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sirenlulls · 6 months

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get him back! → theburntchip

pairing , theburntchip x youtuber!reader

summary , where, in lieu of yours and chip’s reconnection, fans find out how it happened, and just why you ended things in the first place.

part one (bad idea, right?)

oh, i wanna get him back! 'cause then again, i really miss him, and it makes me real sad

🔴 Y/n L/n Talks On Breakup, Reconnection, The Launch Of Her Brand, & More! FULL POD EP.77 -Saving Grace

join premiere!

LIVE CHAT !

user: stop i’m actually gonna cry ☹️☹️☹️

user: I KNEW THOSE TWITTER B WORDS WERE WRONG I KNEW THEY DIDNT END BADLY

user: that’s so lala land of them

user: “if i ever complained, i’d be the nagging girlfriend” NO BABY 😭😭😭😭

user: never thought i’d say it but i’m glad they broke up bcs if they hadn’t done it then, it would’ve been MESSY messy

user: off topic but can we please talk about how pretty she is :(

user: “if he ever complained about you, i would’ve given him a belting” YES GRACE 👏👏👏

user: WHY DIDNT WE GET Y/N ON HERE SOONER OMGGGGGG I LOVE THIS DUO SM

user: Sending love from Brazil! XX 🇧🇷🇧🇷❤️❤️

user: stop that’s so sad ☹️

user: she’s so real for the anxiety thing

LIVE CHAT !

user: i feel like i’m watching a tv show

user: “i don’t want to lose this again” and when i start sobbing????

user: ok but is the dick game good

user: HE SWIPED UP ON A COSTA TOASTIE ☠️

user: nah he’s down BAD me too but like 😭

user: he def would’ve thrown a temper tantrum if she didn’t respond

user: grace booing is so real i wanted a kissing in the rain screaming ‘i love you’ confession

user: her smile when she said she’s happy now man they’re literally my parents ☹️

user: Love you both X ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

user: ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

user: the world is healing

user: NAH MAN SWEAR THATS CHIPS BOICE COMING IN NOW

LIVE CHAT !

user: i’m actually gonna cry i missed them sm ☹️😭

user: the camera switching to her looking at him with heart eyes after calling him a bellend is so funny GET HER ASS 👏

user: chip is the new an*rew t*te 🙏

user: oh how i missed him calling her lady and missus

user: he’s the leader of the sassy man epidemic oh lord

user: OMG I FORGOT WHEN SHE YSED TO GO ON COFFEE DATES WITH HIS MUM

user: leave my girl and her spotify playlists alone

user: this has literally made my year

user: just in time for y/n’s fall vids

[tagged: savinggracepod , gkbarry_ , theburntchip]

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yourusername mum! mum! i made it! i’m on saving grace!!!!!! (and i figured i deserved at least one pic of chip from the launch x)

user that episode was the funniest thing ever i can’t even i nearly pissed myself when grace pretended to spank u with the paddle 😭😭😭

user mother ur so gorg i’m speechless

user you know the content is gonna slap when y/n l/n is there

user im so obsessed with u pls

user CAL AND CHIP AT THE FUNCTION SIR 👏🙇‍♀️

user best video in youtube history methinks

gkbarry_ loved having you on babe, even if the boss man gatecrashed 🫶❤️

yourusername he doesn’t like feeling left out smh

theburntchip oh alright then

max_balegde ICONIC!!!!!!

user MY ROMAN EMPIRE

user i hope you know that twt is in flames rn

user i gen teared up a bit when you talked about the breakup 🥹

user icons only

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yourusername self representing by wearing @ ynapparel the past (and every) week 😩🤭 featuring the love of my life & chip ig…

theburntchip wow alright

theburntchip i thought you were a g 😔

yourusername oops sorry babe

theburntchip we’re over smh

yourusername oh no… what a shame ☹️ anyway… hot girl winter!!!!!!

theburntchip the fits are fire though 😮‍💨

yourusername as always x

user EATING SLAYING DEVOURING

user OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

user forever obsessed with u

user graduated from cuntingtion university with an phd in slaying

nellarose love you bae x

calfreezy chip looking dashing as per usual

theburntchip aye thank you brotha

nellarose AYYYY LOOKING SEXY 🔥🔥🔥🔥

yourusername ALL YOU BABY 💋💋💋

ynapparel looking good and dressed to kill 😉😇🩷

user face card NEVER declines

lissiemackintosh this barbie is my mother

user ur so real lissie

faithlouisak doll 🤩

alice_hez 😍🔥🖤

user WHATS THE SQUARE ROOT OF 64?????

user angel girl 🤍

centralcee 😮‍💨🔥🔥🔥🔥

user NAHHH HES BRAVE COMMENTING ON THE POST W HER BOYFRIEND

user CENCH GET OUTTA HERE MAN

user SIRENSIRENSIREN Y/N BABY RUN!!!!!

user OH??????

user wait am i missing smth why are we freaking out

user @ user cench has always been lowk flirting with y/n, like she interviewed him at some event last yr and he was being so flirty and obviously she was giving him blank wall back BUT when her and chip broke up he got even WORSE like man was always in her comments tryna chat her up and she entertained it a lil but now the bitch is back and he’s bold

user NAH MAN GTFO WE JUST GOT CHIP BACK IN THE PICTURE WE CANT HAVE U RUINING THAT

theburntchip just posted to their story

#theburntchip x reader #theburntchip imagine #theburntchip fic #theburntchip x y/n #youtube x redaer #youtube #british youtube x reader #british youtube #british youtuber x reader #uk youtube #calfreezy #gk barry #max balegde #nella rose

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borathae · 2 months

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"You might not know who will find this tape and watch it or if anyone ever will, but whoever might find it will see that the days you and Taehyung spent together were bright."

Pairing: Vampire!Taehyung x Witch!Reader

Genre: established relationship!AU, Slice of Life, Fluff, Romance

Warnings: they're in love :(, running in the rain, kissing the rain, hugging in the rain, yeah there's rain if y'all didn't know yet lmao, a romantic little holiday, non-sexual nudity, sharing of a shower to warm up, they're playing dress up in the living room, they pretend to be newly weds, slow dancing, so much laughter and giggles and happiness, like besties i might actually sob this is so romantic, also she is smaller than him i'm sorry besties i know i normally try not to add too many height descriptions but i'm smaller than tae and i needed to feel something hahahah a bitch just wanted to be immersed ✊🏻😔

Wordcount: 2.7k

a/n: this is based on anonie's idea and inspired by IU's song. i love him so much, you guys. i miss him so much, i might actually start crying :( have fun besties, this is so lovely and sweet 💙

“Quick! We have to be quick!”

“Tae, slow down please. You know that I could just open us a portal?”

“No. It won’t work. Quick, we are almost there.”

You and he are running, trying to escape the inescapable. Your hand is clutched in his’. He is leading the way, looking over his shoulder every third step to make sure you are still keeping up with him.

You barely are at this point. It is difficult to see. Thick stripes of his hair stick to his face, your clothes stick to your bodies. The trees shake above your heads. The birds had stopped singing a long time ago.

