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targaryen-dynasty ยท 25 days
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STRESS RELIEF.
Daemon Targaryen x female!Reader
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WARNINGS: SEXUAL CONTENT-MINORS DNI; implied canon typical incest/ targcest (no named relationship other than husband & wife but reader speaks high valyrian), oral (m receiving), balls sucking, balls worship, cock slapping, breeding kink, fem reader (no mentions of appearance)
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NOTES: I KNOW I said you won't get anything from me for the next two weeks, but this is an old story I love and edited, and I'm always in the mood to suck his balls. Ty Lana @zaldritzosrose ๐Ÿค
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The door to your chambers bursting open with a thud, the thick wood slamming against the old masonry of Maegorโ€™s Holdfast, is what forcefully pulls you out of your slumber.
As your eyes shoot open, you need a few seconds to adjust to the dim light of your chambers, the flame of the fireplace long extinguished and indicating itโ€™s been a while since you found sleep.
Every sense of tiredness that has lingered in your bones vanishes suddenly at the noisy intrusion, more so as you spot the armor-clad silhouette of your husband standing at the threshold of your marital quarters.
He appears to be even more bulky and bull-like with the natural broadness of his shoulders accentuated by the heavy armor and the golden cloak, and just that sight alone has an aching desire filling your veins.
Itโ€™s the closer look you take that makes you aware of his labored breathing, chest rising and falling with heaving breaths, almost seeming as though heโ€™s in great stress.
Whenever Daemon barges into your chambers at this hour, still wearing his armor, you know he needs to be consoled and pampered.
โ€œHusband?โ€ Your soft voice finally pierces through the silence, still thick with sleep from being awoken so abruptly.
A few, determined strides is all it takes him to enter the room, closing the door behind him as loudly as heโ€™s opened it before. Although you know something is plaquing his mind, and that heโ€™s not usually as harsh towards you as this, you still flinch at the thud.
Sitting up straight with the bedcovers bunched in front of your breasts, you have a puzzled look on your face. One of the few things Daemon has established fairly early into your marriage was the strict prohibition of you wearing any kind of smallclothes or nightgowns to bed, as he wants you to lie just as bare next to him as he always does.
He always states that there are quite a few practical reasons for it, with easier and quicker access to your cunt being the main one of them. Albeit you know for certain that he just loves to feel your skin on his when he falls asleep, solely embraced by the warmth and softness of your body snuggled up against his.
Clashing of metal accompanies his heavy footsteps as he approaches you, stern gaze fixed on your small frame.
The closer he gets, the more you are able to make out his chiseled features with long strands of his silver-blonde hair framing them perfectly. Even in the almost non-existent light of your chambers you notice the dark blown eyes, the adored lilac almost fully eclipsed by pitch black.
โ€œVa aลha ybon,โ€ he rasps, voice deep and commanding, and leaving no space for any kind of objection. On your knees.
You comply swiftly, the bedcovers thrown aside to reveal your naked form. A somewhat feral growl ripples through your husbandโ€™s chest at the sight, the curves and dips of your body enhanced by the light the moon casts through the windows.
The stone floor feels cold and hard as you sink to your knees, causing you to shift your weight from one knee to the other and back, trying to mend the discomfort at least slightly.
It usually requires your help to strip him off his heavy armor, but much to your surprise, Daemon manages to shred himself out of the majority of it all by himself, driven by sheer lust and hunger for you.
Where his silver hair is usually well combed and neat, the loose tresses now cascade down his shoulders and back visibly tousled and dirty.
Your hands lie folded in your lap, thumbs brushing over each other in a way to keep yourself calm. You have been married to Daemon for two summers, but know his silence never means anything good. It is threatening, and more often than not getting you into trouble, because he always has something to say.
As he stands in front of you in his full glory, only clad in a pair of dark breeches and a loose tunic, you hesitantly reach to place a hand on his sturdy thigh while his hand cups your cheek in return. Finding yourself leaning into the touch, youโ€™re quickly repulsed as you catch a whiff of what smells like sweat, dirt andโ€ฆ iron.
โ€œWhat have you done today?โ€œ you ask innocently, though you arenโ€™t sure if you want to hear his reply โ€“ that means if you even get one.
While the pad of his thumb brushes over the curve of your lips, his other hand slowly unlaces the front of his breeches, easing the confines of his half-hard member, and causing a wave of arousal to seep out of your cunt, anticipation making it clench around nothing.
โ€œOh, we have restored law and order,โ€œ he purrs, the cocky smirk on his lips indicating that heโ€™s more than satisfied with the outcome of it all. โ€œThe Kingsguard cleaned the streets from the cityโ€˜s scum.โ€œ
Listening intently, you just nod in acknowledgement, not at all surprised by your husbandโ€˜s actions. โ€œAnd does the king know you did that?โ€œ
โ€œI do not care if the king knows or not,โ€œ he spits, impatiently tugging the front of his breeches down just enough to free his cock and stones. โ€œHe is blind, guided by the incompetent leech that claims to be his hand.โ€œ
A musky scent hits your nose when you catch sight of his thick cock. His musky scent, mixed with the salty smell of sweat. It has you licking your lips like a greedy whore, and if anything, you love it. Itโ€™s a sharp reminder that you have married a hardworking and ambitious man, and not a boy.
Your hand instinctively curls around his member, your index finger and thumb barely touching. His girth has always been something that impresses you. Heโ€™s considerable, leaving you wondering at times how it even fits into your mouth and cunt.
You slowly tug him to full hardness, stroking him the way you know he likes, even though your pace is a bit slower than usual. You listen to him rant about his brother, and the insolence of his hand, Otto Hightower, merely humming whenever your husband expects you to.
Once his cock stands to full attention, throbbing in your hand, you release it and instead fondle his stones, heavy and hot in your hand. The fleshy pouch they sit in is a bit darker than the rest of his pale skin and visibly sagged, but doesnโ€™t hang too low.
Your actions earn a disapproving tsk from Daemon, despite the visible twitching of his cock at the new stimulation, and he wastes no time in fisting a good bit of your hair to shove your face towards his crotch. The scent is more prominent the closer you get, but not at all repulsing. Instead, it arouses you even more.
Youโ€™re not sure if itโ€™s Daemonโ€˜s usual lack of patience or his abnormal obsession with the king and his entourage that makes him greedy and needy for your touch, but you decide to not give in to him so easily.
Gently squeezing and fondling the sack of his stones, your tongue licks a flat stripe from the base of his member up to the bulbous tip of it. A salty taste lingers on your tongue, the few beads of his arousal quickly gathered and swallowed by you. You hum appreciatively at the taste, seemingly pleased to witness the affect your touch and presence has on your husbandโ€˜s body.
A sharp tug on your hair catches your attention and makes you yelp, your wide eyes finding your husbandโ€˜s demanding ones. โ€œQuit playing games,โ€œ he growls. A warning. But he should know by now that you are not one of his hounds, and what works with them doesnโ€™t necessarily intimidate you.
Your tongue swirls around the tip of his cock, kitten-licking it until his heavy pants are replaced by annoyed huffs and grunts. Daemon doesnโ€™t like you teasing him โ€“ not when he craves relief.
You keep your eyes neatly trained on him, studying his changing expressions to know whenever youโ€™re playing with fire, and when it is best to follow his commands. Switching the positions of your mouth and hand, warmth brushes your face before the familiar musk seeps into your head.
Closing your eyes as all your senses are clouded by him, you latch on Daemonโ€™s sac of stones, nuzzling your nose into the dark, coarse hair to take one of them in your mouth. Low purrs ripple from your throat, sending vibrations through his body.
You havenโ€™t noticed, but your thighs clench and unclench repeatedly with each suck of your mouth, trying to soothe the aching settling at the apex of your legs. However, it doesnโ€™t grant you the friction you crave.
โ€œMy, my, now look at that,โ€œ Daemon coos. โ€œSucking my stones like a common whore. So desperate to have your mouth filled by me, hm?โ€œ
The condescending tone of his voice sends shivers up your spine, and you keen at the degrading nature of his words, moaning around his slightly slacked flesh.
Daemon is unable to tear his dark blown eyes from your full mouth struggling to take both of his stones. Youโ€™re trying so hard, but your mouth isnโ€™t slack enough, causing you to nearly choke yourself trying to please him.
Droplets of your saliva dribble from the corners of your mouth down your chin, gathering in your jugular notch, and really making you look like you belong to the Street of Silk; a common whore desperate for her mouth to be stuffed by something, and not caring if it was filled by his stones or cock.
While you are messily suckling the sack of his stones, you tease a few licks up his length, tracing the prominent vein on the underside of it with the tip of your tongue.
You relish in the way he twitches and squirms under your touch, the deep grunts only spurring you on even more. But you also are soaked for him, core clenching and aching, begging to be used.
Daemon has started to tug himself off at the sight of your lips around his flesh, big hand the perfect size for his considerable length, while his other tightly fists into your hair to keep you where he wants you.
You hollow your cheeks around him, sucking with the tip of your tongue dragging over the sensitive skin. The familiar taste of manhood lingers on your tongue, and your jaw goes slack, finally managing to engulf his whole sac with your mouth. But when you try to pull away for a breath, Daemon only snorts and pulls you right back to his stones.
He harshly tugs on your hair, tilting your head back so you are forced to look at him when he slaps his hard cock against your face. Your saliva adds a sheen to his flushed skin, making him glisten in the dim light, and catches your attention, your eyes trailing over the length of his cock โ€“ you want nothing more than to feel those veins on your tongue.
As his cock repeatedly makes contact with your swollen lips and cheeks, the indecency of it all sends heat straight through your body, for itโ€™s the first time he has ever done something like that.
Daemon bows forward, looming over your frame but coming close enough for you to feel his breath fanning over your face. Goosebumps prickle on your skin, and his intense lilac eyes send desire straight to your jumbled mind.
โ€œWhat a wanton harlot you are,โ€ his tongue darts out to wet his lips. โ€œWhores of the Silk Street do such things.โ€
While his degrading words go straight to your head, making you eager for more, you still cower beneath his dominating presence. โ€œYn ao hae ziry,โ€ you reply, cocking your head sideways in an innocent way. But you like it.
It seems that your feigned innocence doesnโ€™t convince him, because you suddenly feel something warm and wet dripping down your cheeks; his saliva. He has spat on your cheek, spreading it over your heated skin with a satisfied smirk ghosting over his features. Daemon rarely enjoys having you talk back at him, to tease him, and right now clearly isnโ€™t one of those moments.
At the realization of what heโ€™s just done, you feel your voice tighten in your throat, your lips pressing into a thin line as embarrassment floods your veins.
โ€œGaoman, ynโ€ฆ,โ€ he muses, bending back and tracing the tip of his length along the slit of your pouty lips. โ€œ...nyke hae ziry tolฤซ skori gaomฤ daor ศณdragon rศณ mirre.โ€ With these words leaving his lips, his cock hits your cheek once again, almost as if heโ€™s making fun of you. I do, but I like it more when you do not speak at all.
The grip on your hair loosens only for him to cup your cheek, fingertips digging sharply into the flushed skin of your cheeks. His other hand repeatedly taps the tip of his cock against your swollen lips in a demanding manner, begging for entrance.
โ€œOpen your mouth, or else I am opening it for you.โ€
You wet your lips, just the mere thought of having him down your throat causes a sense of soreness to linger in the back of it, and Daemon seems to notice your apprehension.
โ€œI see your mouth begging for my cock, you filthy slut. Donโ€™t act like an insufficient brat for you have done this plenty of times before.โ€ He is right, but that doesnโ€™t mean youโ€™ll ever get used to his sheer size. Your thoughts, however, are cut short because Daemon isnโ€™t Daemon, if he doesnโ€™t take matters into his own hands.
The tip of his cock prods against your lips, and with the grip on your face tightening, you are all but forced to part them for him. Thereโ€™s only little to no time to adjust to his size granted to you, because he sheaths himself inside of you in one, swift thrust.
A few seconds pass in which neither of you moves. Your nose is nuzzled against his pubic bone, the tip of it brushing the wispy trail of his hair, and you try to stifle the urge to gag and choke around him, your hands getting ahead with clutching his muscular thighs to keep yourself grounded.
Every muscle of his body twitches with pleasure as he grows accustomed to the warmth and tightness of you, his head tipping back to release a bawdy groan.
And then his hips start to buck into your mouth, allowing a wave of fresh air to fill your lungs when he almost completely pulls out; only the tip remaining embraced between your lips. A firm hand locks behind your head to stop you from pulling back.
Daemonโ€™s hips thrust into your mouth with reckless abandon like he belonged into it, the bulbous tip hitting the back of your throat but never giving you anything you canโ€™t handle. He knows you can take it, and that you like it.
The lewd noises of his soaked cock easing in and out of your warm mouth fill the room, spurring him on even more. At this point, you are soaking wet for him, droplets of your arousal leaking onto the stone floor beneath your legs.
Your cheeks hollow around him as you choke and sputter around his length, spit dribbling down your chin and bosom. His stones tighten with his cock throbbing on your tongue, ready to spend himself down your throat at any given moment, your previous teasing clearly coming in handy.
There are tears brimming in your eyes, unhelpful when all you want is to look up at him, watch how he scrunches his brow and puckers his lips as he gazes at you in rapture.
โ€œThatโ€™s it,โ€ Daemon groans, the pace of his hips faltering as he chases his release. โ€œTake it all.โ€ And that is when you felt it.
His hot seed spills down your throat, coating your tongue. You gag slightly when his hips start to stutter, cock twitching and pulsing with the force of his peak. Droplets of his seed spill from the corners of your mouth, mixing with your saliva and dribbling down your chin while you struggle to swallow the rest.
Nonsense spews out of his mouth as his groans grow more wanton, no doubt losing awareness of his volume. You are destined to be the main topic of the court's whispers in the morrow, just like your mother and father have been before you.
His fingers comb through your hair slowly, stroking your head as if heโ€™s thanking you for a job well done, while he rides out his peak with languid thrusts of his hips.
When he finally stops to regain his composure, chest rising and falling with each heavy breath he takes, he allows you to pull back from him, a string of your saliva connecting your swollen lips with the bulbous head of his cock, only breaking as you lick your lips to gather the remnants of his spent.
โ€œร‘uha sศณz riรฑa,โ€ he rasps, pulling you up on your feet to capture your lips in a heated kiss. The taste of him on your tongue spreads over his tongue and causes him to groan. My good girl.
Like a man possessed, he flips you around and easily throws you onto your marital bed. When you land on your stomach with him following closely behind, mounting you and straddling your arse, you squeal and chuckle, ecstatic that itโ€™s finally your turn.
โ€œTonight is the night I shall put a child into you. I want to see your body swell with my seed.โ€
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Simon is not a believer.
He doesn't believe in things like the earth is flat, aliens are green with antlers, superstitions, and other things. He doesn't believe in angels, demons, myths like greek mythology or spirits โ€”instead of ghosts, he believes that spirits are a form of energy and not just a white silhouette of a personโ€”, he's not of a much believer of anything. He hardly has emotions, years of shutting down everything he felt since all his trajectory and his dark past, so there's no way he believes in something.
Oh, that's until he saw her.
The moment he saw her, the thought of not believing in angels was vanished like the thin smoke of a cigarette.
She was standing in front of him, introducing herself like the new member of the team with her sweet voice that sounded like honey dripping from her soft lips. Her face was soft and delicate, something he had never seen before. When she extended her hand for a handshake, the soft texture of her almost melted him on the spot. How can she be a sergeant with that delicate face? How can she kill on the battlefield with those soft hands?
She was a true angel.
A few weeks later, when they were on a mission, Simon realized how much he underestimated her.
She could kill like a demon.
She could kill anyone in matter of seconds. There was no remorse or sympathy behind those pretty eyes the second she stepped into battleground.
Now, Simon believes in angels and demons.
Almost a year later, when Simon finally was in a relationship with her, he discovered other beliefs.
His room was filled with soft moans, whimpers, and the sound of the bed creaking. His hands were on her waist as hers were on his broad shoulders. He was sitting on the edge of the bed while she was on top of him riding him like her life depended on it.
Their kisses were messy and sloppy, teeth clashing and tongues fighting for dominance, not caring of anyone who would pass in front of the room, abusing of his power as they know no one will snitch on the lieutenant.
Her hands roamed down to his chest, taking him by surprise when she pushed him down so he was lying completely on his bed. His eyes found hers, confused about why she used all that force on him, thinking maybe she didn't wanna do it anymore.
Before he could process what was happening again, she started to ride him again faster. A low growl formed on her throat.
Simon hissed and closed his eyes for a second. "Fuck... you're too fast."
"I don't care." She answered, almost sounding like a whimper.
His hands flew to her hips, and he opened his eyes, only to found the most perfect view he could ever had.
Her hair was disheveled, his impatient hands taking the blame for all her strands in different directions. Her expression was contorted to one of pure ecstasy and a few rebel strands of hair and droplets of sweat adorning her forehead. Her skin was glowing like the morning sun rising up behind the mountains. Her hips moved like the waves on a night with a full moon. Her soft skin against his was like the clouds adorning the very blue sky.
That's when Simon came to the realization that he believed in something more.
In goddesses.
She looked like a total goddess trying to search for her release, panting and sweating, up and down, using him for reaching that state of pure bliss.
When they finished, they lay down on his bed, hugging each other without saying anything. Skin red and sweaty, covers dirty and wrinkled, room smelling like sex and their scents. They didn't care as long as they were embracing each other and forgetting about the world after his room door.
At that moment, Simon started to believe in something else.
Heaven.
As much as he wanted to avoid the bitter events, he couldn't simply do it. One day, on a mission trying to find a gang leader and a human trafficker, they kidnapped his lover. Leaving no trace behind to have a clue and save her.
The way his heart fell from his chest was worse than any other things he had experienced in life. Those gang members took away his reason to live, his reason to breathe, his reason to love.
Simon discovered another belief that day.
Hell.
And he will bring hell to every person who touched even a single strand of hair from his lover.
He will bring the devil himself just to save her.
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[Part 3 here]
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summary: working in a coffee shop means you always meet a wide variety of personalities; but why, out of all options, did you have to go and take an interest in the mysterious guy with an attitude problem?
pairing: piercer! scara x gn barista! reader
warnings: uhh needles (obviously), cursing like once, reader has questionable nicknaming skills (they're worse than paimon's)
modern au series || genshin impact masterlist
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It was a typical Monday morning in the coffee shop you were working at, most customers seemingly dragging themselves in after rolling out of bed with the occasional energy ball as an exception. The aroma of roasted coffee beans filled your nose as you worked on several orders and people entered or left the store at a steady rate.
Once rush hour was pretty much over, the doorbell chimed again to reveal a guy with a dark and choppy bob cut you were sure not many people could pull off. The black clothes draped over his silhouette were deliberately torn at some places and a black mask covered the rest of his face except for striking indigo eyes and two gleaming dermal piercings peeking out from under the fabric on his right cheek.ย 
โ€œGood morning, what would you like to order?โ€ you greeted, the expected smile already on your lips.
Without so much as a greeting, he said in a monotone voice, โ€œA large black coffee to go.โ€
Wow, quite the attitude but then again, it was Monday morning and you had seen worse. So, not thinking too much about it, you continued as normal. โ€œMay I ask for your name?โ€
โ€œHuh?โ€
โ€œTo write on your cup, so we can call you when your order is ready to be picked up,โ€ you patiently explained.
In a tone that suggested the guy was bored out of his mind, he merely drawled a โ€œJust write whateverโ€ and went back to scrolling on his phone.
It was a good thing you werenโ€™t holding a cup yet or you might have crumbled it. So much for giving him the benefit of the doubt. Your eyes narrowed as your smile and voice took on an almost unnoticeable edge. โ€œSure thing,โ€ you replied in a sweet tone before telling him his total.ย 
A few minutes passed after you gave the guyโ€™s order to your coworker who sniggered as you handed them the receipt. While taking more orders, you were keenly aware of that indigo-eyed jerkโ€™s presence lingering by one of the windows, back leaning against the wall and ringed fingers reflecting the morning sun.ย 
Setting a cup down on the counter, your coworker called out โ€œA large black coffee to go for โ€˜Whateverโ€™!โ€ย 
At the unusual call, a few other customers turned to see what was happening and the guy himself seemed taken aback for a short second before collecting himself. As he walked up to the counter, he threw you an unimpressed glare which you returned with an innocent shrug.ย 
Despite his grumpy attitude, the guy kept coming back for the next couple of weeks to the point where you could pinpoint the exact time heโ€™d walk through that door, always ordering a large black coffee. Heโ€™d yet to give you his name, so when you went to prepare his coffee ahead of time, you continued to write โ€˜Whateverโ€™ on it.ย 
It might have been your imagination, but you thought Bob-Cut seemed to mellow out more too as he kept coming back and you built somewhat of a routine. Heโ€™d actually use words like โ€˜pleaseโ€™ and โ€˜thank youโ€™ which you didnโ€™t think possible the first time you met him. And, much to your chagrin, you had to admit the nonchalant attitude paired with his style and accessories suited him really well and you sometimes had trouble tearing your gaze away from deep pools of lapis. Not that youโ€™d ever make it known to his face though.
Slowly but surely, you started looking forward to seeing him everyday too. Remembering youโ€™d get to see the mysterious - yet cute- guy walk in again made you positively giddy with excitement as you got ready in the morning.ย 
Yet this particular day your enthusiasm was stumped as the prepared cup of black coffee sat lonely behind the counter, waiting to be picked up. But he never came, no matter how often you expectantly looked up as the bell jingled. Your coworker patted you on the back encouragingly and you dragged yourself through your shift, a sunken feeling settling in your chest.
The next day, no coffee sat premade on the counter while you worked on orders. With your back turned to the door you almost didnโ€™t notice it swing open. A gruff โ€˜Morningโ€™ made your eyes light up before you composed yourself and turned to face the strongest resting bitch face ever.
โ€œGood morning, what would you like to order?โ€ You smiled, deciding to play coy although you already knew the answer.
And that was actually the look he gave you; eyes narrowed unimpressed and brow twitching upwards. โ€œSeriously, I donโ€™t come in for a day and you've already forgotten me. Thatโ€™s a bit harsh, no?โ€
โ€œWell you never know,โ€ you shrugged playfully. โ€œMaybe you had a change of heart as your coffee was all alone yesterday.โ€
โ€œYeah, sorry about that,โ€ he mumbled, averting his eyes. He had nothing to apologise for in your opinion but it was cute anyway. โ€œA client cancelled their appointment on short notice and my coworkers had all the other clients handled, so I didnโ€™t come to the studio in the morning.โ€
The guy mustโ€™ve caught on to the curiosity visible on your face because he followed it up with โ€œIโ€™m a piercer and tattoo artist.โ€
โ€œOh wow, really?โ€ you said, remembering your own plans to get a new piercing somewhen soon. Since your last piercer had closed their shop, you had kind of pushed that thought to the back of your mind though. Suddenly you were very much aware again of the ink peeking over the neck of his shirt and the piercings gleaming in the shop light โ€œWhere do you work?โ€
โ€œIn the studio down the road. If you donโ€™t believe me, you should drop by,โ€ he challenged defensively, although you didnโ€™t doubt him at all. Realising what he just said, his eyes widened in the first big show of emotion youโ€™d seen from him and you thought you could see a faint rosy tint where his mask ended. โ€œNo, I meanโ€“ Forget I said anything!โ€
For the rest of the interaction, the guy kept his head down, bangs obscuring his eyes which never quite met yours. It was cute seeing someone who acted so aloof usually be all shy and bashful and you tugged the info about his workplace away for later. To be precise, for the coming weekend.ย 
On your day off, you found yourself in front of the glass door of a tattoo shop. The pleasant scent of flowers from the shop next to it filled the air as you took a deep breath before you pulled the handle towards you. You chastised yourself for being giddy and letting your hopes get the better of you; for all you know, he might not even work today. Or what if he really didnโ€™t want you here?
