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queerwhohatesithere · 4 months

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i want to ***

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awarmshrine · 1 month

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Is it like. Bad if my heart starts beating super fast anytime I eat something. Or.

#being suicidal AND terrified of accidental death sounds ridiculous #but honestly it makes sense to me #both those things are about fearing a loss of control #I want to kms bc I feel like my life is out of my control #I don't wanna die accidentally or unexpectedly bc I want to control my death #suicide tw #death tw #illness tw

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dreamertrilogys · 2 years

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everyday i see a wonderful gender name except well they’re always 4 letters long & the reason i want to change from zain sometimes it’s because i always feel like it’s too short

#possibly this is just an issue bc i’m used to a longer name but idk #.txt #gender diary #see the thing is. when you capitalize the z like Zain. i sort of dislike it i think because why the fuck r there only 3 lowercase letters #actually i looked over it rn when i typed it. having a gender breakthrough one second #false alarm i’ve been false alarming myself for a whole year . i think zain is perfectly fine kms #actually nevermind i just looked at it again i hate it capitalized #i came back to this post to type up a tag that said net value zero information but well not anymore. sorry #anyway. the name in question this post was mostly abt us ADAM because i think naming myself adam as a muslim transmasc would definitely make #me insane but in a good way i think. also i’ve been seeing (or noticing?) the name jude a lot recently i very much like it…. sort of too #femme for me though i think #also both those names are very white yk. like adam’s technically also a muslim name but idk i want my name to be recognizably desi too #there’s probably more i just can’t remember rn

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hopesangelsprite · 6 months

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Illumi HCs I feel No One Else Has

(btw why does it look like he's about to put in work on a bi- nvm 💀)

Illumi is deffo either a genius or really good at hiding the fact that he has zero thoughts behind his eyes-

has a rock hyper fixation (istg he's a literal penguin give him a pebble and he'll be satisfied)

when he's in a silly goofy mood, he's in a silly goofy mood and there's no limit to the number of shenanigans he'll get into

He's definitely pulled some of the wildest pranks you've ever seen when he feels like it

He's a biter. That's it, he will definitely nibble on you when cuddling (and will bite at random times simply bc he could).

Will sit in your lap when he wants your full attention.

Has no gauge of his strength bc he's always around strong mfs

Therefore, him getting his licks back are horrendous-

Ass or boobs? Thighs. He's a thigh man for sure (but yeah ass too lol)

Will and has used common phrases you say to relate more to you so expect random slang terms

Is a fashion icon with zero filter so expect heavy criticism "There's no way you'll be seen with me looking like... whatever that is." "You tacky little shit- Go change immediately." "I've never wanted to kms, but your outfits are making me reconsider..."

Has a potty mouth and has definitely called both Hisoka and Chrollo "bitch", "fuck boy", and "hoe" on several occasions

Is the perfect driver but prefers to drive like a bat outta hell for the aesthetic (also bc he and the speed limit don't see eye to eye)

Will sometimes grin and release a little bloodlust to spook you

Is very babygirl and girly pop but hates it when you call him either of those.

When he's away on longer missions, he'll horde gifts he's bought for you to have unboxing days when he gets back

Keeps his nails long bc he likes the look (manipulates them to be shorter for... extracurricular activities 😉)

Color coordinates your outfits when y'all go out so everyone knows you're with him

Not big on PDA but won't let you out of his grip when behind closed doors

Is INCREDIBLY touched starved and has to have a hand on you when you nap together (mostly your chest and crotch idk why idk idk idk)

Remember when I said he was an ass man? And when I said he doesn't know his strength? Yeah, he'll smack your ass and damn near send you flying AND THE MF FINDS YOUR PAIN FUNNY

Most definitely a sadist. End of discussion.

Has broken several beds of yours during extracurricular activities.

Favorite petnames for you: wife, my love, liege, little thing.

Favorite petnames from you: pretty boy, lover boy, doll, honey.

Often when you think he's staring he's actually thinking about the most random shit known to mankind-

[END of pt. 1]

#illumi zoldyck #hunter x hunter #hunter x hunter fanart #hxh #hxh illumi #illumi headcanons #illumi x reader #anime #headcanon #no thoughts head empty #no thoughts behind those eyes #dirt brain #my man my man my man #wife material

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fleshdyke · 1 year

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in honour of april fool’s day (even though its over in my timezone) and also the amount of insane shit that goes on in my life im gonna list a bunch of things that have happened to me and i want you to guess which one is a lie. i would make this a poll but i dont have those yet

when i was like 7-ish i went to the zoo with my neighbor and went to this bird show they put on and i got to race with like 20 other kids against 15 i think turkey vultures. in a footrace. the vultures outran every single one of us. also the zookeeper lady said “don’t trip and fall or they’ll start eating you!” and it scared the shit out of me

when i was in grade 3 i went on a field trip for school and on the bus home my bus driver literally got arrested for drunk driving. with like 30 8 year olds on the bus. it was like 2:45 and we (all age 8) had to stand outside for almost an hour in november. also it was like three blocks away from the school and my house was literally across the street. the distance back to school was very walkable but for some reason they made us wait for another bus to come pick us up and take us back. but the bus was one of those ones that went to each house individually and the neighborhood it operated in was literally across the main street from my school and for some reason instead of taking 5 minutes to drop us off first they made us wait an additional half hour dropping all the other kids off at home before taking us home. then i had to walk almost a km home anyways

also when i was in grade 3 we all had to take a diagnostic test to see if we could get into the gifted program. i got one (1) below the threshold for getting into it and i was so pissed. like two weeks later they changed the score you had to get to get in so they invited everyone who got close to do it again and i got a higher score than i did before but then i STILL got one below because they raised it. in hindsight i’m glad i didn’t get in because i know it would have been bad for me but i’m still so pissed about it bc of the principle of it

literally my first day working at the aviary there was a snake in one of the birds’ feeders just chilling there. we spent like half an hour trying to catch it and it scared the absolute shit out of like 7 birds