“How far? Tae, I can’t run anymore.”

“Just past this clearing. One last time”, he promises and looks back front.

The end of the forest is within reach. One. Two. Three steps and you have left it behind. The inescapable still follows you, making it hard to see.

“There! It’s there!” you call out and point at the small house in the distance.

Taehyung turns on his heels, “one last time. Come”, he says and runs off. His hand slides from yours this way. He is so much faster than you.

“Tae! Wait for me, I’m not that fast!” you call after him, stumbling through the meadow.

He throws his arms over his head and laughs, twirling and skipping in the high grasses.

The storm surprised you. It wasn’t supposed to rain today. That is why you and he went on this forest walk in the first place. You were deep in the woods, surrounded by nature and with the song of bird keeping you company, when the weather changed drastically and rain began pouring down. You were soaked within minutes. No matter how fast you ran, you couldn’t outrun it. You still ran. Hand in hand and with your visions blurry from the water.

It was fun at first, but soon became less fun. You were soaked and you were cold and you wanted to be back at the house.

Taehyung is by the lowest stairs of the front porch, watching you run to him. He is bouncing on the spot, encouraging you to speed up with squeaky cheers.

You and he left the estate behind for the sake of going on a little holiday. Taehyung asked one of his vampire friends if they could rent him one of his forest houses for a few days and off you went. It is just you and Taehyung here, surrounded by forest and the steep cliffside with the ocean in the back.

You reach Taehyung’s side. He meets you in the middle, picking you off the ground by your waist. He twirls with you. The force of the twirls swings your legs high in the air until it feels as if you were flying.

You squeak in laughter, holding tightly onto his shoulders as Taehyung makes you fly.

“I have you now”, he laughs.

“This is so much fun!” you squeak, throwing your head back as around you, the world blurs.

He stops once your heads are dizzy, using the momentum to swing your legs past his body and back again to repeat it with the other side. He did this move a million times before whenever you and he went swing dancing. It never loses its spark. You are still squeaking and giggling as if it is the first time he is doing it.

Taehyung is laughing just as much. His face is contorted in happiness, his eyes barely want to stay open from smiling so brightly.

He keeps you in his arms once he stopped swinging you, holding you under your butt and gazing up at you. You caress his shoulders and the nape of his neck, looking down at him. He is a little blurry in your vision because your head needs to recover from being twirled so much, but you don’t mind. You have Taehyung to keep you safe.

“I love when you do that”, you tell him.

“Me too. Oh darling, this was so much fun.”

“Yeah, it was”, you say, flinching in sync with him when sudden thunder and lightning strikes the earth at the same time, “holy cow, that was so loud.”

“I think it might be time for us to go inside”, Taehyung says.

“Yeah, I think so too”, you snicker.

Taehyung grins and turns to carry you inside.

You laugh, “are you going to carry me?”

“Of course. It is the least I can do after dragging you along like this.”

“Yeah true. You did drag me quite a bit, you big meanie.”

“But you must admit that it was terribly fun to run in the rain.”

“Yes, it was. I’m cold now though. I really need something to warm me up.”

“Worry not, I shall warm you up in no time.”

“You shall?” you giggle.

“Mh-hm of course. This is what I am here for”, he says with a playful lift of his brows.

“Oh Tete, you cutie”, you smile, snuggling your face into the crook of his neck. You rub it against him this way, letting out little sounds of comfort.

Taehyung loves the affection. You give off the image of a love drunk cat this way. Taehyung really, really loves when you are this way.

With one hand under your butt, he opens the door and slips inside the small cottage. He locks the door and with it, turns the storm into an outside friend. It grumbles and rumbles in a constant melody, lighting up the darkening day with flashes of bright electricity every now and then.

Taehyung sometimes listens to thunderstorms and thinks of you. You love thunderstorms. Taehyung sometimes listens to thunderstorms and thinks of you and as he does, he places roles onto the different elements of nature’s sky showers. You are the lightning while he is the thunder, because you will always come first while he only exists because of you.

Taehyung sets you down in front of the shower. He disappears from your side for just a second to turn on the water, then returns. He touches you, running his big hands up your waist until he has your upper back under his palms. He smiles at you, blinking his eyes slowly like a cat in love.

“May I undress you?” he asks.

“Yes”, you allow him and lift your arms.

Taehyung takes off your clothes with utmost care. Your body is sacrilegious to him. Unwrapping it must happen with respect and tender love, for you should never ever feel as if the beautiful vessel for your soul was nothing but desirable flesh to him.

He throws your wet upper clothing onto the tiled floor and lowers his lips to your right shoulder so he could worship the paths of it with tender kisses. You sigh his name in reaction, sliding your hands under his soaked jumper.

“You are beautiful”, he whispers and lifts his head again. He rises his arms, allowing you to take off his jumper. He has to lower himself a little when you reach his head, giggling with you because he thinks it’s adorable that you couldn’t reach.

“Tiny darling one”, he teases, earning himself a nudge to his chest.

“You’re just too tall”, you throw back and laugh when he wraps his arms around you to nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck. You squeak and cackle, fleeing him as much as you press into him, “your hair’s so cold and wet, Tae”, you whine.

“I know, oh I know. Quick, let’s undress and get under the water”, he says and facing each other, you each take off your pants.

You discard them on the tiles as well, stepping into the shower afterwards. Taehyung lets you enjoy the water first because you are his lightning. You tilt your head up, closing your eyes and smiling softly. You are so beautiful. Oh, he feels jealous of the water kissing your face and the warmth touching your skin.

He reaches out, resting his hands on the softest part of your waist. You open your eyes, looking up at him. He feels vast of air for a blink of an eye.

“Come inside, Tae”, you tell him and drag him under the water by his waist.

Your bodies connect, your skins finally share one warmth.

“Mhm”, Taehyung lets out and tilts his head back so the water can trickle down on his face.

“It’s so warm, isn’t it?” you ask, gazing up at him. He is so beautiful.

“It’s so wonderful. Oh, I felt the cold within my bones”, he says, lowering his head so he could meet your eyes again.

“Me too. I don’t regret it however.”

“Me neither, my darling”, he says and closes the small distance between you and him by hugging you against his chest.

You melt into him, closing your eyes and wrapping your arms around him. You rest your hands on his back while he cradles the back of your head and traces your spine. You and he sway from side to side slowly, sharing the warm water while outside it storms.

Being cold with him will always be okay, because at the end of it, you and he will share warmth again. There is truly no sweeter future than this.

You and he dry the other’s hair after the shower. You loved each other for long enough to know how to do it perfectly. You learned the language of his hair, while in return he learned yours. You know how to touch, what to use and where to start. You come first of course because you are his lightning. He comes second, leaning into your palm when you cradle his cheek and call him beautiful.

You wrap the other in a soft bathing robe afterwards, leaving the bathroom together. The storm and the passage of time darkened the sun by now and so you turn on the lights to see.

“I want to drink some tea. Do you want a cup as well?” you ask him.

“I would love to, thank you”, he says and points down the hallway, “I shall get clothes for us. I promise to get only the warmest of jumper for you.”

