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° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . wayv as not-so-common romance tropes - xiaojun . ° . ᡣ𐭩 °

description: you get to choreograph and teach the routine to wayv's new song, and good god, you look hot in those sweatpants

pairing: idol!xiaojun x gn!choreographer!reader

cw: reader has long hair and a crop top, a few curse words, xiaojun being an extreme case of a loser

word count: 1,677

author's note: the first chapter of this series is out, yay! it was the first one i wrote and to be honest it was the reason this turned into series, originally the stories were supposed to be in a form of bulletpoints but i got a little carried away with dejun here... what can i say i love me a loser man 😔✊

you first met xiaojun after your demo choreography got chosen for wayv's new title track.

as a mentee of one of sm's most recognised choreographers, over the years you naturally picked up his dance style that the agency had favored so much, and after working as a dancer for a few years, you finally got to make your first original choreography - for red velvet's song.

with the instant recognition from the fans that your work got you, tiktok challenges with the choreography going viral and praise for both the group and you flooding the comment section under the dance practice video, the company began to hire you more often. that had eventually lead you to where you were then - having already worked with most of their artists at least once, it was time for your first collaboration with nct. wayv, to be exact.

when meeting the members for the first time, you were more nervous than usual. you couldn't put you finger on what exactly was the reason - was it their visuals that almost made you choke on your words from seeing them up close, or the group's, and you mean it in the nicest way possible, overwhelming personalities? maybe it was the combination of both, who knows.

but as the first practice went on, you quickly found yourself getting more comfortable with them, the uneasiness dissolving with each joke and silly remark from their side. on top of that, they seemed to have a lot of respect for you and your skills, letting you know they loved the choreography every chance they got and in the result giving you a good boost of confidence.

that is, except xiaojun. xiaojun was not feeling any more relaxed - if anything, he was getting more tense.

why? the answer was simple, although it took a good amount of courage for him to even say it in his head. the thought alone was making him very uncomfortable, feeling like he's going through puberty once again and not fully understanding the signals his body was sending.

you were, to put it simply, fucking hot.

and if that alone wasn't humiliating enough, dejun kept making a fool of himself because of how nervous you made him. normally, he was pretty confident with his dancing skills, but with you standing in front of him, your eyes carefully following his every move, arms crossed, hair, slightly disheveled from dancing, falling on your shoulders, your gray sweatpants, god, those gray sweatpants...

obviously, you noticed his uneasy state, it was hard not to. though since you didn't know him outside practices, you just assumed he was the shy type and hopefully would warm up to you with time. his members, on the other side, knowing their friend probably better than he knew himself, caught on to what's going on almost instantly. and no words had to be exchanged to form a silent agreement to make it even worse for him.

it's safe to say that the next week was nothing short of a living hell. every morning xiaojun had to hype himself up to even show up for the dance practices because of how straight up stupid he felt there. he had trouble memorising the choreography, because every time he tried to follow your moves, instead his eyes would move on their own to follow the hem of your cropped shirt, then the line of your waist all the way down to the waistband of those goddamn sweatpants. on top of that, he became so hyperaware of his own actions he started to question if he'd always been like this, or if your presence just turned him into a completely different person.

and because the only thing he would get out of your lessons was was what you wore on that day, every night he had to stay another few hours after everyone left to actually practice the choreography with the guide video you sent them in the beginning (he was thanking the universe that you weren't in that video, or else it might have gone very badly for him).

after he was done with that, all he could do was pray that his members were asleep by the time he returned to the dorm so he could wash the day away and hide in his room to push his face into the pillow - which, most of the time, was not the case. so the second he stepped through the door he was bombarded with unnecessary questions that they all obviously knew the answers to, but still posed them to him just for the sake of it ("what took you so long, you two made out in there or something?", "fuck off, guanheng."). those were then followed by teasing remarks, kissing noises, and occasionally some actually helpful, although unasked for, advice from kun or sicheng who got a sudden surge of conscience.

that's how xiaojun spent six out of seven days of your work together. six very long, draining days.

after finishing your last practice session together, all seven of you sat down on the floor, talking about everything and anything. drinking the last sips of your watered down iced americanos, getting to know each other, and joking around. you were enjoying your well deserved break, when at some point xiaojun stood up, very abruptly - you assumed he also realised it was a bit too sudden from the way he took a second to recompose himself, looking around sheepishly - and made a beeline towards the door, mumbling something about going to the bathroom.

before the door could even close behind him, ten jumped to his feet even faster than dejun had and bolted out of the room, following his friend right behind. puzzled, you watched the door slowly close behind them, but the remaining four members didn't seem fazed at all - they seemed to understand the situation much better than you, sharing glances and not-so-discreet smiles between each other.

at that point you were starting to feel a little worried - have you done anything to make him so uncomfortable around you? it's been quite a while since your first meeting and all the members had loosened up, but not xiaojun. thinking back, you can't even recall one time he looked you in the eyes, and it made you feel terrible.

using that the reason for your concerns had left, you decided to ask about dejun'a behavior, hoping that his friends would ease your worries and confirm that it was just his way of being and not you unintentioanlly being an asshole. after hearing your question yangyang only smiled wider, eyeing the three of his members with an expression full of something you couldn't really read,

"just wait."

well, that did not ease your worry at all. but before you could dwell and ask for more explanation the door opened again, and the two who left earlier returned. instead of going back to their previous spots though, they remained right by the entrance, their faces showing emotions so different they looked almost comical next to each other.

on one side stood ten, both hands resting on his hips, his smile nearly reaching his ears and eyes beaming with... excitement? maybe pride? meanwhile to his left was xiaojun, with arms crossed on his chest and head tilted down almost at a ninety degree angle, only small parts of his unbelievably reddened cheeks visible from between his dark hair strands. you almost thought he looked adorable like this, but you mentally slapped yourself just before that idea could be finished. not the right time, y/n.

"i guess it's time for us." kun spoke up, turning to you with a bright smile - what the hell were they all so jolly about? with that, the five of them said their goodbye's and thank you's, each giving you a warm hug before leaving out of the same door the two had been standing by moment earlier. before you could even muster up a proper reply, you and dejun were left alone in the empty practice room, the tension between you making the air so thick it was starting to get hard to breathe.

after the loud slam of the exit you turned your attention back to xiaojun, who seemed to had taken that moment of the spotlight not being on him for once to compose himself a bit, and was now standing straight, the color on his now fully visible face slightly closer to his original skin tone. your eyes locked for a brief moment, but he quickly averted his gaze back to the floor.

although still not fully in understanding of the situation you found yourself in, you were honestly starting to get a bit annoyed. you didn't want to leave any unresolved problems behind, knowing it would be hard for both of you if you were to work together again, so you took the initiative,

"dejun, what is all of this about? do you have something to tell me?"

the said man tensed up even more at the sound of his own name, closing his eyes tightly in a desperate attempt to get somewhat of a grip of himself. after taking a deep breath, and then another one, he opened his eyes again, and for a moment he swore the world started spinning at the sight of you. despite that he knew it was his only chance to let out what had been weighing on him, so he mustered up all the confidence he had left for that day to take a few bold steps forward until you were just an arm length away. it took probably all the confidence he had stored for that comeback to then raise his head and meet your eyes and, for the first time, don't look away.

"fuck it," he thought, knowing that it was extremely unlikely he would gather the courage to get to that point again, especially with your involvement in preparations for that comeback being done.

he took another, very shaky, deep breath,

"would you, uh, like to got out, maybe, sometime?"

©xdjville

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mieohmy · 2 years

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brb. | lee donghyuck

PAIRING: guardianangel! lee donghyuck x reader

GENRE: bulletpoint au, reincarnation! au, past lives! au, s2ls, romance, angst, fluff, humor

WORD COUNT: 5.8k

NOTES: mentions of death, heaven(?), food, angsty scenes, kissing

SUMMARY: where people have guardian angels and you’re somehow blessed with lee donghyuck (whether you knew it or not).

PLAYING: to my first (nct dream) | baby i need you (joosiq) | make me happy (wheein)

authors note: okay trying a different thing i hope it isn’t too weird… sometimes i have a love/hate relationship with long oneshots so to take a break here’s somethng new :) - jae

there’s a rumor that everyone has a guardian angel

it’s what you’ve heard since you were young from your grandmother

these ‘angels’ watch over you from the time of your birth until the day you die, only intervening to help you when needed- aka a miracle

you wondered if you really had one, especially on days where life was crappy

especially since you had no parents

you weren’t born with a golden spoon placed in your hand- your grandmother was the one who raised you until you were a (struggling) student in college

your grandmother was the one who told you all these fantastical stories until she left you your first year in college, the first year you were truly alone yeah, sometimes life was hard but you couldn’t complain, no matter how unfortunate you seemed

all your friends would comment on your sad life, that is until you actually went to college and no longer had any friends

it was just a waste of effort to find people who only sent you pitying looks and only cared about themselves

sighing, you take out your earbud and look out the window- raining again

whoever it was, you hoped they would make it stop, just for one day

that way you didn’t have to do your part time job in the rain

all after you attended school, and then after work you would carry your exhausted body home to study, wash up, go to bed, and repeat

well, you forgot an umbrella today

almost laughing at your stupidity, you walk in the rain, down the sidewalk

strapping on the bulky helmet, you take the latest orders before driving off onto the wet roads

after a long day at your university, you just wanted to finish your hours for today and get home to a warm house

but it seemed like today was not the day

your first delivery went smoothly, and you wish you could’ve said the same for the second

after you knock on the door, it takes five minutes before someone answers and your teeth are already chattering from your damp clothes and brisk wind

of course, they complain loudly that the order is wrong

but did they have to go as far as shoving the food onto the ground?

you glance down numbly at the ruined food on the floor, a mess that partially got onto your pants, before squinting up at the gray, almost ominous looking sky for an unmeasurable amount of time

that’s why you wondered if guardian angels truly existed.

and as usual, you close your eyes and count to five before letting out a deep breath- go home, shower, homework, sleep

not before reporting the incident to your boss and getting yelled at

usually, days like this melt into one

and you were used to the full cycle, but this one day felt weird- you couldn’t place it

you decide to walk home in the rain, it didn’t make much of a difference since you were already soaked

putting in your earbuds again, your eyes stay on the rough pavement in front of your scuffed shoes, failing to see the sky react as you move dangerously closer

at the red light, you wait to cross the path, eyes wandering around as you wait

you hear a small, almost whining sound to your left

frowning, you look around and squint closer at the dark alleyway where it seems like the sound came from

as curiosity gets the best of you and you move closer, the unintelligible whispers grow louder, regardless if you can hear it or not

it’s almost as if the sound was calling you, calling your name and beckoning you closer

like you were in a trance, you fail to notice the clashing of the sky, thunder and lighting beating down ferociously in battle

the world seems to grow darker in that second, wind blowing harder and rain in a downpour

unaware, you reach out towards the looming alleyway until a loud clap of thunder and flash of lightning overcomes your senses

abruptly, you feel something strong, and warm, pull you back

that something… eyes wide, you slowly turn towards the human? who saved you

with deep honey eyes and tan skin, a strikingly pretty boy in white clothes stares down at you in such concern you almost shiver

you stare up at him, shocked as to where he came from and why he almost looked like an angel in that moment with the random light surrounding him

“um, who are you?” you question.

he frowns, still holding you in his arms

that’s when you return to your senses, clearing your throat and stumbling away

you eye him suspiciously. “im sorry, do i know you?”

the strange boy jolts, as if he didn’t realize you were talking directly to him. “ah. you can call me…”

he hesitates and you raise an eyebrow

“haechan.”

the light turns green and you look towards it

nodding, you mutter an alright, slightly weirded out but you were too tired to question it

you move forward to walk ahead and haechan shouts out a “w-wait!”

you stop in your tracks, earbud halfway on its path to your ear already

he seems so awkward standing in the middle of the sidewalk, as if he didn’t belong there

finally he musters the courage to speak, “do you want to go to the convenience store and get something to eat?”

“no thanks,” you state bluntly, putting your earbud in and continuing down the clear road

haechan frowns as he watches your disappearing figure

he’s been watching you for so long, he came down to save your life and yet he didn’t even get a thank you

and he didn’t even get your name, regardless of the fact that he already knew it.

haechan knows the consequences, but he couldn’t help it

he saw you were in trouble and to be honest, he would do anything for you- even if the gods disapproved

a strong strike of thunder makes him roll his eyes and stick his tongue out at the sky before he sighs and looks dejectedly at his back

haechan supposes the rumors were right, his wings were gone.

your last thought before falling asleep that night was of the strange boy you saw earlier

who was he and why did he seem… almost familiar?

the next day, you don’t expect him to show up, in the same blindingly white attire, in front of your door with a sheepish smile

you gape at him, “h-how did you get here?”

he almost answers with, “i always know where you are at all times,” but haechan guesses that wouldn’t be the wisest choice

he desperately tries to come up with an answer, but you narrow your eyes

“if you followed me here, i suggest you leave before i file a stalking report.”

the door is halfway shut before he stops it with surprising strength. “y/n-wait-”

immediately, your blood turns cold and haechan curses internally

you point a finger straight at him and he flinches like you just kicked a puppy right in front of him

“how in the world do you know my name? i swear i never told you.”

questions swirl through your mind but you wait for his answer, heart racing

haechan knows he messed up, and there’s no going back now

slowly and calmly, haechan says, “we need to talk. preferably somewhere else… like the convenience store?”

you glare at him for the nth time and he shrinks away, sipping on his drink and taking another slurp of his noodles

he was the one who suggested this place and yet-

“how do you only have three dollars?!” you yell in frustration and he avoids eye contact

you pinch your nose bridge in annoyance, you didn’t think listening to this strange guy would lead you to the store just for you to pay for his food

“listen, haechan or whatever, i didn’t come here to pay for you and watch you eat- i came to figure out how you know my name.”

he straightens up in defense. “first off, ouch. and secondly, you will know, i just needed to replenish my energy. i still think it’s strange how humans have to pay for food that they need to survive.”

you stare at him, eye twitching

humans?

he takes another sip, draining the drink of its last drop before letting out a satisfied sigh and turning to you

“okay, im ready. you probably won’t believe me at first but just listen for right now.”

you cross your arms, “try me.”

he takes a deep breath, “y/n y/l/n, born on [month] [day] [year]. i was the angel assigned to you at birth and yesterday on june 6, 20xx, you almost died. i chose to come down to save you but technically, i broke one of the sacred rules and that caused me to lose my wings. that’s why i appear before you now, and why i was there yesterday. oh, and i think im stuck here on earth.”

you have no idea how long you sit there, staring at him as he stares back

you almost laugh, sure you heard about guardian angels before, but no one had ever tried to prank you to this extent

but you frown, how did this stalker figure out your name and birthday?

