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bloodiegawz · 6 months

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who tf is lilia

THAT'S PEEPAW BABY

#ask #sorry for the extremely unhelpful response #this is lilia vanrouge #from the mobile game disney twisted wonderland #he is one billion years old #a gamer #a war veteran #a high schooler #a father #and much more #MOST IMPORTANTLY #he slays all day every day #the specific card that post was about #im not showing in this post #because it's spoiler stuff #but yeah

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anneapocalypse · 1 year

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CONTROVERSIAL OPINION TIME

Sophia Dryden's Grey Warden armor slaps way harder than whatever that blue stripey business is.

#dragon age #most importantly #and i cannot stress this enough #IT'S GREY #AS GREY WARDEN ARMOR SHOULD BE

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darlingillustrations · 3 months

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I'm Gay

When I was eight years old, I wrote my first poem. I remember the moment the words came to me. I was lying in bed at night, the lines rattling through my brain, startling sleep away. I turned on my pencil-shaped bedside lamp, grabbed my pink diary and huddled up underneath the little roses on my wallpaper to scribble the words down before they were lost to me forever. I re-read them over and over, letting them seep into my mind as I drifted off to sleep, so full of mystery and fascination at this new craft that had opened up to me.

The next day, I showed the poem to my mother. It was a love poem, and the only thing she said was, “Why is this written to a woman?”

I didn’t know.

In high school, I also didn’t know why I enjoyed turning around in psychology class to chat with the girl with the cool beaded purse who sat behind me. I didn’t get it why I was so tongue tied around the girl in college with the mousy brown hair and soft floral skirts. After graduation, I still didn’t understand why the scrawny girl with facial piercing who I worked with at the coffeeshop held such a deep place in my heart that I’d give anything to make her smile.

The day I nervously confessed to my parents that I no longer wanted to be in the Church of Christ, the religion they’d raised me in, and that I’d been going to an Episcopal church, they laughed in relief.

“We were worried you were going to tell us you were a lesbian,” they said, wiping tears of joy from their eyes.

It never occurred to me that I could be a lesbian because I was attracted to guys. I didn’t realize that bisexuality was a thing. It wasn’t until 2016 that I started to face the truth about myself. After the attack on the Pulse nightclub, I felt deeply and inexplicably unsafe, and after months of soul searching, I came to realize it was because the people who had been attacked, the LGBT men and women, I was part of their community. They were me. I was LGBT.

As part of my journey, I was asked to exhibit my art at the Pierce County AIDS Foundation. I wanted to share something that was representative of the LGBT community, and that’s how my Affectionate Animal series was born. I chose vintage photos as my source images because I loved the nostalgic feeling they evoked. I wanted to offer the feeling that being gay was a normal thing.

The funny thing is: when I painted these first nine couples, I didn’t yet realize my own truth.

Coming out to myself was about self acceptance. When I told Matt, he asked me what this meant for our marriage. I said it meant nothing: instead of choosing him over half the world population, it meant I chose him over all of the world population. But when Matt left me (for other reasons), some of my close friends whom I’d trusted with my secret blamed me for him leaving. “He’s been through a lot,” they said.

I was scared to tell anyone. For a long time I only told people who were gay, and I spent a lot of time online, on tumblr, living an invisible life, coming to terms with what my sexuality meant.

That’s where I met my first girlfriend. She flew cross country to visit me and I flew cross country to visit her. We fell in love with each other and each other’s kids, and I was going to fly out with the girls to spend Christmas with her, until she broke up with me suddenly and then blocked my phone number before ever explaining why everything was ending.

They say your first heartbreak after a divorce is the worst. When you get divorced, there’s too much other stuff in the way that inhibits the grieving process, so when your first heartbreak after divorce hits you, all that pent up grief rears its ugly head and devastates you. In short, that’s what happened to me. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. I kept throwing up for weeks. I lashed out at people, then became disgusted with myself for acting like such a monster and fell into a pit of despair. My body felt like knives were stabbing me, raking my arms from the inside out. My chest felt cavernous. I felt beyond gutted. I felt like I was in tatters.

