#thoughts of mine

[noxioustoxin]

Thinking heavily about the fact that since Dazai is an insomniac, after fucking, he’d definitely play with your hair and hum while he reads a book or gets on his phone. You all tuckered out and nuzzled so perfectly against his chest, bodies still naked and pressed together. His gaze rests on your chest that rises and falls, occasionally kissing your forehead or whispering sweet nothings into the room. Because it would take so long for Dazai to openly tell you he loves you (since he will always have that little voice telling him he doesn’t deserve such an emotion), he keeps that hidden for nights like this, when he thinks you can’t hear him. “I love you, my sweet 'donna.” His voice is raspy and soft, but all the jokes laced with sarcasm have long since ceased for the night.

(I just can't stop thinking about this man, it's a whole ass curse.)

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[soulswordlesbian]

#oh we're cooked #thoughts of mine #x men 97

[hellointernethuman]

Okay wait, these three being Ichi's camera crew is kinda cute.

#Also boom mic Kiryu!! #He's so focused #his little tippy taps on holding the mic steady is soo cute #yakuza #rgg #lad infinite wealth #thoughts of mine

[anulithots]

we have the worst words for friends. Relationships in general.

LIke.... there's friends, but then there's more than friends but not romantic. The comfort person. The other half of your soul. (it can be more than two people) Soulmates really. Not romantic though.

Then there's not romantic, not platonic, not something in between. Something else. Something more. I like Queer platonic for this. But... There's so much nuance and wonder to friendships that I hate so much how we label it. I love shipping but shipping isn't everything and I want words to describe all the wonderful dynamics in both fiction and in real life.

LIke... found family? KIn? Do they work? No. they don't sound right to me.

Gahhhhh I hate it all. I'd rather dissolve all the labels and let it be poetry... but then there would always be the romantic interpretation. Which is fine... but it would be nice if it was just ONE of the interpretations instead of the ONLY interpretation. There's so many colors. Why are we only looking at red? Have you seen the pretty shades of green and blue and purple and orange?

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[mlmoseley]

“do you think we were born good or evil?”

“neither, i think we are born neutral. what we turn in to is a reflection of how well we were loved, whether that be by some higher power or by the flesh of men.”

#literature #quotes #thoughts #dark prose #dark academia #light academia #aesthetic #sad thoughts #thoughts of mine #thoughts of the day #poetic #dark poem #writing #writeblr #writers on tumblr #female writers

[vaulthistorian]

I now ship Daniel and Joshua because of you (I don't know how I didn't before)

[Add the courier and its just a fucked up polycule with two mormons and a mailman and I think that's a funny idea.]

Dude, I love the idea of them and their backstory. There's so many ways you could go about it, whether it be Daniel caring about Joshua despite not having medical supplies from the caravans to keep up with the man's needs.

Or exes Joshua and Caesar and now he's still dealing with that and the repercussions while healing through the tribes and Daniel's own gentle firmness. He's so opposite to Caesar that I think it balances them out nicely.

And despite how differently they go about things they still end up coming together in the end because they are legitimately all each other have left.

They're like neighbors in Zion, and if out in the Mojave I could see them getting a farm or a little place for the remaining Sorrows and Dead Horses to take care of.

Joshua has the defense and fighting skills, and Daniel has a medical degree and a will to live.

And Six is there to cause utter chaos. If Six is part of this little dance then I could definitely see them bringing any supplies they see along the way like, "Oh, medical supplies, I'll be sending that back to the boyfriends 😌"

They're like, we don't know where Six is but they'll end up back home eventually when they're done with what they're doing.

#joshua graham #joshua graham x courier 6 #joshua graham x reader #joshua graham fallout #joshua graham x daniel #daniel fallout #daniel new vegas #fnv courier #fnv #courier 6 #courier six #thoughts of mine #not all of them because its sudden rambles but its such an appealing concept to me

[btsbabe7]

Naturally, this is my safe space, so I have to post this here.

I went out for coffee with a guy at my job that I’ve just been vibing with lately. I don’t know what we have in common, but we just connect. We have fun at work, our conversations are always engaging, and he hypes me up when I need it the most and don’t even realize. We have a good give and take relationship going on.

When he asked me to hangout, I was nervous about going out due to a previous situation with the last male coworker I went out with. Overall, it didn’t turn out well, yet I decided to give this thing another try.

The coffee hangout went so well! I spent so much time trying not to be vulnerable in front of another man; however, I ended up crying (lol). Yet, he still made me feel so SEEN and validated my feelings. He didn’t say I was too intense or sensitive; he didn’t complain that I was venting and I gave him space to vent too.

Everything just felt so genuine and natural, like we could pause in those moments where we didn’t know what to say, ramble on when we had so much more to express, or apologize when we got so excited about something we both experienced and wanted to share, but ended up speaking over each other. It was such an amazing experience and just proves that sometimes you want someone to be your person and they might not be, and that there are also people that will accept you for who you are, but you just have to wait for them!

We decided on making coffee our thing whenever we need it and I’m actually looking forward to it this time.

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[lovefr3ak]

But in all honestly,

Obsession hurts like hell.

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[safiresyrup]

I seem paranormal to you. it only hurts on days when I see your friends come passing by and I will talk like everything is alright but nothing good really comes out then it happens and their petty words turn to fable, all of the rumors that I heard come true a day or two later

-s's.

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[sexylittleslutsls]

She never sought shallow waters .. they never met what she needed …. She desired to swim in deeper waters .. to discover to explore …. In an endless abyss .. to completely lose herself …. To drown in the depths of passion .. to be completely breathless that sets her heart on fire ….

#let go dive deeper #drown in passion #beautiful soul #gorgeous heart #there is more inside than on the outside #thoughts of mine #my words

[soulswordlesbian]

some katyana for the soul (illyana's standing on a box) (click for hq)

#illyana rasputin #kitty pryde #katyana #my art #thoughts of mine

[hellointernethuman]

obsessed with Ichiban's bon voyage.

#silly guy #yakuza #rgg #bonvo ya? #lad infinite wealth #thoughts of mine

[msdeluluu]

You need to hear this: you are not your ED. The problem is your ED, it is not you.

*Journal entry of sentences I write, too scared to face the fact that I can’t seem to differentiate between myself and my problems these days..-

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[sosstuckonstupid]

I want that old school type of love

#sosstuckonstupid #mine #feelings #deep thoughts #thoughts of mine #real truth #reality #selfcare #me #my truth #spilled truth

[slyfoxscript]

Its so hard to build friendships. You can be so nice and all that stuff but when you talk to someone, you really feel how they are absolutely not interested in you. Then you start to think about what others do differently than you. But they don't do anything differently, and you wonder if you're really that weird or different from what they are.

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[nerdyalienresident]

Tumhara ana bhi mere zindagi may zaroori tha,

Mujhe tumhare ho-ney ya na ho-ney ka farak jo sikhna tha,

Shayad acha he hua hum mile,

Tumhe mere kavita may hameshaa ke liye samana jo tha.

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