#finally living up to my username aren't i

[weeknd-ogoc]

24 HOURS AGO・。.・゜✭・. LANDO NORRIS

SUMMARY: in which lando knows it’s not fair to try to change your mind about pursuing your dream! (inspired by jack & jack's song, lotta love)

FACE CLAIM: cindy kimberly

CONTAINS: artist!reader, fluff, breakup & angst!

AUTHOR'S NOTE: don't know how euros work that great lol so bare with me and maybe i could turn this into a part 2??? alright so i’m back in my jack and jack era and i thought this song would make a good imagine :)

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ynusername today's art exhibit was a success, thank you to everyone who was able to come and super thankful for those who bought my paintings! 🪴

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before entering this two year long relationship with you, lando knew your dream was to open up your own painting studio to be able to teach children how to open up their creative side — the first time you guys had met was when lando accidentally bumped into you in front of your old art class that you were temporarily teaching at.

"oh i'm so sorry, my friend here is a bit clumsy sometimes." max apologized as lando helped you pick up your art supplies while giving him a glare.

they had both seen you every morning for the past week and max noticed lando's eyes lingering on you for awhile so he had this grand idea to finally make lando talk to you and this was that grand idea.

"yes i'm very clumsy." lando nodded and went along with it. "your board thing broke too, i can pay for your stuf-"

the three of you looked down at your broken palette and you shook your head picking it up. "you know what lando and..."

max gave you a cheesy smile and a little nod. "oh i'm max."

"well lando and max, you guys could come to my art exhibit tonight to make up for breaking my very expensive palette." you knew that it was just a cheap one that your sweet old boss had given you to work with but they didn't have to know that.

max quickly nodded and agreed for the both of them which earned another glare from his best friend. "we'll be there!"

later that night after going through half of his wardrobe and a few of max's shirts, lando finally chose his black button up shirt and his khaki colored jeans.

"if i was that girl i'd totally slip right out of my clothes for you." max joked. "oh by the way i can't make it, have a date with pietra in an hour."

so on the ride to the exhibit lando found himself going through most of his pickup lines and jokes in his head and when he found a parking spot right in the front his eyes landed on you.

he kept his eyes on you as he walked over to where you were, you had been wearing an orange dress with your hair curled and for a moment he felt speechless and all the things he was going to say just slipped out of his head.

"lando! i'm so glad you made it!" you gave him a quick hug and handed him a last minute portrait that you decided to add. "this thing is about to start so please be a dear and hang my last painting up in that corner there."

while you ran off to talk to an older man he stood up on a little stool and put your portrait up, lando wasn't interested in art but something about your painting was kinda calling to him.

€ 453.52

yeah he was definitely buying it.

when you made your return back to the table you saw him fixing the labels on the bottom of your paintings.

you couldn't lie he looked really good.

as the night went on he was really intrigued by all the art that others made, your boss had pushed you to go hang out with lando while he stayed behind to watch your stand.

"you need a life outside the art world so now go talk to him!"

lando listened as you talked about what you've been doing for the past few years and when it was time to talk about his work, you found yourself amazed by it.

your dad had tried getting you into formula one for years but you just couldn't find yourself interested in it. "over 200 miles per hour? pretty dangerous."

"i actually have a race in two weeks here in monaco, maybe you can come? i could give you passes of coarse." he said with a cheesy smile.

you nodded and let out a laugh. "sure, i would like that."

before you could continue talking your boss called you over and as you walked over there max had called him about a forgotten reservation they had planned a few days before.

"i'll be right back."

he looked over to you and saw there was people interested in buying your work so he wrote a little note to you and left it with your boss.

dearest y/n,

sorry i had to go in such a rush but i had a lot fun tonight.

i can pick up the beautiful painting tomorrow and maybe we can get dinner?

xxx-xxx-xxxx

lando

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lando recalled being excited to finally make it to the third date because everyone knew what happens after it — it had already been five months of you guys talking but because the both of you always had busy schedules it was very hard to set up this third date.

my boss is leaving to new york on tuesday so i'm available!

if you can make it you can totally stay over my apartment for a few days 🙂

as soon as he read your messages he booked a flight over to monaco since he had a free week off. "you should bring her to another race, i really liked her!" daniel told him as they left the cooling room.

he arrived in monaco just an hour before your shift ended so he made sure to get you some roses and when it was time he made his way over to your job where he saw children saying goodbye to you.

look outside!!

when you were finally able to look at your phone, you looked up and saw lando standing outside giving you an excited wave.

as you waved back at him your boss called you into his office.

i'll be out in a bit

your boss had called you in telling you he was going to sell the studio in a few months and move over to new york. "trust me y/n, i will call you as soon as the place is up and running..." he said as he fixed a few papers up on his desk. "you are my favorite worker and i would love to have you as a temporary teacher again."

"i know i have told you about becoming a full ti-"

"i just don't see you ready for that right now..."

you had told your boss time and time again that you wanted to become a full time teacher but he always had excuses for it and as he used another excuse you looked over to lando who was swatting something in the air with the roses he had in his hand.

"thank you for the opportunity but i think i'm going to take a break from the art world for a good while."

so after getting your stuff together you made your way to lando.

"finally, there was this huge bee attac-" he was so caught up in looking for the bee that was just attacking him a few minutes ago that he almost didn’t feel your lips place a light kiss against his cheek. "oh um..."

you pulled away with a smile on your face and let out a little chuckle at how red lando's face was turning. “c'mon my house isn't that far from here...”

he handed you the roses he had bought you, some of the petals had gone missing due to all the swatting he was doing with them but you still appreciated it.

"they're beautiful lan."

he smiled and nodded, face still red. "not as beautiful as you." he noticed his voice crack due to all his nervousness. "wow that hasn't happened in awhile..."

you intertwined his fingers with yours and began walking in the direction of your house with a smile on your face.

when the both of you arrived you gave him a tour of your apartment and he loved everything about it due to it giving cozy vibes as he said and when you guys finally made it over to your room he saw the vision board that you had hung up on your wall.

"i want to open up a studio in new york one day..." you told him as you took down your board just to show it to him. "i kinda quit since he wanted me to become a temporary teacher over in new york and that's not what i want so maybe later on i'll be able to do it but for now i think i'm just going to take a break."

he slowly nodded — he knew that you guys had been talking for only a few months but he really wanted to help you out with this, maybe even help you open up your own studio one day.

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you remembered the first time your parents were going to meet lando and you were freaking out because you had never introduced a guy to your parents.

when your mom found out you were finally seeing someone she got excited because she was starting to think you were never going to give her grandchildren.

when your dad found out you were finally seeing someone he was suspicious of the guy but when you told him it was lando norris his mind completely changed — he had watched formula one for years now and even tried getting you into it when you were younger but you found it boring.

"he's here! please be nice and do not bring out the baby pictures!" you told your parents before opening the door.

"we'll be on our best behavior, promise."

and even though they had promised you, you knew they were still going to embarrass you by the end of the night.

just last week you had met lando's family and they adored you.

lando knew your parents meant the whole world to you so he made sure not to goof around too much and by the end of the night your parents loved him.

"this is the greatest day of my life!" your father had said since lando had promised your dad some vip passes for next week's race you figured that was what won him over.

when your parents decided it was time to pull out the baby albums you decided to go into your old bedroom to change out of your dress and quickly update lily on how the night was going.

as lando looked at the pictures of you he saw one of you around the age of eight maybe, painting a wooden dollhouse.

"she's always loved doing art projects when she was younger..." your mother had told him. "has she told you anything about maybe looking back into teaching again or maybe opening her studio?"

he shrugged. "i think she's been looking for a spot here in monaco since i just moved here but she hasn't said much."

your mother had worried that being in love was stopping you from doing what you love the most so she could only hope that it wasn't that. "my y/n has always been independent so this whole relationship you have going on, i hope you're truly taking it seriously because she has never introduced us to anyone so i think that says she likes you a lot." your mother told him which he nodded and just before he can talk your father spoke. "you hurt i promise i will hunt you down, that's all."

lando saw you returning back to the table with a fuzzy orange blanket and he smiled at the sight of you before looking back to your parents. "trust me, i'm not going anywhere for a very long time."

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finally two - almost three years into your relationship, the both of you were already moved in with each other and lando was thinking about popping the question to you since everything was just going great with the two of you.

he already knew he was going to propose on christmas day.

"almost all gone again!" you smiled at him, seeing that one painting was left on your stand.

"well your work is amazing." he said as his chin rested on the top of your head as you looked towards your stand.

you had been close to purchasing a studio here in a monaco but you still had doubts and lando wasn't sure why that was so when he saw your old boss entering the exhibit and you running to hug him it all came back to him, your dream.