“Alright, my darling. Thank you”, you say and kiss his lips chastely.

You and he part ways for only a few moments. You use it to prepare tea and he uses it to get clothes. Just like you had agreed to do.

The tea has finished brewing when Taehyung enters the kitchen.

“My darling”, he makes his presence known in a soft spoken voice.

You turn, meeting the lens of a camcorder.

“What’s this?” you ask him, “darling, why are you wearing a suit?”

“I found it. Alongside this camera and this dress”, he explains, lowering the camera for now. He slides a white dress from his shoulder, handing it to you.

“A wedding dress?” you ask him.

“I do not know who it belonged to once, but it is your size. The suit is my size as well”, he says and smiles shyly, “do you want to put it on? For only a little while?”

You feel your heart flutter. With a fond smile on your lips, you nod your head.

“Don’t peak. If we pretend to be newlyweds, we have to follow the rules.”

“Yes, true. I shall meet you in the living room”, Taehyung says and turns away with a happy skip in his steps.

You watch him with a fluttering pulse. Taehyung is such a tender person at heart. His soul is colours of golden oranges and warm yellows like that of a young sunset seeing the world for the first time. Only he would think of something like this. Only he would see no strangeness in pretending to be married and he was right. There was no strangeness in it.

The dress smells like lavender and violets. It looked too small at first, but then you slipped it on and it fit as it was made for you. The dress smells like lavender and violets and perhaps just a little like magic. Perhaps that would explain why it found you and Taehyung when it did.

You abandon the mugs of tea because there was something else keeping you warm now. The excitement of being with Taehyung.

“Tae?” you call for your lover, “are you ready?”

“I am”, Taehyung answers you from the living room. Lively music accompanies his voice. He must have put on a record.

With a racing heart, you step through the threshold.

Taehyung stands at the end of the room by the lit fireplace. The camcorder is propped on some books, filming the scene unfolding.

“My darling”, he gasps and exhales shakily, “my darling, oh, look at you.”

“How do I look?” you ask him and grab the dress on two spots so you could twirl and swing it as you dance to him.

He meets you in the middle, sweeping you off your feet as he grabs you in the midst of your jump. You squeak, throwing your head back as Taehyung twirls you in the small living room.

“Oh my beautiful darling, my sweetest light. No art could ever capture the beauty of you. My darling, oh my darling”, he gushes and laughs, gazing up at you with sparkling eyes.

“I’m getting dizzy, Tae”, you squeak with tears of happiness welling up in the corners of your eyes.

Taehyung stops twirling, sliding you down his body gently until your tiptoes touch the ground. He keeps you close, running his hands along your torso lovingly. His eyes are glistening, gazing at you with soul-consuming love in them.

“You bring light into my life”, he speaks softly.

“I do?”

“You do. Oh darling, you do”, he smiles with his eyes, “you truly do.”

“You make life brighter as well, my darling”, you say, caressing his chest gently, “and you look so handsome in your suit.”

“I look miniscule in your light, my darling. Oh I want to pick you up and twirl you until the world stops turning.”

“Please don’t. I’d probably throw up”, you laugh, making Taehyung chuckle and scrunch his nose.

“Then at least show the camera, please my darling”, he says and turns you to where the camera stands. He pulls you close, resting his head against yours, “this is my darling, dear future person who might find this tape. Say hello.”

“Hello there, future person”, you say, doing a little courtesy. You crack up afterwards, looking at Taehyung, “this is so silly.”

“No it isn’t”, he says and drags you closer to the camera. He uses the momentum to tug you against him, squishing his cheek with yours, “this is my dearest darling, my universe”, he says and kisses your cheek, “I love her so much”, he adds and hugs you tightly.

You giggle, snuggling into him. Taehyung picked a fitting nickname when he called you his light, because your smile in this moment could light up even the darkest of days.

“I love you too, my darling”, you tell him, turning in his arms to kiss his lips, “now may I have this first dance with you, my husband?”

Taehyung giggles, lifting his shoulders to his ears shyly. He nods his head vigorously, laying his hands into yours. You drag him away to a free space, beginning your dance with a twirl of him. He laughs loudly, falling into your arms with his head thrown back in joy.

“How was that for a twirl?” you ask him, guiding him to the music.

“It was perfect. Oh darling”, he rests his cheek on your shoulder, pulling you close, “I am so happy. My beautiful wife”, he says and giggles, “it has a wonderful ring to it.”

You close your eyes as your fingers begin playing with his hair.

“It really has, my darling husband.”

Taehyung giggles. You join him. You and he will dance until the tea is cold and the camcorder falls asleep.

You might not know who will find this tape and watch it or if anyone ever will, but whoever might find it will see that the days you and Taehyung spent together were bright.

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abiiors · 5 months

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sold to the 1975 😔✊🏼

a/n: i spent way too much fucking time on this and literally no one deserves to be subjected to this yet here we are. GOODBYE. (this is my legacy...)

when i open my eyes in the morning, the world feels different. the birds don’t chirp like they usually do, the sky is grey and leaves on the tree outside seem wilted and dead. still i drag myself out of my bed and trudge to the bathroom.

the bags under my eyes are pronounced—a result of cleaning up after my mother when she returns home from her late night clubbing sessions. my lifeless blue orbs (🔵👄🔵) stare back at me. there’s no spark in them anymore… i used to be the curious girl who found beauty in everything. now… i can barely look at myself in the mirror.

a heavy thudding on the door interrupts my depressive spiral.

“autumn raine! open this door right now,” my mother slurs, mixing up her words and the syllables of my name and—

“have you died in there?”

the banshee shriek gets me moving. i toss my hair in a messy bun and throw on an old band t-shirt—radiohead, my own little inside joke since no one else seemed to know the band. other girls my age fawned over taylor swift and boys who barely looked old enough to be in high school. i felt like an old soul.

“autumn!” another sharp rap on the door. “we have guests.”

guests? at 8 am? that piques my curiosity.

“coming!” i reply and shimmy into my skinny jeans.

i open my door and come face to face with my mother’s fuming nostrils. if my situation weren’t so pathetic and sad i’d almost find it funny.

she takes my arm in a vice-like grip and smiles an ugly smile.

“what have i done to be cursed with a child like you, huh? you couldn’t dress up even for today.”

“why, what’s—”

“hush now!” she chides, “go put on some lipstick and meet me downstairs in two minutes.”

she pushes my back into my room and shuts the door before i can tell her that i don’t own any make up. the most i can find is some tinted lip balm and old, crusty mascara. the only jewellery i can find is the heart shaped necklace from my dead father, so i quickly put it on. between that and my tattered old converse, i feel like the prettiest girl in the world.

i roll my eyes at my sarcasm and make my way downstairs.

the stairs creek in a familiar way and i don’t even notice that something feels way out of the ordinary until it’s too late.

i don’t even notice the four men sitting on our torn old sofa until i’m right in front of them.

my mother looks at me with a saccarine smile. “be a darling and make some tea for our guests, autumn.”

“no, that won’t be necessary,” one of them cuts in and for the first time i look at them properly.

the one who’d just spoken is smaller in comparison to the other three. his arms are littered with tattoos, his hair curly and going in every possible direction. his eyes look hard and cold and brown.

the other three nod in unison.