“it’s not a prank,” haechan cuts in and you almost jump in fright

“what the f-“

“im being serious, y/n.” his seemingly genuine eyes make you scared

“i’m your guardian angel.”

you place your palms on the table and stand up, chest heaving.

“there’s no way. angels aren’t real-“

haechan looks at you solemnly. “you lost your parents in a car accident at age three. your grandmother at eighteen. your favorite color is green. you always put the left earbud in before the right.”

you shake your head in denial. “how long have you stalked me for? you even know about my parents and…”

you falter when you feel his warm hand cover yours

“i’ve always been there, y/n. whether you realize it or not. and i didn’t want to see you die, so i stepped in and now i’m here as the consequences of my actions.”

you stare at him helplessly

haechan lets out a fond smile and you look at him questioningly

“when you were six, you caught a butterfly and named it-“

your eyes widen, “star, because i-“

“-always wanted to go to the stars,” haechan finishes for you and you feel at a loss for words

technically, he saved your life, and therefore you owe him, that’s always how you saw the world

an eye for an eye, a heart for a heart.

before you know it, you’ve returned home, except with a (very) unexpected visitor

you look down at your rough hands, your place was barely enough for you, barely enough that you were living on your parents’ remaining funds and part time jobs

“so it’s true? you’re my… guardian angel?” you have a lot of questions for him, but you bite your tongue- it can wait.

to be honest, you had no reason to believe him, but at the same time you had no reason not to believe him

he nods. “i don’t really have anywhere to go… and i need to figure out how to get my wings back and return-”

he looks up at the ceiling, “-up there.”

you speak slowly and softly. “i-i suppose you can stay on my sofa. it isn’t much but-“

“it’s perfectly fine,” he interrupts, eyes flashing.

you nod. “okay.”

it’s hard adjusting to living with someone else, you were always used to your grandmother out working to prove for you, and when she left, you were used to the silence of loneliness

now when you came home, he was always there

and for the first few weeks, you didn’t interact much

you were either out at school or work, and didn’t question what haechan did while you were gone

strangely enough, you trusted him

and sometimes, you would wonder if he was still watching over you, even while he was ‘down here’ on earth

he ate whatever you had for him and slept on the run down sofa with no complaints

one day, you come home from a long day to the smell of something you hadn’t experienced in a long time, something deep in your memories that suddenly washed up

home cooked food.

you stare at haechan with the cooking apron in surprise. “how did you…?”

he shrugs, “i had a bit of free time on my hands. an angel has his ways, you know?”

you can’t help but let out a tiny smile and haechan almost feels the breath escape from his lungs- never once had he seen you smile until now

you sit at the table across from him, munching quietly

“it’s good.”

he smiles at that. “how was class?”

you look up at him, surprised before remembering he basically knew everything about you. “fine.”

you swallow before attempting to speak up again, “how is uh, your attempt to get back up there going?”

that’s when his smile falters.

his chopsticks scrape the bowl mindlessly. “i’ve been trying to research how to get back and how to contact the higher ups, but no luck.”

feeling his disappointment, you shake your head. “don’t worry. i promise to help get you back there. especially since you saved my life and all.”

you come to think that haechan’s smile is especially bright in your colorless life

and you come to realize that you enjoy his company, and perhaps he enjoys yours

he pulls out old board games that you used to play with your grandmother and didn’t have anyone to play with after she passed away

he makes you laugh when you had a tough day at work

he tucks you in on those bad nights

he makes all the pain go away

maybe… haechan is truly your guardian angel

you come home one night, wiping your wet shoes on the mat from the rain outside

“i’m home!” you announce

with no response, you look around before seeing the bathroom light on, otherwise the place was completely silent

weird, did haechan forget to turn it off?

pushing the door open, you didn’t expect to see him there

shirtless

only a plain towel wrapped around his waist

almost immediately, you feel heat fill your body as he doesn’t quite realize that youre there

but something stops you in your tracks

what you didn’t expect to see either was the irritated, flesh colored and certainly painful looking- scabs?

you didn’t know how else to describe them except just semi-healed giant scabs, two running down his back

that’s when it hits you

“oh my god.”

haechan whips around, eyes flashing with a unknown emotion when he sees you

trembling, your eyes can’t leave the sight, “is that…”

his voice is strangely quiet. “yeah, it’s what you think it is. where my wings used to be.”

you don’t know what comes over you, but you carefully and slowly make your way closer to him

holding your breath, you tentatively raise a hand to his bare back, the skin otherwise soft and almost glowing in the bathroom light

you don’t have to look to know the pain he must be in, not just physically but mentally- to lose his wings, to lose his identity and what made him who he was

you whisper, as if you don’t want to hurt him with your words, “does it hurt?”

“only when i really think about it,” he whispers, eyes closed shut as your delicate fingers ghost over the marks

“don’t worry haechan, we’ll find a way.”

he opens his eyes and you finally see the confusion in them, the fact that he’s lost

“i don’t know, y/n. i don’t know how you do it. i have no answers and i have nothing anymore.”

you step closer to him, completely forgetting your surroundings and looking solely at him, his face, his dark orbs staring back into you

this is what it’s like to see an angel- literally.

“you do. you have… me.”

you smile crookedly, “and if not, well then sometimes being a human isn’t too bad. you know, when you’re not alone.”

you didn’t even realize that your hand had come up to hover over his cheek, just slightly due to fear of rejection and haechan must notice it then too

because he leans into it, and you try your best to ignore the skipping beats of your heart

haechan really tries his best to get back to the skies, even though you yourself is quite tempting for him to stay

he thinks maybe doing good deeds will help him, so he rescues a cat from a tree

(but man, having to climb the tree instead of flying was indeed hard for him to adjust to)

he tries meditation, tries everything in his power to connect back to the gods and plead for forgiveness

but maybe he isn’t trying hard enough- or maybe he just doesn’t want to anymore

that fact frightens him, especially when he goes to sleep thinking of your endearing smile and eyes full of life, even with all that you’ve been through

all the moments that you went throughout your entire life, he experienced it too

you, the cute little kid that lost more parents than the number of baby teeth you had at the mere age of 7

the time you walked home a little kid that got lost and gave them your umbrella to return home soaking wet but still smiling

when you help anyone who asks you for help or a pencil in school, even if they’ve never talked to you before

you, who laughs with your entire soul and gives him a purpose

he hates to see that you’ve grown in a beautiful and blooming human

one that makes him want to live each and every day next to your side

one that will probably grow old, move on to find and build a family without him

why does it hurt the more he thinks about it?

for you, the longer haechan stays on earth, the more you realize what it’s like to take care of someone else

to have someone else

he reminds you of a little kid, you snicker

“first, we’ll get you clothes. i’m tired of the all white- it’s so stereotypical.”

he frowns, “what’s wrong with white? all of us angels are like this.”

you give him a look, “sure, and it needs to change.”

you take him to a street shop, throwing him random outfits to try out for fun, just an experiment to see what he would look like

it’s quite funny to see him in trendy clothes, but at the same time you’re jealous of how good he looks

and you know he knows it

he smirks at you, “it fits me well, doesn’t it?”

you avoid eye contact, “whatever. as long as it fits and you like it then it’s good.”

you supposed all your hard work to earn money paid off

it was worth it for haechan

you thought haechan didn’t know much about life on earth but he proved to be smarter then you thought

he calmly walks up to the cashier, “i’ll have one burger with a cola.”

“please,” he adds

you stare at him, half shocked and half in awe, “not bad, newbie.”

he shrugs coolly and you hold back a laugh, “i’ve learned a lot from watching you, ya know.”

this time, you can’t help but laugh out loud

haechan smiles fondly, proud to have been the one to make you react like that

loneliness isn’t something you can define anymore, not with your angel by your side

“no, we still have to pay, haechan.”

“okay, but haven’t you heard of kill them with kindness?”

“… that doesn’t apply to this situation, nor is that how it works, haechan.”

“-it’s called tiktok. wanna make a dance with me?”

“just a five second dance? humans are weird.”

you forgot what it was like to live. but why does it feel so different with him?

every time haechan wished you good luck when you went to school

when he always knew you were feeling down after work and cooked a warm meal

when it was your parent’s death anniversary and he went with you to visit them

haechan holds the bright yellow umbrella over your head as you place the bouquet of flowers in their rightful spot

the rain only makes you feel even more detached

there’s so much you want to say, and nothing that will come out, so you close your eyes

haechan doesn’t say anything, only watching you with a concerned look

when you finish, you look up at him and he sends you a reassuring smile

on the walk home, you walk next to each other in silence, the occasional sound of a raindrop falling interrupting the silence

“thanks for coming with me today.”

“always.”

that night, you can’t fall asleep

for some reason, you keep glancing outside towards the living room, where you can see haechan’s faint silhouette on the sofa as he has been for past months or so

some urge compels you to get up, the floorboards creaking underneath you

he seems so still with his back towards you, body rising and falling peacefully, you start to think that he’s already asleep

until he speaks up sleepily, “why are you still up?”

almost jumping, you hesitantly scratch your arm while gathering the courage to speak

you’re afraid, but you know you shouldn’t be

“i, i can’t sleep. so i was wondering-“

he cuts you off, “do you want me to?”

unspoken words hang in the air

your voice is quiet

“please.”

your bed is small, and it barely fits the both of you

but you can’t seem to care when his warmth is already lulling you to sleep and the comfort of his arms engulfing you make you feel safe

just like you were a little kid again

“you smell good,” he remarks softly but you’re practically gone at that point

he checks to see if you’re asleep before burying his face in your hair

it feels a little too nice, a little too natural

maybe he begins sleeping next to you after that but you both don’t say anything about it

soon after arrives your grandmother’s anniversary

there’s no rain, but the dark and graying skies don’t make it any better

the week leading up to her death date was always rough, and you’re grateful for haechan not questioning it

you bring freshly picked flowers and ask him to come with a silent invite

he accepts, of course

haechan would follow you to the ends of the earth whether you knew it or not

staring at the headstone, placed a few feet away from your parents, the tears fall silently

just like the rain that has plagued your life

“how have you been? i’m sorry i haven’t visited you in a while. school’s been okay, and so is work. i’m… trying really hard without you here, and i think im alright. it’s been easier with another person by my side- you wouldn’t believe who it is though.”

you shudder, feeling the wetness run its course

it takes you a second to recognize the warmth on your cheek, wiping away all the pain and sadness

the tenderness in his gaze makes you shiver

you decide to take a walk by the river nearby

haechan takes your hand wordlessly

in order to lift your spirits, he begins swinging your linked hands wildly and you let out a sad laugh- a strangled hiccup of sorts

“want ramen when we get home?”

“please.”

before you leave, you stop to admire the view one last time, a clear night sky twinkling above you

you look past the railing at the calm, dark water

you feel haechan’s presence next to you, and you turn to look at him

your breath hitches once you realize the proximity between your faces

“how do you feel?”

his soft breath hitting your face makes your eyelids flutter

“better, thanks to you.”

“really?” he murmurs distractedly

for a split second, you swear his eyes flicker down to your lips

you can’t tell if its the sound of the river water or blood rushing to your ears, but you instinctively close your eyes

haechan pauses for a moment to chuckle at your action

and without realizing it, he places his lips on yours

suddenly, you can breathe again

why does it feel so right when his arms wrap around you and yours find their way around his neck

it feels so natural, what comes after that

many, many study dates (where there isn’t much studying at all)

“ha idiot, that’s wrong.”

“…you’re an angel. since when did you know how to do math?”

“ah. that’s right.”

days where you wake up to the sound of the soft rain pelting down and the smell of delicious cooked food

you rub your eyes sleepily, putting on your pair of slippers before quietly slipping out

haechan’s broad back faces you as he focuses hard on cooking breakfast

it’s too tempting for you

you hug him from the back, chuckling when he jumps slightly

“you couldn’t have given a warning beforehand?”

you mumble an apology into his back

“you’re like a bear, just too cuddly,” you comment

he scoffs, “me? a bear? yeah, right, i’m just the most gorgeous angel in the world.”

“sure, sure. whatever you say.”

he grumbles in discontent and you shut him up with a kiss on the cheek

sometimes, it felt too good to be true

111 days.

that’s how long haechan has been earth side, by your side

he’s counted everyday and remembered all the memories with you

that fated morning of the 111th day, he finally dreams

the gods appear and he has to blink several times to make sure he isn’t hallucinating

“eleven more days. on the eleventh hour, the eleventh minute. that’s when you get your wings back and when you can finally return,” they relay the message

he suddenly feels his stomach drop, past months with you replaying in his head

it has to come to an end

it was always meant to

he can’t bring himself to tell you anything

not when you come home to him with a bright smile, telling him you passed your exams

haechan doesn’t want to see you sad again, he doesn’t want to be the cause of your everlasting pain

he never wants you to feel alone, when that’s all you’ve ever been your whole life

perhaps he’s being too selfish, spending too many happy days with you in order to delay the inevitable

and at night, he would sneak out to run errands and make preparations for when he has to leave you behind

little did he know you would frown and watch him leave, left to wonder and question

always standing and looking out the window until even the sun would rise again

and on day 11, the last day, he wakes up on a perfect morning, you snug in his arms

it was truly a perfect day

one spent with you

everything was right, and yet nothing was right at all

haechan gives you one last kiss goodnight

even the kiss was a perfect one and he feels his nonexistent heart shatter even more

he shifts away, murmuring some excuse that he has to check something outside

you peek an eye open sleepily, confused

"where are you going?”

even if you can’t see, he gives you a smile

one where his bangs shadow over his eyes so you don’t see the pain and unshed tears, all the emotions and words he’s wanted to say to you held inside

“be right back.”

he sits in front of the window, one last glance swept over the place he was happy to even call ‘home’ for some time

haechan watches the clear sky and full moon for some time before eventually closing his eyes

he lets a lone tear escape, exhaling as the light engulfs him

you jolt up from the bed, shuffling outside

it’s empty, dark, quiet

too familiar

that’s when you finally let the tears escape after holding them in for so, so long

you let the sobs out, body shaking as you fall to the floor

there’s no point covering your mouth with your hand

there was no one you had to hide your anguish from

that idiot didn’t even say goodbye.

three months later, you still continue finding the gifts haechan left behind

mainly things to make your life a little easier

like gifts with a note that said it made him think of you

or food with a reminder to not skip meal

he was your guardian through and through

it was so hard

you don’t try to hide it

you knew it was inevitable, but that didn’t make anything better

but when you find anything that is a piece of him, it helps you muster the resolve to continue on

now you spend your nights talking to the moon

about your day, how you felt, about anything

because you know for a fact that he’s still there

you know he’s listening

and everyday up there, haechan would cry and watch you

all the pain felt from the deepest parts of his heart

he doesn’t know how long he feels this suffering

how long he has to see you suffer from what seemed like eons away

sure his wings are back and he’s returned to his rightful place as your guardian angel

but not even the pain of losing his wings will ever compare to losing you

it isn’t until the gods approach him, explaining that they didn’t give him the whole story-

the truth.

he prepares himself, staring up at the bright white light as he did for long time

his eyes flash golden, countless moments and scenarios playing out for him to finally see

in a past life, you and haechan were lovers

that was, until haechan was punished by misfortune and died foolishly before his time

he left you too soon

he left you to suffer unfairly

and as a punishment, he was made to watch over you, his lover as you continued on into a new life

haechan learns, that’s where all guardian angels came from

all angels are never supposed to never return back to earth, reborn as a human, until they fulfill watching over their lover’s life

all the way to the end of that life and onto the next, where finally they will be able to return

their punishment fulfilled

but haechan went down too early, just to save you

the gods decided his punishment wasn’t just to repent and gain his wings back, it was also to feel the same pain that you experienced in your past life when he left you

“…and what now?” he croaks out

he doesn’t know what to do with all us newfound information

perhaps haechan has suffered enough

perhaps the gods felt pity and allowed him to become a human again

and so the name lee donghyuck is given to him

haechan-no- donghyuck, doesn’t know how to react

all the emotions overwhelm him and he falls to his knees, feeling the familiar light wash over him

all because he knows what it means

it means he gets to go back to you.

that’s weird, you frown to yourself

after such a long rainy season, it was bizarre to see the sun out

the warmth and light was unfamiliar to you, almost blindingly so

you leave your office building early for the day

your new job paid much more and allowed you more freedom than you ever had before

you stuff your umbrella in your purse since there was no more need for it

you walk peacefully down the street, calmly listening to the excited chatter of passerbys

the sun brightened the mood for everyone

but a sudden flash hurts your eyes as you squint and raise a hand to cover the sun

you suppose you just weren’t used to seeing the bright rays

you accidentally stumble into someone, vision still affected from the bright beam of sunlight

you mutter an apology

but your heart stops

wait, that hair

that face

the air is sucked out of you as your body freezes

stunned, you look into those familiar, glowing eyes

the man extends a hand, beaming

you’re so shocked you can barely manage to reach out and shake it

“nice to meet you, i’m donghyuck.”

