#fuck i was even apologetic about it!

[blueskittlesart]

can we talk about how rauru is literally like. just zelda’s dad. like in that one scene where zelda looks like she’s gravely contemplating turning into a dragon and then rauru goes “i believe the answer lies in more research and understanding your power!” and she looks at him with such shock and awe. zelda’s adventures in the past are literally like her life but with a better dad. the queen promises her to help her figure out her power but dies before they can figure out a way how to use that power to safely save everyone. zelda desperately wants to help everyone and is clearly feeling the pressure of it all and the king is the one to tell her “hey i understand how hard you’re trying and how much you want to save everyone and we’re thankful for what you’re doing”. rauru actually acknowledges zelda’s dedication and the importance of research and technology, he is kind to her and never blames her for any of the bad things happening. he also never pushes zelda to make sacrifices and is the one sacrificing himself in the end - in botw, all the champions and zelda have to choose to make sacrifices to save the kingdom, but in totk rauru doesn’t ask that of any of the sages, instead recognizing his own responsibility as king and basically dying to save his kingdom. he’s literally zelda’s better dad.

same anon as the one raving about rauru also the differences between how the two kings treat link. they’re both tutorial figures but the way they guide is SO different. pretty much the first thing rhoam does is lie and pretend to be a random old man, being quite annoying as he sends link to do a bunch of challenges for a paraglider. the framing is so fundamentally different, rauru freely offers the information he has to link upfront, he apologises for the body modification, acknowledging link’s potential distress. rhoam basically keeps link on the plateau arbitrarily, presenting giving items and teaching link about things as challenges for link to overcome. rauru on the other hand aids link as best he can, tells him what he needs to do from the beginning (tells him to open the door which is pretty much the last thing he’ll need to do in the tutorial, telling him about the ultimate goal from the beginning), proposes solutions when it doesn’t work out (directs him to the shrines as a way to help him gain the strength he needs, as opposed to making him complete challenges to get a paraglider that in the moment seems like literally arbitrary conditions). rhoam telling link how much responsibility and pressure he has on him all of a sudden and how much he needs to do vs rauru telling link that it was wonderful to meet him and zelda’s accounts of him were all true. like. the framing. the difference in character. the deterioration of knowledge within hyrule falls parallel to the deterioration of its king’s kindness and virtue.

the differences between rauru and roham are crazy to me because one of them was so fundamentally good and one was so fundamentally flawed and yet. neither of them were able to save their kingdom. no matter how good a king of hyrule is, no matter what he gets right or wrong, he is still doomed to die. rhoam tried to sacrifice his daughter to keep hyrule alive. rauru did everything in his power to make sure she DIDNT have to be sacrificed. and in the end the outcome was the same. but the KINGS were not the same, and that difference in framing you mentioned i think is fundamentally a difference in legacy. rhoams legacy is to forever be the king who sacrificed children to save himself and died anyway. rhoam died a loser through and through, a king atop a throne of nothing but failure. i think that’s partially why he appears as an old man at first, because he KNOWS what being the king of hyrule means and he’s EMBARRASSED that his legacy is what it is. but rauru. in complete contrast, rauru was so GOOD. rauru died with his sages and his DAUGHTER alive to see another day. rauru ENSURED they’d live no matter what. he wouldn’t LET them sacrifice themselves for him. rauru put everyone else before himself. he didn’t expect or even tolerate self-sacrifice and yet when the time came he sacrificed HIMSELF selflessly despite knowing that it wouldn’t even WORK. rauru’s legacy is something to be proud of. he’s open to link because he has nothing TO hide. no regrets or stupid decisions. and he is remembered so much more favorably because of it.

#all rhoam had to do was not sacrifice child soldiers but that is apparently too high a bar for him #even in death rauru is like. apologetic to link about having to do all this shit too #which is crazy different from rhoam ‘go save my kid who i abused for years. fuck you no paraglider’ hyrule #LIKE. rauru and sonia are transparently the father and mother zelda never had. and then they both DIE. AGHHHHHH #totk liveblog #totk spoilers

[symphonyofsilence]

Learning about the Yunmeng Shuangjie and the Nieyao drama through Wei Wuxian's and Nie Mingjue's points of view.

