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tencrushesperday · 2 days

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dont know if you take request or what not but i would die for a 7 minutes in heaven with mrempes. whole size kink and all just being trapped in a closet with him during a house party visibly knowing all the girls want him but he chooses you.

warnings : suggestive language (i guess?)

i think im better at writing angst and sad stuff (got a lot of experience to take inspo from lol)

“You”, Matt said pointed in your direction. You hated playing this game until he had picked you. He stood up from his armchair, the girl that was perched on the arm rest almost falling down but he paid her no mind. His eyes were set on you and it set your body on fire.

You grabbed the hand he was extending you to help lift yourself up from your spot on the couch and followed him to the closet. Who knew playing 7 minutes in heaven as adults would be this fun.

You had been a regular at the Lake House since your teenage years. Your parents owned a house down the street so when the Hughes boys would throw a party during the summer or go out on the lake you would attend and bring some new girls that were in town for the summer each year. You had also met their college friends and teammates throughout the years.

However this was the first year that Matt Rempe had come. You heard that Ethan Edwards, a friend of Luke’s had brought him along. You had made a mental note the first time you saw the guy to thank Edwards because boy was he something. Tall, big, a pile of muscle that could throw you around like a rag doll. Overall, your type.

He opened the door and let you in the clothes first. A gentleman too. You gave him a smirk and went in. He followed and tried closing the door behind him but he was too big. He was mumbling apologies as he tried to close it again but failing.

You grab his shirt and pressed him to your body. The door closed now.

You had to crank your neck all the way up to look at him. Was that blush on his cheeks? It seemed he had looked at you with determination earlier but maybe you have misinterpreted his gaze.

“We can just talk if you want to.” he was avoiding your gaze.

“Oh don’t go all shy on me now big boy.” you said with a chuckle. His eyes drifted to you finally. His gaze was intense. You felt so small under it. And naked. Not like you were very dressed with just your bikini top and jean shorts.

Even those felt like too much when he was looking at you that way, towering over you.

His left hand slowly traveled from the uncomfortable position on the shelf behind you to your cheek. So he just needed encouragement. How sweet. “Are you always this cocky?” Amusement laced his voice which made your lip tug upward in turn.

“I’m worse usually”

His other hand moved to your hip, his touch burning hotter than the summer sun. His fingers spread on your back and he pulled you closer to him. “Is this okay?” his voice so low, you felt it in your core. You hummed in response. “Lost your voice already baby?”

To show him you were still in control, your other arm, that wasn’t grabbing his shirt, reached up to his neck and dragged him down. Your lips hovered over his, teasing. He wanted to take it slow? Why not make it as painful as possible.

He exhaled heavily then closed the distance between you two. The kiss was heated and heavy and his tongue slipped into your mouth right away.

Might as well make the best of the 7 minutes.

Your hand reached under his shirt, his toned abs feeling hard as rock. You were holding onto his waistband and eager to get to more exploring. His own hand traveled lower from your back then he nudged your thigh to jump.

Leaving your explorations for later, you jumped and wrapped your legs around his waist. The very few times you pulled apart was to get into a better position in the small space.

The 7 minutes were coming to an end and you remembered where you were when you heard footsteps outside the door. You slid down from Matt’s grip. When your feet touched the ground, your legs were slightly wobbly from the state he had felt you in. Your head was spinning and you just knew you needed more of him.

“We are not done.” he whispered in your ear when the door opened. Your voice was failing you so you nodded.

You went back to your seat on the couch and were stealing glances to Matt until the end of the game. Once this game was done, you knew you were going to follow him into the nearest available room.

#matt rempe x reader #matt rempe

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fairyucks · 6 hours

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Du you have any advice or tips for when you feel lightheaded?

omg you guys break my heart. pls take care of yourselves. 🩷

ive recieved asks for the following symptoms, consider this the list of all ailments 💕

1. lightheaded..ness?:

-first of all. sit down shorty!

-drink water, and check to see if ur drinking enough each day or if youre slacking🩷 lemon water especially is good because vitamin C 🩷

-vitamins! you can google exact ones for your symptoms but i take vitamin d, c & multivitamins every day & i dont get lightheaded very often.

-things like new medications, high caffeine intake, smoking/vaping, eating processed food, being in the sun, seasonal allergies, stress, or even too many bananas & egg whites can tr1gger dizziness 😭 so these could also be a factor 💕 so check urself on those!!

-dont move too fast. this includes anything from standing/sitting up too fast to… 0ver exercising! we dont do that on days we feel dizzy

ik a lot of those or more preventive tips, the only real answer would be to e@t! and assuming its from lack there of… these are some vitamins & minerals that help with f00ds listed.

magnesium!

spinach, edamame, a couple almonds, pumpkin seeds, chia seeds, avocado, yogurt, milk,

vitamin d!

snack on some fortified breakfast cereals (u can google that to find specific ones u like)

vitamin c!

red & green peppers, kiwis, strawberries, blueberries, oranges, orange juice, broccoli, brussel sprouts, tomatoes, tomato juice, the list goes on

2. nausea:

-get some rest! laying on your left side or reclining with your upper body elevated. avoid laying flat on ur back or stomach.

-some causes could be… lack of vitamins, minerals, water & f00d ofc, 0ver exercising, periods, anxiety/stress, const!pation, taking advil or sum on an empty st0mach

-rub your stomach from right to left, with light pressure. or in a circular motion the same direction, light pressure.

-motion sickness medicine IN MODERATION. IN MODERATION. dont go crazay

-avoid strong smells like smoke or even perfume, open some windows! get some fresh air!

-drink water, ginger ale, tea (you can google specific ones if youd like)

-have some bland f00ds: applesauce, apples, bananas, plain rice cakes, carrot sticks, etc

3. brain fog/poor concentration:

-omega 3 b!tches. take it or leave it! (take it) + all other vitamins listed alr. theyre just necessary bro take em.

-water again, check your daily intake.

-literally nutrients is so important and ik u dont wanna hear it but even if you just replace some things with more protein and fruits/veg to ur day, youll feel better & even feel fuller longer.

