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#My boy stressed as hell 😔
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Neil: *breathing*
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fabulouslygaybean · 1 year
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i wish i could tell people that ive got anxiety without them treating me like im some fragile little flower
#they always talk down to me like im a child or something too. even if we're the same age.#im not some soft and delicate thing that needs to be coddled ffs#my anxiety doesn't manifest as 'cute' stuttering or a sweet demeanor or me crying easily in public or smth#it means im too scared to talk to most people bc my body feels like its gonna explode#when im particularly stressed or anxious my stuttering can make it difficult for people to even understand what im saying#my hands get all clammy and gross and i look sweaty and flushed and people think i look like a creep because of it#im still loud and annoying and lively but also anxious 24/7#its so frustrating#im not some uwu soft boi because im filled with fucking anxiety#my anxiety isn't pretty or cute. it screws me over daily and just makes people treat me worse.#okay. rant over i think. gonna ramble about some slightly related stuff though.#i need to find a physical outlet for my anxiety i think. ive realized recently that whenever i go to events where i have to be active my -#- anxiety ends up being SO much better afterwards. like after concerts or festivals my anxiety is infinitely better#not gone completely obviously. but definitely better#its hard to find physical outlets that are enough for what i need though#short walks are fine but they dont do much for my anxiety. hikes also dont do much in my experience.#a gym is out of the question bc there's no way in hell my pre-everything trans ass is waltzing in there just to get stared at#team games are out of the question too bc i dislike all the ones at my school and they're not hosted for fun. they're a serious commitment.#concerts/fests work very well as i mentioned but they're pricey and its difficult to find bands i like that actually play in my state 😔#blegh. i need to find something. i might just try working out in my room or something to keep myself chill.
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leviscolwill · 8 months
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show me how
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pairing: mason mount x f1 driver!reader
summary: mason brings you as his plus one to the ballon d'or ceremony and although you're both used to cameras, you still need each other to ease your minds. [wc: 1.4k]
req: i love ur jude x driversss but can we have mason and driver😔😔
contents: angst (reader has a panic attack), but other than that fluff, fluff, fluff ! established relationship, mason is a cutie patootie
note: okay this was supposed to be much shorter but i got carried away rewriting it at 1am 💀 but anyways !! first time writing for my boy (and definitely not the last) !! i hope you'll like it 🫶
now playing: show me how by men i trust (oncle jazz)
the beautiful dress you had on was probably not suited to brave paris' october wind. but your boyfriend and you had planned all of this for months already. you just flew out from the mexican gp as soon as you could and started learning the speech you wrote beforehand the moment you landed in paris.
you knew your presence at the ballon d'or ceremony was important to mason, he had a difficult time adjusting to his new club and you needed to be here for him.
you felt that was the least you could do, mason had been there for you during the whole season, facetiming you even when you were at the opposite end of the world and he needed to sleep.
your car wasn't as fast as your team had planned and all hope of a championship was close to none, the media started questioning your position within the team and whether or not you deserved a seat. safe to say, you went through a rough patch.
you were aware that coming here would give you a headache with all the questions coming your way on the red carpet. 'is your boyfriend a distraction to your career ?', 'do you think you're in f1 solely for diversity reasons ?', 'will we be able to see you on the grid next season ?' no. no. maybe.
actually, you weren't here only for mason. your pr team got you to announce the women's ballon d'or. you were extremely grateful for the opportunity, being a woman in a male-dominated sport like formula one forced you to advocate for equity and recognition of women in sports. and this was a great way to spread your message, a message you knew these players would relate to, they were also victims of sexism and misogyny in their sport after all.
however, you were still nervous, you hated public speaking and your hands were shaking at the sole thought of messing up your speech. for some reason, it was easier for you to talk in front of big cameras during races, even after a dnf, than at such an important event for a whole sport.
when you both finally got inside and were taken to your seats, you didn't even notice your leg starting to bounce on its own.
"are you okay ?" mason took your hands in his as soon as he noticed your stress.
"i'm fine, just a bit nervous" you lied. you were very nervous. you didn't know why, you've experienced worse in terms of stressful situations. hell, your job was a big stressful situation on its own.
you silently rehearsed your speech, while your mind helped you visualise everything that could possibly go wrong, exactly what you needed. falling down on stage, dropping the trophy, breaking it, stuttering during your whole speech, blanking out, passing out... all of this in front of a big audience with threatening eyes, an even bigger audience if you counted people in front of their devices, watching the ceremony.
all of these thoughts became too much for you to handle and you felt the urge to get out. obviously, you couldn't actually get out of here, you wouldn't forgive yourself for doing this to mason.
so you settled on going to the bathroom to clear your head a bit. the 'clear your head' part didn't work well though, as you felt tears well up in your eyes. the thought of your makeup running down your cheeks was enough to make you spiral again. thankfully, no one could see the scene unfold since you were confined in one of the stalls, sitting on a floor that was probably not clean enough for you to do so. you tried focusing on the conversation two girls were having just outside, praising each other's seasons.
you heard the door close, or open, you weren't able to tell.
"y/n ? are you here ?" you didn't expect to hear mason's voice.
"umm, this is the women's bathroom..." one of the two girls said to your boyfriend.
"i know... i'm looking for my girlfriend she's-"
"mase, i'm here." you slightly opened the stall's door for him to get in.
the bathroom stall was clearly too small for the both of you, so you were practically glued to mason.
"y/n... you should have told me how you felt." mason had a serious look on his face, which was quite unusual for him.
"i'm sorry, i didn't want you to worry. it's just... a lot for me, i don't want to mess it up."
mason's hands found your cheeks and made you look up to him.
"you don't need to put pressure on yourself like that y/n. i know you'll do great, you just need to tell this brain of yours to stop working overtime." his arms engulfed you in a big hug.
"no, don't hug me... i'm all snotty." you whined, trying to push him away, in vain.
"i love you even when you're snotty." he said, peppering kisses across your face.
"so cheesy."
"you love it though." he said chuckling. he was right, you loved it when mason was overly cheesy, especially when he did so to comfort you after a bad race or in moments when you simply needed him.
mason cleaned up your makeup after comforting you, and you went back to your seats hand in hand, a smile on both your faces from the intimate moment you both shared.
when you were taken backstage just before the announcement, you felt anxiety creep up again. this time mase wasn't by your side, but his words were. this was all in your head, you just needed to deliver your speech. that's it, nothing would go wrong.
you stepped on the stage with mason's words still ringing in your head when you felt hundreds of eyes on you.
the voice in the back of your head was wrong. everything went perfectly, you even caught mason's sparkly eyes when you were done announcing the women's ballon d'or winner.
getting back to your assigned seat, mason immediately congratulated you, kissing your cheek.
"you did amazing. god, you were amazing."
you were grateful for the room's shitty lightning, because mason didn't need to notice the way your cheeks started to flush at his words.
"thank you mase, i don't think i could have done it without you."
"stop saying nonsense. you did everything yourself." it seemed mason wasn't aware of how much his words, as simple as they might have been, along with his presence, were key factors in you actually pulling up to the stage. but debating with your boyfriend on such subjects was useless, so you let him believe what he wanted to.
the two of you spent the rest of the night chatting with each other in half-whispers, sometimes getting little 'shhhhh's from the audience. even though your anxiety was long forgotten, you still felt relieved when the ceremony ended. but getting home from the packed location was another issue you didn't plan.
you didn't know if you were thankful your hotel room wasn't that far from where the ceremony was held, or if you hated it. your heels were absolutely killing you and you didn't feel like walking in them, even for 200m.
"you look like a baby giraffe right now."
your boyfriend always had the right words to cheer you up, didn't he ?
"shut up. these shoes will actually be the death of me." you looked up at him with glassy eyes, hoping he'd get the message.
"i'm not about to give you my shoes y/n." his words made you sulk immediately.
"i could give you a piggyback ride to the hotel though..." you could hear mason's smirk in his tone, you knew he wouldn't do that for free.
"what do you want ?"
"a kiss." he simply said pointing at his lips.
you quickly pecked his lips, expecting your piggyback ride.
"what was that ?"
"a kiss ?" you answered, stating the obvious.
"surely not. put your heart in it will you ?" his comment made you roll your eyes but you complied anyway. you felt mason's hand sneak to the back of your neck deepening the kiss. after a few seconds, you realised you were kissing in the middle of paris' streets. you pulled away and hit his chest in false annoyance. which quickly dissipated once you were on his back, your aching feet silently thanking you.
"you're a menace." you said, although you were smiling at his antics.
"i'm your menace."
