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5sosfanfictioncatalogue · 1 year

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Michael/Ashton (2) Masterlist

part one

Adrenaline Rush (ao3) - allsassnoclass (brightblackholes) T, 6k

Summary: Michael is deathly afraid of heights and third wheeling his friends' date at an amusement park. Ashton is the single rider who sits next to him on the roller coaster.

Blue Satin and Black Lace (ao3) - sammyswagstar E, 6k

Summary: Michael Clifford never ever backs down from a dare, even if he's dared to wear women's underwear for a whole day. Besides, he kind of enjoys it. He find out he isn't the only one sexually frustrated by the dare.

The one with panty kink, masturbating Michael Clifford, and rough Mashton bro-sex.

delete this transmission (ao3) - horriblekids M, 67k

Summary: “Yeah,” he says, catching sight of his reflection in the dimly reflective surface and running fingers through his hair to fluff it up. And instead of getting on the mag-train home like he wants to, he catches the northbound train to the greenlawn with Calum. “You know, I think I might not go through with it,” he tells his best friend, meaning his activation. They sit together across from the back doors of the car and watch the adverts for an upcoming showing of ‘Titanic’ at the interactive theater. While Calum sits beside him silently he gnaws on a thumbnail and wonders whether it’s too late to get his money back.

“You can’t go back on it now,” Calum tells him.

And it’s true: His payment has already been processed, the credits removed from his profile. The invoice showed up in his e-net overnight and he’d added it to his encrypted folder. “It’s just - weird,” he says, weighing each of the words on his tongue before he speaks. “To be in charge of another person like that. I don’t want that responsibility.”

i didn't know that i was starving till i tasted you (ao3) - irwah E, 3k

Summary: 'we just had sex and it's the morning after and i woke up to an empty bed and how could i be so stupid of course you left me alone but wait you're in my kitchen cooking me breakfast and i'm so relieved' au

I'm so heavy in your arms (ao3) - phanjessmagoria E, 9k

Summary: The two of them didn't have a particular arrangement, and there weren't any real rules, only unspoken ones: Ashton always asked Michael if he was ok with whatever he was doing, only doing it if Michael said yes; Michael could stop Ashton whenever he wanted by just telling him to lay off; Ashton never did anything without asking first. It worked incredibly well, and that was all the two of them cared about.

“No hands,” Ashton mumbled against Michael's mouth, already knowing Michael was about to lift his hands from his legs and touch Ashton. Michael whined softly but nodded, kissing Ashton again and leaving his hands where they were, fingertips pressing against his thighs.

I won't let go (ao3) - lourrygum E, 6k

Summary: " "What the hell is going on?" He asks, folding his arms. Michael swallows, staring at the ground, the bitter feeling of regret slowly flooding his system. He'd never exactly been a subtle person, even when he was trying. And tonight he certainly wasn't trying. He'd thrown all caution to the wind, flirted outrageously with Luke, who had of course, being the affectionate person Michael knows him to be, flirted right back. "

or, the one where michael gets fed up of being treated like ashtons platonic best friend despite the fact that the have sex on almost a daily basis

Mile High (ao3) - leeanndarling T, 1k

Summary: Michael teases Ashton and gets him hard before their 15 hour flight home. Ashton doesn't appreciate it one bit.

(But Michael takes care of him on the plane because he's a loving boyfriend like that)

Only When We're Drinking (ao3) - Maluminspace E, 5k

Summary: It's all down to the alcohol of course... The fact that Ashton hadn't gotten laid for a few weeks, without a doubt, contributed to the sudden need for physical contact. He's just drunk and horny and so is Michael. Simple. Besides, this wouldn't be the first time they'd used each other to get off. Ashton's mind is already racing ahead, imagining Michael's perfect lips wrapped around his dick or caught around delicious moans as they fuck. He feels a familiar tug in the pit of his stomach as he allows his lips to inch ever so slightly closer to Michael's. He doesn't close the gap all the way, he won't until Michael admits he wants this.

Michael is Ashton's fuck buddy. Casual. They're just two guys that help each other get off when they find themselves in a dry spell. Everything's fine.

Paint Me In Your Sunshine (ao3) - mukeclemmings M, 26k

Summary: Ashton is smiling and it grows when he turns to look at Michael. Dimples, is all Michael can think and then he notices the bit of blond coloring in his hair and oh my god, is he going to be in this class everyday? Because Michael knows he won’t be able to focus on anything else with Ashton right here.

(Michael is an awkward, freshman art major who really wants to kiss the dimples of the upperclassman who sits beside him in painting class.)

paper valentines (ao3) - dafeedil M, 30k

Summary: It’s Valentine’s Day, and Michael and Ashton have erased each other from their respective memories, along with the entirety of the last two years they’ve spent together.

However, sometimes erasing past mistakes only means you’re ultimately doomed to make the same ones all over again.

print our hands in the pavement (ao3) - irwah T, 4k

Summary: “I’m a traditional painter who has to take a basic Photoshop class, you’re a graphic design major sitting next to me and getting sucked into helping me out because I’m so shitty at this” AU

So Out of Reach (ao3) - Ohhnicks E, 3k

Summary: Like most people, Michael likes his life to be as uncomplicated as possible. He’s seventeen and all he wants to do is eat pizza, play guitar, and hang out (cuddle) with his bandmates.

Stalking for Art Students (ao3) - Branithar T, 4k

Summary: An extremely pretty stranger catches Michael's train to uni every morning. What's he supposed to do except draw him at every opportunity? At least he doesn't have a crush on the nude model.

stay stay stay (i’ve been loving you for quite some time) (ao3) - nothingliketherain (39_killer_queen) T, 2k

Summary: A soft, lazy morning that ends with Ashton asking Michael a very important question.

Stubborn Locks (ao3) - orphan_account M, 12k

Summary: Michael and Ashton weren’t deliberately hiding in the closet.

They just hadn’t got round to unlocking the door yet.

Tongue-Tied And White Lie Addicted (ao3) - fourdrunksluts E, 50k

Summary: Michael's just finished his undergrad and is ready to stop messing around with strangers and get more serious about his studies as he prepares for his dream job. No relationships, no sex. Which is harder than it sounds when Ashton Irwin comes into his life.

What Dreams Are Made of (ao3) - moonbands E, 3k

Summary: Michael is very nervous about sleeping in a hotel room, and Ashton can't figure out why. He eventually gets a clue when he wakes up to Michael thrashing around in his sleep.

When two souls collide (ao3) - Abbypd, sonofneverland N/R, 22k

Summary: "Trust me Ash, he isn't your soul mate." Luke said and Ashton subconsciously ran a hand over his soul mate tattoo on his inner thigh. He had had the tattoo for as long as he could remember and sometimes it was nice knowing he had already met his soul mate; he just didn't know who they were but sometimes not knowing was torture. The thing about soul mate tattoos, they only show up in places where only your soul mate should touch so it wasn't like everyone's was out in the open. Some people got lucky and had theirs on their neck or behind their ear but for the most part, they were hidden.

Or where Michael is the biggest slut of the school and Ashton really wants to get to know him.

You and me; we can take the world (ao3) - Abbypd T, 47k

Summary: Or yet another Wedding AU nobody asked for but I decided to write anyway.

you're too wonderful for anybody to realize you (ao3) - orphan_account M, 13k

Summary: Michael is the bad boy graffiti artist who gets caught defacing school property and, instead of calling the police, the Principal forces him to use his artistic ability to help the school play. There he meets Ashton, the set designer with a secret talent for acting. Can Ashton make sure that Michael doesn’t fuck up his chances for graduating? Can Michael make Ashton realize his potential?

