I can’t see her denying him things or being strict. Chances are she carefully guided him on how to hold and strum, after he sees her play and asks to try it (at this point in time, he probably didn’t know how to speak properly, and just held out his hands in the most child-like grabby motion).
I do not play the guitar. I cannot tell you anything more other than the fact that Ellena is quite good at it. Doesn’t really have an interest in making her own songs, but she does enjoy switching lyrics in other songs to fit her mood. She mostly plays mainstream music, and in very rare cases, she’s played songs for her family and friends. Definitely plays it in her free time when she feels like it, and is more comfortable performing for herself. She does occasionally play in school if it’s required of her to do so. Or if enough people request it.
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Now this character isn’t actually fleshed out fully. My theory is that he was originally human, when something or someone turned him into a non-human creature. (How he went from white to brown we will never know.)
I did have more theories, but as I typed out the previous words, I thought it made more sense for him to originally be human. It would explain why he can take a human-ish appearance when he needs to. Maybe even say that he became brown from years spent at sea (as both sea creature and human).
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another cute one. Aw. My theory is Ellena has a sea of plushies in her room.
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in picture titles I usually write notes. It says here that the hair on Kida is 100% accurate. Huh. I look at it now though, and I don’t like it, simply because it’s covering his eye, and that’s not want I want him to look like now. Perhaps I drew him differently on paper. We’ll find out when I sort through all my art. After sorting through all the dress-up games!
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again, the title implies this is accurate. But I’m thinking I want this design changed big time. Though I suppose the necklace can stay.
And now, On to our other human friend. One of the few male characters that I’ve made, that feels realistic (to me at least).
His name is Wilton West. He’s the obligatory transfer student (again, all made in my anime phase). The whole story takes place in japan I suppose, but I’m changing that right now. Because. It just. In seems like it would fit better in my vampire universe, somewhere far in the future. Perhaps mana will be overshadowed by technology. Avatar style (I’m still not watching Legend of Korra tho, I’m sorry).
He’s a skeptic, a pessimist and maybe sometimes a realist when he’s right. He’s also a gamer. Not a hardcore one, he just likes passing his time with games. I’ve written somewhere that he may or may not have a motorcycle. But chances are it’s his grandfather’s, and he’s definitely not allowed to touch it.
Wilton is also the first character I’ve created that requires glasses. Which is weird. I mean glasses is like, a normal thing. Why is he the first character to need them.
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Now while Wilton and Ellena do spend time together, they have more of a frenemy relationship. Wilton spends too much time finding faults in what Ellena says and does. Like having a constant critic, who will never sing your praises and always look for more of your flaws.
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this is a myth, Wilton rarely smiles.
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listen bro, he’s only smirking cause he’s about to get that Fortnite win.
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The title says, ‘this is how they met’. To be honest, it probably is! Ellena loves swimming, and it seems while on her way to the swim meet after school, she bumped into West and scattered his almost late essay to the wind!
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‘his style’
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dat witty banter(tm) tho!
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maybe he has a dog? But he seems more of a cat person. You know what. screw it. He has a cat. Sorry good doggo. But ya gotta go.
And this last one is a crossover with my other O.C. that I’ll be talking about soon in another post.
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kampfkewob · 6 years
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I had fun filling out some of the character questions floating around on tumblr for 6 of my OCs some time ago. And found it again in my folders. I don’t think they’re many people interested in that much text, but I will post it anyway - unter a cut tho. You’ve been warned.
(linking the character references in the first answers)
- What is your OC’s favorite color? Schicaruh: blue, cold lighter blue to be specific Elín: warm, light green, but after she becomes stargod, it changes to a more saturated middle-blue due to being some kind of Silvwa Aspell: he doesn't really have a favourite colour Beramot: red and yellow Zel: blue-ish grey, not too dark and not too light Llil: aqua blue and dark green
- Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? Schicaruh: Magical and/or cursed items causing troubles to others, but he never reaaly investigates them and just puts them away to do it later. He has hundrets of these mostly small and dangerous things in his castle. They killed Beramot a couple of times. Elín: Nothing, she may have collected some history books and books about ancient cultures, but this becomes obsolete after she kinda moves in with Aspell and his books. Aspell: Books. Scripts. Dokuments. Literally anything that contains some kind of knowledge and can be stored in shelfs. Beramot: Deaths? Zel: Also nothing, he doesn't own much in general, because he can use anything he wants in his homeworld Caryll. Llil: Trophies of killed stuff. Like the skin of the Silvwa wings he made into a cape once. But mostly claws and teeth and smaller things.
- What kind of things is your OC allergic to? Schicaruh: nothing Elín: nothing Aspell: stupidity Beramot: water? Zel: nothing Llil: nothing
- What kind of clothing does your OC wear? Schicaruh: skinny-fit trousers, pullovers or shirts with broad sleeves, long or short coats Elín: everything that fits mostly. Coats, normal shirts and pants. She doesn't like skirts Aspell: Red coats, black or dark grey trousers. Anything dark coloured. But he does not care much, he can't see it anyways :D Beramot: Mostly jackets/pullovers, simple pants and capes/ponchos - he makes them himself, so they are alle pretty simple - but tend to have ornaments like circles or dots on them. Zel: Anything that is fashioable in Caryll at the time. But he doesn't have a sense for these things, so he combines everything regardless of time period or occasion. It sometimes looks just plainly stupid. He also often wears hats, because that's a thing in Caryll. Llil: No clothes! Just his cape made out of Silvwa wings or some tool belts. He is a wild independent Skarghol who needs no clothes!
- What is your OC’s first memory? Schicaruh: He would say being hit by Aspell on the head for making a stupid statement. Elín: Stitting in the garden of her parents in Spring. Aspell: The great mosaic of the ceiling of the dome of his fathers estate Beramot: his name Zel: His mothers face, even after all this time Llil: He claimes he does not have good old memories, so he doesn't want to remember
- What element would your OC be? (My headworld has 5 elements and light and dark attributes) Schicaruh: Air - Light Elín: Earth - Light Aspell: Fire - Dark Beramot: Fire (he actually is some kind of fire elemental, it's complicated) - Light Zel: Water or Air - Light Llil: Metal (considering the elemental system of my headworld with five elements) - Dark
- What deadly sin would best represent your OC? Schicaruh: Envy Elín: Pride Aspell: Envy Beramot: I really don't know Zel: Envy (all my Silvwas seems to be pretty envious :'D) Llil: Wrath
- What are your OC’s hobbies? Schicaruh: decipher old complicated spells on objects he found, thinking of new spells, casting useful magic on everyday objects himself. Music and art. Everything that is beautiful. Elín: Historical stuff. She is interested in old cultures and rites and love to read or learn about them. She likes to listen to people telling old tales. Aspell: Reading (kinda), searching and collecting books he does not possess... yet. Swordfighting and martial arts mixed with magic. Magic in general. Using his superior magic to see into the future or to where ever he wants. Teaching people stuff - he actually really enjoys that. Beramot: Sewing, crafting, alchemy and old magic. Talking to inanimate objects. Enjoying life in general. Zel: Constructing stuff. Most likely aircrafts but also everything else like water supplies, buildings, floating airship harbours, flying cities... almost everything existing in Caryll was supervised by him at some point. He lives for that shit. Give him a screwdriver and a hammer and he will build something useful out of any trash he can find. And he likes solving mathematical problems and riddles. Llil: Hunting, fighting with and without weapons, playing with the young Skarghols of his tribe, constructing things for everyday life in his village in Tierk. Do things with his hands, he is actaully very touchy and likes to grab onto all the things with his little grabby arms.
