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tubatwo · 1 year

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feel free to not answer this ask if it doesn't inspire you, you are not obligated to! <3 /gen

thoughts on them having a v short s/o ? :( prob unrealistic and i am most definitely projecting but this is me living vicariously thru fiction HAHAH

no you’re fine! thank you for submitting <3 i’m short too (5’0) so this will also feed my delusions ,,Ծ‸Ծ,,

yeonjun would see you as the cutest thing to ever grace the planet tbh. you might as well prepare yourself to hear “my baby” and “you’re so precious” all day long cause he’s never gonna shut up about it. yk that look he gives the other members (especially beomgyu) when he’s extremely endeared by them? yeah. you’re getting that look 24/7 along with a bajillion kisses right after. yeonjun’s going to treat you like royalty

soobin is what people dream of when they say “I want a tall boyfriend”. like he would be perfect… everything you’ve ever learned about life is wrong cause you are now officially living in a disney channel original movie!!! expect plenty of piggyback rides and hugs/backhugs where he leans down to snuggle into your neck. oh, and don’t forget cuddles where you lay on top of his giant body and his arms are wrapped tightly around you. soobin would always make you feel warm and safe

beomgyu is 100% going to tease you, so prepare to be sick of him lol. I can imagine him calling you “shorty” and resting his arm on top of your head in public. at home he’s teasing you by purposely putting things on high shelves and not grabbing them until you give him kisses (he might even break out into a roleplay and call you royal titles) but of course, he keeps his jokes lighthearted and is willing to stop if they ever truly bothered you. beomgyu loves being able to take care of you, and he falls in love all over again whenever you look up at him

taehyun wouldn’t think too much about it. he might make a few jokes here and there or give you some random health fact like “you didn’t drink enough milk” lol but I don’t think it would make a difference to him at all!! actually since he’s a bit shorter himself and used to being the one clinging onto the other members, I think he would enjoy reversing the roles and spoiling you. a bonus is that you don’t have to hurt your neck too much trying to reach him!! taehyun would always make sure you were taken care of

huening kai would probably make YOU give HIM piggyback rides (tb to the huening tiktoks loool) but of course he would happily return the favor after. he’d probably lift things above your head if you were ever playfully wrestling but eventually give in as soon as you flash your puppy dog eyes at him. how could he resist his angel? he may tease lightly, but not without letting you know that he’s only kidding after. huening kai would be the biggest sweetheart who would do anything you asked

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rockclimbinglover12107 · 1 year

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Selena and Hailey drama

Disclaimer: I won’t be commenting on Selena Gomez’s singing, acting or looks because I actually care about bullying.

I’m absolutely sick of this whole conflict that people have been going on about for the past fortnight. Everybody seems to have jumped on the Hailey Bieber hate train all over against but personally I don’t think that she was to blame at all. In fact, neither were Justin Bieber or Kylie Jenner or anyone except the supposed victim herself.

In the past few years, Selena Gomez seems to have become a master of manipulating people into feeling sorry for her and doing interviews where she cries about her struggles as a pretty multimillionaire with tons of friends and thousands of loyal fans. I understand that she has health issues and that a few people called her fat like 5 years ago but that doesn’t give her an excuse to act like a spoiled teenager online.

Her overall attitude to her friend ( Francia Raisa ) who gifted her a whole ass kidney was unpleasant at best but I won’t read too much into that situation because we don’t know what’s happening between the two behind the scenes.

However, I do want to call attention to the horrible way that Selena has treated Hailey and, to some extent, Justin. The media likes to make it seem like Hailey is always taking shots at Selena and that Justin is mooning over her but all I see is Selena constantly following hate accounts for Hailey Bieber but commenting positive messages on the account’s videos to seem sweet and nice, knowing that these comments will make the tiktok go viral. However, when Hailey DARES to post an video with her friends, it is suddenly bullying.

Selena also never told her fans to stop hating on Hailey back in 2018/19, before they fell out, when Hailey was receiving hate for replacing Selena as Justin’s partner. She couldn’t even be bothered to make one small Instagram or Twitter post stating that her fans should calm down and leave them alone. Instead she ignored the whole situation, despite obviously knowing due to the thousands of tabloids and gossip channels that discussed this topic at length.

I just think that Selena needs to act like the 30 year old woman that she is instead of an angsty 11 year old who has beef on Snapchat and start taking accountability for her own actions rather than blaming the fact that she’s bipolar and an addict in situations that have nothing to do with these things. She also needs to stop relying on sympathy points for fame and actually display some genuine talent.

As for Hailey, I feel terribly for her as she is receiving unprecedented amounts of hate for posts that I am 99.9% sure had nothing to do with Selena and criticism towards her looks ( which is ironic considering that the same people call her a horrible person for supposedly making fun of another woman’s appearance

in the first place ). Honestly, I wish her and her husband the best and hope that everyone will forget this stupid hate campaign in the upcoming weeks, including the god awful paparazzi and Selena Gomez herself ( as she moves on to find another person to be offended by ). That’s my two cents on the situation - I normally wouldn’t feel too strongly but I truly think that Hailey is treated horribly by the press AND the Selenators.

#selena gomez #hailey bieber #justin bieber #kylie jenner #anti selena gomez #anti selenators #Pro hailey bieber #anti bullying

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pinkpicket · 2 years

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What is blocking your success?

Mfs be ready for typos bc I haven't reviewed this 🤡

Choose an image starting with pile 1 to 6 from left to right.

Pile 1

Wow okay so remember how the society and capitalism constantly screams in our fuvking face telling us the reason why we're not successful? How u don't work hard enough? How u should actually be waking up at 3am to hustle bc that's how billionaires do it? Well that's fucking bullshit so get that shit out of ur mind. U genuinely think bill gates and ms kylie jenner hustled day and night to get $7.25 an hour? No baby they did not. So leave that mindset, it's stupid and it's literally damaging u. My advice would be to actually relax and spoil urself instead of shitting on urself for needing 9 hours of sleep. Baby i will be honest with u, as long as u treat urself harshly the universe will treat u the same. So give urself some love and relax, u deserve it.

Pile 2

Ya u need to stop thinking about relationships and dating and actually start planning and shit bc guess what? Shit needs planning it dont just happen out of thin air. So sit ur ass down and write down a plan and change the plan 74747 if that's what it takes for it to work out.

Pile 3

Communication. Baby u really lack the ability to properly communicate and persuade others. Trust me i get where u r coming from, people are fucking annoying but in this society we have to basically learn to stfu at times and not be honest bc truly that's what everyone does. So keep ur thoughts to urself and form relationships on a superficial level ( be detached ) just so u can progress in ur life and career. Remember people's ego are fragile so dont fuvk up ur life with being unnecessarily harsh and honest with ur words, be diplomatic and suger coat that shit till it turns so sweet they get hooked.

Pile 4

Whatever direction ur heading toward rn holds no success. So u wanna be the hermit and find urself? That's great but in this fucked up capitalistic society that wont bring u success. I genuinely hate to say this but spirituality is not possible with success ( materially and career wise at least) for you ( this is just for u bc others actually require to be spiritual to be successful). Also it's time for u associate and talk to people more, being an introvert is a big disadvantage for you, so go out, make friends and soon u will find success. Group work will bring you success.

Pile 5

Enough of planning, it's time to work. Dont just sit around and expect great shit to happen only bc u manifested it ( remember saturn rules everything material in this world, so if u want a successful career with good money, u gotta go by saturn's rules which are being disciplined and hard work) dont relay on shit that people from tiktok snd tumblr tell u to do "all u have to do is manifest by this technique" and not do shit?? Baby that's not how real life works. U work and u get what u deserve ( at least for u this is like this, hell manifestation might work for others but for u i see this as a different case)

Pile 6

Baby ur tired and i know, i truly see u worked hard and nothing happened. It's like all that hard work was wasted but relax now bc something big is coming. Baby u r getting what u deserve, idk when but it will come. Honestly im genuinely soo happy bc u truly deserve this. So what's blocking ur success? Nothing. Whatever it is, it will come at the right time.

Okay bye uglies. Hope u liked this NOW FOLLOW ME BC IM LITERALLY SO HELPFUL AND PRETTY 🥰💕

#free tarot #pac reading #tarot reading #free card reading #pick a card reading #pick a picture #pick a card #tarotonline #free tarot readings #tarot #tarot of the day #pick a pile

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bcofl0ve · 6 months

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This is my first anon here, as I typically only read the anons for my girlfriend on this page. So I apologize if this isn't that good. But I just finished watching Priscilla, and let me say this here and now. IN DEFENSE OF JACOB ELORDI: He is is a FANTASTIC Elvis. I would not have anyone else be Elvis in terms of this movie. He fits the vibes of this movie perfectly, he fits Elvis perfectly in this movie. I'm not saying Austin Butler is a bad Elvis, he's amazing. But he doesn't FIT this movie, at all. If I saw Austin Butler on screen as Elvis in the Priscilla movie, it just wouldn't fit. It really wouldn't.

Yeah, Austin has that Lana Del Rey vibe about him. But he has a Lana vibe when he's blonde, not when he's black haired. Not just this but his face is more suited for a Baz Lurhmann movie, not for an A24 Sofia Coppola movie. When watching this movie on screen, you really cannot envision anyone else as Elvis, not even Austin Butler.

The other reason why Jacob did so well as Elvis in the Priscilla movie compared to Austin. Is because Austin's movie "ELVIS" mainly and solely FOCUSES on Elvis himself. Priscilla- doesn't. Priscilla is focused on Priscilla, not on Elvis. So due to this, they needed to find an actor that could be Elvis, but not look like a full mimic of Elvis, just- have Elvis' voice down, body mannerisms down, and as I said, someone who FIT the movie. Who FITS the vibe of the movie, and also has great chemistry with Cailee Spaeny.

It bothers me how people are giving this masterpiece of a movie a 1 and a 2 purely because Elvis is played by Jacob Elordi. I'm sorry but if you have a true and real passion for movies, and for cinematography, you would SEE why Austin wasn't chosen, and you'd also give this movie a shot.