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tinyglitterrose · 5 months

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Spoiled

part three of the Princess Series

Mashton, boxboy, 18+

Bottom Ashton, Top Michael

Warnings: SMUT

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"Hey, Ash?", Michael opened the door to the back room of their tour bus.

Ashton looked up from his phone, sitting up more straight from where he'd been lazily lounging on the long couch. Calum and Luke were fumbling around in the kitchen, trying to cook, while the bus was driving on the high way.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Not much", Michael shrugged his shoulders and walked into the room, maybe a bit too casually, "You?"

Ashton shrugged as well, turning back to his phone.

Michael just stared at him.

"You sure you're good?", Ashton looked back up, grinning lopsidedly at his bandmate.

"Mhh, well", he waited until Ashton furrowed his eyebrows to keep talking, "I think I could be. If I wasn't the only one being excluded."

"Ex- from what?", the drummer was more than confused, especially with how Michael was grinning like a menace at him. Was he high?

Michael shrugged again, sighing as if something traumatic had happened to him but none of the boys cared enough to notice it.

Ashton laid his phone down beside him, giving Mike his full attention.

"Did we do something? I'm sorry if we did something, Mike, I promise we didn't purposefully exclude you from anything."

"You really didn't, did you?", Michael's face changed to an almost pityful expression. Where was the boy going with this? Ashton looked at him, getting more lost every second, shaking his head again.

"Makes sense", Michael nodded to himself, "After all you're a little princess. Princesses are spoiled, so why would you come up to me, right?"

Ashton's eyes went big. Shit, he had thought that this was almost forgotten. It had been another three weeks since Luke had, well, fucked him with a dildo until he was crying and they hadn't talked about it again. It wasn't awkward either, everything was good.

But apparently not for Michael.

"I, uh-"

"You what? Obviously Luke told us what you two did and you know, I was hoping that maybe you'd come up to me and offer to not have me be the only one being excluded, but oh well. Gotta do everything myself."

"You-"

"Is the mighty princess busy right now or can I pledge for an allowance to touch your oh so fantastic behind?"

"Mike", Ashton winced, he didn't like his best friend sounding so mean. He didn't want him to be pissed off or angry at him.

He caught his lip between his teeth, worriedly biting on it. Should he...? It would make Michael happy again, right? But it would also be so embarrassing. Then again, it would feel good and he secretly loved the humiliation and it wasn't like Mike didn't exactly know what he was asking for.

So Ashton took a long shaky breath, then he slid off the couch and kneeled on the floor, hands claspes together in his lap.

"I'm sorry for being a brat", he mumbled to Michael's left knee.

Michael didn't react at all for a few seconds. Calum and Luke had described Ash as incredibly bratty and unwilling to obey to anything. But now he was kneeling in front of him and apologizing. Without even having been given any instructions to do so.

"Wow, Ash, you can be obedient then, huh?", he was mumbling himself.

"Just - just wanna be a good..."

"A good princess?"

Ashton nodded quickly, still not lifting his gaze and not able to say the word. It still embarrassed him too much to admit to it, that he liked being their princess. He was a man after all, a tall, fit, grown man with chest hair and abs. Being a princess was just... it was so humiliating.

"Say it, Ash"

But he didn't say anything.

"Aw, come on, Ashy", Michael leaned down to put two fingers under the others' chin, making him look him in the eyes, "Tell me what you are or I'll have to fuck the words out of you. And this door over there", he nodded towards the slide door that led to the bunk beds, "has no lock on it. The other boys could just walk in, while I'm making you sit on my cock."

Ashton clamped his mouth shut. He was too stubborn for this. And he kinda wanted what Michael was threatening to do. Wanted him to make him scream and beg so loud that Cal and Luke would come in wondering if he was hurt.

And Michael quickly picked up on that.

"Alright then", he grinned wickedly, lifting his hips off the couch and pushing his pants and underwear down. Before Ashton cod fully register what was happening, his jaw was gripped and forced open and a half hard dick was fed into his mouth.

"Suck", Michael demanded, still holding onto the other man's jaw with a tight grip, but he slid his hand up the side of Ashton's face to then instead take hold of his curls at the back of his head, forcefully pushing him down. Not even Calum had been this rough with Ashton.

Ashton choked but didn't try to pull back.

"Alright, enough", Michael pushed him away barely two minutes later.

Ashton looked up at him with wide eyes, mouth still open. Did he do somethin wrong? Was Michael suddenly digusted of him?

But he wasn't.

"Clothes off", he said, dick still being out and crossing his arms over his chest. He lifted his eyebrows expectantly, when Ashton didn't move.

Ashton gulped, blushing heavily, but started doing as asked.

"That too", Michael grinned when he hesitated to take his boxers off. Biting his lip, the drummer obeyed, then he got back on his knees in front of Mike, hands clasped together in his lap.

Michael didn't say anything for a while, just staring at his older friend and having him sit there in front of him. Entirely naked and waiting for directions.

It was quite a sight to behold and Michael wondered if Ashton would let him take a picture if he asked.

"Tell me if you want me to stop with anything", he said seriously instead and Ashton nodded shakily. He didn't know what to expect, what might be coming.

Or who, he realized when he remembered that any of the other two boys - or even anyone at all - could just walk into the back of the bus.

"Wait here"

Ashton obeyed, not moving an inch until Michael came back. He then turned his head to look at him, but the younger one only had to lift an eyebrow to make Ashton's head whip back around.

"Don't jump", he heard him mumble right behind him. He had kneeled behind Ashton.

Ashton kned his fingers in his lap, anxiously waiting for what Michael was going to do.

He couldn't believe he was in a situation like this again, was this all just okay with his bandmates?

And why did it excite him that he wasn't sure if they enjoyed this as much as he did?

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i haven't posted in quite some time so i'm splitting this one into a two part imagine to give you something new 🥰👀

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5sos-fic-exchange · 2 years

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5sos Fic Exchange - Summer 2022

We had 14 wonderful fics created for this round of our biannual exchange! There’s a collection on AO3 that can be found here, and tumblr posts are linked in this masterlist! Remember to show the author some love if you read by leaving kudos, comments, and reblogging their post!

Lacuna - 27k, E, Cake, written by @ashtcnirwin for @crossedwiress

So Luke doesn’t mind having Ashton in his life.

He really enjoys it, actually.

What he has yet to find a reason for enjoying, however, is the fact that if he’s invited to third wheel Michael and Ashton, Calum is usually invited as well.

In which Luke needs a place to live, Calum needs a roommate, and they don’t exactly dislike each other, they just don’t exactly like each other either.

Take My Paw - 13k, T, Malum, written by @youngsingingheart for @jbhmalumm

A kitten and a puppy meet in a place full of other kittens and puppies.

i’ll be patient despite our racing hearts - 5k, T, Mashton, written by @calumsclifford for @lukemichaelcalumashton

The thing is, Michael and Ashton aren’t not friends. They do things that friends do. They enjoy each other’s company. They have the same taste in music. They have good talks. “You can be friends with your boyfriend, Michael,” Calum says, exasperated.

or, Michael and Ashton are accidentally fake dating

take my hand (now and forever) - 2k, T, Mashton, written by @jbhmalumm for @calumsclifford

It doesn’t take him long to find Ashton. He’s sitting along the stream, toes dipping in the calm water. The moon casts a light so gentle over his profile that Michael’s breath almost catches in his chest. They’re a long way from the time they fell in love, but in moments like these, when it’s the middle of the night and Ashton’s features and whole demeanour radiate youth and innocence, it feels like the first time Michael looked at him and realised he hadn’t thought of him as a friend in a long time.

or: mashton, camping, and late night talking

since we can’t hook up tonight - 5k, E, Lashton, written by @lifewasradical for @killmytimes

As much as he may nearly count down the hours until he gets to speak to Luke again, that doesn’t mean that Luke is doing the same for him. Now that Luke is off touring and seeing new people and amazing sights, maybe he’s forgetting about the people waiting at home for him.

