#ty bec <3!

[cowboycostume]

I just hope to God that we are right when we say: 'I love you' [youtube]

#m.amv #spnamvarchive #spn amv #supernatural #deancas #destiel #dean winchester #song: ghost stories #artist: the narcissist cookbook #spoken word #destiel amv #this one was such a doozy #honestly i am so sorry for the emotional pain i have/will inflict with this #ty to lu and bec and rennie and linds and the diner crew for beta watching this and gaining pre-emptive psychic damage #anyway yeah. i'm still making amvs just. not with the insane fervor of 2021 #also fuck engagement i'm posting at 4am <3

[kesoo]

kes,,,ik i have yelled abt ur art alot...but i am just absolutely smitten with those legend drawings - just esp the detail of the scars n like lots of lil texture details on his clothesthats a big brain thingn oml i noticed that bunny leg has long eyelashes 😳 (that wus my fav part)

anyways thank u for blessing us on this day of the year

Bec,,,,,,tysm tbh im happy w the art choices!^^ ....these were also made around the time I thought I'd try complicating the Link's designs as much as possible for aesthetic reasons but considering the many animations that followed shortly after .......boy am i glad i kept it simple

#am working on a leg animation rn and the thought of animating the embroidery is keeping me up at night #asks #ty bec!! miss u btw hope ur doing swag #<3 #side note but i think its funny how ive been gone for like 3months and absolutely nothing's changed #social media presence is temporary leg brainrot is forever #edit: just did the math and i have.........7.....lu animations in the works rn. 1/2 is leg centric. i am normal about him. sane

[nobaracore]

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#i physically am unable to locate anything on this site anymore (desktop) and i am being PERCIEVED too ty honestly but also i am REELING? #i REPEAT: blog is in need of rebranding so badly i love kugisaki + jjk still makes me cry but like. still. also why did i leave my blog in #shambles. bec what is happening w the pinned post and the tags. i blame tumblr for updating actually as i reiterate i can not locate a thin #also the pinned post is horrendous. where did i put my about did i EAT it. #i missed you all btw <3 i hope you are doing well umah umah #(also wtf is a blaze and what will happen if i click on it will i blow up. i feel like it existed before i left but why is it right THERE.)

[pradaxstyles]

abelia + papyrus? <3

hi bec babe!!! thank you for sending these <3

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

the first song that comes up is remembrance by balmorhea. I've had tlou2 soundtrack on repeat for the longest and I found a playlist on youtube of the really gut wrenching songs and this one was on there. i'm a big music nerd (was in orchestra for 7 years) and it really just hits my music brain in a way I cant explain. im a sucker for a good show/movie/game soundtrack/score and it just makes me so happy hehe

abelia ⇢ do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can’t part with?

a piece of jewelry I wear all the time is my cross, cornicello and a small hand charm making a horn gesture facing down (idk what this one is called). being greek/italian my family is big on the evil eye and protecting from it, so thats where the cornicello and the other charm come in!

#ty sm bec for the questions <3 #ily

[45percenterthen]

22 and 44!!!💛

#ty bec <3 #chocolatecakecas

[hornetposting]

Hi!! I think you're really awesome. I love Hollow Knight though I don't really understand that much, I really just know bits and pieces from my sister rambling about it because she also loves Hollow Knight, so thanks for making a super cute blog withe great art and funny memes about one of my sister's favorite video games ever that I can text her links to the post so we can enjoy them together <3

this has been sitting in my inbox for a while bec i wanted to draw something for it. this is so sweet ty for letting me know <3

#answered #anonymous #hollow knight #hornet #thk #my art

[formulawonu]

hi!! Just wanted to say that i love ur writings!! and is it okay if u do svt as highschool roles if possible? ty!