I loved this movie, I really did. I'd rate it an 8/10, it was such a pretty and aesthetic movie. I won't spoil anything but it was genuinely such a good film. Sorry for the long anon.

i need you to know that i think about the tiktok where you revealed that you read my posts to your girlfriend so much like that’s genuinely one of the funniest in a sweet way things ive ever read about myself on the internet 😭 you’re a keeper- tell her i said hey and that i think she pulled a good one! and don't apologize for the long anons, when they're substantive i like them!

gonna start with your second to last paragraph: yeah it's been frustrating as someone who has begun to "get into" film as a whole that i feel like because i'm a big fan of one specific actor that i have to view everything through that fan lens. i want to watch movies with as small a bias as possible. i didn't go into bottoms or priscilla thinking "well even if i hate it it'll just come online and lie for the cause" if i truly didn't like either film i would say that! i believe in being honest with y'all and think it behooves the community i've built on here to be honest. i'm seeing the holdovers this weekend bc film twitter zoe's tweets about loving it piqued my interest and idk if i'll like it, but we'll see! i've said a few times that while i'm really excited to see austin in dune that sci fi isn't really my thing and i might not like it outside of his parts. but maybe i'll surprise myself, who knows!

i personally think austin could pull off this type of movie so i guess we disagree there for the most part- though i get why it might be harder to like- vision him in that role after seeing him in the other one. but i do get what you're saying. i don't think anyone but austin could've pulled off baz luhrmann's elvis. baz is 100% spot on when he calls him a miracle. (and before y'all get on my ass for posting something slightly critical of austin, please unclench. i welcome genuine discussion like this when it's civil.) he was born for that role and as a woowoo person who fully believes in fate stuff like that...yeah.

i thought jacob was great, and obviously he can't control how tall he is but i think that was a factor of what took me out of it and made me see him as more "nate jacobs playing elvis" in the serious moments. like i get what people are saying in that sofia cast people with a height diff like that on purpose to show the power dynamic. but as an elvis fan who *knows* he was not that tall it didn't work for me. and i mean- she said the movie isn't for elvis fans so that's alright! the average viewer isn't someone who knows how tall elvis was haha. just my perspective. i thought he really pulled off the elvis of it all in the more lighthearted moments and was pleasantly surprised that he did when his focus in his portrayal was obv the darker side. (since you've seen the movie you'll know what i'm referring to with "the salute thing". that CRACKED me up and felt so in tune with how "goofy" elvis could be at times, and i've been wondering if it was scripted or if jacob improv-ed it. i hope sofia releases the screenplay someday like they did for elvis 2022, i wanna see it!)

#gossip time with mollie #jacob elordi #priscilla 2023 #priscilla movie #film #sofia coppola

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easily-distracted-ivashkov · 2 years

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Honestly I saw this tiktoker who made a really good point, who said. For those that do not like Adrian in the VA series, it's more than likely due to Rose not begin that into him. We are getting her pov and thoughts. So since she doesn't like Adrian, some fans may feel the same way.

I took that to mean, in Bloodlines because it's much more of a slow burn romance, we are seeing more of Adrian's vulnerable and emotional side. Rose in VA just writes him off as this party guy womanizer. But Sydney see more than that. She pretty much tells Adrian, you can drop that I don't really care act. Cause I'm not buying, you can do great things and you know it. And that is when I think Adrian really started to fall for Sydney. He couldn't impress her with his title, money or looks. He really had to show her his mind and have his actions speak for him. Sydney is an Aquarius, showing who you really are is going to win them over (I know I have an Aquarius). That is probably why us Adrian stans since VA, fight so hard for him and tell people to read Bloodlines. He is much much deeper in Bloodlines than VA.

Also side note I can't stop laughing at the fact that all three of them are Fire Signs. Cause it explains so much about their love triangle 😂😂🥴

- Golden Ruby 💠💍

Hello Anon! I haven't gotten any of these in a long time so first off, thank you for taking the time out of your day to send this wonderful message to me!!!

Second, I agree with you entirely!!! The first six books are as you pointed out, told from Rose's point of view and we can tell right from the get-go that she didn't exactly like him so of course even while they dated, she was bound to have poor thoughts about him (one scene that comes to mind immediately is when Adrian was drinking after Tatiana was murdered and Rose saw him through Lissa's eyes and straight up referred to him as a coward over his only way of knowing how to cope. Something that truthfully made me lose some respect for her tbh).

Third, Adrian is a WONDERFUL character and is my favorite for many reasons! He has his own demons and struggles he battles with constantly (keeping his literal sanity in check is only one of them). And I'm so glad he and Sydney ended up together because there's genuine love and care for each other; that's what Adrian honestly deserved through everything was just love and someone to care about him. (Another scene came to mind from the books of Adrian mentioning how he never imagined himself being anyone cried over). I think a lot of people often forget that while yes he was spoiled and rich, he still seemed very neglected and not to mention all of the verbal abuse from Nathan. I can honestly go on and on about Adrian but again, he is a character with depth and I truly don't think he deserves any of the hate that he gets. He just wanted to be loved, that was all.

#adrian ivashkov #vampire academy #sydney sage #sydrian #va #bloodlines #rose hathaway

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toxicthotsyndrome68 · 1 year

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Spoilers of Pamela’s doc (sorry for grammar error)

I honestly love how Pamela took control/narrative over her story from the ‘Pam and Tommy’ series. I think Pamela doing that made the ‘Pam and Tommy’ series more of a lifetime biopic then a serious biopic that the creators were going for. I wouldn’t surprised if it was Brandons idea to do the documentary (it would be iconic if it was). I love how candid and honest she was. Some parts of her diary/journals being read out loud gave a different feel, it truly made it feel more like a love letter to herself and as someone else said to her sons. I’m glad I never watched the ‘Pam and Tommy’ show but only saw screen grabs from tumblr. Pamela not shading the actors is something I wouldn’t be able to refrain from had it been me but her sons being upset about made me respect her sons. Their defensiveness over her and how she was treated, especially Brandon, is admirable.

Onto something not related to Pamela, I think it’s very fucking weird and annoying how Brittany (Tommy’s wife) can’t keep Pamela’s name from her mouth. I never particularly liked Brittany, especially during her vine era, but I never hated her either. The way she shades Pamela on TikTok with ‘Pamela if I died’ and it’s the soundbite of Wendy Williams “oh she passed” and some thing about so many people being with Tommy and how one in particular keeps messaging Tommy how they miss him. When she got mad that HelloTefi on TikTok did a Pamela and Tommy series. I do believe that she loves Tommy and maybe by extension Tommy loves her too but why does she keep coming for Pamela. If your as secure as you keep saying you are why are you threatened by a woman who doesn’t think about you. My respect for Tommy was gone when he talked about how his kids with Pamela are spoiled and it was because of Pamela. Then Brandon coming from a place of protectiveness and hurt from a child (something I know about because my dad was just as shitty towards my mom) talks bout how it’s not Pamela that’s the issue it’s him and it’s him who is an embarrassment to the family. Damn! This is also info I should’ve known about or should’ve been made public all because Tommy always had to be a victim and have someone woe-me him.

The insecurity was especially proven for me when Trisha Paytas did that Pamela and Tommy inspired photo shoot. The fat phobia and verbal abuse that came from Tommy and Brittany’s mouth made me so uncomfortable. Mostly because Pamela would never and hasn’t at all criticized Trisha and they ( Brittany and Tommy) feel so insecure and threatened by a slight mention of the past. I don’t like how Tommy berated Trisha and said how you don’t look like her (which Trisha did look like Pamela) and said she was too fat or something along those lines to be her. I think the extreme defensive over Pamela really upset/made her insecure. It’s fucking weird how they watched the video and criticized Trisha because Brittany posted it. Now Brittany trying so hard to make it about her saying how she’s fine even though the ironic part is that Brittany was never mentioned in the documentary at all. I know she was hurt and is hurt that Pamela doesn’t want to meet her nor want to be friends with her.

#pamela anderson #pam and tommy #had to do this 3x because I kept making mistakes and because of that it’s not as cohesive as I would like it to be

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afraid-of-the-deep-sea · 2 years

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Twst headcanons part 2, again by yours truly but now with more projecting onto idia

-ace knows how to lockpick and tries to be mysterious and cool about why he has that particular skill but actually he just learned it from whatever version of YouTu be twst has

-Jack wears shorts in winter, and he keeps saying he's not cold even tho u can see his goosebumps

-Floyd always has cold sweaty palms

-Vil's cheeks will naturally turn red in the evening or when he's tired and he's really insecure about it. Throughout the day he'll often check if he hasn't turned into a tomato/press cold objects against his face when nobody is looking

-vil fucking hounds ppl he cares about to take care of themselves, to the point where he goes off about how important taking care of your body is like every other week or so and epel (a firm believer in 2-in-1 shampoo) is sick of it

-idia fnaf fan so true!!

-also had a big undertale phase, he knows the underverse by heart. Ask him about disbelief papyrus of swapfell sans I dare you

-he's also a reddit mod but on anime related subreddits, and he's VERY serious about spoiler warnings. Truly someone who believes that a show is ruined when it's spoiled

-deuce's hair is crazy damaged from all the bleaching he did back in the day

-on twitter cater acts like a celeb but he has like a 50 followers and 3 mutuals. He also absolutely misuses the "this tweet doing numbers" meme it's so annoying (i mean this in the most loving way)

-leona thinks he's above social media and especially hates tiktok. Ruggie always calls him an old man

-ruggie really likes collecting shiny or colourful stuff, he just thinks it's neat

-idia has like a super popular 600 k words fic on ao3 that he wrote when he was 13 and never finished, and he still gets comments on jt. It is shameless self-insert starring his favourite character as the protagonist basically living out his dream life and was a major outlet for all the grief he was experiencing and a fair bit of teen angst. He hasn't updated it in years and stopped writing during the big conclusion of the arc, and still feels shame for not finishing it. Still he can't bear to go back to the fic

-Lilia is the sort of person you pass everywhere but is nowhere to be found when you actually need him for smt. Like he'll be in places where he doesn't need to be but when you're doing a group project with him you literally cannot find him

-lilia also LOVESSS correcting teachers/store employees, he gets such a rush out of it. Like he'll ask things just to correct people. Silver feels so bad for the poor person on the receiving end and always whispers an apology

-cater knows too many old tumblr memes, he uses "It's fucking wimdy" daily and it drives riddle insane. Definitely someone to overuse memes in general.

-idia has a love hate relationship with dating simulators cuz he hates picking wrong dialogue options. The embarrassment is too much for him. This is why he can't stand most dramas. Plots that center around misunderstandings and shit just make him cringe so hard he covers his ears not to hear the dialogue

#twst #disney twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland #leona kingscholar #twst headcanons #idia shroud #twst idia #vil schoenheit #twst vil #lilia vanrouge #twst lilia #please dont make me tag every character

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markberries · 4 years

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d e s i r e┊draco malfoy

anon requested: hey!! unsure if u do requests for stories BUT i saw a tiktok and rlly want it to be a full story (or one shot). so: draco is late to class, and is there for volunteered for an experiment, he is told to stand infront of a mirror (he doenst know it but it’s the erised mirror) and he asks Y/N to move out of the way but ur not there, he only sees u bc he desires u, everyone laughs then there’s a party and u okay 7 min in heaven, and draco and Y/N get picked then SMUT

info: you and draco liked to bicker; turns out draco wanted a bit more from you. it took him a look into the mirror of erised to realize it.

warnings: smut, dirty talk, cursing, fingering, oral (giving)

genre: SMUT, hufflepuff!reader, fem reader

word count: 2400+

a/n: hihi, i hope this is something close to what you wanted. sorry for the wait!! the request confused me at first but i think i understood it. this is also unedited bc i’m lazy

“draco malfoy, late again?” the professor sighed, not looking at malfoy who was quietly taking his seat. instead, the professor just shook his head in disappointment.