“we need to finish the transaction and get going,” he speaks again and mother pales slightly.

the…transaction?

“of course,” she smiles a fake smile and wrings her hands together.

“i’m sorry, what’s—”

“autumn!” i shut up the instant she glares at me. i know that look. don’t speak until you’re spoken to.

“you haven’t told her?” the other one speaks up. his voice is much deeper than his friend’s. his whole vibe is more intense than the rest of them. he’s all sharp cheekbones and bleached, buzzed hair and chipped nail polish. not a man of many words but something tells me people listen when he speaks.

“i… of course i h-have,” my mother stutters and throws me a look. “she knows, don’t you, sweetheart? tell me.”

tell them what?!

my heart hammers in my chest and i try to swallow the dryness away. “y-yes. i know”

all at once four pairs of striking orbs are on me and i blush from the intensity of their gazes. (🟤👄🟤 🟤👄🟤 🟤👄🟤 🔵👄🔵) all the attention in the room is on me and with horror i realise they expect me to speak further.

“she t-told me,” i stutter out and smile at my mother who looks like she’s swallowed a lemon.

“and did she tell you who we are?”

i think about nodding again but there’s no way i can fib this. the truth it i’ve never seen these men before in my entire life. all i know is that if i went along with my mother’s lie, things might be good for me. even if it’s temporary.

hesitantly, i shake my head.

“we are the 1975,” the curly-haired man speaks and i cock my head to the side. what an odd little name… “and you’ve been sold to us.”

—

“sold?!” i screech as soon as they’re out of earshot.

“ungrateful bitch,” she hisses back, “keep your voice down! i’ve taken care of you for twenty years and this is how you repay me?”

“taken care—TAKEN CARE OF ME?” i bellow, unable to keep it down anymore. “all you did was drown yourself in a bottle of wine every night and left your child alone to take care of everything on her own. and now you’re asking me to repay you?!”

“don’t act like you’re a special little gem. the girl down the street was sold to five people last year and she went without any complains.”

my blood boils at the mention of her. lila rose… the girl down the street. no one had heard from her in a year and no one cared enough to find out anything.

“don’t bring her into this,” i retort. the air around me feels charged and my entire body feels alive. never in my life have i talked to my mother like this before and now that i do, i feel… alive.

i laugh at the irony. the most free i have ever felt in my life is after being sold to four men i do not know.

my mother’s hand raises above her head and i know what’s coming—won’t be the first time she’s slapped me. the air around me shifts with the force of it and i flinch away, tightly closing my eyes. i brace myself for a slap… that never comes.

slowly, bewildered, i open i eyes and come face to face with a… back?

“you will not touch our property,” the man speaks and this is the first time i hear his voice.

he’s impossibly tall, perhaps the tallest among them all. half his face is covered in a beard and his hair is tied up in a neat bun. and even when i’m offended at being called their “property”, i can’t help but feel a flutter in my stomach.

he saved me from getting hurt.

“o-of course,” my mother stutters. “i was just—”

“you were just…?”

he scoffs when she cannot answer and turns to look at me.

for the first time i’m truly aware of just how big he is, just how he towers over me. the difference in our size leaves me speechless, and i tuck my hair behind my ears and flutter my lashes up at him.

he smiles. “you have thirty minutes. go pack.”

—

back in my room a sense of sadness hits me for the first time.

there’s nothing in this house that i’m going to particular miss, apart from my stack of secondhand paperbacks that is…

i thumb through the pages one last time and say goodbye knowing my mother won’t hesitate to use them as kindling the moment i’m gone. not like she’s ever read a book in her life… all she knows how to do is drink, party, cake her face with make up and obsess over men.

i stuff my clothes into a tattered old duffel bag. there’s no make up i need to pack, just my favourite books and vinyl, if they even let me use them wherever they’re taking me.

almost on dot, once my thirty minutes are up, the curly haired man from before enters my room. his lip curls in barely concealed disgust as he looks around my room—at the peeling wallpaper and the jane austen bedsheets on my bed, at the random niche band posters that i don’t expect him to know about (oasis, blur, arctic monkeys etc) but he’s gentle when he takes a hold of my hand.

“let’s go, autumn raine.” he says and i refuse to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. instead, i square my shoulders and blink my tears away.

and then i close the door to my bedroom for the last time.

autumn raine ↑ if you even care

#THIS IS GETTING DELETED IN A FEW HOURS I HOPE YOU KNOW #GOODBYE #the 1975 #matty healy #ross macdonald #george daniel #adam hann

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thehollowwriter · 5 months

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Uh oh, I might be getting too excited for this event. 😅🌺Rainy Day with Jade~?

I am so sorry for the late response (it's been a year???) life has been bludgeoning me with a hammer

(Pls reblog and leave a comment ❤)

🌺Rainy Day 🌺

Rain.

Oh how Jade loved rain.

Little droplets of home descending from the heavens, thudding against the window in soft rhythmic pitter patters.

Jade loved to step outside and close his eyes, relishing the feeling of rain on his face. He always felt so peaceful.

It turned the little world of his garden into a glistening wonderland. A silent beauty he always took the time to adore and photograph.

But what Jade loved more than anything else was that it brought quiet relaxing afternoons spent with you.

The two of you curl up on the couch with your legs intertwined, tea in hand, and either quietly read or watch a movie.

That's how you were now. Snuggled up together and buried under a thick blanket, watching a movie.

The rain thumped steadily against the window. The cold remained trapped outside.

"I'm always amazed by Vil." You whispered suddenly, eyes fixed on the screen. "His acting is incredible."

Jade hummed in agreement, resting his chin on your head.

"Indeed." He murmured. "Murder mysteries work well for him."

To be honest he wasn't paying much attention to the movie anymore. Bundled up here with you, he was feeling rather sleepy.

You were warm and soft in his arms, a cuddly pillow just for him. Your voice flowed into his ears like sweet honey, gradually becoming more muffled and distant as his eyes just got heavier...

"Jade? Jade?"

You turned your head to see Jade had fallen asleep, slumped against your side.

"Oh." You smiled fondly and shifted to lie with him more comfortably and kissed his cheek.

"Sleep well, Jade."

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A/N: I hope you all enjoyed! And again, please forgive the late answer and the shortness 😔

Tagging: @thecurrator @jadeleechisagoodboy @krenenbaker

#jade leech x reader #octavinelle x reader #twisted wonderland x reader #writing #jade leech #octavinelle #twisted wonderland #request

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snivyartjpeg · 2 months

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Rain Code x Fire Emblem

in which our amnesiac protagonist wakes up and is thrust into an all out war

i also commissioned @loremaster to draw this amazing yuma for the au!