Maybe he’s forgetting Ashton is waiting at home for him.

But Ashton reminds himself again that just because he’s a hopeless fool for Luke doesn’t mean that Luke feels the same about him. Quite the opposite, honestly, because he knows that Luke doesn’t feels the same about him, or they wouldn’t be in this position right now, friends with benefits instead of more.

Daydreams - 6k, T, Mashton, written by @daydadahlias for @babush-cat

It’s not Michael’s fault the owner of Fletcher’s Flowers is so good-looking. And no one—Luke—should be able to blame him for wanting to come to the shop and admire the pretty buff man with large delicate hands as he assembles bouquets or pets his cat.

you erode all my edges (and make me into love) - 4k, T, OT4, written by @bandsanitizer for @daydadahlias

For all the people Ashton has loved, it never quite crossed his mind how differently love exists. That sure, somewhere within the love between friends and family, romantic partners and the kind of love you extend to random people that come through your life, Ashton definitely put together that not all feelings of love are the same.

But when it comes to loving Michael, Calum, and Luke, Ashton has found that it’s not quite as simple as clearly-cut categories between labels on relationships. He might even consider it wrong to confine the feelings he has for them—in both degree and complexity—into something as simple as just romantic infatuation or as cut-and-paste as seeing himself with them for the rest of his life. Ashton definitely does, don’t get him wrong, but for all the love he’s experienced and given, it’s strange to come to an awareness that even when you think love is the same—even when you might even want it to be—it’s not.

That, to Ashton at least, it’s less of differences in relationships and more of differences in people that we love, that inspire us to love differently.

Off-stage - 6k, T, OT4, written by @lukemichaelcalumashton for @bandsanitizer

“So we’re kissing each other on stage now?” Ashton asks while they sit around eating their dinner after the show.

Luke chokes audibly on his California Spring roll, forcing Michael to give him a few thumps on his back. With watery eyes, he glances at Calum, sitting across from him and finds him grinning back smugly. Neither of them say anything. It’s Michael who says, “yeah, what was that about?” looking directly at Calum who shrugs nonchalantly.

“Dunno, I just felt like doing it,” he says, leaning back on his palms, still looking at Luke. “Luke doesn’t mind, do you, Luke?”

The truth is Luke does mind. He minds a lot. Not because he doesn’t like it, but because it messes with his head--leaves him feeling a little floaty and distracted.

Or 3 times the boys kiss Luke on stage + 1 time Luke kisses them all off stage.

in your ocean, i’m sinking - 11k, T, Cake, written by @crossedwiress for @4thbrighteststar

Luke’s eyes are a little too bright when you look into them for too long. It would be easy to fall into them.

Calum wonders whether it would be more like hovering in a lovely blue sky, sunrays warming his face and very soul, or perhaps maybe drowning in a chilling ocean, cold waves enveloping his body.

A part of him, a reckless part of him, is willing to fall if only for the glimmering hope that it would be the former.

In which Calum and Luke go on a road trip to New York, featuring: pining, bad jokes, and far more coffee than is advised.

there’s no need to run and hide (when the world leaves a scar) - 10k, T, Lashton, written by @jurassicworjd for @lifewasradical

Luke is a new intern, and he gets along with pretty much everyone he works with. Well, everyone except for Ashton Irwin. Ashton is cold, and doesn’t give him the time of day. Certain events keep on bringing the two together whether they like it or not, and eventually, Luke finds out why Ashton is so cold.

i wanna tell you so (how to hold my heart) - 25k, T, Mashton, written by @babush-cat for @igarbagecannoteven

Ashton turns to greet him, faded red hair swishing gracefully with the motion until the gentle waves settle and frame his face, all sunny grin and perfect dimples and sparkling hazel eyes and Michael hates Calum he hates him so much.

“Oh hey, it’s my favorite customer!” he says with his stupid cute voice constantly sounding on the verge of laughter and happiness and sunshine.

Michael hopes his face isn’t as red as it feels, averts his eyes to shield them from the powerful glow Ashton always seems to emanate, “You say that to all your customers.”

Michael is a programmer by day, a vigilante’s guy in the chair by night, and a full-time admirer of the cute barista down at the coffee shop he frequents, and sometimes he wonders if everyone around him is way too dramatic or if he’s missing something.

or, this technically still counts as a coffee shop au

burnt eggs & broken promises - 5k, G, Lashton, written by @igarbagecannoteven for @jurassicworjd

“…So after a month or two of getting hounded by people, I may or may not have invented a fictional boyfriend.”

Luke glanced up at Ashton with worried blue eyes, as if he was expecting to be berated for lying. Instead, Ashton shrugged. “I can see why.”

or,

Ashton’s always found his roommate, Luke, nothing but aggravating, but when they make a deal where Ashton has to pretend to be Luke’s boyfriend for a night, his opinion starts to shift slightly…

i don’t wanna dive too deep or i’m never comin’ back - 22k, E, Lashton, written by @killmytimes for @ashtcnirwin

luke goes to the gym for the first time and unexpectedly meets the most beautiful boy he’s ever seen.

true love in 3D - 16k, M, Muke, written by @4thbrighteststar for @youngsingingheart

Michael turns around, too, and he swears it’s like something out of a romcom. Luke Hemmings turns out to be a gorgeous 6′2 man with eyes so blue and the fluffiest blond curls he’s ever seen. Michael feels his heart rate bump up, up, up, faster, faster, faster, and his mouth goes dry and his eyes probably widen a little too much, but he barely registers the nerves. Instead, his brain takes note of exactly three things: the massive violet bush against his back that threatens to swallow him if he swoons, the smell of the rum that Jack is holding next to him, and the single clear thought his head will allow right now - this summer just got a lot more interesting.

A muke cate’s brother songfic.

Thank you to all of our participants for your amazing fics!

#masterlist #summer 2022 #fic rec #5sos fic #cake #malum #mashton #lashton #ot4 #the list is complete!

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allsassnoclass · 1 year

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In honor of international dance day, here’s a mini masterlist of my fics that feature dancing!

AO3 Fics:

pas de deux: (50k mashton fake dating ballet au)

Michael Clifford is an up and coming choreographer who has been brought to the Minneapolis Ballet to revamp their production of The Nutcracker. Ashton Irwin was a ballet prodigy who stepped out of the spotlight after a devastating injury five years ago and is now ready to return to dance. After they begin fake dating to protect a secret, they end up spending a lot more time together than either of them anticipated, both inside the rehearsal room and outside of it.

(a/n: this is the fic that i’m most proud of, because it’s by far my longest and the first time i tried and succeeded in writing a multi-chapter thing! it holds a special place in my heart)

Partner Steps: (18k mashton alternative fame with ace!ashton)

"I figured we wouldn't even touch the song today, not from a dance standpoint," Michael says. "I think it'd be more useful to use today to take stock of how you move and what sorts of things come most naturally to you so I can choreograph to your strengths and know moves or techniques will take more time to implement. Basically, I want to put you through your paces so we're better prepared going forward, teach some basics, maybe do a few short combos so I can see how quickly you pick up on things and how you learn best. Sound good?"

