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xrodolphusxxlestrangex · 10 months

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you've got no place to hide and i'm feeling like a villain, got a hunger inside. one look in my eyes and you're running 'cause I'm coming, gonna eat you alive. your heart hits like a drum. the chase has just begun. one misstep, you're mine. and you better stay clever if you wanna survive.

basics.

name: rodolphus desiderius lestrange. pronunciation: rō-doll-fi-us. des-i-e-di l-rius. le-strange. meaning: famous wolf. ardent desire. hound of the borderland. birthday: january 17th. capricorn. age: thirty-two. pronouns: he + him. sexuality: heterosexual. siblings: rabastan. alessandra. parents: roderick lestrange (father). astraea lestrange neè carrow (mother). other family: extended lestrange family. extended black family. extended carrow family (amycus and alecto carrow; cousins.) languages: english. current residence: london. born: london.

wizard fun.

hogwarts house: slytherin. year of graduation: 1967. affiliation: death eater. occupation: unspeakable; thought chamber. pet: none. blood status: pureblood. species: wizard. patronus: crow. the crow is a very well-known bird that some believe is an omen of dark magic. the crow is very resourceful, ambitious, and cunning. once they set a goal, they always seem to get what they’re after. crows are also fearless. regardless of what sort of creature they find in the way of their goal, they will do anything they can to overpower it. they are also very smart and have been observed using tools to achieve their means. boggart: not being noticed. amortentia scent: peanut brittle, paint, new books, burning cedar. wand type: apple wood. dragonheart string. unyielding. 12 inches.

appearance.

height: 5’ 10” hair color: brown black. eye color: piercing blue. hair style: parted to the side with light use of product. fashion style: black. leather. form-fitting. rings with larger, expensive gems.

personality.

positive traits: + resourceful + charming negative traits: - condescending - overconfident

theme song: monsters by ruelle.

quick facts.

roderick may as well as have been god in rodolphus' young mind, later replaced by voldemort. -- and himself as a close second.

the only time rodolphus cared anything about rabastan was after the younger boy went to school. they didn't have much interaction but rodolphus kept an eye out to be sure he didn't disparage the lestrange name. perhaps he should have paid attention to the trash alessandra was bound to become.

it's not common knowledge but rodolphus is a legilimens. although he has the power it's more of a power-trip knowing he has it in his back pocket more than anything else. he enjoys being a jack of all trades

he charms anything that moves. people either love, hate or fear him based on what he wants from them. he's used to playing with people's minds.

not only a pretty face and frightening, rodolphus is as intelligent as they come. he aced his schooling. in order to succeed in life, one needed knowledge. another notch on his "being in control" belt.

so much more.

headcanons.

click here. updated frequently.

bio.

from the time rodolphus was born, it was clear that he was the future man of the house. there would be no mistake that their first son would be anything but and roderick took him under his wing immediately, leaving astraea to her own sensibilities. this gave rodolphus his first lesson: marriage was out of convenience and had nothing to do with love. roderick would even go so far as to teach his true son that love only gets in the way of one’s purpose in life, leaving rodolphus with a cold heart and large ambitions. he was his father’s puppet, being molded into what a lestrange should be and always was. rodolphus took to it like a fish out of water. he became so self-involved, focused, and prideful that there was no way humble was in his cards. the only love he felt was toward himself, part of the prestigious lestrange family and the sacred twenty-eight that spanned more time than other families only dared dream.

as his siblings followed, nothing changed for rodolphus. he didn’t take the caring big brother role. they were two little beings that made loud noises, got too close to him, and made too many messes. the only thing that amused him was their stupid questions to which he would give them wrong answers. he would confuse them and point them in the wrong way any chance he got. rabastan and alessandra had no chance. luckily for all three of them, the threesome wouldn’t be under one roof for too long as he was on his way to Hogwarts first.