- How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? (I will make a 1-10 scale here, 10 is very hot-headed) Schicaruh: 6 Elín: 3 Aspell: 8 (10 with Schicaruhs bullshit, but only 5 with Elín) Beramot: 0 - there is practically no way to get him angry Zel: 2 Llil: 8-9
- What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? (I will just take species and sexuality) Schicaruh: Silvwa - panromantic/may be asexual Elín: Human/Silvwa - heterosexual Aspell: Silwa - pansexual Beramot: Some kind of elemental being who once was human - heterosexual except for Kerenti? Zel: Silvwa - panromantic/homosexual Llil: Silvwa/Skarghol - pansexual (The thing is - most Silvwa are panromantic/-sexual, so this was kinda lame)
- If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? Schicaruh: Maybe some kind of birds? Most likely flamingos - made blue in a magical way Elín: a big fluffy dog! Aspell: a fish tank with exotic fish - and they would win all prizes in contests, they would be the top of all fishes and could bring you the newspaper. yes. Beramot: a stone and he would teach him tricks Zel: a seagul that fetches stuff like hats he loses Llil: an iguana or better a Komodo Dragon. He would fetch sticks and balls.
- What does your OC smell like? (wth? smells are kinda hart to describe and I don't know how people smell, so just assuming the smell like stuff they use or live by everyday?) Schicaruh: He smells like whatever room he was in in his castle, but he may have some mint-like basic smell clinging to him. Elín: Green tea and spruce wood - why? I don't know. Aspell: Old books basically. And like the sweet scented herbs he sometimes smokes. Beramot: Grass and dirt. And that scent that sticks to dry wool. Zel: Salt water - that smell from the air you get at the sea. And maybe oil or metal or wood - depends on whatever he is working on. Llil: Hard work.
- How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? Schicaruh: Well he belongs to the most wealthy and mightiest Silvwa family there was, so he really does not care about money. Being Stargod also helps you a lot to get what you need even if you don't get paid. And he has a f-ton of stuff hidden in his castle from 3 generations of Stargods he could sell or trade.   Elín: She lived with her brother and got a part time job while trying to study ancient cultures and history to pay her part of the rent. But after Schicaruh picks her up, she has access to every luxury she wants. After his death she goes back to studying and later lecturing about history stuff for a while. Aspell: Same as Schicaruh. He is rich as fuck. And he does not care about it. Beramot: Depends. He did quite a lot of different stuff in his many lifes. Living with humans brought him to many different tasks like being a farmer, teaching magic, being a trader or caring for animals. Living with the Kewobs he just did what ever he was asked to do and what ever a good Kewob would do. But he doesn't have to eat to live, so he doesn't need to make a living. He does whatever he wants. Zel: Being some kind of useful celebrity in his homeworld he gets everything he needs. But he helps ruling the country, building and maintaining important facilities, supervising almost every airship that gets build in Caryll and overall protecting the land and people living there. He is like the Stargod of Caryll - a good patron for this planet. Llil: Mostly hunting the food he and his tribe needs. The Skarghols do not use money but trade with other tribes for materials, products and trophies. So he does whatever is necessary. And he is leading the tribe, so making important decisions and looking after the education and skills of young tribe members.
- What are your OC’s greatest fears? Schicaruh: His biggest fear is a slow painful death - or dying in general. That sometimes holds him back at things he could have done better without thinking of getting injured. Elín: Heights! And losing Schicaruh. Aspell: Losing the ones he loves, like he did several times. Beramot: Water, because he dies in it, and fire, because it usually contains some Azrubel who is going to kill him any second. Zel: He has some irrational fear of suddenly getting old and dying like a human not being able to do the things he love anymore. And he fears dark, small rooms - he needs some kind of window to be well, because he feels like being suffocated in these places and he fears to die because Silvwa die when being in the dark for too long (even though it hast to be several weeks). Llil: nothing in particular... can't think of anything he could fear. It's rather the other way around, everything/-one is fearing him.
- What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? Schicaruh: Well, it all started when he was born... nah, but seriously, he struggles under the constant pressure of becoming a good (the best) Stargod like his father, but he really don't want that. But he can't outrun his destiny. Elín: She may have the problem of stumbling into greater things she didn't want to be a part of. She isn't casing the problems, but they seem to draw her to them. Some kind of bad luck. Aspell: besides everything involving Nagazi? Beramot: besides everything involving Kerenti? Zel: Pet peeve: He likes everything sorted in his own way and keeps things around him minimalistic (except for his garage, there is a lot of stuff, but all the tools have some secret system only he seems to get). He alignes edges, pencils, books etc in a parallel way to each other.   Llil: personal problems? Nah, he is fine, he likes himself and his life.
- What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? Schicaruh: The cool kid who does not learn but still gets the good grades. Maybe because he knows how to cheat right. Elín: The kid who tries to please everyone but still wants to go their own way and is in constant struggle between beeing nice to bullshit and beeing herself until she erupts one day and tells everybody where they're wrong with everything. Aspell: The one who is always correcting the teacher with his neverending pool of knowledge. And he would always carry some books everyone finds boring as fuck. Beramot: The dreamer who doodles in his homeworks instead of learning but somehow manages to graduate. Zel: The nerd. Llil: The bully type. Always bragging about his strenght and intelligence, but when nobody is around he asks the nerd to help him with his homework.
- What is a random fact about your OC? Schicaruh: He would never wear something deep purple coloured. He does not like the colour at all. Elín: She likes fruity teas, especially berry flavoured ones. Aspell: He is the only Silvwa with black hair. Beramot: He speaks a lot of differnet languages, but does not remember most of the time. Zel: He is the only Silvwa alive who can swim properly. Llil: He always wanted to have kids.
- What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? Well, where to start here.. Schicaruh: He was originally created to be an opponent to Azrubel (which he still is, but they changed sides), he was the bad guy, looked totally different (besides blue hair) - he got crystal horns for example. This basic character was later splitted into Schicaruh and Aspell. He had blue skin at some point and his wings (and all Silvwa wings) changed the design very often. But he was always a magician who casts spells on and with souls. Elín: She hadn't had a design for quitea while but was later modelled after a friend who really loved Schicaruh, so it was kinda fitting. I think said friend never realised that, but she became a huge fan of Elín aswell x) Aspell: Like I said above, he was part of the design of the first version of Schicaruh. But became his own entity. He was heavily inspired from the 'blind samurai' stereotype and Hyouma from the Basilisk manga :'D Beramot: He wasn't really inspired by anything in particular. Maybe by my sometimes really confused side. He just happend. Zel: Well, he was originally inspired by my favourite musician to this day, Roger Hodgson. Even if he never looked like him (okay, maybe a little in the beginning) or even though he doesn't have anything to do with music. Does that makes sense? No! Did I do this anyway? Sure! Llil: Not inspired by anything. Or I can't remember. But I like monster guys >.>
- What kind of childhood did your character have? Schicaruh: A difficult one. Growing up under Aspells strict eye isn't easy. It mostly consists of learning and practicing and more learning. But he had some fun, mostly with Veiscar, his other tutor. Elín: Her childhood was pretty normal. Nothing special, just growing up like a normal kid, playing with her older brother, going to school, struggling with puberty etc... Aspell: He grew up as the prodigy his father always wanted to have. He got all luxuries and was treated like a prince - which he kinda was. It was awesome for him, but remember one thing: The whole Kourati family is crazy. And Saltyr was the craziest of all of them. Having him as a father wasn't always great. Beramot: He had a good childhood. He grew up with Kerenti taking care of him, supporting him in every decision and encouraging him to be whatever he wants to be. Zel: Well, not so great. Beeing born at the end of his species, seeing his parents getting slaughtered and being put into captivity for a really long time getting tortured... Llil: Also not that good. He was created in a magical way to be an amusement for the late last rich and mighty Silvwa. His 'mother' - a Skarghol - was killed before his eyes, he was laughed at and treated bad...
- If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? Schicaruh: Elín: Aspell: Beramot: Zel: he doesn't want to have a grave, which is unusual in general for Caryll. He would want to get his ashes thrown into the winds. Llil: See you, fuckers!
- Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? Schicaruh: Getting married? No. The Silvwa don't practise something like this. Having kids? He doesn't have some, but he could think about it. Elín: Getting married? She would like to. And she would also like to have kids, but she may be infertile after the becomes half Silvwa. Aspell: Never married, kids... actually yes. He has a daughter almost nobody knows about. Beramot: Married? Yeah, more than one time. And he also had kids. With a Silvwa and with humans as well. He lived many lives and some were quite normal. Zel: No to marriage and no kids, cause he isn't interested in woman - there wouldn't be any Silvwa woman left anyway. Llil: Marriage? No, Skarghols do not marry. But he always wanted to have children, be he is infertile. That actually bothers him.
