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newobsessioneveryweek · 8 months

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Heeeey

so I have never written a complete fanfiction for TOA

And I have some ideas for angst but one persistent thought keeps demanding to written first

This thought comes courtesy of my dear sister and my many stoner friends. (Like seriously, I am friends with a staggering amount of stoners).

You see where this is going, don't you?

Anyway, since I don't smoke the green stuff myself, I asked my sister to give me her best rundown of how it feels to be high and what the experience is like- especially how it feels to get high by accident.

Again, you see where this is going?

I'm writing this because I have 2 ideas for how I want this fic to go. I would like you guys to help me choose. Here's a brief summary of both. There's a poll at the end of this post. Feel free to share your thoughts as well if you feel like it☀️

Both of these are going to be built on the same premise: Travis comes back from college and brings along with him a pack of edibles. Here where I live smoking weed is legal and I'm not exactly sure what the situation is like in the US but I'm gonna assume that college students are not strangers to Mary Jane. Also, this is my fic and I can do what I want.

Anyhow, Travis brings back weed (in gummy form), probably hoping to share, probably not, but long story short it winds up in a packed bag lunch, the person having packed said lunch thinking it was an ordinary bag of gummy bears.

This lunch was packed for none other than Will, who has been working so diligently at the infirmary that he won't even take the time off to go have lunch with the rest of camp.

So on this particular day Apollo visits camp and decides to help Will at the infirmary. When lunch time rolls around and Will sits down for a small break to eat he sees the gummies. In this fic Will isn't a sweet tooth and tells Apollo "I don't really like candy, do you want these?" and Apollo goes "only a mad person turns down gummy bears" and gratefully takes them.

And this is where the plots diverge.

Option 1:

Will assures Apollo that he can handle the rest of the work and dismisses him, telling him to go have fun with the rest of his kids. He leaves, munching on the gummies as he makes his way to the dining pavilion. Enter Travis and Connor (who Travis enlisted to help him find his missing weed).

They intercept Apollo on his way to the pavilion, asking where on earth he got those gummies. He tells them Will gave them to him. The brothers stare at each other in horror then ask him how much he ate of it. Apollo doesn't answer immediately. He just asks "why?" nervously, holding the packet close to his chest as if they were going to snatch it. They do, and then realise that there is only. One. Gummy. Left. Of a pack of 10. Oh dear.

For reference:

2 gummies MAX! This dude at FOUR TIMES THAT +1

Anyway, here's a little dialogue:

Travis: Apollo, where did you get that?

Apollo, still chewing his 9th gummy bear: from Will. Why, did you want some?

Travis, eye twitching, ignoring the question: Where did *Will* get it from?

Apollo: uhm, I think Nico?

Apollo, getting fidgety now: were these yours? Sorry, I didn't know, I wouldn't have eaten them if I'd known.

Connor: Them?

Travis and Connor share a look of horror

Travis: how much of that did you eat?

Apollo, visibly nervous: ...why?

Connor, grabbing the package and looking inside: ...oh no... There's only one left.

Travis: ...shit

Apollo, sweating, looking between them with a mix of horror and annoyance: I'm guessing this is bad.

Option 2, a lil more angsty ngl:

The second option, as I said, stems from the same beginning: Will gives his dad the sweets and excuses him from helping out at the infirmary. But this time Travis, Connor, and Will find Apollo when he's already high as a kite, laying on his back among the strawberries, claiming he can taste sounds or something like that.

Travis has been looking high and low for the goods ever since he lost them and has been trying to inconspicuously ask other campers if they've seen it without revealing what they actually are or why he wants them back so badly if it's just a pack of gummy bears. About an hour or two after lunch Will gets off work and the Stoll brothers ask him if he's seen a totally innocuous bag of gummy bears recently and he says yes, he just gave a bag of gummies to Apollo about 2 hours ago.

He asks what brand they were, he says he doesn't know but describes the packaging. Travis confirms that this is indeed the bag he's looking for and that if Apollo ate them then that's very bad. Will is curious and asks about it and Travis reluctantly admits the nature of these particular candies.

So they look for Apollo, enlisting the help of the other (mostly age appropriate) cabin 7 kids, and eventually find him in the aforementioned position, lying in the strawberry fields muttering nonsense to himself and giggling at his own jokes.

Travis insists they take him to the infirmary. Will doesn't question it and they try to lead Apollo to the camp without giving away his current state. This goes terribly. The minute he stands up he staggers, doubles over and throws up. And it just gets worse from there.

Here's a little dialogue:

Travis, effectively deducing just how much Apollo has eaten: oh gods, he has greenies.

Will, horrified by what he's seeing: "greenies"? What the hell are "greenies"?