seventeen & high school

a/n: hiii thank u so much <3 i'm glad u enjoy them!! 🙈 this was so fun to think of ahahaha what do u all think who would u guys be

seungcheol: the bad guy. even he doesn’t know he ended up with the stereotype but it stuck - what can he do? is actually really nice. probably smokes at the back of school during lunch with vernon lmao

jeonghan: the smart kid that does give their notes to you. believes in the power of collaboration. tests are a stupid way to measure one’s intelligence anyway 

joshua: the nice guy. gets along with literally everyone. even the people you don’t want to mess with love him. has a million people saying hi to him when he walks through the hallways. good for him

junhui: the floater. i actually had a hard time thinking about this bec he could literally be anything and anyone he wants to be. floats around and sits in different lunch tables every other day. everyone accepts him

hoshi: the school mascot. dont get him wrong he could 100% be part of any of the school’s teams but his joy is in half-time shows performing for the crowd and hyping them up. 100% gets competitive when the other school’s mascot shows up  

wonwoo: the smart kid that does not give their notes to you. believes in the power of LEARNING by putting in the honest work. amen sir

woozi: the band geek. always bopping his head and drumming his fingers on whatever surface is in front of him (even without earphones on). people wonder what music he’s listening to in his head 

minghao: the art hoe. oh u think he’s taking notes down during class? ur funny he’s actually drawing the sunlight leaking in through the classroom windows

mingyu: The Golden Boy™️. everyone loves him. everyone has a crush on him. the principal has a crush on him. people from other schools have a crush on him. no further comments from me

seokmin: RESIDENT THEATRE KID. LITERALLY FIGHT ME ON THIS.  

seungkwan: student body president. part of multiple clubs. always running from meeting to meeting trying to put things together. ~he wants to leave a legacy~ please tell him to rest

vernon: that one quiet kid that always has headphones on and ends up getting caught for vaping. idek 😭 100% friends with cheol

dino: he’s THE class clown. and he didn’t choose to be it nor does he want to be it. but he’s naturally funny and everyone loves him. pls take him seriously actually

#svt #seventeen #svt ask #svt x reader #svt imagine #svt reaction #scoups #seungcheol #jeonghan #joshua hong #junhui #hoshi #kwon soonyoung #woozi #wonwoo #minghao #the8 #kim mingyu #seokmin #dk #boo seungkwan #vernon #dino #chwe hansol #kpop #kpopimagines #seventeen reaction #fanfic #kpop fanfic #svt fanfic

[fuckmeyer]

something i've been thinking about a lot (besides how unhinged i am for picking apart the Twilight saga again) is the ineffective use of words in Eclipse.

take a look at this honking nugget of text

don't me wrong. i appreciate that it 1) illustrates Bella doing normal stuff, 2) gives us an intimate peek into her personality (stubbornly arranging fridge magnets? questioning one's neurodivergency? cool!), 3) throws in a bit of Bella-style humor, 4) talks about magnets, & 5) gives us a metaphor, however redundant

what i dislike is:

the redundant metaphor. look, i'm a sucker for metaphors (however redundant), but at this point we're a few chapters into Eclipse. Bella's narration and concrete examples tell us Jacob & Edward cannot coexist. the metaphor is as redundant as my mentioning my love of metaphors, redundant or otherwise.

the technicality of the writing. i.e., the hulking parenthetical between the em dashes. "round black utilitarian pieces that were my favorites bec—" that alone takes FORTY-TWO WORDS. nearly 20% of a 226-word metaphor for Jacob & Edward describes fucking magnets. i love magnets too, but damn, girl. stop

the emptiness of the text. 226 words, who cares, right? fluff is part of the saga's charm. yes. but! it's now book 3. we're knee deep in a thematic discussion about humanity & juggling several sideplots. for every 226 words we spend watching Bella push magnets together, we have 226 fewer words to spend developing relationships with Bella's vamp fam or her wolfpack pals. that's 226 words we won't spend fleshing out plots, tying up conflict from New Moon, or setting up Breaking Dawn. are the 226 words useless? no. but do we not already have a sense of the conflict & what's at stake here? can't we be fluffy and economical?

if this was a one-time deal, i would say yes, bring on the fucking magnets (& metaphors). but superfluous text is not an anomaly

this ends chapter 11. instead of hooking the reader to turn the page, Bella tells us which words we're meant to notice, her reaction, then dismisses said reaction.