-meditation & rest. pro hack, ive always been interested in meditation, and i used to try to listen to sleep meditations that would basically leave me lucid, turns out they always calm me down sm i fall asleep so fast. so 1. meditations multiple times a week to clear ur brain, but also it can accidentally help if u struggle to fall asleep! lol

-take in the sunnnnn be one with nature, helps u more mindful and positive too which helps aswell

if 1 person cares abt u, its me. if nobody cares about u, im d3ad. mwah

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fairuzfan · 3 hours

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Genuinely wondering what your thoughts are on this?

https://theconnector.substack.com/p/if-its-not-helping-then-shut-the

actually i already talked about this article and org here: https://www.tumblr.com/fairuzfan/734485147403108352/hello-i-dont-know-if-this-is-appropriate-pls?source=share

I think my opinion on *some* parts have changed (not in a positive way, i still think its a pretty annoying org) but i recommend reading bds' statement about standing together. that sums up my thoughts pretty well.

but on a more personal note, this part really pissed me off:

why are you singling out palestinian-americans as if we're clueless fuckers who never have spoken to palestinians in palestine? are we the thing that stopping you from achieving full rights because you find us annoying? the fuck?

speaking personally, i seek out accounts from palestinians in palestine to inform my opinions. most palestinian scholars (which im not one yet but i'm familiar with them) do that. so like, whats the goal here, mentioning palestinian americans as uniquely terrible to the cause? we learned from our parents and grandparents who are nakba and naksa survivors. be for real, making us seem like we're little babies who don't know anything.

also mentioning some 'israeli' guy who got shot in massafir yatta instead of focusing on massafir yatta itself....? are we just completely glossing over the systematic violence that allows for massafir yatta to happen? like they don't even address the unique violence palestinians face. they just paint this is "ohhh but both sides suffer :(" and equate 'israeli' inequality with palestinian inequality as if 'israelis' of any status dont also participate in putting down palestinians??

anyways boycott standing together.

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oh-cramity-its-amity · 3 days

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sorry this is just like a little rant i guess but the fandom's treatment of hunter as a character really feels so infuriating to me. like them involving him in literally everything like hes super special.

and i get it! hes a grimwalker. hes cool and like its super neat the entire idea of him but just the way people glorify him really bothers me. its like yall really lost the point of the owl house. you see a potential/canon lgbtq guy and yall zoom to him. the show is literally about a weird girl not fitting in. what about luz??? and the entire idea that people downplay king and luz's sibling bond for hunter.... i dont know.

i just am starting to not like hunter anymore honestly. i get him being a favorite character but just how people treat him as putting him on such a pedestal and high standing- like prioritizing him as a "sibling" over KING-

KING whom literally- did we not watch the same show??? did you not hear what he told luz in king's tide??? hes literally her brother and you want to put hunter in that position when HE LITERALLY WAS NEVER HER BROTHER. IM SORRY BUT LIKE THAT WAS FANDOM'S DOING.

and like yeah!! the noceda siblings are cool and like omg siblings! but you guys... stop forgetting king. i just hate like how hunter is treated. i cant stand how people act in certain spaces.

im not saying your wrong for liking him. not wrong for liking the noceda siblings- i just wish fandom wasnt so... forgetful of king as a character. of everything of the sorts. of the bond he and luz have. theres so much character potential there and i feel like everyone just focuses on the idea of hunter and luz as siblings instead. :(

sometimes i just wish we could go back to pre 2 hiatus where he didnt even exist. where people were ragging on lilith and talking so fondly of hooty and king. now its like all i see is hunter. and YEAH hes neat but i feel like fandom forgot the entire premise of toh.

#this is just on my mind ig

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tsams-confessions · 12 hours

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I’m sick of people complaining about how toxic this fandom is, and how there’s nothing but doom and gloom here.

Like “WAAAAAAAA I DONT LIKE SOLAR X MOON, ITS INCEST AND ITS ALLLL OVER MY TUMBLR FEED :((((“ block the tag.

“WAAAAAA I DONT LIKE SOLAR X MOON AND ITS ALL OVER MY YOUTUBE FEED :((((((” mark the video as “uninterested”.

“WAAAAAA EVERYONE HERE IS SO GLOOMY :(((((((” yeah no shit. The shows about trauma and family issues. What did you expect? Everyone to be sunshine and rainbows?

“WAAAAAAAA I DONT LIKE THIS FANDOM :((((((((“ just go to our cousin/parent fandom the DCA fandom. If you want sunshine and rainbows then look no further. because from what I hear it’s still really fun and chill even though it’s, what? 2-3 years old now?

If you really don’t like the fandom THAT MUCH, then why don’t you just leave? You could still watch the show and not be a part of the fandom.

And if you really think this fandom hates everyone, then look no further then the comments of fan animatics. I know it’s kinda a weird thing to bring up, but if you look there, the only thing you’ll find is people being positive and praising their fellow fans. it could literally be the most ugly art that you’ve ever seen, and you’ll still have everyone in the comments praising the artist.

So yeah, this fandom has a lot of issues. But what fandom doesn’t? We have our own blemish’s and bruises, but if you look closely, even the most perfect fandoms do. That doesn’t excuse them in the slightest don’t get me wrong, but sometimes you just have to suck it up and take the good with the bad.

So uh yeah, ummmmm don’t be the guy on the left in that one bus meme with the two dudes looking out the window (you know the one.)

#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood #i dont usually like the first two arguments cuz thats not that effective #for the first. people tend not to tag their stuff #for the second. ive been marking ai covers on youtube as not interested for months and i still get them recommended to me lmao #but otherwise! i agree that people shouldnt stay in a space they dont enjoy #the solarmoon debate

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puzzled-pegasus · 2 days

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Christina Posabule thoughts (tiny little female christ is eating my brain today/pos)

This is mostly me working out some parallels between her and Orel's families but there's some cute hcs for her and Orel in here too :3

Her mom Poppit is influential to her as a parallel to the way that Clay affects Orel. Poppit is selfish, drunk, bitter, and very two-faced parent just like Clay is, who just like him, confidently gives awful advice and takes advantage of Christina's trusting nature.