when he was sorted into slytherin – the sorting hat skimming his brown black hair – the room erupted. there was no doubt that’s where he would be however, having a lestrange in the house again was something to be celebrated. having rodolphus in the house was to be celebrated. in his seven years, the young charismatic man charmed nearly everyone he met, whether that meant having them head over heels with him or being utterly terrified and willing to do anything for him. he was a success in everything he touched, including his classes. well, not classes pertaining to muggles which were a waste of time. but everything else – everything else – he mastered. he wanted to be prepared for anything and that meant knowledge. without knowledge there was simply no way to win. he had roderick to thank for that little gem.

surprisingly, when rabastan came to school, he did keep an eye on him. he wasn’t entirely sure why, but he felt like his younger brother was weak and, although rodolphus didn’t much care in the traditional sense, he didn’t want to see anything happen to him or the lestrange name. however, when alessandra came and was sorted into hufflepuff he immediately cut her off and refused her existence. she may have had the lestrange name but was not a lestrange. her life kept going in the wrong direction. worse and worse. she was a disappointment and deserved everything she got. she was lucky she was still alive. for the time being.

nearing the end of his stay at hogwarts the inevitable happened: the engagement announcement. he knew who it was. he had known his whole life. hell, she had known. he didn’t act surprised when they announced “Rodolphus Lestrange and Bellatrix Black are to be wed.” he simply raised his glass, put on a fake, charming smile he’d become so accustomed to, put his arm around her and nodded to the crowd. the wedding came and went. he could have done worse than bellatrix. she was a strong woman who could maintain herself. she wasn’t terrible to look at. to be honest, they were an attractive couple. they were an intimidating couple when they worked together – if they worked together. but like he learned from his father, love could get in the way of the bigger picture, and he couldn’t let that get in the way. right?

after leaving hogwarts, rodolphus knew where he stood in society and drank it up like the lavish champagne he would pour down the drain. he had the money and power that made it impossible to not be accepted into the ministry. he aimed to become unspeakable, leaving part of his life a secret only he could enjoy. the rest of his life was on display but behind the scenes in the thought chamber, rodolphus learned how the mind worked in a way no one ever could have. it was his chance to get yet another upper hand on those surrounding him. knowing it would increase his already dark abilities, it was only a matter of time before he learned to get inside the minds of society, whether it be the upper echelon or rotten scoundrels that deserved to live in the muck. legilimens was his aim, and a legilimens he became. yet another upper hand, as if it needed anymore.

as the war progressed, rodolphus sat back and watched it unfold, ever so perceptive with the dark mark beneath the dark sleeves he was forever seen in. the mark pumped through his veins like a heartbeat. if there was anyone dedicated to the dark lord, it was he. when he was called upon, rodolphus did the lord’s bidding on a whim, not thinking twice. the tasks he was given gave him pure adrenaline, only deepening his love for the wicked and cleansing the world of the unworthy.

rodolphus lestrange presented a strong face, keen mind and mystery to the world that could frighten anyone without his trying. what they didn’t know was the depths of his cruelty, his killings, his torture and, most of all, his lust for it.

#bio.#about.

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law-of-cycles-friends · 9 months

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Name: Yugure Kurai

Gender: male

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

School: Mitakihara middle

Soul gem color: bright lilac purple

Soul gem shape: a twinkling star

Personality: in the first timeline where Yugure meets Glasses!Homura Yugure is meek and quiet, much like Glasses!Homura and is only able to change and grow thanks to Glasses!Homura’s kindness and eventually grows to want to protect Homura, present day Yugure acts similarly to his past self as a lure displaying the same shy and meek personality but the twist is he’s more experienced intelligent intellectual empathetic and courageous learning so much after chasing after Homura for so long across time and space, he’s also willing to do whatever it takes to protect Homura from harm including murder in a semi yandere way.

Backstory; during the loop Glasses!Homura reset to Yugure was constantly bullied by other students, and Yugure really related to Glasses!Homura and the two became close friends, eventually Yugure found out about Homura being a magical girl and he accompanied her on various missions similar to Glasses!Homura and Madoka in the first timeline eventually after he accompanied Homura to defeat Walpurgisnacht Homura left him, distraught he made an contract with Kyubey to travel with Homura throughout her loops to keep her safe, and he changed just as much as present Homura and he’s slightly jaded but eager to keep Homura close much to her chagrin.