"Yeah, sure," Ashton says. "You're the expert here."

Michael shrugs one shoulder up.

"Yeah, but it's your project. It's your song and music video. I want to be sure you're going to be happy with this process."

Or: Ashton Irwin wants to release his second album. He hires Michael Clifford to choreograph the video for the lead single.

(a/n: this one was incredibly self-indulgent, and as such i think it’s really good because the love shines through!)

rainy days in california: (2k of fluffy mashton)

"I love the rain," Michael says, adjusting his position so he can stick his cold toes under Ashton's thigh. "It's fun. Refreshing. I like how everything smells afterwards."

"You always were a little weird," Ashton says. Michael removes one foot so he can kick at him, then returns his toes to under Ashton's leg.

"Lots of people like that smell. Besides, nothing is as fun as going out and playing in the rain. It's like going to the water park but better because you can push your friends down into the mud."

(a/n: sometimes you just need to dance in the rain and be silly with your loved one)

dance with me: (1k of mashton domestic fluff)

"Dance with me. It doesn't have to be for very long, but I want to dance with you."

(a/n: exactly what it says on the tin!)

Other:

This Prompt where Calum is a ballroom dancer and Michael is his Grammy-winning husband

Meet Me Under the Mistletoe: (15k mashton Christmas fake dating featuring a scene where they swing dance together)

Too Close To See: (20k malum fake dating at a wedding with a pivotal slow dance scene)

#me making this: wow i really like making mashton dance together apparently!#mini masterlist #my writing #i feel like i'm missing a prompt for one of the other pairings #but i can't think of it #anyway! i want to add to this eventually!#i have an idea for a cashton fic where they're both dancers #and i have dance scenes for other pairings planned in other fics

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5sos-fic-fest · 5 days

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2024 5sos Fic Fest Masterlist

We had a total of 14 fics posted for this round of the fest, spanning a variety of pairings, lengths, and genres! There’s a collection on AO3 that can be found here, and tumblr posts are linked in this masterlist! If you read, try to show the author some love by leaving kudos, comments, and reblogging their post!

We Could Be Anything by @kittenclifford (E, 14k, muke)

It’s become a habit now, a routine, almost normal for Luke to find himself outside of his dorm room, on the wrong side of the door, in the middle of the night on a weeknight. It was the third time this week (and it was only Wednesday) that Luke had been sexiled from his own dorm room by his roommate Calum. But he had to admit, Luke didn't mind being exiled nearly as much as he let on, because it meant that he got to spend time on the floor above. With Michael. Or: college AU where Luke's sexile from his dorm room leads him to Michael's room instead; from the floor to the bed, from friends to lovers

heart is gonna flatline || l.h. by @takemealivelh (M, 7k, luke x oc)

tour puts luke and lucy’s feelings to the test. addiction to sex, alcohol and weed for when things get hard. SMUT.

the cat's plan by @kaleidoscopeminds (T, 11k, cake)

Calum would like it to go on the record that Luke never wanted to keep the cat in the first place. Luke would argue that’s not entirely true. Not that it matters anyway, because when Calum shows up in their flat after work, hoodie soaked through, a pitiful mewing coming from his pocket and a beseeching look in his eyes, there was no way Luke would have had it in him to say no.

on purpose by @burstingsunrise (T, 20k, cake)

The desire to kiss Luke is overwhelming. Calum knows he looks ridiculous right now, but Luke’s right there, face inches away, smiling fondly at Calum’s stupid face caught between his careful palms. His eyes are different too. He’s not looking at Calum like he wants to fuck him. He’s looking at Calum like he wants to gently cradle Calum in his giant hands like a baby chick. Somehow, that’s even worse.

there's something that you should know by @cxmp-writes (T, 4k, malum)

Every summer, skater boys Calum and Michael travel to a sleepaway camp like no other — Camp Woodward — to hone their skills, meet new friends, and take their talents to the next level. But it's what they're not expecting that will change their lives forever.

Under the Moonlight by @ashtons-lemon-tree (T, 682, mashton)

Ashton reveals his feelings for Michael at a party celebrating their album release

the story needs some mending (and a better happy ending) by @clumsyclifford (T, 5k, mashton)

“‘Let's see a witch,’” Ashton says. “‘It’ll be fine, Ashton. What could go wrong?’” “I didn't say witch, I said psychic! How was I meant to know she was both?” “From the sign!” Ashton says, gesturing emphatically at an A-board whose advertised PSYCHIC/WITCH SERVICES couldn't be more clearly outlined. Michael tries to grumble but only manages a rumbly croak. “Look, you're fine. I'm the one who’s a bloody frog.” “Play stupid games, win stupid prizes,” Ashton sing-songs.

caught beneath the landslide by @starvinginbelair (E, 4k, lashton)

“You wanted to hear the playlist,” Ashton says, voice low and gravelly. He shoves the plastic CD case back onto the shelf, the one that once housed this damned CD that’s spinning music around them right now, that Luke should’ve never asked about in the first place. “This is the playlist.” “I don’t want your number no,” the CD croons, clearly unaware of whatever the hell it is that’s going on right now. “I don’t wanna give you mine and nooooooooo.” “I didn’t think you’d put No Scrubs on it,” Luke counters, sticking his thumb in his mouth to bite at the edges of his nails.

may the best man win by @lovesosweeet (T, 20k, calum x oc)

competing for the best toast at their best friends' wedding, calum and tanner go from being pretend rivals to... something like friends. maybe a little more? may the best man win.

the skies falling down (end of the world) by @sup3rbloom (T, 4k, lashton)

Luke is severely hurt, and Ashton is desperate to find something to heal his best friend. He's on the brink of giving up when he meets Michael and Calum, who happen to be from a community that has medical supplies.

Fell In Love With a Boy at the Rock Show by @bandtra5h (M, 4k, malum)

Michael came to Calum with a request, a huge best friend favor: “Calum I need you to drive me Vegas!” Or Michael impulsively buys tickets to an emo festival in Las Vegas to meet up with a girl he's been talking to on Discord, but has no idea how he's gonna get there. Luckily, Calum has a car...

running from something (running back to you) by @the-technorats (M, 23k, lashton)

Luke should have died a long time ago. He’s had every chance to, and somehow he just keeps evading it. Being in the Hunger Games, though, seems like it should be the final nail in his excruciatingly, meticulously constructed coffin. Or, the one where Luke is the District Four male tribute for the Hunger Games and he loses everything. Everything, that is, except for Ashton.

Always In Spring by @chamaleonsoul (M, 17k, cake)

Luke and Calum’s friendship has gone through many highs and lows, and it’s so full of parallels and full-circle moments that it’s almost like the universe is set to make sure they grow, love and stay together.

vampire?! (should have known it was strange you only come out at night) by @igarbagecannoteven (T, 2k, muke)

“What I’m trying to say is, it’s awesome that your family has this whole ‘goth mad scientist finally got paid for all the Frankensteins they’ve made’ type vibe going on, but if you plan on bringing someone home to meet the parents, you should give them a heads up. It was a little hard to appreciate the coolness when I was trying to figure out if I was going to end up as Cult Victim Number Two.” “What made you decide that’s not going to happen?” Luke asked. Michael thought about Calum’s texts and shrugged. “Honestly? Still not a hundred percent sure it’s not. But if you’re doing the sacrificing, I don’t know if I’d mind.”

Thank you to all of the participants!

