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#delete later#im creeping closer to a meltdown i can feel it#fuck!#im still not recovered from yhe job i had literally 10 months ago and now im injured and chronic pain bad.#and aunt dying/v ill so i have to work in home visits#which is of course making my dreams every night aboit my parents which ya know not fun#which means i wake up qnxious and exhausted qnd dont want to sleep#feels vaguely like im falling apart at the seams and it's exhausting abd frustrating bc i cajt fucking do anything#i want to sekf destruct but obviously i can't so im squashing it but that means no outlet#so im trying to do things with my hands like painting etc but im also exhausted#it also makes me hypervigilant bc of thinking about parents so every sound of ppl moving makes me AHH#which isnt anyones fault but sucks. i both want a hug and dont want anyone to touch me#which seems to be my default setting which is such bullshit like come on#this knee injury has just fucked me. i was doing so good. i might have to get surgery and im very scared#i dont want anyone to see me or touch me especially not when im unconscious but theyll have to#and i wont be able to recover completely on my own but I hate ppl doing things for me. i want to be able#to do it on my own. theres always a way to. but also its not practical abd a part of me doesnt want to do it on my own#which i suppose is the forever conflict right. needing to be in control and independent and not being able to be#thats the part of my autism i hate the most. i both feel so little understanding and connection with ppl yet i need help and#input from others so much. bc i can't understand so many things#just. EURGH#don't mind me just whining again. ill get over it give me two weeks
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aonungyoufuck · 1 year
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Runway {Pt 6}
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Runaway Masterlist
DNI/BYF
Synopsis: Your 'relationship' with Ao'nung grows stronger. Everyone with eyes can see it. And Tuk teases youf or it too.
// I was on a roll and finished this much quicker than I expected to. So enjoy
“Y/n.”
You gasped. Almost dropping the clay bowl on the floor. “Ao’nung! My Eywa you scared me” 
“Forgive me i hadn’t mean too” 
Silence fell again. You put away things and take small breaths. Waiting. Hoping he would say something more. 
But he didn't, he just watched from afar before standing behind you. “May we talk?”
“About?” 
“About us”
You turned to look at him. Stepping back as you watched him. Eywa give you strength. “Dont you think there is no us?”
“I think you know exactly what i mean” 
You sigh. You knew it would happen tho you had hoped it would be brought up much later than now. “Ao’nung..”
“You dont need to except me. Not at all and i wont force you too. But i would like to tell you now. If you allow me such kindness would you-”
“Y/n! There you are Come hurry!” Kiri spoke breaking into the pod. Staring at you who was very flustered and Ao’nung who looked angry and upset
“Oh Kiri. Sorry what is it?” 
“Ronal would like to speak to you.”
You looked at Ao’nung. With your eyes bidding him a sorry as you headed off with Kiri. Silently thanking her for saving you from whatever that was. You weren’t ready for it. Not just yet. You were high on the emotions of today. You didnt need this right now.
Excusing yourself as you pushed forward where your parents along Ronal and Tonowari was you continued to stare. 
“Ah Y/n! Come come sit”
And you did. Sitting next to her as she smiled at you. Handing over the babe to her mate as she turned to you. “As you know now you are well. I wanted to hear and see if your inner pain is gone” 
It embarrassed you a little. But you followed her orders as you inhaled and exhaled. 
No pain. 
“I hear no trouble. Your Daughter has fully recovered” 
Neytiri smiled gently holding you closer to her as she had been the happiest to know you were alive. “That’s my girl”
“As you know now you can continue with your chores and with your training.” Tonowari spoke pushing Ronal’s hand away as he wanted to continue to hold his son. 
“And soon you will be able to choose a mate my dear. Of course with our blessings as well”  Ronal warned you. And it made you gulp how at this moment Ao’nung had sat next to his parents. 
“Of course” You agreed. 
“We won’t decide for you. For our clan does not decide for our children. But We will be the ones to pass the blessings to you and your siblings if whenever you decide to have a mate” 
Ao’nung stopped trying to get his father to hand over his brother. Turning to look at you and his mother as you continued to talk. 
“Do you have anyone in mind?” 
You gulped down your breathe looking down at your hands and briefly at Ao’nung. “ I mean… I do but” You turned to look at your family. “ i think i shall like to wait first. And besides that. I can not have them as a mate” 
Ao’nung’s ears flattened. Looking at the floor. 
“And for whatever reason my child?” your Mother asked you. You didnt want to say it. You couldn't say it. But anything to get them off your back 
“Because… Because they are home and not here” 
Ao’nung felt his heart beat slow. And it ached and it hurt. But he looked into your eyes for any indication that there was any truth to them. 
And the fiery burn that was deep in your eyes told him otherwise. He understood. He did but it didn't make his heart hurt any less. 
“Oh. I am sorry child. I do hope you find someone here if your heart ever allows it” 
You only smiled at Ronal. Thanking her for her kindness as you spaced out. Did you love someone else before? Truthfully you knew that you didnt. Not anymore. Your heart hadn’t beat like this for a long while until now. 
You looked at Ao’nung begging him silently for forgiveness. Because you did want him. You did. But you had heard Ronal’s words. You knew she would never approve. 
But you also knew that no matter what Ao’nung wanted you. He had made it very clear. 
You toned out the rest of the night. Too focused and yet so far out into space. 
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The following month had been uneventful. Nothing truly happened. Well nothing with you. You had gone home yes and you had been well off back into training. Skimwing riding went great. Unfortunately for you it had been before bonding with a Tulkun. Something that was not uncommon. 
However Today was the Day Ao’nung would tame his. Finally becoming an adult in the eyes of the clan. You wanted to see wanted to cheer him on as you had your siblings. 
But your heart was telling you to look away. After this he was free to choose. And you were so mortified. So terrified. But you just had to look. 
You watched on as he had Managed to finally hop on to a skimwig. You swore you could hear him exhale. Even from out here to the shore you swore you could hear his stuttering breathe as he grabbed at his queue. You giving just the most silent of prayers to Eywa. 
You waited with bated breath. Watching as he had managed Tsaheylu. Letting go of your worries as you watched him maneuver through the water. Hoping that he wouldn’t fall off. That he wouldn’t his his head. Or maybe if he did that he’d get some sense knocked into it. 
“Be at Ease Y/n. My son is well” Ronal spoke next to you. You had been so caught in a trance you didn't even notice that she had come next to you. 
“Oh. Im sorry its just. I guess i'm nervous for when i finally do have a spirit sister” You commented back. Hearing the joyous cheers of the people. Tonowari howling with it too. Ao’nung had come back with minimal injury too. 
“In due time my dear” 
You didnt know if it was because you helped deliver the baby or the fact that the pregnancy changed ronal? But she was much more docile. Still fierce and ruled with Tonowari with an iron first. But it was more warm now. It was more at ease and you found yourself liking her presence. It was like having Mo’at here. Though much more like an older sister too. 
You watched as They proudly presented Ao’nung as an adult now. Watched as his pride could not be more fed like his ego. You watched him intently. His gaze softened to you and it seemed like he was staring so deeply into your core. You wanted to look away. Maybe run to him? Congratulate him? 
“I am proud of you my son” Ronal spoke smiling at him, placing a hand on his shoulder and offering back his song cord with his three new beads. “You are now Ready to choose a mate. When you do please tell us so we can give our blessings” 
Ao’nung nodded. Staring at his parents before looking back at you. You were far out. Standing behind your family as you looked on to him. He would have to work but his heart was set. 
“Y/n! Do you think i could ride a Skimwing!” Tuk asked jumping up and down. Neteyam had come to help you as she still didn't fully know that you couldn’t carry her.
“In due time Tuk.” You laughed watching as she gently hit Neteyam to let her down. 
“Pretty soon You will be joining us Y/n” 
“Oh please. All ill be doing is the same as usual. Now that we aren’t home i dont have to do any Tsahik training.” You stretched feeling the slightest bit of ache. 
“Well that is to be seen” Lo’ak butted in. 
You turned to him. Raising a brow as you smacked him on the arm. “And what is that suppose to mean?”
“Oh please.” Lo’ak raised a brow. Batting his lashes as he mimicked your expression. “Everytime i see you and him you guys have this face and its getting a little sick”
“Wha- I do not!”
“But You are Y/n” Tuk butted in this time. “Its groooooossss”
“What we mean is. Its kinda creepy how suddenly you are the best of friends. And! It seems you look at eachother with big eyes” Neteyam spoke this time. Putting Tuk down. Her running to hold your hand. 
“I… is it that obvious?”
“Its gross” Kiri commented, not even bothering to look at all of you as she just watched the festivities continue. Glancing at her parents who were talking, none the wiser to what their kids were doing. 
“I just”
“Pretty soon you two can be with eachother” 
“I'm surprised you're okay with this Nete” You spoke looking as his smile dropped to dramatically frown. 