Wish: “ forever I want to chase after Homura. Throughout the universe if need be…”

Relationship with Homura: Yugure loves Homura very much and is willing to do anything for her even appreciating how she has changed since he has changed as well.

Puer magi costume theme: his main Puer magi outfit is a combination of the Grim reaper aesthetic an star pattern and a nun, and his devil’s ambassador Puer magic outfit after Homucifer shares her energy with him is a dark gothic more commander take on the nutcracker soldier design.

Soul gem location: it takes the form of a necklace.

Abilities: he can create rifts/gaps in-between space and time so he can follow homura through the loops, he can also create grim reaper dolls which has white colored skull-like faces with their mouths stitched shut with black dot eyes wearing a dark lilac colored reaper cloth usually dual wielding needles or boomerangs as their weapons as they are controlled by magic strings coming from the tip of Yugure’s nails which transfers magic energy from Yugure’s body to make his puppets move, Yugure can even make them life- sized if he wants.

Yugure’s Doppel is Guignol the doppel of absolutions which takes the form of a extremely large scythe with puppet strings coming out of the hedge, the scythe has the ability to instantly reap anyone it cuts as it has complete control over their lives and can kill anyone as it soon chooses, it’s effect is even stronger when the doppel of karma is around.

Witch form: Guignol the celestial world witch with an absolute nature, it sits in the astral plane waiting to be able to see the ground to reunite with his love the mortal world witch Homulily but tragically he cannot do that as he’s bind by puppet strings controlling him causing him to create destructive rifts in the time-space continuum.

#puella magi madoka magica #pmmm #yumejoshi oc #pmmm yugure #Yugure Kurai #pmmm oc

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jenniferstit · 3 years

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🕷 earth risings wear makeup really well. their features can really pull off heavy makeup and it rarely looks overdone. even if they’re not drawn to wearing heavy makeup every day, they can look absolutely doll-like and ethereal whenever they do happen to get their makeup done. they also have the ability to change their features with makeup in a way that can cheat or mimic plastic surgery (ex: bella hadid, madonna, ariana grande, naomi campbell, kylie jenner, monica bellucci, tinashe, & charlize theron). 🌱

🕷 meet someone whose voice doesn’t quite match their appearance? that could indicate that their mercury is not conj. their sun. ☿

🕷 gemini venus is known as a player placement but in actuality they get quite played a bit. this is because they are attracted to intelligent people who can mentally stimulate them, but these people may also have the ability to lie and manipulate them. gemini venusians may attract people who are mentally & emotionally abusive, esp. those with water or fire suns/moons. a gemini venus with lots of air or earth in their chart may be more likely to catch when they are being played earlier on & not fall for the mind games. gem venuses can get drawn into love triangles easily & unknowingly. ♊️

🕷 i’ve noticed that sagittarian women undergo a lot of lessons when it comes to romantic partnerships. their romantic challenges serve as catalysts for significant change. in fact i was looking at some female sag singers’ discographies and noticed that a lot of their most iconic eras occurred after a break up (nicki minaj - pinkprint, britney - blackout, xtina - stripped, miley cyrus - bangerz). these records all signified a personal & professional transformation/rebrand, forever changing the trajectory of their careers. the most noticeable aspect being their physical transformations 👀 (mutable energy). i also think it’s worth mentioning that these transformations signified a darker, more mature image/sound, contrasting sagittarius’ characteristically less mature & more jovial nature. ♐️

🕷 earth suns stereotypically have issues with their fathers, much like water suns stereotypically have issues with their mothers. it makes sense if you consider that the earth archetype represents physical stability & material wealth, which is stereotypically something that a man brings to a household. not to say that all issues are related to finances, but if a child with an earth sun (ego) grows up with issues with their father, their perception of stability will be warped & there is a likelihood that their ego will overcompensate for a lack of fatherly presence through 3D grappling (becoming obsessed with the material world/money) when they become adults… similar to the way a water sun would stereotypically compensate for a lack of mothering through obsession w intimacy/relationships. 🌱