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done-with-the-shit · 11 months
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->Relationship Headcanons<-
Chuuya x Reader
This is the first time I write headcanons so it may not be very good.. Also English is not my first language, please keep that in mind while reading! Ty and enjoy♡
Anime: Bungou Stray Dogs
Characters: Chuuya Nakahara
Note: GN!Reader
///SFW///
I imagine that after an eternity of denying his feelings, he angrily confessed to you without even realising he did😃
Like you'd be minding your own business and he just randomly comes to you screaming in your face about how he hates the fact that he loves you or something...
After that he will most likely lock himself in his office and regret his life decisions😕
But you will go to him and also confess your undying obsession love for him so it's all fine!
Anyways as for when you two start actually dating he would be such a lovely boyfriend♡
Very romantic for sure~
Like definitely buys you flowers 'cause why not?
He'd also spoil the hell out of you.
He works for the mafia after all so money isn't a problem for him😉
If you are taller than him please don't tease him!! (my man's only 5'3🤭)
After all he is still growing!
Lots of PDA.. that's all I'm gonna say
He enjoys taking you out to fancy dinners, but he also loves spending nights in, just watching TV and maybe drinking some wine with you~
You are the only person who can wear his hat and coat^-^
He secretly likes to see you in his clothing but you didn't hear that from me~
Chuuya is very good at cooking😌 so if you can't cook he will do it for you... he may even teach you if you want!
He also loves all the affection you give him!!
Even if you just hug or kiss him he will be melting in your hands literally
Being his usual self fucking tsundere he won't admit that he likes cuddling with you, but don't be fooled, he very much enjoys being spooned and loved by you!
Chuuya needs to be the little spoon! My boy deserves all the love you can give him!! (Just don't tell Dazai 'cause he won't stop bothering our chibi about it😔)
He's also secretly scared of hurting you with his ability, so he's super careful around you.
All in all he is such a softy with us🥺
Anyways.. let's get to the interesting stuff~~
///NSFW///
Let's be honest this boy is a fucking switch😤
So I imagine him as a soft dom and a braty sub (don't ask why though👀)
And he is definitely open to trying all your kinks you nasty whore😒
But who am I kidding I have no right to judge..
Anyways.. I bet he has a knife and bandage kink
I mean just imagine yourself all tied up with this small man on top of you!!
Or the other way around😏
He enjoy biting you.. (that's all I'm gonna say)
I personally think that he only dom's in two occasions..
First being if you had a rough day and he just wants to make you feel better~
Another reason for you to let him dom is when he is angry at something or someone.. yk to help him relieve stress (if he doesn't ask you to fuck him instead😉)
All the other times?
Oh this boy will be begging you to fuck him while explaining how he is still the one in control denial
I mean as a said earlier he is pretty much a tsundere so..
Because of that you'd have to be someone he really, really trusts for him to let you take control
But once you get his trust? Oh boy you are in for it I'm telling you😩😩
He is going to be such a brat and would love to push you to your limit~
But don't worry he is actually pretty easy to handle
Just pin him beneath you and he will shut up..
And if he doesn't just tug at his choker! What else would he wear it for!?
Oh boy do not forget that beautiful hair of his😍
It's just made for pulling~
PRAISE KINK PRAISE KINK PRAISE KINK
Do I really need to say more??
Loud? Yes..
His moans are so incredibly loud like he doesn't hold back😩😫
Edging and overstimulation?
He loves hates it.. And will not tell you otherwise
But his favourite part is the aftercare~
Baby is so tired he needs your help!!
Take him to the bathroom and give him a nice warm bath (he deserves it for being such a good boy for you😖)
Loves it when you give him a lots of kisses and cuddles afterwards~
>>MORE OF MY WORKS<<
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skyeslittlecorner · 1 month
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Hi!! I love your work too much and it's the first time asking for a request but I need more baby leviathan 😭 I just can't, he's so cute and breaks my heart so much 🥺 I just want to hug him and comfort him. Could I have a little more? 👉👈
(Sorry for the bad English, I'm still learning since it's not my native language 😔)
Hi dear! Don't worry, your English is good! Sorry it took me so long, life got to me. But, it's finally time to write this lovely request. I made it a little longer than I planed, and I hope it will make up for the wait🧡
Words: ~700
Perfect from every point of view | Leviathan
Have you ever had a dream that you didn't want to repeat? A nightmare that has plagued you all your life? A trauma that you didn't want to forget, only to honor the memory of those who passed away? 
If not, imagine the cold. The Arctic cold goes through your entire body, as if you jumped into an ice hole in the middle of winter, drowned in icy water with a thick layer of ice above the head. These were the feelings Leviathan had when he looked at his baby hands.
Turned into a child. What for? Why him? An injustice he couldn't understand. Especially with his childish mind. It's not fair. It shouldn't be like this, he's the king, he can't be like this! No one can see him like that.
Although he was used to spending time in his office, today it seemed unusually empty. Somehow greater and dreadfully quiet. The furniture was a bit bigger, the footsteps were a bit louder. He even kicked Foras out so he wouldn't come any closer. Levi supposedly knew that his subjects wouldn't do anything to him, he could always hang them, but...  was afraid, and didn't want to admit it to himself. So when the door creaked, he raised his hand, ready to hang the unaware poor guy, but nothing happened.
“It’s just me.” 
A voice, unusually gentle, cut through the silence. Only after a while the boy carefully lowered his hand and turned around, still not coming out from behind the coffin. But he saw. It was you. Stood in the open door, smiling casually. 
Something made him want to trust you. That's good? Bad? Rather bad, after all you can't trust anyone.
“Can I come in? I have something that kids on Earth love. Do you want to try it?” You didn't get an answer, but you thought about it too. “No one in hell has ever tried this.”
With this promise, you managed to tickle his uniqueness.
“Nobody?”
“No, and certainly not made by me.”
Finally, a small, horned head popped out from behind the coffin and looked at you. Enemy? Friend? You were deemed the latter and invited in.
Of course, chocolate-covered bananas weren't the height of culinary genius, but you didn't have time to think or do anything else. Fortunately, the child didn't ask. He just tried thickly covered with cocoa pieces of fruit, and occasionally flinched at a sound you couldn't even hear. The innocent look reminded you of a scared deer, and the sharp facial expressions of a starved, tortured dog. 
You wondered if he would eat this little treat as an adult, or would he despise it? Although currently he looked like he was just eating stress. Or like he actually remembered starving when he was in the cage. You brushed shiny strands of hair from the fair forehead. He let you. Seeing so much terror and pain in those crystal yet dull eyes, you wanted to wrap your arms around him and protect him from the world. Yes, the adult was an asshole, but... You'll think about it when he'll be an adult again. You hoped that you would both just forget about this episode like it never happened and continue to lovehate each other. 
“I’ll spend time with you, okay? You will let me?”
Another moment of consideration passed before he nodded. A lazy afternoon together awaited you, just for you to fall asleep in a coffin together.
꧁:・ ✡ ・:꧂
When Levi opened his eyes in the middle of the night, everything was back to normal. You were finally in his arms and not the other way around. Smaller, more fragile, more delicate. Almost everything... from the one percent threat you had been before, you were now none at all in his eyes. Human, a creature full of doubts and capable of lies, chose to live honestly, full of care and warmth. Truly devilish. 
He hugged you tighter and kissed you tenderly on your forehead and then on your nose. As he fell back to sleep, his tired brain recalling a vision that he fortunately had no memory of when he woke up the next morning. Jealousy would consume him. But now? Now in his perfect arms lay the most perfect being.
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justlulu · 1 year
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🔥Sex with the Peaky Blinder boys🔥
I need to give @greatlydelirious credit for the inspo, HI nice to meet you!, your ‘Peaky Blinders dicks description’ was such a blessing ;) and you set me in the mood to write some smut as I originally did so thank u for that.🌷💕
⚠️my very PERSONAL opinion ⚠️
Tommy Shelby
Tommy fucks like he works: well placed thrusts, steady rhythm. He’s the type to go straight to the point, not leaving too much room for foreplay, he does his job and he does it good, but he certainly knows how to use his tongue when he’s in the mood. Not a big fan of dirty talk, well not a fan of talking to begin with, he will let his kisses and caresses speak for him. Missionary and HE HOLDS YOUR HANDS THE WHOLE TIME!
Alfie Solomons
The man is a savage. Sex with him is hot and messy: he likes to switch positions and have you in as much ways as he can, but there’s nothing he loves more than laying down on his back and letting you sit on him and do your thing. Especially after a long, stressful day at work, he loves to hand over the reins and watch you bounce on his cock. He also enjoys making you believe that little you is capable of overpowering him, allowing you to hold his arms or press him down on the mattress. He lets you play a bit, before easily rolling over and pinning you under his gigantic body, a hand cupping the top of your head to keep you still as he proceeds with a hard pounding. He’s loud, not engaged in dirty talk, but grunts a lot and curses even more.
