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ioveyouyouloveme · 2 months
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A memory that wasn't my own
Content might be triggering for some viewers - viewers discretion is advised
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Flopping onto the mattress with her back to the ceiling, Lilith let her hand dangle off the bed, free falling in the air. She thinks back to the feeling she felt back at the river and how it felt. Soon she took a deep breath, feeling the emptiness surrounding her hand shift, and become occupied by water. She took another deep breath before dragging her other arm off the bed and placing it parallel to the other. With one last deep breath, she dove into the water. Gracefully, like a naiad, she entered the waters, her body moving gracefully along with the current of the ocean. 'This'—she took note of 'It feels... different.' Unlike the warm waters that had graced her skin near the river, these waters were much harsher, colder, and more so, resembled those of a tundra. This particular body of water was large, vast and dare she say it ‘endless’.
'Ha ha ha'  The faint sound of laughter drew her attention.  'Ha ha ha' she whipped her head to the right 'Ha ha ha' then to the left. As she continued to try and trace it’s origin, it seemed as though the laughter was swirling around her, no definite point of origin. Suddenly the laughter came to an abrupt halt. Silence now engulfed her. In her frantic search for the place from which the laughter came from she failed to notice just how far deep into the ocean she sunk, the once glacier blue waters now a deep navy blue colour.
She looked up, the suns rays hitting the water in such a way that it seemed as though she was staring at the pearly white gates of heaven. Without hesitation she started swimming. Her entire body working as one unit together. Lilith was a great marathon swimmer meaning she had great stamina and endurance, but the temperatures of these waters were unlike any she had experienced before. With each stroke she could feel her body fighting off the frostbite. She was now within arms length of breaking through to the surface, but just as she was about to touch the surface, the light disappeared. What had once shifted from a blinding light to the faint sightings of the warms and sunny sky had now changed back to the deep waters of which she had just came.
Lilith examined her surroundings, nothing seemed off. Looking back up she saw the same blinding light. With no other path to the surface she began swimming again. This swim took twice as long as the first, Lilith’s body already highly fatigued from the encounter at the river and her first attempt to reach the surface. Once again she was within arms length of the surface, but much like first *snap* she was back to square one. Her eyes squinted in confusion. ‘What was going on.’she asked herself. Deciding that simming back up was no longer the best solution she started wandering the waters in hopes of an exit. After an extensive amount of swimming she stopped, there was no exit in sight, her body was starting to succumb to frostbite, and she was running out of oxygen. With one final thought she started swimming back up again.
Before she had even reached half way *snap* she was back where she started. Shocked and afraid she let out a gasp of air. She quickly placed a hand over her mouth so as to prevent herself from wasting more oxygen. She looked back to the sky, the same blinding light. She knew it would probably resolve to the same result but she began swimming.
This on and off cycle of a swimming topsy turvy continued until Lilith’s body could move no more and she could nolonger hold her breath. Slowly the hands of unconsciousness clawed at her floating figure. She felt her eyes close gradually and her life start to slip away. Accepting her fate she closed her eyes with one more breath she inhaled the water and felt it take over her lungs and soon black.
Lilith shot up in her bed, breathing heavily. She examined her surroundings seeing familiar posters and potted plants. She was in her room. At this realization her breathing started to slow down ‘It was all a dream.’ she thought  ‘No’ she looked down at her left hand. On her middle finger was the ring from the river and it was pulsing a gold color as if it were sentient ‘It wasn’t a dream’ the ring whispered ‘It was a memory… one not belonging to you.’
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ioveyouyouloveme · 4 months
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A Tie between Two Hearts (Part 1)
Irene (Red Velvet) × Fem g!p reader × Elsa (Frozen)
Warnings : This series contains suggestive content, mentions of drinking, cheating, stalking, mentions of torture, possessiveness. Plz indicate any triggers I did not mention.
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Pics not mine credits to the original owner
Word count: 1.1k
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"Y/n get your ass down here!" Her roommate yelled at her as she left her room and walked down the stairs. When she got to the bottom of the stairscase Irene was waiting for her. "Finally-" She said rolling her eyes "I was beginning to think that you were never gonna make it down the staircase." she said walking towards the couch "Now hurry the fuck up, the movie's about to start." by the time she reached to couch Irene was already waiting with the blanket open. Y/n gave her a questioning look and she responded "What? I want cuddles." Y/n chuckled softly before entering the blanket.
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Elsa felt herself almost trip as the ship swayed violently, the storm growing stronger. To balance herself she hold on to the side of the ship. Out the corner of her eye she saw Kristoff approach her also holding on to the side of the boat. "The captain says it's too dangerous to continue!" He shouts over the storm "Then we turn back, go back to Arrendale and choose a new course!" "Unfortunately that won't be possible!" The captain said approaching them. She let out a frustrated sigh. They had heard reports from neighbouring kingdoms say that on their way to Arrendale they saw a strange island that seemed to entrance their ships captains and cause them to drive directly into a storm, this phenomenon was the current reason as to why they were on this ship. Soon after the captain told them the bad news they heard one of the crewmates scream "Holy shit! Look to the skies!!" Their heads all whipped up looking towards the sky. What they saw made all of them freeze in fear. A bolt of lightning rushed passed them hitting directly towards the centre of the ship causing for a white blinding light to shine across the entire ship. Everyone squeezed their eyes shut in attempts to stop themselves from being blinded.