Connor: *is*

Travis, gesturing at Apollo who is miserably dry heaving: *this* is greenies.

Will, patting Apollo's back like a good son: I'm still confused.

Travis: greenies is a state of being so high out of your fucking mind that you can't function.

Will, obviously distressed: how long does it last?

Travis: typically a few hours. For Apollo it should be less since, you know, he's a god. He'll be fine though, after a while. Just try to get him to sleep it off.

(I should clarify that greenies can make you hyper paranoid and anxious so in either scenario Apollo's gonna have a bad time. But it'll be funny too. Gotta have fun with this prompt, especially since I have first hand experience with taking care of my friend who gets absolutely ridiculously silly when she smokes outdoor XD it's gonna be vibes on top of the agony)

So yeah, those are my little thoughts.

#apollo toa #toa apollo #toa #trials of apollo #trialsofapollo #the trials of apollo #will solace #nico di angelo #travis stoll #connor stoll #I love this fandom #I cant believe ive never written for it #But i will!!

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sakumasmut · 1 year

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jeez I can't stop thinking about free use anzu. also hehe can I be 🧜‍♀️anon? I'd love to ramble bout my girl anzu some more🫶🫶

her trying to squirm away from their cocks and pushing them away from being too overstimulated, only to get held down by the idol(s) that are currently plowing inside her needy holes, teasing her by saying that the day is just getting started and this is all she wanted. all she could do was moan even more.

the whole thing would move to her break room (pretty much her second dorm by now) if the juniors are around. also, anzu and each of the adult idols owns their own copy of the room key, making them free to enter the room and fuck her there whenever they want.

most of the time she would be fucked out before noon...and she looks so cute in that state, it drives the idols insane and want them to fill her up even more.

just...her body being limp from all the previous fucking she couldn't even move at all, her eyes staring into nothing and rolling back into her head everytime someone thrusts into her, her hair looking disheveled from being pulled and from all the sweat, her brain not being able to register anything except the cocks that are pounding her holes, her voice being so hoarse from all the screaming and moaning (the idols find it cute btw😌), her not being able to speak properly and only have the ability to moan and say 'more'...I could go one forever with this.

like come on, imagine one of the idols bouncing her on their cock cuz anzu is too fucked out to ride it herself. all she could do was pant and moan against the idol's neck, the fatigue was apparent but she just wanted more. the next thing she knows, another one picks her up and threw her on the bed, kissing her passionately before thrusting roughly into her cunt without warning, making her let out a loud and erotic scream. her eyes rolling back into her head and her mouth hanging open whilst her tiny hands gripped the sheet under her.

the rough treatment aside, they would give her amazing aftercare though. giving her a bath, massaging her entire body, getting her whatever she needs, and so on. the following morning, niki would serve her breakfast in bed, while the others (aside from the ones who has to do paperworks and clean the room) would cuddle her and kiss her every now and then...needy anzu would still ask whoever's cuddling her to cockwarm her though. can you blamen her though? she's too addicted to them idol cocks.

I could go on forever but I don't wanna flood your inbox😭

added you! and yeah god I love the idea of her just being loved and fucked by all the idols. you could keep rambling abt it and I’d read everything ngl

#enstars smut #anzu smut #nsft es!!#thirsts #🧜‍♀️

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likemosaic · 14 days

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⭐ (( if you're still accepting! <3 ))

send a " ⭐ " and i will list muses i would be interested in throwing at yours. / @deficd

i'm always accepting! my memes never expire. you know this but posting it for anyone else reading <3

arthur and kaj, or katie and kaj! kaj's rdr verse is mostly in the hands of @strnza ngl but i'd love for it to branch out more. i'd especially love the "cowboys versus Offensive Native American Word" trope, but admittedly i havent played the games so it may already do that in a satisfactory way. regardless i think it would be fun to see what we come up with!

I HAVEN'T WATCHED SH*GUN BUT I WANT TO SO BAD. can i put one of my relevant ocs into sh*gun and we make it work with my limited knowledge lmfao? chiyo is japanese fantasy/period era based and id love to move her into that world and explore it with you. coco also has a "western idiot goes to the east" au which could be converted for our purposes. toran*ga-sama please you and your beautiful mistress (wife? havent watched the show), both of you give me a call i'm just pathetic.

kaj and max rocktanskin (name sillified). she has a MA.MX verse as one of the vulvalini but i've recently been thinking about having that be a verse where she strikes out on her own with mixed results. shenanigans. fighting over water. 10 charisma versus 1 charisma, fight.

one day i will get that disabled viking woman oc going for you and your viking related characters baby. one day. i swear. i am just so tired. i also kinda wanna add jessamine...if that ever intrigues you haha

hermes is my easy "slap him into anything" guy, he cant possibly fail us. and he'd be very interested in being disguised as one of the vikings' gods and causing general mischief and discomfort to your various viking muses, whoever you think would get the most out of that interaction. make loki break out into a real sweat. or just get him right back, who knows.

