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#AND I TALK FAST SO I FEEL LIKE THAT KIND OF MAKES PPL NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME. BC YOU GIVE ME AN INCH OF INTEREST oh thats cute inch of
fiovske · 1 year
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my mother warning me out of the blue today to not get married before 30 like... pipe down mother. u don't even know I'm GAY.
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nomaishuttle · 5 months
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the thing abt me is i do hsve goals for therapy snd i do want to delve deep into my psyche but i also never get to talk to ppl irl so when i go in and realize i have a captive audience for the next 50 minutes i just cannot shut up.
#I NEVER CONSIDER MYSELF A CHATTY PERSON BUT THEN I HAVE AN OPPORTUNITY TO CHAT AND IM LIKE TEEHEE#i think im just selective abt who i talk to bc i truly am quite quiet. oh thats cute quite quiet theyre like sisters or cousins maybe.#but i am rly quite quiet i will legit just stand there like 🕴️and i never initiate conversations#but the second i realize somebody actually wants to listen to me talk isrg i suddenly have to recap everything that has ever happened to me#and my opinions on everything that has existed since the big bang occured#AND I TALK FAST SO I FEEL LIKE THAT KIND OF MAKES PPL NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME. BC YOU GIVE ME AN INCH OF INTEREST oh thats cute inch of#interest thats fun.. bc they sound kind of similar thats awesome. anyway you give me an inch of interest and i will take a mile of..#monologue ? closest m word related to talking i can think of but it isnt especially close to mile. oh well#but its literally so bad and then ppl dont want to talk to me bc ill talk for 30 minutes straight but the contents of the talk will be 1.5#hours worth i just talk rly fast and im constantly looping back to things i talked abt before and also leaping to things that are#tangentially related and basicslly . i think i am not very fun to talk to#i also told leslie abt my white man disease of thinking I could totally start a podcast. and she was like well normally i would say i think#they should make microphones cost 5000000 dollars to dissuade people from starting podcasts but i think i would enjoy listening to yours#which is tempting fate. i will not start a podcast#but also if i did she would hypothetically like it.. idt she so#would actually lisren bc i think thats kinda likee. yk its oversrepping the therapy boundary#it would not be an issue to me but i have heard that like. if a therapist hss a yter as a client they shouldnt watch that yters videos yk.#sooo unfortunately she wouldnt actually listento the podcast but yk. BUT I SHOULDNT MAKE A PODCAST IT IS MY INNER WHITE MAN SPEAKING.#idk why i said inner bc hes also outer i am a white semiman. semiman... itis mesnt to be prounced semi man (sim i man.. or sem e man if#you prefer.) but its also fun to read as simmuhman.
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kuiinncedes · 2 years
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Friendly message to say sometimes it feels like you're the only one going through those hardship of speaking your mind but I promise you aren't. You should not be beating yourself up about it. Communication can be so hard and pressurized
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ur gonna make me cry again and this time my roommate is actually here lmfao
#literally sobbed while on the phone w my mom talking about it#not even bc it was like that bad just bc i fucking cry so hard when i get stressed lmao ;-;#but my roommate was not here and now she is lol#thank you <333 this is very kind of you to send#and i think i kinda needed it lmaoo i teared up again XD and turned to face away from my roommate even tho she's not facing me lmaooo#i was just thinking like i know i shouldn't be so judging/negative to myself about#speaking my opinion even tho it was like several hours late lmfao and caused a slight delay in our deliberations/getting newbies process#the process that everyone is apparently very tired of and wants to be over so ya i feel bad about stretching it out :]#i am ultimately mostly glad i did it tho i just feel like ppl think it was for nothing i guess :\ and i guess it was since we didn't end up#changing anything#idfk anymore lmfao ugh#but yeah talking to my mom and her talking about her similar experiences..... ugh yeah#im still absolutely gonna think about this too fucking much and make myself slightly miserable about it for no fucking reason lmfao#buuuut . it's ok#like i spoke up about my opinion when i had something to say#i am doing that more obviously in board lol and it's very stressful :]]]]]#esp when there are 4 very opinionated/quick-to-say-things members of board#idk i just like can't Say things so fast i need time to think and then when i've thought about it enough things have moved on lmao#i was so stressed about this all day and i know i shouldn't have been like literally was so upset all day and for what lmfao#we're adding newbies to the discord soon tho and hopefully thatll be a lil pick me up#sorry about all this tag stuff XD but ya know that's what i do here lmfao#ugh ugh i had a bunch more but i deleted it bc tag limit probably XD#newbies r joining yay and the discord hi stickers are being spammed <3#other-room-mate is there w her bf and talking and stuff and i dont rly want to deal w it :''''') but it's fine im listening to music#ok anyway anon if ur still reading ty for this ask lmao ily <3#asks#anonymous
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sexydoffyman · 8 months
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IT IS I…..
I have RETURNED TO THY WITH ANOTHER REQUEST!!!!!!!! I ALSO LOVED THAT YANDERE KONIG HC I ATE THAT SHIT UPPP HOLY LIKE YALL R SO GOOD WTF
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anyways ignoring my crazy ramblings,,,,,,,,
this time I have dropped on by to request some DRAMA AND TEA, maybe headcanons on ghost, soap, and konig fighting over the m!reader’s love
YOU HAVE CREATIVE LIBERTY, GIVE US MORE HCS PLEASEEEEE and take ur time!!! U CAN MAKE IT SPICY OR NAW BUT I NEED TO SEE THIS
MAYBE SUBTLY FIGHTING OR NOT… I MEAN,,, I MEAN,,,,, YOU CAN ADD MORE PPL IF U WANT…….. I DONT MIND BECAUSE I NEED TO SEE THE TEA UNFOLD
FIGHTING OVER YOU
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genre: romance?
characters: Ghost, Soap, König
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Soap and Ghost definitely mock each other. Ghost saying, Soap is a Leprechaun. Soap just says, "Go brush your teeth." in the most British accent.
They are rivals. Both have the same goal.
The mockery is just a "play fight" since they know each other.
With König tho. When he joins the fight over your attention, all hell breaks loose.
He's tall and intimidating, and they don't know him.
Those two stop arguing so fast.
Now, they have a common enemy.
To be honest, any two of them would gladly team up to ruin the third ones attempt to get your attention.
Ghost and Soap would threaten König when they see him eyeing you.
It's not the "Don't touch him, he's mine!" kind of threat. It's the "I will haunt you and everyone you ever cared about down." kind of threat.
It progressed from mocking each other, embarrassing each other, pulling each other away from you to blood on their fists and faces.
They fought like damn animals.
Soap had his face obviously bruised.
Ghost had his balaclava slightly torn.
König broke some of his gear.
They were trying to rip each other to shreds.
All just to get your attention.
Not even Price could've stopped the fight.
They just tired each other out so much they passed out.
Their way of fighting lacked any morals.
Trying to poke each other's eyes out.
Breaking a couple of ribs along the way.
Price was not in the room when they passed out. There were just a couple of new recruits.
All of them didn't dare to get close to them when they saw how brutal they were.
When they got up, they were at each other's throats once again.
Not caring about the injuries they had.
The room cleared, with no one wanting to get caught up in the fight.
Soap was about to throw a punch at König but stopped.
Ghost took that chance, punching him to the ground.
He soon realized why Soap hesitated.
You ran up to the hurdle of tired soldiers.
They all loosened up, releasing anyone from their grip.
"Holy shit, ya'll fucked each other up!" You exclaimed.
Ghost's eyes filled with embarrassment. You could swear he was blushing under that mask.
Soap smiled at you awkwardly, hoping that you didn't lose interest in him because of his brutality.
Königs eyes softened. He felt so relaxed when you talked to them.
You bent down next to them, examining their wounds.
Soap and Ghost were just waiting for you to look at them with disgust. Meanwhile, König was admiring you.
"BUHAHAHA" You laughed at them. "What kind of disagreement made you fight like this?" You wondered giggling.
If only you knew.
The three of them looked behind you, seeing another dude look at you with a smirk.
There, it was decided.
They were gonna work together to make this dude piss his pants.
Now, you have scary dog privileges.
A/N: I can see myself writing p2 of this so feel free to request for this again.
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loserdiaz · 1 year
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i've seen a lot of ppl talking about buck and eddie both getting knocked out during the storm and eddie wakes up relatively quickly in the hospital and the firefam's there and he sees that buck is missing and is like "oh and buck is with chris right? where is he?" and the others just look at each other not knowing how to tell him that buck's in a coma and i just—
can you just imagine tho, eddie in that hospital bed and he can't get up and even when he tries bobby and chim and hen are there to stop him and no one would tell him really what the hell happened except that buck is in a fucking coma and all they can do is wait.
and eddie just wants to see him, make sure he's alive and that he still exists bc most days buck feels like a pipe dream, something too good to be true and eddie's losing his mind.
and then—
it's late at night and his hospital room is so quiet, hen is in a chair next to his bed and she's sleeping and eddie loves her but all he can think about is that usually is another person who sits next to eddie's bed when he's hurt, another person who holds his hand and reassures him he'll take care of chris while eddie can't.
the tv is a soft, barely there background noise as it casts a dim light over the room, but when he looks up it's the news are playing back what happened earlier and he sees the moment the lightning strikes, sees the moment eddie himself almost falls... sees buck falling from the ladder truck and hitting his head against the side—
"buck" he gasps without even realizing, the name falling from his lips like a plea, like a prayer begging to be heard.
"buck." eddie chokes out as his mind replays the fall in slow motion.
eddie was supposed to have buck's back. eddie was supposed to save him.
hen wakes up and eddie quickly realizes he's hyperventilating, struggling to take a deep breath and tears are streaming down his face with no way to stop them.
he's having a panic attack. he hasn't had one of those in a long time, eddie thinks almost absentmindedly.