Spoilers under the cut:

i'd like to imagine the final boss is the First Dragon's (Number One for short) Clone

additional lore:

makoto and the hommunculi were made by a dark cult called Amaterasu. they wanted to create an undead army through necromancy to take over the world or whatever. this is kind of the primary conflict of the game

shinigami is a death dragon. number one makes a pact with her because he aims to kill the immortal dragon clone of himself, and only something that specializes in death can do that

the book of death is a legendary dark tome that's relatively weak at first but its powers awaken late game

zombified hommunculi would be kind of the "mindless mob" enemy you see in the training levels. they'd be generic until late game where you get rematches with old bosses (as well as specific recruited characters should you have let them die)

i didnt draw them but the aetheria trio are like. definitely a pegasus knight trio that can do triangle attack

also yomi is a holy knight because of the irony (and his self righteousness). he's the main recurring "i must retreat!" antagonist for a while lol

yakou is your jaegen of the game that's powerful at first but falls off later. and then he dies for plot 😔 also his horse is named Ama, cause she's his pal <3

yes i designed number one's dragon from the flight rising coatl. it just kinda screams yuma to me

tbh i wrote like the entire plot on discord a while back but i aint writing allat again sorry. just know this au is rotating in my brain like crazy. i love you fire emblem

#rain code #raincode #master detective archives: rain code #mdarc #yuma kokohead #shinigami #kurumi wendy #yakou furio #makoto kagutsuchi #fubuki clockford #desuhiko thunderbolt #halara nightmare #vivia twilight #fire emblem #crossover #rain code spoilers #once again creating a rain code au that appeals only to me

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icefireanimates · 4 months

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Mutuals only blog! @icey-talks

i’m in high school

assigned smug airy mutual at tigerclawstar-shaped-cookie

i spam reblog a lot

big swear warning for my blog

icefireanimates > ice-is-normal-about-hfjone > smug-airy-mutual > icefireanimates

first post limit on february 27th 2024 😔

i’ve decided every time i hit post limit im gonna send an ask to every mutual on my dash sorry

sorry softblocking wont work on me bc i forget if i followed you in the first place so ill just end up following you again bc ill just think i forgot to follow you

mod for @itsallgrianhere

making a hermitcraft x rain world AU called craft the rain: masterpost

i forget a lot so be patient

here’s the list (green is who’s fronting atm)

also turns out i’m traumatized from things i thought were normal so that’s great 👍

idc if you make nsfw art just don’t follow me on your nsfw blog

i tag triggers with #tw [thing] and #[thing] tw

also don’t bring syscourse here i don’t even understand myself so i just don’t care enough to have any opinions on that

oh also if you’re 18+ i don’t mind dms unless it’s like for conversations, like if sending you something like a yt link or something then it’s fine but otherwise no. (with an exception for Alexo love you <3 /p)

DNI if

pedo zoo radfem transphobe homophobe exclusionist etc basic dni

also dream (+dteam especially fucking george.) fans fuck off

also wilbur supporters go away your favorite white boy is a shit person

blinkies+ other funny images/gifs under cut

here is my sona

and also here’s a post to alternate dashboards so i can go back to em lmao

#introduction #pinned intro #pinned post #introductory post #gif warning #flash warning #flashing lights

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chrollo-lucilfers-chains · 11 months

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Hiii I only read few of your posts about chrollo because I am stressed due to my exams 😔 but as soon as they are over I am going to read all of them because the ones i read are amazing!

But could I request a really sweet and gentle chrollo? 🥺 because there are so many yandere chrollo (which i also enjoy reading) on tumblr and so few of fluff chrollo like maybe chrollo who helps his s/o to relax and tell her that everything is fine? 🫂

And I also apologize for my bad English since its not my first language 💀

No worries love, I feel you with exam season...

You close the door behind you with a huff and groan, leaving behind a wet trail of water. Finally this shitty day will be over!

You'd went to a Cafe to get some studying in. Usually this works great for you and the buzzing environment helps you focus, but today was just not it. Apparently three families had decided that today would be the perfect day to have a family lunch and neither the kids nor the parents felt the need to be discreet about the incredible intricacies of their abismally boring private lives.

Coincidentally, on the way back, a sudden rainstorm had decided to make your day even worse, with making you soaked and you having to sprint home.

Now you just feel bad for not having done nearly as much as you'd originally planned for the day and you're cold and wet on top of it.

Sighing in self pity, you drop your keys into the little bowl at the door, relishing in the familiar quiet of your flat.

There is some light shining from the study so you make your way to the door. Peeking into the room your mouth forms a smile.

Chrollo is sitting in your beloved armchair, reading one of his books.

"Hello dear, welcome home," He says and reads one more sentence before tearing his eyes away from the page to look up at you with his steel gray eyes.

Before he can say anything else, you crawl on his lap and slump into his arms, burying your face in his chest with yet another dramatic groan of frustration.

He lets out a chuckle as you rub your wet face on his shirt.

"Hard day studying?" He asks, stroking your cold cheek with his thumb. You nod and wrap your arms around him in a tight hug. He pulls you closer as well and boops your hairline with his nose.

Slowly, the cold from you body begins to dissipate, wrapped in his embrace.

"I feel like I haven't done nearly enough for the exams that are coming up soon. It was just soo much and the cafe was soo loud today... " You sniff. "I couldn't concentrate at all!"

Chrollo listens to your complaining, while stroking your hair calmly. You look up at him and he smiles, quickly kissing your lips.

"I'm sure you did as well as you could, given the situation at hand. You've been studying so much the last few days too so don't worry. You'll be fine!"

He's so pretty in the low light of the study. Rain and the evening darkening the sky outside. Now that you're inside, it's quite the nice sound, to hear the pitter patter on the windows and the storm outside blowing through the street.

Listening to his sympathetic voice you smush your face back into his chest. He smells nice, you notice...

"I also got drenched on the way back," you murmur quietly and he laughs at that.

"Yes, I can feel that, dear. You're quite literally sitting on top of me." The hand on your waist squeezes your side as if to bring home the point that you're getting him all wet.

"Sorry." You bump your head against his peck with a smile, not sorry at all. But he only chuckles and pats your head in a gentle motion.

"It's fine. I was going to wash the shirt tomorrow anyways. Might as well add the pants and your clothes to that."

Your smile widens. Surely, your boyfriend is the best of all the boyfriends in the world.

Chrollo softly lifts up your chin to look at you. You blink at him and he presses a kiss to your ice-cold nose.

"We should quickly hop in the shower together, you know? For warming-up purposes only, of course." You snort and kiss him properly on the lips.

"Of course."

#hunter x hunter #chrollo lucilfer #chrollo #mine #my writing #chrollo x reader #gender neutral reader #gn reader #hunter x hunter x reader #hxh #hxh chrollo #request #ask

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rvjaa · 1 year

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,,FLOWER’’

Joel miller x reader

summary; Your and Joels encounters haven’t been the best, he ignores you and you respect his decision to keep away from you. Ultimately he saves you multiple times and a friendship starts to bloom between you, can it be more that that? Or is it all in your head?

warnings; angst?, violence, small mentions of death and slight fluff

a/n; Hey!! Thank you so much for the love for my last fic, I hope this is enjoyable and i’m sorry for the grammar mistakes,, i try and come to fix them if they come up :) And i hope its not weird that i first wrote platonic and then romantic joel haha,, i just have father issues 😔

word count; 5k

It was raining again, you love the Jackson weather but it has rained almost a week now and you’re getting sick of it. You jogged to your home/shop, what Tommy gave you after they found you in the woods. You were a florist, you loved all plants and flowers. And you think it’s meaningful that even in this rotten world flowers bloom and fill the gray with color. You were almost at home, a little out of breath and soaked. But then you saw him, a man you hadn’t seen before just standing in the rain.