#deficd #ooc.#me fleshing out my viking oc as fast as my little gay hands will let me

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jessmenace · 1 year

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Coachella Weekend Two @ Empire Polo Club 04/22/23 (Day 2)

Day 2 got off to a massive start when I found out upon waking up that isoxo (one of my fave artists!! Sable Valley darling!) was announced as surprise DoLab guest (hot off the heels of his bff knock2 shutting down his own surprise set Day 1). the downside was that he was going to overlap with Blackpink (who I also really wanted to see) - but sacrifices have to be made.. in the name of Coachella!!

sets I saw Day 2:

Charli XCX. I thought I was gonna know ~half her set but I realized I knew more of her discog than I'd thought. FUN nonstop energy bubblegum to electro to hyperpop from start to finish. obsessed. I def want to catch her on tour asap!

Rosalia. I was not familiar with her music at all but omg she put on a damn SHOW. my entire group stayed together (rare) for the majority of her set (even rarer)!

Tale of Us. man, I'd heard/seen the epic tales (no pun intended) of their Afterlife sets so I knew production was going to be insane. and even this non-Afterlife set was epic. they make me think I could really get into techno... maybe haha.

Holly b2b Machinedrum

isoxo. I honestly don't even have words for this set/religious experience. every isoxo set I've ever seen has had the craziest energy ever; I am a feral animal every time. someone on reddit summed it up well: "the Coachella crowd ain't ready for an isoxo dolab set." luckily, the crowd was just as crazy as me and my 2 fave SV stan friends that camped out to watch at rail with me. he brought out knock2, frosttop, and wavedash (drop OK OK OK already!!) and literally had us covered in mud and sweat by the time we emerged from that set. no breaks. trap at its utter finest. absolutely insane.

Labrinth. from what I heard from my friends who stayed that entire set, it was their religious experience. I (unwisely) split my time wandering between this set and HOLO - and missed him bringing out Sia and Zendaya (!!). I wish I got to be immersed in the crowd a bit more, since the sound and set seemed so church-like and gospel-sounding. took my damn friends to church! I 100% know for a fact this set alone convinced most of them to do coachella again next year. pure magic.

Holo. great visual production, but the payoffs (music-wise) were few and far between for me. tho ngl, hearing Opus at the end almost made it all worth it.

Calvin Harris. as one of my friends put it: "GIVE ME THE BANGERS!" and calvin reminded us, once again, how many damn bangers he really has in his huge discography. everyone had a blast hearing the throwbacks and getting taken back to the peak of 2012-2015 big room. imo, this set was eons better than his 2016 headlining set - loved his techno breaks and high-energy transitions that kept it from seeming like a press-play/fade-out type set. such a fun end to night 2!

Overall, (like all coachella days): the day was 10/10! ♡

#coachella #coachella 2023 #charli xcx #isoxo #labrinth #Calvin Harris

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genshinlover101 · 2 years

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Idk if this is gonna annoy you, but I'd like a continuation of Hu Tao, Lisa, And Yae getting mad at you, like an aftermath. So, basically, reader saw something pretty unnerving at night after getting out of their house(Like one of those Trevor Henderson monsters lol) How would Hu Tao, Lisa, and Yae react to that (Idk, I listened to Disc 13 while reading)

Her Reaction to You getting Scared

Characters: Hu Tao, Lisa, Yae Miko

Warnings: none

A/n: I had to search up Trevor Henderson monsters and I was like scared to go to sleep after I had seen them ngl

• Hu Tao had some nerve shooing you away like that, at this point you just wanted to be alone. Whenever you two were mad at each other it was like two strangers living in a single house. Pure silence, on opposite ends of the living space.

• You looked out of your window from a rocking chair and a cozy book in your hand when you saw a skinny-looking figure from your peripheral. Drawing your attention immediately they looked malnourished. Even though the figure looked human, you could distinguish that it was indeed not a human.

• You couldn’t tell whether you were hallucinating or not in the right mind... you screamed for Hu Tao and she peeped her little head from the kitchen. She looked upset initially, but when she saw your panic she was quick to react.

“Ah- are you okay?” she asked almost equally as panicked as you. You shook your head no, the fear in your throat preventing your vocal cords from talking. All you could do was freeze in fear, you felt if you moved, stimulated any of your five senses that you would see that ‘Thing’ again.

Luckily this Funeral Parlor wasn’t scared of anything. Hu Tao didn’t know fear, not even primal fears could overcome her. You didn’t need to say anything, she already knew from your body language you saw something that was unworldly.