"eddie hey, it's okay." hen redts a hand on his shoulder and tries to calm him down but it doesn't feel right— her hand is too heavy on eddie's shoulder, and it's not the right side. It's too soft, too—
It's no buck's.
"i need to see him." he manages to blurt out the in between gasps. "hen, let me see him. please." he begs and his voice is shaky and breaking by the last word. it sounds pathetic and desperate even to his own ears but eddie can't bring himself to care at that moment.
his heart is beating too fast, unforgiving against his ribcage, his hands are trembling and eddie—
he just needs to see him.
it takes a while and the nurses are definitely not happy with himself— once again, eddie doesn't have it in him to care.
especially when he's put in a wheelchair (he doesn't need it but he's picking his battles carefully right now) and taken to see buck.
his hospital room is a lot like eddie's but maddie is sprawled on the chair next to the bef, with red puffy eyes and hair a mess.
she looks exactly like how eddie feels inside, if he's being honest, and for a moment he feels a kind of weird keenship to her.
they both would do anything for buck. they both hate to see buck hurt.
"i'll give you some time with him." she smiles tiredly and then she's living the room along with hen and the nurse who wheeled him in.
eddie swallows hard and reaches out for buck, his hand immediately resting against buck's...
buck's hand is cold to the touch, when usually it would be warm.
it's still, when usually it would be squeezing eddie's right back.
it's pale and small against the sheets and eddie feels like he might throw up.
"please wake up." he whispers, but in the quiet of the room it sounds loud and oh so desperate. "please don't leave me."
and eddie— there's so many words he needs, wants to say. so many things he needs to get out, so many things he needs buck to hear...
but for now they stay lodge inside his chest.
for now, he keeps them to himself but he hopes he'll have the chance to say them out loud someday.
he hopes buck will want to hear them.
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wof-reworked · 4 months
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ok I can't stop thinking about the jade winglet, here's my gender hcs for all of them
Moonwatcher - she/they (nonbinary)
I feel like this is fun bc rn (in canon) her gender is just "anxiety" but like,,, one day in the future she gets to actually play around with it
like she captures a very specific type of person I've met who you go "oh I mean I know she's gay but she's probably cis..." and then you have like one real convo and find out they're like not only nonbinary but better at it then you
I think she should get to be butch when she's older. I think she deserves being a) massive compared to her two twink boyfriends and b) gnc as shit
Kinkajou- any/all (genderfluid +transfem)
Kinkajou strikes me as being like. totally ambivalent to gender. Kinkajou changes her pronouns based on how the fruit he ate for breakfast makes him feel. Kinkajou is better than you
I think she was like staunchly using she/her for a while bc it just felt right and like changes pronouns situationally- Rainwing village is she/her, Jade Academy is any/all, close friends it varies, etc etc
Qibli- he/they (transmasc)
Qibli's just always kind of known who he is, and has been like. pretty contentedly in his corner for a while. I think it's like- a pillar of stability for him of like "at least I know I'm (x)"
Proximity to Moonwatcher puts the they/them in there bc I think it's nice when ppl get more comfortable so they start branching out a lil bit :> Qibli has like. guy who says "he/they" because he doesn't mind they/them and wants his friends to feel supported y'know
Winter- he/him (cis + gnc)
Look I feel bad making him one of like. two cis ppl at JMA but like I think it's funny if he's cis but inflicts a status effect of gender envy on every trans person in his proximity
guy who does makeup flawlessly because "it's fun" and decimates your sense of identity as you wonder why the fuck god gave these gifts to a man
extra funny for the fact that as a dragonet he gets offended by the implication he's pretty. he gets over it eventually I think
Turtle- she/her or he/she/they (transwoman/trans)
See here. Otherwise I think she's like trans and this could go in like. any fucking direction ngl
transmasc turtle??? hell yeah !!! transfem turtle??? hell yeah !!! gender is whatever Turtle has going on and god knows if she knows it
last egg to crack bc Turtle is immune to self reflection that isn't anxiety and self loathing
"Haha everyone hates how other people refer to them and their gender what do you mean? :)" (entire jade winglet: cringing with worry)
Umber- he/him (cis)
cis and a lil insecure about it but like. he's just nice :)
he's like experimented with pronouns and gender and found none of them really stuck so like. cis+. cis (extended dlc). you know what I mean I hope
gonna be honest I'm lost for him bc I genuinely forget he was there bc he peaced out so fast. justice for my boy I want to know more !!!!!
I could be persuaded for transman Umber ngl,,, it tempts me,,,,,,
Peril- she/her (trans woman)
On one hand I'm torn bc I think it almost doesn't make sense for her backstory BUT ON THE OTHER HAND the idea of Scarlet being supportive of Peril's identity and LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE is hysterical to me
though actually if we wanna get sad,,,, that 100% could be a manipulation tactic of Scarlet. "see I love you I even accept you" etc etc. now I just feel bad man
Peril's also in the same camp of Qibli of knowing this abt herself since she could think and being happy in it. She knows what she's about
BONUS:
Carnelian- she/they/he (transmasc)
Look butch can be a gender and sometimes you're a mean butch skywing idk what to tell you
wish she stayed alive bc her and Moon could've been legendary together. girl who will kill for you vs girl who desperately wants you to do anything else please we talked about this you can't solve your problems with murder
I think Carnelian's true gender is Skywing Patriot and idk how to put that in hc form but this is as best I've got
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inchidentally · 5 months
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What do you think was the turning point in Lando and Oscar's relationship?
I really want to know what other ppl think about this bc for me personally I don't think that moment has even come yet! I made this post about a landmark landoscar moment but I don't think that's been the big turning point into them going ahhh this is it, this is what our friendship is.
like I've said before in my way too many text posts, Lando has stayed thrown by the fact that Oscar doesn't even remotely fit into the Carlos and Daniel type of teammate he's used to. Lando's shown Oscar his quiet side, his fidgety side, his cocky side, his bratty side, his naughty/flirty side and all of them get the same quiet fond indulgent response from Oscar. guys like Carlos and Daniel have known exactly how to play Lando almost from day one and we get all this great content. but apart from a little bit of sass back sometimes, Oscar stays in that very passive role and the content we get from them is Oscar watching his very famous, very well-established and charismatic teammate that he's used to watching on a phone screen. occasionally we get glimpses of Prema or Alpine Oscar come out but it's very rare.
I feel like he's wanted to just get his head down this season and prove himself the way he's said he feels he needs to. he's clearly taking nothing for granted and I don't think we're going to see him start to fully relax until a good few races into 2024. Lando is F1/McLaren establishment by now and personally I think Oscar puts Lando into the same category of things that he's trying to prove himself to. that was terrible sentence structure but you get what I mean ??
(rest under a cut bc yeah I overdo it and also just my opinion so pls nobody take it seriously)
the general standard for F1 rookies is either to latch onto the personality of their teammate or show up with a persona already in place. in both cases it's because young men have crazy amounts of insecurity but are also desperate to ingratiate themselves into a group as fast as possible. Lando was kind of an exception bc he entered F1 basically as a zygote. he went from being Carlos' baby to Daniel's baby right up until the late 2022 season. but since then we've seen Lando learn how to do the flirty humor and cocky joking that pretty much all drivers use to navigate each other. Lando's not naturally as much of a cabrón as the rest of them but he's found a way to fit in that feels natural and that also tracks with his streamer/youtuber identity.
but literally NONE of that F1 rookie standard behavior fits Oscar. I was talking about this with @landofication and how Oscar's confidence and unbotheredness comes from a such genuinely harmless place - he simply doesn't perform for anyone and he doesn't fib to people even casually. he's incredibly well-raised and respectful and polite but he won't ever say things he doesn't mean. he won't talk for the sake of filling a lull in conversation AND he also won't say something controversial/opinionated if it seems unnecessary or cocky. for example !! Alpine made an absolutely wild assumption about his future without even speaking to him first and he very calmly stood up for himself and later on made a good humored joke about the drama when he signed the extension with McLaren. he's been more mature and calm than men twice and three times his age.
that kind of honesty is why it feels completely authentic when Oscar forgets the cameras are on him and he just tracks Lando's every move and laughs at all of Lando's jokes and forgets he's supposed to play a role. same with how genuinely supportive he always is of Lando even when he himself has had a bad performance. he also doesn't want to make himself being a Lando fanboy into ~hilarious media fodder~ he's just being open about respecting and really liking Lando. kind of like how he can giggle and get bashful about gay innuendo or a guy play-flirting with him (or Lando getting raunchy to make him blush) but I've genuinely never seen him bro-zone someone or play at acting gay for laughs. he can see why the flirting and raunch is funny but he doesn't get why acting gay would be funny.
and I'm not having a go at guys who do that kind of humor or saying that they're doing it offensively! I've said before that a lot of what Americans view as "gay" in non-American male friendships is extremely standard straight dude behavior everywhere else. flirting and being physical with your bros is different from flirting with women to them precisely because they won't date or have sex w their bros. there's no need for nohomo because it was never homo lol the lines are very clear. also a lot of that humor in F1 is a common survival tactic in male pro sports. like a way to have fun and bond while also knowing that cameras are aiming at you every second you're not in your driver's room or hotel room. it's way better to diffuse the tension of being constantly watched by being silly and flirty with your bros rather than trying to hold a real conversation.
but it's just not Oscar personally to initiate that stuff for laughs or to know how to pick up those jokes and play ball. just like how he's not starry-eyed about Lando as a joke! he's just genuinely got this fanboy crush he's dealing with as best he can during a high pressure rookie season. he's not bothering to try and complicate things further or push himself into Lando's existing social life.
BUT poor Lando is definitely still in the process trying to figure Oscar out. the little fixations Lando already has of his own like Oscar's name and Oscar being such a good boy who blushes at sex jokes and Oscar being so mature and patient even when Lando is fed up with filming and having a blood sugar drop are so cute to me because Lando's been slowly picking up on what Oscar genuinely likes about him and where his boundaries are. the photo of Oscar on lando.jpg with the heart caption right underneath it was unbearably vulnerable. such a tiny way to say I really like my new teammate even if I don't understand him yet.