You don’t know if it would be a good idea to approach him but you know he saw you. You had stopped walking and you just stared at the exceptionally beautiful man. What were you doing? You decided to keep walking and then from the corner of your eye you saw him fall on his knees, panic surges through you now as you changed your direction from your home to him. You didn’t even notice first how you were almost sprinting to him. Now you were kneeling in front of him “hey, are you-“ you started and then you saw his eyes, you weren’t the best at talking but you observed people and you knew when people were in pain, mental or physical and you knew he was in pain. “Okay hey i’m the florist in the town, my place is right there” you point at your building and continued “Why don’t you come with me yeah? Its cold and raining and i have some tea or if you prefer coffee i-“ you said to him

“no.” he just said and you just looked at him and nodded, it was understandable that he said no. You had never talked before so you just accepted his answer and hid the wince after he denied your offer. You got up and started jogging to your building, if he wasn’t coming you might try and save yourself from the cold you were probably going to get from the rain. You hoped he would at least get home but that wasn’t your business. You finally get inside and turn your lights on. You really like your place, its cozy and always smells like flowers which makes you happy. Walking up the stairs to your ‘living area’ and you throw your things in the corner. Still soaked you take new clothes and decide to shower.

Now you’re just laying in bed while you feel yourself dozing off but suddenly hear a loud knock at your door, it scares you because living with the cordyceps has of course made you jumpy and cautious. You walk down the stairs and see Tommy, you open the front door “hey Tommy what’s up?” you ask smiling politely “hey uh I’m sorry to bother you but have you seen my brother um Joel?” he asks while he seems visibly stressed “uh how does your brother look? I saw a man standing in the rain a while back and he didn’t let me take him inside so I just thought it would be best to leave him alone-“ you explain about the unknown man you saw earlier “yea’ that’s probably him- look if you see him please tell him to come home, we are worried about him and we know he’s mad at us but its not smart to wander while its raining” Tommy says to you while looking around.

“Do you need help finding him? I can come with you if you want-“ you start to offer to find Tommys brother you apparently met “no no- its cold and wet so you go to sleep and if he stumbles here just get him home yeah?” he waves to you and starts jogging off to the town. You stare at his figure go out of sight while you think about your options, either you go to bed and sleep, be warm and comfortable in your bed or you put a jacket on and try and find the missing man who has already once denied your offer. You sigh, close the door and walk up the stairs.

“Where is it?” you say to yourself while trying to find a mans rain jacket you swore you had when you came into Jackson. “Aha! Here it is” you find the jacket and stuff it and the fresh bread you had made in the morning into your bag and swing it over your shoulder.

You pull your own jacket on and open your door “I better find you Joel” you say to the quiet town and start walking around. You can’t track his traces because the rain washed them off so you just start to wander around the town and try to think a place where you would go if you didn’t want to be found. Then it hit you, the little abandoned shop close to the little park area. You start heading that way, you knew it would be a good spot to hide because you had hidden there for the first weeks you got to Jackson and there were some of your old stuff you hadn’t had the time to get. You’re now standing in front of the building. Building up the courage to go inside. He already had said no and you are worried that you’ll seem too pushy. You take a breath and walk to the door and open it, step inside and it seems empty. But then you see his wet jacket hung over on one of the chairs, you hesitate to call out to him but you do it anyways “hey Joel um I know you didn’t want my help but Tommy came by to ask about you and I just thought to bring you an extra rain jacket I had laying around- Oh! and i also brought some bread I baked this morning if you were hungry so.. I’m leaving them here and getting out of your hair” you called out to him hoping he’ll hear. You take the jacket and the bread and set them on a table you had once called yours and stepped back out.

You closed the door and started to walk back to your place. You heard your name called and looked to your right to see tommy, you raised your hand to greet him and continued walking. “You find him?” he shouts from the distance, you shake your head and say back “I’m sure he’s fine and fully capable to take care of himself Tom, go back to Maria she’s probably waiting for you.” And you smile at him and continue walking in the rain.

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You wake up to knocking at your door and you sigh. Slowly getting up from your warm bed and walking down the stairs just to see the man who you had taken your only rain jacket. You shiver and think to yourself that you got yourself sick. Opening the door he looks a bit awkward “hey, thanks for the jacket.” is the only thing he says to you while he’s handing you the rain jacket. “Of course” you say back to him while taking the jacket back from him. He nods and just turns around and starts walking away from you, leaving you standing there with your jacket. You chuckle at how awkward that was while closing the door, you place the jacket on a bench and climb the stairs back to your bedroom.

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You hear your name being called excitedly and you turn around to see Ellie “hey girl, how is it going” you say laughing to her while she’s crushing you in a hug. You’ve been sick the past two weeks because of the rain and your night wander so every time you got a bit better you hung out with the girl hugging you and your cold got worse every time and now you’ve been in bed the last five days to get better so you can get ready go back to patrols. “I missed you flower” she says to you while you raise your eyebrows at the nickname “flower?” you ask. She looks like she told you a secret accidentally and tries to change the subject. You listen her ramble about the town and the people, you laugh at her gossip while you are walking through the town. “Ellie!” you hear a man’s voice call her and look to the direction of the voice. You see Joel and quickly look back at the girl “what?” she asks and you just continue to ignore his presence.

After the jacket incident you tried to befriend Joel but quickly gave up after he ignored you. You felt humiliated by him and didn’t want to interact with him any more than needed. You spaced out when Ellie and Joel were talking about dinner plans, until you heard Ellie say your name “sorry what?” you asked and she chuckled “I asked if you had dinner plans tonight” you smiled at her and said “I don’t think so, why?” She sighs, probably because you weren’t listening at all “Me, Tommy, Maria and Joel are having dinner together tonight and I wondered if you wanted to come?” She explained to you. Your eyes widened and looked at Joel who was just standing there looking the two of you and you looked back at Ellie “no, no I don’t want to intrude on a family dinner” you started, “you wouldn’t” you hear Tommy’s voice and you look over your shoulder to see him stride towards you and Ellie “I want you there, Maria wants you there. Come if you don’t have any plans” he said putting a hand on top of your shoulder.

You sigh “Okay i’ll think about it” you say defeated while Ellie just grins. “Yay! Okay I have to go now but i’ll see you later!” Ellie says happily and strides away from you, you smile as you watch her interact with the other kids. Tommy says your name and you look at him “so you’re ready start going to patrol’s again?” he asks, you nod “yeah I’m all healthy now” you confirm and you start walking with him to the town’s diner.