Your nerves were forgotten when you entered the studio. Along the walls of the modern entrance area hung a variety of different sketches, distinct both in style and motif. From fine-line flowers to precise geometrics to calligraphy and Japanese style tattoos, you wondered just how many coworkers Bob-Cut had and which sketches were his as you studied the signatures.
โ€œHi there, how can I help you?โ€ You spun around to face an auburn haired man who had appeared behind the counter, his olive eyes twinkling at your reaction.ย 
โ€œOh uhm, I wanted to get a new piercing. Thatโ€™s fine without a scheduled appointment, right?โ€ย 
โ€œSure, thing. Just fill out these documents here and tell me what piercing you want and Iโ€™ll hook you up with someone whoโ€™s not working right now,โ€ he smiled brightly, yet you had the strange sense that mischief was bubbling just underneath the surface.
โ€œActually,โ€ you couldnโ€™t believe you were about to say this out loud, โ€œis there a piercer working here with an indigo bob cut and two piercings on his cheek?โ€
โ€œOh?โ€ And there it was, that teasing lilt in his voice which raised the hairs in the back of your neck. โ€œYo, โ€˜mouchie, thereโ€™s a cutie here to see you!โ€
A mere few seconds after his shout reverberated down the short hallway behind the desk, steps could be heard as a familiar raspy voice answered. โ€œIf you call me that again, Iโ€™ll fucking kiโ€“ What are YOU doing here?!โ€
โ€œOh, so you really do know each other,โ€ Olive-Eyes snickered.
Deciding to ignore him, you tilted your head at the accusatory finger still pointed in your direction. โ€œYou invited me, remember?โ€
โ€œI told you to forget it!โ€
โ€œWell, too bad youโ€™re not my boss and I can do what I want,โ€ you snipped. โ€œBesides, I wanted a new piercing anyway, so I decided to come here. Whereโ€™s the problem with that?โ€
The sound of your bickering lured in two more onlookers, a guy with dark blue hair tied into two braids to frame his face and one guy with his teal hair tied into a messy ponytail, who was staring down at his phone as if it was way more interesting than his colleagues.ย 
โ€œWhat am I hearing? Scara inviting someone over?โ€ The braid-guy sing songed. He mimicked wiping a tear from his eye dramatically. โ€œThat I can still witness the dayโ€ฆ They grow up so fast.โ€
โ€œGo to hell, all of you,โ€ โ€˜Scaraโ€™ seethed.
โ€œAlright, see you there.โ€ Teal-Bangs didnโ€™t even look up from his phone, the quip rolling off his tongue as naturally as breathing.
โ€œWow, even Xiao is bullying you now,โ€ Olive-Eyes chimed in.
Dual-Braids laughed, slinging an arm around Bob-Cutโ€™s shoulders and you feared he might bite it off given the glare he was sending his coworker. โ€œYou should really stop hitting him with the newspaper, you know?โ€
โ€œUh, guysโ€ฆ?โ€ you interjected before they could start squabbling again. โ€œAbout that piercingโ€ฆ?โ€
โ€œOh right!โ€ The auburn-haired man took the documents from you and gave you a wide smile. โ€œAs I said, a piercer whoโ€™s free will take care of that aaaaaand would you look at that! Scara happens to be free, so heโ€™ll have the honour of giving you a cool new accessory!โ€
โ€œHey, I-โ€ Your coffee shop acquaintance tried to protest but Heizou was already ushering you in his direction.
โ€œNow, go have fun, you two,โ€ he teased. โ€œBut not too much, okay?ย 
That was how you found yourself standing in a neat piercing room, bright white light illuminating the equipment stashed there. There was a sigh behind you and โ€˜Scaraโ€™ crossed the room.ย 
โ€œTheyโ€™re such nuisances,โ€ he mumbled before he fixed his indigo eyes on you. Without his black mask on, you could see that besides the two dermal piercings on his right cheek he also had a nostril on the left side of his nose. As he spoke up again, a silver ball sitting on his tongue reflected the crisp light. โ€œYouโ€™re okay with that? I mean, me being your piercer and all. Heizou didnโ€™t give you much of a choice but just know that you can back out if youโ€™re uncomfortable.โ€
โ€œNo, itโ€™s fine by me, if youโ€™re okay with it too,โ€ you sincerely replied. โ€œI mean you were pressured into it just as much.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m used to their antics though.โ€ After a brief moment of gazing at each other, he cleared his throat and gestured for you to take a seat. โ€œSo, what kind of piercing do you want?โ€
You watched him pull on a pair of black latex gloves and only when he looked back at you did the question register in your brain. โ€œA helix, here,โ€ you said, pointing at your ear.
โ€œSure thing.โ€ Rolling closer on a chair, he marked the spot you indicated and handed you a mirror. โ€œLike that?โ€
When you gave your approval, he went back to the desk to prepare the necessary equipment and sterilised it. The silence prompted you to ask the question that has been burning on your tongue for a while now. โ€œSo your name is Scara?โ€
โ€œScaramouche is my artist name, Iโ€™m going by that,โ€ he replied. โ€œBut Scara is fine.โ€
You didnโ€™t have much time to wonder about the implications of using an artist name because a moment later, Scara appeared in front of you again. Needle in hand, his eyes came level with yours again. Up close, you could make out all the tiny specks of amethyst caught in the light and his scent invaded your senses.
โ€œYou ready?โ€ he asked quietly, his low voice preserving the delicate atmosphere your proximity created. When you nodded, he gave you a small smirk, demeanour entirely changed from how youโ€™d gotten to know him. โ€œAlright, this is going to hurt a little but the pain will be brief. I need you to hold still through it, can you do that for me?โ€
Not trusting your voice, you nodded again as you swallowed. Latex met the side of your jaw in a ghost of a touch as Scara gently tilted your head the way he needed it. All nerve endings in your skin lit up as liquid fire spread from the tips of his fingers through your veins, the strange intimacy getting to you more than you could have prepared for.
You felt the Scaraโ€™s exhale brush your cheek as he positioned the needle and your warbled thoughts caught up with the situation the moment he pushed it through. But only when the jewellery followed did you flinch.
โ€œThere we go, the worst part is done,โ€ he soothed. Giving the mirror back to you, he left you to admire his work as he got up. The calm call of your name pulled you from your own reflection as Scara held out a glass of water to you.
โ€œThanks,โ€ you smiled before pausing. โ€œWait, did I even tell you my name?โ€
โ€œRead it on your file,โ€ he replied nonchalantly as you gave him an unimpressed glance.
โ€œIโ€™m sure that falls under poor etiquette,โ€ you playfully chastised him.
โ€œSo? The outcome is the same, isnโ€™t it?โ€ he shrugged, yet you couldnโ€™t help but find it endearing. โ€œYou good to go? Cโ€™mon, Iโ€™ll show you the way out.โ€
As you wrapped up the payment and Scara went over all the mandatory steps in taking care of your new piercing, you were well aware of the doors opening and the people peeping into your conversation. So much for privacy.
โ€œWell then, thatโ€™s that.โ€ The metal of his tongue piercing held your attention until Scara brushed some of his hair behind his ear, revealing a few piercings of his own. Among them was a helix which mirrored yours in placement. โ€œGet home safe, yeah?โ€
โ€œI will, thanks.โ€ Your smile was filled with genuine gratitude. As you pushed through the glass door, you turned back to wave. โ€œSee you tomorrow!โ€
Maybe it was your imagination but as you left you thought there was an actual smile gracing his sharp features.
The next day, your spirits were high as they could be. Not only were you excited to show off your new accessory, youโ€™d also been on cloud nine since leaving the piercing studio, butterflies stirring in your stomach every time you thought back to how he touched you. Perhaps what you were about to do was a little bold but youโ€™d be damned if you didnโ€™t shoot your shot.
As expected, Scara came in at the same time as every morning and youโ€™d just finished brewing his coffee. He too seemed to be in a better mood than usual as he walked up to the counter. While you typed in his order, you made a bit of small talk over how your piercing was healing.
โ€œItโ€™s all good,โ€ you laughed and showed the jewellery to him. โ€œAlmost like my piercer knew what he was doing.โ€
โ€œYou better believe that,โ€ he countered. However, you didnโ€™t miss the way his eyes seemingly lit up and crinkled at the edges, as they did when he smirked, when his gaze fell onto the piercing he put on you. His reaction gave you a boost of confidence for what you were about to do.
Handing him his cup, you wished him a great day and watched as he went to leave before stopping dead in his tracks. No doubt he discovered the little โ€˜If you ever feel like going for a coffee while Iโ€™m not working โ™ก (and donโ€™t whatever me!)โ€™ you had scribbled onto the cup holder, followed by your phone number. You gave him a wink when he searched your eyes and watched him pull out his phone. A few seconds later your phone pinged.
Unknown number: whatever Unknown number: are you free this week?
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Always There.
Gojo Satoru x Fem!Reader
synopsis: what hasnโ€™t he gone through, would be a good question. all that was bound to break him more than anything, people left, people died, but somehow he could still feel warmth in his heart. it was all because of you, you were always there and he was grateful for it.
warnings: fluff. close friends, intimacy, may/may not have slept together, suggestive, gojo being a flirt to not show feelings, reader is a year younger, canonverse after volume 0. light angst. gojoโ€™s trauma, gojo bottling up, crying.
a/n: donโ€™t really know where i was going with this, i donโ€™t know if there will be a part two or something but i wanted some fluff with gojo, hope you like it! reblog and comment! t!p if you can XD.
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walking through the gardens surrounded by utmost silence wouldโ€™ve been routine for you, relax without anyone annoying you, but, today of all days, your heart was heavy in your chest as you walked toward Satoruโ€™s residence.
you had only come back to Tokyo today in the early morning and had been notified by Yaga of the events that occurred this last week.
noticeably, Suguruโ€™s return.
you had remained shook at the everything that happened, Suguruโ€™s new plans or former plans for the Jujutsu world. so much, that you could not go to Satoru right away, you had to clear your own mind before ever going to comfort him at all.
you greeted the workers with a small smile, making your way through the hallways and stairs till you were in front of his door and made your way in.
the whole room was dark even though it was late afternoon, a few rays of light got through, brightening the little it could, enough for you to see the silhouette of his body on the bed, lying with an arm over his face, his bare chest going up and down with his breathing and legs crouched with a pair of sweatpants on.
you sighed, taking the dark blue uniform off you and throwing it on the couch on the other side of the room, leaving you in your panties and a t-shirt.
โ€œsatoruuuโ€ฆโ€ you called him softly and calmly, climbing on the other side of the bed, sitting on your knees beside him. your hand poking his side waiting for a reaction. โ€œsatoru.โ€ but nothing.
a bit annoyed you made the move. with another sigh, your hands sat on his chest, throwing your leg on the other side of his waist. you saw immediately that stupid grin on his face with his free hand going on your thigh in a millisecond.
โ€œthis is a good feeling.โ€ he said with a chuckle. โ€œheard you got back today from some lost place in South Africa, iโ€™m offended you didnโ€™t come to greet me first thing, babe.โ€
โ€œright, can we go right to the point, honey.โ€ you got his arm off his face but his eyes were still closed. โ€œmaybe you could look at me to start off.โ€
he breathed deeply, the amusement falling off for a second into numbness, he opened them, looking to the side for a moment before looking at you. you smiled sadly at the single glance to his beautiful light blue eyes. a pair that held so much behind them, feelings that he didnโ€™t show easily.
โ€œdo you want to talk?โ€ you asked him softly, your thumb brushing the side of his cheek, along his jawline.
โ€œthereโ€™s something more productive iโ€™d like to do. you, for example.โ€ his fingers were playing with the elastic band of your panties.
โ€œand they say romance is dead.โ€ his light laugh and snort made a faint smile on your face appear. โ€œif that were true, iโ€™d feel you poking into me then iโ€™d reject you as iโ€™ve done before. but thatโ€™s not the case.โ€
โ€œi mean, it doesnโ€™t really take a lotโ€ฆโ€ his finger was going to the front of your panties, bringing them down till your own hand brought him out of them, back onto your waist. โ€œwe both need it, y/n, a nice distraction and consolation.โ€ he sighed.
โ€œiโ€™ll consider it if we talk first. come on, we have done this before, satoru.โ€ you were trying to be patient, keyword is trying, but thatโ€™s all, you have been through this countless times already, you knew the flirting and cute words were just to distract you from the purpose, though he knew you were not a flatterer.
โ€œhave i told you how pretty you look today?โ€ he said with his hand lightly stroking your chin. you smiled, kissing the tip of his fingers.
โ€œi love to hear such things from a handsome man.โ€ you leaned down on him, chest to chest, your forearms keeping you up enough to still face him. โ€œbut we still need to talk. now youโ€™re trapped, so start talking before we stay for days on this bed.โ€
โ€œwhat about your trip? tell me about it? was the special grade curse as bad as people were making it out to be?โ€ you sighed. you cupped his cheeks fully, inches away from his face. looking directly into his eyes, your heart beating fast at the way you would break the ice so abruptly.
โ€œโ€˜toru, tell me what happened with Suguru.โ€ you asked.
you felt the way his chest stopped their movement for a second, you saw how his breath hitched and his eyes widened quickly. yet, no response came, you were just looking at him continuously, to the point where you didnโ€™t realize how your positions changed.
he was on top of you, your legs wrapped around him as he breathed heavily. โ€œsatoruโ€ฆ iโ€™m here. iโ€™ve always been here.โ€ you reminded him, trying to give him some faith and trust in yourself.
he collapsed gently, his head on your chest, his big figure sprawled on top of you and between your legs.
your hand brushing through his hair gently, rubbing his scalp and nape like a feather as he took his time.
โ€œheโ€™s gone.โ€
you hummed at his choked tone of voice. his shoulders were slightly trembling, then the sniffling started and then you felt your t-shirt dampening of his tears.
you just held him as he cried.
nobody was unaware of the relationship they had when they were young and in school, they had a friendship like no others, they were friends, brothers, family, maybe soulmates. you had just come in accidentally, being a year younger gave you all the time to admire your superiors, just one day you had found him wondering around alone, sighing.
sighing was a bad indicator for anything. you approached him and till now you had become something similar to a diary or a therapist, perhaps.
he told you the place each person had in his life, suguru was something like the sun in the hell of a childhood he lived, he was an anchor of life for him. when he left, it was visible how his life seemed to have been sucked out of him, you hated to see him like that. he slowly recovered from it but it was never the same, the walls were built.
it was worse the first months, he wouldnโ€™t talk about it, he wouldnโ€™t utter a word, he put on an act, then heโ€™d get annoyed, then heโ€™d try to run and make you leave, yell even, till you pressed and finally he opened up. he cried then too, he let his vulnerable side out in the world with you and you cried with him the first time. but now it was different.
you were in no way trying to involve yourself, or understand what he was going through, even though you did, since you had lost Yu after all, but right then it wasnโ€™t your job to play who had it worse or make it about you, it was a moment of โ€œlet it out, before it consumes you.โ€
his body was calming down after some time.
his arms were even tighter around your torso, his body growing in heat, letting you reach around you to drop a blanket over the both of you before he got sick.
he cleared his throat, his voice still hoarse but he started to tell you in detail everything that had happened while you were away. you hummed here and there, asking a few questions as well, still rubbing your hands on his back and shoulders, seemingly comforting him.
โ€œso up till now, you have not eaten a single thing.โ€ you asked. โ€œthatโ€™s not good, satoru, come on, we got to get out of bed.โ€ you patted him, he whined in response.
โ€œi disagree with that notion. we can cuddle and snuggle, maybe have some great sex-โ€œ
โ€œsee, no.โ€ you tried to pull him off you but he didnโ€™t let go. โ€œi have a date tonight, but i need you up on your feet before i go, because if we wait youโ€™ll be rotting tomorrow. wait!โ€ in a moment and costing your neck, you were up, straddling his lap. as he looked up with a frown.
โ€œwhat do you mean date? we have never agreed to this.โ€ he really looked incredulous.
โ€œyou didnโ€™t. i did. life is continuing outside the Jujustu world, my dear friend.โ€ you slapped his cheek softly. โ€œget up, you are having dinner right now.โ€ you got out of his arms and out of bed, reaching for the couch as you put your pants back on. you turned on the lights and looked at him, his hand was ruffling his own hair while he still sat on the edge of the bed.
โ€œsatoru?โ€ you called him. you walked back to him, taking his hands from his knees and have him stand up. โ€œletโ€™s go.โ€
you guided him slowly, he just complied, he followed after you, looking down at the your intertwined hands.
he looked at you as you talked friendly to the maid, asking her to please cook a little something in big portions to feed him for the days he had not eaten, and once everything was prepared he wanted to laugh at all the food laid out in front of him but you sat there with your arms crossed, looking at him intensely.
he just complied. starting to eat as you watched with a small smile, sometimes it fell into sadness to then turn into fondness.
it was dark outside by the time he was done. he laid back on his back with his legs still under the table, breathing heavily waiting for his stomach to do its job. โ€œthat was too much.โ€ he muttered.
โ€œnow, youโ€™ll think twice about starving yourself. iโ€™m turning into a granny by worrying for you.โ€ you said getting up, ready to get out of here and into the world.
โ€œiโ€™ll need you even if youโ€™d turn into a granny. youโ€™d be a hot granny.โ€ you chuckled, reaching his side, receiving the invite of his hand reaching for you. you sat down with him one last time. looking directly into each other, his lips formed a weak smile, guiding his hand with yours in it to his lips and kissing it lightly.
he wanted to grin at the slight blush on your cheeks, but he refrained from doing that. โ€œthank you.โ€ you smiled genuinely at his words. โ€œthank you for always being there for me. i havenโ€™t been the best for you, but youโ€™re always here. so, thank you.โ€
the smile on your face widened, your eyes almost completely invisible by it. โ€œlove to hear it.โ€
there was a moment of silence before the maids started to come in and the shiny atmosphere was disrupted. โ€œi have to go now. iโ€™ll see you tomorrow.โ€
โ€œall right, see you later, y/n.โ€
he sat up, watching you walk away and out of his residence with a big smile while he sighed and stood to walk back to his room.
he stood under the hot water, thinking. and thinking. and thinking more.
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shit ending i know, but i didnโ€™t have the inspiration for the conclusion. not my best work.
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๐Ÿงš๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธโœจBippity boppity bow chicka wow oww! Youโ€™ve been visited by the Shameless Hoe Fairy, and now you must share a hoe drabble about:
Steve + โ€œAre you trying to hide from me?โ€
Thank you for sending the Hoe Fairy my way, through all the trials and dangers of time zones ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ’–
Grateful for it, I wrote something slightly longer than a drabble? Oops.
I'm creating a new dark-ish universe here, so brace yourselves.
New World Order
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soft dark!Steve Rogers x female reader
summary: After the snap and the breaking of the Avengers the world has turned into a darker place than it already was. Being under Steve Rogers protection should be your beacon of light, right? So why does it sometimes feel as if you're caught in a sticky web?
warnings: semi dystopian universe; soft dark Steve Rogers; manipulation; sprinkle of gaslighting; economical/situational power imbalance; dub-con; smidge of breeding kink; sex (p in v);
word count: 3k
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A small creak startled you. Your body tensed and jerked, the jars in your arms almost falling to the floor. You held your breath, tightening your hold on the precious cargo.
The sound came from the other room, the one anyone from the compound couldโ€™ve walked into, so it shouldnโ€™t scare you. Not when you made sure to cover any tracks leading to this special, secret unit, which youโ€™ve discovered a few days ago.ย 
Slowly, careful not to make any sound that might alert whoever was roaming out there, you put the jars down on the shelf. One by one. Gently. You kept your breath shallow as you did, keeping your movements to the minimal. Then you stayed still, counting down seconds in your head and listening for any sounds from outside.ย 
As one minute passed into another, then another, until it was seven minutes, then eight, you began to relax slightly.ย 
No further sounds, steps, nor voices came. You assumed they were gone, whoever itโ€™s been.ย 
With a little huff of breath, you turned around. The nose of your boot bumped into the box of supplies you sneaked inside. It made little to no noise, but it was enough for the domino to fall down completely.
Something clanked on the other side of the wall. Then the hidden passage in the wall opened.ย 
Bright daylight filtered through and the broad, dark silhouette filled nearly the entirety of the doorway.ย 
You lifted your hand to shield your eyes from the sudden burst of light, letting out a small squeak as you curled inwardly. It took you a mere second to recognize who caught you and while your heart eased at the realisation, there was still a part of you that feared the outcome.
โ€œI was wondering what kind of mouse has been hiding in the walls,โ€ came his soft, deep voice. โ€œTurns out itโ€™s my own little scrapper.โ€ย 
Captain Rogers walked in. Despite wearing heavy boots he still managed to move quietly.ย 
The wall closed automatically after him, leaving the two of you in a small room with light fixtures casting pleasant, but artificial glow from the ceiling.ย 
โ€œAre you trying to hide from me?โ€ His lips curled in a lopsided smile, but the way he slightly tilted his head made you aware that he wouldnโ€™t like it, if you said yes.ย 
โ€œOf course not,โ€ you let out a nervous laugh, gripping the edge of the counter behind you.ย 
โ€œNot from you, Steve.โ€ Nervousness still buzzed inside you, spiking as he neared closer and closer.ย 
Steve Rogers, Captain America, could be a scary motherfucker, if he wanted to. Usually, however, it was reserved for anyone trying to harm people he protected. Or if his subordinates broke his rules in any way.ย 
He may not be the golden boy you remembered from the very few, rare press conferences and pap photos from a decade before. Too much has happened, since he was the poster of glorified values the government tried to sell.ย 
First, they stripped him of the crystal areola they put themselves on him. Named him a fugitive and a traitor, for wanting to protect his best friend and fight for justice.ย 
His other colleagues have turned away from him, leading to breaking of the Avengers formation, which was supposed to protect the people.
Then, when the ultimate threat appeared, the remaining politicians blamed Steve and the other heroes for being unable to defeat Thanos. Tony Stark never returned. So many others have dispersed into dust. For a few years - as the world around you spiralled into dystopian nightmare - phantom governments have been using Captain America and other Avengers as the arguments for why so many things were failing.
Living became hard. Well, even harder than it used to be. People turned jaded and distrustful, so very few still tried to show each other support. Unable to count on governmental help, people have started forming their own little groups. Little communities that took care of each other, but were very wary of anyone else.ย 
You met Steve when you shyly walked into one of the support groups he was leading. Youโ€™ve seen posters inviting people to the meetings, but for quite a long time you stayed away from them, because Captain America or not, these groups always meant selling your soul in some way.ย 
Steve lured you in with his patience and soft voice, but was firm in pointing out that if youโ€™d like to take some of the provisions back home, or needed aid, you had to do some labour in return.ย 
You werenโ€™t opposed to that, but you were wary. Still, you agreed.ย 
Each task seemed more and more important, or thatโ€™s what you told yourself, because with each youโ€™ve somehow gotten to work closer and closer to the Captain himself.ย 
You worked dutifully, which was something Steve didnโ€™t omit to praise you for on a few occasions. Which perhaps was the reason why he assigned you to a team that so often worked closely with him.ย 
As much as it filled your chest with warmth, your gut tightened each time he got a little closer.
And he always got closer.ย 
You always sensed his gaze on you. Felt your heart jumping whenever he grazed his fingers along your arm, in a seemingly innocent, sweet gesture. But there was something about his attention, about Steve himself, that made you feel uneasy.
He was charismatic, but also less lenient.ย 
Caring, but didnโ€™t give second chances.ย 
Patient, but often merciless in his decisions.ย 
He was still Captain America, but bitter and darker. Worn-out and dirty, like his suit, with the trace of a star that used to shine hope to those who saw it. Now that faith trailed with darkness.ย 
When Steve approached you one evening, as your team was scavenging the territory the Captain and his Avengers have liberated from under the influence of bloodthirsty gangs, you felt that quickened pulse and whispers of self-preservation instinct telling you to be wary.