#'AITA for avoiding my brother like the plague after being back from the dead after learning he's been looking for me this whole time #And denying him an explanation about how & why I accidentally killed our BIL & started a massacre that resulted in our sister's death #And orphaned our nephew. And talking back to him and telling him off instead of even looking slightly apologetic #when he berates me for telling our nephew whom I accidentally orphaned he lacks maternal education? #And then without even saying so much as a hi to my brother when entering his home bringing a stranger #(that I've been spending all my time with instead of going home and giving an explanation to the brother that has suffered so much bc of me #Bc it was the easier thing to do) #To his ancestral shrine and then teaming up with my boyfriend to beat him up in his own ancestral shrine when he gets upset? #And then telling him that all I did for him (& kept from him) was bc I owed his family and then leaving him behind bleeding #metaphorically & literally (both bc of me) and not even asking him how he is before running to fuck in the bushes with my boyfriend? #*sigh* I thought Jiang Cheng would always be on my side and Lan Wangji opposite us.' #'AITA for making numerous attempts on the life of my marginalized sworn brother and ex-subordinate who has risked his life saving mine #& kicking him down the stairs & offending his mother & going to kill him again #after I told him why he won't just kill himself for the betterment of the world after he refused #To risk his life & safety doing something he had no authority to do after he tried to explain his situation to me?' #mdzs #cql #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #chen qing ling #the grandmaster of demonic cultivation #nie mingjue #jin guangyao #wei wuxian #wei ying #jiang cheng #yunmeng shuangjie #jiang wanyin #yunmeng bros #twin heroes of yunmeng

[meyerlansky]

gonna get REAL snippy about some disk horse tonight: i am real fuckin' fed up of seeing everyone who felt impacted by the idea that astarion might be asexual or aspec in some way feel like they have to qualify their interpretation of a canonically sex-repulsed character openly discussing that sex repulsion in a way that is very resonant for a lot of asexual people. i am really fucking tired of the fact that everyone talking about astarion maybe even possibly being some variety of aspec feels COWED into couching it in "it's just a headcanon, it's just something that felt important to me personally! i'm not saying anyone else has to agree, it's just that it resonated for me."

i get not wanting to impose your reading of the text on other people—there are a fuckton of posts floating around about how that's a shitty thing to do and how x read isn't any more canon than y read and people who insist x IS more canon than y are jerks. and i don't disagree! people who insist there's One Canon in a choice-centric RPG are fucking dicks.

but i was also here in 2014, at the peak of exclusionist discourse, when every single time someone said "it's not that i have a problem with asexual people, i just wish they weren't taking up the resources meant for [REAL gay people/rape survivors/people dealing with comphet/etc]." what they actually meant was "I will not be satisfied until you shut the fuck up and never talk about your experiences in a place where i have to hear about it again". and it fucking worked; people recloseted themselves, blogs centered on the aspec community deactivated, real life organizations stopped explicitly including asexuality in their documentation when they had the previous year. for a solid three years, the only time any "big name blogs" mentioned asexuality was to make a joke out of it. i watched this shit happen with my own two eyes.

i don't have a problem with people who disagree with my reading of a character as asexual. i don't have a problem with allosexual people who say "this same thing resonated with me too, just in a different way" and move the fuck on. what i do have a problem with is the implicit vibe that comes up any time asexual and aspec people decide to talk about their experiences and things that resonated with them that we shouldn't take up too much space when we talk about that, because there are other people who don't feel that way and their interpretations deserve to be heard too.

i have not seen a single person on the acestarion train saying "you HAVE to think of him as asexual." i have seen multiple comments saying people who do see him as asexual are delusional or reaching, or that it's insulting—to whatever other identity—to read asexuality into his sex-repulsion. and i am really fucking annoyed [not at all surprised, but annoyed nonetheless!] that not only does the compassion for different takes not go both ways, but that people discussing their resonance with astarion from an asexual/aspec perspective are instinctually or habitually ceding ground by couching it in "you don't have to agree!" kind of statements, when that should be the fucking baseline for every single conversation about any characterization choice in, AGAIN, AN RPG BASED ON INDIVIDUAL CHOICE.

and i don't have any way to express this to the people that i actually have an issue with, because, again: asexual people relating to a character that's not explicitly stated to be asexual is treated as a joke at best and an attack on other identities at worst. but at this point, to me, calling a reading of astarion as asexual/aspec a "headcanon" is minimizing what it actually is: an interpretation of the text, supported by both dialogue and action[s], that is not monolithic but is no less "canonical" and/or rooted-in-the-text-itself than many, many other readings of his characterization, intended by the character's creator[s] or no. you're not going to catch me apologizing for how i read the character and how his dialogue resonated with me. and i don't think anyone else should feel like they have to apologize for it either.