"i'm so glad you're still here! i have something to tell you!" your old boss said as he gave you a big hug and lead you towards the buffet table.

lando stayed behind by your stand as some people were asking him questions about your art work and while he was answering them, he kept his eyes on you who jumped up with excitement but then looked back to him.

yes you had been painting and doing side jobs in art classes, constantly talked about opening your studio even sometimes doing modeling gigs but lando had thought you'd be doing it here in a monaco so you could stay with him.

"you're not going to believe it!" you said with the biggest smile on your face, he stared at you in silence fearing what you might say "lan?"

"y-yeah sorry, what did he say to you baby?"

you explained to him that he was now selling his studio to move to paris and before he could sell it to someone else, he recalled you wanting a place in new york.

"that's amazing! what did you tell him?" he asked trying to sound super excited about it but deep down he was a nervous wreck.

you smiled at his excitement. "that i would think about it..."

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lando had stayed over max's house the next night and max could tell something was wrong with his best friend — he was way too quiet which he never was and looked like he had a lot on his mind so when he asked lando about it, he told him the whole story including the part of wanting to propose to you tomorrow.

"she's going to chose to move over there mate..." he told max making his voice crack. "it wouldn't be fair of me to beg her to stay but i can't make her stay if she doesn't want to, i mean this has always been her dream!"

he knew this would be simple, just move over there with you but that was not what he wanted.

the both of you had been good twenty-four hours ago but you felt something different between the two of you, he felt distant like he had something in his mind but he couldn't tell you what it was.

"i don't know lils, i know he won't want to come with me and it wouldn't be fair to ask him to come with me, he hates new york."

you knew this would be simple, just stay over here with him but that was not what you wanted.

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landonorris after some time and consideration, y/n and myself have mutually decided to end our relationship but we will always remain good friends. i wish her the world over in new york and have so much respect for her and all she does as an amazing and strong woman. ❤️

please respect our decision and respect our – but more importantly and especially her privacy moving forward.

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ynusername after some time and consideration, lando and i have mutually decided to end our relationship but we will remain very good friends. i wish him the world have so much respect for him. ❤️

please respect our decision and respect our privacy moving forward.

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you were having a small art exhibit for the the first time in your brand new studio and had a few friends travel over just to visit, you had been hoping lando would show up but as time went on you figured he wouldn’t.

“i’m sure he’ll show up.” alexandra told you as she gave charles one of your paintings to hang up on the wall.

the both of you still texted a few times throughout the week and even facetimed whenever you guys were available.

“hey y/n, someone called in wanting to buy whatever portraits are left by the end of the night!” alexandra said as she held up an unknown address somewhere in monaco.

you smiled as you nodded, the extra money would help out so much with new supplies and just before you could help charles hang up some other extra things you saw max walking in.

“he wanted to but something came up…” max said as he took a look at your new portraits, noticing that one looked a little like lando. “but he did give me this to give to you.”

a note.

my dearest y/n,

i’m sorry i couldn’t make it out today on your grand opening but i just wanted to congratulated you on opening your shop! there was never a doubt in my mind these past three years with you that you ARE the most talented artist in our generation.

i promise to make a trip over to new york sometime soon!

with all my love,

lando

by the end of the night only a few portraits were left and as max watched you pack them up into a box to ship to the unknown address in monaco, he got on the phone with lando who was currently curled up in bed thinking about what to say when he decided to call you later that night. “so what are you going to do with all those paintings now?”

he looked around at his now empty walls that once had your paintings hanged up. “place them around the house.”

his eyes landed on the little red box that held the ring that was supposed to be yours on his nightstand and thought about maybe going to travel to your place tomorrow morning as a surprise. “actually max, i think i’ll be seeing you tomorrow morning.”

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you're the best in my life and i lost you !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they truly are the best in each other's lives but they lost them.

or

for when you finally get to know that maybe it is unrequited. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

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warnings - language

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charles_leclerc so proud of you. seeing you live your dream is the best feeling ever and i hope you get to see the world just like we talked about. things aren't the same but my support for you will always be unwavering. this is what you were made for and i couldn't be more happy 🤍

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Hey.

Go ahead and get settled because this will be...long, in true Liz fashion.

So, by now I'm sure most of you have heard what's happened. If not, you can search this blog for some answers or others for more.

I joined this fandom offiicially at the end of September after being a long time lurker. I had just lost my job and times were uncertain for me. I felt inspired to write, and as someone whose formative years were shaped by the fandom experience, I wanted to feel that sense of belonging again - to feel like a part of a community. I've talked about it on here before, but I started my fandom days in the original Hunger Games fandom when the first movie had just come out, and then I shifted gears towards the SuperWhoLock fandom. If you know anything about SuperWhoLock, then you know you had to have pretty tough fucking skin to be a part of any of it.

Of course, this was back in the day when fandom was an actual community and not authors having to beg for scraps of engagement and people thinking its a numbers game. I was a fairly large blog within the SuperWhoLock community (Waywardly-Carrying-On was the username), but I left fandom for a few years because life got hectic and I felt like I had outgrown the fandom itself as I was no longer watching any of the shows. As the years went on, I started to yearn for the fandom experience again, which is how I found myself dipping toes into several different ones.

I was so excited to publish my first fanfic. I had convinced myself that I wasn't a good writer (much to the chagrin of my irl friends), and I had put a pause on writing my original story. I wanted to write this idea about a cowboy and a girl using characters that I had grown to love like I did way back in my older days. So, I started posting, and I was so excited for the story, that I kept posting almost daily. MamaMay was one of the first people to embrace not only my story, but me as a person into the fandom. She made me feel welcomed and wanted.

Pretty much right off the bat I was already getting anons telling me that I was being too much and that I needed to calm down with all the posting. I was confused because...this is Tumblr. It's literally a blogging website? Why wouldn't I post? I decided to ignore the mean words (not before giving my opinion, of course) and kept on doing my thing. Well, the anons got continually worse and worse. I had a suspiscion as to who the anons could be, but I never had concrete proof. So, I experimented with blocking suspects until finally it worked. I'm not naming names because that's not my style, so don't even bother asking.

The fact of the matter is, some of you have entered fandom spaces for the first time, and you don't know how to act. You don't care to learn fandom etiquette as you've made abundantly clear by calling fandom olds every name under the sun while utilizing the anonymous feature. Newsflash, you're part of the problem. You're the reason why authors don't want to publish anymore. You are the reason that something that's supposed to be fun is starting to feel like a goddamn chore.

How many times can authors on here say that we aren't machines? We have lives outside of this website: family, friends, jobs, school, etc. Some of you really are just hellbent on making everyone around you miserable, and it's sad. You can't just leave well enough alone and let people enjoy something, no you feel like everyone has to enjoy it the same way as you.

Some of you go after authors on here because of some weird sense of jealousy too. I don't know why my shit blew up, babe, I really don't. But I started out with no followers and no support just like everyone else. I'll tell you what helped me though: following fandom etiquette and reaching out to other creators to build an actual community. None of this "I've reblogged three of your things and now I'm messaging you so that you return the favor." No, I reached out to make actual friendships which is what fandom is SUPPOSED to be. If someone was clearly not interested, it was fine!! I backed off and kept doing my own thing.

Some of you think being mean on the internet makes you big and bad. Guess what! It doesn't! It's loser mentality and I feel genuinely sorry for you. I'm sorry that people in your own life made you feel so small as to feel like you had to lash out at strangers on the internet who are just trying to have fun.

Anyway, this is my really long way of saying that I am taking a break for a little bit. I have no idea how long it will be - could be the weekend, could be a couple of weeks, could be forever. I need time to decide if this is something I want to keep persuing. If I come back, I don't know if I will remain a TGM blog or if I'll shift gears and hop into another fandom with a rebrand. Guess we'll just have to see.

To the people on here who have been a constant source of joy, laughter, and support: thank you. From the bottom of my heart. Your presence has meant everything to me, and I hope that my break sees me wanting to come back and giggle about the silly plane movie with you all again.

Nothing but love,

Liz 💛

#psa #public service announcement #this has been a psa #liz speaks #liz rambles #long post

[leclerc-s]

what happens in vegas never stays in vegas

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maejonesverstappen i present to you mr & mrs jones-verstappen. to the moon and to saturn my love

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arthur_leclerc hardest secret to ever keep and i know about the re-records before they're set to come out.

isabellaperez AND THAT’S HOW YOU DO A PROPER VEGAS WEDDING PEOPLE!

↳ rowan_todd is this you shading me?

↳ isabellaperez if the shoe fits 🤷🏻‍♀️

danieljonesricciardo you're literally obsessed with that picture of him

↳ maejonesverstappen just look at him, he looks so bbg

maxjonesverstappen hey, that's my wife.

↳ maejonesverstappen hehe say it again. giggling and kicking my feet right now.

↳ daphnejonesricciardo i can confirm that.

redbullracing wedding of the year!