“outside? You saw something outside?” You don’t know what possessed this little lady to be so brave. She opened the front door wide, checking with her polearm, ready to annihilate anything in her path. When she saw nothing she sighed, but not willing to be insensitive and discredit your fears.

It was almost as if Hu Tao was never mad at you in the first place, she comforted you and almost insisted you’d stick close to her. She didn’t want whatever you saw to torment you once more. Although she didn’t have any fears currently, she remembered what it was like when she was a child, that unbearable feeling of the unknown.

• Whenever Lisa was upset with you all hell would break loose. If you didn’t immediately flee the vicinity you would surely get struck by lightning. So even if you wanted to makeup, it was best to give Lisa her alone time when you struck a nerve.

• You were in bed, reflecting on what you had done wrong. That was until you saw a blurred face, the neck looked thinned, almost too thin. Additionally, the head was floating, no way someone could be tall enough to reach the second story.

• You called for Lisa and at first, she hesitated to rush to your side. She thought it might be a waste of her time, but she would never abandon you when she considered the panicked tone in your voice.

“What could be your problem now?” Lisa sounded agitated at first until she saw your state. She could hear your uneasy breathing pattern and see your cold sweat from across the room. “A-are you okay?” she almost felt guilty for initially doubting you.

You had your hand over your mouth in fear that if you made a single sound it would know you’re alive. All you could do was point in the direction of the window, not even looking directly at it in fear that the monster would be there again.

Lisa got the hint even without your use of words. She immediately rushed over to check, opening the window to see thoroughly what the problem was. She had her vision ready to attack whatever might lunge at her. But only to find nothing, she knew whatever had scared you wasn’t fabricated because of your genuine reaction.

Lisa was still upset because she tended to hold grudges, but not to the point where she would neglect your fears. She held you close like a mother when their child had a nightmare, rocking your body side-to-side as you held tightly onto her midriff.

• Yae Miko was by far the scariest in Inazuma because of her manipulative nature. When she was angry with you it was amplified, you almost would rather choose to avoid her because of her passive-aggressive undertones.

• You fled to your sofa to give both of your space until you saw a skeleton figure standing outside your window. Something about this whole scene rubbed you in a creepy way. And why were they staring at you?

• Miko didn’t believe you for one bit at first. A staring figure? In Inazuma? For all the years she’s lived she’s never heard of such a myth. She only believed you after your mini panic attack.

“You’re quite the trouble maker now aren’t you?” She asked at the door frame. She was extremely apprehensive to believe you, that was until your story was interrupted by the panic attack brought from the recollection of the figure. Miko wasn’t dumb, she knew you weren’t faking for attention. “Please love relax. I cannot understand.”

You were speaking unusually fast, sweat dripping down and your words in an incohesive blur. You felt a tight grip on your chest, your heart aching at the overwhelming wave of fear. Whatever it was, Miko could tell wasn’t anything ordinary.

Whatever it was though, wasn’t any match for Miko. Using her intuition she walked over to the window, her vision ready to blast any slight movement she saw in the dark. When she saw nothing but the night sky, she sighed, she would never admit that she was a little scared too.

She walked over to you, cuddling you on the sofa. Letting you hold onto her like a stuffed animal. “See, it was nothing. Please don’t fret like this anymore. It pains me to see you like this,” She twirled her fingers in your hair, doing anything to calm you.

#hu tao x reader #lisa x reader #yae miko x reader #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #hu tao #lisa minci #yae miko

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empress-simps · 3 years

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it is i, your friendly neighborhood 'squishy cheeks' requester!! upon this gorgeous day, i have arrived to tell you how much i loved my squishy cheeks reader ask!!! it was amazing i think my heart skipped like 10 beats!!! (´ε｀ )

so with that, may i request again a scenario with gn!reader(and yuuji, megumi and gojo) who had just woken up from a bad dream and goes to ✨the boys✨ for comfort? but they just end up talking for hours and hours until it's literally morning? imagine the others walking to their dorm and hearing these two idiots talking about snail facts at 4 am lolololo sorry precious sleep but snail facts are more important‼️‼️

did you know snails can take up to 3 year naps? i'd wish to be a snail but then i wouldn't be able to read ur works and that would make me sad :(

thank u for reading and take care of urself! ♡(ӦｖӦ｡) have a nice morning/day/evening darling!!! ♥️♥️♥️

Comforting their s/o from a bad dream

▪︎Featuring: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi and Gojo Satoru from Jujutsu Kaisen

▪︎Pronouns: They/Them [Gn! Reader]

▪︎Genre: Fluff and light crack

▪︎Warnings: NOT EDITED SO THERE WILL BE TYPOS/GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, a little angst and awesome snail facts you probably couldn't handle

Note: DANG IT THIS IS SO CUTE I- thankyou love aaack ur so sweet! I didnt know snails can take 3 year naps- time to research *cracks my knuckles* HOPE U LIKE IT! ALSO SORRY FOR THE DELAY I TOOK A SHORT BREAK FROM WRITING

》 Jujutsu Kaisen Masterlist

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You woke up with a start.