#long post #sorry #i'm in a mood tonight #i'm not even making this post rebloggable or putting it in any main tags because i just don't want to DEAL with the SHIT #that gets slung at people who aren't apologetic about asexuality #i'm fucking tired. i'm old and a cockroach queer and i'm not going to be nice about this shit. #i'll maintag later when i know it won't catch too many eyes #queer as in FUCK YOU #acestarion #is that a tag anyone uses #it should be #baldur's gate 3

[serkonans]

so frustrated bc I need to break up w my personal trainer fr But he's experienced w helping people recover from injury and I want him to coach me through getting back into lifting after top surgery

#oisín.txt #oisín.n #i don't even have a surgery date yet tho. they haven't called to let me know if there's any openings #i saw my trainer for the first time in like 5 months on the 3rd bc his schedule had literally allowed no overlap w mine #and i was billed out for a bunch of sessions i couldn't schedule and he kept forgetting to update my workout routine like #just to extend the workout for extra days in the app so i could track it. not even add anything like I'd send him multiple msgs like #hey zach can you schedule some more workouts. and he'd be like oh yeah sure and then not do it #and then left me on read when i asked about afternoon availability until After I'd paused my membership and then he was super apologetic. #anyway i finally came back bc i wanted to prep for surgery better #and today was my second session back and he literally canceled on me ten min before the session when I'd already taken off work #and walked there. which. thank god i was able to leave work early instead of lyfting bc if i'd put $40 on my credit card #for no fucking reason i'd have lost my entire mind #he did refund the session and credit me for a free one but i know it's just bc he doesn't want me to immediately dump him again but. #zach. buddy.

[poppytuft]

saw a post abt car guy mike and it made my brain crazy because car guy mike is one of if not my favorite college st hcs in which mike had such a beautiful lovely car in hawkins that he begged and pleaded for for his birthday and of course, its the wheelers, so he got it. and its like a good expensive cool car (girl idk shit abt 80s cars just run with me here) but when he went to college his parents sprung on him that he couldnt bring it with him because HOLLY needed a car and something to learn to drive in and he bitched and moaned about why couldnt NANCY give holly HER car and they said no you bitch nancy needs her car in new york. give holly the car. we payed for the damn thing and we need a second car here goddamnit. and he had a tearful delirious goodbye with the dumb thing before he moved and when he comes home he is REUNITED! AT LONG LAST! but he still needed something to drive at SCHOOL so he saved up and found a beat up piece of shit fuck ass toyota corolla or something (that im sure, again, the wheelers helped pay for because karen felt bad or whatever) and hes SO FUCKING MAD about it like absolutely fuming that he went from the HIGHEST HIGH to the LOWEST LOW and to cope he treats the thing like its his BABY and its the most disgusting horrible vehicle in the world everyone eats in the back seat and the previous owner stained the front seats with something weird and gross and sometimes you have to bang on the radio to get it to work and sometimes you have to stick your hand out the front window to flick the windshield wipers to get them to actually go. but hes SO STUCK ON TREATING IT LIKE SOMETHING PRECIOUS like "no guys seriously this is my fucking car you have to be nice to it. im not joking i PAYED FOR IT you have to be fucking clean in my fucking car shes my everything" and max mayfield is sitting in the passenger seat like "yeahhh man okay. anyway lucas just spilled his DQ blizzard in the back seat trying to prove to dustin that it would actually stay in the cup and not go everywhere if he turned it upside down so now dustin and your car are both covered in ice cream. also some got on the windows somehow" and he goes "you fucking WHAT"

#mike wheeler #stranger things #the party #headcanon #eenposting #st #max mayfield #this is also playing into my madwheeler best friends agenda but i digress #and the only person who really is nice to him about it is will #who gets really apologetic about spilling stuff in the car but its ironic because hes the only person who mike is like ohhh dont worry:) #its okay dont even worry about it its fine will ur all good :) and everyone else is like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #i have this half written into a fic somewhere. that i will never finish #WHICH IS SO UNFORTUNATE #st the party #the party stranger things #mike wheeler headcanon #hope you all see the vision #with luck i can make this st fanon bible. godspeed amen

