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#depressing shit #bpd thoughts #ed diet #fall apart #mental breakdown #mentally unstable #sad boi hours #sad poetry #all alone #black and white

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#depressing shit #bpd thoughts #ed diet #fall apart #mental breakdown #mentally unstable #sad boi hours #sad poetry #all alone #black and white

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i'm tired,... but not tired in a normal way

#depressing shit #bpd thoughts #ed diet #fall apart #mental breakdown #mentally unstable #sad boi hours #sad poetry #all alone #black and white

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why why why why why why why why

why why why why why why why why

why why why why why why why why

why why why why why why why why

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lost and alone

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tw:sh, vent, trauma

so today i relapsed after life 3 days of being clean... my parents are fighting a lot im fighting for my life and it sucks knowing i will never get better.. my bpd is getting worse and worse and my depression is basically making me blind... i'm going ti a psych ward in two days... i've been restricting and binging also i think miss mia will come back bascally i'm being traumatized and my parents are also homophobic and racist soooo....

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live is not givingggg

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if im gonna have a sleep disorder why does it have to be insomnia i wish it was at least hypersomnia like god pls can i sleep for two minutes

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i just want to be skinny again, i want to be dying again

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remember :

nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

being fat hurts more than starving

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i stopped worrying about me a long time ago

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when i look at you i see infinity

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i don't know anything

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i wish i simply easily could not care

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when will this end?

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ok but this is sooo true lol

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