God bless my therapist, because she texted with me through the worst of it, assuring me that this is what grief felt like. I’d tell her I was scared of the depression. She said I was strong enough to weather a little depression. I took comfort in that. Deep down I knew she was right.

I started cleaning my house. It wasn’t much, but a little every day gave me a sense of normalcy. I signed up for the Motivated Moms checklist so that I wouldn’t have to think about what I was supposed to do. I could just do it.

On Friday, my checklist said to spend time on a craft or hobby. I spent more time scratching my head trying to figure out what I was interested in than I did playing my guitar once I finally remembered I liked to sing. On Sunday I was paralyzed by the suggestion to pamper myself. How does someone pamper themselves? I googled it and read dozens of suggestions before I felt inspired by the suggestion to give myself flowers.

I’d always thought that, when I was with my girlfriend for Valentine’s Day, we’d do some sappy romantic thing, and I’d post sappy pictures & let people draw whatever conclusions they wanted to about our relationship. Now that I’m single again, I guess I’m coming out of the closet anyways. I’m not doing it for another person. I’m doing it for myself. Because, at the end of the day, lovers come and go, but there is one person who will love me for my entire life, and that person is me. And it doesn’t take a parent or a husband or a girlfriend to validate my loveliness. I am loved. I am darling. And I am complete, just as I am.

I don’t know why God made me this way, but this is the way I am. I don’t fall in love with people because of what’s in their pants, but because of what’s in their heart. So, in closing, I’d like to share with you the poem I wrote when I was eight years old, long before I knew what the depths of my heartache might bring:

Beauty Your eyes sparkle in the moonlight, Your legs tremble fast, Your voice can sing the wonders, And your ears can hear me laugh, Your nose smells the flowers that I bring to you in prize, Your legs can run freely, And your hands can hold my thighs. But you’re the one in my mind, The wonders that I dream, For you are so beautiful, The wonders of my dreams.

I like to think that, maybe, the woman I’d written it for was, in fact, myself.

[ This essay first appeared on my blog on February 14, 2019, and it is how I came out publicly to my friends, family and the world. I want to repost it here to tumblr in the hopes that it might resonate with you. ]

#coming out story #queer stories #queer artist #queer art #im gay #well technically im pansexual and a few other lgbt terms but i like using gay as a signifier #most importantly #i am loved #thank you for reading along #queer poetry

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blessed-pineapple-cruncher · 5 months

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hooked on the concept of Simon Blackquill suspecting Phoenix of being the Phantom because noone knows anythign about him pre-meeting Mia, except for Larry who just pops in an out of existance, and Miles who knew him for (at most) 1 year.

He could be anyone!

obv hes not but the thought of Blackquill trying to spygame him while he - poker master, master of the poker face; unkillable man; can see when someone has secrets; general fuckin weird guy - is either unaware-yet-perfectly avoids it [Phoenix: (I sure felt surprised. Maybe I had my poker face on.)] or knows hes being stalked and is just bein casual about it (outwardly, inwards u know hes collecting 1million data points)

the actual phantom thinks this is a great mistdirection until either he also becomes obsessed with "who the fuck is Phoenix Wright???" or Phoenix , completely unintentionally, proves without a doubt who the Phantom is via a series of insane events

#ace attorney #phoenix wright #simon blackquill #the phantom aa #Phoenix Wright Poker Master #numba 1 cryptid #who is he? why is he?#most importantly #how is he?? so much shit happened to this man is he okay?#(no)#WHERE THE FUCK ARE HIS PARENTS #????#NON-EXISTANT!#i lov him #if yall have anything at all with this concept im begging for it like a dog for scraps im despreratees

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i-am-just-a-girli · 1 month

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Relationship advice please?