🕷 although plastic surgery is commonly associated with capricorn risings, virgo risings could be just as likely to get surgery, & possibly become addicted in search for their image of perfection (which is ever-changing) (ex: blac chyna, bella hadid, madonna, kris jenner, & dolly parton). ♍️

🕷 if you constantly get told that you look like one parent (even if u resemble both parents like me), PAY ATTENTION TO THIS❗️the ascendant rules our appearances but also our karmic paths. constantly being reminded that you look like one parent may be the universe notifying you that you have inherited that parent’s karma, and will face challenges similar to what they faced. remember that you are not them, you are YOU. do not repeat their mistakes! ⬆️ ☁️ (ex: whitney houston, pisces asc. & bobbi kristina, pisces sun & mc). rest peacefully 👼🏾.

🕷 capricorn men can quite literally look like goats. there’s something abt their brows, esp where their brows meet their nose bridge. it’s a very distinct look that’s relatively easy to spot if you know what to look for. overall their faces are more top-heavy: structured brows (usually straight), a strong brow ridge, smaller, stern eyes (can be slightly down-turned), a defined nose, & usually thinner lips. also, look at their teeth when they smile… you see it right? lol (ex: ross lynch, rauw alejandro, liam hemsworth, timothee chalamet, orlando bloom, bradley cooper, & zayn malik). ♑️

🕷 virgo placements have a thing for yellow/orange. idk why but they just do lol (esp. virgo suns). sidereal leo energy, maybe 🦁? ♍️

🕷 taurus women can be JUST as wild as gemini women, just putting that out there. ♉️

***NSFW: hot take — cancer mars should never be underestimated! if capricorn mars represents traditional sex, their sister sign can embody the opposite of traditional… despite their outward appearance/energy. literally the definition of “lady in the streets, freak it the sheets” lol. they need comfortability, but an uninhibited cancer mars is memorable to say the least… outside of the sexual context, an uninhibited cancer mars is still unpredictable af! can be scary and/or vengeful when wronged, you’ve been warned lol. ♋️

🕷 virgo moons like to plan, but slightly differently than other virgo placements. whereas a virgo sun may want to micromanage everything, (a virgo rising micromanages their appearance, a virgo venus micromanages their partners/relationships, etc.) a virgo moon will want to micromanage their personal milestones & achievements. if it were up to a virgo moon, they’d want to plan exactly when they meet a romantic partner, get married, when they have kids, etc. (and will be mad as hell when their timeline isn’t perfect). i think nicki minaj is a good example of this. there’s a clip of her on ellen from 2014 talking abt when she wants to have kids, & she did exactly that… she waited until she was in a place in her career where she was ready to take a break to get married/have a child. the downside is that virgo moons must remember that the quality of the “who” or “what” is much more important than the “when.” y’all get so caught up in the planning of it all that you have a tendency to settle for less than what you deserve. are you happy bc you’re in a genuinely happy situation? or are you happy bc you successfully met your schedule? questions… ♍️

🕷 gemini venus natives trigger sexual awakenings in others lol? HEAR ME OUT— gemini venusians are equally liked by men and women… they have universal appeal (we just can’t help that we’re so popular haha). gemini venusians are the ones that make other ppl question their sexuality. there’s just something about them that draws you in, but you can’t put your finger on why…. are you sexually attracted to them? or do you just find them interesting? you want to date them/be them. the epitome of “i’m not gay, but i’d go gay for x.” they may also have an androgynous appearance or vibe that comes so naturally, further confusing people as to whether or not they have a chance. “what does this person like?” great sex symbol placement! (ex: summer walker, jennifer lopez, megan fox, tupac shakur, david beckham, naomi campbell, kylie minogue, dwayne johnson, margot robbie, george michael, sofia vergara, laetitia casta, carmen electra, brooke shields, ed westwick, anya taylor-joy, gisele bundchen, & lil kim).