#lee haechan x reader #haechan x reader #haechan fluff #haechan scenarios #nct dream x you #nct dream x reader #nct dream scenarios #nct dream imagines #nct dream fluff #nct dream au #donghyuck x reader #donghyuck scenarios #lee donghyuck scenarios

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hazyhae · 9 months

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getting high with nct dream (1/2)

bulletpoint form for my first time writing on here! this is all just for funsies :)) was inspired by my fave stoner nct content especially from @haespoir and @m-arkmywords ! thank you to all the lovely writers on here <3

18+ | minors dnfi

content: gn!reader, nsfw, smoking/marijuana use, making out, high sex, teasing/mean-ish behavior from jeno

♡ mark

- him in that jcc in chicago johnny and doyoung but it’s you instead of johnny

- always initiates and smokes you out

- suuuper cuddly and laughs at everything

- like once he starts laughing you’re both done for

- starts talking about philosophical shit until you’re both lost but for some reason it makes sense (you’re just high)

- starts looking at you with hooded eyes when his mind starts wandering elsewhere

- his legs are spread and you are straddling him on the couch taking turns shotgunning until it just turns into making out

- you just lie together feeling the other’s skin and hands are wandering

- depending on the vibe you either fall into the deepest sleep or slow lazy love making and then the deepest sleep

- will sometimes just stop the both of you to take in the feeling of you

- also pauses to prolong himself because he knows he could’ve bursted the second you started

- high sex just hits different

- low groans right by your ear and soft kisses all over your neck and chin

- will probably only go a round or two before you both start getting groggy

- will order food after if you both have enough energy but most of the time it ends in post sex cuddles, some last few high thoughts, and soft snores

♡ renjun

- one hit wonder and he’s already hanging off of you

- just stares and zones out about how cute you are and how much he loves you

- until he starts saying it out loud

- he just can’t get enough of you and you can’t get enough of him

- goes into a long paragraph of why he’s so grateful to have you and you are his everything etc everytime he gets high and almost tears up

- til eventually you just take that as your cue to kiss him and he’s more than happy to reciprocate

- loving cutie renjun turns into horny loving cutie renjun

- a little sloppy when high but so SO eager to please you and make you feel good

- will get absolutely lost in your scent going down on you and nips at your thighs

- looks up at you with the sweetest eyes

- starts to ramble again about how much he loves everything about you everytime he lifts his mouth off of you

- will look at you like you’re an angel on earth when you offer to go down on him

- soft groans and whimpers

- always makes sure you finish first tho bc he WILL knock out as soon as he cums

♡ jeno

- will always outsmoke you i dont make the rules sorry

- he’s rolling the 4th joint of the night and you’re in another universe while he’s just ( ◜‿◝ )

- you’re turned on when you see him lick the wrapping paper

- he notices you staring and starts messing with you

- soft touches here and there, deep groans after he takes another hit, flexing his hands after skillfully using his fingers to roll for tomorrow

- until it gets to be too much for you and your hands start to wander under his shirt

- he stops you and waits until you use your words to tell him how badly you want him

- will make a move when you’ve basically started begging

- high or not, jeno will leave you SOOORE

- mind clouded with weed and sex he leaves marks in places neither of you remember the next day

- his sex drive is already crazy but when high you both lose track of time and end up going at it til you both knock out

- aka you both are not getting out of bed for the entire next day

———————

part 2 with the rest of the dreamies will come out soon hopefully lol

#nct smut #nct dream smut #mark lee #mark #mark smut #renjun #renjun smut #jeno #jeno smut #weed

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x10velyhwang · 2 years

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nct - wayv . 엔시티 - 威神V

taeyong . 태용

danger nature. [fake dating au, fluff, angst, smut] [one shot, written] break my heart again. [bff to enemies to lovers au, fluff, angst, smut] [au, written] into you. [exes to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, smau, written] living for your every move. [enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, smut] [one shot, written] total count: 4.

ten . 텐

it’s gotta be you. [strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy, slice of life] [au, smau, written] gallery of the lost. [strangers to lovers, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] colour outside of the lines. [single parent au, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] little princess. [mafia au, arranged marriage au, fluff, angst, mild violence] [one shot, written] the pursuit of happiness. [strangers to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] four years, one night. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy, slowburn] [one shot, written] stay with me. [established relationship, royal au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] the beldam. [supernatural au, angst, thriller] [one shot, written] more than friends, less than lovers. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst, smut] [one shot, written] like magnets. [enemies to lovers, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] begging just to know you. [strangers to lovers, mild fluff, smut] [one shot, written] come home. [established relationship, fluff] [one shot, written] pipe dreams. [friends to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] life’s preparations. [single dad au, fluff] [one shot, written] worlds apart. [zombie apocalypse au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] a bullet for a kiss. [mafia au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] breaking down the walls. [arranged marriage, royalty au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] prima. [enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] 10 seconds. [soulmate au, fluff, mild angst, comedy] [one shot, written, bulletpoints] can i...? [friends to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] hate, hurt. [strangers to lovers, fluff, mild angst, hurt, comfort] [one shot, written] universe. [established relationship, fluff] [one shot, written] grow. [brother’s bff, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] love line. [friends to lovers, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] teammates. [enemies to lovers, smut] [one shot, written] illustrated haiku. [artist au, fluff] [one shot, written] unexpected enthusiast. [neighbor/strangers to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, written] sweet aftertaste. [strangers to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written, bulletpoints] total count: 27. jaehyun . 재현

june 24. [soulmate au, fluff] [one shot, written] be mine. [single parent au, fluff] [one shot, written] i’m yours. [single parent au, fluff] [one shot, written] let me know. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst, slowburn] [au, written] symphony of eternal memories. [enemies to lovers, royal au, fluff, angst, slowburn] [one shot, written] domaine de la romaneé. [strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, smut] [one shot, written] early bird. [friends to lovers, fluff, angst, slice of life] [one shot, written] teach or be taught. [teacher/coworkers au, fluff] [one shot, written] pact. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, smau, written] quit. [friends to lovers, fluff, angst, smut] [one shot, written] broken inside. [established relationship, angst] [one shot, written] following. [strangers/enemies to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, smau] total count: 12.

mark . 마크

all that glitters. [rich(?) au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] pink. [established relationship, fluff, smut] [one shot, written] true friends. [bff to lovers, angst, smut] [one shot, written] jealousy, jealousy. [established relationship, hockey au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] extra clothes. [bff to lovers, mutual pining, fluff] [one shot, written] compass. [strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] spidermark. [spiderman au, strangers to lovers, fluff, comedy] [one shot, written, bulletpoints] notice you. [strangers to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] before the sun sets. [friends to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] that’s my girl. [established relationship, fluff, comedy, hurt, comfort] [one shot, written] can’t get over you. [strangers to lovers, barista au, fluff] [one shot, written] daisies. [friends to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] the one with the study break. [established relationship, fluff] [one shot, written] total count: 13.

xiaojun . 肖俊

the muse. [friends to lovers, fluff, comedy] [au, smau, written] total count: 1.

jeno . 제노

nameless. [ft. yeonjun] [friends to lovers, fluff, comedy, angst, mystery] [au, smau, written] total count: 1. jaemin . 재민

what i hate like about you. [enemies to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, smau, written] wish granted. [guardian angel au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] the fact remains. [soulmate au, unrequited love, bff to lovers, hanahaki, fluff, angst] [au, written] seven minutes in heaven. [friends to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] running circles through my mind. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] puzzle. [bff to lovers, fluff, angst] [au, smau] whisper of the heart. [royalty au, fluff, angst] [one shot, written] catch me if you can. [soulmate au, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] complicated. [friends to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] my first and last. [strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, comedy] [au, smau, written] there’s something about you. [soulmate au, angst] [one shot, written] the ink on your fingers. [strangers to lovers, crime, thriller] [au, written] crush culture. [strangers to friends to lovers, fake dating, fluff, angst, slowburn] [au, smau, written] murder replay. [friends to lovers kinda, fluff, angst, mystery] [au, smau, written] secret. [established relationship, fluff, mild angst] [au, smau, written] total count: 15.

yangyang . 杨杨

closet. [bff to lovers, fluff] [one shot, written] 9:08 a.m. [bff to lovers, fluff, comedy] [one shot, written] the one with the morning classes. [bff to lovers, fluff, smut] [one shot, written] wasted nights. [zombie apocalypse, friends to lovers, fluff, comedy] [one shot, written] stolen liquor. [exes au, angst, slight smut] [one shot, written] unsure. [bff to lovers, fluff, slight angst] [one shot, written] electric hearts. [soulmate au, fluff, comedy] [one shot, written] indigo. [strangers to lovers, smut] [one shot, written] trouble. [bad boy au, fluff, violence] [one shot, written] total count: 9.

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aoicheri · 2 years

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What I Write. <3

Who I’ll write for

-Male reader

-Gender neutral reader

-Female reader

Please specify what you’d like me to write in your requests. :) If you don’t, I’ll make it gender neutral by default.

Groups I’ll write for

-Enhypen

-NCT

-Monsta X

-Seventeen

What I’ll write

-Angst

-Bulletpoints

-Fluff

-Polyamory

You can find my masterlists here.

My requests are always open!

#cherry's masterlists. :)

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rainisawriter · 7 months

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Ask game: 🤡 & 🦅

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Okay so, I had to go digging through my crack tag to find something because my memory is shit but I remembered that I wrote Serial Killer Problems (San, NCT) and it was funny as fuck to write and read. So here:

He chose to ignore that comment, his smirk sliding back onto his lips. “I’ve killed your family and I’m here to finish you off~”

“But… my family doesn’t live in Korea. You went to a different country just to kill them? That’s some serious dedication.”

“What? No. The family you live with.”

“I live alone, though?”

“Alone?” his brow furrowed and he glanced at the open bedroom door, bringing his hand to his chin. “Who the hell were those people in the living room, then?”

“Eh?” Your eyes widened and you shot up to sit on your knees. “There’s people in my house?!”

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

100,000% seat of my pants lmao Like, if I'm struggling with a prompt or an idea hits me but I can't write at that moment, I'll write the basic plot down as a bulletpoint list. Other than that, I look at the prompt and then just start writing whatever comes to mind haha Who needs outlines? Ain't nobody got time for that!

Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask - Send them to meeee 🌮

#Ask #Answered #Ateez #San #Choi San #Ateez San #fanfic writer emoji ask #Ask game #Emojis #xsweetelegantdisasterx

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haechanhues · 2 years

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so lately i’ve been reflecting on my life a bit...a lot in all honesty.

tw : death. health complications. anxiety. // coping mechanisms. kpop groups.

it hasn’t been the best couple of months.. especially in the most recent months.

i’ll start off by saying my brother saw an old crush of mine... and i came up in the conversation? why? I don’t know. I just did, apparently. But, like i have hmm feelings again, maybe. But not like feelings.

my cousin was hit by a logging truck and has been in a coma since. there is little brain activity but there is almost practically no hope for survival.

my vertigo and lethargy have become a problem that concerns me. i haven’t talked about it with those around me and i don’t intend to. and before i get asked - once again - no, i am not pregnant.

i feel zero need to talk to my friends and family both online and in real life. this is not a dig nor is it a ‘stop fucking texting me’ by all means... message me all you want but i apologise for either the lack of reply or the amount of time it takes me to reply.

my anxiety is absolutely shot. very potent at the moment. it’s frustrating.

my grandfather is not well. but in true m.d fashion - if he can move his body, he is not that sick. but.. y’know. he’s not young and i worry.

i’ve been learning about the holocaust and i watched trees of peace within a week and i feel changed. not myself. a little bit of a shell because of it.

and today the death of the queen has some strange impact on me? i’m not necessarily sad but i’m definitely not happy either. it’s death. I couldn’t explain it at first but i was talking with my dad about it. it’s the end of an era. one that for people born within the past 70 years has never experienced. it’s a new experience for everyone.

but i’m so sick of death and the stench and the lingering of it. i’m tired and i’m exhausted.

someone i know (someone i admire and talk to every now and then) has recently passed away from leukaemia and i’ve never had that kind of broken heart before. i was going to message her too...

writing is just a huge toll. but like i love it yet.. i’m oddly starting to dislike it. and to dislike something you’ve loved? huge HUGE sign to step back. so... on the downlow... whenever i feel the itch to write, i will. but i’m not going to force myself.

basically i’ve been using these groups as a way to get through this shit.

nct

i’ve been watching their live performances from three years ago and it’s just reinforced my love for nct

(haechan)

and the clips on twitter.

i’m amazed by them.

haechan deserves his own bulletpoint but I love him and right now, he’s one of the lights in the tunnel.

seventeen

these boys have made me laugh, astounded me and made me cry so much lately

they’re what i need lately and i love them for that.

i love that them being them is what i needed. these special and precious thirteen boys.

also very much a support system. they’ve been helping me in ways that i just cannot fathom how. nor explain. they’ve been this source of joy from the get go.

will always be grateful for them.

ateez

these are my boys

i’ve been watching their variety shows and i love their friendship and i love their skinship and how close knit they are

endeared by them

especially san lately.

wooyoung too (big surprise)

still don’t have a bias no matter how hard i try.

the boyz

they’re my boys

i miss them

i hope they take a proper break soon.