Luca Changretta
BDSM! He’s kinky as hell, has a power exchange fixation and a dominant mindset. He’s a boss after all, he likes to take control. Sex with him is never just a quick fuck. He likes to take his time, set the mood, get you ready. He will take a sit, matchstick in his mouth, and make you undress for him, give him a show, present yourself to him. He craves your submission in all of its forms: kneeling at his feet with his thumb stroking your cheek as you suck him off, spreading your legs and waiting patiently for him to touch you, and beg beg BEG! You’ll be a fucked out mess when he finally gives it to you.
John Shelby
He wants to be tough, but in bed he’s a sweetheart. He really does make love to you, kissing every inch of your skin before he even starts to undress himself. He will never admit it to his mates, but he also loves a bossy partner who puts him back in his place and praises him when he behaves.
Arthur Shelby
He’s a fucking animal, someone once said. They were fucking right. Hair pulling, love bites, spanking and a hard and fast pace. He fucks like he needs to breed you. He likes to maneuver you body and bounce it like a rag doll, but holds you gently in his arms right after you’re done.
A.N. As always, I keep it in my drafts for months trying to make it better until I can’t bare the sight of it anymore. It should have contained Michael too, but my brain just refuses to think of something..so, no Michael😔 Someone said that what we write is never as good as we want it to be, but it’s always better than what we think of it for the readers, so here you go.
-lulu🤍
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8-rae-rae-8 · 3 months
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Feral anon back with brain worms 😔
What if 09! Ghost and 22! Ghost, who both regress temporarily swapped universes?
(For simplicity, 22!Ghost will be Simon and 09! Ghost will be Riley)
Simon at first does his best to remain professional and respectful. He just wants to get home and is willing to cooperate the best he can with the version of 141. He’s stressed and worried about his 141 and he feels his regression coming along. He misses Baba, he misses Soap, he misses Gaz he just wants to be held. He doesn’t realise he’s pulled out his comfort blanket until he sees Captain Mactavish’s soft, concerned eyes.
“Ah, so you’re a wee one like my ghostie?”
Ghost is reluctant to answer, he freezes and holds his breath. But Mactavish has played this game before. Very carefully, he steps into Simon’s space, slowly cupping Simon’s masked cheek in a delicate hold.
“It’s alright if you need a break. Little one. You must be so stressed and scared, aye?”
Simon nods, his shoulders shaking a little as he starts to weep “w-wan’ baba..” he hiccups.
“I know, wee one..it’s okay, I’ll get ye back to baba.” Mactavish promises “but until then, would you let me take care of you?” Simon hesitates but nods, with shaky hands he pulls off his mask. A sign of ultimate trust. Mactavish’s heart aches at seeing that Simon’s face is littered with scars- even more than his Ghost’s. Glasgow smile, a tear in his upper lip that exposes a little bit of his gum. Tiny, scarred cuts…but he looks past all those and sees the scared, vulnerable tiny boy instead, waiting for the captain to step back in horror. Mactavish doubles down and cups his cheek again.
“There’s the sweet, adorable wee bub. Goodness yer’s just as cute as me own wee one!” His heart warms when he sees the 6’2 giant melt and squirm at the praise. His already flushed cheeks getting hotter under his touch. He smiles when he hears Simon coo and babble a little.
“Oh? We got a really tiny Bub? Well, we should probably get you out of these yucky big boy clothes, aye?”
Simon nods and begins to suckle on the corner of his blanket. He’s about to try walk when he feels the captain pick him up. He squeaks and clings to Mactavish, wiggling and trying to get down. He’s too heavy! He’ll hurt Mactavis-
His thoughts and squirming are halted by a soft chuckle and a gentle pat on the bum.
“I know ye wan’ to walk Bub, but yer just too small! Can’t risk ye going home to baba hurt, no?”
Simon whines and blushes more. Mactavish’s words make him fully regress and the last bit of fight leaves his body. He opts to cling to his temporary caregiver and the stress immediately leaving his body. His eyes gloss over and his eyelids get heavy. A soft coo can be heard and he melts further as the captain begins to draw random shapes into his back.
“There’s a good Bub, just relax an let uncle Mactavish take good care of ye until baba can come pick ye up.”
Simon has to borrow Mactavish’s softer clothes. Riley’s frame is a bit too small for Simon’s. But he’s still able to be padded up before a nap and is content with suckling on his blanket as he cuddles in Mactavish’s lap.
Price and Roach enter the office and see the soft scene. Mactavish looks up and chuckles
“Looks like both the ghosts have more in common than we thought…” Mactavish grins fondly, brushing a stray lock of hair away from the sleeping baby’s face “hell, I think they maybe the same age..”
He misses Riley and is worried about his little Ghostie. But being able to take care of another Ghost is helping ease his anxieties and fears. He’ll get his Riley back and he’ll make sure Simon is reunited with his Baba.
UNCLE MACTAVISH
SOBBING SOBBING SOBBING
THATS SO FUCKING CUTE
Stabbing you stabbing you /pos /aff
I MUST REITERATE
"UNCLE MACTAVISH"
UGH /pos
The Ghosties 😭😭
IMAGINE THEY MEET
MACTAVISH AND SOAP
(then the lingering question 'why isn't Roach with you too? Where's your Roach?')
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arriansarchive · 10 months
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HI:D can I request a Will Byers (Season 4?) Like they just came back from Cali to Hawkins and he saw how much change one of his best friend's (the male reader) went through, like taller and deeper voice and stuff. And basically just all fluff cause my boy Will deserves love 😔 thaaanks<3
Will Byers/Tall!Male!Reader
UGH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
I guess since we knew Will that we're part of the party so I just did that
Will does deserve all the fluff I agree heavily
I did basically the entire scene of the time where the pizza van comes to the Wheelers (sorry if it's a different house it's been a second since I've watch season 4)
And okay I didn't remember the exact dialogue and like hell I'm searching up the entire script, so ur gonna have to deal with noncanon dialogue
I'm actually really proud of this sooo happy days yes yes?
OKAY THANK YOU THIS IS SUCH A GOOD PROMPT UR AMAZING
Summary: Look above my little silly notes
Your eyes drooped slightly as the boxes seemed to pile up in front of you. You were beginning to get tired of boxes. Literally.
Steve tried to talk to you a few times, but you didn't really answer with enough worthwhile effort to keep him interested.
You felt a light tap on your shoulder. "Hey, Y/N, are you okay?" You turned around to see Dustin talking to you for what seemed like the millionth time. "You seem a little off."
"I'm just stressed and getting kind of annoyed that no one can see or understand that." You grunted, lifting a particularly heavy box in your arms.
He got a defeated look on his face as he was probably asked to do this by some other idiot trying to snoop, but you brushed it off with a shake of your head.
You wondered who would actually be okay about something like this. You got told Max was in a coma, Eddie's probably dead as well. It seemed stupid to you that everyone was acting like nothing happened.
Karen Wheeler looked over your shoulder and said something nobody was expecting. "Did someone order a pizza?"
Eyebrows were raised and furrowed as people looked back from their boxes. What looked like a pizza van was ripping down the street at a fast pace.
It came to skirting stop, and one of the doors flew open. You were more confused then you liked to admit; did anyone order a pizza?
Your eyes widened from their previously sleepy state whenever you saw Eleven, Will, Jonathan, a random guy you didn't know, and Mike step out of the side door.
The gaze that was originally fixed on the guy you didn't know switched immediately to Will. He's been your best friend for years, and you had missed him very much.
He met your awed stare with a giant, warm grin. A grin that you had longed for ever since he left a year ago. Phonecalls weren't enough to satisfy you.
"Will!" You called out, a smile matching his present on your face.
"Y/N!" He sounded relieved, but his eyes were red and a little puffy.
Will pulled you into a tight hug whenever he got close enough. You felt sparks light up in your stomach, and it felt like they were going to leak over into your mouth and out.
He was warm. It felt like being wrapped in safeness itself.
You had met Will around two years old; your two mother's were good friends throughout highschool and adulthood.
He soon introduced Mike to you, and everyone got along well. Lucas and Dustin came along later. Everything was good for a while.
Will looked up at you, seemingly in surprise. His eyebrows were up high, and his mouth was open wide.
"How did you get so tall in just a year?" He asked with shock.
As if your eyes were deceiving you before you realized that Will was quite a bit shorter than you now. He smiled up at you happily.