“Oh im not but. You never seemed to like anyone. Its nice of you to be tamed and not have so much bite to your bark”
“I regret saving you sometimes”
“I agree with Neteyam sadly. I dont like Ao’nung as a brother. BUT. If you want him. Who am i to say anything”
You smiled. Your heart burning with pride and happiness. But you knew better. “Be real. I cant and this cant happen” 
“Why?” Kiri asked you. 
You sighed, resting your head on your hand. “ I do want him. I do. And maybe in some sick way he wants me too. But He’s the Future Olo’eyktan, and no matter what we do. We still are the outsiders. I dont think even with or without the arrange mates. I dont think his parents would ever agree” 
“You mean Ronal” Kiri commented. 
“Oh whatever you know exactly what i mean”  You spoke while watching Ao’nung from afar. 
Regretfully you pushed this thought behind. 
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“The Tulkun Arrive soon” 
You Finally tuned into the conversation. The lot of you had taken time off from your chores and your daily activities, that you had come back together like old times. It had been a year since your family came to this land. 
And only a few months since Ao’nung became an adult. 
This was your opportunity to complete training as well. And maybe you were nervous. Youd be an adult.. You’d have to find a mate. 
“Oh Y/n! That means you will be able to find a sister!” Tsireya clapped her hands together. 
You could only smile. “And how would i know that they are wanting to be my spirit sister”
“You will feel it in your heart and in the way you speak”  Ao’nung Piped up now. All this time he had not lifted his gaze from you. It was soft and yet ravenous 
“I see” 
You picked yourself up and dipped into the water. “ I think ill just go for a swim then. Your welcome to join” 
Tuk jumped in after you. And it wasn’t like you didn't want to spend time with Tuk. But after she found out..or was told about your feelings for Ao’nung. She constantly made a few jabs at her. Jabs that you wanted to dunk her head in the water to shut her up. 
She gave you a smug look as she knew that you knew that she was going to tease you to hell and back. 
Without looking back or really caring you dipped into the water. You had managed to find an underwater cave that had the smallest of air pockets. You had managed to spruce it up a little. Realistically you could probably fit two full grown adults and maybe a kid of Tuk’s height. So you realistically didn’t worry too much. 
Grabbing a hold of Tuk, Pulling her up to the rocks as you showed her the little area. 
“So when are you going to make Ao’nung our Brother?” Tuk so casually asked. 
“Wah- huh! Tuk!?” 
“What? Im only saying what everyone else is thinking?”
You could only stifle a laugh. Ringing your hair as you stared at the walls. Perhaps they needed more of a touch of home. “Don’t worry about what i do Tuk. You just worry about yourself”
“I'm not a kid anymore Y/n! Pretty soon After Lo’ak and Kiri its my turn to become and adult! I can have Big kid talk now too! Its boring but i can” 
You smiled, patting her head. “ I still dont think it's your place to worry about it tho Tuk. If Ao’nung wants me and if its allowed we’ll see where that takes us”
“Good! You two are more bearable than Lo’ak and Tsireya” 
You could only laugh as you two continued to talk. Your mind often wanders and goes back to the thoughts of Ao’nung becoming your mate. And any time it comes to your brain. It makes the pit in your stomach that much more painful. 
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“Ao’nung please! Please dont” You pleaded. Your wrist fitting ever so perfectly in his hand. It was way past the eclipse. You were lucky your mother even allowed you out to clear your head. Unknown to you Ao’nung had found you. 
You didn’t want to talk. You were too focused. Lost in your mind thinking of your feelings for your new life. Your potential future. And here he was holding you as you had tried to move away and head home. 
“Please Just listen to me” 
“Ao’nung”
“Please don’t tell me you are afraid for the feelings you have for me” 
“You’re crazy to think i have those feelings” 
“Don’t hide from me. All the time we spend while you were recovering me, you haven’t even hid your chest from me so don’t think you can hide your feelings for me so casually”
“Im not hiding anything!” 
“Yes you are! What are you doing now then!”
“I'm Afraid!” You admitted. Your chest heaving as you looked on to him. Was he always this tall? Was he this attractive before. Did he hold such kindness in his eyes like this before? Did he always look concerned for you.  “I'm Terrified even of what this feeling is doing to me” 
“So you’re regretting ever feeling anything for me?” 
“I’m regretting not being enough for your family Ao’nung. Do you think this is going to be easy for me even if we do get your parent’s blessings?’ You began to tear up a little. Bringing your hand to wipe your eyes. As you looked out into the ocean. You wanted badly for anything else to happen but you continued forward. “And its so horrible to have these feelings for you because Even if i am Toruk Makto’s daughter you still are the Future of this clan. You Deserve to have someone of your status. And im still just an outsider. The weaver of this clan. Im no leader no future Tsahik and it hurts because” 
You inhaled sharply feeling his hand on your cheek as he waited. You wanted to scream
“Because?” 
“Because, I see you” You wanted to eat those words as soon as you said it. Placing your hand on his bringing him closer as you just continued to stare at each other’s eyes. 
You felt him place his forehead on yours. Kissing your nose as he took a deep breath. How he longed to hold you this way. To have to be so incredibly close and yet you were so far out of his reach. 
“Y/n”
“Yes?” 
“When the time is right and you’ve finished our right of passage. Will you accept to wait until I stake claim on you?” 
You could only let out a laugh. Tackling him to the ground feeling the cold water bring you back to Pandora again. You’re damn lucky its just the two of you alone out here. 
“Don’t worry about my mother. I’ll go ahead and talk with her in the morning” 
“Alright” 
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Perhaps you shouldn’t have been so startled to see a very livid Ronal heading your way. With an apologetic look Tonowari gave you. Ronal spoke to you
“Y/n, To your feet. I need to speak to you in my Marui” 
You turned to look at your parents. Shooting them a worried look as you followed behind her. You could only hope. You hadn’t made a big mistake the night prior.
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factual-fantasy · 2 months
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28 asks! :DD Thank you as always!! 💖💖
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@astaherussy
My FNAF AU has been sorted out. In the sense that the timeline has been re-written enough that I can go back to drawing it..
Now the next comic in the AU is a re-write/re-draw of my old FNAF comic, Moon Malfunction. A few months ago though there were several time sensitive projects that came up and I needed to shelf Moon Malfunction 2.0 until they were done. Well now they're all done.. but Moon Malfunction is gonna take me some time to get around to..
For the past few months I've been in a really bad spot mentally and physically. And taking on my FNAF Recap/Repair project is just not something I feel I have the mental energy to do at the moment.. All it feels like is a one big pile of work. And all I wanna do I just draw what ever comes easily to me and focus on recovering..
Soooo for the time being,, my main FNAF AU might not see any updates for a bit.. Though I haven't forgotten about it and I do want to get back to it at some point soon. But for now I want to cut any work out of my relaxing/drawing time and just draw what ever I want. Which atm is pirate cookies-- <XDD
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They're also great for grabbing something across the room while I stay in bed 😎😎
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Why haven't I drawn anything like that yet- what--
I might just have to at some point! :00
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@ardent-38
AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THATS SO SWEET!! BUT ALSO LSKNAKJ XDDD
I never thought of it like that! Anyone who gets into the game through my characters is like a lactose intolerant person recommending an ice-cream joint- and they're very persuasive! XDD
But fr, thank you! And hey, even if my characters aren't in the game, they'll always be here on Tumblr waiting for you XDD
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Actually, I wasn't! :00 I haven't seen that episode of the Cuphead show. But I'm assuming its about Cala Maria and Captain Brineybeard, yes? If so I can easily see the relation XD
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(Post in question)
AAAA THANK YOU!! The comic was different than what I'm used to. But it was a nice change of pace. I'm glad you liked it! :}}}
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@badlyblurry (Post in question)
FRRRRRR THO He's been holding that glow back for a while. Trying not to send the wrong messages to Blue and potentially damage their friendship 💔💔
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XDDD ITS OK!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :DDD 💖💖✨
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@mod-bubamon
I have! In this post you can see 3 of them floating behind Melvin! (The anthro donkey)
And in this post, you can see Melvin holding one while it passes away... :((((( Sad day for sure.
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Well? What did she taste like? XDD
Oh wait you're dead my bad-
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Unfortunately I cant think of any songs that would match each crew members theme.. Rn all my brain can think about is this 👇
youtube
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@nunyabusiness459 (Comic in question)
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🥰🥰THANK YOU!! :DDD
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What is primordial dough? :0
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@2006-stupid-thatsme
Thank you! :DD Though unfortunately my fwernnd, I am known for being very bad at explaining how I do art things. :(
If I tried to explain my thought/design process it would just be a lot of word spaghetti that boils down to "uhhh... I just drew it.,. aandd if it dont look good.. draw it differently.. until it looks good-"
My advice would be to look on YouTube for character design tutorials or ask some other artists that have artwork similar to mine and see if they can help. :( Again, so sorry! I wish I could articulate my thoughts better 💔💔
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@beryl-shade
This actually makes me think- Google says that if you add too much sugar to a cookie they become brittle.