He said that he noticed you watching him. Which rendered you speechless for a moment. If anything, you always caught him looking your way.ย 
Did he really think you were the one checking him out? Was it why your gazes met every time?
You stuttered with your response, not quite knowing how to explain yourself. Steve offered you that disarming, comforting smile. He touched your hand. Slipped his fingers between yours, ever so slowly rubbing the pad of his index finger between two of yours.ย 
Such a small, meaningless gesture, but something about it had your cunt clenching in response, as if he was insinuating he wanted to rub you somewhere else.ย 
Before you managed to explain the situation, Steve turned the tables on you once again. He leaned in and confessed that he missed intimate touch, as well. That it was understandable and he felt honoured you would give him your attention.
Then he simply walked away, joining Natasha to make further decisions regarding the operation; leaving you dizzy with confusion and conflicting emotions.ย 
Was he right? Were you subconsciously seeking out his attention? Was your sense of unease in his proximity provoked by your attraction to him?
Because Steve Rogers was a very handsome man. From the soft strands of hair he had grown a little longer, to the way his broad chest tapered into narrow hips and possibly the sexiest ass youโ€™ve ever seen.ย 
From that moment, the Captain often approached you, smiled at you, and touched you however briefly. The pounding of your heart increased each time, your thoughts still clouded.ย 
When he caressed your cheek one time, while having just returned all dirtied and splattered with blood from a mission abroad, your breath stuttered. He asked you to help him out with patching some bruises and you didnโ€™t find the strength in you to deny a request from a wounded man. Captain America at that.ย 
He took you to his quarters. At Steveโ€™s command, the AI closed the door after you. Your fingers trembled as Steve guided you how to unzip and take off his suit (since his shoulder throbbed so hard, he seemingly couldnโ€™t do it himself).ย 
Steveโ€™s fair skin was indeed marred with bruises and a few cuts, which you cleaned and patched. In response to your breathless โ€œI better leaveโ€ after you were done, Steve slid his big hands onto your hips and softly asked you to stay.ย 
Perhaps itโ€™s been too long since you kissed anyone. Or maybe his grip on you tightened enough for the fear of repercussions freezing you in place.ย 
With a tiny whimper, you gave in to his demanding lips and wandering hands. Despite your brain screaming at you to run away, your heart rate accelerated with pleasure, quickly drowning out the fear.
Steve had you sinking down on his thick cock right there, while he still sat in the chair and his suit was barely pushed past his hips. He groaned praises at how good you felt; how hot it was to feel your tight cunt stretching around him; how sexy you sounded struggling to take it all.
Even with some of your brain cells fighting against it, your whole body surrendered to Steve and the pleasure he drew out of you over and over again.ย 
Maybe he was right all along and you were starved for intimate contact.ย 
Maybe you were choosing to let him take you, so he wouldnโ€™t hurt you or your family in any way.ย 
Later, as you laid in Steveโ€™s arms, you debated with yourself how good it felt to be held and protected, and that maybe it was worth following Steveโ€™s subtle commands.ย 
He took you again in the morning. On your side, sliding into your sore pusy from behind. When you hissed that it hurt, Steve slowed down, but didnโ€™t stop. He distracted you by arousing other parts of your body - rolling and pinching your nipples, sliding his fingers between your lips and fucking your moth with them, using his wet digits to rub your clit.ย 
Both of you returned to your duties afterwards, but in the evening Steve simply wrapped an arm around you and greeted you with a kiss on your temple. Then guided you back to his quarters.
He talked to you about everything, asked about your past, as well simply about your day.ย 
But not once did he ask, if you wanted to have sex with him.ย 
As the days passed, the less brave and determined you were to reject him. Especially not after Steve started coming over to your quarters, to meet your parents and play this whole thing, as if you really were a couple.
So if he was this sweet and supportive, why did you still fear displeasing him in any way?ย 
โ€œI mean Iโ€™m not hiding at all.โ€ Your speech quickened slightly, as you explained your actions. โ€œI may have hoped no one would find this spot that quickly. I would tell you about it, I was going to. But first I needed to, um, I wanted to-โ€
โ€œEasy, honey.โ€ Steve cupped your cheek.
He ran his thumb along your lip, cooing at you softly.ย 
He didnโ€™t look angry, nor suspicious. Which lessened your worries.ย 
โ€œSo you found one of Tonyโ€™s panic rooms.โ€ Steve took a quick look around. โ€œNot many people know about their existence. Not many can find them.โ€
โ€œIt was actually an accident,โ€ you laughed at that, remembering how you stumbled when changing light bulbs in a weird fixture in the main lounge room and instead of breaking the mirror on the wall the pressure of your fall activated sensor in the wall, opening the passage to this room.ย 
You told Steve the story, watching mirth form crinkles around his eyes. He kissed your forehead softly, before pulling away. Not enough to leave much space between your bodies.ย 
โ€œAnd why are you storing provisions here?โ€ He glanced at the jars and cans you stacked on the few shelves.ย 
โ€œJust in case. We have a storage and everything is rationed generously, but-โ€ your gaze dropped as you mumbled- โ€œsomemayhavebeenstolen.โ€
โ€œWhat was that?โ€ Steveโ€™s tone chilled and you felt the hair on your nape standing to attention.ย 
With two fingers, he tilted your chin up. Blue eyes bore into yours, a Captainโ€™s command in them snapped you into obedience without an order falling from his lips.ย 
โ€œI think Iโ€™ve noticed someone sneaking out some portions. Often.โ€ You admitted. โ€œI wanted to make sure we wouldnโ€™t suffer much loss, in case that person continued to steal.โ€
โ€œWhy havenโ€™t you reported it?โ€ Steve frowned, his hold on your chin turning into an unpleasant pinch.ย 
โ€œBecause the person I should report to first, is the one who takes it.โ€ You also tried to convince yourself that maybe Walker simply was giving it away to someone in need.ย 
โ€œYou couldโ€™ve told me.โ€ Steve pointed out, his frown deepening in displeasure.ย 
โ€œBut you always talk about the importance of chain of command,โ€ you blurted out.
Which actually surprised Steve. His eyebrows arched up and then his disapproval was shifting into amused satisfaction once again.
โ€œYouโ€™re so dutiful, honey.โ€ Steveโ€™s grin made you gulp nervously.ย 
His gaze slowly trailed down. When it returned to your face there was a possessive glint in the blue irises. A hot jolt stroke down your spine, pooling in your lower belly with heat in preparation for what was to come.
Because even if your lips wanted to part on a pitiful No, you knew Steve would take anyway. And heโ€™d make sure your body was on board with his desires.ย 
โ€œWhy donโ€™t you continue your impeccable service for your Captain, huh?โ€ Steve dragged the zipper of your jacket down.ย 
It was butter soft brown leather; once belonging to Steve, but since it was too big on you, he graciously encouraged you to cut and sew it, so it fit you better.ย 
Steve parted the sides of the jacket, exposing your chest. One move was enough to yank down the stretchy top you had underneath. Your breasts spilled out and you clenched your fingers on the edge of the counter, forcing yourself not to cover yourself, even though you felt shy.ย 
Steve cupped your breasts with his hands; squeezed them and kneaded gently. The coarse fabric of his fingerless gloves provided additional sensation. He rolled one nipple under his thumb; pinched the other. His mouth swallowed each little moan of yours.ย 
He drew out a whine out of you as he tugged your bottom lip between his teeth, at the same time unzipping your jeans. Steve knelt down to take off one of your shoes and pull your leg free from the pant leg. Enough to have you spread for him as wide as he wanted.ย 
โ€œUmm-โ€ you swallowed hard as Steve stretched to his full height.ย 
He was so much bigger than you. So much stronger. Sometimes, when he had you in his arms, it truly made you feel safe. Other times it scared you; made you quickly comply.ย 
Steve picked you up so easily, sitting you on the narrow counter and standing between your legs.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t have any more pills,โ€ you revealed. โ€œContraceptives, I mean. Bruce said it will take a few weeks for the production to be finished, after that one ingredient turned out to be spoiled.โ€
Steve met your eyes. He listened to what you were saying, nodding his head intently as you spoke, but still unzipped his suit and freed his cock.ย 
You couldnโ€™t help it, your gaze flicked down. Seeing it almost daily didnโ€™t diminish the awe of the cock a primal part of your brain declared perfect. Your pussy clenched, growing wetter in preparation for what was inevitable.ย 
Steveโ€™s hand closed around his girth and he gave a few pumps before guiding the angry-red tip into your hole.ย 
He slid inside with a groan. Your own choked cry responding.ย 
When he met slight resistance due to your position, Steve hooked his arms beneath your knees and pulled your legs upwards. Your ass tilted and your upper body angled backwards. It allowed him to sink fully in, until you felt that unpleasant pressure against your cervix and his balls met your buttocks.ย 
Then, as he bottomed out in your unprotected pussy, Steve regarded your words.
โ€œSlight inconvenience. But weโ€™re skilled in adjusting to new situations and challenges.โ€ He rested his forehead against yours; his voice growing more raspy and breathless. โ€œIf fate wants us to have a child, then we will rise to that blessing as well.โ€ย 
He rocked his hips into you, his pelvis grazing your clit. You squeaked, bracing your hands on Steveโ€™s shoulders.ย 
โ€œFuck, honey.โ€ Steve withdrew a few inches then slowly thrust back in. โ€œYour sweet cunt is so tight and wet for me.โ€ย 
It was tight, because he hadnโ€™t prepared you thoroughly - sometimes it was a blessing, because there were other times when Steve was so focused on making you soaked that he turned you into an overstimulated mess.ย 
Also because his dick was so fucking thick.ย 
โ€œMy perfect pussy. Isnโ€™t it?โ€ Each stroke was a purposeful, unrushed torment, so that you felt those inches penetrating you. Owning you.ย 
โ€œY-yes, Steve. Itโ€™s yours,โ€ you mewled when he poked your cervix again.ย 
โ€œIt was made to be filled, honey.โ€ Steveโ€™s pace started increasing. โ€œIts purpose is to take my cock and milk every last drop of my cum, until your womb swells with it.โ€
There were protesting voices in your head, demanding that you shake your head no and that you tell him you didnโ€™t want to get pregnant. But they never made it past the barrier of voices supplying that you always dreamed of having a family and that Steve would take good care of you.ย 
Even if the objections somehow made it onto your tongue, the moans and cries Steve was eliciting with each thrust and filthy word deformed them into agreement.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s it, honey. Taking your Captain so well. Going to take all my cum and thank me for it.โ€
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Bโ™กY NEXT DOOR โ€” kuroo tetsuro x male reader
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WARNING: mentions of blowjobs, deepthroating, free-use, creampies, manhandling, fantasizing, kuroo is kinda a perv!, shy reader, college au.
a/n: msorry this is so short!! the request was kinda vague so i tried to put together what i could! itโ€™s mainly kurooโ€™s thoughts for the nsfw part, but i think itโ€™s still okay!
Dorm life is not your fortรฉ. Sure, you havenโ€™t experienced it yet, but you can just tell itโ€™s going to lead to your forthcoming demise. Exhibit A, itโ€™s two in the morning and youโ€™re only just now moving in after orientation. Itโ€™s late, the sun had set hours ago and it was time for the moon to occupy the sky. Itโ€™s your saving grace from the darkness of the hall, yellow light illuminating off the walls from just one small lamp by the communal mailboxes. You didnโ€™t expect anyone to be awake, especially since you were particularly tired yourself. Your aching body pops with tension as you stretch your arms, lifting them above your head as your shirt rides up and exposes just a hint of your lower abdomen. Just a few more boxes to go.
Youโ€™re ready to curl up in bed, away from any prying eyes and fellow students. Starting during the second semester wasnโ€™t a very smart move, everyone knew each other already, and youโ€™d have ten times more issues trying to make friends when groups were already established. Who knew the type of people youโ€™d be sharing a place with. You sigh, a quiet huff through protruding cheeks, and begin dragging a particularly heavy box inside your room.
โ€œHey! Be careful,โ€ Thereโ€™s a gruff voice behind you, raspy from either overuse or lack thereof, but fried from sleep nonetheless. You freeze, body stiffening as your back collides with the person behind you, much more solid than youโ€™d originally thought theyโ€™d be. But you push through it, already embarrassed and body ablaze from the rocky first meeting. They let you step through, covering their ears dramatically at the sound of heavy cardboard scraping against the hardwood flooring. โ€œWhatโ€™s your deal?!โ€
Ah. Itโ€™s a man behind you, no older than you, who stands tall with long, lean limbs. His hair is dark, barely even brown, swooped up with what you assume is copious amounts of gel, save for a few tufts of hair that rest along his right eye. In the dark lighting you canโ€™t exactly make out all his features, but you can tell his facial structure is nice, with the way the moonlight peeking through the blinds cups his cheeks.
His footsteps pound against the floor as he turns to walk around you and the box, hunched over to pick it up himselfโ€” save the headache. Apologies bubble in your throat, threatening to spill off your tongue, but despite his words he doesnโ€™t seem all that bothered. Your arms fall to your sides, head bowed as he carries the box somewhere with the others. Should you introduce yourself?
โ€œSorryโ€ฆโ€ You start, voice quiet and reserved. You canโ€™t tell if he heard you, but you continue anyway, fighting the urge to find the nearest closed off room and hide. โ€œI didnโ€™tโ€ฆ They said no one would be here today.โ€
You can hardly see him, just a silhouette of a man, but it makes a movement as if heโ€™s scratching his chin. Maybe you said something wrong.
โ€œOh,โ€ Is all he says, and you can imagine his lips curling into a small โ€˜oโ€™ along with it. He really should listen more. In fact, the front door features a calendar with this very day circled, written in messy handwriting โ€˜roommate move-in.โ€™ โ€œKenma said something about that. Iโ€™m Kuroo, just housesitting!โ€
So heโ€™s..not your roommate, then? Thereโ€™s a beat of silence before he flickers on the lights, bright and harsh against your unadjusted survey. Your face is distorted cutely, eyes squinting and eyebrows furrowed as you blink around the room, taking in its appearance. Itโ€™s minimalistic, not much besides two beds, video game consoles, and freshly organized wires. You assume the other door by the right of the room leads to the bathroom. You look back at the man, finally adjusted, with hesitance.
Heโ€™s staring at you, hazel upturned eyes narrowed like a cat. A shiver runs down your spine, ice cold and painfully obvious as you nervously shift your weight from one foot to the other, shrinking under his gaze. He seems to soften at that, manually widening his eyes so he appears less intimidating. Despite it all, though, heโ€™s cute. With a strong jaw and straight eyelashes, a soft yet handsome and defined face. Itโ€™s only then you notice his clothingโ€” or, lack thereof. His boxers are striped, black and red, and thatโ€™s about it. You shuffle awkwardly, biting your tongue.
โ€œWell! This place is gonna be real quiet,โ€ He jokes to himself, lips curling upward as he tears his gaze away from your handsome face. Between you and Kenma, heโ€™s sure there wonโ€™t be much conversation. Youโ€™re not exactly blunt, though. Maybe a ball of nervousness, but not blunt, from what he can see.โ€œYouโ€™re a lot cuter than I thought.โ€
โ€œYou too.โ€ Your response is immediate, but the wide eyed expression on your face makes him think you didnโ€™t actually mean to say it. Youโ€™re really soft spoken, too. If anything else was going on he surely wouldโ€™ve missed it. Kuroo feels himself smile.
โ€œOya? Did you think I was ugly?โ€ He strikes a childish pose, resting his face in his palms as he bats his long eyelashes in your direction. He relishes the sound of your laughter, just as quiet as your voice. He wonders how loud you can get.
He watches you shake your head in response, a genuine smile gracing your face as you pick up the last of your thingsโ€” blankets and pillowsโ€”and carry them over to your assigned bed. His eyes never leave you, glued to your face as you place sheets on your bed and fluff your pillows. You look so easy to move, he could just flip you over and do it for you, hold onto your waist and lift you up like youโ€™re a feather. Pretty, too.
Kuroo clears his throat, dropping his arms to discreetly cover his erection. At this rate heโ€™ll have to tuck his dick in his waistband.
He imagines pushing you down onto your knees, pretty mouth open wide enough for him to rest his cock on your pink tongue, loud slaps echoing through the room. The wet squelch of his precum frothing on your tongue, the head of his cock sliding in and out of your mouth at random moments, just so he can hear you gag and choke on his cock.
He imagines a particularly sharp thrust down your throat, watching it bulge and contract around his dick until you canโ€™t breathe. But even then, youโ€™d hold onto the back of his thighs, try to push him deeper while you cry over not being able to take him deeper.
He imagines burying your face in his pubes, watching your teary eyes roll back when he finally fits himself down your throat, cock twitching as your ruined face presses against his hip. That would be enough for him, your pretty, fucked-out face looking back up at him as your throat makes humiliating noises around his shaft.
He imagines cumming down your throat, guiding himself out when itโ€™s apparent you might black out, watching you catch your breath with loud, rushed pants. Heโ€™d cup your face, tapping it gently so you look up at him, forcing you to follow his slow breaths, chest expanding with ease. Heโ€™d call you his good boy, slapping his dick against your cheek.
He imagines lifting you up by the soft skin of your throat, watching you stumble over your own feet and lean into him for stability. Your eyes would be glassy, glazed over as you beg him for something, anything. Any type of release, any touch to your pretty body. Youโ€™d beg so pretty, soft voice suddenly loud and high pitched as you bounce where you stand, whining out, โ€œPleโ€”ase, Tets!โ€
He imagines slutting you out, turning you into a shameless whore while he slides back into you for the third time that day. He wonders if youโ€™d hide your face, closing your legs and whining about the intrusion just to have them parted again, Kurooโ€™s much stronger, bigger hands digging into the plush of your thighs to inspect your sopping hole. That just wouldnโ€™t do, heโ€™d pull your hands away from your face, holding your jaw between his fingers so you can watch his cock sink into you again and again, cum cascading down your thighs and dripping onto the floor.
He imagines making you beg for it, your entire body tense as he fucks into you, holds you open with his hands to watch his cock get swallowed by your velvety walls. Youโ€™re so shy, so quiet and timid. So he imagines your squeals, your mind too far gone after hitting your sweet spots over and over and over. Youโ€™d be his sexdoll, pliant and moldable in his hands as he bounces you on and off his cock, even feeding his leaking cum back to you. He wants to smear it over your lips and have you wear it like lipglossโ€”
Your mattress squeaks, loud enough to snap the business major out of his thoughts, and he finds you shyly sitting crisscross on your bed. Your head is tilted, sweet like a puppy as you blink up at him, voice barely above a whisper.
โ€œUhm, Kurooโ€ฆ? Are you okay?โ€
โ€œRight, right!โ€ Kuroo nods, glad the patch of precum pooling in his boxers is covered by the deep shade of fabric. He bounces on his heels, stiffly shuffling further toward the bathroom as he speaks. โ€œThereโ€™s a place opening up on campus that sells really good fish. We should go sometime! Get to know each other, right?โ€
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obsessive-valentine ยท 3 months
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Dark-Yandere!Farmer x GN!reader (HCโ€™s)
Much darker yandere than I usually write but wanted to give it a go, I kinda like it but Iโ€™ll proof read later. Open to feed back and requests like always !
TW murder, reader is kidnapped, mention of physical abuse and โ€˜punishmentโ€™
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He lives isolated from people, his modest farm house and barn in a valley surrounded by mountainous land -some open and other directions with trees. Most of the open land is fenced off and divided where his cows and horses roam but hikers still travel through his land on occasion, he doesnโ€™t appreciate people coming to far into his land; and those who do usually donโ€™t make it out.
...Feeds them to his farm dogs
Heโ€™s a busy man running a farm without help but enjoys it, he starts his days at the crack of dawn and finishes it with a cigarette on his porch watching the sun go down. He adores his animals and takes care of his land, he appreciates a quiet life, only venturing to the closest town once a month in his old truck to stock up on luxuries.
He inherited his farm from his father pretty young, he hired people to work it while he worked in the nearby town, until his mother died too and he decided to downsize the farm, fire the people running it and move out there for a quite life away from people and a dead end job. He had no family left near by and didnโ€™t get along with people, the farm was all that he needed.
Until you came along of course, maybe you were a hiker who interested him or you were lost and he pitied you, maybe he killed the group you were travelling with but last second couldnโ€™t kill you. However you found yourself on his farm, you werenโ€™t going to leave, especially after he strips you of all your items- youโ€™d never make it to the closest town on foot if you manage to get off his land without him dragging you back by the hair.
The only contact with the outside is his small flip phone he uses for work reasons, he keeps it locked away in his study with most of his guns etc. He does own a old TV and a few radios, would get you a old game console if that what your interested in but other than that heโ€™s pretty tech free.
There are a two old landlines in the house but they have been cut off for a long time- he just has yet to take them off the wall and pull the wiring out, if he ever sees you trying it however, safe to say youโ€™ll be sleeping in the shed outside. He doesnโ€™t bother locking the windows or doors aside from his study, you wonโ€™t get far.
The shed is used as a punishment, itโ€™s a very small worn and empty wooden shed with 2 big locks on the door. Thereโ€™s no tin for the roof just wood planks that leak during bad weather and the wooden walls have no insulation and small gaps that allow for some beams of light but also allows the wind to whistle through. The only thing that saves you from hypothermia is the thick layer of hay on the floor and few old stale blankets usually crawling with beetles and spiders.
He marches you across the yard, not far behind the noisy barn of animals he pushes you into the shed, muttering as he slams the door hard that it shakes the whole shed and noisily locks it โ€œyou did this to yourself sweetheartโ€ he shouts back to the shed as he walks back to the house, leaving you in the cold damp dark and only gets worse as the night rolls on.
At some point during the late hours he comes back to the shed and unlocks it, you can hardly see him in the dark, his silhouette outlined by the ๏ฟผstars โ€œyou cominโ€™ back to the house and behave or you gonna stay all night?โ€ Itโ€™s up to you if he leaves you locked in the shed till morning or takes you inside and warms you up by the fire.
Loves you very much despite being so strict and occasionally physically abusive, he tries to not be so emotionally constipated when you behave. Likes to take you out with him to tend the animals, itโ€™s where he and you are most relaxed and domestic moments come easier.
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going-to-ikea-for-the-fries ยท 3 months
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Sleep. || Simon "Ghost" Riley fluff
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Rating: G Words: 1K~ CW: none Tags: ghostxreader, fluff!!!, gn!reader (you/your pronouns), light angst/plot twist at the end. Summary: Neither of you can sleep. Comforting and Cuddling ensues. a/n: I saw this in a vision. That's it. That's the tweet.
A knock on your door stirred you awake. Not that you were actually sleeping. Sitting up in bed, you inquired a loud โ€œHm?!โ€ in response to the knock.
You didnโ€™t need to ask who it was. Only one man in this whole godforsaken base would dare make his way to your room at 1:48 AM on a Thursday and disturb your (not) sleeping.
As such, there was no need to haphazardly throw on a face covering of some kind while making your way to the door hastily. So you simply remained sat amidst the pile of blankets of your hard wooden bed.
The door popped open with a light woosh and he stepped inside the room without a word. In the few seconds that he was illuminated from behind by the hall light, you saw nothing but a hulking silhouette carrying a rolled-up sleeping bag under one arm, and a ratty pillow under the other.
The door closed, letting it all return to darkness again. He blended with the nothingness of the room quite well. The only reason you knew where he was, was due to his footsteps, his workboots making rhythmic thuds on the vinyl flooring of your room.
You heard the rustling of the sleeping bag as he rolled it out on the floor, so close to your bed that he could probably slide his way under it if he felt like it (and if he fit). Then, he tossed his pillow down onto the sleeping bag with a light thud.