“yeah yeah, won’t happen again,” draco snickered, playfully shoving goyle and crabbe. all three of them were quietly giggling in amusement, as if the entire school was a joke to them.

the professor raised an eyebrow at draco, crossing his arms. unimpressed, he stared draco down. “you have been saying that for the past three classes you were late to as well, mr. malfoy.”

you held back your laughter as draco got scolded, only because you knew that draco was an arse so watching him get in trouble up close was definitely a treat for you.

draco was quick to turn to you, who was sitting at the table to his right. “got something to say, mudblood?” he snapped at you, and you glared at him.

“got some daddy issues to fix, malfoy?” you shot back, venom lacing your voice.

“alright you two,” the professor said, walking to the middle of the room, eyes switching from malfoy to you. “that’s quite enough for today. since mr. malfoy had the audacity to come in late once again, he will be our beloved volunteer for our experiment today.”

draco raises his hand, “i will not be agreeing to that, professor. it’s just not fair.”

“and it’s not fair that you’re wasting my time, so i advise you to come up here now, because you don’t have a choice,” the professor gestured for malfoy to come to him, you hear a grumble from draco, followed by his chair being pushed back.

draco walked up to a large object covered by a black drape in the middle of the room, standing right in front of it. draco made sure to give you a nasty look before getting to the front.

the professor moved out of the way to remove the drape, but not before saying, “okay, mr. malfoy. i want you to describe to me what you see when i remove this cloth.”

“easy enough,” draco smirks, crossing his arms over his chest, arrogance oozing off of him. when the professor withdraws the drape, draco looks closesly. it’s a mirror with a golden lining, decorated with intricate designs and beautiful patterns. it’s much larger than draco, and light rays bounce off it throughout the room.

“if you don’t move out of the way y/l/n,” draco sneers, making you squint your eyes in confusion, “i swear i’ll-”

“that’s enough mr. malfoy, you can sit down now.”

draco turned around, only to see you sitting down in your chair, who was just as confused as him. while he walked back to his seat, the professor eyed him, then started pacing slowly around the room while talking.

“now,” he began, “this here, is the mirror of erised.” you hear small giggles coming from the class room, followed by malfoy’s face turning a slight tint of pink.

“shove off!” malfoy yells, muttering to himself in annoyance. you of course, shared the same amount of embarrassment. you knew exactly what the mirror of erised was, and so did most people in this room. it made you visualize what you truly desired, so the fact that draco malfoy had seen you in the reflection, was quite a surprise.

“every student will have a chance to take a look, so don’t worry too much. please form a single file line, and we will begin.”

—

“you’re kidding,” cedric snickers, covering his mouth with his hand. cedric was an awful good friend of yours, being the first person to offer you a seat when you had gotten sorted into hufflepuff. quite ironic, really. you never imagined yourself to be put into such a happy little house.

“honestly? i wish i was. draco can be such a little prick,” you remarked, sipping at your butterbeer. students gathered in the three broom sticks, the familiar scent of sweat emanating from the hufflepuff and slytherin quidditch team. the slytherin house had just received a bitter defeat, causing them to throw glares at the opposing team.

“so what are you gonna do about it then? talk to him?” cedric questioned you, and you shrugged shoulders. you were at a loss for what to do about malfoy. you were unsure if he was even worth talking to, after all the constant negative comments that he just loved to yell at you.

“do i wanna talk to him?” you asked, crossing your legs while you sat in your chair. cedric raised a brow, “am i supposed to answer that question?”

“no,” you sighed, crossing your arms over your chest. being friends with cedric had it’s pros and it’s cons, but he gave a good amount of advice and he was always reliable. you hear a call for cedric’s name coming from the crowd of boys and girls, his eyes shoot to the group.

“what is it?” he says back, standing up from his chair.

“come on then, we’re playing 7 minutes in heaven!”

such a childish game, you thought to yourself. it surprised you that people were still interested in playing. cedric looked to you, then back at the group, “i won’t go if you won’t go.”

“what a flirt,” you say with a hint of a sarcastic tone. you playfully kick his leg, making him yelp, “i’m just trying to be nice!”

“well i’m surely not going,” you responded, taking a sip from your drink again. cedric’s grey eyes bored into your own, he smelt of chocolate mixed with his clean shampoo.

“don’t be such a wussy, mudblood,” you hear a familiar voice snarl. you snap your head to see draco, standing in the middle of the crowd, laughing with his group of friends. you felt a surge of anger, and cedric took note of it. he quickly grabbed your hand, pulling you up from your chair.

“y/n and i will be participating!” cedric announces , dragging you to the group of people gathered around a table.

“cedric! what in god’s name are you doing?” you exclaim, desperately trying to escape from his strong grip. “ow ow ow, could you at least be a little gentler?”

“this is your chance, if you get paired up with someone, you’ll see malfoy’s reaction,” he whispers closely into your ear. when the two of you stop in front of the group, you swear you can practically hear how badly the other girls wanted cedric to be their partner.

“what if i don’t want to see his reaction?” you complained back, and cedric patted your head. “then too bad.”

“alright everyone, the rules are simple; a person is selected to spin the bottle. whoever the bottle lands on, those two will go into the backrooms together. would anyone like to go first?”

“y/n does,” cedric yells, slightly pushing you forward. you scowl at him, in return he sends you a shit-eating grin. you wanted nothing more than to wipe that stupid smile off his face, but you stayed civil for the sake of the others gathered around you.

“alright y/n, go on,” blaise says, placing the bottle on the table. you gave cedric the “i’m going to kill you when this is over” look as you sighed, placing your hand on the bottle. you span it, watching as the boys began to shift awkwardly.

you nearly gag when the bottle lands on the one person you did not want to share a small, closed room with. people coo, laughing and making immature comments. draco malfoy shoves his friend, threatening him.

“i’m not entering a closet with that mudblood,” he scoffs, pointing at you disrespectfully. you stop yourself from punching malfoy, instead you say, “look who’s scared now.”

“what did you just say?” draco hissed, taking a step closer to you. “why would i be scared.”

you dust off his robe in a mocking way, smiling at him. “you tell me, malfoy.”

whispers filled the room, as if everyone was waiting for draco to explode. he took a deep breath, grabbing your arm aggressively. people eyed the both of you as he brought you to the backrooms, knowing hell would break loose with you two alone.

seven minutes, alone with draco. what could go wrong?

when you two stepped into the small space, you went to the farthest point of the room. it was littered with cleaning supplies and smelt a little bit like bleach. draco stared at you, and you looked back. “what do you want?”

“you think i wanted to do this?” draco spat at you, leaning back on the wall.

“and how do you think i feel?” you said back, throwing a scrunched up paper towel at him. “as if i wanted to be in a room with you. you’re annoying, stuck up, and a spoiled brat.”

“wow, who would think that a bitch would get sorted into hufflepuff,” he says sarcastically.

“got a lot to say for someone who saw me in the mirror of erised,” you retort, fanning your face. it was getting quite warm in this tight space.

“it was probably a mistake, who would desire you anyway,” he retaliates getting closer to you. you take a step closer to him as well, your faces nearly touching.

“you’d be surprised,” you argue. you two were so close that you could make out the details of his face. you could see something flash in his eyes, it didn’t look like anger, but you chose to believe that it was.

“do you ever stop talking? just shut up already. i’ve had enough of hearing your voice.”

you scoff, looking down at your feet, then looking back up into draco’s eyes. in all honesty, you didn’t know what to expect after saying this. you felt your hands shaking a little bit, ignoring the adrenaline pumping through you

“make me.”

in that moment, you swear you heard your own heart beating. did you want this? did draco understand what you were hinting at? your questions were soon answered when draco pushes you up against the wall, taking your hands and pinning them above your head.

“i’ll make you, alright,” he smirks, placing kisses along your jawline. he presses his knee between your legs. he kisses your neck, sucking on the skin. you let out a breathy whine, trying to bring your arms down to wrap around draco’s neck, but he keeps your hands in place.

“you want this, don’t you?” he whispers, leaving more marks on your neck.

“mhm, yes draco,” you say back, feeling yourself growing wetter.

“good girl.”

he smashes his own lips against yours, his actions filled with need and passion. he slightly bites on your bottom lip, looking into your eyes. he breaks the kiss, letting go off your hands. he undoes his belt, pulling his pants down slightly, but not all the way.

“we haven’t got much time,” he says, dragging his thumb along your cheek. he touches your bottom lip, and you open your mouth in response, sucking on his thumb.

“fuck,” he groans, watching you with lust filled eyes. “you’re so hot.” he removes his thumb from your mouth, and you lower yourself to his boxers, tugging down the fabric. his member springs free, and he lets out a hiss from the sudden contact of air.

you smirk, licking a stripe. draco moans, grabbing onto the shelf above him. you begin to take him in, swirling your tongue around him. his size was about average, but on the thicker side. he grunts as you hollow your cheeks.

“oh fuck, just like that,” he groans. the tip of his dick touches the back of your throat, making you gag. he moans, but louder this time as he grabs your hair. your eyes start forming tears, but you hold them back.

you hollow out your cheeks, slowly moving back and forth.

“god, y/n, you’re so pretty even when you’re sucking my dick,” he says, lost in the moment as you continue to move faster, using your hands on whatever didn’t fit in your mouth. you feel your lips getting swollen as you continue to move faster.

“look at you,” he groans, his face full of pleasure as he looks down at you. “such a fucking good girl.”

you feel his member twitch in your mouth, and you knew he was close to finishing. you took this as a chance to move faster, bobbing your head as fast as you could.

he groans, panting your name as he used your hair to guide how to move.

“i’m gonna come,” he says breathily, “fuck!”

he comes in your mouth, but you don’t mind. it’s not the worst that could happen, after all. you stand up, wiping your mouth as draco is leaning against the wall. he doesn’t rest for long though, as he grabs your waist, pulling you close to him.

“your turn,” he whispers, pushing your skirt up and slipping a hand into your exposed panties. he feels around your wetness, collecting it and bringing it out.

“mm, did i do this?” he asks, and you whimper a “yes”.

he slips his hand back in, finding your bundle of nerves and rubbing them slowly. you gasp, gripping at his jacket and biting on his shoulder. he chuckles, dragging a finger down to insert into you. he pushes in slowly, and you bite down harder, not wanting to make too much noise.

“no no, i don’t want you to be quiet, i want to see your face,” draco says, using his free hand to grab your chin and make you look at him. “that’s right, let me see how you feel.”

he pushes in and out of your heat at a steady pace, the room smelt of sex and his cologne. you were a moaning mess as draco continued his motions, bringing in another finger.

