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hannieehaee · 5 months

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18 + / mdi

content: sub!jihoon x sub!reader (ur just both insane for e/o), smut, riding, cockwarming, penetrative sex, etc.

wc: 1374

a/n: been working on a longer jihoon fic but im going insane at him so i needed to put out something in the meantime

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jihoon hated this.

it was so distracting. he had things to do, deadlines to meet. but now he was stuck with his mind at a blank, pretending to work on his computer while he felt the warm weight of your walls wrapped around him.

you had taken the habit of visiting him unannounced at his studio. which he loved! your company provided him nothing but comfort, making him feel relaxed at knowing that you supported his workaholic habits and even egged him on. except as of late, you'd become a bit ... needy, and so had he.

it had all started about two weeks back, when you'd come in wearing the world's tiniest skirt. jihoon was just a man after all, so he couldnt help but ogle at you, inciting you to come sit on his lap for a minute (minute being the operative word here). okay, yeah, maybe he started it by kissing your neck and rubbing his hands up and down your bare legs, but you had driven him all the way home by insisting you sit on his dick. he had reluctantly denied you at first, telling you that he needed to get some work done, but you insisted you could just sit on him, with no further distractions.

and so it began. your streak of cockwarming him whenever you came to visit him. every single time after that, without fail, you'd arrive to his studio, flaunting the legs he so much adored, and take a seat on his cock. it never took him much convincing to lower his pants and allow you a spot on his lap. he adored the feeling of your walls around him. there was no way for him to deny himself the pleasure of a pretty girl sighing in pleasure at the feeling of his cock entering you. except he was now behind on his work; something that was extremely rare.

he could not concentrate with you around anymore. even on the rare occasions in which you'd opt out of sitting on his dick, it was now all he could think about, specially since after every session of warming him up in your pretty cunt, you'd eventually begin whining at him as you bounced your ass on his dick, making him throw his head back as his hands dug on your hips.

that was his current predicament. you on top of him, chest pressed against his as he pretended he was busy with work. all the while you were resting against his chest, playing with your phone while leaning on his shoulders as your walls sporadically tightened around him, leaving him out of air. he needed you to move so badly, needed you to make him cum or else he'd never be able to focus.

he went on a whim, starting the movements himself. he planted his feet harder on the floor and did an experimental thrust up, immediately causing you to yelp in surprise. you didn't seem to be against it, though, as you tightened impossibly harder around him, starting a slow and sensual grind above him.

"baby ..." he couldnt help but sigh at the feeling, hands now running all over your ass, unsure of where to keep his hold.

"hoonie .. fuck, you feel so good. can i ride you, baby?"

yes. fuck. that's all he needed right now; a beautiful girl - you in specific - crying on his cock as he just sat there and took it. he loved the thought of such a gorgeous thing losing her mind on his dick while he just ran his hands up and down your body, not even needing to put any effort into it.

"please, baby. ride me? wanna feel you so bad ..."

that apparently was all you needed to hear to begin bouncing your ass on his lap, alternating between your sensual grinds and harsh bounces against him. less than a minute in and jihoon was already losing his mind, hands frantic as he played with the pretty thong you had worn for him. god, he was so obsessed with you. he couldn't help but close his eyes and lean his head back against his chair, reeling on the feeling of your gorgeous body pulling pleasure out of his.

damn all complaints he had of you distracting him from his work. he'd quit being an idol if it meant having your cunt wrapped around him all day every day. okay, maybe that was just the pussydrunkness talking, but you had him losing his mind at the feeling of his dick being strangled by your walls. there was nothing he wouldn't do in this moment to ensure this pleasure for the rest of his life.

"l-love you so much ... always so fucking good for me. love your cunt, baby. you have no idea," he groaned against your ear, loving how you tightened even more at his words. the effect he knew he had on you made his ego grow immensely. your moans also had the same effect on him, letting him know how much pleasure he gave you with such minimal effort.

"hoonie ... cock's so good - shit. please ... want more, need more ..." you unglued your face from his neck, now face-to-face with him as you eyed his lips. the air in the room grew heavier at this, making him feel a carnal need to kiss you with everything he had in him.

your loud whines against his mouth had him become boneless against you. your sounds were getting the best of him. he couldnt believe such a gorgeous thing could be so affected by him; by just his lips against yours. once you opened your mouth against his, it was game over for him as he licked into your mouth and sucked your tongue with his. the shaking of your body against his as you sped up made him have no option but to begin pistoning up against you, making your cries grow impossibly louder.

he was far beyond losing his mind. his brain couldnt process the pleasure you were giving him, nor the thought of the pleasure he was giving you. to any outsider, this was an animalistic show of two deprived individuals letting their carnal desires take over. by now, you were just humping against each other with no other thought in mind, tongues licking nastily at each other. it was a mess of cum and saliva, but it had jihoon thirsty for more.

there was no way jihoon could go back to work after this. not after your walls almost drew all air out of him as you came with a scream of his name. not when his dick creamed all over your puffy walls. not when your tear stained face was staring back at him, pouty lips begging for yet another kiss.

he entertained your wish, puckering his lips against yours for an uncharacteristically innocent peck while he ran his hands up and down your thighs with a softness that contrasted the previous animalistic fucking.

"i think i need to take some time off."

"hmm?", you were still a deflated version of yourself, probably unable to even comprehend any words directed at you due to your exhaustion.

"yeah. i think im gonna take a few days off and stay in with you. wanna- wanna enjoy this for a few days with no interruption," it was a bit uncharacteristic of him, but he'd been thinking of it for a while. he missed you even when you slept over on his couch while waiting for him to finish working. he wanted to enjoy you to the fullest extent for a week or so, with no work interrupting.

you giggled against his ear, "was the pussy that good, jihoonie?"

"aish. never mind. gonna do overtime now." he jokingly pushed you away from him, cringing at your statement (despite knowing it was true).

"nooo, hoonie. i take it back. take a whole month off. take the year off. i'll make it worth your while," he knew you always did, but he still shied away from your shameless flirting.

"how's two weeks?"

"hmm. two weeks of uninterrupted jihoon-time," you smiled giddily at him, "yes, please."

yeah. nothing sounded better than two weeks of you, him, and no work getting in the way.

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ervans · 1 year

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distance

cw: dom!ellie, sub!reader, phone sex, masturbation

a/n: heyyyyyyyy *twirls hair* first smut drabble of the new year and it’s phone sex! yay! some people hate phone sex bc it’s “awkward and weird.” not me tho :D i love it, enjoy!

“don’t touch yourself yet,” ellie’s sultry voice spoke through the speaker of your phone “you wanna be a good girl for me, right baby?”

you whined as you pressed your thighs together and circled your nipples with your fingers, just like she had instructed you to do minutes ago, hoping to ease the pressure that had been steadily building since ellie brought up the thought of phone sex. the idea had been foreign to you as you had never really been apart from ellie and your sexual needs were always taken care of in person, but she was away visiting family for two weeks.

so you folded.

between your thighs was soaked, your slick dripping down and staining your freshly made bed. you don’t think you’d ever been this wet before, ellie’s filthy words seeping their way into your brain and arousing you like never before. you wanted so badly to touch yourself, to ease the throbbing between your legs that was driving you insane. but you were a good girl and waited for ellie’s command.

“bet you’re so wet for me right now huh sweetheart? you want me in between those pretty legs of yours don’t you? fuck yeah you do, go on baby touch your clit for me.”

you had never been happier to hear those words. immediately your hand traveled down the expanse of your body and you let out a gasp as your finger traced over your clit.

“happy you’re getting some relief baby?” ellie cooed. “keep doing that baby, don’t finger yourself just yet. you can do that for me can’t you, love?”

“y-yes, m-mhm i can do t-that,” you somehow managed to moan out. you were already teetering on the edge, vision going white around the edges.

and all you were doing was lightly dragging your finger back and forth along your clit.

but that was the effect ellie williams had. her words were all she needed, sending shockwaves throughout her lover’s body making you feel pleasure you had never felt before. she was never one to half-ass anything, including making sure you felt incredible even if you were hundreds of miles away.

then she said the two words you had been anticipating all night.

“finger yourself.”

your hand slipped lower, two of your fingers circling and teasing your entrance that clenched with ever miniscule movement. you slowly pushed them in, moaning as your silky walls enveloped around your digits. you began to rock back and forth, curling your fingers up in hopes you could find that damn spot that made your head feel fuzzy.

“you like the way your fingers feel, love? feels so good doesn’t it?” you could hear her grin through the phone. “wish it were my fingers though. i always know how to make you feel good. you gonna cum babe?”

you had brought your thumb up to toy with your clit, waves of pleasure pulsing through your body. “y-yes, ‘m gonna- fuck ‘m gonna cum on my fingers,” you gasped out, the coil in your stomach growing tighter. “w-wish they were your fingers, you make me feel so- fuck so good e-ellie.” you babbled on as the coil snapped, wetness gushing all over your fingers and back arching off your mattress.

maybe she should take trips more often.

#ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x female reader #ellie williams smut #ellie williams tlou

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heyiwrotesomethings · 2 years

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Ahh thank you for opening up requests! You always deliver masterpieces. I was wondering if you could do a request for Kanae. Where the reader is a lot like Sanemi so there’s always angry about everything. They’ve dealt with a lot so they push everyone away. It’s only because of Kanae’s stubbornness that she manages to break down their walls to get close to them. Reader eventually realizes their feelings but refuse to acknowledge them until Kanae gets hurt badly. Shinobu is the one that makes them realize they’re being an idiot and they evntually confess. Please and thank you!!!

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Kanae Kochou x They/Them Reader

A/N: Hope this turned out alright. I tried to find a balance between angry and compassionate, but I don’t think I quite got it. Here you go anyway, sorry! Word Count: 2,634

“Good Morning!”

(Y/n) released a guttural groan almost sharp enough to be a growl. How was it that she always managed to pop up when they really, really wanted to be alone.

“It was before you showed up, what do you want?”

Kanae’s smile never wavered, not even a hitch in her step as she continued to fearlessly walk up to the brooding slayer most had dubbed Shinazugawa Junior, but only behind their back of course because even though it was accurate, they weren’t willing to get beat up over it. Even just looking at (Y/n) wrong could set them off, which was why everyone gave them a wide-berth, everyone except Kanae anyway. A fact that drove (Y/n) insane.

“Do I need a reason to visit my very good dear friend, (Y/n)?”

“I told you to quit that! We aren’t friends!” (Y/n) snapped with a sneer. “There’s no way in hell I’d ever be on a first name basis with you, Kochou!”

“But (Y/n),” Kanae pouted, “you said you didn’t care what I called you, remember?”

“Obviously I was saying I don’t wanna talk to you so there was no reason for you to call me by anything!”

“Oh, are you training, (Y/n)?” Kanae asked, completely changing the subject, “You should rest your hands higher on the hilt.”

“Oi!”

Kanae’s hands gripped (Y/n)’s over the hilt of their practice sword. (Y/n) could smell her nauseating perfume, feel the lotion softened skin of her hands over their heavily scarred ones. Their blood boiled and their skin heated with anger, definitely just anger!

They yanked their hands out of Kanae’s, twisting their body away from her with a murderous look cast over their shoulder.

“I don’t need your help! My grip is just fine!”

“Come on now, (Y/n). Most people would leap at the chance to have a Hashira aid in their training without expecting them to become a Tsuguko in return. However, if you did want to—“

“I would rather die than take orders from you.”

“Aww, (Y/n), I don’t think that’s true.”

Stubborn, stubborn, stubborn… between the two of them, they had the lion’s share of stubbornness. (Y/n), for being determined not to be friendly towards Kanae, and Kanae, for refusing to leave the grump alone.

People thought Kanae would get tired trying to tame the savage beast, but apparently lost-cause was not a term in her dictionary.

Conversely, everyone thought (Y/n) would have snapped by now and Kanae’s body would be found floating down the river, but fortunately the Flower Hashira was still alive and well, not even a single scratch marred her skin after any encounter.

They must have liked each other on some level, otherwise why go through all of the bickering and threatening? Unless they were masochists, no one could understand why they would stand within fifty feet of each other. They seemed completely incompatible.

“(Y/n), when will you finish training? You should go to this cute little dango stall with me. It’s not too far from here, and it will be my treat!” Kanae offered, not an ounce of fear within her as she wrapped her arms around their neck from behind.

“Get off of me!” (Y/n) ground their teeth together and tried to slip out of Kanae’s grip from below, but her arms only got tighter, nearly choking them as she smiled and giggled.

“Fine! Fine, I’ll go eat stupid dango. Just stop touching me!” They fumed. They ripped themself away from Kanae as soon as she loosened her hold.

Anyone else would have expected them to run or deck Kanae in the face with their newfound freedom, but (Y/n) only grumbled under their breath while Kanae cheered and began ushering (Y/n) in the direction of the dango stall.

“This is so exciting! We’ll have a good time, you’ll see.” Kanae promised.

“Not gonna hold my breath. Let’s just get this over with.” (Y/n) grumbled, but still followed Kanae’s lead.

When Kanae forced them to spend time with her, it was during those times (Y/n) scowled the deepest. They would sooner die than admit this, but it was an act mostly for show. If they accidentally cracked a smile, then all of the lengths they took to distance themself would be meaningless.

Kanae somehow understood that there was something more going on with them, that there was more to them than meets the eye. She giggled as (Y/n) pushed away her offered dango skewer she had taken a bite out of. She would keep persisting and pull a genuine smile out of them yet.

***

“I don’t understand why you bother with them, Neesan.” Shinobu told her sister upon her return.

She had listened to Kanae’s tales about (Y/n) time after time and she was never impressed. She knew that she wasn’t exactly rainbows and sunshine herself, but (Y/n) brought it to a whole other level.

“I think they’re lonely,” Kanae smiled sadly, “but they’re scared to get close to people. They lost everyone dear to them, as so many slayers do, so they don’t want to be close to anyone anymore, but that’s no way to live, is it?”

Shinobu made a noncommittal grunt. If her sister had her mind set on something, she’d see it through to the end. She thought it was a big waste of time, but if that’s how Kanae wanted to spend her time, then that was her decision. As rough and abrasive as (Y/n) could be, they had never truly hurt Kanae emotionally or physically, so as long as that held true, Shinobu would try not to worry.

“I better get going. I wanted to pay them a quick visit before my mission tonight.” Kanae planted an obnoxious kiss on the center of Shinobu’s forehead, “Be good while I’m gone!”

“Don’t treat me like a child.” Shinobu rubbed at her forehead with her sleeve, “Don’t do anything stupid while you’re gone either.”

“Don’t worry Shi-no-bu!” Kanae tapped the bridge of Shinobu’s nose before she could duck away, “I’ll be back before you knew I was gone.”

“I am literally watching you leave.”

“Close your eyes~”

Shinobu shook her head and bid her sister goodbye, already missing Kanae as soon as she could no longer hear her footsteps.

“Get home safe…”

***

(Y/n) sat on the edge of the cliff near their family home, just their home now. They watched their feet dangle over, head resting in their hands.

What a dull evening.

They could already tell that it was shaping up to be another one of those sleepless nights. It was too bad they didn’t have a mission to keep their mind busy. The weather was fair, but their core held a noticeable chill.

“(Y/n)!”

And then suddenly they felt a bit warmer… stop that!

They snapped themself out of the fuzzy feeling that had overtaken their prickly heart, and turned to look over their shoulder with a scowl.

“You’re trespassing you know.”

“You are so funny!”

Kanae plopped down beside (Y/n), making them nervous enough to shout,

“Careful! You trying to fall off of the cliffside like an idiot?”

“It’s fine,” Kanae laughed, kicking her feet over the edge, “thank you for caring though.”

“What are you here bugging me for?” (Y/n) asked bluntly.

“I haven’t seen you since our dango date—“

“That was not a date!”

“Since I haven’t seen you since our dango date,” Kanae repeated, “I decided to come see you.”

“Great. You’ve seen me, now get lost.”

“Nope!” Kanae escalated even further and rested her cheek against (Y/n)’s shoulder.

“Ugh, get off of me.” (Y/n) shoved Kanae off of them, but they were very careful about how they did it. They were on the edge of a cliff after all.

Unperturbed, Kanae kept close, “I have a mission not too far from here, do you want to come with?”

A negative response was already building in (Y/n)’s throat, but they couldn’t bring themself to reject the offer. They wanted a distraction, and then here comes Kanae with a mission for them to go on.

“Why didn’t you just say that then?” They stood up and left Kanae at the cliff to retrieve their supplies. When they returned, Kanae gave them her brightest smile yet, causing their heartbeat to stagger.

Kanae held out her hand and wiggled her fingers expectantly. (Y/n) rolled their eyes and lightly swatted Kanae’s hand away as they walked past, but even that quick contact was enough to leave their hand tingling.

***

How could it have gone so badly so fast?

“Kochou, hey, come on, we gotta get you home.”

“Hm? I’m sorry, (Y/n). I’m not feeling very well…”

That damn demon. It had sprayed a toxic fume into the air as Kanae dealt the finishing blow. She had seemed fine, but it was clear to (Y/n) now that Kanae had been hiding the extent of whatever havoc was being wracked on her system.

Kanae tried to excuse herself as a round of particularly violent coughs overtook her, but (Y/n) refused to let her leave their sight. When they saw Kanae’s hand come away from her mouth wet with blood, they felt a rush of fear that they hadn’t felt in years.

“Damn it, Kochou!” They seethed, cradling her in their arms as if she weighed nothing.

