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swegnut · 10 months
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Works in progress 🌈✨
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olskuvallanpoe · 3 months
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alternate universe where instead of the “R” tattoo for “Rietveld,” Kaz has a “J” tattoo for “Jordie,” and so when he calls Jesper by Jordie’s name in ck, it hits extra hard
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zellkabellk · 8 months
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My next tattoo project has been accepted by the tattooist 🙈🙈🙈 Their artist name is "Odji" and they do SUCH COOL SHIT I fell in love the moment I saw their stuff.... I'm getting 3 of their flash together above one of my knees (wrapping around the leg a lil) >:)
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The session isn't till november tho (I travel at the end of october and I didn't want to have a big healing tatt WHILE TRAVELLING) but I'll keep this lil thread updated when I get there 🙏
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I know Arnas wrote "I am really trying" on my polaroid as a joke in regards of his handwriting, but man... the thoughts I've been having to actually get that line tattooed in his writing for a few deep rooted personal reasons are loud
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chipped-chimera · 6 months
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So, I'm a Lesbian I guess.
So uh, life update. I came out to my Mum, so I figured I'd do so here too.
I've done a bunch of self reflection, healing. I reached out to my ex and we had a good conversation and I think that just made everything even clearer for me.
So yeah, this is me saying I'm not bisexual. I'm lesbian. And I probably always was.
More context below the cut if you want it (it's long). But anyway, here's to finally feeling like I'm finding the real 'me' in all this rubble.
❤️🧡🤍💖💜
I thought I was bisexual for ages. The fact I even got to think that wouldn't have happened if it weren't for my ex, who identified that way and I felt in a safe enough environment to express it. In the past two months I went through some self reflection, and talked to my ex for the first time in 2 years. It was good, and it's too complicated to explain easily but at least on my end I was getting a double dosage of the comphet juice between just regular expectations and the undiagnosed autism (also jesus christ, being a teenager in 2005-2010 that environment was just fucked up for anyone who might be trying to come to terms with not being straight). Kids in my school were more accepting, but also in the same breath using 'Gay' as an insult).
We were both undiagnosed neurodiverse people and maybe it was just the first time we'd encountered someone who just actually understood for once. Who saw who we were and were okay with that. The 10 year relationship, put in that context makes a lot of sense. So I don't blame him for how it ended. If anything I thanked him for breaking it off, because I was in such a goddamn state after being used by the Australian government (see Robodebt) there was no way in hell I had the mental tools or even brain space to realise anything about myself because I was too busy just trying to fucking survive. I would have lived and died in that relationship simply because at least it was safe, and stable. But it wasn't genuine.
Past two years since that relationship ended were fucking rough. For most of this year I kind of just turned into myself I guess, but I was letting it happen because after finding out about the high comorbidity of chronic health conditions with Autism and how it's likely related to long-term compound stress from masking for so long, I really asked myself when was the last time I just let myself 'rest'? Didn't do anything I didn't want to do or feel compelled to do because of some social contract or guilt?
I couldn't come up with an answer.
So I rested. And I think that's basically given me the strength now to finally 'wake up'. I dunno. That's how it feels. I only recently noticed my thoughts about women were structurally very different than the ones about men (and yeah it's goddamn fuckin' embarassing to say but uh thanks Larian specifically for giving me a female love interest tailored to my exact preference which FINALLY connected some dusty neuron in the back of my head or something. It was Karlach. MY GODDAMN GAY AWAKENING WAS KARLACH, ffs) and the more I examined it, the more everything became clear. I was hesitant to remove the bi label from myself, wondering if this was just a really extreme 'bi-cycle' swing but the more and more I thought about it, went through memories in my life, how I could never see myself with someone else it was always characters together and really it was the relationship and intimacy between them, regardless of gender that I was appreciating.
I thought I was grey ace but after going 'huh these thoughts are kind of different' and realising that yeah, I could imagine myself with a woman - it wasn't some weird other shit I'd told myself like it was just visceral self hatred or something, placing myself with a guy it was literally I did not want to be with a guy - it became obvious. So fucking, embarrassingly obvious.
I'm not sure where things will go from here. I am incredibly socially isolated in real life. My best friend is my Mum. I don't have a social circle at all outside of online spaces. I'm 30 and that's a fucking weird age to be thrown out into the world essentially experiencing goddamn delayed idk mental puberty because you suppressed it that hard. I haven't used a dating app in my LIFE. I'm still kind of scared of being hurt by others and I'm aware it's not entirely logical, but I just feel fragile. I'm also still picking up the pieces of my life.