"I guess I didn't notice." You mumbled.
He giggled and it made your heart race a little faster. "Your voice is deeper too!"
You smiled widely at him, digging your head down into the crook of his neck. "Damn, I've missed you so much, Will."
"I've missed you too."
You hugged for a while longer before pulling away. He offered to help you with your boxes, and you gladly accepted the help, momentarily forgetting the peril you all were in.
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trulyyours-rune · 9 months
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YOU’RE LITERALLY FEEDING US MALE READERS 😔
i was wondering if you could make a sub bill x dom male reader 😭 bills just been a little tease to the reader and the reader is getting annoyed and he knows how to teach him a lesson?
i’m obsessed with submissive bill..🫢
I'M SO SORRY FOR LEAVING Y'ALL. I just had a massive writing block and all. But boy didn't you guys fill my inbox 🤭
(Also thank you for specifying when sub or Dom I always stress abt it 💀)
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Warnings: Male reader, smut, I suck at writing smut, public sex, mirror sex, pet names, language, read what you're comfortable with.
Bill Kaulitz x Male Reader
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Hell. Absolute hell.
It was 3 in the goddamn morning, and you felt gross. You haven't showered and you're still in your pajamas. (Bonus points for comfy clothes) The plane left at 5 in the morning for it being a 8 hour flight.
You and the band didn't want to deal with paparazzi and big crowds at the moment. You were even surprised the airport was even open. The place was silent and it seemed that you guys we're the only ones here besides staff.
You all sat down in that waiting area, in the uncomfortable supposed to be so called "cushioned" seats, it only felt like concrete. Felt like someone kicked you in the ass, twice.
Bill was in the seat next to you, but he was leaning over and his arms draped over you. He was exhausted, obviously not a morning person. His hair wasn't really styled and more flat, he also wore your hoodie to remain warm. (Fuck it, he always has to be wearing either something you got him, or he just stole naturally.)
Your arm was wrapped around him, he was nearly half asleep but he couldn't bring himself too. He needed something to wake him up. He knew how to.
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3:28 A.M.
Georg was nearly asleep, his head nodding as his eyes open on and off. Tom with his head tossed back and eyes closed. There was Gustav, who seemed awake since 1873 and somehow sane.
"Y/n, schatz?" "Hm?" You hummed in response, Bill's voice was tired and soft. "Can we please go to the bathroom?" He asked, his voice slightly muffled from his face now in your neck.
"Not now, love." You sighed out, it was 3:30 after all. Bill got upset, hugging himself tighter to you. It wasn't long until he started to roam his hands on your body.
His hand trailed to your thigh, rubbing it gently. He knew what he was doing. You knew what he was doing, and to your surprise. It was working.
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That was probably how you two ended up in the bathroom, what other honest excuse was there?
Bill held muffled moans against your mouth, both having a tired messy make out session. It was way lazier than when you guys were either actually awake or drunk.
It was around 4, so people would start to spill into the airport, so you both needed to be fast. Move prep for another day, cause surely ain't gonna happen. You pressed Bill against the counter, and turned him over. His crotch against the counter, begging for attention.
You kissed his neck from behind, Bill's hands on the counter to keep him up. You tugged at Bill's pants, sliding them down with ease. His pants pooled at his ankles, and he let out a soft groan.
You kissed at his neck again, and slightly put pressure onto Bill's back, making the upper half of him lay against the counter.
You pulled down his boxers, they also fell down his legs. You bent back a bit, to see if anyone was coming. No one was, so you slid down your pants along with your boxers as well.
You tapped his inner thigh, and he spread his legs a bit. You wasted no time, and entered him slowly.
(I'm disappointed in myself, and I'm sure God is too.)
His fists clenched, his nails digging into his palms as he bit his lip to hold back the flow of moans.
You rocked your hips back and forth, slowly but the pace got quicker with each second. He put his hands over his mouth, elbows balancing him up and his back arched. He could see himself in the mirror, and you behind him.
Bill felt adrenaline rush through his body, and he nearly rolled his eyes back. Your pace got more sloppier, and your grip on his waist grew a bit tighter, but tight enough to leave marks.
You both were close, so close. Just a little more and...
"Mmmf!"
Bill moaned into his hands.
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You both got cleaned up, which was fairly quick. You both didn't feel as tired, but more of adrenaline.
You both walked out, hand in hand. You both had your hair a bit messed up.
You sat down and Gustav looked at you two, he known what you guys done, but he's not gonna question.
You and Bill had better sex before, you even had the scratch marks on your back from last night to prove it.
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Hiiii, I'm sorry I've been gone for long 😭 and I'm sorry the end was really short, but I'm so tired that every paragraph had 10 grammar errors.
But enough of me whining, get good sleep unlike me <3
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🏅Being Team Japan's Manager 🏅
💔Relationship Troubles with Bokuto 💗
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Bokuto Kōtarō featuring Team Japan x Female Manager
Warnings: Swearing, Bokuto being a complete jerk, petname, angst to fluff, suggestive at the end 🙃
AN: Its a very Bokuto centered day 🥰This is an Anon request! I may have gotten a tiny bit carried away with this one. I also cried alot 🥲 I'm emotional when it comes to our boys 🥺 I'm really proud of this one ❤
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Oof this one is going to make me cry 😢
I already know it
And the fact that it's with our resident himbo 🥺
But it must be done and who else to deliver but yours truly 🤗
Your relationship with Bokuto has been going on for about 6 months now
You started out of friends when you joined Team Japan as their resident hotty 🔥 and manager 💅🏼
Honestly, Team Japan adores you YN
You lucky bitch 😒
But there was always something special about Bokuto
Pls he's such a bubbly Boi I just can't even 😫
Bokuto took an instant liking to you and you to him
Did he annoy you? Absolutely 💯
Did you find him attractive as all hell? Abso-FREAKING-lutely 🙌🏻
Bokuto is like what? 6'3" timeskip 👀
Lawd girl of you don't I will
N E WAYS, you two grew extremely close
Daily practices and nightly walks home
Consistent "HEY HEY HEY YN WATCH THIS!"
Giant Bear hugs and headpats
You would grab coffee or ever dinner sometimes
Of course, the other three idiots guys would accompany you occasionally as well
When Bokuto finally asked you out, it was very Bokuto-style
Super spontaneous and loud
Lile he literally walked you to your apartment door, was about to leave, turned around and shouted
"YN WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME?"- Bokuto, zero chill
"Ko- we just went out..."- You, extremely confused
"No I mean, like a date"- Bokuto 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
YN of you take longer than a single second to answer this imma come there and smack you 🤚🏻
Someone summon Iwaizumi for me- 🏐
"Of course I will Kotaro"- You 🥺���
Good girl Yn ☺️
Please Bokuto is so excited he will pick you up and spin you around 🥰
God I love that for you 😐
Me, a jealous bish
Thus begins the ship know as BokuYN
The next few months go by quickly
Your relationship is tugging along and everything is going well
Unfortunately, the storm clouds are moving in YN 😔⛈️
And all good things can't last
It starts out small, everyone is so stressed with the Olympics coming up
Bokuto especially
Imagine all the pressure to be perfect and score points 😪 that has got to be so rough
Bokuto starts staying late for practice and heading home with you less frequently
You start eating dinner alone and he starts coming home later and later ☹️
One morning, you wake up and Bokuto isn't next to you
You try calling him but nothing
You show up to the gym and find him there with Kageyama, Atsumu and Hinata
You are confused as to what is going on 🤨
Like rightfully so
I mean what did they just sleep on the bleachers the night before?