They then began sprinting towards the butterfly estate, ignoring the twinge in their ankle after a misstep they had suffered while facing the demon. It didn’t matter to them, they just needed Kanae to get treated, only then would they allow themself to rest.

“(Y/n), you’re hurt too,” Kanae wheezed, trying to twist in their hold to look down at the cause of (Y/n)’s uneven gait.

“Who cares! Just shut up and keep breathing!” (Y/n) gritted their teeth together, a combination of anger, pain and fear brewing within them.

“After all the effort you went through bugging me time after time, if you die on me now, I’d never forgive you! The efforts I went to, to never be hurt again and you— If you die it’ll be your fault that I never let another person come near me ever again, you hear me?!”

“(Y/n)…”

(Y/n) managed to meet up with the Kakushi around the halfway point. They all but threw Kanae at them, barking orders along with threats.

“If you let her die, I’ll kill all of you too! Get moving, go! Now!” They batted away the remaining Kakushi that attempted to help them bring the weight off of their ankle, yelling at them to assist with Kanae instead.

Kanae was already well covered for however, so they settled for jogging a little ways behind (Y/n) as they stalked towards the Butterfly Estate on their own.

By the time they arrived, Kanae was already on the mend with Shinobu’s quick work, so she got to work on (Y/n)’s ankle right away. She pulled them through the estate and the two of them bickered about the state of (Y/n)’s health the whole way. Shinobu refused to back down, threatening to sedate them just so she could splint their sprained ankle.

“You’re kind of a huge idiot, huh.” Shinobu goaded as she wrapped the ankle resting on her lap.

“Excuse me?!” (Y/n) had half a mind to kick her in the stomach for saying something like that!

“I thought it was my sister who was crazy for trying to hang out with you, and she still might be, but she’s actually worn you down a lot. I can especially see that now.”

“What they hell are you talking about?”

“Oh please,” Shinobu huffed, “It’s clear you like her. You don’t think the Kakushi told me about the scene you caused trying to get her home? For someone so adamant on shoving everyone away, you didn’t try very hard when it came to her.”

(Y/n) clenched their jaw and searched for someway to refute, but the Shinobu continued.

“Like on her birthday when she received an anonymous package filled with all kinds of things she likes.”

“Anyone could have done that.” (Y/n) argued.

“Yeah, except there was a packet of seeds for a plant she wanted that she only mentioned to you.”

“I highly doubt that. I don’t even know what you’re talking about.”

“Really? You don’t even look like you believe what you’re saying!” Shinobu tied the splint extra tight, making (Y/n) grunt from the discomfort.

“It’s clear you like my sister, and for some reason unbeknownst to me, she likes you too. We lose people everyday, so I can empathize with your perspective, but who really knows how much time we have? For all you know, you could be wasting years standing by the wayside. Of course, you could have no time at all, but I imagine the regrets would be as painful and thought-consuming as any wound.”

(Y/n) furrowed their brow, removing their splinted foot from Shinobu’s lap. She was right, the regrets were often what kept them up at night alongside their memories of that awful night. But would they really regret not pursuing Kanae? Before they had lost everyone they had ever cared about, they used to dream about finding someone like Kanae… but then everything changed. Could they really risk feeling that anguish again? It never really left but— agh! Shinobu was messing with their head!

Shinobu pulled them up by the elbow, and dragged them into the hall, despite their protests. After a few turns, Shinobu stopped in front of a room. She rapped her knuckles against the door, pointless really since she opened it without waiting for a reply anyway. Then she shoved (Y/n) inside.

“Not saying you need to snap out of your denial in a snap of your fingers, but this’ll be a good first step in the right direction.” She said before closing the door behind her.

“The hell she talking about now?” They turned to take stock of the room, feet freezing to the floor when they realized they were in Kanae’s room.

She was laying on her futon, bundled in blankets. Her breathing was raspy, but she wasn’t coughing blood anymore and had regained some of her color. She appeared to be sleeping peacefully.

(Y/n) silently cursed Shinobu for bringing them here. What were they supposed to do? Stare at Kanae while she slept? They turned their back and went to open the door so they could go home, but then Kanae called over to them.

“(Y/n), is that you?” She rasped, “come sit with me, please. Elevate your ankle.”

(Y/n) wanted to deny her, they told themself that they did anyway, but they went to sit beside her, pursing their lips when Kanae smiled at them.

“I’m getting closer it seems.” She continued to speak, despite her sore throat.

“Closer to what?” (Y/n) asked with a gruff, softness.

“Closer to seeing you smile back at me.”

(Y/n) huffed in disbelief and turned their head to the side, hiding how the corner of their lips quirked upward just the tiniest bit.

“You’re lucky I tolerate you, Kochou. Otherwise I’d have left you in the woods.”

“You don’t tolerate anyone, so I still feel very special.” Kanae teased.

“Shut up.” (Y/n) rubbed at the back of their neck, skin heating upon hearing Kanae giggle.

Shinobu was right. They were kind of an idiot, weren’t they? They’d try to make an effort from now on.

“Hey, get better soon so we can get udon sometime soon.” They tried to say casually, but the words tumbled awkwardly from their mouth.

Kanae allowed surprise, and then pure delight overtake her features.

“Udon date? I’ll do my best! You better heal up quick too (Y/n), but I’ll carry you if you want me too.”

“Don’t be ridiculous.” (Y/n)’s cheeks burned,

“I can walk to our udon date just fine.”

#demon slayer oneshots #kny oneshots #demon slayer x reader #kny x reader #kanae kocho x reader #kanae kochou x reader #kanae x reader #kanae kocho #kanae kochou #requests #anonymous

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trashlie · 8 months

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ILY FP 237

Wanna know something that feels insane? I went to go reread 151 for yknow, reasons, lmao and I noticed it came out September 30, 2021.

/2021/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE THAT EPISODE DROPPED?! NO WONDER WE CAN'T BE NORMAL ABOUT ANYTHING!!!!! NO WONDER WE'RE ALL AS FERAL AS SHINAE AND CLIMBING WALLS AND CHEWING THROUGH OUR KEYBOARDS. I can't get my head around this lmao TWO WHOLE YEARS?! What the HECK?! This has been WILD!!!!!!!

Anyway, I kind of wish you guys could have seen me immediately after reading this episode because I swear it felt like I went through the five stages of like, grief or something, for reasons I'll get to lmao like, my friends and i live blog at each other as we read and it was just a wall of screaming cat emotes sent over and over and DREAD and STRESS and some kind of dramatic chaos and calamity before we got it out of our systems and were like "okay i can be normal* about this now

*as normal as possible all things considered lmao

Anyway. AN EPISODE AIN'T IT? Let's go

I had fantasized a lot about how I waned Dieter and Nol's conversation to go, and as always, I was not entirely on the mark. That's why I'm not the one writing ILY XD But regardless, I love what we got, and we got things that I did NOT expect at all!

There's something about how it starts off with that sort of.... "we're pretending everything is normal and that you didn't totally oversee me making moves on the girl you like while i thought you were sleeping and you don't even know why I came back after blocking all of you let's definitely make visitation plans" that is so funny to me, even though that's absolutely how I expected it to go. Dieter is the master of playing it cool, much to his own detriment, but it works in this case, because Nol is so very like a feral cat, isn't he?

I'm actually really glad that we touched on the topic of visitation because I was SO CERTAIN Nol wouldn't want them to visit him, wouldn't want to be seen like that, wouldn't want to be reminded of their lives going on while he's stuck behind bars for a crime he didn't commit. And Dieter is not that subtle with the way he goes down the list of the potential visitors Nol can have - not that there's, yknow.... many..... lol but we all know what he's getting at, carefully hedging the important matters at hand. "It would make you happy if she visited you, too... right?"

Something so funny about my agitation at the end of this episode was that I so badly wanted to comment on how Nol's reaction to Dieter winning the game reminded me SO MUCH of the expressions Shinae makes lol I don't know if that's just a result of quimchee's artstyle or just one of those many things they have in common, but it makes me laugh a lot.

Dieter possesses a rather straight forward nature that I'm so envious of. I'm the kind of person who struggles to bring up things that I need to talk to friends about, too burned by past experiences that didn't go well that I still get worried that addressing important topics with my friends will go south even though I know better, so I beat around the bush, I hem and haw. But Dieter is SO direct with Nol, even as Nol tries to deflect, even as he attempts to bush it off. It's so admirable! Especially while Nol is being.... well. Nol lmao

I CANNOT believe that he really went nine-year-old on the playground being accused of liking a girl like. He LITERALLY went BLEH why would I even HURL alkfjkafjafjkafkjafjk MY GUY?! ALKFKAFJAKFKAJFKJ?1 He is akjffakfj a MENACE truly related to Nana!!!!!!!!!

I think this must be the most open and honest Nol has ever been with Dieter. When you think about it, Dieter really is the one friend who has been the most "on the outside" of Nol's life, he has only known Yeonggi, and it wasn't for malicious reasons. That's all the stuff Nol dislikes about his life, that he tries to neatly compartmentalize. Up until recently, he was able to do so. Kousuke was off his back, he was more or less free. Everything changed when Rand went out of country and Kousuke had Nol helping out at the office. Dieter had no reason to really know much more about Kousuke and Nol's relationship because Soushi joining their group meant Kousuke wasn't around as often, and we saw that they both were able to thrive (as well as possible) outside of the way of each other.

So for Nol to open up enough to tell him that he doesn't really make friends, despite how it looks. That most people don't really seem to like him, that he doesn't like his peers or his family, that they are really the only people he has let into his life is big. There's so much Dieter still doesn't know about him, but baby steps. You can't just dump all of that, even if he was ready to.

And in him saying this, to some degree I understand. After all, all this while Nol wasn't even aware of those feelings, of what she meant. I think there were moments - like at the formal when he made her laugh - but it wasn't anything like when he had his head rest upon her shoulder, feeling at peace despite his injuries, feeling calm despite the location, feeling like he could fall asleep and learned that it had nothing to do with medication that made him realize it. So on the one hand I DO get his logic, because what if he IS misplacing this feeling, what if he IS wrong, what if he's making something out of nothing?

But I'm sure on another level he knows better, because he knows what Dieter saw, because he was acting on what he felt.

I think Nol has never had feelings for anyone, because he has nothing to compare this to. He said he "tried to make it work" with Alyssa, but there's a sense that he was never actually into her, that there weren't actually any feelings there and they never grew as time went on. And now that he feels these unfamiliar things for Shinae, how is he to know?

What's really funny is that this is the same tactic as Shinae, but in reverse. When she told him we're all friends and he adamantly told her no, because he knows better, because it wasn't platonic, because their kind of friend is so different from how she's friends with Dieter. And even though he's the one who knows his feeling and suspects hers, he still tries the same logic she used: that anyone else could be in her position and maybe he'd still feel the same, that maybe it's just because he's so starved for kindness that he's responding to that.

Again, we know better, but it's so funny to me that she literally tried to use the logic that all friendships are different but also she could put anyone else in his place and it would be the same.

Please. I need them to stop kidding themselves lmaoooooo

For Nol's sake, though, he needs it to be a thing that will pass, because in his mind not only does he endanger Shinae by caring about her, but he also betrays his friend, only further hurts him, and given that Nol's whole deal is that he tries to rebalance the bad he brings into the world by making up for it with good, he's really doing a terrible job.

Unfortunately for Nol, feelings don't work like that and logic can't control them. He can tell himself it might be a thing that can pass, that it might be something that he'd get over, but that doesn't change Shinae's feelings, and the fact that she clearly likes him, not Dieter. It would be so much easier for Nol if Dieter actually treated it like a betrayal, if he was mad at him, if he felt like Nol had wronged him. He wants him to be angry, because he can at least use Dieter's anger and pain as a reason to step back, because god knows Nol himself does not have the will power to do it on his own. If he can say "Acting on my feelings is hurting my friendship with Dieter" he could have a concrete reason to ignore them, because it's not worth losing his friendship.

But that's not who Dieter is. He isn't giving him that kind of excuse.

We can see, too, just how important those friendships are to Nol, that hurting Dieter would be reason enough to drop his feelings! Because these are the only friends he has. The only people who have made him feel like he has value. Made him feel not like nothing but something. A somebody. Special. That's not something worth throwing away, which is ironically what gets him into this problem. These people made him feel special, and he came to care about them as they care about him, and in his mind this has endangered them all, and it's more than enough reason to hold them at arms' length, to smother his feelings and hope they'll die out like cold embers, hope that if he doesn't fans the flames or add new wood, it will go cold.

I really feel for Dieter having this conversation because honestly, it can't be easy. Even though he's holding himself together, we know that it still hurts. His expression with his eyes closed when he mentions how he's seen the way Shinae cries for him... agonizing! He's seen it multiple times now! He's always the one who picks up her pieces and gives her comfort, even though it hurts him to do, even though he knows why she's crying. It wasn't just what he saw that morning when they thought he was asleep - he's been watching this all along, from the beginning, always consciously comparing himself to the people in her life and how she interacts with them. Even as a friend, he doesn't have what she has with Minhyuk or Nol. Dieter knew all along what he was getting into, knew all along the way they interact, the way they gravitate towards each other, and he couldn't help but hope he might have that, too. That with enough time they could be like that. All this morning did was show him that he was never going to have that with her, that he never really stood a chance. ;~; But he tried! It's more than Nol can say right now....

Nol's agitation is such a BIG deal! Again, Dieter has never really known Nol. Yeonggi wasn't like this! Yeonggi didn't have this energy, that feral cat energy, that edge! His shock in response to how Nol responds shows that much - because to him this isn't a big deal, if he likes her then he likes her and he just wanted Nol to know that he won't hold it against him. But there is just so much Dieter doesn't know! He can't understand at this point why Nol is so emotional about it, why he seems so agitated and upset, why he's insisting it will never happen. Seeing those emotions on his face!!! The way Dieter goes from startled to defensive to concerned.

"If you don't like seeing her hurt, it's in your best interest to keep her away from me."

That sounds so threatening! He's the only one who is hurting Shinae, what Nol is saying can't possibly make any sense to Dieter.

He doesn't know about the formal.

He doesn't know about Shinae getting tricked by Yui, how she was coerced to attend that harrowing formal in order to protect someone who it turned out didn't need protecting.

He doesn't know about the fall from the pool and how she hit her head and was in the hospital when she should have been at home getting a good night's sleep the night before her college entrance exams.

He doesn't know about the contract she's locked into.

About the roofies, about Sangchul.

About how Shinae could have been assaulted, or how she could have died.

This is the most honest Nol has probably ever been with Dieter, with anyone but Shinae at this point, frankly, and unfortunately Dieter doesn't know anything, can't understand, but what he can see is that Nol means it. The fear on his face! He looks so childlike in how distressed and afraid he is!

When we really think about it, in Nol's eyes, it is about him. That he is a blight, a mistake who was never supposed to exist. That what happened to his mom was because of him, because he exists. Because he didn't treat her well. What happened to Shinae is because he took interest in her, because she meant something to him, and that wasn't acceptable. He believes harm comes to those he cares about, but in his view that's the extent of it. It's not that Yui is a monster, it's that she's a monster to him.

He doesn't have our objective knowledge. He doesn't know that Kousuke has been drugged and manipulated his whole life, that she drove that wedge between him and his father. He doesn't know that Yui invited Shinae to Kousuke's apartment and treated her inappropriately, tried to undress her, put her in Kousuke's clothes. Does he even really understand how Shinae wound up at the formal? That it wasn't about him at all - that Shinae was convinced Kousuke did something wrong by giving her a job she didn't deserve, that she had to attend the formal to "protect his job".

So to him, it's just because it's him. Because he cares. Because he is a mistake and doesn't deserve any of this, and that they are punished for him not knowing his place. His worries extend to Dieter and Soushi as well, because they are also people he cares about, and maybe the universe will harm them, too, to remind him of his place.

He doesn't know what he has to protect them from, just that he must.

One of these days, we are going to get flashbacks of what happened when Nol was taken away to Hirahara Memorial, and I'm not ready. The way he looks so small and childlike sitting there in his bed with all of his fear and distress, all of these feelings so knotted up inside. What did they do to him when he was in there? What did they say to him, that made him so deeply internalize this belief? Almost two years of being broken down, being convinced that the things that happen to those you care about are the direct result of you caring of your existence. And that's the most frustrating part about it - it's so deeply ingrained, so intricately woven into his psyche that he can't just change his way of thinking. It's going to be so difficult to undo that thinking!

Not that this is really new to us but, just getting to really mull over this is so heartbreaking. Nol is so terrified of losing her, that he's willing to lose her to protect her. He'd rather not have her at all if it will keep her safe, if it will protect her from harm, even though it's so clear that he wants the opposite. He cares so much and it makes him so very afraid. How does he live like that?! That constant battle of wanting vs what he fears, how he let them into his life and broke his rules and in his mind this has put them in danger.

"If you don't like seeing her hurt, it's in your best interest to keep her away from me!"

He really would rather be the one that hurts her to protect her than to take any chances and it just makes me feel SO EMOTIONAL. ;A; OKAY. Because what can you even do to help him? He is so..... I don't like it when people say the word broken, because it often feels low-key like they mean someone is too traumatized to ever be "repaired" but when I say Nol is so broken, I mean that he has been put in situations that have damaged his self-view, that have damaged his psyche, that have altered the way he thinks and feels to such a degree that he is sitting here willing to hurt people in order to protect them, because he lives in this constant fear of unknown that he cannot predict. They took this vulnerable kid and put him through absolute HELL, they broke him and then they refused to put the pieces back together.

