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whispytears · 8 months

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Upgrading time!

(The GIF has no relevance, I thought it was cute).

Hey everyone! I have decided to make some changes to this account in order to bring in more traffic and more people into a non-toxic eating disorder community. I have been so happy with the interaction from the ed community. It is such an invisible disorder until it is not so I truly appreciate all of the invisible warriors (sorry if that sounds corny but it's true!) who support my content in any way. <3

Some changes I would like to emphasize:

There is now an anonymous "ask me" section. Feel free to ask about any recovery advice OR share some personal stories about a topic in the eating disorder community!

I will change the weekly polls to bi-weekly. The weeks in between will be a dedicated space for my followers/invisible warriors to share or ask questions about the ed-community.

Those are all of the changes for now. To keep full transparency I will blaze this post but it will be the last blazed post in a while. I want to reach out to as many people in the community who want to be a part of the good energy and vibes I intend to create on this blog.

<3

~whispy

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thelunarsystemwrites · 7 days

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[TW Eating disorders of multiple kinds, like BED, Bulimia, and ARFID!]

(Also mentions of weight, guilt, food/eating!)

So... you know the bad time trio? Y-Yeah so uhm... like I migh'tve thought of something. Like another way to torment them.

So I might've thought of a real stupid AU, where I gave them each an eating disorder. (All coming from my personal experiences.)

So starting with Horror, he has BED, which stands for Binge Eating Disorder. Something he developed as a result to being in the underground, and starving for so long—He tends to think with a scarcity mindset. He finishes his food even if he's full, and a lot of foods are trigger foods for him to start binging. Also, he tends to hoard.

Killer, is suffering from Bulimia. I haven't quite decided why he does it, so I'm also going to go with trauma response. Like he constantly feels empty, he needed to feel anything else. And, listen—Only takes one time purging to get addicted to it. (<- speaking from experience there, I very much regret September 16th.)

Dust has ARFID, which stands for Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder. For him, it's a huge mixture of guilt and delusions that causes him such distress. He'll look down at many certain foods and can't stop thinking of someone he's dusted, can't stop seeing it as something he should not eat. It's textures, smells, tastes, looks—Which. He's dropped a concerning about of weight due to this.

Now, the thing is after the murder time trio figured out they're all terrible at eating. You wanna know what they did?

*Sharp inhale*

They formed a pack, one that was basically to help each other out when needed. If Nightmare or Cross (<- not an ED, but he does have an exercise addiction) ever got suspicious, they'd cover for each other, make up excuses when Dust wouldn't eat or why a whole pack of chips was gone the next morning after just being bought.

As for Nightmare... he is, incredibly suspicious of these three. He feels embarrassment and shame in the air when he asked who ate of last of something and it almost always comes from Horror.

He feels emptiness and frustration that comes shortly after Killer excuses himself from the table, Killer always excuses himself first.

And he feels sadness, fear, and guilt from Dust anytime he picks up a fork, fear.

And he doesn't know how to handle it, or what to do. They all look so... tired, and so exhausted and dinner time is so awkward and he hates not knowing what's wrong.

So the story would focus on Nightmare trying to get to the bottom of it, and once he figures out what's wrong, he'd ne focusing on trying to help them recover.

Now, he's not entirely sure how be would help them recover, but he's getting there.

AU credits!

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vaughnsthebest · 1 day

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im a big back in spirit bc I had a big b/p cycle yesterday >_< (I ate a whole pan of brownies)

#tw ed #tw binge #tw b/p

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im-in-trouble-3 · 11 days

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nutella will be my downfall

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depressive-stimulant · 11 days

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starving away the fat is great but i wish i could starve all my bones away too.

i don't think i will ever truly be skinny because of how broad-boned i am.

my ribcage and shoulders are too wide and there's nothing i can do about it :(

#⭐️ving #a4a diary #tw 3d vent #3d not sheeran #3d vent #3d diary #34t1ng d1sOrd3r #4namia #tw ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #tw disordered thoughts #b1ng3 #purg3 #tw binge #4n4 #4n4rexia #bulim14

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skinnygirl-blogger · 2 months

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i hate when i binge. its like i threw away all the hard work.

#ed behaviour tw #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #tw ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #tw 3d bl0g #tw ed vent #tw 3d vent #tw vent #tw binge #tw binging #tw binge eating

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nymamacha · 2 months

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21.02.24 - total calories consumed: 297

exercises: walking, dancing, and yoga

feeling good. just really, really good. just wanna hug my cuddliest cat and feel cute.

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minniedream · 1 year

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yesterday had such an urge to binge on fries and fried foods but didn't 🙏 haven't binged or had any oil in 2 months so im super happy, im hoping now i made it through yesterday i can keep going more easily. i certainly feel better and the urge to binge isn't back (yet anyway, its almost 8am here)

i think taking the 2 lorazepam before sleeping helped me calm down. i feel like i can stay strong again :)) yay i prevented a binge!!