#masterlist #friends to lovers fest 2024 #5sos fic #5sos fanfiction

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bratzforchris · 9 months

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Masterlist

Hello! This is a complied list of all my works for you to enjoy! Please remember that my writing does not reflect 5sos in real life; it is purely fiction 🎀🤍

🌷=fluff

🖇=angst

💋=smut

🧸=age regression

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Luke Hemmings

I have a separate masterlist of Luke works because I have way more of those than anything else :). That can be found here!

Michael Clifford

🌷 I'll Always Listen

🌷 To the Moon and Back

🌷 You're Beautiful

💋 Streams

💋 Don't Worry Baby

Calum Hood

🧸 My Baby

🌷 Unhappy Halloween

🌷 Five More Minutes

🌷 Marriage

💋 Latin and Pentagrams

🌷 Tour Struggles

💋 Softie

Ashton Irwin

🌷 I'll Take Care of It

🌷 Study Stress

🌷 Feel Better

🌷 Bad Days

🌷 Ours

5 Seconds of Summer

💋 Five Sauce

Lashton

🌷 Brothers

🌷 You'll Be Okay

Muke

🌷 The Dress

🖇 Diagnosis

🌷 Woke Up In Japan

🧸 Luke's Secret

Cake

🧸 Little Lukey

🧸 New Toys

Mashton

🌷 Cupid

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All works posted here are my original ideas and stories unless otherwise stated. Please do not post elsewhere or copy my work.

Updated: February 13th, 2024

Requests are here <3

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pixiegrl · 4 months

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5SOS FicMasterlist

Links to all my 5SOS masterlists:

lashton masterlist

muke masterlist

malum, cashton & other masterlist

mashton and cake masterlist

lingerie 5sos masterlist

explicit masterlist

wlw masterlist

#my fics #my writing #my fic #i dont remember my tags anymore tbh #im not rebranding im cleaning up #or maybe it is a rebrand who knows

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caketopics · 2 years

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Cake fic rec masterlist🍰 !!!!!!

so @chamaleonsoul wanted my recs, and it kind of spiraled into a whole thing !!!! as some of you know i used to read cake back in the day too when i was like 13, so i wanted to highlight some oldies and new ones i love !! i tried to make it as organized and detailed as possible, so i hope you enjoy (:

1. Everything by @burstingsunrise !! (galacticsugar on ao3)

molly is my favorite cake writer, and i recommend each of her fics !! she writes them so well, and with such heart. i’ll highlight my favorites of hers;

In the in between

words: 32, 786

tags: set in canon, friends to lovers, slow burn

rating: mature

notes; best in canon fic i’ve read, i love how calum and luke are written here, molly writes them as they are and i love it. quarantine cake my beloved <3

i don’t mind you under my skin

words: 26, 233

tags: strangers to lovers, friends with benefits, nsfw

rating: mature

notes: broke my heart in the best ways, i could re-read endlessly and will never tire of this fic. calum is dumb but it’s fine

2. Everything by @kaleidoscopeminds !! Meg is my other favorite cake writer, i always feel so invested and emotional when reading her stories. i’ll point out my favorites but they’re all amazing !!

the flatmate arrangement

words: 20,015

tags: roommates, fluff, implied sexual content

rating: mature

notes; CUTEST ROOMMATE AU EVER, POST IT NOTES ARE ROMANCE !!!! i love katie <3

dreams makes the sounds (that carry me so far away)

words: 36, 686

tags: road trip, strangers to lovers, slowburn

notes: GAH I LOVE THIS ONEE, luke is DUMB, i screamed at my phone but i legitimately think this is my favorite meg fic

3. build on me, build on me by mockturtletale !!

CLASSIC CAKE FIC

it’s from 2014, but it still holds up today !! one of my all time favorites🥰

words: 13, 220

tags: pining, sexual tension, canon twitcam mentions

rating: mature

notes: mutual idiot pining at its FINEST, i love idiots to lovers, this is a classic yall !!

4. Everything by @emmybazy !!!! back in the day emmy was the cake queen !!!! when i re read her stuff today, it still holds up as strong, lovely stories. it’s hard to choose but i’ll highlight my favorites;

i think you’re my best friend

words: 18, 784

tags: angst, kid fic (both ways), minor character death

rating: Teen

notes: THIS FIC IS ONLY FOR THE WEAK, IF YOUR HEART BREAKS EASILY STAY AWAY !!!!! but also read anyway bc it’s beautiful

Got to Get Out

words: 21, 235

tags: Au, kid fic, angst

rating: mature

notes: KID FIC MY BELOVED !!!!!! so so fucking cute and nostalgic and just !!!! friends to lovers prime !!!!!

honorable mentions vegas love affair & maybe i’ll change your mind ( YOU KNOW WHAT JUST GO READ ALL OF HER WORK)

5. Yesterday’s feelings by stelleshine

words: 70,091

tags: angst, past relationships, nsfw

rating: Explicit

notes: stelleshine’s writing is just !!!!! chef’s kiss !!!! it feels like im reading a published novel, her characters and plots always hold so much depth !!

lay me down (ALSO NOT FOR THE WEAK HH) & stand again by her are also favorites !!

6. Take notes by @daydadahlias !!

words: 78, 869

tags: au-college/university, nsfw

rating: explicit

notes: MY FAVORITE !!!! JESS FIC !!!! the communication !!!! the consent !!!!! the mutual pleasure !!!!! jess highlighted everything important in a sexual relationship and put it into a fic, it’s so educational and comforting to know there will be ppl who will make you feel safe & comfortable. i love jess & i love this fic

7. my heart radio is set to explode by horriblekids !!

words: 15, 389

tags: 5+1, accidental relationship

rating: teen

notes: ACCIDENTAL DATING MY BELOVED !! this is one of the og’s, it’s a roommate au and it’s. so good

8. more than just a neon weekend by @clumsyclifford !!

words: 8, 116

tags: miscommunication, mild sexual content

rating: mature

notes: AHHH i remember i read this before i became friends with bella & i fell in love. it was an introduction to bella’s beautiful writing, the tension is perfect i love this fic a lot:

9. we’ve got time on our side by fannyann !!

words: 57, 644

tags: uni/popstar au

rating: explicit

notes: ONE OF MY FAVORITES, i know it’s long but it’s so good. malum as roommates !!!!! is everything !!! lashton being besties on tour !!!! luke as a popstar !!! it’s everything you could want in a fic, PLS READ

10. days in the sun by @calumthoodshands !!

words: 134, 773 (ongoing, 32/? chapters)

tags: SLOW BURN, enemies to lovers

rating: mature

notes: aria already knows how i feel abt this fic. it’s gorgeous, the imagery is unmatched, i’m so attached to the characters, it’s long and i love every minute of it, i don’t want it to end

11. All We Seem To do Is Talk About Sex by makingdemands !!

words: 12, 708

tags: neighbors, humor

rating: teen

notes: LUKE IS SO FUCKING AWKWARD IN THIS ISTG but it’s hilarious and cute !!!! (lot of sex mentions, not actual sex)

12. take the pieces, build them skywards by orphan_account )):

words: 24, 663 (2 chapters)

tags: canon compliant, friends to lovers

rating: explicit

notes: okay. i know im saying this abt everything but this genuinely might be my favorite fic of. all time. it’s just written so well and so real and im !!! so upset it’s orphaned !! pls if anything read this one, it’s lovely.

13. Lake effect kids by @cringeycal !!

words: 10, 832

tags: lake cake, friends to lovers

rating: teen

notes: adri !!!!! i know we haven’t talked much (a shame bc you see awesome) but God do i love this fic. it’s just so sweet and feels like a coming of age story, and everyone in here is so important. it’s a whole world and i love it a lot.

