#ex friend

[a-study-in-bullshit]

#webweaving #old friends #web weaving #ex friend #friendship

[one-time-i-dreamt]

My ex best friend asked to kiss me over text.

#dream #ex friend #best friend #friendship #kissing #text #texting #kiss

[adventuresyettobehad]

i’m not proud of how easily i’d forgive you

#cs #ex best friend #i miss you #ex friend #friend breakup #heartache #friend break up #adventures yet to be had

[crookedmoth]

I don’t ever think we could be friends again but I do miss how we used to be.

I hope you’re doing better from your trauma, and hopefully I will be too someday.

#vent #stupid rant #rant #ex friend #ex best friend #trauma #mental health #mental illness

[keep-going-to-the-sunrise]

Oh, how tempting it is to stalk someone that no longer is part of your life just to feel some control to cope over the fact that you allowed them to get to know a part of you that makes you vulnerable.

#kgtts #healing from a toxic relationship #slowly healing #spilled thoughts #too many thoughts #1am thoughts #ex friend #ex whatever #ex

[dirtylittlesaint]

I loved you. It wasn't even that hard!

I loved you. I really, truly, fucking LOVED you. I'm not lying, I'm not exaggerating, I'm not being corny, and I meant it with my full fucking chest.

Okay, not in that way, chill the fuck out. I didn't want to fuck you or ride off into the sunset with you. I loved you because you were my friend, and I saw you and I knew you, even all the ugly parts, and I still loved you.

I'm done waiting at your door for a scrap of tenderness. I'm done hoping you unravel and I'm done wishing you were kinder and I'm done praying for you to be better and I'm done. Done! I loved you, and you told me you didn't know what love meant! You told me I was selfish, when you were the one being selfish this whole damn time!

I loved you, and you said you still needed to figure out what love was, but guess what? Loving isn't that hard! I loved you!

You're scared of love because it requires being gentle and open and you are closed and angry and bent on unhappiness. But guess what? It's not my job to help you with that! I did offer my help, but if you pushed it away, then it's only fair to everyone that I honor your request.

You might argue you treated me like one of your own, let me in your exclusive circle, but you dragged me down into it. And I held your hand and let myself jump off the cliff so I could be at your level.

Well. I'm done! It doesn't change the fact I loved you. The worst part is that it was easy for me, but you still can't look me in the eye and tell me what it is.

Goodbye, once-my-friend, somebody-I-used-to-love. Get well soon.

#friends tag #ex friend #setting boundaries #my writing #done being sad #this was cathartic

[staliaqueen]

girls when their ex is sunshine and they’re midnight rain

#ex boyfriend #ex friend #same thing #personal #shut up mal

[girls-and-concerts]

you don’t get to say you don’t have any friends and then go blocking people who set a boundary or explain their hurt and concern towards the friendship. the problem has always been you.

#friends #toxicity #toxic #ex best friend #ex friends #ex friend

[unami-anamo0y]

#old friendships #feelings #loss #grief #grieving a friend #friendship #i miss you #ex friend #poems #poetry #words #writing #trauma

[dissentdisdain]

2.5 years ago

i was begging for these times to come

where i stopped thinking of you entirely

where i was able to smile without you

but here i am

living in the times i so desperately yearned for

accepting that i have moved on

with new friends, doing activities we used to

yet i still feel guilt for moving on.

#ex friend #grief #breakup #ex jw

[i-never-grew-up]

That bridge needed to burn

I was a manipulative leech

I was hurting him

I should've let the bridge burn sooner

I didn't want to let him go

But sometimes, what we need to happen isn't what we want to happen

#apollo talks #ex friend #personal growth #i was hurting him #we needed to part ways #i was in a bad place during that time

[one-time-i-dreamt]

An ex friend made a very publicly Tumblr post about breaking up with their boyfriend (at least who I'm 99% sure is his boyfriend atm, everyone else that's mutual friends with him says boyfriend but he hasn't confirmed it himself).

He doesn't own a Tumblr as far as I know.

#dream #tumblr #ex friend #boyfriend

[adventuresyettobehad]

i still care still care about you. unconditionally.

#cs #ex best friend #i miss you #ex friend #friend breakup #heartache #friend break up

[earlosharpauthor]

I Hate How You Haunt Me (08/07/23)

I made taco salad tonight. Browned the beef, threw in some salt and pepper, then the taco mix. 

Then I stopped. I remembered that when we used to make taco salad, at the old house, you'd throw in a little taco sauce right after the mix. It was perfect. 

I contemplated my fridge for a moment. I stared it down long and hard, pondering if the extra dimension of flavour was worth remembering you for. 

I opened the fridge, and took out the sauce. I felt it's cool glass surface in my hand, and read the label to distract myself. Then I got brave. I poured some in with the beef, just as you had all those years ago. The scent was intoxicating; as if the kitchen was already alive but you showed it love. 

And… I remembered you. I let myself remember you. For a brief moment, it was as though you were standing beside me once again, beaming and laughing at "How funny it is that you never did this before me." You're right. I didn't add taco sauce to the beef for taco salad, before I met you. Before we lived together. Before I fell in love, before we kissed and never told her. 

Before you left. Before I left. 

// E Arlo Sharp

#writing #creative writing #personal writing #personal #ex #ex friend #breakup #taco salad #remember #earlosharp #e arlo sharp #august

[certified-muppet-enjoyer]

i keep getting worked up over that kid that made fun of me for liking the muppets. he fucking disrespected and hurt me. he hurt my feelings and said the most hurtful things, over the fact that i like to watch Muppet Treasure Island, which is a favorite film of mine. i can’t seem to watch the Muppet Treasure Island, or listen to the soundtrack without thinking of the things he said about the movie.

i really can’t believe i actually called this kid my “friend“ and my “brother“ :( he constantly sent annoying and disrespectful memes. he went as far as sending a picture of himself when he was ON THE TOILET. which is disgusting!! (i could only see his face, not his lower half, but it’s such a stupid thing to do 😭)

AND. his mom or dad did absolutley NOTHING about his behavior when i told them, EVEN WHEN I SHOWED THE TEXT MESSAGES. i’m just really sad i still think of him and how i want revenge. he spammed me a week ago, and i felt like i was sinking back into that same rabbit hole just when i was almost out of it. he hated my dance moves, he’s just so careless when it comes to hurt.

and i wish i could get over him :(((

#personal vent #ex friend #vent #content warning? #i’m sorry i just had to get this off my chest #ya’ll don’t have to read this #text post

[wakanai]

YO why is my feed showing me things that remind me of her 😂

If we didn't just have a confrontation/'break up' today, I would have sent that vid to her cause it's a show I think she'll really like

#LOL #ex friend #demoted friend #friend conflict #random