[autoneurotic]

called out at work as an astarion girlie

#how did he know. he just guessed. #i’m nothing if not painfully obvious i guess #it’s just like. he’s just like me for real #covering your trauma w flirtatious flippancy is sooooo. me #just assuming you get through life by grinning and bearing it ! when you could be happy instead ! #‘the worst thing isn’t that he (cazador) did it it’s that he did it to ME’ #AAHHHHH ASTARION I LOVE YOU #the few times he’s mentions his past and seducing ppl for cazador makes me insane #like he sounds so pained the whole time but tries so hard to play it off #like well it was over quick enough anyway ! #and then u find that blood lady in moonrise who wants him to bite her #and if you say fuck off dude he’s his own Man #ar camp later he’s like. almost surprised that you said that!! and was even like talking you and him into it after the fact #like it would have been worth what she was offering whats one more time ha ha 🥲 #OR (im sorry i can’t stop) when you find the drow twins and they’re like we could all fuck ? #he says oooo my love im not sure im ready for that again. #and he sounds NERVOUS. and APOLOGETIC. like IM going to be upset?! #and you can say that pretty much and he’s like i hate it when you’re nice ew……..thank you <3 #MY POOR BOY. my GOD. ohhhhh. #i gotta go lie down i thought about astarion too hard it gave me brain damage

[mashkaroom]

everyone please clap, i just sent a really civil email instead of what i wanted to say which was YOU STUPID FUCK DO YOU FUCKING READ INSTRUCTIONS?????? DID YOU READ THE FUCKING PAPER WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE PRESENTING ON??????? WHY DID YOU WANT TO MEET AT 9:30 PM ON THE DAY THE PRESENTATION WAS DUE AND THEN DID ZERO FUCKING WORK UP UNTIL THAT MOMENT?????? WHY THE FUCK DID I DO 90% OF THE WORK WITH THE HOPE THAT YOU WOULD DO THE MUCH LESS MENTALLY TAXING REMAINING 10% OF WHICH HALF IS FULLY OPTIONAL AND THEN I HAD TO FUCKING BABYSIT YOU THE WHOLE TIME YOU DID IT??? LITERALLY MOST OF WHAT YOU HAD TO DO WAS COPY PASTE TEXT FROM A GOOGLE DOC INTO SLIDES HOW DID YOU MISS HALF OF THE FUCKING GOOGLE DOC????? YES WE HAVE TO HAVE THAT, BECAUSE THAT ACCOUNTS FOR HALF OF THE FUCKING ARTICLE!!!!!! DID YOU READ! THE! FUCKING! PAPER! I SPECIFICALLY WANTED TO HAVE THE LAST HOURS OF THE EVENING OFF TO DO OTHER THINGS BUT I STILL HAD TO BABYSIT YOUR STUPID FUCKING ASS!!!!!!!! ALSO DID YOU GENUINELY JUST ADD ‘WE SHOULD GIVE TAX CUTS TO BUSINESSES SO THEY WILL CREATE HOUSING FROM THE GOODNESS OF THEIR HEARTS’ TO THE SLIDES?????? I WILL ENJOY SEEING YOU FILETED TOMORROW!!!!!! BRO YOU HAVE TO EITHER BE SMART OR BE PRODUCTIVE YOU CAN’T DO 5% OF THE WORK AND THEN THAT WORK IS FUCKING SHIT!!!!! IT LITERALLY WOULD HAVE TAKEN ME LESS TIME TO DO IT WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i am feeling very uncharitable tonight #after our last presentation the prof said i should speak less #like sure i can do that. i'm sorry my partner doesn't fucking know shit #and seemingly barely read the paper??? #it would be good if we could use the meeting times to discuss the paper in detail #but last time around he had not read the paper at all by our meeting time #and this time we didn't meet at our normal time (which was my fault) but instead we met 3.5 hours before the due date #at which point we just had to do it #grrrr fucking grrrrr #also like. it's not that i'm the best group member in the world #so i am normally very charitable to people not being on top of things #but???? you have to be apologetic about it???? #or at least let people know in advance like 'hey guys i'm honestly a mess sorry' #but this dude i feel like. genuinely does not have a sense that he is doing anything at all wrong #like no dude you are really fucking me over!! #also bc what he said was 'let's meet tomorrow evening #i said 'ok is 8 good?' #no response. i assume 8 is fine. i text at 8. no response #he texts me at 8:30 like 'hey is 9:30-9:45 good?' #🤦‍♂️ #frankly if i came to a meeting and saw my groupmate had done 90% of the project #i would have been like 'oh jeez i'm so sorry thank you so much for taking initiative on this. what is there left to do i'll take it all' #'was there some sort of miscommunication that led to you doing all this that we should fix?' #'i can take the lead next time' #anyway i sent an email that was like 'we should communicate better #divide the work more clearly in advance #and make better use of our meeting time' #so hopefully that goes over well. he seems like a really nice dude!! just also a rubbish groupmate and also a capitalist bootlicker so