14. like we always will by orphan_account )):

words: 6,008 (2 chapters)

tags: canon compliant, feelings

rating: teen

notes: again, SO GOOD BUT ORPHANED. canon compliant i find difficult to write but this is so well done and just. p much represents cake as a ship.

15. Everything comes back to you by milecgv !!

words: 11, 812

tags: past relationships, angst with a happy ending

rating: G

notes: so good, i love reuniting even though it rips my heart out. the mashton in this is great too, i love the en

16. where the water meets the sky by orphan_account )):

words: 11, 324

tags: mermaid au, fluff

rating: G

notes: MERMAID AU !!!!!!! so cute, i love the world building and light fantasy elements i love mermaid malum😭

17. sunshine, i’ll be your light by @squishmichael

words: 12, 859

tags: trans character, getting together

rating: teen

notes: this one is so so sweet, i love taylor’s writing style sm and ofc it’s lovely to have a trans character !!!!

18. trapped under your spell by orphan_account )):

words: 26, 452 (2 chapters)

tags: hogwarts au, friends to lovers

rating: not rated (guessing G or teen)

notes: SO GOOD, im not rly into harry potter but i rly love this au !!!! it’s so cute, and i actually like the harry potter elements in this

19. almost is never enough by fannyann !!

words: 32, 674

tags: frat au

rating: mature

notes: FRAT CAKE ! FRAT CAKE ! and love the 1d guys in here !!!!!

20. i could start fires with what i feel for you by fannyann !!

words: 19,549

tags: roadtrip au

rating: explicit

notes: basically everything by fannyann is amazing and i remember reading her back in the day !!! it’s still so good today

21. I lied to you like a promise on new year’s day by @lifewasradical !!

words: 27, 116

tags: roommates, light angst

rating: mature

notes: amanda, i LOVED THIS FIC. i like how they didn’t get along at first, it progressed so wonderfully and you just write angst perfectly.

22. this was the very first page, not where the storyline ends by @cakelftv !!

words: 6, 027

tags: Au- university, 5+1

rating: teen

notes: this is ADORABLE, kirby has sooooo many works on their ao3 to check out, i love this fic and them so much

23. lips pressed close to mine by @pixiegrl !!

words: 30, 828

tags: fwb, nsfw

notes: em !!!!! i loved this fic, it’s so well done !!!! i love fwb to lovers, i love idiots, i love cake !!! i hope you write more of them soon

24. skywards by makingdemands !!

words: 4,061

tags: tattoos, fluff

rating: teen

notes: MUST READ, this one makes me emotional especially now that luke has tats too ?????? just pls read you won’t regret

25. Roses are Red by mukeclemmings !!

words: 5,559

tags: florist ! lashton, tattoo artist malum !!

notes: SOOOO CUTE AND FLUFFY and the mashton !!!!!!! adorable

ANDDD A SHAMELESS SELF PROMO BC I’M ME

we sang along to the start of forever by me !!

words: 11, 999

tags: canon compliant, established relationship, songfic

rating: mature

that’s all folks ! i love cake and i love my friends

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midnightash · 4 years

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Dating Ashton Would Include:

Ashton would most likely take you on coffee dates practically every day

Out of all of the boys Ash is probably the most romantic so lots of dinner dates

“Can we get a dog Ashton?”

Ashton always convincing you that you guys don’t need a dog because a lemon tree is a good pet

“You look amazing in my clothes”

Him teaching you drums of course

If you dated Ashton your best friend in the band would definitely be Mikey

“Ashton can we cuddle? Im cold”

Ash would definitely be the type to love to just go on small walks with you to talk about life

Lots of deep late night talks about life, health, etc

Okay but also imagine how warm Ashton would be while cuddling?!?

I also really feel like Ashton wouls just be the most supportive boyfriend ever like especially if you were feeling down or upset etc

I should do a full blurb on this because oh my god🥺

Okay also like it would be such a strong relationship and no matter what happened you guys would be going strong

Overall it would be such an amazing thing and I want it🥺

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I actually would love this🥺

Any requests? Send them to my inbox and i’ll get to them as soon as possible🖤

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #calum hood #5sosedit #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #5sos fanfic #5sosgif #cal #malum #mashton #muke #lashton #cashton #ash #luke #mikey #cake #5sos blurb #5sos masterlist

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clumsyclifford · 4 years

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“Can I stay?” Michael whispers, and Ashton nods, hoping that Michael will understand that this is a special circumstance, that Michael is a special circumstance, that Ashton wouldn’t let just anyone sit under the stars with him whilst he has an existential crisis.

just realized i never posted a link to this one lmao sorry everyone

#bella 'i have no idea what's going on ever' clumsyclifford #michael clifford #ashton irwin #mashton #mashton fic #5sos #5sos fic #fic #my fic #i am updating the masterlist which is why it came to my attention #but anyway here you go. a reblog link for all your reblog needs

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maluminspace · 4 years

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All of the following works were written by me (maluminspace) and are not to be posted on this or any other site without my permission.

All explicit content is marked with *

Fluff

Morning Cuddles (OT4 fluff)

“Will you just shut up for a minute and let me think?!” Blurb Request (domestic OT4)

Ghostbusters OT4 (requested for spooky!sos 2019)

Haunted House Adventure ( malum/reader - Spooky!sos2019 request)

Worth The Wait (Poly!muke - requested for mikemonth 2019)

My Boys (malum/malereader)

The Perfect Finishing Touch (Malum/Female Reader - part of the 5sos writers collab September 2020)

Ot4 shenanigans in Korea (coming soon)

Smut

Less of an angel (Mashton + Reader - requested for mikemonth 2019) *

A Decent Show (mashton + reader)*

Now That There’s Three (Hogwarts!sos mashlum)*

More Than Welcome (Hogwarts!sos clushton)*

Series

Catch Me On a Flower (mashlum)*

Main masterlist

Last Updated 26/02/2020

#5sos #5sos imagine #5sos blurb #5sos fic #5sos fluff #5sos smut #5sos angst #5 seconds of summer #poly!sos #poly!cake #poly!cashton #poly!malum #poly!mashton #poly!muke #poly!lashton #masterlist #my writing

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5sosfanfictioncatalogue · 3 months

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Michael/Ashton (3) Masterlist

part one, part two

a little extra credit never hurt anybody - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) T, 4k

Summary: Michael and Ashton used to be best friends when they were younger, unfortunately Michael ditches Ashton for popularity when they get older. Things change when Ashton gets offered extra credit to tutor a failing student. That student so happens to be Michael Clifford.

are we something to each other (or are we just blowing smoke?) (ao3) - bellawritess T, 10k

Summary: A startled laugh escapes Michael, and he gently pushes against Ashton’s chest, though his hand lingers as if for a moment he considers holding Ashton in place instead. “You’re lame. And you’re not kissing me like that in front of your friends. I’m a respectable fake boyfriend, I don’t believe in gratuitous PDA.”

Gotta Be Cruel to be Kind (ao3) - fourdrunksluts E, 26k

Summary: "It’s just for a date or two." Calum sounds exasperated despite Michael's excuse being perfectly valid. "Ashton’s hot."

"Ashton’s a shrew," he corrects, voice biting. "I’m not going to… to tame him, or whatever, just so you can convince some twink to go on a mediocre date with you."

The fandom required 10 Things I Hate About You fic.

He Drove Away The First of September, But I Remember (ao3) - senioritastyles G, 6k

Summary: "Hi." He calls, catching the cute worker's attention.