I wouldn't put it past them honestly 😒
You approach them and ask what's going on
Atsumu is setting for Bokuto and he narrowly misses a line shot
"God dammit! Send up another one"- Bokuto, furious and sweating 😓
"Hey guys- have you been practicing all night?"- you, curious
"Nah we quit at 9 last night"- Kageyama getting a drink of water
Ok now your really confused 🤚🏻
You look at Bokuto who is setting up for another spike
"Ko you didn't come home last night"- you
He ignores you, spiking the ball
Ok then- 😐
Let's try this again shall we 🙃
"Kotaro did you hear me?"- you, now standing with your hands on your hips
Ope- someone's in trouble 😶
Atsumu, Hinata and Kags are now looking from you to Bokuto 👀
"I stayed with Hinata last night"- Bokuto, walking away from you, going to his phone and scrolling
Clearly his phone is working 😑
That's suspicious 🤨 that's weird
"And why would you do that?"- you, obviously upset
"Because I felt like it"- Bokuto
Not to be toxic here but that's not an answer dude 😒
"Ok but why- I texted you and you never got back to me. And it's clear your phone is fine since your looking at it right now"- YN, hands now in the air, just ready to go
"Maybe I just needed some fucking space YN"- Bokuto
Please now Aran, Yaku, Komori, Sakusa, Habuka,Ushijima,Hyakuzawa, amd Iwaizumi are all on the gym 🤚🏻
Silently observing 👀
"Are you serious right now? What did I do Ko?"- you, walking towards him
"YN I just need some fucking space! You're around me constantly and I can't fucking concentrate on these damn Olympics with you breathing down my neck all the time! Like all you ever do is talk talk talk and I'm so fucking sick of it! Just fucking leave me alone! If you did anything for this team besides stand around, maybe you'd understand my stress! But you always have to come first YN and Im fucking DONE!"- Bokuto, finally snapping
Oh he's pissed
Like fuming at you 😡😤
It's honestly so embarrassing he would say such things in front of everyone
You face heats and your fists tighten-
You don't even know what to do, so-
You just look up at him, tears filling your eyes
Ok everyone just breath ok
I mean, I'm crying 🥺
You know that feeling when your stomach just drops and you feel almost sick
That's what's happening now
The tears are welling up and it's about to happen
There is no stopping that crying YN and you shouldn't!
Bokuto essentially took your heart, threw it on the ground and stomped all over it
Nah he rolled over it with a steam roller and fed it through a wood chipper 😬
He broke you 😔
No matter how you try, a brave face isn't coming
So you do what you must
"Fine Bokuto. You don't want me bothering you anymore. Than consider me gone"- You, turning to walk out of the gym, tears flowing, past the other members of the team
Everyone is stunned 😲 and honestly same
Nobody expected this of Bokuto, like he's literally the last one I'd expect to do this
But the pressure was mounting and unfortunately YN, you were the catalyst
The gym is silent as Bokuto sets his water down, turning to face Atsumu
"Toss another one"- Bokuto, getting into place
Please these guys are PISSED and so confused 😕
"What the fuck was that-" Atsumu, the first to speak
As much as I bully this man, istg he's loyal as fuck
And while he loves Bokuto like a brother, he also loves you
"Bokuto that was so harsh man"- Habuka
"It needed to be said. She's been so clingy and needy. The Olympics are coming up and I need to practice"- Bokuto, starting to realize that he's the total ass in this situation but still holding face
He's a man 🙄😒
"You're an dumbass Bokuto"- Iwaizumi, turning to go and find you
"Bokuto sit down. You're done for today"- Aran
"The fuck I am-"
"The fuck you are because I said so"- Aran
Please Aran can be so fucking scary 😨
Bokuto will get right in his face
"Hey cool it you two!"- Hyakuzawa
"Bokuto- chill man"- Kageyama pulling him back
Hoshiumi finally comes in the gym
"Hey what's wrong with YN. I saw her leaving and she was crying"- Hoshiumi
It's all starting to sink in now-
"FUCK-" Bokuto, throwing his waterbottle against the wall and storming out
Everyone is just exhausted and it's showing
"Should we go after him?"- Hyakuzawa, the mediator of the group
"I think we should call Akaashi- this is over our heads"- Aran, leaving to get his phone and make the call
Meanwhile, you are now sitting on a bench, full on ugly crying
Snot down the face, tears everywhere, can't catch your breath BAWLING
🤚🏻 say less YN your heartbroken and its ok to cry 💔
Please I'm crying writing this and it's fiction 😭
"Hey YN- are you ok?"- Iwaizumi, coming to sit next to you
"No- no Hajime I'm not ok"- you, sucking in breath and trying to calm down
Spoiler alert: it's not working
"I think I need to go home Haji"- you
"You do that YN. And hey, it will be ok... I promise. I'll talk to him"- Iwaizumi
"Hajime, you heard him. He doesn't want me so give me one good reason why I should stay?"- you, hugging yourself and crying
"YN he's under a lot of stress. He shouldn't have said those things. You know he cares about you"- Iwaizumi, trying to save this
"YN please just listen-" I was our freaking savior
"Hajime, if he cared he wouldn't have said those things. If he cared, he would have avoided my texts and calls. He embarrassed me in there. You don't do that to someone you care about"- you, making an excellent point
"I'll see you later Haji. Thanks for being here"
You try and force a smile as tears stream down your face
Upon arriving at your apartment, you do nothing but mope
You say nothing more as you turn and walk away
You cry the entire way home, trying to hide your face from those around you
Honestly YN as you should 💅🏼
I'm like so mad at Bokuto right now you have no idea 🤬 you crawl into bed, covering yourself up and cry like there's no tomorrow
Back at the gym, Bokuto is sitting in the locker room with a towel hanging over his head
That bitchy voice inside your head telling you that everything was a lie and you were never good enough for Bokuto
You eventually manage to cry yourself to sleep 😔
He knows he fucked up... like MAJORLY fucked up
The stress of the Olympics had been weighing on our poor owl bby and the fact that he just can't hit his line shots
Iwaizumi comes in and sits next to him
"I fucked up bad"- Bokuto
"Yeah you fucking did asshole"- Iwaizumi not even beating around the bush
"Shit"- Bokuto, throwing his towel against the locker
"You need to chill out Bokuto. Your stress isn't helping anything right now. You said some pretty mean stuff to YN and she's really hurt"- Iwaizumi
"Did she leave?"- Bokuto
"Yeah- she went home"- Iwaizumi
"Fuck I have to talk to her-" Bokuto standing, fists clenched
"Hold up there cowboy. Give her some space man. You broke her heart dude. It's not going to be an easy fix. Wait a day, let it rest"- Iwaizumi
As much as he hated to do it, Bokuto let it rest
He went to his apartment, one he spent very little time in nowadays and tried to relax 😔
The next day, he arrived early to try and catch you
Only, you weren't there 😞
"Where's YN?"- Bokuto to Hoshiumi
"She didn't come in today. She called and told Aran she's taking personal time"
"God dammit!"- Bokuto, just about to punch the wall
Thankfully Sakusa is there to stop him
"Bo a broken hand isn't going to help man. You need to chill"- Sakusa
"Come on man, let's practice and then we can talk"- Hinata
"How can I practice without YN? Knowing I fucked up the best thing I ever had"- Bokuto, now a deflated Owl
"Well it's good to finally see you admit how much you care for YN"- Akaashi, with Kuroo at his side
"What are you doing here?"- Bokuto, genuinely confused 🤨
"Aran called me and well Kuroo heard through the grapevine"- Akaashi
Please Kuroo knows all the gossip
These boys talk more than old ladies in church
"Dude what is wrong with you? This isn't like you"- Kuroo
"I've been so stressed and I can't hit my line shots. I've been practicing day and night and nothing feels right"- Bokuto, now hunched over on the bleachers, surrounded by the peanut gallery
"Have you thought thay maybe your practicing too much Bo?"- Kageyama
Seriously he's one to talk 🙄
"I mean, what has YN said about you staying late for practice?"- Akaashi
"I haven't been around much- I've just been so stressed. And I just dont know"- Bokuto
"Well Bokuto, you have to decide what you want to do. If you want to break up with YN, I think you owe her an explanation. She at least deserves that. But if you want to make up with her-" Akaashi
"I DO! I really do! I thought alot last night and YN's been the one consistent good thing in my life. I- I think I love her"- Bokuto
Pls bby you were a jerk but you are breaking my heart 💔😫
"Well then you need to talk to her"- Kuroo
Bokuto knew this and he was so ready
Unfortunately you weren't 🙁
A knock sounded as you drag yourself to the door
The peep hole reveals Bokuto, standing there, hair deflated
You open the door and cross your arms
That's right YN! We are a powerful women and we will show it ✊🏻
"Hey YN, can we talk?"- Bokuto
"That's what we are doing-"
"YN please I'm so sorry- I was a complete asshole and jerk! I know I royally fucked up and god, YN I'm so sorry"- Bokuto
Tears are forming in this man's eyes
But also in yours 😟
"Bokuto-" you
"Ko, you call me Ko"- Bokuto
"Listen, I need time. What you said really hurt me and I'm not ready talk to you let alone see you. I just don't know if I can do this-" please the tears are rolling down your face but you're voice remains strong
"YN- please, just please"- Bokuto, full on crying
"Good night Bokuto"- You, shutting the door and breaking down
Please Bokuto hears you and it KILLS him 😭
He did that to you and he hates himself
The next few days drag
You return to your manager job but you try and steer clear of Bokuto
Unfortunately the team doesn't get that memo 😒
Please they are trying everything possible to get you to back together
You are miserable, Bokuto is EXTRA miserable
"YN can you wrap Bokuto's fingers? I have to do Komori's and Yaku's"- Iwaizumi
"I can do it Iwa" - Kageyama
Please that went right over his head
Iwaizumi is just staring at him like 👁➖️👁
You don't even say anything, just grab the tape and walk to Bokuto
The man towers over you so he is looking down at you while you wrap his fingers
"How are you?"- Bokuto, genuinely concerned
"Fine"- you, trying to just hold it together long enough to wrap those long fingers 👀
"You've lost some weight-" Bokuto
"Yeah I haven't been hungry"- You, unfortunately your voice cracks and you have to bite your lip to keep it from quivering
"YN, baby-" Bokuto, lifting your face up by your chin and looking into your watering eyes
He hates seeing you like this and knowing he caused it 🤧
"Done"- you, looking up and smiling a little, tears filling your eyes before you turn and walk out of the gym
Bokuto watches you go
And so do the others 👀
Nosey bitches 🙄💅🏼
Also side note: screw Iwa for throwing you under the bus like that 🖕🏻 imma Iwa cannon a volleyball at Iwa 😤
It's safe to say practice has been a little... well tense to say the least
Bokuto is getting blocked, missing cross court shots and liners left and right
It hurts you even more to see the man you love hurting
Wait 🤚🏻 love?