“does that feel good?” draco asks, and you nod in response. “i want your words, baby.”

“y-yes draco, please don’t stop,” you say quietly, screwing your eyes shut.

“oh baby, i wasn’t planning on it,” he replies, entering a third finger and thrusting faster. at this point, you’re pretty much a moaning mess. the feeling of his long slender fingers was so much to handle, you felt yourself building up to your climax.

“that’s right baby, fuck, you’re clenching around my fingers,” he smirks, knowing that you were going to come. “i want you to say my name. tell people who’s making you feel this good.”

“it’s you, draco, oh my god!” you yelp, the fabric of his robe was bunching up in your hands. suddenly, your orgasm washes over you, your stomach moving in twists and turns. you felt so relieved, draco removed his hand, his fingers covered in your juices. all that could be heard was the sound of you and draco’s heavy breathing.

a knock comes from outside the room, “guys? it’s been over seven minutes.”

#draco #draco malfoy #draco smut #draco malfoy smut #harry potter #cedric diggory #smut #draco imagine #draco malfoy imagine

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lo-frequency · 3 years

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Bakusquad + Todoroki Pet Headcanons!

Just some hc’s of what pets I think the boys would have and how they’d treat them. This is definitely a crack post 💀

Bakugou

-A bulldog, named Killer. Killer the Great Explosion Murder Dog to be exact.

-He’s an all white bulldog with a little spike collar around his neck. The alternative is a collar with a fake grenade attached, usually used when Bakugou takes him out in public.

-Killer also has a harness with the little flare attachments on each side like on Bakugou’s mask.

-Despite his name (and what Bakugou wants you to believe), Killer is as sweet as they come. “C’mere, Killer!” Bakugou calls him, smacking his leg and you’re expecting this absolute menace to come charging down the hall. Instead, Killer’s stocky self comes trotting out of Bakugou’s room with his tongue hanging out of his mouth and his lil’ tail nub wagging.

-Bakugou’s like “I’ve been training him to be an attack dog” and Killer only runs like a few feet from the house before stopping, opting to lay down and roll over for a belly rub.

-Don’t be fooled by all his tough talk, Bakugou most certainly spoils Killer, that’s exactly why he’s so lazy. His days consist of begging for treats and pretending not to understand Bakugou’s instructions. Not to mention that he has a big, memory foam dog bed, gets fed real food, and Katsuki takes him for 2 walks a day, everyday.

-Pats him roughly, but Killer is one of those dogs who likes slaps on the butt so he doesn’t mind lol. They play rough too, and at any given time Bakugou can be found rolling around the floor, play wrestling with Killer.

-Imagine if he posted tiktoks of Killer and people started trolling him like “Killer is slow, my dog can run faster than him” “Killer is overweight” “He can’t even run down the street”

-Bakugou truly believes Killer can do everything he says about him, and gets offended if you even insinuate otherwise. He would get mad at all the haters in the comments, clapping back at them like “I know you’re not talking with that lil’ rat dog in your profile pic” and he’d challenge them to races in the local dog parks so he can defend Killer’s reputation 💀. Well, one person actually accepted so now Bakugou has to train Killer for his first race.

-And then when he posts videos of him and Killer exercising, people are like “You’re pushing him too hard” “Poor Killer” “Stop forcing him to exercise” He just can’t win 🤷🏾‍♀️.

-Denki comes over and exposes him like “Killer’s been training alright, training his jaws” while filming Bakugou passing Killer food under the table.

-“Where’s Killer?” “He’s training in the pool right now.” “In the pool? Dude, you know bulldogs can’t swim, right?” “Well my Killer swims all the time!” And his friends rush to his backyard to see Killer lazily paddling around Bakugou’s pool with a floaty fitted on his little body lol.

-Killer loves him some Katsuki. He would be so clingy with him, following him everywhere he goes in the house, to the point where Bakugou has almost tripped over Killer several times. He has to close the door or put a baby gate up so he won’t interrupt him and all you hear in the background is Killer howling at the door.

-Killer fan cams, lmaoo

-Katsuki goes live and all people are asking about is Killer, and all the donations are “Killer’s Treat Fund” “Feed Killer on Camera” “Give him a belly rub”

-Bakugou never should’ve showed Killer on social media, it’s his account now 💀

Todoroki

-I can see Shoto with beta fish, but he wouldn’t know that you can’t put two males in the same tank.

-So one day, he comes home from work and sees that one of his fish is,,,not alive.

-Shoto quickly puts two and two together after seeing that the other beta fish is a little injured too, and he is absolutely horrified.

-After he cleans up the mess, he just looks at the survivor fish. Shoto can’t help but feel contempt toward him. He’s a murderer, he killed his other fish.

-From then on, Shoto does not like the survivor fish. He still takes care of him, but out of duty as his owner, only 😒.

-People on social media ask him what his fish’s name is. “He doesn’t have a name.”

-And then he makes a post like “Some of you have asked me why my fish doesn’t have a name. It’s because I don’t like him. He’s a murderer.” (Y’all, please 💀)

-People start calling him Killer Fish and Bakugou comments that there can only be one Killer, and that’s his dog.

Kirishima

-A turtle. He’d have one of those turtles with the raised horns/spikes on its shell and his name would be Tank.

-So Kiri thinks Tank the Turtle is the toughest little dude around, and often posts videos of him swimming or walking around outside.

-He’s like “You know, I think he’s faster than most turtles.” “How do you know that?” He shrugs, watching Tank with a grin “I can just tell, I mean look at him, he’s going!” And Tank is chugging along the ground at a good .002 mph.

-He’d have Tank on his back as he does push ups or on his chest as he lifts weights. “What number are we on Tank? 100? Alright, 100 more to go!”

-Kiri would make videos of Tank doing tricks, like knocking down a wall of tiny styrofoam bricks or climbing over a little ramp he made. He’s cheering for him the whole time, and he gets a treat after. “That was so manly, Tank!! Good boy!”

-Yes, a turtle can be manly too.

Denki

-A guinea pig, mostly blonde except a little black mark on her head, just like Denki. And you guessed it…he named her Pikachu.

-Denki is enamored with her for the first couple days, carrying her everywhere with him and constantly posting her on his social media. He couldn’t wait to get home from work so he could play with her and feed her little bits of lettuce.

-She seems to adore him too, hardly moving when he pets her so she can maximize his attention as much as possible, and jumping on his lap whenever he takes her out of the cage.

-He holds her up to the camera like “What can I say? The ladies love me. Isn’t that right, Pikachu?”

-She’s so cute that he doesn’t question how her cage seems to pop open by itself sometimes, or how she sometimes nios at his fingers if he holds her for too long.

-The unfortunate truth is that Pikachu cannot stand Denki 💀. Idk what he did, maybe it’s the way he smells, maybe it’s his voice, idk, but she is trying her best to stay away from him.

-The cage doesn’t pop open by itself, Pikachu has figured out how to escape, so now Denki regularly comes home to an empty cage and he has to track her down to put her back.

-“Day 3 of missing Pikachu. This is what come home to everyday, guys” and he flips the camera to show bits of food and guinea pig droppings scattered all over the place. Her little squeaks haunt him at night, but he knows he won’t be able to find her.

-He has such a hard time finding her, and he swears she teases him by squeaking nearby, then running somewhere he can’t get her.

-He’s on live and people try to give him advice but none of it works. Pikachu rushes past the screen behind him and they tell him to look. Denki abandons his live to chase after Pikachu and you just hear crashing and yelling in the background.

-When he comes back, he’s in his ‘fried’ mode and people are like wtf happened 💀

-He managed to put her back in the cage, but he had to end the live early.

(Can y’all imagine being jealous of a guinea pig? 😔) Thanks for tuning in! :)

#bnha headcanons #bakugou headcanons #todoroki headcanons #kirishima headcanons #denki headcanons #bnha x reader #denki kaminari #shoto todoroki #todoroki shoto #bakugo katsuki #bnha crack #todoroki shouto #bakugou katsuki #kirishima eijirou

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tommybaholland · 3 years

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bnha boys in love [valentine’s edition💗]

featuring: midoriya, bakugo, todoroki, kirishima, kaminari, shinso, amajiki, and dabi

for anyone who might be feeling lonely today, enjoy a lil something from ur fav bnha boy who loves u!

midoriya is one that gets nervous but tries hard to turn it into excitement when thinking about what he’s going to do for or with you on valentine’s day. as an aspiring hero, he always wants to put a smile on others’ faces and you’re no different. actually, you could be an exception because he loves you and those feelings are different from acts of altruism. rather, he wants to give you something straight from his heart. he’s always wanted to cook dinner for someone else, even after he’s always had his mom make him anything he wanted. he receives some basic guidance for her over the phone but he still has zero clue what he’s doing until kacchan stumbles upon him in the dorm kitchen struggling to cut onions. after some threats, yelling, and lots of arguing, the two manage to make a decent meal, actually a whole spread of food for the night. you’ve never had someone put that much thought or make dinner for you so its absolutely surreal when he presents it to you. the meal itself is really good and the night ends with the you both falling into food comas on the couch, relaxing into one another.

bakugo seems very distant leading up to the day. he didn’t seem like the type to make a big deal out of valentine’s day. then again, he had never gotten many chances to celebrate it, except reluctantly with classmates and his parents. you didn’t mind how he felt about it but it was strange that you hadn’t seen much of him the past few days. on the day, you want to not think about his absence so you decide to get some training in. not an hour passes before bakugo storms in, “there you are, IDIOT! i’ve been looking everything for you! you’re coming with me..” he doesn’t allow you time to change or shower and instructs you to close your eyes as he leads you by the hand somewhere. he voice goes soft as he stops and tells you to open your eyes. you open them to see your favorite dessert sitting in front of you and a lit candle to complete the ambience. you’re in complete awe. you knew he could cook but had no idea he could bake but he explains that sato helped him with the recipe and how he almost gave up the whole thing because he couldn’t get it right the first few times. he admits it might still not be perfect but he loves you so very much and-- he doesn’t even get to finish his sentence before you’re silencing him with a kiss.

todoroki could give you anything you wanted on a regular basis, being the son of a pro hero and all. it’s this ceiling effect that gets him in a bind for what to do for you because naturally he’d just spoil you extra. but something tells him he shouldn’t focus on the material items but rather the gesture, the sentiment, maybe even the experience. the beginning of the day is slow and lazy, with him coming to your room early in the morning to lay with you in bed. being the sleepy boy he is, he ends up falling asleep on you and you follow close behind. luckily, he set an alarm so you wouldn’t miss what he has planned. he takes you to a hot spring in a secluded location, where you (appropriately) share one together. it’s really nice and relaxing and a different type of alone you get to spend with him. he tries to rub your feet but you won’t let him because you’re ticklish and that starts a little tickle war. you surrender by wrapping your arms tightly around his neck as your ribs ache from laughing so hard. you stare at each other while catching your breath, lips slowly drawing closer. it’s all around a beautiful moment with such a pretty and kind-hearted boy.