#while i listen to my music #here's my sappy post #and a bit of a vent #kpop

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pesiko · 3 years

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JOHNNY BULLETPOINT RECS

Baths w Johnny

Bffs w Johnny

Boyfriend AU Johnny Suh

Boyfriend Johnny and Your Makeup Hobby

Boyfriend!Johnny - bangchan-sonyeondan

Boyfriend!Johnny - minhyung127

Boyfriend!Johnny - softtm

Boyfriend Series: Johnny Suh - some M

College AU Johnny

Confessing

Cuddling with Johnny

Dating Johnny would Include

Enemies to Lovers!Johnny - warmau

Enemies to Lovers!Johnny - minhyung127

Falling in Love!Johnny

First Date w Johnny

First Time w Johnny

Friends to Lovers

Friends to Lovers!Johnny

Getting Caught!

Hey, You!

Highschool AU Johnny

Husband 127: Johnny

Johnny as a Boyfriend

Johnny as a College Student

Johnny as Your Boyfriend Radio Au

Johnny as Your Husband

Kisses w Johnny

Late Night Drives with Johnny

Lovestruck

Mermaid!Johnny

Missing You Johnny

Movie Date

Need Help?

Neighbor!Johnny

Nostalgic Summer Romance AU Johnny

Pirate!Johnny

Professor!Johnny

Regular Inspired AU Johnny

Vampire!Johnny

Vlog

What Johnny Suh Would Be Like as a Boyfriend

Zombie Boy!Johnny

❥ JOHNNY NAVI

[main masterlist] [nct masterlist] updated 6-22-21

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forlty · 4 years

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[10:45pm] new york city with lee taeyong

walking through the city together

spending nye in times square every year

minimalistic apartment overlooking the city

restaurants and bars on the weekends

lazy days throughout the week when you both have the day off work

street fashion, random photoshoots

so many friends dotted around the city

concerts and live music always!!

art galleries and museums

subway rides after midnight just because

romantic 24/7

hosting parties every so often

going to marketplaces together

knowing all the local underrated cafes

doing the weekly food shop together as much as possible

having bookstores, music shops and thrift stores close by is a must

getting used to the business and city sounds together

taeyong probably can’t flag down cabs so you have to do it

thunderstorms and rainy days spent inside binging netflix together

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afishcalledfatin · 4 years

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Dr. MARK

All my covers have Insomniac because it was made when I had my previous account!

Summary: in which Mark, the goofy general surgeon tries but always fails at flirting with a nurse.

Pairings: doctor!mark × fem reader

Genre: fluff!

A/N: hello lovelies! Again, I’m really sorry I haven’t been active. This year has been really tough for me because I lost two very important people in my family. I FINALLY wrote Dr Mark and here it is. I hope you enjoy :))

• Mark is a general surgeon!

• Handsome doctors gang!

• Won’t hesitate to rap during surgery

• He’s really good at it

• “OH SHIT, OH YEAH WE’RE STITCHIN THIS!”

• Okay I’m sorry I literally don’t know how to sing or rap so writing it is hard ;-;

• Anyways,

• He’s literally so goofy it’s adorable

• OH AND HE HAS THE CUTEST SMILES I WANNA SQUISH

• He’s the youngest general surgeon in the hospital

• Many patients were actually shocked at how young Mark was

• His best friends are literally everything to him

• He’ll do anything for them

• “Hyung, I don’t care if it’s hard to achieve. You can do it and I’m with you till the end.”

• he usually doesn’t know what to do when someone is sad.

• “and I was like- oh my god. Why are you crying? What did I do? What did you do? Oh no please don’t curl up on the floor. OH MY GOD NO”

• Usually he’d let the person cry it out before asking them about it

• LISTENER!

• “I don’t know how to give advice or help but I can give you a hug and head pats if that helps?”

• oH IT DOES HELP

• Mark fits in everywhere

• Tell one joke, and suddenly both of you are in a bar in Gangnam sharing secrets

• HE’S SO EASILY ENTERTAINED ITS SO CUTE SGSGAHAV

• Like say anything and he won’t stop laughing and clapping like I’m crai mark is so precious

• “BHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD JOHNNY” “I just coughed but okay.”

• Yo, imagine best friend Mark Lee

• THAT WOULD BE SO FUN

• Anyways,

• One time his department got him a basket of watermelons and he was so touched he started hugging the watermelons on the ground while crying

• He admires all of his older brothers like

• *bites fist, single tear falls*

• He just- just loves them so much

• Also takes care of his younger brothers

• With the older boys, he’s like I’M BABY

• With the younger guys, he’s I’M BIG BROTHER, BABIES

• When he’s in the zone, NOBODY TOUCH HIM OR HE’LL LOSE CONCENTRATION

• HE’S A FRIENDLY BOY

• Tbh I feel like if you’re friends with him, your parents would automatically love him

• Scratch that, your entire family would want him around

• Such a happy soul!

• Make Mark sad and the rest will literally find that person

• “HOW DID YOU MAKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON WE KNOW SAD?? YOU MONSTER!”

• Followed by them pampering and comforting him

• Movie nights, going out, arcades or gaming till 4 am. Anything for Mark Lee

• Mark if you’re reading this, I hope you’re happy and healthy because the thought of you and the others sad just broke my heart man

• Anyways, what of this Canadian boy’s dating life?

• Hahahaha not good

• Why? As much as I hate to write this, he got cheated on before and he just sort of put dating aside

• That incident happened 5 years ago

• So how did you walk into this adorable boy’s life?

• Simple, you literally walked into him

• You were a nurse in the emergency ward so you were always running and bustling about.

• Mark, who was going to have lunch with Johnny was walking into the ER

• You, running around plus him, on his phone, oblivious to the world ended up with both of you knocking each other down

• “Ah shit.” You muttered. “Slow down next time. You could really get-” he finally looked up at you and his jaw dropped “Hurt.”

• “Thanks, see you later.” You picked up the files and ran into another area

• “Hey Mark, ready for lunch?” “Y…yeah. By the way, who’s that nurse? The one running around? I’ve never seen her before.”

• “Oh, the one that just went out? That’s Y/N, she’s been here for awhile now, why?” Johnny replied. “I ran into her just now… literally.” He chuckled. Johnny pat Mark’s back, “Nothing new, huh?”

• He didn’t know what was it about you that made him react that way.

• Was it the way your eyes sparkled? Or how even after several hours of work, you still look good? Or maybe it was the beautiful yet cheeky smile or yours.

• Either way, your name was the only thing he knew about you

• Usually if Mark wanted to eat with Johnny, Johnny would have to go to Mark.

• But now, Mark goes to Johnny

• Tbh, Johnny’s suspicious but he brushes it off.

• Hey! Atleast now he doesn’t have to go look for Mark

• Sadly, Mark hasn’t seen you at all

• He was a tad bit disappointed but oh well, it wasn’t fated

• SO HE THOUGHT!

• One night, the boys all went out for dinner

• Surprisingly, everyone was free that night

• Everyone was talking about their girlfriends/wives/fiancées

• “Man, she’s just so amazing. I’m really grateful.” Taeil said dreamily. Everyone smiled and teased him. “When my daughter was born, my wife was a real trooper. It was her first birth but she handled it so amazingly. Min Jae was happy to get a baby sister and he was so proud of his Mumma. I was so relieved that both of them were healthy.” Taeyong smiled while everyone cheered him on

• Hyuck and Mark listened and were both in awe. The two boys were currently roommates and they both lived very single lives

• “Dude, I’m so lonely…” Mark groaned. Hyuck punched his shoulder, causing Mark to howl in pain. “Am I not important anymore?!” he screeched.

• The rest of the guys turned to them to see what was going on

• “Everything okay?” Jaehyun asked as he took a sip of his wine

• “Mark just said he was lonely. Looks, like I’m not appreciated enough.” Donghyuck sulked.

• “wait what? No, no, dude I love you man.” Mark tried to hug Donghyuck but Donghyuck pushed his face away

• “It’s gonna take alot more than that just to win me back, Mark Lee!” the guys snickered and shook their head.

• “What do you mean by lonely?” Doyoung asked Mark. “We’re here for you!” Jungwoo grinned

• Mark couldn’t help but smile “Thanks man. I love all of you, seriously it’s just that… I’m lonely as in relationship wise.” Everyone understood and nodded. “All of you have someone, y'know? Minus Donghyuck but still!”

• “We could talk about something else if you want?” Yuta asked. Mark shook his head.

• “No, no it’s okay! Don’t get me wrong, I love it when you guys talk about your partners, you guys look so happy but it’s just that… sometimes I get a little jealous and the loneliness kicks in. I had someone but you all know how that went.”

• Sicheng sighed and placed an arm around Mark’s shoulder

• “Hey, you’re a great guy and you deserve better. You’re sweet, kind and an overall amazing person. Someone will pop into your life, okay? Just let life take it’s course.” He told.

• Your face flashed in his mind but he brushed it off

• Mark smiled widely, “Thanks Hyung.” As he hugged Sicheng tightly.

• “Group hug!” Johnny squealed as everyone got into a giant hug.

• Mark was called into the ER for a patient who had a problem with his stomach

• “Can I get the reports on patient Lee Jung Heon?” Mark asked as he played with a pen his father gave him when he graduated

• “Here you go.” He turned to take the reports when he froze

• It was you

• A strand of hair escaped your ponytail and was dangling in front of your face. Your eyes sparkled as usual and the smell of strawberries filled his senses

• “Dr Mark?” you smiled as he snapped out of his trance

• “O-oh thanks!” he grinned as he took it out of your hands really quickly

• You couldn’t help but smile at the cute doctor

• You’ve seen him around with Dr Seo but you always admired from afar

• “I’m a mess…” Mark said with his head in his hands.

• “Don’t tell me you clogged the toilet again?” Donghyuck asked loudly. “No! Not this time though.” He trailed off.

• “C'mon man, lay it on me.” Donghyuck turned to him and smacked his own chest. “What is Mark Lee going through?”

• “You promise, you wont tell anyone?” Donghyuck nodded.

• “Even Johnny.” He pointed. Donghyuck was confused.

• ‘Why did he specify Johnny?’ he thought

• “There’s this girl…” “OH SHIT ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH JOHNNY’S FIANCEE?” “WAIT WHAT NO, DUDE LET ME FINISH.”

• “There’s this girl, she’s a nurse in the Emergency ward and the other day, we ran into each other. I don’t know what it was about her that made me feel so… so… attracted.” Donghyuck scoffed.

• “I’m happy for you but why can’t we tell anyone especially Johnny?”

• “Because she’s in his department and I don’t want her to know. Well, not yet.” “Oh so you do plan on asking her out?” Mark nodded, “I think I might, I really wanna get to know her.”

• “Oooo, so cool~ Huh, now I might be the only single one left.” He said sadly.

• Mark side-hugged Donghyuck “Hey, you’ll find someone too! Could be someone you’ve always known or a complete stranger. Heck, Sicheng is with a former patient.” He comforted.

• Donghyuck snorted, “Thanks man, you’re the best.” He hugged back.

• Mark walked towards the emergency ward to pass something to Johnny and his fiancée

• “Guys, I brought your food!” he approached the couple.

• She turned and squealed

• “Thanks Mark!” as she took the bag and pat Johnny’s chest.

• “Sweetie, lets go!” “You go first, love. I’ve got to ask Mark something. I’ll be with you in a few minutes.” She nodded and walked off.

• Johnny stared at Mark with squinted eyes

• “Something is up and you’re not telling me about it. Your face gives it away.” Johnny poked his chest.

• “Oh my god, I just told him not to tell you…” he groaned.

• “tell me what?” he asked curiously. Mark’s eyes widen.

• “Wait, Hyuck didn’t say anything to you? Particularly about me?” he asked nervously.

• “No, now I’m really curious as to why you’re always coming to the ER. Last time, we always met up in the middle.” He smirked.

• “Is it wrong for me to see my favourite older brother?” he nudged Johnny but Johnny barely moved.

• “No, it’s just- wait, I’m your favourite?” Mark sighed, thankful that he changed the topic.

• “Yeah man! Don’t tell the others though.” He put a finger to his lips which Johnny giggled.

• “No problem, lil bro. Now, I’ve got muffins to eat.” He said as he skipped out of the ER.

• Mark kept on smiling before he released a breath he didn’t realise he was holding in and leaned against the nurses counter.

• “You two sure are close, huh?” a voice said behind him. His eyes widen and he turned around.

• He laughed nervously, “We sort of grew up together. All of us did.” He explained.

• You chuckled, “Sometimes I wish I have friends like that.” You sigh as you typed away on the computer

• Mark pointed, “Like doctors?” you couldn’t help but laugh.

• “No, friends who are practically family. I never had the chance to make friends because I busied myself with studies. Must be nice…” you trailed off.

• He watched you with adoration and you noticed him staring. “Sappy, right? Anyways, I’m Nurse Y/N. You’re Dr Mark Lee, right?” you asked as if you didn’t already know his name.

• “You know me?” you nod, “You’re pretty famous among the nurses, y'know. ‘Youngest general surgeon’ and all.” You said dramatically.

• Mark suddenly got a boost of confidence

• “Am I uh famous with you too?” he wiggled his brow. You got confused, “Huh?”

• “I meant… y'know do you uhm… do you…” and just like that his confidence diminished.

• “Nothing! See you another time, hopefully not so soon because y'know accidents but doesn’t mean I’m hoping not to see you, you’re a great gal but y'know surgeries and I’m… I’m gonna go.” He huffed as he walked out

• “My, my you got the man so flustered, Y/N.” Nurse Ji said. You snorted and rolled your eyes

• “He’s way out of my league.” You added. “Eh, no way. He really seems like he’s into you!”

• You thought about it for awhile, why would he be?

• Anyways, nowadays before entering the ER, he comes up with a super cheesy pick up line or he’d plan a flirting strategy

• Never goes according to plan

• “Hey, Y/N! Are you a pick? Cause I’d booger you!” “You’ll booger me?” “Yeah… WAIT NO I MEANT IF YOU WERE A BOOGER I’D- OH MY GOD NEVERMIND BYE Y/N!” as he covers his face and runs out

• Mark thinks he’s so sneaky, Johnny sees it all

• “Y/N~” “Dr Seo?” “Can I ask you something?” “Oh no, I swear to god I didn’t steal your monkey plushy.” “Wait what, no it’s not- WAIT YOU KNEW ABOUT GEORGE?” “Uh, I walked in when you took a nap and you were cuddling it but if you wanna know where it is, ask Nurse Guanheng.” You said as you were gonna walk away before he called you back.