I hope that Dieter will talk to someone about it. Is it something he can talk about with Shinae? Can he pull together any clues? He's our most observant character, but does he know enough to start to grasp this very real fear that has gripped Nol? He was there at the arcade when Kousuke and Yui came to pick up Nol, when he reacted strangely to her being there, when he slapped away Kousuke's hand. Is that something that he'd remember, think is worth pursuing? And even if so, what can come of it? He looks genuinely worried and concerned, though, and I hope that something will be able to come of it, because I think even if he can't understand what Nol fears, he at least knows that to him it's very real.

Soushi's timing with the jello just.... KILLED me. KILLED ME what a time to interrupt ;______; How do you get back to that conversation?! And especially with Kousuke there now, it's effectively over. It just!!! LKFAFKJAJFKAKJFAJKFKJAF KLJAFKJAF AKJFKAJFKAFJKAF IT KILLS ME OKAY AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGGH

And while I know very well that Kousuke is there with good intentions, that he looks so haunted standing in the hallway waiting for Nol, I can't help but feel a heavy curtain of foreboding coming down, because Kousuke comes in like an omen. Because things go bad when he shows up, even when he's not the one trying to stir things up. And frankly, I don't look forward to this, because I know whatever is going to go down is going to hurt! There's something so..... I guess bitter about Kousuke's very too little too late moment, how he has struggled all these years with how badly he wants Rand's love, how much he fears not being good enough, how terrified he was that Nol could have it and replace him, the guilt for destroying a young child who was never a real threat to him (even though Yui absolutely made him out as a real threat in Kousuke's mind). It's like... knowing that Kousuke is starting to unlock this, is starting to see the insidious underbelly, while knowing it's too late. Nol has wiped his hands of him. He literally nearly died as a result of what happened the night before and even if Kousuke is coming to reach out to him, or to confirm something, Nol has no reason to entertain him, to hep him.

I feel like we are very much seeing that table turn, the role reversal. We're going to watch Kousuke fall apart, trying his best to hold himself together, with no one to turn to, no one he can actually trust, his paranoia eating him alive. It's not that I think anything heavy is going to go down as much as.... maybe we're going to watch Kousuke reach out to him, whether for help or to acknowledge something - that Nol, too, was drugged, that this must be why he hates tea so much, that so many times he ignored Nol's pleas for help - and Nol is probably going to reiterate how very done with him he is, that he wants nothing to do with him or this family any more, that he is done with them and what they've done to him. And just. AUGH ALKJAFKJJKFJKAF IT KILLS ME I'M SO EMOTIONAL I'M SO DISTRESSED BECAUSE WE KNOW WHY KOUSUKE WAS LIKE THAT WE KNOW HOW HE WAS MANIPULATED, HOW THE DRUGGING WAS USED TO ALTER HIS MEMORIES AND HOW HE RECALLED EVENTS HOW HE BELIEVES IN THIS FICTITIOUS VERSION OF NOL WHO WAS FORMED BY YUI'S WORDS AND IT KILLS ME BECAUSE NOL IS SO WELL WITHIN HIS RIGHT AND I JUST. TRAAAAAAGIIIIIIIIIIIIC SIIIIIIIIIBLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIINNNNGSSSSSSSSS ;A;

And things just always go south when Kousuke comes around. He puts Nol in a worse mood, he starts to act out more. We literally watched this kid jump off a fucking balcony into a pool below and revisit the last time he was at the bottom of a pool, contemplating never returning to the surface! THINGS NEVER GO WELL WHEN KOUSUKE IS INVOLVED AND I'M NERVOUS AND SCARED AND I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ;A;

At this point, I feel like everything really is up to Shinae at this point, because Nol is back to trying to rebuild his walls and put them up as high as he can, so ready to try to ignore these feelings, to play them off, to tell her that it probably means nothing, that he must just be acting this way because she's been nice when no one else has and if it was anyone else he'd probably feel the same way and GOD I am ready for her to go off on him. He all but told her to leave and come back when you know why you're fighting so hard for me, but I don't think he's actually PREPARED for her going back knowing her feelings, knowing what she wants.

Until now, there's always been a disadvantage between Shinae and Nol in their relationship, where he is always the one with the leg up, the one who knows more, the one who is making moves, the one who is in control of things. But I think we're going to see that change, based on her very feral way of fighting her feelings, how she was about to try to break down his door in order to continue their conversation, how agitated she is by the thought of him throwing her away.

It really does come down to her pure determination, and I'm fully expecting her to go in there and get into an argument with him lmao and frankly, I welcome it. I think that's the only way they're going to get anywhere. There's so many things they need to talk about, they need a heart to heart DESPERATELY but I don't think we're going to lead with it. I go back and forth on how I expect her to go, because she was SO READY to go back in and demand her things back "if I can't have you" (SCREAMING STILL) but now that she knows her feelings... will she? I hope she will, still. Because now it's almost worse, right? That he's taken all these things from her AND he still has a girlfriend AND he now has her heart? HOW IS THAT FAIR, GIVE IT BACK, GIVE BACK EVERYTHING!

I want them to argue because I think they're both a little more honest when they aren't thinking about what they're saying, when they let the hotheaded energy take over and words come out. Nol is probably going to play the "this probably doesn't even mean anything" game, the "this will probably pass and we'll both move on" game, the "maybe i'm just a selfish asshole friend and none of this means anything" game and Shinae is too hardheaded to let that slide.

I want her jealousy and insecurity to come out when Nol tries to shield himself with “I have a girlfriend” and I want her to remind him he said it was fake and he resents her. I want her to look him in the eye and ask if he can really throw it all away, if he wouldn’t have any regrets if he gave up and left her. I want him to fail to answer and instead tell her that maybe he can, who knows, maybe none of this is really real. And I want her to kiss him and prove to him how very real it is, how very much they both want it, and how very much they need each other.

And when she pulls away he can lean in, following her, pulling her back in, his brain off because god knows the moment her mouth touches his it's all over, he's melting, his resolve is crumbling and he's going all in, pulling her against him fingers in her hair mouth crashing back on hers so hungry so touch-starved so full of want.

They can talk about everything else once she's convinced him this isn't so fleeting. She can remind him what she already said, that she deserves a choice in this matter, that leaving doesn't change anything because she still works for the company she's still under contract and now there's more she can tell him - how Yui made her an offer that would essentially tether her to them, how Rand told her to take it that he says Yui will never let her go. That it was not about him that Yui is a witch, tell him about Kousuke's birthday, tell him about the way she got tricked, tell him about the things she tried to do to her.

I've already acknowledged that nothing can undo the years of damage that was done to Nol in the hospital and through years of abuse, but I think Shinae can, at the very least, make him see that she very much is just as trapped, that she's worse off if he leaves, that together they are so much stronger, that they don't have to endure this alone. He can tell her how scared he is and she can stroke his hair and reassure him the best she can that he's allowed to be scared in front of her that she feels scared, too, but maybe she's more afraid of losing someone who means so much to her, who is literally the reason she's gotten through everything she did. That maybe he thinks he's a monster but she's something else in him, that he is the sole reason she could endure that harrowing night.

I WANT THEM TO HAVE AN HONEST HEART TO HEART SO BADLY. I feel like we MUST be going that direction. There's been too much build up not to. As Lil Anon put it, ILY has never been quick to reward, and we must go through the ups and downs to get there. We've had this moment dangled in front of us for so long but we're not getting it easy. But we can see it in the narrative - the emphasis on their mutually realized feelings, that Nol was given that 3 day extension that leads so close to Christmas, the emphasis on her mouth, that these feelings happened before he went to jail. If there wasn't going to be a resolution, NONE of this would have needed to happen, especially not the 3 day extension. Quimchee is absolutely drawing this out - and not even in the "putting up pointless obstacles just to draw it out" kind of way but in the "you are going to be so satisfied when we get there" kind of way lol. It's just so easy to get spooked because that's what the writing is doing! That's tension, baby.

Hopeful optimism is always my downfall lmao but I just feel like we ARE going to have that resolution, that even if there's no relationship at this time, they will know where they stand, that she can convince him not to push her away, that they are too important to give each other up. Whatever he's afraid of, they can brave it together! I WANT IT AND I FEEL LIKE IT'S SO CLOSE OKAY AND I'MA FLKJAFLKJAF AFLKJAFLKJAFKLA FLKJAFLAKJFLKAFJLAFKAFKLAFJAFKJFKAA

We were given two small asides about Nol's phone and the Bible, and I wonder if we'll be seeing those play out the 22nd. The phone is obviously coming in Kousuke's visit next week, but I wonder: does it even work anymore after everything that happened? It was still working after the pool fall, which feels like a miracle, but after falling from the second floor, after getting slammed around in the snow, now covered in blood, will it still be able to turn back on?! lmao I'm not sure what to make yet of Alyssa's messages left hanging like that, especially after walking "into the light" with Gun. There's the fact that she's off to some schedule, so could there be a chance for those dating rumors to come up that she has to strike down? On the one hand, they feel like they could be left hanging, which kind of feels so symbolic of their whole relationship lmao but. IDK!!!! At the very least it probably needs a charge LMAO but idk idk this is the area I get murky because I think it can go so many ways. I don't think Nol has any intention of breaking up with her at this time, especially because he'll probably try to use it as a shield against Shinae, but.... I've always felt the break up would come from her due to dating rumors. Especially because of how bad his reputation is at this point (violence, roofies which makes it sound like he sexually assaults people) it would be EASY for Alyssa's agency to spin it and make it sound like indeed, she does not have a relationship with him and in fact he has frightened her or something. They were even in public at the Christmas party arguing even on the dance floor, before what happened later so. Idk SOMETHING will come of that, I'm sure.

But I'm also hoping referencing the Bible means that maybe he will find it when everyone else has left and he's bored - especially if his phone won't turn on - and take a look at the letters Shinae mentioned, since he only thought there was the one.

This is really important to me, because I need Nol so badly to see how he stands in the same place his father did. I want him to be able to better understand his parents - how his mom stayed clinging to a married man who she could not really be with, how she uprooted her child and herself to move closer to him. How she tried over and over to be there for him, to try to support him, and Rand didn't allow it. How unlike Rand, Nol has less to lose. He isn't married, he doesn't have a child, a family. He doesn't NEED to stay in a relationship that will only suffocate him, that will turn him into a hollow husk of a man like Rand did. I NEED him to realize that he is on a fast track of following in his father's footsteps, in becoming this empty meaningless man.

I want him to see how Rand's feelings for Nessa never went away. Even after she died, he still carried her around in that Bible. In her letters, in the photograph of Nol. He carried her around because he never got over her. And is Nol prepared to live that way?

This is also why I'm perfectly fine with Nol and Shinae kissing before he and Alyssa break up, because I think it would help him better understand his parents - how Rand had a duty to his marriage, but he fell in love with someone who actually meant something, and how she was the love of his life that he never got over. To understand how his mom could be with someone who was married. For him to understand that feelings are NOT logical, that you can't really control them. He never meant to develop feelings for the girl his friend likes - but it still happened.

Maybe if Nol can understand them, it will help him forgive them a little, give him a tiny bit of peace. And hopefully help him to make the right decision, to accept the love people give him, and to face his fears together with them.

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oksanas-sun · 4 months

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gosh, i just booked a flight to london for january,,, i'm super nervous because it's gonna be my first time travelling on my own but i'm also so excited & happy but also filled to the brim with anxiety.

while i've been in the uk before, i've never gotten the chance to actually see london even tho it's always been one of the places i'd love to visit most. there's so much there i wanna see.

but tbh, what made me take this step now is 'the end we start from'. i want to see & support this movie so badly and there's no information about when or if at all, it will be released in my country. is it insane for the primary reason of flying to a different country to be going to see a movie? probably lol. but it shows dedication, amirite?😅

#imagine if the release date of the movie gets postponed to a time after my trip...#i'd be so mad lol #but let's not go there we're thinking positive

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goatgot5566 · 1 year

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MHVerse RP with friends

(This is a story pretty much-) It has been years since The Bad planned anything big and aside from their various attacks on villages outside the kingdom walls of Haven, it almost seemed... peaceful. Though it wasn't. They were up to something wicked, something that'll change the kingdom forever. Nightmare, The Warlock of Darkness, was cooped up in an awful (as in creepy) house. It wasn't much of a sight, discerning to all who wonder these woods. It was like a shack, covered in rotting wood and surrounded by swamps known to drive people insane (cough cough, the anti-void). Here no one visits, isolated from hunters but deeply infested with monsters. Which all, if not terrified of, obey this warlock...

Here, Nightmare was planning a huge plan to take over Haven and finally get what he wants. The Apple of Positivity

Nightmare: He was inside the shack for whole week, only to come out to demand more negativity across the land...

Horror: Of course the lack of seeing his boss eating gave him concerning feelings. Horror tried offer Night food, only to get no response. In the end, Horror agreed to help spread the negativity his boss demands to fuel themselves (edited)

JackieArtz — Today at 7:56 AM

Killer stood by the door leaning against it gently. His eye drooped as hate dripped from his sockets. He has the stupid grin. He was just listening to what his boss might be saying or he was just staring really now

Killer: not gonna talk? Yell? Scream? Hit us? Scold? How about scowl? Come on you gotta at least give us that

JakeFiber — Today at 7:58 AM

Dust was sorta just taking up space at this point. He felt lost with all this inactivity. He wanted so badly to just go out and feed. And of course he did just that whenever nightmare required them to go out and cause negativity but the lack of a constant stream of murder left him uneasy

Dust: Forget all that you damn masochist…I just wanna get out there and cause some mayhem again…

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:00 AM

Horror: He sat near one of the windows, that were blocked with wood panels, in attempt to spy on Nightmare. he was visibly concerned. He didn't care about the lack of scolding or hayhem... he wants his boss out and healthy He hasn't been eating... (edited)

JackieArtz — Today at 8:02 AM

Killer: that's not what I'm worried about he took a knife off his belt night! Come ooonnnn none of us has done anything! At all! What are u doing in that head of yours? he paced back and forth

JakeFiber — Today at 8:05 AM

Dust:he sat there staring at the ground. He saw a small beetle crawling by his food. He quickly snagged it, crushing it in his hand, it’s juices and insides spilling through his boney fingers

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:09 AM

Nightmare: After three minutes, their boss slammed the shack's door open, causing the building to shake. Nightmare looked tired, sweaty, and psycho, more than Dust looks. I did it! Finally! The mission can finally be completed! *His aura was seeping with vile intentions, tentacles of mist flickering along the doorframe*

Horror: He glances over at Nightmare, not moving from his sitting position ?

JackieArtz — Today at 8:12 AM

Killer: He's baaaaackkk! We were wondering what you were doing he tossed his knife up and down what mission?

JakeFiber — Today at 8:15 AM

Dust: Just have us do something please. I can’t stand waiting around like this…

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:23 AM

Nightmare: A tentacle grabs Killer's knife, flinging into the ground. The motion of the knife being tossed seemed to bother him right now THE PLAN! THE MISSION! The one where we destroy those no good Hunters and my stupid brother, Haven will be our's and no one can stop us! He chuckles, gripping the staff in his right hand... and now that he's closer to Killer, he appears shorter-

Horror: He stood up from his spot, walking to take place for a better view what Nightmare is doing

Nightmare: He looks over at Dust, hearing his complaints. Nm breaths heavily, exhausted from all the work he done Yes, right, energy. Go, go bring back dust and blood of the dead, I don't care who you terrorize, just go out there and burn a village down. Don't kill all the villagers this time, im straving (edited)

JakeFiber — Today at 8:25 AM

Dust:a cold and sinister smirk grew on the vampire’s face. You got it boss~ I’ll make them s c r e a m for you~ he zipped into the night at a rapid pace

JackieArtz — Today at 8:26 AM

Killer:he picked up his knife again before standing straight. His wings poked out from his cape and what do you want us to do boss?

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:28 AM

Nightmare: He leaned against his staff I need you to find Cross, you as well Horror. I require his assistant on knowledge. After that, Ill tell you all about the plan he yawns for now, I must rest... And just like that, he leans against his staff and falls asleep, clearly tuckered out

JackieArtz — Today at 8:36 AM

Killer: cross..? fine he spread his wings and flew off

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:37 AM

Horror: He looked up at Killer, sighing and followed on foot Why don't I have wings...

[8:37 AM]

(To someone? Good??

JakeFiber — Today at 8:38 AM

(shall we go to cross and cc now?

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:38 AM

(ye

JakeFiber — Today at 8:41 AM

Meanwhile, in a nearby village, cross and cc were laying low inside a busy tavern, hoods draped out their heads to keep them from being identified.

Cross:I hate this…we shouldn’t have to lay low like cowards. How much farther until we make it to the capital?

Cc:Oh we still got a ways to go cross. But I guess that’s just the repercussions of betraying nightmare. We have no choice but to lay low. Any monster loyal to that damn warlock is no doubt looking for us right now.

Cross:Let me remind you that it was your damn idea to betray him…he scolded a little, death glaring cc

Cc:Oh c’mon he was getting us nooowhere. We woulda been better off working for a damn tree. You know it’s true and you know deep down that you’re glad we got out of there…he said, crossing his arms and leaning back in his seat

Cross:he grumbled Still…I hate having to lay low like this…

JackieArtz — Today at 8:47 AM

Truth:they walked into the tavern. With tc following behind. They sat down near cross and cc

Tc:heavy metallic sounds were made when they stepped. Steam coming from their arm they had their hood up their glowing red eye scanned around the room

Truth: how far are we from the capital?