His clothes rustled in the darkness as he laid down on the bag and then he let out a soft huff muffled by the mask you knew he was undoubtedly wearing.
He wasnโ€™t even lying inside the bag. You certainly didnโ€™t hear him unzip itโ€ฆ He didnโ€™t try to fit his enormous height inside the standard-issue bag, which would likely fit him like a potato sack to a kid trying to win a sack raceโ€ฆ aka hanging loosely around his chest as he clings on for dear life.
You allowed yourself to lay down too, snuggling onto the warm blankets again as you fixed them atop you.
For a while, there was just silence, unsettling, deep silence that you could feel in your bonesโ€ฆ And the pair of deep breaths in the air.
โ€œYou alright?โ€ You asked, almost checking up on him.
โ€œDandy.โ€
โ€œCouldnโ€™t sleep?โ€
โ€œNope.โ€
โ€œMkay.โ€
Another long period of silence.
You knew better than to question Simon on his decisions. Not that coming to sleep on the floor beside your bed like a dog at its owner's feet isn't quite the head-scratcher.
โ€œDoes my company help with the lack of sleep?โ€ You found yourself asking.
โ€œNo.โ€
โ€œHm.โ€
You considered your curiosity sated, or at least, sated enough to allow you to go back to (fruitlessly) attempt to fall aslee-
โ€œI just like hearinโ€™ you breathe.โ€
The blankets rustled as you abruptly rolled over, your head hanging your head over the edge of the bed to peer at him forgetting that, in the darkness, you canโ€™t see shit, let alone see him on the floor.
โ€œNeed to know Iโ€™m alive?โ€ You tease sarcastically.
โ€œNeed to know you 'avenโ€™t been kidnapped in the night more like.โ€ His tone is dry and sincere.
You just let out a single dry chuckle. "Alright.โ€
You make no motion to return to your previous spot. You just keep looking at the empty darkness of the floor where Simon is lying.
โ€œYโ€™wanna come up here?โ€
โ€œYou askinโ€™ me to share a bed?โ€
โ€œMhm.โ€
โ€œNo.โ€
โ€œWhy?
โ€œItโ€™s stupid.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re scared youโ€™ll end up cuddlinโ€™ me?โ€
โ€œNot bloody scared. Just donโ€™t wanna risk it.โ€
โ€œWe can sleep back to back.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ve seen how you sleep. Youโ€™re always on your stomach. The only way to sleep back to back with you is if Iโ€™m on top of you and suffocating you into the mattress.โ€
โ€œYou act as if that wouldn't be fun.โ€ You quip.
No response.
You take a deep breath and finally roll over, turning to face the wall your bed is pressed up against.
There are no sounds besides breathing again. Long minutes go by with neither of you talkingโ€ฆ and neither of you sleeping.
After having had enough, you huff.
โ€œGet up here.โ€
He doesn't move immediately... But after a solid 10 seconds, thereโ€™s a rustling, and then comes the sound of laces being undone and his boots being slipped off and set aside.
Soon, you feel the warm blankets being lifted, momentarily exposing your back to the cold air outside of the comfy cocoon you've secured yourself. The mattress depresses behind you as he shifts his legs next to yours, and then he drapes the blankets around his own back.
Itโ€™s a bit of a tight fit. The standard-issue British Army beds are already on the narrow end for one Simon Riley lying on his back, so two people lying on their sides (one of them being Simon)โ€ฆ is cutting it very close.
But you donโ€™t mind. In fact, he shuffles closer, his chest coming to press against your back, as he wordlessly spoons you from behind.
A smile graces your lips as you feel the strong and unrelenting muscles that compose all of Simon's body press against your softer build.
His robust, scarred arm slides over the dip at your waist and wraps around you tight, constricting you to him, as his big, calloused hand rests across both of your forearms near your face.
It should feel awkward... but surprisingly, it doesn't.
In return, one of your feet nudges against Simon's and so he slips his leg in between your own from behind, rolling you ever slightly over onto your tummy, so he can keep you 'lodged' between him and the mattress.
A soft, content sigh escapes your lips as you feel the pressure of his body pressing on yours, his weight reminding you that he's there, holding you.
It's... nice.
You never thought there'd ever come a day where you'd experience the mixing scents of his aftershave and his laundry detergent due to the balaclava he never lifts... Or the sound of his rhythmic breathing just behind your ear as he nuzzles into your hair... Or his heartbeat slowing and relaxing against your back.
You find that he fell asleep almost instantly upon holding you, finally lulled into the comfortable, safe sleep he so desperately lacked.
It's a shame that soon you'll have to kill him...
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placeinthemiddleofnowhere ยท 9 months
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What were you thinking about when that buzzer sounded?
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Pairing: Kรถnig x Reader
Summary: Youโ€™re determined to find out why everyone thinks Kรถnig is so scary, afterall heโ€™s just some guy thatโ€™s taller than most people right? Heโ€™s probably harmless! Well, heโ€™s a little scary, but you still like him anyway.
(No use of y/n or mention of gender/race)
AN: The latest chapter is finally here, and it is the penultimate chapter of the series. I hope to update this soon so you aren't left hanging too long for the finale, so fear not, I will put every effort into getting it written! Love you guys, and appreciate all the asks and comments you send me ๐Ÿฅฐ
Part 9 of A Rocky Startย - Full Masterlist Here
-โ˜ ๏ธ-ย 
For a moment, while you swam between waking and sleeping, everything was dark. The floor felt like it was shifting from underneath you. Piercing noise filled your ears and rattled throughout your entire body. Barely a few seconds later your retinas were scorched by sizzling orange light.ย 
This isnโ€™t right.
Whatโ€™s happening?
You felt yourself frown despite the crackling ache that hammered into your skull, the wrinkle in your brow was more like a molehill. Even in the brilliant glow of the light around you, you couldnโ€™t make anything out. You were only seeing hazy shapes and thinking thoughts that were barely more coherent. The piercing noise turned into a low buzz, though the room still felt like it was on an unsteady foundation.ย 
What happened?
Where were the others?
You strained a moment, breathing heavily and stretching your body out. Were you lying down? You looked downward at your crumpled form and groaned. Youโ€™d confirmed it alright, as if the cold damp ground werenโ€™t proof enough. It was difficult to tell how long youโ€™d been laying like that, however if the prickling in your arms and legs were anything to go by it had clearly been a while.ย 
You were struggling to try and work out what had happened. It felt like you were fighting for the last plank of wood in a shipwreck, your head feeling like it had been knocked and rolling in the foaming waves for some time before youโ€™d come to. Though finally through the spray of racing thoughts you were able to grasp onto something more, a dull thudding sound that rhythmically beat behind you. A groan of anguish followed not long after, and then something that sounded like a string of choked curses.ย 
โ€œLooks like your friend has awakened, Captain. Shall we give you a breakโ€ฆ?โ€
You frowned deeper, but you didnโ€™t get long to work out who those words belonged to before you were seized. Suddenly Your body was being hoisted up by a pair of rough hands and you were all but thrown down in a deeply uncomfortable metal chair. As if that wasnโ€™t enough to contend with, the unexpected movement sent your stomach and head roiling into green sickness. As you slowly started to snap out of it, you came to realise you were being bound to the chair that youโ€™d been slammed into. A couple of pairs of hands were grabbing you and fastening you tightly to the cold metal, leaving you all bound up like a christmas turkey.ย 
โ€œYou donโ€™t look so good, Sergeant,โ€ the voice from before taunted, sounding from somewhere above you. โ€œBut that makes sense, ah? My men already gave you quite the head wound back at the market. I wonderโ€ฆare you even hearing me right now? Has your head been cracked open too many times now?โ€
You choked down the lump that had sat heavy in your throat and jerked your head up, facing the dark shape that had cast such an oppressive shadow over your eyes. Whoever it was, was standing in front of the light. You had no hope of seeing them, trying as you were.ย ย 
โ€œFu-...fuck you,โ€ you muttered, blinking your eyes up at the silhouette of your tormentor.ย 
The man chuckled, a raspy sound that came from deep within his chest.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re not lost to us yet, I see.โ€
You gritted your teeth and continued to desperately try and focus your eyes on the man. Something within you was burning, there was bile trying to force itself upwards the longer you held your head up, though intuition told you it wouldnโ€™t be much of a shame if you spat up on whoever it was that had captured you.ย 
โ€œWho-oo are you?โ€ you demanded, throat too dry to carry the threat you wanted.
โ€œOh, Sergeant, your condition might be worse than weโ€™d feared. Donโ€™t you recognise me?โ€
You shook your head up at the shadow man, growing tired of your confused state. Even tied to a chair you still couldnโ€™t seem to piece together how you got there. The last thing you could recall was telling Soap and Ghost to run, warning them of an oncoming party of men that were approaching the back of the truck.
The trucks.ย 
Thatโ€™s right, youโ€™d stolen yourselves away on the trucks - youโ€™d all been waiting to see where theyโ€™d set up camp. Exceptโ€ฆ. They hadnโ€™t stopped at any kind of base. The trucks had stopped so that they could get some respite after having to quickly pack up and leave their old haunt - it had been Soap that had said something about that. Soap had translated something theyโ€™d said.ย 
Then Kรถnig had said something through the commsโ€ฆwhat was it again? Heโ€™d said-
โ€œAm I not keeping your attention, Sergeant? How rude.โ€
If the disembodied voice wasnโ€™t enough to tear you out of your thoughts, the slap that knocked your teeth together was.ย 
Fresh pain blossomed over your cheek and you groaned out. It only served to make you even more acutely aware of the sorry state your body was in. Everything was hurting and nothing felt right. Youโ€™d been in some scrapes in your life, but for the second time you were sure this was going to be the end of you. Slowly but surely, whoever it was that held you captive was going to rip you to shreds.ย 
At the very least, you decided you werenโ€™t going to give him the satisfaction of finding it pleasurable. You weren๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝt going to beg for him.ย 
โ€œMaybe you need a familiar face to wake you up properly.โ€
You glared up at the man above you, ready to spew vitriol that could outspark a petrol fire, but you didnโ€™t get the chance. The wind was knocked from you when the chair was kicked on its side and youโ€™d gone tumbling with it. Back on the grimy floor again, you thought, maybe if Iโ€™m lucky Iโ€™ll fall in a puddle and drown.ย 
Self pity had stopped you from immediately looking ahead. Though the moment you managed to concentrate on anything other than the searing pain that was winding itself around your wrists, ankles and back, you were unpleasantly surprised to see a thunderous face over on the other side of the room. One that looked much like you felt.ย 
โ€œPrice?โ€ you croaked, locking gazes with his wide eyed stare.
He couldnโ€™t answer you back. Priceโ€™s mouth was gagged with a thick piece of cloth, something like an old tshirt scrap. The fabric was wrapped tightly around his face and it was trapping all the expletives heโ€™d normally be hurling from exploding into the tiny room. You strained as you looked at him, what was that that was dripping from his face? Had he been bleeding that much? It looked too thin to be blood alone.
Youโ€™d never seen the Captain like this before, he was in a sorry state. His face was sporting a rainbow of different bruises, and, from below that, swollen skin that had bubbled up into painful lumps. His armour and his weapons had been stripped from him, his jacket and hat as well, his hair was limply slicked back on top of his head. His shirt had been partially torn and that too was wet, it looked like theyโ€™d used a knife on him - you could see the bloody evidence in the form of a thick cut that striped roughly through his pecks.
โ€œPrice,โ€ you said again, not quite sure what else to say. โ€œCaptain!โ€
Youโ€™d never seen him look so vehemently possessed by rage. He hadnโ€™t even been this angry when heโ€™d called you out for the whole Kรถnig debacle. No, now that he was faced with you lying on the ground and lost for words he was the most furious youโ€™d seen him in his life. If it werenโ€™t for the gag, youโ€™d have been convinced that heโ€™d have spit fire.
โ€œSpeaking more confidently, Sergeant. This is good. Maybe now we can begin, yes?โ€ย 
โ€œBegin what?โ€ you spat. โ€œYou think you can learn anything from me?โ€
The man chuckled, the sound emanating as if from a wide rocky cavern. The sound filled the room uncomfortably, squashing you, causing you to wince just before you were picked up by the back of the chair and set right upright again.ย 
It was when you finally widened your eyes, that you were more clearly able to see the man in front of you. The sight of him made your heart drop. It was John Rousseau himself. His determined gaze was set on you as if heโ€™d ripped himself free out of the photographs on your briefing documents and sprung to life in all his terrible glory. Though unlike the photographs, - taken when heโ€™d been captured earlier on in his life- he was smiling now. He held something of a more deadly glint in his eyes.ย 
You were left speechless then. What were you to say to the man youโ€™d been chasing all that time? Now that he was standing in front of you in the flesh, tight black clothes showcasing his rippling arms and powerful legs. You werenโ€™t going to last long if he was going to keep kicking and hitting you, you knew that then.ย 
โ€œThis isnโ€™t an interrogation, soldier - I donโ€™t need to learn anything from you. Weโ€™re in the middle of making a very special video, a little gift for your superiors. They will get the benefit of seeing that you are alive - mostly. And they will know we are serious in our demands. In return they will give us back my brothers. If not thenโ€ฆyou will not remain alive for much longer, will you?โ€
Rousseauโ€™s widening smile reminded you of a venomous snake slithering out a dark crevice for the hunt. If that werenโ€™t enough to unnerve you, the sound of something metal being scraped across the ground and the following rush of sloshing water lapping against its edges was enough to do the trick. All at once you realised exactly what Rousseau intended to do.ย 
Price roared from the otherside of the room, in the corner of your vision, struggling futilely against his impossible bindings. Though you didnโ€™t focus much on him. A shadow crossed the room and you painfully twisted your head to meet the barbarian that made it. You watched as another familiar face, the man from the market that had killed his associate, stood silently above you. He held a cheap old digital camera aloft in his hands and smiled slyly, giving you your last glimpse of cruelty before a cloth was forced over your face and the world went dark once more.ย 
They were going to do to you exactly what they had done to Price. Finally you knew why he was so wet. Your body shook.. You could hardly breathe. Though you had to. Your training demanded it. Youโ€™d been waterboarded before, though now it wasnโ€™t going to be a test. This was the real deal, there was no end goal in sight. You could hear the bucket being lifted off the ground, it was almost too late to remedy your panic.
No, you had to steel yourself.ย 
Deep breath in, soldier.ย 
And Hold it.
Hold it.
-โ˜ ๏ธ-
Ghost and Soap stood over the group in front of them with expressions so solemn that they could've dropped birds from the sky. Soap kept wincing as heโ€™d shift his weight and forget his bad leg, and Ghost couldnโ€™t stop staring off to the side, clearly replaying what had happened, turning it over and over in his mind until his eyes glazed almost grey. It was clear to see that neither one could reconcile with what had just gone down.ย 
After a moment of empty silence, considering what to say, both the men eventually recounted what had happened to the others, facing Laswell and the rest of the men with their blank eyes and flat voices as they tried to stay professional. No matter how hard they tried though, their minds still lingered on the soldier theyโ€™d left behind, ceaselessly wondering what had happened to you.
Around halfway through your impromptu truck ride, with you on top while the two men hid inside, Gaz had reported that his group had reached exfil and regrouped with the rest of the team. Most of the remaining soldiers had made it there, along with a very rattled Laswell whoโ€™d explained to everyone that the safe house had been compromised and Price had been taken by surprise, caught in a trap laid out by the first rogue truck that had left the compound. Ghost, Soap and you of course had heard this through Gazโ€™s comms, one of the last lines to remain working - the otherโ€™s had faced multiple blasts and close combat bouts.
From that moment, now that they had contact and were aware of where Rousseau was headed, everyone was concentrating on regrouping with your team. They were tracking your signal and speeding along in the last of the working vehicles, hoping and praying they could reach the trucks and bring everyone back.
The menโ€™s eyes flicked between each other as they let the story unfold, remembering what it was like standing in the almost pitch black of the cargo container while you lay above them. The tension that had yet to leave their bodies, only had them straining their tired muscles more.ย 
Soap told everyone about you hissing over the line from above, telling him and Ghost about the trucks slowing down. Youโ€™d asked for orders and Soap had looked warily at Ghost then, watching as the man loomed over him and quietly searched for an answer. Heโ€™d curtly told you to lay low and stay quiet, tell them if anyone got out. It wasnโ€™t long before you reported just that, and Soap had plastered himself to the doorway, straining to try and hear what they could be saying out there.ย 
His French was rusty, rustier than his Spanish, but he was able to make out parts of a conversation that had broken out. They were talking about how glad they were that they could finally stop, one said something about needing to piss, the other laughed with him and said it was a wonder heโ€™d managed to hold it in through the blasts. Another man had approached them and shouted over, saying that they needed to check the cargo first and ensure it wasnโ€™t damaged or heโ€™d make sure theyโ€™d never piss right again.ย 
It was at that point, that it was evident that you all had to move. Though none of you could think of a way to make it past the small army undetected, especially if Ghost and Soap were required to burst from the creaking metal doors. Therefore, theyโ€™d decided to go with the distraction that youโ€™d come up with, not a great one, but one that gave them a semblance of a shot to get away nonetheless.ย 
Kรถnig had intervened, heโ€™d cut into the conversation with a new level of fury and demanded that you rethink your plan. โ€˜You canโ€™t do this! Donโ€™t you dare go ahead with this suicide mission!โ€™ He thought it was sheer stupidity to throw a frag out into the middle of the group and just hope that they were too distracted by the fallout to track the direction it had come from. Heโ€™d all but ordered you to wait for the team to reach you all, but youโ€™d argued back, saying that they couldnโ€™t count on not being discovered until then. They were too far away.ย 
Youโ€™d told him you loved him over the line, seemingly uncaring what the rest of the team thought of it now, and said that he had to let you work. Next thing they knew, you were informing Ghost and Soap that you were sending the frag out. It was difficult to hear Kรถnigโ€™s frenzied screams after that, they were just higher notes floating on top of the discordant din that was soon to follow.ย 
When youโ€™d pulled the pin all hell had broken loose.
Ghost and Soap clattered from out of the truck and you scrambled down from the top, rejoining the two men before sprinting like hell into the thin treeline. The woodโ€™s were no longer as lush in the place theyโ€™d stopped, probably by design so they would know if they were being approached. Unfortunately it meant they were able to track your group running away as well. You could hear the distant sound of their cries start to get closer again.ย 
Gunfire had broken out, peppering the air with loud shots. What seemed like hundreds of soldiers but was probably a group of around twenty, chased you all down and shot at your feet. They were demanding that you all stop, shouting in English and French and possibly other languages too.ย 
For a wondrous minute it had seemed like you all might get away with your lives, but just as you hit a thicker portion of the woods, a single grenade was tossed in your direction and all of you were sent flying.ย 
Ghost took over the report then. Soapโ€™s voice cut out as he remembered the sickening churn of his stomach just before heโ€™d blacked out. He was struggling to keep aloft. Only the thought of you out there somewhere kept him standing, the thought of your determined eyes as you fought like hell for the two men that had been intent on icing you out. All because they thought you were going to break up the team from your fooling aroundโ€ฆ And what did all that matter now?
Ghost slyly knocked his elbow into Soap, getting him to stay out of his mangled thoughts before he continued. He told everyone how Soap had been knocked out when heโ€™d hit the ground, but you and he were still awake.ย 
Soap had managed to rouse again, but he was hardly up to walking after his dodgy landing - never mind running unassisted on that bad right leg. Ghost wasnโ€™t feeling a hundred percent either after being slammed into a thick tree trunk, but he was able to carry on. Heโ€™d tried to insist that you should help with Soap and you could all run together, but youโ€™d shaken your head and denied him any assistance. Youโ€™d told him to take Soap and send the others forward, he had to direct them to you, or theyโ€™d never find you all in time youโ€™d said. You could defend yourself from there, youโ€™d assured them you could do it.
Ghost had tried to reason with you, pleaded with you not to be a fucking idiot, but you werenโ€™t hearing any of it. You pulled out your gun, like a knight drawing their sword for the last stand, and told him simply that he could insult you after the job was done and youโ€™d recovered Price. Youโ€™d reminded him that when you were all home safe, there would be a meeting to discuss your forbidden relationship, and he could get all of his famous remarks on record as well. Ghostโ€™s face soured at the memory, but from there everyone was all caught up on what had happened.ย 
He and Soap had reached the others and then they had pushed forward. Only, they didnโ€™t find you by the rocks, or in the place where the trucks had been. That spot was empty save for a few men that had stayed behind to try and fight them off and prevent anyone from following. It was then that they knew theyโ€™d lost you and Price and the mission was over. They had failed completely.ย 
Kรถnig had heard enough. Heโ€™d been listening to their little tale with a curled lip that quickly turned to a full sneer and with every passing second that he spent revising over the details of their quest of incompetence, he felt his body temperature rise by another degree. He was so angry, he was shaking.ย 
He stormed forward, slicing through the team of men that stood between him and Ghost with precision, ramming the Lieutenant down before he could think to do anything. It wasnโ€™t possible to stop him, heโ€™d borne down on Ghost with an animal force and soon he was swiping and clawing at him like he might take out his throat. The screams that were bursting out of him were nothing short of feral.ย 
โ€œIt should have been you! You shouldโ€™ve stayed behind, you rat fucking bastard. You lead your team on a suicide mission and yet here you stand telling us all about how we failed. You failed, you failed Ghost! You failed Sneak! Do you hear me? I will tear you apart! I will rip the skin from your bones and burn whatโ€™s left of you and then I will piss on your ashes, you fucking swine!โ€
โ€œKรถnig!โ€
Horangi tried to be his voice of reason, but Kรถnig was too far gone. He was incensed.ย 
As if it werenโ€™t bad enough that the love of his life had professed their love while they actively ensured their own destruction, he now had to listen to the Lieutenant prattle on about what had happened as if you hadnโ€™t been pressured into being the sacrificial lamb. It was too much to bear. His head was ringing with your love confession and with the thoughts of what those men could be doing to you even as he tried to tear Ghost apart. The images were inspiring him to further cruelty, echoes of past sins and future vows.ย 
Kรถnig continued to pummel Ghost, trying to target his weak spots with prejudice, but he didnโ€™t get to keep the upper hand for much longer. The Lieutenant wasnโ€™t going to allow himself to be turned into mince. He wasnโ€™t any good to Price or you if he let himself face Kรถnigโ€™s punishment.
Ghost grabbed out at Kรถnigโ€™s wildly swinging fists and caught one, using the moment of struggle to punch him in the ribs and swing round so that he was on top of the Austrian. Kรถnig howled and flailed like a banshee, but he couldnโ€™t do much of anything once he was on his back. Gaz and Horangi had joined Ghost, they assisted in pinning Kรถnig down and now his shouts were reduced to heavy breaths as he stilled against the pressure. He was like an alligator with its mouth taped shut, the moment that the binding came off he was determined to strike again, bite through his prey in one clean motion.ย 
Soap stood watching in horror from above the little skirmish. His face was paling to an ill shade. It was then that it finally occurred to him that maybe you hadnโ€™t thrown away your position on a stupid fling. You werenโ€™t turning your back on your family, you had just found someone else worth letting in. Why else would Kรถnig sound as if he was ready to face death itself for you? You both had to be far closer than anyone could have comprehended.ย 
Soap was left blinking silently as he gazed up at Ghost and then to Gaz, wondering, had they realised the same thing?