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Its 7 and you know its the time dinner starts. You feel anxious because you feel like you’re intruding their family dinner. You hear a knock on your door and flinch, its now or never. You walk to the door, open it and see Tommy “Hey Tommy, I was just about to leave. Whats up?” you say to him. He smiles and looks behind him “I was sent to come and get you” he says to you while offering his hand, you laugh and take his hand “alright then, lets go” you say while you’re stepping out from your home and closing the door. Its not a long walk to Tommys house and the walk is nice, just talking about normal stuff is nice because after the outbreak there was no time for talking about ‘normal’ things. “Alright we’re here” Tommy says to you and you stop “Tommy um before we go inside are you sure that its fine for me to come? I don’t want to be a bother and its fine really I just can go back home I-“ you ramble but Tommy stops you “Come on, you’re always welcome you know that” is the only thing he says before walking in to the miller home.

You take a deep breath and walk in behind him “we’re here!” tommy yells from the hall and you see Ellie emerge “Flower!” she yells the nickname again “hey el!” you say back while she’s coming to hug you “how are you hun?” you ask and she smiles “Good now that you’re here, maybe you can bring some energy around here” she says while raising her eyebrows. You laugh and follow her to the kitchen “hey Maria, need help?” you ask her when you see her cooking, she turns her head to your direction “no thank you, go chat to the living room, go on now” she says brushing you off.

“Alright then, yell if you need help.” You say and turn around to walk to the living room where you see Joel and Tommy talking. “Hey come sit” Tommy says to you two and you smile at him and sit down on the other couch with Ellie. You talk with her while waiting for the food.

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“No Maria- I meant” Tommy says before he bursts out laughing, you’re sitting in the dinner table now and you’re all finished with eating. “Whatever Tommy” Maria answers with a smile back at her husband. “Yeah TOMMY how dare you” you say jokingly and Tommy just laughs more, Joel has been quiet almost the whole dinner and Ellie is now leaning on your shoulder. You laugh and decide that it would be the best for you to leave. You stand up and take your plate to the kitchen to wash it, you don’t hear him coming and flinch when you feel Joel stepping beside you “jesus you scared me” you say putting one hand on your heart. “Sorry. when are you leaving?” He asks and your eyes widen, he wants go gone that bad? “Oh I’m going to leave after this, I don’t want to be in your hair for too long” you try and say politely but your hands start shaking. You put down your clean plate and start walking away from him and enter back to the dinner table “hey i’m going to leave now so, have a good night yeah?” you say a little hurt by what Joel said. “Whaat? Noo! Don’t leave yet” Ellie says whining a little, you chuckle “Sorry hun, see you later yeah? Thanks for having me Maria.” You say to Maria and start walking to the door “wait! Joel will come with you, to walk you to your door. Right Joel?” Tommy says and you panic “Oh no it’s fine, i’ll be okay” you say denying the offer “I know you would but hes still coming.” Tommy says while hes looking at Joel eyebrows raised. “Yeah fine” Joel says and start’s walking towards you.

You’re walking in silence. Not the soothing kind of silence, the awkward silence what is eating you alive but you don’t want to say anything. “You shouldn’t have come” is the first thing you hear Joel say to you and you stop. “What?” you ask eyebrows furrowed because of the confusion, “You should’ve just stayed home, Ellie is going to get attached to you and I don’t want that” He says to you coldly “First of all, I was invited by my friends. I asked multiple times if it was okay for me to come and I was told yes” you say to him now kind of mad, you loved the girl and he doesn’t want you to have a relationship with her? “Haven’t you gotten the hint that I don’t want anything to do with you woman?” he raises his voice at you, you laugh “I didn’t even talk to you ONCE, what is your problem?” you ask pointing your finger at him. He looks away for a second and then back at you and he sighs “look, I know your type. You throw yourself at every man who gives you any attention and I don’t want Ellie be like that and i’m not a charity case you can just hop in and save, you aren’t special and I never needed your help.” He says and you freeze. Shock and anger flows through you “are you calling me a whore right now?” you ask him bitterly and then you see it. He thinks you throw yourself on men and you laugh, “You have some fucking nerve saying that to my fucking face Miller. I don’t fucking know where you got the impression that I’m a whore but you’re fucking wrong. You think I was throwing myself on you? Hah. I was just being friendly you fucking piece of shit. And I’m sorry I tried to fucking be friendly and help your sorry ass. You don’t tell me who the fuck I can talk to or not, you don’t even have to like me but Tommy and Maria has been my friends for a long fucking time so if you have a problem with me just hanging out? You can fucking go” You spat at him furiously and start walking away from him. You don’t see it but Joel realizes what he just did and hangs his head low, he thinks you’re beautiful, ethereal even and he thinks he has no chance after he’s seen you chat away with almost everyone in town. You might be oblivious to it but he knows everyone you’re being friendly to wants you.

You’re furious, a man you haven’t talked almost at all thinks that about you? You wouldn’t admit it but it hurt, you did fancy him. He was a beautiful man and you did wish you at least could’ve been friends or something like that. Suddenly you hear your name being called and you see william a man you had became familiar after he had bought flowers from you on multiple occasions. ”Hey Wil whats up?” you ask and walk towards him, “I need someone to go patrol this small area and I can’t go, I know you’re good so if you want I have a horse ready” he tells you and you think about it. You could clear your head and you like patrols when you’re pissed off so yeah you would like to shoot some infected right now. “Yeah i’ll go, whats the route?” you ask while walking with him to the stables. “Its Eugenes route, the library building and back, you know it?” he tells you and hands you the gun. “Oh yeah I do, I like that route.” you say and go and pet the horse “hey Japan, how are you feeling boy” you coo at the horse. William clears his throat “So, you go the route to the library and clear everything you can if theres any infected. If it’s something you can’t handle you come back ok? I don’t want any losses today.” He says the same thing you hear every time you go out. “Alright William.” you answer and get on the horse “see you later” you call out and start leaving.

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You don’t know how you let this happen. You were doing well and managed to clear out almost all of the infected. But one managed to stay hidden until it was too fucking late, it jumped on you and now you’re wrestling it on top of you. “Fuck!” you yell and it just snarl’s at you, you don’t want to go like this. But it seems like you’re losing and it’s strength isn’t faltering down at all. You guess this is it, you’re going to die here. You take a deep breath using your last strength to keep the infected far away from you so it can’t bite. “Fuck this” you say to yourself and prepare for the bite. Suddenly you hear a shot and the body goes limp on top of you, you push it away and sit up breathing heavily. You look at the person who just saved you and freeze, “Joel? What the fuck are you doing here?” you ask sternly still kind of mad about the argument but more hurt by it than anything. “I could ask you the same fucking question” he snaps back and you roll your eyes “I was asked to go on a patrol and I said yes” you answer him and start getting up from the cold floor. “Alone? Do you know how fucking stupid that is? You could’ve died!” he’s now talking pretty loud and you quickly look around for more infected. “You probably would’ve been so happy about that Joel, came to tell me that? Or is it that you didn’t get your cup filled enough from calling me a whore so you came back for more?” you say riled up again.

He sighs and hangs his head low “look flower I’m sorry about that I should’ve not said that, are you hurt?” he says now more softly and it shocks you but you don’t let it show. “No I’m not.” you answer and look away from his eyes “good, do you still have any of your route left?” he asks you “no, this was the last spot” you look back at him and he seems panicked? No idea why and you just brush it off. “Okay then let’s get back to Jackson yeah?” he says and starts walking off to the horses and you follow.