Art is less involved with Christina and loses interest in conversation with her as soon as anything remotely associated with femininity comes up and he's just like ew gross go talk to your mom. the most positive attention he gives her is about her appearance and how cute or pretty she looks. He likes to constantly condescendingly tell her that any given thing she's interested or asking advice about in the moment is for boys or "a little girl like you doesn't need to worry about that :)" and it drives Christina nuts so she goes and talks to her mom anyway

Similarly to Clay and Orel, Poppit decided to take Christina on a picnic in the woods and they get lost, and Christina gets permanently injured due to her mother's carelessness, though I haven't yet figured out how. (Man, I just realized that if that happened after the events of Nature and Orel found out, he would probably be out for Poppit's BLOOD on behalf of his puppy crush sweetheart)

Idk whose post I read but I'll add the credit in later, but I read earlier the idea that as a parallel to Orel's masochism episode Christina has an arc where she turns sadist and I thought that was fuckin hilarious so yeah I need that to be a thing. I wonder what would set that off though. Maybe instead of taking to heart the idea that suffering is good for her, she might be like "wait friends I don't want you to go to hell for being happy" and beats them up...or smth i dont know. And also as parallel to Orel's dreams of God in that episode she could be like. Beating the shiz out of Satan. Lol. anyway,

I have this feeling that she and Orel have like the sappiest pet names for each other but like you cant even be mad about it cause they're so sincere lol. like they meet up for a date and Orel's casually like "there's my bright little daisy" and Christina is like "oh hello my sweet pudding pie" and then they hold hands and walk to the park or whatever tf

This is a smaller hc but if you remember that moment before the Puppingtons found out the Posabules were Catholic when Clay noticed Orel making 😍 eyes at Christina and he asked Orel if he thinks she was cute,,, I think it would be nice if Poppit and Christina were doing the same thing at that moment like Poppit was like "oh he's a doll isn't he?" And Christina's like "yes, ma'am, and so polite too!" and Poppit says something cheeky about how Christina better not start bringing boys around Art because he'll shoot them or whatever (you know like how dads threaten their daughters' boyfriends for no reason because of weird possession issues) and then they giggle together

Since Orel's been shot Christina worries over him a lot and especially in the first few months of their relationship she kept asking him how much it hurt and and even into adulthood she checks with him every day to make sure he's not exerting himself too much

Christina had a cat briefly and her parents killed it because they thought it was bad luck or smth

instead of "meet me in my study" Poppit's the more involved parent when it comes to discipline so she's just like "go see your father" cus he's the one with the belt

#christina posabule #orel puppington #moral orel #moral orel fandom #poppit posabule #art posabule #clay puppington

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iilovedrpepper · 1 day

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Chuuya Nakahara X Reader (NSFW) 🤍

(First time posting on tumblr, using an old fic to figure out how to fully use this app…Also please reboot and like if this is an okay start to this app 😭)

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It's felt like forever since you have last seen your boyfriend. Only being four days and it seemed like an eternity.

You weren’t sure when Chuuya would get back from his mission but you'd at least hope he’d come back with his legs and arms intact.

Usually his missions would take 2 days maximum. Considering his ability, Chuuya would easily take out everyone.

You do recall what had happened the last time you saw him though.

Laying down on the sofa your mind begins to flashback to the memory. It was late at night when he left. You two had just came back from a mindful dinner and went back to his apartment.

There wasnt much you could do but kiss him goodbye and hope for the best outcome. ‘The best outcome’ huh?’

The same words kept repeating over and over in your head. Almost like counting jumping sheep in your sleep, except they wouldnt stop and keep going.

Even if something were to happen to Chuuya, you wouldnt know what you would do. All the money in the world could be yours, but that wouldn’t bring him back…

These horrifying thoughts kept running around in your head, it was too much to control.

That was until you heard a knock on the door.

Immediately jumping off the sofa you walk towards the door in slow careful steps. “Who’s there?” You yelled outloud instead of checking the peephole

“Who do ya’ think?”

Hearing the recognizable voice made your eyes go wide open in joy

“Chuuya!!”

You opened the door seeing his silhouette due to the bright moon starring by the window behind him, but Chuuya didnt come in yet.

While you walked to the kitchen in glee hoping to get him some tea he just stood by the threshold leaning his body over the frame.

“Hey Chuu- Ugh come in.”

Turning around you see him still standing there like a puppet

“Hey Chuu? Everything okay?” You got closer to him seeing his features up close.

Not realizing his dominant presence you tried tugging at his shoulder trying to get him to come in

“You still dont remember?” “Huh? Remember what?”

“Never mind, lets just finish that movie you wanted to watch.” He brushed his shoulder against yours, passing you as he left you standing there with the cup of tea in your hands.

You close the door and headed to the sofa. “What was the movie called again?”

Your boyfriend has asked to which you only responded “ 2 “

“Hey can you go turn the lights off while I make the popcorn?” “Yeah hold on…”

Chuuya used his ability to throw a pillow to the light switch toggling the lights off.

Now the only light source was the dimly lit cityscape outside the big tall windows, or the TV playing the rest of the movie.

As Chuuya searched for the movie on the screen, you could hear how silent it was now. All that could be heard were the popping sounds of the popcorn in the microwave, and maybe the faint sound of cars honking from fifty two floors below.

You were too focused on thinking too much that the sound of the microwave stopping startled you back into reality. Turning your focus to Chuuya who was trying to find the last place you guys had left off.

After placing the popcorn in a bowl you head back over to the couch, sitting right beside Chuuya.

Placing the bowl in the center, just as youre about to grab the folded blanket thats at the other end Chuuya grabs it. “I got it don't worry,” having it fall on top of each other's snuggled bodies.

You try to get comfortable but the gear and equipment your boyfriend has on his waist isnt helping. He notices and takes the guns out of his pocket and places it on the other sofa block beside him.

Getting comfy you two begin to continue watching the movie.

A couple minutes pass and you begin to feel cramped in the current position you were in. “Hold on…” You say as begin to move around. Chuuya only looks at you for a brief moment before pulling the blanket up more.

Stretching your hand out into the air while the other stretches just out, you yawn for quite a moment, until you heard a small yelp from Chuuya’s mouth.