Huh,, makes me think. If one of the cookies was baked with too much sugar.. they'd break real easy.. hmm.. 👀👀
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@whereismycupofcoffee
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@artistiemi
Thank you so much!! :DD I wish the same for you!! ✨💖✨
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@sunnys-bloog
I've thought about drawing them! :0 And I thiiink I drew Franny one time..? The Blue one. Although I don't think I'll be able to find the sketch unfortunately-
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NOT THE GUMDROP BUTTONS!!
tbh though I think they'd see him as just a normal guy! :0 Right..?
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@beryl-shade
I'm not sure.. considering what I know about the games.. I thiiink they'd be horrified?? <XDD If they understand that they're made of dough, it'd be the equivalent of a human walking into a giant meat factory where they chop up meat and make weird false humans..
Okay yeah, they'd be horrified for sure XDDD
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@wdillustration
:DD THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :}}}
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@neo-metalscottic (Cookie run post in question)
AAAAA thank you so much!! I'm glad you liked it!! :DD As for the power, I think you're right about it being a rare occasion. And the idea of her gaining better control over it over time? While her love grows as well?? Perfection. But man I'm also tempted to make it so she can change when ever she wants. :( I really like drawing her and Seafoam together like that.. 🥺
As for the Colossal squid episode,, I'd have to go back and re-watch it to decide if I'll keep it for my AU or not..
But thinking about all the stuff you described about a violent altercation and nightmares?? 👀👀 Its giving me ideas! XDD
Now if the crew did face a violent altercation like that, I imagine their #1 goal would to protect the Octopod. That's their home man! They would probably do what ever they could to get the octopod away from the situation. Like the Captain manually piloting it and some of the crew being sent out in gups to distract the squid. Stuff like that :0
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@luna-purple454
AAA IT WAS ON THE 10TH BUT THANK YOU!! XDD :DD
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@khoiazo
It was on the 10th actually- and hey thanks! Seam could probably use the calories <XD
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@unpopularartist14 (referencing this ask post)
<XD oh boy, what a stark contrast between the sides--
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@shaziztrazh
I didn't have them in mind while designing them,, though maybe I took some subconscious inspiration? I see the similarities! :0
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sugar-omi · 9 months
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Alright all your Cove and Baxter anguish has me FUCKED UP and I need some adorable Cove fluff to recover. How about a little about Cove and M/C as newlyweds coming home after the honeymoon?
at first i didnt know what to write but then i start thinking n.... pls i love this sm i hope it heals your broken heart <3333
tags : Fluff, cove loves you sm, sharing money (cove shares his money/bank acc w you), he's just in love w you theres nothing else to say
synopsis : how cove acts after your come back from your honeymoon
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he's bringing you flowers everyday
at first he brings you a couple bouquets but you've run out of places for them so he just brings you one and add them to your collection.
none of them are the same either
so you have sunflowers, lilies, roses, tulips, peonies, orchids, and many many flowers all in one vase
is it a little ugly? probably. definitely. the colors and sizes n shapes all clash but it's the thought that counts
if you don't like flowers, are allergic, or you get tired of him bring so many...
he brings you food <3
I think one of cove's love languages is food
he brings home sweets like cheese cake or marbled cake
or fudge, or chocolates
or if you aren't into sweets like that, then he'll bring lunch/dinner instead
he's a decent cook, and even if you're bad at cooking he wants you to help him
lots of kissing n half burnt food (he takes whatever portion is burnt so you don't have to eat it)
and he tries to always bring u lunch
if he can't bring you lunch for whatever reason, he either packs one for you or sends you money for lunch
COVE: hi bby, have you eaten yet YOU: im ordering food rn COVE: i sent u 50 is that enough YOU: ?!*!&!(!? YOU: that's too much 😭😭 cove pls YOU: ill send the rest back COVE: keep ot COVE: it* COVE: my money is your money
he does this all the time now, in fact he'll even had you his card
which he's always done before your marriage, but now ge even gets you a card connected to his bank account too
he doesn't even care if you share your money w him too, he just wants to give you everything he has
like if you asked for his shirt in the middle of the store I think he'd ask why n then just give it to you
as if he was gonna say no in the first place 🙄💀💀
he just becomes so much more obsessed w you after you're married
always cuddling or touching u
if you're around your mom's they're always cracking jokes....
especially if you want kids they're all "we're gonna be grandparents soon at this rate lol" (even if u want to adopt or dont wanna birth/can't have kids bc you're amab or infertile or smth)
they just think they're so hilarious 🙄🙄🙄
does he blush bright enough there's steam coming off him? maybe
does he stop? nope!!!
loves you so much, he just needs to be close to you
HAS A PICTURE OF U IN HIS WALLET
omg....
prbly has 2 actually
one is of the two of you bc sometimes he can't believe you're married n he just needs to make sure life is real
n one is of just you in your wedding attire
will talk abt you to anyone who asks or makes a comment
this mf would prbly get a shirt that says "y/n's husband" on the front
even tho it's in small print on the front it's embarrassing.... like pls we get it you're in LOVE
he'd get you both jewelry w your wedding date on it
will hold you up at the door if you try to leave without kissing him
you've always gave him a peck before leaving but now it's WORSE
once he even stopped you in the driveway before you pulled off...
man's ran out of the fucking house in socks and unicorn print sweatpants
you roll down the window "what? what's wrong?!" cove, leaning thru the window and pouting. "kiss."
you look at him in shock n disbelief before you just laugh and kiss him
he taxes you two extra kisses for the trouble, he got his socks wet from running out here!!!
you have to push him off otherwise you're gonna be late to work bc you were too busy making out in your driveway
your single/divorced neighbors hate you
the teens idolize what yall have n their standards got so fucking high after yall moved in
n the old ppl laugh bc they've been there when they married and/or they find it amazing how obsessed cove is w you
if it wasn't such a bad omen or if you didn't disapprove, he'd get your wedding date or your initials tatted on his ankle.
maybe it seems extreme all of this bc I think cove just realizes how amazing you are sometimes n all his love overflows in this way <3333
no matter how old you get he's always gonna run out in the rain, snow, or sunshine n get a kiss if you forget
pfx by the time he's 80 he can't move as fast but he's hustling down the path before you can escape
if you do get away before he can get a kiss though, he is pouting when you come back
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cyber-celeste · 1 year
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All Twst Characters with a S/O who likes J-fashion
A/N:
Um hi i know i havent been active like at all for a few months especially right after i started matchups but a lot of things have been going on in my personal life such as me recovering from anorexia and self harm at the same time not to mention my home life is super shitty so i hope i can get back on schedule and ill update some stuff
Warnings : i am not the most knowledgable on j-fashion but it has been my special interest since i was 7, i use different j fashions for each dorm,Fem reader, maybe mischaracterization, no sebek
Heartslabyul(Yami)
Yami kawaii, translating to sickly cute, takes doctors equipment, stuff used by the mentally ill, and cute clothes to promote mental health awareness in japan.
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Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle doesn’t seem to be very interested in fashion at all so seeing you at first it might confuse him
Before he overblots he may not understand or even accept the style but after he will be at least interested in it
When figuring what yami kawaii is about he is very intrigued he doesnt understand that most fashion trends/styles have true and nice meanings such as bringing awareness to mental health
He doesnt really understand why someone would dress outwardly “different” but that doesnt mean he doesnt think it looks good
He’ll get you little gifts of accessories, shoes, skirts, dresses, etc on random occasions
Trey Clover
Trey may be a little caught off guard when he first sees the fashion but he doesnt think anything bad about it
He really likes that it promotes mental health awareness but he was super concerned at first without knowing that
He’ll help you dye your hair
Trey doesn’t really see anything wrong with dressing in what makes you happy
If anyone makes fun of you or stares he’ll defend you in any situation
Overall 8/10 nice guy
Cater Diamond
Cater is surprised like everyone else yet he is excited to talk to you about it more
He might even try out Yami Kawaii with you for magicam or just for fun
He makes you do OOTD for his magiciam
He defends you in comments dream man am i right
He’ll, for a special occasion, buy you like tons of Yami kawaii clothes
Deuce Spade
He doesn’t really mind different styles unless it hurts yourself or others
Deuce gets super scared if you use like nooses, bandages or fake blood/scaring in coords
He doesnt really love fashion all that much, he probably just wears whatever is most comfortable, but he likes seeing your outfits a lot
Deuce is super protective in general since you are the first person to just treat him normally so if anyone made fun of your outfit in anyway he’ll confront them
He likes showing you off to his mom in a ton of ways not just for your appearance
Ace Trappola
He called you emo the first time he saw a coord
Seriously i dont think he cares at all like anyone can wear what they want so why does that stop when you wear something different?
