#cute thinspo

[rottingratty]

♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡

#cute thinspo #thinspo #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #ana #mia #edblrr #not pro ed #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #thinspi #thinsp0

[kawaii-szkielet]

❇ kawaii thinspo

#chude jest piękne #motylki any #bede motylkiem #motylek any #thin thin thin #i will be thinner #i will be a skeleton #anasp0 #thin girls #thinspo #kawaii thinspo #cute thinspo #motylki #chudość #thinner is better #thinspø #motylki blog #jestem motylkiem #nie mogę jeść #nie bede jesc #ana inspo #moja przyjaciółka ana #przyjaciolka ana #chudajakmotyl #chudzinka #chudosc

[vegan-nom-noms]

Filipino Spaghetti

#eatfigsnotpigs #dinner #savoury #pasta #food #recipe #recipes #vegan #veganism #vegetarian #tasty #foodporn #food porn #foodphotography #spaghetti bolognese #bolognese #spaghetti #beef #beef mince #mince #skinnyspø #cute thinspo #thin1spo #govegan #go vegan #food photography

[bingegal]

April 24th, 2024

Guess who ate like 1,300 something calories yesterday???

Duh, my fat ass!!!

I don't even want to get into the specifics. I showed up to D&D and was doing so well. Then dessert time rolled around, and I lost my self-control. I'm so frustrated with myself. At the same time, if this is considered a "binge" for me now, I'll take it. I'm absolutely terrified of weighing myself anytime soon, however.

Today, I have my longest shift for the week. I ran out of my own coffee this morning, so I mixed my leftover grounds with my grandmother's coffee. It isn't the flavor I'm used to at all. I won't be able to buy more coffee until tomorrow after my shift. (I'm so broke right now.) I really hope I don't crash halfway through my shift. If I can survive the rest of this week feeling okay I might pick up 32 hours next week. I'm going to try my hardest to stick with an omad this evening. (Maybe I'll be so exhausted I'll eat my meal and then go right to sleep. ♡)

I've totally fucked up my hunger cues, and I'm assuming my metabolism, with the way I've been eating. Numbing my appetite with coffee first thing in the morning is an awful habit. I really only start to feel "hungry" around 3ish. If I let myself eat, I feel hungry every few hours after that. (How annoying.) I want to try to eat my meal as slowly as possible and wait as long as I possibly can before eating it.

Good luck, everyone! Let's make today a great day! ♡

#ed humor #edmeme #tw ed but not sheeran #ed blogg #ed but not ed sheeran #ed blr #ed dairy #diary #journal #tw 3d vent #cw #vent #self h@rm #tw edtwt #tw ed implied #tw ed descussion #lose weight #i wanna lose weight #weight loss #i need to lose so much weight #cute thinspo #pastel thinspo #thindpo #thin$po #tw thinspi #thinspø #ed rant #skinnyyy #3d diet #weight loss diet

[tomie8]

Fragile is a feminine hand.🌸

#thinspo #thin$po #thin$p0 #thinsp0 #pro ana #ana #inspo #thin #thinsporation #women #cute #thinspø #pro a4a

[im-smol-angel]

Leg inspo

#legspo #inspo #notproanything #ariana grande #skinnyyy #thinspo #aesthetic #fashion #thighgab #ootd #cute

[d41t]

sleep

#male thinspo #ana #boy ana #gay twink #cute twink #thinspiration #thinspø

[alpr4zolam]

#aesthetic inspo #style inspo #ana inspiration #inspirtation #thinspo #thin$p0 #thin$po #aesthetic #grungy aesthetic #aestheitcs #cute aesthetic #aestehtic #grungyteens #grungy style #grungie #grunge #tatto design #tattoed beauty #sexy tattoed women #tattoed hottie #tattoed babe #tattoos #tattoed man #tattoed boy

[humble-decembre]

#thin inspo #thigh gab #cute thighs #thinspo #thinspiration #i wish i was thinner #coffetime #coffee #cigarette #smoking cigarette #cigarette and coffee #aesthetic #aesthe #aesthetic blog #grunge aesthetic #aesthetic girl

[rottingratty]

♡♡♡

#tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #thinspo #ana #mia #pastel thinspo #cute thinspo

[bitterdisasterinprogress]

#korean fashion #fashion #ullzang #pink #ulzzang fashion #pastel #so cute #thin #thinspo

[bingegal]

April 27th, 2024

I feel like a failure. Even though I ate less than 1,000 calories yesterday I still feel like a failure. My intake was 949 calories last night. I ate an apple right after my shift instead of having another omad day. I had gotten really scared halfway through my shift. My heart rate skyrocketed out of nowhere and I almost fainted. I found it really hard to breathe for the rest of my shift. Call me a fattie all you want, but I'm not a moron. I'd rather be alive and get thin slowly than drop dead at the weight I am now.