• “I’ll keep that in mind but that wasn’t what I was going to ask.” “Really? Oh, uhm what is it then?” “Are you and Dr Mark seeing each other?”

• “Me? No, no! I mean he’s a nice guy and all but I don’t think he’s into me. Besides, I think he just wants to be friends.” You explained to your towering senior.

• “Uhuh, cause only a ‘friend’ would use that pickup line.” “Oh uh you saw that?”

• “Duh, I told him that one. Even used it on my fiancée right before I proposed.” He pointed to his beautiful partner who was suturing a wound.

• “Anyways, if you both are seeing each other, I just wanted to tell you that I’m really thrilled if it is you.” “Really?” “Yeah kiddo! Why don’t you two go out? He really likes the muffins downstairs.”

• “I’ll keep that in mind, Sir.” You smiled.

• When Johnny saw Mark, he pulled Mark by the back of his collar into Taeyong’s office where everyone else was.

• You see, the emergency ward is downstairs and the paediatric ward is three floors above

• You could imagine the looks they got

• “Uh, wanna explain why you dragged me here by the collar when you could’ve asked me to follow you, LIKE A NORMAL PERSON?” “Not dramatic enough, anyways, what’s going on between you and Nurse Y/N?”

• “Nurse Y/N?… DONGHYUCK?!” Mark screamed. “I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE!”

• “Me? I didn’t say anything.” He replied. “Then how does Johnny know?”

• “How does Johnny know about what?” Yuta asked. “He has a crush on a nurse in my department.” Johnny informed

• “Hyung?!” “What? Everyone deserves to know and you’re pretty obvious.” “But still!” “Ah, c'mon I’m your favourite brother. I’ll protect you.”

• “YOU’RE HIS FAVOURITE BROTHER? HE TOLD ME I WAS!” Taeyong stood up from his chair and pointed to Mark. “HEY, ME TOO!” Doyoung added. Soon, everyone was arguing about who the favourite was

• Mark groaned and walked out of the office only to bump into Nurse Y/N

• “Oh shit.” He said.

• “We really need to stop running into each other.” You laughed.

• He scratched the back of his neck and laughed awkwardly, “Yeah… are you here to look for Johnny? I can call him if you’d like?”

• “Actually, I was looking for you.” His eyes widen, “Me? Why me? What did I do?”

• You giggled. “Nothing, here!” you handed him a brown paper bag. “I was at the cafe and thought I should get you one.” He opened the bag and it was a blueberry muffin

• “Y/N, thank you!” he smiled. You grinned, “Eh, it’s not a problem. I’ll see you around?” you asked and he nodded eagerly.

• Mark walked back into the office and the guys were still at it

• “Where did you get that from?” Taeil asked him.

• Mark looked so small with the paper bad in his hands

• “Uh… Nurse Y/N… gave it to me.” He mumbled.

• Everyone was quiet right before chaos broke lose

• “WHAT DID SHE SAY?” “She just said ‘see you around’.”

• He opened the bag and noticed a fluorescent pink note. He picked it up and read it.

• Hope you like the muffin. Maybe we could go down and get some together next time?

• Mark plopped to the floor, grinning like an idiot.

• It’s been days since you gave him the muffin and he finally had some time to get a muffin for you

• “Hey, Johnny where’s Y/N?” “She’s outside talking to someone.” He said as he was filling out forms.

• When Mark walked out, he saw you talking to an extremely good looking guy

• “When are you coming back?” he asked her as he leaned on his motorbike. “Later, I’ve got some stuff to do. I’ll come back with your favourite food and we can talk about university later, okay?” the man nodded and hugged Y/N. “See you later!” she bid him goodbye as he rode off

• Mark didn’t know how to feel, was he judging too fast? Was he being played? He didn’t know what to do but to walk back.

• “Here you go.” He said sadly as he shoved the muffin into Johnny’s hands.

• When you walked back in, you saw Mark walking out and you called him but he didn’t answer

• “Is he okay?” you asked Johnny. He shrugged, “He came to see you but left really quickly.” He explained.

• “What? I should’ve gone in earlier, my brother just came back from university and he surprised me.” You said.

• “Wait, you were outside with a guy?” you nodded. “No wonder…” “What?” “I think he thought that guy was your boyfriend was your boyfriend or something.”

• Your eyes widen, “I should go tell him.” But Johnny stopped you

• “look I’m rooting for both of you but we’re pretty busy right now. Do you mind if you talk to him later?”

• “I’m so sorry… I totally forgot about how busy we were. I’m sorry for being selfish.” “WOAH WOAH Y/N NO IT’S NOT THAT. PLEASE DON’T BE SORRY. It’s just that we’re short on hands right now.”

• You continued with work and the only thing on your mind was Mark

• Mark was in the cafeteria when he saw you

• He saw you approaching him and he was scared

• “oh my god why is she coming here really fast? can’t be for me right? Oh god I’m scared, OH SHIT SHE’S COMING HERE.” He thought

• “Mark!” “O-oh hey, Y/N!” he said awkwardly. “Is this seat taken?” he shook his head and you sat down.

• Lunch was really awkward cause it seemed like both of you wanted to ask something but decided not to

• “Uh Mark, Johnny said you came by earlier?” “Oh yeah! I came down to see you but you looked busy so I didn’t want to disturb you.” He said innocently

• “I’m sorry Mark. My brother just came back from university and decided to come see me.” “It’s okay Y/N, we’re seeing each other now- wait brother? That was your brother? THAT REALLY HOT GUY WAS YOUR BROTHER?” you couldn’t help but laugh. “Yes, that was my brother. And are you attracted to my brother?” you asked teasingly.

• He choked on his food, “Wait no, no! I mean he is really good looking and I’m guessing good looks run in the family but I’m more attracted to you!”

• You blink with your mouth open, “You find me attractive?” he looked down and pushed his food around, “I mean who wouldn’t? You’re beautiful, funny, talented and so much more. What else would you want?”

• “Mark Lee, I think your efforts in flirting are finally working.” “What?” “Because my heart is beating surprisingly fast.” “Oh Y/N, you should visit Dr Jung y’know! He’s a really good cardiologist. I could book an appointment if you’d like?” you laughed really loudly at his cute and innocent nature.

• “No, Mark. You made it that way.” You said. “How could I make your heart- oh… oh wow, that’s good.” He giggled.

• “Really good. Wanna go get that muffin now?” you offered. He nodded excitedly and both of you walked off to the cafe

• Now, like all my stories, the guys have really good timing

• So, no surprise they were ALL at the cafe.

• “Wanna get a coffee too?” “Good idea! Really needed it.” You groan and both of you giggled

• You both walked in and LOW AND BEHOLD THEY WERE RIGHT THERE

• “oh no.” He said frozen

• Next thing you know, the doctors were all staring at you, wiggling their eyebrows

• “hey guys!” Mark waved awkwardly

• Ngl, pretty sure he was scared shitless

• “Uhuh…” “Mark, blueberry muffin and an iced chocolate, right?” “Yeah, I’ll come with you!” “OH NO YOU’RE NOT, COME HERE MARK LEE.” Yuta called him to the table

• Mark looked at you with fear in his eyes, you merely pat him on the back and went to order your food

• He reached the group and one after the other he was poked and tickled

• “guys, stOP!” He laughed and giggled

• “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US?” “BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW IF WE’RE ACTUALLY GOING OUT OR NOT.” “MARK I SWEAR TO GOD, GO ASK HER?”

• He walked to the counter where you were and wiped his sweaty hands on the sides of his pants, he tapped you and you turned around with a breath-taking smile

• “Hey, Y/N can I ask you something?” “Sure but Oh! Before that, wanna go out with me next week?”

• “That’s what I was going to ask! So is it a date?” he asked nervously. You nodded eagerly, “We can make it one! Is Wednesday afternoon good for you?” “Should be fine! I’ll text you if there’s any changes.”

• You checked your watch and silently cursed, “Sorry to cut this short but I gotta go. And to be honest, he should too.” You pointed to Johnny who was playing with the metal straws. Mark coughed causing Johnny to stop and check his watch. “Yikes, gotta go fellas. Y/N wait up!”

• “Soo, you and Mar eh~” “Johnny… I’m pretty sure you knew.” “Yeah, I do! But it’s fun to tease.” You rolled your eyes and went to the emergency ward

• Wednesday came along and you were wearing a yellow sundress with your hair down

• Mark wore a white t-shirt with black jeans

• Both of you met up at this restaurant

• “I hope you like pasta? This place serves really good Aglio Olio.” You informed. “I’ll eat anything as long as I’m with you.” He said cockily.

• As you were looking at the menu, the door to the restaurant suddenly opened and you couldn’t believe who was walking in

• It was your ex from nursing school

• He dropped out after a year and you have no idea what he does now

• He came in with a stunning girl, holding her by the waist

• You hid behind the large menu, avoiding to be seen

• “What are you doing?” “Hiding.” You whispered. “From who?” he looked back and his eyes widen

• “ahahahah crap.” He hid behind his menu too. “why are you hiding?” you whispered.

• “That’s my ex. She cheated on me.” He pointed to the girl next to your ex. Your eyes widen and you made a weird noise

• “THAT’S MY EX TOO. HE ALSO CHEATED ON ME RIGHT BEFORE MY EXAM.” “oh that’s low… what a dick.” He muttered. You nodded in agreement.

• “You wanna go?” he asked you. “If you want cause it seems like they’re coming here.” His eyes widen and he looked back. They were going to sit at the table next to yours.

• “Okay we get up on 3. 3…2…1!” both of you got up abruptly.

• “Mark?” “Y/N?” they both said. “Hey… you.” You said trying your best to get out of this weird situation.

• “Oh my god hey! It’s been so long.” She said to Mark. He scratched the back of his neck.

• “Yeah… 5 years.” “Oh babe, this is Mark. He’s my… ex.” She said rather chirpily.

• Your ex stared at you, “Huh… this is my ex too. This is Y/N.”

• “this is totally not awkward.” You muttered under your breath

• “Are you guys dating or something?” she pointed a pink manicured finger to you.

• Both of you turned to each other

• Mark knew he wanted to date you and you knew you wanted to date him too

• It was a matter of who was going to ask

• His fingers entwined with yours, Mark smiling softly

• “Yeah, we’re dating.” He said with confidence. You tighten your hold and smiled back

• “If you’ll excuse us, we’ll be heading out first.” You said as you both walked out hand in hand

• Several dates later and you became Mark’s girlfriend and best friend!

• Dating Mark was fun everyday

• He’ll always have something planned out

• From going to the arcade to going shopping and finding cute stuff

• That one time you bought him a watermelon plushy and he couldn’t stop fanboying

• “YOOOOO BABY I LOVE YOU.”

• Thought the flirting ended? Nope.

• He was still at it

• Ngl, it did make you blush and kiss the heck out of his cute face

• When you met the entire group and their wives/fiancées/girlfriends, you felt so welcomed

• “Ah just you Hyuck.” Taeyong said. The young boy rolling his eyes, “One day, one day.”

• You sat next to Mark, happy to make new friends who you could consider family and finding love.

• You were happy to have Mark and he was just as happy to have you.

hello~ I don’t actually know how the medical world works, I only know the basics. I deeply apologise if there are any mistakes and if I’ve offended anyone in any way

credits to the owner of the photo

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Domestic!Jaemin

living with boyfriend!Jaemin would be.. interesting, lets say

first things first he is angel

but also a little demon

he probably popped the question about living together randomly, just chilling at the dorm with his head in your lap when he makes a side comment that it’d be nice to do that without the members around;;

and you looked at him and he smiled, saying that he wanted to live with you

you wouldn’t know but he probably thought about that for ages and asked all his hyungs for advice and permission ofc

and he just couldn’t wait to finally ask you

moving in was kind of crazy;; I mean, you had the help of 18 boys it went by pretty quick let’s be real

and Jaemin was super methodical about organizing everything right the first time, taking into consideration how you’d like to decorate.

You don’t like the white drapes? He’s already scraped them and bought three other kinds for you to look at. You want the bed against the wall and not in the middle of the room? Fine by him, he’ll just have to crawl over you to get to his side.

Tbh you would have the prettiest home??? Bc I can see Jaemin being super organized and just having an eye for aesthetics like wow

And you’re not the only ones who think so, so be prepared for the dreamies to crash into your apartment without warning, saying ‘you came to our dorm now we get to come to yours’ (Jaemin would chase them out if you really wanted him to though)

alright now everyday;;

More often than not Jaemin would try to cook dinner for you?? Something homemade, whether something his parents made or trying something new.

If he can’t make dinner, he tries to make you breakfast or lunch.

And if he can’t do that and you end up making a meal for him, you don’t even have to ask he’s already clearing the table and cleaning the dishes.

he will w h i n e your ear off if you try to help him, saying he needs to do his share, my poor heart :((

If you’re not home for dinner and you didn’t tell him why, he will be worried. He trusts you ofc but he bites his lip and texts/calls you every once in a while until you respond. He can’t help but worry about your wellbeing.

And once you get home he practically tackles you in a hug, planting kisses all over your face, reminding you to tell him beforehand if you’re running behind or you’re in traffic or if you’re out with friends.

Speaking of hanging out with friends, if you have to cancel plans with him apologetically, saying you promised another friend that you’d go out, he’d give you sass.

You remember how he mocked Renjun on dream vs dream for including Mark in his question? Yeah, he’d act like that.

‘Yeah its fine, go hang out with Brenda or whatever I’m sure our movie night wouldn’t be that fun anyways.’

And at your pout he laughs and breaks character, kissing your forehead and reassuring you that it really was fine; you’d watch the movie the next night or something.

He would also!! love to surprise you!!

Telling you to dress up out of the blue and he comes back from practice dressed nice and he takes you on a random dinner date?? Come home to some flowers or some knick-knack because it reminded him of you like the possibilities are e n d l e s s he wants to spoil you

And if you spoil him,,, there’s a good chance he’s going to turn red and giggly, trying to deny it at first but ultimately thanking you with cuddles.

He esp loves the little things??? Like he will m e l t if you woke up before him to leave and he comes to the kitchen, a little love note written on the fridge and you’ve already made him coffee :(((

If he’s tired from practice, normally he’d try to put a smile on his face still fro you but it warms him when you understand, draw him a bath or set up a movie to watch together and massage his shoulders

Truly Jaemin would love the idea of like,,, movie night friday. he likes the idea that he even if he can’t see you all week, there’s that promise of Friday when he can hold you to his hearts content

OBVIOUSLY if you’re going to date Jaemin, you have to be fine with skinship. He’s holding your hand while eating dinner, he’s hugging you from behind while you cook breakfast, he is wrapped around you with your head on his chest while watching a movie;; he has to be touching you in some form at almost all times.