Oh hell yeah you love him YN
Just admit it 🙃
But no matter how much you love him, it doesn't take away how he treated you the past few weeks
And how much his words that day hurt
You're at a crossroads Yn and it's not an easy choice
Luckily for you, you have supportive friends
Wait, did I say supportive? I mean Atsumu and Hinata 🤣
But also Aran, Ushijima and Iwaizumi
Ok ok ill stop 😅
They stop by your place unexpectedly with food
"You need to eat"- Atsumu, pushing past you
"Don't think we haven't noticed YN"- Iwaizumi, coming in behind Atsumu
"Wow it's nice to see you too"- you 😐
"Hi YN, how are you doing?"- Aran, giving you a big hug
Please he gives amazing hugs 🥺
"Could be better"- you, now hugging Ushijima and Hinata
"YN how long are you going to do this?"- Atsumu
Aran and Iwaizumi 👉🏻🤦‍♂️🤦
"I hate to admit it YN but Atsumu is right. It's obvious you two love each other"- Ushijima
"Yeah"- you, sinking into the couch
"YN we know what he said hurt and we aren't telling you to just forget about it"- Aran
"But Bokuto is miserable YN. He's not eating, he's spending all his days at the gym and I know he's not sleeping"- Iwaizumi
"YN we know you're just as miserable so why don't you stop this"- Ushijima
"Just talk to him YN"- Hinata
Maybe, just maybe they have a point
You sigh and resign yourself to the fact that as much as Bokuto's words hurt you
You know that the stress of the Olympics and his hard training have worn on him
The next morning, you arrive at 6 am to start work
You hear the sound of balls being spiked against the floor of the gym
You know that sound, the exact sound of a Bokuto serve
You approach the door and peer in, seeing Bokuto tossing up another serve
The ball slams over, hitting right on the end line
"That was a nice shot"- you, walking into the gym
Bokuto stops and looks straight at you, mouth agape
You're talking to him- like actually conversing with him
And you PRAISED HIM 😭😭😭
"Thanks, what are you doing here?"- Bokuto
You giggle a little
Bokuto's heart swells
"Did you forget I come in early to set up?"- you
"Haha yeah I guess- I've just been doing it since- well-" - Bokuto rubbing the back of his neck
"Want me to set for you?"- You, taking a chance
Bokuto's head shots up 😳
"Really?" Please YN he's so happy he's smiling 🙂
"Yeah"- you taking position as Bokuto tosses to you and you set
Perfect cross court shot 😚🤌🏻
"Nice kill Ko!!"- you smiling and looking back at him
Please he's melting YN 😭
"First one I've gotten in all week"- Bokuto, his head down, rubbing his arms
What 😳
"Ko..."
"I'm miserable YN. I'm so fucking miserable. I can't sleep, I can't eat. Every single practice, I miss tosses, get blocked or the ball is out. I- I can't do this"- Bokuto, looking at you as tears roll down his face
"Ko come here"- you, reaching out for him as he comes to your arms for a hug 🫂
Please that man will hug you and never want to let you go
You pull back as he rests his forehead against yours
🥺 please I'm such a sap God WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
"YN I know I don't deserve you but I need you to know that you are the best thing to ever happen to me. I know I fucked up and God I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry baby. I love you so much and I can't do this without you"- Bokuto, tears flowing
"I love you too Ko"- You, smiling with tears in your eyes
"You- you do?"- Bokuto, now smiling like a freaking idiot 😃
"Yeah I really do"- You
Please 🤚🏻 say less
This man is picking you up and swinging you in the air
"Ko, Jesus Ko calm down"- you, laughing and smiling
"I can't! The most amazing, beautiful women in the world loves me"- Bokuto, finally setting you down
"Yeah I do my ace"- You
Please his lips are on yours before you can finish that sentence 🤚🏻 💋
"Jesus christ get a room will ya"- Atsumu, walking in as you and Bokuto turn around to see the entire team watching you 😳
"Oh my god that was so sweet 🥺"- Yaku about to cry
"Well I'm finally glad to see you guys have worked it out"- Iwaizumi
"Jesus YN way to bring it down to the wire, the Olympics is a month way"- Kageyama, ever the inspiration 🙄
"Aran are you crying?"- Hinata
"No- I just got some dust in my eyes from these volleyballs"- Aran, wiping his eyes and walking away
Sure 😏 "dust from the volleyballs"
"Ok enough of this, let's get to practice"- Aran
"Ummm actually- I uh, I need YN to help me with something"- Bokuto being suspicious 🤔 and dragging you to the door
"Ko, can't it wait until after practice!"- you, being dragged
"Absolutely not"- Bokuto
Please he's on a mission 😏
Iwaizumi just rolls his eyes 🙄
"Jesus christ just be safe ok? We don't need any little Bokuto babies running around"- Iwaizumi
"I make no promises"- Bokuto, pulling you out as you laugh and wave to the team
"Jesus that's got to be some record Emo mode"- Komori
"It lasted 8 days and Bokuto missed 436 spikes"- Atsumu, nonchalantly rattling of statistics
Komori, Yaku and Aran 👉🏻👁👄👁
"You kept track of that?"- Hakuba, honestly impressed
"I'm the setter, it's my job to make sure the players are ok"- Atsumu, shrugging
"Hey now- you aren't the official setter just yet 😑"- Kageyama
"It's only a matter of time"- Atsumu 😏
"😐 the fuck it is- " Kageyama following Atsumu and yelling
"God I wish YN was here"- Aran
"She's probably getting her back blown out as we speak"- Habuka
"Jesus christ 🤦‍♂️ alright get to work"- Iwaizumi, smiling
Side note: you were in fact, getting your back completely blown to pieces 😏
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quinloki · 11 months
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I hate to see that ur Friday eve is going blergh and I’m over here buying cute shit for my cats birthday tmmrw🥲(it’s like he knows) I don’t know how to distract u or entertain u, but I sure as hell know that reading takes off my stress from work and school. 😔
well, enough about me….I read earlier from your asks about how u wouldn’t mind writing about Lucci or Kaku (Lucci and Kaku x s/o if your willing). So off the bat, at the tippity top of your flamborgeous, gorgeous head, how damn kinky are these men??????? Ignore my ask if it’s too much to ask for your kindness, just know I am thankful of how talented you are to keep me off the cashier and reading blorbos. 💕
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\lol/ Awwww Thank you - also happy birthday to your furry gremlin. Please pat them affectionately on my behalf.
Oh Kaku and Lucci are KINKY. I'd almost say they're the CP9/0 version of Kid and Killer.
Almost.
I don't think Lucci is nearly as open or adventurous as the others, but Kaku is. That boy-next-door Golly-gosh-willickers mask he's perfected is hiding layers of whips and chains.
I don't necessarily think Kaku/Lucci's relationship would be strictly "Healthy" either. I mean, I don't think either would say that they're in a bad relationship or that there's any abuse, but I also don't think these two are working with safe words, and I'm sure sometimes fights for dominance can turn into actual fights.
Which Kaku wins a surprising number of. (I don't think you'll get Lucci to admit he enjoys being a bottom OR a sub, but I think he does, and that's why the fights go in Kaku's favor more than you'd expect).
In a three-way relationship, the s/o / reader would be the sub 100% of the time. Lucci and Kaku would team up to nearly ensure it.