He does tease you though
Any time you dress up for a date, for school, or any other event where you can dress up expect him to be teasing you the whole way
Savannaclaw (Gyaru)
Gyaru was started in the early 2000s as a movement against japans beauty standard on women, they instead of staying pale and modest tanned and wore all the less modest and bright clothes they wanted! Styles like mamba and ganguro were started by girls who liked the movement while a style, kogal, was started by rich highschool girls who could do whatever they wanted.
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Leona Kingscholar
I know i keep saying this but leona does not give a shit what you wear
He does admire the effort you put into your appearance everyday, plus your a girl so he already has a ton of respect for you
If you are more a extreme style gal he may think its a little bit of an eye sore but he still thinks its good that you can express yourself despite others opinions
If you have a more toned down style then he may not even expect you were a gyaru (if he even knows what that is 💀) probably just thought you were some popular girl but doesnt even say anything
No matter what ever substyle you aren’t gonna be bullied, teased or even have anything some what bad said about you ever.
Ruggie Bucchi
He thinks you spend to much money on it you should spend that much on him
He doesnt care about aesthetics or fashion he just wears what he can buy or what is most efficient
He does think that the effort you pit in everyday is admirable
Jack Howl
Wow yet again someone who does care about fashion
He finds it pretty inefficient for PE or any physical work at all
Thats why he helps you with all that!
He’s interested in how it started and less about the actual makeup and outfit part of about it, but that doesnt mean he doesnt care about it.
Octavinelle (mori kei)
Mori kei tends to keep a more natural and forest like color Palette, the style focuses on layers and they try to add as many layer they can!!
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Azul Ashengrotto
Azul cares about looking elegant so people take him seriously but seeing you dress like earthy pretty girl it really makes him feel… a little jealous… he’s not as confident as you but he does feel happy for you.
He loves showing you off at school or to clients
He will take silly little photos for you in front of random ass plants or trees
Your lucky to have a boyfriend that also has 2 6 foot bodyguards willing to protect you also
Jade Leech
He loves you so much
All the forest themed outfits remind him of his terrariums
He’ll go on hikes with you to take photos of your coords
He’ll buy you a little mushroom dress or shirt
Floyd Leech
He cares about shoes and thats about it
If you wear something with mushrooms he’ll act a little disgusted ngl
He doesnt care about what you wear he cares more about what you are like as a person
Scarabia (cult party kei)
Cult party kei usually consists of white and accents of red to resemble purity and slight signs of evil
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Kalim Al-Asim
Expect tons of clothes
I means tons of clothes, hes rich as hell and will fund all your hobbies and interests
Hes very sweet about your fashion he likes to show you off and just loves talking to you about cult party kei
He helps you with coords all the time
Jamil Viper
He doesnt care about what you wear 💀
Nah seriously he cares about how you act more than how you look cuz hes a decent human
He does think your style is cute, maybe a little risky for going outside with all that white, but he likes all the flowly dresses
Piomefiore (kawaii)
Kawaii fashion is about wearing what truly makes you happy which in their case is bright pastel colors and, as some would say, childish clothes.
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Vil Schoenheit
He is a little taken aback at first… he’s seen the style, not a lot, and he doesn’t know how to feel about it.
I mean he obviously warms up to it, he even thinks its adorable.
He loves helping you with makeup and coords.
He shows you off on magicam and isnt afraid to admit you two are in a relationship
Rook Hunt
Rook is insufferable with all his comments
He is too nice
Both in french and english he tells you how pretty and cute you are on the daily
He knows like every brand you wear and recommends you 10 more totally not bc he stalks you
Epel Felmier
You guys are like kind of the opposite
You being very cute and wanting to be cute and him being very… not as manly physically… and wanting to be manly instead of cute
He likes you dressing really feminine and cute because it makes him look more manly
Ignihyde (Visual Kei)
Visual kei is all about shock, the whole point of it is to shock the beauty standard, these people will wear dark clothes and big face paint that almost looks like corpse paint.
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Idia Shroud
Idia loves visual kei tbh but having a S/O who likes visual kei??? Hes actually dying on the floor currently
Bro is confused how he got someone so cool to like him
He likes all the makeup he’ll even let you put it on him
He loves how you look and would show you off if he wanted to go outside
Diasomnia (Decora kei)
Decora kei is all about decorating your body a lot.
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Malleus Draconia
Malleus isn’t used to many things in recent times even decora which came about a while ago
He does like the style on you, it makes you stand out and look very unique
He’ll let you put little hair clips in his hair and he’ll wear them all around
He doesn’t mind anything you wear because you truly have been the sweetest to him in all the school (maybe besides Diasomnia)
Lilia Vanrouge
Lilia knows what decora kei is
He likes j-fashion i dont make the rules
He’ll help you dress up and help with any acessories you cant reach or simply dont want to do
A good 8/10 great war criminal bf
Silver
Silver doesnt really care what you wear i mean its not really his place to say anything about it whether he likes it or not
That saying he loves decora and compliments you all the time
He may think it would be uncomfortable but if it makes you happy he wont stop you
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fotibrit · 5 months
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I don't have anyone to talk to about this fic idea I was to put in a oneshot, so I'm gonna tell you. (Maybe others get inspired, who knows)
Post NWH Spider-Man fights some magic user (that Dr Strange should have handled, Peter keeps telling himself) and is blasted by something. Spell, missile, who knows, Peter surely didn't get a chance to see before he was knocked out.
When he wakes up next, he's in a private hospital room, hooked up to one too many tubes. Using his enhanced hearing, Peter can hear people talking outside the door. Doctors, he assumes. And they're talking about a 14 years old kid that's been brain dead for a week after a car crash him and his family were in. Peter thinks "poor parents, having to say goodbye to their child".
Thing is, Peter is that kid. And the parents that are suppose to come say goodbye to their child are the Starks.
What is happening?
!!!!!
okay. I could see a few things here.
Peter, accidentally jumping to a different universe where he's the Starks bio kid. And all the pain of trying to decide whether he should tell them, or just settle into his new life
He assumes they're doctors, but they're not. They're SHELD agents, proposing various potential cover-up stories
Mistaken identity. There is a young kid that was in a car crash. the "car crash" was the magic villain, hurling a car (and its occupants) at peter. Peter knocked out, the villain sunk to the shadows to bide its time, and the Starks took in the occupants of the car to supervise their care while the try to figure out who the magic villain was. Think is, Peter was in civilian clothes (dont ask why, idk) and they think he was one of the occupants. The trauma caused the other family members to be disoriented, and they havent yet pointed out that Peter isnt one of them. Now peter has to figure out how to either escape, or comvince the others that he was always with them. While the big bad waits...
Tony was assumed dead at Endgame, and nobody ever told Peter that he secretly recovered. They never told anyone, except Morgan and Pepper. But, Peters "death" brought tony out of the shadows. Suddenly, an Iron Man everyone thought was gone was fighting this magic user full-force, and Peter was swept away into recovery. Everyone else tried to wrap their minds around tony being alive- and for 10 days, Tony tried to wrap his mind around Peter being dead... until he woke up.
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fatuismooches · 2 years
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Okay, first of all..
YOUR WRITING AKSJAKSJAKAJAAK OMG I'M SQUEALING SO HARD, U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH HAPPINESS U BRING TO ME (ESPECIALLY UR CAPITANO IS SO 💓🥺😩💞), THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR MAKING SUCH A GOOD CONTENT TO A LOT OF US 💓💓💞🛐
second,
If ur request is still open and if u dont mind, may i request Capitano with a female reader that has an ability to heal whenever she sings? But her voice is so soothing that it makes him fall asleep 😅 (but he doesnt mind about it bcs thats the only time where he can finally release all of his tension and feel at peace) So everytime Capitano came back from a war and has some injuries, she will hold his hands and start singing to heal him while he slowly descent to his peaceful sleep
U dont have to do it if u are not comfortable with the idea and sorry for the bad english 😅
-🥝
♡ 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 ♡
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synopsis: Capitano carries a great burden as a Fatui Harbinger, but it starts to take less of a toll when he's blessed with your lovely songs.
includes: capitano w/ fem! reader
notes: This is literally such a sweet request and I love this dynamic so much <33. I just know that Capitano would love someone the opposite of him!! I hope you like this!
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You are his beautiful, perfect little maiden. Really, Capitano does not know how he got so lucky to have met someone as peaceful and soothing as you. And for you to fully reciprocate his feelings? To wholly love this monster, when he takes lives and you save them instead? He feels almost guilty but can’t give you up. And when you show him your magnificent ability, this feeling amplifies a lot more. He’s never cared much for weak people, but you’ve opened up his eyes some more to the abilities of others. You may not fight, but your songs lift the spirits, both physically and mentally, of the wounded soldiers and increase morale. Everyone quite literally loves you (cue Capitano in the back, jealous of the attention the rest of the soldiers are getting.) He’s a silent person by nature, so he never ever interrupts your singing. Shows his displeasure quietly if anyone else were to do so.