↳ maejonesverstappen admin, you're too kind.

christianhorner i beg, take care of him

↳ maejonesverstappen don't worry, you're golden boy is safe with me

↳ christanhorner oh i know.

schecoperez felicitaciones! les deseo mucha felicidad!

↳ maejonesverstappen GRACIAS CHEQUITO!

↳ maxjonesverstappen thank you checo.

joshuatbassett congrats you two, sorry i couldn't make it!

↳ maejonesverstappen thanks for talking some sense into me back in 2021 and helping me get the boy

↳ danieljonesricciardo EXCUSE ME? I HELPED TOO!

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maxjonesverstappen1 i guess vegas isn't half bad with you by my side. to the moon and to saturn forever mijn engel

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daphnejonesricciardo guess i can officially say, welcome to the family max. although you've been apart of it since my little sister fell in love with you

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 thanks for letting me steal her away from you

↳ daphnejonesricciardo i know you'll take care of her 💙

danieljonesricciardo HEY! WE'RE BROTHERS NOW!

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 oh no. i'm stuck with you forever.

↳ danieljonesricciardo you fucking love me maxie!

maejverstappen hehe you're my husband

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 and you're my wife

mamajones take care of my baby max.

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 always mama.

natalia_ruiz i love you guys, when is it my turn?

↳ isabellaperez charles_leclerc you heard your girlfriend, get on a fucking knee already

↳ charles_leclerc i'm trying??

zoyatorres beautiful wedding for two beautiful people

↳ maejonesverstappen thanks for being there z!

landonorris that should be me

↳ maxjonesverstappen1 don't you have a girlfriend??

↳ baileywinters not anymore i guess

max jones-verstappen and mae jones-verstappen answer fan questions

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username this is the first time i've ever seen max smile so much in a video, and he's always smiling in videos with other drivers. i think it’s because he’s in love.

username they look so sick in love, it's adorable.

username these are the people i least expected to ever get married.

username i never thought i would live to see the day a pop star married an f1 racer. just when i thought i had seen it all.

↳ username they aren't the first ones. mae's older sister, daphne jones-ricciardo is married to daniel jones-ricciardo.

↳ username WHAT? WHY DID I NEVER HEAR ABOUT THIS??

↳ username it was all over the internet?? how did you miss that? this happened back in march?? before the eras tour

↳ username WHAT THE FUCK? HOW THE HELL DID I MISS THAT??

username I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS! TURN IT UP!!

username this is literally barbie and ken. she’s everything and he’s just ken.

↳ username THAT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING!!

username THINGS I WISH YOU SAID IS ABOUT SILVERSTONE?? I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO THE SONG THE SAME

username the genuine shock on max's face at the mention that mae wrote a song after silverstone for him.

↳ username the song implies that she didn't watch the race that day, meaning she found out through victoria, max's sister.

↳ username this is my final straw. me. toaster. bath. now.

username they're so cute, i wish them all the happiness and love in the world.

username mrs. jones-verstappen we all knew opposite was about max, it's not a coincidence that it came out during a time when max was rumoured to be dating kelly piquet.

↳ username can you imagine being so hurt by the thought of your ex being with someone new that you write the most heartbreaking song known to man?

↳ username woah, i wouldn’t go that far. daphne’s written some pretty heart breaking songs too. opposite is definitely up there though.

username THAT SMITTEN LOOK IS FUCKING EVERYTHING!

username MAX WON THE GP BUT HE ALSO WON AT LIFE!!

taglist: @burningcupcakefire @arkhammaid @sunflower-golden-vol6 @applopie @lorarri @mypage-myfandoms @bb-swift @thewannabewriter @you-bleed-just-toknowyouarealive @stopeatread @hobiismyhopeu @lilsiz @alessioayla @niniluvsainz @au-ghosttype @cowboylikemets1989 @justtprachisblog @rmeddar123 @nichmeddar @landonorizzz @unluckyyoshi

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¡leclerc-s speaks! i fully came into this not expecting it to go this way but it was too funny to not pass up so i went with it. hope y'all enjoyed this little two-parter. NOW RACE THOUGHTS: y'all i was going counting on the vegas gp being a shit-show and the media aspect of it kind of was, it was lowkey giving hunger games. the limo debrief was lowkey so fucking funny to watch and i want that every gp or every other gp. also, give it up to ferrari for not majorly fucking up, ALTHOUGH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT 3.9 SECOND PITSTOP?? that is the only fuck up they had. AND THAT CHARLES OVERTAKE ON CHECO?? OH MY GOD!! but overall the race was interesting to watch, including that momentary french civil war thing alpine had happening. what did you guys think of the race?

¡disclaimer! this is in no way making assumptions about the people involved in this story, this is all fake. it is a fanfiction please don't take any of what is said seriously. this is all for entertainment purposes and as a creative outlet for me. enjoy!

#leclerc-s #the honest series #max verstappen #max verstappen x female oc #formula 1 #formula 1 fic #fanfic #fanfiction #f1 #f1 smau #f1 social media au #f1 instagram au #f1 fic

[mellowwillowy]

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲... 𝐒𝐞𝐭, 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍!

Warnings: doxxing, cyberbullying, blackmail, curses

Synopsis: Nasty comments are nothing but daily beverages for your girlfriend, but when it's directed at you? She is not happy about it at all.

She is the model with the body that everyone adores, smooth dark skin that looks so beautiful when enveloped with golden fabric, a pair of blue eyes that never leave your figure, and the long wavy dark brown shade hair that you enjoy combing through with your fingers.

She is the embodiment of the word "Mommy".

Her naturally tall figure + high heels? Mmh.

She is the renowned model, Chloe, your girlfriend.

She also happens to be the one who will be your guard dog, keeping you safe from everything, everyone. She is by means no idol who is swarmed by countless low-life fans who will stab you or her out of jealousy, but she knows just how nasty people can get with their nasty comments.

"Fucking dimwits, they don't even have a sliver of your charm in them but they dare to write these disgusting shits shamelessly? Are they writing a resume of themselves?" Chloe spat as she submitted yet another screenshot of the nasty comments you received from her followers to her lawyer.

"I mean... they aren't wrong... I am nothing if compared to you Chloe..." you frowned to yourself as you sorted out all the photos you took of her, "I am no professional and yet you somehow look so breathtaking in all my amateur shoots, are you perhaps Cleopatra?"

Chloe breathed out a chuckle, or at least she tried. She didn't want to let you see how clenched her jaw was, how her fist clenched and unclenched with the manicured fingernails digging into her palm, fucking shitheads, what should she do to keep these mutts in line?

... aha.

Chloe hurried to your side and pecked your forehead, "Gotta go first babe, work is calling me." You nodded at her words and hugged her, taking in her spicy cologne before pulling away. Her tall figure left in a swift movement and left you alone in the wide living room. Guess she'll only be back for dinner, you shrugged.

--

You remembered this person's username. They had been nothing but a nasty hater toward you, leaving nasty remarks here and there in all your socials.

Who leaked their whole ass information? Was this not a crime?

"I'd say they deserve it, what comes around goes around," Chloe shrugged her shoulders and moved to sit next to you after peeking the content of your phone through your shoulders, "besides, these people just have to learn it the hard way else they'd never understand."

You read further into the whole drama, reading more and more nasty comments shot toward this person, just how long would they keep their socials online until they finally deactivated it?

"Poor them..."

Chloe snorted, "Poor shithead, should have made them have it worse."

You looked up to her, "Huh?"

Chloe looked up to you and cocked her head, "Hm?" A smile plastered on her face, maroon lip curled up.

Chloe has always been the woman you looked up to, hell you even wish you could be at least half of her. But the same can't be said about her, she loves you just the way you are.

"One moment, the ITs are calling me again," you wondered to yourself, since when did Chloe have to work with the ITs?

#This is just me being hungry for my sweet lesbian baby #Yandere x reader #Yandere OC #LIfE Project #X gn reader #Chloe the Supermodel

[darkficsyouneveraskedfor]

Silver Lining 3

Warnings: non/dubcon, speech impediment, bullying and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.

Characters: silverfox!Bucky Barnes

Summary: You have an unpleasant encounter with an older man.

My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.

As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.

"So your sister will be coming by next week with the little ones," your mother declares as you stand at the sink, scrubbing away the remnants of roast beef and potato. "You'll get to play auntie for the day."

"Mhmm," you nod, "what about Justin?"

"Oh, your brother's down visiting with his fiance's family. He said he'd try to make if for Christmas Eve but you know how her family is."

You sniff and pretend to know. You really don't. It's all hearsay to you. You don't hear much from either siblings; they have lives, you just happen to be related.

"S-sounds great," you utter as you put another plate in the rack.

"Oh, honey, you should just use the dishwasher," she says.

"It's f-f-fine, this works," you insist.

"Well, what about you? What are you up to?" She leans on the counter.

"I..." you don't know what to say. You need a lie, anything to appease her. Your brother's engaged, your sister has the white picket fence and you have nothing, "oh, I h-have a job interview."