You look over at him with your hands still in place. One hand over his mouth while the other is… trying to move your other hand.

Eyes trailing down to where his other hand was, not realizing what you were doing.

You were accidently brushing up your boyfriends crotch as you were stretching. The silence in the air and the horrid look on your face only made things worse.

Looking up you saw the redness spreading all over your boyfriends face.

It had you thinking, how far could you go with this?

“I’m sorry Chuu…” You lifted yourself up and jumped onto him, hugging him close.

Everything was well until you decided to purposely brush your hips up against him.

Snuggling you face in the crook of his neck and making sure to let out an airy breath, he took notice of it.

He grabbed your shoulders and sure you looked at him. “Dont think I don’t realize what youre doing.”

With his hands still having you by the grasp, he flips you over. Now youre laying down on the long white sofa.

Hands near your shoulders facing Chuuya, he takes advantage and holds the wrists of them. Placing his knee in between your thighs, and bringing his face closer to yours.

But instead of leaning for your lips he leans towards your left ear. “Not being so confident now are we?”

Shaking your head he brings himself back up. “…But its a movie night, so Ill spare you some slack.”

Sitting back up you look over at him who continues to watch the movie while youre still trying to comprehend what just happened. “Chuu… Hey Chuuya.”

“Hm?”

He turns his head over to you.

“…”

“Just this once?”

He sees that look in your eyes. Tilting his face, he only smirks at the remark. Climbing back on top of you he leans his face close again, And leaves a peck on the side of your cheek “Sure thing princess.”

Your lips part ways as he moves his closer to yours. Taking in the soft yet passionate kiss, you could feel his unbearably cold hands slither down your stomach.

He grabs your hips again and presses you close against him.

Wrapping your legs around him his hands move back up and as he still holds the kiss he begins to bring your shirt up, trying to take it off.

You try to help him but his hands only hold yours, “You just relax alright darling?”

He takes your shirt off and then tries to unzip your pants.

As you follow in sync, Chuuya’s breath only gets heavier. He placed his hand in your hair, pulling you closer towards him.

Not even ring bothered that maybe the other sky high buildings across the street could probably see you two messing around.

It was all happening too fast. Chuuya grabbed your thighs and scooted your ody closer to his, while he was kissing and swallowing the loud noises you were already making.

You could feel his throbbing down there, all you had left on was just your bra and your panties. In no time Chuuya instantly pulled down the lace fabric down.

“Tell me when to stop alright princess.” “Mhm..” You could only nod your head in response.

He began to lick the folds, making you squirm underneath. You threw your head back over the pillow your head was resting on, just enjoying the pleasurable sensation that was overcoming you.

Chuuya’s hand were grabbing your thighs spreading them apart. Once he brought his head back up he saw that you were clenching onto any soft part of the sofa, “This wont take a while.” He said as he intertwined one hand with yours whilst the other was still in between your cunt, swirling his finger around in all sorts of directions.

“Chuu~ Ah” Was all that could come out of that nasty mouth of yours. “Say it, go on.”

“Please.”

“Please what?” He continued moving his tongue on your clit while his fingers were brushing up against your entrance “Youre so fucking wet, cmon just say it already.” He cooed at you.

“Please just… do it already…” You lifted your head ‘up’ and your eyes met with the gun that was placed aside on the sofa. Chuuya noticed this and thought maybe you wanted the gun to be inside.

“Oh this old one… If you say so darling.” He leaned his head forward to you again, making your reddened cheeks only burn more. “ But make sure you cum for me.” He whispered softly in your ear.

He clicked on the gun, and placed it near your entrance. As his two fingers, the middle and index were sort of holding the gun in a strange position, he made sure his thumb was still fingering your clit over and over again.

“Chuuya.” “Say what now?” “Ah~”

He loved watching you be a hot mess. It always turned him on, even if it meant he didnt get off. But he would love to see you be high on him.

He placed the tip of the gun closer to your entrance, taunting you with it.

“Ah~ Ah~ Ngh~ Chuuya… AaaA”

Finally after minutes of him sort of circling the gun near your cunt, and him rubbing your clit you finally came.

White and clear fluids were now all over the tip of the gun running down as Chuuya brought the gun up to his face. He licked the liquid that was running down the object “Ya taste good, know that?”

“Oh please.”

You covered your face in embarrassment. This wasnt how this was suppose to go.

#bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x reader #chuuya x reader smut #movie watching #bsd #smut #gunpla

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geckoomoria · 1 day

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girl like you- jj maybank x reader drabble

friends to lovers type thing

fluff pre much, readers bf cheats on her and jj comforts her 😓

mentions of swearing , cheating , manipulation , jj wanting to beat the shit out of readers ex

i just HAD to write something for my jj bc like my phase is coming back… and i fear its worse than before. ANYWAYS ENJOY😇 also if i would love to be mutals with obx fans even if u dont post anything

also i know i had this sort of same scenery with my sam monroe drabble but i just love the warm weather by water at night thing sm. Its a lifestyle okay. ENJOY !!

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Friday July 25th,

approx 8:45 pm

AS YOU SAT ALONE on the sandy beach just by the edge of the water , you noticed tonight was rather windier than usual.

Your outfit of choice didn’t exactly contribute to your warmth either. Dark wash shorts that stopped right where it was appropriate to call them shorts and a fitted dark grey tank with outer lace trims.

The booming music and sounds of drunk people partying came just a few feet behind you, it wasn’t that uncommon for the teenagers of Outerbanks to throw beach parties wherever they can.

It’s not that you hated these parties or the people attending them, you had fun every now and then but your social battery ran out quicker than you expected tonight…

it was technically expected. you recently broke up with your cheating ex boyfriend and it took quite the toll on you.

Your friends begged and pleaded to get you out of the house for once and miraculously it worked tonight but that doesn’t mean you were in the mood for a party.

All you wanted to do right now was look at the glimmering water of the ocean alone.

You sat in silence , knees up , toes brought close together and arms slung over your knees. Eyes focused on the shore but mind all over the place.

Suddenly the shadow of a figure loomed over yours from behind, his reflection into the sand.

“There ya are sweetheart! been lookin alll over for ya”

calls out the shadow who turned out to be none other than your good friend Jj Maybank.