kirishima would save as much as he could to be able to spoil you on this day. he figures; that’s what it’s for, right? this man would try to go above and beyond for you any day because you’re so worth it to him but valentine’s is truly his day to shine. he decides to put together a scavenger hunt which involves one long tour of your previous dates, like the buffet restaurant and the arcade. he even sneaks in little nostalgic things during your time as a couple, like at the park where he learned how you liked to lay on your stomach while he’d draw little shapes on your back. it’s crazy but so fun and cute and special. it ends in a random backside of a building at UA and it’s familiar but you’re confused as to why he brought you here. “this was the place where you first told me you were interested in me..and i was so nervous but so flattered that someone as wonderful as you could like me.” and he goes on and on but he can’t help that he feels so much love for you, which is something he didn’t really think he’d get to experience. he’s oh so grateful to have you and so are you to have the manliest, cutest, sweetest boyfriend ever.

kaminari feels the pressure of making your first valentine’s with him the best day you’ve ever had and tries to put on a front but fails. he loves that you’re so easygoing and chill with anything but he wants to make the day special. he wants to go above and beyond for you because you deserve it so much. he really likes the idea of an private outdoor dinner because the ambience is already pretty romantic. he sets it all up and when the time comes, he’s just too excited and can’t keep it a secret. he leads you outside as he tells you that he strung up all these lights but when you get out there, it’s real dark. he goes, “this is the best part.” he uses his quirk to simultaneously light up the small bulbs dangling from the strings. unfortunately, several of them blow a fuse and shatter, diminishing the full effect. you both laugh it off like normal and he says he was prepared for that, pulling out a lighter to light the candles on the table. it’s sweet and thoughtful, but don’t think you’ve escaped the ‘are you trying to romance me’ tiktok references. it’s okay though because a denki date night wouldn’t be complete without them.

shinso is similar to bakugo when it comes to valentine’s, except he’s more so indifferent, rather than not caring about it. he’d be the type to ask you what you want or would like to do but he realizes that was a lost cause because of course you tell him it doesn’t really matter to you and you’d be happy with whatever. you’re so lovely to him everyday, despite his insecurities and trust qualms, so he silently promises to give you a day that you deserve. he tells you he has a surprise. it’s easy to hide as he takes you to your favorite cat cafe, a place where you two are regulars. there’s one cat there, a black and white tuxedo cat, that you are particularly fond of. he enjoys watching you smile as the cat rubs up against you and lays in your lap. you’ve completely forgotten about why you were there until he tells you that the cat is yours if you want him. you’re in complete disbelief but he tells you that he had arranged it with the owner of the cafe, who had noticed that the cat was very skittish and avoidant of other people, except for you. “and i told him, ‘yeah, me too.’”

amajiki is nervous, of course. probably more nervous than on a regular basis. he knows he shouldn’t be because you’re so wonderful and accept anything he’s done for you with your sweet smile and kisses. he doesn’t like going out to public places too often but he wants to take you to several that you’ll both enjoy and he’ll feel somewhat comfortable. every place has something to do with nature: a zoo, an aquarium, and finally, a butterfly garden which he remembered you mentioning how you had always wanted to go to one. although he knows butterflies are gentle creatures, he isn’t so big on bugs in general, especially when there’s hundreds of them flying around him. you hold his hand the entire time, relaxing him as time goes by. you giggle as they land on the tips of his ears, making him smile as their delicate legs tickle his skin. he grins at your reaction as he pulls you closer. “nothing compares to your butterfly kisses, bunny.” he leans in to blink against your skin, his lashes brushing lightly like wings. you return the gesture to him, hugging him close to you as he pets your hair. he can be shy but your own little love language made up for it.

dabi has never been into something as trivial as a day about love. to him, it’s like any other day. but he never expected that he’d be scrambling around the city to find the perfect flowers to give to you. it’s the least he could do but it could never make up for everything you’ve done for him. you’ve made him feel loved and wanted; having proven it by sticking by him this entire time, such as the fact that he’s now a wanted criminal. he has to be discrete. this doesn’t mean that he doesn’t have standards and wouldn’t give you just any flower that was thrown out or forgotten. he starts to get frustrated as he stalks around in a forest and lets his quirk burn off a little steam, catching the trees and foliage into blue flames. then he sees it. you’re a little on edge when he gets home, worried that something had happened after you hadn’t seen him all day. he reminds you what day it is and then holds up what he found: a lonely flower, singed a bit on the ends of the petals but intact and tall. he explains that it reminded him of you, your relationship, what you mean to him. it’s rough around the edges and imperfect but resilient and strong.

happy valentine’s day from bnha night! any lovely requests may enter here..

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radiowallet · 2 years

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A huge thank you to Maia @shite-art for creating this adorable Frankie cat and taking a truly hilarious idea and making something so unique and special- a perfect birthday gift for our dearest @jazzelsaur Maia was a dream to work with and their commissions are OPEN! You can find all their details here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESS!

This Birthday Surprise #1 was commissioned as a gift to @jazzelsaur for her birthday today! My dearest wife- We wanted your day to be as fun and amazing as possible and what better way to achieve that than with a Francisco!Cat taking his piggies dippin! You are such a kind and generous spirit to everyone you meet and you deserve all of that and more in return! We hope that your day is incredible- filled with fun, relaxation, and all the birthday cheer! Happy Birthday!

Some love for you, below the cut!

(We welcome everyone to reblog with your own message for Jess and tag @jazzelsaur so she sees it!)

From @magpie-to-the-morning

Jess!! You are wonderful and talented and we adore you. It's not just your wicked sense of humor, or your gorgeously hot smut, or that big beautiful brain of yours, it's YOU, all of you. You're marvelous and loving and talented, and you share yourself while also balancing writing, fandom, work, and being a person in the world during this truly bonkers time. You're an inspiration and one of the best people I've had the pleasure of meeting on this hellsite (affectionate). I'm so honored and delighted to call you a friend. I hope you have the best birthday and that these gifts and messages put a smile on your gorgeous face. Lots of love!! ~Emma xoxox

From @heartsofbeskar

to my sugar mama, throuple partner, little scrungly, chubba bun, across the lake lover… happiest of birthdays! its feeling very “i love thee let me count the ways” in here as i try to wrack my brain to describe just how much you mean to me. the truth is there isnt words, but there is feelings— the laughter at our exchange of tiktoks, the fondness when you call me any of numerous nicknames, the pride at your talent in writing porn. perhaps mostly importantly, though, is the warmth of your kindness and love and support that burns steadfastly in my heart and helps keep me going. even through the vast abstractness of the internet, you’ve been an invaluable part of keeping me sane, and i can never thank you enough. you’re a beautiful, intelligent, curly haired goddess, and you deserve the absolute best this universe can give. p.s. can i get my allowance? xoxo

LOVE YOU!❤️ olive aka scrimbo

From @sharkbait77

Jess honey ❤️ I've not had as much opportunity to get to know you as well as the other lovelies here, but you have never failed to make me feel so seen, so listened to, & just be a great friend & person to me in general. In a world like ours, it seems like pure, beautiful souls like yours are so hard to come by, but when we do have the luck to know a person such as yourself, it makes all the difference to someone like me. Always know how appreciated you are for your friendship & talent & know that you're always on my mind & I'm always sending good vibes & well wishes your way. I'm happy to know you Jess! Have a very happy birthday & I hope you have very many, great birthdays to come ❤️ Love, Lex 😘

From @asta-lily

Jess my most favourite hot mess, where to even start? You always credit me with being the one who first befriended you in the tumblrverse but you're the one who truly is the gift that keeps on giving. Always going out of your way to send love and golden hearted wishes and never asking anything in return. You are a prolifically beautiful writer and person and I am so so grateful to know you. Have the most special day, and make sure Dr hot mess is spoiling you as you deserve. Love you lots angel, keep being the ray of light that you are - a true diamond 💎 Love, lilsabeth 💙💙💙

From @djarinsbeskar

Darling Jess, from the first moment I met you I knew you were a special bean. You possess so many traits that I think everyone should aspire to have even some of; filthy, fabulous (i mean just look at those curls 😍 ) fiendishly talented and utterly fearless in your exploration of the human psyche through your writing. Your presence has been such a wonderful gift in an otherwise stressful year and your humble, selfless kindness is truly something so rare and precious that I hope you never forget it! I hope you have the most wonderful day surrounded by love and attention (yes, phd or not I'm looking at the doc in the house) and that you enjoy your gifts! Happy birthday!!! xxx

From @thirstworldproblemss

Happy Birthday, Jess! You are such an amazingly funny, strong, supportive, really-freakin'-talented human being, and I'm so glad to have fallen into your circle. Chatting with you is always a kick in the pants in the very best way, and whether you are detailing the relative merits of wookie-fucking, talking me down during a tough day, or just committing puss-on-puss violence, it always makes my day a little bit brighter. I am so very glad to know you, and I hope that your special day is every bit as lovely as you are! <3 your fellow angsty clown whore, twp

From @the-ginger-hedge-witch

Jess- You talented, brilliant, kind, fucking hilarious, fiendish human. I adore you. You are such a bright light, not just because of how wonderfully you write, but also because of how warm and lovely you are to the people around you. You make people feel seen and loved and appreciated. And I feel so lucky to know you. I hope you have a wonderful day and a wonderful year, Jessafina. You deserve nothing less!! ❤️❤️❤️

From @mandocrasis

Happy birthday Jess! You are an absolute treasure and I'm so so glad to have met you. Your writing constantly makes me want to bust a nut, both because it's beautifully written and because of the top notch, chef's kiss, whore-ny content you provide ❤️You are so kind and caring and offer so much love to those around you. I feel so lucky to be anywhere within your light ❤️ I hope your day brings you every joy imaginable!! 😘

From @leslie-lyman

Jess - Just seeing you on my dash always makes my day brighter. I still remember the first time we slid into each others’ DMs - I literally could not believe that one of my favorite writers was interested in talking to me! You’re always so generous with your time and your talent and your support and I am thankful every day for it. You are such a beautiful person who creates such beautiful things. Thank you for sharing them and your wonderful self with us. I just freaking adore you and hope you have the absolute most amazing birthday! Love, Leslie

From @letterfromvienna

Lady Jessica, my dear—happy birthday! what can I say about you that’s enough? you’re wonderfully talented, so funny, creative, sweet, and supportive. really, just an all around delight. you’re such a bright light in our community: you’re always so welcoming to others, always ready with a funny message or a reply or a supportive comment that really means the world. you put so much of yourself into your work and your friendships—your lovely personality always shines though. I feel so very lucky that this fandom brought us together and I love you to bits (even if you keep sending CiCi @ Law after me) ❤️ thank you for being you and happy birthday, lovely!