"You do?" She sounds thoroughly disbelieving.

"Uh, yeah, w-well," you stammer through, trying not to give away your deceit, "since n-no one wants to h-hire me in my f-field, I f-found something new."

"That's exciting," she chimes, "what is it?"

"Uh, I w-want to see i-if it turns out b-before I say," you give a tight-lipped smile, "don't want to d-disappoint you again."

"Sweetie, you're not a disappointment," she hums, "I'm always happy to see you trying."

You look down at the sink and shrug. Behind that comment is the inference that you weren't trying before. That you haven't been. The long nights with vivid nightmares don't exactly motivate you and you've been all but blacklisted as an executive assistant. Even admin roles aren't responding. Even if you do get a bite, the job market is drawn out and tedious.

"Thanks, mom."

"Just... try not to mope around the kids," she chides, "it's Christmas."

You flutter your lashes, "sure, mom."

That's what you are to everyone; weak, pathetic, useless. No, don't do that. You'll make another appointment with Lisa, she always knows what to do.

☕️

Well, this is it. A last resort. One of those freelancing websites that pays pennies. It's better than nothing and will keep you from having too big a gap on your resume. You could easily do the writing gigs, easy money for transcription. You apply to a few of those and scroll on.

You sit up as you see a particular posting that interest you. Oddly enough, the pay isn't half bad. It's also labeled as 'may lead to ongoing work'. Well, well, well, now that's something.

You click into the posting for 'Podcast Script Writer' and review the details. A sample is required for application and lucky enough, you have lots of those hanging around. If it wasn't for your stammer, you'd have an episode done by now. You deleted enough recordings to the point of giving up. Well, this is a solution. You can get your work out there without having to embarrass yourself.

You go through the application, putting in your info and editing a draft before attaching it to the application. You just hope it's thorough enough. You never really let anyone else see and hitting submit makes your stomach flip. With the final click, you close your laptop and quickly get up. Alright, you're not going to dwell on it. If you hear anything, you'll worry then.

You try to read but can't focus. It just makes you think of the posting and your application. Oh jeez, imagine you're rejected but worse, they tell you you've done everything wrong.

Appointment! You can't forget that. You login to the app and put in a request for a Zoom appointment that week. Alright, you're getting things done, you can't say you've done nothing.

You put a video on your phone and lean it on the pop out grip, propping it up on your mattress to watch the compilation of sitcom moments cut together on Youtube. Your mind wanders and your eyes begin to sag as the day shrouds you in fatigue. You slip into a shallow doze as the glare of the screen flickers over you.

The distant clack of keyboards and clicking of mouses needles behind your ears. It's as if you're trapped in a bubble of silence, all colours and noised dampened by the unseen wall. You shudder as you hear his voice, the only thing that's clear. Your name crawls up behind the shell of your ear with his breath as his hands settle on your hips. Your body aches as every muscles tightens and your bones lock in place. Please, no, not again...

"Sir..." you try to speak but nothing comes out. He's always tugging your skirt up, his hand is around your throat. You close your eyes as tears stain your cheeks.

You wake with a start, your phone black as the battery's drained from neglect. You sit up and pant, looking around your dark bedroom, the moonlight limning shadows sinisterly. You gulp and fall back, watching the ceiling as the tears rise in reality and sting your eyes.

If you'd just said no. A simple word. Even you can manage that.

You lay for a while until your restlessness boils over. You get up and plug in your phone. The screen lights up as you rub your eye socket and yawn. There's an email notification in the taskbar. Probably more ads for things you can't afford.

You pull down the menu but find ‘Application Update’ emblazoned across the notification. Oh wow, that was fast. You keep yourself from tapping on the email.

You don't know if you can handle another rejection. You'd rather languish in the uncertainty. You've been doing so for so long, it almost feels safe.

#dark bucky barnes #dark!bucky barnes #bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #drabble #series #au #silverfox #silver lining #mcu #marvel #avengers #winter soldier

[tarysande]

On Grief. And On Friendship. On Memory. And Love.

When my grandmother died, we didn't have a traditional funeral. We didn't wear black. We didn't sit around, solemn and silent. We told stories. We ate food she would have liked and drank Bailey's with cream. We got to do it together, of course, and we got to cry and hug and mourn and laugh and sing.

I'm sure all of us have heard some version of the phrase "online friendships aren't REAL friendships." I know I have. I've never understood it, either. For me, in all my neurodiverse glory, online friendships are often MORE REAL. Where else can you meet people and immediately jump into all the things you have in common? All the shared loves and hates and hyperfixations? Where else can you just bypass small-talk and, as Anne of Green Gables would say, find bosom friends so quickly? I've met so many online.

I honestly don't remember when I met Sara/@dearophelia. When I look through my tags, I know it's been at least seven years. I'm certain it's been longer because she definitely had username changes. And I am total shit at remembering username changes. More than once, I've told myself I should keep a spreadsheet. I'm pretty sure I've known her almost as long as I've been on tumblr, and that's more than a decade.

When Sara got sick, I finally used that tumblr function that notifies you whenever a blog updates. I wasn't around tumblr as regularly, but I didn't want to miss anything Sara might say. I hoped that one day I'd get the notification that everything was clear, she was in remission.

I didn't. Today, I got what will be the final notification from her blog--@vhenadahls sharing the information that Sara passed away. That there wouldn't be anymore updates. No more reblogs. No more snarky comments in the tags or gushing comments in the tags.

If this were a room and everyone who loved Sara, who enjoyed her fanfic (with or without knowing the woman behind it!), who has listened to her playlists, who played ME3 multiplayer with her, who was in any way touched by her in a way that brought their lives joy, it would be so full. We would all have stories to share. We'd all have memories to relive.

This room would be decorated with labradorite and pink and fat birbs and cats. There would be so much music--Taylor Swift and Halsey and Florence and the Machine and Hozier and so many many others. There would be a million fabulous selfies on the walls of Sara's huge smile and her vulnerability and her bravery. There would be gaming knickknacks and D&D dice and tarot decks and crystals and magic and books on every surface. All her faves would be represented. And it would still only brush the surface of how vibrant she was and how deeply and enthusiastically she loved what she loved.

If this were a room where we could also add all the characters she created, whose stories so many of us loved ... well, it would have to be awfully big. Sara wrote a lot of stories for a lot of fandoms.

And if this were a room where we and her characters were gathered, but we opened the doors for all the characters and stories that Sara helped inspire, helped grow, encouraged and enabled, well, I know a whole lot of my characters and stories would be here, too. I'm sure I decided to create Rose Trevelyan because of some conversation Sara and I had where I was imagining Rose Vakarian-Shepard grown up.

Sara, I'm really sorry I didn't get to finish the Vakarian-Shepard stories before you left. Most writers write for themselves, sure, but often they also write for specific readers. Sara was always one of mine, but I don't think she knew it. I lived for her gushing tag-comments. I loved when she was always so quick to jump in with prompts.

I'm honored that I was someone with whom Sara shared her original fic work. (She also once shared an absolutely horrifying scene with Garrus and Shepard's clones that she cut from Nora's story because it was just TOO AWFUL. In fact, she shared it with me BECAUSE IT WAS SO AWFUL and she knew I'd appreciate it.) In my heart of hearts, I wanted Sara to finish that original story and publish it. I wanted us to be part of each other's group of writer-friends (you know, you always see them thanking each other in their books). Hell, I wanted to have a small press at some point just SO I could publish Sara's stories. I believed in her THAT MUCH.

I love Sara's stories. I love her playlists. I love her blog, with its hodgepodge of interests and loves. I love her imagination and creativity and attention to detail. I love that I can still visit that mind by reading the bounty of work she left behind.

I mean, she made me wholeheartedly buy into a relationship between Shepard's mom and ZAEED.

Sara was one of the constants in my online life over the last decade. Even if we hadn't chatted for a while, I always knew we could pick up again like no time had passed (thanks, ADHD). As I write this, there's a little chat circle on the bottom right of my tumblr screen with her avatar in it and I can't bear the thought of hitting that X button and never seeing it pop up again.

Sara struggled and loved and fought and overcame and breathed and was brave. Not just in the past few years, when she was sick. As long as I knew her. And she didn't let anything stop her. She snarled in the face of it all and wrote stories so beautiful they broke my heart and then pieced it back together again in the same paragraph.

I miss her. I will always miss her. But I'm so happy I got to know her as long as I did. She'll live on in my memories, in my stories, in the characters she helped inspire. She'll live on every time I look at my favorite tarot deck--she was the first person I yelled at when I bought it--and when I see fat birbs and cute-maybe-evil cats. And if that's not REAL friendship, real love, I don't know what is.