I do however think it's driving Lando iNsAnE that Oscar has no concept of casual PDA. I'm hoping he's seen by now that Oscar isn't even like that with Lily and that it isn't at all personal. but oh my god he's so ready to be able to hug and cuddle Oscar and do everything he does with Carlos and Daniel and his pre-F1 big brothers like Max F, George and Alex. I'm all for respecting people's physical boundaries but hopefully Oscar thinks back to Lando's reaction here and let's Lando latch onto him more often.
aaaaaand that's all to say that I think we're going to have to be patient to see where Lando and Oscar land in terms of what sort of deeper friendship they have. their teammates relationship has already been tested thoroughly in just one season and it seems so solid which has obviously been first priority. but between Lando having such a full social life already and Oscar having gotten used to being by himself or socializing very privately I'm not expecting a carlando or dando type thing where they share friends or hobbies until they've gotten to know each other better individually. which in a way for me is really sweet because the amount that they already sync up and are comfortable together and share their team duties despite not having that immediate jokey rapport is just !!! I really love that. sort of how silly bubbly Lando is my beloved but quieter and more thoughtful Lando is maybe even a little bit more my beloved?
anyway thankfully we've got three more years locked down to keep seeing them feel each other out (huhuahauhsfhh)
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Hi!! I was wondering if you could write something for aegon along the lines of aemond and reader are married but bc aemond wants to give her space and “spare” her of his company and doesnt wanna scare her bc of his appearance and demeanor they dont talk at all and theyre like strangers, sort of like aemond thinks he’s doing the right thing by leaving her be but in reality she just wants to be loved by her husband and one day aegon finds her sobbing about aemond bc she just wants to be loved by him. Bc shes crying abt his “perfect” brother he feels better abt himself bc hes thinking “my brother isnt the perfect son” and so he decides to befriend her and they kind of bond over the fact that theyre both really lonely in kings landing. Ik this is probably rlly off for his character tbh so if you dont want to do it thats okay! Ik some ppl r really iffy abt writing abt aegon so if thats the case just ignore the ask im sorry to bother! But I love ur writing sm and hope u have a great day~
gwen’s note: i need to say this before writing your req because it is important to me. but i really think aegon, as well as many other characters from hotd, is very complex. however we can’t overlook the awful things he’s done, that’s why i think that the only way of writing him is by trying to understand from where it comes, why he is the way he is, etc. (but not defend him, never defend him for being a rapist) and diverge from his character. hotd writers made it really hard to sympathize with him given that the first scene they gave us of older aegon was THAT scene. and again, i would never defend aegon from what he did, that is inexcusable, it does not matter how much he suffered or how alone he feels, he should have never done that. that is why if i write aegon i would always try to get as close as possible to what i think of this complex character (just as i have been doing with aemond) and always have his feelings and experiences in mind, i will never minimize what he and everyone has been through. and bc in fanfic you can write whatever you want, i’ve been saying that since the beginning. aegon is not a good person but i believe that if they give him a chance, he would definitely try to be better. and i fully believe that aegon has a heart and deep down he cares, we see glimpses of that in the show. so after saying that, if i diverge from what the show has showed us about aegon or what YOU think about him, remember that everyone has their own opinions and if you don’t like them, be respectful and simply block me (this is not directed at you but to everyone in general). hope you enjoy! <3
crying in public was not a good idea, but being under the weirwood tree made you miss home.
“do you feel well?” a man’s voice startles you, and you are quick to wipe the tears still falling from your eyes, trying to pull yourself together before turning around.
you are surprised to see prince aegon standing a few feet away from you, genuine concern on his face.
you want very hard to say yes but you can’t say the words, so you just simply shake your head as more tears start falling from your eyes.
aegon doesn’t know what to do. he never knows what to do when someone cries in front of him, he’s not used to this kind of behavior. he can’t remember a time when someone from his family cried in front of him and he comforted them. or if they comforted him. because that never happened. so he doesn’t know if he should keep walking and leave you alone, or ask what’s happening. however, his legs are moving towards you before he can make a decision.
and you don’t know what to do. should you excuse yourself and run out of there? but your legs don’t move and your eyes can’t leave his face, lilac gaze studying your body, but not in a creepy and sexual way. it’s also the first time you and the prince are alone and you thought when that happened, you would feel uncomfortable, rumors fly fast inside and outside the red keep and prince aegon is the main protagonist in all of them. however you feel strangely calm.
“does this have to do with my brother?” aegon dares to ask. he knows your marriage is not an easy one, mostly because aemond is very cold towards you. he has seen you alone together just a couple of times and in all of them you’ve been looking sad and uncomfortable while his younger brother showed nothing with his expression.
it is sad to know prince aegon knows why you’re sad. does everyone in the red keep notice how unhappy you truly are?
aegon sits beside you, his hands on his lap as you move away making space for him on the little bench.
“i just feel so… alone.” you let your guard down, after all he is the one asking and you so desperately need someone to talk to, anyone, and if that person turns out to be the prince, then so be it.
aegon laughs bitterly, looking to his feet playing with a few leaves that had fallen from the tree. he knows that feeling too well, he has been feeling alone his whole life.
“and— and i can’t say anything to him because he doesn’t listen to me. it’s like i’m talking to a wall.” you sob, wiping your nose with the back of your hand.
prince aemond is your husband. but he’s also a total stranger too. you barely talk, he almost never looks at you and you haven’t consummate your marriage, something everyone is expecting for you to do. but how are you supposed to do it when he openly shows how much you bother him?
“i’m a burden to him!” you hide behind your palms, tears still falling from your eyes.
aegon feels a little better to know that his brother is stuck in a loveless marriage just like him. they might be very different but neither of them were able to escape from duty.
however, aegon feels something weird growing in his chest, something that doesn’t make him feel that much better. not while knowing that you’re hurting because of his brother.
aegon parts his lips, debating whether or not to say what he has not say to anyone. ever. because open up to someone is not something aegon targaryen has done before, he’s pretty good at hiding his feelings in a bottle of liquor. or a couple.
“i feel alone, too.” aegon looks for the right words but they don’t come to his mind and he feels very vulnerable. “i am a burden to everyone. my family. the servants. my own father doesn’t want anything to do with me.”
what the prince says is no surprise to you. you’ve heard the servants talking about the prince and how they wish to never be in the receiving end of one of his outbursts.
“see?” he says and you lift your gaze, turning to look at him, who is already looking with his lips curved in a small smile. “we have something in common! we’re not entirely alone.”
the kind gesture of prince aegon of trying to make you feel better is not something anyone would do, not in king’s landing at least, much less by saying something so personal. but it makes you smile through your tears.
it is strange, sitting on a bench with aegon targaryen, talking and being vulnerable. this definitely wasn’t on your list this morning when you woke up, but it is something you’re always going to remember.
“now,” aegon says, drawing out a handkerchief and holding it out to you. shyly, you accept it. “i am sure you miss home and i have nothing else to do… so why don’t you tell me everything i need to know about winterfell?”
your heart fills with pride and longing. and as you wipe your tears you start telling him about those cold and happy days of your childhood while prince aegon listens very closely.
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Sunghoon Ideal Type A Tarot Read By Eunki Tarot.
Hi guyss since we touched on Enha's Ideal type I thought why not do the remaining Members :) here is Sunghoon's.
So right of the bat, the cards I pulled in the spread are 3/5 swords. This is heavy on intellect. So generally, he likes someone that is sharp and smart. Quick thinking and fast on their feet. This may sound harsh but this is what im hearing "Im sry to the 'dumb' / 'dense' people you aint for me". He likes someone that can hold conversations that have deep meanings, like books u read abt, or art.
So lets get into the the tarot cards.
The devil: this card is more to physical aspects, he likes someone that is charismatic and alluring. Someone that has a powerful and captivating presence. Their appearance might be marked by bold and striking features, exuding an air of confidence and sensuality. The Devil person often has a magnetic quality that attracts attention, sometimes in an intimidating or overwhelming manner. He likes if his SO have this power to captivate people. Or more so him. Because he is hard to be captivated, so if this person is able attract his attention, that is something.
Page of Swords: with this card he likes someone that is intellectual yet posseses a youthful energy. Quick witted. Someone that is curious and eager to learn is something he admires. Someone that have a thirst for knowledge is hot to him. Physical wise, this person will often appears alert and agile, with a keen gaze that suggests intelligence and inquisitiveness. Their movements might be quick and energetic, reflecting their active mind. This person likely has a youthful appearance, with expressive facial features that light up during intellectual conversations or when presenting new ideas.
Ten of cups: he would love his SO to be family oriented like him. Someone that content with who they are, confident in their own shoes. Someone that would love to settle down with him.For physical characteristics, the Ten of Cups as a person represents someone who exudes a sense of contentment and joy, often with a warm, inviting presence. Their facial expressions and body language tend to radiate happiness, and they might often be seen with a genuine smile or a relaxed, peaceful demeanor.
Seven of Swords:for this card, i am getting he likes someone that is quietly moving to achieve their goals. He admire people that make silent moves and only using sucess later on to proof. He think this kind of ppl is really cool , even though they are quiet they are not empty. The phrase 'empty vassel makes the most noise' comes into my mind. He dont like ppl who are loud but prove nothing at the end. So to have a SO that is a silent killer is what he deems his type of ppl.
Overall energy Bottom of Deck: King of Swords. Overall he likes somebody that is authoritative, strategic, and possesses a strong sense of justice and fairness. Someone that is able to make decisions with clarity and precision.For physical characteristics, someone that appears confident is what he likes.
I think in conclusion he likes smart ppl. Someone that can be an equal partner to him. He dont want to be in a relationship where there is power dynamic going on. He likes when his person is somebody that he can look accross the room and smile proudly thinking ' yeah that is my person, arent they smart?". To him , if he wants to grow in a relationship his partner should be able intellectual enough that they can grow together.
