The Dangers of Business - Ch. 1
Silco x Fem!reader| Explicit NSFW | 18+
Romance (?) | Smut | Immediate Attraction | Ballsy Tattoo Artist Reader
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Without much thought about it, you call out to him as he reaches for the door.
“Silco.”
He drops his hand and glances at you with his good eye.
“Thank you,” you say softly.
You can tell it catches him off guard even though he has no visible reaction. He puzzles over the sentiment before he asks, “For what, exactly?”
You hadn’t thought that far ahead, so you cover up your own carelessness with a huff. “For not killing me, I guess.”
“Killing you isn’t off the table should you disobey the terms of our agreement.”
Or, in which you put your foot in your mouth and still somehow get laid.
Chapter 1
You really should have known not to indulge the whims of an impetuous teenaged girl you’ve never met, but almost as soon as she plops herself down across from you and leans over the table with a wide smile and electric, blue eyes filled with awe, she pretty much has you wrapped around her little finger. There’s something about this kid that flashes “DANGER” in big, red letters across your brain. You really should have listened to them. Only problem is, she’s so studiously engrossed in the menagerie of tattoos that adorn your arms and neck that a deep-seated amusement pushes away any ill omens that might have saved you.
“See something you like?” you ask, a wry smile pulling at your lips.
She scrunches up her freckled nose. “Not really into older women.”
Your bark of laughter seems to surprise her - almost like she's not used to anyone laughing with (or at?) her. She eyes you, unsure.
“I meant the ink, kid,” you manage.
“Oh.” She snorts and clasps her hands together. “In that case, I think I need a closer look.”
Nevermind the fact that you’re in the middle of a late lunch, apparently. If it wasn’t your day off, you’d shoo her away, but what would be the harm in letting her get a closer look at your art? She’s just admiring what’s meant to be admired, after all. So, with one arm held out to the girl, you attempt to finish your sandwich without losing all of the contents in your lap.
The girl gasps and jumps up on the table with the nimble reflexes of a cat to tug your offered arm close in an astonishingly firm grip. As she studies your many years of work, you take the opportunity to study her as well.
She can’t be older than fourteen or fifteen - still in that awkward stage on the way from puberty to adulthood. Her blue, braided hair looks like it would hang right around her knees. It didn’t seem to get in the way as she leapt onto the table, though. Impressive.
You eye a couple of guns holstered to her belt with steadily increasing interest. The guns aren’t surprising in and of themselves, but what is surprising is the quality of them, considering her age. You didn’t get your hands on gear like that until you were halfway through your twenties. And, well, you weren’t exactly content to scrape by with the shit pay in the mines back then.
“Where’d you get this one?” the girl asks, pointing to one of your favorites on your forearm. You smile as you remember the painstaking hours you’d spent designing it.
Your inspiration was an old, Ionian painting of a mystical fox that you’d found on one of your raids Topside. You’d lost it some years ago in a fire that was started by Enforcers, but you still have its memory every time you look at the black fox on your arm running through sunset-colored clouds.
“I did that one myself,” you say.
The girl turns her wide eyes to you. “You did? Just this one?”
“Nope, I did almost all of them.”
She gasps and tugs you closer, the brunt of the force punching your gut straight into the edge of the table. You try not to wheeze.
“You’re the artist? Perfect!” She turns your arm over to look at the rest of the tattoo. “Oh, he’ll be so surprised. And it’ll look so pretty.” She looks up. “How much?”
Given that you’re only just managing to breathe again, you followed exactly none of that. “How much what?”
She jabs a finger at the clouds. “How much for this? On me?”
“Oh, uh…” you glance down at the detailing on the clouds. You may be proud of that one, but you can sure as hell do better now. “Depends on how big you want it and the detailing and color.”
The girl releases your arm and you sink back on the bench with a wince. She flops back, crosses her legs, and scrunches up her face again. Only a moment passes before she leans forward, gesturing wildly with her hands.
“I want them in different sizes. ALL over.”
You tilt your head. “I’m gonna need some more than that or you won’t be happy with it.”
“Ugh,” the girl rolls her eyes and her entire body follows the motion. “So much work.”
“That does tend to be how tattoos go.”
She pouts. “Got any paper?”