[saintlesbian]

I was hoping for Carly’s consequences era but it’s looking like she’s getting forgiven already 😞 ofc joss would forgive her bc they’re basically the same person and joss is going through her own little messy lying arc. michael’s already giving up his grudge after like. One conversation even tho her choices put his wife’s life in danger. drew was mad for like two episodes only to come to Carly’s side anyways and then we haven’t seen him since. even though she directly impeded on his investigation and betrayed his trust when they’re supposed to be partners???? and WILLOW. the one this directly impacts. the one who was looking for her real mother for her health and for her family. almost immediately forgives Carly???? she withheld knowledge of the rest of her family from her! shits unethical bro!!

and somehow in all of this they’ve still found a way to vilify Nina even tho this is now the second child Carly has kept from her??? like. it’s not Nina’s fault she had her daughters stolen. it’s not Nina’s fault that she’s willow’s mother. in fact the only other people to get mad at Carly were nina and Sonny and even then Nina’s still already kinda moved past it after that convo with Liesl??? why does this keep happeninggggg

revenge or not, regardless of her intentions Carly still did harm. and I really really want to like her character but the only way that’s ever gonna happen is if she faces real palpable consequences for her harmful actions and learns from them. she needs to grow and change as a person 😭

#general hospital #pentababbles #I’m going crazy thinking about this I can’t stand it #and ofc joss mentions people might think that Carly was doing it out of revenge but the only people who think that are Sonny and Nina #the experience of being a nina apologist is an endless suffering #Michael even mentioned how Carly lying and manipulating makes her like nina #and they are similar! they’re like bizarro mirror versions of each other #but at least Nina’s somewhat apologetic. Carly doesn’t apologize for the things she does #and while that bold attitude may appeal to some it just seems abrasive and rude from my perspective 😔 #whatever man! why the fuck am I writing a whole essay about the blondes of GH! I’m insane

[jiseok]

i swear some people only became professors for the power trip n not bc they actually want to help people learn

#gom.txt #bc why was i dropped from one of my classes for my grade which is only low bc i missed the exam #bc the professor didn’t even make it visible until the day of and i check assignments the day before #and i didn’t know about the course commitment policy #so i tried emailing the guy being as respectful n apologetic as i can bc i actually like the class in terms of what we’re learning #n he just doubles down on me missing the window to consult with him when he didn’t even send anything until yesterday l #and he sent it to my school email instead of directly on canvas so i didn’t see shit til my advisor contacted me abt it #like shouldn’t a professor jump at the fact that a student is desperate to be a part of the course they’re teaching #and there’s a one week window for him to recind it and put me back in the class but he just full on refuses #like now i’ve got a penalty withdrawal on my permanent record #the only upside is i was taking 5 classes so i’m still a full time student with 4/ 12 credits #but i’ll have to take summer courses to stay on track for spring 2025 graduation #this whole thing pissed me off and made me cry a little #anyways feel free to join me in sending dr. cornelison the second bad vibes #my advisor was very kind and patient abt it tho i would have had a meltdown without her #this is getting to long let me eat and then take this fuck ass exam #icb i thought statistics would be my problem class

[wantonlywindswept]

Non-Exhaustive List of Minecraft Item Derivatives

Because I had nothing better to do, apparently, and because my wife has Won and I am now writing Hermitcraft fic I guess.