You, Jj and the rest of the pogues were good friends , hanging out occasionally and them involving you in whatever daily trouble they managed to find.

You and Jj could be considered very good friends , Friends who flirt and fake fight a LOT and when you finally broke up with your loser of a boyfriend? Jj fell to his knees and screamed victory from the top of his lungs.

but of course he couldn’t let you know that , he didn’t want to risk the possibility of ruining your friendship and of course he was so pissed at your ex that he swore if he ever caught sight of him , he was going to beat the shit out of him but still it made him so happy.

you stayed silent at his words , giving him a glance and returning back to the view of the ocean. You didn’t have the energy to fake a cheery greeting.

“ah cmon no snarky comment? thats not the Y/n i know!” he states taking a seat right beside you and mimicking your stance. You could smell the mix of beer, weed and cologne on him , almost like it was his personal scent.

“yeah well the y/n you know has had the life sucked out of her recently” you answer with eyes. emotionless , still locked on the water.

Jj’s sight soften at your words , he felt horrible for the way you were feeling. He would do anything to hear your sweet laugh and see those glowing eyes light up again.

He was actually the one who secretly convinced your friends to keep trying to get you out of your room, he was just so worried.

“you shouldn’t be sad over a asshole like that n/n. way i see it , you lucked out just in time” He says hoping you’ll look at the dreadful situation positively.

“it wasn’t in time.” you say almost too quickly causing Jj furrow his eyebrows out of confusion.

You can feel his stare as a way of telling you to “go on” to explain.

You take a deep breath before speaking “i-i should have known he was gonna cheat eventually, all the signs were there. Flirting with other girls , being secretive and manipulative. it wa- it was my fault , i should have known.” your voice breaks with every word , the sound of it growing smaller and smaller.

Both of your hearts clench , thinking about all the times you two were together just made you want to start bawling.

Jj on the other hand couldn’t believe you were blaming yourself for this, he cheats on a girl as divine as yourself and you think your SOMEHOW AT FAULT?

That dumbass let go of a girl like you so easily. If that was him , he would move heaven and earth for you.

If Jj could , he would release a public statement everywhere that they should just arrest him now so that theres a slight possibility your ex lives to see another day.

Tears prickle at your eyes as you stare into Jjs, holding back as much as possible with the hopes of not wanting to embarrass yourself in-front of the blonde boy.

“you can’t possibly think its your fault Y/n , he lost the girl of m- everyones dreams and y’know what?” He voices sternly and clears his throat half way through hoping you didn’t catch his slipup in words

“what?” you ask sniffling and wiping away any visible tears with your hands.

“that dumb fuckers biggest punishment is living a life without you.” staring into your eyes , faces just inches apart from each other

You practically swoon at his words , they made you feel so much better, Jj always had a way of making you feel special.

You chuckle and wipe away any remaining tears “wow J , had no idea you were such a philosopher” you joke causing him to crack a smile in return.

“what have i been telling you? im practically that Shakespeare guy” you both laugh.

The once intense atmosphere lightened and the dawning sadness was somewhat lifted.

You felt a scar on your heart fading away , you can’t help but what wonder how this would have never happened if you dated Jj instead.

you shift your body closer to your friend and rest your head on his shoulder as the two of you stared off into the sea of the night.

“hey j?”

“yeah?”

“you’d never do that right, break a girls heart on purpose?” you ask out of nowhere , pondering on what he thinks of it.

You expected him to be caught off guard but instead his instant reply had you truly stumped.

“girl like you , i dont think i could live with myself if i did.”

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the way i have been daydreaming abt this exact scenario for days on end is crazy

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neptunescore · 2 days

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Literally started this blog just to say how hypocritical F1 – both the people working in it, and the sport itself – is becoming. The main 3 things I want to address is: no.1 women in motorsport, no2 the ongoing genocide in palestine and no3 F1's disallowance of anything political, yet enabling the absolute political shitshow that was the 2024 miami gp.

Numéro 1: I just think its absolute bullshit that the FIA genuinely created a whole ‘Women in Motorsport Commission’, assigned SIX STRONG ambassadors to it, and THEN proceeded (come 2023) to launch a wholeass unfair investigation onto one of them, based on the MOST groundless claims?? Like wtf?? (Talking abt Susie Wolff here). Also, the whole Cristian Horner situation really showed just how much they care about women working under them, bc tell me why the possible victim in his situation was the one getting SUSPENDED, while this possible filth of a man is still parading shamelessly around the paddock?? Like??? AND SOME OF THE DRIVERS COMMENTS ON THE SIRUATION?? pissed me off so much u dont even understand. Anyway, my last point on this convo is how women should ALSO be taken accountable of their actions, and not just glossed over because they’re ‘women’, over here im specifically talking abt Bianca Bustamante and her liked tweet which calls lance stroll autistic… girl :| and her apology was so atrocious as well. T-T

Numéro 2: The fact that not ONE driver (excluding Lewis Hamilton — that man is so much more than a driver) has spoken up/ posted about the situation pisses me off SO much bc?? THOUSANDS of people are dying, and with the platform you have, the fans you have, you could have such a positive effect! This is ESPECIALLY targeted on the drivers so I FULLY KNOW have control of their accounts (Charles Leclerec, Esteban Ocon, Lando Norris [GOD DO I HAVE ALOT TO SAY ABT HIM], Pierre Gasly, etc) bc tell me why drivers are fully capable of uploading a post 2 years ago stating how the WHOLE of F1 stands with Ukraine (which i do applaud them for) but cant say SHIT abt the same situation occuring in Gaza, but SO much worse?? Lando can genuinely go f himself, bc as much as i used to adore him there’s no way he did NOT know abt the atrocities happening in Palestine, no way he did not know abt the company boycott when he decided to fully display that Starbucks logo on his little reel. And IF (literally a 0.0000001% chance, bc by then a 1000 articles were already written on it and the WHOLE world was aware) he genuinely didn’t know, then that is just ignorant as fuck. Icel. Anyway, literally all drivers should be held accountable, no matter if they’re ur favs or not; I like Carlos a lot but that doesn’t mean i dont get the ick every time i think abt the fact he’s stayed completely silent on the matter. OH MY GOD, DONT get me started on lance stroll and his confirmed (yes, i DO fact check) Zionist girlfriend, like?? Ew.