There’s only so much bandages and medicinal salves can do to treat wounds. You have to let time pass to fully recover. But nope, not anymore. Even if he gets the tiniest scratch, you’re running to him to you can sing the wound away. (Just think of Capitano trying to tend to the flowers like you do and ends up getting pricked by a thorn. Begins to do it on purpose so he can hear your songs more often. Honestly, he thinks it’s adorable how he’s so much more bigger and stronger than you, yet you get worried about him over anything.) He loathes to leave you alone, but duty calls of course. But something cute I think, is that you’d sing a song and record it on a Radiant Spincrystal so he could listen to it when he’s out fighting. (Don’t ask me how that would work. It just works because I said so!) So now every day after a battle, the whole camp can hear your singing voice coming from Capitano’s tent. No one says a word about how all of them can hear it, they enjoy it too after all and no one has the heart or guts to report this to their Lord Harbinger. Your singing really calms him down - if he’s having a rough day away from you he just plays the spin crystal and it relaxes him a lot. Tends to think about what kind of souvenir or trinket he should get you this time after he wins this war. Another thing - he likes to write down things about the scenery, people, animals, etc about the nation/area he’s visiting, so that you can use it as inspiration for your songs. Secretly feels really happy when you come up with something based on his notes.
But of course, nothing is better than the real thing in person. This is why you always make sure to sit by the window every day when your lover is supposed to be returning soon. To greet him with a welcome home melody! And boy, is he ever so internally excited for this every time. Everyone else sees his stiff, upright emotionless posture, but he’s literally beaming internally that he finally gets to hold you again, hear your lovely chirpy voice, feel your gentle caresses… a battle worn and torn warrior in love with his tender and soft healer at its finest. (It’s also amusing to think about the maids and butlers just standing there silently while you're draped over your lover singing a sweet tune to him. Capitano has learned to deal with it.) 
The best part is when you urge him into your private quarters and badger him to take off all his heavy armor and clothing so you could heal him already. It’s always a mesmerizing process actually - the big, fluffy coat goes first and drops to the floor, then the multiple armor pieces he wears on different parts of his body. Finally comes the regular clothing that is quickly thrown off. Sometimes the wounds are small and infrequent, or they’re big. (Well, for the sake of the story let’s say that… who is wounding such a high ranking Harbinger lol.) And then you get to work, pressing your hands gently against the wounded areas and beginning to sing. You’ve memorized which songs he likes the best of course. The first few times you did this Capitano fell asleep sitting up and you were literally trapped in his lap. Now you make him lie down before you heal. And while Capitano has some… thoughts about your ability to make him doze off some quickly, he grows to not mind it. At first, he was cautious of it. He has concerns about appearing vulnerable in front of anyone, even you. He’s just not used to it. But he begins to wake up feeling more rested than usual. Of course, your healing made him feel better physically but these naps after hearing your singing just made him feel better. And he got to wake up to you clinging to his arm. You described this as him feeling “peaceful” since his body and mind were free of tension from your singing. He grows to look forward to injuries now…
Capitano also gets frequently worried about the state of your throat (he’s protective over you by a WHOLE LOT.) You’ve been singing for too long and your throat is getting all scratchy and hoarse? Too bad for the other soldiers - he’s escorting you to your shared bedroom so you can get some rest. The kind of lover who would actually hold the glass of water and tilt your head back so you can drink it. You are not lifting a finger after your performances. (Thankfully they have big cups that are big enough for his hands hehe.) And if there’s specific food you want to eat for your throat? You’re going to have it, no matter what. And if you ever lost your voice for a few days?! He would genuinely be so sad and make you stay in bed all day. I know he’d keep all of the notes you wrote down to communicate with him though. Haha, it’s very cute to imagine that Capitano is standing there, watching the recruits train menacingly, while you’re there on standby in case of any injuries, radiating sunshine. Everyone is used to you two strolling down the hallways, hand in hand, your singing filling the empty and desolate space while Capitano dutifully marches behind you. Quite an unusual pair, but a very good one.
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catinflight · 2 months
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AYY Y.D.M AU STUFF YIPPIEE
Here's Ashley and bert, because why not (Sorry if it's low quality / things dont make sense or if there's any weird spelling mistakes, ect). It's late, and I'm Uber sleepy😭😭 ill try to elaborate more if asked)
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Ashley is part of the main survivor group holed up somewhere (I haven't decided), along with most of the other none infected, she's doing her best to document and assist suna with scout work but sadly she doesn't have any actual weapons to help fight back (not yet atleast) so she mostly sticks to the sidelines. I'll probably use her journal entries to showcase more information about the au and the other survivors, but for now I'll just write down the basic stuff
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Bert knows a lot more than he lets on. He was found a patrol team searching for resources around some vacant and priorly undiscovered set of underground facilities. he was nearly catatonic and refused to make direct eye contact with anyone. Since then, he has gotten better, though not by much. He picked up a few documents from the lab and since has been weirdly protective and fidgety with them since.
Aaaaaand now some good ending future goobers for funsies, because silly
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Suna may seem relatively intact, but that's mostly because her armor took most of the brunt from attacks, though that doesn't mean she hasn't seen some stuff, but atleast she managed to create, somewhat of a cure, for the infection Though it can't help everyone, at least some people don't have to die, right?
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Aki is kinda weird, because not only has he managed to recover from his infection without exposure to the cure, but he somehow managed to integrate it into his own systems, (think getting the cold, but instead of getting sick you mutate it and it gives you superpowers,) though that does come with the drawback of retaining minor symptoms and looking half meganized, this is mostly because Y.D.M (in severe infections) forces a robots system to work in its most extreme states, and for aki, thats when he's meganized, now he mainly focuses on helping suna with curing and reforming people. Suna isn't very fond of this, as she's seen aki takes it too far, often skipping days of sleep and forgetting to recharge while trying to help cure infected. At some extreme points, collapsing with exhaustion, thankfully suna is always keeping an eye on him.
And I would draw daini,
But uh, he kinda
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Who knows maybe I will after all? I mean this is supposed to be the good ending right?
I'll nap on it and see what happens, though if I draw him, I'll have to draw skullman too, cus' yknow, LORE
Anyway, yeah, thank you for reading this small lore dump teehee (I'll draw more characters next time and have less text, I promise 😭😭)
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lunar-years · 5 months
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and like, the thing about the amsterdam james lore was that if they wanted a james redemption, they could have used that as an opportunity to soft launch it! "my dad took me to amsterdam and we actually had a good time, but after we got back home he started drinking again and things got bad again." i still dont think thats justification for jamie reconnecting with him, but at least we could have canon evidence he was an okay dad when sober. but no, they doubled down, and made trying to kill a main character somehow *not* the worst thing james had done
Yeah I think what's most crazy is that scene solidified in my own mind so many missing pieces in my own headcanoned Jamie lore. We learnt SO much in that scene and not one single piece of information pointed towards "this is a character who is going to not only recover but act as a non-negative presence in Jamie's life."
New information I gathered from the Amsterdam scene:
As you pointed out, physical/emotional abuse of his son and nearly murdering Beard are not the topmost crimes on James Sr.'s scorecard.
leading into, Jamie is a csa victim
Jamie doesn't remember it happening. we've discussed at length what that could stem from and yes there are multiple explanations but. well. uhh. none of them are good. i think.
Others disagree, and that's completely fine, but I very much think the scene is coded as This Is The First Time Jamie Has Told Anyone What Happened and Roy is Now the Only Person Who Has this Information.
At the time of taking Jamie to Amsterdam, James Sr. was trying to get back together with Georgie and playing up the "Superdad" routine
Others disagree with this as well, but I read that line as Jamie implying it was neither the first nor last time James had tried those tactics (and possibly been successful at one or more points, we don't know one way or another)
Georgie allowed Jamie to go to Amsterdam with James and then presumably allowed James to continue seeing Jamie afterwards (we're given no information to the contrary, anyway)
So taking all of that together, to me it's not just the confirmation that the abuse Jamie suffered at his father's hands was even more abhorrent than we thought or that Jamie's trauma runs deeper than we previously thought. It's also evidence that Jamie has never been in a position where he's felt comfortable with confronting that trauma and has yet to unpack all of the things he has gone through.
Furthermore, the scene hints that what we see at the end of s3 is (imo quite possibly) not the first time James has been in rehab or at least claimed to have sobered up or shown signs of recovery, only to fall back into his old ways shortly afterwards. This is indicated by Georgie allowing him to take their son out of the country, which (considering we meet her later in the season and get a sense of her character, including her deep love for her son) I cannot imagine her doing had James been obviously still a drunk. This is also why I personally believe Jamie hasn't told her what happened, because he continues to see his father after he returns. I just can't see Georgie allowing that had she known.