Your eyes darted around the room as beads of sweat gathered on your body along with a shaky and clammy hands.

You took a few steps and that lesd you to where you are right now. Your boyfriend's room. For a second you hesitated knocking ont wooden door but your worries were pushed aside when a sleepy Yuuji opened the door.

"Yuuji.." You mumbled and hugged the sleepy boy who wrapped his arms around yours. "Do you want a snack?" He asked, still disoriented to see the state you were in. "No.." you mumbled, that's when he noticed and all evidence of him being sleepy was gone and he's now checking you for any possible injury.

"Are you hurt?"

"No.. well, not physically." YUJI IF U DONT CUDDLE THEM I'LL BEAT YOU-

Yuji pulls ypu in and shuts the door, giving ypu both some privacy from the outside world.

Three hours later and you're holding your hands in your hair as Yuuji patted ypur back.

"It's alright honey.." He mjmbled and rubbed your back.

Megumi, who was about to go for his morning run paused behind Yuuji's door, leaning a bit. He grew alarmed when he felt the room was silent and heavy, resulting in him pressing his ear against the door vowing to beat Yuuji if he did something to you.

"They can take three year naps but some of them can only live up to three years Yu! THEY'VE MISSED OUT SO MUCH!" You exclaimed, putting your hands up in despair as Yuji akwardly tried to comfort you through your crisis. Please help this poor boi he's so lost, any will do

"I'm sure they didn't-"

"HOW WOULD WE KNOW!? WE AREN'T SNAILS!" You flailed your arms around startling Yuji and Megumi who was still listening in.

"This is stupid.. can't they be a normal pair for once" He groaned, putting his earphones in while sporting a mildly dsitrubed face for the whole day.

"Gumi... Can I come in?"

You didn't even have to knock when the door swung open and hugged you tightly. The faint smell of Megumi clinging to your skin the longer time you both hug.

"Bad dream?"

"Yep."

"Cuddles??"

"Yes.. but can we talk?"

Megumi almost had a heart attack as he nods nervously, "You're not breaking up with me are you?" He worries, making you laugh. He's just there like 💧👁👄👁💧

"No, you stupid. I just wanna talk about stuff to get my head of.. you know.." you mumbled, he breathed out a sigh of relief and nuzzled his face in your neck. "Of course, my love."

And there you are, in the crack of dawn spewing animal facts to your boyfriend while laying on his lap.

"Do you now snails constantly cry?" You asked, playing with his hands as he quirked an eyebrow at you. "Really? Why?"

You shrugged your shoulder, "Dunno. Science." Resulting in him laughing and ruffling your hair.

"Are you giys into snails..?" Yuji mumbled, horrified. How he managed to enter Fushiguro's room undetected remains a mystery.

Megumi furrowed his brows, "What? No- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!? HOW DID YOU ENTER!?"He yelled while his bestfriend panics.

"I JUST WANNA ASK IF YOU HAVE RAMEN!"

Megumi clicked his tounge, "I don't have one! Get lost!"

"Well can you ask Y/n if they have ramen?"

"Nope. Sorry, I ran out.." You shrugged and apologized, making Yuji sigh in defeat and mumble dissapointedly as he leaves the room.

If anyone of you has spare ramen please donate it to him HE'S STARVING

Truth to be told, Megumi keeps a hidden stash of ramen inside his room. If it weren't for you sitting in his lap and looking adorable he would give some to Yuji.

Now this man right here just bursts into yiur room unannounced. He would just embrace you and ask what's wrong.

Its like he has a built in sensor

"Satoru...? Why are you-"

"Sh.. I'm here..." he mumbles, nuzzlingbyour neck as you just spent some time inhaling his cologne and hearing his calm and steady heartbeat that eases your worry away.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Maybe not now.." you mumbled. He hummed and nodded "I see."

Now he's gonna make it a mission to get your mind off the dream that you had with the most random thing.

Animal facts.

Ngl, you didn't know if you'd be annoyed with him or just let him ramble since you'll feel bad. He's just trying to make you feel better after all.

"Baby. Baby. Baby. Baby."

Just as about you thought he ran out of actually interesting facts he pokes you and calls your name repeatedly. Like a toddler.

You internally groaned, "I'm notgonna embarass myself again Gojo. Don't try to test my knowledge about this.