He is a very picky person is what i am getting. Very particular. He wont like anybody easily. Very very judgemental when it comes to this. So if u think u can bag him i suggest u come down to earth. Very few can impress Sunghoon. Even now im talking in such a condescending tone, ( his energy is seeping through me this happens anyways) i feel like he has very high standard .
Thats all,I hope yall like my reading :) pls help like and share my pagee
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elliereject · 8 months
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angel .1
* ellie meets you at a party and is immediately enamoured, events pursue which cause her to fall for you even more because you’re just so sweet and nice and perfect for her in every way! practically an angel, except..you’re not.
* absolutely whipped loser!ellie, soft dom!femme reader, meanish!reader, thighriding, oral!e receiving, uhhh pretty sure that’s it lmk if I missed anything.
* shits been in my drafts for a month, there’s gonna be a second part I just dk..how I want to continue this (should’ve made it a oneshot but we’re in too deep now), this was based on beabadoobees Angel so don’t be surprised if it gets a little angsty..also guys plz stop unfollowing me _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): I’m inconsistent but I follow thru! more coming soon ty for the love <3 PLS PLS for the ppl who want to be on my perm taglist LMK!!
* mdni
* wc ~ 2k
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★ white angels come, intoxicate my blood.
Pure, innocent, kind, delicate, beautiful.
Those were the words that spun through Ellie’s mind when she first laid her jade-green eyes on you.
An angel.
It didn’t help that the blue glare of the LEDs that illuminated the crowded living room highlighted you so divinely it looked like you were glowing.
You sat next to some stupid guy, letting out soft giggles as he showed you stupid niche memes from some stupid ass game.
She was infuriated, at him, but also, a tad bit, you. How could you sit there and laugh so beautifully when she was but a few feet away from you? She knew she could make you laugh so hard the cherry-flavoured seltzer you’d been nursing would shoot out of your nose, she could be way better than him.
She needed to get close to you, to get to know you, to have you.
Determined, she rolled up the sleeves of her signature dark red flannel so her forearms were on display, (the tattoo always had girls swooning) tucked that one defiant piece of hair behind her ear, and snubbed out the roach she’d been smoking onto the ashtray next to her before hoisting herself up off the couch to walk over to you.
When you saw her approaching you, you greeted her with such a sweet smile she could practically feel her teeth start to rot.
She shot the poor guy a piercing glare that said get the fuck outta here before I make you. and he scrambled away so fast you didn’t even get to say bye.
But god was talking to you even better than she had imagined.
You told her your name after she asked and complimented her tattoo when she complimented your smile. You traced your manicured nails over the dark ink and when that damn strand of hair fell from her ear again you tucked it back without a second thought. If she wasn’t completely whipped before, she was now.
After talking for what felt like an eternity (2 hours and 17 minutes), the music that had previously been semi-quietly floating through space was abruptly turned up and she had to strain her ears immensely to hear your soft voice, so you fidgeted with the gold necklace draped around your neck and averted your gaze when you asked her if she wanted to take the conversation somewhere more quiet, more private.
She immediately agreed, trailing behind you like a moth to a flame as you gracefully made your way up the frat house’s stairs toward an empty bedroom and she tried desperately not to watch the way your hips swayed and ass moved in that flowy pale blue dress you had on, but she was no better than a man.
She closed the door behind the two of you and felt her heart constrict when she turned to see you sitting on the bed, patting the spot next to you, signalling her to join you.
She sat down and tried to discreetly wipe her sweaty palms on her jeans. She was nervous, and she never got nervous. She was Ellie Williams for Christ’s sake, girls practically dropped their panties whenever she flashed them that suave smile and her gorgeous green eyes, she was a stonecold playgirl.
But this time it was her turn to drop her panties—uhh, boxers. She had just met you and you were already turning her into mush, hell, she was ready to bark if you asked her to.
this can’t be healthy, she thought.
Regardless, her breath quickened as your hand interlocked with hers and your face inched closer and closer, your glossed lips fanned over her slightly chapped ones as your other hand lifted to her cheek, tracing over the array of freckles that dotted her face.
Her eyes locked with yours as you whispered loud enough for her to hear, “Can I kiss you?”
She doesn’t think she’s ever acted so fast in her life, her lips immediately fell into yours as your eyes fluttered closed. Surprisingly, she found herself opening her mouth to let you in, your tongue dancing with hers, swirling around her mouth like you were fucking born to kiss her. If it wasn’t for your hand holding hers, she’s pretty sure she would’ve started floating upwards.
You tasted just as she thought you would, like cherries and candy floss and heaven and light and happiness and—
You pulled away and distress immediately flashed over her features,
did her breath stink?
was she, not a good kisser?
were her lips too chapped?
You giggled softly at her demeanour and she felt her confidence deflate like a balloon.
“Sorry I–“ she started but you cut her off, your lips meeting hers again.
“Didn’t mean to laugh, just thought you looked cute,” you said after pulling back.
Heat crept up her freckled face and she cleared her throat, you thought she was cute? Pretty? Alright. Handsome? Cool. But cute? She’d never heard that term be positively used with her before, usually, it was used by asshole guys who decided to undermine her and be misogynistic before getting their lights punched out. She wasn’t even sure how to react, what the hell were you doing to her?
She rubbed the back of her neck, muttering a small thanks as her eyes wandered around the room. She was staring at the lava lamp on the right bedside table when she heard you messing with the sleeves of your dress.
You tilted your head and with the sweetest voice she’s ever heard asked, “Are you going to help me take this off so we can fuck, or do I have to do it myself?”
She could practically hear the ‘woosh’ of slick gushing out of her and dampening the in-between of her underwear, you were seriously going to kill her.
She shook her head, “Sorry, I didn’t think–“
“That’s alright,” you reassured her, “now help me unzip this.”
You turned around so your back was facing her and pulled your hair to one side. She cautiously lifted her hands toward the zipper of your dress and pulled it down, revealing the beautiful lace of the white bra you had on.
She let her hands rest on the bare skin below your neck for just a beat before sliding them back down to push your dress down to your hips. You lifted yourself briefly to tug it the rest of the way down before placing it gently on the floor.
You turned back around to see her already staring at you, she admired the tiny pink bow that sat in the middle of your bra and the way it hugged your chest so fucking beautifully, as well as how if she angled her head right she could see your nipples poking through the light material.
You giggled that amazing soft giggle again and noticed the dusting of pink that grew on her cheeks. Honestly, she could’ve stared at you for the rest of her days but she realized she should probably strip too.
Her hands made quick work to unbutton her flannel and rip off the white tee she had under. You aided her in pulling off her jeans after she unzipped them and felt wetness pool in both your mouth and your panties when you noticed the huge dark grey spot on her boxers.
You moved closer to her, pulling her in for another kiss and unlike the others, it was heated and hungry. Your tongue expertly slid over hers and the little bite you gave to her bottom lip when pulling back had left her breathless. She grabbed the sides of your hips and lifted you onto her lap so you were straddling her and moved to leave strawberry kisses along the sides of your throat.
You placed your hands on her shoulders to provide stability as you slowly started grinding on her thigh, the course material of your panties along with her thigh providing immense amounts of pleasure.
The feeling of your soaked heat against her thigh had her head reeling and her clit aching. And the sounds you made when she started to bounce her leg almost sent her into cardiac arrest. She committed every whimper, moan, and mewl to memory.
You rolled your hips against her faster as she moved one of her hands from your hip to the plush of your boob, lifting the lacey material to circle your nipple with her thumb before popping it into her mouth.
“Fuck–Ellie.” You moaned out, arching into her touch. When your movement began stuttering she knew you were close and gripped your hip to help you move against her as her tongue ran over and circled your nipple.
“‘I’m close, so cl–“ Your mouth fell open in a silent scream when your orgasm rushed over you, drenching your panties and Ellie’s leg.
“So pretty..” she mumbled, relishing in the sight of your post-orgasmic face. She wanted to see it again, and again, and again.
She helped you off of her and onto the floor so you could settle between her legs. You rushed to pull off her boxers so you could get to work on her cunt.
Now, Ellie Williams is pretty famous around campus for giving astronomically good head. Some would even say the best, but she was ready to toss the title out the window without another thought the second your tongue started working its magic on her.
She wasn’t known to be very vocal in bed, but the way you dove into her had her going insane. She shoved a ringed hand into your hair and slapped the other over her mouth to muffle the grotesque sounds she was making.
Your lips expertly sucked on her clit and your tongue made her moan out a small “fuck” when it slid into her slit. She was so close, of all the girls she’s been with she doesn’t think she’s ever gotten so close to cumming so fast.
The hand that was in your hair tugged you closer into her as she practically rode your face to chase her high.
“‘s close. please, angel right there.” Her mind was so muddled with thoughts of her approaching orgasm that she didn’t even process what was spilling from her lips.
You moaned at her use of a nickname and the vibration it sent throughout her body was enough to send her over the edge, stickiness flooding into your mouth and over your tongue, as you continued to slurp her up before she started pushing you away gently from the overstimulation.
You leaned back, the same sweet smile adorning your features, the only difference being her cum dripping from your face.
Shit she thought, still catching her breath, how could someone so sweet looking give such great head?
She was still basking in her post-orgasmic bliss when she heard more shuffling, she tilted her head up to see you putting on that sweet little dress of yours.
She shot you a puzzled look, that’s it?
You shot her the same look, “Is something wrong?”
“Where are you–what are you doing?”
“Putting on my clothes, silly,” you said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“I see that, but why?”
Confusion still framed your face before it switched into one of understanding then…pity?
“Don’t tell me you thought…” you giggled again, only this time instead of filling Ellie’s head with images of marshmallows and bunnies, it was bright red blaring alarms.