You’re about to say no when you spot your unused napkin. With a grin, you hold it up to her.
You don’t really expect her to take it, but she snatches it from you and pulls out two crayons: one blue and one pink. Definitely a theme of colors on this one. She uses the pink to sketch a crude drawing that only vaguely resembles a person, but she clarifies that it’s her with long, blue braids. You quickly finish your lunch and wipe your hands on your pants, watching as the kid adds blue sort-of clouds on various parts of the figure’s upper body and arms.
When she’s finished, she holds it up with a wide grin. “Like that!”
You raise your brows as you take the napkin. “Do you have any tattoos now?”
“Nope!”
You huff, another amused smile pulling at your lips. “That’s a lot of ink for your first time, kid. Maybe you should think on it a while.”
“I want that,” she points at the napkin with a spark of impatience in her eyes. “Can you do it or not?”
“Yeah, kid, I can do it. It’ll take a while to design, though, and probably multiple sessions.”
“Blah, blah, whatever. You’ve got until Wednesday.”
You blink up at her, caught somewhere between scorn and disbelief. “I’ve already got clients coming in on Wednesday, I can’t just-”
The girl grabs a pouch and plops it in front of you. It jingles enticingly when it lands.
“That enough to get you to shut up and do it?”
Well. You shouldn’t be surprised the girl is packing, given her gear, but you are. A big chunk of coins is a very good argument, but all the same…
You prop your elbow up on the table. “That’s not gonna cover the ink. Just the design and-”
“Holy hell,” the girl groans and flops to her back with an arm draping dramatically over her forehead. “How can I get you to stop talking?”
“Alright, fine.” You cross your arms. “Come in after hours on Wednesday. But if you want these, you’re going to have to sit through at least three sessions spread out over multiple weeks.”
The girl peeks at you from under her arm, scowling. “Why?”
“Because if you get it all at once, you’re gonna fuck up the healing process - and you’ll have to be wrapped in plastic for a long time, which is going to interfere with firing those pretty guns of yours. That means no target practice and no antagonizing Enforcers.”
She sits up. “What if I do all of that anyway?”
“If you want to waste your money, be my guest. I ain’t your mum. But if you want them to turn out well, you’re gonna have to be patient.”
She holds your no-nonsense stare with a petulant pout for so long that you wonder if she’ll pick someplace else to get her ink. There must be something about you she likes, though, because she can’t hold back a bright, child-like laugh.
“Alright,” she says and holds her hand out. “You win.”
You return her smile and take her hand. Something devilishly mischievous flashes in her eyes and you second-guess your decision to even acknowledge the girl, but in a blink, she’s up and saluting you as she walks away.
“See ya Wednesday, Ink Lady!”
“Hold up, kid,” you call. “You don’t even know where my studio is!”
“The name’s Jinx - and yes, I do!”
Then she disappears into the crowd.
You sit there for a while, contemplating the entire interaction with a strange mix of confusion, amusement, and maybe a touch of nervousness, but not before you tuck the pouch of hexes into your pocket. Can’t have anyone getting any ideas.
The plans you made for the night fade into unimportance as you stare at the napkin, mind whirling with the possibilities. Even though Jinx only wants clouds, you have to make sure they work together with her… energy.
So, instead of meeting your old pals for a wild night of drinking and poker, you go home, napkin in hand, and start brainstorming.
---
When Wednesday rolls around, you find yourself dreading the day before you even get out of bed. Not because you aren’t excited to see Jinx - quite the opposite, really.
The clients you have ahead of you are much more, well, boring. And grumpy. They don’t pay as well, either.
You had expected Jinx’s bribe to be bronze and copper hexes - maybe a silver or two in there somewhere - but instead, every single one of the hexes were gold. It was a miracle you didn’t pass out when you saw it. She gave you enough for two sessions at least… No need to tell her that, though. If she’s comfortable enough to throw that kinda coin around, who are you to argue?
The day drags on slowly and terribly with clients that are, at best, apathetic. You start to worry that you won’t have the energy for Jinx, but as soon as you finish your last client of the day, you get a blessed second wind. You’re ready for Jinx when she comes in.
“Hellooooo Ink Lady!” she shouts as she bursts through the door with a dazzling grin.