None of this sets the scene for a successful James recovery arc. In fact, for me it makes the whole thing worse and so unlikely to end for good because 1) Jamie forgives his father before even processing everything his father did to him, and without informing any of the people closest to him, let alone consulting an actual professional. This to me does not indicate Jamie is in the right mental place to be embarking on this new journey. 2) There is absolutely a more-than-plausible chance James Sr.'s current rehab stint will follow the same cycle as times previous: he's better for a while. he's superdad! until he's not. and Jamie as usual becomes collateral damage.
I therefore am forced to conclude Jamie could very well be opening himself up to more hurt and more pain at his father's hands, when he hasn't even dealt with his current backload of hurt and pain. If we were supposed to feel hopeful in the final scene where Jamie visits him--I have to say, because of what THEY told us and wrote about their backstory, I feel anything but.
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bridgyrose · 25 days
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So I started to think about Salem's relationship with Cinder and I think that relationship is a whole lot more complicated than "Salem cares about Cinder like her own child" and "Salem only wants to use Cinder until she's no longer useful."
Like, Salem tends to back Cinder up, even when she fails. Whether its all a manipulation tactic or not is all kinda up in the air, but there does seem to be a little degree of care when she talked about Cinder being the key to her victory. And what really blurs that line is the manipulation she does end up using on Cinder. She'll go from inflicting pain and yelling at Cinder to becoming the softest person that Cinder has ever known at a flip of a switch and keeping her firm under her thumb for as long as she's needed.
On the flip side, I dont think Cinder sees Salem as a mother figure as much as she sees Salem as a savior or a goddess of sorts. Her main motive to following Salem is power, a chance at a new world that keeps her from being in the same spot that she was in before. When she's calm, she can be calculating, putting a plan into motion over the span of months without anyone figuring out the full scope of her plan until its in motion. But at the same time, she's impulsive and reckless and even more so when she's angry or finds something that she wants. If its to kill Ruby or to go after a maiden's power, she'll disobey Salem's direct orders to stay or to leave someone alone/alive in order to try to get what she wants.
Both of them are using each other for their own reasons, and while Cinder thinks their goals align, Salem is only using her as a pawn until she's no longer useful, for the most part. But there does still seem to be some genuine care when Cinder follows her part of the plan that doest seem to be fully manipulative. After her failure to fully complete her mission in Vale, Salem still praises that failure as a success and seems to have made sure that Cinder was able to get back to Evernight safely and gave her enough time to recover before sending her back out.
This whole dynamic between the two of them is fucked up in so many ways, and yet, its the dynamic I want to see pushed to the limit, to see how far Cinder can push until Salem no longer deems her necessary or as a key to this victory. To find out what exactly is Salem's breaking point for Cinder and for Cinder to find out whatever truth Salem has planned for the relics.
And maybe a way for Cinder to finally realize that the power and freedom she's after is going to have a cost too great for her to pay.
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kunikidanelson · 2 months
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when i first watched bsd my boyfriend said that kunikida is one of the only normal/mentally stable ones in the agency,
i watched the anime and i went "NORMAL??? THIS GUY IS "NORMAL"? FOR YOUR STANDARDS??? WHAT?"
number 1, those anger issues CANT be healthy no fucking way.
number 2 sure he seems like one of the people who dont have an extremely traumatic backstory, but from what im aware we havent even seen his backstory yet, all we know is that he used to be a match teacher, but y'know, maybe it doesn't end there?
number 3 if you're trying to tell me that this guy is mentally stable then youre so damn wrong, i mean fuck he saw a child die, had a damn breakdown about it and i think he didn't even recover from this yet. i mean this might just be me, but it looks like he doubts his abilities as a detective quite a lot, he's a total nervous wreck and is scared of fucking up but he just puts up a tough front.
number 4 guys, hes so damn lonely, which was probably based on the actual author because he was lonely as hell too. but like, he has like 2 friends, Katai and Dazai, which both of those sort of barely count. but he clearly doesn't talk to the other agency members unless he like, has to, the only person he talks to "just because" IS dazai afterall, sure dazai annoys the fuck out him, but i dare to say that those guys are friends. the point is that he's just not a very friendly guy whatsoever and is more of a nervous loner.
i cant stand people who make kunikida into this "mother character" i seriously dont think he cares that damn much, sure he doesn't want dazai to kill himself and doesn't want anyone to die in general, but like guys remember how much of a dick he was when he first met atsushi? this man does not love people as much as you think, he's not this "law biding perfect man" no way in hell. just because he protects people and doesn't want them to die doesn't mean he likes them NDJFFJFRKRKRJRK
(if i got something wrong, Im sorry i dont have the manga cause they don't sell it in my country 💀 and i havent read the light novels either for the same reason. so like so sorry i just dont know everything, i just know what happens in the anime, so yeah, my sincerest apologies, feel free to correct me)
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saltpepperbeard · 6 months
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WAAAAAAGHHG HEY ITS ME AGAIN IM SO SORRY I HAVE A THOUGHT AND DONT KNOW WHO ELSE TO GIVE IT TO: Im going to try really hard to be quick!! Still reeling from ep 8!!! (I have so many thoughts and emotions- tldr I know it struggled with pacing but I just really loved it. I’m so glad this show exists. Not going to recover anytime soon!! Excellent.)
I think the ending is a great setup for what could be coming next! Looking back at this season as a whole it feels to me like they had two major points they zeroed in on: 1- Edward’s state of mind. We spend a lot of time with him when no one else is- we’re with him in his head while he tries to process what he wants and how he’s going to get it. We see him wrestle with feeling unlovable, and then we sort of sit with him in his pov while he starts, (STARTS!! He’s not done yet!!) to understand that he IS loved and there ARE people waiting for him. 2- The Golden Age of piracy is ending. They lost The Republic of Pirates, they lost Spanish Jackie’s bar, Zhengs fleet, and they lost Izzy, the most pirate to ever pirate. After the couple of weeks(??) season two takes place- the OFMD cinematic universe is going to be different for pirates now.
ALL THAT TO SAY- after Izzy’s funeral, (rip king I sobbed lol) when Zheng asks Ed and Stede to team up- Stede says something like, “He needs a minute”/“Maybe give him a minute”. So they agree to help- but they stay behind to build their inn. (“It’s a fixer upper, but the bones are good.” ITS THEM ITS THEM THEYRE EACHOTHERS FOUNDATIONS THEY JUST HAVE TO BUILD ONTO IT TO MAKE IT A HOME IM GOING TO TURN TO ASH) this is a decision both of them make- this will give them time to just be. I think Ed still has a ways to go, and talks to have, and maybe needs some time to grieve Izzy, but Stede is there, and they love eachother, and they will be ok. Shit will still go down, and they’ll get involved again eventually, but they’re going to take a minute. NOW. That wraps up this season as a part two of a Three part show- we have a setup for the next big bad, and we’ve focused a lot on Ed (accompanied by Stede’s) issues/insecurities with a focus on Ed having to deal with his issues directly. He had to sit and talk, honestly talk. Do you know. Which half of our main pair. Has not done that?? The guy who the show still deliberately makes a point of showing us he is STILL. NOT OK. Granted, he had the end of season one to realize what he wanted and what he felt, but then we had so many moments this season of him reacting to those feelings but not actually talking about them to anyone. SO. What if the last season is meant to be point 2 revisited- piracy is still ending, the world is changing so how do we deal? And point 1, but FLIPPED. WHAT IF. Season three is Stede’s turn revisited??? Season three with Ed AND Stede TALKING and Stede genuinely coming to terms with the fact that the people he loves are not better off without him- that he doesn’t have to earn the love he thinks he doesn’t deserve?? What if he gets to take that final step into a new world where being a pirate can’t be the same as it was before, but that spirit carries on and now he knows he’s loved and has worth regardless?? I STILL WANT THAT MAN TO BE THROWN IN THE EMOTIONAL BATHTUB IS WHAT IM SAYING. I don’t know if this is anything, or if this is true or accurate!!! Do I just want to see them kiss and cry some more?? MAYBE. Aaaaagh I just really hope djenks gets to made season 3- he deserves to finish his pirate story and I would very much like to be here when he does. hbo max count your days.
Also I once again want to thank you for your thoughts and screams over the course of this season- you really are incredible at character analysis and it’s been an absolute pleasure to come running over to this corner after each episode to see what you think. Thank you for posting. YOU. are WONDERFUL THANK YOU <3 <3 (also. Also also. THEY KISSED SO MANY TIMES ED READ STEDES FUCKIN LETTER ED SAID I LOVE YOU AND THEY ARE NO LONGER SEPARATED. MARRIAGE. I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHOW IS THE WAY IT IS. There is still an owch but!!! It’s a good owchie now 😭😭)
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I AM ONCE AGAIN HONORED TO GET SUCH A BEAUTIFUL STRING OF THOUGHTS IN MY INBOX??? <3
PARTICULARLY EXCITED, HAPPY, POSITIVE ONES SJDKSDS LIKE I AM HUGGING YOU SO SO TIGHT <3 <3 <3
AND ALSO, I'M SHARING SO MANY OF YOUR SENTIMENTS TOO SDJKJSHDKLS LIKE-
*INHALES* So seeing the little house in the BTS footage ~*~fucked me up~*~ because I just had a FEELING it was going to be both literal and symbolic for them and their relationship. A little house that's struggling, and falling apart in some places, but is still standing after years and years of battering. It's been through the wringer, yet it still flourishes with so much life and beauty. And it has the potential to grow into something even more beautiful and strong with some mutual effort and tender love and care.