“I thought we were like I don’t fucking know vibing, and then we’d exchange numbers or some shit.” she said.
To which you laughed, “No no, you were cool but I don’t become friends with the people I fuck at parties.”
What?
“What?” She exclaimed, sitting up fully so she could pull on her boxers.
you tilted your head, “You didn’t think that this would be more than just a quick fuck, did you?”
She didn’t know what to say, because she did think that. The two of you talked for hours and you laughed at all her jokes and she was 90% set on calling Jesse to drive over and deliver his great-grandmother's ring so she could propose and you tucked her fucking hair behind her ear…
“I kinda did yeah, 'cause you made it seem like it would be.”
You paused before that same fucking sweet smile crept up on your face, it was really starting to piss her off now. “I’m so sorry you thought that.”
“What the fuck?” She scoffed.
You shrugged, walking over to the vanity to touch up the makeup that had been smudged like you weren’t just eating pussy like your life depended on it.
She just watched as you fluttered around the room, collecting your belongings. She was at a loss for words, what else could she say to you to make you stay? Talk to her longer? Kiss her so she could taste herself on your tongue?
Nothing. she figured as you waved her goodbye before slipping out of the room as well as her life.
angel my fucking ass.
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astronotesstuff · 2 years
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astrology observations part one‼️‼️
(disclaimer: i'm no professional and these are just personal observations so it's not the end of the world if they're not accurate 💀)
people with the moon in the eighth house don't express their needs because it makes them feel vulnerable, but throughout their life they learn that the universe can't give them what they want unless they speak up
ik this is kind of a stereotype but virgo mercury is actually so good with their schoolwork/work and everything (as long as they're mentally stable) they're like the go to people if you're doing group projects
those with a scorpio venus probably would legitimately kill to protect the one they love, i've seen some go crazy when you do so much as insult their s/o (even if their moon sign is in the seemingly more aloof signs like capricorn)
leo moons will think you're upset with them if you forget to say hello when you run into them, if you ignore them they'll never speak to you again lmao
cancer stereotypes aren't true at all 💀 they're not big crybabies who try to guilt trip you all the time (unless you've met a cancer mars-) but obv they're gonna be hesitant to open up at first because they've had to have been hurt before to know what it's like to feel that deeply, but then they can be very comforting people to be around. (one of my friends is a cancer moon and i went to her after a breakup and she gave me a hug and was all like "HE CAN GO F OFF AND YOURE GONNA SHOW OFF YOUR NEW PERSON AND HE'S GONNA BE JEALOUS BECAUSE HE FKED UP- DONT YOU DARE CRY" and it was so sweet- also she has a fire sun lol)
ik two people who both have mars in cancer and when they're upset it's actually a big pain to deal with, these people will scream and cry, they'll make you cry, bring a lot of their feelings into it and take your every move personally like deadass you can't breathe the wrong way and they'll be crying for hours (one had mars in a square with pluto and the other had an 8th house mars so this prolly amplified their aggression)
those with venus conjunct/trine saturn or with saturn in the seventh (maybe fifth) house may feel like no one deserves them because they're such dutiful partners and give lifelong commitment, but they've attracted partners who don't take relationships seriously and then had to carry the weight of the relationship and put all the effort in just for someone who doesn't care
same goes for a water venus/venus in 4th, 8th, or 12/venus-moon, venus-pluto, venus-neptune with feeling like no one deserves them because these ppl give that deep emotional love
however negative aspects between venus and saturn (VENUS-CHIRON TOO) can be the opposite and feel like they're unworthy of/not good enough for the partners who come into their life
8th/12th house placements are usually into occultism and stuff (i have a stellium in one of these houses and a lot of other people who are into astrology do too)
mercury-mars aspects can actually think of a solution so fast, and these people WILL cut you with their tongue and be the biggest pain to get into an argument with. maybe they were around people who showed this kind of behavior to them as a kid so they just picked it up from their childhood
don't even try to get a capricorn or aquarius moon to talk about their feelings they never will LMAO
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gothamslostboy · 6 months
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Marko W/ A Werewolf Mate
DAVID MICHAEL PAUL DWAYNE
A/N: I FINALLY DID IT! Here’s the final part to the lost boys with a werewolf s/o series. This started last year when I made Paul’s post, and I really didn’t expect me to take so long finishing this💀 sorry to all my marko lovers that his took almost a full year to complete and enjoy:]
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Marko finds you while strolling the boardwalk
He had separated from the boys in order to steal pick up some new paints
He’s a little disappointed that you’re a werewolf for 3 reasons
He thinks the idea of turning his mate and “corrupting” them is pretty hot
It’s easier to understand his mate’s emotions and feelings if they are eventually the same species as him
He’s been told since the day he was turned that werewolves hate vampires and now he’s scared you’ll reject him for it
But he doesn’t let it stop him from overall being excited about finding you
It’s been a couple decades since he got a new mate and he’s extremely curious what your personality is like
Will you be like any of his current mates? Or maybe something entirely new?
Marko’s mainly just hoping for someone who can keep up with his shananigans
Pauls fun to cause mayhem with but he’s also clumsy as fuck and normally they end up kicked off the boardwalk
At least until they can eat the guard who bands them
While Marko is still thinking of all the possibilities, you manage to catch his scent
Immediately you start running towards him
He notices you and starts to greet you
But Paul caught your scent, and wanted to protect his boy
He ends up tackling you into an alley and holding you down
Paul keeps asking you why you were trying to attack Marko but doesn’t trust you when you say he’s your mate
Well at least until Marko throws him off of you
It’s safe to say it wasn’t the first meeting either of you expected
But once everything got sorted out, and Paul gave an embarrassed apology, it ended up okay
Paul left to tell David and Dwayne what was going on, so you and Marko got to talking
He asked you to help him get the paints, and with the extra help, he also got a new sketchbook and some markers
With your supernatural speeds the two of you manage to out run the security guards and end up hiding under the dock, huddling together in order to avoid being seen through the cracks
He looks at you and breaks out into laughter, as quiet as he could, until you can’t contain your own laughter
Both of you whisper about the successful haul, until the giggles naturally die off
Staring at each other without speaking, you take in the other’s scents again
After the moment passes Marko has an idea
He smirks quickly before stuffing the stuff into his “shopping” bag and pulling you by the hand
Together you flee the boardwalk and don’t stop until you’re about 50 ft into the woods near the cave
You ask him what he’s doing and he tells you to listen to the noises around
Focusing as hard as possible, you notice a couple things: rushing water from the creek, an owl on the hunt, various animals walking, and finally, a group of ppl laughing near a camp fire
He proposes a challenge, first one to get a kill gets to make the first move
You chuckle at the idea but end up agreeing, shifting into your wolf form and darting towards the group
Marko is a bit in awe of your transformation
He had never seen anything like it
He doesn’t let himself fixate on it for too long long bc he realizes that now you’ve had a head start
Going as fast as he can, Marko gets to the campsite just in time to see you pounce
“Fuck!” He lets out a playful sigh as he helps take out the group, making sure there isn’t any stragglers
He fakes annoyance as you shift back, gloating about your victory
Marko is about to respond when you lean in and kiss him
He pulls away after a few seconds and you guys spend the rest of the night joking and getting familiar, eventually going back to the cave and meeting the others
Date nights for you two tend to involve some kind of scheme or murder
You pretending to be a dog and luring ppl into the woods to kill, testing each others abilities and seeing who’s better at certain things, messing with the rest of the pack, etc.
Marko also loves to play fight, so thank god you both have advanced healing
The full moon tends to make you more playful and increase your sex drive, and Marko is more than okay with both of those things
The only time Marko is gentle with you is the night after a full moon, when you’re dazed and tired from the heightened emotions and sensations you experience
But he’s right back to his normal self as soon as your better
After a couple years he starts getting sad about your mortality, so you both go to Dwayne for help
He figures out the rituals and items you need, and you and Marko set off to complete them
If you thought Marko was a sadist before, well you’re in for a shock now that you’re not a risk of death
He likes to howl at the moon with you at night, even though he doesn’t fully understand why you like it so much
He wanted to know if you play fetch since he met you, but didn’t know if that was a rude question to ask or not
He goes to the boys for advice on how to ask you but David just gets up and asks you right then
Now it’s a game yall play as a group
After a hunt they take a limb and throw it as hard as they can
If Marko is trying to hide something from you, like a gift or a conversation, he tends to throw things in the opposite direction
Your instincts are to immediately go get it
After the 3rd or 4th toss you figure it out and manage to stop chasing it though
He also thinks it’s funny to jokingly call you “bad dog/good dog” at random times and laugh when you give him a dirty look and growl
Marko doesn’t think it’s as funny when you bury his things in retaliation
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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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hi! quick tip: if you’re on mobile type ‘:readmore:’ then hit enter! i dunno if you’ve been told but. yeah :)
also, your recent piece on apd was incredible!! very nice to see representation!! keep up the excellent work <3 it did get me thinking though: reader with vocal stims, cementing it in the acolytes’ minds that you don’t speak the language of teyvat, and then you’re all just stuck in this loop of “oh man they don’t speak the same language of me” but they DO
if asks are closed or this is outside of your comfort zone then feel free to delete! have a lovely day <3
AHFJLAKLOSUDBABWB U FELT REPRESENTED YAY!!
A cookie for thee, and also extra for telling me how to do Expand thingy on mobile ilysm 🤲🍩🍪✨️ (pspspsps all askers,, u get cookies,,cometothedarksidepspspspspsss)
I was so worried bc it wasnt like super all the aspects of Apd issues, and it was very based on my personal experience w/ similar symptoms + other bits of ppl's experience so i was hoping it still felt somewhat recognizable for ppl w/APD!! Tysm for the feedback :D
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NOTE ABOUT VOCAL STIM DEPICTED:
So i think ive experienced verbal stims, so this is a combination of others shared experiences + personal experience, and while everybody experiences things individually/their own way, please let me know if there is something obviously inaccurate/maybe even offensive.
