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I gaze into his eyes. He smiles. “I want to kiss you so bad.”

I smirk. “Soon…maybe”. I look down, breaking eye contact. Butterflies flutter within.

He smiles. “Maybe?!” He says in disbelief. He grabs my hands. “Alright come on!”

#11.06.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #sex #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #passionate #FD

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You gave me that look and I can’t help but feel so loved, knowing I finally found someone who cares about me.

#11.06.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #sex #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #passionate #loved #FD

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I look him up and down, my breath catching in my throat.

“Wow, you look amazing.”

#11.06.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #sex #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #passionate #our secret #FD

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“I'm standing guard, I'm falling apart

And all I want is to trust you

Show me how to lay my sword down

For long enough to let you through”

— Eight; Sleeping at Last

#10.31.21 #enneagram 8 #sleeping at last #trauma #enneagram #childhood #personality #betrayal #anger #abandonment #cptsd #psychology #8w7 #8w9 #emotions #trust #sword #abuse

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“Now you won’t see all that I have to lose

And all I've lost in the fight to protect it

I won’t let you in, I swore never again”

— Eight; Sleeping at Last

#10.31.21 #enneagram 8 #sleeping at last #trauma #enneagram #childhood #personality #betrayal #anger #abandonment #cptsd #psychology #8w7 #8w9 #emotions

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“Just thinking about feeling your hands all over me, ripping my clothes off, and having your way with me.”

#10.27.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #sex #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #drunk #alcohol #wine

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“That felt so good!”

#10.26.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #sex #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection

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“Safe and sound

Something about you

Stands out

There’s something about you”

— Hold It All Together by CHPTRS

I wish I could have this tonight. Your hugs make me feel safe and protected. You always know how to relax me and make me feel comfortable.

I trust you.

#10.21.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle #touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #chptrs #hold it all together

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Do you ever think about the first time you met someone and compare it to where you guys are right now? Who knew this would happen…

#10.19.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #gentle touch #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #i love you #peace #home #connection #passionate

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“The sun's coming up, you're on my side,

I rub your thigh, you look in my eyes”

— Ride by Chase Rice

…to think I actually got this tonight. I still have butterflies.

#6.10.21 #6.11.21 #kissing #physical touch #cuddling #hugs #forehead kisses #skin on skin #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #desire #lust #friendship #lovers #I love you #peace #ride #chase rice

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“And it hurts for me to think about what life could possibly be like without you”

— Without You by The Kid LARIO

…you are by far one of the best things to have ever happened to me. And I’m only just now seeing it.

#6.10.21 #friends #romance #physical touch #lovers #boating #lake #water #alcohol #love #emotions #laughs #relax #breath #trust #desire #peace #sexy #without you #the kid lario #before he cheats #carrie underwood #ride #chase rice #music

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“Naughty, let's get naughty girl, it's only one or two

The fever's running, feel the heat between us too”

— Ride by Chase Rice

...I desire it so much right now. Hopefully soon.

#4.3.21 #kissing #physical touch #hugs #emotions #love #romance #trust #relax #breathe #safety #attraction #sexy #desire #lust #chase rice

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“Don’t let it rob you of your joy”

#4.21.21 #hugs #physical touch #love #romance #forehead kiss #trust #relax #breathe #safety #trauma #post abuse #encouragement

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Thank you for showing me what love is supposed to be. I know I’m safe with you.

#4.21.21 #cuddling #hugs #physical touch #love #romance #forehead kiss #trust #relax #breathe #friend #safety #skin on skin #trauma #postabuse

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“It's getting hotter, make it softer, feel your chest on top of me,”

— Ride by Chase Rice

#4.11.21 #ChaseRice #romance #safety #love #breathe #hug #kiss

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I promise I'm changing,

I just need time.

#4.6.21 #time #nfrealmusic #romance #postabuse #love #hug #patience #happy #gentle #reassurance #trust #thankyou

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3.3.21 re-sparked it.

3.19.21 confirmed it.

3.20.21 reinforced it.

#3.21.21 #firefighter #fire #firedepartment #passion #career #structure