I started dating this Tumblr mutual in Jan 2024 he talked to me really nicely and gave me time for the 2 months everything was perfect uk but then March came and he doesn't give me time . He has University and also works so I give him his space but on the weekends aswell he doesn't talk much.

Well have you talked to him about it? If you haven't yet then you certainly should. Tell him how you feel and then see.

From his POV, it's understandable since he has uni + he works so maybe he wants his space or rest so he doesn't talk much but then again, if he can't handle being in a relationship along with managing all that then he shouldn't have entered into one.

So talk to him and see how he does from now on, if he still doesn't change or put in any effort then you should probably ask for a break and then use that to focus on yourself and try to figure things out. And then take your final decision.

Hope it helps!

#riri asks 💌#answered 💐#personally I've never been in a relationship #but my close friends have been in multiple #plus i have watched & read so many stuff lol #but ya #i believe when it comes to a healthy relationship #both parties will need to adjust here and there and compromise a lil bit #but #compromising on your happiness is NOT the ans #what's the point if you aren't happy?#if you partner isn't making you happy then both of you are probably better off without each other #most importantly #communication is the key #if there is still no progress at all #then he ain't the one #good luck to you #<3 #anons ask 🎭

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cosmictulips · 1 year

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Full Moon In Libra amirite?

Listen, I'll go ahead and make a pac later this morning about the impact of the full moon for yall. But first, as is culture of my north node and chiron in libra in the 7th house, I want to thank everyone who has been by my side.

First of all, Thank you Star Cadets! For being here, for supporting me, for interacting with the stuff I post. and for being patient!

Thank you especially to my closest friends that I have made on this website (@wa-kaizen , @eyerolls-r-us , @emerella72 , @deereader , @rhoemantically , and I'm sure there are others I forgot to mention but I know a lot of them have deactivated )

Thank you guys for just being here when I need to talk, and for being my support and just having fun with me on this stupid website.

and then a giant thank you to everyone else for just being a part of this community. I've seen many a tumblr rise and fall, and I even remember the early days of the witchblr. and while I miss some of the OG's, I do like the group we have now. it's still messy with drama but for the most part everyone is so loving and kind. and thanks for being here. ;o;

(@d4rkpluto , @alaezasmystery , @intuitive-bbloom , @fantasticnerdluminary , @ariesluvz , @the-wild-candy @the-falling-star @pearl-tarotist @zeldasnotes @astrojoy , @elysiansparadise , etc)

literally just go ahead and tag everyone in the astro community and the tarot community cause this will take me all day lmao. so EVERYONE! THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE.

#thank YOU for being here #most importantly

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innocentsardonicpotatoes · 3 months

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It's just my own selfish wish that no matter where you go and with whomsoever you connect with, you must think of me fondly, cherishing the memory of me and ponder how I was yours and how I completed you.

I may not be everything you need, but I hope I'm your better half.

#3 am thoughts #spilled thoughts #words #lit #thoughts of mine #i love him #lovers #romance #think of me #every single day #you're my sky #my star #my life #most importantly #my first love #couples #poetic #??? i think

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teothedragon · 3 months

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Everybody gangsta when you adopt human child who already have parents

(Don’t worry goober will go back to her parents, it's temporary)

Evie (big white dragon)

Laus (small human) doesn't belong to me

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circuslollipop · 2 months

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neeeed a fantasy dark romance where the dynamic is like the briarwoods as in they are both evil and unhinged and (this mostly applies to an m/f dynamic specifically) he's not like. an overprotective Alpha TM who constantly needs to save her

#and #most importantly #they're both in their late 30's at the LEAST #idk why but im realizing that villain couples hit the most when it's a milf/dilf (or a milf/milf or dilf/dilf what have you)#no hate to younger villain couples im sure id find one i like somewhere #i might even be forgetting one i like rn #but anyway yeah this is brought to you by me seeing a dark romance book that looked so so promising to me #and then i read the reviews and yeah it's more of the same dynamic that im growing extra tired of #i should write one maybe. when i think of an actual plot

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this-is-mimosa · 8 months

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