#tw ed #tw binge #4norexi4 #tw ed diet

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whispytears · 8 months

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Hiii welcome to this weeks theme! As always feel free to share/reblog/vote for the polls. Being apart of the eating disorder (recovery) community is so important. It helps us realize we’re not alone! 🫂

*All poll votes are anonymous :)*

Theme: School and Eating Disorders

Having an eating disorder? Sucks. Getting an education while managing an eating disorder? Sucks a little bit more 🥲…

This week I will emphasize the struggle of getting back into school/education while having an eating disorder. 🌸

~whispy

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the-fading-stars · 9 months

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I hate everything

I am so stressed

Nothing is working out

I low-key binged because of the stress

Now I am even more stressed

Let's hope I get through the evening without throwing it all back up

#tw bulimia #tw binge #tw purge #tw eating disorder #tw ed #tw ed rant #stress #bad bad mental place #overwhelmed #overeating

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depressive-stimulant · 13 days

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i care about my appearance more than anything else in life.

i don't care if it requires me to ⭐️ve myself. i don't care if it kills my heart or my lungs. i don't care if i need to spill my guts out every day.

the only thing i'm concerned with is being the prettiest girl in the room, and nothing will stop me from slowly dying to achieve that.

i don't care what people say; pretty privilege is real even if it shouldn't be.

i remember when i used to be objectively unattractive. i remember how differently people treated me. i remember how people would make fun of me, ignore me, and treat me like shit. i remember when i believed i was unlovable. i wholeheartedly thought i didn't deserve to be loved.

i don't care if people insist that "looks don't matter", because they do.

becoming pretty made me feel more confident and validated. it let me experience being in love. it made me appreciate my own reflection.

the day i become fat or ugly again is the day i'm k1ll1ing myself.

to ⭐️ve is to live.

#⭐️ving #a4a diary #tw 3d vent #3d not sheeran #3d vent #3d diary #34t1ng d1sOrd3r #4namia #tw ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #tw disordered thoughts #b1ng3 #purg3 #tw binge

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im-in-trouble-3 · 1 year

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i binged so hard and gained someone please kill me

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nymamacha · 2 months

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20.01.24 - total calories consumed: 857

exercises: a lot of walking

i forgot to post this yesterday. obviously not an ideal day.

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worthlessbethy · 2 years

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i still feel so bad about the binge two days ago. i also got my period yesterday so im still bloated and all of this just makes me feel like shit.

i can't go back to my hw or sw, i just can't. not again.

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doublesidedgemini · 1 year

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Dear god please make this out of control binging stop please I am horrified by my body

#looking into the mirror like real life body horror #I am a balloon person #tw binge #tw binge eating #help #tw disordered eating

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whispytears · 7 months

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TOW + ✨Special Announcement✨

Hey there! I hope everyone’s week was pleasant and not too stressful. Here are the end-of-the-week announcements with a special announcement at the end!

Theme of the week (TOW) and Next Week: Self-Identity with an Eating Disorder

Thank you to those who read and benefitted from this week's theme as well as gave feedback on it! I appreciate you all and I hope to have positively impacted the way you view eating disorders and self-identity.

Next week's theme will be a little light: social life and eating disorders. So stay tuned for that!🧡✨

✨SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT✨

Some other people, including myself, who are a part of the community have decided to start a discord server with future paid positions in mind. For now, it is only volunteer-based but we are working on getting grants. Our purpose is to positively change the stigmas around eating disorders and dismantle the toxic communities that glorify them.

We wanted to give the opportunity to people who also want to positively change this by opening positions for: DISCORD MODERATORS

Please know an important statement: You can not force change within a person. That being said, the very least we can do is create a positive environment for change and support.

APPLICATIONS:

At the bottom of this post is a link to the Google form for the application.

Requirements:

Must be 18+

Must have a Tumblr AND Discord account.

Both accounts must be at least 18 months old

This is to filter out any spam accounts

It is preferred if you already follow this account but this does not affect chances. We only care about the genuineness of responses.

Whatever background questions are not on there are questions we did not think were relevant.

If you have critiques to this form, please DM this account directly.

We plan to onboard less than 10 people.

LINK TO APPLICATION:

https://forms.gle/PvbJaJ2LsNoTXCHUA

or

🧡There are questions about what community means to you and how it relates to having an eating disorder. Take your time and give thoughtful answers. We are looking for people who genuinely want to be a part of and create a positive community.

DEADLINE: 10/01/2023

The special code to put at the end of the form: positivity

🌸Good luck and thank you for reading! Feel free to reblog or share to others who may be interested as well :)🌸

~whispy

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