You will definitely not make me mad or otherwise offended, I really want to hear that kind of feedback from others who vocal stim!
Thank you so much for reading! :)
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So lets just say that ur vocal stims r pretty non-verbal or non-sensical ("her sister was a WITCH BRO-" like memes that dont make sense to them)
Or like, u have verbal stims that r actual language but they dont hang around long enough to hear it maybe ??
So like, this ends up happening
Chongyun was exploring near Qingce village for supernatural stuff as usual
And U were just vibin, chillin near Qingce village livin ur best Creator god cottagecore life
And ur like planting a new seedbed, Jueyun Chilis :) (bc jfc however bad it was to collect them in game, its 10x worse in person, ur tired of running around town getting chilis, Qingce isnt exactly flat 💀)
And every seed u put in the dirt ur like "boop!"
And Chongyun comes by, bc u at edge of town, and the villagers mentioned a strange new traveler settling here
He immediately feels a wave of that same feeling he used to feel when the Creator god had their eyes on him, or would assist him in battles
So poor boy almost overheats trying to climb up the hill to ur house
And is like "??...Creator??"
Then kinda stops bc ur just like-
"Boop!" "Boop!" "Boop!" ☺️ LMAO
And then u finish planting seeds, get the watering can,,
And everytime u pour it just-
... "EJACK! Come, water!"
(Ur saying it so fast too, and he's still somewhat farther away, so he cant rlly hear that well too)
...
..
And its just so incomprehensible to Chongyun he's deadass like "A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE??!"
So of course,
He waves, 👋
And ur like omg icy boy!! :D 🧊💙
But u dont say anything yet, and then he starts,, miming?? He points at u? Then like?? Points up? The sky?? Then like, mimes swinging his claymore???
(ARE U THE CREATOR??!!)
U look up, very confused 🧐
He seemes frustrated.
Then he just kinda, bows and leaves?
...
...oh no.
Do Teyvat people speak that crazy language that u saw in game?
Instead of English??
Well.
Shit.
...
.... U havent rlly talked to anyone in Qingce yet since u just got here in Teyvat like a week ago
And found this abandoned house
It just gets worse 😭
Bc slowly, one by one,
Each playable character in Liyue comes to attempt to talk to you
(And since u have a farm, and they keep giving u food/goods? For some reason?? U still dont need to go into town)
At one point, even Zhongli shows up
And thru complex miming and hand motions u think he means dont worry abt him? Like just go back to what u were doing?? Okay??
U guess he's just gonna chill here for now?
...
...Zhongli just kinda,, squints, and puts his hand on his chin in his classic "thinking very hard" face
So ur tending to the garden saying,
" FREDDY! You're supposed to be on lockdown!Vanessa...I'm... a Material Gworl✨️"💀
...Just, on an endless loop LMAO-
...
(Hes trying to see if he recognizes any part of ur language, poor old man 🤔🤔😭)
And it just snowballs even more, and now,
None of you have even tried to say a word to each other. 🤡
(Other than ur vocal stims)
...
Keqing: "Perhaps, it's similar to Fontaine's native language?"
You, in the background: "🎵 dUdE,,, sHe'S jUsT nOt InTo YoU 🎵" (mimicking the autotune and everything)
Ganyu & Keqing: "..."
You: " 🎵 gOtTa MoVe On, mOvE oN-🎵 Hurricane Katrina?? More like Hurricane Tortilla!"
Ganyu & Keqing: "...Can't be,"
"what else do we got? Should we call Yunjin to better mime for us??"
Xiao's the first one to even get close to knowing u can actually talk to each other, bc he's always checking in on u most often <3
And he only heard u bc u swore u heard a monster outside ur house one night and came out ur house with a pitchfork, very nervous,
"...Hey there demons.. it's me.. ya boy."
(And u just keep stimming that out of nervousness to make urself feel better as u check around ur house lol)
Xiao: "??? Demons???!! WAIT-"
By then, it literally took like 6 months for yall to finally have a real conversation 💀💀
...
(Chongyun got so embarassed bc he was one of the first few to misunderstand he overheated rip🙏)
Im. So. Sorry. This. Is. ✨️Ass✨️
Twas the best scenario i could come up with, im telling yall, im not as funny as the ppl who send in these asks 😔
Keep in mind, I never claimed i was funny or a good writer, u cant hold it against me lol /lh
Lower ur expectations LMAO
Well i hope u got sm enjoyment outta this anon, sorry abt the quality!! :)
Cheers,
🌒🌊🌧Aquarius♒️🌌🌘
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manjirot · 2 years
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Please write about Sanzu making a rude comment about the readers size (more on the chubby size) and she doesn't want to say anything to Mikey because she doesn't want to upset him. But Mikey starts to notice she's eating less/redistricting what she eats, is more down on herself and suddenly starts to talk about loosing weight. Mikey talks to her about what's going on after he finds her crying in there bedroom infront of the mirror and ends up loosing it on all the bonten execs regarding the reader. They don't know until then that she's Miley's girlfriend.
I know not all chubby girls feel the need to be skinny but I've been feeling like garbage lately and need a Mikey pick-me-up ❤️
Love your work 🥰
omggg as a chubby girl myself this rlly hits home </3 probably two months ago, i went to the doctor bc i have autoimmune disease and his exact words as soon as he entered the room was “your problem is that your too fat.. think about losing weight alright.” so after that i basically started starving myself.. I would go a whole day w/o eating and if I did eat something it was small like crackers or something.. now I’m slowly trying to get back to eating correctly but I’m still having a hard time w it.. ppl don’t realize words actually hurt and hurt deep. anyways lemme start this story for you love and I hope it makes you feel better <3
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“Fat bitch.” Sanzu mumbled as he walked by behind you. Though it was loud enough for you to hear, “every time you see her she’s sticking food in her mouth.”
There you were, sitting at the bar in a beautiful red dress that Mikey bought you for this event. You sat at the bar, trying out desserts while Mikey was upstairs in a meeting. You loved cheesecake and Mikey made it clear for the waiter to serve you your favorite dessert without question.
You never considered yourself as a obese woman.. yeah, you had a tummy, a fat ass and huge thighs that drove your boyfriend, Mikey, insane. He loved every part of your body but every since he introduced you to his subordinates, you couldn’t help but feel disgusted with yourself especially when Sanzu looked at you like you were a disgusting slob.
He’d make some type of remark every chance he got and you pretended not to hear any of it but it did hurt, it hurted bad.
“Sanzu, please, that’s not nice.. she could’ve heard you.” Kakucho said following behind Sanzu.
“hmph, I don’t care if she heard me. Her eating habits are embarrassing and if I was Mikey I would put her ass on a slim fast.” Sanzu snapped.
You heard him say that and you placed the fork down on the counter and quickly got up, quickly walking out of the event.
“You damn idiot… see what you done?” Kakucho then ran after you.
“Y/N! Hey, Y/N!!” Kakucho called out until he finally caught up to you outside, “hey, are you alright? Don’t let him ruin your night alright?”
You turned around to face the scarred man and he saw tears falling, completely messing up your makeup. His stomach was in knots seeing you like this, you’re so kind and sweet to all of them and didn’t deserve any type of badmouthing. If he felt sick just seeing you cry he knew Mikey would feel ten times worse seeing his woman so upset.
You quickly wiped your face and gave Kakucho a smile, “I’m fine. I just needed to let that out.” You begin trying to get the attention of your driver.
“Are you leaving?” Kakucho asked.
You nodded, “I can’t let Mikey see me like this.. if he asks, just tell him I started having stomach cramps” just then the car drove up and parked beside you and Kakucho. You opened the back door and just before getting in you turned back at Kakucho, “Kaku?”
“Yes.” He answered.
“Please don’t tell Mikey what happened.. I don’t want him giving Haruchiyo a hard time because of me.” You said.
“But—” Kakucho words were cut off.
“Please, Kaku.” You said looking directly at him, “it’s fine, really. Please don’t let this get back to Mikey.”
Kakucho frowned and sighed, “alright. I won’t say anything.”
You smiled softly, “thanks Kaku, you’re the best.” and you finally got in the back seat and Kakucho closing the door for you.
Kakucho watched the car drive off and decided to go back into the event. As soon as he walked back in he see a panicked looking Mikey searching for you. He sighed… he knew he had to tell Mikey what you said but it was all lies. He wanted so bad to tell the real reason why you left so abruptly but he promised you he wouldn’t say anything.
The white haired man approached him quickly, “have you seen Y/N?” Mikey asked.
Kakucho swallowed, “she just left.”
Mikey frowned to his answer, “left? Why?? Did something happen?”
“No, she said she was having cramps and left because she didn’t wanna ruin the night for you.” Kakucho said.
Mikey looked up at Kakucho and looked away mumbling, “is that why she really left?”
“Yes..”
Mikey hummed, “alright.. I’m going out to call her.”
Kakucho nodded and let his boss pass him on the way outside. Kakucho then went to go find Sanzu who had two girls on each side of his lap in the V.I.P section. Kakucho glared down at Sanzu which scared the ladies
“May I help you?” Sanzu asked sarcastically.
“You’re really a piece of shit, you know that?” Kakucho said.
Sanzu chuckled, “wouldn’t be me if I wasn’t.”
“Y/N saved your ass from Mikey’s wrath tonight.. you should be grateful to her on the countless times she’s done that!” Kakucho snapped.
“BLAH BLAH BLAH!! Did you come over here just to tell me that? If so, you can take your uptight ass somewhere else!” Sanzu yelled. He was high and there’s no talking to him when he’s that way.
Kakucho grumbled and turned around to walk away, “junkie…” he mumbled.
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“Hey, baby” Mikey said into the phone, “are you alright?”
“Uh huh, yeah I’m fine.” You responded, “I just caught some really bad cramps.”
Mikey hummed, “you sound different.. you sound like you been crying.”