Anyway here are some examples of things that COULD be in Minecraft given what materials are available. Would love to hear of any others that people think of, this is mostly an Asian/American list of stuff I randomly thought of. (Mojang. Give me. fukkin. rice. GIVE ME RICE. LET US HAVE RICE. LET US MAKE SUSHI MOJANG)

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STAPLES

Salt [Ocean Water]

Cooking Oil [Sunflower]

Alliums [Allium] (Onion, garlic, shallot, leek, scallion, chive, etc)

Flour [Wheat, Seeds]

Vanilla [Orchid]

Nori [Seaweed]

Kombu [Kelp]

Bamboo Shoots [Bamboo]

Chocolate [Cocoa Beans] (Various processing may be needed.)

Fish Sauce [Fish + Salt]

DRINKS

Alcohol [Literally Anything With Sugars]

Beer [Wheat] (Where there is bread, there is beer.)

Vodka [Potatoes]

Mead [Honey]

Schnapps [Apple, Berries] (Glowberry booze???)

Rum [Sugar Cane]

Tea [Various Plants/Flowers] (Pick some plants and boil 'em.)

Apple Cider [Apples]

Juice [Apple, Melon, Berry]

DAIRY/EGG/MEAT

Butter, Cream, Cheese [Milk]

Goat Milk [Goat] (→ Feta, etc.)

Mayonnaise [Egg]

Jerky [Meats]  (Beef traditionally, but as long as it’s meat or fish it works.)

Sausage [Meats] ( Pork+Beef traditionally.)

Bacon [Pork] 

DRUGS/ETC

Mad Honey [Bees + Azalea]

Opium [Poppy] (Also includes pain management like codeine and morphine.)

Mushrooms [Mushrooms] (Mushrooms.)

Tetrodotoxin [Pufferfish] (Used for murder, mostly.)

#minecraft #writing resources #hermitcraft smp #there are other mc smps i just don't pay attention to them #anyway my problem is that i am trying to make game mechanics Make Sense #which is not necessary except it is #and the idea of eating bread and steak and golden carrots #(maybe. maybe heirloom carrots? i don't even want to THINK about gold-foil carrots) #is very. tragic. #yes apparently my entire brain focuses on food what about it #anyway plug minecraft food into myfridgefood.com and come up with some recipes #unless you're like #a normal human being and can just take game mechanics as is #which would make life so much easier tbh #don't even get me fucking STARTED on the respawn mechanics #DON'T EVEN #also vaguely apologetic for including drugs but i thought about mad honey #and it spiraled from there #guess i didn't need to include the tetrodotoxin since pufferfish already poison you #anyway #you can also have anything tomato-derivative #but only if you're Doc #hermitcraft

[perenlop]

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#so spike has diabetes and a uti rn and its gonna take a lot of work to keep him stable #we’re not putting him down hes not in pain just needs to be monitored more #but im pissed bc i kept asking my parents to take him to the vet and they kept shrugging me off with ‘’ur too sensitive hes fine’’ #when he’s not eating and literally leaking and barely has any energy. and also lost 18% of weight since may #youd think after he had surgery to remove his eye last year theyd be more alert when something is obviously wrong #so they kept whining abt me ‘’pestering them’’ to call the vet and WHOOPS turns out if he was left alone for as much as they wanted #he wouldve fallen into a diabetic coma. theyre apologetic and saying i was right to pester but im angry #bc now hes been in pain all this time and we literally could have lost him if they insisted on waiting til the next vet visit several months #away #im mad bc theres this but where im shrill and overreactive so no one can take me seriously (which btw applied to my hs trauma bc everyone #insisted i was a sensitive baby and shouldnt care as much. when it was even physical abuse at times.) #and now that line of thinking? just bc it came from me? almost fucking killed my dog. #bc god forbid u take me seriously after ive warned abt multiple things and have been right about like 80% of the time #echoed voice #fuck me i guess my opinion is just so annoying and worthless we can let my dog suffer until theyre just TOO annoyed ig

[clotpolesonly]

apparently, shockingly, not knowing what day of the week it is sometimes catches up to you and causes problems

who'd have thunk

#personal post #compete forgot about a rehearsal i was supposed to be at #in favorite of a DIFFERENT rehearsal that i wasn't needed at #because i put the first rehearsal as a conflict #because THAT one is a fucking PAID JOB #that i simply didn't show up to #so that's great #left the choir director a panicked and deeply apologetic voicemail that he will get when choir is over i guess #cuz i was already half an hour late by the time i even realized and called #won't get paid obviously #which is fair #but it's a fairly new job and certainly not a great impression 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #fuck my life #i hate it here

[gayness-and-mayhem]

Look, I love Deceived by Flight, but what exactly was the point of the gay bookshop fire? Like, are they trying to tell us that Morse and Donn had a university affair or something? Bc like ?????