Tc: pretty far still but we should get there on time

JakeFiber — Today at 8:49 AM

Cc:he glanced over at the two strangers that just walked into the bar Hear that…? Seems like we’re not the only ones laying low~

Cross:Yeah yeah…I get it. Ur right and I’m wrong…let’s just drop it…

Cc:he suddenly stood up walking over towards tc and truth

Cross:wtf- where the hell are you going?! he whispered yelled

Cc:he sat down across from truth and tc Heya. Couldn’t help but overhear a conversation the two of you were having. Seems like we’re in the same boat. I’m cc btw.

JackieArtz — Today at 8:50 AM

Tc: they looked up at cc tc and yeah, you heading to the capital too?

Truth: truth..

Tc:they pulled the hood off holding their hand out pleasure to meet you

JakeFiber — Today at 8:51 AM

Cc:he did the same, shaking their hand Tc huh? That’s a nice name…and yeah…me and my uh…”partner” over there are on our way to the capital too…

JackieArtz — Today at 8:53 AM

Tc: thanks we could travel together if u want we are taking a short cut could always use a hand

JakeFiber — Today at 8:54 AM

Cc:Sounds good to me…he looked over at cross who was still glaring at him. He motioned him over. He heard the skeleton let out an audible sigh before taking a seat beside cc

JackieArtz — Today at 8:55 AM

Truth: they stared off clearly blind pleasure to meet you 2 we are off to meet dream especially after that attack-

Tc: ah truth we just met them they don't need to know our story.. they glared

Truth: your too walled off tc they took a drink of water

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:56 AM

(Truth: I just met you, so Ima tell you everything I know)

JackieArtz — Today at 8:56 AM

(I'm tell you everything I ever expirenced

Ggff5566 — Today at 8:57 AM

(Let u tell about my childhood in full detail

[8:57 AM]

(and like, no detail because they're blind XD

JakeFiber — Today at 8:57 AM

Cross:Woah hold on, back up real quick. Did you say dream…? As in the legendary hunter?

Cc:he looked a little dumbfounded Isn’t that nightmares b-

Cross:he quickly covered cc’s mouth What do you two have to do with him?

JackieArtz — Today at 8:57 AM

(HAHAH

[8:58 AM]

Truth: well recently we been requested to help out or more or less a meeting core set us off there

Tc: We work for core for the most part but since core and dream have a partnership Goin on we just going to meet a friend really

JakeFiber — Today at 9:01 AM

Cross:Where are they? Are they in the capital too?

Cc:he raised an eyebrow, wondering why the hell cross cares so much about Dream’s whereabouts

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:01 AM

(He wants that Dreamussy)

JackieArtz — Today at 9:02 AM

Tc: dream is at the capital obviously but core is off in their own save village as to where? Classified

JakeFiber — Today at 9:03 AM

Cross:Ok…you said you had a quick route to the capital right? We’ll accompany you there, if you don’t mind…

JackieArtz — Today at 9:04 AM

Tc: sure we should get going as soon as possible then they helped truth up if you don't mind?

JakeFiber — Today at 9:05 AM

Cross:I mean…we aren’t exactly doing anything so…might as well go now…

JackieArtz — Today at 9:06 AM

Tc: just follow us then they walked out

Truth: I can't wait to see them again

Tc: I can do without seeing ink..

Truth: whats wrong with him?

Tc: you didn't just ask me that seriously did u?

JakeFiber — Today at 9:08 AM

Cross:his eyesockets widened a little when they mentioned ink. He clenched his fist a little

Cc:Easy. he said whispering in cross’s non existent ear They’re our golden ticket to the capital. They seem like they know many people who can keep us safe too..

Cross:I know it’s just…if I ever have to see that damn idiot again…idk what I’ll do.

Cc:Well save it for when we get there, alright idiot?

JackieArtz — Today at 9:09 AM

Tc:they pulled their hood back up covering their entire face besides their eye which just glew red

Truth: did the 2 of you say something..?

JakeFiber — Today at 9:10 AM

Cc:Uh…it’s um…classified…

Cross:Yeah…r e a l l y classified…

JackieArtz — Today at 9:11 AM

Truth:...ok

Tc: so..small talk sucks

Truth: what conversation starter is that??? Why are u guys heading to the capital?

JakeFiber — Today at 9:15 AM

Cc:Look, just cuz you told us your life story doesn’t mean we have to. We aren’t a threat if that’s what you’re concerned about.

JackieArtz — Today at 9:18 AM

Tc: fair they nudged Truth shaking their head a bit

Truth: ow..I was just asking..

Tc: come on I didn't even nudge you that hard!

Truth: they shook Tc's arm metal

Tc: right anyways sorry about that cc don't mean to intrude (edited)

JakeFiber — Today at 9:24 AM

Cc:It’s fine…look…maybe down the road…we’ll tell you everything…but for now all we ask is that you trust us..

Cross:he stayed silent. He was never really good at negotiation like cc was. He hated cc’s manipulative side but damn did it have its uses at times

JackieArtz — Today at 9:26 AM

Tc: alright I can understand that but you understand why one would have suspicions you seem the type to understand that much they looked back at cc a bit seems like they were trying to read him

Truth:they just listened into the conversation not like they could do anything else. It was until they heard shuffling behind us someone's following us I suggest we speed up they are a bit farther behind us but it's better safe than sorry

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:30 AM

(Its the mailman, he's after ya. run

JakeFiber — Today at 9:31 AM

Cc:he obliged with Truth’s request, picking up the pace a little. He figured nightmare and his forces would come looking for them eventually

Cross:he stayed on guard, his hands close to his daggers

JackieArtz — Today at 9:32 AM

Tc:they summoned their shield with daggers at the end.

Truth:they kept listening in trying to pinpoint what It is big..it's a big person I think..? they sped up a bit

JakeFiber — Today at 9:34 AM

Cross:his eyes darted around extremely fast. The description that truth mentioned perfectly matched a monster he got to know all too well.

Cc:he let out a small gulp, readying his shield and sword

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:35 AM

(This my cue?

JakeFiber — Today at 9:35 AM

(Ye

JackieArtz — Today at 9:35 AM

*the only reason they aren't picking up on killer is bc he's in the air))

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:37 AM

Horror: For such a big monster, he hid well, but I guess not well enough. Horror sensed their unease and decided to strike now. His club with a single metal spike going through the top was thrown towards the group. Horror had emerged from shrubs, his single maroon eye beating with slight bloodlust (edited)

JackieArtz — Today at 9:39 AM

Truth: they summoned the force field

Killer:he appeared right behind truth impressive you can pick up on horror from a mile away but not me who was a whole lot closer

Truth:their eyes widened as they quickly turned around

JakeFiber — Today at 9:41 AM

Cc:they lunged into the air, bashing killer away with their shield

Cross:he quickly pulled out his daggers, charging towards Horror, wall jump side to side before striking at his face

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:43 AM

Horror: He leaned away from the daggers, barely avoiding the attack. Horror ran full force into Cross, in attempt to pin him against a nearby wall Easy Crossy, just wanna chat! A hint of malicious in the words

JackieArtz — Today at 9:45 AM

Killer:he backed up oh you little shit- but it's true we just wanted to scare ya~ we need to talk

JakeFiber — Today at 9:46 AM

Cross:Gah! he struggled a little What the hell is there even to talk about?!

Cc: he took a few deep breaths

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:47 AM

Horror: He grabbed Cross by the collar of his shirt and slammed him harshly into the ground next, going to remove the daggers off his person Boss needs ya he chuckled

JackieArtz — Today at 9:48 AM

Killer: true we just need you to give us some information~

Tc:they went to go fight but truth held them still

JakeFiber — Today at 9:48 AM

Cross:he suddenly plunged his daggers into horror’s palms, shoving them in handle deep Tell your boss to go fuck himself. he free’d himself from horror’s grasp

JackieArtz — Today at 9:49 AM

Tc:they pushed truth off a bit dashing towards horror to make him back up

Truth:they took the opportunity to make a forcefield ti separate them

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:51 AM

Horror: Argh! He stepped back, holding his hurt palm, blood spilling from his bones Wished ya stayed with us, Cross. Missed havin' ya around. Just come with us, short chat with the boss, no mor' harm Horror finds his club he'd thrown, taking back onto his person

JackieArtz — Today at 9:52 AM

Killer: come on no hard feelings sure your friends here didn't know who ya work for doubt they trust ya now~

JakeFiber — Today at 9:52 AM

Cross:Tsk. Right…like I’d believe that anything involved with nightmare wouldn’t bring me harm.

Cc: Yeah. You’ll probably tie us up and kill us once our usefulness runs out. And we were…gonna tell them eventually…he looked off to the side

JackieArtz — Today at 9:54 AM

Tc:they stared for a bit

Truth:..they thought for a minute

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:54 AM

Horror: Promise, cross (pun) me gem and hope to dust He grins That we won't harm ya. Besides... boss wants you alive. Rather not cause issues here and now, unless you want it the hard way... (edited)

JackieArtz — Today at 9:55 AM

Killer: I personally don't get why but he doesn't seem like he's mad...much

[9:57 AM]

(Anyways I'm here at kings island now so If I stop responding that why)

JakeFiber — Today at 9:57 AM

Cross:…Fine…but I do this last thing for you guys and then I’ll be gone. You’ll never see me or look for me again…deal?

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:57 AM

(thats fine

JakeFiber — Today at 9:57 AM

(Aight

JackieArtz — Today at 9:57 AM

Killer: deal~ I don't think he cares for the kid he only said cross

Ggff5566 — Today at 9:57 AM

Horror: He hums

JakeFiber — Today at 9:59 AM

Cross:he took a deep breath Alright cc…go on to the capital without me…

Cc:What- No! I’m not just gonna leave you! I maybe an asshole but I’m not just gonna abandon you!

Cross:Listen…if I don’t make it back…atleast I know that you have somewhat of a future for yourself still…so just go…

Cc:he teared up a little, wiping them away God damnit…he looked over at truth and tc

JackieArtz — Today at 10:00 AM

Tc:they nodded slowly frowning under the hood seems like they didn't mind cc coming along both truth and tc obviously felt bad

Ggff5566 — Today at 10:03 AM

Horror: He waits to escort Cross back to their base

JakeFiber — Today at 10:03 AM

Cross: Alright…let’s just go already…

JackieArtz — Today at 10:06 AM

Killer: good~

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buckybeardreams · 11 months

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Hello my friend! I hope all is well with you. I’m going through some totally platonic withdrawal and was wondering if I could mayhaps get a tease of the next chapter 🥹🥹

I'm always happy to throw out sneak peeks of my WIPs!

In this one, Eddie actually allows Buck to touch himself even tho little boys aren't supposed to touch themselves lol, but the most significant part of this scene is actually that it's Eddie's first time getting to see Buck get off

Anyways, enjoy this snippet of Eddie having total control of Buck's orgasm, and making his boy wait and ask permission before coming 😉

Sneak peek from Totally Platonic

Eddie didn't move closer, didn't try to touch him, he was just watching.

It was insane how quickly that pushed Buck to the edge, and between already being so damn horny and having Eddie's eyes on him, it took no time at all for Buck to get there.

"D–Daddy, I'm gonna—I'm gonna—"

"Not yet."

And Buck froze, hand squeezing at his cock, eyes snapping open, staring at Eddie because what the hell?

And then it occurred to him, Eddie had said this wasn't a sexual thing, it was all about control.

Buck groaned, his cock throbbing in his hands, his balls aching with the need to release.

"Eddie, please," Buck sobbed, clenching every muscle in his body to try and hold back his orgasm.

Eddie hummed like he was oblivious to Buck's struggle, like they had all the time in the world, and Buck whimpered, sinking his teeth into his bottom lip.

"You want to come, Buckley?"

Buck nodded, wincing in pain when he had to grip the base of his cock again, squeezing hard.

"Yeah? How badly do you want it?"

Buck lifted his gaze to meet Eddie's, full body shuddering over just how intense his stare was.

"Eddie, I need it!" Buck told him, pouring all of his desperation into it, needing Eddie to understand just how much he needed it.

Eddie hummed again like the bastard he was.

"And I'm giving you exactly what you need, Evan. You told me you needed permission. You're not really going to be a naughty boy now and come without it, are you? Because Daddy would have to punish you if you did, and I don't think you'd like being put in chastity, baby."

Buck stared at him, unable to form words, but once he fully processed that, he moaned, "Oh fuck, Eddie."

Eddie licked his lips, sighing when Buck didn't take the hint and beg.

"Come on, Evan. You gonna be a good boy for me?"

Buck nodded, but he wasn't sure what Eddie wanted from him, couldn't figure it out because he was so damn hard and felt so damn out of his mind, small and floaty and throbbing with the weight of Eddie's dominance pinning him down.

Eddie wasn't even touching him, but God, if he did, Buck would fucking die.

He knew that Eddie had experience with this sort of thing—Eddie had told him he had a club he liked to visit when he had the time—but fuck, Buck had no clue that being dominated could feel like this or he would have been seeking it out ages ago.

He had never considered himself to be submissive, probably because he'd always been with girls, always been the top, but maybe that didn't mean as much as he thought it did. Maybe having topped didn't really mean shit about whether he was submissive or not.

"Come on, Buck, you've gotta ask," Eddie helped when Buck just looked lost and frustrated. "You wanna come, don't you?"

Buck's eyes lit up with understanding at the patient reminder that he had to use his words—just like a big boy, Eddie would say.

"Wanna come!" Buck whined the moment he realized what his daddy wanted from him. "Daddy, please! Lemme come!"

Eddie smirked, eyes flashing dark, hungry, and Buck thought he could come just from that look alone.

"Come for me, baby boy."

The words came out husky, and Buck shuddered, eyes fluttering closed and hand stripping his cock once, twice more, balls drawn up and a cry on his lips.

"Daddy!"

Eddie didn't move closer, didn't touch him, just watched his baby come apart, painting his own shirt white, but the moment Buck was done, shoulders sagging with relief, chest heaving, Eddie was right there with him.

"Shh, you did so good, baby," Eddie murmured, gently tugging his hand away from his cock and helping him out of his shirt.

Lol i actually thought I had finished this chapter and was like gonna post it... And then totally started adding in a scene that is just some kinda bonus phone sex now or something idk...

So yeah, I'm working on that rn, but hopefully, it'll wrap itself up shortly and I'll be able to post!

#buddie #sneak peek #asks #daddy eddie verse

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monsterrae1 · 2 years

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Questions Tag Game 🖤

Tagged by the lovely @loveyourownsmiilee

Name: Rae

Star Sign: Scorpio

Height: 5'3" or 5" (I think, I'm tiny; I don't remember exactly)

Time: 11:35 PM

Birthday: November 17

Favorithe band/artist: Taylor Swift, Jonas Brothers, Nick Jonas (his solo stuff) The Rasmus, All Time Low, MCR, Hozier, and many many others, I literally listen to music almost 24/7

Last Movie: I think it was "The thing about Harry"? it's the last one that comes to mind, but it's either that or "The Broken Hearts Gallery"

Last Show: 911, I really haven't had time this week to watch anything.

When did I create this blog: A friend made it for me actually, because she was here all the time and I didn't have social media, but it must've been at some point in 2010, she long ago left her blog and I'm still here, being insane.

What I post: I mostly reblog shit, but I post half-brained meta, complains about my chronic pain/illness, and badly promote my fics.

Last thing I googled: How many cm is 5´3" and 5´5"

Other blogs: @thecasualbookreviewer I talk books, post my favorite quotes from what I'm reading, and review books

Do I get asks: Not really? Maybe 1-3 if I reblog ask games or prompt lists, and usually from the same people, but I don't have that much engagement tbh

Following: 335, but about 50% are unactive blogs that I haven't unfollowed cause I'm too lazy to clean up

Average hours of sleep: Maybe 5 on a good night, it's usualy around 4 non consecutive

Instruments: I probably have forgotten by now, but I used to play the piano when I was in middle school

What I'm wearing: Sweatpants and a cotton tshirt

Dream job: I don't dream of labor, jk jk , I actually always wanted to be a novelist/screen writer but, yeah, idk how likely it is to come true

Dream trip: I have an endless bucket list for places I wanna visit but on the top I have: NYC, Finland and Greece

Nationality: Mexican

Favorite Songs: Too many to remember, but my very favorite since I was like 12, is Sail Away by The Rasmus

Last book I've read: History is all you left me, by Adam Silvera. It broke my heart, 10/10

Top 3 fictional universes I'd like to live in: Supernatural (just so I can hug Dean), MCU (just so I can hug Bucky Barnes) 911 (everyone there needs a hug too)

Tagging (if they wanna do this) @bitchfacediaz @ldntommo @swiftiediaz @adventuresofprettyboyandthekid @proudofourbuddie @gayedmundodiaz @constructiononsunset

#thank you for the tag juju!#question games #about me i guess

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clairefrancisxx · 1 year

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I DID SOMETHING NEW!

I’ve been nothing but a boring person. At least, that’s how I see myself. Let me tell you about my routine.

At late morning, I wake up and have brunch. While eating and a long while after it, I watch something on Netflix or YouTube. Two hours before work, I take a nap. An hour before work, I wake up and get up then WORK. After work, I eat snack then prepare to bed. Use my phone in bed then sleep. The next day, I do it all over again. THAT’S MY WEEKDAYS. Well, I do almost each and everything of them on weekend except one action, work. NOW, THAT’S MY WHOLE WEEK.

Just this one time, I’ll let you judge me. Aren’t I boring?

