#svicide

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰...𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd things #actually abused #bpd relatable #borderline #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #borderline thoughts #bpd shit #bpd feels #abandoned #bpd problems #svicide #survivor #borderline personality disorder #younger self #bpd life #bpd stuff #quiet borderline #being borderline #borderline problems #borderline blog #living with borderline #borderline things #mental illness #mental problems

[green--tea-owo]

maybe life is so hard because I wasn't supposed to be here at this age and god just tries to finally get rid of me

#svicide #self h@rm #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #su!cidal #sewer slide #tw s3lf harm

[nosurprisespleases]

The slightest inconvenience makes me want to kill myself so bad,

I don't think most people understand how violent it is

#tw depressing stuff #cvtt1ng #d3pression #svicide #im unloveable #self h@rm #tw sh related #tw cvtting #sadgirl

[kurosystem]

Tw: svicide, hospital...

I have discovered something recently and I wanted to share it! It's more a theory than a discovery but it doesn't matter.

There is two types of svicidal people:

The first type are truely suffering at the moment, they need help and they generally WANT help. Sometimes they do things like calling an ambulance after a sewicide attempt to "be saved" and/or go to the psych ward or telling someone they're about to do it. The thing is that they generally don't truely want to die but to heal from mental health problems. {It's like the theory that if you could have another life without your actual problems you would be okay to live.} In my opinion, they really can get better but they need to be protected from themselves sometimes.

The second ones are what I call "chronically svicidal". They generally hide their problems, don't talk about it and the most important part: THEY DON'T WANT TO BE SAVED! They may accept help but inside their brain, they are absolutely sure that they'll end up killing themselves; even if they need to wait 5 or 10 years to do it, they could never imagine living a long life (and don't even thing about a "happy" life cuz they can't imagine it 😶) I believe they don't suffer from the fact they are svicidal but from life in general. If you use the same example than before, these people would still be svicidal in a "perfect world" where they don't have any problems in their lives.

! Reminder that it's just a theory !

If you could tell me if you think you are apart of one of these categories it would be perfect ^^

Have a nice day sweeties <3

#slef harm #self destruction #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #tw self destructive behavior #tw depressing stuff #i wanna die #depressing shit #depressiv #tw sui ideation #svicide

[untilthenextfullmoon]

Tortvred Lesbians Ripped Apart

#sewerslvt #cybercore #dnb #drum n bass #glitter #glittercore #power noise #industrial techno #svicide

[youre-fucked]

How do I fail my sui attempts 4 times-

How can I lit suck at that too 💀

#s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #988blr #depr3ssion #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #su!c!de #svicide #su1c1d3

[stqrvingmery]

might pull a dazai tonight˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶/hj

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im kidding pls dw

#bsd dazai osamu #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai #suicid@l #svicide #im joking #maybe #maybe not #dazai core

[strwbrymnstr]

Guys the person Im talking to thinks im fat I wanna off myself :[

#styroblr #baby cvts #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #sh twt #selfharrrm #actually obsessive #ana bllog #svicide #self mutalition #tw sui ideation #vent post #sui mention

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥...𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲.

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd relatable #bpd problems #bpd things #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #borderline problems #emptycore #bpd core #borderline #living with borderline #cluster b #mental illness #svicide #being borderline #quiet borderline #actually borderline #borderline life #borderline thoughts #borderline blog #bpd tag #bpd mood #bpd shit #borderline personality problems #borderline personality traits #bpd stuff

[half-lit-candle]

my urge to kill myself is increasing by every second

#tw sh related #self mutalition #sh vent #sh things #i want to cvt #cvtaddict #tw self destruction #tw self sabotage #self h@rm #baby cvts #iwanttodie #killme #svicide #selfhate #tw svicide #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff

[sabvatx]

i hate them

give me back my razors

i need to see my fucking blood

#depressing shit #tw s3lf harm #self destruction #suicudal #svicide #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressive #tw sui attempt #s3lf harn #s3lfh4rm #s3lfharmm

[nosurprisespleases]

It's when the truck coming at you sounds like a relief that you need to start to worry again

#tw depressing stuff #d3pression #svicide #im unloveable #sadgirl #self h@rm #tw sh related #self h@te

[dolletbibi]

the feminine urge to smoke a cig and then just kms idc

#pr04na #pr0 ana diary #svicide #tw kms #3atingdisord3r #pro 4na #an0rex1a #an0r3xic #an0rexic

[intr1gu3d]

tw ed, sh, si

i don’t want to be Lia. i don’t want red ladders or a bone corset; but part of me always will. i want white ladders, but i don’t want to make the red ones first. i want collarbones, but i don’t want to lie for them. i want to be institutionalised, but i don’t want to tell them. i want to jump, but i don’t want to stop breathing. i want to swallow them all, but i don’t want to drink the souls of the artists. i want to be dead, but i want to watch them know i’m gone. i don’t want to pull a disappearing act, but i don’t see anyone in the future playing dress-ups with my skin.

#ana stuff #tw mia #tw ana shit #tw cvtting #tw si #self h rm #bone corset #im not mentally stable #tw depressing thoughts #anxienty #wintergirls #tw ana diary #tw diary #ed truths #svicide

[youre-fucked]

People: "life is precious!🥺"

Me: "life can go fuck itself, im tired. 😀"

#s3lfharmm #self h@rm #s3lf harn #tw s3lf harm #cvtaddict #baby cvts #cvtt!ng #hitting beans #s3lf mutilation #styroblr #svicide #su1c1d3 #depr3ssion #depressing shit