Can i also just say, that if any of u are gonna msg me saying ‘oH bUt NeP, thE FIA BanNeD AnY anD aLl PoliTiCaL StAtEmEnTS’ Shut up. If you guys could just READ the rest of the statement, you'd know that this rule only applies to when the drivers are ACTIVELY in the paddock. The FIA has literally included the fact that driver can do WHATEVER the want, stand up for WHOEVER they want in their personal lives – which brings me to my next point,

Numéro 3: The FIA bans any and all political statements in the paddock, (without their written consent) YET INVITES TRUMP (a man who has been charged with EIGHTY EIGHT criminal offenses) to the race, is the most disgusting and hypocritical thing ive seen in all my years of watching F1. And don't even get me started on all the shit lando said abt him, like bro?? What are you saying?? Why are you saying these things?? I get u cant speak bad abt him, but that does NOT mean u need to praise him to the sun and back. T-T

That's my rant! Additional reminder abt ppl bringing up how '*retired driver (insert name)* would NOT stand for this, and would post and talk ALL abt palestine if they were still racing,' this is a reminder that those drivers are still alive and well, with WORKING platforms and can STILL do all those things now if thry CHOOSE to :] (which also sadly reminds me to tell u guys that lewis hamilton is literally doing the bare minimum ppl. yes I love him, but he could be doing SO much more :/

-Nep○~

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arsonlookers · 2 days

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Yandere Childe! [2] [suggestive]

Yandere Childe! who loves to be bound by something by you a kink of his. he just loves the idea that you are straining him, wrapping rope or something to stop him from attacking[pounding] you. [sexually]

"ms~ you really look sexy in your outfit right now~ are you seducing me~ I mean if you could just take this off me right now ~mmm~ I can help satisfy you to your heart's content baby~"

You glared at him "Stop it patient 01" as You took your clipboard from your table and started to scan the things you needed to do in this session.

"hmmm~ I mean ms. sexy~ don't call me that hmm~ you know my name call me by my name hmm~ with that sexy mouth of yours sexy~" he keeps seducing you with those dead and obsessed eyes of his as he stares at you sitting 5 feet away from him you are just this close to him if only he can just rip this bounds and have you in his arms.

"y/n~ " he calls with a raspy teasing sound his voice wants to catch your attention.

His teasing keeps continuing trough out the whole session, and You are just barely holding everything in as he keeps sexualizing you and even says out loud his intrusive thoughts and sexual dreams for you.

Can you blame him? You are just too sexy to bend and he imagines how you sound like when being stuffed you know~ so shamelessly even moaning in the middle of the session just to keep his wild imaginations of you in his mind not with the bored talk about this about who.

and when you calls him out for it he would just reply with "Hmmm~ that pitch is so perfect y/n~ but how would It sound like when being breathy and ahhh~ just non-stop incoherent calling of my name? AUUHhh~ just imagining it makes me want to just take you here right now~" A cold and passionate stare is all he can give towards your direction it is so full of passion and so full~ of obsession residing inside that ocean blue eyes of his.

"I wanna fuck you up sooooo~ BAddddd~ " He said with his alluring deep raspy voice but still does sound cheerful.

Not only that as if trying to lure you in the ocean like a siren wanting its claim on you. His ocean-deep blue eyes are so enchanting and so pulling as if like a dark abyss no light no hint of kindness to it but so addictive, so~ passionate to just look at ... like a forbidden fruit wanted to be eaten by you and only YOU.

As you stare deeper all you can think is how TEMPTING his offer is...his fantasies do sound sooo tempting.. but as strong as your resolve you did not fall for it and just tried to distract yourself from other matters in your clipboard

whines from being ignored* "nnngggggg~ stop ignoring meee~ y/n cant you see how hard I am right nowww~ stop ignoringgg my needddsss~ pleasee~" he sounds so submissive and desperate to be fucked by you just the idea of it makes him want to do more

"How about can you just kiss me at least~? or better yett~ suck off my dick~" He mischievously offers a tempting deal

"i won't touch you~ I promised I mean Im already bound just ahhh~ take the restrains of my dick pleasee~"

His whines just keep going non-stop on the whole session but not one bit of you listen to his tempting ideas of making you his or making you want HIM~

"Thats all" in your professional voice

"you will be backed to your room escorted by the guards " You turn your whole body around trying to look at him any further

he whines more "y/n pleasee~ sexyy~ dont leave mee~ I want to hear more of you~ I want to just use that mouth of yours... Mark it As MINE~" obviously too drunk by your voice and how he just wants to USe your lovely mouth and throat to his pleasure until you have no voice anymore

He keeps imagining a 69 position with you would be SOoooo~ awesome ~ I mean remember how he loves your Thigh? Oh please he will lovingly suffocate himself against them~

and the thought of you sucking him off SOo hard is just making him wanna cum so badly right now.

If not that~ then being tied up by you and just nonstop teasing him is also ok~ he loves everything you can do to him even if it means putting injection in him and just fucking is All ready makes him want to do it NOW

he is desperate

after all he knows that there are pest who are into you except him and these pests are always lurking in the darkness to just take you for themselves and own your whole being to them.

And just the idea of it is making him so MAD so pissed off that he just wants to kills everybody in this building except you just to make sure that YOU are HIS and HIS ALONE

no other man or woman can take you away, not your attention, not your eyes, and absolutely not your LOve~

And he will make sure of it even if he is against the very head of this Asylum [dr.zhongli] who is now planning to dispose of him.