Since the pandemic badly hit us, that’s my usual routine. The height of the pandemic was in March 2020, here in the Philippines. Since then, until now, I work at home. It has been more than 3 years that I have the same routine, imagine what it did to my physical and mental health.

Couple of weeks ago, I was in one of my dark days. I felt so trapped in my own thoughts. My mind was so noisy, I tried to shut it with music. I love Disney movies, so I played Spotify’s playlist, Disney Hits. Do you know the song “What Else can I do?” sang by the character Isabella? One, just one line hit me hard, “I wanna feel the shiver of something new”. I want that too. I want something new. Then I thought, I will break my weekly routine.

That is when I decided to go to museum hopping for the first time in Manila … alone.

Yep! Last Saturday, I went to three museums all by myself.

According to Google Maps, the museums are situated 30 km away from my house, more or less. I had to travel for more than an hour, alone. But it was pretty easy, thanks to LRT. And the museums? THE MUSEUMS ARE GREAT! I visited three neighboring museums. I first went to the National Museum of Natural History as it is the one nearest from the United Nations station. Next, I visited the National Museum of Fine Arts. Lastly, the National Museum of Anthropology. (I’ll talk about them more on a different blog.)

Bouncing from one museum to another is a different story, it was rather difficult. It was insanely hot. It was inferno. Well, I was in Manila. Wink wink, Dan Brown.

Kidding aside, in my alone time, I found peace. Commuting alone, walking alone, touring around alone. Basically, just being outside alone was when my mind was solemn. I had no one to talk with. I had no one to be in awe of what I was seeing with. I had no one to walk under the scorching sun with. And I was okay with those. I am more than okay with those. I enjoyed every teeny, tiny bit of it.

I talked with myself. I was in awe with myself. I walked under the wrath of sun with myself. I genuinely enjoyed.

What’s my takeaway? Two words: I CAN.

I can step out of my comfort zone. It’s okay to be uncomfortable, be hot, be sweaty, and be tired. I can enjoy myself and I am not boring. I took selfies, in public, videos too, I’m proud of myself for those.

It was a day well spent with Claire. We had fun.

#travel #traveling #solotravel #stress #anxiety #pandemic #mental health #wheninmanila #manila #museum #museum hopping #national museum of natural history #national museum of fine arts #national museum of archeology

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chloesnecklace · 2 years

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i’m so serious when i say that i just want chloe in me. not always in a horny way just… in my arms. in my skin. she’s so hot it literally ruins me. i just wanna kiss her so badly. when i get tattoos i guarantee one of the first ones i get will be a butterfly under my chest.

she’s so perfect and pretty. i’m literally in love with her. i have to shift soon i just have to. there’s so many things i have to say to her & do with her. i’ve never loved someone as much as i love her, and she’s not even real. this is what MD & autism does to u💔.

i want a gf so bad but not unless she looks like chloe & acts like her too. i’m so picky u guys don’t even know. it’s an actual problem. i’m manifesting my irl chloe & i know it’ll happen.

ik this may sound crazy to whoever’s reading but ik a couple who’s like the irl max & chloe & they met by manifesting each other during the same time. they have so many similarities and synchronicities it’s insane. one of my favs is how chloe got a moth tattoo the same day max wrote about moths in her journal, and they haven’t even met yet. they also crossed paths when they were visiting some place in europe at the same time before they even knew each other. it’s astonishing & if that can happen to them, that can happen to me. nothings too good to be true anymore. ik my chloe will come.

i’m hoping to meet her irl and not online, bc i’m so fucking touch deprived. i’m just scared of having a relationship irl cus i never had one. all real relationships 4 me were online. and i’m just nervous since i can’t hide behind a screen to be confident.

i remind myself a lot of max bc i’m so shy and awkward. but that’s not what i want to be. i want to be confident, seductive, pretty, mesmerizing, smart, all things rachel amber. but i’m faking it till i make it i guess. i bet that’s something rachel did.

i want my chloe to be a bad influence on me but very sincere. like doesn’t want me to get hurt or to get in trouble. who’s life can’t be more fucked up than it already is which makes her take the blame for me all the time. who cherishes me and looks at me like the last diamond in the world. i want my first time for everything to be with her. that way the moment would be special than it already is. i’d like to try edibles, maybe smoke one cigarette, drink beer or any other kind of alcohol, just be a teenager. i’m turning 16 in 6 days and i’m not even having a sweet 16 or anything like that. but i know my chloe would do something for me like go to some small connivence store to buy a cupcake or a small cake for me. she wouldn’t sing tho lmao

i want my chloe to just be someone i can laugh with all night. one of my biggest fears is running out of things to talk about and coming off as boring. but… since this chloe is my soulmate, ik that’ll never happen.

she wouldn’t do dates like doing out to diner. she’d simply just take me outside and look at the stars while eating some snacks or just hanging out in her room. quality time is better than anything.

she’d call me pretty pet names and nicknames with her deep voice. not extremely deep but not very feminine either. she could easily seduce me with it yk.

she’d of course have purple & blue ombré dyed hair. i want her to be rlly skinny and pale. so serious. preferably blue eyes but any color but brown or black is okay. ( yes i’m picky).

anyway, that’s it for now. maybe i’ll continue to edit this in the future

#amber’s autizzy #ambers posts #my chloe price obsession

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parker-razor · 3 years

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show me, feel me, teach me - ch. 3

previous // next

series masterlist!

female!reader x mando (no y/n)

word count: 2.3k

series summary: during a drinking game, you let slip that you don’t know much about sex. mando offers to show you what you’ve been missing, and you happily accept.

warnings: smuttttt (extended warnings under the cut), fluff, angst if you squint??

a/n: this was written under the influence of half a bottle of barefoot wine and utter exhaustion.... i love a good slow burn but i can't help rushing some romance!! maybe i need to stop writing all of these in one sitting...

extended warnings: phone sex, masturbation, oral (f receiving), mentions of oral (m receiving), plenty of dirty talk ooh la la yummy

*****

It had been a while since your last lesson. Well, not that long, but long enough that you were going crazy without being with Mando in that way. He had picked up pucks from Karga, and after you arrived at the planet where his first bounty was located, Mando was straight out the ship to go hunt.

“Take care of the kid, I shouldn’t be too long.” His gloved hand hesitated for a moment before coming up to stroke your cheek and tweak one of Grogu’s ears, who was resting on your hip.

You hated when Mando left; the ship was always so quiet, save for Grogu’s coos and cries. There wasn’t much to do other than play with the kid, take naps, and daydream about what Mando might be doing at that moment. Now that the two of you had been… intimate, waiting for Mando to come back seemed even harder than before.

The planet you were on currently – Tattoine, you think Mando said – was hot and sandy, a lot like the planet you had grown up on. Except on Tattoine, crime was much more rampant and severe. Normally when Mando went on hunts, you were able to take the kid into the nearby town and visit all the little shops and restaurants. But here, you were forbidden from even leaving the ramp of the ship, which made it harder to occupy your time and keep Grogu entertained.

Sleep those couple of days was hard to come by since Grogu had little ways to get his energy out. Most nights he either fought sleep or tried to play with you all through the night. You’d try to coax him to sleep by cuddling with him, getting a few minutes of sleep when he would entertain the idea of resting. But after a bit, he’d wrestle himself out of your arms and babble at you until you had no choice but to play with him.

One aspect that made everything a little better was the comm link that Mando left in case you needed him. The two of you didn’t talk too frequently on them since Mando was usually busy, but it was a welcomed comfort to know that you could reach him at any time.

After three days of Mando not coming back and Grogu barely sleeping, you were at your wits end. You had resorted to chasing him around the ship just to tire him out, which somehow worked. On the third night, Grogu finally dozed off while you fed him dinner, and you silently cheered to yourself. Thank the Maker, you could finally sleep.

Except, when you finally shut yourself in your quarters and turned off the lights, you were wide awake. It must have been the weird push of adrenaline that came with little sleep, you thought as you tossed and turned. Then another thought came to you: could Mando still be awake?

You had no clue what his sleep schedule was while on a hunt. Did he even sleep? You wouldn’t be surprised if he didn’t, and you could understand why he’d be so exhausted when he would come back. But if you weren’t going to sleep for a while, you might as well find out if he was up.

You grabbed the comm next to your bed and paged him, waiting for an answer.

“What is it? Is everything okay?” he responded after a few minutes of silence.

“Yeah, everything’s fine. I just couldn’t sleep,” you said sheepishly. You started to wonder if this was a bad idea; maybe he was busy and you were bothering him. Or maybe he wasn’t busy and you were bothering him.

“Oh. Well, I’m glad you called. I was… I was thinking about you,” he said in the comm. Your body was wrapped in warmth when he said that. He was thinking about you. You had to wonder if he thought about you often; Maker, you hoped so.

“Same here. How’s the hunt?” You heard Mando sigh, like his body was ready to shut down and rest.

“Almost got him. I’ll be back soon. Is the kid behaving?” Mando asked, his voice filled with exhaustion.

“He didn’t sleep for almost three days, but I finally got him down. This is the first night I’ve been able to sleep since you left.”

“So why aren’t you asleep?”

“I don’t know. I just can’t sleep. It would-“ You stopped yourself, afraid to get too vulnerable with Mando.

“What were you gonna say?”

“I… was just gonna say it’d be easier to sleep if you were here. I don’t think I’ve ever slept better than when you would hold me,” you said, blood filling your cheeks with embarrassment.

“Oh, my sweet girl. I wish I was with you now.” You lips turned upward into a smile that made your cheeks hurt, eyes shutting to take in the warmth that filled you. He missed you.

“I miss… the way you touch me. I like how rough your hands feel.”

“Yeah? What else do you like, pretty girl?” Mando responded, his voice in a mocking tone. You gulped, skin getting hot and a dull ache between your legs start to grow.

“I like your mouth. And how your scruff scratches my legs. You always feel so good.” You heard Mando sigh at your words like he was having a hard time controlling himself.

“I like having my mouth on you. I like how your thighs tightened around my head when you’re getting close,” he said, his voice getting raspy like it usually does when the two of you would mess around. “You know what else I like, baby? Teaching you this stuff. Maker, you’re so innocent it drives me crazy. I love getting to be the first person to make you feel good, to show you what to do.”

“Mando…” you sighed “I’m… aching.”

“Are my words turning you on, sweet thing? That’s what that ache means, baby. It means you want me. You want me to help it go away?”

“I… I’ve never made myself cum on my own before. Any time I’d try before it didn’t feel good… You’re the only one who’s made me cum, Mando.” You heard him groan at your words, knowing that you were having the same effect that he was having on you.

“I’ll tell you how, sweet girl. I’ll teach you how to feel good. When I’m gone, you do as I say, but you have to call on the comm when you do. I want to hear you.”

“Please, Mando, please just tell me how,” you whined, rolling in your bed with your legs crossed to relieve some of the tension.

“Okay, baby, okay. How about you take your pants off, okay? Your underwear, too. Stars, I bet you’re wet for me already. Gonna make you feel so good when I get back, I swear.” You shuffled your shorts down your legs and threw them to the floor.

“Now what?”

“You need to get your fingers wet. Reach down between your legs and get your fingers wet, okay? I know you’re already wet for me, sweet girl, get some of it on your fingers.” You dipped your fingers between your lips, collecting your wetness that was coming from your hole. You gasped, already feeling some relief.

You could hear Mando start to gasp on the other end of the comm. He was touching himself, you thought, to the sound of you rubbing your pussy.

“Rub your fingers around the top of your pretty little cunt, baby. You’re gonna feel for your clit. When you find it, you’ll know. Maker, I miss you.” You felt around for a moment, not feeling anything extraordinary. Until you felt a little bump and rubbed it; it was then that you felt that insane pleasure that you hadn’t felt accept with Mando.

“Oh f-fuck Mando…”

“That’s it baby, you found it didn’t you? That’s my good girl, keep rubbing it in little circles, it’s gonna feel so g-good.”

“T-Tell me what you’re doing, Mando. I know you’re touching yourself, but I want you to describe it, please.” Your fingers started going faster until you were almost humping your hand.

“You wanna hear me tell you that I’m stroking my cock, sweet girl? You want to know I’m imagining it’s your hand instead? F-fuck, baby, feels so good,” he groaned out. Your back started to arch, high whines coming from the back of your throat. You kept picturing what Mando looked like the morning you woke up to him jerking off, the way he was leaking out of the tip and how he tasted when you licked his seed off your hand.

“Mando, I want you h-here, it’s not the same…”

“I know, but it has to be good enough for now. You’re such a good girl for me, keep going. Imagine it’s my tongue flicking at your pretty little pussy.” If anything, his words spurred you on more than your movements to your clit. You started to tilt your hips to find a position that felt just right, until you shifted your hips downwards and clenched around nothing. You gasped, and that’s when you started to feel that burning grow in your lower tummy.

“Fuck Mando, it feels so good. I-I want you so badly, tell me what you’ll teach me next, please baby.”

“Sweet girl, you wanna know what else I’ll show you? Remember when you stroked my cock? Next time I’ll have you use your mouth instead, how does that sound?” You could hear squelching from his end of the comm, signaling that his movements were quickening.

“Why- why do you want my mouth on you?” You circled your clit even faster, craving that high so badly.

“Because, my good girl, to me it’ll feel like how it feels when I fuck your pussy. So warm and wet, so soft. It’ll be s-so good until I can finally be inside you, when you’re ready. Fuck, baby, stars I want you.”

“I want you in my mouth. I wanna taste you again, Mando, please let me taste you.” The coil in you started to tighten, and as your moans increased so did Mando’s.

“That’s my g-good girl, my sweet girl, so f-fucking good for me, wanna make you feel so fucking good when I get back.”

“M-Mando, gonna… gonna cum… please I’m gonna c-cum…”

“Do it, sweet girl. Be a good girl and cum for me, know you can do it…” Your vision whited out somewhere while he spoke, shuddering and gasping for air as white hot pleasure took over your body. It wasn’t as strong as the orgasms that Mando gave you himself, but Maker did it feel good. As you came down, you could hear Mando shout as he came with you.

All of the energy left your body after you caught your breath, The days of not sleeping and the intense orgasm you just had all crashed down on you until you were dozing off.

“Mando… have to… sleep…”

“Sleep, my love. I’ll be holding you soon.” You blacked out after that.

*****

You woke up, at first noticing how pitch black the room was. Then you noticed a burning between your legs, and a drowning wetness.

“What… what is that…”

“It’s me, sweet one. Just let me taste you.” All of the sudden, as Mando flew back between your legs to suck at your cunt, you were blinded by an insane pleasure, almost to the point of blacking out. It made you wonder how long Mando had been at this, eating you out, for you to cum so fast. And you knew he was doing it because he missed the way you tasted as you flooded his mouth with cum, rather than for your pleasure.

You gasped for air until Mando suffocated you with kisses, pouring into it how much he truly missed you these past few days. You were so close to falling asleep again that you almost missed how Mando kissed the side of your face and whispered…

“I missed you, sweet love… Let me hold you.”

*****

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dangerous-mess · 3 years

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Holiday Troubles

Characters: Aizawa, trans male reader

Contains: Unsupportive family, transphobia, homophobia, misgendering, mentions of a deadname (D/N), mentions of religion and praying, mentions of dysphoria, angst, hurt/comfort, angst with fluff ending. This was written mainly as a comfort fic during the winter holidays but wanted to post this here (originally posted on AO3). Please read with caution as this content may be triggering for some

Word Count: 2K+

The holidays were always rough for you, being not only gay but transgender as well. There were the off-putting tension and feelings every time you walked in the room, and the side glances and judgemental glares that were shot your way if you were even caught wearing something feminine and not masculine. Mostly from your parents and family, feeling the obligation that you had to follow gender norms in the hope to not only pass but to be taken seriously in your own identity.

The holidays got a little easier once you married your now husband. He made visiting your family a bit easier and made the holidays in general, more enjoyable for you. This year, unfortunately, he had meetings and a nightly patrol that he couldn’t get out of, so you were left to go to the Christmas family gathering by yourself.

The day came, and needless to say, you were a nervous mess. You dressed up in a suit, something masculine of course to appease your family and keep those comments at bay. Though, you knew you weren’t in the clear as there was still a high chance of being deadnamed and misgendered by family who were unsupportive or others who just didn’t try. Your husband, Shouta, let you know before he left early that morning that if you needed anything at all to give him or Hizashi a call and they would come and get you in a heartbeat. He said Hizashi, just in case he couldn’t be reached, which was fine with you, Hizashi had become a close friend to you.

You arrived at your parent's house a little later than they asked, just cause you were nervous and needed more time to prepare for this evening. You knocked on the front door, adjusting your suit as you waited for someone to open the door, only to be greeted by one of your younger siblings. They gave you a big hug, before dragging you inside where you were greeted by family. Your grandmother was the first to deadname you. She called out as you talked to your uncle, a devious smile on her face as the name rolled off her tongue. You cringed hearing it and so badly wanted to correct her, but if your mother caught wind that you did, who knows what drama may pursue. You endured the conversation with her, as she made sure to drop in your deadname every chance she could get.

“Honestly D/N, you really should stop playing dress up and realize that you are a girl. Your husband would be so much happier to have a wife who knows her place and not some confused girl.”

You took a deep breath and bid your goodbyes to your grandmother as you went to find someone else to talk to. Eventually, dinner was called, and you all gathered around and your grandfather said a prayer. You looked down at your feet the entire time, not really wanting to participate in the prayer. Soon it wrapped up and a line formed into the kitchen to get food. After everyone got food, everyone gathered around and talked, telling stories of things that happened within the past year in their lives, as well as asking questions to others to get the latest scoop. You just decided to eat silently, trying to not participate in the gossip fest happening before you.