โ€œKรถnig you need to calm down,โ€ Ghost advised, voice straining as he fought through the pounding headache that blossomed in the base of his skull.ย 
โ€œGhostโ€ฆโ€ Kรถnig trailed, thinking on his words for a moment. โ€œUnless Sneak is returned safely, I will never be calm again. In fact, I will make it my personal mission to break you. I will take you to some god awful hole somewhere and make sure that you live long enough through your torture to forget what daylight looks like. Only once youโ€™re empty, will I bury the shell of you alive!โ€
Ghostโ€™s left eye twitched, the lid took a moment to settle. Kรถnig could hardly have known that heโ€™d strike a nerve, but as he saw Ghostโ€™s expression behind his mask he let his mouth curve into a smug grin behind his hood. Even if he couldnโ€™t hit him physically he could settle for mental warfare.ย 
Ghost struggled not to take his revenge. There was a brief moment of inner turmoil where he wanted to reach out and smash every tooth out of the mercenaryโ€™s head, but there was a voice in his head that demanded he didnโ€™t. They needed every resource they had to retrieve their missing Sergeant and Captain. As much as he hated Kรถnig, he couldn't deprive the team of an effective member, and loathe as he was to admit it he knew youโ€™d need someone to come home to.
Ghost rose up off of Kรถnig then, silently glaring down at him before he looked over at Laswell. His golden lashes caught the light, and then so did his eyes, showcasing the dangerous glint that settled just underneath the surface.ย 
โ€œWell, until we find Sneak and Price, why donโ€™t you just keep yourself under control. Yeah?โ€ He said gruffly, stepping away from Kรถnig before he got second thoughts about beating him to a pulp.ย 
Kรถnig was allowed back up again, only when the others were sure he wouldnโ€™t try and tackle Ghost. He hated having all their eyes on him. Heโ€™d never felt so afraid in all his life and now he was being put under a microscope by people that, as much as he tried not to for your benefit, he despised.ย 
Horangi was his saving grace. His old friend turned to the others and shooed them off with a jerk of his head before he turned back and gave Kรถnig a sympathetic tilt of his head. He knew better than to try and offer any words of comfort or to try and stick around. Kรถnig was beyond calming, it was obvious to see from his flexing hands and narrowed eyes.ย 
Kรถnigโ€™s mind was a storm of emotions. He couldnโ€™t remember the last time heโ€™d felt so much, so deeply. He was furious with you, upset that you would throw your life away just to try and save the stupid teammates that had gotten you into such a predicament in the first place. His heart tore thinking of you trying to salvage your relationship with your brothers while they let you fall to the enemy.
Most of all though Kรถnig felt terribly frightened. For once he had no control over the situation. He couldnโ€™t smash his hulking body at the problem, nor threaten his way to the outcome he wanted. He just had to wait and hope that you would be alive somewhere and that you were ok. He could feel his breaths shorten at the thought of you being hurt by those awful men. Men just like him - men with no qualms about ignoring any sense of empathy in order to get a job done.
Was the world punishing him?
For some reason Kรถnig couldnโ€™t help but feel that whatever happened to you was his fault. Was it the divine justice? After all the people heโ€™d torn through, all the faces heโ€™d beat unrecognisably in the name of getting the job done, was one of his most treasured people going to be lost to him in exchange for his misdeeds? You were the one that had called him out on it all, how could you be the one to pay?ย 
Kรถnig felt dizzy, as if the world were spinning double time and the sky was waving and distorting in his vision. The light blue and purple hues were starting to fade with the closing light, and soon enough the sky would fall completely to black. Were you being kept somewhere dark? Did they have you bound and screaming?ย 
He thought he was going to be sick.ย 
All of a sudden he was locked in a glass cage, everyone around him was muffled and his body was constricted. He couldnโ€™t breathe. He was cursing internally, gasping for air all the while.ย 
Why couldnโ€™t you have fucking taken me instead?
โ€œKรถnig.โ€
Kรถnigโ€™s eyes flicked up, he jerked when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Suddenly he realised heโ€™d been standing with his arms wrapped tightly around his body like a safety harness and let his hands drop to his sides. He peered down at the man connected to that stupidly brave hand and then locked eyes with Soap.He sneered, throwing the appendage away from himself before he gave into the compulsion to break it.
โ€œWhat the fuck do you think youโ€™re doing?โ€ Kรถnig hissed.
โ€œLaswellโ€™s ordered us to move, mate,โ€ Soap answered softly.ย 
Kรถnig looked off to the spot that everyone had been gathered in before, and realised that theyโ€™d all begun dispersing into the transports. Everyone was heading along to the beaten up trucks and piling in like cartoon clowns. Ghost was at the head of them all, Kรถnig didnโ€™t miss him, keeping a wary eye on Soap and Kรถnigย  as he directed everyone else.ย 
Kรถnig laughed darkly to himself and started walking. Ghost didnโ€™t need to worry yet. There was still time to save you, they were all safe for the time being. While you remained alive.ย 
โ€œKind of you not to leave me behind,โ€ Kรถnig said, his voice coming out harshly through his gritted teeth. โ€œBetter you stay away though. Youโ€™ll convince me give into my temptations if you give me too much opportunity, Sergeant.โ€
Kรถnig expected Soap to turn tail and run ahead of him then, but was surprised and annoyed when he noticed him keeping pace as they walked to the trucks together. It made Kรถnig wonder if Soap wanted him to break again.ย 
โ€œYou and Sneak have been seeing each other off base, haven't you?โ€
Kรถnig stopped in his tracks again and locked eyes with Soap, looking for whatever evil had to be lurking in the abyss of blue. However if there was any ill intent, he couldnโ€™t see it in his body language. Soap looked at him in earnest.
โ€œWhy would you bring that up?โ€
Soap ran a hand through his frayed mohawk and looked away for a second, nervously meeting Kรถnigโ€™s eyes again once he gathered his courage.ย 
โ€œWell youโ€™ve beenโ€ฆโ€ Soap paused for a moment, searching for the right word, โ€œdatinโ€™, right?โ€
โ€œThis is hardly the time for your morbid fascination with our relationship,โ€ Kรถnig sneered, finally walking ahead again.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s not morbid fascination.โ€
โ€œThen what?โ€
โ€œThis team has been Sneakโ€™s life for a long time now - weโ€™re a family. When I thought theyโ€™d gone behind our backs and fooled around, was going to break up the team for the sake of some fun I was angryโ€ฆbut I know thatโ€™s not what it was now. So I just wanted to say I'm sorry.โ€
โ€œSorry? Youโ€™re sorry are you? I would never โ€˜fool aroundโ€™ with Sneak,โ€ Kรถnig growled. โ€œYou all wanted to see our relationship with each other as a stupid crush because none of you think of me as a person. Iโ€™m not some dog that they picked up off the side of the road, Iโ€™m a man the same as you. I love Sneak with everything that I have. And now youโ€™re claiming to love them too after the way you acted? Sorry doesnโ€™t cut it. You and Ghost, fuck, the whole 141 failed Sneak. Donโ€™t come to me with your pathetic apologies, Sergeant.โ€
Kรถnig didnโ€™t give Soap any time to answer his verbal lashing, not that he had much of anything to say to that. How could he stand and defend himself when heโ€™d been the cause of your guilt and the reason that youโ€™d felt pushed to send him and Ghost to their safety while you fell? He was motionless as Kรถnig picked a truck to settle into, picking a relatively empty section of the bed that only grew more sparse as the other men inside scrambled to keep their distance.
Soap stared a minute longer, but he was forced to move when he realised he was one of the last to load up. His feet marched automatically, but his head never left the conversation. Heโ€™d think about it until the moment he knew you were safe again. He had to be able to get his chance to apologise properly, he had to prove that he loved you no matter what, even if Price wouldnโ€™t let you stay on the team. He could live without working with you, but he couldnโ€™t go on knowing heโ€™d been the cause of your death.ย 
Kรถnig watched Soap trudge toward Ghost and closed his eyes, willing his breaths to remain steady and for his tears to stay safely welled behind his lids. He couldnโ€™t let himself cry. It felt too much like admitting that you were dead already. Then where would that leave him?
Instead, he put his hand into his trouser pocket and clasped at the little wooden bird that had stayed safely hidden inside. His thumb traced along the smooth stretch of the swallowโ€™s back and towards its beak, gently landing on the tip. He silently hoped that wherever you were, youโ€™d feel the gentle kiss of his spirit and know that you would be safe again. However improbable that was - it was the only thing that could give him any thought of comfort.
-โ˜ ๏ธ-
Itโ€™d been a long and sweaty ride over to the next town, for the start of the journey anyway. Toward the end, night was falling and the temperatures cooled dramatically, suddenly leaving the soldiers glad for all of the heavy layers they were wearing. It made some of them look at Kรถnig, Horangi and Ghost jealousy, for once, wishing that they too had full face coverage in the chill of the dark winds.
Ghostโ€™s eyes had remained far away for the duration of the ride. No matter what Soap or Gaz said, they couldnโ€™t get him to focus much on them. He was completely distant. It was as if his consciousness was held hostage from within his body, like his mind was replaying the days events over for him and holding him to his mistakes. Though when Soap had been brave enough to try to confirm his suspicions of Ghostโ€™s guilt he was greeted with a โ€˜fuck offโ€™ for his efforts.ย 
Gaz put his hand on Soapโ€™s shoulder, then gave him a gentle look. It had Soap swallowing thickly at the lump in his throat and soon enough he was looking away, doing everything not to turn into a screaming wreck in the wake of his dark eyes. Gaz looked away too.ย 
โ€œWeโ€™ll get them back,โ€ Gaz mumbled, patting Soapโ€™s shoulder again before he removed his hand. โ€œAt least for now, we know that they have each other.โ€
โ€œAye, and how do we know that?โ€ Soap said bitterly.
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
โ€œWe donโ€™t know that theyโ€™re together. They could be holding them separately or could have them blindfolded and gagged. Hell, they couldโ€™ve killed one of them and only taken one back with them - thereโ€™s a lot more risk having two soldiers. We have no idea if Price and Sneak are-โ€
โ€œShut the fuck up, Soap,โ€ Ghost growled.ย 
Gaz and Soapโ€™s eyes flashed over to Ghost in an instant. His tone was hard, and his slouched posture straightened back and returned all of his missing height.ย 
โ€œWeโ€™ll get emโ€™ back,โ€ he vowed. โ€œOr we die trying.โ€
Ghost had no way of knowing quite how daunting that promise would be in light of things to come. Though when they finally reached a safe place to stop and reconnect with command back home, the severity of the situation landed upon all of them like a ton of bricks.ย 
Laswell and Ghost managed to wrangle an empty room and took a private call with General Morrison. It was then, in the dark of that claustrophobic room, that they learned about the ransom video that had been sent over during their journey to their makeshift base - a tiny village with a few homesteads and farm land.ย 
The general didnโ€™t seem to want to give much detail about the video, he was shifty with them both. It was only from some not so polite prodding from Ghost, that the General revealed that they werenโ€™t permitted to have any dealings with the terrorist group.ย 
โ€œTheyโ€™re going to splash this all over the fuckinโ€™ press general. This is going to be a disaster, and youโ€™re saying that our response to this is to just do nothing?โ€ Ghost spat.
โ€œItโ€™s all about optics, Lieutenant, you know that. The Captain and Sergeant will be a great loss, but we canโ€™t be seen to be releasing criminals like stray dogs after said dogs were convicted of kidnapping civilians and blowing up markets. We canโ€™t make the deal.โ€
โ€œThen fuck the deal!โ€ Ghost said, glaring into the camera lens with hot fury.
Laswell baulked, quickly realising that Ghost was going to get himself into trouble if she didnโ€™t step in. She put a hand on his arm and looked pointedly toward the laptop, hoping to appeal to any shred of decency that might be lingering in the greying generalโ€™s arsenal.ย 
โ€œI think Ghost is trying to suggest that we put a team together and we track them down. We get our people back and take down that bastard Rousseau once and for all, sir.โ€
The harsh lines in the generalโ€™s old leathery face settled and his stare was neutral once again. Laswell untensed too. Only Ghost was left seething, he wasnโ€™t going to be calmed at a time like this. The only thing that would put him at ease was knowing that you and Price were going to be returned safely. That wasnโ€™t going to be anytime soon.
โ€œJohn Price is a good man,โ€ the general said after a long pause. โ€œI can grant you a small team, but it canโ€™t be on record. If this blows up, youโ€™re on your own.โ€
โ€œAnd if it goes well it was all a great effort organised by the cunning officers who sat bravely by their desks.โ€ Ghost muttered.ย 
Laswell kicked out at Ghost from under the table and was grateful that the general didnโ€™t seem to catch his snide remark from through the terrible connection. She quickly smiled toward the laptop and nodded curtly. She could work with a few men, and she was pretty sure she knew of where to get a few more.ย 
โ€œThank you, General Morrison. Weโ€™re grateful for the aid. Iโ€™ll have my people try to find out what we can and once we gather enough intelligence weโ€™ll move in on the target.โ€
โ€œGood luck, Laswell,โ€ The general said warmly, face going cold when he stared to her left. โ€œGhost.โ€
From there the screen went black. Ghost and Laswell were left discussing plans, Laswell messaging her contacts as they talked, both agreeing that they would find a way to reach out to Farah while they formed a potential team. It was all a matter of muscle memory. They sparingly used your names while they were talking. It helped to keep emotion out of it.ย 
However, they didnโ€™t get to remain like that for long.ย 
They had to find the video so that Laswell could send it to her intelligence sources and as soon as they were exposed to those first few painstaking seconds, it was all so real again. This wasnโ€™t one of their usual jobs, this was a rescue effort to save two of their own. Two of their family members, that as they were speaking, were being hurt in all manner of horrible ways just to emphasise the sincerity of Rousseauโ€™s threats. He was so morbidly calm as he stood making his demands from in front of the horrible abuses just inches behind him.ย 
When it came time to tell the others what was going on, Ghost and Laswell were practically as flat toned as the general. It was taking a lot for them to go through it all, to explain that at that present moment they had to sit tight and wait for transport to take them away so that they could go back to base and refresh and resupply while you and Price passed the hours in unknown amounts of agony.ย 
No matter how matter of fact they tried to keep things, it didnโ€™t stop Kรถnig from speaking up and forcing everyone into reality. He waited until everyone had been dismissed to reappear in front of Ghost. His steps were heavy and slow, his strides purposeful as he got into the Lieutenantโ€™s face once again.
โ€œI want to see the video.โ€
โ€œNo.โ€
Ghostโ€™s answer was simple, no nonsense. There was no room for discussion. He folded his arms and straightened his back, ensuring that he was able to steady himself against the bigger manโ€™s potential attacks. Luckily for him he could see Soap and Gaz nearby should he try to start a scrap again. His personal animal control unit.ย 
โ€œWhat do you mean no?โ€ Kรถnig grit out.
โ€œItโ€™s not a good ideaโ€ Ghost reaffirmed. โ€œYou donโ€™t need to see that.โ€
โ€œI have to see it. I have to know what theyโ€™ve done! Show me the Video!โ€
โ€œIt wonโ€™t help, Kรถnig,โ€ Laswell said, appearing at Ghostโ€™s side. โ€œWe watched it to the end and it wasโ€ฆitโ€™s something that will haunt me for a long time. It was bad, but Sneak and Price donโ€™t seem to have any permanent damage. Take that as a comfort and refrain from watching that awful thing.โ€
Kรถnig clutched harder at the little bird inside his pocket, holding it so tightly that the beak felt like it was going to pierce a hole through him. He was so hot. Even despite the dreadful cold of the night, he felt like he was going to overheat and his limbs were going to vibrate out of their sockets.
โ€œNo permanent damage,โ€ Kรถnig repeated. โ€œWhat have they done then?โ€
Ghost and Laswell exchanged a brief glance. The air was thick between them, like they were looking through water.ย 
โ€œWe need to know,โ€ Soap said, coming to stand by Kรถnig. โ€œWhen we find them, weโ€™ll need to know how bad they are.โ€
โ€œSoap, donโ€™t do this,โ€ Ghost sighed.
โ€œHeโ€™s right,โ€ Gaz said, taking his stand between the two parties. โ€œTell us what happened.โ€
โ€œOr show us,โ€ Kรถnig said darkly.ย 
Ghost glared through the dark hollows of his skull mask,ย  it really did feel like he was the grim reaper. He was the harbinger of doom. It chilled him to have to think about the horrible sounds and the terrible things heโ€™d seen. He even wished he had just looked away at some point, but he couldnโ€™t, he had to force himself to face it. It was his fault they were suffering, heโ€™d thought to himself.
โ€œThey were waterboarding them,โ€ Ghost revealed, โ€œbeating them too.โ€
Everyone was quiet, taking in the information.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s not all, is it?โ€ Kรถnig asked.
โ€œThey stripped them down with knives and left emโ€™ tied up and naked on the chairs while Rousseau spoke. They posted it up on social media, the video is everywhere despite the efforts to get it deleted. They werenโ€™t doing very well. I think Sneak had taken in a lot of water, they were covered in sick.โ€
Kรถnig felt his palm slicken and looked down, tilting his head when he noticed his trouser pocket turn from beige to bright scarlet red. One of the swallow's wings had broken off under the stress of his grip and lodged itself splintered side down into his hand. Now he stood motionless, looking down at the mess with empty fascination. He didnโ€™t even feel the sting of it. He couldnโ€™t get past the sight of his blood, the same colour as the tint in his vision.ย 
He slowly withdrew his hand and inspected the tender flesh, gently pulling the wing from his cut and depositing it back into his ruined trousers with the rest of the broken bird. From there his plasma continued to drip, a flow of bright red washing over his hands like a tiny trickling fountain.ย 
โ€œYou said, your people are on this Laswell, yes?โ€ Kรถnig asked, not looking up to see the disconcerted stares of the 141.ย 
โ€œ...yes,โ€ Kate confirmed, hesitating to answer. โ€œTheyโ€™re trying to see if they can find a source or get any clues from the room theyโ€™re in.โ€
She was scared that this was going to Kรถnigโ€™s final tipping point. The room was too quiet, there was too much electric energy charging through the air. It felt too much like the calm before an earthquake.ย 
โ€œOk,โ€ Kรถnig replied, his voice sounding far away. โ€œI should go deal with thisโ€ฆI will clean this up. I will fix it. It will all get fixedโ€
With that he disappeared like a spectre, trailing out of the room and out into the night as if he might completely disperse into nothing. It was like watching a plastic bag float away in the wind, no one could be sure of where he was off to.ย 
โ€œShould one of usโ€ฆyโ€™know?โ€ Gaz asked, directing his head toward the open doorway.ย 
โ€œMaybe go find Horangi and see what he says,โ€ Ghost shrugged. โ€œHe knows Kรถnig best.โ€
โ€œAnd the rest of us?โ€ Soap asked, feeling his own fists clench at the thought of the video.ย 
โ€œWe rest up and wait until we can give those cunts the pincushion treatment,โ€ Ghost said, looking down to Soapโ€™s leg. โ€œYou think youโ€™ll be able to heal?โ€
โ€œI feel better already knowing weโ€™ll take those fuckers down,โ€ Soap said, a ghost of a smile playing on his face. โ€œPaybackโ€™s gonna be a bitch.โ€
-โ˜ ๏ธ-
โ€œBloody hell.โ€
Your eyes snapped open and you looked over to Price, watching as he slowly rose up against the wall and struggled to right himself. Your gaze flashed off to the side as soon as the ratty old blanket thatโ€™d been draped over him started to slip. Not that you hadnโ€™t seen what was underneath it already, at that point you were just trying to do him a courtesy.ย 
โ€œGood to know you havenโ€™t left us,โ€ you said weakly.ย 
From out of the corner of your eye you noticed him rush to fix his blanket, the whoosh of material sweeping up his body was like music to your ears. Knowing that he had the wherewithal to cover himself seemed like a good sign. You offered him the best smile that you could, more of a grimace really, and scanned over his face. It didnโ€™t look much better than from when heโ€™d been sleeping. His left eye was swollen almost completely shut and his mouth was still flecked with dried bits of blood and god knows what else that had stuck to his beard.ย 
If there was anything to be grateful for in that moment it was the fact that theyโ€™d dropped the buckets of water over you after theyโ€™d finished recording that awful video. Itโ€™d at least cleared the putrid sick from crusting into your battered bodies. Some relief. Not that it helped with the pain that pulsed through you like a lightning strike.ย 
โ€œWhere the fuck are we?โ€ Price groaned, spitting out a clump of phlegm to his side.ย 
You winced.
โ€œNo idea. I only woke up maybe a few minutes ago,โ€ you sighed. โ€œI remember them dragging us down a hallway and then being outsideโ€ฆI dunno, things are spotty for me.โ€
Price nodded and cast his sore eyes around the cell, looking from the dark metal walls to the crackling painted floors, to the little lamp in the corner that cast long shadows from your bodies and to the few feet between you, and finally he looked to the solid door on both your right sides. He groaned then and shifted his position, almost fumbling and crashing forward as he forgot to account for the bindings on his wrists and ankles.ย 
โ€œFuck me!โ€
You remained quiet, glueing your eyes to the floor. There was something that felt so inherently disrespectful about looking at Price when he was like that. Youโ€™d never caught him in such a moment of vulnerability before. It was like seeing your father cry.ย 
โ€œI think weโ€™re on some kind of transport, a truck maybe,โ€ you said quietly. โ€œThey probably have us on the move so that they canโ€™t be infiltrated again.โ€
Price grunted, barely acknowledging you as he struggled piteously from his side of the tiny cabin.ย 
You tested your own restraints again, peering down at the cable ties that were painfully stretching around your wrists from over the scratchy blanket. The fabric was old and stained, a faint smell of fish emanated from it that you preferred not to think too much about. Nothing about the situation gave you any hope- it seemed awfully like you were the characters in the movie that wouldnโ€™t make it. Maybe theyโ€™d give you both a few medals for your sacrifices.
You shivered at the thought.
โ€œHave you tried to break the ties?โ€ Price asked, pointedly breaking you out of your stupor.ย 
โ€œI attempted it when I woke up, but I donโ€™t have much strength,โ€ you said. โ€œMy ribs feel fucked. Theyโ€™ve bruised them, if they havenโ€™t broken them all the way. Hurts to move.โ€
โ€œBloody mediaeval cunts!โ€ Price cursed. โ€œThey mustโ€™ve been planning this for months now. We fucked ourselves listening to anything those animals had to say to us.โ€
โ€œI guess we underestimated how far Rousseau was willing to go to get his brother back. All those other men too.โ€
โ€œDidnโ€™t count on a snake like him to get sentimental.โ€
โ€œWell, he seems plenty sentimental. Got us back something bad for that little redecoration job we forced him to make,โ€ you noted, seething as you tried to laugh off your predicament.ย 
โ€œSome upgrade he got,โ€ Price said sourly, โ€œWonder how the fuck he managed to set all this up. By all rights he should barely have any men left after what weโ€™ve done.โ€
โ€œI dunno, he had a whole lot of pick up trucks and a couple transports on the move. Probably had about one hundred men still loyal to him in just that group. No telling who else he has scattered around.โ€
โ€œThere were other trucks? I only saw two. The one that I was chasing and the one that came up behind us. How many did you see? Matter of fact, howโ€™d you even end up here in the first place, Sneaky?โ€
You held your breath - though not for long. Your lungs still dully ached from doing that too much already. At the sound of the whooshing air leaving your body and bouncing off of the metal walls, Price immediately narrowed his one good eye.ย 
โ€œWhat happened?โ€
โ€œItโ€™sโ€ฆa long story,โ€ you said quietly.ย 
โ€œI have time,โ€ Price snorted, looking around the cabin for effect.
You huffed out a breath at him and clutched at your side, feeling the pain shattering up your ribs like the crack of a whip. This was it. Who knew if you were going to live to even see the end of the day. You didnโ€™t even know what day it was, or if it was even day time at all. You were finally going to tell him the truth.
โ€œMe, Ghost and Soap were all tracking the trucks after they blew the old base. Gaz, Kรถnig and Horangi went to exfil to try and regroup with the other teams. We were all supposed to reconvene and try to find you together but...we got held down by their forces and Soap took a bad hit to his leg.ย  I told Ghost to take him and go get the others. They didnโ€™t make it in time though,โ€ you said, voice cracking as you recalled the foggy events like a broken down projector.