- If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? Schicaruh: Freedom to do what he wants to do with his life. Elín: Living a peaceful life with Schicaruh by her side. Aspell: Knowledge about all the things. But he kinda already have that. Beramot: Peace. Zel: Seeing Caryll grow and flourish. And Schicaruh at his side, but he knows he won't get him again. Llil: The best for his tribe.
- Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? Schicaruh: He already killed some people, mostly because the were harmfull to others and there was no other way. Sometimes out of self defense. He does not really think about it. 'It happens'. Elín: She would not and never did kill somebody. I don't know if you could push her to kill someone. Aspell: Been there, done that. The motives where diverse: anger, self defense, revenge, because he was told to do so, judging someones actions ... different times back then. Beramot: He may also have killed someone. He was a mage in some war between Krimusd and Vaile in which Vaile won and added Krimusd to the empire. It was a bloody war between Silvwa and Silvwa. But he wouldn't kill out of lower motives. Zel: He didn't kill and he doesn't intend to do so. Llil: Well, where should I start? He has a pretty high Silvwa-kill-counter. And besides that? He doesn't use his axe for wood choping only...
- What social groups and activities does your character attend? Schicaruh: He has almost no friends and he doesn't like strangers, but he actually sometimes goes out to win a few games like card games or gambles. Yes, win, not play. He cheats a lot and wins. But he almost only plays with a set group of gamblers he knows and they know they can't win against him if he doesn't want to lose. But none of them actually knows, who he is, so for them he is just some strange guy with magic. Elín: She is a social person, but never has a lot of friends because she did everything on her own. So she never has had any regularly occuriny social activities. Aspell: He could have a secret book club... but he hasn't. Beramot: His group activities consist of just going to whoever is around and doing things with them, if they want or not. Could be anything. Whatever comes to his mind. But afterall everybody likes him in some way, so the almost never say no. Zel: He is some kind of celebrity and gets invited to al lot of stuff, parties, contests, inauguration ceremonies, etc. But he overall likes it, so he tries to attend all of them even if it's sometimes only to not disappoint the hosts. Always friendly, always the helping hand. Llil: Living in a Skarghol-tribe is like a group activity. There is almost no alone-time and all the things are done with whoever is around. And as the leader, he has to be around a lot.
- How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? Schicaruh: He always thinks about the bad things that could happen and what everyone expects him to be and worries alot about the future. And he thinks of his death a lot. Elín: She has a vivid imagination and is very idealistic, thinking of a better world and how everything could be. But she also tries to find solutions on how to make things better. Aspell: He lives in the past a lot. And in the future. His mind is crowded with a lot of things. And he always have to consider what Nagazi would think about his actions because she tends to punish him with a lot of different things if she isn't pleased with him obeying to their 'contract'. Beramot: He is the incarnation of daydreaming. His mind seems to be always somewhere else, he thinks about a lot, memories fading and popping up out of nowhere until he doesn't know anymore from which of his lives they came from.   Zel: He thinks about the past he shared with Schicaruh and always wishes to go back to this a lot. But it won't happen. Llil: He does not overthink things. Always lives from day to day, so there isn't much to worry about.
- What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? Schicaruh: Elín: Challenging Aspell, nobody else dares to talk against him. Aspell: Being blind and collect book? Beramot: Dying and being resurrected? Living with flying snails? Zel: Llil:
- What would your character do with a million dollars? (or money they could actually use) Schicaruh: Nothing. He may put it somewhere and forget about it. He doesn't need it anyways. Elín: Maybe buy some things she really needs and save the rest for bad times. Aspell: Just throw it wherever his heritage lies.   Beramot: Depends. He may just buy a neat little house somewhere and actually use it for something reasonable or he may throw/give it away or he might even use it to decorate the Kewob's housings. It really depends on his state of mind. Zel: Most likely donating it to some kind of project that's in need. Llil: Eat it. Or if it's in metal coins - forge it into something more useful.
- What is in your characters kitchen right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? Schicaruh: Stuff. Nothing to eat though. He has extracted souls lying around everywhere. Or some clothes or magical devices. He isn't very organized in his own rooms (or wherever Aspell won't go) Elín: She surely has some books lying besides her bed and some paper + something to write. She makes it into a habit to write things down she doesn't understand in books Aspell gave her to ask him next day. She usually reads a bit before sleeping. Aspell: He has whatever his guests need lying around. Besides that: not much. Sometimes his stone eyes (for he doesn't always wear them), which creeps the fuck out of Elín every time. But usually everything is tidy and cleaned up. Beramot: He usually keeps everything he holds dear in a bag he carries with him. Including interesting stuff he founds on the ground. He sometimes sorts things out and that's the stuff you find lying around him. Can be stones or actually interesting or valuable things. What he holds dear changes often. Zel: Because he doesn't possess much there isn't very much which can be lying around. You may find some tools if he was working on something, but usually his small flat is very tidy and almost sterile. Llil: Bones, tools, stuff he found in the woods, ancient artifacts (or 'whatever these things are'), knives, leatherbelts, some food that doesn't expire quickly, other weaponry... lazy Skarghols.
- Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? Schicaruh: Depends with whom he goes out. He may just go to his gambling bros or somthing quite with Elín (or Zel, depending on what time period we are talking - this actually makes these whole questions very hard, they all just lived too long or changed location/living conditions too often). He would just wear whatever he always wears being with Elín tho. He might just show her some beautiful places he likes. Elín: See above. But she might think a little more about what she could wear. But most times she can't think about it because Schicaruh tends to be very spontanuous with these 'dates'. Aspell: When he was younger he used to go out from time to time. There were many places you could go to in Alcalla, the capital city of Vaile - and as the son of Saltyr, he could go wherever he wants. He had a lot of people going with him to benefit of him and Aspell didn't care much of their motives. He liked to be surrounded and courted by many and used it in his own selfish way. He mostly wore precious clothing and jewlery depending where they're going. Beramot: Kerenti sometimes takes him out for some quite, relaxing time. Just some stargazing or talking. Zel: Depends on where he was invited to. He mostly tries to dress in a fitting, formal way. He goes there with a lot of different people - he knows many. Sometimes he tries to get Schicaruh to just come with him but only a few times he succeeds - with a lot of begging. Llil: Night out? What about hunting a dangerous nightly creature? Or investiganting some dark scary (and surely dangerous) cave? Or swimming in an ice cold lake where deep water creatures dwells? Or climbing some huge ass trees (typically with some animals that are most likely trying to eat you)? Zel had to do it all after Llil decides they're best friends now. And dressing? He wears nature itself!
- What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? Schicaruh: Crying actually. Even tho he is old as fuck if you think about it. But the tears keep coming out of anger and frustration. Elín: Complaing about the source of her anger to others. And 'aggressive learning' - reading stuff. She keeps many informations she read when she was angry. Aspell: Depends from where the anger comes. But he is mostly just calm. If he gets loud, things are really serious and everybody involved or not should back out. Beramot: Sulking. Zel: Aimlessly flying around in his trusty little airship 'til the anger is gone. Llil: Hitting and/or throwing things. Shouting. Cursing. The usual stuff. You could guess, he is always angry.
- Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? Schicaruh: No, he doesn't like them on himself. Although he got some wounds that should have been scars after healing normally, he usually cures himself using magic and this leaves no signs. Elín: Some minor spots just from being a normal child. Like scratches or minor burns. Nothing special. Aspell: He got a huge ass scar on his left shoulder area because he cut out the mark of the Stargods after he realized Nagazi would never let him become one of them anyways. And it wasn't only one cut out piece of skin and it wasn't a clean cut - it looks preatty bad, but he usually doesn't show it to anyone. And he also never removed the scar(s). Beramot: No scars that last after he dies and gets a new body. Zel: He has big scars where his wings used to be. The wounds weren't treated well and didn't heal into clean, small scars. They're quite big and crooked. Schicaruh offered to remove them, but Zel never wanted to lose them, because they tell their own story. Llil: He heals very fast and regenerates his skin, so he can't keep scars.