i was a niche internet microcelebrity on reddit when i was literally 12

when i was in grade 8 we had a water hydraulics project and my class was a split class with mostly 7th graders so my teacher just sort of left us alone with a bucket of little tube syringes while she did something else with the grade 7s. then i found 3 actual needles in the bucket for some reason. one of them was in that little wrapper but the other two were just loose in the bucket that we were rummaging around in. i went out to tell my teacher bc she was in a different room and she literally told me she didn’t care and to leave her alone bc she was working with the 7s (they were reading a textbook). i was like ??? but i didnt know what else to do so i just went back into the room to keep working. then this one guy grabbed one of the open needles and stabbed two different girls with the same one like uhhh what the fuck. i went out to go tell my teacher that two people had been stabbed by the same needle and she told me she didn’t care AGAIN like GIRL. honestly i wasn’t too worried about the girls because they both bullied me honestly but yk. then later the teacher came in and berated us for not telling her like I LITERALLY DID TWICE im still so mad about that honestly

when my mom and i were watching the last two episodes of ofmd together (this was before i came out) when ed and stede kissed she turned around and looked directly at me

i was in scouts when i was younger and there was exactly 5 people in my troop and it was me, 2 of my friends (one of them ended up being one of the girls that bullied me and got stabbed with a needle in grade 8), and two boys that i absolutely fucking hated. one time one of the boys said i was dumb and i threw a rock at him

when i was in kindergarten during recess i had to shit really bad and i asked the teacher on duty to let me go inside and she refused so i asked the other teacher to let me in and she didnt have keys. i tried to hold it but i could not go inside and i was 4 so i shit my pants and i was absolutely never a kid who had accidents so i didn’t know what to do and i was so embarrassed i just tried to ignore it. i just walked around for the rest of recess with a massive shit in my pants. when recess ended the teacher told us to come sit down on the carpet in a circle. you can guess what happened next

last year i had a substitute teacher for math and i ticced fuck while she was handing something out and for some reason she refused to believe me when i said i had tics. she sent me to the vice principal’s office and he didn’t believe me at first that i didn’t know what i was there for because she had sent me down for lying to him. when he did realize that i actually didn’t know what was going on he told me that she sent me down for disciplinary action so yk. he walked me back up to my class and took the teacher out in the hall to talk to her and i was losing my fucking mind with my friends for like 15 minutes while she was getting an absolute dressing down for not believing me. then when she came back in i was expecting an apology at the very least and she literally didnt. we waited for like 10 minutes and she said nothing. then my friend actually raised her hand and said she owed me an apology and this old lady started fighting for her LIFE. also she was only a little bit polite to my white friend who was standing up for me but didnt have an OUNCE of respect for either of my other friends who were standing up for me who were black and mohawk. like literally what the hell. my friend did record it though and i have that video now so

when i finally came out to my mom i was literally in a costco parking lot. my brother was in the car and he already knew bc he just guessed it ages ago and i said “did you know one in three people are gay” and my mom said “yeah i know”. also i made a cake for my dad bc he wasn’t there and he said “when do we make the ‘we know’ muffins”

i made my 13th birthday cake and right after i finished frosting it i dropped the entire thing on the ground

when i was like 4 i made a mess of paper in the kitchen and my mom told me to clean it up so i went in there and ate all of the paper

in grade 5 my teacher found out i was self harming and for some reason she decided to talk to me about it while we were doing kindergarten buddies. my kindergartener was literally just left alone in the room. i dont know why she decided to use that time

when we were selling my old house it was during covid so we had to leave during all the open houses and one time we came back from driving around the city during one and i went to the bathroom and there was a puddle of piss on the floor. some lady brought her toddler in and she pissed on the floor and she tried to clean it up with toilet paper but for some reason put it in the garbage instead of the toilet so the whole room smelled like piss

in grade 7 i was walking home from school with my partner and i guess i ate something bad and i ended up shitting my pants halfway home

someone here called me a terrorist for lying about gay sex in bathrooms

#some of you already know these for sure #theres more i just cant think of any right now #rambles #long post #best

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chronicallyqueercoining · 2 years

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Hey y'all this post includes a bit of discourse which I try to avoid but as I get more followers I would like to include this! So scroll if those sorts of topics make you uncomfy!

Also CW for: grooming, abliesm, trauma, injuries, abuse, bodily fluids, pedophilia, suibaiting, sa mentions

Hi, so I just. Need to address a couple things really quick!

(Scroll to the bottom for the discussion of transx/transid "identities" ,, in quotes bc they aren't valid)

1- sending death threats or doxxing someone is NEVER okay EVER. It puts people in danger and is downright illegal. Idc what your beliefs are in this instance, it's basic law and safety. I've been told to kms over being a Dissociative system aka formed by trauma. Not funny!

2- capitalism is corrupt and always will be. No exceptions. (I could go on and on all day.)

Few more things for now; it's fucking weird and messed up to:

-disclude a-spec identities from LGBTQIAP+

-tell a minority group that they aren't allowed to say how they feel about something affecting them.

-suibaiting anyone, ever. No. Exceptions.

-proship kids x adults,, dude that's pedophilia.

-assume that all cluster b folks are violent or bad (including the term narcissistic abuse)

-say you can become a system for fun/by intentionally willing it into existence

-using disorders as an excuse to be a shit person [Ex: "oh he has autism he doesn't know better.']

Or

-taking the ignorant stance of "radinclus" (we all know you are supporting identities that aren't in good faith. Things that harm people and/or put them in danger aren't good faith.)

Now for the transid/transx shit.

Trace, transage, transabled, transspecies, transheight, transweight, are. Very odd to me. (The exception being transspecies, however I think this would be the wrong term and something like otherkin/therian/etc would fit you better!) These terms are wrong and inherently abliest and dangerous. Most of the people using these terms feel like trolls, however after having met some before, I'm suddenly extremely aware of the fact that they aren't all trolls. Which is disappointing to say the very least!

I would first like to say that I can't speak in depth on trace(formerly transracial, however that has a double meaning, also means adoption into a family that is not your bio race) or include my own opinion, as I am white. I can say that it's messed up, from the fact that I've seen 100s of POC say it's racist and wrong.

Moving onto the others! Transage is a crappy term! I think if you age regress, then you're age regressing not transage and you aren't actually that age. I think role-playing another age doesn't make you that age. I also think that most instances I've seen of people using it is an excuse to be a shitty person. It isn't a trans identity.