From @honestly-shite

Happy Birthday Jess, you gorgeous person!! You are one of the most kind and supporting people I have met on this hellsite, not to mention you are a beautiful writer. You've made me cry with Frankie and Ellie's emotions too many times to count tbh and I love that because through them, you give me the wonderful gift of falling in love. Please know that whenever I see you in my notifications, I do a happy squeal, and whenever I see you on the dash (probably affectionately whoring it up) I read and smile and laugh. You're so lovely. Thank you for always supporting my art 💚 Here's a birthday smooch for you 😘 have a lovely day, you talented lady!

From @loversandantiheroes

Happy big damn birthday to one of the coolest, kindest, funniest, and horniest nerds I know. Thank you for blessing us with your talents, antics, and friendship. We are all the better for it, despite any legal forms you may or may not have received on account of 🐱damages. May your day be filled with love and joy and booze and as many dicks as your whorish little heart desires. 💖🥳🎊🎉🍆💦✨

From @frannyzooey

Happy Birthday to one of the most amazingly sweetest people I know! Thank you for gifting us not only your superb writing, but also gifting us YOURSELF - our lives are all made better by having you in them. Your massive, incredibly enthusiastic reblogs honestly sustain me and I am so very thankful to have you in my life. I love you and Happy happy birthday!

From @astroboots

My favourite whore in the whole wide world (except don't tell the other whores in my life, cause you know how jealousy they all get over this title) you're not just my favourite whore but also one of my absolute favourite people in my world, whether it's virtually screaming horrific nicknames to each other affectionately, debating on the cockulations of wookiee sex, cry-laughing about fat cats on tik-tok, or simply daydreaming about our favourite helicopter pilot husband, you always bring me so much joy in my life. I still remembering reading your humble little poly-story and how I felt like I was being physically attacked by talent. And I don't know if it was the wealth of talent embedded in the story, how your empathy and emotional intelligence shone so brightly in your words, or the filthy porn that had sprung forth from your mind— but what I did know is that I knew from that moment on was that I wanted to befriend this talented filthy horny genius, and I am so glad I did, because I have one of the most supportive and rewarding online friendships I've encountered. You are warm, kind, talented, funny, and just all around best, and I hope that this birthday and even this year against all fucking odds will be absolutely amazing for you, because you if anyone deserves it. All my whorey love, CiCi xx

P.S. The dino-cock was my idea.

P.P.S. you should be so grateful I didn't have Maia draw graphic wookiee porn as part of your birthday gift

And from me:

Jess-

My love, my wife, my whole damn heart! It of course stands to be said that I have let you know just how much your mere existence means to mean on many many occasions. But I'm going to say it again, because as far as I'm concerned, it cannot be said enough. From our very first conversation about writing I knew you were someone I wanted to be around forever. Your kindness, enthusiasm, joy, humor, and love were utterly intoxicating. There hasn't been a day since that very first conversation where I haven't counted myself so very lucky for having you as a friend. Whether we're making terrible jokes together, laughing about our sweet husbands, or giggling about our fictional men, I enjoy every single second of it. Your kind heart and your generous spirit is a gift, and your ability to break me (and my puss) down with your words is unmatched. I am so thankful that I have found a supportive and loving friend that I can count on in all times. You are funny and warm and so so wonderful. I hope you have the most fabulous day where you are pampered with wine and cheese and all things that make you happy. You deserve the best day today and every day!

All of my love to you, Cat

Stay tuned... ;)

#Happy Birthday Jess #Love Parade

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crossdressingdeath · 3 years

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So when the official English translations come out, I have both fear but high hopes. I fear that when the white book TikTok community gets their hands on MXTX’s works, they will fetishize the hell out of the couples and imprint their eurocentric and western ideals onto the Chinese culture of her novels. On the other hand, I’m absolutely elated that a new batch of readers will see Jiang Cheng in his purest, rawest form. They probably won’t be exposed to the other diluted versions of him and they will see him for who he truly is. His actions won’t be downplayed and he’ll essentially be seen as a minor antagonist. Thoughts?

I'm still mad about the lengths, not gonna lie. Like... I'm sure 400 pages is very respectable for a romance, but I have read books upwards of 1500 pages (on Kobo, at least; physical books I don't think I've gone above 1200-ish, although I'd have to check); maybe I'm spoiled, but 400 feels way too short. Plus... these books are not 400 pages. These books are extremely long. I can accept that MDZS and TGCF would have to be multiple volumes for it to be possible to bind them (SV could fit into one), but they could be considerably fewer volumes than they're going to be. It's not that they don't think people are willing to read the full book, because the core fandom who they're marketing these towards have already proved they will. And it's not that they want to bring in more people, because none of these volumes are going to end satisfyingly because the novels weren't supposed to be split at all and so if they wanted to interest more people they'd try to split them less, or release the volumes all at once. It just... It's about the money! It has to be about the money! I can think of no other reason for them to keep the volumes so damn small other than to maximize profits! It's certainly not for story reasons; you think they can split these books so many times and keep the volumes more or less equal and still end each volume on a reasonably satisfactory note that won't be infuriating until the next volume comes out? Because I don't. And I've seen people argue that oh, there are illustrations and a glossary like that changes anything when... a) what does that have to do with the final page count and b) again, maybe I'm spoiled, but the Stormlight Archive series has illustrations at the end of most chapters and the A Chorus of Dragons series has character lists and glossaries and fucking footnotes and in those two series combined I think there's maybe one or two books total that are under a thousand pages of story before even getting into all the additional stuff at the end (I love fantasy novels and the sheer amount of worldbuilding that goes into them, I really do). I have seen so many people defending this decision, and like... I don't get it. At least acknowledge this decision is a blatant cash grab; I'd respect that better as a starting point than "Oh but it's totally not unreasonable that they're splitting these books into twice as many volumes as they need to be and charging market price for each of the volumes even though they're each only a fraction of a book!" Argue that it's because the audience is small or something at least. I can respect a small publisher taking a risk and needing to do what they feel they have to to turn a profit on something they don't know will be successful (from the standpoint of someone studying this sort of thing at least, though not as a reader), but let's not pretend the number of volumes is anything other than a grab for profits.

Anyway. Yeah, it's probably going to cause some problems, but hopefully with an official, quality MDZS translation available there will at least be less people making excuses for JC.

#not going to tag this because some people have Opinions about the novel lengths #asks #anon

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You are free to think whatever you want, but you should know that a lot of us hate K, regardless of who she is going to be dating. We hate her for her, not for being with Austin.

It is just especially unfortunate and frustrating that K, the talentless, privileged, spoiled, entitled nepo, is with someone as incredible and wonderful as Austin. But she deserves the hate all on her own. No Austin relationship required for that. And we will also continue to hate K after Austin finally breaks up with her.

Will you post this? Probably not. But you should at least know the reality of a number of Austin fans who sincerely hate K.

yeah i am gonna post this bc dislike, okay. i can live with that. not everyone is gonna like everyone! but hate? hating someone you don’t know, who has not done anything genuinely bigoted or high level problematic is not healthy. i very very strongly dislike vanessa/will say that she makes me *irate* at times. but i wouldn’t say i hate her because imo that’s too strong an emotion to let myself feel about someone i don’t truly know. i hate bigots. i hate people who idk, hurt kids. i don’t hate celebrities i don’t know who i feel annoyed by/only ‘know’ via assumptions and/or gossip.

i used to, way back when i ran a broadway gossip blog that was more snark blog than fan space. but it was so so unhealthy. and i wish i listened to the anons who’d call me out on it because they were right. a few months ago a guy who used to follow that blog of mine actually found me on tiktok and said he’d been wondering how i was doing bc he remembered how angry and presumptuous i was all the time on there and didn’t think it was healthy. and i told him he was right/that i shared his opinion in my own regrets about that time!

please find your peace. a celebrity you don’t know who has no effect on your life should not make you feel this way. you don’t have to give them that power over your life. i say that with love. ❤️

#mod talk

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ok here it is. fucking finally. my thoughts on spider-man: no way home (2021)

if you haven't seen it, don't read this. it's filled with spoilers.

i've already been spoiled about tobey and andrew being in the movie. but i had no idea what the plot of this movie was. i didn't know how they were going to write about the multiverse at all. (if you know me, you'd know i'm a multiverse geek)

ok so it starts when fucking jake gyllenhaal, mysterio, fucking snitches to the world that spiderman is peter parker. that man has done no good to this society

THE PART WHEN MJ STARTS FREAKING OUT AND PEOPLE START BOMBARDING HER

LIKE ACTUAL STRANGERS ASKING HER IF SHE IS SPIDERMAN'S GIRLFRIEND????

HOW WOULD THEY EVEN KNOW????? THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WHO PETER PARKER IS

how would they all know who peter parker is

and mj was alone

or wait

i dont really remember how the 2nd movie ended i just remember mysterio being a fucking dick

mj and peter panic swinging

FLASH FUCKING FINDING OUT ON TIKTOK HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH THIS WAS MY FAVORITE. I FUCKING HATED FLASH AND HIS ARROGANT ASS

"dude!?!" "dude?!" "dude?!" "dude!"

Ned <3

aunt may and happy breaking up

finding mj and peter in the bedroom half naked

half naked cause peter was the other half

mj and aunt may meeting for the first time apparently

"i'm the most famous person in the world. and i'm still broke" felt

happy being the aunt may parker simp

hated that none of them got accepted to mit

like ok i'd get it if peter didn't get in but mj and ned???? enemy by association what the fuck

PETER INSTANTLY THINKING OF DR STRANGE AND NOT CALLING HARVARD TO PLEAD HIS CASE

i mean yeah me too probably

i fucking swear when he kept interrupting strange's spell

i was ALSO as pissed

like pls shut the fuck up magic is very specific he should have known from the start

but yes i understand where peter is coming from

but shut the fuck up

HAHAHAHAHHAH

anyway

be still my beating heart at doc oct???? MY GOD. IT TRULY FEELS LIKE TIME TRAVELING BUT NOT REALLY

"I SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU AND YOUR GF WHEN I COULD"

TRIGGERED PETER

EVEN IF HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT AND HE HAS NEVER MET HIM

THE AMAZEMENT AT NANO TECHNOLOGY

FUCKING BLUTOOTH AHSHAHSHAHAHAHAHAHHA

WHEN HE FINALLY REALIZED HE WASN'T THE PETER HE WAS LOOKING FOR

he made such a mess. peter could have restricted it if he knew

but i didn't freak out there

i freaked out at the appearance of the green goblin

fucking NORMAN OSBORNE

THE FUCKING OG

tiger and i holding hands and repeating "the fucking og" over and over when the green goblin shows up

my heart wanting to cry cause he was my dad's favorite

dr strange getting very angry

dr connors already caught

sorry dude but ur so fucking weird still HAHAHAAHHA

i mean i get it but like

you're the easiest to catch. you are just a human lizard

unless you know, you're like godzilla but you're not

flying green elf

"do you know a peter park who is also spiderman?"