“So Y/N, how are you and your husband doing?” Your dad asked before he took a sip of a beer. You held up your pointer finger, signaling that you needed a moment as your finished chewing food before you smiled and spoke.

“Oh, we are doing well! He sends his deepest apologies that he couldn’t make it, hero duties called.” You smiled, taking a quick glance around the room. Some whispers were exchanged, knowing it was about you and Shouta. It was clear that besides your family not supporting your identity, they also did not support your marriage to a hero. Especially a hero who was supportive of you and your identity.

“Honestly, how she manages to keep such a hero man, is insane. Like who would wanna marry some confused lesbian?” One of your aunts spoke out. You gripped your glass tightly, biting your tongue, not wanting to start any issues.

Other family members chimed in to add on to your aunt's comment and soon it became too much. You quickly excused yourself and went to the bathroom farthest away from your family. You pulled out your phone and texted your husband. You told him that you needed him or Hizashi or someone to come to pick you up, as you originally walked, as it was nice earlier prior to the sun setting. You quickly got a reply, saying your husband was on his way, and that he was getting someone to cover the rest of his patrol. You felt a bit bad to interrupt and have him leave his patrol, but god you just needed him right now more than anything.

You hid amongst the rooms as you waited for Shouta to send you a message or signal that he was here. Your mom called out your name, walking down the hall looking for you. The smile on her face dropped as she saw you and grabbed your arm.

“Come on Y/N, we are about to exchange gifts. Stop trying to hide and be nice and spend time with your family. It took a lot of work and effort to get everyone here, like your grandparents who haven’t seen you in ages.” Your mom aggressively whispered at you, as she pulled you towards the living room. You stayed silently, hoping that your husband would be here soon.

Your mom let you go and pointed to a chair near the tree. You sat down and were handed some gifts. You slowly opened them, trying not to draw attention to yourself. The first gift was in a gift bag, and opening it exposed a colorful piece of clothing. You pulled it out and it was a sundress. Although you didn’t mind breaking gender norms, dresses were never your thing, they held too many bad memories and made you dysphoric. You frowned, not having the energy to fake a smile. You felt your mind start to spiral before a voice pulled you out.

“Oh, D/N do you not like it. I made sure to even get the right size and everything. I thought you could put that on and surprise your husband when you go home. Imagine how he would react to see his wife, finally coming to terms with herself.” Your grandmother called out, staring at you the entire time. You went to open your mouth when another voice spoke up.

“Actually, I think my husband looks handsome and perfect just the way he is in the suit he is wearing, but thank you. Maybe we can save the dress and give it to one of my students, I know one of them would get much better use of it.” Shouta’s voice boomed out, making a hush fall across the room. You never heard the front door open, but then again Shouta was very good at staying silent. You looked at your husband, feeling all your emotions and feelings starting to rise to the surface. You caught a dirty look your mother gave you as you stood up and made your way over to Shouta.

He held out his hand as you got closer and held it tightly, quickly bidding goodbye for you both as he quickly led you outside to the car that was waiting outside and still running. “I had Hizashi drive me over, hope that’s okay.” You just nodded at him, not letting go of his hand until you got into the car. As soon as you and Shouta were in the car, Hizashi sped off.

“Heya listener, how did it go?” Hizashi asked out, peeking into the mirror looking back at you.

“I lasted longer than last year, so that’s a new record at least.” You joked, trying not to cry. At least not now, you had to make it until you were home and in bed, with your husband holding you close.

Hizashi talked most of the ride home, while Shouta kept glancing back at you. You tried to listen to what was being said, but you couldn’t focus, so you just looked out the window, slightly dozing off. You woke up to the feeling of being carried, your eyes adjusted as you saw Shouta was carrying you into the house and to the bedroom. On any other occasion, if he was carrying you like this you were bound to tease or crack a joke or something, but in this moment you just stayed in his arms, gripping onto him tightly. Once you both got to the bedroom, he helped you undress and slip on something comfy. After he finished helping you, he quickly changed and climbed into bed, pulling you close to him and holding you tightly.

For a while, you just laid there in his arms, fighting back the urge to scream and cry. Though, after he comforted you and let you know it was okay to be upset and that you could let it all out. In which you did, you sobbed in his chest for what felt like hours. You screamed and sobbed and let out all the feelings you bottled up for the few hours you were at the family gathering. Eventually, you ran out of tears to cry and were only left with your own thoughts. You were overthinking, mostly dwelling on the words your family spoke out to you this evening, and couldn’t help but question if it was true.

“Sho...I’ve got to ask you something, kind of important.” You gently pushed away and sat up in the bed, looking at him. He stared at you, and nodded, letting you know it was okay to continue on. You took a deep breath and went for it, “Am I enough for you? I brought a lot of baggage and trouble into our relationship and I know it can’t be easy for you dating me, specifically with the backlash and comments that get made by my family and others about me transitioning and just. If you were with anyone else, I feel like you won’t get all this drama and I’m sorry I’ve brought so much of it onto you Shouta.”

You watched as his facial expression changed and you quickly looked away, finding interest in anything that wasn’t his face, afraid of what his reaction not only meant but the words that were about to follow. “Y/N, please look at me.” You slowly looked up and he placed a hand on your cheek. “I love you Y/N. I love you for you, you are my husband and I won’t want anyone else besides me. You are more than enough for me. And we both have a lot of baggage but that doesn’t change my feelings for you, we can work through it all together. I meant what I said in my vows and at our wedding and I still stand by it. Forever and always.”

You fiddled with your fingers before speaking up, “I love you Shouta so much, I’m just afraid one day I won’t be enough, cause as silly as it is, I don’t feel masculine or manly enough, that you’ll find more of a ‘real’ man one day and just leave me behind.” Tears filled your eyes and you looked down, just wanting to hide under the blankets.

“Y/N Aizawa, you are absolutely masculine and manly enough. I will never find anyone else or more a man than you. You are all I want, and all I need. I love you so much, don’t ever doubt my love for you, cause it is never-ending sweetheart.” Shouta spoke out, lifting your head up and placing a small kiss on your forehead before pulling you into his arms, holding you close. You just stayed there close, as Shouta whispered sweet nothings into your ear as you drifted off to sleep.

Shouta always made the holidays more bearable, but he also made life in general easier. He made waking up a little easier and helped with your hectic thoughts to calm you down. He truly was the love of your life and the best you could ever ask for. You couldn’t have gotten any luckier to have a husband as sweet and perfect as you. He may not be the number one hero to the rest of the world, but in your eyes and his heart, he was, he was your number one hero.

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kasey-writes-stuff · 3 years

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The boy with the reindeer clothes and captain america mask

You had fallen for Callahan the instant you first met him through bad boy halo’s Minecraft server. It was insane really out of all the guys and girls you could’ve fallen for you wound up falling for the faceless mute boy. I guess there was just something extra charming about how he was able to make you fall for him despite not showing his face or using his voice… It had been years since you had met him and the rest of the crew online and by now you had even met a few IRL! Still your heart aches for the one true person you wished to meet, you wished to hug, to hold, to kiss if he so wished… So all that being said after months of begging and convincing from your other friends to just get up the guts and ask… you finally did it…

You decided today would be the day you call Callahan and ask if he wants to meet up! Despite Callahan never talking he loved when you would call he always said your voice was very soothing and he’s even fell asleep to you talking away a few times.. You can always tell when he falls asleep because when he’s awake he keeps it saying that he’s typing but once he’s fallen asleep somehow it turns off fate or some magical power or maybe someone lives with him that you don’t know about, either way you don’t question it. It was like a silent understanding between the two of you to never question it whether be out of fear of somehow messing it up if you question it or if just simply neither of you cared enough to ask…

You take a deep breathe before clicking call… You anxiously await and within only two rings he picks up and quickly types in chat “hi, what’s up?” You gulp softly “Hi Calla well um I was actually calling because I well I have a question…” He types question marks and “okay? What is it?” You take another deep breathe your voice shaking as you finally say the words “Do you want to meet up with me?” You begin to ramble on about how he doesn’t have to show his face or anything but before you can barely mutter anything else out he types “yea sure I’m down when do you wanna do it? Do you want me to come to you or you come to me or what?” You blink a few times not believing the words you read

Your mind swirls wondering how he agreed to quickly and seems so calm when you felt as if your heart was gonna beat out of your chest… Little did you know he was actually feeling the same way and he had to retype the sentence a few times because his fingers were shaking so much he typoed quite a bit… You suddenly hear finger snapping and quickly are pulled back to reality making a small noise of alarm quickly looking at your computer screen you saw Callahan’s mic lit green and heard the quickest laugh before his mic was once again red… “Sorry I zoned out for a second there um I can come there if you don’t mind, I know it would be easier for you if I did”

Unbeknownst to you Callahan had a wide smile on his face as he silently cheered to himself before quickly typing that he would send you his address later and that he had to go! You laughed softly a bit from nerves of this actually happening and from imagining Callahan rushing around his house getting everything ready for your visit “okay sounds good I’ll see you later bye calla I L-“ you barely stopped yourself you had said it a few times before to him and honestly you said it almost all the time to your other friends but something about saying it to Callahan was different.. You didn’t like saying it not because you didn’t love him but because you couldn’t explain that how you said I love you to him and I love you to your other friends was different so you usually just refrained from saying it

Callahan laughed silently to himself quickly typing “I L- you too” his heart soared anytime you told him you loved him though he tried not to think much of it because you always said I love you to everyone else so it was just your thing right? Though it was painfully obvious you didn’t say it as much to him and that’s something he never understood and while it hurt like heck he could never bring himself to ask about it he was too scared he was too scared of being even more hurt so he just suffered in silence cherishing every time you told him you loved him even more each and every time you said it…

Once you ended the call with Callahan you quickly grabbed your phone FaceTiming Niki as you already begin packing.. Only a couple rings and she picks up “hi y/n! What’s up?!” You smile widely blushing brightly as you say “Well I may be taking a trip very soon…” she claps her hands together “really?! Where are you going?” You shrug softly finding your duffel bag “I don’t know yet” she turns her head at you curiously “what that makes no sense what do you-“ suddenly she stops a giant smile appearing on her face “YOU DID NOT” your smile widens as you nod excitedly “I DID I DID!” She screams happily “AAH Y/N I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!” You scream happily as well “AH THANK YOU” she excitedly says “YOU’RE WELCOME! So when are you leaving?” You throw your hands in the air “I don’t know probably within a week or two maybe?! We haven’t really discussed the details yet” she nodded softly “well let me know when you find them out!” You nodded back “I will I will! I’m gonna go ahead and get packed I’ll talk to you later love you!”

Callahan after ending call with y/n quickly grabbed his phone as he ran about tidying up. I began calling Dream and luckily within only a few rings he picked up “hello?” I quickly begin typing “DREAM” he laughs softly “what’s up calla?” I nearly bump into a wall as I’m typing but stop myself just before I hit it “Okay so I may have gotten asked by y/n if I would be okay with them coming out to meet me and I may have said yes…” Dream gasps softly and I can hear the smile in his voice as he speaks “What?! No way! I’m so happy for you guys! Finally! We’ve been trying to get you two to meet for years!” I roll my eyes light heartedly “I know I know so now you guys can finally stop nagging us” Dream laughs again “hey it was for your own goods okay? We’re just trying to help our friends be happy as they can be okay?” I smile to myself “yea yea whatever you say” he laughs more “Whaattt it’s true and you know it” I snicker to myself “maybe we’ll see, I’m gonna finish getting everything ready I’ll call you later okay?” I can hear his ever widening smile “Of course see you calla”

It was the next day and you were absolutely buzzing wishing you could tell chat the full story of why you weren’t gonna be able to stream next week but alas you and calla both wished to keep it very private in fact as far as you knew only Niki knew and as far as calla knew only Dream knew though you both suspected you had each more than likely had told someone neither of you knew for sure… anyways skip a bit and your stream has begun plenty of messages already asking what the title is about what does it mean and some being worried “Hello chat! Don’t worry don’t worry it’s nothing bad! It’s actually something really really good as to why I can’t stream!” Chat exploded asking millions of questions and others being relived that it was nothing bad, you laugh softly “Well I can’t spoil all the details as we wish to keep most of it private but I can’t stream next week because I’m meeting up with someone! Yes yes before you ask it’s someone you all know! Also again before you ask yes you can guess no I will not say if you got it right or not… at least not directly…”

Names come flying in like wild fire at first you’re seeing mainly Niki,Dream,Sapnap,even punz and bad but then you see one saying Callahan and you can’t stop the light blush that dusts your cheeks as you try to think of a way to discreetly let it be known someone guessed the right answer… Unable to think of one though you simply clap your hands and say “Okay guys someone guessed the right answer! I won’t say who and I won’t say details as I don’t wanna give it away but yes one of you guessed them!” And so of course chat lit up trying to figure out who the right answer was but alas they couldn’t figure it out, you laughed light heartedly at them and after that continued stream as normal just fiddling around the dream SMP setting up a few pranks and then deciding to build a little house with a small hint as to who you’re meeting with!

The house was simple it was made out of birch and dark oak and the small hint you used was you placed three flower pots on each of the widows.. in the first you placed a small red flower, in the second a small white one and in the final a small blue one.. You didn’t say anything about it being a hint you just placed the flowers and moved on doing a few more pranks. “Guys how do we prank Punz?” You giggled your body already erupted with butterflies knowing what Punz’s prank back to you would be “I already know he’s gonna get me back so badly but it’ll be worth it! I’m gonna replace all his pumpkins with melons!”

Chat explodes saying how thats such a simple but good prank and how punz will lose it and it’ll be so funny. You nod giggling “right right chat! So let’s get started shall we?” You begin and about ten minutes in suddenly calla shows up, you can’t help the excited smile on your face as you see Calla’s name pop up in game and you excitedly type “hi calla!” He types back “hi y/n!” You try to contain your ever growing smile “What’s up?” He says “Not much I’m watching your stream and saw you’re trying to prank punz so I decided to come help” You quickly nod now knowing he’s watching your stream you verbally say “Really?! I’d appreciate that so much thank you calla” He quickly says “Of course it’s not problem” and in no time he’s over there with you helping you replace all the pumpkins with watermelons, the job definitely gets done a lot quicker with calla there to help and it honestly is a lot more fun having calla there to bounce jokes off with you! In no time the job is done you quickly thank calla and tell him you’ll talk to him tomorrow and you end stream.

Before you go to bed you check your phone and see a text from calla “Hey so i forgot to ask earlier is that like our house or something? I noticed you made two bedrooms but you could always just make one and use the other to expand the work area if you want but if not it’s cool” You smile softly reading the text “I love the idea of expanding the room I’ll get on tomorrow off stream and fix it and yea it’s our little house… I hope you don’t mind I mean I just figured it’d be a nice little place ya know an extra place for each of us to keep things and to stay… I’m glad you got the flower hint, anyways I’ll work on it tomorrow I’m gonna try and get some sleep goodnight calla” A few minutes later a text pops up “Don’t worry I can always help and work on it besides there’s my own little hint that I wanna add as well so I’ll do it and I hope you sleep well goodnight can’t wait to see you next week” Your smile widens more as a your heart pounds “I can’t wait to see you either ❣️”

Throughout the rest of the week you only did two more streams and of course each one chat tried to get you or whoever happened to be on stream with you to spill who it was you were meeting with but no one you streamed with that week knew… besides calla of course! Chat didn’t believe them when they would say they didn’t know and it was honestly comical seeing them get so upset. It started with Sapnap and George and ended with Boomer and Punz.. Even after stream the duos had tried to get you to spill who you were meeting with but you refused to spill even to them, insisting they can wait just a few more days and though the four of them whined they settled and finally let you go.

So we fast forward and it’s Monday you leave tomorrow so you’re finishing last minute packing and waiting for Karl to come over so you can give him your spare keys because he so graciously agreed to watch your cats! Also so he can just hang out with you a bit before you have to leave and can drive you to the airport! You’re just about to start triple checking that you have everything when you hear a knock at your door. Your cats look at your curiously but don’t bother following see you rush to the door and open it to see a ever beaming Karl! He quickly rushes in hugging you tightly making you giggle as you hug him just as tightly “hi Karl!” He giggles softly “hi y/n!” After a few minutes you break apart and he quickly shuts your door. “Soooo since I’m watching your cats do I get to know where you’re going and who you’re seeing?”

You shake your head laughing softly “Sorry but no you’ll find out when everyone else does! I will say I’m going somewhere I’ve never been before” He tilts his head curiously trying to think “hmm I don’t know there’s a lot of places you’ve never been like you have yet to go to the UK, you have yet to go to like any of the states uhmm are you meeting someone you’ve never met?! Is it Sam?! Oh my gosh it’s Sam isn’t it?! You’ve never been to Texas and you’ve never met Sam!” You shake your head “Good guess good guess and while I would love to go meet Sam it is not Sam..” he pouts slightly “hmm well I don’t know there’s so many other guesses I could make” You smile and roll your eyes softly “Well instead of guessing where I’m going how about you help me double check that I have everything okay?”

He nods smiling softly “okay sounds good!” So for the rest of the night you and Karl double and triple check your bags and then just chill out watching your friends streams and posting pictures together! You both laugh at the fans freaking out over the random content of you two and laugh even more at them freaking out over karl with your cats. Two of your cats loved Karl but they love everyone so it wasn’t surprising but your third isn’t too fond of him but she’s not too fond of anyone, still Dream is convinced when he comes to visit you that she’ll love him and Karl is convinced that spending this week visiting them he’ll be able to make her love him. You’re not confident of either of those things happening but it makes you happy to see them so confident and happy so who are you to destroy their happiness.