Transabled. God. Why. I fully know there is a disorder called BIID but transabled isnt the disorder. The disorder is BIID. "Transabled" ppl are mocking actually disabled and mentally ill and hurting people. BIID is not transabled should have NEVER been associated. BIID is a disorder. "Transabled" is a mockery. There is genuine support and therapy, and that is why that should be the step taken. Not claiming to be "transabled" and coining terms like trans-trauma or trans-autistic or trans-POTS. This is HARMFUL. There is a validity to feeling like you want your *current* issues you actually have to be worse so you could get help or be "bad enough," however that is not the same as entirely just... wanting a disorder. Wanting your current disorder/trauma/condition to be WORSE is a symptom, not a new thing. Trans-grooming and trans-trauma are terms I've ACTUALLY seen. They both mean (respectively) Wanting or feeling like you should have been/should be groomed/traumatized. This is so incredibly HORRIFIC on so many levels. I have been repeatedly groomed/preyed on by over 15 people, there is NOTHING good that you get from these. I would not wish this on anyone. Grooming is horrific manipulation, mental controlling to a degree, gaslighting, trauma. It's not some fun identity. Transtrauma is awful. There are zero instances where identifying as this is valid/healthy in anyway. Again, wanting to have worse trauma is a symptom, not trans trauma and if you're confusing those two that doesn't make transtrauma valid! It means you're a bit confused. I would like to add in here(probably a few times), though, that healthy people do not fake/want disorders. If you feel like you're ANY of these identities I truly suggest you seek help for your own safety as well as everyone else's. You aren't ever just "meant to have been traumatized" that's not how it works. I do not think, in this instance, whatever divine being, angel, power, or lack thereof, you believe in impacts or changes this. If you were to be traumatized at a point in your past, you WOULD'VE been. It doesn't just, randomly not occur to cause you "trauma dysphoria."

Transabled in a physical sense also disgusts me. Again, not BIID, these are not the same thing. Wanting to aquire a disability isn't an aesthetic. Illnesses and disorders aren't an aesthetic. I am physically disabled and use a mobility aid and I wish, I wish so fucking badly, that I could just be healthy AND normal. /srs Does not wanting to be sick suddenly make me "Transcissick?" I'm "transcured?" (/satire.)

Again wanting to have a disorder or faking disorders is not something a healthy person does, this is important to be added. Regardless, these actions/terms are STILL HURTING people.

A recurring theme I've also noticed is that all of the disorders/trauma/illnesses people want are "trendy" or "controversial" or super extreme(not saying these aren't all horrific, by extreme I simply mean the cases tend to be more fatal/altering). Something that will make people ask questions and shower you with attention. (Healthy/stable people don't constantly use attention seeking behaviors.) You never see things like: Trans-STD, Trans-IBS, Trans-Anxiety, Trans-Concussion, or Trans-Nocturnal Enuresis(this one can actually TIE IN with trauma, but people using these terms only seem to want the popular symptoms, right?)

Strange, huh? Only choosing the popular things. Yall dont want to be trans-ibs? Shitting all the time because of your weird bowels and stress and emotion issues?

Transheight and transweight make no sense at all.

If u identify as transabled you're abliest.

That's all for right now. Have a good morning/day/afternoon/night. Be sure to (if you're able/if it applies:) Drink Eat something Clean yourself a little Do something you enjoy <3!

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ceriseisland · 1 year

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what do u think of people who consider the emerald arc as the end of the manga?

like they say that its a good ending for everyones arcs, u got the big powerful blast of starters at the end and its kinda like a clean slate at the start of dppt bc no previous dexholders arrive as mentors like before until like way later in other arcs

i kinda like that idea but mostly bc hgss was mid and im an oras hater

I think most people in the fandom are more partial to the older arcs, but that's just natural. If you're asking my personal opinion, I don't think the emerald arc is a good ending to everyone's arcs. The light tone and superficiality are jarring as a followup to RS and FRLG, which I loved. I wish Kusaka had continued with the darker tone and more complex themes established in those arcs, but being a mixed bag of different kinds of stories has always been one of pokespe's strong suits imo, so I can't complain too much. If the series had ended with the emerald arc we wouldn't have DPPt and BW, both of which are great, and saying that those shouldn't have happened kinda feels like the pokespe equivalent of being a genwunner.

If you're talking about an actual drop in quality, I'd say that started in XY with the bad story structure of that arc, and SM after it falls into the same problem of having a good start but a rambling story structure. Seriously, read Creating Character Arcs by KM Weiland and tell me XY doesn't make you want to pull your hair out. XY's premise is strong enough to carry it though, and gens six and seven are pretty far removed from gen three.

Personally I'm against the idea of sequels, and I think that most stories are better off as one season/installment, but pokespe's unique way of doing things, of having multiple protagonists that change between arcs, makes it feel like you can keep bringing them back and having them still feel fresh since it doesn't overload its characters. While HGSS was kinda fun-stupid like GSC (as johto arcs are) it was fun and added to the characters, and while I dislike how it minimizes the events of RS I think there's a lot that ORAS did right (minus the salamence retcon, the bane of my existence). Honestly I think pokespe is one of the rare series where you could keep bringing these characters back and still have things to do with them, especially since getting to see them age and grow up is one of the appeals of the series, so I don't see any reason to stop reading after the emerald arc. Idk if you think pokespe ended with the emerald arc sorry you're missing out I guess

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blueskittlesart · 2 years

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Okay okay big ask - rate every loz game you’ve played (by stars or in order I don’t mind)

ok lets go!! i rated them on both story and gameplay seperately bc those r 2 different ratings in my mind lol. they're in the order i played them except aoc at the end bc it's not main-line. i also left out games i haven't finished yet (nes zelda, zelda II, ALBW)

OOT: gameplay 9/10 | story 1000000/10 video game of all time. i mean this with 100% sincerity playing oot was fundamental for me. gameplay gets 1 point off tho bc i vividly remember crying because i couldn't make the camera go where i wanted it to the first time i ever played it

