#iwanttodie

[yagmurd3niz]

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this.

#i want to cry #iwanttodie #fuck you #I hate myself #little girl #daddy issues

[half-lit-candle]

my urge to kill myself is increasing by every second

#tw sh related #self mutalition #sh vent #sh things #i want to cvt #cvtaddict #tw self destruction #tw self sabotage #self h@rm #baby cvts #iwanttodie #killme #svicide #selfhate #tw svicide #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff

[n0r5ka]

Mhm

Im so tired, Im not satisfied.

#HarpoonsLover #IntoTheFog #TomTord #MonsterTom #Eddsworld #tom eddsworld #Tord Eddsworld #FictionKin #Myartwork #Iwanttodie

[leeb-leefuh-lurve]

where’s the lie?

#twitter #mental illness #lol fml #mentally ill #ihatemylife #iwanttodie #fml i guess

[makkuuu]

at the end of the day, none of it matters. nothing will change, I will still feel lost, my head will still tell me I'm worthless, and I will never be enough to exist in any space. I try and I try and grow and attempt to make space to exist but it gets me nowhere. all of this zombieness of emotions and routine that get me fucking nowhere.

#depressed #suicidal #tw depression #iwanttodie

[themaddeninghunger]

The guilt ,the hatred, the distaste that has been accumulated over time in me, for me, will kill me one day.

#depressing shit #iwanttodie #ARGHGHHGGHGHHGGHHGHH #i fucking hate myself #i fucking hate it here

[goth4noireason]

#mine #wrocław #trip #poland #lights #purple #puddle #sticks #autumn #fall #witch house #trap #fountain #weirdcore #liminal spaces #iwanttodie #my photos

[starryeyesforeverblog]

I've been thinking about suicide alot lately.

#suicidal #suicide #alcoholic #addict #addiction #drugs #eating disoder things #alcoholism #mentalhealth #anorexik #iwanttodie #bipolar #depressed #depression #depressing quotes #sleep deprived #insominac #in so much pain #sad #borderline personality problems #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder

[sm9keme]

I hate myself and my life this is a tumblr counting down my days left. I will die by my hand and no one will care

#i wanna kms #suicidal #killme #loser #iwanttodie

[kayttee]

Will I always be this worthless?

#worthless #made of styrofoam #i hate myself #s3lfh4rm #tw self destruction #self hate #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #selfharn #su1c1d3 #su1cide #su1c1dal #tw su1c1d3 #suicide #selfharm #i want to die #i want be loved #iwanttodie #i want to disappear #iwantobesmall #i want to be small

[ding-dong-diddly-dick]

Happy lesbian visibility day my computer exploded and I lost all my data including like half a semester of work a week before finals ends

#ahahahahhahaiwishiwasjoking #Iwanttodie

[justanotherfangirlwup]

.

#I'm in a depressive episode.. again #it had been a while #hahaha... #Iwanttodie

[starfu3ker]

i think of you standing on that hill, world just out of grasp, and wonder what if circumstances had been different 

#dune #sand #35mm #filmphoto #35mmfilm #beach #sunset #thinking #iwanttodie #moksha

[nightly-birdie]

flowers of rot

alone with her body, i had to shriek

as the palladium petals fell

over the dark palace left uncultured

I've written them with nail and blood

thoughts make teeth ache

fallen helpless from no wings

I've smelled the stale, the molding

mourning my slumbering wake

oh, i have seen them all

the weeping, the dying, the smiling

and i have lost and i have felt

i decay

in the words of a madman

of the ravenously famished

the thirsty for smog

that fills the arterial lungs

i do not feel the need to eat

or sleep

or smile

so i decay

hollow, the annointed hallow

or, i am amidst them no more

i cannot feel what has been lost

it has been dark

the flood eats away at the wall

mold fills lungs with blue tints

the rain pours inside from above,

the grated windowsill

i have no eyes and i must weep

i have no mouth and i must shriek

i have no hands and i must write

those summers they used to date

they have gone now to the windy silence

the drops hit the skulls

i hit mine against the wall again

i touch mine with the fingers i have left

and write in blood

threw words

- inspired by Romanian poem, "Flori de mucigai", by T. Arghezi

#tudor arghezi #arghezi #romanian poems #romanian poets #iwanttodie #loathing #hozier #sulking #poems #poetry #poemsbyme #original poems #poems on tumblr

[ellablackthorn]

thinking of ending it because i'm bored

not even because i'm sad. i already know what it's like. this time is different.

as a girl who recovered from her depression a couple of years ago due to medication, i think my suicidal tendencies is back and it just evolved into a new monster: boredom.

when i was sad, i cried a lot because i was in turmoil with my emotions. i was in conflict with certain figures in my life, so there was an actual problem that i know that's causing me to feel that way. and when there's a problem, there's a solution. it was solved.

this time, however, what can possibly solve my boredom?

is this really only what life has to offer? is this it? there is no sadness in me and there is no joy in me. don't get me wrong tho, i feel sad and i feel joy and i have fun, but nothing ever penetrates the soul.

they all leave a couple of hours later and i'm back to my boredom, baby.

how eternally boring is life, and i'd rather not see the whole of it. i want to end it. maybe ending it is the only solution, because by then i wont have to constantly, constantly search and be anxious over things and decisions i have to make just to have that little taste of fun.

i don't feel anything. i'm just bored and i fear that if i continue living, i might have to just be bored for the rest of my life.

#bored #ramblings #boredom #depression #suicidal #iwanttodie

[leo-peredia-writer]

I know I’ve got a beautiful smile, but can anybody see behind?

Nice brown eyes? Are you also in love with the tears they’re holding back?

#tristeza #love #corazonroto #fallinginlove #no correspondido #dolor #enamorada #heartbreak #romanticwriter #beautiful smile #curlygirl #sadness #brown eyes #tears in my eyes #pretending #sick of myself #iwanttodie #artists on tumblr #tumblr girls