He understands when you need alone time, though, he needs it too, and that’s when you just shine soft smiles on each other from other sides of the room.

Honestly he’s fine not talking? I think he’d really enjoy the comfortableness of doing your own thing in silence but appreciating the others’ presence.

And on sleeping arrangments, you sleep in one bed. He kept to his side at first, not sure if you’d want to spoon in your sleep, but by the end of the first week he was holding you like a koala, and by the second week, he was sprawled over you like a starfish. It’s endearing and annoying at the same time but his apologetic smile when he wakes up has you forgive him in an instant.

And you remember how Jaemin woke up Mark by saying ‘honey’ or something? Ofc he’s waking you up like that. Showering your face with kisses and he whispers pet names to you, softly rubbing your shoulder and giggling when you groan for a couple more minutes of rest.

He would 100% carry you to bed if you fell asleep on the couch.

One of his favorite things to do with you too? Cook or bake together. It really shows how well you can work together, he calls it a “bonding experience” as you split up the work.

He likes dancing in the kitchen with you too omg hold me

You know Jaemin would be cheesy and still write you loveletters when he has to stay at the dorms for comebacks.

“you could’ve just texted me that you missed me.”

“where’s the fun in that?”

Scratch that, he’s cheesy all the time. He probably has a journal where he writes everything about you that he loves (hint: he leaves it on his dresser so you can look in it “without him knowing”)

He knows comebacks can be hrd on him and you bc he can’t see you everyday and the threat of fans finding out or getting violent becomes stronger, so the guard is up for both of you

even the other members can tell that he gets distressed bc he can’t hold you and he stood infront of the coffee machine for 10 minutes bc he realized you weren’t there to prepare it for him to wake up to.

He tries to hide it from you (even though he stressed to you he valued honesty) bc he doesn’t want you to worry

And before promotions he swarms back into your home with a huge hug, laughing with relief and giving you hints of the song with his singing and dancing.

Jaemin likes to go out on dates a lot, but he knows you’re limited bc he can’t be recognized;; so he gets creative

going to a cafe? haha have fun in your huge sweatshirt of his, a baseball cap and face mask, he’s obviously enjoying himself in his sunglasses, hoodie and hat. Tbh you gain more attention trying to seem natural lmao

Truly he just loves being with you and going out but he also loves it when you just veg and cuddle for 25+ hours.

Since you’re living together ofc the older members are a little uhh suspicious, but you assure them with a laugh that you’re doing alright and being pg13. (the dreamies g a g)

And you laugh nervously with a blush when your parents bring up the topic of marriage, but Jaemin takes it in stride, smiling and saying he’d love to ask you to be his wife sometime in the future when he can really support you (take all my uwus)

I want to say that Jaemin wouldn’t argue with you much?? Like you wouldn’t get into too many fights?

Lol ofc he’s going to tease you and stuff so you’ll have lots of banter and petty squabbles.

And I have a feeling Jaemin avoids confrontation and hates fighting.

But if you were toe evr argue, it would be serious. He wouldn’t be the type of person to yell or storm out or ignore you. he tries to be civilized and settle the matter all at once; even toned and open-minded.

If he were mad, I can see him gritting his teeth, setting his jaw, glaring off to the side bc he doesn’t want to direct his anger at you even if you were the reason. Balled fists on the table or in his pockets, but he tries to stretch them; he would actively be trying to calm himself down as he got worked up, he’s very aware of it.

And truly if you got in a fight, it would most likely be over one of your guys’ safety or health, or a matter of questioning the others’ trust/honesty/love. I don’t think he could handle the thought of you thinking he’s in-genuine or him thinking you are.

Overall, I think Jaemin is the best boyfriend material. He will always try to make it work out, always put you first. He’s caring and kind and affection, reliable and funny and trustworthy.

He would love you with all he has.

And so living together with him,, would indeed be quite interesting.

It’d be a dream.

#kpopwritingnet #nctwriters #kpopinc #smtownnetwork #dreamiesnetwork #nct #nct fanfiction #nct fluff #jaemin #jaemin fluff #jaemin fanfiction #bulletpoints #nct bulletpoints #i did not proofread I am s o r r y

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kay-rot · 3 years

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yangyang skater au

pairing: yangyang x reader

word count: 1.7k

genre: bullet fic, fluff

warnings: strong language but that's to be expected

summary: when yangyang thinks he's a good teacher

a/n: i've had this idea since his skating video came out it just took me wayyy to long to write

Yangyang teaching you how to skate????

More likely than you think

This man would beg you to let him teach you

“I want to show you a part of my childhood,” he says with that puppy dog face he knows you can’t resist

And so, with a heavy sigh, you pack your stuff from the air conditioned Wayv dorms and head to a near-by skate park

(You receive a “don’t die” from Hendrey and a small wave along with a stressed smile from Kun on your way out)

The walk to the park isn’t long, and Yangyang swinging your joined hands together from excitement calms your racing heart a bit

He’s talking about all these different techniques he knows with terminology that flies over your head

“Do you skate goofy or regular? Would you prefer a regular board or a longboard? Actually, I only use a longboard so that’s what you’re going to use”

Once you arrive at the park, you both kinda realize what your doing

“Wow, this is where I die,” you think

Whereas Yangyang’s thoughts differ, “Wow, I’m going to be a great teacher.”

Coincidentally, both of you are wrong

The park is empty (thank god for weekdays) save for a couple of kids who decided to skip school for the day

With them taking up the other side of the park, the sound of boards scrapping on ramps and pipes fills the air, you and Yangyang occupy the “beginner friendly” side

“Ok, so, like, we need to figure out which foot you’re going to use to hold your balance, and which foot you’re going to use to, like, kick off with,” Yangyang says slowly as he sets the board on the floor

“Okay,” you respond, “how do we figure that out?”

He grabs both of your hands, holding them securely, “you trust me right,” he asks, face serious

“Of course,” you respond, “I would not be letting you teach me how to skate if I didn’t”

“Okay good,” he drops your hands, “I need you to turn around then”

“Why do I need to turn around,” you respond quickly, skeptical already of what Yangyang has planed

“Hey! I just asked if you trusted me,” he whines, “c'mon, I wanna get you on the board at least by sundown”

You huff out, “ah fine whatever,” and turn with your back facing him

“Listen,” you say, crossing your arms over your chest, “I don't see what this has to do with me learning how to- WOAH”

You stumble forward, regaining your balance before turning around to look at Yangyang, shock evident on your face

“You,” you pause, “YOU PUSHED ME,” you shout, no doubt gaining the attention of the other skaters

“WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING PUSH ME WITH NO WARNING YOU ASSHOLE,” you continue to shout, marching your way towards him

Yangyang backs up with his hands in the air, “wait, wait, hold on,” he pleads, “if you can let me explain,” he says with a small smile on his face

“Ah yes,” you let out dramatically, “let the man who shoved me with no warning explain his actions, yes go,” you wave your arm out, “the floor is yours”

He lets out a small laugh, “god you’re even more dramatic than Ten,” he says, “ as I was trying to say before you started shouting at me, I was trying to figure out which way you would stand on the board,” he explains

“Again,” you reiterate, “why does shoving me help you figure that out”

“Because, the foot that you used to catch yourself is the one that will stay on the board to hold your balance,” he explains, “that foot holds most of your balance then”

You stay silent, analyzing his explanation, squinting your eyes at him you say, “you better be right about that or I’ll cuddle with Leon instead of you tonight,” you threaten

He lets out a dramatic gasp, putting his hand over his heart, “you wouldn’t dare”

You shrug your shoulders, “prove that you’re right than,” you challenge him, “what foot did I use to save myself with”

A blinding smile takes over his features, “your right foot,” he exclaims, pointing to it, “you ride goofy, exactly like me!”

Your head tilts to the side, a bemused look on your face, “and I assume that’s a good thing for you”

“That's amazing for me,” he exclaims, “makes it easier to teach you,” he shrugs, “now, time to put you on the board”

He bends down, making sure the board is facing the correct way, than stabilizing the board with his foot on top, “c’mon,” he says, reaching for you hand

You roll your eyes, “okay okay, let’s get this over with,” you say grabbing his hand, walking over until the board is the only thing between you

“Okay,” he says reassuringly, “I need you to know that I promise you will not fall while I’m holding you,” he emphasizes, “you won’t be able to learn if your afraid of the board”

“Yangyang I’m pretty sure I won’t be afraid of a long piece of wood on wheels,” you say confidently, “can I get on it now?”

He laughs, an amused look on his face, “yeah sure, okay hotshot hop on”

He holds his arms out, instructing you to hold onto his forearms in order to find your balance

With a deep breath, you place your right foot where Yangyang tells you to…

And you immediately feel the boards shift a little too much for your liking

With a small sound of distress, you buckle a little and tighten your grip on Yangyang’s arms, steading yourself on you left foot which is still on solid ground

“Not so confident now are we,” he teases, secretly placing his foot in front of the back wheels that he may or may not have forgotten to put there in the first place to properly secure the board

“Shut up okay,” you spit back, “unlike you, my face isn’t insured by a multi-million dollar company so I’d rather not break it”

He rolls his eyes, “my face is not insured,” he pauses, “at least I don’t think it is,” he furrows his eyebrows looking off to the side in thought

“Hey that's not the point right now,” you say, catching his attention, “I’m trying not to die here so could you please help me”

“Alright alright, quit complaining I got you,” he says quietly, “let's give it another try, just a little slower”

Taking another deep breath, you adjust your right foot, and quickly place your left foot behind it a little further down the board

With a death grip on Yangyang’s arms, you let out a shocked chuckle, surprised you have not managed to break and/or bruise anything yet

“See, you got it,” Yangyang praises, “how do you feel? good?,” you nod , “okay good,” he continues, “how about we try moving yeah?”

“Can we stay here for just a sec,” you say timidly

He nods, “yeah sure, no problem”

And so you do. You spend a couple of seconds, close to a minute or two on the board, getting used to the feeling of the board beneath your feet, softly swaying with every shift of your weight

“Don’t lock your knees okay,” he whispers, “you’ll fall if you do that, try bending them a bit, like you’re playing baseball,” he finishes, “yeah, just like that, perfect”

You squeeze his arms bit, letting him know that your ready to attempt moving

“Are you sure your ready,” Yangyang questions, “I don’t want you to be too nervous”

“I’m good,” you say, reassuring him, “let’s get a move on now, by the time we’re done I’ll be skating circles around you”

He lets out a loud laugh, one that builds up in the stomach and shakes the whole body

And unfortunately for you, he is was the only thing that is keeping you stable

The board shifts aggressively from under you, causing Yangyang to move his foot that is keeping the board in place so it doesn’t get completely run over

You barely register the board shooting forward when you panic and attempt to step off towards Yangyang

With a yelp, Yangyang stumbles backward, and with his grip tightening on your arms, he takes you down with him

You both fall onto the concrete below, Yangyang taking the brunt of the impact

Chest to chest, nose to nose, you lock eyes,,,,

And immediately burst into laughter

You rest your head on his shoulder, bodies both still shaking with small aftershock giggles

Yangyang puts his hand on the back of your head while you two are catching your breaths, trailing his hand down until its rubbing up and down your back

“Well,” Yangyang says still out of breath, “seems like you won’t be skating any laps around me anytime soon”

Smacking his chest, you lift yourself off of him, offering him a hand to help get him off the ground, “yeah sure, just you wait,” you say when he stands back up, “once I put in a little more practice, you’re gonna wish you never wanted to teach me”

With another chuckle, Yangyang grabs his board, “yeah yeah okay, I’ll believe it when I see it”

He turns to the sky, noticing the sun has gone down significantly since you’ve been at the park

“We should start heading back,” he says walking towards you, “I’ll finish showing you another time okay,” he finishes, holding his hand out to you

“I’ll hold you to that,” you say grabbing his outstretched hand

The two of you walk back to the Wayv dorms, with Yangyang swinging your joined arms back and forth, skipping away from the park, the sound of laughter circling around you

When you two arrive, you immediately crash on the couch in front of the air conditioner

Ten walks about of his room, “how was it,” he asks, but after seeing you laid out on the couch, he turns to Yangyang, “did you actually kill them”

“No,” Yangyang responds, “their just being dramatic-”

“Don’t listen to him Ten he almost killed me,” you cut him off

“You’re the one who fell on me,” he shouts back

“You’re the one who promised I wouldn’t fall,” you point out

“Okay okay,” Ten laughs, “c’mon we’re about to order food, let the rest of the guys pick their sides”

(Ten turns to you when Yangyang walks away, “I’m totally on your side by the way”)

And with that, your skating adventures with Yangyang begin

Not in the most perfect way, but as long as Yangyang is there to hold you, riding on the board doesn’t seem as intimidating

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saturnznct · 3 years

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pregnancy | j.s

➸ request from anon: johnny scenario where he vlogs your whole pregnancy of jude (stomach growing, cravings)

➸ note; thank u so so much for requesting this <33 it’s very very long so i hope u dont mind lol

➸ word count; 3945 words

➸ jude; in the womb lol

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Ok right of the bat let me just say I don’t think this would be shared

I feel like he would make it as a sort of keepsake for you both, and of course Jude when he’s older

I feel like Johnny would want to keep it as a memory that he could always go back to,, I feel like he loves to do that

He gets the idea to start about three weeks in, it kind of just comes to him

‘Let me take a photo of you,’ Johnny says as you’re getting ready for bed.

‘Why?’ You respond, confused.

‘I want to take a photo of you every week,’ he explains, ‘then when you have them we can put them all together and just look back on it in the future.’

You comply, rolling up your shirt.

Your stomach is pretty much unchanged, but he just snaps a quick photo regardless.

‘Pretty,’ he muses, while you climb back into your shared bed.

A lot of your first trimester was just stressful tbh full of meetings with SM and trying to figure out the best way forward, as well as the sickness that Johnny would try his best to help you through, tying up your hair and bringing you water

Johnny only wanted to capture the happy moments bc i feel like we all know that’s what he loves to do the most

Which is also why he never records telling the members because it honestly took place in the form of a meeting and was a genuinely serious conversation

You honestly don’t really notice him recording much at first

A lot of what he does is make voice recordings when he talks to the baby,,,

Sometimes when he feels demotivated or burnt out when practicing he often listens to them to feel better change my mind <3

He puts down a camera in the clinic which films a lot of your first scan, filming you having the cold gel put on your stomach and the way you shiver.

‘It’s so cold,’ you turn to Johnny, who chuckles softly.

‘You’ll get used to it soon,’ the nurse smiles, producing the ultrasound want from seemingly out of nowhere and resting it on your stomach

At first, all you see is grey on the screen, the outline of your uterus materialising gradually

‘Lets try and find them,’ the nurse murmurs, moving the probe around more, spreading the gel around a bit.