MM: gameplay 7/10 | story 10/10 i think this game is a perfectly cohesive sequel to oot in basically every way possible. the navi thing makes me insane obviously but i won't dock a point for it because i understand narratively why the choice was made and like. it works. the only complaint i have with this game is that the gameplay itself was super difficult for me both now and when i was younger--not the dungeons specifically, but the timer being there and counting down in real time was so anxiety-inducing for me that it distracted from the story. I do actually like the timer from like an objective standpoint and i think it was really well-implemented i just can't enjoy it fully because of my own hangups lol

BOTW: gameplay 10/10 | story 1000/10 perfect game. i don't feel the need to elaborate. i genuinely think in like 10 years this game is going to be the modern-day oot in terms of industry influence

ALTTP: gameplay 8/10 | story 8/10 okay this is my first less-than-perfect story score and i want to make it clear that i am obsessed with the story of alttp ok. obsessed. but i can recognize that a lot of what i find great about this game comes from my own analysis and is. not actually super present in the source material. and it is the 3rd loz game ever released and. well. it shows. that being said i think of all the 2d games to play you should play this one

LINK'S AWAKENING: gameplay 6/10 | story 0/10 sorry i. did not like this game lol. too much retro-style gameplay and not enough interesting story to make up for it. i also vehemently hate platformers so the sidescrolling dungeon segments made me want to kms. the story also does not actually happen like. within the game's own canon bc it's all a dream so i couldn't bring myself to care. i never even beat this game bc the final boss pissed me off too much

TP: gameplay 8/10 | story 0/10 fuck this game. the story sucked. it was poorly written and disjointed, a huge mess thematically, and 90% of the non-dungeon gameplay felt like needless padding. i've said it before and i'll say it again: twilight princess was an oot remake written by people who did not understand ocarina of time and got all their information on the loz franchise from youtube videos with clickbait thumbnails entitled "10 DARK SECRETS nintendo doesn't want you to know!!!" that being said the motion controls were still better than sksw and it had some of the better dungeon designs in the franchise. fuck that fishing minigame tho

SKSW: gameplay 4/10 | story 10/10 ok to preface this i played the original wii version which is why the gameplay rating is so low. i would rather die than play through this game on my shitty old wii again holy shit. that being said the story was phenomenal and i'm really glad it got a remake with a functional control scheme so hopefully more people will see that

WW: gameplay 6/10 | story 9/10 this is a hard one for me. again i need you to understand that i played the gameboy version and therefore had to do the gameboy triforce hunt which is why the gameplay score is so low, but there were also some quality-of-life things like the hitbox sizes and some of the dungeon design that pissed me off a bit. as for the story, there are pieces of it that i could analyze obsessively for hours on end but there are also pieces that are kind of clunky to me in regards to the overall lore so it gets a less-than-perfect score lol

(bonus because it isn't really a main-line loz game) HWAOC: gameplay 8/10 | story 6/10 sigh. i want to like this game way more than i do. the gameplay is genuinely fun at times if a bit underwhelming compared to the game it takes its setting and characters from, but it never claimed to be a mainline game so i don't fault it too much for that. the story could be SO GOOD and there are some pockets of greatness in there (the sword-claiming scene, the scene where zelda's powers activate, general extra characterization of the champions, etc) but they just had to throw in some timeline fuckery and the most boring hot-topic-wannabe villain in the fucking world and ruin it for themselves. agh

#asks #tp critical #<<lol. guess which game has the lowest rating on this scale <3

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miseries-mistress · 2 years

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HONESTLY WTF WERE THOSE EPS???

SPOILERS FOR TOTJ

first of all, ahsokas mom??? fuck dude she's so fine 😍💍

then the whole dooku and qui gon situation had me rolling on the floor is tears, and i desperately wish for more of their dynamic

MY GIRL YADDLE??? I CRIED SO BADLY WHEN SHE DIED 😭

than we come to anakin and ahsoka...

those two make living in a busy highway better than seeing them both make references to order 66, that goes with Rex as well because i am sobbing relentlessly in a ball shaking because of them

and dooku was just misunderstood 😭 he wanted to fix the senate bc he realized how corrupt they were. gonna kms

CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW UNCALLED FOR THE ORDER 66 SCENE WAS? that shit made my heart clench in my chest so hard i thought i was having a heart attack. i genuinely could not see or hear a thing through my sobs

OBI-WAN IN THAT EP THO...I NEED HIM SO BADLY YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND

AND THEN THE ENDING???? WE BETTER GET A FUCKING SEASON 2 OR IMMA RIOT

I WILL NEVER BE OKAY AFTER WATCHING THAT

#tales of the jedi #tales of the jedi spoilers #sw totj #totj ahsoka #star wars totj #totj #totj spoilers #prequel trilogy #star wars #star wars anakin #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #obi wan #ahsoka tano #totj obi wan #totj anakin #totj rex #totj dooku

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acurseonyourwholefuckinbloodline · 5 days

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chat am I trippin or am I the problem ?

Context, I make kms jokes at work, ONLY around my coworkers that know my humour and make the same kind of jokes as me, except this guy who recently started working here at my job. I cannot remember an incident where I made one of those jokes around someone I knew didn't like hearing them, or was a customer that I don't know, or a customer I know as well as a customer service person knows a regular at their job. The only time this guy has ever spoken to me about things that make him uncomfortable that I do, was one time, and it was about me shushing him (I did it jokingly, but when he told me it triggers him, I haven't done it again) but other than that he's never once spoken to me about anything like that. Our conversations have never been deeper than sarcastic jokes about Tumblr, my constant usage of the phrase "as a man all I do is lose" and previous work experience.

To further add, he told me (in one of our very first interactions) that he was hard of hearing so I'd have to speak up if I want him to hear me, so how he managed to "hear" me say what he claims I did from the other side of the room is odd to me. Also, the dirty chai thing, according to both me and Zel (not their real name), was never said. Zel had made a race joke (at their own race, which is mixed white/African American) that their matcha was dirty bc it was brown, and I said "aren't you brown? Are you calling yourself dirty lmfao???????" and they replied, without any hesitation "obviously, I'm black n***a" and I was literally just shocked 💀

Finally, I wasn't talking about our boss Anna when I first texted them, I was talking about Zel, who had once been friends with this person. Apparently this dude has been talking shit about me since he started working here, about my work ethic, my crude language, my inappropriate work behaviour, (mind you, my boss, who has never had an issue telling me that any of my current behaviour is something that needs to be corrected) and never once had the guts to tell me any of it to my face.

