#many years

[transmasccofee]

this scene is ruining my life at first I didn’t get it but now I get it and Aughdhyfhfheujfuejfjjfjfnv

#Kusuo learning from Akechi that competition can be fun and playful and not like. Torture. #And then learning that Kuusuke despite his shitty brother-isms is deep down seeking that exact thing #but just doesn’t know how to approach it #because of how their relationship functioned for years and how they both are #Like don’t get me wrong Kuusuke is uh. Not a good brother and his inferiority complex lead to him hating and mistreating his brother for #Many Years #And I don’t think this scene functions as forgiveness exactly (Kusuo still has resentment towards him in later arcs) #But I think it’s a moment where he realizes they’re both on some level really lonely people #Who have been fighting their whole lives #And being like “hey I don’t hate you. Let’s be friends instead of enemies.” #And Kuusukes response being “I should really be the one saying that to you” #I just. Like it’s a Start. #IDK like Kusuo was completely justified to hate his brother especially after something like the catgun arc #But he doesn’t and I think it’s because he realizes that his brother genuinely doesn’t hate him anymore #Their whole deal is just really interesting to me but idk how to phrase my thoughts on them coherently #The only thing I wish this arc had was Kuusuke having a “what did I do to you” moment but it is a comedy and we already got that from tori #so ynow #i just say he had that moment post meteor #does any of this make sense #Also it makes me so emo that he pictured akechi

[akimaye]

Drawing of my old “hexbow” warlock, Run Perlfee. I miss playing this character alot! 

#my art #dnd #DnD 5e #hexblade #rabbit #furry #sfw furry #archery #d&d #first post after #many years #hey everyone #oc

[cortosis-ct]

"The mission... the nightmares... they're... finally over...."

I'm pretty sure you all know Fives' tragic last words. There's barely any other mention of trauma in the show and the whole context makes it even more sad. Ahhh the drama!

But while finally giving Clone Wars another rewatch I noticed something else, just two episodes earlier. After waking up from his surgery Tup is talking about the mission and Fives asks which mission. Tup answers:

"You... you know the one. The—the mission, the one in our dreams… that never ends. The one in our dreams... Oh, brother. This is the end. Forget the mission. Oh, the nightmare. I'm... free."

Those are Tup's last words.

For years I had always thought Fives was saying "missions" and just talking about his trauma in general, but no. It's "mission". Singular. The mission. He's talking about the same one Tup had mentioned. The one that never ends. I've never noticed the parallels.

The way they say this makes me think it's an universal thing. "The one in *our* dreams." Our! They all have this mission that never ends, this ever recurring nightmare. Each night they're again engulfed in their worst nightmare, again stuck in their most traumatic mission, their individual hell.

Just imagine what each of them dreams about when they're sleeping.

#Fuck I love that scene #it's a shame I haven't rewatched this earlier #seriously it's been years #many years #sorry to make you cry #I'm off to write fanfic now #time for some whump and headcanons #also I had those beautiful Fox scenes again #but man does it hurt to know what this means for Fox as a character #i love my poor misunderstood boy #okay enough tumblresque tags for now #star wars #clone wars #clones #swtcw #star wars the clone wars #star wars headcanons #clone wars headcanons #clone wars fives #arc trooper fives #clone wars tup #clone trooper tup #clone trooper culture #commander fox #order 66 #last words #good soldiers follow orders

[myworldofwritingeverythingrandom]

“I have loved you for so many years and I argue with myself on a daily. I try to tell myself I should no longer love you, but I really can’t stop loving you.”

#Like It #Love It. #Love #Loved #Argue #Myself #Quote #Daily #Try #Me #No Longer #I Love You #Years #Many Years #Stop #Stop Loving You #Quotes

[artificial-condition]

I deserve to live in an environment that does not make me stressed or fearful or feel like there’s something wrong with me

I deserve to live in an environment that I feel calm and safe in, that I have control over and can adjust without contemplating the repercussions

#my thoughts #to be clear I’m not in any danger #I’m fine #just anxious #and I think living by myself would make me much less anxious #it’s been a long day #I know not to wish the present away thinking about the future #but I desire a house #I’m ready emotionally #but not financially #and I probably could move into an apartment #but I do not want to live in an apartment #I think I would not be happy #I would not have a place to garden in the way I desire #it’ll be a while until I can buy a house #many years #and housesitting was a taste of something I can’t have #:( #it’s not fair my parents could afford a house with only one source of income which was obtained from trade school #(not a particularly high income at the time of purchase) #but I have a bachelors and would not be able to afford a house on the pay from my job #it will be so much more of a struggle to get a house than they had and I will have gotten two degrees #more education yet lower wages to cost ratio #and I’m not saying that they shouldn’t have been able to afford a house #I’m just saying that I should be able to as well #and it shouldn’t be so difficult

[crying-in-the-cloudsxx]

I need cuddles or I’m gUnna die from lack of affection :(

#i haven’t been cuddled in so so long :((;; #so long #many years

[matrim-cauthons-hat]

me: i kno, since i only got a half day of work today, i’ll spend the afternoon painting some minis or playing some more xenoblade chronicles, u kno, something relaxing

also me: but what if i put together a spread sheet to organise my horus heresy plans instead because what could be more fun than a excel spreadsheet!