#dearophelia #death tw #cancer tw #on memory #on grief #on mourning #long text post #tara talks personal stuff

[maidenvault]

Fore the Writers Truth & Dare ask game... could I please have 🐇, 🔪, 🥐, 🦋, and ☁️? 💕

do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both?

My writing isn't about me, I know I'm not that interesting lol. And the appeal of fic for me is playing with characters that aren't mine. It can be fun to come up with a supporting OC to serve some purpose in a story, but neither of these are aspects of fic writing I think much about.

what’s the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

I can't think of anything specific, but I know over the years I've researched so many things about the 70s for Tiger & Bunny fics only to have just the vaguest little references to give the setting a hint of that feel. The world is only vaguely NC-1970s even in canon but it's my favorite decade especially for music so I'm always thinking about it in relation to that fandom. (One day I'll finally share my "period-accurate" character playlists for T&B that I listened to a lot while writing Kotetsu/Barnaby.)

name one internet reference that will always make you laugh

I've gotten so much mileage out of this meme lol. My sister and I are constantly calling things a "too fancy" (insert anything).

share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

Been missing my brother and his gf. They live in the area of totality for the upcoming eclipse so I need to bug them about letting me visit then if they're not busy.

what made you choose your username?

In ASoIaF the Maidenvault tower in the Red Keep has a sordid incesty reason for being called that, which is not my blog’s general vibe lol. But I like how it evokes the fairy-tale trope of a princess locked in a tower which applies in a non-conventional way to so many characters I love (including the princess in my icon 💕).

#asks #a song of ice and fire #tiger and bunny

[hyunsuks-beanie]

Cupcake

Pairing: Ni-Ki x gn. reader

Genre: Fluff

Content Warnings: High school au!; online friends au!; mentions of Animal Crossing; mentions of reader wearing a dress and heels and doing makeup

Word Count: 1.1k words

Mellow speaks: Okay but writing this was too much for my heart!! It was so cute and I can totally imagine Ni-Ki doing something like this-

Tagging: @yogurteume (the best idea award goes to you baby) @ivyvesisi @yedammi @sweethyuka

"I'm so nervous," you say into the mirror, applying the lightest shade of lip gloss before smacking your lips, checking your reflection out one last time. Satisfied with how you look, you let a smile get painted across your face, the blue sundress that you're wearing doing its job of bringing your best features out, "I don't know if he'll like me."

"You're worrying too much, Y/N," your best friend calls out from her place on the bed, rolling her eyes ever-so-discreetly before she grabs your phone to check for any new messages, "He'll totally like you. I mean, what's there to not like?" Her words warm your heart as you take a seat next to her, your hands ready to strap the heels you're going to be wearing.

"You're too nice to me," is what you say in reply, giving her a half-smile as she shoves the phone in your face, letting you know your 'date' will arrive at your favorite cafe in 15 minutes. That's right, your date, who otherwise goes with the username 'danceboss0912.' You've been friends with him online for two years, having had met him while playing Animal Crossing.

You don't know his name, and neither does he know yours, choosing to call you by your username to "keep the sanctity of the game alive." Of course, he does call you "Cupcake" pretty often, much to your amusement, because never has he let you so much as think about giving him a nickname too. "I hate pet names," is what he always says, and even though you've never seen his face, you can just imagine the look of disgust on his face.

Over the time that you've known him, you have, slowly but surely, found yourself opening up to him. When you first started talking, all your conversations would be about the game itself, until they weren't. You started talking about the other games you've played, started swapping stories about what life is like where you live, your school and friends, and everything in between.

You knew he lived in the same city, but had never had the courage to invite him out earlier, letting your nerves get the best of you. In your defense though, he hadn't been very straightforward either, at least at first. But in the end, it had been him who had suggested the two of you finally meet each other, revealing that he too, loved the cafe you frequent so often. You had no option but to agree, your heart skipping a beat at the prospect.

Why, you ask? Because somewhere through the games and the online chats, you had ended up catching feelings for him, a smile beginning to play at your lips whenever your phone buzzed up with a notification from him. The feelings aren't all that strong, you know as much, but something inside you tells you that may be about to change after you see him today.

And that's the reason you're even more nervous than normal, thoughts of what would happen if you don't vibe with him or if you don't turn out to be his type swimming through your head. But you're grateful you have your best friend with you, the only soul who knows about how you feel about the online stranger.

With her words of encouragement in mind, you make your way over to the cafe that's merely two blocks away from your school, a skip in your step as you place your foot past the door. The second you do, your phone pings, indicating a message from your Dance Boss. "I'm the one who's sitting near the window," it reads, making you lift your head up and scan the crowd to find the one you're seeking.

There he is, his hair jet-black as he wears what looks like a plain black shirt, facing away from you. Letting your feet carry you over to him, you try your best to stop your heart from hammering against your chest. Opening your mouth, just as the words, "Hi, I'm Y/-," slip past your lips, they're replaced by a sudden gasp when the stranger turns his head to look at you. "Hi Y/N," is all he says, but you of course don't hear it, your eyes focused on his face.

Because it's the face of the prettiest and most popular guy in your class, who also happens to be your ex-crush whom you forgot about when you started playing Animal Crossing, Riki. He gives you that bright smile of his that you know all too well about, his eyes holding a hint of mischievousness behind them. Suddenly, it all makes sense, but you're far too shocked to realize. The mention of dancing in his username, the 0912, the being in the same city. Everything.

It takes you a while to find your voice after that, the first thing you say being, "Y-you're danceboss0912?" Riki can't help but chuckle at your reaction, nodding as he gets up from his seat to place a tentative hand on your arm. He helps you take a seat, that smile never leaving his face as sits down across from you, ready to launch into the story of how he came to know you were his cupcake all along.

"I'd heard you talking to your friend about Dance Boss during lunch once," he says, his smile apologetic but his eyes gleaming. "It was a year ago, I think, though it could be more." "But then, why didn't you tell me before?," is what you ask in response, your eyebrows furrowed as you take a sip from the milkshake placed in front of you. The chuckle being heard again, Riki's next words catch you by surprise, making your eyes go wide.

"I had always wanted to talk to you, but never had the courage to approach you in the school corridors," he explains, reminding you of your own nervousness whenever he passed you by in the halls. "When I came to know you were my Cupcake, I didn't want to ruin things by telling you the truth, so I let things continue as they were. Because I wanted to get to know you more and more."

You hadn't expected that, but at the same time, it would be a lie if you said he didn't just make your heart skip a beat by saying what he said. Allowing yourself to smile again at last, the ask him one last question, wanting to know why he decided to change things up now.

And his reply is the beginning of something new, as he confesses, "I might have developed a crush on you."

#niki #niki fluff #heeseung fluff #heeseung #enhypen fluff #sunghoon fluff #sunghoon #jay #jay fluff #jake #jake fluff #sunoo #sunoo fluff #jungwon #jungwon fluff

[babbimetal]

recent developments in the babymetalverse if you haven't been on twitter or if you're just on tumblr plus big rant towards the end

k**a did an interview with pmc recently about babymetal and the metalverse and what direction they would be going in(i'll talk more about it later on)

it was announced that k**ametal(NOT Key Kobayashi a.k.a his real name) would be appointed as director of kulture co., ltd, and a part of the statement said that babymetal would be the forefront of that by using nft blockchains in regards to the metalverse

a shareholders meeting was held at amuse and the bm fans who were there straight up said that they didn't want the metalverse thing and wanted live shows for babymetal, and were concerned that other amuse groups are planning live shows while babymetal had none; it seems that amuse or bm's management(p.s i'm assuming koba was not there) are aware that on social media people are asking for live shows, and that they would have plans for it. (a fan that attended also said that they got a glimpse of a new music video as well, but of course we don't know anything as of now.)

k**a's pmc interview was finally translated, and there was a specific part of that interview that pissed a lot of people(including me) off. if you want my opinion on it, it's on my twitter(same username as this one)

i'm just gonna add more of my thoughts. this man went from saying that live performances are essential to now doing nft crap that nobody cares about for some digitalization bullshit. this man was running the bm fandom DRY last year with the budokan shows and the fuckton of merch that dropped. now all of a sudden he acts like it never happened.

i find it very hard to believe that you can't find ANYBODY in a country of 125 MILLION people that you can re-hire for babymetal, while other amuse groups have been pushing out content or at least SOMETHING for the past two years. i have seen other groups go on tour this year and everything went okay. japan is slowly but surely opening up again for concerts and foreigners. (a group that i stan called seventeen recently had a fanmeeting in japan and it was PACKED)

you work for amuse, probably one of the biggest companies in japan!! they make a shit ton of money!! you have the resources right there??? USE THEM??

and also you just had live shows last fucking year?? do you remember the budokan shows?? with the incredible stage design, lighting and effects?? during the peak of the panfried chicken?? you had to have a team or somebody to make the black box, or other things regarding babymetal that came out literally TWO MONTHS AGO??? also no one is asking you to do an international tour?? just do something in japan??