“Hey, Jinx,” you smile back and hold up your notebook with the final designs. “What do you think?”
Jinx bounds over, grabs the notebook, and gasps. She spins around, her braids narrowly missing a couple slaps to your face.
“They’re perfect!” She holds the notebook up beside her face and points at one of the clouds. “I want this one,” she turns around and points over her shoulder to her shoulder blade. “Right here.”
She’s wearing a slightly more concealing top than when you first met her, you realize. It’s still cropped, but it’ll cover the tattoo, if that’s what she wants. You wonder for a moment if she’s hiding it from anyone in particular, but in this job - hell, in this city - you’ve learned that the less you know, the better.
“Take a seat over there, then,” you motion toward a padded, adjustable bench that’s configured as a chair. She does so with an excited skip, plopping down backwards and propping herself on her arms like she’s a regular. Once you’re sure you have the shade of blue that she wants, you get to work.
Jinx is calm the whole time; she doesn’t so much as flinch. The first tattoo only takes you an hour. She’s so happy with that one that she requests another one on the opposite side - smaller and a little lower.
By the time you’re done, you’re both grinning from ear-to-ear. Her, because she’s so happy with the result. You, because she won’t stop gushing about it (and okay, maybe also because she pays you twice the amount you would normally charge without even asking how much you want).
“You’re the best, Ink Lady,” she says on her way out.
Over the next couple of months, you repeat the routine with the same results. Every time Jinx comes in, she’s added another piece of clothing to cover the part of her skin she wants tattooed. It’s a little disappointing not to see your work out on display, but you figure she’ll get around to it eventually. When you ask her about it at the start of your third session, she just says, “I wanna surprise him!”
Usually that’s code for ‘I’m not allowed to get these but I’m doing it anyway,’ so you opt not to press the matter and hope that whoever receives this surprise doesn’t come for your head. Dangers of business, you suppose.
---
You think you’re in the clear once you approach your last session with her, but a few days before the appointment, an unexpected visitor drops by. The bell at the front of your shop jingles as you’re working on an intricate design on a client’s lower back.
“I’ll be with you in a moment,” you say, not wanting to stop in the middle of your current stroke.
The voice that responds is positively dripping with power and quiet, self-assured confidence. “I’m afraid I’m not accustomed to being kept waiting.”
Your client jerks backwards, destroying the line you were working on. You curse as he tries to get out of the chair only to fall over his own feet and take some of your tools with him to the ground.
Fists ready to deck the idiot who caused this, you face the door - but as soon as you do, the words die on your tongue. You’ve never actually seen him in person but there is no mistaking who he is.
His eyes are just as striking in their dichotomy as the rumors say. His features, just as sharp. His aura - that magnetic pull that inexplicably surrounds him - just as intimidating. Everything about him is almost exactly as you’ve heard, save one. The rumors grossly underestimate how attractive this man is. How positively saturated in sex appeal he is. You might just be content to frame his image and stare at it until you waste away to nothing.
King of the Lanes. Eye of Zaun. Leader of the chem-barons. Liberator of the Undercity.
Silco.
Your client scrambles to his feet and tries to make a run for it, snapping you back to attention. You latch onto your client’s wrist with your nails digging into his skin just shy of drawing blood.
“I finished half your tattoo,” you say coldly. “You’re not leaving until you pay for it.”
Your words seem to surprise everyone there - even you. After all, why should you be concerned with money when you’re probably about to die?
Rather than argue or count the proper amount, the man shoves his hand into his pocket, grabs a handful of coins, and throws it onto the ground. Then he wrenches his arm free and books it, probably never to return. The irritation of a lost client overrides your sense of self-preservation and you turn fiery eyes to your unexpected guest.
“Is there something I can help you with, Silco?”
His gaze remains unreadable aside from an underlying anger toward you that can’t possibly be justified.
You haven’t done anything to interfere with him or the barons - you pay your dues on time and without complaint. In fact, it’s no secret that you support Silco’s endeavors. You just don’t have the influence or resources that could help the cause directly and your fighting days are long behind you. Can’t make a living off of art with broken fingers.