"yes"

"is this him?"

"no"

MJ AND NED WALK IN. THE DREAM TEAM <3

ned geeking out over everything

asking dr strange if he's magic because his nana says they are

asian things

OKAY ANYWAY SKIP TO FINDING SANDMAN AND ELECTRO

i never hated electro. his anger is justified. he's just a little wacko with electricity of course

how the fuck is a spider going to defeat electricity??? the last movie with andrew garfield still im??? anyway

sandman isn't even evil. he was JUST TRYING TO SEE HIS DAUGHTER MY GOD

fucking finally. norman osborn

ranting to aunt may??????? like????? fucking opening up to her???? NORMAN BEING COMPLETELY AWARE THAT HE ISNT THE GOBLIN AT ALL

WANTING IT OUT OF HIM

yES

norman osborn in a purple hoodie

also

norman orborn stealing donuts and pastries while peter and may talk

NORMAN ORBORN IN A HOODIE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

i've always felt bad for norman cause he never wanted it all anyway he didn't wanna be anything that could cause harry harm

*me looking for a james franco cameo*

dr strange looking to send them all back

peter parker being the absolute peter parker of all peter parkers by not wanting them to die

by not wanting them to return to die

peter offering to "fix" them. honey, you can't fix people

well, except for doc oct. he fixed him

aunt may lighting up sage

sandman just happy to be there

when peter got to "fix" doc oct and he stopped being a little bitch

so the only reason why he was a villain was because he was so...uncomfortable. FELT

every time peter feels his spidey senses tingle, it always feels like a euphoria episode

anyway, it upset me to have the goblin come back

LIKE WAS DOING SO WELL

HE WAS HAPPY TO BE HELPING PETER OUT

HE WAS GEEKING OUT OVER THE NEW TECHNOLOGY AND HE LOVED WORKING WITH PETER

imagine if norman wasn't compromised and actually got to work with his peter

ANYWAY

that upset me so much

when they were at the bottom floor and the glider came into view and hit aunt may

i had war flashbacks of the first movie

"with great power comes great responsibility" - aunt may

GODDAMN

it hit me so hard

bECAUSE THE UNCLE BENS

and when she...died

i cried so so so hard

EVERYTHING HIT ME BECAUSE I FELT IT

PETER'S ONLY 18

HE DIDN'T HAVE AN UNCLE BEN

HE ONLY HAD AUNT MAY

AND HE WAS STILL LEARNING HOW TO BE AN ADULT

it hit home. it home like crazy

i was already crying for him

no one spoiled that aunt may died. they all thought of happy dying.

this hit hard. this hit crazy hard.

ned's house

ned's lola <3

ned wearing dr strange's ring and opening up portals

the first portal that opened up showing spiderman, tiger was like "that's not him, isn't it?"

MY FEET

I WAS SO FUCKING HYPED

IT WAS ANDREW

AEFSERDFUSZRKJDGFBCBSDRHUXFBDHJBJDRXBFH OH MY GOD

JUSTICE FOR ANDREW'S SPIDEY

me: he's so fucking hot

how has he not changed

he still looks the same

him in the spider suit heart eyes emoji

HIM HAVING TO PROVE HE'S PETER PARKER

MJ THROWING PANDESAL

NED'S LOLA

NED'S LOLA TELLING ANDREW'S PETER TO CLEAN THE COBWEBS FROM THE CEILING

NED TRYING TO LOOK FOR PETER AGAIN

TOBEY COMES OUT

NOT EVEN IN THE SUIT

HE DIDN'T NEED IT

CAUSE YOU'D KNOW IT'S HIM

YOU'D KNOW IT'S SPIDERMAN

THE OG SPIDERMAN

OH MY GOD

I SWEAR AT THIS POINT IM CRYING

TOBEY WAS MY FIRST CRUSH. TOBEY'S SPIDERMAN WAS THE FIRST THING I EVER GOT FIXATED ON. i WAS 5 YEARS OLD. I HAD A SPIDERMAN THEMED BIRTHDAY

HE WAS ALREADY LOOKING FOR TOM'S PETER

NED GOING "IT'S JUST SOME GUY"

he is just some guy

the cinematic moment they med when tobey walked out of that portal and showing up

it felt like seeing someone come back from the dead

probably what doc oct felt when he saw norma osborn again

but like

this is for the people who grew up as tobey as their spiderman

WHAT A MOMENT. i wanted to drink that moment up and have it live in me forever

but of course we return to the movie

HIM LOOKING AT ANDREW

THEY DO A FLIP

AND SPIN WEBS AT EACH OTHER????

AND TOBEY WENT FOR ANDREW'S WEB THINGY IN HIS WRIST

NED'S LOLA GETTING MAD BECAUSE OF THE MESS

NED'S LOLA SAYING SHE HAS TO GO TO SLEEP AND MJ GOING "GOOD NIGHT, NED'S LOLA" is my favorite thing in the absolute world

THE TWO PETERS KNOWING THAT TOM'S PETER NEEDS HELP

no one knowing where the fuck he is cause he's spiderman and he could be ANYWHERE

THE TWO PETERS KNOWING WHAT THEY DO AS SPIDERMAN WHEN SHIT GOES SOUTH

TOBEY AND ANDREW TALKING ABOUT WHERE THEY LIKE TO HANG WHEN THEY GET SAD

only spiderman would know

AND OF COURSE NED AND MJ KNOW

tom's peter parker is the luckiest one. he had friends. constants. who wanted to help him all the time. unlike the two spidermen who had no one and chose not to confide with anybody

every time tom holland cries, i wanna cry. it just makes me so sad

i mean like who can blame him like there is no way he thought may was gonna die ever

tobey and andrew showing up

tom's peter going the fuck????

i loved this moment

tom's peter going "don't tell me you know how i feel you don't!"

ofc u wouldnt know

andrew and tobey KNOWING BETTER

CAUSE THEY WERE HIM

TOM TELLING THEM ALL HE'S THINKING ABOUT IS KILLING THE GREEN GOBLIN

I MEAN DUH

TOBEY AND ANDREW TELLING HIM GOING TO THE DARK SIDE AND MAKING THIS YOUR EVIL ORIGIN STORY AND BECOMING COLD AND DISTANT DOESN'T DO GOOD TO YOU

it only makes you lonely

tobey talking about how he really did base his actions on trying to catch the guy who killed uncle ben

andrew AND HIS FACE WHEN HE TALKED ABOUT GWEN

"gwen, she was my mj"

FUCK

tom telling them what aunt may said before she died

and tobey and andrew finishing his sentence for him

"how did you-"

"uncle ben said that"

"right before he died"

FUCK

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUC

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

it was then they realized they were just one person losing the same people going through the same things and how fucked up it looked like

oKAY WHEN ALL OF THEM LOOK FOR A CURE AND ANDREW CONFIDENTLY GOES "I GOT CONNORS. I CURED HIM BEFORE"

OK????????

I LOVE YOU

AND WHEN TOBEY ADMITS HE'S BEEN THINKING FOR A CURE FOR NORMAN

FUCKKKKKKKKKK

HE NEVER ADMITTED THAT IN THE 3 MOVIES

OR MAYBE HE DID IDK I FORGOT

BUT YOU KNOW THE GRIEF HE WENT THROUGH KNOWING HIS BEST FRIEND'S DAD DIED PARTLY BECAUSE OF HIM

mj being the most CARING over TOM'S peter and the SOFTEST

AND TOM'S PETER BEING THE SAME

andrew garfield looking at them like "sana all"

tobey going "you got a girl?" or something like that

andrew going "i have no time for peter parker stuff" :( honestly like. felt.

andrew asking him if he had

tobey STILL SAYING IT'S COMPLICATED

WTF

WHY

STILL?????? CAN'T U JUST BE STRAIGHTFORWARD

EVERY ONE KNOWS MJ WAS JUST WAITING FOR YOU

ned asking tobey if he had a best friend in his reality

tobey admitting he killed him because harry tried killing him. he turned evil. blah blah blah

ned slowly backing away

ned: "peter"

the spidermen pointing at each other meme happening before our eyes

WHEN TOBEY SHOWS THAT HE CAN SHOOT WEB FROM HIS ACTUAL WRIST AND NOT FROM A GADGET

ANDREW AND TOM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT

ANDREW FREAKING OUT EVEN MORE

my heart

i mean

that's why he's the og

okay when they finally assemble at the statue of liberty

MY FAVORITE PART OF THE WHOLE FUCKING MOVIE IS THIS

WHEN THE 3 OF THEM TALK AMONGST THEMSELVES ABOUT BEING SPIDERMAN

FINALLY HAVING SOMEONE TO RELATE TO. FINALLY HAVING SOMEONE WHO GETS IT

andrew totally just amazed at the fact that tobey's web comes from HIS ACTUAL BODY

tobey feeling a little ... defensive

"i can't explain it. it's like breathing. it just happens"

when they talk about who they've fought against and andrew thinks he's the lamest one

tobey sTOPS HIM THERE

and calls him AMAZING

AND TELLS ANDREW TO SAY IT

and andrew does <3

the little reunions with the villains and their spiderman

andrew feeling like he really needs to make it up to max. electro. because he also knows he did that to him

tobey and doc oct reuniting "peter, you've grown. how are you doing"

MY HEART <3

OH WAIT WE CANT FORGET WHEN THEY CANT FIND THEIR RHYTHM BECAUSE THE 2 SPIDERMEN ARENT USED TO WORKING AS A TEAM

"i don't wanna brag but i was in the avengers"

"that's great! what's that"

"is that a band? were you in a band?!"

fucking LOVE that

FOLLOW YOUR TINGLE

i mean????? yeah

WHEN THEY ALL SWING AT THE SAME TIME AND HAVE THEIR OWN "WOOHOO" BECAUSE THEY TRULY ALL DO

tobey having middle back problems because of swinging

and andrew bending his back making it crack like a glowstick

found out andrew pitched this scene to be added

fucking love him so much

ned and mj trying to close the portal and ned's powers stop working

i just feel like dr connors was really oddly misplaced in this movie but then again he HAD to be there. it's just that he's really nothing compared to the others. and he wasn't even that bad. he just wanted 2 arms. he just got carried away and wanted everyone in the city to be lizards idk some internal thing i guess

sandman could literally tear everyone apart if he wants to. he's literally SAND. he could drown the WHOLE EARTH IF HE WANTED TO. but ofc he isnt evil all he wants to do is see his daughter. that's his ONE line

green goblin finally arriving and fucking everything up as per usual

tom not being able to save mj while he falls before her since she is PUSHED

ANDREW FUCKING JUMPING IN WITH EVERYTHING IN HIM

FUCKING SAVING HER

LIKE HE COULDNT SAVE GWEN

THIS WAS WHEN I CRIED MY EYES OUT I COULDN'T STOP CRYING I WAS CRYING SO HARD

WHEN HE COULDNT SAVE GWEN, I WAS CRYING

NOW HE SAVED MJ, IM STILL CRYING

I COULDNT STOP CRYING

I WAS SO HAPPY FOR HIM

FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HELL

when tom finally got a hold of the green goblin

he really did fuck him up with all his might but norman osborn is fucking insane

he wanted to kill him

tobey and andrew shared a look cause they knew

when he picked up the glider

AND TOBEY HAD TO BE THE ONE TO STOP. IT HAD TO BE HIM. HE HATED WHAT HE DID TO NORMAN IN HIS REALITY. HE HATED IT. IT WENT NO WHERE