#Please if I'm missing something completely obvious do tell me bc I feel like I'm being completely oblivious here #But it just seems a bit out of place somehow #Also ik it wasn't specifically a gay bookshop but the graffiti suggests homophobic attack so I'm going with it #On an unrelated note #I love Lewis' glee at calling Morse Pagan when they're pretending not to know each other and Morse can do fuck all about it #But I hate it when Lewis wants Morse to share in his delight and Morse wasn't even looking :( #At least he sounds genuinely apologetic about it when they're alone later on though #God ik I'm hella late to the Morse fandom I'm sorry 😂 #Why am I so fond of these idiot middle aged men? #Also I should clarify that I watched the episode and now I'm listening to the cassette but I'm still not entirely sure of the point #which is why I'm making a post about it now bc I thought all would become clear to me but ofc it hasn't lol #Inspector Morse #Text post #Oh also I'm 99.9% joking about the Morse/Donn thing but that's where my brain immediately went so I can't 100% discount it now 😂

[askshivanulegacy]

Hey this isn't like me yelling-callout-post-NOW or anything but I was scrolling through replies on the trolley-problem-palestine post and I do want to say that I have to unfortunately be invested in US Politics as a non-US citizen because of the way these elections affect the rest of the world, culturally and politically. The US is one of the richest and most influential countries in the world and the way it decides to interact with the rest of us, where it sends money and military to, and the conversations people in the US are having even about domestic issues end up shaping the conversations that happen outside of it (trans and immigration issues for example). It's horribly unfair and I'm fuming about it always why can y'all veto shit ❤️ but uh yeah, just a minor nitpick with the influence of the elections on everyone else. I could be entirely wrong in my perception of the way things are but that's how it seems to me rn.

That post was a long time ago, so I can't remember specifically what I said about it, but I don't disagree with your ask.

My big beef (and what I typically rant about) with most of the chatter about the US elections and Palestine isn't that the elections influence other countries. They definitely do.

My beef is that all the US tumblrites are making Palestine into the one single issue ever, in the world and in the US, and they're putting on blinders to everything else.

Palestine isn't even CLOSE to being the single issue or even the most major issue. It simply is not.

And in a US election, Americans NEED to take a look at OUR issues. The issues that affect everyday life. Affordable and accessible education, housing, healthcare, LGBTQ+ issues, rights to bodily autonomy, etc., etc.

In a US election, those are the things that are the most important. In a lot of ways, those are the only issues that functionally exist, within the context of the election bubble. Yes, you can and should consider foreign policy as a factor, but it should NEVER be the only factor ... not when there are so many raw and bleeding gaps at home, and clear, obvious, and impending threats to the very lives of the people these sjw tumblrites claim to care about.

I'm saying that election time is the time for Americans to focus on America for just a minute. And when all I hear is Palestine to the exclusion of all else - all rational thought, all sense - with the conclusion being "punish Biden because he happened to be president when Israel was being a little shit," then that's when I say none of that matters.

Because the US election is not about Palestine or any other country. It's about the US.

People desperately need to remember that.

No, I don't want to put America first, and I care a lot about how we interact in the world. But by God, you don't put your own country LAST in the election that is specifically for your country and will determine how you survive ... and IF you survive. You don't throw your country and everyone in it under the bus.

We have the right to be a little selfish for our election. Not Trump-selfish, but selfish enough to have some sense for the things happening here. It's time to set Palestine on the shelf for a while - at least long enough to realize that "punishing Biden" is idiocy.

Also that Biden is not only America's best strategic option, but he ALSO happens to be Palestine's and the rest of the world's.

Honestly, I've seen more of that perspective from non-Americans, and I hugely appreciate it. I just need the actual Americans in the room to realize that 1) they need to take off their fucking blinders, and 2) their stupid little short-sighted Biden-punishment stunt will not only harm themselves but also all the other countries they seem to care about more than their own.

And I want them to start giving a fuck about the country they currently live in.