Silco makes a gesture over his shoulder and two goons that you hadn’t noticed at the door take up posts outside, leaving you and the kingpin alone. That is probably a very bad sign, especially with the way he’s glaring at you and your heartbeat is picking up pace with more than just fear, but you distract yourself by picking up your tools and let the familiar motions of disinfecting them soothe you. Silco watches you for a long, heavy moment before he speaks again with that sinful voice.
“Are you always so flippant when confronted with a situation that overtly spells out the possibility of your death?”
You look up from taking apart your tattoo gun. “Perhaps if you tell me what I’ve done to put myself in this deadly situation, I’d be less inclined to be so flippant.”
Oh, he doesn’t like that. His good eye narrows and his mouth pinches at the corners and you know it should scare you but it doesn’t. And the fact that it doesn’t is what actually scares you. Because if you’re not scared of him and his temper, then you’re a fucking fool.
Silco prowls forward and grabs your wrist to hold it up. “Perhaps this jogs your memory?”
You resist the urge to free yourself and instead glance at your arm. Does he mean your fox tattoo? Surely he couldn’t have tracked you down because of an old painting…
Then it dawns on you. The endless amounts of coin, the tiptoeing around who she was hiding the tattoos from. Your lips part and you look up at the kingpin in a new light. Throughout everything he’s done, all of the sacrifices he’s made… he’s also a father. You breathe out her name as though saying it too loud would disturb the quiet that often settles over the hour just before dawn.
“Jinx.”
His tone turns patronizing as he tightens his grip - not painfully, but in a warning. “Clever girl. Perhaps you’d like to explain to me why you let a child waltz in off the street to get tattooed without supervision?”
“Child?” you frown. Even despite you calling her a kid all the time, child seems far too juvenile a word for her. “Jinx is practically a grown woman. Plenty old enough to get a tattoo if she wants.”
“That isn’t for you to decide.”
“Last I checked, there are no age restrictions on tattoos in Zaun.”
“You went behind my back for months,” he snarls and tightens his hold even further. “Did you really think I wouldn’t figure it out?”
You place your free hand on your hip, thoroughly unimpressed with his rather unoriginal display of fatherly protectiveness, or whatever. It’s neither the first nor last time you’ve seen it.
“Are you saying you came all the way here to yell at me because you’re brassed that Jinx has been hiding this from you? How the fuck is that my fault?”
“You should have known-”
“I can’t read minds, Silco!”
He snaps his mouth shut and glares down at you with barely-contained fury. Both at you for your interruption and, you think, at himself for losing even just a shred of his control. Now his grip is painful, but you hardly notice.
You continue evenly, “She didn’t mention that she wasn’t allowed to get tattoos - or even that she had a father. Not that it would have made a difference.”
Silco pulls you forward so that only an inch of space is left between you, forcing you to tilt your head back to maintain eye contact.
“So you admit it.”
“Admit what?” You try to pull your arm from his hold, but he doesn’t budge. “That I’ll give anyone a tattoo so long as they’re in their right mind and have the coin? Yeah. I've had kids in here younger than Jinx - the only difference is that she’s your daughter.”
As soon as it’s out of your mouth you wish you can take it back. Not because it isn’t true, but because it’s an accusation you’ve just spit at the most dangerous and powerful man in Zaun - and he isn’t well-known for being merciful. Far from your finest moment. Unfortunately, you’re too stubborn to take it back, and Silco is probably too stubborn to let you try. His anger becomes dark and cold - and that much more arousing terrifying.
“You really haven’t a care for your own life, have you?” he asks, voice sickly sweet. “I would suggest you refrain from any further insolence and take a seat.”
A small part of you wants to ignore the order, but you recognize this as the last strand of Silco’s patience, so once he lets go of you, you sink down in your chair with your chin up to keep your eyes locked with his. Obedience you can do but you will not be broken by it - not for a grievance as petty as this. Silco turns his attention away from you to instead study your workspace with mild disinterest.
“How many more tattoos have you promised her?”
The question catches you off-guard. You frown. “We only have one more session.”
“That’s not what I asked, is it?” he snaps and leans over you, forcing your gaze even higher. “Try again. How many tattoos have you promised her?”
You swallow and try (unsuccessfully) to ignore how his position reveals another tantalizing inch of his neck. Shit. You need to focus.