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greenbetula · 2 days

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my last reblog gave me incoherent mahiru thoughts haha. lots of ramblings below

firstly is that i dont think mahiru had a good homelife. we dont have that much information regarding her parents. we do know that mahiru had a sheltered lifestyle

one where she relies on her parents, not really having the chance to make decisions of her own. (birdcage symbolism!!)

she didn't get the experience of having to choose by her own so as a result she is indecisive, unsure and relies on other people's words and perceptions.

mahiru is thankful for her parents, so she seems to have a positive opinion on them. but for some reason, she never really does talk about her family that much (especially for someone like her, who is chasing that traditional domestic lifestyle)

she doesn't consider her family when asked if she would leave anyone behind when she dies. but she wants a family, she holds having a family in great importance.

so maybe she doesn't have a good homelife. i think that while mahiru was sheltered and constantly looked out for by her parents, she feels neglected, she feels unloved.

in her story, she is shown to be giving more than she should. in I Love You, her boyfriend gave her a rather small but decent sized portion of the cake, enough for one bite. however, when mahiru was the one feeding her boyfriend, the portion is way too big for him.

she is always shown as putting more effort and giving more love. this behavior might be because of her upbringing. she felt that her parents aren't giving her enough love, so she instead gives more to other people (possibly to try to avoid mimicking her parents)

this is an "escape" from her homelife.

a world different from our own huh...

(this is from @/shima1408 's comment on mahiru's first mv)

she is looking for an escape from the real world. she wants to live in an ideal world where she can love and she is loved back.

however, like i said earlier she had never the chance to make decisions of her own. so how will she get her ideal life if she cant even walk with her own two feet?

she waits, she waits for a destiny, for a fate.

and she just waits and waits, hoping for an outside force, perhaps a divine one? to save her from whatever she is experiencing right now.

until that happens, her life before will just repeat itself over and over. like a birdcage she cant get out of unless it is opened, a carousel until someone stops it, a never-ending forest until someone finds her

but maybe she did manage to get out of there, without a guide or a savior. she'd finally get out right?

maybe not...

#idk its 11pm over here i don know what im saying lol #will i maintag this?#probably not for now i need to polish it for a bit haha #i'll continue the mahiruposting when i wake up ^-^#mlgrmposting #my stuff #my ramblings

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mykidneysbuddy · 3 days

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The only people in the Tangled fandom that make newcomers feel uncomfortable are hardcore OTP Varigo shippers.

You guys spread hatred and scare people away.

Also, Varian and the Seven Kingdoms is an AU even the creators no longer want to have anything to do with anymore.

Varigo is the only thing shoved into people's face.

disrespectfully you are an idiot lol

vat7k isnt an au. it was a spin off show that they planned out completely and planned to make but when they showed it to disney, disney didnt think making a show about a side character would be the right idea.

no one is uncomfortable by the varigo ship. no one who ships varigo shoves it in peoples faces. you might not like it and thats totally fine with me, dont ship it, i dont care.

primarily, tts is a show for minors. you acting like your pedo ship is normal and just your run of the mill ship is harmful because some stupid minor out there (like you) might see it and see how normalized it is by mentally ill psychopaths like you, and they'll think ships like that are okay, even irl. god i hope you don't believe ships like this are okay irl too.

the only ship that deserves the reaction of "uncomfortable" is cass and varian, or varian and rapunzel, or varian and eugene, or ANY CHILD SHIPPED WITH AN ADULT.

it's disgusting. it's harmful. its illegal. and you need severe help for thinking so strongly (and positively) about this ship.

pretty sure varian and hugo are the same age in vat7k, 18 i believe? might be wrong.

thats a ship between two consenting adults. a ship that (and its not like this matters) was canon and supposed to happen at the end of the show. varian x hugo might not be a good ship, or a ship that "deserves attention" but its not an UNCOMFORTABLE ship, or a DISGUSTING ship, or a TOXIC ship, like cass and varian is.

#cassandra tts #varian tts #hugo tts #hugo vat7k #varian vat7k #varigo vat7k #varigo

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Idk if i'm just crazy but i noticed that there is a pattern with something that Uraraka does, is punctuated immediately after something Katsuki did before to Izuku and vice versa. I feel like this somehow highlights a difference between their intention and meaning for him. Like i'm sure this might be just a big coincidence but still.

well who knows really! The first thing that comes to mind to me is how Ochako helped Deku when he fell at the beginning, by being on the side/ behind him and using her quirk to avoid it, and Katsuki holding him facing each other, running to get to him faster than the rest -including Iida, whose quirk is literally about that!

But also the whole Deku thing; personally, because the author admitted he didnt intent to have Katsuki as a positive part of Izuku's life at first, I believe the reason for these introductions was clear: Bekugou, his childhood friend, opposes him and creates "Deku" as an insult to put him down, and will always mean that to him, while Ochako, a new friend he meets when starting his hero school, changes it creating something new and fresh so Izuku can have a motivation.

Non supporting VS Supporting. Out of his life VS In his life. Old VS New. Hopelessness VS Hope. Static VS Change.

You name it.

But then the author changes his mind, and Katsuki isn't just the rival anymore, and all of the sudden "Deku" has many layers; "Deku" also means the one that does his best alone, isolated and overworked, and even tho apparently this has shifted since the current chapters...

Slight manga spoilers, not too much tho (I guess??):

idk, Izuku still was ready to get up alone and fight if Aizawa didnt stop him to give him the T-shirt and remind him they are there. He was running alone, and others have to go to him (in this case, Iida) in order to help him, because he is still not asking for help at all.

It has been brought up again, the meaning Ochako gave it, and im not 100% sure if this is her remembering, Izuku, or the three of them -probably the last one? Iida seems to understand now what Ochako meant back then, and they see it in a positive light (which was the intention!), but for Izuku doing the best can mean many things. What's the best he can do? Act like All Might was his first answer, but that didn't work. Saving others? He knows heroes should do this, but with how unclear things are I dont know if he is aware the class would support his decision of saving a villain -after all, as far as we know, he doesn't tell anyone because he wants to share it with someone, but because someone else admitted it first.

Uraraka confessed that first, and showed that vulnerability without knowing how he could react [and honestly, it looked in that moment like she was mainly expressing herself outloud], and after that he ended up also sharing a similar feeling he had about villains and saving. What I mean is that he doesn't say shit unless someone else was vulnerable first.