He let out a laugh, "honey, I'm not embarassing you! Now, did you know some snails have hair on their shells-"

"What?" You made a disgusted face to your lover as he laughed and tried to show you pictures. "No! I don't wanna see- Gojo Satoru!" You shriveled as he made you look, laughing at your weirded out face.

"I shouldn't have listened in..." Nanami mumbled as he walked away, clearly tired from the antics he heard from the door. "The day hasn't even started yet they're making me tired already.."

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sunarou · 4 years

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♡Atsumu, Daichi, and Iwaizumi when their S/O looks good in spandex shorts♡

Requested: No ^^

Word count: 854

Notes: Nothing too extreme my dudes, hope you like it (~￣³￣)~

Atsumu Miya

—This mans, if you asked him how the game was he'd just smirk and go "Great," but he was honestly just focused on you, specifically your ass.

—You had to wear black spandex shorts to every game you had, and you bet Atsumu is at every game you have, just to capture your perfect ass in action. He acknowledges that you also have great skill and would like to verse your team someday, I'll give you that

—But it's very distracting when you're running around, in very short shorts. 'It hugs your ass just right'

— ^^ Words he said okay?

—But if he sees any other guy checking you out, they'll be damned cause like are you for real dude? That's his girl, and what's his is his only, he'll give the dude a mega death stare until they give it up and maybe leave even

—Nonetheless this dude's very proud to have a girlfriend as amazing as you

—After the match and half of the people left he would go down the court to congratulate you, "How was the view up there babe?" You asked, wiping your sweat with a cloth, "It was amazing" he replied,

—His hands immediately landing on your ass, squeezing it lightly roughly, "Albeit, you were such a tease down here, wiggling your ass whenever you looked at me.. you're in it for tonight babe" he whispered to your ears, as he smacks your ass.

—When he finally takes a look at your face, you were really red, "A-ah..!" You said in surprise, "Cute" he said squeezing your cheek as he leans in to kiss you in the lips.

— "Let's get home as soon as possible yeah?" He said, letting you off to change.

Oh yES DaDDY

Daichi Sawamura

—Pshh, you aren't the only one that looked good in shorts, HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN'S THIGHS?! Any ways 😌

—Daichi is attracted to thicc women, don't fight me on this, when he saw your ass in those shorts this guy almost fainted, he may or may not have gotten a nose bleed.

—But he kept calm as the two of your teams have a practice match together. So far the girl's team are winning cause most of the boys are focused on your legs, so uhm Daichi will individually smack them on the head of he catches them looking one more time

—So when the both of you were sitting on the bench for a break before playing the second set, Daichi looked around first before dragging you into the wash room, "Captain~ What are you doing?" You asked as you knew it had some effect on him

— "Y/N don't tease right now" He sternly said, his hands had a firm grip on your waist, you drag out your finger up and down his chest, "But captain, I saw how you looked at me.. so naughty" you said, smirking.

— "Y/N.." His voice got low as his hands too, now his hands were resting on your plush ass, giving them an occasional squeeze, you take his lips with yours as you two made out in the wash room. He pulls away.

— "Did you see how the other boys were looking at you?" He said, "Mm no, I was too focused on you" you winked, "You're such a bad girl" he smirks as he leans in a whistle blew, surprising the both of you.

— "Get back out here Daichi and Y/N!" You heard Coach Ukai yell out, as the two of you went out the wash room, the two teams looked at you both, doe eyed.

—You both looked flustered and red, "Great going captain!" Nishinoya smacks Daichi's back.

— 'This was all Y/N's ass's fault' he sighs.

Him punching is so cute

Iwaizumi Hajime

—Ngl, his first thoughts when he saw you wearing spandex shorts were 'I'd like to lay on her thighs..' they just looked soft ok?

—Iwaizumi can be possessive if he wants, and that's what he was doing, he will totally make marks on your thighs next time. He wants people to see that you're his.

—Sometimes Oikawa teases him saying "Iwa-chan such a pervert~" Poor Oikawa probably had a bump on his head because of how hard Iwaizumi hit him 😔 F's in the chat for Oikawa

—Whenever the two of you are alone though, he's shameless, he'll make you sit or lay down and he'll just lay on your thighs, making little hickeys everywhere. "Hajime! I have a game tomorrow!" You said, seeing the small purple marks littered around your thighs.

— "Good timing.." He smirks, "You could've done this another time, now the girls are gonna tease me about it!" You pout, "Let them darling, when these marks fade I'll just make new ones" Iwaizumi is very clingy when you two are alone 🙈

—Even if you aren't in spandex he'll still slap your ass when the two of you walk past every other. His favourite thing to do is work out with you, he can just look without anyone seeing him so whIPPed

—Please help this man and his problem, bring him to Dr. Phil 💀

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~Love Lola 🦋

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rogue-barnes-16 · 4 years

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Summary: Y/n tries to bury her feelings after making a terribly bad decision about Bucky that destroyed what they had. It backfires in the worst possible way.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Genre: 90% angst

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Submitted for @blushycarol's writing challenge.