“I’m not sure,” you say as you drag your eyes up to meet his. (Which he definitely notices, gods be damned). “She requests a different number every session.”
He searches your eyes for something specific and you hope you don’t reveal anything that’ll get your hand chopped off. You aren’t sure whether or not he finds what he’s looking for when he finally straightens and saunters around you until he’s out of your field of vision. As much as you want to keep your eyes on him, something tells you it’s in your best interests to stay still.
“I will allow you to have a final session with Jinx under certain conditions,” he says. He moves again but it’s only by the sound of his voice that you realize he’s moving closer. “First, you will not mention my relation to Jinx to anyone. I will know if you do.”
You refrain from pointing out that he wouldn’t need to worry about that if he hadn’t stormed into your place of business like a petulant child, and instead say, “Wouldn't dream of it, Sir.”
Silco places his hands on the back of your chair and a thrum of energy moves through you as it shifts under his weight. You grip your pants in clenched fists to keep your hands from visibly trembling.
“As soon as the session is over, you will not speak to or even look at Jinx without my express permission. Is that clear?”
“What if she comes to me fir-”
Silco tugs the chair back and hisses directly into your ear, “Is that clear?”
You can’t help the shiver or the goosebumps or the way your eyelids flutter when his breath touches your bare skin, but you try your damndest to answer evenly.
“Yes, Sir.”
It comes out almost as a whisper and you hold your breath with dread. Did he notice? If he did, he doesn’t react. In fact, he leans even closer so that his lips ghost over the shell of your ear, almost too soft to feel.
“Very good,” he purrs. “And since I am benevolently letting you walk away with your life and all of your fingers intact, you owe me one favor for every tattoo you gave her without my permission.”
Janna.
You try to swallow but your mouth goes dry. Is he doing this on purpose? Surely not. But - he can’t be blind to the effect this is having on you, can he?
“What sort of favors?” you ask, miraculously avoiding the desperate whine you feared would leave your mouth.
Silco backs away and says, “All in good time, my dear.”
Then, without so much as a glance in your direction as he passes, he leaves.
You stare after him for what could be hours, trying to ignore how empty the shop now feels without him commanding the space. Trying not to contemplate how his voice trailed sweet as honey through the air.
Eventually, you have enough presence of mind to lock up the parlor and go home. There will be no more work for you tonight. Even if your other clients do show up, which you doubt considering how fast the rumor mill moves in this part of the city, you know you won’t be able to concentrate.
That night, you fall asleep to the memory of his breath on your neck and his lips on your skin. It’s deplorable, how thoroughly he’s managed to consume your entire frame of mind. The thought alone of the ease with which he’d done so is what keeps you from using the memory to bring yourself some pleasure - and all you get for your reward is a sleepless night of sexual frustration the likes of which you’ve never before endured for anyone, let alone a fucking mob boss whom you’d never met until today.
It’s not until you wake the next morning with the sound of his voice still on your mind that you realize the hopeless position you’ve found yourself in.
You are (or you hope to be) well and truly fucked.
---
The day of your final session with Jinx is marked by an utter lack of motivation on the opposite spectrum as it had been on the first. You don’t want to even contemplate interacting with any of your clients, let alone sitting down to tattoo them, but without a distraction you fear you’ll simply run away and risk being killed on sight by any of Silco’s goons. So you go to work and take a dizzying spin on the roller coaster of “Please, Janna, let this torture end” and “Oh fuck, the time is moving too quickly and I could literally die the moment Jinx walks in.”
It’s so bad that before your last client leaves, you ask her for a couple of smokes, which she gives happily. You haven’t felt the need to alleviate your stress this way in years, but the combination of debilitating arousal and consuming fear at the thought of seeing Silco again… It’s with desperate abandon that you inhale all three of those cigarettes out back before you go inside to face the most dangerous test of your life. What you don’t expect is him to be waiting there already.
He stands to the side of the furniture-separated lobby, eyes roaming over the numerous photos of your past works decorating the wall and very pointedly not acknowledging you. Jinx is nowhere in sight. Has he changed his mind?
“Do you always show up late to appointments with your clients?” Silco asks smoothly and shifts to study another photo. You glance at the clock over the door with a scowl. Late by less than two minutes.