- How does your character react to/ accept criticism? Schicaruh: He mostly doesn't openly accept criticism but thinks about it later and often comes to the conclusion it might have had a point. Elín: She accepts it even though she might get a little sad or angry. But she knows she isn't perfect and tries whatever she can to improve. Aspell: There isn't much you can't critizise about him - well, that's what he thought. But Elín keeps finding things she mentioned - mostly about his morales and way of living. He thinks about it, but in silence on his own, like Schicaruh. It kind of bothers him, even though he wouldn't admit. Beramot: He mostly doesn't even realise it and forgets about it anyway. Zel: He always tries the best to improve himself, so he gladly takes criticism even if it hurts frome time to time. But there isn't much anyone would criticise about him. Llil: 'Say it to my ass, fucker!' - he usually doesn't accept criticism and reacts just like he always does: cursing a lot.
- If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? Schicaruh: He would be very indifferent about it, not hating it, not liking it. Eating it and that's it. Elín: She might like it, but she won't order it on her own. Aspell: He wouldn't eat it even if forced to. I mean, who could even force him to eat it? And something bad happening? You can't trick him with something like that. Beramot: Best. Thing. Ever. Zel: He would also be indifferent aout the taste like Schicaruh. If he has to eat it, he would eat it. No big deal. Llil: Way to strange for his taste, but at the same time somewhat delicious. He can't decide if he hates it or likes it.
- Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? Schicaruh: Sure, he would analize and test it. And then put it to all the other things he never touches again. Elín: She would be a little scared and would hide it somewhere without telling anybody. Aspell: He wouldn't mind testing it. Putting it somewhere in the shelves where it creeps Elín out, because it might be working. Beramot: He might have found a new best friend. Zel: He would hand it to Schicaruh to keep it someplace where it can't do any harm to anyone. He is careful with magical things. Llil: He would definitely test it. He may find it cool as hell.
- Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? Schicaruh: He can draw very well and paints from time to time in a traditional way not using magic. To relax. But it's really rare because he usually can't find some quite moment. Elín: She isn't artistically skilled, but she sometimes doodles on her notes. Aspell: He sometimes adds illustrations to texts he found, but mostly using magic. And that isn't the same. Beramot: He doodles in a small book he carries around. Usually things he sees on his journeys and wants to remember. Zel: He draws down all his construction plans and anything like that. So... technical drawings. Llil: Drawing isn't really something that interests him. But making something out of hunting trophies and nature stuff... yeah, that wasn't the question.
- What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? Schicaruh: His father was 'the greatest Stargod of them all' - so he always lived in the shadow of his legacy. So he affected his life a lot. His mother on the other hand was a normal Silvwa never really mentioned because all she did was being there to give birth to him (story too long for this question tho). She vanished after Hiests death and Schicaruh knows nothing about her. Elín: They were/are caring parents who always wanted the best for her and her brother. They did all the could to turn her into a decent human being and they did good. Aspell: Well... His father was a manic his mother was a assassin. Like I said, the Kourathi family was crazy. Beramot: If you could count Kerenti as some kind of parent, well, this ended up in a totally fucked up situation. Well played, guys. Zel: His parents were caring and they loved him a lot, but he can't remember them very well, cause he was quite young when they got killed befor his eyes. But these picture he never forgot. They gave him a lot of nightmares through his life. Llil: He only had a mother, a Skaghol, who gave birth to him - ha was magically created in some way. His mother actually cared about him and tried to teach him some things, but this all happend in captivity and she died (was killed) which only stired up Llils hate for the Silvwa.
- Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? Schicaruh: He only likes very specific sweets like buiscuits and some kinds of cake. Elín: She likes many different kinds candy, but only eats a few pieces if she is able to do so. Aspell: He only likes dark chocolate and plain buiscuites. Beramot: He could eat sweet stuff all day long. With some guaranteed sugar rush. He does what he always does, but with doubled speed and doubled sound level. He talks even more. Zel: Cake is fine. Llil: He doesn't like sweet stuff very much. And some sugar rush would be bad for everyone around him - so it may be better if he never finds something sweet he loves.
- If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? Schicaruh: That's what actually happens. He know he will die and when it may happen. As someone who fears death the most, he first tries to run away, but after he realized how pointless it is (because that would just cause harm to any people), he accepts his fate, fullfilling his purpose and gives his life for a greater good, overcoming his fears. Elín: She would try to make the best out of them, by just keep doing what she is doing. Maybe trying to help as many people as she can. Aspell: He would just wait and accept his fate. He would be even happy to know that he finally can and will die. Beramot: Accepting it, looking forward for a new life, but also being sad 'cause he will forget so much he cared about. Zel: He would carry on and depending on how much time he has left, trying to plan the future of Caryll and thinking about how everything will function without him. After that, he just might tell Schicaruh about his eternal love (again), hoping for some affection (again). But Schicaruh really cares about him, so maybe he would give in (again) for the last time. Llil: He couldn't accept it and he would try to find a way to avoid this fate. But if he really couldn't find one, he might just roll with it and do all the things he really wanted to do before he dies. Some of them including activities which could also just kill him in the process. But he wouldn't have anything to lose.
- Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with? Schicaruh: nope to siblings, but Aspells daughter, his cousin, isn't soo much older as he is. But they don't know each other. Elín: Her brother who is only two years older. Aspell: Hiest was his dizygotic twin - they were very close but had some huge arguments about some things and their relationship was really bad from time to time. Beramot: nope Zel: nope Llil: nah
- What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like? Schicaruh: There was nearly no 'relationship'. Elín: good Aspell: They had a good relationship, but she always prefered Hiest over him, mostly to protect him a little from Saltyr who didn't like his second son very much. Beramot: not available Zel: good Llil: good but complicated due to the circumstances
- What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like? Schicaruh: Hiest hadn't have the chance to build some relationship due to his early death after Schicaruh was born. Schicaruh himself can't remember him, but his legacy weights heavy on his shoulders. Hiest did love him tho. Elín: good Aspell: He was the favourite son and Saltyr loved him - maybe out of selfish motives, but they were very close at first. It later changed through 'it's complicated' to Aspell killing him at last. Beramot: Kerenti is some kind of father to him - so a good one? Ended up not so well, but.. Zel: good Llil: he didn't have a father
- Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know? Schicaruh: difficult to say. Not changing him fundamentally but his first encounter with Azrubel shows him, that he has to take the whole Stargod-thing seriously. Elín: Aspell: He went from 'pro Saltyr' to 'kill him' after he finally realised what he did to all the people/beings to make his own life (and that of some Silvwa) better. He threw overboard everything he thought was right. Beramot: Zel: I could say the death of his parents and his own torture, but he was young and there wasn't much to change fundamentally. But it shaped him in its own way. Llil:  He never actually changed much. He threw his hate for Silvwa in general over board, but this was just something that happend over time because there were no Silvwa left to hate.
- On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets? Schicaruh: Souls. He always carries some compressed souls with him because he learned how to use their energy for some extra power in his spells. Elín: Some paper and a pen. Aspell: Nothing He has everything he needs in reach, so he doesn't have to carry anything. Beramot: Things he found laying around. Maybe some thread and a needle. Zel: Some small tools (just the basic stuff, everything else is in his garage or tool belt), a small knife. Llil: No pants, no pockets.
- Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams/nightmares? Schicaruh: his own death. Elín: nothing reoccuring. Aspell: he usually doesn't sleep much (Silvwa in general don't) and if he does he takes care not to dream a lot. There may be some things coming back to him, good or bad, but heis very good in ignoring them. Beramot: he keeps dreaming of his old lifes and things that happened to him, good or bad. He often has nightmares about some of his deaths. Zel: Nightmares about being tortured in his early life. But they got rarer over the years and after he talked things out with Llil, the actually vanished completely. Llil: Nothing he cares about.
- Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target? Schicaruh: Zel has a gun and he surely tried it out. But not with some real target, maybe some rocks or thin air. Elín: she hasn't done anything like that. Aspell: Sure. He did everything. He surely has a gun lying around somewhere because he hoards things. And guns are quite rare (because they're useless if almost everyone knows some magic) Beramot: Maybe? Zel: He has a gun and he made it himself. It fires magic bullets made out of magic liquids Beramot makes for him. Or made - he doesn't remember. Llil: nope, but his fist is like a gun when it hits your face, yo.
- Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up? Schicaruh: no Elín: She moved in with two rich snobs, so yeah. Aspell: nope Beramot: It's an up and down through all his lives, but he never was imensely rich. Zel: Yes! His family was kinda poor and now he could have whatever he wants because of his status. Llil: not really.
- Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing? Schicaruh: More clothing. He always wears long sleeves and pants. Elín: She usually also likes to be fully clothes except when it's too hot outside. Aspell: The more the better. He wouldn't wear anything ever that would show the scar on his left shoulder. Beramot: Depends on the weather, but he usually also wears long sleeves. It's more safe if it suddelnly starts to rain. Zel: Short clothes are okay to feel the warm wind in the summer. But he would always cover his torso to hide his scars. Llil: Since he doesn't normally wear anything at all, this question is obsolete.
- In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? Schicaruh: The first encounter with Azrubel, 'cause he underestimated him completely and nearly got his ass kicked. Elín: After Schicaruh was hurt by the sword Azrubel wields. She was afraid to lose him and it was very likely to happen. Aspell: At the end of the era of the two creators as the gray energy took over, he loses most of his senses, sight and power. He wasn't actually truly afraid of anything in his life until this point. Beramot: Probably in some of his more brutal deaths. Most likely involving Kajo or drowning. Zel: After being freed from captivity and torture he was very afraid of getting caught again. And he also was really concerned and afraid of losing Schicaruh the same time Elín was. Llil: He tried to kill Hiest once. With his skill in breaking magic he thought it could work out... he has never been so wrong. But Hiest didn't kill him. But Llil was afraid he would do that.
- Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? Schicaruh: He may find it a little disgusting to have the blood of others on his skin and clothes, but it doesn't disturb him. Elín: Depends on the amount but if it's too much, she gets sick and has the urge to vomit. Aspell: It doesn't affect him in any way. Beramot: He gets reminded of many bad things and would be afraid and disturbed. He doesn't vomit, but he is in shock seeing too much blood. Some minor wounds are okay, but bigger ones throw him into unpleasant flashbacks. Zel: Isn't bothered by it. But it makes him a little sad if it includes someone dying. Llil: It excites him. He can fall into some blood rush through the smell of a lot of blood.
- Does your character remember names or faces easier? Schicaruh: Faces, even though he usually identifies people through their structure of their souls. A habit he got used to due to the Sylvanjis and their shape shifting. You can't trust anyone just by their looks. Elín: Faces. Aspell: Names. And as Schicaruh, souls. Beramot: Faces, he is _really_ bad with names. Zel: Names and faces in a balanced way. He is used to get to know new people which he should remember. But he has a nice memory. Llil: Faces.
- Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not? Schicaruh: Money means nothing to him and he wouldn't mind to throw all the stuff away he hoards in his castle, but he keeps it, because most of it can be harmful. Elín: Not really. Aspell: It's not about the money, but if anyone ever touches his stuff unauthorized... well. He possesses a lot of things (mostly books) and he likes to hoard new stuff, (also especially books) Beramot: Nope. Zel: Nah. Llil: Mostly nah - but trophies shows status and h has some rare stuff he would like to keep and some thing he would like to get.
- Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success? Schicaruh: Happiness - his own to be specific. Elín: Happiness - but mostly of others. Aspell: Success. Beramot: Happiness. Zel: Success - it brings him happiness. Llil: Success - he likes to see others fail in some way. He is quite an asshole.
- Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others? Schicaruh: Ambition. Elín: Wisdom. She is fascinated by people who know much. Aspell: Wisdom. Obviously. Beramot: Ambition. He doesn't care about wisdom in others. Zel: Ambition. Llil: Ambition. Even though he is kinda fascinated by something he doesn't understand or know yet and if there is someone he can learn from, he admires that person. He wouldn't openly admit it, tho.
- What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before? Schicaruh: He isn't that interested in other people so there aren't many realtionships he tried to keep. Except for Zel and Elín, but the first one he dropped for his fate of becoming Stargod (and for not being able to be what Zel needed) and the second one is still lasting. Elín: Maybe putting the well being of others over her own happiness. Aspell: That jealous ex that kills your new love. Beramot: Well he dies and forgets a lot, so many realtionships ended this way. Zel: His flaw is that his partner isn't Schicaruh. So every relationship ended in some kind of desaster - and he tried to find someone new a lot of times. Llil: He is immortal in a world where nobody else is... It just won't work out. Same thing with Zels relationships, but they lasted not long enough, for that really being a problem. But Llil is really loyal and it bothers him.
- In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism? Schicaruh: He uses most opportunities he gets to bring himself down. That's kinda Aspells fault because he kept saying he wasn't as good as he could be. Elín: She uses comparison with others to make the best out of herself. It may bring her down a little at first, but in the end it motivates her to do better. Aspell: He knows he is better than everyone, so he doesn't need to compare him self with them. Beramot: He doesn't compare himself to others in any way. Zel: Just as Elín he usually uses it to motivate himself. Llil: He does it for self-validation from time to time.
- If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others? Schicaruh: He totally believes that he cuased or deserved it for not doing his best, even though he knows he coulndn't have done anything about it. Elín: She belives in bad luck. Things happen. Aspell: Shit happens. That's life. But he almost alwyas knows who's fault it was. But he often decides against pointing it out. Beramot: He usually thinks it was his fault. Zel: Depends on what was happening. If it was anything involving his machinery he blames himself, even if it wasn't his fault. But he generally doesn't blame others. Llil: It surely wasn't his fault if you ask him.
- How quick is your character to trust someone else? Schicaruh: He doesn't trust anyone very easily. He usually believes they want to do him some harm. But with some he instantly trusted them, including Elín, Zel and Beramot. Elín: She is a little naive when it comes to trust people and she usually doesn't suspect anyone at first. Aspell: He can read your true intentions, so he in genral knows if he can trust someone or not. Beramot: He trust everybody, period. But he is also really disappointed in people if they betray him. Zel: He isn't quick to trust strangers. Llil: He trust whoever he finds trustworthy. That can happen quickly or not. Depends.
- How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person? Schicaruh: Really quick. Like I said, he always assumes that other will cause him some damage. But he won't suspect someone he is close to. Elín: She doesn't want think about what would be if someone close would betray her. So she usually don't suspect them. Aspell: Like I said above, he knows if someone lies to him. Beramot: He doesn't suspect anyone of anything bad. Zel: If you earned his trust he isn't quick to suspect you, but eraning his trust in the first place is a longer way. That's why he usually does things by himself. Llil: If he trusts someone in the first place, he wouldn't suspect them. But with strangers he is more careful.
- How does your character behave around children? Schicaruh: A little awkward. Elín: Friendly - she likes children. Aspell: He takes care of them if he has to and is in general good with them. They don't bother him. Beramot: He likes children and they usually like him. He likes to play with them. Zel: He may be a little reserved at first but after a while he usually gets along with them well. Llil: He loves kids! He likes to play with them and is friendly to any child he sees. But in general they are scared of him first.
- How does your character normally deal with confrontation? Schicaruh: He tries to avoid confrontation as long as he can. Elín: She tries to defend her point and isn't intimidated by most people. Aspell: He may get angry, except when it's Elín confronting him about anything. Which even he doesn't understant. Beramot: He usually listents and stops caring. He may see his flaws, but he also knows he can't do much about a lot of things. Zel: He tries to mediate a lot and not to anger anyone even more. Llil: Cursing, being louder than the one confronting him. He is quick to threaten others.
