#unloyal

[xdeaktiviertxuninteressantx]

Wenn du deine Augen, von anderen nicht weglassen kannst, brauchst du meine gar nicht erst suchen.

#eigenes #liebe #trennung #verliebt #verletzt #herzschmerz #vermissen #schmerz #enttäuscht #sloth #unloyal #ohne dich

[twistedcharismaaa]

Ari Lennox 🤍

#ari lennox #ari lennox music #shea butter baby #dreamville #away message #age sex location #queen space #unloyal #blackberry sap #black women so beautiful #so beautiful #my baby cakes

[iamthedisorder]

Während du meine Anwesenheit als Therapie beschreibst,

ist es bei mir eher das Gegenteil.

Du bist einer der Gründe,

wieso der Arzt mir eine Therapie verschreibt.

- iamthedisorder

#borderline #bpd #poesie #einsam #alleine #ptbs #Kummer #Therapie #sinnlos #Schwester #narben #Verrat #unloyal #Loyalität

[kuglfish]

Seh' nicht immer nur das Gute im Menschen. Die Meisten denken zuerst an sich selber.

S. zu mir

#Mensch #Rat #Egoist #gut #gutgläubig #vertrauen #unloyal #naiv #er zu mir #gedanken #Optimist #Vertrauensvorschuss #harmoniebedürftig #enttäuscht

[xdileminketiyetex]

..hoffe das du immer noch an mich denkst..

#liebe #deutsches zitat #zitat #zitate #loyalty #deutschland #deutschrap #loyalität #unloyal #god #eltern #zeit #culture #eigenes #er #kurdisch #du #leben #mama #papa #englisch

[sheplayswithlifee]

I ain’t taking yo shit today I ain’t taking yo shit tomorrow We can do it my way No, I ain’t stickin round no more Cuz you just wanna play with my heart and I seen you with the girl at the party You think I’m just gonna stand on by and watch you waste my time Boy I am way too fine So, I’m out.

#Spotify #Unloyal #Summer Walker #Unloyal by Summer Walker #SPWL Listens #Song of the day

[elody513]

Fuck those unloyal humans out there. Stay loyal to yourself

#sad quotes #verletzt #gedankenchaos #in pain #es tut weh #unloyal #fuck those guys

[superagitatedsharon]

Don't tell ed but the only "Ed" I want in bed is Sheeran.

#unloyal #cheating #sad #cheatingcore #angst #hurt no comfort

[maddz18]

I’ve been betrayed n traumatized countless times, when you cross that line with me the bridge is burned.

#betrayed #unloyal #abandoned #trauma #no trust

[xdeaktiviertxuninteressantx]

Das schlimmste Gefühl ist wenn du im Bett liegst und einfach weinst anfängst zu weinen, weil dir diese eine Person so sehr fehlt.

#eigenes #liebe #verliebt #herzschmerz #verletzt #vermissen #trennung #schmerz #enttäuscht #sloth #Gefühle #ohne dich #Lügnerin #fremdgeherin #unloyal #egoist #weinen #schreien #Hass #Wut #Trauer

[twistedcharismaaa]

Ari Lennox 💓

#ari lennox music #ari lennox #shea butter baby #away message #age sex location #black women are beautiful #so beautiful #my baby cakes #queen space #unloyal #blackberry sap #dreamville

[iamthedisorder]

Ich soll dir sagen was los ist ?

Tut mir nicht leid, denn das hast du verpasst.

Verpasst an allen Tagen,

an denen ich weinend vor dir stand.

Doch du,

du hast nicht einmal was gemacht,

überhaupt nicht an meine Gefühle gedacht,

ich glaub,

du bist nur da wenn ich lach‘,

- iamthedisorder

#borderline #bpd #poesie #bps #einsam #ptbs #alleine #traurig #Kummer #Verrat #Unloyal #Gefühle #verletzt #weinen

[88m33]

March 13th, 2023

I hate the way you make me feel about myself.

If I knew this was how you were going to treat me,

I never would have tried in the first place.

I tell people that I’m glad you ruined our relationship,

That now I don’t have to waste my time with you

And I can see why people say what they do,

But it’s a lie.

Part of me would give the world to turn back time,

To go back to sitting shoulder to shoulder

And laughing at each other’s jokes

And drinking coffee while studying

And messaging at midnight about economics class,

Back to when you looked at me like I was a human being

And smiled at me in the hallway

And I lived in a blissful haze of hoping you felt something for me.

I know I shouldn’t blame myself for any of it—

I mean I was the one that asked you to coffee

And you were the one that asked me to take off my clothes—

But if I could take back the text I sent that day,

I would in a heartbeat.

I never really understood the idea of “ignorance is bliss”;

In my head, the truth was always better than living a lie,

But that’s so incredibly naïve.

The truth will always hurt.

Sometimes the truth is simply

That boys really do just think with their dicks

And don’t take into account

How telling a girl who desperately wants to love him

That her body is the only thing he wants

Could be one of the most horrendously painful things he can do.

I hate the way you make me feel like a worthless whore,

Like one of Bukowski’s women,

Having fallen for his charm and his pretty words

Until she reads what he truly thinks of her:

Dumb, dispensable, good for nothing but what her body can give.

I’m glad I caught myself before I fell for yours.

I hope you understand why

I’ve cried myself to sleep every other night since January 31st,

I can only look at my reflection with utter disgust and hatred,

I want to rip my teeth out every time I see you smile,

I want to shove pencils in my ears at your voice,

I want to run as fast as possible when we’re sitting in the same room

Even though I deserve to feel as safe and welcome there as you do.

I want to tell the world who you really are

And what you tried to do

And ruin your “committed relationship”

And ruin your life

Because you’re ruining mine

But I won’t because I don’t think revenge would be truly worth it.

I could pray and wish for an apology

But I doubt you’d care to ever give me one.

Instead, I’ve resigned myself to my words—

The only thing I’ve held onto this whole time—

But it seems you’re infiltrating those too.

Damn you.

#i dont love you #and yet #i miss you #poetry #it’s shitty poetry if you’d even consider it #poetry of tumblr #sad poetry #unloyal #poets of tumblr #poem #poet #sad poem #sad poems #heartache #heartbreak #love #lonely #boys #shitty poetry #poet of tumblr #poem of tumblr #sad poets #sad poet #bukowski #betrayal #guilt #i want to scream

[jolvika]

I wish I can still trust you with my feelings like I use too…

#breakup #love quotes #quotes #state of mind #feelings #i wish we never met #words #unloyal

[xdileminketiyetex]

Nie zufrieden, auch wenn man im Paradies ist..

#liebe #deutsches zitat #zitat #zitate #loyalty #deutschland #deutschrap #loyalität #unloyal #god #eltern #zeit #culture #eigenes #er #kurdisch #leben #mama #papa #englisch

[lunarad]

Someone told me keep on tight the things that are mine.

But was he mine if he wanted her so bad?

.....

I've changed some Melanie Martinez's 'Pacify Her' song lyrics, and made it more relatable to my situation <3

#melanie martinez #pacify her #crybaby #crybaby album #music lyrics #pop music #indie music #bpd stuff #mental health #recovery #tw ed in the tags #lyrics #conceptualism #conceptual art #sad music #toxic relationships #toxic ex #unloyal #exbf #exgf #heartbreak