I talk the way I type, I don't feel the need to change that for anybody, but I can admit that maybe it does come off as hostile or rude. So I tried one final time to get my tone and my intent in my first messages across. I'm just trying to figure out if I'm the problem, or if he is, before I talk to my boss about it tomorrow morning.

#vent post #censored obviously

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wishyouwoulda-lovedmetoo · 3 years

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one of my friends saw my scars today and i know he's gonna actually bring it up sometime so that's cool

#what about those #and i was like #and he gave me a slightly funny/suspicious look and i was like #i'm also quite suicidal at the moment #and want to make new scars #literally the only thing stopping me is knowing he's gonna bring it up #we were talking about bruises on my legs bc i just got in a car accident #us two weren't the only ones there btw #but i was wearing like basketball shorts and forgot that shorts ride up #and he was sitting next to me and we've gotten pretty close #as in he's the one i called repeatedly when i was in the hospital #and he points at my thigh/scars and quietly says we're those already there?yes they were we aren't going to talk about that right now though #so i can't go making new ones atm even though i desperately want to and even more definitely deserve it #not when i know he could see them and i told him the ones he saw have been there [although that wouldn't be a lie regardless #but still #don't want him to catch me with new ones #wanna kms though #how have i been in two deadly car crashes [luckily not with other cars or others in the car with me]#but how have i been in two deadly car crashes and only come out with bruises #and i've been suicidal for both accidents [yes accidents. did not mean to crash]#like why couldn't they have taken me #tw: car crash #tw: self harm #tw: scars #tw: suicidal ideation

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welcome-to-gaytown · 3 years

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answer all of the asks in your most recent ask game

Do you have freckles?

nope

Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it?

i drink both :p

tea: always has a lot of sugar, sometimes black sometimes plain

coffee: same as my tea, a shit ton of sugar, sometimes black sometimes plain

What was the last song you listened to?

happy life, roland faunte

Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?

i sleep like how a dead person would be positioned in a coffin dhfskdhjk

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

nope, they make me claustrophobic when i get nightmares

Do you prefer drawing or writing?

i like both equally

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?

2

What’s your favorite band/artist?

dont have one

When is your birthday?

april 6

How tall are you?

5'3

What color are your eyes?

brown but really really dark

Who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now?

i already did this one skfndjkd @/ddepressedbookworm @/lunaleonarah @/strawberry-cupcake @/im-fucking-bored-rn my dogs (they are people shut up)

Fears? being left behind, being abandoned (read: everyone i love leaving me)

What’s your favorite color?

dont have one

What’s your favorite season?

winter my beloved

Want any tattoos? What of?

i want a forearm sleeve on my right arm and on my left shoulder i was a daisy and lavender sprig tattooed together (something small and simple)

i want a bunch of flowers (roses, sunflowers, daisies, etc.) tattooed from my mid calf to my mid thigh

something small on my ankle too idk what yet

Want any piercings? Where?

er just a regular nostril piercing hdsjkfd also want a lip ring

Who is the last person you texted?

do dms count? bc in that case @strawberry-cupcake

Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends?

i have two (i think??) and ive been friends with one of them for 4 years while the other one ive been talking to for a month or so? djskdjfld

What/who do you miss?

my mom from two years ago

How was your day today?

terrible

How much sleep did you get last night?

3 hours

Do you believe in aliens?

yep, the earth is small, the universe is ever expanding, bold of us to assume we are the only beings to exist

When was the last time you cried? Why?

around thirty minutes ago because of my mother

What’s your favorite decade?

idk

What are some seemingly childish things you like?

idk?

What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times?

the extraordinary adventures of alfred kropp by rick yancey

How are you, really?

not too well, mentally strained at the moment

Does it take you a long time to make decisions?

sometimes

What are you looking forward to in the near future?

school, getting out of my house

What are you looking forward to in the distant future?

moving out

If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?

idk somewhere far away

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?

preferably closed but my mom thinks im going to kms at night so she makes me keep it open

What’s your favorite flower?

daisies

Do you currently have a squish?

a what now

Do you like your middle name?

my middle name is the name people call me and i dont really like it but it fits me

Do you prefer dogs or cats?

dont have a preference

Do you have any phobias?

no?

Do you stay up late?

its not me staying up late, its me not being able to sleep

Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy?

i guess i do, and i dont have a preference with this either

What’s your favorite cartoon?

dont watch those

Tag 5 of your favorite blogs

@ddepressedbookworm @im-fucking-bored-rn @cinnamonstickrayofsunlight @alfredo-king07 (even tho i hate him, he posts funny shit) @strawberry-cupcake

Do you have siblings? How many?

three other siblings

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?

my sister

Is there anyone you would die for?

many

What do you need when you’re sad?

someone to hold me

Have you memorized your phone number?

dont have a phone

Who’s someone you can trust with your life?

mostly people on here, but also my siblings

What does your last text say?

<3

Wild Card. Any question, ask away.

got any questions?

#asks #aces interactions #HKJDFHJKSDF #i did #splotchy tagging #dsfkdfh

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borom1r · 2 years

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uhh for those f/o asks: all of them for both roger & doug!! (& lawrence but only if you want to! I know that's probably a lot hfjdksks)

NOOOOOO I WAS SO CLOSE TO DONE W THIS AND TUMBLR FUCKING. FROZE AND I LOST EVERYTHING KMS. ok here. we go again. (also skdjshfjk no F/O ask is ever too long i love them all So much!)

ROGER—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

Everything That Happened To Him Was Tony's Fault.

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

sjkdfhks nothing bc there are like. 3 and a half LTTC fans.

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

no?? sjhfksd

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

YES. that is my babygirl that is my PRINCESS i will fight and die by his side.

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

idk bcuz everyone besides you n Seb that ive seen who likes this movie is only there to fuck Martin Sheen. this is a blessing and a curse. no stupid takes abt Roger but no content either.

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

NONE. BC THERE IS NONE. (but Seb said hed make me a Roger dakimakura so do w that info what u will)

7) did your f/o deserve better?