Another small time skip and suddenly it’s Tuesday afternoon and time for you to leave, after spending an extra few minutes telling your cats goodbye and promising you’ll be back soon and that they know karl and he’ll take amazing care of them. Karl finally manages to pull you out the door and suddenly it’s all becoming more real than ever… It’s so real you’re frozen in place just standing outside your door, Karl locks your door for you and helps you sit on the ground outside your door rubbing your back “it’s okay everything is gonna be fine, we’re gonna get you to the airport the plane ride is gonna be your smoothest ever and when you get there they’re gonna be there waiting for you smiling widely and with open arms ready to give you the biggest and best hug you’ve ever had apart from my hugs” you nod and then giggle softly both because of how you don’t believe at all his statement of them being there waiting and smiling with open arms and also at his joke “Thank you Karl you’re the best you know that right?” He smiles softly squeezing your shoulder reasssuringly before smiling hopefully “so much the best that you’ll tell me who you’re meeting?” You giggle rolling your eyes “nooo not that much the best but I can give you another hint” he nods “okay okay go on!”

“Okay so I’ve never met them, I’ve never been to the place they live and they’ve been on my stream within the past month” Karl hummed in thought able to rule out, Sapnap, Dream, Alex, and Boomer… That still left way too many people so he shrugged “I don’t know I guess I’ll have to wait like everyone else” You smile softly “Well I can also say at least one person knows, I don’t know if the person I’m meeting told anyone but I assume they told at least one person so hehe” He gasps in mock offense “you told someone?! And that someone wasn’t me?! I’m so wounded!” You laugh at his dramatics “yes yes I did, it’s not that I don’t trust you obviously I do but it was just this certain person for some reason came to mind first but I wanted and still want to tell you as well but the person I’m meeting with wants to keep it very private for right now” he smiles softly hugging you gently “it’s okay don’t worry about it I’m happy for you okay? Now let’s get you to that airport!”

So now you were off! In no time you managed to make it to the airport and you had to admit it was kinda hard to leave Karl, you didn’t get to see him often as you would like.. He was always busy with mr beast and his own projects and you weren’t one to go out much so while you were frequently invited to be in mr beast videos you rarely agreed to them.. Karl sighs softly as he helps you get your bags, he sets them down beside you and hugs you tightly pressing a kiss to the top of your head “Be safe okay? Text me when you land” You hug him back even tighter and nod softly “I will don’t worry, I love you” after a few moments he lets you go “I love you too” Soon enough it was time to board the plane, the plane ride went fairly smooth only one crying toddler who luckily fell asleep and little turbulence and when getting your bags you even ran into a few fans who you gladly took pictures with and who tried light heartedly to get you to spill who you were meeting with to which you simply laughed and gave them a few extra wrist bands you kept with you and gave them to them as you said sorry that you weren’t able to tell them.

Today was finally the day! I rushed to finish getting ready knowing y/n should be arriving to the airport in no time and just as I finished getting ready and grabbed my keys my phone began ringing I quickly picked up and smiled brightly hearing y/n’s voice “hi calla! I just made it to the airport and got my bags! Are you here?” I quickly typed “not yet I’m leaving now I should be there in like thirty! I’m sorry I’m running a little late I couldn’t find the last piece of my outfit” They laughed softly and I blushed softly holding back my own laugh at how infectious theirs was “It’s okay i understand it’s a big thing so the outfit needs to be just right haha I’ll see you soon okay?” Though they can’t see it I nod excitedly as I respond “Yes see you soon can’t wait!” With that I hang up and make my way out the door, soon enough I’ve made it to the car and after what feels like forever but it’s really maybe forty five minutes at most I’ve finally made it to the airport! I take a deep breathe closing my eyes and opening them moments later..

I quickly put on my captain America mask, my light up red nose and raise my hood… Was I embarrassed? Yes definitely, was the chance of making y/n laugh and ensuring they would recognize me worth it? There’s no doubt it’s worth it… Another deep breathe and I manage to get myself into the airport and I begin scanning for y/n and within a few minutes I spot them! I quickly wave at them smiling widely and they break into a smile before trying to contain their laughter, I make my way over to them and press my nose to make it light up and thats when the dam breaks and they’re ever so melodious laughter rings through my ears…There’s something different about it this time though it sounds even better, it feels even more special, it makes me heart soar more than ever before. I find it hard to contain my own laughter a very small snicker escaping causing me to blush and quickly cover my mouth..

You’re practically doubled over in laughter in the middle of the airport but you don’t care you’re with Callahan and everything just feels so right… A few moments pass and you finally collect yourself, you boop his light up nose, he squints his eyes a bit and then pulls the nose off placing it gently on your own. You smile softly at him and start to stand on your tip toes to ensure you can reach his nose but then stop yourself realizing this isn’t Karl or Dream or even Sapnap this Callahan we’ve never met before you can’t just kiss his nose, or grab his hand as we walk or hug him.. He looks at you curiously and you simply play it off “You have a very nice nose” Your eyes widen realizing how that sounds “wait wait I mean this nose not your nose I mean not not that your nose is bad it’s a great nose I just ugh forget it let’s just go so if I embarrass myself anymore at least we’ll be alone”

He smirks softly nodding and holding a hand out for one of my bags, you hand it to him and smile and his smirk turns to a smile as he slings the bag over his shoulder and then holds his hand out again… You’re confused at first and go to push the handle of your wheely bag into his hand but he shakes his head and grabs your hand clasping your hands together.. You blush a light pink smiling happily as you walk off hands swinging softly, you don’t speak until you’ve made it to his car and he signs that you can choose the music. You smile softly connecting your phone to his Bluetooth and deciding to do a mix of new boy bands you liked and nostalgic songs.. You start with love song by why don’t we, you tap your hand to the beat humming a long at first but then softly singing… Callahan sneaks small glances at you smiling brightly seeing you beginning to let yourself loose.. Next comes this love by maroon five your eyes widen as you hear a tapping and then humming as you’re singing, you smile widely as you look to Callahan and see him jamming out! He notices you looking and blushes and stops but you shake your head and giggle “Don’t stop it’s okay I like it maybe we can harmonize together” He smiles a bit and nods, you begin singing again and he taps to the beat and then begins humming once more and in no time you’re harmonizing.. The song ends and you glance at each other wide smiles on your faces and light pink hues dusting your cheeks… You begin to just let a random playlist play different songs ranging from toxic by Britney Spears to The right stuff by new kids on the block plays but then hey Stephen by Taylor swift pops up and suddenly the lyrics come flooding into your mind and you blush brightly quickly skipping it, it’s too early to be playing that, it’s too early to be thinking of Callahan like that and making it so obvious… Luckily for you just before the lyrics really start you’ve made it to Callahan’s house..

Calla quickly hops out and helps you grab one of your bags his other hand grabbing your free one as he leads you to his door.. As you step inside you glance around smiling it’s very clean and simple sure it definitely looks lived in despite what you can see by the bag of trash calla forgot to take out the cleaning supplies he forgot to put back under the cabinet it looks lived in but in a very good way in a comforting way.. You’re not scared you’re gonna ruin anything or like you’re gonna mess anything up “Calla it’s beautiful” He smiles sheepishly as he signs “It’s not much but it’s home here come here and I’ll show you your room and then show you around” You nod and allow him to continue holding your hand as he takes you to your room, once you reach your room he lets go and sets your bag on the bed and you roll your other bag beside it and you nearly shiver at first… Not because the room is cold but your hand is cold and empty feeling like you’ve been outside playing in snow without gloves on so now your hand is freezing but yet feels empty not having the cold snow in it anymore…

He signs “I’ll uh let you settle in and when you’re done you can come out to the living room and we can order pizza or something and watch some tv” You nod and smile softly “Thanks that sounds great” he nods and leaves and so you begin unpacking and as you’re unpacking you get a call it’s from Niki, you smile widely and excitedly as you pick up “Hi Niki!” She smiles excitedly waving “Hi y/n! How’s everything going?!” You sigh in happiness and content as you say “It’s going great ihihi ehe I don’t know if he would like for me to say this but he showed up at the airport dressed like his minecraft skin!” She giggles “No way?! So you still haven’t even seen his face?” Your eyes widen as you suddenly realize “You’re right I haven’t, well I haven’t seen his whole face and I haven’t even seen his hair” Her eyes widen as she says “Is he ever gonna show you his face or what’s going on with that?” You shrug softly grabbing your phone as you finish unpacking “I don’t know honestly? I’m not gonna rush him into doing anything ya know? I mean I know at some point he’s probably gonna take the mask off and he has to take the reindeer onesie off sometime” she nods “Oh yea no no I wasn’t trying to pressure him or anything I was just genuinely curious,so what are you gonna do for your first night and where’s calla’s room compared to yours?” You smile and blush a bit “We’re gonna order pizza and watch tv and his room his just down the hall from mine there’s a bathroom in between our rooms” she wiggles an eyebrow teasingly “So are you gonna cuddle during the tv watching?” You roll your eyes light heartedly “No probably not I don’t wanna make him uncomfortable but then again I don’t know.. maybe… because well…” you pause blushing more hiding your face in your hands as you try and wipe the absolutely love sick look off your face but you’re unable to, Niki’s smile can’t get any wider as she excitedly asks “What what what because what?!” You bite your lip a bit and then take a small breathe before saying “Well he grabbed one of my bags when he met me at the airport and he held his hand out so I thought he wanted my other bag but he shook his head grabbed my hand and held it… and when we were walking to his car his kept holding my hand and when we got to his place he did it again and he actually didn’t let go until he let go so I could unpack…. And you know it’s weird.. my hand has felt cold ever since he let go…” Her eyes soften and she coos softly “Aweee y/n that’s so cute! Maybe you can hold hands when watching tv or something then I’m sure he wouldn’t mind” You nod “maybe maybe I don’t know I’m just so nervous to mess up I mean we’re friends we’re not anything else and this is our first time meeting and as far as I know his first time meeting any of us so I just want it to be good” she nods “Don’t overthink! It’s good you wanna take it slow and it’s good that you’re being cautious and concerned about his needs and comfort but don’t forget your own needs and comfort okay?” You smile thankfully at her “I won’t I won’t! I’m gonna go now I don’t wanna keep him waiting any longer, I love you thank you for everything” she smiles lovingly at you “Of course darling I love you too I’m always here day or night whatever you need whenever you need it bye have a good time” you nod “I will! Bye!”

So with that the call ends and you change into some simple pajama pants and a t-shirt before heading to the living room.. Your eyes widen a bit and seeing the back of Callahan’s head seeing his shortish brunette hair, but then you smirk to yourself a bit seeing he’s stood distracted looking through the TV for a decent movie or TV show… You sneak behind him and poke his sides! He jumps and lets out a small squeak whipping around to face you with wide eyes before his eyes narrow and he playfully smirks at you but then smiles mischievously… “Ohoho mahhannn that was sohoho gohohohod” You were lost in giggles but then saw his face and looked at him and began backing up nervously “Calla… whatever you’re planning d-don’t…” He pauses faking as if he’s thought before shaking his head no and quickly running at you, grabbing you and carrying you to the couch! You squeal in surprise giggles already tumbling out “EEP CALLA Nohohoho!” He tosses you gently onto the couch and carefully sits on your waist straddling you, you cover your face whining softly “Callahahaaaaa” You hear him snicker and you squeak and flinch feeling his hands shoot towards your sides even though they never touched you… You heard a very small laugh and your smile widened as you peeked out from behind your hands and Calla was smiling widely at you lost in thought it seemed…You smirked a bit and poked his stomach and he jumped covering his stomach before his eyes lit again with mischief and his hands darted towards your sides… This time though making contact! His fingers began curiously poking at your sides and he couldn’t help the delighted smile on his face as you squirm back and forth between his poking fingers, soon pokes turn to scribbles and scribbles to squeezes and you’re left laughing your heart out gasping for breathe but you wouldn’t have it any other way… Suddenly a knock is heard interrupting your laughter as Calla pauses and you both realize the pizza is here! Calla swiftly hops off you and runs to the door to pay before you can even manage to collect yourself enough to stand, let alone make it to the door.

Calla already knew all your favorite toppings seeing as you shared most of the same favorite toppings, he came back to the living room carrying two big pizza boxes, a medium box and a very small box… You went to the kitchen and began grabbing you and Calla drinks and plates and by the time you got back Calla already had everything ready to serve and had on the aristocats! You smile fondly at him setting your drinks down as your hand instinctively in a way gently cups his face as you run your thumb along it, he shivers slightly at the coldness of your hand and you giggle “sorry I forgot my hand would be cold, anyways you didn’t have to turn this on we could’ve watched whatever you wanted to” he shrugs softly before his hand comes to cup yours pushing it further against his face as his other hand signs “No you’re the guest so you get first movie choice and since I already know all your favorites and you’ve been talking about wanting to watch this one for weeks we’re watching this one okay?” You smile slightly wider as you nod “Okay whatever you say Calla, I’m not some kind of royalty though so don’t treat me like it okay? I’m just y/n I’m nothing special” even though you may not have necessarily meant to sound so self deprecating or depressing it still hurt Callahan deeply to hear you talk about yourself like that he sighed quietly as he gently removed your hand from his face and in a gentle movement cupped your face with both his hands as he closed his eyes for a few moments before opening them again he did not expect this to happen so soon but he’s gonna follow his gut… He shakily open his mouth saying “y/n p-p-please don’t t-talk a-about yourself like that… you’re even better than royalty honestly… You’re one of the best things to ever happen to me in my entire life and I’ll forever be grateful for you and I… well I… I hope you feel the same… Can I um? Am I allowed to? Is it okay if I?….”

You’re stuck in shock for a moment processing hearing his voice for the first time ever, it’s so nothing like you ever expected yet also somehow it fits him perfectly and you wouldn’t change it at all after finally recollecting yourself you nod and close the gap between your faces… Your lips connect and it’s almost like you feel a little explosion in your stomach like hundreds of mini fireworks went off…The fireworks increasing as he cups your face with both his hands…After a few more seconds you each break apart smiling at each other while blushing bright red… You look at Calla curiously “so um what does this mean?” He shrugs softly his voice a bit scratchy because it’s not used much at all “Well what do you want it to mean?” You shrug back “Well I mean I’d like it to mean something special… I’d like it to mean we’re a thing honestly but I don’t wanna rush you or rush things I mean this is our first time meeting this is literally my first night here and we’ve already kissed… Which I loved the kiss don’t get me wrong I loved it but I guess just for now it’ll be a kiss and nothing more? We’ll just give it the rest of my time here and see at the end of the week to see how we feel? And we’re definitely not going to tell anyone because it’ll make it all harder agreed?” He nodded laughing softly at the last bit “that sounds good and yes I definitely agree, um I know I like just started using my voice but can I go back to signing my throat is actually getting really sore” Your eyes soften as you nod “of course! Never feel like you have to talk to me okay? Don’t force yourself I’m just fine with us using sign to communicate though your voice is really nice to hear don’t feel pressured or insecure or anything I lo-I um… I…” His eyes widen a bit as his blush darkens and he signs “You what? Why do you almost never say you love me?” You sigh softly glancing away before staring at your lap “Because it’s not the same and I was scared… I didn’t wanna say it because when I say it to you I don’t mean it how I say it to everyone else and I just it didn’t feel right saying it to you so much and it being something completely different” He holds your hand gently rubbing his thumb on your palm making you giggle softly and his eyes soften as he uses his free hand to say “It’s okay I get it and I appreciate it now actually knowing why you didn’t say it and I lo- you too!” You smile and roll your eyes light heartedly squeezing his side “You’re such a nerd dude” he squeaks at the squeeze narrowing his eyes playfully and you smirk “You know I still haven’t gotten my revenge yet…” His eyes widen as he backs up and begins to try and stand as he signs “Y/N don’t do it…”

My eyes are widened as I’m backing up seeing the mischievous glint in y/n’s eyes as they say “Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t” I sit for a moment trying think of one and just shrug, they snicker “Welp I don’t see or hear you giving me a good reason” With that they begin scribbling on my sides and despite my best efforts to hold back I can’t and I break into giggles that near soft laughter the closer to my ribs or hips they get! They definitely notice because soon after they move one hand to my hip squeezing and kneading as their other scribbles up and down and inbetween my ribs! I let out the most embarrassing squeal before falling into loud laughter! I attempt to squirm away from them but as they hit a couple particularly sensitive areas I actually fall off the couch sending us tumbling the two of us in an out of breathe heap on the floor.. We both groan softly and then giggle “Like the view? Cause I kinda like my view” They scoff and lightly slap my arm before getting off me and pulling me up, I pull them into a hug and they seem worried at first and tense maybe thinking I’m gonna tickle them again but they sigh contently as I fall gently back onto the couch with them keeping my hold on them as I press play on the movie… Y/n falls asleep about half way through the movie and I don’t have the heart to move them so I simply turned on another movie and soon fell asleep my own self..