- How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation? (1-10 - not at all to very quick) Schicaruh: 4 Elín: 2 Aspell: 7 Beramot: 1 Zel: 2 Llil: 9
- What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? Schicaruh: Becoming Stargod and follow his fathers foodspeps sounded cool to him as a kid, but later he regrets that and just wanted to do whatever he wants to do. This didn't worled out because there would have been no way he could escape his fate. Elín: She wanted to become a historican, but that everything happend and she ended up being Startgod herself. That's totally not what she expected at all. Aspell: He wanted to be Stargod, but that never came true. Beramot: He wanted to be a strong mage of the Silvwan Krimusd mage brigade. This came true. But this was in his very first life. Zel: He hadn't has any dream as a child, but later he wished to see Caryll prosper and did anything to reach this goal. With success you can say. Llil: He wanted to kill as many Silvwa as he can. He kinda achieved that.
- What does your character find repulsive or disgusting? Schicaruh: Blood and other body flids of others. Slimy stuff and mud in general. He doesn't like to get dirty. Elín: Open wounds and blood, the usual stufff like rotten food, corpses, etc. Aspell: Weakness and stupidity disgusts him >:C Beramot: not much. Zel: Rotten stuff. And he also doesn't like to be dirty, but has no problem with getting dirty through working. He just doesn't want to stay that way for too long. Llil: Can't think of something. He usually finds stuff that disgusts others funny in some way and uses his own resistance to anything disgusting to creep people out.
- Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable. Schicaruh: He admires being alone or with the only two people he loves. And being in his favourite room in his castle where you can just sit and watch the stars. Elín: Sitting in the roome mentioned above with Schicaruh by her side. Or reading some book sitting by one of the big windows in Aspells library with some tea and a snowstorm passing by outside. Aspell: Being at home with his books in silence. Beramot: Being with Kerenti in any way. Zel: Flying through the sky in his trusty little airship. And in earlier times listen to Schicaruh playing some music while not caring about anything else. Llil: Being with his tribe, having fun hunting or playing games.
- Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable. Schicaruh: Having to attent some formal meeting with people he doesn't care about. Elín: The first time being left alone with Zel. He didn't like her and she could almost feel it physically. And she didn't know why at first. Being with someone who doesn't like her and not knowing why would always be a situation where she would be uncomfortable. Aspell: Being naked/exposed or ripped of his power. Beramot: Being with two persons who have an agrument. He get's uncomfortable if the is disharmony in the air. Zel: Being in small closed up rooms. Llil: Maybe being in some formal party, buf if he feels uncomfortable he make himself feeling comfortable, even if this includes others getting uncomfortable.
- Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method? Schicaruh: He would be trying the same way or a similar way multiple times to find out if there's a flaw in his method or if it just plainly does not work this way. Elín: She will try to find a different solution. Aspell: Same as Schicaruh. Beramot: He would rather give up. Zel: Different approach, there is always a way to work something out. Llil: Second try, but not a third.
- How does your character behave around people they like? Schicaruh: Warm-hearted, friendly, and helping. Elín: Caring, friendly, free-spoken, welcoming Aspell: nice and friendly. But if you anger him, it doesn't matter if he likes you or not, you will be judged and punished if it's needed. Beramot: For him liking everyone, he is overly friendliy and open-hearted. Zel: respectful, but a little reserved like he usually is. Although he would always try to help if he can. Llil: He will treat you like one of his kind. If that's good or bad depends...
- How does your character behave around people they dislike? Schicaruh: Cold-hearted and short-spoken. Very unwelcoming. Elín: She tries to be friendly nonetheless. Aspell: Respectful and formal - except they would do something bad: angry and threatening. Beramot: He likes everyone in some way. Zel: Respectful, more reserved, keeping distance, but he won't normaly get rude. Llil: Threatening, angry, rude and disrespectful
- Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat? Schicaruh: He backs out easily. Elín: She will work it out if she can. Aspell: Removing the problem. Beramot: Going away is his strategy. Zel: Working it out/trying to remove the thread if it concerns others and he can do something about it. If it concerns himself it's sometimes easier to back out. Llil: In general... removing it by using force in some way.
- Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first? Schicaruh: He thinks he deserves it, good and bad. Elín: Earning it. Aspell: He is absolutely sure he deserves it. Beramot: Earning it. Zel: He likes to earn things with effort. Llil: Earning it through hard work if that's the way.
- Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them? Schicaruh: Veiscar. Elín: Aspell, kinda. Aspell: Nah. Beramot: Kerenti. Zel: No. Llil: No.
- Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them? Schicaruh: No. Elín: No - or maybe Beramot, but he isn't depending on anyone, she just likes to have an eye out on him. Aspell: Schicaruh and Elín - even though she was already an adult, but he felt responsible for her and her education and training. Beramot: The Kewobs in general. He was like a god for them. Zel: Not really. Maybe all the people in Caryll. Llil: Yes, he cares for the children in his clan and cared for some that lost their parents.
- How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it? Schicaruh: easy, but he won't say it without meaning so. Elín: Not so easy, it makes her uncomfortable. Aspell: Won't say that very easily even if he wants to because of bad experiences which came after that. Beramot: Same as Aspell if he can remember. But he is normaly very free-spoken.. so he could say it very easily, but he is also very truthful, so he will definitly mean it. Zel: He isn't quick to say something like that, if he really means it. But he used it as a lie a few times. Llil: He doesn't lie very often, so if he says it, he means it. And for him being loud and straight forward, it's easy for him.
- What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? Schicaruh: He knows, what happens. His sould will be conserved and maybe born again later. He isn't scared, but he doesn't want it to happen. Elín: She learns that there is some kind of afterlife for a few sould, but she doesn't belive her soul is important enough, so she thinks she will just fade away. This makes her sad, but it also somehow motivates her to always do her best. Aspell: He knows he won't die in any normal way. Beramot: He knows he will be born again. Zel: He knows he would fade away and hopes that Schicaruh may conserve his soul after he dies, but never told him to do so. Llil: He doesn't care.
- Which oc doesn’t remember - or won’t tell - when their actual birthday is, so they just pick a random day each year? Beramot, definitely. And maybe Zel if he get asked by people in Caryll.
- Which oc is the best at remembering important dates? Aspell. He remembers the last time you sneezed into one of his books and he will remind you. Several times.
- Which oc is always late showing up to events, so others have taken to telling them something is taking place two hours earlier than it actually is? Llil, he does not care. And Beramot because he forgets everything.
- Which oc’s idea of a great date is playing practical jokes on someone - together? Llil most likely, even though Zel isn't a fan of laughing about others.
- Which oc is the one who catches them and puts a stop to it? Schicaruh. Or Aspell if the joke is a little over the top.
- Which oc makes the most creative excuses to get out of going to events they don’t want to attend? Schicaruh.
- Which oc suffers the event in silence? Elín.
- Which oc is genuinely delighted to be there? Zel.
- Which oc is the life of every party? Probably Llil, but nobody wants to invite him for several reasons.
- Which ocs celebrate their anniversary on the wrong day, realize it’s the wrong day, and continue anyway because it’s easier to remember? Beramot.
- Which oc can’t remember what their last fight was about? Beramot.
- Which oc remembers EXACTLY what happened? Aspell.
- Which oc has fifteen ongoing arguments? Schicaruh - with Aspell most likely.
- Which oc is the friend who refuses to get involved? Zel.
- Which oc inserts themselves into the middle of things because they’re sure they know a way to fix it? Elín.
- Which oc makes it a point not to hold grudges, and is generally the first to apologize or walk away from an argument? Zel. Elín, Schicaruh and Aspell are way too stubborn to admit they were wrong.
- Which oc mails an envelope full of glitter to someone on the anniversary of a fallout? Llil. Or Beramot - depends on his state of mind and their intensions.
- Which oc has a binder full of essays on why they were Right™? Aspell. He may have a whole library.
- Which ocs are the friends/couple who are constantly bickering but always make it up to each other? Llil and Zel.
- Which ocs are the ones who never get into full on fights? Elín and Schicaruh.
- Which oc seems wise but only gives Bad Advice? no one of these five. They're either wise or not and if not they don't give smart advises.