‘Wow,’ Johnny gasps, the silhouette of your baby come into view.

‘There they are,’ the nurse narrates.

Johnny is close to tears, unable to tear his eyes away from the monitor, while your face contorts into one of absolute amazement and just pure love

The nurse giggles at your stunned silence

At this point Johnny is basically sobbing he feels so happy and overwhelmed and feels just complete for the first time in a while

Of course several screenshots are taken of the ultrasound and you hang onto a copy of it to eventually send to Johnny’s parents once they know

There’s a series of clips of your symptoms, including you shoving massive amounts of ice cream into your mouth, sleeping like a baby in Johnny’s arms with tear tracks all down your cheeks and eventually the sight of a twelve week bump finally rearing it’s head

‘Okay, are you ready?’ Johnny asks you, camera pointed at the screen of the laptop, which had zoom open.

‘Ready as I’ll ever be,’ your hands are shaking wildly, and you gulp loudly.

‘We’re going to be just fine, baby…’ he reassures you, leaning across to kiss the side of your head and then tilting your chin to catch your lips

Your head is resting on Johnny’s shoulder when his parents answer the video call

‘Hello you two,’ Johnny’s mother beams,

‘Hey! Mom! Dad!’ Johnny grins back, and you cant find any words to say due to your nerves

You remain silent for a few moments to allow the family to greet each other, but then eventually his parent’s attention turns to you.

‘Oh, Y/N, how are you?’ Johnny’s mom asks you, and your stomach turns

‘I’m good, thank you,’ you force a smile.

‘You look beautiful,’ she comments, ‘you’re almost…. glowing.’

‘Thank you,’ you smile more genuinely this time, considering for the last twelve weeks you’ve been feeling like shit.

‘Anyway, what’s this about?’ Johnny’s dad questions, ‘why did you both need to talk to us?’

‘Well…’ Johnny starts, grabbing your hand off screen and squeezing it, ‘we both have something that we want to tell you.’

‘What is it?’

‘You’re not engaged- are you?’ his mother gasps.

’No, no, it’s not that,’ Johnny shakes his head.

‘What is it then?’

‘Y/N is- well, we’re going to be having a baby...’

You panic at the silence that comes after Johnny’s words, but eventually it is filled with his mother squeaking out a ‘you’re pregnant?’

You nod, chewing on the bottom of your lip anxiously.

‘Oh my god, are you really?’

’Show them,’ Johnny murmurs, and you stand up, rolling up your shirt so that your bump is on show.

Johnny’s mother squeals once again, while his dad just grins.

‘Congratulations!’ They’re both seem absolutely thrilled which hugely calms you down.

‘I knew it when I saw you!’ His mother exclaims when you sit down, ‘like I said, you’re glowing!’

’Thank you,’ you smile sheepishly.

You can’t help but notice how they haven’t even mentioned the company/Johnny’s career and it just felt so nice to just focus on something else for once

The next day you send a copy of the ultrasound photo in the mail <3

‘Y/N, would you like to tell the camera why we’re going through the Mcdonald’s drive through at two-thirty in the morning?’

You glare at Johnny, taking his words as annoyance.

‘Well, it’s your fault I’m fucking pregnant isn’t it,’ you huff, ‘I just want an Oreo McFlurry, but you have to give me all that cheek like it’s MY fault-’

Johnny just shoots the camera a look.

The scene changes to you two parked in the Mcdonald’s car park, you holding your ice cream and eating it quietly.

You can see your growing bump clearly through your leggings, and Johnny takes a moment to admire it.

‘You look so pretty like this,’ he hums, and you stare at him through your half lidded eyes.

‘Eating ice cream?’

‘No- with our baby.’

You’re too tired to argue, too tired to point out all of the ugly things that have come with your pregnancy, so you just lean across the console (with some effort) and kiss him on the lips before resting your head in his neck.

‘Thank you for driving me here so late.’

‘It’s my pleasure,’ he kisses your head, ‘I’d do anything for you, and them.’

‘Can you believe we get to find out what they are next week?’

‘I know,’ Johnny shakes his head in disbelief, ‘this… it’s gone so fast.’

You nod in agreement, ‘I think it’s a boy.’

‘Really?’ He says, eyes widening slightly.

‘Yep. I just have a feeling that our baby will look exactly like you.’

‘I haven’t really thought about it… I’ve been too focused on figuring out how I’m going to be a good dad.’

You remove your head from his shoulder, shoving your now empty ice cream cup into the drink holder.

‘John Suh, you have practically raised several of your members, what makes you think that you can’t do it now?’

‘This is different,’ he sighs, ‘I’m literally responsible for a human life here…’

‘You took care of Mark,’ you point out, ‘you took care of Ten, helped him learn Korean and adapt and grow into a brand new country where he knew nothing. You can do the exact same thing with our son or daughter.’

There’s a silence as he considers your words, before he sighs softly, ‘I can’t wait to meet them. I promise I’ll always be there-’

‘I know you will be. I trust you.’

‘Thank you. I love you both with all of my heart.’

‘We love you too. Now, we would love you even more if you could take us through the drive-thru again and get another McFlurry.’

Johnny just laughs lowly, putting the key in the ignition and turning it, so the car flares to life once again, ‘only because I love you.’

The scene changes, and once again you’re sitting in the car, except this time it’s daytime.

‘We’re on the way to the doctors right now,’ you narrate, sweaty palms quite clearly kneading Johnny’s hands, ‘time to find out whether you’re a boy or a girl.’

‘Everyone is pretty sure you’re a boy,’ Johnny says, ‘I’m still not sure.’

‘Well you’ll know in an hour anyway,’ you deadpan, ‘and you’ll see that I’m right.’

‘Whatever you say,’ he grins.

‘I’ve been wondering recently what they’re going to think when they watch this video in the future,’ you tell Johnny.

‘Don’t say that,’ he shudders, ‘I’m just imagining them to be all grown up and that’s scary.’

‘They’ll be all grown up when they watch this,’ you point out.

‘Well hey, grown up baby Suh, hope we didn’t completely fuck you up-‘

‘John-‘

‘Sorry,’ he chuckles, ‘I hope they’re laughing.’

The video cuts to a new scene, a very blindingly white one, where you’re laying on a bed in the doctor’s office.

‘Are you ready Y/N?’ The nurse asks, applying the familiar gel to your stomach.

‘As ready as I’ll ever be,’ you reply, eyes squeezing shut at the coldness, trying to focus on the way Johnny plays with your hair.

Johnny’s parents are on facetime, waiting in anticipation to hear the results.

The nurse spends a few minutes showing you the ways in which the baby has grown, playing the heartbeat for you and just generally checking things over.

’Now for the moment I know you’ve been waiting for,’ she says, which earns chuckles from all four of you.

She spends about a minute moving the wand around, clearly trying to find the right angle to check

‘Ok, I can see now,’ the Nurse says, ‘you ready?’

‘Just say it!’ Johnny’s mother yells from the phone, making the rest of you crack up.

‘It very much appears that you’re having a baby boy.’

‘A boy,’ Johnny echos, kissing your forehead repeatedly as you tear up.

You can hear Johnny’s parents hollering and clapping through the screen.

‘I told you,’ you whisper, laughing through the tears, ‘I knew it would be.’

‘You were right, angel..’

‘Aren’t you happy?’ You ask, noticing that he hasn’t said anything yet.

‘Incredibly,’ he’s choked up, the words get caught in his throat, ‘love you both so so much.’

The scene changes to you in a shop, looking intensively at a stuffed giraffe.

Johnny turns the camera to himself, and you can see the way his mask is pulled up to below his eyes, black Chicago Cubs cap also pulled down so that his eyes are shielded.

He tries to make a face at the camera, but questions whether or not you could tell.

‘John, what do you think?’ You ask quietly, holding up a white bear, ‘should we get the white one, the grey one, or the blue one? I feel as though if we get the white then that will make his bedroom too bright and then he won’t be able to sleep, and the blue feels almost sexist, in a way-‘

’Don’t stress yourself out, angel,’ Johnny murmurs quietly, ‘it’s not that huge of a deal… but if you’re asking me, get the grey. It’ll look nice with the white bedding.’

You sigh deeply, switching the white bear for the grey one, ‘you’re right. How did I not see that before.’

‘What can I say,’ he shrugs, ‘I’m just incredible at interior design.’

‘I hope you feel the same way when you build the rest of the furniture with Jaehyun and Ten this weekend.’

‘I volunteered-‘

‘You had no choice, I can’t exactly do it myself, can I?’

Johnny just laughs quietly.

‘Also, Jude, yes I am talking about your uncles-‘

‘I didn’t realise we had settled on Jude,’ Johnny interrupts.

‘Oh, uh, yeah right. Force of habit. It just feels right to say.’

‘He does feel like a Jude, I agree, but I think we need to explore some more options.’

’Not John Jr again,’ you whine, ‘I’m telling you, it sounds like a euphemism.’

‘Okay, fine, Jude it is.’

‘Really?’ You squeal, trying not to literally jump for joy.

‘Yeah,’ Johnny grins, ‘I love it.’

‘Yay!’ you clap, grabbing his shoulder to steady yourself to give him a massive kiss on the cheek (where his mask wasn’t covering), ‘thank you.’

‘No, thank you.’

The video changes to you two laying on your shared bed, Johnny’s head resting against your twenty week bump.

You can clearly see the way your skin pulses as Jude kicks from inside of you.

‘John, look, you can see the shape of his foot,’ you point out, prodding the area where he last kicked.

‘I can see,’ Johnny turns his head to kiss the area softly, making a light pecking sound.

You haven’t noticed that he’s filming, so you’re just absentmindedly kneading your fingers through his hair, occasionally wincing and jumping as Jude delivered a particularly hard kick.

Johnny feels utterly blissful. The rest of the world has just melted away, and it’s only you two left.

He falls asleep on your lap, the video clip ending with you finding the camera and turning it off.

The image cuts off, and is replaced with Johnny sitting in a dark room, white glow of the laptop screen the only light.

‘Your mom is asleep in the other room,’ he says quietly, looking straight into the camera lens, ’so I’m going to try to be quiet.’

He clicks around on his laptop for a bit, typing quickly.

‘I am… currently booking plane tickets,’ he explains, while he waits for the website to load.

‘One way. One for me and one for your mother, to Chicago, where you’re going to be born.’

Again he’s silent for a while, eyebrows cocked in concentration.

‘We’re going to go about three and a half weeks before your due date, then we’ll probably come back when you’re six weeks old. Wait, will I have to book a plane ticket for you? I should probably find that out.’

He opens another tab.

’The fact that we’re going to have the same hometown,’ he bites his lip and shakes his head, ‘makes me so so so happy.’

‘And you’re going to meet your grandma and grandpa right away!’

You had both agreed that you would travel to Chicago in order to have Jude; it was the place where most of the family was, the people that he wanted to be surrounded by when his first child was born, and most importantly, it was away from all of the craziness of Korea.

The company had asked him to begin writing the famous handwritten note all SM idols do

He somewhat dreaded the response, but tried very hard to not show you this, as to not worry you even more

You could tell that there was something on his mind but you assumed it was just general nerves

Some time passes before Johnny eventually turns back to the camera, ‘okay, that’s our tickets booked. Just waiting on you now, little man.’

He smiles tiredly, reaching an arm out to turn off the camera.

‘Y/N?’ Mark asks, gingerly approaching you where you’re standing against the wall in the hallway.

‘Yes?’ You ask tiredly, moving your head from where it rested on your hand.

‘Are you feeling ok? Johnny sent me to check on you.’

‘I’m fine,’ you choke out.

It was comeback season, Johnny’s last before going on a mini-hiatus for the sake of you and Jude.

You’d been feeling sick all day, dizziness and general sickness plaguing your whole body.

You noticed the way the members treated you, almost as if you’d break if they came near you.

‘We’re having a difficult day today, Jude,’ Johnny narrates, ‘your mama’s here, supporting me, but we’re… feeling a bit sick.’

You curl into his body, wrapping an arm around him.

He kisses your head, ‘do you need to sit down?’

You nod into his chest.

‘Okay,’ Johnny turns off his camera.

‘You can lay down on that couch if you want,’ a staff member tells you when you sit down, sinking into the cushions.

‘I’m fine,I’m fine,’ you mumble, not wanting to be a burden.

Another staff member was around to take care of you, bringing you things if you needed them, but you tried hard to not bother her.

‘We need to get you guys to the stage now,’ yet another staff member appears in the doorway, wearing a huge bulky headset.

‘See you later, Y/N,’ each of the members wave at you, Johnny pursuing a discreet kiss to your forehead.

‘We’re about to tell the world about you, Judey,’ Johnny mumbles at the camera, days later.

‘When are they posting it?’ You ask off screen.

‘At six,’ he answers, turning around so that you’re on screen.

You’re fondly cradling your bump underneath your white flowy shirt. You’ve actually gotten up today, bothering to dress somewhat nicely.

‘And it’s five fifty-eight now.’

‘Oh,’ you say dejectedly, and Johnny plops down on the couch next to you.

‘How are you feeling?’ He asks, resting his head on your shoulder.

‘Petrified,’ you sigh, ‘but it’s got to be done, I guess.’

‘We’ll be just fine,’ Johnny tries to reassure you.

‘I’m just scared of what people might say-‘

‘We’ve sent the post out now,’ a member of staff calls, and you feel almost like you’re going to begin hyperventilating.

‘You know what,’ Johnny springs to his feet, holding out a hand, ‘turn off your phone, let’s go for a drive.’

The next clip is of you, from a considerable distance, but of you.

You were sitting on a bench facing a view, holding a bottle of water.

You’d stopped off at a viewpoint, and Johnny had walked off to pa the parking meter.

‘Your mom is so pretty Jude,’ Johnny mutters under his breath to the camera, ‘appreciate her.’

The screen changes again.

Johnny flops down on your shared bed, looking deeply exhausted.

There’s an open suitcase next to his head, filled with a few baby grows, but mostly your own clothes.

‘We’re packing for Chicago,’ he grins, ‘we’re flying out in… four days. Four days.’

‘I am… scared… but it’s okay.’

‘I hope you’re excited too… and ready to come and meet us safely. I should probably keep packing.’

Johnny covers the camera with his hand, thinking to himself about how much of a vlogger he’s turning into.

‘It’s d-day,’ Johnny announces to the camera, which is sitting on the airport floor, tilted up at him.

‘Your mom is in the bathroom, of course. Our flight leaves in about an hour.’

Johnny had spent a lot of money thinking about you flying. He wanted to make sure that you were completely comfortable the whole time.