The worker looks up and fumbles around to put his phone away, his face awestruck as he looks at Ashton. "Uh, hi."

There's an awkward moment of silence as they both stare at each other, the sounds of the carnival fading into the background and Ashton feels his heart leap when the boy smiles. He's got on tight black skinny jeans and a Metallica t-shirt, his waist surrounded by what looks like a combination of a fanny pack and an apron. Ashton knows it's probably full of money and tickets even though no one is approaching is the booth to play, and he can't help but smile back at the boy. He's completely stricken by the boy's beauty, mesmerized by the enticing features and pale skin.

Or: Michael and Ashton meet right before Ashton has to go back to school.

It's something unpredictible, but in the end it's right (I hope you'll have the time of your life) (ao3) - orphan_account G, 4k

Summary: The 5SOS boys are babysitting a real life, small, fat, tiny, cute, little, useless, defenceless, and adorable baby. Oh dear.

"Just a bunch of fucking hocus pocus." (ao3) - pxnkspace M, 15k

Summary: It's just another boring Halloween night where Ashton has to babysit his brother and sister and miss out on the biggest party of the year. Until he manages to sneak out and bump into this strange boy he keeps seeing. Ashton doesn't believe in the supernatural. But after lighting the black flamed candle, the whole town is in for a hell of a night.

life is never like this (ao3) - merlypops T, 24k

Summary: The war is over and Ashton finds it hard to carry on until he meets Michael. Life goes on for Luke and Calum.

Mashton: Undercover (ao3) - HPFangirl71 M, 2k

Summary: When kisses undercover lead to something more....

Oh Christmas Lights, Keep Shining On (ao3) - allsassnoclass (brightblackholes) T, 3k

Summary: Michael and Ashton have won their town's Winter Decoration Competition for the past two years. This year, their new neighbors are going to give them a run for their money.

Playing With Chemistry (ao3) - fourdrunksluts E, 17k

Summary: It’s the busiest week of the year at the escape room Ashton manages, and it’s hard enough without Michael Clifford tempting him at every turn.

Rather Be a Riot Than Indifferent (ao3) - reversecow E, 10k

Summary: Michael Clifford hates Ashton Irwin. He's hated him ever since Ashton bumped into him without apologizing on the first day of his third year of university. He hates him more every time they interact, which is why it doesn't mean a thing that the soul marks inked all over Ashton's body match up so well with Michael's. Because there's no way the universe hates him that much.

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A University AU where Michael is stubborn and no matter what anyone else thinks, Ashton is absolutely not his soulmate.

Still Turning Out (ao3) - azsthztxc T, 11k

Summary: “He disappeared because what he does is run,” Calum corrects. “You freeze. He runs. You’re both incredibly opposite, but the same—you both keep thinking you can just escape the future and your problems. Guess what? No amount of staying in place or refusing to, is going to let you know more about yourself if you don’t let yourself be known.”

Temptation (ao3) - Maluminspace E, 5k

Summary: Michael is about to start his first term teaching at Hogwarts. Ashton tries to help build his confidence...

the future with you - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) T, 2k

Summary: Ashton and Michael have a disagreement when Valentine's Day is just around the corner. Ashton and Michael have never fought in the six years that they've been together. It's a horrible time for everyone involved.

there's glitter on the floor after the party - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) T, 1k

Summary: The aftermath of Michael and Ashton's first new year's eve party as a married couple.

Twice As Much Isn't Twice As Good (ao3) - FayeHunter T, 1k

Summary: Michael's pretty sure this much coffee can't be good for the cute law student coming into the coffee shop

we were just two kids thrown into the flames - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) T, 8k

Summary: Ashton Irwin's name is picked during the reaping for the 75th Hunger Games. Unfortunately, so is his little brother Luke. But then, Michael Clifford is volunteering for his brother. Ashton has to figure out how to make sure he stays alive, but the love of his life also stays alive.

wherever I am, I’ll come running (ao3) - nothingliketherain (39_killer_queen) T, 4k

Summary: If he’s being honest, Ashton doesn’t know what to do either. Out of Michael’s closest friends he’s the only one who doesn’t have a dog, the least likely to have a vet on speed dial, the least likely to have something like this happen to him before. But instead of calling Luke or Calum for help, he called Ashton.

Because if there’s one thing Ashton does know how to do is take care of Michael.

#5sosfanfictioncatalogue #5sos fanfic #5sos #5 seconds of summer #mashton #michael clifford #ashton irwin #mashton masterlist

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Let Me See You

Mashton

Warnings: self hate

some fluff for a change: Ashton feels insecure and Michael helps him feel better.

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Michael had noticed it the first time when Ashton kept his shirt on when they went to the beach.

Sure, some people kept their shirt on when they were swimming but Michael had never paid it much mind and never wondered why some of these people might do this.

So he had confusedly asked his boyfriend of a week: "Hey, Ash, why are you not taking off your shirt?"

Ashton had only shrugged and told him he felt cold.

But he couldn't possibly always be feeling cold.

Especially not during a hot bath.

"I know you're not comfortable with being naked around each other, Ash, so I thought we could wear swimming trunks."

Ashton shook his head again.

Michael didn't know that it was a struggle for him just to wear short pants or said swimming trunks - and squeezing into a bathtub with the other tall boy? No, he would notice how fat he was and how annoyingly squishy everywhere. Ashton didn't even let his boyfriend cuddle him for that reason.

Ashton had always wanted to cuddle. He'd never done it and he craved it but he was too disgusted by the thought of the other boy having to feel his body.

And he didn't want him to see it either. He couldn't even look at himself, always averting his eyes when he was showering or getting changed.

So how was he supposed to let someone else look at him?

What if Michael would realise how much better he could do if he saw him like this - without clothes?

"Ash? You in there?" Michael was waving his hand in front of Ashton's face with a slight smile on his own. He looked fond of the other boy.

"I- yea, sorry"

"S fine, but do you really wanna waste that water? It's already in the bathtub."

"You can just use it yourself", Ashton's voice was careful and soft, "I just don't feel like taking a bath today, you know."

"You told me you love it, though"

Damn, he had. Michael knew that Ashton loved baths much more than a quick shower. He didn't see any way out of this, so a few minutes later he was left alone in the bedroom, a pair of swimming trunks pressed into his hand.

Michael was already getting changed in the bathroom.

It wasn't even one of those big pant like one, it was one of those wimming trunks that stick tightly to your body and that made everything even worse.

"Ash?", Michael's head and one of his bare shoulders peaked out of the bathroom door.

Ashton looked up from the piece of clothing in his hand.

He must have looked pretty broken, as Michael immediately walked towards him, a worried expression on his face. "Hey, you okay?"

Ashton gulped, trying to manage a tight smile, but that only made his boyfriend's worried expression deeper.

"What's up?", he carefully asked as he wrapped his arms around his still fully clothed boyfriend.

Ashton breathed deeply, trying to find the confidence to tell his boyfriend what was going on. But he didn't even have to.

"You don't wanna take off your clothes?"

He shook his head.

Then he was being led into the bathroom and Michael grabbed under his thighs softly, lifting him up to sit him on the counter by the sink.

Ashton kept his head hung low, inspecting his hands that lay in his lap.

"Baby", Michael whispered and carefully put a finger under the other man's chin to lift his head up. Green eyes met hazel ones. But only for a second, then Ashton quickly averted his.