AND THAT'S THEM!!! THAT'S THEIR RELATIONSHIP!!! Like, as you said, they're BOTH still so hurt. They BOTH still have issues to work on. But now they're there, together. They're standing on the same, rickety, wooded floors. They're there, ready to patch things, side by side.
AND YES, I've very much thought it was going to be Stede for Season 1's focus, Ed for Season 2's focus, and then both of them for Season 3's focus, but I do like your idea of it looping back around to Stede! Or maybe like, SHARING the focus. Because, as you said, Stede needs his fRIGGIN BATHTUB, and Ed still needs time to figure out who he is.
It's just such a delicious setup indeed, and I am crossing my fingers so so hard that it gets greenlit quickly for us here. There's just so much MEAT to their dynamic that's still left, still so much to be EXPLORED AND GROWN. AND ESPECIALLY, LIKE YOU SAID, WITH THEIR WORLD COMPLETELY CHANGING AROUND THEM TOO!!! THE BRITISH!!! THE REVENGE BEING CAPTAINED BY FRENCHIE!!!! ZHENG AND AUNTIE WANTING TO GET AT RICKY!!!!!! SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!
BUT anyway, thank YOU so much for taking the time to come in here and share YOUR thoughts, too! It's been such a delight reading them, and I'm so glad we could MUTUALLY SCREAM SDJKSDKLS <3
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russosafehaven · 1 year
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Out East
A/N: First Logan Delos fic :)
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Pairing: Logan Delos x GN!Reader
Content: Fluff, Rich Boy Logan doing Dumb Stuff ™️, Reader is sometimes illiterate when texting, Logan’s relapse, Ex Addict!Reader (Ambiguous addiction), Slightly Suggestive content
Synopsis: In which one wrong text gets sent all the way across to the West Coast and maybe you might just end up falling for him
POV: Kinda blurred since it’s most snippets of texting, but at the end it’s second.
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10:43pm EST | 7:43pm PDT | 8/1/20XX
Y/N: You are an absolute ass and I cannot believe you could be that foolish. If I ever see you again I will castrate you on sight, do not ever cheat on anyone else ever again because I will be hunting you down if you hurt anyone else. From the darkest pits of my heart I want you to know that I despise every fibre of your being.
Unknown Number: Uh sorry do I know you?
Y/N: Cut the bullshit Nick, it’s not funny and it won’t get you out of this
Unknown Number: My name’s Logan and I’m definitely not a cheating piece of shit, while I may sleep with men and women quite a bit cheating is in my eyes disgusting
Y/N: Oh my god I’m sorry, I’ve got the wrong number
Logan: You’re fine, why don’t you talk to me a little more, get it off your chest?
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3:28pm EST | 12:28 PDT | 4/12/20XX
Logan: What are you up to?
Logan: N/N, answer me I’m bored
Y/N: I’m at work Lo, can’t it wait?
Logan: We’ve barely spoken since New Year’s day, I wanna bug you more
Y/N: Co-depencdmcy isn’t a good look on you
Logan: Sunce when can’t you spell? Aren’t you an English major?
Y/N: I’m tryg nt two get caghut by my bss
Y/N: Shit
Logan: Aw sugar look at you, all lost and confused
Y/N: 🖕
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1:53am EST | 11:53am PDT | 21/2/20XX
Y/N: Are you awake?
Logan: Yeah, why are you? I mean I know you’re from the city that never sleeps but come on. Be original
Y/N: I got fired
Y/N: I didn’t wanna tell you but I’ve blown through all my savings and I’m lost Logan
Y/N: Fuck I’m so scared Logan
Logan: Hold on give me a minute
Y/N: ?
*Logan has transferred $10,000 to Y/N’s Account*
Logan: That should keep you afloat for a while
Y/N: ?!
Y/N: What the fuck?! Where’d you get this money?! Howd you know my account number?! Logan!!!???
Logan: Relax, it’s not blood money or anything. I work for Delos, it’s family money and I don’t know your account number I paid because your phones connected to your account, it’s simple.
Y/N: Logan that’s far too much
Y/N: Take it back
Logan: You need it, besides my family won’t notice. Rather it help you out than go to waste. Put it towards bills, rent, groceries. Maybe even buy yourself a thing or two
Y/N: I hate you
Logan: Love you too baby
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9:31pm EST | 6:31pm PDT | 18/3/20XX
Y/N: What are you having for dinner?
Logan: Probably just order a pizza
Y/N: Great idea
Logan: You haven’t eaten yet? Come on baby, you need to eat
Y/N: I was writing an article and got distracted, besides now we can have dinner together, if you wanna facetime..?
Logan: Sure thing sugar
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6:45am EST | 3:45am PDT | 24/4/20XX
Logan: Sugar..?
Y/N: Lo, it’s so early what are you doing up?
Logan: Plese dont be md at me
Y/N: Talk to me, what happened?
Logan: I relsped nd my dad kcked me out ahain
Y/N: Oh Lo honey, talk me through it, what made you want to relapse?
Logan: ssters stupid fisnce mde a cmment on md ahain, how m alwys fcking up and i jst couldn’t take it. so i fond some of thm laying around and just did it, m sory sygr
Y/N: Hon, don’t be sorry okay? You’re okay. Relapses happen, it’s a true and unfortunate way of life. I’ve relapsed plenty of times before I fully recovered and now I’ve been sober for nearly 7 years. I’m gonna be here every step of the way okay?
Logan: oky, i love yoj
Y/N: I love you too Logan, you’re my best friend
Logan: no, nt just as a fridn. i love you. wanna get yu on top of me and hve you ride me. wnt u to fuck me unilt i cnt walk straihht
Y/N: Logan honey you’re high, you aren’t thinking properly at the moment
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5:34pm EST | 2:34pm PDT | 23/5/20XX
Logan: Hey sugar?
Y/N: Hm?
Logan: Can we talk about something?
Y/N: Sure, what’s up?
Logan: So it’s almost been a month since, yknow, the relapse. I was wondering if we could maybe call tomorrow?
Y/N: Oh my god it is, we’re definitely celebrating tomorrow. You should be so proud of yourself Lo!!! This is a huge first step. We can call and group watch something on Netflix?
Logan: It’s a date
Y/N: 🤍
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1:11pm EST | 10:11pm PDT | 6/6/20XX
Y/N: My boss is a dick oh my god I’m gonna off myself
Logan: Baby what’s up?
Y/N: I’ve pulled overtime 5 times this week and he’s asked me yet again on a fucking saturday night!!! All I wanna do is go curl up and die on my couch
Logan: Sounds like an asshole
Y/N: Not to mention he’s a huge perv and a misogynistic dick
Logan: Just tell him you’re not going to, if you get fired again then I’ll just send you some money, you shouldn’t have to worry about this shit
Y/N: Shit you’re amazing Lo
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11:21pm EST | 8:21pm PDT | 17/7/20XX
Lo💚: Hey sugar, just got back from another Westworld trip so I’m all yours again
Y/N: Lo!!! I’ve missed you so much. I quit my job btw, can’t stand working in that environment anymore. So I’ve just been working on my novel and lounging at home
Lo💚: How are your savings going? Need some extra cash?
Y/N: Is this what having a sugar daddy is like?
Lo💚: Nah, having a sugar daddy would include me having you bent over. Since that’s not happening this is just two friends helping the other out
Y/N: If you keep talking about fucking me Im gonna hold you to that
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5:34pm EST | 2:34pm PDT | 24/8/20XX
Lo💚: What are eating?
Y/N: This
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Y/N: Happy four months Lo, I’m so fucking proud of you. You’ve done so well
Lo💚: Sugar.. you didn’t have to do that
Lo💚: Wait hold on someone’s at my door
Lo💚: I totally forgot I told you my address, oh my god sugar this is too much
Y/N: It’s a big day Lo, I’m gonna celebrate every single milestone for you. Just like my family did for me
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6:27pm EST | 3:27pm PDT | 19/9/20XX
Lo💚: I miss you
Lo💚: If we worked together I’d have you cockwarm me while I did my paperwork
Y/N: LOGAN
Lo💚: It’s true, I’ve never felt this way about anyone. I want you, all to myself. I don’t do affection, I don’t do any of this shit but you, I wanna do it for you
Y/N: Let’s just.. wait until we meet in person
Lo💚: So we’re definitely going to see one another in person?
Y/N: Fuck
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9:14am EST | 6:14am PDT | 7/10/20XX
My Man: Howd you sleep?