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

i have a love/hate relationship bc Tony Towers is a piece of shit. but also its a cute movie that makes me laugh

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

What Other Fans?

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

skjdfhsdfj it was just like. Ah. Of Course The Most Pathetic Little Man Is My New Boyfriend. (affectionate)

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

idrc bc i don't generally get upset abt ship art! and i ship my F/Os with other characters too so i don't get jealous or anything. its a double edged sword of "more popularity=more content but also more rancid fucking takes" so.

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

I HATE TONY TOWERS TONY TOWERS IS A PIECE OF SHIT AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO ROGER IS DIRECTLY TONY'S FAULT. fr Roger went from being moderately successful n happy to being EXTREMELY successful. to fucking committing suicide. ALL because of Tony fucking with time!!!! if Tony had just been mature and humble and actually COMMUNICATED that he needed help nothing would've happened Roger would've had a happy life!!!! but instead Tony fucks with the timeline More and More and i dont wanna be like "he's directly responsible for his brother's suicide" bc that's a shitty thing to say except him screwing with the past is literally directly responsible for Roger getting into fights, starting to drink, getting arrested, getting into a toxic relationship, and fucking committing suicide!!!!!!!!! chomping and biting.

DOUG—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

ummmm none?? i thinkwe're all generally in agreement tht hes just. a sweetheart

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

nothing?? hes just a little guy!

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

mm nah,, i think he's close w everyone else but there was no one i rlly shipped him with!

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

nahh! he's got terminal lil guy syndrome which m very glad for

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

nothin??? do ppl say bad things abt Doug? shdfjsfd

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

everyone draws the "im wearing gloves" scene bsdjkfhds

7) did your f/o deserve better?

uhh nah!! he's just a strange off-putting dude w a group of friends who care a lot abt him! thats his best case scenario i think

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

YES. I LOVE COOTIES

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

uhh yea bc of the overlap w/ SAW fans im pretty nervous to interact w/ anyone im not already mutuals with....

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

SBDJFHLJSDF SO EXCITED!! SAME AUTISM.

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

uhhh idrc bc i don't interact w/ it anyways (see SAW fandom overlap)

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

I DONT HAVE ANYTHING BAD TO SAY M JUST SO HAPPY LEIGH CONFIRMED DOUG IS CANON AUTISTIC!!!!! SDFLSJFSLKDF HE'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANNA SEE FROM AUTISTIC CHARACTERS EVERY TIME I WATCH COOTIES I JUST:

LAWRENCE—

1) what’s a Hot Take you have about your f/o?

It Is Actually Narratively Fulfilling For Lawrence To Become A Disciple + Makes Complete Sense

2) on what do you disagree with other fans of your f/o?

that he's. a bad father/a bad person in general ig?

3) did you used to ship your f/o with anyone before realizing you wanted to ship them with yourself?

Uh Yeah Obviously (points @ the fuck-off big SAW polycule)

4) do you feel like you have to defend your f/o all the time?

not ALL the time but like... a lil bit.

5) what’s the dumbest thing you’ve heard about your f/o, either on the internet or irl?

if i see bad Lawrence takes i block on sight + clear them from my mind so i dont have any examples sbsjhdfsd

6) what are some tropes that fan art of your f/o tends to follow?

Adam ghost guilt art. y'know

7) did your f/o deserve better?

YES. RIPPING JOHN KRAMER'S THROAT OUT WITH MY TEETH.

8) do you even like the source your f/o comes from or do you only watch it for them & nothing else?

YES VERY MUCH SAW IS.

9) do you distance yourself from other fans of your f/o or their source?

YES i do not. like the SAW fandom. ive jokingly talked abt it but i literally do have an ongoing SAW blocklist tht ive shared w/ one friend that's abt 1/3 petty reasons + 2/3 people who were directly antagonistic/vagued me/sent me death threats on my old blog.

10) how did you feel when you realized “oh of course i had to like That Character”?

s(me every time i look @ lawrence)

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

same as my answer for Doug; idc bc i dont interact w/ it outside of a small trusted circle

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

while ill die on the hill that Lawrence becoming a disciple was the best decision for his character given Adam's death + what little we know about John and how he handles survivors that he was directly taking revenge on ("it can't be personal" shut the fuck up John *holding Amanda and Lawrence like Jake Gyllenhaal holds ferrets + shoving them in his face*), i will ALSO die on the hill that he's like. not directly to blame for what happened. like did he do awful things? is he the reason Lynn was chosen + inevitably died? yes. but we see that he's a fundamentally caring person (starting the survivor's group) through it all and like. He Was Brainwashed Into A Murder Cult And Made Physically Dependent On John Via A Prosthesis That Is Literally Just A Torture Device (when combined with his improperly-healed residual limb). while i love ghost!Adam content, like. not to be openly Adam Kinnie On Main but i wldn't HAUNT him. im haunting Mandy and John and DEFINITELY Hoffman (me n Eric are tag-teaming his ass) but Lawrence i am sitting gently on the edge of the bed and making sure his pillow is always cool.

#ask #TYSM DUDE!!!!

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smutty-ki113r · 3 years

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Yo my name is Kieran (white boy name, I know) and I like trees

Nah jk I'm pretty sure I'm meant to talk about like

Oh nvm

Can I request a sfw matchup (I'm a pussy istg) and my pronouns are they/them or he/him. I'm attracted to males but only romantically, I'm asexual.

Insecurities: my fuckin feet idk what it is about those little fuckers but they could just not exist and I'd be happy. I don't have many insecurities except my height (I'm 5'3" kms), my ADHD, that I can't gain weight and the fact that I wear glasses, big circle things that make me look like Dwight Schrute on crack.

Likes: cookin, surprisingly. It gives me so much satisfaction when someone enjoys the food I've made. Along with that I love sugary things + things that aren't good for me, yk the drill. I love animals even if they scare the shit outta of me. I'm told frequently (though the person telling' me is usually super pissed lmao) that I'm too headstrong but yk whatever

Dislike: heights, but I love trying things that could get me killed so if you sign me up to ride a roller-coaster I am DOWN like I'll ride that mf like it's a Saturday night and I've got nothing to lose bc yk yolo. Along with that fear is: fear of feet, (who would've fuckin guessed) veins creep me out, single player video games (sprinkle in some abandonment issues and you get… an Asshole that hates playin' games by himself) and things that go bump in the night.