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Warnings: language, makeout, implicit sex, feels™️

A/N: this is my prompted songfic for blushycarol's writing challenge! It took a turn like, ngl I did whatever the fuck I wanted with the song but it fits so there it goes, enjoy <3.

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We've broken up and now I regret it

I said goodbye when I shouldn't have said it

"I fixed your boy. He's awake now." She spoke through the wakandan device. "Figured you'd want to see him."

Yeah, it was the princess of Wakanda herself who decided to call me —not even Steve, me— to inform me that the man I loved had finally awaken.

A couple of hours later, T'challa did with Steve the same thing Shuri had done with me, and soon we both left to reach the hidden city.

We met with Bucky.

Steve cried a couple of times, Bucky laughed in a few occasions, and I stayed rather quiet almost the entire time.

After two days, Steve left with the promise of coming back, but I stayed just because I had missed him so much, I didn't feel like saying goodbye just yet.

Despite this, we didn't talk much in those months I had stayed with him. It wasn't like we spoke a lot before, but now it felt different.

I knew why; it was because of me. Because maybe, just maybe, I was terrified that this new version of him, that healed James Barnes, wouldn't love me like his broken self did.

We had reached a point where I didn't know what we were any longer, and I was 100% sure that the feeling was mutual, we were just too scared to talk it out.

I took the easiest, most despicable way and, one morning, I left Wakanda, hoping to spare my heart and breaking his in the process.

A week later I was back, suited up and ready to fight the deadliest threat I would have faced in my whole life.

I survived.

Bucky didn't, and the only thing I could think was that had lost him, and the last words I said to him were 'this is over, I'm leaving you'.

Five Years Later

I even cried but I never meant it

And I don't know why but I can't forget it, forget it

When Fury paired us to go on a mission, I thought it would be easy due to the action, but it turned out to be a watch, and suddenly everything was ten times more difficult.

We had been in silence for at least a long, tedious hour, in a dark room with two windows, waiting for the target to appear, when Bucky spoke.

"Is it true?" I, pretty much confused, turned my head to him, whose eyes were already on me, his back reclined against the wall before me. "that you cried for me." his voice held kinds of fear that I had never heard in him.

"who told you that?" I inquired, starting to get anxious because no one was supposed to know that; no one had seen me breaking down every night for months because of him.

"Steve." he replied, digging his eyes on mines. "Did you?"

My fight or flight instincts made me shook my head no as an initial response, only because of the sudden panic flooding through my veins. "I mean yes- I- no I mean I- I cried for everyone and I just... it-" I attempted to calm myself down before letting out a propper sentence. "it meant nothing. I did, I just didn't... I felt guilty" I finished, my heart racing and pounding as if it would leave my chest. "for everyone I couldn't save."

He didn't say anything else, nor did I.

After our short chat everything was even worse, because I was no longer focused now that the sorrow I had felt those nights was replaying in my head non-stop.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Gimme love, gimme dreams, gimme a good self esteem

We remained distant, but at some point, Bucky started to compliment me, to make nice comments, to give me quick smiles and fast 'thank you's, and I would be lying if I said I didn't treasure them.

"You look... great." He'd shyly say whenever I got dolled up.

"Great shot" he would state breathless, passing me by during a mission, to which I would just nod. "Thank for having my back."

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"Your hair..." he once trailed off with a frown, resting his elbows over the counter.

"yeah, I needed a change." for a second, the part of me I had hidden crawled up to the surface and I asked. "You... Don't like it?"

"No- I mean yes- I- I really like it." he assured me with bittersweet smile. "It fits you."

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Gimme good and pure, what you waiting for?

Gimme everything, all your heart can bring

Something good and true

I don't wanna feel blue anymore

"Barnes and you." Sharon spoke, closing the pantry's door behind her.

"what?" I questioned, turning to her for a moment while she raised her eyebrow at me.

"what are you playing at, Y/n?" she asked, a bit of concern being noticeable in her tone.

We weren't close. No, no we hadn't grown closer, but I sometimes would sit right besides him during Saturday's take-out night, near enough for our thighs to brush.

I'd let him play with my hair from time to time, I'd allow him to come to my room in the middle of the night to lay with me after a nightmare here and there.

I wouldn't complain when his hands held my cheeks in the aftermath of a rough mission, his eyes scanning me with worry and sorrow while pain would most likely be rushing through my body.