Y/N: Lo, you don’t need to wake up early to talk to me
My Man: I woke up from a nightmare, wanted you. What’s your plans for today?
Y/N: Don’t think I’m not gonna ask abo it the nightmares Lo, but as far as my plans go, seeing as I no longer need to work because my best friend has been providing for me. I’m gonna work on my novel, wanna write at least 5K today. Maybe go to the gym? I need to get going regularly, watch some tv, I also need to get some groceries delivered, double check my security system, the usual.
My Man: The nightmares were just the same as always. But why do you need to double check the security?
Y/N: My neighbours apartment got broken into. Sent me into a spiral so I’m double checking to be safe
My Man: Yknow I got a place in New York, penthouse apartment up in Central Park West. Why don’t you move in there?
Y/N: Why wiuld you have a place in New York?
My Man: Thinking about moving their, they wanna expand Delos and I’ve got something for me in New York. My family all thinks I’m a failure anyway, if I came to the east coast I’d have you. So move into the penthouse, set it up for us
Y/N: Lo… that’s far too much
My Man: It’s not, I told you. I want you, when I come to New York I want you waiting for me. I’m shit at expressing my feelings, I’ve always been the disappointment. When I got into drugs my family only cared cause it ruined their image. I’m going to come for you baby
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12:20pm EST | 9:20am PDT | 3/11/20XX
Y/N: Happy birthday baby
My Man: What did you call me?
Y/N: Baby, you call me sugar all the time I thought maybe I’d try it
My Man: God I love you, so fucking much. Just wait, as soon as I can I’m coming to you sugar
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11:34pm EST | 8:34pm PDT | 25/12/20XX
Y/N: I’m so tired, merry christmas baby
Baby Boy: Merry christmas sugar
Y/N: Did you get my present?
Baby Boy: Yes I did, I loved it. You’re an excellent writer, so proud of you for getting published
Y/N: You made it happen, how’s the Delos Christmas party?
Baby Boy: It sucks, but the old man gave me the green light for opening a department in New York so guess who’s gonna be seeing you very very soon darling?
Y/N: Oh my god!! I’m so excited, I can’t wait to see you Logan
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You were waiting excitedly in the airport, bouncing on your toes as you waited to catch a glimpse of Logan. When he had messaged you before his flight all you could think of was finally being in his arms. Logan had sent you a lot of photos before and your favourites were when you could see his lean figure. He was healthy and pretty muscular all things considered. When you were helping him get sober you suggested started going to the gym. Since you suggested it he’s been going four times a week and it suits him.
A pair of arms wrapped around your waist covering you eyes. It pulled you from your head and you knew exactly who it was. A pair of lips kissed your neck gently and it was warm, as well as slightly wet.
“Guess who sugar?”
You turned around, jumping in Logan’s arms and nearly tackling him to the ground. Hands made their way to his face and you pulled his lips towards you. If you weren’t in public you’re sure both of you would have torn each other’s clothes off then and there.
“Let’s get your stuff, get to the apartment and show each other how excited we are huh?”
The statement had Logan hardening against you. He nodded and you both rushed off to find his luggage. After getting in the car his hand had dashed to your leg, holding you in any form possible. Logan lived for the contact and he was going to hold on to you forever.
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percyramblesaboutatla · 8 months
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wish we got like a spin off series or something of Azula recovering and getting her own redemption arc
i need it:(
like after she is like released from being intutionialized(after a few years mind you)she gets put in irohs custody and she starts living in ba sing se and starts making her own choices and she can't really control anyone around her because Iroh is not putting up with that and over time she starts improving and she realizes that "oh shit i was..not good..at all" and she does her very best to make up for it by starting with writing to Zuko apologizing for everything(Iroh does remind her that "hey everyone might not forgive you and that's okay you still deserve love and respect anyway" but in his own yk)
and like At first Zuko doesn't forgive her(and that's okay) he's skeptical, he does care for her but after everything he's been through he's not sure if it's just some sick prank or not
eventually he does visit iroh and Azula and sees yes she is actively doing better and trying to be better and goes "okay... i don't forgive you yet but i'm willing to start trying to rebuild our relationship:)"
and Azula is okay with that
she probably also wrote to Mai and Ty lee informing them that she is sorry and that she's trying to do better and that nothing she says can excuse what she did and that they don't have to forgive her if they don't want to(maybe they do maybe they dont idk!)
she probably writes to the rest of the gaang too apologizing yk
oh also?? in the beginning maybe she like has nightmares about the war(like everyone else obvi) and also nightmares about the abuse she endured from Ozai and at first she stays quiet about it(she doesn't want to appear weak) but one night she ends up having a panic attack from a nightmare and Iroh comforts her:(
and idk...maybe she meets Jin...maybe they become friends...maybe she learns how be a good friend to Jin....maybe even more idk...i thought that might be cute....
maybe nearing the end or something she's like gotten her own apartment and everything and she's invited to go back to the fire nation if she desires to and she's like "..you know what? i think i'm okay here:)"(bc probably in the beginning she was like "I WANT TO GO HOME. I DO NOT LIKE IT HERE. WTF.")
idk obviously others have written Azula redemption arcs and have explained it better but this is just my vague idea of how it goes
MIND YOU A LOT OF THIS SPAN ACROSS SEVERAL YEARS!!!! Azula would take a lot of time to heal and to learn to grow and be better and that's okay, she needs that time to be better.
(also like?? shes 14 in the og show she has so much potential to grow and be better i don't get people who are fully against it like??? the gaang don't even gotta forgive her bro💀)
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hexitca · 4 months
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Rant about Puritan fandom culture!
Well I typed it on twitter but then I had more to say so tumblr it is!
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I know I basically said the author of Heartstopper "brought it on themselves" but yea they kinda did.
You can disagree with BL/Yaoi you can hate the shipping discourse or shipping in fandom in general but you cant frame it in a "i hate [that] bc it's sinful/fetishistic and I'M ABOVE THAT BC I'M WHOLESOME AND BETTER THAN THOSE DISGUSTING SHIPPERS"
bc that's gonna bite you in the ass...as it is doing now. The fucking image of their character's google history is so tame and normal, esp in LGBTQ+ spaces! Yet they are being called a pedo? Crazy. In the end, you only hurt yourself!
I never bothered with HS bc i just wasnt interested in it but thats just my preference. It's sad to see ppl, esp young ppl, turn on a series of LGBTQ+ representation just bc of the author's past (or current? idk) stance on the BL/Yaoi or MLM or whatever genre just bc their stance wavered a bit in a simple comic image. Something that is so fucking normal also! but they will grow up and realized how limiting it is to restrict themselves just to appear pure within a group.
Yet the artists/writers/creators are traumatized by the witchhunt. I know I said the author brought it on themselves for supporting anti but damn I don't want them being accused of being a pedo! Or ANYTHING! NO ONE DESERVES THAT. I dont know anything about the author other than surface knowledge but at the end of the day, all this online shit, doesnt matter. It doesnt! Me saying that is ironic bc im typing this post up right now!
but it's something we care about! I care about fandom spaces, I care that creators are getting attack for something as mild as this even if they invited these ppl into their circle. We're human and we change our views a million times a fucking day. I could agree with one thing and disagree with it another. That's why anti discourse pisses me the hell off! It's just a bunch of bullies looking to make themselves feel better by shaming others! I don't respect that type of behavior. And I hate that they just run around saying shit like "kys" over a two characters fucking?!? It amazes me beyond words.
Fandom has never been without its discourse. But the puritan bullshit is not even fandom discourse, it's just straight up bullying and harassment. It doesnt take much to tailor your fandom spaces to your preferences, i should know ive been in fandom spaces since I was fucking 13 years old. I didn't explore nsfw/porn/anything until I wanted to when I was 18. That is MY personal experience. I never put that on anyone else BUT MYSELF. If I saw nsfw and didnt want to see it I blocked the person. Not make a fucking witch hunt out of it. You are in charge of keeping YOURSELF in check not some person who shared nsfw art/fanfic. How fucking hard is it to turn the "don't show me nsfw" toggle on??? Bc it's not about that. Y'all just wanna be mad and be above someone so why not ppl minding their own business.
And guess what? There ARE ppl who are bad and support nsfw art/writing. They fucking suck. They are outliers and deserve to be called out when they get exposed. But many times, ppl always go "see i told you all the ppl in THAT fandom were pedos/freaks/etc" hmmm sounds like when conservatives go "see...that queer person turned out to be bad, SO all queer ppl are bad" DO YOU GET IT?? It never works out with that line of thinking. You are harming innocent ppl minding their own business. You are harming yourselves when you grow the fuck up and realize that "OH actually...I am curious about sex" and have ppl who you thought were your friends eat your face. PLS wake the fuck up.
If you're an anti:
I hope you recover from that
go fuck yourself
if you're offended by me saying "go fuck yourself", pls take that as a sign to log off the internet and go touch grass. As someone who has done that many of times, it's very refreshing.
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