I'm actually eating breakfast for once. I'm hoping that my boyfriend and I will be able to go out for a walk today. I figured eating something for a bit of energy would be a good idea since I want to enjoy the sights. I'm going to try to keep my calories under 900 today. I stripped + weighed myself this morning and I was 126 pounds on the dot. I was not happy seeing that. I need to stop weighing myself midday and getting my hopes up. I haven't been under 125 pounds in so long. (I haven't been this in touch with my disorder in a really long time either though lol.)

It feels so amazing to be this deep into my worst habit. I don't think I've felt this way day-to-day in such a long time. I always feel satiated by the time I eat my last meal of the day, I never feel the urge to snack on junk in my bed, and I've been eating my meals slower than ever. (And actually enjoying them.) I want to weigh 125 pounds by the end of next week. I feel like that is a completely achievable goal. I've come so far, I can't stop now.

#cute thinspo #pro for me not for thee #thinspø #pastel thinspo #thindpo #thin$po #tw ed but not sheeran #cw #vent #self h@rm #tw ed implied #tw ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #tw edtwt #ed rant #ed relapse #ed recovery #ed recipes #ed relatable #skiny girl #diary #journal #a4a diary #low cal diet #weight loss diet #lose weight #light as a feather #weight loss #ed dieta #3d diet

[th1ndolly]

ive been listening to subliminals and omg

#th1nnsp0 #ed no sheeran #ed #tw ana related #thinspo #dollete #coquette #cute #we starvin #tw ana relapse #ana #tw ana shit #anarec1a #thin #paper thin #waistsp0 #waist #slim waist #thigh g4p #slim #doll #dolly

[im-smol-angel]

How are her legs so skinny 😫

#notproanything #thighgab #legspo #thinspo #aesthetic #fashion #thin #ootd #cute #ariana grande

[g0r3y2kdoll]

#Thinspo #bonespo #Anorexic #skinny legs #bone skinny #ano #cute #girly #skinny

[tinylittlebab]

ill be skinny. it will happen. ive been trying for so long now. once it was just trying to eat less and be smaller but not much real focus on my physical appearance. now its all about that. 11 years of my ed and 7 years of wanting what i want now. i dont live with my parents anymore. i have more control. i will achieve it.

there was a time where id eat 300-700 consistently. ill get that back. i will.

#most of the years ive had an ed i had no access to a scale so it was very jard to track progress #maybe i did lie my ass off and fool ppl around me into thinking its actually healthier for me to have a scale bc ill restrict worse without #one which is half true. not that kts anyones right to make that choice at this point. at least not in 2 months when im 18 its not #part of the problem im having is i wanna be small but i have so little muscle that ill have to be very dangerously underweight to look even #close to how i want. many peoples ugws are under that line. mine was once. before i learned that its genuinely very very dangerous #and a lot of the people who look the way i wanna look are only just below that line which is where id like to be #they look that way bc they have more muscle. most ppl cant maintain a bmi of 14 or less for that long. eventually your body freaks out #ppl use instances like eugenia coonie as proof that you can actually do it but like. most peoples bodies wont hold out that long #and many of the ppl in thinspo pics eother only maintained it for a short bit before gaining or getting really sick or they weighed more #and had more muscle. and like. my goal isnt to be all bone. i dont wanna push it that far. bony people arent physically nice to hold anyway #i just wanna be light enough that somwone cpuld carry me and people might view me in a certain way #i wanna be seen as cute and fragile and shy and like. young and sweet. ots hard to explain exactly what i want peopel see see me like but i #want when people look at pictures or videos of me for them to think i look sweet and wanna be gantle and nice to me #and when i walk around places instead of seeing an awkward weirdo they see a timid cute girl whos really tiny and pretty #i know ill never be that but. maybe if i lose enough weight and dont have much acne and leave my hair down then maybe i can come close