- Which oc has good advice, but they phrase it so badly that no one either understands or listens? Beramot.
- Which oc takes a million pictures of their child and shows them to everyone they know? Llil - if he had one and taking pictures was a thing.
- Which oc is the one their coworkers/classmates would know the least about? Schicaruh, he doesn't like to talk about himself.
- Which oc is an open book? Elín and Beramot - the last one because the tends to talk randomly.
- Which oc gushes about how sweet their friends are? Beramot.
- Which oc would take their pet with them on all but a very few adventures? Llil. The Komodo Dragon named Steve which can do tricks and find gold or something.
- Which ocs’ pets would be friends? Aspells fish and Beramots stone.
- Which oc’s kid is the mortal enemy of another oc’s kid, much to the horror of both parents (who get along famously)? They all don't have kids. But I think if Llil would have a son and Elín and Schicaruh got a child - this would be the outcome. (Even though Schicaruh and Llil don't get along well...)
- Which oc has an ‘eccentric,’ but very supportive family? Everyone with Kourati in his name. They are all crazy, but sticked together with pride until Aspell and Hiest fell with Saltyr.
- Which oc works at the family business? Aspell - kind of.
- Which oc shows up to a friend’s wedding to be supportive even though they had a fallout with the person their friend is marrying? Zel.
- Which oc volunteers to help with an acquaintance’s party/dinner/etc. and sends a bill afterward? Llil.
- Which oc hates nature, and which oc wants to roll in the dirt forever? Schicaruh doesn't like dirt and getting the whole nature experience. Beramot on the other hand lived outside like 80% of his life and he loves it. Just getting wet is a problem for him...
- Which oc concocts an elaborate plan for petty revenge based on a minor incident? Actually nobody. But Aspell can be a little revengeful and was it alot when he was young. And Llil is a little vindictive aswell, but nobody would plan something because of a minor incident.
- Which oc overthinks things? Schicaruh. Thets why he often doesn't get shit done.
- Which oc builds a snowman family and gets upset when they start melting? Beramot. Depending of his mental health he may would build them graves, too. Maybe also from snow and then would be crying if they melt, too.
- Which oc has a never ending supply of over-the-top reasons for why they never turn in their homework? Well, Schicaruh. At one point he seemed to have made a game ot of 'making Aspell mad'.
- Which oc is the professor/teacher who lets everything slide? Definitely not Aspell.
- Which oc talks to strangers in the checkout line, and generally meets new people wherever they go? Beramot. He is really open minded and talks alot. So it just comes naturally.
- Which oc would rather not talk to people ever, if they can help it, but still takes an interest in their friends’ lives? Schicaruh for he does not care much about strangers.
- Which oc’s best friend is an animal? Zel? Kinda :B
- Which oc starts arguments with strangers in the checkout line? If he is in the mood, Aspell can be quite agressiv when it comes to argumenting. So if someone would start random arguments over minor stuff with strangers it would be him.
- Which oc comes to people’s rescue? Elín - she is quite the 'good guy' when it comes to helping strangers.
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FULL NAME: Bonbon Charbonneau MEANING: “Charcoal Chocolate”, essentially. Meant to refer to a nasty outside, but sweet inside. NICKNAME: Bon, Bonnie, BB, Bunny. MEANING: No one wants to say her repetitive full name, lmfao. AGE: 20 BIRTHDAY: December 5th. ASTROLOGICAL SIGN: Sagittarius. GENDER: Cis Female. ALLERGIES: None. SEXUAL PREFERENCE: Pansexual / Panromantic. THEME SONG(S): (Octospy) (Normal) (Octoqueen)
APPEARANCE HAIR COLOR: Pastel pink, bordering on white. HAIR STYLE AND LENGTH: A pair of super long tentacles, styled in two buns. EYES COLOR: Lilac, with star-shaped pink pupils. HEIGHT: 3′11′‘ | 119.38 cm. WEIGHT: 69 lbs | 31.3 kg. OUTFIT/CLOTHING STYLE: Lolita, essentially. Really girly and proper. Occasionally will dress way, way, down, usually during or after a tournament. DISTINGUISHING MARKS(SCARS,MOLES): Bio-luminescent “freckles” all over her body. SELF CARE(MAKE UP): Lots. Usually winged eyeliner and scarlet eye-shadow. FIRST IMPRESSION ON PEOPLE: Prissy, proper, elegant. SKIN COLOR: Dark brown. BODY TYPE/BUILD: Pear-shaped. Large thighs, strong, long legs, and slightly toned biceps. DEFAULT EXPRESSION: A small, haughty smile, with half-lidded mischievous eyes. POSTURE: Straight, hands usually on hips, Weight leaning to one side. PIERCINGS: None, presently. DESCRIBE THEIR VOICE: Her voice is very confident despite not being relatively loud. She speaks without filler words or stammers. It has a very regal sound to it, where her words are careful to come out, but dance upon the air with grace. Statements tend to end with a crescendo, regardless of whether or not it is a question. Exaggerates words frequently. Strict pronunciation. Extremely proper. (Voice Claim)
RELATIONSHIPS MOM: Céleste Charbonneau HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: When she’s feeling playful, Céleste is definitely the one she runs to. She gets along with her well, although her mother’s extroverted energy does grow tiresome and she eventually retreats to her own room for solitude. DAD: Clair Charbonneau HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: He is the sensible one of the family. She finds herself closer to him than her sometimes eccentric mother. They spend a lot of time together, reading books and watching movies. He did most of her homeschooling, alongside hiring well-established tutors, before deciding that he would release her into the world. If she knew the decision to deafen her was his, she might be more inclined to be less loving. SIBLINGS: None. HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: N/A. CHILDREN: None. HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: N/A. PAST LOVER(S): N/A. CURRENT LOVER: N/A. REACTION TO MEETING SOMEONE NEW: She makes snap decisions on whether or not the person is worth her time. By default, she’s very smug and arrogant, finding them to be more of a thing to play with than someone to converse with. She’s not above manhandling someone to make them more amusing to her. ABILITY TO WORK WITH OTHERS: She attempts to take charge and do all of the work to get out of the circumstance of having to work with anyone. When she must cooperate, though, she is relatively tolerable, for she doesn’t want to screw someone else (unless it benefits her) over. LEAST FAVORITE TYPE OF PERSON: Shy, anxious. She doesn’t like reminders of herself. She’ll goad them to make them do something. She definitely tries to invoke some sort of other trait out of them. PARENTAL TYPE(PROTECTIVE,ETC): Her parents were both extremely overprotective of her, a trait she fails to displace when she has children. They were very lenient with her as well, besides the whole ruining her early life, making her more prone to gently guiding her children without imposing her will onto them.
PERSONALITY ...WHEN YOU FIRST MEET THEM: Confident. Placid. Elegant. ...AS YOU KNOW THEM BETTER(AND THEY LIKE YOU): Excitable. Bubbly. Childish. ...AS YOU KNOW THEM BETTER(AND THEY DISLIKE YOU): Sarcastic. Sassy. Snide. FAVORITE COLOR: Lilac. FAVORITE FOOD: Tea and cream-filled pastries! FAVORITE ANIMAL: Cats, spiders. FAVORITE ELEMENT: Air. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR: Grey. LEAST FAVORITE FOOD: Eggs LEAST FAVORITE ANIMAL: Shark HOBBIES: Singing, dancing, shopping, and video gaming. USUAL MOOD: Relaxed. Calm. DRINK/SMOKE/DRUGS: Nope. She drinks very, very infrequently. DARK VERSION OF SELF: gestures at the octospy verse LIGHT VERSION OF SELF: gestures at inkling idol verse HOW SERIOUS ARE THEY: She holds herself relatively seriously. CLASS IN AN RPG: Cleric, Archer, Mage. BELIEVE IN GHOSTS: Kinda, yeah. (IN)DEPENDENT: Independent. VULNERABILITY: Hearing problems. Mentions of war. Divulged secrets. OPINION ON SWEARING: Abominable. DAREDEVIL VS CAUTIOUS: Daredevil. MUSIC TYPE: She’s fond of so many genres, provided it’s not ear-shattering. She can find the best in all types of music. MOVIE TYPE: So bad, it’s good / Romance / Thriller BOOK TYPE: Adventure / Mystery / Romance COMFORTABLE TEMPERATURE: About 65 F. SLEEPING PATTERN: Sleeps about 8-10 hours a day. CLEANLINESS/NEATNESS: Obsessively neat. DESIRED PET: Either a tarantula or a kitten. HOW DO THEY PASS TIME: Sleeping, or reading books. BIGGEST SECRET: Her song and dance are fueled by her synaesthesia. HERO/WHO THEY LOOK UP TO: Her grandmother, Nia Di Napoli. WHAT ANIMAL WOULD THEY BE: Cat FEARS: Silence, large bodies of water, loneliness. COMFORTS: Sensory objects, tactility, sleeping.