You’ve been riding in silence and it’s not bothering you too much, it’s close to being a nice silence if you still weren’t hurt by his words. “Look flower” he starts and then it hits you, Ellie has called you that a few times now and it always seemed like an accident. Does Joel call you flower when he talks about you? He talks about you? Surely not right? You shake the feeling off, hum as an answer and listen what he has to say. “I’m really sorry for what I said, I’m an idiot. I’m not good with emotions and I’m really sorry flower.” he says and just continues to look forward. You think about it “look Miller, these are just empty words to me. If you want my forgiveness, earn it.” you answer.

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You really didn’t think Joel would even try to mend things between you but boy you were wrong. Every fucking day he would come by and drop something off, help you repair you shop if you needed it and apologized at the end of the day. You didn’t admit it but you really liked his company, he was a listener and when you would ramble about stupid things he would listen, comment on something to let you know he was still listening and if there was someone else too he wouldn’t let them interrupt you at all. He was growing on you and you knew it. He spent so much time with you people started to ask if you two were together, you always said no but from what you heard he never gave a clear answer. This morning was no different, “flower” you heard Joel say as he entered to your shop and you turned your head to see him walking to you “Hey Joel what’s up” you ask smiling gently at him. “Here” he said and gave you the coffee he brought every morning to you, “thank you, my savior” you said sipping the warm coffee. He chuckles and starts to look around “i’ve been thinkin’ if you wanted me to paint these walls, i feel like they could use a refresh” he said to you while browsing around your shop. “What about your back Joel? I know its bad and I don’t want you to strain it more” you say while he’s touching the peeling paint. “I’m fine and I want to do it, not because I feel obligated to because if I didn’t want to I wouldn’t even offer and you know that” He talks softly, a tone he’s been only using when talking to you and almost reading your mind. You laugh and say back “I know Joel but if you’re going to do this I want to help your old ass” he looks at you offensively after you called him old and raise his eyebrow and you laugh, really laugh.

“fuck” you hear a loud crash and Joels yell from the other room, you start to jog towards the room “Joel? Are you okay?” you ask and step in to the room. The first thing you see is Joel, sitting on the floor leaning into a wall. “Joel?” you ask and walk towards the man “I’m fine, just fell on my ass.” he grumbles and starts standing up but he flinched in pain and goes back down “Okay, lets get you up huh? And lets go sit on the couch.” You say and move over to him and help him up, he groans and walks slowly, slightly leaning on you. You slowly place him on to the couch “you want some coffee?” you ask and he nods, you go pour a cup for him “I was thinking about going to the bar today for a while, you wanna come with?” He asks you while you hand him his coffee. You think about it “sure I’ll come, is anyone else come I should know about?” you answer his question “Tommy is gonna be there” he says and takes a sip of his coffee while you start clean up the counter. “Alright then” you answer and start walking towards the stairs.

You walk in to the bar and try and spot the Miller brothers. “Flower” you hear a yell and see Joel and Tommy sitting down in one of the booths. You walk over “Hey Tom, how are you? And how is Maria? I haven’t seen her in a while?” you ask while you sit down next to Joel. “Shes good, pregnancy is just hittin’ her hard. And i’m doing good thanks, what about you? I’ve heard that you were thinking of painting the walls of you shop?” Tommy says to you. “Yeah I’m thinking about it but its a lot of work and I’m very indecisive about colors so I’m not sure what I would paint it as.” you explain and lean on the table in front of you. “You know I wanted to do it first flower” Joel adds and looks at you, you roll your eyes “I know that but I don’t want to make your back worse by painting for hours” you say and furrow your eyebrows at him. He laughs and says “you can massage it after” and winks at you playfully, you laugh “of course” you respond smiling and sigh. Tommy and Joel start a conversation and you just listen to it and space out.

“I’m going to get a drink, i’ll be back” you say to them and get up from the booth. You walk over to the counter “Hey zavi, one glass of wine please” you say to the man behind the counter, he nods and walks off to get your drink. “Hey girl, what do you say if we just get out of here” You suddenly hear a man next to you and you turn to see Liam, who you have talked a few times but you don’t really know him. “No thanks I’m here with friends” you answer and look away from him hoping he’ll get the hint. He doesn’t and continues to push “just ditch them, I want you” he says and steps closer.

You immediately feel uncomfortable “no, I’m sorry Liam but I don’t see you like that” you answer and step away from him. “What? You fucking bitch! You’ve just been leading me on! Fucking whore” he starts to yell angrily. “What? I never-“ you say and you see his palm rise to hit you. You flinch, close your eyes and prepare for the hit but it never comes. You peer your eyes open and see Joel standing in front of you holding Liams arm tightly “Back the fuck off.” he says coldly, “man this isn’t your business walk away” Liam says to Joel trying to get him out of your way. Suddenly Joel loses it and punches Liam “you fucking touch her ever again I swear to the lord’ I will fuck you up. You fucking hear me?” Joel yells at the man who is now on the floor, “okay okay man i’m sorry” is the only thing he says before he’s scrambling away from you. Joel turns to you “flower? are you okay?” he asks softly placing his palms on your face. Your eyes soften and you nod “yes, thank you Joel.” you say and smile gently at him. But then it hits you and your eyes widen “I- I need to go i’m sorry” you say and take fast steps away from Joel and get out of the bar. You continue walking outside and find a bench to sit on, you sigh and place your head into your hands.

“Flower? What’s going on?” you hear Joels soft voice from in front of you. You stand up and walk towards him slowly, “I need to ask you something.” You say to him and he nods “of course, what is it?” he asks. “When you said I was throwing myself to everyone did you mean this? Did you mean that because I try to be friendly people think I’m interested in them?” you ask your voice slightly shaking. His eyes widen “Sweet girl- I’m really sorry I shouldn’t have said that-“ he starts and you shake your head “No Joel I’m not mad about it anymore I just need to know if-“ You start but don’t continue after he puts his hands on your shoulders. “Listen to me flower, its not your fault that people mistake your kindness for somethin’ else because you know what? The kindness you have even though the world is all ugly and messed up is rare and it’s beautiful. You take pride on that ‘kay? You are kind to everyone and its one if your best traits. You hear me?” he talks sternly but not roughly. You smile, all the feelings you’ve been hiding slowly come up.

“Thank you Joel” you say and he looks at you like you’re the only person on this planet, “and the reason why I said what I did was because I think you’re absolutely beautiful and I was envious of the people who got your kindness and tried to push you away. I am really sorry about it I should’ve handled my feelings better” he tells you. Your eyes widen, he was.. Jealous? He puts a strand of hair behind your ear and leans his forehead on yours “I’m sorry sweet girl” you smile and put your hand on top of his on your shoulder “Its fine Joel” you respond. His eyes soften and you hesitate but say it anyway “is it okay if I kiss you?” you ask and he looks shocked for a second and then grins and nods “yes” he answers.

and you kiss him.

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