Ochako wasn't going out to talk to anyone about it either, lets get that straight, but when she was asked by one of her best friends she lets herself be at least a little; she saw Izuku meant something "slightly" different than her, so she doesnt tell him how she envied her genuine smile, her freedom to be herself, love who she loves, or how she thought she was actually cute. She knew it was better to not talk about that because he had no interest in that, so she keeps it to herself knowing she will fight to make sure Himiko hears her this whole thing would be a part of the izuku and ochako meta kjfskjflajflksja

This happened too with Katsuki during their second fight; after Katsuki was emotional and falling apart, confessing such intimate and sad emotions with him, that's when Izuku couldn't help himself and ended up also putting his guard down. And still, he held back a crucial part -he didnt say he acts like him without even trying, and even tho everyone would see it as nasty and bad, he can't hate those things, those parts oh himself, because they are parts of Katsuki, his symbol of victory, what he sees as the best form of heroism. Despite Katsuki explaining he's confused and insecure over his main theme -victory-, and worries about it being not only unworthy but also the reason their idol "ended"... He held back.

He lost because of that.

Its interesting the contrast between those two scenes in terms of emotional vulnerability and reactions, before a war ochako and izuku are much calmer and distant than katsuki and izuku after getting back from a successful rescue. In the first case nothing actually changed between them -im not talking about the nature of the relationship but just the general apparent feelings and status. They are friends who share ideals and common interest before and after the talk, and the only one who was more reflective about it was Ochako who prefers to discuss it with Himiko than him -its more about them anyways. Izuku stays the same, as far as we know, because he thinks she also "just"* felt empathy for someone that was sad and alone, and we can't see this affecting him or shifting something between them.

His emotional moments with Katsuki? They do change everything every time -when he said he was going to be a hero, when they start to get closer, after the war "Deku" becoming "izuku", embracing what makes the other great, etc.

*Its a huge deal and really important, im not trying to minimize his motivations or ideas, just point out how their feelings and conflicts are different and similar -at this point we don't see Midoriya admiring Shigaraki in any way thru this whole story. The manga hasn't ended and he is unreliable, so maybe im wrong and he admires qualities about him he learns later on, but right now for me Izuku wants to bring him support because he is a human and nobody should get treated like he was.

Ochako and Katsuki also have different roles in his rescue, with him bringing him back to them and her showing everyone he is a boy that needs help. Izuku was moved by both actions, and thanks to Uraraka he gets to the shelter.

Their fight was also interesting! Ochako was thinking about winning this, yet she tried to follow Izuku's ideas and lost after trying something way too risky for her, because she ended up ignoring her own judgement and limits out of insecurity and admiration; when Katsuki tries to use his strategies in the wars tho, he is able to achieve what he wanted -he saves Izuku from getting stabbed, saves All Might from getting crushed by AFO, before dying he gets to weaken some parts of Shigaraki's body for the rest to use, etc.

Its not that he loses himself, he just tries something new that works for him, and im happy Ochako ended up realizing she needs to keep in mind what she needs and wants when taking inspiration from Midoriya. Even if similar, their feelings for "their" villains are different, and that's okay.

Katsuki now doesnt call him Deku unless he refers to his hero name, and prefers to use his first name while Ochako keeps using Deku-kun when talking to him or says directly his full name like in her talk with Himiko where she explains some parts of her life.

Even if "Deku" comes from "Izuku", the latter is closer, new for them, a little challenging at times, and shows respect, recognition and reaffirms his humanity over his heroism. "Deku-kun" sounds like "you can do it", a supportive name that comes from a misunderstanding from the beginning, and keeps getting used as she hasn't change her perspective about him in that way. He is still Deku-kun to her, but now Izuku to him.

Change VS Static.

Huh, I wonder where that came from.

#bakudeku #bkdk #dekubaku #dkbk #decchan #grrr talking #im not tagging it as spoilers as I believe its pretty vague in comparison to other things #but yk #just keep that in mind #i have no idea how vague it is tho #this is way too long lmao #why am I like this

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was in the sound crew for a performance this evening and we had some difficulties with mics like we always do

but i think these kinds of student-run performances are like. so indicative of the inherent goodwill of people and it’s gorgeous

like we were trying to figure out why someone’s mic wasn’t working (there were no teachers with us btw and we had a grand total of two 2 hour rehearsals in the past 3 days before opening night and i could only attend one and there were three sound people overall so. yeah we were hard panicking in there) and we took a bit too long

and one of the audience members stood up and was like hey guys can you fix this first so the girl can be audible lmfao

in some other crowds people would just clap at the end and pretend they heard her but not this one!! they wanted to let her sing!!

and when the music stopped everyone still clapped and cheered for the girl even though no one could hear shit and they did it multiple times other the course of her fixed performance

and then there was this other boy who was playing piano and he had to stop a few times because of some sheet music troubles (he was reading on an ipad and i couldnt really tell what was going on from way back in the sound booth but it was some issue with viewing) and he got kinda thrown off after that so you could tell he was making bunch of mistakes

but people would clap anyways when he was like. panicking and trying to get the app to work or get back on track and you could hear some of his friends yelling “YOU GOT THIS” and stuff like that!!

and he had this really sheepish expression on his face when he finished the song but the whole audience whooped and clapped super loudly for him anyway

and like. neither of them are super popular or anything so it’s really just strangers being supportive

it’s lovely because i know i would’ve really appreciated people still being supportive even when i fucked up my songs during concerts lmfaodgjdjhgsd instead people just stared silently the whole time and watched me fumble until i finally got to the end and then clapped politely

like yeah orchestral/solo violin concerts and culture performance nights have very different atmospheres and audiences and that’s intentional but while i don’t think i could ever perform in a formal concert again, i would love to perform in a performance night again because it’s such a supportive environment

to speak nothing of how useful cheering actually is to a panicking/embarrassed performer bihdgjsh i wouldnt know because it only happened to me like once but i was so absorbed in trying not to trip up on my words that i barley heard the cheering

but it really does just show a lot of good will towards other people and i adore it

#izaya’s been like. affecting my mental state lately #in like a healthy way though because now i look at social situations and im like man arent humans beautiful. isn’t this gorgeous #they dont even have to be positive like this was #i havent been as active lately because graduation is coming up and by extensino a fuckton of work and events #but rest assured i am still suffering from shizaya brainrot #i have so many drafted posts just for them lmfao #anyway #soro rambles

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