I can see them being a lot kinder to a non-CP style S/O and probably just as competitive with a CP-styled S/O. At the end of the day though, i think there would be a legit caring/loving vibe. Even if no one else understood it or could see it.
But as a kind of wrap up - I imagine it would be some of kinkiest sex around. Even if the most of the kinks revolve around power dynamic struggles and competition XD
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No hate to Della but I wish their was an angsty/fluffy/funny/family drama filled custody battle for the triplets between Donald and Della fic. Mainly because Della gets too arrogant and wants fully custody of the boys. And like all I want for this type of fic is angst for Donald and the boys, but ultimately all of Donald's friends standing up for him and saying he deserves to keep custody of the boys in court. All the people in Donalds life and the boys saying he's a good dad. Like emotionally and legally everyone shutting Della down because Donald is the very best for the boys and he's their dad. Like how dare she even attempts this. And the climax of the fic is Scrooge being 100% on Donald's side saying the boys deserve to be with Donald on the stand. Like at first he's on Della's side(gets her a very expensive lawyer and everything). But than he steps back and thinks about it. Like this could take place somewhere after Donald comes back from the island or season 3. Either way I really would love a fic like this. Especially that emphasize that Della choice to leave the boys on a rocket, and Donald made a commitment to rase the boys as his babies. For fun in this Uno/Odin can be his lawyer.
I'm not gonna lie hun, if you caught me like maybe a year ago I woulda jumped on this 😔
I will tell you that if you look hard enough on AO3, this EXACT premise exists (and a good couple very similar)
However I'm kinda picky with my Della content now because like- I don't like writing assholes. So when I think of Della I see her as exceedingly impulsive. She would not give a FUCK what the law says, those are her kids and Donald is the one who raised em. Because he would NEVER deny her access to the kids and she LOVES her brother. She's short sighted, brash, and definitely doesn't think things through fully even if she *thinks* she did. (Tbh I cannot fucking FATHOM that DuckTales17 decided ms.'shot myself into space in an experimental rocket alone' should be known as the twin that could "sEe AlL tHe AnGlEs") but she loves her family dearly.
Plus you cannot tell me that Della 'sleep is wasting time here I made the most sugary inedible cake ever' Duck remembered to legally alive herself again (and tbh I don't think Scrooge remembered either but he's old and sad so we forgive him for it). This woman is legally Dead to the US government.
Also I like watching crazy irl court stuff enough to know that, unless Della *lies*, a Judge would not fucking entertain that case, plus the friends can help socially and probably write letters to the judge, but family court is just set up differently from what I've seen and it would take some crazy extenuating circumstances to get like a full jury and witnesses.
If I DID do something like this, I'd use someone else as an outside force to influence Della (she's the type to not stop once an idea is in her head and that's canonically been taken advantage of) and it would more be around the DRAMA of her serving her brother papers. Like- my Donald angst usually involves all of his friends either being out of touch or unavailable. Parenthood takes a lot of time and personal social circles are the first to go under the stress most of the time.
So really focus on Della's shortsightedness and Donald's lack of support.
Honestly I think Scrooge would just be confused. They're siblings and they love each other and they fight about petty shit, sure, but this?
Also the kids would be stressed as hell and probably start fighting amongst themselves over it which would make Donald cave pretty fast, I think.
Anyways this has been Jenky's rambles, don't mind me and go have fun uwu
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a-hazbin-reader · 2 months
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tw for one mention of suicide (sorry for the horrible grammar 😭)
dhsjejdns i saw a request to rant about oc’s and here i am
so basically, my oc’s name is Valentina Estrella Ramos. she died around 2019 via a su!c!de pact.
basically, once she and her friend group made it to the pearly gates and talked with st. peter. (bro was STRESSING looking for their names. poor boy was sweating and shit) they were told that bc they killed themselves they were going to Hell bc ‘only god can kill you’ and it was an act of immense pride doing something that only god could do, so yeah.
once the group made it down there, they almost died and pretty much booked it to the nearest town they could find. it was cannibal town 😭- thankfully, val and her friends found rosie first and explained the situation. rosie got them all situated in a few guest rooms until they could get jobs and stuff.
at some point, valentina goes up to rosie looking for work. val mentions that she wanted to be a songwriter/singer in her life (cringe) and rosie almost freaks out and sends her over to mimzy’s club.
valentina works there for a little bit, until one day, she meets a certain member of the Vee’s, Vox. they date for a while, and Vox gives valentina a job as the music manager of the Vee’s (still haven’t thought abt that part of her backstory 😔), before the relationship eventually falls apart bc vox is vox. valentina is now once again stuck where she was when she first go to hell, Rosie’s guest bedroom.
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until Charlie’s opens up her Hazbin Hotel. valentina decides to go, looking for money, and it would be fun to see the princess of hell try to redeem murderers and criminals. that’s where Val meets the infamous radio demon. the two bond, and at some point in the 6 months that season one takes place, get together.
i haven’t fully thought abt her design, but her abilities would be somewhat related to a siren, her actual design has a lot of stars in it. ty for listening to my rant 😼😼😼
I 100% get it my friends and I in like 5th grade tried to make a blood pact then we chickened out. Good thing because only two of us are still friends now...lol...
Damn, this bbygurl has two overlords under her belt?? I need her to teach me her ways fr
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giacos12 · 13 days
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•The Evil Within characters as your besties•
Silly idea that popped into my head. I hope the fandom revives one day😔
Warning! Spoilers for the main plot of TEW1, The Assignment & The Consequence DLC(sort of), and some for TEW2!
This is really just angst filled tbh. No such thing as a happy ending in the evil within lol
Sebastian
Being his bestie before his life went to hell was pretty nice! He literally considered you as family.
Play dates with Lily! Lily saw you as a sibling of sorts.
Myra respected you and you two became pretty close as well. That really made Sebastian consider you as family. If you have his wife and child’s trust, he can trust you as well.
In process settings, Sebastian, Joseph, and you would go get donuts and coffee together(just regular degular detective snack time.)
After the events of Lily & Myra, the friendship was pretty strained. You were concerned for Sebastian, so was Joseph. Joseph and you decided to report his drinking problem, which Sebastian didn’t really take well.
He does come around eventually. Is the friendship as close? Not really. But he still holds a bunch of respect for you.
Joseph
Your nerdy bestie. Will “urm, actually 🤓☝️” your ass to death.
He keeps tabs on what you like and don’t like. He has a separate journal where he writes about his friends in.
He brings you breakfast :>> Tells you that breakfast is the most important meal of the day(it is! eat breakfast!!!)
During the events of Beacon, you guys became a bit closer. If you weren’t with Sebastian, you were with Joseph. And if Joseph somehow disappeared it didn’t take long to find him.
He feels really guilty when he turns and attacks you. He does become a bit distant when you are with him. It’s just to protect you!
After Beacon, Joseph was no where to be seen. You mourned your best friend. You were too scared to seek comfort from Sebastian since he had his own things going on. You went years not knowing what happened.
One day though, Sebastian calls you at random. He tells you Joseph isn’t dead! And that he found Kidman??? What the hell was going on?
Kidman
Out of everyone, she was nothing but a sweetheart to you! You both got along relatively quick!
Sebastian was already stressed out with having to train her, so having Kidman being close with one of his teammates really put his heart at ease. Joseph was 50/50. Kidman really only spoke with you anyway.
Kidman didn’t expect to grow close with anyone. While she did have a friendship with both Sebastian and Joseph, it wasn’t as strong as it was with you. She felt the need to stick by you and protect you.
She did start to become a bit distant during the events of Beacon, but you chalked it up to her being stressed about the situation at hand.
While you guys were together, she did a damn great job at protecting you. Things did get a bit rocky once Leslie started to get involved.
Everything went downhill once she shot Joseph and you. You weren’t expecting that type of betrayal.
Sebastian and You managed to make it out of Beacon. It was a miracle for you. It took a lot of healing, but you eventually got over what happened.
Until she showed up one day. There was a lot of tension. She explained herself and why she did what she did. It made sense, but there was still hurt in your heart after hearing and reliving everything as spoke to you.
Did you guys become close again? Not really. You kept your distance, but if she ever needed to talk or hang out you were up for it. But to trust her like you did was off the table.
You do believe that if the events that took place in Beacon didn’t happen, you guys still could’ve been close. It was a great friendship while it lasted.
Leslie
To be honest, being friends with Leslie isn’t really possible.
Poor boy is traumatized. Forming any type of close bond would be impossible.
He did feel a bit safe with you! You and Dr. Jimenez worked together to help him. You guys still tried to help him during Beacon.