I've confirmed a C-PTSD diagnosis with my psychologist, which explains why all the CBT tools I'd learned over the years just stopped working (CBT doesn't always gel well with PTSD or Autism) so that's probably going to inform treatment going forward. My intense fatigue issues are probably caused by having to carry all this fucking trauma and suppression of myself. As I said to my Mum, it's like I'm just 'Tired from being alive' at this point. I'm really, really fucking hoping it's not Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/ME. The new medication I'm on seems to be keeping me going past the 4hr mark though, so we might be onto the right medication mix (I do not appreciate the 7:30pm crash, like clockwork, where instead of feeling unfocused and tired like before I now feel jacked up as hell like I'm waiting for someone to punch me however :V)
I don't know where this is going. Or where I'm going. All I know is 'I'm going'. When the breakup first happened, when I hauled myself out of the Mental Health ward and back to my parents home where I had to figure out what the fuck to do after any kind of certainty of my future had been completely obliterated - I saw a lot of snakes. I'm kind of vaugely pagan, if I'm honest. I don't know how to put it. I am very scientific but I also don't think we know all the answers.
My ancestors were likely heavily Celtic, likely some Viking and Pictish influence as both family lines go back to Scotland and Ireland. I know through my reading that natural signs were important to them, so I start noticing when I see multiple occurrences, especially in odd places (I'll be real, I just remembered earlier in this relationship when I was more into pagan shit I saw a lot of Moths. Yeah. Yeah I feel like smashing my face into my desk about that. No I never figured it out then EITHER). I know quite a few things about snakes. Snakes are an animal that is both used as a symbol for medicine, but also classed as 'evil', especially in the modern christian context.
They are considered symbols of rejuvenation, of immortality, much like the Phoenix, they are constantly reborn through the shedding of their skin. Shedding is critical to a snake, because if it does not shed it's skin, it will die. This is a legitimate concern for zookeepers with snakes that have scars - they often struggle to shed completely, and they have to soak the snake's skin in water so they can cast off the skin.
So it's shed or die.
I have struggled to let go of things. Of everything that was done to me, but I knew it had to be let go. And today I have shed a lot of that shit. I am crying on and off but this is probably the first time it's easy. It's not physically painful, like knives in my throat, or something I have to shove down and keep contained for fear of being rejected. It's happy crying.
Because that skin being shed - it wasn't mine either. I needed rest, I needed to soak in that goddamn water dish so I could get through all the scar tissue. So it's probably the strongest image I have in my mind of everything. Of who I am. My entire life.
If you're going through difficult shit in life, all I can say is - you're strong. You're strong as fuck. Strength isn't being able to get into a physical fight, or being super confident around people - it's enduring life and the chaos thrown at you. It's being able to be broken down and rebuild, just like the snake casts off skin for their new selves. You will endure things and be stronger for it, than those who have lived all their lives without any pain whatsoever.
But it could be better, I know. It doesn't justify the pain. But please listen to yourself. Listen to your body. If you need to be selfish? Be fucking selfish! Don't want to do that thing? Don't do it! If you know it is costing you, if it is adding to that scar tissue - stop. Take the time you need to reset, to regain your breath. Ask yourself who you are doing this for. Ask what skin you are wearing and whether that is something you want to keep. Shed it. Let go.
It will hurt, but this is just the beginning. Change feels like a broken bone. But it will heal.
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x-heesy · 2 months
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𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝝝𝗥𝗬 𝝝𝗙 𝗠𝗬 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 🐟 ↪️
𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝙻𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠.
𝙶𝚒𝚖𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚂𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚊 𝙶𝚛𝚎𝚢
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jmdbjk · 1 year
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I’M WEAK!
Ugh...I’m useless...I just impulse pre-ordered all six versions of Jimin’s W Korea mag. If this is how it’s gonna go then I need to start buying cheaper ramen because I’m gonna be broke during this Jimin era. I won’t be able to read the articles... however ... I can use them to further my language learning, yes, that’s what I’ll do ... I will use them for practicing reading Korean ... the justification for spending money ...lord help me. I AM WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO JIMIN! FYI I ordered them from https://daebak.co/
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Drinking with Yoongi... episode 2, we have a “permanent” set, a premise for the show, a nice lit neon logo sign... almost like a real Youtube channel... and/or replica of a real bar/eatery... ahem... hangover soup anyone?
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I think when Yoongi says that he had wondered what he’d do when it’s the end (of his career) I attribute this question ever existing in his mind because he came up in the idol industry where there seems to be a finite “end” to an idol’s career trajectory, like, its assumed there will be an end. The time is said to be about 7 years. Obviously, at some point Yoongi finally realized there does not need to be an end, that his choice is open ended, or never ending in that he can continue to make music for as long as he wants.
In addition, this talk he had with Mr. Dong Yeop hopefully opened more things up in Yoongi’s mind enabling him to see things from a different perspective, a more experienced perspective. I love that this was captioned as Yoongi having a mentoring session from someone who is highly successful with long-term experience in the entertainment industry.
And please answer me this, how is this the same person?
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And hello? a BTS Cruise... in the future... spending several days traveling with your old geezer fans... YOONGI SAID THIS WOULD BE THE BEST CASE SCENARIO!! never in my life have I ever desired to go on a cruise but the minute these tickets become available its every Army for themselves because I will be out to kill to get those. HYBE MAKE THIS HAPPEN!!! Sooner than later though!
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I got excited over a Coway mattress promotion. What is wrong with me? At least they got the weight of Jibooty correct in this example...