An extrovert but bc of my ADHD sometimes I have to stay away from everyone for a while cuz o' sensory overload, I prefer people that know how to laugh and be loud but also know how to have comfortable silence and a meaningful conversation–I'm an entp, lmao

I'm a Sagittarius, also.

Personality (dfk if I have to include this or not but yk): im a stubborn fuck, 'will fite u' attitude, In hindsight I like the idea of working in a team when actually asked to do so I HATE it like I physically cannot bring myself to watch someone whose working with me mess up. I'm spontaneous, love climbing random shit, and an insomniac so I'm usually eating cereal at 3am. If somethin seems like a bad idea/somethin the usual person would look at and go "lmao only a fucking idiot would try that" then it's 9/10 probably my idea anyway, and I am certainly doin it while we speak.

Oh shit wait I forgot, a weird thing I do: I've already mentioned this but I will climb just about anything that seems climbable, and I love to daydream but with ADHD I need to be constantly moving so the only way I can actually daydream is if im dancin' around my house or just sprinting (which, wouldn't you know it, also takes place at night).

I'm sorry this is so long lmao but i didn't wanna miss anythin' out for ya, yk? Yeah anyway I'm in love with your work and what you do, the minute I get home I'm checking tumblr an unhealthy amount just to see if you've posted anythin' or to reread what you have. Seriously, keep up the good work, brother.

Ciao.

I match you with…..💕MASKY💕

This might be a little confusing but let me explain my logic

I feel like you and masky would make a lovely puzzle piece match. You- sound a bit like Toby but I didn’t want to match you with him because I feel like that’s a recipe for chaotic disaster.

It might take a while to catch feelings, be patient and eat away at him. He needs to get used to you first, but when it happens it will be the most fulfilling thing in the world. Masky loves your glasses but he won’t say it, he’ll give a kind of approving ‘hmph’. And he appreciates the food you make him, praises you.

You are both sign: Sagittarius, and have about 99% trust percentage. The relationship is built on honesty and warm interactions. He likes your ‘will fight you’ attitude but he knows he’s stronger and will win arguments and such. He’ll throw you a little smirk, it’s cute if you catch it. Occasionally he’ll let you win.

He hates people who mess up in a team too! Masky kind of admirers your ‘yolo’ attitude but he worries and it comes off as grumpy. He might get frustrated too, needs a bit of space sometimes.

Masky cares for you unconditionally, protects you at all costs. You sound like you’re prone to get hurt so he would be a sort of safety net, always there when you need it. If you get sensory overloads he will take you to another room and make you take deep breaths.

Thank you! I had a lot of fun doing you, you sound like a great person/guy. And when you called me brother *tears eyed face* I rolled on the floor.

#creepypasta #cp masky #masky headcanon #creepypasta matchups #creepypasta fluff #📯

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fluffybunnyartist · 4 years

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Hey!! Again I can't get enough!! I really appreciate you putting Actually time and effort into our asks! My ask! Can we get a Michael Myers (other SLASHERS) as a meaner more scary yandere?? Like just a more realistic darker version of them with a cute innocent S/O NSFW IF YOU WANT!! AGAIN NO RUSG

Hell ya!! NSFW: Blood, gore, implied sex and noncon.

MICHAEL MYERS

Whatever you did to catch this man's attention you're either one lucky bastard or one unfortunate SOB. Hes extremely possessive and in the first day of him showing you your his you'll be covered in hickies.

You can kick and scream all you want. He has you in his clutches and he needs you. You better learn how to behave. He doesnt like hurting you but will if you dont act nicely.

Friends? Murdered. Family? Pushed away. Any boyfriend/girlfriend? Killed 3 days ago. No one is allowed near you unless you're working or buying groceries. He does know when to let it go.

God forbid anyone flirt or bully you. They're tortured and killed. Only he can do that. Speaking of which his idea of flirting is stealing or murdering people for what he needs for you. That rich family down the street? Murdered and you got some nice shiny jewelry covered in blood.

Now he will wait for consent to fuck you. Hes not a complete monster and you're the only one he loves. But he will grope you, rub up against you and mark you however he pleases. When he kisses you he doesnt expect you to kiss back. Just sit back and take it. Hes still a dom but hes a bit cold. You talked to a cashier for too long and hes left you naked tied to the bed with a vibrator in for an hour.

All in all you're his little doll and hes never loved anyone like you. Just let me play with you Y/N, you'll enjoy it I promise.

JASON VOORHEES

He'd tear anyone to shreds to get to you. You remind him a bit of his mother, so sweet and kind and he wants you. He needs you. So everyone else is slaughter with blood and guts sprayed across the cabin and campgrounds as he carries you to his place.

He ties you up to a bed and a chair during the day so you can sleep at night. Hes very kind, despite slaughtering your friends. He'll treat you like a delicate bird or baby deer. Petting you softly and feeding you from his own plate.

Stay in Pamela's good graces. Mainly be nice to her boy! Dont do drugs and no escaping! If you try he wants hurt you. He'll put you into a timeout. Do it too many times and he'll bend you over his knee and spank you li km e a naughty child. So you're not in much danger.

He's very sweet to you once you get to know him but like Michael he refuses to let anyone come over or near you. He'll chase everyone away. You dont need them, Y/N! All you need is me. He loves to cuddle you. Sweet little pets and even kisses.

Hes more likely to take off the mask if you've earned his trust or promise kisses. Then he'll stay unmasked around you. But only you! He doesnt really make you work but he does appreciate if you clean house a bit.

He always makes sure to have consent before touching you any where other than your hair. He doesnt wanna upset you.

THOMAS HEWITT

Something about you caught his eye. And now here you are at dinner. With your dead friends seated on one side and the large man wearing you best friends face on the other.

Be kind. Dont insult them or itll lead to you being punished. Thomas already made clear that he wants you and he wants you alive so they wouldn't risk killing you but being forced to do hard labor and chopping your friends up for dinner isnt killing you.

He'll spoon feed you the stew made of people. And at dinner you're tied down until further notice. After that you'll be tied to Thomas's bed. He'll feel up on you and touch you no matter how much you squirm. He just cant believe a beautiful creature such as yourself is in his bed. Laying with him!