#Callahan x reader #x reader fic #mcyt x y/n #mcyt x reader

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jekyllnahyena · 2 years

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Ok ok ok I want to hear about Jackal. I love them so much. How was their childhood? The way they got to the Jedi and everything before that, how does that pan out? What about their Master? What were they like? Do they have any friendships with Canon Jedi? And your sort-of AU Jedi Maul, how does he fit in? What is the Clone Wars like for them, how is their relationships with the troopers? Do they have any Padawans? How does Order 66 go for them, how is their life after the war if they survive? I'd love to hear your thoughts on the intersection of Nautolan and Zabrak biology, and how Jackal feels about culture?

oooookay, lets do this. i think i'm making this into several parts because hooooooo boy, do i have thoughts on Jackal. So here's mostly childhood stuff and what formed a lot of them in the future.

Jackal was a summer romance child that neither mum or dad thought could happen because of imagined biological incompabilities. Their father (zabrak) left his clan to do the space faring travel of independence and is all in all a very kind jock dude that met their mum (nautolan) on what accounts to him basically falling into her arms because he tripped. Mum is 2,80 m, can bench press him and thinks he's soooooo funny. Both decide that no, her being pregnant does not mean they're a pair but they will do this together. At first, they plan to have their kid with the mum, seeing as she has a stable home and life. Thing is, the birth happened in shallow water near the surface were it became clear that no, Jackal can't breath under water. Nor do they have tendrils which are an integral part of nautolan communication and culture. So, Jackal almost bit it the moment they were born but everything turns out kinda fine. As it becomes very clear that Jackal cannot stay with the mum, the dad takes them to join his space travels.

So, their parents are very much idiots that were horny and now have to deal with consequenses.

Though they do make it work. They visit mum on when the occasion arises, dad has a few near death experiences but he loves Jackal a lot and teaches them everything he knows and learns. Even when they start to float things, he's sitting there, kinda just shrugging, because hey, they've been through so much, what's a bit of space wizardry.

And then he crashes in the outer rim with a five year old Jackal and gets injured badly enough that he dies in the matter of two days. Jackal, at this point, follows the last few words their dad gave them which is basically some directions on what to eat and survive. He managed to direct them to shoot out some emergency messages and signals, but that is pretty much it. Cue to a kid eating rations and lizards (the carnivorous hunter part is very strong in them) for about a week till a ship lands near. Jackals first modi operandi is to jump and bite, but their force signature is there and yes, insane luck is their companion their whole life, because this is in fact a jedi that picked up on the signals. Now, the start of temple life was not fun.

Their hearing is impaired because of the nautolan-zabrak mix so they unconsously started using the force to pick up on the meaning of peoples words. This is fine when you travel with one singular person for 95 percent of your time. Not so much when you go to the most populated planet in the galaxy. The moment they came near coruscant, they pretty much blacked out and had to be kept seperate till someone manages to teach them a bit of control. It's all very uncomfortable but I wanna say, their teacher is their saviour here (i have Yaddle in mind. Mostly because Yaddle is awesome and i think of her everytime something involves the creche) but it also means that they get very, very good at shielding. Which has them pull back a lot of stuff into themselves while others don't realize it.

So they do calm down a bit (still active with the let's go hunt lizards part) and when they actually start to be able to meet kids, Jackal is very awkward because they remember that they hurt the others, which is a thought that stays with Jackal for a long ass time. Doesn't help that there's an immense disconnect to either of their species because Jackal is almost a blank slate. They are young, traumatized and lost most of their memories from before, except the knowledge that they love their dad. Also the weird mix with having neither horns nor tendrils is painful because they stand there feeling. Lacking I think. Don't mind that they've got both the positive parts of eyesight and stand a good 2,70 m when they're grown, they sometimes just see other Nautolans swim and breathe and communicate and it hurts. Anyway.

Jackal keeps on hurting quietly a lot, but they do find friends to feel warm with. It helps that the hunting blood is very strong and sorry, but jumping with force powered limbs is Fun. They also really like seeing others happy and make it a lot of their self worth, which baaaaad.

Anyway, it all goes into chaos when they become a Padawan and travel with their master into the outer rim. They break down, actually tell the thoughts that haunt their mind and are promptly taken back to the temple for help. They really sit down and realize that they don't know who they are, what they're doing and that they think that their existence feels like an inconvinience at best and a threat at worst.

They slowly learn that they want to be the best person they can be for others and themselves, a credo they very much live by. Their master (still a vibe, nothing more) helps them a lot, mostly because they make Jackal actively say their opinions out loud and has them argue with them. Example, Jackal doesn't really believe in the will of the force and that you'll just move with it. It's a very tangable thing to them that they use. Their master then has them argure their positions, by saying it was the force that let the jedi to Jackal. Jackal answers that they still remember pressing the buttons as a child while their dad smiled at them, bleeding to death. A lot of it is just communication with a person that sees you as an equal. If you can stand by your position and argure with the master, they'll listen. It's not always soft and sunflowery but Jackal respects the heck outta them and does come to love them.

So this was mostly just childhood with master spinkled in and how they acted for a long time. It was rough, but Jackal lives and does become a very happy and annoying biter over time, with a lot more going on in that brain than you'd think at first. Also,as much as they enjoy making others happy, they also know how much fun it can be to be very annoying. And boundaries. Those become very, very important to them.

#jackal #jedi oc #ajekyllsramble #i hope this answers a few things but yeah #jackal backgound #Ayayayayayayay #zabrak #nautolan

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crappy-danganronpa-imagines · 3 years

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(I hope this isn't too specific!)

Can I get a Kokichi X reader where reader is a mind reader and every now and then they just hear Kokichi's thoughts and it's slowly revealing his feelings for them? >\\\\<

Absolutely!!

I took a lil break from writing but I'm back now! I'm also playing v3 now, so it's easier to write for the characters!

Please apply for mod, people >:/

-Mod Makoto

Kokichi x Ultimate Mind Reader!

(with a little bit of saimatsu added in)

Y/N... they're pretty.

That was just the first of the thoughts you heard, but it startled you nonetheless.

It had only been a few days since you, along with fifteen other Ultimate students, had been brought to this academy with no way of knowing how you got there. You, the Ultimate Mind Reader, were sitting at breakfast with everyone else when you heard that thought. It could be anyone here, you thought. You had just barely heard it over the buzz of everyone else's thoughts and words, after all. On top of that, nobody seemed to be too focused on you, all engaged in their own conversations. For all you knew, it could've just been Kiibo not knowing how else to word his thoughts, or Kiyo being, well, Kiyo. Ignoring those words, then, you took another bite of your breakfast.

That day, as you went about talking and hanging out with the others, you could've sworn you'd heard more thoughts like the first. The problem was, you hung out with many different people in the course of the day, but all of them apparently had thoughts like that overlapping with their ordinary thoughts. You'd never heard anything like it before, thoughts overlapping. You could be hallucinating them, you thought, or coming here might've messed with your ability, or...

Or what if Monokuma was the one who messed with your ability as a way to drive you insane? No, didn't seem likely that words of affection would drive someone to kill their friends. So either the people you visited were thinking these thoughts, or your Ultimate talent was failing you pretty badly.

It was a mystery.

And you happened to have a classmate who excelled at solving mysteries.

The soft melody drifting through the lab was so beautiful, you felt a little bad for interrupting it. The two were sitting side by side on the piano bench, the blonde girl playing the tune while the boy simply watched.

"Excuse me-"

"Aah!" The boy jumped a little and turned around on the seat. "Oh, it's just Y/N."

Kaede giggled. "What was that about, Shuichi?"

"I got startled, alright..."

"Well, why'd you come here?"

Now, what would be the least awkward way to say this?

"I keep hearing... extra thoughts. Like more than one person at a time is thinking things near me, even when I'm just with a single other person. I've been with a lot of different people today, too, and I hear these things from everyone."

Shuichi stopped for a moment to piece together what you'd said, then asked, "Can you hear them now?"

Surprisingly, you couldn't. Maybe this only happened outdoors? No, it happened in the dining hall too. Whatever the case was, Shuichi and Kaede were safe from it.

"Who did you hang out with today, then?"

"Kiibo, Kirumi, Tenko, and Gonta. Oh, and Himiko too, technically. Tenko and I met up with her after a while, and after that I got bored and left them alone."

"Hmm... and what kind of thoughts are the extra ones? Just random words or noise?"

"Well... yeah." you lied. "No noise, just random words. I thought Monokuma might've done this for some reason or another."

"Oh! You could try talking to Angie or Himiko or Kiyo about it!"

Shuichi looked confused about Kaede's sudden remark.

"Y'know, Himiko is always talking about magic and Angie talks about divine occurrences, so it could be one of those! I don't think technology can change an Ultimate talent like yours, so Monokuma most likely isn't the culprit here. And Kiyo is just as inclined to the paranormal as Angie, so if nothing else, maybe his anthropology could help in some way?"

"Mm... That's not a bad idea, Kaede. Y/N, try talking to Angie, and if her explanation doesn't seem logical, try Miu. Knowing their views on this should help."

Where are th- OH, THERE THEY ARE!!

You stopped walking.

There was nobody here. There shouldn't have been any thoughts at all, let alone any so loud. Someone would've had to be close by to sound so loud.

"Okay, who's there?"

Mmm, nobody much...

Dammit, why couldn't your talent tell the difference between inner voices!?

Well, this game is really, really fun, don'tcha think? I mean, I might keep this up for as long as we're both alive here, and nobody will ever know Y/N's secret admirer! Plus, it'd drive you to the limit, so maybe something funny will happen then!

There was a lot of noise from the vent above you all of a sudden.

"H- Ow! Hey, what are you- There's no rule in here that says I can't hide out up here, y'know!? Maybe I'm planning a murder, ya ever think about- No!"

"YOU-ARE-BLOCKING-THE-AIR-CONDITIONING-SYSTEM. YOU-WILL-BE-REMOVED."

"Oh, come on!! Ow!"

The metal panel gave way, and a boy fell face-first to the floor, followed by Monodam.

"Kokichi?!"

"Aw, man... just when I was really starting to have fun, too! Hmph." he pouted, getting up from the floor like it was nothing. "Welp, guess you won't need to visit Angie to know who's been bugging you. Dumbass bear." He looked over at Monodam, who was now standing in silence, then quickly perked up. "Whaaatever! Ooh, maybe I can ruin Kaede's little concert! I heard music over there earlier."

He walked away, humming cheerfully.

Now what do I do? More lies? More games? Sure, I guess. Messed that up, might as well mess up more relationships. Wait, can they hear me from this distance? Mm, don't think so.

But you could.

"Kokichi?" you called after him.

"Oh, now what? Don't tell me you wanna storm the piano room too. Only room for one person in the vents, ok?"

...

"Kokichi, about all those thoughts..."

"Lies."

"Huh?"

"Didya really think I liked you?! Hahahahaha!! Oh, that's just hilarious!! Nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, nope!! I don't really care for anyone in this academy besides myself, actually! Alright, I'm bored now. Goodbyeeeee~"

From there you two parted ways, but not before you could overhear Kokichi's last thought to you that day.

That was all a lie, by the way! Nee-heehee~

#oh my god story time #mod makoto #kokichi ouma #kokichi x reader #danganronpa #danganronpa x reader #ndrv3 #drv3

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plspls write an incubus!haechan

hyuck looks down at the measly humans walking on the sidewalk, eyes focusing on anyone who seems more tired than most. he feels someone nudge his side and his eyes turn to yuta.

the older male smiles wickedly, nudging his head over to where you are. you’re just exiting the nearby bakery, yawning softly as you try to fix your evident bedhead.

hyuck smiles at yuta as a form of thanks, quickly descending the clouds to follow your small form.

as demons, incubi should be in the lowest parts of hell but honestly, no one really gave a fuck about the angel demon system anymore. hyuck’s fucked a few angels just for fun and the line between good and bad is basically nonexistent now.

everyone just wants a good fuck to be perfectly honest.

hyuck watches you stumble into your apartment, clumsy hands barely able to fit the key in the door. you were definitely going to be an easy catch for him tonight.

as soon as you enter the door, you’re greeted by your roommate. she’s gazing at you with a stern look on her face.

“y/n, how many times have i told you to get some sleep? honestly, i can help pay for some of your tuition costs if you really need it,” suyeon insists, wrapping her arms around you.

you sigh and rest your head on her shoulder. “you know i can’t let you do that. plus, i’m doing fine!”

suyeon rolls her eyes, pulling away from you. she grabs your shoulders and shakes you back and forth gently. “are you insane? y/n, look at you! you look like a walking corpse, and not in a good way.”

you quickly dismiss her, moving over to the kitchen counter and dumping your school bag over it. suyeon won’t let the topic go.

“i’m ordering you to sleep tonight. i’ll even cover your shift tomorrow!”

you can see how hard she’s trying to help you. it’s not like you have a strong desire to be an insomniac, but college tuition isn’t exactly cheap these days and you refuse to let suyeon help you cover any costs. you’re a big girl, and you can manage expenses by yourself.

you really don’t want your roommate to worry about you any further so you give in, retreating to your room instead of staying up to finish your comparative literature paper.

as soon as your head hits the pillow, you’re taken into a dream state. you see a man, smirking boldly at you as he creeps closer to your bed.

you suddenly feel extremely vulnerable, trying to move away from him. in seconds he’s on top of you, shushing you slowly as he runs a hand down your face. “so pretty,” he muses.

he’s beautiful and his touch is gentle, immediately putting you at ease. you fail to focus on the dark hue of his eyes or the way his fingers are digging into your skin. his lips drag over the shell of your ear, making you shudder.

“when was the last time you got some sleep, baby?”

“a while,” you exhale, trying to comprehend his presence. he doesn’t let that happen, pressing his mouth to yours in a heated kiss. you gasp in his mouth as one of his hands move to cup your breast underneath your thin camisole. his thumb flickers over your nipple and you jolt.

“is that so? need some help?”

you nod and the man grins. he shoves your top above your breasts, attaching his mouth over your left mound. you cry out, not caring if suyeon hears you.

he sucks tightly on your nipple and you whimper. his touch feels way too good, and your vision turns slightly cloudy. he gazes up at you, the biggest smirk planted on his face.

“you make the prettiest sounds, baby. how much more can i get out of you?”

he moves down so that he’s facing your clothed pussy. you’ve soaked through the fabric of your shorts and he runs his digit finger over your slit. you groan and he chuckles.

“so so wet,” he hums, pulling the piece of clothing down. he clicks his tongue when he sees no sign of underwear. “naughty girl. did you know i was visiting tonight?”

you chew on your bottom lip. you don’t even know his name, let alone know that he was coming to see you tonight.

he wastes no time, licking at your clit in small circles. you moan as he abuses the nub, taking it into his mouth and sucking hard. you take a fistful of his hair in your hands, bucking your hips up in desperation. he smiles again, looking even more sinister this time.

“so anxious,” he laughs, the sound vibrating in your ears. he slips a finger into you and you keen at his touch. “want me that badly?”

he doesn’t give you a chance to respond before he sliding his tongue over your slick pussy. he’s licking and sucking at your folds and you unravel underneath him, riding out the waves of your orgasm. he smiles when you recover, head turning to look at you.

“i think i need you now, baby. are you ready for me?”

you nod eagerly, wanting to feel him inside of you. he smirks at your agreement and sits up, pulling down the waistband of his pants. your eyes widen when his cock springs up.

he’s big. and thick.

you don’t even know if he can fit inside of you. you’ve never taken anyone as large as him, but he doesn’t seem to mind your shock. he gives himself a few pumps and you watch as beads of precum drip down his length.

“gonna stretch you out, baby. wanna see your small pussy try to take my fat cock.”

you whine at his words, twitching at the idea of him struggling to fuck you because he’s so big. he lines himself up to your entrance, taking one last look at you and smirking.

when he pushes in, pain overfills your body and you cry out. he ignores you, focusing on bottoming out and releasing a happy sigh. you squirm as you try to get adjusted to his cock. he gives you no time, establishing a pace and thrusting in and out of you.

“fucking tight,” he grunts.

the pain soon subsides into pleasure. you moan as he rams into you, releasing groans as your pussy tightens around his cock.

“your pussy was made for me to fuck. you’re soaking around my cock baby, it’s so slick.” and you can hear it, the wet squelch of his cock beating your pussy echoing around the room. “wanna see you cum around my big cock. lemme see you.”

you whimper and his hands push down your wrists, pinning you to the bed. he’s got this determined look in his eye and before you know it, you’re creaming his cock. you want to moan his name so badly but he doesn’t give it to you.

he laughs at your fucked out expression. “baby can’t take it? big cock too much for her? how are you gonna be when i give you my cum?”

“want it,” you breathe, trying to get him deeper inside of you. “want all of it.”

“fuck.”

he throws one of your legs over his shoulder, reaching you at a deeper angle. he picks up his pace, eyes focused on where his cock enters your pussy. when his eyes drift up to you, you flinch when you see they’re completely black. you don’t feel scared even when you see him in his true form.

“gonna give you all my cum, baby. gonna fill you up until it’s dripping out of you. have a big load for you,” he hisses, getting closer and closer to the edge. in the midst of his ramblings, you reach another orgasm. your body goes limp and you let him use you, his hands flying to your hips as he fucks you into the headboard.

he tips over the edge and you feel the first spurt of cum shoot inside of you. your eyes start to flutter shut while he continues to empty out inside of you. a minute passes before he’s satisfied, body collapsing on top of yours.

you already feel some of his cum gushing out of you, staining your sheets underneath.

hyuck smiles as you drift off. he quickly leaves, moving back up to rest besides yuta. the man chuckles at the younger boy.

“so? got her pregnant?”

hyuck laughs. “of course. wouldn’t leave her unless i was sure.”

and he watches you from above, belly swollen as you lay asleep, cum spilling out of your pussy.

#nct smut #hyuck #haechan smut

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