YOU DON'T BRING BACK YOUR LOVED ONES BY KILLING WHO KILLED THEM (you make them suffer first)

when they cured him, i felt so bad for norman. the look on his face when he saw that he stabbed tobey and the mess he made. INSTANT FUCKING REGRET. I FEEL SO BAD CAUSE IT WASN'T EVEN HIM. IT WASN'T EVEN REALLY HIM. BUT IT WAS ALSO HIM. goddamn.

andrew heading to tobey's aid

ok so the realities and the universe gods things all coming to take peter parker out

fucking dr strange trying to fix the goddamn mess

AND TOM (PETER) HAD TO MAKE THE MOST PETER PARKER DECISION OF ALL TIME.

make everyone forget peter parker

again. a nod to hermione granger casting obliviate on her parents altering their memories of her before heading to harry. bravest fucking move of all time

peter parker doing the exact same thing.

"this means that everyone who knew and loves you, we wouldn't remember you" or something like that

dr strange just admitted he loved peter

THE MOST PETER PARKER THING TO EVER DO

he heads to tobey and andrew and just thanks them but doesnt know how to and doesnt know how to explain what's about to happen and tobey goes "it's what we do" AND THEY ALL SHARE A LOOK OF KNOWING

MY GOD

TOM HUGS THEM

AND LEAVES TO SAY GOOD BYE TO MJ AND NED

AND ANDREW SAYS "YOU'RE IN SO MUCH PAIN RIGHT NOW"

TOBEY "YEAH"

mj not wanting to forget him. threatening him if he doesn't try to make them remember, she's gonna have to try

peter promising he'd find them and make them remember

fucking sad. tear my fucking heart out. never make me live a day.

the fucking saddest ending to tom holland's last spiderman movie.

the donut shop epilogue

where he decides not to tell them

when he moves into his new apartment and has to make a new suit

ends with him listening through police radios for crime

peter is the most relatable character because of this. because he never got a normal life during the years he should have. he wasn't an experiment. wasn't privileged enough to be a superhero. wasn't a god. or a trained assassin. he was peter parker. a highschool kid who got bitten by a spider. people were taken from him. his heart got broken several times. the trauma for an 18 year old to have. it's as if he had to earn his hero story.

i wouldn't know what i would do if i were in peter's shoes. i think i'd go to therapy, actually. but to be seeing the people you love the most look at you like you're a stranger because to them you are

i don't know. i'd feel like i'm living in a nightmare

peter parker is definitely a hufflepuff. my conclusion and also confirmed HAHAHAH

i watched this movie twice in the cinemas and would watch it again if i could

#pers

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j-reau · 3 years

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a hiatus or something

I didn’t want to post this. I told myself to give it until morning and sleep but I’ve been laying here for over an hour and I can’t sleep and I know I’m not going to sleep until I get it out. And I decided I’m not going to do the pretend things don’t bother us mentality that tumblr likes, the don’t show emotions on the dashboard, don’t let people know you’re hurt or angry out of fear it’ll be seen as ~drama or whatever thing stop me from just saying how I feel. Because I feel pretty shitty? I’ve been feeling shitty for a few days now. Maybe more. Last week I told myself that the drama that had randomly cropped up was just too much and I wasn’t going to let tumblr be something that made me cry or panic or kept me up at night over bullshit like arguing with someone over things that happened years ago. So I set my focus on my friends, on my dashboard, on reminding myself why I love RP and why I’ve been in it for this many years, for so long, with all of these people. Those Valentines I posted were part of that project for me. It was a reminder, for myself and my dash about all of the human connection that happens here, all the people we meet, all the little pieces of each other we take on and take with us, all the ships, all the conversations, however brief. From the people we just see on our dash to the ones we talk to about all our fears and insecurities. And how all of it matters.

I know how much we all love to say calm down gregg, it’s tumblr RP. I know how we all loathe this hellsite when we’re being our worst. I know how we all talk about how we’re too old for this now or we’re tired. We’re just here to write. I’m just here to write. I love writing. But what brings us all back time and time again, what keeps us here is the fact that it’s not just tumblr RP. It’s a community. Whether you have a real life that keeps you busy or your whole life is here, whether you have plenty of friends offline or all your closes people live on discord, we’re all people. And we all take this with us. We make friendships and we talk to each other. We open ourselves up to the constant trust and fear of interaction, of plotting, of who is going to reach out or send the meme. We build friendships based on that, we care for each other, we see each other’s bad days on the dash, and great days and inspiration. And it means something. It may just be tumblr RP, but it matters to us. Because of the people here, because we give a fuck about each other. Or at least I’ve always liked to hope we do. I have friends on this website I’ve had for ten years, some just for 3, and others just a few months. It always floors me how we can always come back to it, how we stick with each other or don’t, how we see the good and the bad and the ugly.

So to get on with it, I wrote those Valentines. I hit refresh on my blog and put the weird random drama in the past and moved forward. I made this blog for JJ only about 3 months ago. I don’t know how I got 500 followers in that short time but I did. And it’s. been the wildest experience I can possibly explain, having that happen so quickly, finding so many people out in the RPC that I hadn’t before on my other blogs. I felt fucking good. I was excited. Not just to write a character I had wanted to and loved for years but to find so many people who I vibed with. I remember writing a post about a month in and being so fucking ... floored. By how much I loved you all, by how amazing it was to be received like that still, to find people my age and who wrote things I liked and loved their female characters. I fucking love JJ. I LOVE THE SHIT out of my partners on this blog, even the new people I’m still itching to write with. And yet, I did that little refresh, posted my valentines , got ready to go and felt .... sad.

I tried to explain it. I tried to tell myself it was a bad mood. I hoped maybe it was medication. But I couldn’t shake the weird funk. And everywhere I looked it seemed like things were .... not good. My friends taking breaks, people feeling sad too, relationships splitting, people I liked and respected separating themselves. Tonight, one of my closest friends I’ve made on this blog blocked me. Someone I adored and trusted and absolutely loved to write with. Tumblr says we’re not supposed to care. That we’re supposed to let people draw their lines in the sand and take their leave and maybe we are. Maybe it’s important to let people make their choices. But I also think it’s important as fuck to talk to your friends, to mean what you say when you tell someone they’re important to you. I think it’s important that we remember on the other side of every blog and discord user is a person. Who has bad days and bad feelings and cries and feels insecure and tells themselves it’s just tumblr RP even when they know somehow it feels heavier when it’s bad. This was a friend I had talked to at length about all of those exact things, about how personal the community can feel sometimes, about feeling replaceable or invisible, even for the toughest most confident most take no shit people. I’ve always considered myself a pretty tough, confident, take no shit person. I think anyone who has known me for as many years as I’ve been around has seen that first hand. I don’t like how sad I’ve felt lately. I don’t like the insecurity that’s making me want to know why things feel way or why people vanish without so much as an explanation. I had to block a mutual last week I saw making fun of me on their twitter. A mutual. Someone who chose to follow me and on a public place where my other friends could see it made fun of what I posted. And I just don’t know what we’re doing anymore. It didn’t bother me. I don’t have hurt feelings over it. That’s the kind of stuff I definitely know I’m confident about. But .... it did really fucking floor me. Because here we are, on a sight where users talk about positivity and not sending anon hate, and we can treat each other like that.

I’ve been sitting up in bed for hours trying to figure out what to say or what to do. That’s what I do I guess. I try to figure out what to do, how we fix it, like somehow there’s some unified we and some responsibility to make things better. A lot of you have only known me for a few months so this probably sounds all kinds of nuts. And you’re probably going JJ you’ve been an emotional mess since the moment we met you. Because I feel like that’s how it’s been for the last few months. But that’s not how it’s always been for me. That’s not who I am. So for now I guess I’m just trying to figure out what I do. Instead of sitting here and spinning and trying to figure out how we as a community fix these gaping holes and the way we talk about each other like we’re disposable and treat each other like names on a list instead of people.

For now, I think what I do is take a little break. It’s the very thing I don’t want to do. Because it feels like quitting and it feels like being scared away. So I feel the need to promise whoever has read all of this and myself that that’s not what it is. Maybe I’ll be back in two days, maybe two weeks, who knows. But I need a break. From whatever this feeling is that seems to have come over things lately. I’ve loved these few months on this blog so much. And maybe that’s half the problem. Maybe I got spoiled and this is the come down. Maybe I’m just an idiot who thinks what we all want on this website is to find people and love each other and write together. I never knew that me -- the person often accused of being aloof and feelingsless and distant would somehow turn into the emotional bitch on this website but here we are I guess. I just don’t know how to navigate this anymore. I don’t know how to put my heart into relationships and friendships that can just be switched off like we can just stop caring about people. I don’t know how to ignore people who say horrible things and do horrible things to each other just because we don’t want to see it on our dashes. I don't know how to give enough of everything to everyone so that every single one of my mutuals and partners knows they’re valuable to me. I don’t know what I hope to accomplish. I don’t know when I got to be so much of a raw, frayed edge on tumblr dot com but that’s how I feel. And I hope in a few days or sometime soon I’ll have an answer or at least get my hard shell back.

I want to keep writing. I want to keep talking to you guys. I don’t want to lose anyone. I truly mean what I say when I say you’re all important to me. I plan to still be around on discord. I’ll write on discord if anyone wants to keep writing. If we aren’t discord friends yet and you want to be, send a message. I plan to come back. I don’t want to abandon anything. I’m so deeply fucking sorry for this rant, for all the overflow of feelings lately, for anyone that’s had to listen to them, for putting them on your dashes, for fucking all of it. Please be good to each other. Please talk to each other. Please remember that if we’ve crossed paths at any point on this blog, I value you. I value all of your friendships, your writing, your shitposts, your dash commentary, your tiktoks you dump at me on discord. I love you. Every last fucking one of you.

#💛✌🏼💛✌🏼💛✌🏼💛✌🏼💛✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼💛#i am dead fucking serious please feel free to stay in touch i just #need my dash closed for a while #message me if you want my discord

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