He likes to cuddle you a lot and he'll grind on you and hump you a ton. Hes never had a sexual outlet before so it's a common occurrence when he just masturbates over your naked body. He loves seeing the look on your face as he cums all over you.

He may actually fuck you without your consent. You're his right? His to take? And he loves you so much. He promises to make you feel good. Just let him in.

BUBBA SAWYER

The fact that you survived one dinner is enough for Bubba to make you his. He'll give you plenty of kisses straight off the bat. He makes sure you're fed and bathed. Usually you're tied up for these.

He doesnt talk so it hard to understand him but he likes to cuddle with you. Sometimes if you cut yourself or get cut he'll lap up the blood and sometimes he likes to bite you.

He can and will kill and eat your friends. If you try to run away or escape you leg or legs may be butchered or mutilated courtesy of Drayton telling Bubba that he needs to so you dont run away again.

Now he'll probably fuck you while you sleep or are so tired you dont know what's going on. He's not so great on consent but that's bc if his upbringing and not out of malice or need to prove your his.

Probably one of the more innocent ones and the only reason he harms you or does freaky shit is bc of his brothers. He likes to make you jewelry out of body parts or steal some from victims.

He'll have Drayton marry you too so you both can have kids together! And he wants lots of kids! He's so happy he found you!

BO SINCLAIR

You're tied up in the chair until you can behave yourself. You get bathroom breaks but only he can take you and hes right inside with you. He'll face the other way he just doesn't want you escaping.

He'll gag you if you keep making noise. He wont glue your lips together bc what if he scars them? You're his perfect little doll. He doesnt want you too injured. So stop struggling in those bindings Y/N. It wont help.

Within the first few days he'll be on top of you grinding and groping. Touching you wherever he can. He loves your body and he wants to make you feel good. Dont you wanna make him feel good too?

Hes aggressive though. He may love you but he wont hesitate to scream or yell at you if hes thinking you're acting like a bitch. Hell come back later being softer and kissing you.

He'll get you to marry him. How can you say no to him? He'll take care of you and your kids! Hes so excited to get his little nuclear family started! After the chair you'll be chained up in his room. Maybe he'll take you for a drive if your good. But hes another one to lock you down fully or cause it so you cant escape.

No he wont cut off your limbs! But maybe if you cant see the exit you wont be able to leave him. Remember even though he loves you he still gets off on your pain a bit.

VINCENT SINCLAIR

More or less Bo thought you'd be good for him and he locked you in the studio where Vincent spends all his time. At first he doesnt know what to do. He leaves you food and water and let's you use the restroom but ues not sure.... but you are really pretty.

Awkward cuddling. Usually when you're asleep he'll nuzzle up to you gently. He doesnt wanna wake you but he wants to be close to you. He'll start drawing you and soon he'll be enamoured with you.

During the day hes polite and kind and offers you things to keep yourself occupied. But at night he let's his fingers and lips wander wherever he wants. Usually you tire yourself out by crying or trying you escape. So you're really conked out by the time he starts to touch you.

He wont mutilate you if you try to escape no. He'll cripple you. He can just carry you where you need to go. He can help you with whatever you want! He can bring you food and water! You can have everything you've ever wanted! But you have to stay here with him.

#bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair #bubba saywer x reader #bubba sawyer #michael myers x reader #michael myers #jason vorhees x reader #jason voorhees #jason vorhees imagine #vincent sinclair x reader #vincent sinclair #thomas hewitt x reader #thomas hewitt #slashers #slasher x reader #slasher

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whatifyoulivelikethat · 3 years

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ok so i have a question.

which of these would u think is sensible

a) choosing a career path that you have genuine interest in and do well in but has low job market.

b) choosing a career path that you have close to zero interest but still do well in and has high job market

im confused bc i dont want to spend my life dedicating it to a career that will make me want to kms but i also dont want to die due to the lack of a job or money,

Depends on how important your career is to you and how you believe it will affect your happiness / fulfillment in life. Remember that many adults change careers throughout their lifetime and/or go back to school, so nothing is fixed if you don't want to be.

I think the wording you chose was rather vague. Cashiers have a high job market for example and most people would do well at such a job - but I'm going to guess that's not what you mean XD If what you are after is money, success, fame, or some combination of those, job market doesn't matter. Standing out and being a valuable, irreplacable asset matters.

I think it's impossible to do "well" in a job you have zero interest in. That doesn't make much sense. I feel you would get bored or restless and give up.

Some jobs require having heavy interest in them to do well, including any job that requires artistic creation. Some require constant learning and knowledge. If you pick any sort of STEM career path, you're choosing one of continuing education. Having a degree is not the end of learning; you will be required to take classes and tests to keep your job (ex, nurses and doctors).

I think you can pick something that has a decent job market and you still enjoy doing. Thinking everything in absolutes is rather polarizing and leads to unhappiness when you can't see both sides of the coin.

Be aware that career satisfaction is not only dependent what you're doing, but HEAVILY depends on who you work with. It doesn't matter how happy you are doing your job if the atmosphere is shit. My job isn't my life goal or anything. It's more essential than something I'm passionate about. I make enough money to live my life and buy all the BTS merch I want. XD But the most important thing to me is that I love the people I work with. They're awesome, my boss loves me, and, if I wanted to change careers, these people would help me any way they could.

If I went into my, uh, passions, I would have ended up becoming a high-end escort LMAO and there's definitely a job market for that. I'd probably make a lot of money too. Probably be notorious XD

Bottom line is, life is what you make it. If you want your career to be central to your life and it is important to you to have high interest in it to be happy, then do it. If you differenate yourself enough and have a silver tongue (because, yes, social skills will take you far in interviews, people want to hire people they find pleasant / want to work with), a low job market will not deter you. If you're like, "Hey, I just want a job to make money so I can do other things with my life", that's fine too. Monetizing your hobbies isn't healthy for everyone and it can lead to burnout. Needing routine and stability is not a bad thing.

And...

If you plan to have kids, you're going to need money. A lot of it. They're expensive and then they become teenagers and might hate you for a while. At that point, your job might be your favorite place to be. XD Take that into consideration hahaha

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