I wouldn't scold him if he ever picked me up to carry me into the medical wing after I had gotten injured, even if I could walk. Maybe I would even cling on his neck, feeling his heartbeat fastening.

"We're not playing." I replied noctant, pouring four glasses of wine for all of us.

"Y/n" I sighed. "why are you doin' this to him? You're gonna hurt him and you."

"I don't wanna feel blue." I confessed in a mutter. "no one'll get hurt, I just... Need what he gives me."

Sharon stared at me dumbfounded for a couple of seconds before shaking her head and leaving, mumbling something my ears couldn't catch.

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Gimme one more night

One last goodbye

Let's do it one last time

One more time

It was during Sam's birthday that I gathered the courage to do what I, deep inside, so badly wanted to do.

I saw my opportunity the moment Bucky approached the barcounter to grab some random drink.

I left mine on a shelf and rushed to reach him and I passed by him, but on my way out of the room, my hand discreetly found his and tugged him with me.

I didn't stop until we reached the nearest room , which happened to be the bathroom.

Without a word, I got him inside and closed the door, backing against it and, with his fingers still intertwined with mine, I pulled Bucky into a kiss.

He stopped after a few seconds. His eyes were sad as he gazed into mines, and I felt a lump in my throat.

"I..." my attempt to speak triggered my tears, and his response was to cares my cheeks and peck my lips.

The terror I had felt 5 years ago of me not being good enough for him to love me anymore came back. My heart pounded against my chest, the voice in the back of my head simultaneously begging me to stop.

"I need this... Just..." I fisted his shirt, bringing him closer to me. "one last time... Please I-"

"are you drunk right now?" he questioned, putting a strand of hair away from my face.

"No." I half lied, pulling him to me into a needy kiss which quickly escalated.

No, I don't love you

No, I don't care

I just want to be held when I'm scared

And all I want is one night with you

Just 'cause I'm selfish

I know it's true

What had happened in the party was never spoken about, nor mentioned.

We had swept it under the rug for both of our sakes —mostly for mine.

We didn't sleep together again, but in very few occasions, I would end up tugging him to some dark place where we were alone and make out until I was out of breath.

Each time that happened, for some reason I didn't understand, Bucky always whispered me the same question.

"Do you love me?"

To which I answered a breathless, painful 'no' that would most likely end up crushing my heart because of the heavy weight that lie carried.

My nightmares at some point had gotten worse, now involving Bucky getting hurt almost every time, so, whenever I woke up in cold sweat with tears in my eyes, gasping his name, I would make my way to his room and lay down besides him.

He would wake up the moment my body touched the mattress, and, as soon as I was under the sheets, he would pull me into his chest with his arms around me, asking me the same question every time.

"what was it about?"

To which I selfishly responded with:

"don't wanna talk. Just hold me, please."

I'm sick of looking after you

I need a man to hold on to

I'm bored of everything we do

But I just keep coming back to you

The first time I snuck under his sheets I promised myself it would be just that one night, that I would allow myself to be so fucking selfish just for one night, but his embrace was so comforting, so welcoming, and his heartbeat and breathing were so soothing, that I ended up being selfish every damn time.

One night, instead of reaching his room scared and trembling, I reached it with anger and frustration taking over my body.

I shut the door loud enough to make him sit upright, staring at me concerned.

"I'm fucking tired of this" I growled. "I'm tired of this nightmares, I'm sick of seeing you dying, I'm fucking done with looking after you in every mission more than I look after myself" I reached a point where I was close to shout as I stepped to the bed. "I want this to fucking stop!"

"Y/n-"

"I can't keep up with this anymore, I'm going crazy because it's ALWAYS THE SAME SHIT."

"You're tired." he stated, climbing off the bed to hesitantly step to me. "You need to sleep."

"I need to fucking get this off my damn chest!" a choked sob escaped my lips. "I keep coming back to you and I hate myself because of this! Because this is my fault!"

"Y/n please..." he wrapped his arms around me and I fought him a little before giving in, breaking down to tears the moment he kissed my temple.

"I was so scared of you not loving me anymore that I fucked everything up" I managed to explain in a vague mumble between sobs. "You're okay and I was fucking scared of not being good enough- I still am... I just keep making it worse!"

He stroke my hair and pulled me even closer. "Doll..."

The door few open and I heard Sam's voice behind me. "What was that? Are you-" Bucky shook my head over me and signaled Sam to leave.

"I love you so much please I'm sorry" he pulled me to the bed without letting go of me and threw the blanket over us.

"I know you do." he assured me intertwining his fingers with mines and placing a kiss on my knuckles. "I love you. I always will." he whispered soothingly.

Gimme everything, all your heart can bring

Something good and true

I don't wanna feel blue anymore

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