"Hey", Michael kept his voice in that low whisper, "Look at me please"

Ashton bit his lip, then pulled his head away. Michael's hand fell back down and he looked at his boyfriend with sad eyes. Something wasn't right here. Really not right.

"Ash -", a sob escaped the other boy and his big hands went up to harshly rub at his eyes that were threatening to spill tears.

"I- I'm sorry" he hiccuped, trying to shrink in on himself on the counter and bend away from Michael at the same time.

"Hey, hey, no", Michael reached out, slowly to not scare Ashton, and grabbed his face in both hands, carefully turning it back so he could look into those hazel eyes again. There were glassy now, the first teardrop slipling into his lower lashline right as they made eyecontact again.

"Don't be sorry, it's okay", he wiped the tear and the ones that were quickly following away with his thumbs, "Can you talk to me, though, babe? Please?"

Ashton shrugged, a sad tired movement of his shoulders.

Michael gave him time to gather the courage to tell him. He stayed silent and just caressed his boyfriend carefully, aware that he wouldn't speak up if he pressured him.

"I just...", Ashton gulped, looking down to let his curls cover his face, "I'm so ugly"

It was merely a whisper, but Michael still heard it.

Adjusting his voice to his boyfriend's he said: "Why do you think that, baby?"

Another few minutes passed, Ashton self consicously picking at his arms and keeping his curls hiding his face.

Michael carefully massaged his thighs with his thumbs, the rest of his fingers just splaying on them and holding onto him.

"I'm fat", the drummer finally mumbled again, "And disgusting. You're all so fit, but I'm so fat. It doesn't look like I excerzise or play drums almost every night at all. I just look fat, Mike. So fat and ugly."

Michael's voice sounded heartbroken when he let out a small "Baby"

Ashton just shook his head, not wanting to hear any consoling words from his boyfriend. He was his boyfriend he had to be nice to him.

"I'm not just being nice, Ash. I love you. The boys love you. The fans do. And none of us think that you're fat.", his hands went to grip the others hips instead, "If I thought you were fat and if you wanted to change that - because you wouldn't have to, I love you either way and I just want you to be comfortable - but if you did, I'd help you change. But, Ash - there's nothing fat or ugly about you. Yes, you're a wide strong boy. But you're my wide strong boy with your big thighs that I love so much and your arm muscles and strong stomach and your chest - you know, I love your chest", Ashton did, Mikey went nuts whenever he got to see part of his chest in those vests he wore on stage, "I love all of you, to be exact, baby. All of you, do you hear me? And all of you is beautiful and cute and strong. Ash, everyone who looks at you can see that you work out, that you're one big muscled boy. Just biceps, wow! And I know I've never seen your upper body, but baby - I go crazy just thinking about it."

"And when you'll see it you'll be disappointed", Ashton mumbled sadly, lifting his hands to try and tug the collar of his shirt further up his neck, so it would hide more of him.

Michael softly grabbed his hands, shaking his head. "Did you not listen to anything I just said, Ash?"

Sad hazel eyes met his then. Ashton looked like he was close to crying.

"I did. But you're lying, Mike. You've never seen - and when you do, you'll see that I'm right and -"

"Well, let's see then, shall we?"

Ashton's eyes widened in shock, then his body started to try to wiggle away from Mike's hands that were mercilessly tugging up his shirt. Michael didn't want to torture his boyfriend, but he needed him to see what he saw. There was no doubt that Ashton was beautiful, absolutely no doubt.

His big freckled hands tried to pry down the fabric of the shirt that was already rucked up to under his armpits now, but Michael might be weaker and have smaller hands, but he wasn't willing to give up.

"Arms up, baby, you know there's no other way out of this"

He only noticed the tears running down the tanned boy's cheeks when he had given up, lifte his arms and immediately wrapped them around his chest and stomach, curling in on himself and trying his best to hide away.

A wave of guilt washed over Michael when he sae the tears.

"Babe" he whispered again, wiping away the tears, but new ones immediately followed. Then a small sob.

Michael had never seen Ashton like that.

"Stop, please", it sounded strangled, "You don't - I'm so disgusting, Mikey, please"

For a while, Michael was unsure of what to do. He really did not want his boyfriend to keep breaking like that in front of him, but he also really didn't want to see him ever think of himself as disgusting again. Because he wasn't.

At some point Michael realized that Ashton's eyes were peaking out from behind his curtain of curls, focused on something in front of him. The pale boy followed his gaze and blushed, when he found what he was so intensely looking at. But he also couldn't help but grin.

"Ash", he giggled, "I can see you looking at my dick"

The teary eyes shot up, curls bouncing on his forehead and his cheeks burning. "I- i"

"It's okay", Michael was still giggling a little, "I'll just put on some underwear real quick."

When he was done with that and turned back around, he wanted to squeak from happiness. Ashton had lowered his arms, the hands now resting in his lap again.

Although Mike really wanted to oggle the other's chest now that he saw it fully for the first time, but he instead softly took his hands in his own.

"Ash", he mumbled lovingly, lifting them up to his lips and kissing each of them.

"I love you", he whispered, "I love you, I love you, I love you"

While repeating those words, he slowly put Ashton's hands back down, giving view to his upper body. When Ashton saw his boyfriend's gaze lock onto it, he gripped tighter onto the hands still holding his. It was slightly painful, but Michael didn't say a thing.

He could see Ashton's chest rapidly rising and falling, his stomach muscles outlined, his tummy jutting out the tiniest bit where the line of his pants ended. And his chest hair, god, Michael actually had to hold himself back from starting to salivate all over himself.

"God", he mumbled, somehow sounding out of breath, "Ash"

Unsure hazel eyes looked at him again, so he finally let the smile take over his features and added "You're fucking hot"

A giggle slipped out of his boyfriend, making Mike grin even more. He immediately shook his head afterwards, though, refusing to believe it.

"Yes, Ash, yes, you are", he let go of his hands, having to pull a bit due to Ashton's grip on them, then sat them on the other's stomach as carefully as possible, "And what were you saying about having no muscles? Yes, I feel softness - not fat, Ash, softness -, but I feel a damn lot of muscle underneath this."

Ashton was blushing furiously.

"And your chest, Ash.", he gave his boyfriend a long look.

"What - what is it?", the boy asked in return, worried, "I - is it too hairy? I can shave it ,I promise, I-"

"Don't you dare" Michael gave a lopsided grin, "your 'hairy chest' is freaking hot, Ash. I wanna grab it and squish it and put my hands all over it. God, Ash, I want to get my mouth on it."

Ashton's blush increased. A lot.

"You - uh"

"You are the most beautiful, most attractive man I have ever seen, Ash. And I want us to work on you seeing that the same way, okay? I want you to grow comfortable to be shirtless around me, around other people. And then I want you to become confident of your thighs, baby. I want you to be able to take your pants off in front of me and be proud of those wide beautiful muscled pieces of legs you have. I want you to freaking dance naked in the shower, while I'm standing next to you, okay?"

Okay, maybe the last one was a bit too much. Which didn't mean that Michael definitely wanted it, but he didn't want to overwhelm his boyfriend.

"Okay?", he repeated, now in a hushed tone again, "Are you with me? Will you work on it with me?"

Ashton blinked a few times, drying tears still on his red cheeks and hazel eyes sad, but not as sad as before.

Finally he gave a small nod.

A bright smile took over Michael's features and he leaned in to smooch his boy right on the lips.

"Thank you", he mumbled against them, "Thank you. I'm so proud of you, I love you."

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I think I want to make this a series. I want to keep describing the way Ashton starts to love himself as much as he should, but then again I always wanna make my new pieces into series...😂

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