#my stuff #ok ngl i actually do have fun putting together a spread sheet #u would also think i am rich by the amount of stuff i want to buy #a plan for the next few years #many years #horus heresy #30k #40k #warhammer 40k #worty thou #sand cats #oc space marine chapter

[lordgellertgrindelwald]

Feeling the urge to write some insane spicy grindeldore fic

#it’s been like…years #many years #i wish I had done it ages ago

[sylvies-kablooie]

i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

#i often wonder about how many things would be considered classic or high art had they only received the marketing #how many short films that were made for class could have been the most powerful thing you'd ever seen? if you'd seen them? #“you know the greatest films of all time were never made” etc etc #but like. these works of art ARE being made. it's just enjoyed by a smaller audience with equal impact though #i think about this one furry i used to follow on insta who had the coolest worldbuilding ever. it's been years. #thought prompted by that sketch of nimona from ten years ago that was just for a character design #posted to the creator's tumblr and now it's nominated for best animated feature film at the oscars #and by the genuine emotional reaction a fan comic made me feel. how much work had gone into it. how beautiful it was to me. #idk what to tag this but i hope whoever needs to hear it does #writing #writer #fandom #fandom culture #artist

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

#anyway it’s still a couple years away #but man im so fucking excited for my 30s!!!!!!!!! #i made it!!! #i survived!!! #so many people never got the opportunity to be 30 #im gonna enjoy every fucking second of it! #sulley speaks #sorry my coworker said something really rude to me lol #it struck a nerve

[embraceyourdestiny]

to any americans who feel "paralyzed" and "dont know what to do" to help with gaza:

reading a fucking book. i beg of you.

in a time of knowledge suppression is it your duty to arm yourself with knowledge.

read about americas occupations in the middle east.

read about 9/11 from outside of america and see how they inflicted senseless harm and violence to countless amounts of people and have been suppressing your rights for the past 2 fucking decades.

read about any of the countless wars from the past 30 years. especially from a civilian's. and the victims and survivors' perspective. listen to the horror stories and do not plug your fucking ears as to what your country is doing.

and read about fucking gaza and palestine and keep up with what is happening no matter how "sad" or "uncountable" you might get.

dont look away from this.

you dont have the right to be comfortable during countless active genocides.

if you're knowledgeable, you're powerful, and our current state doesnt fucking want that.

you have the power to change things if you open your eyes and scream to the world.

wake the fuck up.

Edit: please check the reblogs there are readings and ways to help

#og #truly if youre not about it your against it and i dont fuck with you because you're complacent #wake the fuck up #we're all responsible and dont you dare say you're not #americans need to stop living in the world with their eyes closed and their ears covered #look at what your fucking 'glorious country' is doing to people #everyone should be against america no fucking exceptions because america is violent and evil and needs to be stopped #then read about what america has done to the natives of their land #radicalize yourself #decolonize your mind #free palestine #land back #palestine will be free #theres too many fucking movements of just the past couple years all happening at once to act like the world is fucking fine #we are in a human rights CRISIS #WAKE THE FUCK UP PLEASE

[gideonisms]

I LOVE being alive so I can be mediocre at SO many different hobbies

#this isn't sarcasm at all i love to try different tasks i get mediocre at a new thing every year #i love to learn about other people's hobbies!! #i am having a great time #there are so many things to do who can blame me for getting distracted from life tasks that are boring when there are all these fun ones

[im-not-a-sheep]

I'm. Ok

#Guy who just heard the original pokemon intro song after like #Many years #Sorry if the first part or the post sounded concerning sjbfkdnfke

[ispyspookymansion]

BOO!

oh sorry….come in…..hello…welcome to my halloween party ^_^ feel free to take a piece of candy and a goodie bag before you go okay? have a fun (and nostalgic) halloween season!!

#seems like many people related to this i hope some of yall click the og post now <3 #originally this post said i dont need therapy i need to be 8 years old at halloween again #kora.txt #gritting my teeth white knuckle gripping the edge of the table. Yeah No Its Fine. #the things i will never experience again haunt me… #8 is arbitrary. anything before like. 15. would work.

[violent138]

League members discussing meeting Robin at work:

"Compared to Bats, Robin was a total sweetheart. Ball of sunshine."

"Man, must've been a good day then, the kid I met was a real anklebiter. He pulled out a sword and everything."

"Anklebiter is harsh, the sweet boy I met barely said a word, he just kept asking about Themyscira and the lasso."

"He? I met a blonde girl."

"No, no, black haired boy with blue eyes. We're talking about Robin."

"Yeah same here, blue eyed and tanned."

"Pretty sure he had green eyes. And talked fancy. And kind of scolded me for time travelling."

"The child I met was paler than the moon."

"I'm telling you I met a girl, and she was Robin."

"Well... either we're all wrong or we're all right."

So they arrive at the conclusion that Bats has a shape-shifter for a kid.

#Not particularly original #however still amusing #They conveniently forget how many years have passed between interactions #And also forget that people can have the same“hero” name #Batman #Batfamily #dc robin #like Red Hood (there was another red hood before that) #Bruce Wayne #Dick Grayson #Jason todd #Damian Wayne #Tim Drake #Stephanie brown #This came to me in a fever dream #jla #justice league

[shortnasties]

2835. Picturesque Cacti

This is called "Picturesque Cacti." Don't notice, but do call.

I disagreed with a great many people. I'd been around a long time. But I knew how to laugh and smile and say maybe. None of it works though.

My father was an insurance agent for forty years. Post-wreckage, when asked what her marriage was like, my mother said, "Like being married to an insurance agent for forty years."

Sometimes it just works out. You place your finger down on a map someone's left out and awry, under a lamp with a single active bulb. You'll live there many years, among the picturesque cacti.

We all really want the same thing. When someone remembers you, they won't know they'll remembering you.

#prose #fiction #story #who knows #other stuff #i don't know #many years #disagree #post wreckage #insurance #remember #disaster #jean aubertin art