the broader issue: despite the cool lil rabbit holes to explore in Eclipse, Bella insists on holding our hand for all of them. explaining (& dismissing?) every observation limits our scope & makes the book unsatisfying. Bella can (should!) notice lil details, but making readers draw their own conclusions gives them the freedom to explore the book in new ways & gives Bella the freedom to show us more story

but this worsens as the book continues. don't even get me started on the ~4,250 words smeyer takes to appropriate the history of a real tribe. it is meant to add lore to shapeshifting & give Bella an idea for saving Edward later on in the novel. in doing so it perpetuates racist tropes & stereotypes about certain American tribes.

point is, these words add up. the fluff becomes cloying for how much remains unresolved. it gives us too few opportunities to explore & draw our own conclusions. the overall message becomes muddled because there's too much nothing being said. anything of importance that is being said is repeated over & over.

this ineffective use of writing makes me feel like we're desperately clinging to the "normal yet ✨️supernatural✨️" vibes of Twilight while refusing to acknowledge that this series has become bigger than a simple "girl meets vampire, love ensues" pseudo-fairytale.

that is (one of) my problem(s) with Eclipse.

#twilight #twilight renaissance #the twilight saga #twilight eclipse #bella swan #edward cullen #jacob black #eclipse read

[dingoat]

People You'd Like to Get to Know Better

Tagged by @keldae ...a little while ago haha, but I promised myself not to forget! TY! <3

⟡ FAVE SHIPS ⟡

Not gonna like, fave ships will always be anything that's my OC x friend OC. There's definitely chemistry I've enjoyed a great deal in various media (Bec x Greg in Crazy Ex Girlfriend FOR EVER, for example) but nothing compels me and fills my thoughts the way writing with a friend does. And Ahuska's relationships (romantic, platonic, whatever the hell she's got going on with Cipher 13 at the moment) have been my fixation for a GOOD LONG WHILE now!

⟡ LAST SONG ⟡

The Village, the Wolf and the Boy - Taylor Berrett

⟡ LAST FILM ⟡

I think it was Arrival? Went into it not quite knowing what to expect and honestly, I think that's the best way to go into most things.

⟡ CURRENTLY READING ⟡

Living Shadows - Cornelia Funke (The reading stack beside my bed is painfully long. I'm excited to get through everything in it but at my current rate it might take a decade.)

⟡ CURRENTLY CRAVING ⟡

SNOW Travel, preferably involving snow. RP. Always. All the time, a lot. Dog :c

I'd love to tag folk but I'm, uh, super shy and always worried about annoying people and I feel like I've fallen off the wayside of general fun interactions on here. I'd love more. Who wants more? I'll tag you! Let's be internet friends!

#tag game #tag quiz #i like this one #because it's not particularly 'real life' invasive #which I have to be leery of #ty for tagging!! #I miss my dog lots and lots and lots

[iamreadytoforgiveyou]

💚 from the ask game

💚: What does everyone else get wrong about your favorite character?

I'll start with my fav from my 2021 rewatch sokka/ and that is simply that he is gay./gay for zuko . I don't get it I'll never really get it sokka was the staightest boy in the show to me as he.. gets suki/yue/even seems interested in ty lee for 3 seconds/tries to get into good graces with a girls poetry club. He was def not coded gay esp for a 2000s nicktoon. and when i came to tumblr i had hoped to find convos involving how smart /developed he was and it was nothing but zukka everywhere no mention of sokka development it was very discourging . and maybe people think im homphobic but i lean towards jetko/zukaang. zukka i barealy understand.

now lets go with Zuko and I warn people this is gonna be snarky cause i've see so many bad takes since 2020 to well the nows.