i am so sick and tired of this man, and i have been for almost three years now. (i got back into bm in late 2019) this fandom is so sick and tired of you. you keep feeding us scraps. you keep making all of these stupid descions for no reason. we just want music! we just want su and moa!

and why are YOU the only one that is able to do out of character interviews? why are you the only one who is able to do appearances? you're so goddamn strict about your fucking lore when it comes to su and moa where they can't be seen out of character, and you and bm's managment or whoever the fuck probably dished out nda's to yui, the avengers, the chosen seven, the kami band, and every single person who has come in contact with bm so they can't mention them in the slightest, but when it comes to you it's radio silence?? aren't you also a part of lore?? how does that work?

yeah, you can make the arguement that su and moa don't want to do interviews or that it's in their contracts to have a social media ban but, isn't that so fucked? they can't post one tiny picture out of character because of some fuckass lore? they can't post anything in general? 'cuz i know moa probably doesn't want her face to be censored every time her friends hang out with her on social media. it's so stupid.

in conclusion, pls stop driving babymetal into the ground. if you can't manage babymetal anymore then just quit. it's so sad seeing babymetal reduced to just buisness and nfts instead of a functioning band that can interact with their fandom, because your an old dude who wants to do crypto or whatever.

and if any old dudes in this fandom want to make an argument about lore, lore and more lore, or "doing this and that messes up the lore," stop. i think this fandom is pass that by now. it's over. we just want babymetal to be a band. that's it.

#yeah this is mostly word vomit at the end of this post but i really don't care #FUCK KOBA #AND FUCK BM'S MANAGEMENT #i could add more but i'm too pissed off to do that #like i'm tired of this i really am #babymetal #sumetal #moametal

[jediknightjameslunagazer23]

Finally got around to doing something I'm more knowledgeable on and had a major passion for as a main franchise besides Trauma Center, and sort of going back to James Lunagazer's original OC roots and giving it an updated look, mostly based off an Jedi cosplay I have IRL, which I might show as a live-action version of James if I'm feeling confident to.

Because yeah, James as you can probably guess by my username originally was mainly a Star Wars OC before I started doing fanart and crafting a story of him during the Trauma Center Manga, and funny fact, this James and the one in the Trauma Center Universe were actually supposed to be one and the same, but I ultimately decided to split them.

Character wise, this James isn't too different from his Trauma Center incarnation, except he has the power of the force and can still heal others as a Jedi Healer, except he doesn't have Apollo the Greek God as part of that.

And funny fact, the Jedi Healer thing was inspired by the Trauma Center Manga since before I started officially doing fanart for it!

As for his role in the Clone Wars, it probably wouldn't be very much in wide scope, just probably a typical Jedi Padawan fighting his way to survive in the Clone Wars, while totally not ending up involved in some conspiracy of his own outside the main Skywalker Saga!

As for the blue Jedi robes, well he didn't get these until much later before the outbreak of Clone Wars, shortly after the Battle of Genonosis, it was only after he formally joined the Republic's medical crops as a Jedi Healer, as I'd imagine blue would probably be the primary Jedi Healer colour much like it is for regular doctors or surgeons.

Lightsaber combat wise, he's not the best dueling wise, as he often tends to hang back half the time, and uses the same lightsaber form Master Kenobi is famous for, Soresu or the defensive style, suiting his Healer status though if later developed he can be the powerful offensive fighter.

I'll probably do more with Star Wars Universe James Lunagazer, and some of his noteworthy interactions and his own events some other day, but other than that, I'd say I've outdone myself with this updated look for him, sans the cowl he's known for but that could be a later addition to his outfit after a major event.

Also might use this as an updated profile picture, since the current one is kinda aging a bit.

Oh yeah, and for those curious about the letters on the side and aren't familiar with the Star Wars franchise, it's Aurebesh, and if you're interested there's a font for that over on dafont.com if you want to download and use it for Star Wars stuff, it even has some translations of the words used.

See you later in an Galaxy not so far away next time, and BTW this is mostly comfort for the upcoming Jedi Surivour game being pushed back to April, so I'll probably be drawing Cal Kestis the main character of that game sometime as he's another of my favourites I connect with.

#jediknightjameslunagazer23 #oc artwork #james lunagazer #star wars #the clone wars #tales of the jedi #jedi oc #jedi healer oc #star wars oc #crossover oc #lightsaber #jedi padawan #self insert #galactic republic #jedi order

[justawanderingbabbit]

Mystic 9 thoughts and meanderings below the cut because that Wandering in the username is par for the course for the Babbit. Also, spoilers ahoy!

First off, I love most of the actors. Qiu Dekao and Tanaka Ryoukou are two I could have done without. Smug snakes are not my thang and if I have to mute the sound just to make it through a scene, the characters aren't important to me. Qui Dekao, especially, is a rug chewing git.

Much of the plot sort of works. You have the usual problem of magic I mean scientific meteorites that Do Stuff To You and are wanted because they can make you Live Forever. You have the sneaky nasties trying to get the super scientific meteorites and manipulate everyone. You have the strong heroes and brave girlfriends who do their best to stop them. All par for the course in a series like this.

I love that the primary romance, between Zhang Qishan and Yin Xinyue doesn't have her be the constantly in need of rescue overconfident female who forces the hero to put himself in danger time and again to keep her safe. (Worst type of lover ever!) She has moments where one fears she'll go that way, but she mostly stays on course as a level-headed strong female lead who isn't a fighter.

The romance between Er Yue Hong and Ya Tou is both frustrating and heartbreaking. I can fully understand her determination to do everything she can while she's alive but dear GODS woman, you were making yourself sicker every time you pushed yourself. Please. For the love of your beautiful meowmeow hubby, stop that!

I liked that much of the villains' subplots involved them stabbing each other in the back as often as they tried to stab Zhang Qishan. That part felt very much in character for all of them, given their tendency to regard themselves as righteously right even when wrong. Such a pity they fail.

I wish the series was allowed to play with the idea of connected parallel worlds, instead of needing to cover up setups like that with stuff that messes with the head. The meteorite creating some sort of interlocked reality that causes you to wander through other timelines is a nice science fictioney sort of set up.

The ending feels rushed and uninteresting, leaving me wishing they'd stopped at the point where the Mystic Nine come together. Hell, I wish the ending was the Mystic Nine working together to take out Tanaka Ryoukou and Qiu Dekao. (I hate that my Chinese name shares a character with that man, damnit! VIRTUOUS? HIM? HAH!... ah... anyway....)

The whole thing probably should have been shorter and could have done with fewer long sad scenes of Er Yue Hong grieving over Ya Tou. An understandable grief even if I wish she was a bit more of a personality.

If nothing else, now I've finished this I may finally start on Tomb of the Sea. Though I think I'll take a break for a bit before immersing myself in that one. Still don't wanna watch Wang Can go down again just yet. *pout*

#dmbj #dmbj adjacent #mystic nine #babbit babbles #I feel more comfortable with writing an AU that totally breaks this plot #or at least changes some important plot points #not to mention letting someone have more character than noodle making lady who can't stop overdoing stuff #as well as saving her which creates an interesting dilemma for certain other plot points #particularly Chen Ping Ai Si #who is pathetic and horrible all at once

[thevioletcaptain]

🌹🌹🥸

Dot. Why have you betrayed me by using the goddamn Groucho emoji??? A betrayal of the highest order.

I have no fucking clue what I can even do with this. Something featuring a disguise? I can't think of anything with any notable costumes. I've searched my files for any mention of glasses or moustaches or masks, and I'm only getting things I've already published or things that aren't fic. I can't believe you've done this.

You're getting a random WIP, I give up 😩

This rather messy excerpt is from a canon-universe two-person love triangle fic in which Dean kind-of-accidentally started a recipe blog back around the tail end of S8, and then kept it going for years. The actual fic diverges during Tombstone after Jack kills the security guard, when Cas decides that he should take him to live in the house where he and Kelly had being staying and raise him away from hunting. This excerpt is from a flashback to 2013, when Dean initially starts the blog for hunt-related reasons.