โ€œWhy the hell would Ghost leave you by yourself against an entire force of men?โ€ Price growled, body snapping to attention.ย 
โ€œBecause I forced him to.โ€
โ€œWhy?โ€
โ€œBecause they can go on and do some good, theyโ€™ll be able to avenge us and keep taking down the Rousseaus of the world. I wasnโ€™t worth saving,โ€ you said bitterly.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t you fucking dare say that. Why the fuck would you say that, Sneak?โ€
The look in his eyes was enough to shatter a million hearts. His anger couldโ€™ve melted the walls down, it beat so palpably between you both. It only made you hang your head in shame to think you were going to disappoint him. To think that that fierce protectiveness was going to be overridden by disgust.
You couldnโ€™t keep lying to him anymore. You couldnโ€™t leave the world weighed down by your secret.ย 
โ€œBecause I was only going to be kicked off the team after this mission. Iโ€ฆI went against your orders. Iโ€™ve been seeing Kรถnig for months now. The guys found out about the relationship. It wasted time and caused an argument that couldโ€™ve got us killed if weโ€™d hung around the base much longer. I fucked up Price, I went against my word to you and Iโ€™ve only gone and gotten us killed! This is all my fault!โ€
You threw your head against the metal behind you, feeling the tears weigh you down like canon balls and sobbed. No matter how pathetic you felt, you were at a complete loss of control. Everything hurt, your throat constricted and dried like sand, the noises you emitted were barely human.ย 
It was all crashing down on you, the full weight of your cursedย  fate coming to fall on your lap.ย 
This was all you deserved for going behind the team's back. You were probably going to die a slow horrible death, getting thrown in front of camera after camera until there wouldnโ€™t be enough of you left to send back home. Every piece of you would be ripped away by whatever dark hole they chose to make a stop at, until you would become another part of the worldโ€™s fabric. Another soul for someone with willing hands to take.
Even despite that horrible line of thought, the thing that hurt you most was knowing that Kรถnig would remember your last moments together spent in bitterness, and that would be all heโ€™d have to hold onto. Heโ€™d think that you had turned on him again, he would be so full of hatred for what youโ€™d done to him. Youโ€™d burst down his walls only to go and reinforce exactly why heโ€™d had them in the first place. You wished youโ€™d told him more than just that youโ€™d loved him. You wished you could tell him that despite everything that had happened, he was worth it all, you loved every second that he shared himself with you.ย 
You would still rather walk willingly to your death a thousand times than put Kรถnig or anyone else at risk.ย 
โ€œ...Sneaky. Hey! Are you listening to meโ€ฆfuckinโ€™ hell. Oi! Sneaky!โ€
Priceโ€™s voice somehow managed to break through the impassable swell of your emotion and soon his face was in front of yours, demanding to be looked at. You felt yourself frown, sniffling as you wondered how on earth heโ€™d managed to shuffle all the way over to you in his condition. Even with his hands and feet tied, and his vision probably barely there, he had launched himself over to you and exploded through the barrier of your guilt.ย 
โ€œListen to me. Breathe. In and out. In and out. Breathe with me! In and out. In and outโ€ฆโ€
You gulped sickened gasps of air and tasted the salt of Priceโ€™s body in the back of your throat. It didnโ€™t matter though. You didnโ€™t care that he, and probably you, fucking stank. It was just nice to have him there, bringing you back from the brink of a full on mental collapse.ย 
The same mental voice that had coached you through your torture, was the same that gruffly directed you now. Price always had your back. He didnโ€™t let any of his soldiers go easily, and he had always tried to do his best for you. Even if you had spited him for keeping you from Kรถnig, he was always going to be the man that felt like another father to you.ย 
โ€œSneak, do you really think that this is your fault?โ€ Price asked, finally breaking from his instructional regime. โ€œDo you think it really matters to me who youโ€™ve been shagging right now? I need you to stay on the level with me here Sneak, youโ€™re not to blame for any of this happening.โ€
โ€œWhy?โ€ you asked, coughing harshly as your throat tried to adjust.ย 
โ€œWhy arenโ€™t you to blame?โ€
โ€œNo, why arenโ€™t you angry with me?โ€ you wheezed.
You could hardly believe it. Your Captain was perched in front of you, a blanket barely covering his battered skin, and he was telling you that he was ok with the fact that you deliberately disobeyed an order. Had the torturers knocked a screw loose after all? You gawped him as if to convey just that.ย 
โ€œWe might very well die here. Iโ€™m not going to waste my last moments angry with you. Especially when the reason I warned you off of that man in the first place, was in case he got you killedโ€ฆIt already happened once. I already lost Alex to love on the field, I didnโ€™t want to lose you too, not to a man with enemies in the numbers of god knows what. Now youโ€™re trapped here with me because you were too stuck on your own guilt to save yourself. You didnโ€™t fail me or anyone else. I failed you, Sneak,โ€ Price affirmed, bowing his head in shame.
The rough spikes of his hair were glistening and the skin on the back of his neck was washed out by the pale white light. He looked like a ghost of himself already. You shivered and bit the flesh inside your cheek, trying to process everything that heโ€™d said.ย 
Had you really been absolved? Just like that?
โ€œCaptainโ€ฆโ€
He slowly lifted his head up and offered you a small smile, his grime speckled moustache lifting cartoonishly with it. You found yourself choking back your stupid tears and smiled at him in return, relaxing into the wall and soon into Price as he ambled to the wall and laid back with you, settling into your side.ย 
โ€œOn the off chance we do find a way to survive this, I need you with me, Sneak,โ€ Price said, his hoarse voice buzzing through you. โ€œYou canโ€™t check out on me, ok?โ€
โ€œIs that an order, sir?โ€ you deadpanned.
โ€œAffirmative. And If you go against this one, just know that my Ghost is going to make your ghost move puddles and dig ditches in the afterlife. Got that sergeant?โ€
โ€œLoud and clear, sir.โ€
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โ€œDo you understand what youโ€™ve done! You are sending your precious special forces to their deaths! Know this; fellow brothers and sisters around the world,โ€ Rousseau shouted, his voice booming off the dour cement walls. โ€œYour government does not care about you, it is you the people that must rise up from nothing and take what is rightfully yours. I will continue to take down your soldiers until you give me back my family and allow us to take our territories without interference. Let's see how many deaths it will take until your governments take us seriously, uh!โ€
You winced as Rousseau grabbed you by the neck, though you could barely summon the strength to fight back. Heโ€™d taken you out from the transport and into dark deserted buildings more times than youโ€™re sure that you can accurately collect. There was so little of you left anymore, you could barely hold onto your promise to Price. That last blow would be the one that ended you.ย 
You cast a weary eye over to Price, tilting your head slightly to your left, watching him as he struggled to stay upright. Heโ€™d been wheezing for days now. There was a time youโ€™d become convinced heโ€™d already died on you. You couldnโ€™t really remember when that was. They hardly fed you or allowed you to drink. They didnโ€™t want to deal with the toilet trips - or the open bucket trips more like.ย 
Youโ€™d both held on far longer than what you mightโ€™ve predicted, but now your time had run out.
Youโ€™d kept Price entertained with your stories about Kรถnig, tried to force him to stay awake. After telling him a little about your relationship, they started flowing out of you like a great epic. You'd told him about the time youโ€™d made him wear a bright floral surgical mask after heโ€™d lost a bet to you, and then an old lady had approached him to say how stylish he was. Youโ€™d laughed till youโ€™d fallen into a coughing fit when you remembered him surprising you back at your little apartment that you shared together with a rose in his mouth, and youโ€™d had to clean the blood after he forgot to remove a thorn - heโ€™d moaned for days about his stupid cut lip. Youโ€™d melted at the thought of him hugging you tightly after, not telling Price that Kรถnig had huffed out to you in a pathetic whimper, telling you that he was sad he couldnโ€™t kiss you with his mouth so sore.ย 
Oh, Kรถnig.
You whined, closing your eyes as you watched Rousseau arcing his thick metal bar high above you. Rousseau was ready to strike, this was really it. For both of you. He was going to make Price watch his Sergeant die and then he would surely be next.ย 
You zoned out, falling back into the dark recesses of your mind.
Even if he was far away, it felt like Kรถnigโ€™s lips were whispering quietly in your ears. His spirit was with you, even if his form was elsewhere utterly devastated.ย 
Think of better things. Think of me, Schnuckiputzi, and how youโ€™d threaten to slap me for calling you that. I love you.
Thereโ€™s nowhere you can be sent to that I wonโ€™t find a way to reach you.
Just keep your eyes closed and think of me.ย 
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The night sky across Detroit had stars splattered across the pitch black sky. It was so beautiful that many people that called the 313 their home, momentarily forgot the weight that was bearing on their shoulders, walking across the street towards the shelter with their heads facing the sky. Lauren grabbed your hand so the two of you could sprint across the street to follow a crowd full of people into the Shelter. It was your first time ever going to step foot in the shelter. Lauren was a huge fan of rap and hip hop and had forced you to go since her other friends had planned for the night. You squeezed through a crowd full of people that were waiting in front of the line. โ€˜Arenโ€™t we supposed to line up?โ€™
โ€˜No,โ€™ she replied, barely looking over your shoulder, still tugging your body until she had reached the bouncers. Neither of them said anything. They gave her body a quick scan and stepped aside, letting her pass into a tight and dark hallway, with flickering lights barely illuminating enough light to see where you were going.It seemed less than a second when she let go of your arm and disappeared as soon as she let go.
โ€˜Lauren!โ€™ You called out, stopping in your tracks to try and find her. โ€˜Lauren?โ€™ You continued to walk along the hall, no idea where you were going or where it was heading.
It was an eerie atmosphere trapped among the building, filled with people you didnโ€™t know and people double your size. It felt clammy, uncomfortable and you needed space to breathe. Luckily the further you continued down the hall you eventually found a bathroom. Opening the door you took a few steps into the room before you collided with a hard wall, or so you thought. No wall, just a man. He had bleach-blonde hair, blue eyes, pale skin and a pointy nose. He was hot. His eyebrows were slightly knitted, his jaw flexed as he stared at you, somewhat intimidatingly.
โ€˜Sorry,โ€™ you said, not moving from your spot.
โ€˜Youโ€™re good.โ€™ He replied, his voice laced with drugs that perked up your ears like a deer. He said nothing more than a few words yet they felt like they had sung to your soul, ready to listen to what he had to say. โ€˜Are you here to watch the show?โ€™
โ€˜Yeah,โ€™ faint smile, lips freshly coated with a sheer red lip. โ€˜Are you here to watch or perform?โ€™
โ€˜Perform hopefully,โ€™ He adjusted his beanie, his pale skin contrasting the dark washed clothes that hung off his body, barely a silhouette to be seen.
โ€˜Good luck out there.โ€™
โ€˜Thanks.โ€™ He didnโ€™t smile but his face wasnโ€™t as stern as it had been before. Probably one of those men that barely smile or show emotions.
The man you wanted to ask for his name walked past you in a hurry, the whiff of his cheap cologne the only thing that stayed inside the bathroom. Barely getting a chance to mentally go over your encounter you heard the faint voice of Lauren behind you and followed it until you saw her up front before the stage waving you over with a big smile. You walked over and awaited the performance of the mystery man. When he came on stage it was like you were living through his emotions. You could tell he was nervous, maybe you only thought that because he had teased it with you but his eyes looked like there was nothing behind them except rage to rip his opponent to pieces. And thatโ€™s what he did. Cypher after cypher, beat after beat, he took majority of the wins and climbed his way to the finale. When the final rappers were announced he had scanned the crowd to look at the people who were cheering on him. His eyes stopped scanning the crown when he laid his eyes upon you, staring at you for so long you were able to flash him a smile and whisper โ€˜you got thisโ€™ which you knew he understood.
The final round demonstrated his flow, speed and creativity on a different level than the rounds before. It was your first show and you knew that second that he had what it took to make a rap legend. When he was crowned winner of the shelter you applauded him like it was only your claps he could hear. When people started to get ready to leave, Lauren had tried holding your hand to not be separated once again but you told her that you wanted to talk to someone and told her you would meet her outside in a few minutes.
โ€˜Hey,โ€™ you walked up to the same blonde boy you had met before. His friends who were talking to him steadily crept away from him and left the two of you alone, knowing that this was a conversation not meant to involve them. โ€˜I just wanted to say that you absolutely killed it on stage. I know itโ€™s my first time so my comment might not mean much but I just wanted to let you know that you have an incredible talent.โ€™
โ€˜Thank you.โ€™ He replied somewhat dryly. โ€˜All praise is good.โ€™ His blue eyes stared at you like they had before and before, ready to manipulate you into spilling your secrets. โ€˜Whatโ€™s your name?โ€™
โ€˜Y/n.โ€™
โ€˜Eminem. Marshall Mathers.โ€™
โ€˜Nice alliteration,โ€™ you chuckled, earning a small tug on his lip from the monotone face before you. It suited himโ€”a smile. The way his eyes would crinkle. He suited a smile. โ€˜I hope this wonโ€™t be a shot in the dark but can I give you my number?โ€™ Your heart began to race, grabbing the piece of paper with your digits that you had written down right after the bathroom encounter, knowing you wanted to get to know him.
He grabbed the note, roughly inspecting it, โ€˜Iโ€™ll give you a call if Iโ€™m interested,โ€™ you gave him an approving smile before he turned around.
Seconds later the sound of your phone rang from your bag, desperately trying to fish out the ringing phone and answering it without looking at the caller. โ€˜Hello?โ€™
โ€˜Hi.โ€™
โ€˜Who is this?โ€™
โ€˜You know me.โ€™ The voice sounded oddly familiar, you had heard it before but couldnโ€™t recall when.
โ€˜Iโ€™m afraid I donโ€™t.โ€™
โ€˜I just wanted to call and say Iโ€™m interested.โ€™
The answer popped into your head the same time Marshall turned around with a smirk on his face. Playfully glaring at him you continued to talk over the phone.
โ€˜Really?โ€™
โ€˜Really.โ€™
โ€˜Will you take me out then?โ€™
โ€˜Do you want me to?โ€™
โ€˜Yes.โ€™
โ€˜Then letโ€™s get out of here.โ€™
You hung up the phone and stepped closer to him before you both walked out of the Shelter, walking through areas of Detroit before stepping into a fast food chain to sit down, eat and get to know each other and that night you were already grateful that your life had led you to the shelter.
โ€˜You live around here?โ€™ Marshall asked, taking a sip from his soda, with those eyes that never seemed to stop glaring at you.
โ€˜Yeah,โ€™ you said as you picked up a fry and let it sit before your lips before you had finished your sentence. โ€˜Born and raised in Palmer Woods.โ€™
โ€˜Palmer Woods?โ€™
โ€˜Yep.โ€™
โ€˜Your family got money?โ€™
โ€˜Why,โ€™ you raised your brows. โ€˜Is it a problem?โ€™
โ€˜Nah man, I was wondering what a girl like you is doinโ€™ around these parts of Detroit.โ€™
โ€˜Just because I live across 8 Mile doesnโ€™t mean I have to stay there yโ€™know. Most of the people there are stuck up asses anyway.โ€™ You relaxed your back into the booth seat, crossing your legs. โ€˜Where do you live?โ€™
โ€˜Warren.โ€™
โ€˜Shit neighbourhood.โ€™
โ€˜Tell me somethinโ€™ I donโ€™t already know, Y/n,โ€™ he gave a gloomy reply, taking a bite from his burger, also relaxing into the chair.
โ€˜Do you want to leave?โ€™
โ€˜Nah not really. A nice fucking house would be sweet man but I could never leave the city, you feel me?โ€™
โ€˜Never wish to get away from here? All this bullshit? Crime? I mean itโ€™s fucking exhausting here. Weโ€™re all living here never knowing when our last day is our last day.โ€™
โ€˜You scared?โ€™
โ€˜Sometimes but with this in my bag,โ€™ you lifted the handle of a gun only enough for him to see before shoving it away so you wouldnโ€™t accidentally start anything. โ€˜I feel a lot safer.โ€™
โ€˜That ainโ€™t what I was expecting.โ€™ He chuckled. An actual chuckle. The corners of his lips turned, showing you that faint smile you already loved. โ€˜Youโ€™re kinda different from all the other girls Iโ€™ve met.โ€™
โ€˜Positively I hope.โ€™
โ€˜Yeah,โ€™
โ€˜Your house around here?โ€™ You returned the question, not noticing that you had asked him before.
โ€˜Why? Want me to take you?โ€™
โ€˜Just making conversation, Marshall. Iโ€™ve known you for less than three hours. Why? Want to take me?โ€™
โ€˜Maybe.โ€™ He smirked, both of your eyes filled with amusement as you finished your food. โ€˜Not tonight though.โ€™
โ€˜Maybe some other time?โ€™
โ€˜Iโ€™ma be honest with you,โ€™ he put his elbows on the table. โ€˜Youโ€™ll probably see my house once but will never go in. My mom ainโ€™t a pretty sight.โ€™
โ€˜I wonโ€™t judge you for your house.โ€™
โ€˜I donโ€™t care what anyone thinks but I like you, Y/n, no way in hell am I showing that shit hole so soon.โ€™
โ€˜Itโ€™s okay,โ€™ you smiled. โ€˜Iโ€™m more interested in you than your house anyway.โ€™
โ€˜What are you sweet-talking me for?โ€™ Marshall playfully squinted his eyes.
โ€˜Is it working?โ€™
โ€˜Man, you got me good.โ€™
โ€˜Good.โ€™ You bit your lip, โ€˜Letโ€™s get outta here.โ€™ You got out of the booth and walked out with Marshall by your side as he walked you home, taking the time to get to know each other. At your front door it seemed like neither of you knew how to say goodbye, the two of you standing across each other, the dim entrance light casting a shadow across his face.
โ€˜Thank you.โ€™ You said.
โ€˜No worries.โ€™
โ€˜Call me,โ€™ you took a step towards him and placed a quick kiss on his cheek.
โ€˜I will, Y/n. You wonโ€™t be getting rid of me anytime soon.โ€™ He smirked, both his hands balled into the pockets of his hoodie.
โ€˜Good.โ€™
โ€˜Good.โ€™
โ€˜Good night, Marshall Mathers.โ€™
โ€˜Good night, Y/n.โ€™
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nanamikentoseyebags ยท 11 months
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I know i'm home
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for everyone the scars on his body showed that for all his immense power, he was still human. for him they were an agonizing reminder that he would never let it happen again.
pairing: satoru gojo x gn!reader
content: just his little inner satoru finally finds peace, warmth and home, hurt/comfort, fluff
a/n: i've been thinking a whole lot about little satoru lately, here's the result of my reflections lol, hope you enjoy <3
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The quiet, velvety night slowly descended to the earth, spreading out an endless blanket of dark sky, sprinkled with a myriad of shimmering stars, inviting the full pale moon to slumber upon it until daybreak. A light summer breeze penetrated into your shared bedroom through the slightly open window, filling every corner of it with a pleasant freshness while gently, as if by the hand of a lover, brushing the loose strands away from your face. The barely audible murmur of the leaves, intertwined with the lulling buzzing of night insects and the occasional trill of birds, produced melodies that any composer would have envied. You stood there barefoot, in his oversized T-shirt that reached your knees, leaning your arms on the windowsill and curiously observing the nature, engulfed in a captivity of a tranquil slumber. It was miraculous how, in this hectic and violent world, there were still such peaceful nights, reserved for the two of you.
You pulled away from the window, gently adjusting the thin floral curtain he'd hung so eagerly, almost on the verge of falling, a few days ago. Listening to the tinkling sound of running water, you tiptoed toward the bathroom, the door of which was slightly ajar. The moments of simple domestic intimacy were so rare yet so precious that his five-minute absence felt like hours of unbearable torture, while the desire to peek through that little gap and catch a glimpse of the dearest silhouette grew with each passing second. You reached the door gingerly, and, squinting slightly in hopes that you wouldn't make a loud noise, you pulled it toward you, widening the viewing angle and quietly peeking in.
Your face met the pleasant warm humidity. The lamps glimmered brightly, illuminating the white tiled walls, little pearl-like droplets still dripping down as if chasing one another in an unspoken game. Satoru was standing with his back turned to you, exposing his broad shoulders and strong back with his birthmarks scattered all across it as if he was a canvas and they were the drops of paint, placed there by the hand of a great master. His snow-white hair, sparkling in the light, shimmered in an array of colors, creating a subtle glow all around him. The misted surface of the mirror revealed the imprints of his large palm, which had rid of the unwanted shroud a few minutes ago, giving him a glimpse of his reflection. His left hand rested on the edge of the basin while the other firmly gripped the razor, moving expertly across his porcelain, now covered in a layer of shaving foam, skin.
Satoru remained concentrated, turning his head deftly and delicately wielding his razor blade. His celestial blue eyes were fixed on his own reflection, while his thoughts were elsewhere. Surrounded by an unusual silence, punctuated only by the gentle whisper of flowing water, he still heard far more than any human ear could. For Satoru, the quietest night, so silent and soundless to everyone, turned into a cacophony of noisy daytime sounds.
He diligently tried to keep the annoying thoughts and noises away from him, striving to mentally return to the pleasant moments of complete tranquility with you. He put all the unnecessary shaving items into the cabinet and bent down, rinsing off the rest of the foam and sending it down the drain along with his dark thoughts. Then he straightened, taking a quick glance at his face reflected in the smooth surface of the mirror and reached for the towel, as his gaze, surprisingly even for him, lingered a little longer on the scar, hidden behind the damp snowy strands that fell on his forehead, and then slowly moved to his neck, eyes flickering worryingly under the blinding light of the bright lamps. He cautiously, as if he were afraid of himself, brought his hand to his neck, tracing the damaged skin with his fingertips and swallowing heavily. He reluctantly lowered his gaze to his chest, staring with revulsion at the vertical scar that so distinctly marked his pale skin.
He shook his head a few times, as if driving away the ghosts of his past, and nestled his head into the soft cloth of the terry towel, gently removing the residue of water from his face. Finally, he lifted his head and flinched slightly, meeting your gaze in the reflection.
"Spying on me?" he immediately turned around, in a moment replacing his startled grimace with his usual wide grin.
"Me? Never," you smiled sheepishly, not expecting to be caught red-handed, and opened the door wider, taking a couple of timid steps in his direction.
"I thought you were already in bed, you little liar," Satoru smirked boyishly, holding out his arms and inviting you into his warm embrace.
"I couldn't sleep without you, so I thought I'd see what you were doing here without me," you teased, wrapping your arms around his strong body and gently stroking his back.
"Don't worry, sweetheart, nothing to make you feel neglected," he joked, sounding as confident as possible, but his eyes brimmed with all the colors of unrestrained sadness.
You slapped his back playfully, bursting into hearty laughter and burying your nose into his naked chest. His strong arms encircled your waist, pulling you even tighter against him as his lips left a light kiss on your head. Your palm slowly caressed his silky skin, tracing intricate patterns with your fingertips, feeling the hundreds of goosebumps running all over his body. You smiled, your index finger now drawing a small heart just where his heart was beating beneath it. Satoru shook his head, laughing softly and rolling his eyes, "You're so cheesy," but you could still feel his slender, long fingers leaving little hearts on every millimeter of your skin for several minutes now. You smiled blissfully, allowing yourself to melt into his tender embrace, forgetting time and plans, feeling only the comfort of his warmth enveloping you from head to toe and his heart beating right under your cheek.
You gently touched his deep scar, like a scorched mark resting on his flawless, soft-white skin. Satoru's breath hitched as he shuddered at the sudden sensation.
"Does it hurt?" a soft whisper, coming from your lips and fanning his chest with your hot breath, reached his ears.