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lostmykeysie · 2 years
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do you know how embarrassing it is to live a practically sedentary life yet constantly have stupid things wrong with you?
‘i’ve slipped the disc in my jaw’
goodness how did you manage that? did you get punched in the face?
‘i ate a sizeable burger on sunday which i think pushed me to my limits and then on monday before i went to bed i heard the left side of my jaw click and though ‘that’s a new one’ and when i woke up i could barely open my mouth’
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dollsuguru · 1 month
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let it be known…. bestie!sukuna does a killer winged eyeliner
#sharp enough to cut a man and that’s his goal i just know he does the meanest winged eyeliner for you in class#you hand him the pen w/o saying a word and he’s immediately grabbing the back of your head to steady you#if suguru sees that he’s like What Thw Fuck Is going onnimm gonna be Sick#firmly believe that reader & everyone in school has a mini crush on sukuna#i say mini bc he is so fucking sexy but the moment he opens his mouth you’re like damn… i regret all my life choices why’s he yelling at me#anyways. reader is the only one who can tolerate sukuna and vice versa <3 reader is friendly so everyone loves them#but like. BEST FRIEND wise? it’s sukie & reader til death does them part 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 i love them so much idk why their dynamic makes me so happy#okay i’m just talking to myself in the tags rn hmmm how do i want him to look#pink hair + black undercut OBVIOUSLY. face tatts/body tatts OBVIOUSLY.#ear piercings + helix + industrials + eyebrow piercing + nose piercing + snake bites + tongue piercing OBVIOUSLY#he’d also wear reading glasses. FKN nerd 😹😹😹 i have 20/20 vision i can’t relate 🤭🤭🤭#immaculately dressed & insanely intelligent you can call sukuna a lot of things but you can’t call him ugly or dumb#i think he’d have reader’s birth flower tattooed on him too just as a nod to how much he loves/cares for them <3#where should he work… maybe at the same tattoo shop as suguru? yeah maybe that could work#sukie’ll be a piercer while sugu is a tattooist yeah that checks out#maybe they’re in the same frat? yeah that could work part 2#okay YAY cool i’m glad i’m fleshing him out :3#snippets#personal
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swegnut · 8 months
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Finally got a painting on paper!✨🌈
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toxic-garbage-island · 2 months
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST ALBUM EVER!!!!!!!
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favvosee · 2 years
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Tattoos are popular among women for a variety of reasons. They may be retaliating against an ex-partner or abusive partner who made them feel like nothing. The tattoo can also serve to remind the wearer that no matter what life throws at them, they can take care of themselves.
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fluxandflowwithittt · 11 months
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What is your favourite tattoo
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Probably my Ariel & Flounder (The Little Mermaid) tattoo!
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dizzydyke · 1 year
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I lean butch4butch but the dating app dance cracks me up every time. like we matched & now I’m second guessing myself bc you’re calling me dude? like dude I wanna get into your pants
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rockybloo · 2 years
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Loligo is an asshole but he also only has one crew mate and he needs her to last
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since you just got a new tattoo, do you think any of your faves would have/ want any tattoos too 👀 what do you think they would look like?
ps. if you don’t mind me asking, what did you get a tattoo of? also, i’m glad to hear you had a good birthday 🥳
I think it would be so sexy if they did have tattoos (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
I dont think any of them would be opposed to the idea but I think the ones who are more likely to actually get a tattoo would be Aizawa and Aki.
Its long bc I added images so im adding a read more lmao 😭
I can see Aizawa with some sleeves and hand tatts 🤤 and some piercings as well. (It might be a little ooc for him but I just think he’d rock the look so well 😭💗) He would look so good ❤️‍🔥(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) 💨 I think he’d definitely get the number 20 for his kids in 1A ♡ another tattoo I could see him getting is one of a cloud ;w; something like these:
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I can see Aki getting just a few on his arms. I think he’d stick to black and grey and get more flash tatts than murals and stuff. I can see him getting one of a chainsaw and little red horns for Denji and Powy ;w; And I think Aki would look nice with the snake tattoo and he would have a few scattered around his arms like in the second pic (but idk about any of those specific tattoos though. Just the general look) :
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I can see see Giyuu getting one little tatt! Maybe on his shoulder blade of Sabito’s mask ☺️ Like this but instead of Makomo’s (since they never met cuz she died before he was taken in by urokodaki) its his mask instead:
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I think Giyuu would also love to get a small matching tattoo with his partner as well ♡
I’ve seen a few fanarts of Nanami with a Yakuza dragon style tattoo on his back! I think he looks sexy like that but I personally don’t think Nanami would ever really get a tattoo like that lol. Maybe something super small too. Like if he wanted to match with his partner and get a super small one on his wrist. The fanart I’ve seen based his back tattoo off another character he shares the same Japanese VA with (Tatsu from Way of the Househusband):
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I got a Junji Ito tattoo! It’s of the smoke swirl in Uzumaki and looks like the spiral on the elbow but instead I got it swirling around my shoulder/bicep. (I tried to get a good pic of it but I couldn’t get a good angle of it lmao without someone else’s help)
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