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“this girl is like fuckin’ perfect right now, i don’t wanna ruin that”

“maybe you’re perfect right now, maybe you don’t wanna ruin that”

- good will hunting

#good will hunting #robin williams #matt damon #drafts #movies #quotes #love #film

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if i was an artist,

then maybe i would be able to figure out a way to draw the sheer depth of the gaping hole in my chest,

the one i keep trying to fill

if i was a poet

maybe i’d be able to figure out a way to describe the feeling i get each night right before i go to sleep,

when ive taken off my makeup, and stripped myself down the bare minimum of who i am,

but im not an artist

and im not a poet,

im just a girl

attempting to convince herself that one day it’ll all matter

#dark academia #books #chaotic academia #cottagecore #cottagecore aesthetic #chaotic academia aesthetic #light academic aesthetic #notes app poetry #trashy poetry #spilled ink #girlhood #angel core #angel aesthetic #so many thoughts

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i love you, but i love myself more, and that’s okay.

#love #dark academia #books #cottagecore #dead poets society #self love #self liberation #don’t give away pieces of yourself in the name of romance #chaotic academia #cottagecore aesthetic #jane austen #light academia #poetry #romanticism #writeblr #art

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i don’t wanna be your second best, i wanna be your only one.

- younger hunger

#love #second best #younger hunger #music #indie #alternative #dark acadamia aesthetic #pick me choose me love me things #dark academia #romantic aesthetic #falling in love #quotes

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i am the moon,

and you are my sun,

i shine with your light,

i am seen because of your radiance

#love #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #spilled poetry #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #light academia #light academic aesthetic #romantic aesthetic #romantic academia #cryptid core #cottage core #poem #poetry #dead poets society #kill your darlings #moon #sun

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i wouldn’t kill for you, im not gonna die for you, but i will live for you, and i hope you know that a part of every breath i take belongs to you, that’s how i love you

#love #romantic #romantic aesthetic #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #light academia #light academia aesthetic #cryptid core #cottage core #love love love #love me why don’t you

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Euripides, from “Orestes”, An Oresteia (trans. Anne Carson)

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you say I wear my heart on my sleeve,

my sleeves are too long so my hearts in my palm of my hand,

you take my hand and fold it within yours,

not knowing (maybe knowing)

that you now hold my heart too,

please don’t drop it

#romantic #romantic academia #holding hands (romantically) #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #light academia #light academia aesthetic #cryptid core #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #dead poets society #poem #poetry #let’s fall in love tonight

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there’s such a strange sense of intimacy and trust to falling asleep on a strangers shoulder on the bus, like the third time I went to india, we were going to a dam and I was maybe 12 or 13 and I was sitting alone, and I was in the window seat and ig I fell asleep because I woke up and my head was on the shoulder of this random old man, and yes this normally would be creepy, but he was my grandfathers age, and i was half asleep and it didn’t seem so weird, and maybe it was just the fact that we are most vulnerable in our sleep and he was kinda like my protector for the 2 hours I was asleep, and he didn’t know me and he just let me lean on him, and yeah I never spoke to him and have never seen him again, in fact I don’t even remember his face that well, but I will never forget him all the same

#memories #india #intimacy #trust #spilled thoughts #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #desi academia #desi #south Asian

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she says she’s fine

they know she’s lying

she goes to sleep at night

and wakes up with tears in her eyes

she greets them with a smile,

every breath is suffocating,

and if you look closely you can see her hands are shaking,

oh she’s so close to breaking,

but she can’t, not now,

when she’s so close to getting out,

not this close to being free,

to finally being able to leave,

so i say im fine,

they know im lying

#chaotic academia #cottagecore #cottagecore aesthetic #dark academia #dark academic aesthetic #cryptid core #poetry #dead poets society #spilled poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #light acadamia aesthetic #light academia

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baby forget about chemistry,

i wanna make some history

#I hate myself for this #pick up lines #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #light academia #light acadamia aesthetic #cryptid core #writeblr #romantic academia

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in kindergarten,

we read about the little train that could,

now,

i have become the little girl who couldn’t

#dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #light academia #light acadamia aesthetic #romantic academia #cottage core #cryptid core #im so tired #trashy poetry #studyblr #writeblr

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— Richard Siken, I had a dream about you

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when i die,

burn me up,

and scatter my ashes on a windy day,

so that i may join the atmosphere,

and slowly,

one by one,

each piece of myself will fall back onto every person who ever touched my soul,

i will become a part of every one who ever brought me to life,

every waking moment of every waking day,

and in going back to the people that gave me air,

the people that were my air,

i will be truly going home.

#poetry #books #chaotic academia #cottagecore aesthetic #cottagecore #death and all his friends #dark academic aesthetic #dark academia #dead poets society #cryptid core #romantic aesthetic #poem #spilled ink #light academia aesthetic #light academia #spilled words #writeblr

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just hold me tightly,

so I don’t fall apart,

and when I shatter all over the floor,

put me back together

like your moms favorite vase

#poetry #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #light academia #light academia aesthetic #chaotic academia #cottagecore #cottagecore aesthetic #dead poets society #romantic aesthetic #angel core #cryptid core #got inspired by greys anatomy of all things

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The first time I saw you I was late to my morning lecture and cut across the courtyard instead of my usual route to class. You were sitting underneath the big tree next to all the tables. You were surrounded by your friends laughing about some random thing. I paused for a second to just look at you. My phone started beeping to tell me I was late though, so I started running. I started to cut across the courtyard more often, I told myself it was because it was quicker.

“Hey, it’s me, but I guess you knew that already didn’t you, at this moment in time you’re probably wondering where I am, why I’m late, I could tell you what I’m doing, but in the end it’s not gonna matter, but here are all the small moments and big instances that led me to you, and the moments in between that trapped me there”

#oh god i’m doing this #spilled thoughts #dark academia #cryptid core #writeblr #light academia #dark academia aesthetic #light academia aesthetic #romantic aesthetic #stories #spilled ink #this is not a love story

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“Hey, it’s me, but I guess you knew that already didn’t you, at this moment in time you’re probably wondering where I am, why I’m late, I could tell you what I’m doing, but in the end it’s not gonna matter, but here are all the small moments and big instances that led me to you, and the moments in between that trapped me there”

#oh god I’m doing this #writing #spilled thoughts #story time #stories #dark academia #cryptid core #writeblr #light academia #romantic #this is not a love story