#asks #answers #sorry if i took your ask as an excuse to rant a bit #i hope everyone can recognize what I'm trying to say: the election is a multi-dimensional issue #many things can be important and true at the same time #if all you think about is Palestine you're wrong #it's terrible and we should help AND we need to make good strategic choices for the future of the US that are based on issues in the US #AND those good strategic choices ALSO happen to align with the most helpful choice for Palestine and everyone else #for people worried about their 'conscience' and 'morality' #FUCK your conscience and FUCK your morality #i don't give a DAMN #about your little whiny baby feelings #i DO give a damn about logical and strategic choices in this election chess game #that is the only thing that matters #go make a strong strategic vote and then go cry into your pillow about it. if you must. #i don't care so long as you vote very deliberately FOR someone and not merely weakly and ineffectually AGAINST someone #because you have the character of a wet noodle #buck up #go vote! #i know somebody is going to read this and think I'm saying 'Palestine doesn't matter' #if you do I'm sorry for you #this whole thing is about the context of the US election and ONLY about that #Americans are sometimes the worst honestly #like they're SO PERFORMATIVE and APOLOGETIC about being American but at the same time they have zero concept about identifying as a citizen #OF THE WORLD #their whole identity is to reject America wholesale but they don't ascend to any other identity and they fail to use their very real ties #to America to actually act in a beneficial strategic fashion #you can be a citizen of the world but you also have a responsibility to steer your country #Americans don't even realize what America HAS #do you even realize what a gd GEM this country is. it's imperfect but there's so so so much potential.

[kitty-inchains]

Did anyone miss me? 🥺

#I’m okay but I just spent a few days hurting a lot both physically and mentally #chronic pain sucks #it made me so exhausted but yet I couldn’t sleep ?? 🙃 #plus my Dom is basically not my Dom now?? I don’t even know… he was all apologetic after I talked to him about the aftercare issues #and now he’s not called me kitten for 6 days and isn’t talking to me like normal so ???? #my mind has been fucked and not in the way I want 😅

[gamblersdoll]

so sukuna usually goes for a woman who holds her own in a fight. its believed that he was more attracted and would even become a flirt even mid fight…. tw for sexual themes.

so imagine how confused you would be when you are with yuuji in your dorm and having a nice time and sukuna just stares at you through his cheek, somewhat a glare but smile. in confuses you, almost making you tilt your head.

“im going to put a brat in you.” he says, then suddenly leaving the scene, causing you to fret and be on guard anytime and anywhere. and leaving such a frantic and apologetic yuuji.

whats even worse is if your group were to exercise a curse spirit somewhere and its on you and yuuji, sukuna would definitely take the time to potentially force a switch or convince the poor baby to switch. and sukuna is doing his best to try and wound you– youre fast, and you already landed three good blows on him.

but things do come to an end, you being cornered and having to hear sukuna say the most disgusting things.

“you wouldnt be a bad wife, could make you have at most two brats.” or holding you while you squirm, groping at a fat breast and squeezing, hoping you dont moan. and he goes “these things dont hold you back? i just wanna bite into them… would taste so good.”

it also occurs when you sleep too. the intoxicating feeling of his fingers are still on your skin, he had to be an incubus. but you were suddenly dreaming about him eating your precious fat pussy too, suckling on your clit and have two hands hold your hips down, two hands hold your legs up while he eats you so sloppy. he can always be a messy eater, and he mumbles .. praise?

“havent had good pussy in years.”

“fuck, that brat hadnt eaten you at all ?”

“i demand your cum, i want you to cum.”

and when you wake up your folds are soaked with spit drooling down your ass cheeks. and with your shirt scrambled up and a bra pushed up.. was he in here? was it a dream? you didnt know. why was he so suddenly interested?

its only the next time you saw him, the cut you had given him had scarred up and he smirks at the sight of it. this only caused him to think of little exchanges for you to show yourself raw to him.

“if you land another three blows, ill have you sit on my face.” he said, eyes lidded and his signature grin plastered.

you ended up with a swollen clit, from its poor abuse and with bruised thighs, because he just had to make you sit still while he ate you out.

#jjk x reader #jjk spoilers #jjk #jjk smut #jjk x you #jjk leaks #sukuna x you #ryomen sukuna #sukuna #sukuna x reader #jjk sukuna #jujustsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu itadori #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu sorcerer