When Elsa opened her eyes she was no longer on the ship, but rather on solid ground. She frantically looked around searching for Anna, Kristoff and Olaf. The place was thick with fog which made it exceptionally difficult to find them. After a while she saw the outline of their silhouettes through the fog.
The closer she got to them the clearer their muffled voices got. "Calm down! How am I supposed to calm down, in this situation?!" I heard Kristoff's voice "I don't know, just find a way to. I'm freaking out too and we can't have both of us freaking out, so you need to man up and stay calm!" Anna said obviously frustrated by the situation. Elsa heard Olaf's voice say "Guys I think it would be very beneficial if we all just took a deep breath in-" They all took in a deep breath "And let it go." They all started letting go of their breath but Anna abruptly stopped "Let it go? Let it go! Oh my god where is Elsa!?" she asked frantic "I'm right here Anna." She said emerging from the fog. Anna ran to Elsa and embraced her in a tight hug. Anna pulled away from the hug with a concerned look on her face "What's wrong?" Elsa asked concerned "Elsa where exactly are we?" "I don't know." She answered "Where ever we are it seems to be a very wet and creepy place." Kristoff said obviously tired of standing in the rain "Umm, I don't know where we are either, but where ever it is, it seems the person that lives here is very wealthy." Olaf said looking in the opposite direction of them.
They followed his gaze and were met with the site of mansion. "Holy sh-" "Kristoff please keep it PG-13." "I'm gonna knock and ask for help." Olaf said already standing in front of the door "Woah woah woah!" They simultaneously said. Olaf paused and turned his body towards them, paused for another brief second then knocked "Olaf no!" They said "Was I not supposed to do that?"
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Y/n and Irene were watching 'Jeniffer's body.' when it started raining. When it got to the scene where Jennifer kisses Needy Y/n heard Irene whisper "Damn Megan Fox is Hot." "That she is my friend." Irene turned her head towards her "What? You thought I didn't hear you?" Irene then shyly turned her head back towards the TV "But she isn't as hot as you." Irene looked at Y/n wide eyed with her cheeks a rosy color. She bashfuly turned her back towards the TV in attempts to ignore Y/n's comment but Y/n quickly grabbed hold of her chin and turned Irene's head in her direction "Irene I know you're not that emotionally dense." She said gazing deeply into her eyes. She gently removed her thumb and index finger from Irene's chin. Irene was stunned to say the least "Um-I-mm I don't know what to say." "You don't have to say anything. I was just letting you know." Y/n said tucking some of Irene's her behind her ear. This action made Irene's cheeks flush which caused Y/n to chuckle lightly.
"It's fine if you don't feel the same way." Y/n said getting up to leave. When she turned around Y/n felt Irene's hand grab on to her wrist and gently pull her back on to the couch "Y/n will you be my girlfriend?" Irene asked looking deeply into Y/n's eyes "I thought you'd never ask." Y/n swiftly leaned in and connected their lips to Irene's. The kiss was soft, sweet and filled with love.
Their kiss was then interrupted by the sound of two knocks coming from the door. The two looked towards the door confusion 'who could possibly be knocking here at this time of night?'
Y/n quickly got off the couch and told Irene to stay in the living room. She cautiously made her way to the door. As she got closer she could hear hushed murmurs behind the door. Y/n swung the door open with great force which startled the people on the other side of the door. Looking at them through the fog Y/n had a strange feeling, deja vu if you will. It was if she had seen these very silhouettes before but she couldn't quite tell from where. Slowly one of the figures emerged from fog. The first thing Y/n took notice of was the woman's dress, it had an icy blue colour and had a very specific make to it, Y/n could've sworn sh had seen it somewhere. To engrossed in her thought, Y/n hadn't noticed that the woman was now standing in front of her "Umm… Hello? Hi? Sorry…ma'am?" Y/n was broken out of her trance when the woman snapped her fingers. "Hi I am Elsa of Arrendale and if you could please tell us where we are?" Y/n looked at the woman's face in pure shock.
What. The. Fuck.
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ioveyouyouloveme · 4 months
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MJ *looking at Peter with dreamy eyes*: He's just so hot.
Y/N *tired of MJ and Peter*: MJ for fuck's sake I'M GAY!
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ioveyouyouloveme · 5 months
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Fanfic yes or no?
I was thinking about writing fanfic should and if you can plz give me prompts.
All fanfic will fem x fem but I will do fem x male or male x male if requested
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ioveyouyouloveme · 8 months
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Broken Mirror
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I stare into the broken mirror a reflection of me
Though others may see it twisted and contorted I see it clearly
It's a show of my inner indifference
A show of unbroken silence
Oh, what a journey it will take you on this broken mirror
A journey to help see yourself clearer and clearer
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ioveyouyouloveme · 9 months
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Thine's Beauty
A poem I wrote in class
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Thine's beauty is as lively as spring
Your grace but a wonderful thing
Comparable to a summer's morning
Your beauty but a calling
I drift into the unknown
Your beauty has led me astray
Morals gone as they were known
A burning wound an ashtray
A Jezebel in Snow White form
A succubus that brought a storm
A Greek goddess's beauty you were given at birth
Your innocence now I mourn
Happily ever after let it be
The love story of you and me
Then everyone shall see
Our love young, wild and free
Thine's beauty is as lively as spring
About you I love everything
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ioveyouyouloveme · 9 months
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Irene(Red Velvet) x Fem!Reader x Elsa(Frozen)
I've been writing a fanfic of this and was wondering whether i should post it or not
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