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I’m finding it very hard to desire being alive rn

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I don’t like feeling like I have to choose between my partner or my sexuality and my parents. I don’t want to lose anyone but it shouldn’t be this hard. It makes me hate myself and my thoughts get incredibly toxic. I don’t know what to do honestly

#lgbt #lgbtqa #lgbtq community #lgbt representation #lgbtqplus #lgbtq positivity #unsupportive parents #unsupportive family #sexuality #send positive vibes

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I hate feeling guilty when I eat. I hate feeling like my body is disgusting because I’m self conscious no matter what I put on. I want to lose weight and my personal trainer said I need to eat to feed the muscle because starving would be feeding the fat but I feel like I’m getting nowhere and I hate it. I don’t know what to do and I can feel that urge to just eat nothing coming back. I’m trying to ignore it but it’s so fucking hard when I’m not seeing any progress doing shit “the right way” when doing it my way I at least saw and felt something…

#help #i hate my body #i feel guilty #feeling guilty when eating #disordered eating mention #eating diary #tw eating issues #eating disoder trigger warning #I want to feel something

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#soooky #spooky #spooky vibes #it’s spooky time #spooky wallpapers #Halloween #vintage halloween wallpaper #halloween wallpaper

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I wish I could be someone that was nonchalant about life and it’s endeavors

#nonchalant #anxitey #anxiety issues #I wish I could #not me #daily thoughts #sad girl thoughts

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#spooky #spooktober #spooky vibes #halloween 2022 #vintage halloween #it’s spooky time #spoopernatural #spoopy #spoopy vibes #halloween wallpaper #vintage Halloween wallpaper #houston #queer community #queer pride #lesbian goals #lesbian couple #lgbt houston #lgbtqia #lgbtqplus #queer love #gender queer #lesbian as fuck #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #queer as folk

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#disney doorables #Disney Doorables series 8 #you had one job #Disney Doorables mistakes #what in the world #walt disney productions

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Especially when A03 is down that’s for sure

Anybody else relate? 😂

#fitblr #health #health & fitness #fitness #healthylifehealthymind #healthylifestyle #weightloss #longtermweightloss #healthytips #obesity #let me be perfectly queer #ao3feed #ao3fic

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I had a Disney World annual pass for three or four years and while it’s extremely common to pick up an addiction to a certain type of merch or something the only thing I ever collected was ride photos without any people in them

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Please check out my Catradora fic and lmk what you think!!

#houston #queer community #queer pride #lesbian goals #lesbian couple #lgbt houston #lgbtqia #lgbtqplus #queer love #gender queer #lesbian as fuck #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #queer as folk #adora shera #adora x catra #catradora fanfic #catradora fluff #catradora #ao3feed #AO3 Catradora

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#houston #queer community #queer pride #lesbian goals #lesbian couple #lgbt houston #lgbtqia #lgbtqplus #queer love #gender queer #lesbian as fuck #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #queer as folk #tattoos #my family is disappointed #dissapointed but not surprised #dissapointment of the family

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Thank you to my many Facebook groups that allow me to see beauties like this pop up on my feed full of pictures of family members that I know wouldn’t support me if they knew

#houston #queer community #queer pride #lesbian goals #lesbian couple #lgbt houston #lgbtqia #lgbtqplus #queer love #gender queer #lesbian as fuck #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #queer as folk #thank you #in the closet

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I got broken up with by my job. It feels identical to a breakup bc I ignored red flags bc I loved it so much and then once I put my two weeks in because I got another job, my job kicked me out early and basically said ‘we found coverage for you so we don’t need you here.’

I didn’t get any of the goodbye things precious co workers have received and I worked there for exactly a year, exactly a year to the day like they kicked me out on my one year anniversary day.

I am going through a wave of emotions and it just hits me sometimes. I’m in my new job training and it has a fairly extensive training process, and every so often I just get this wave of sadness because I miss aspects of my old job despite the red flags… like a toxic relationship.

It’s been years since I’ve been broken up with and idk how to handle this rn

#send help #jobs #broken up with #break up #healing from a break up #break up pains #sadness #break up sadness #i don’t know what to do #someone send help #coping mechanisms #houston

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I feel like everything I used to enjoy has all of the color and life sucked out of it. Now I am confused and don’t know how or where to find joy again…

#depressing poem #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #tw depressive #what do I do now #depression #sadness #sad girl thoughts #sad gay hours #queer community #houston #lesbian goals

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where did i go wrong?

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i feel like i am losing myself

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Honestly, I don’t know if I’d be that nice to plush-me but it’s nice to think about...