Propping the laptop on his knees as Sam drives them back to the motel, Dean cracks his knuckles and pulls up the blog site to get started. "Okay. What should the username be?" "Does it matter?" "I guess not." Dean types in nope, and a pop-up message covers the screen. YOUR USERNAME MUST USE 7-10 CHARACTERS. "Okay, it says it has to be 7 characters." "Dude, just put anything." Dean rolls his eyes, then huffs and types anything. "Anything is taken," he says. Sam doesn't respond. Dean rolls his eyes again and types out a few other ideas, getting an irritating "this username has been taken" pop up every single time. Impala67? Taken. DeanRules? Taken. SamSucks? Taken. He snorts quietly and saves that information for later, figuring he can send Sam a link when he's not expecting it. "Ughhh," he groans. "Next hunt better just be a basic salt and burn. Actually, how about--" SaltAndBurn YOUR USERNAME MUST USE 7-10 CHARACTERS He hits backspace. Takes out the AND and re-types the rest. REGISTRATION SUCCESSFUL. "Finally,"  he says, and then-- "Shit. Typo." The username he's managed to get for himself is SaltBun. Which... whatever, it's not like he's actually planning to use the account for anything. Once he's logged in, the site forces him to answer several question in a row about his interests. Little pictures representing various topics. Cooking? Sure. Cars? Yep. Movies? An incredibly vague topic, but it'll do if it lets him complete the registration already. The landing page he finally gets directed to is pre-populated with posts the site algorithm thinks he'll like, and right there at the top is a recipe for an apple pie with cheddar cheese baked into the crust. It looks incredible. His mouth waters just looking at it. "Oh, hell yes," he says. "You find something?" Sam asks from the driver's seat, glancing over expectantly. "Oh, uh-- no, not yet." "If you're looking at porn--" "It's 9:30 in the morning and I'm in the car next to you, why in the fuck would I be looking at porn? Just gimme a minute." Pulling a face, he quickly clicks the little save for later button at the bottom of the pie post, and navigates over to Lacey's blog. Here's hoping she's said something that'll help them track down the thing that took her.

[for this ask meme | other responses here]

#deathbycoldopen #cass writes things #cass writes fic #imogenbynight #askbox game 🌹 edition #betrayed by my own wife this is terrible #the GROUCHO emoji i cannot believe #also please feel free to rb/reply/comment in tags etc if you like the things #i desperately need the serotonin because i'm having a personally stressful week on top of all the societally horrific shit

[v0idtalking]

November 24th, 2022

So I saw a couple pictures of her, of Serena. The only ones I have, from over at least 5 years ago. I always wish I had more, pretend I don't wish it, tell myself it's for the best, turn around and call myself an idiot for deleting the others--wash, rinse, repeat.

I know it's stupid. I know I should delete them. They're grainy and they're bad and they're old because I know we aren't those kids anymore. And that's why it makes me feel so stupid for being so torn up inside about her. We were kids.

I need to get over it, because it was so long ago. She doesn't think of me, despite all the things she said and did. I know she doesn't. She was awkward when I reached out to her, again so long ago, back in what, sophomore year? It'd been at least a couple years since we'd talked just THEN. She didn't want to talk to me.

I'll think I'm over it for months on end, and then something will remind me of that person I knew, or I'll scroll down to those photos either intentionally or not like an idiot, a moron. And I am. Because I know Serena was bad for me. I know the reason I still think about a girl I fell in love with when I was 13 (maybe even 12) is because of how bad we were for each other. How codependent and unhealthy we were just as friends, just as flirtatious friends.

I have closure in knowing she's gotten on with her life. She's made it. I don't know exactly what she's up to or if she's healthy and it terrifies me. And I know it shouldn't because she doesn't think about me. It's not my job to worry about her anymore, and it never was. It was not that little kid's job. But I worried so much.

Those were the best years of my life, but they were also the worst. Because the people I met were the most important to me. So much so that I was bound to them. I didn't realize it at the time, but they spoke to me, their souls fucking entwined with mine or some bullshit, and I deal with the scars of that separation. I'll never know someone like I knew those children. Not any time soon, maybe not ever.

I don't know if they have the scars, too. Maybe they do. But they don't keep picking scabs like I do. My username hasn't changed. And yet I don't speak to any of them but Angela, who kept herself distant throughout our group's short-lived wildfire, for good reason. She doesn't have the hurt.

And I pretend I don't either when I speak with her, to have some illusion of permanence, some delusion that it keeps me closer to their memory in a safe and sane way. It doesn't work, obviously. But she helps. She went through so much over these years. We're there for each other when we can be. It's how I should have been with Serena. But we couldn't control ourselves, our momentum for Christ's sake.

They aren't the same people now and it breaks my heart it pummels me into fucking dust because even if I had them all again, I'm not the same either and they aren't fucked up and obsessed about two blips of a year like I am and. It. Would. Not. Work. It wouldn't end well. I know that! And yet my mind goes and goes and goes and I hate it I hate it so much. I feel like an idiot.

I have so many pressing issues to contend with, the mundane suffering we of the lower fucking class of familial dumpster fires have to deal with. There's so much and I can't spend my time agonizing over the past, over ghosts who are alive which makes it so much worse. God. Jesus, God; fuck. I feel a little better expressing that. I know I've been thinking about it, ruminating on it endlessly.

Maybe I won't think about her, about them, for several more months now. I need sleep. My hormones are off. I'm finally taking the step and seeing a friend soon. There are factors to this slip. I have a future ahead of me. There will be independence and the ability to actually leave my binds and have a life. Just some more years. I told myself that until I graduated high school and look; that was nearly 2 years ago.

I can do it. I can power through this until I inevitably get a therapist in that nebulous future time, to help me with this and chiefly other things. Because this clearly isn't going away. Fine. Haunt my narrative. Even if I don't haunt yours. Maybe you think of me every once in a while. Maybe a casual look back every year or two. I think you do. You have to. It's okay it didn't hit as hard for you, but I know you felt something.

It's okay. I know you remember me. You don't think of me, maybe, but you remember bittersweetly. You do. That's fine. I won't ever get to know the details. And I thought that was fine. But it will be one day, I guess. I feel things too much, maybe. I can learn to manage it better than I am. I've made progress since previous times. I can do it.

I need to say goodbye to the ghost of you. I'm going to try. Whatever happens, happens, but right now, I'm trying. I don't care how stupid I look. I'm the only one reading this.

Goodbye, Serena. I have to let this go. Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye. This hurts and it's always hurt but you said it long before me, I'm sure. Goodbye. Goodbye.

Maybe, you know. Maybe. Good night.

EDIT: I guess I'm a bit better now. I've come to edit her name in, because I can say it again. Maybe I'm getting better now.

[redqueenmiku]

I was surfing through Vocaloid nostalgia and very suddenly remembered these heckers, so I decided I wanted to draw them.

Also...

So yeah. I have a Vocaverse and I’ve been extremely into it as of late, headcanons below the cut.

So, the Vocaverse is a lot of things but, right now, let’s just talk about Shions.

Kaito is the second-oldest of five, his siblings being Akaito, Taito, Nigaito, and Kikaito. They all lived together up until Kaito became a Vocaloid, he moved out, and it was just the other four left together. Even so, Kaito’s brothers are all fiercely supportive of him and are down to do whatever they can to help him out.

Akaito is the oldest and is pretty much the leader of the family. He’s an incurable flirt and a rowdy prankster at heart, but he’s got a good head on his shoulders and knows exactly how to take care of his brothers. He loves habanero peppers and pretty much anything spicy.

Taito is the stoic middle sibling and has...strange hobbies, to say the least. Nonetheless, despite his cold attitude and general creepiness, he’s not a bad guy. In fact, he actually has a soft heart deep down...really deep down. He has outright stated he’d, without hesitation, kill anyone that tried to hurt his brothers.

Nigaito is often mistaken for being the youngest due to his stature, but he’s actually only the second-youngest. He’s extremely prone to illness and his diminutive height is related to his weak immune system. Nonetheless, he likes baking, making tea, and writing poetry. He’s generally shy and quiet, but his poetry shows off a secret cynical attitude that he rarely shows in public.

Kikaito is the youngest of the Shion siblings. He was born deformed and was given three robotic limbs (an arm and two legs) to compensate for it. Despite this, Kikaito is a cheerful optimist and there’s close to nothing that can bring his mood down. Ever since Kaito became a Vocaloid, Kikaito has wanted to become one as well, but his applications keep getting rejected. For his birthday, Kaito got him a scarf he had made especially for Kikaito: a genuine piece of Vocaloid apparel. Kikaito’s worn it every day since.

As for Kaito, he’s a timid wallflower with a big heart and probably one of the sweetest people in existence. He also seems to run into WAY more bad luck than one life should ever allow and it always seems like life is throwing another mishap Kaito’s way just to mess with him. Nonetheless, Kaito perseveres, noting the support of his friends and brothers as the fuel that keeps him going. He’s supernaturally good at getting into roles for performances and whatnot and the way he can slip into a character that acts so different from himself often terrifies those that witness it for the first time.

There’s more to the Shion brothers than just this, but that would be getting into plot spoiler territory (because yes there is a plot and it is very elaborate). Also, for anyone wondering where the rest of the Shions are, I decided to only choose the most popular ones (aka the ones i liked best heh oops), so rip Mokaito, Baito, Daito, and whatever those other ones are. (I imagined once that Mokaito is, like, that weird cousin that just kind of exists that works in a coffee shop somewhere or something, so you could probably interpolate something similar for the others, if you so wished, I suppose)

ALTHOUGH, Zeito and Kageito DO exist in this Vocaverse, though they are not actually Shion siblings. What are they? Well, you’ll just have to wait to find out~.