You tighten your grip on your cellphone. Of course he could tell when you been crying, you guys been dating since teenage years. He knew you more than you knew yourself. “Hahaha,” you tried laughing it off, “I do?”
Mikey didn’t say a word nor did he find anything funny. You could tell his silence meant he was dead serious, “baby?” You said.
“Y/N, what’s really the matter? Did something happen while I was in the meeting?” Mikey asked.
“No no! Like I said, I caught some cramps!” You answered, “I promise nothing else happened!”
Mikey sighed, “alright fine.. but I’m coming home to rub your tummy, just the way you like it alright?”
“Mikey, no! This is your event! You can’t just leave because of something for small and irrelevant!” You said.
“But you’re not small nor irrelevant, baby. I rather be home with you anyway. I miss you already.” Mikey said. That made you smile.. but you can’t allow him to see how puffy your eyes were from crying.
“I miss you too but it’s fine.. I’m just gonna take some pills and go to sleep. Don’t worry about me.”
“I’m always worried about you…” Mikey said.
You sighed, “please Mikey.. I’m fine, it’s really no big deal, okay? I’m gonna go to sleep.. I’ll talk to you later. Love you, bye.” click. you hung up the phone.
Mikey stared at his phone. He knew something wasn’t right.. he could tell it in your voice.
“Boss.” Kakucho called out from behind, “did you get in touch with her?”
“…yeah” Mikey answered, “but she sounded off.. I know she been crying but she wont tell me why, then she hung up on me.”
Kakucho frowned.
“I’m gonna go home to check on her. You and Haru wrap things up here.” Mikey said as he waved for a driver.
Kakucho nodded.
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When Mikey made it home, you were already in bed bundled up. Mikey took off his slippers and climbed into bed beside you. He moved your hair out of your face and kissed your cheek then he wrapped his arms around you. His hands roaming your body until he touched your stomach and squeezed it.
“So chubby,” he mumbled in the crook of your neck.
He thought you were sound asleep but you weren’t.. you were wide awake. And your eyes began to swell up with water. Did Mikey think you were too big also? Why would he say that?
You suddenly pushed Mikey off of you, “give me some space.” You said in a snappy tone. Mikey was concerned, that’s how you guys always slept.. so why now you needed space? “Y/N, what’s wrong?” Mikey asked. No response. “Y/N?”
“Geez, Mikey! I’m trying to sleep!! I don’t feel like talking right now!” Your voice was cracking and Mikey could hear it clearly now.
“Baby, why are you crying?” Mikey asked.
You didn’t answer him..
He got closer to whisper in your ear, “I love you, ya know that? So whenever you’re ready to talk I’ll be here. I won’t pressure you into telling me what’s going on… but don’t shut me out.. isn’t that what you always told me?”
His words made you silently cry harder. You really wanted to be in his arms and tell him everything but it’ll just caused trouble for the others and you didn’t want that.
“I- I’m fine, really..” you said in a low crackly voice.
You’re crying only made his chest ache. He couldn’t take it so he forcibly turned you on your back and pinned you arms back, “I hate it when you lie and I hate it more when you cry.” He said, “please tell me, what’s going on! If it’s something I can do, I’ll do it just tell me! Please don’t push me away when I know you’re hurting.”
Suddenly you burst into tears beneath him. Mikey let go of your arms and you immediately covered your face, “I’m sorry! hiccup I’m so sorry— I lied about the cramps because I didn’t want to cause trouble for anyone!” You cried.
Mikey removed your hands, “cause trouble? What are you talking about?” You turned away from his gaze but he gently turned your face back to him, “please tell me what happened.”
You deeply sighed, “ Haruchiyo.. he said some things about me and I got a little emotional about it. It’s not a big—”
Mikey cut you off, “what did he say?”
“He, um called me a fat bitch and said if he was you he’d put me on a slim fast..” you said lowly.
“So that’s why you left? Because you think your fat?” Mikey asked looking down at you.
You nodded. “I am.. even you think I am.”
He chuckled, “the only thing that’s fat on you is your pussy but in all seriousness, I don’t think your too big. You’re perfect in my eyes.”
He leaned forward to kiss you, “I love your curves. I love your thighs. I love your ass, oh and I love your tits.. they’re my personal pillows.” He said in between kisses.
He then leaned up to remove his shirt, “I’m gonna show you how much I love you and your beautiful body. I’m gonna show you I don’t need anyone but you.”
You wanted him. You needed him at this point. He then ripped your thin night gown, revealing your round firm tits, “I’ll get you a new one.”
You laughed, “you’re gonna go broke constantly buying me clothes because you be ripping perfectly fine clothes.”
“If I go broke for you then I’ll be content because you’re worth every penny.” He said as he sucked on your nipple. The sensation of his warm tongue caused you to moan, rubbing your fingers through his platinum hair. He finished it off by making a loud pop sound. He removed his pants and boxers, revealing his hard dick with precum leaking from the tip.
You leaned up to begin sucking it but Mikey stopped you, “remember I said I’m gonna show you.. it means that tonight is all about you. I want you to lay back and let me satisfy you.”
And he did just that.. all night until the sun was shining he showed you just how much he loved your body. He didn’t disappoint at all.
Through all the love making, Mikey didn’t forget about Sanzu… oh he was livid and was gonna make sure that Sanzu’s punishment was a reminder to the other executives to think twice before making his angel cry.
Come to find out Sanzu just had a huge crush on you… though that didn’t stop Mikey from breaking his nose and suspending all his access to his drugs.
Sanzu was a crying mess apologizing to you, “Y/NNN- I’m sowwy, I didn’t mean any of it! I just like you and I didn’t want the guys finding out about it!! My nose hurt so badddd- I’m so ughhh, I’m so sorry! Plwease forgive me! Mikey took away all my plugggs!!”
You forgive him without much thought.. though you fussed at Mikey for breaking his nose and all Mikey did was pout and asked if he could lay his head in between your tits.
Kakucho sure got a good laugh off of Sanzu’s misery. “Serve you right..”
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sadly this doesn’t have a title but it’s for all my curvy girls and especially @thisbicc <3 I’m so so sorry for the wait love but as I said before, I hope this makes you feel better!! You’re beautiful no matter what <3 always remember that lovely <33
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wordbunch · 6 months
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SFW alphabet: Isildur
a/n: partially requested by @queenmeriadoc and mostly written very self-indulgently for me cause i love this chaotic boy and i miss him!!! i hope you enjoy, and be so kind to let me know in comments/reblogs <3 this is literally for me and like 3 more ppl, but it is the last thing in my drafts which have to be cleared out before i start with new things ehehe
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A = AFFECTION (how affectionate are they and how do they show affection?) Moderately affectionate, usually in teasing and playful ways, when you two are around others. If he notices someone looking at you a bit too much for his liking, an arm around you is obligatory! Behind your four walls, he is soaking up every touch and kiss that you give him, and sometimes he will be borderline annoying with how much he loves to have you physically close.
B = BEST FRIEND (what would they be like as a best friend and how would the friendship start?) Pretty cool, except sometimes flaky. But he would always enthusiastically try to make up for everything he missed, and he would always have an adventure up his sleeve!
C = CUDDLES (do they like to cuddle & how?) Don’t tell his friends, but he is an absolute cuddle bug! As soon as you’re alone, he will all but glue himself to you, and complain when you want to get up - he is willing to sacrifice food in favor of constant skin-to-skin contact with his stunning partner. All cuddling positions are good cuddling positions, but especially the ones where he can relentlessly shower you with kisses.
D = DOMESTIC (do they want to settle down; how are they at cooking/cleaning?) Somewhere down the road, he’d like to settle down with you, but right now you’re young, wild and free! He is sort of a mess, and he can be a bit lazy around the house, but just make an enticing promise of a reward for his help, and he’ll be up and running to do whatever you need him to.
E = ENCHANTED (what was their first opinion/feeling about you when you just met?) Oh he was smug, and very flirty when he first approached you, not necessarily ‘cause he immediately liked you, but because he wanted to show off in front of others, and be flirted back with. He most definitely found you attractive, but if you responded with a sarcastically flirty comment, he’d get the most gigantic crush right then and there. Before you knew it, he was wrapped around your pinky finger.
F = FIANCE(E) (how do they feel about commitment; how quickly would they want to get married?) Somewhere down the road for sure, but he needs his 'young, wild and free' time. But also having a sleepover with your best friend for the rest of your lives sounds pretty enticing... I wouldn't put it past him to want to just randomly elope somewhere and go on a boat journey as a honeymoon! Also once you two are officially a couple, he will only have eyes on you and definitely be a tiny bit possessive.
G = GENTLE (how gentle are they, physically and emotionally?) Regarding this... he is a complicated one. He can surely be a bit rough, and always is to his friends (of course in a loving way), but for you he tries to learn to be gentle and sweet in every way. It's actually super cute!
H = HUGS (do they like hugs, how often, what are they like?) He will absolutely give you surprise hugs and hugs from behind, and the hugs where he picks you up and makes you laugh, so it's mostly playful hugs with this boy. Except if he's feeling down about something, then he will instinctively look for your touch and warmth. He's almost neutral towards hugs on everyday basis but he's absolutely not going to say no. However, in private he prefers to go all in and at least have a cuddle session.
I = I LOVE YOU (how fast they say the L-word) It takes him some time for sure, but I feel like he'd blurt it out in some random moment, and he'd most definitely be staring at you like the most lovesick puppy as you do something or just talk, and maybe he would say it quietly at first so you'd have to double-check - he was surprisingly shy about it! But all is well when you say it back, and he can't get enough of hearing it.
J = JEALOUSY (how jealous do they get and how they act then) He is fiery and quite impulsive still, and also very aware that you’re very attractive, so he tends to get quite jealous quite often. As soon as someone is giving you unwanted attention, he is there with a snarky comment and a slender arm sneaking around your waist tightly. He will side-eye the person while subtly checking over you to see if you’re alright. In those moments you will try to suppress laughter, because he looks so cute when he tries to act all manly and big. Maybe later you tease him for it a little bit.