He’d booked two seats right next to each other, you know the ones that like recline and make like a double bed

Rich people tings ig

Anyway you watch some movies together and you eventually decide to go to sleep

Night falls and Johnny can’t help but notice how peaceful you look

Eventually he gets bored himself and goes to sleep, slinging an arm around you.

‘Okay, we have landed,’ Johnny narrates, leaning against a railing outside the airport terminal.

Your head is leaning against his shoulder, eyes slowly drooping shut then reopening.

‘We’ve been through customs and everything- Y/N, how are you feeling?’

‘Tired,’ you reply, ‘as soon as we get to your parents house…. I’m falling asleep on the guest bed. With some chocolate cookies, preferably.’

‘So that’s that,’ Johnny deadpans.

The next video was the two of you in the backseat of his parents’ car.

You were fast asleep on Johnny’s shoulder, and Johnny is playing with your fingers with his spare hand

His mother is chatting away, practically attacking Johnny with questions

Johnny doesn’t pick up the camera again until later that night.

He’s sitting on the end of the bed, you’re half asleep in the background.

‘We’re getting settled in here,’ Johnny mumbles, just loud enough for the camera to actually pick up.

‘John, he’s kicking,’ you call, and Johnny immediately turns around to place a hand on your stomach.

Naturally, since you had been flying for several hours you did worry about the possible stress it could give Jude,, so when he moved and kicked it was a huge relief for you

‘Those are strong,’ he says.

‘I know,’ you reply, ‘it kind of hurts.’

‘You hear that, Jude? Stop hurting your mother.’

‘It’s okay,’ you mutter, ‘it’s better than nothing.’

You then let out a giant yawn, leaning back against the pillows with the tears of your yawn gathering in your eyes.

‘I think we’re going to head to bed now,’ Johnny says, letting out a massive yawn of his own, ‘all this travelling has taken a lot out of us. But we love you Judey, this if all for you. Goodnight.’

‘John, it hurts.’

It’s three weeks later, and you’re sitting on the bathroom floor clinging to your stomach.

‘I know,’ Johnny tries to comfort you, stroking your hair as you’re nearly crying in his chest.

Johnny’s mother enters the room, ‘I’ve called the midwife, she’s on her way now…. How far apart are your contractions?’

‘About five minutes.’

‘You’re getting quite close now,’ his mom remarks as you whine.

You’d woken up in such horrific pain, and after a few minutes of laying in bed you’d come to the conclusion that they were contractions.

‘John can you turn that camera off, please?’ You whimper, slightly embarrassed at the thought of you writhing and crying on the floor being on tape forever.

‘Okay, sorry love.’

It’s clearly several hours later when Johnny picks up the camera again. He’s sitting on the couch, with no shirt on at all.

‘Im very overwhelmed right now… you’re probably going to be here within the next two hours… your mom is about nine centimetres… getting ready to go in this pool-‘

He turns the camera around to show the birthing pool in the middle of the living room.

‘I’m going to get in that, with your mom and then you’ll be in this world with us… I’m terrified, but… optimistic.’

Johnny’s mother turns on the camera next, facing you in the water.

You’re standing between Johnny’s legs, back pressed up against his chest.

‘How’re you feeling, Y/N?’ She asks, and you stare into the lens with half-lidded eyes.

‘I’m in agony,’ you say flatly, ‘it’s like I can feel him. Sitting like… here.’ You point to your pelvis, and Johnny kisses the back of your head comfortingly.

A few moments later, a huge contraction crashes over you, causing you to practically scream

‘Oh god, I have to push-‘

The camera cuts off.

‘Oh my god…’ you gasp, staring at the wailing baby on your chest.

The camera is being held again by Johnny’s mother, just above your head.

‘Look at him John… he’s so perfect.’

’So beautiful,’ he hums, completely lost for words.

Hi, Jude…’ you cry quietly, ‘we love you so so so much…’

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thisuserlovesfandoms · 4 years

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Ideal Type: Park Jisung.

Definitely wants a younger girlfriend. I mean, this boy has admitted to liking the name Oppa.

I feel like he'd be cool with dating a foreigner, I mean he can supposedly understand English. OH AND HIS GIRLFRIEND COULD HELP HIM WITH HIS PRONUNCIATION AND HE COULD HELP HER WITH HER KOREAN AND THEY'D HAVE STUDY DATES TOGETHER, AWWW.

I feel like he'd love someone a bit different. Like, Koreans apparently are always done up and dressed to impress, especially in Seoul.

So, I feel like he'd enjoy someone who didn't really care about all that stuff. Maybe has a couple tattoos, doesn't wear makeup, something like that.

He'd like someone witty, smart and emotionally (maybe even physically) strong.

He'd like a very positive and hard working person.

Physical appearance is pretty much nothing to him, as long as his girlfriend has a wonderful personality, that's all that would be needed for him to fall in love with her.

The only physical traits I could see him really wanting in a girl is light eyes (possibly blue or green, not necessarily light shades just light colours, maybe even a nice hazel) and a bright smile.

Someone that could pull off both tomboy and girly styles. Like, one day, she'd show up in jean shorts with a v neck and flannel plus a snapback and then the next, she's in a full pink and floral outfit with glittery shoes and done up hair.

Or, someone that could mix the two together. Like a full pink outfit but instead of like a pink dress, she'd wear a pink shirt and shorts instead and then with done up hair but a snapback or casual hair but wearing fancy boots.

Something like that, lol, I'm not really one for fashion.

He'd like someone with really cute nails and soft ass hands. I NEED TO STOCK UP ON THAT HAND CREAM LADIES

Maybe someone with mint and lavender two-tone nails (is that a thing?), maybe square shaped nails.

Just someone with a soft but also edgy, kinda casual appearance. I AM NOT WORDING THIS RIGHT.

Someone interested in a form of art or something similar. Like, music, painting, even writing. OOH, A DANCER!

He'd be so shy.

Possible meeting places.

If she was famous, (not necessarily an idol) maybe an interview or collab, even a photoshoot.

Possibilities for us common mortals, lol, would be a library, outside of a school, shopping centre, music shop. Something like that.

Would probably notice her because of her loud laughter.

They'd lock eyes and he'd turn around, rubbing his neck all shy and when he turns back to look at her, she's still looking at him with a small but sweet smile on her face and HHNNNGGGHH CUUUTTTTEEEE!

lol, sorry, gone a bit over the top.

So, yah, to put it basically, would love a girl with a great sense of humour, knows what she wants to do in life and probably has a bit of a motherly personality.

P(w)ark Jisung Ideal Type ☑️

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sweetheartyuta · 4 years

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Bandslam! Taeyong

Happy to be back - bunny x (PSA this is reposted from squares react where I was Admin luna, the blog has since went inactive so I’m transferring my works to my new account :))

• So you’d been friends with taeyong since you were in diapers and you’d been inseparable ever since, you always had each other’s backs and were always very protective of one another. • You were both very musically talented, taeyong with his ability to write such meaningful lyrics and play the electric guitar expertly and you had a “great voice” as taeyong would say and definitely weren’t too shabby on the drums. • You’d spend the majority of your time together practicing in your parent’s soundproof garage, making covers and posting them online, which definitely got you some recognition at school and a growing support group online, although it was a small following it was greatly appreciated by you both. • With your growing support online you quickly befriended Johnny who was a magician on the electric keyboard and jaehyun who was a wiz on the bass guitar and soon enough, the pair quickly became the new additions to your band • anyone that looked over at the four of you would have thought that you had known each other forever. • When you joined together as a band, no other high school in your area could compete with you four, you were a force to be reckoned with, often asked to perform at school ceremonies and even prom. • That night when you rocked up in a dress with drumsticks in hand he saw you in a completely different light, like he was staring for so long Johnny had to punch him on the arm and was like ‘’dude are you okay you’re staring” • “wha- oh yeah I’m okay” realising he’d been staring for too long a pink hue made its way to his cheeks • He was at a loss, you looked simply radiant, he had always seen you as his best friend but the hammering in his ribcage was telling him a different story, after playing a few songs for your fellow classmates he made his way over to the food, trying to figure out what it was he felt when he looked at you. • A gentle tap on the shoulder pulled him out of his thoughts as he turned to meet your eyes gazing at him worriedly • “ dude are you okay you’ve been really quiet all night, this isn’t like you” • And because he’s not sure what was going on with him either he just smiled and reassured you, it wasn’t a fake smile though because he was always happiest when he was around you, he didn’t have to fake a smile. • He felt a tug on his arm and was then dragged to the dance floor “come on doofus let’s dance” he laughed at your comment and felt a warmth in his chest, after all these years you hadn’t changed at all, you never were one to follow the crowd, you were always your own person, dressing how you wanted, stood up for what you believed In and never changed who you were just for the sake of popularity. • And that is what he lov- liked!! That was what he liked about you • A slow song played next and you both groaned, you had talked about that cliché moment at dances when the couple get up to dance and a slow song starts to play but you laughed together as you started to sway to the beat. • Your hands held his shoulders lightly, as your head rested on his chest, almost like a hug, while his hands slowly made their way to your waist, causing an acceleration in his heartbeat though you were too busy to notice as you hummed along to the song. • He closed his eyes, never wanting to forget this moment, the moment he realised he liked you, more than a friend, he took in your sweet voice, quietly singing along to the song when all of a sudden you snorted as you looked across the hall to find Johnny and Jaehyun dancing the same way you two were to make fun of the both of you, he couldn’t help but laugh too at the sight in front of them. • Jaehyun was leaning his head on Johnny’s shoulder as they were almost the same height, twirling around the hall as they listened to you laughing. • They were so happy for taeyong, they knew before he did that he would have feelings for you, the way his ears seemed to perk up when you talked in a conversation, you balanced him out, he had a cold exterior, his prominent features scared many into thinking he was a very cold person but after befriending him the boys knew differently. • Whereas you were bubbly and had friendly features and they took a liking to you instantly, they first realised that taeyong liked you when they joined your group, the way he was overly protective as he was used to things just being you and him, it took him longer to accept the boys than you. • But now taeyong couldn’t imagine life without the three of you and couldn’t be more grateful for three friends he knew would be there for him for life and the trio felt the same way. • After prom taeyong would be so confused, noting things about you that he had never realised before, the way you lit up band practice when you walked into the garage, the way you threw your head back and you closed your eyes when you found something really funny and he couldn’t tell whether he actually had feelings for you or if it was just a crush. • So one day at lunch you’d be sitting at a table with Jaehyun and Taeyong and Johnny walks over with a poster in his hand and slam it on the table “guys you know we have to enter this right ?!” • You’d share a hesitant look with taeyong, although you didn’t deny the talent your band had, you had never participated in any competition therefore you wouldn’t know the kind of talent the other groups had • The competition meant business though, the winning group would receive a record deal and cash prize, the two things any aspiring musicians wished for • After some persuasion from Johnny you gave in, looking around the table you smiled, you wouldn’t want to take part in the competition with anyone else and it would be stupid to pass up an opportunity like this, jaehyun and Johnny high fived and cheered, sending all of the attention in the lunch room your way • The four of you knew that there was no chance you’d even qualify without a lot of practice. After countless nights spent in the garage you auditioned and qualified, making it to the final, although you had done well throughout the competition and received good feedback from the judges. You knew that winning the competition without doing something to make yourselves stand out wasn’t happening

• So you decided to come up with your own song, yes it was a risky move but with the lyrical geniuses that are jaehyun and taeyong and your knowledge of composing music mixed with Johnny’s editing skills you were pretty confident that you could create something great that would catch the eye of the judges and may give you the edge. • You all decided to stay at Taeyong’s house, giving you the opportunity to shoot ideas back and forth (while devouring a mountain of Doritos) and ask the guys for their opinion. Your eyelids slowly started to droop after five hours of nonstop composing and changing things around, you rested your head comfortably on Taeyong’s shoulder, slowly falling asleep. • It was a normal thing you would do but it felt different this time to Taeyong, his heart leapt at the sight of you laying on his shoulder, with your laptop balancing on your legs and shallow breaths leaving your mouth • He couldn’t leave even if he wanted to (he definitely didn’t) so he placed your laptop carefully onto the table and placed an arm around your waist, the guys had fallen asleep an hour before, tiring themselves out by eating so much pizza • He placed his lyric book on the ground and wrapped a blanket around you both and slowly fell asleep himself. • You were the first to wake up and you were surprised to say the least when you felt someone’s arm around you, you looked up at Taeyong to see him sleeping peacefully, a small blush forming on your face • Your feelings towards Taeyong had started to bloom recently, you just couldn’t imagine your life without him, always planning your futures together, he was your partner in crime and you were always curious if you would work out as a couple. • The next few band practices you had were all night-ers, trying to perfect the song, changing the tuning slightly as you did. Both Jaehyun and Johnny had begun to pick up on your feelings for Taeyong and began to put a plan into action, they’d leave you two alone at lunch time and say they had detention for doing something stupid and go sit in the library to give you two time to talk. They’d set the wrong time for band practice so they’d get there half an hour later than you did. • Basically doing anything to let you guys figure out your feelings for one another. • So anyways the day of the bandslam final comes and you were well prepared and you knew that even if you didn’t win you still tried your hardest and you still had your three best friends and nothing could change that. • Don’t get me wrong though, you were up against some pretty stiff competition, the level of talent was insane but you didn’t have much time to think about it since you were one of the first bands to play. • ¬¬the look of confusion which very quickly turned to excitement that came from the judges and the crowd was priceless as they realised you were playing your own song, though Taeyong looked more nervous than usual. • You let it slide because you thought it was just because of the competition but little did you know he was planning on asking you to be his girlfriend if you won • The performance was definitely one of the best you’ve had, you couldn’t help but feel emotional at knowing all of the hard work you put in had paid off and the reaction from the crowd was something that you never wanted to forget. • The competition was left down to three different groups, all of which had did very well with their performances, standing on the stage waiting for your results you felt like your heart was about to drop to your stomach. Taeyong took hold of your hand and interlocked it with his own, giving it a squeeze, you looked up to Taeyong who gave you a reassuring smile. • You were too busy in your own thoughts to realise your name had been called out as the winning group, everyone was screaming and you were pulled into a group hug by Johnny “wE DID IT GUYS, WE ACTUALLY DID IT” • Taeyong pulled away from you and grabbed a mic and got the attention of the crowd who were cheering you “so I promised myself I’d do something if we won this competition” he turned to face you taking your hand in his own “ will you go out with me?” • And god, you would be in tears now if you weren’t already crying, you’d nod your head and pull him in for a hug, shyly kissing his cheek. • To be honest the two noobs were probably freaking out more over the fact you said yes to being Taeyong’s girlfriend than winning the competition, they’d pick you both up and spin you round “IT’S ABOUT TIME WE THOUGHT IT WAS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN” • Honestly this was a day that would go down in history for all four of you, though you’d be the biggest winner of all because you got a record deal and walked away with Taeyong not just as your best friend, as your boyfriend.

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