#Vocaloid #Kaito #Kaito Shion #Akaito #Akaito Shion #Taito #Taito Shion #Nigaito #Nigaito Shion #Kikaito #Kikaito Shion #RQM Vocaverse #my art #long post #finally living up to my username aren't i #it only took this hecking long #if you have any questions about anything i'll be happy to answer #i'll probably avoid giving out plot spoilers but i'll still answer most any question #because there's a heck of a lot more to vocaverse than just this #of course duh

[chaeryybomb]

nct dream reaction to their idol!reader girlfriend being shipped with another idol

anon: nct dream reaction to their idol!reader girlfriend being shipped with some other idol :) love your works btw. and thank you for this in advance

pairing: nct dream x idol!reader

genre: headcanons, fluff, crack

warnings: mentions of insecurities

a/n: dhsjdj technically my requests are closed rn but I decided I would write this out so I hope you enjoy this!

mark lee

confused boi™

tbh he wouldn't even notice you were being shipped with another idol until another member points it out

you were a special guest mc for the show and fans saw the cute interactions you had with the boyz juyeon

and soon enough fans started shipping the both of you together

in reality, you and juyeon were just high school friends and you were glad to see him again

fans on the other hand,,

mark didn't realise you were being shipped with juyeon until doyoung pointed it one day

and mark was all like

( ・◇・)？"nani? y/n and juyeon???"

he would then search up ynjuyeon on twitter because cough yeah

and found a shit ton of edits of the both of y'all

and now he's sad :((

he's sad that because no one shipped y'all together

"isn't your relationship a secret???"

"yeah but still :((("

mark sweetie y'all have neve interacted on stage before fjdjdndnd

he knows you love him and would never cheat on him

but boy is he going to be a pouty baby when y'all hang out next time

literally all he's going to say is:

"why do they ship you and him together?? why not me :(("

"mark they've never seen us in the same room before"

huang renjun

unbothered king™

at least that's what he tells you fhdjdj

he found out through a vlive fhdhdjj

it was one of the usernames and the username was like ynxyanan_shipper

and renjun mf squinted his eyes like

did I read that clearly ಠ_ಠ

he's like yn and wHO

chenle was beside him when it happened and chenle was like what's wrong

and renjun points out the username

and chenle starts lauGHING BECAUSE HE FINDS IT SO FUNNY

renjun smacks him on the head to tell him to shut up DHHSHDD

obviously he would take a screenshot of the username and sends it to you

and he's like

short king <3: do you hv something to confess to me

you: ,,, my love for you??

short king <3: blocked

you: HAHSAHS IM KIDDING

tbh you find the situation honestly really funny

cause you and yanan aren't exactly friends? you're more of acquaintances than friends

and you made eye contact one (1) time with him by accident at an award show and suddenly you're being shipped with him

when you call him the next time to hang out, definitely expect him to be salty about it fjdjfjd

"hey are you free to come over today?"

"I don't know, why don't you ask your BOYFRIEND yanan"

"renjun istg i will break up with you-"

lee jeno

oh baby boy is gonna be so so confused

he's going to be even more confused because you're being shipped with itzy's chaeryeong fhfhfjf

see you and chaeryeong were featured in an episode of a reality tv show once

and the both of y'all immediately hit it off and your friendship was just adorable

so y'all kept interacting every time y'all see each other

and y'all are now nicknamed as the 4th gen gfs because y'all are so adorable???

like the chaeryn ship ur most popular ship ever

so jeno is so confused?? like why is his gf being shipped with her??

he's like a whole ass puppy okay

you, on the other hand, find the chaeryn ship really cute so you don't mind it and you jokingly call chaeryeong your gf once or twice on live before fjdjfn

whenever you tell him that you're hanging out with chaeryeong, he will pout at you and give you his best puppy eyes

like he will cling onto you and try to convince you to now to go

it works like 13% of the time and you would cancel plans with chaer but most of time it doesn't and you would end up being late jhdjsh

but it will slowly become into an inside joke between y'all

like yk that one meme

"this is yn my girlfriend and her girlfriend chaeryeong"

kjdhkjshfs yeah that

but in all seriousness, jeno is really unbothered about you being shipped with chaeryeong because it basically has the same energy as him being shipped with jaemin

whenever y'all are having play fights, you jokingly threaten to leave him for chaeryeong jdsfjds and he immediately stops and says that's unfair

pls shower him in hugs and kisses later

lee haechan

definitely makes a fuss about it

i mean he knows that you aren't going to leave him and all but is he going to be dramatic about it? yes, yes he is

he finds out by himself because he was probably on twitter stalking your hashtag

when he suddenly stumbles upon and edit of you and ateez's san

he's like O.O wot is tHis?

screenshots the edit and sends it to you

hyuckie: yNNNN

hyuckie: THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

hyuckie: BABY

hyuckie: SUGAR BUM

hyuckie: DAISY PIE

you: what in, the ever loving fuck, is daisy pie

hyuckie: *sends screenshot* ARE U CHEATING ON ME

you: hyuck that pic is clearly edited

hyuckie: I KNOW BUT ARE YOU????

you: i-

he makes so much jokes about it that you literally have to shut him up with a kiss

jokes on u reader he's doing this on purpose to get those free kisses

the jokes stop when you actually finally meet san during a game show and shippers are like omg they finally interacted

and the amount of ynxsan edits just,, grow

haechan acts even salty about it and whines about why fan don't ship y'all together when y'all have made eye contact during the golden disk awards bc he was being a lil shit hdsjhfjds

"hey what if i keep staring at you during the melon so we can get into a scandal?"

"hyuck this is supposed to be a secret relationship-"

"yeah but-"

jokes on u he actually does stare at you at the next award show and thankfully did not get into any scandals, but fans started to ship the both of you!

na jaemin

the true unbothered king

literally does not care that you are shipped with someone else

because he knows that he is yours and vice versa

and plus you love him a lot so

he finds out from chenle, who did it out of spite because one day chenle was bored and wanted to cause some chaos

boi basically ran up to jaemin to shove an edit of you and treasurer's junkyu together and went like

"look hyung! ur gf is being shipped with someone eLsE"

"oh that's weird"

"rigHT"

"I thought people shipped her with treasurer's hyunsuk"

chenle is like

HUH???

"aren't you like,, jeaolous??"

jaemin just shrugs and says "hmm, not really"

jaemin knows that you are good friends wth a lot of idols because you're a social butterfly

so he truly doesn't mind when you get shipped with other idols bc in the end , he's the one holding you in his arms

plus he knows the edits and shippers are mostly harmless

and he trusts you

so he just fucks around with chenle jkldsfj

chenle is still confused bc he wants to rile jaemin up for fun but failed hjdshf

zhong chenle

if you thought haechan was dramatic, then you better buckle up for chenle's

so you see

fans already shipped u and chenle

like

y'all already have a dating scandal

and both companies tried so hard to defuse it

see you are an mc for a music show and you were interviewing nct dream

chenle, being the lil shit he is, kept giving you the heart eyes the entire time

and 6 months later, y'all got caught by dispatch on a daTe

ofc both sides were panicking but chenle was enjoying bc he's like "yeah this is my s/o and what abt it"

but y'all still had a dating ban so sm was this close in kicking him hfdsjfh

fortunately, they were able to cover it up as someone else so there's that

so chenle is aware that fans shipped the both of you together

so when he sees you being shipped with stray kid's jeongin

he was like "HOW DARE THEY-"

calls you to complain about the ship for 3 hours

and that is how you found out as well-

literally you don't even know jeongin so you just let chenle complain about it

he goes on and on about why fans should continue to ship y'all together so when he reveals the relationship the fans will be surprised but also not really at the same time-

"should i get into another scandal with you?"

"chenle no-"

park jisung

oh baby boy is going to be very, very confused

i mean he knows that shipping is a thing between fans

he's just confused why ppl would ship you and p1harmony's keeho

like you have never interacted with him so why would fans ship the both of y'all??

the dreamies mostly tell him to not take it serious but the chenle and haechan would egg him on

"get into a dating scandal with them"

"guys no-"

he wouldn't tell you that it bothers him because he doesn't want you laughing at him, worrying over a small issue

so honestly, it lowkey eats him up on the inside

until one day, you basically force it out of him because he's been acting weird for the past week

he finally confesses about the what's bothering him

and you tell him that you wouldn't have laughed at him

you know shipping idols is a common thing in the industry and sometimes it's uncomfortable knowing it when you're already in a relationship

but you also tell him that it's basically harmless because fans can't really force the both of y'all together

jisung would be insecure about the relationship because it's kinda of his first? so he just doesn't want to mess it up

just reassure him a lot and tell him that you won't leave him

and as time goes by, he just gets used to the shipping

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