"Of course not, silly, it has long since healed," he looked at you perplexedly, his eyebrows drawn into a thin line.
"No, does it hurt?" you stressed the last word, lifting your head and gazing into his wide-open hypnotic orbits, hoping that he would understand what you implied in that question.
His lips quivered, and his eyes flickered frantically over your face, trying to figure out if he should voice what had been languishing inside for so long. Small but obvious wrinkles appeared on his forehead, giving his face an even more baffled expression.
"Yeah...' he forcefully uttered the answer that was stuck in his throat, 'sometimes I feel his knife going through me all over againโ€ฆ,' his hand slowly covered yours, stroking your knuckles.
"Right...," you whispered, intertwining your fingers with his and squeezing his hand lightly, in hopes of showing that you could understand him.
"Sometimes I feel like I'm a kid again and I relive all this stuff over and over again, isn't that silly?" he chuckled sadly, hiding his eyes, in which you could notice snippets of the suffering he had seen throughout his life. It seemed as if, as he uttered these words, he indeed turned into a little boy, only the mischievous smile that everyone around him was so used to seeing had now faded, and his eyes no longer burned with such a vibrant light.
"It's not stupid at all," you lovingly brushed his hair away from his forehead, gently stroking his cheekbone, "I wish I was there to protect you from everything," you admitted sincerely.
"You know I would have done anything to prevent that," Satoru gently took your hand, leaving an appreciative kiss on your palm.
You nodded, knowing it was useless to argue with him, just hugged him a little tighter, while gently caressing his tense back muscles. You knew how hard he was trying not to reveal his true emotions to you, to keep cool, but it was his hands that were nervously rubbing the fabric of yours, or rather his T-shirt, and the ragged breathing that caused his chest heave so anxiously that made it all abundantly clear.
"I often wonder what that little boy I once used to be would have said to me after knowing how much pain and death those eyes had seen, what he would have thought when he saw that with every step I took there were bloody footprints on the ground, stretching endlessly behind me, how he would have felt when he noticed those scars, evidence that I had let it happen to him" he continued after a pause, burying his nose in your hair.
"He would have been proud of you," you uttered quietly, "after finding out what you had learned and what else those magic eyes could do, he would have admired seeing what your body, now adorned with a pair of battle marks, was capable of, he would have thanked you when he realized how many people you had saved. And he thanks you now for the way you protect him, because he still lives in you."
Satoru fell silent, holding his breath, heeding every single word that he felt was healing his wounds, kissing all the pain away. He closed his eyes, trying to hold back the tears that welled up in his eyes, and exhaled softly.
You caressed his side reassuringly, leaving a kiss on his shoulder, "I just know little Satoru feels safe now."
"Yeah, with you, little Satoru feels at home.โ€
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The silent, dark night was replaced by a bright morning, filled with the peals of the birds, causing the sleeping moon to give way to the brilliant sun, illuminating the soft features of Satoru, who had fell asleep on your chest, with its gentle golden rays. The warm blanket he had so carefully wrapped you in before you went to sleep almost slid to the floor, his arm lazily wrapped around your waist while your legs were entwined, preventing you from moving. You smiled earnestly, fingertips stroking his soft skin and once again covering his body with little hearts, while your lips were leaving little kisses here and there. Your heart was full, realizing with its every beat that your whole world was encased in this one person. You lay there quietly, staring at his slightly fluttering white lashes and hoping that in one of the parallel universes you had somehow met sooner, and both little Satoru and little you knew no worries, faithfully carrying your love through life, holding tightly to each other with your intertwined pinkies.
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thank you for reading, reblogs and comments are very much appreciated! &lt;3
art and dividers are not mine &lt;3
tags: @shamelessperfectionhideout @afortoru @keiskyutie @vagabond-umlaut @4sat0ruu @softsatoru @mitsuyeaah @playgrl0 @moonsinfonia @a-nuisance-called-sam @gojoshooter
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clareguilty ยท 7 months
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Ghost/f!reader - Possessiveness, Edging
Second kinktober prompt! If anyone is interested in commissioning another Ghost or MWII prompt pls let me know <3
Ghost/f!reader | Possessiveness, Edging, Uniform, Size Kink Rating: Explicit | No warnings Word Count: ~2000
You should have woken up at the sound of the door.
The fact that you donโ€™t even stir until the padding of the too-small bunk is sinking under sizable new weight means that youโ€™re in way worse shape than you originally thought.
Still, the only person who would be trying to squeeze into your bunk in the dead of night is pretty low on your list of threats to watch for.
โ€œLโ€™tโ€™nant?โ€ You mumble, scooching closer to the wall so heโ€™ll have more room. Not that it would make a difference. The bed is barely big enough for you. Ghost would hang off the edge at every end even if he had the whole bunk to himself. โ€œWhatโ€™re ya doinโ€™?โ€
โ€œHeard they had to pull you out of a hole earlier,โ€ he manages to settle in behind you โ€” not comfortable, but at least close. โ€œCame to see how my girl was doing.โ€ His voice is low, more of a rumble than anything else. You can feel the rough material of his vest against your back, and you want to grumble at him for not even dressing down before coming to bother you, but itโ€™s nice to feel his arm wrapping around your waist.
โ€œBad,โ€ you groan. โ€œMedical has me off the field for a few weeks at least.โ€
Ghost makes an inquisitive sound low in his throat. You arenโ€™t sure what heโ€™s asking, so you just ignore it, choosing instead to bask in the comfort of having him here with you. Itโ€™s dark and quiet in your room, and even being cramped on the smallest bunk the SAS could offer is nice compared to the shitshow you just crawled out of.
He shifts slightly, trying to keep from falling off the damn mattress, and his fucking gear pokes you in the side.
โ€œCould you take that shit off?โ€ You want to jab him with your elbow, but you canโ€™t. You settle for kicking at his shin with your heel.
โ€œCanโ€™t,โ€ he sounds apologetic. โ€œIโ€™m heading back out as soon as they get a bird ready.โ€ He has nothing to be sorry for. This is the way itโ€™s always been. The two of you catch each other for hours at a time โ€” passing moments โ€” in between missions.
โ€œHow long do we have?โ€ Your voice sounds small and you hate it. Now is definitely not the time to be weak.ย 
โ€œHour? Maybe two?โ€ He runs a gloved hand over your side. โ€œYou should sleep.โ€ He starts to move, to pull away, and you canโ€™t have that. You canโ€™t even reach for him.
โ€œWait,โ€ you kick him again before he can stand. โ€œStay. Iโ€™ve got plenty of time to catch up on sleep after you leave.โ€
Ghost doesnโ€™t say anything, but you watch his silhouette step away from the bunk. Before you can even try and protest again, the fucker has flicked the lights on.
โ€œWhat the fuck?!โ€ You curse, shielding your eyes with your good arm as you jolt upright.
โ€œWhat the hell happened to your arm?โ€ Ghost is kneeling by the bed before you can blink, inspecting the sling on your arm and the concerning amount of tape and bandages beneath it.
โ€œJust a strain,โ€ you would shrug, but you canโ€™t actually move your shoulder. โ€œSome fucker wrenched it out of place, and then a beam fell on it when the building came down.โ€
Heโ€™s still got his mask on, but you can see the tension in his jaw. โ€œSomeone touched you?โ€ He growls. His hands are hovering over the sling. Too scared to hurt you.
โ€œGravesโ€™ men.โ€ You reach out with your good arm and lace your fingers between his. His gloves make his hands bigger than they already are, but you make it work. โ€œThey got some kind of code or something and turned on us. We couldnโ€™t send a signal out. I was trying to fight my way out when someone had the brilliant idea to blow up the entire base.โ€
โ€œPlease tell me you killed the fucker.โ€
โ€œWith his own fucking gun,โ€ you spit. Piece of shit.
โ€œThatโ€™s my girl.โ€ Ghost brushes a hand over your hair. He trained you to be able to take care of yourself. The touch is sweet, but then you realize how closely heโ€™s watching you. The way his eyes flit across your body, calculating.
โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ you promise. โ€œJust the arm. Nothing else. Itโ€™s not even that bad.โ€ You pull up your sleeve to show him.
That turns out to be a mistake.
Thereโ€™s a dark purple palm print, bluish at the edges. It wraps around your arm in the exact place that the American soldier had grabbed you earlier. You didnโ€™t even notice the bruise before. It was all the same throbbing pain.
Ghost is gentle, surprisingly so, as he lifts you off the cot with strong hands beneath your hips and lays you on your back, splayed across the bedroll. โ€œAbsolutely not,โ€ he hisses. โ€œNo one gets to mark you but me.โ€
There is the screech of metal on concrete as he yanks the cot away from the wall, giving him more room.
He canโ€™t get your shirt off without destroying all of the medicsโ€™ hard work, but he yanks your pants around your ankles and tugs them off before tossing them aside.
Honestly, you like this turn of events. There will be plenty of time to sleep after Ghost has shipped off to wherever heโ€™s going. Youโ€™re going to be grounded and on bedrest for at least a few days, the least you could do is kick it off with a bang.
โ€œFuck yes,โ€ you hiss, shifting your hips to get more comfortable on the bedroll.ย 
He runs his hands over your thighs, and you wish he would take his damn gloves off so you can feel the warmth of his skin against yours.
Instead, he takes his time. Seeking out the tension in your muscles and kneading in with his thumbs. It feels heavenly, but itโ€™s not what you want right now.
โ€œGhost,โ€ you warn, โ€œhurry the fuck up.โ€
He responds by pinching your ass, and itโ€™s so cheeky and childish that you canโ€™t help but giggle. โ€œDonโ€™t rush me, Dove,โ€ he orders. Thereโ€™s so much command in his voice that you have no choice but to obey, and he knows it. He trained you, after all.
He does finally remove his gloves, and you all but melt at the heat of his hands. His thick fingers drag through the wetness between your legs, and you arch your back, hissing in pleasure when he drags his thumb over your clit.
Usually itโ€™s so quick and rough between you, those heated collisions after a firefight or the rushed scuffles in the dark. This is more time and quiet than youโ€™ve had with Ghost in weeks. He knows it too, because he refuses to give you exactly what you want.
โ€œPlease,โ€ you gasp, reaching for his wrist with your good arm to try and direct his fingers where you want them.
He catches your hand, pinning it to the cot and leaning in to growl in your ear. โ€œYouโ€™re going to be patient.โ€
You want to tell him that patience isnโ€™t on the table when he has to ship out in less than two hours, and that he better make you come before then, but you know better than to talk back to your lieutenant.
He doesnโ€™t even give you the chance to speak, because he chooses that moment to increase the pace of his fingers against your clit until youโ€™re hurtling toward that peak. All you can do is gasp and moan as he brings you off.
Except the bastard doesnโ€™t. He pulls away at the last possible second, pinning you in place with his hands on your hips so you canโ€™t even move as the overwhelming pleasure disappears in an instant.
โ€œGhost!โ€ You cry out. โ€œFuck! You piece of shit!โ€
The fucker just has the audacity to laugh. You want to punch him straight in his stupid mask, but your good arm is currently in a sling.
โ€œPatience, Dove,โ€ he warns you again.
By now, the aching pleasure has receded back to a humming need, and Ghost slips his fingers back between your legs. You nearly kick him when he presses two slick fingers inside you and curls them, the stretch and shock of pleasure overwhelming after his previous torture.
โ€œYes,โ€ you breathe.
Itโ€™s slower this time. He doesnโ€™t rush as he works you over. He drags his rough, thick fingers over that same spot again and again until youโ€™re shaking and whimpering before increasing his pace and pressing his thumb against your clit.
Youโ€™re so close, and itโ€™s so much stronger this time. Every muscle in your body is tensing, and you donโ€™t even mind the pain from our injuries when every other sensation feels so good. You canโ€™t even keep your eyes open.
And then it stops. Again.
You actually do kick him this time. At least you try to. He catches your foot before it can connect with his face.
โ€œWhat the fuck is wrong with you?โ€ You demand.
He leans over you, cupping your jaw with his clean hand.
โ€œWeโ€™re going to do this one more time. And youโ€™re going to behave. If you can do that, Iโ€™ll let you come on my cock. Understood?โ€
You lay there panting, staring up into his mask and the burning intensity in his eyes.
โ€œYes, sir.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s my girl.โ€
This time, you donโ€™t fight. He doesnโ€™t waste your time like he did before, bringing you right to the edge and holding you there, fucking you on his fingers as you bite your lips and dig your fingers into the bedroll.
And when he pulls away just before you can tip over into an absolutely mindblowing orgasm, you hold yourself back from trying to wrestle him to the ground with his own knife.
He wrestles with the fasten of his trousers, freeing his cock before settling between your legs on the bunk. โ€œYouโ€™ll stop me if it hurts?โ€
You dig your knee into his side. โ€œJust fuck me already.โ€ You donโ€™t care if it fucking hurts. You just want to actually get off.
Heโ€™s still gentle as he lifts your hips and lines up his cock, sinking in to the hilt in one blinding motion.
At least heโ€™s done dicking around at this point, because he actually fucks you like he means it. And he doesnโ€™t knock your hand away when you reach between your bodies to rub your clit.
โ€œYou wanna come?โ€ He asks, and you feel your blood burn white hot at the question. โ€œGonna come on my cock?โ€
โ€œYes, sir,โ€ you answer automatically.
And then it crashes over you, all of that built up pleasure. Every single touch. Youโ€™re absolutely sure youโ€™re going to need to go back to the medics because you definitely just fucked your shoulder back up again. But itโ€™s so worth it when Ghost is making you feel this good. You almost regret trying to kick him. Almost.
โ€œThatโ€™s right,โ€ he says, thumb tracing over your spit-slick lips. โ€œWho makes you feel this good?โ€
โ€œYou, sir,โ€ you pant, chest heaving and heart thudding as you come down from the blinding rush of sensation.
โ€œAnd can you give me one more?โ€ He doesnโ€™t even wait for you to answer before heโ€™s fucking into you again harder than before. You know heโ€™s going to make you come again.
You donโ€™t stand a chance, already clenching around his cock as he forces another orgasm out of you.
Itโ€™s only when youโ€™re limp and absolutely fucked out beneath him that he lets himself come. You want to be angry about the mess, but youโ€™ll clean it later.
Ghost doesnโ€™t bother trying to get your pants back on. Just half assedly wipes up the mess between your legs before climbing back onto the tiny cot and curling around you. You donโ€™t even mind the roughness of his vest and the way all his gear jabs and pokes you.
โ€œHow much longer โ€˜til you leave?โ€ You ask.
โ€œNot long.โ€
Heโ€™s quiet for a moment, then: โ€œIโ€™ll wake you before I go- if you want to sleep.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll sleep when youโ€™re gone.โ€ You grab his hand thatโ€™s draped over your waist. He hasnโ€™t put his gloves back on yet, and you trace all of the scars and marks on the rough skin.
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Hhggffffffggโ€ฆ pweasd.. pweasd more Leap of Faith. Part two of them meeting each other in hell. Pretty sure theyโ€™d end up in hell since suicide is a sin, iirc?
Uweh wahhhh. Felt it real deep of losing the only meaningful connection, the big sadness taking over. Iโ€™m sobbing. My heartโ€”
Your writing is amazing as always. I eat that shit up.
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...The people have spoken. I am your humble servant. Please accept this offering...
Heavy themes, religious trauma, mental/physical torture Minors please DNI
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Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea
Like a shooting star.
You looked like a shooting star against the purple, starless sky of the pride ring, a glowing gold and teal line trailing behind you like a tail.
Alastor pushed his shadows faster through the streets of the pentagram, not a care who he pushed, sliced or scared out of the way - he had to get to you, had to catch you and not let you crash into unforgiving ground, like it was mundane, like you were any other meaningless, unimportant, goddamned sinner.
He couldn't allow it. Wouldn't allow it.
Faster and faster your form grew shape, and he realized that the big, heavy radio that was still in your arms - still pressed tightly to your chest - acted like an anchor, accelerating your plunge, threatening to shatter you into the hard, stony streets underneath, or worse: Through.
"Let go!", he hissed desperately to himself, pulling and yanking and gnashing and urging his shadows to work to their limit, whipping them into a speed that could break both, him and the damned radio, if need be, if you would just slow down and gain him a few more crucial seconds to get to you. The distance between you and him shrunk until your fall felt close, so close, too close, as though if you'd only be conscious to just reach out and outstretch a hand to him, his eldritch tendrils could grab it.
"Come on." His dark silhouette growled, partly manifesting and elongating himself more to maneuver around the last alley corner. "Almost... THERE!"
As a streak of blinding light, like a lightning bolt, and with the force of a crashing plane, you smashed into his solid, physical demonic form, as Alastor manifested into an extension of flesh and limbs right beneath your descending trajectory, and swallowed you right there in his arms before both of you hit the ground.
***
The void around you was dark. Quiet. Endless and expanding. You couldn't feel anything other than the feeling of nothingness surrounding you, floating but at the same time... not. No ground beneath, no sky above - you didn't even know when you hit the water. Was it even water anymore? Did it matter?
In the blindness, you registered the vanta black around you fading into white, bright and scorching. And that feeling you previously lacked bloomed to the front of your consciousness: Pain. Like a thousand needles poking out from every corner of your skull, making you yelp out and whimper. You shifted your body, or at least tried, only to cry out and curl up into yourself, clutching whatever the big and heavy thing was in your arms, tight as the muscles in your upper body convulsed, twitched and trembled at the burning pain. Where the hell were you?
"๐“ฆ๐“ฎ'๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต, ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ญ. ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฎ'๐“ผ ๐“ญ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ด๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ผ ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ผ๐“ฒ๐“ญ๐“ฎ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ.""
A voice made out of a thousand voices spoke, and it resonated from within you โ€“ amplified through every cell of your body, booming and mighty and utterly inhumane. You screamed out the pressure it put on your brain, cried as it felt as though something was pouring into you and flowing out all at once, burning, devouring and replacing every fiber, every strand of DNA. You writhed in agony, wanting to beg for whatever it was to stop, but you were in the hands of an infinite power above you, and so, all you could do was howl and weep.
"๐“˜๐“ฝ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ผ ๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ด๐“ฎ๐“ท ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ, ๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“ช ๐”€๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ฏ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ฒ๐“ต."
It was men and women and children, high and deep and loud and quiet and screams and whispers and it overwhelmed you to listen to it.
"๐“‘๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐”€๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฌ๐“ฒ๐“ฏ๐“พ๐“ต. ๐“˜๐“ฏ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ, ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ญ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ต๐“ฏ ๐“ฏ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ถ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ต ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฎ, ๐”€๐“ฎ ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“น ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ฐ๐“ป๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฝ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ป๐”‚ ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“—๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ท."
Your throbbing hands cramped around the object in your arms, nails scratching on the surface. Wood. Soft wood, warm beneath your fingertips.
"Alastor...", you sobbed through clenched teeth, memories slowly pushing through the pain to the front of your mind, clawing their way through the thick haze of the booming voice of the entity. "I want to go to Alastor..."
"๐“œ๐”‚ ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ญ, ๐“ญ๐“ธ ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“ถ๐“ช๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ธ๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ. ๐““๐“ธ ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฝ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“น๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ต."
"He's not..." A low moan spilled past your dry, bitten lips as another wave of excruciating pain crashed down your spine. Tears stained your cheeks as the radio in your arms felt heavier and heavier, dangerously close to slip from your grip.
"๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“ธ๐“ท, ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ฌ๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ป๐“พ๐“น๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต ๐“ผ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ฌ๐“ด๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฏ๐“ต๐“พ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ."
The voice was patient, neutral, not showing any sign of rage or warmth or even condescension. It only held a commanding power, like a pull from gravity, unintentional, elemental, to give in, to accept, to repent. But you couldn't. Couldn't even if you tried. The tears that came to your eyes now weren't out of pain alone, but because you couldn't help the insurmountable longing to leave, to not be held back any longer.
"Alastor isn't evil or wicked...", your cracked voice whispered. "Not to me..."
"๐““๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ช๐“ท ๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ, ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ. ๐“‘๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ฏ ๐“ญ๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ญ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฎ ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ฐ๐“ธ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ป๐“ช๐”‚, ๐“ฝ๐“ธ๐”€๐“ช๐“ป๐“ญ๐“ผ ๐“ช ๐“ฝ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฒ๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ช ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ช๐“ฏ๐“ฏ๐“ฎ๐“ฌ๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท, ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐“ญ๐“ช๐“ถ๐“ท๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ท๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐”‚. ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“พ๐“ผ ๐“ผ๐“ฑ๐“ธ๐”€ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ ๐”€๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐”€๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต๐“ญ ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ท, ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ญ."
Torture. It felt as though someone was physically digging through you with dull claws, sawing into your very soul, bending, ripping, breaking and rearranging, molding the picture you had of Alastor to a villain, a torturer, a destroyer, a greedy animal without reason, feasting upon human despair and wailing screams, wreaking havoc and taking lives laughing along the way as he rips fangs into flesh that looked like your own.
"That... isn't him.", you mouthed breathlessly, forcing yourself to focus. "You're a liar."
You fought to come back, with the sound of Alastor's smiling voice, molten with static and spoken with feeling. 'And I can most assure you... pretty is a well fitting word to describe you.'.
"Liar... liar... LIAR!"
The illusion the entity conjured around you began to shatter, as did the images it showed you, breaking and tearing away like rotten paper from the ones you wanted to hold on to... The hours and days and nights spent together, the long and entertaining conversations over meals, his teasing comments and your quick-wit responses, the little things that made his voice lift an octave and a tiny huff, which you learned over the weeks was him trying not to chuckle at your banter. The softness in his tune when he realized you were drifting into slumber. The way he called you his dove.
"๐“ฆ๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฎ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ต๐“ช๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ. ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“พ๐“ผ ๐“ผ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ, ๐“’๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ญ."
the entity said, though their tone had begun to waver, echoing withing the faint sound of breaking glass.
"๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“น๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ญ. ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต, ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ถ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ซ๐“ฎ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ญ, ๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ผ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ฟ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท, ๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ซ๐“ฎ, ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ป, ๐“ช ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต ๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฎ๐”‚๐“ฎ๐“ผ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ฐ๐“ธ๐“ญ."
You felt heat creeping up your legs, as if your skin was bubbling, burning and it was hard to speak, as the smell of cauterized flesh and blood filled your nose. Bones were shifting, limbs trembling and twisting as if they wanted to turn you inside out, skin color changing and fading into palish white, nails growing into slender blue talons, something rough and rigid sprouting from your back and shoulders. But you only tightened your arms around the radio, eyes pressed close and teeth grit together.
You've had enough.
"Fuck your lies, fuck your salvation and FUCK. YOUR. GOD."
Gravity returned in an instant, like someone cut a hole through space, the air and heat from your lungs gone as it ripped you from the strange white with unexpected violence โ€“ malevolence even - body flaying in the sudden wind of the descend.
Purple and red shades swirled before your eyes, wild strands of glittering golden hair fluttered in and out of your vision, barely recognizing them as your own. The heat of the air and the sight of a black pentagram on a red sun, sinking slowly beyond a tumbling horizon were the last things you noticed before unconsciousness reached mercifully out to claim you again.#
***
โ€œAngel! Get Charlie over here, I found 'im!โ€
Husk stared down the crater, trying to wrap his head around the sight before him. His ears flicked as he heard Angel shouting something unintelligible to the girls, his footsteps quickly nearing the place where he stood.
โ€œShe's comin' in a sec, she and Vagina ran ova' to the maneater colony to get Rosie and... what in Satans left ballsack?!โ€
The spiders' eyes widened when he saw what Husk saw - Down the deep and wide cavity, right in the middle, was a twitching, faintly green glowing mass of tentacles and limbs. A distorted groan rumbled from below, thick and riddled with static feedback as Alastor's corrupted form slowly receded to normalcy โ€“ as normal as he was. He was lying on his back, curled around the motionless form of a naked female demon. Her legs were pulled up, a limp hand with short, teal talons pressed against the side of the radio demons wild, madly grinning face, while the other was trapped and hidden in between both bodies.