this is the BIG ONE people get wrong. because fandom is.. Afraid to acutally Like the real Zuko because the real zuko fits all the problematic scales. from Kidnapping katara/sokka/ /Extortion/Stalking the gaang to capture aang/kidnapping aang/ /sending a man to murder Aang who almost blows up Katara/Toph/ theres a reason zuko is angry at himself eh sent a man to murder Aang.. and he knows it wrong he's not stupid. he's in denial through half of s3 and living in terrible guilt from how he treated iroh/sending combustion man after aang. also Mai never abused zuko....

theres a reason people think im not a zutara shipper its bec i disagree with 99 percent of their takes. including that he was in love wiht katara the whole time Katara was never on his mind Zuko mind was: I must capture the Avatar so I can get back home and have dads love for 90 percent of the show up until the eclipse where his new goal was: Stop Ozai from killing the earth kingdom people /help Avatar he has a very one track mind when it comes to his goals.

fandom gets everything wrong with him.

Awkard turtletuck/maturedad/ maturer than Aang/ the one to save CinderKatara from abusive aang/an uncaring friend group/really loved his time in uncles tea shop/ never did anything wrong / never colonized anything/

I mean the earth kingdom didnt fall just because of azula Zuko made his choice to help her. . They colonized the both of em Ba Sin Sa. Azula gets woofied too she is def responsible for conquering the city but Zuko did help hes not innocent here but fans will def say everything he did is excused cause and azula fans have done this too. and its so .. tiresom

the idea zuko never meant to harm anyone to achieve his endgame/ He almost burnt suki and sokka had to save her. h was not above kidnapping katara to get what he wants. or knocking her out twice. The idea zuko never had any attention to harm anyone to get to Aang to get home is ludrucious. /this boy wanted to go home for 90 percent of the show.

Zuko is an impulsive teenager with a bit of an ego who looked down on the common folk for a good while thats why he robbed from earth kingdom people he felt they owed him stuff. because he was the prince of the FN. having to live among em is what helped him gain sympathy for their plight to leave the firenation so they wouldn't die.

Zuko arc is learning the fire nation is a cruel ruthless nation and his way of thinking that he's better than people is wrong. I dont think some people can reconsile low self esteem doesnt mean you can't look down on others.. Cause he did from calling katara a pesant in s1 and saying how the people in the earth kingdom should respect them to iroh in s2/ He has to learn sympathy/empathy for people outside the fire nation. . Zuko journey is to learn to be a better man. its like .. a man in his teens/early 20s learning their biggoted beliefs are nothing but bs and having to grown and improve.

. he is not without flaws in the end when he joins avatar he's still grumpy. he's awkward because he trying to befriend the people he us to hunt down so its gonna be awkward. Zuko isn't team dad. He's been adopted into the gaang.

I also disgree with haters saying Zuko should have changed 100percent into mr. calm/collected otherwise his arc is a bust. Zuko is a lot like Iago to me in turns of character changing sides with villian to the good guys. I'd rather they stay themselfs in terms of snark than became a perfect /happy sunshine attitudie character.

i just think fandom is afraid to enjoy Assholes. there i said it. I love jerks so i dont understand it. Think of Spongebob going from a square to a perfect smooth circle and that's how fandom treats Zuko in teh shipping side of things. there's a reason i never felt happy in teh zutara fandom. most people dont talk about him how i see him . but as a teenager i related to zukos anger a lot and i had to work on that anger. how zuko is treated to me feels very.... ableist to me when you try to ignore his flaws. it reads off as he's unlovable if he has any uncomfortable personality traits.

#atla #zuko

[futureman]

bea!! may I ask about you say hello, i say goodbye? <3

bec, hii! yess, okay so that one will hopefully become more than just a detailed outline one day 💀 it's based on a leighton meester song (...blair from gossip girl, i love her) and is a chaptered no-outbreak au basically about a woman who keeps showing up at joel's local bar at random?

they have a one night stand and then she disappears and he's devastated because he's joel and he gets attached. but then she shows up again weeks later and they do it again. they kind of fall into this steady rhythm over months and months. each chapter is a different encounter! and it's joel's pov 🗣️🗣️🗣️ my FAVORITE thing to write

ty for asking!!