Helping Leslie got tough after Jimenez died. Especially while Ruvik kept messing with Leslie, it was pretty dangerous to even be around him.
Once Ruvik caught Leslie, you didn’t know what to do anymore. After escaping STEM, you saw Leslie walking out of the gates of the hospital.
But it wasn’t his usual, timid walk. It genuinely caught you off guard how confident he walked.
Maybe it wasn’t Leslie…
Ruvik
He is NOT your bestie
Don’t even think about getting close to him.
Will experiment on you. He genuinely doesn’t care.
You’ll probably die/be dead.
Best advise? Don’t even think about Ruvik.
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borathae · 10 months
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OMG NOT THE CLIFFHANGER SIBIIIIIII THIS CANT BE HAPPENING GIRL 😭😭😭😭 you really gave us the fluffiest chapter after so much pain only to send us back to it right after jssksksksk you are so evil I love you jskskskksksksksks I truly love reading oc being so unhinged, SO deep into madness that even the boys find it creepy af jsksksksksk love that for her everyone deserves a little psychotic break that scares even vampires once in a while after experiencing deep trauma jskskskksks but my heart BROKE for Taetae he was so hurt cause he’s been trying so hard to be supportive and trying to keep her from killing herself out of exhaustion so I totally get where his anger and disappointment comes from BUT he also forgot he went through something similar to her and was acting crazy too, in a different way than hers but still! And my sweet Kookie 😔😔😔 he just wanted to help bring his Yoongi back and got Tae getting mad at him too 😔 at least THAT didn’t last long because I swear that I can barely take Yoongi being “dead” for the latest chapters, I wouldn’t be able take Tae’s relationship with oc and Kookie dying too 😭😭😭😭 I love them so much please I just want them all happy and disgustingly in love again 😭 oh and Jimin getting all protective of Tae that he didn’t even let Kook get close to him like damn 👁️🫦👁️
When oc took them with her to the underground tunnels my brain was screaming “this is not good, this is not good, it’s a terrible idea, they’re are going to get scared of her or get angry at her for torturing other vampires and being the unhinged little witch she’s become and everything will go to hell again, this is a bad idea, I don’t want to see them being scared of her” like for real Sibi im so terrified of what you can do to these babies after all the angst of the past chapters that I was expecting the WORST jskskskss thank god it didn’t go that way any that they were just slightly scared and shocked to find out what she’s been up to and the lengths of her grief induced madness, BUT ANYWAYS THE SPELL WORKED! THANKS GRANDMA LILLY! 😭😭😭 the moment she realised her spell worked on her test subject and she finally had a way to bring her Boongie back and all the weight, stress, sadness, and every negative emotions she felt for the past months came crashing down on her like a truck 😭 her mind was strong enough to keep all those emotions negative enough to kill her to herself for so long without breaking in a physical sense until now, of course everything she neglected during that time, like her health would catch up to her the moment she felt that weight lift and especially if we add to that the heavy magical exertion that performing a spell like that would take on her body, like please this girl deserves long cuddle sessions, forehead kisses and only happiness for now on, no more angst for her 😭😭😭
And yes, letting her go do the spell on Yoongi the moment she woke up was a terrible idea, girl at least REST for ONE more day to ensure your body is capable of doing it without dying!!! But she’s so stubborn she could barely walk without help 😭😭😭 like yes listen to Kookie, Yoongi would poison himself with cursed wood back if he wakes up and finds you dead, ONE OF YOU BEING DEAD FOR TRYNG TO SAVE THE OTHER AND THE OTHER BEING AWAKE DUE TO THE EFFORTS OF THE DEAD ONE ITS NOT IT OC GODDAMNIT
And gosh! The moment she entered his room and found him all grey, looking really sick and telling the others how bad he got only for the others to tell her that that’s how he’s looked since the begging and her realising how blinding to reality her madness was 😭😭😭 STOP BREAKING MY HEART
and then when the spell didn’t work right away I was like “of course it didn’t work on Yoongi, he’s THE creator maybe things don’t work the same for him just like death, the spell doesn’t work for this kind powerful and ancient being” and I swear I was spiriting into madness just like oc at that point jsksjsjsjjssk BUT YOU CAN NOT DO THIS SIBI WHAY DO YOU MEAN WITH YOONG’S EYES OPEN AS HERS CLOSE AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH SIBI BABY HE CANT WAKE UP TO HER PASSED OUT ON THE VERGE OF DEATH OR WORSE ACTUALLY DEAD AAAAAHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Note: Jungkook has been plaguing my mind since I heard the explicit version of seven, i want to die how dare he do this to mesjssjkaakkskssksks like this man made me go into severe heat with one simple line in a song jskskskskskkskskslls and the MV? the most Jungkook thing Kook could do jsksksks it was so funny, I was telling my cousin only Jungkook (and the rest of the tannies) can get away with this because at the first sign of that behaviour from any other man and you’ll catch me filling for a restraining order asap sjskkskssksjjsksks, how are you after the masterpiece our bunny gave us? Sksjsksksksksks
-Shy anon
I truly love reading oc being so unhinged, SO deep into madness that even the boys find it creepy af jsksksksksk love that for her everyone deserves a little psychotic break that scares even vampires once in a while after experiencing deep trauma
PREACH FJADSFJ I love her acting this way as well istfg I stan a queen
but my heart BROKE for Taetae he was so hurt cause he’s been trying so hard to be supportive and trying to keep her from killing herself out of exhaustion so I totally get where his anger and disappointment comes from
YES GOD I JUST WANNA HUG THIS MAN PLEASE GIVE HIM COMFORT 😭😭
at least THAT didn’t last long because I swear that I can barely take Yoongi being “dead” for the latest chapters, I wouldn’t be able take Tae’s relationship with oc and Kookie dying too 😭😭😭😭
BRUH MOOD ANDFNAN
oh and Jimin getting all protective of Tae that he didn’t even let Kook get close to him like damn 👁️🫦👁️
THIS IS SO VALID AND SO TRUE FANDFNA
like for real Sibi im so terrified of what you can do to these babies after all the angst of the past chapters that I was expecting the WORST jskskskss
*LAUGHS IN EVIL AUTHOR* HAFHAHAH
LISTEN!!! OC IS SO STRONG ISTFG IMMA SAY IT AGAIN BUT SHE IS BADDEST BITCH EVER I FUCKING LOVE THIS QUEEN SO MUCH NDNFANDN
like yes listen to Kookie, Yoongi would poison himself with cursed wood back if he wakes up and finds you dead, ONE OF YOU BEING DEAD FOR TRYNG TO SAVE THE OTHER AND THE OTHER BEING AWAKE DUE TO THE EFFORTS OF THE DEAD ONE ITS NOT IT OC GODDAMNIT
*CRIES* IMAGINE IF SHE IS DEAD NOW FUCKING IMAGINE
also to answer your note: *incoherent screeching noises from my pussy* JFJADJFASJ 😩😩😩
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finniestoncrane · 1 year
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good morning!! (I say this knowing full well that it is not even morning where I am, but I like the positive energy this greeting has, so I'm going with it!) It's peng-anon back again! 💜💜
an update on my students: they loved the drawings I added on to the ones they gave me! one student had drawn a whole scene with a number of different animals, so I gave them all tea cups so they could have a tea party and the student was absolutely THRILLED which just made my heart so full ☺️☺️
also, your daddy oz drawings are SENDING ME omg I love them so much!! he's just a sleepy boy uwu
additionally, I wanted to tell you that I had a dream last night that they dropped a teaser trailer for the Penguin show and everyone was freaking out and we were all analyzing screencaps and making gifsets and everything. so I woke up really excited and then I was like "oh damn. it was just a dream 😔"
lastly, I just wanted to say that if I'm absent from your inbox for a little while, it is because I have the first draft of my master's thesis due this week 😬 (or, who knows, perhaps I will be even more present in your inbox since my thesis is about tumblr, so I'll be on here anyway for my research and I may get easily distracted 😅). either way, please keep me in your thoughts as I dive into masters thesis hell 🫡🫡
I hope you're doing so well and having a lovely day!!
as always,
peng-anon 💜💜
hey peng-anon ;-; <3
ah i am so glad to hear everything is good with you! i hope your thesis goes well! i'm so glad i work in placements and not the library now because it was too emotional watching people getting stressed ;-; <3
MEEP thank you i love drawing him, i like doodling with no consequences lmao if it's crappy it's crappy!
and also you best believe your butt that when the trailer comes out i'm going into a four week long coma and then coming out and giffing and making edits and crying and screaming 🐧💜🐧💜🐧💜
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