K = KISSES (what are their kisses like, where do they like to kiss you/be kissed?) Unpredictable and sometimes desperate, like kissing you is air that he needs to survive. He will grab your face with both his hands and smush his lips (and half his face) against yours until both of you need to pull away for oxygen, it’s kinda funny but also super sweet, and one of the ways he shows you that he’s absolutely smitten with you. He is the biggest fan of kisses on the lips, 
L = LOVE LANGUAGE (what is their love language and how they show you love) Physical touch is definitely up there, and maybe quality time. He is quite touchy-feely with you, especially in private, and he will gladly ditch anyone and anything to have more of that with you. Something that shows he’s very thoughtful is the way he plans little dates and outings for the two of you, on normal days as well as more special ones.
M = MORNINGS (how are mornings spent with them) Usually he’s active and energetic, and he can run on not too much sleep, but once he gets addicted to falling asleep while cuddling you, and waking up by your side, his sleeping hours get a bit longer, and his mornings a little bit slower and lazier. It’s also in the mornings when he’s the most quiet and just enjoys your presence and warmth.
N = NIGHT (how are nights spent with them) This boy loves to be outside on chilly starry nights!! His absolute favorite thing to do with you in the evenings would be to walk around the city and share a couple of drinks, maybe socialize with your friends, but after that he must steal you away and go either for a night boat ride under the stars, or a night swim - or both!
O = OPEN (when would they start revealing things about themselves; everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?) On the one hand, Isildur wants to pretend he’s this mysterious I-can-get-anyone type of guy, but the real truth is… you look at him with a head tilt and ask him about something, and he will crumble and say everything at once. He can be influenced by you big time.
P = PATIENCE (how easily angered are they?) Young Isildur can be feisty, that’s for sure, and he tends to get annoyed by some relatively trivial things sometimes, but most of the time there’s no use trying to rationalize with him over them while he’s upset - rather just let him air it out and get over it, maybe he’ll go horse riding or have a short swim to cool down, and then he’ll come to you like a pouty baby.
Q = QUIZZES (how much would they remember about you – every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget most things?) Not every little detail for sure, he’s somewhere in the middle of the spectrum. Sometimes you’ll be surprised by the fact that he’d remember something very tiny and almost insignificant, but ended up forgetting something that was a bigger deal. 
R = REMEMBER (favorite moment in your relationship) The lead-up to his favorite moment wasn't sweet in the slightest - a man who'd had too many drinks in a tavern was making suggestive comments about you, and Isildur most definitely wasn't going to let that slide; his impulses got the best of them and he ended up getting into a fight. When you finally pulled him away from it, it was time to bandage him up, and it made him feel really loved. It was so worth it to go through the fight to defend his beloved, and then afterwards receive your affection and care and lots and lots of kisses to cure the pain.
S = SECURITY (how protective are they; how they'd like to be protected and how they protect you) In theory, he's definitely going to be like 'my partner is so badass and doesn't need my help and defense' but in practice... all it takes is someone's weird look towards you for him to be running to your side. Sometimes he's definitely partial to taking it too far and then you have to step in and calm him down a little. However, he's not the biggest fan of you acting protective over him publicly - he isn't going to stop you or tell you anything, but it's going to make him feel insecure and insufficient in a way. That's something the two of you work on.
T = TRY (how much effort do they put into dates, gifts, anniversaries, everyday stuff) Okay so, he is secretly convinced that you can do better and fall in love with someone better than him (you wouldn't tho), so he's going to do anything in his power for you to stay with him for good, which includes sometimes too elaborate date or anniversary plans. Once you catch on, you have to push a little bit to get to the bottom of it, but eventually you reassure him that he doesn't have to have every detail figured out - it's okay to go with the flow on more special days as well, if some things don't work out perfectly!
U = UGLY (some bad habits of theirs) He can be messy and chaotic, he doesn’t spend much time inside so his room is not in the best of states. He usually just runs inside to grab or leave something, and late in the night crashes in the bed which, you guessed it, was unmade all day.
V = VANITY (how concerned are they with their looks?) Not too concerned, he knows he looks good without putting too much effort in, so why should he? Except for when you two have something special planned, then he’s going to try his best, and if you compliment him he will absolutely burn on the inside!
W = WISH (something that they really want to do/experience with you?) He wants to go sailing with you on a very early morning, when it’s still dark outside and the sun is only beginning to rise - the colors look beautiful reflected on the water, everything is quiet and the air is misty and fresh, the water is basically perfectly calm. He is planning to use that date idea for a birthday surprise for you, and that might even be how he’d like to propose.
X = XTRA (a random headcanon for them) While he is relatively self-confident, and doesn’t have too much trouble approaching anyone he deems interesting or attractive, he will become an absolute flustered stuttering mess if he gets approached first, especially if the person approaching him is immediately flattering or flirty to him!
Y = YUCK (what are some things they dislike generally or in a partner?) Isildur hates being bored and passive, except on the days when he really wants to just be lazy, so he would prefer a partner who is also relatively active in their everyday life.
Z = ZZZ (a sleep habit of theirs) He is a very restless sleeper and he tosses and turns quite a lot, and ranges anywhere between throwing the blanket on the floor in his sleep and wrapping himself in it and being a complete blanket hogger. 
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Alpha barty bitching alpha James
listen barty looked at james once and he was like i can take him down if he tried. he considered right away bcuz james is a hot guy w decent amount of muscles and the vibes he gave to him was like breedable enough for barty. barty doesn't care if he is alpha or not, he in fact enjoys that he gets to fuck alpha's too, it's kind of his thing.
james on the other hand was thinking abt it as "oh he is a alpha tho, my bad luck" he didn't even consider bitching him at his will like barty did, he is more reasonable and respecting him in that regard. it's not like he never thought of it w alpha like himself, it's just that he cares for others comfort too, he thinks i'm an alpha and they're an alpha there is no way we could do this in one way so he just lets pass it. but he never met someone like barty. barty is captivating, he bores holes thru his head w his staring without breaking eye contact. he checks him out openly, not hiding or anything. and let's james know that he is interested.
they've known each other for years thru common ppl, such as regulus and their friend group. barty is that insane, hot friend that everybody thinks "i'd let him hit if he asked" once or twice. and barty knows this, he isn't stupid. in facts he takes pride in this.
as soon as barty realizes he is into james too much, he make up his mind and take the matter in his hands, approaching james. james is surprised by it. sure, he noticed the lingering looks from barty here and there but he never actually thought he would do something about it.
barty is very charming, as much as james is. he jerked off thinking about bending over james and fucking him until his knot stuck up in james' tight ass, and james never bottomed since he is an alpha, but he tried to finger himself once or twice or letting his other partners have fun w his prostate but nothing more. he is so fucking tight and barty is well endowed.
when it first happened, james doesn't even remember the exact time he considered to bottom for barty, it's just barty's charm. once he starts talking he can corrupt anyone until he gets what he wants. james is more surprised w himself than he is. he is praising james as if he knows his buttons to push so he can be undone but james is so gone. he never get like this, he never got the be taking care of like this. he is bending willingly and spreading his cheeks for barty to brush up his tip of cock between his ass cheeks and spreading the cum he shot at between james' ass, ofc he is going to use it as a lube, what else he could use? not lubricant for sure. he doesn't even consider using a condom they both agreed they're clean beforehand and if james is going to do this he wants it filthy like he likes it w other people. he wants to experience this, he is very much curious than turned on but when the time comes he is so much into it and this is a surprise for him as well.
barty strokes his top of cock and coating his hole w his cum first, he is taking his time but james can't take it anymore, the unknown is eating him alive. he just wants to get fucked by a strong alpha, like him. he wants to be handle so bad he can hear his heart racing in clear shot. a few moments passes by and barty pushes into james, hard and fast. it hurts like a bitch and james cries out and holding onto the sheets and his can't even fucking breathe. it's fucking massive and he never felt full like this. he now knows how it's feels but he can't wait for the fun part to begin too.
barty is praising him, telling him how tight and warm he is, how he imagined the fuck this hole of james, how he is going to tear it apart and fuck it until it's bleeding too. and god james fucking loves it. he spreads his cheeks again and tries his best until barty's cock fits in him perfectly. he wants it all, not just a few inch. and barty ofc agrees w him, how can he not? the guy of his dreams begging and trying to help him so he can shove it his cock deeply inside of james' hole and he is going insane, they barely started fucking and he is already losing his mind over it. he's been w alphas before, but nobody is compared to james bcuz he never expected such behavior from him and it hit him like a truck.
barty is fucking him harder and james begging him to go faster, telling him that it doesn't matter if it bleeds he just wants his knot up in his ass and barty is loosing it. he is fucking tight and his cum already in his ass serving a play as a lube and he wants to fucking breed him like an omega, he wants to put his pups in deep inside of james and fucking him thru it too. he wants james to beg and cry and fucking him while listening the sounds of his balls hitting james' ass. he even spanks james so hard and multiple times that it leaves a deep bruised color, james is pretty sure he is not gonna be able to sit on his ass for a while, maybe a few weeks before it heals. hell w barty's size it's impossible to imagine the otherwise.
he never begged someone to before, but he can't even think clearly before opening his mouth and begging for more and barty's pups, he wants him to fill him up to the brim and fuck into him harder. barty is hitting his prostate repeatedly and he is fucking enjoying how he is taking james apart, it's fucking bleeding and barty doesn't stop for a second, he fucks into him, he wants to fill him w his hot cum and he doesn't even consider leaving james' inside empty, he is going to fuck him until his know swells and he is going to shoot in him until he can cum two times, it's kinda hard to fuck him while being inside w his knot but he is a man on mission.
he just doesn't want james to forget his time w him ever.
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