wip ask game

#wip ask game

[cauldronoflove]

tagged by @formosusiniquis (ty bec!!!) for the last sentence tag game

RULES: post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence

"Jesus, Nance, no wonder you're his favorite."

doing some very last minute edits on debutante 'verse 3 which means this could have gone either way but even though i left it off on a comparatively short one i still will not be tagging for all of that love and light

tagging @grasslandgirl @strangetorpedos @daphneblakess

#giving myself the cut off time of 8pm that i have to stop editing and post otherwise i will be editing this forever #personal

[ahaura]

thoughts on yellowjackets s2e1

i would kill for lottie btw

well not cult leader lottie but u know how it is

it is sad that shauna is keeping the body of her best friend in the meat shed and talks to her like she's alive or as if she's a ghost but it's actually SO funny. yellowjackets is a comedy actually

misty giving sound advice tbh

shauna and jeff can are so dumb getting their DNA all over the art studio

taissa got a new dog but went into the crawlspace and promised it would be different... is she doing some major mental gymnastics bec it doesnt feel like she's Reckoning w her repressed ??? concerning what happened in the past

steve is a great name for a dog tho

"we'll make a sound kidnapper out of you yet" yeah <3

travis and natalie going out and mapping the area but also still searching for javi... seeing a dead fox but thinking it's javi...

THE GIRL WHO SINGS HER INTONATIONS IM GOING NUTS THEY SOUND SO FAMILIAR LIKE...

lottie taking the leadership roll performing little rituals making people drink her blood ok ok ok

is travis having visions... is lottie exuding her cult leader powers on travis... does SHE have powers... she has after all embraced the otherworldly fairytale logic/enviornment of it all so it tracks

(i dont remember shit despite rewatching s1 a while ago btw)

how does lottie know javi is alive did the woods tell her i wanna know

NATALIE SAID FUCK YOUR CULT MEMBER AND STABBED HER LETSGOOOOOOOOO

VAN TYING HER AND TAISSA TOGETHER...

van should have more scars btw like she got mauled by a wolf and burned alive

SHE BIT VAN WHILE SHE WAS ALSEEP?

van saying i love you in blood is actually VERY romantic and whatever taissa is suppressing would probably agree

"i have a message for you from travis" oh no oh no here we go natalie dont DO it

shauna spent the entire episode wandering around with jackie's ear in her pocket. COMEDY

rip to callie coming to terms that her parents killed someone and covered up the crime

THE EPISODE ENDED WITH SHAUNA EATING JACKIE'S EAR all the cannibalism girlies will go CRAZYYYYYY for this one

i dont have many other thoughts as of right now but im excited for whats to come

#📺 lb

[nostalgicbones]

5, 12, 22, 19, 89 (see what I did there 👀😂)

I DO SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE<3 i love it lol ty becs!! (i’m gonna make 12 13 since that’s still taylor appropriate)

5. bad omens — 5sos

13. easy for you to say — 5sos (NOT AGAIN OH MY GOD?)

22. requiem on water — imperial mammoth

19. sticky — the maine

89. smithereens — twenty one pilots

send me a number 1-101 and i’ll share the corresponding song in my wrapped!

#lexanswers #santababysteve #tag

[dykemaclachlan]

HAPPY 1 DAY LATE BIRTHDAY MICH!!!!! 🥳🎉

TY BEC <3

#teehee #asks

[timmymyluv]

AAAAAA so excited for act 3🥰🥰 also can I make a request for maybe throne sex/breeding kink with king henry?👀 thank you lovely!! -🌹anon

I am just as excited 👀👀Bec this is really where the story takes off haha

I usually like replying/writing requests to the replies themselves but bec u are my fav anon (my only and first atm 😁) I had to reply asap and yes 😈😈🥵

I in fact already have a draft of um paul throne sex/breeding kink but why not with hal either? love those kinks/prompts with timo so for every character hey why not skdkd

added to my list! I write my requests not based on when I receive them or when inspo hits me - my content output seems better that way ty for understanding all 💗💗

#🌹 anon