“Do you always materialize at the place of business of your supporters just to antagonize them with ridiculous questions?” you ask as you go to the sink to wash your hands. It might be better not to respond with your usual snark, but it’s either that or ask him to fuck you - there is no in between right now. Damn him. And damn your fucking gutter-brain.
“You’re a supporter now?” he trills. “I would have called you compliant, at best.”
Oh, you’ll give him compliant in every sense of the word if he just -
You turn around with a hand on your hip. “Where is Jinx?”
“Ah, now you’re concerned with your appointment,” he looks over his shoulder at you with his brow raised. You don’t dignify that with an answer.
He turns away from you again, his hands clasped behind his back. Your gaze traces his figure from the imposing collar of his coat down to his fingers as he picks at his nails absently. Something about him seems… different. Unsure isn’t quite the right word, but it comes close. You wait with baited breath until he finally speaks again - at the wall rather than to you.
“Jinx won’t be coming today.”
“Oh.” Your stomach drops. As much as you dreaded giving her another tattoo with the newfound knowledge that she’s Silco’s daughter, you have grown rather fond of her. “You’ve changed your mind, then?”
Silco sighs through his nose and once again faces you.
“No, she is… indisposed at the moment. She insisted I come to you so that you didn’t think she forgot.”
Your first thought is that you have no idea what to do with this information, considering whose mouth it’s coming from. He has hundreds of employees he could have sent in his stead, but here he is. Your second thought is,
“Is she okay?”
Silco doesn’t respond right away but you see his calculations come to some sort of positive conclusion as his eyes soften the barest amount.
“She will be,” he says. Then, as if he realizes he gave too much away, he straightens and turns toward the door. “When she is able, she will come to you to reschedule.”
After a slight pause, in which you think he might have something else to say though he keeps it to himself, he strides toward the door. The whole interaction strikes you as pleasantly strange but somehow it feels incomplete. Without much thought about it, you call out to him as he reaches for the door.
“Silco.”
He drops his hand and glances at you with his good eye.
“Thank you,” you say softly.
You can tell it catches him off guard even though he has no visible reaction. He puzzles over the sentiment before he asks, “For what, exactly?”
You hadn’t thought that far ahead, so you cover up your own carelessness with a huff. “For not killing me, I guess.”
“Killing you isn’t off the table should you disobey the terms of our agreement.”
As if it could be called that. But he gave the threat with a glimmer of amusement that hasn’t yet faded from his eyes. You aren’t sure if you’re meant to see it, but something about it emboldens you. With leftover effects from your hungry devouring of those cigarettes, your inhibitions fall away.
“Well, if I do something to bring about my death at your hands, the least you can do is fuck me first.”
Shit, you said that out loud. It’s the second time in as many conversations with him that you wish you could eat your words or otherwise shrivel up and poof out of existence. You’re barely able to stop yourself before you apologize and it’s a miracle you can stand your ground as Silco stares at you with such carefully crafted neutrality that he must be hiding something. He clasps his hands behind his back and slowly turns toward you once again. The way his head tilts oh-so-slightly makes you feel like a mouse caught in a cat’s claws - and it thrills you. Terrifies you. All of it and more at once.
He stands there silently, staring at you until you’re sure your ears are red, but you don’t back down. It’s far too late for that. You don’t know how much time passes before the corners of his lips turn up into what is maybe a smirk.
“I’ll keep that in mind,” he says, voice dark and dangerous and full of promise.
You’re unable to even form a coherent thought, let alone respond. Either he notices this and decides to give you some mercy or he loses patience in his little game, but he leaves without another word.
With both anticipation and a little dread, you realize tonight will be the first in a series of very long nights imagining just what he might do to you if you’re at his mercy. It’s probably unhealthy, but since when did you ever care about something like that? In this city, it’s take what you want or deal with the leftovers.
In this case, you refuse to deal with the leftovers. Even if doing so will earn you nothing but a gaping wound torn by the jaws of a beast - you’re not going to let such an immediate attraction slip through your grasp. You hope it doesn’t lead you to a painful death, but it’s not like you’re ever safe from such a thing in this city with your profession drawing people in all forms of perilous - from the righteous revolutionaries to the dirty scoundrels, it's all the same in the end.
It’s all just the dangers of business.
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