HOW DO THEY REACT TO… DANGER: Face it head on. She’s very cocksure. SOMEONE THEY HATE WHO HAS A CRUSH ON THEM: Tease and torment. She’d egg them on and flirt with them, knowing she’s just grinding them beneath her heel. PROPOSAL TO MARRY: Lighting up! Squealing! Storm of kisses! Lots of touching. God knows her voice is going to reach killer wail levels of painful pitch. DEATH OF LOVED ONE: Wailing, violence, shutting down as a whole. Non-stop aggression. DIFFICULT GAME/MATH/ETC: Continue trying, nonstop---literally. Someone’s gonna have to intervene. INJURY: Grin and bear it. SOMETHING IRRESISTIBLY CUTE: Lip biting. Grabby hands. Lighting up, again. Bouncing on her heels.
HISTORY BIOGRAPHY: Born a synaesthetic, Lady Charbonneau’s family fretted for her sensitive hearing. As a result, they silenced and removed her from the world, raising her as if she had been deaf from birth. Their only child remained a mystery to most of Inkopolis, locked behind closed doors for her own “safety”. Her close friend, Nia Di Napoli, frequently removed the headphones that muted everything, helping her solidify the courage to defy their decision while giving her the opportunity to adapt to sounds she had yet to experience. 
This habit of babying her remained throughout her adolescence. Despite training efficiently in self-defense, and constant attempts at proving herself worthy of respect, her family reciprocated with buying out her Turf War matches and downplaying her ability. Finding that out coaxed her into sneaking into the Adult Ranked Matches late at Inkopolis Tower, where they couldn’t bribe people into losing. Of course, dealing with high ranked squids while being only C- yourself grew tiresome, but persistence eventually brought her to S+ at age 17.
Desperate to receive some fragment of respect, Bonbon put herself up for drafting come her eighteenth birthday. The Charbonneau family has a long-standing history of war, benefiting troops through monetary and physical means. One of the elders, Bourbon Charbonneau, fought valiantly as a captain in the Great Turf War hundreds of years ago. Keeping up the legacy, she thought, was her only chance of being her own person.
While every decision has seemingly furthered her depression, she continues on a path already tread in the hopes that such a safe route will bring about some sort of reward, even if it isn’t bountiful. Another option for her, her ability to sing entrancing songs, lies in wait, hoping to be utilized.
FIRST APPEARANCE: A mysterious, minuscule pinkling took a tournament by storm without even giving a word as to her age, rank, or background... and donated the proceeds to charity?
KNOWLEDGE LANGUAGES: Inkling, Sign Language, Human French, Written Octarian, Learning Hylian. SCHOOLING LEVEL: College student, essentially. FAVORITE SUBJECT (S): Linguistics and Theatre INTERESTED CAREERS: She wishes she knew. She’d love to actually sing, though. EXPERTISE: Theatre, Song and Dance. CHEMISTRY: A MATH: A LANGUAGE: A+ GEOGRAPHY: B POLITICS/LAW: B- COOKING: F, until she pays off the teacher. MECHANICS: C BOTANY (FLOWERS): A MYTHOLOGY: A DRAMATICS(ACTING,SINGING): A+++
READING LEVEL: College graduate. HOW GOOD ARE THEY AT PLANNING AHEAD: Always have a plan!
ROMANCE . DO THEY TAKE INITIATIVE: Definitely. She’s very needy and you’ll know it immediately. HOW DO THEY ACT(SHY,ETC): While very avoidant when crushing, she’s super clingy and affectionate when dating. GENTLEMAN/LADYLIKE VS KLUTZY: Ladylike with a dash of klutzy. She shows her real side if she really trusts her partner, so they have to deal with a near 180 of the persona she shows on a daily basis. GO SLOW VS JUMP INTO: Jump into! She puts all her apples in one basket. PROTECTIVE: Extremely. She’s very feral and primitive at times. ACT LIKE FRIENDS OR LOVERS: Her lover has to be her best friend. WHAT KIND OF PRESENTS DO THEY BUY: She actively stalks her partner’s wishlists or things they see as they cruise around together, and has them anonymously delivered, as it she wasn’t obvious. If she hasn’t a clue, she’ll start sending dorky things she thinks are nice to try to gauge their interest. TYPE OF KISSER: She steals small kisses, before elongating them with lots of lip tugging. Definitely fond of it. The type to really get into it. DO THEY WANT KIDS: Not really, but can be easily persuaded. DO THEY WANT TO MARRY: Yes. MAKE GOOD OR BAD DECISIONS: She has a tendency to make bad ones, but hopefully her partner corrects that. :^) Or at least doesn’t let her. ARE THEY ROMANTIC: Yes, albeit cheesy and dorky deep down... HOW ARE THEY IN BED: She prefers to be dominant, and that’s all I’ll say. GET JEALOUS EASY: Not if she is trusting of her partner, but she is definitely very anxious and wonders if she’s good enough frequently. WIFE/HUBBY BEATER: Uh, no. MARRY FOR MONEY: click this. FAVORITE SEX POSITION: uh WHAT WOULD HAPPEN ON THEIR DREAM DATE: A nice long exploration through untraveled territory---just the two of them. Lots of hand-holding, kisses, and cuddles. Good food would definitely seal the deal as the best date ever. OPINION ON SEX: She’s yet to form one, although she’s occasionally thirsty. It doesn’t really come to her often. As long as it’s consensual, she’s down for anything.
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mjolnirchoscn · 6 years
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gimme that secret agent au pleeeaaase: thor & clint go undercover in a suburb as a married couple
                 Fury's words echoed in his head repeatedly, whilst they prepared themselves for this mission. Out of everyone, the god still wasn't sure why they had been picked... Shouldn't they want a "traditional" couple to pull this off? Granted, it's not that he was opposed to being paired with someone of his own gender, more so that he was paired with Clint... 
               The god had nothing personal against him, Clint was one of his great buddies, but he felt like it was a personal attack on him and his feelings towards the archer that this ended up happening. Thor had done all that he could to make sure that no one found out, most particularly the man himself... Apparently, he was not as good at hiding his feelings as he thought. That, or he'd been found out, somehow. Out of everyone, he'd blame Natasha. When she thought she was on to something, she'd figure it out come Hel or high water.
               One thing that Furt had warned them about, was the fact that they were going to be under constant surveillance. So, that meant they must keep up the charade at all times of the day and night. Which meant, they had to sleep in the same bed, act lovey-dovey because not only were they married, but they were newlyweds, as well.
               Right now, the pair were in their kitchen, Clint in a suit and tie, sitting at the end of the counter reading the paper, while Thor was just in some lounge clothes making them breakfast. The gods know that Clint was not to be trusted with anything outside of his staple dishes. Already on his second cup of coffee of the day, the taller of the two replenishes the others mug of coffee. 
                ❛ Breakfast is almost ready, dear, ❜ the god says, fighting the urge to blush because he was finally able to say those words... Just... Not in the way he was hoping, not under false pretenses. Plating the last of the eggs, Thor puts it in front of Clint, turning gracefully to grab the toast that just popped up. ❛ Enjoy, ❜ he said cheerily, taking his own plate to sit beside the archer, his husband, for all intents and purposes.
*grabby hands* gimme all the aus! // @shutthecawup // delayed accepting
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