Both Angel and Husks hairs stood on ends at the sound he made, not daring to move or draw attention to themselves until Alastor had regained full consciousness and, most of all, reason back. The unknown sinner that was pressed against Alastor's chest had gray, crooked looking wings sprouting from her back, various shades of teal staining the ragged tips. Her skin was white, bordering on cream with some spruce and azure specks that traveled over her neck and shoulders. From where they stood they could see blonde locks tangled in Alastor's claws, shimmering in hell's twilight as if they were made out of real gold.
Angel gave his partner a nervous side glance, as if expecting him to say or do something. "Should we... holy mother of shitballs, this is so fucked up... umm... should we get them out of..."
"ฬทSฬทฬท Tฬทฬท Aฬทฬท Yฬท ฬทWฬทฬท Hฬทฬท Eฬทฬท Rฬทฬท Eฬท ฬทYฬทฬท Oฬทฬท Uฬท ฬทAฬทฬท Rฬทฬท Eฬท."
Husk had only heard Alastor's voice like this on a few occasions and those instances had almost always ended in bloodshed. He shook his head at Angel in a silent warning, gripping one of his wrists when the blackened pits of the radio demon found his, glaring at him with glowing crimson iris'. It sent a shiver down the cat's back, and Angel, feeling the tremble of his partner and sensing that this was a rare occasion where he should keep his usual, lewd remarks to himself, cleared his throat.
"I-Is a'ight Smiles, we're not movin'. Charlies' comin, and she's bringin' Rosie, so just... chill, okay? No one's gonna hurt y-your uh... girlfriend?" Angel forced himself to remain eye contact, swallowing against the growing lump in his throat.
Alastor didn't answer for a good minute or two, eyes shifting over Husks' grim, but wary face and Angels worried one, before looking back down, the flames of anger and fear dying as soon as his gaze fell on the woman cradled in his lap. Her pale, motionless face was partially hidden by her hair, but the features he recognized were much like the ones she had before she did the unthinkable. Her breathing was slow and shallow - but, above all, she was here, right here, next to him, unbroken from the fall, safe in his arms...
He brushed a few stray strands of her golden mane aside, watching closely as her chest barely heaved and fell, transfixed at the movement, the guarantee that she lived. He lifted one his hands to caress her cheek, the motion much more careful and tender than either Angel or Husk thought him capable of, wiping off tiny pieces of debris from the radio she had carried like a lifeline. It had been burst by the impact, splinters of mahogany wood and shards of metal wiring scattered around them both. The top of her left wing had suffered some damage, no doubt the result of the force of his grip as he caught her, little cuts and smears of dried blood covering her sides.
"My dove. My foolish, silly, lonely girl.", his strained voice breathed, his usual filter missing, as he turned her unresponsive face gently with the tip of his claw, hoping to see any indication that the girl that he had driven to the lengths of sheer, reckless stupidity was still here with him.
The sound of steps on the broken concrete made his head turn with a sickening crack. Alastor was now curled completely over you, his arms wrapped tightly around your figure, hiding your vulnerable and exposed body from view. Rosie had arrived alongside the princess and her partner, all of them short of breath and as shocked and confused as the other two demons to find the radio demon and a freshly fallen sinner, locked into an awkward embrace.
He watched her kneeling next to him, her expression was best described as compassionate curiosity. When he didn't move, didn't talk, didn't acknowledge her presence around him, his form only slightly moving to shield your motionless frame away, Rosie, ever the understanding and pragmatic lady she was, carefully reached over to him and set a gloved hand onto his shoulder in reassurance. Her razor sharp smile was soft as she held his blackened gaze for a heartbeat.
"Seems like I will meet your little dove after all, my dearest friend. But now, let's get you both somewhere safe."
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You opened your eyes to red. All red. Everywhere red. Warm and bright and comforting.
A sensation tickled your head and nose, feathers, brushing the top of them with a barely there touch. You wanted to brush them away, but your arms felt heavy and warped and strange, unable to be lifted. Slow blinks put your eyes into focus, like the lens of a camera that was getting adjusted on it's intended shot.
You were looking at a red painted ceiling, and when you strained your aching head to tilt a little your eyes slowly wandered over luscious, ornate wallpaper in burgundy's and scarlet's, morbid looking horns and skulls mounted on the walls next to slightly askew, empty picture frames. A heavy, dark bookcase on your right was full of tattered tombs, books and magazines, small models of twisted looking skeletons and an old, vintage... radio...
Everything clicked back into place.
Alastor, gone.
The bridge, dark over the water.
The black and the white.
The voice and the pain and the lies and the fall...
Your breath hitched, and your heart started to pound faster and louder, thrumming violently in your ears as you fell into panic, eyes frantically forcing your body to move, to search, until you realized you were stuck underneath the weighted presence of a head that rested upon your sternum, tufts of soft black and red hair draped over your chest, slightly covering a face hidden away in the crook of your neck. A low, quiet hum of white noise came from the person the head belonged to, sitting at your bedside and upper body half-slumped over you... a sound resonating deep within you, stirring up all too familiar feelings.
He was still, but clearly breathing, and he hadn't moved even though your pulse must've skyrocketed. A raspy gasp of relief and astonishment escaped you. It had worked. You really had done it. And Alastor...
You started to sob, loud and violent, your chest burning and heavy, but not out of fear or panic anymore but the impact of a thousand feelings of pure happiness. The sounds woke the creature slumbering on your shoulder, his shoulders twitched, and you could see him lift his head to slowly look up, dark circles under his crimson eyes.
Your name rolled over this demons lips, not a word, no greeting, only a longingly whispered name, spoken with a broken, ragged, familiar voice. It made you finally cry, tears spilling from you uncontrollably, unable to stop, unable to think. You heard him call your name again, saw the widening grin of his mouth through watery eyes, his arm reaching out to brush your tear-stained cheek. He didn't manage to even fully extend his fingers when your shaking hands reached out to grab his lapels, pulling him into you so that you could finally touch him, feel him instead of just hearing him. Finally tangible, finally underneath your fingers as well as your skin.
"It's you... i-it's you right?", you stammered breathlessly, voice wrought with tears of happiness. "A-Alastor. I found you, I'm not dreaming, You're Alastor..."
"At your service, my dear...", Alastor shushed softly, one hand gently caressing your hair as you leaned into the warmth of the touch. His wide smile wavered for a moment, gaze shifting to something sad and mournful as he pulled himself away to look at you.
"But you shouldn't be here, my dove." He sighed, but as he looked back to you and saw the frightened, horrified expression on your face he shook his head, leaning his brow against your own, a gesture of assurance.
"I never intended for you to be here. You didn't deserve this death, and hell doesn't deserve you."
"H-Heaven can take a long walk off a short pier..." You tried to speak with a steady voice, but failed, as your whole body began to shudder in bubbling anger at the mere implication of this cursed entity. The one that claimed to be merciful salvation but had no problem with cruel manipulation. You blinked a couple of tears away, drawing a trembling breath, before meeting his tired eyes.
"I was... in some strange place. I was offered redemption, if I..."
You frowned, sitting up slowly, careful not to make him withdraw more, holding onto the sleeves of his jacket with stiff, aching hands.
"They wanted me to denounce you. If I renounced you they... would've let me enter heaven. When I didn't want to, when I said I wanted to go to you... They showed me things while hurting me. Horrible, disgusting lies."
Your breath quickened and the corners of your vision darkened, and you realized with a shuddering panic that you were close, way too close to breaking down into sobs again. Your claw-like nails dug into the material of his sleeve as you struggled to compose yourself, ripping tiny cuts into it. You took a deep breath, pushing through the memory, reliving it until...
Your shoulders shook. For a moment, you felt him shifting, as if he'd expected you to burst into tears again. Instead, you laughed. You laughed despite your chest hurt, and even harder when you saw his floored, surprised face.
"I basically told god to go fuck himself."
For a heartbeat or two, silence enveloped both of you. Alastor blinked once, then twice, the third time his grin fell slowly. Another beat later he buried his face in the crook of your neck and...
...the boisterous, unmuted laughter, roaring, insane cackling, so deep and resounding, you could feel it in your stomach, erupted from him. Alastor almost toppled over as he tore himself from you, raking a hand trough his hair as his head shook, a manic, wonderfully impish grin tugging on the corners of his mouth.
"You know I don't think you were honest with me about your name, dove. Your initial answer of 'crazy' seems much more fitting."
Alastor was laughing so hard, his whole body was trembling with the effort. You felt yourself giggle, then unrestrained laughing along, but it died in your throat when his lips found yours in a sudden swift moment. It was full of everything. Full of curiosity, of promises and hope, it was the saving grace you sacrificed heaven for. You smiled into it, moved your lips against his, gentle and chaste, before he pulled away too soon and pressed his forehead against yours. You could feel his warm, slow breathing against your cheeks.
"How fortunate for you that I work best with 'crazy'."
Your beaming smile slowly faded, your hands finding his face to make him look at you. There was one more weight you had to lift off.
"I'm sorry.", you whispered, closing your eyes. โ€œI'm sorry for...โ€
"Don't be, dear. I was at fault, fearing our connection would... weaken me." He sighed. "You might not understand it right now, but I will tell you everything, once you're fully recovered. Can you wait for that?"
You nodded, a small, grateful curl forming on your lips. You opened your eyes to stare into his, crimson, bright and intense, and yet soft and affectionate. Eyes you always tried to envision, although nothing you imagined came close to the real thing.
"Do you... still think it?", you asked, voice shaking slightly.
Alastor hummed a questioning noise, prompting you to continue, which you did, after a second of hesitation. "Me, weakening you. Do you still think it?"
His quiet laughter resounded in your ears, filling you with warmth and making your heart skip a beat.
"My silly, darling dove. With the woman on my side who dared to throw curses at the face of our very creator - What could ever stop me now?"
And, as Alastor's smile grew wide, and your own mirrored it, you were claimed by red claws and a hot, eager mouth once again, kissed again by those soft, sinful lips, the lips of your friend, your savior, your love - the devil himself, whispering the answer to his question unspoken through your skin right into your heart.
Nothing could stop the both of you now.
Nothing at all.
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valeskawhore ยท 5 months
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IMAGINE:
APOCALYPSE AU?? PROXIES X READER (IDEA!)
A/N: This is an idea that Iโ€™ve been seeing all around tumblr from my mutuals and honestly, why the hell not? I love the idea of apocalyptic survival. Let me know if this should be a series !!
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An eerie creak sounds out behind me as I opened the window, and Dust flooded the dimly lit room as I made my way inside. Exploring abandoned houses wasn't always a typical interest of mine, but staying warm and having a dry place to sleep at night was.
Rain clashed gently down on the roof from outside, crickets could be heard and soon the silence rested back into place when I pulled the cracked window shut from the other side.
This place definitely was not the best, but at least it was dry.
First thing I did was open my backpack, setting up candles and hanging an old sheet that I found laying in the corner, over the window to block out the light.
Repeatedly, I told myself that this was just temporary.
I didn't have enough food to last more than a few nights anyways. Walkers roamed more and more with every passing day, tho winter was coming and it was coming fast.
Hopefully, that would do something to slow the walkers, even if it was just by a few steps, I prayed.
With a sigh, I slowly sat down on the make-shift mattress that I made for myself, hearing my ankles pop in the process because man, I really needed to stretch more often, I'm not getting any younger.
I took off my baseball cap and pulled down my mask to breathe just a little bit clearer, running my fingers through my hair, I noticed how greasy it was. The thought made me disgusted since.. Well, I couldn't even imagine how I smelled and i didnt want to either.
Popping open a bottle of water, I drank my thirst away. Listening to the rain pour, the thunder crack and the sounds of the undead trudging along outside.
As I clenched my eyes shut for a second..
I blocked out the screams, the cries and pleads for help.. The cocking of guns and the growls of the unthinkable tearing and ripping the flesh of the people being eaten alive. My fingernails began to itch, my knuckles on fire, tears welding in my eyes.
โ€œY/N!!โ€ She screamed, โ€œHELP ME!!โ€ she cried..
I sat my bottled water down, and lit up a cigarette.
โ€œItโ€™ll be ok..โ€ I told myself, โ€œSurvive one more day, just one more,โ€ everynight.
โ€œIโ€™ll find you baby.. one day..โ€
I closed my eyes.. Relaxed my body, breathed out deeply.
โ€œGoodnight y/nโ€ I told myself.
The front door clashed open.
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โ€œGET INSIDE! GET THE FUCK INSIDE!โ€ A voice screamed. The sounds of the undead gurgled up the last of their life and slammed their heads against the door, screaming. I heard multiple people slamming themselves against the front door, refraining it from opening. โ€œROGERS, FIND SOMETHING, NOW. WE NEED TO BARD THE DOOR!โ€
โ€œI-I-M OHNโ€“ON IT!!โ€ Someone stuttered.
I jumped up from my mattress, reaching for my gun and loading in the magazine. I threw the sleeping bag off of me, and unlocked the door. I heard the others rummaging down stairs for something to board the door. I peaked my head out,
Something suddenly rammed against my head, the door was torn open, slamming into my head. I fell back on my ass, and reached around lazily for my gun.
I heard a gasp fall above me, my vision was spinning, but I found my gun and raised it above me at the silhouette. There were two of them, then three, then two, until both shadow figures meshed into one guy. His face was something more,
Two dark brown eyes, greasy chestnut hair, he nose was already bleeding and there was a bandage covering up the right side of his lips stretching to his cheek bones.
He was definitely a young man, 23-24 maybe. Wearing yellow rusted-rimmed goggles, a blue hoodie with a tanned, older jacket overtop, there was a black and gray-ish mask wrapped around his neck and pulled up over his face. The (now) snickering man wore stained blue jeans and some bloodied converse.
His laugh rang out through my skull, pounding against my ear lobes. His eyes became impossibly wide now, canines glimmering in the moonlight as thunder cracked in the background.
With one final sadistic smile,
He picked up his double hand axes and raised them high, His laughter almost screams now, The screams of a hyena, a skinwalker luring its prey.
The young man brought the axes down quickly,
I rolled over with a small scream, doing my best to avoid the hard steel.
I fumbled around on the ground, reaching for my gun.
When I had it in my hand, the man jumped on me and slammed my back into the hardwood floor. The house was so old that dust jumped into the air, and swam around. I clenched my eyes shut and coughed until I could breathe again. I felt his boney hands wrap around my throat, his skin uncomfortably cold and white. I kicked my feet behind him and threw my head back,
The man let up his grip but didn't scream out in pain, his laughter only grew.
I grabbed the boy's hair and threw him off of me, his body collided against the wall,
Because,
His body actually went through it, clashing into the room next to us.
Dust flooded the room once more, and as the psychopath took longer than expected to rise back to his feet, I grabbed my sleeping bag and ran downstairs, contents loosley in hand.
I struggled to throw my jacket on as i ran down the steps,
A shorter figure stepped in front of me, and stuck his leg out, successfully tripping me in the process. I felt my world being flipped upside down as my rib cage cracked against the staircase. I coughed up blood, my heartbeat in my ears as I laid there motionless.
With my vision dark, i could only here throat-ripping screeching from the outside world,
Three figures stepped in my view of the door, I pulled my arms in front of me and did my best to drag my body away. I moaned out in a breath-less cry as I felt the rusted nails sticking out of the wood flooring scraped against my cracked ribs.
Something stopped me, whoever or.. Whatever it was, grabbed my achilles heel and dragged me back in the living room with one strong pull.
They flipped me on my back, blood dripped down the corner of my mouth as I did my best to control my breath. Hesitantly, I reached my hand up and folded my fist into a weak, shaky middle finger, my โ€˜fuck youโ€™ to the world.
I heard one of them snicker before the tallest one leaned down carefully, dark red painted eyes peered into mine before he pulled off my mask. I had a surge of anger come over me, as I reached to kick him in the balls but he caught my leg, almost expecting it even. His grip tightened menacingly on my thigh, before he gave my cracked rib cage an almost impossibly fast sucker punch.
I coughed out blood on instinct, my body spasming. I held my chest and my body folded forwards, my knees to my chest. โ€œF-fuck you..โ€ I coughed, tears streaming down my face.
His hand, still on my thigh, tightened once more. Leaning close to my face, the stranger whispered..
โ€œWhat.. do we have here?โ€
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cowboy leonardo x reader. idk if this is actually cowboy-y but i had cowboy leo in mind so yeahh. for @lotus-sunn !! <3
leo is nothing if not cheesy. but you don't mind, it's charming. charming like the pale light of the refrigerator glowing off the tile of the floor. one hand of your own on his shoulder whilst the other is holding his. the kitchen window is open, allowing the silver light of the moon to drip out upon you two like milk and honey. slow dancing to nothing but the sound the wind makes as it blows through the curtain.
it's late, and you both should be asleep.
well, to be fair, you were asleep. until you awoke with the deep feeling in your chest that something was missing. the fabric of soft sheets bundling into your fingers before you opened your eyes. the room was dark, lonely, and empty.
your senses now awake and longing. longing for that feeling of comfort, your breathing that was once relaxed and synced with his. your back melded softly to his plastron. the warm zephyr of his breath curled along your neck, limbs tangled with your own.
but he wasn't there, not in bed. you grasped onto the blankets as you breathed in deeply, letting go as the air left your lungs. you left the bed to check the bathroom, which was empty. down the hall, in the kitchen, there he was.
his silhouette surrounded by light from the fridge. and when he heard your steps, a grin cracked up to the moon of his cheek, visible even in quarter profile from behind as he lazily reached back for you. inviting you into his arms, as if silently apologizing for not being there when you woke up.
"what are you doing up oh, so very late? ain't it past your bedtime?"
leonardo can sound like a million things, but his voice is always lighthearted. a southern drawl that gets heavy when he is sleepy, which is often. it's rough like velcro yet scratches that one itch you never knew you had. when you're with him, you k now everything is going to be okay. there's a familiar, familial gruff.
but sometimes, like tonight, there's an unspoken sorrow in the back of his throat, like a poets last love letter. it tastes like past regret on his tongue, and is salty lies trying to be sugar with his words.
you wish to take that pain away from him, even if it's for a moment. even if it's just a little.
"i could ask you the same thing, you know."
despite your words, you melt into him. his hand clinging onto your waist in a gentle grasp. you sigh, burying your face into the keratin of his plastron. your own fingers gripping onto the fabric of his shirt, breathing in the scent of him.
and you stay like that for a few moments. it's quiet between you two. no other words are said, they don't need to be. it's a mutual understanding.
he likes it whenever the both of you do something, like, just anything, it could just be you two going to take out the trash and it'd be a core memory for him. he likes sharing his routines and his life with you.
really makes you appreciate the smallest of things, these moments do. how lucky he is, he thinks.
you lift your head up and look up at him for a few seconds, to explain your gaze with anything else other than pure, absolute adoration would be an understatement. you take his one hand with your own and hold it tightly. your other hand placed upon his shoulder. you take one step, and he takes the other. it's as if you've done this a million times over, smooth steps blended into the silk of the moon.
and time seems to fly by like summer days, andย  the world seems so quiet. so serene. it's as if the Gods themselves stopped to admire your reunion. his lips are soft, dangerously so. and you have to force yourself to pull away for air.
"we should go to bed soon," you murmured against his lips.
"just...just a few more minutes."
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hey could you maybe write about Speirs x civilian girl, where he is hiding in her shed and she comes in to grab something but then heโ€™s there, at first she is scared cause she thinks he is the enemy
ahh my first ask, excitingg โœจโœจ
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I'll be on my way
Ronald Speirs x fem!civilian!reader
Summary: there's a strange soldier in your home
Words: 860
You lived away from the chaos of the city, tucked away in peaceful nature. It was Thursday, you had just visited the market in town. Your hands were full as you dragged your bags across the hall to the kitchen.ย 
How couldโ€™ve you been so lost in your thoughts? What couldโ€™ve possibly been so important? You canโ€™t remember anymore. A sudden human silhouette in the corner of your eye made your blood run cold. You dropped the bags to the floor with a quiet thud. As he looked back at you, some surprise visible on his face as well, your body felt heavier than ever. You felt stuck in place.ย 
You stared at each other for a few forever feeling seconds. Time had seemed to stop, since it didnโ€™t matter anymore. Was this it?
Then, for a split second, he looked away from you to glance down at the scattered vegetables. This broke the spell, his eyes no longer holding you hostage. You sprinted out of the kitchen and back into the short hallway, rolling all the rugs on your way. He yelled something after you and tried grabbing you.
You reached for the rifle behind the front door. This was what it was there for, was it not? For men like him. For bad men who break into the homes of people who had never done anything bad to anyone. Your fingers curled around the walnut gun stock but no matter how quickly you couldโ€™ve managed to turn back around, he had already reached you. Try all you might, the long barrel of the gun couldnโ€™t fit the narrow space between you, the side only smacking against his arm and the barrel pointing at the hallway behind him.
He had you pinned against the door, the rifle now pressed against your chest. You screamed at him, fingers still gripping tightly around the useless firearm.
โ€Stop, stop,โ€ he hissed through his teeth, eyes dark and serious. You didnโ€™t. Obviously. You tried shoving him back by pushing the stock of the gun further away from your own chest. An agitated grunt left your throat as he didnโ€™t budge.ย 
โ€Calm down,โ€ he said, voice ever so slightly quiter but still with the same demanding tone. His eyes seemed glued to yours, โ€Iโ€™ll be on my way soon. Iโ€™m not going to hurt you.โ€
You cursed at him in your native language and moved the rifle so your wrist wasnโ€™t bent so painfully. โ€œStop it, will you?โ€ He sighed, somewhere between frustration and annoyance, as his hands slid back from your shoulders to your shoulder blades.
The rifle was pressed against your chest, and his, as he pulled you into some form of a hug. You hated how quickly it made your body relax. The physical contact tricking your nervous system, making your muscles and thoughts ease. He pulled you a little tighter against him, probably feeling your shoulders drop in his arms.
โ€œIโ€™ll use the well in the backyard to fill my canteen and then be on my way,โ€ He murmured into your hair before leaning back a little and looking you in the eyes, โ€œWill you let me leave?โ€ His eyes were still the same, but his tone was softer. He brought his hand on top of yours and lowered the rifle, before placing it to lean against the wall, where it had been, untouched, just a moment before.
He took a slow step backwards, his hands losing contact with you, now loosely raised and visible. He took another step back and opened the front door. Before he stepped out, he looked back at you, โ€œIโ€™ll be in the backyard for a moment and then Iโ€™ll leave.โ€ He said, and as an afterthought, you heard the words, โ€œDidnโ€™t mean to scare, Miss,โ€ from the crack of the door.
The door was now closed, but you stood still for another minute or two. You had just gone from fearing for your life to secretly hoping heโ€™d hold you just a moment longer.
Finally, you walked back into the kitchen, trying to ignore that the house didnโ€™t feel the same it had five minutes ago, and set your bags onto the table. You opened the cabinets he had been standing next to and with a sigh you noted a few cans missing. Couldโ€™ve been worse. You then picked up a couple vegetables from the floor before gathering the courage to carefully peek out of the small kitchen window. And there he was, hunched over the water pump as he filled his canteen with water.
With your still shaky hands, you creaked open the back door. His head instantly turned around as he saw movement. He kept using the water pump, but continued to glance up at you before noticing you were unarmed. โ€œHey,โ€ He said as he screwed the cap close.
โ€œHello,โ€ you responded and leaned against the doorframe. He attached the canteen to the side on his belt before looking back up at you. You were suddenly nervous again, trying to remind yourself why you were outside in the first place. โ€œAmerican?โ€ You asked him and he nodded. โ€œYes, maโ€™am.โ€
You smiled shyly at him, โ€œHungry?โ€
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