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age-re-kiddo · 2 years

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the signs as regressors!!

aries: dinosaur nuggets, coloring outside the lines, paw patrol, capri sun, playing outside in the mud

taurus: angel milk, nap time all the time, asmr personal attention, comfort blanket, charlie brown

gemini: agere tiktok, play dates, strawberry milk, doc mcstuffins, bugs bunny, walking around with stuffies

cancer: needs reassurance, the crayola 64 pack of crayons, my little pony, adult pacies, journaling

libra: head empty only stuffies, strawberry shortcake, agere discord servers, hot chocolate, s’mores

leo: action figures, gummy worms, catching fireflies, agere twitter, arts and crafts, crayola markers

virgo: magic treehouse, r/ageregression mod, animal crossing, minecraft, chocolate milk, disney movies

scorpio: frappuccino, adult pacies with gems, agere fanfiction, neatly coloring, scooby doo, onesies

sagittarius: bandaids, pokémon, fidget toys, mac n cheese, sketchers shoes, how to train your dragon

capricorn: bath time, my hero academia, so many stickers, soda, tinkerbell, hollow knight on switch

aquarius: butterflies, blowing bubbles, harry potter, agere instagram, playing school, milkshakes

pisces: the little mermaid, mcyt, playing dolls, agere youtube, fuzzy socks, boba tea, ice cream

#age regressor #age regression #agere little #agere carer #safe agere #sfw littlespace #little space #kink dni

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magicalcrystalwings · 5 years

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Posting some old art but will have bios to them! Some of these characters will be making appearances in a RW/YST Next Gen comic I’m working on. ^_^

Name: Liling Rei Fuan

Nickname, title, alias: Li

Gender: Female

Nationality: Scottish/Chinese

Age: 16

Birthday: April 4th, 2003

Zodiac: Aries (sun), Capricorn (moon)

Chinese Zodiac: Yang Water Horse

Blood Type: O

Eyes: Rust

Hair: Dust dark blue

Skin: Light tan

Height: 5 foot 4

Voice: Ellen Page (English)

Armor: Kongo/Hardrock

Likes: Food, studying history, collecting gemstones and rocks, being outside at night under a starry sky

Dislikes:

Strong Points: Emotionally encouraging, strong desire to succeed, willing to learn from her mistakes, open to new insights, natural care giver.

Has Trouble With: Believes too much in herself and tortures herself if she doesn't get a good solution for any problems, not standing up for herself, speaking Scottish and Chinese with the proper accents, leaving a project unfinished, emotionally unreachable at times due to casting them aside in favor of more logical pursuits, lack of consistency, structure and will often go to great lengths to gain the feeling of control in their lives

Dream: To travel the world for precious metals and gems.

Fears: Dolls

Favorite Gemstone: Diamonds, peridot, jade, opal, garnet

Favorite Color(s): Purple, brown, yellow, blue

Favorite Food: Bread and butter pudding, carrot and orange soup, Chow fun, hot pots, mapo tofu

Favorite Activities: Painting, dancing, reading, traveling to different bookstores

Hobbies: Swimming, cooking, reading, geology, knitting, recusing small animals, martial arts with her father, playing the flute.

Favorite Movies: Contracted, Disney's Brave, Christine, Victor Victoria, Mary Poppins, The Sound of Music, Moulin Rouge, Gentlemen Prefer Blondes

Birthplace: Edinburgh, Scotland (decided to be with Kenina’s family)

Family: Kenina Ìomharach (Mother), Shu Rei Fuan (Father), Evanna (older sister), Nathair (older brother, twin to Evanna), Tsuki (younger sister)

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Personality: cautious, ambitious, reliable, clumsy, awkward

Positive: Polite, superstitious, spiritual, generous to a fault, optimistic, artistic, clever, imaginative, witty, adaptable, lively, loyal, learns quickly, incessantly curious, open-minded.

Negative: Restless, devious, indecisive, independent, inconsistent, short-tempered, being talkative, incessantly curious, easily bored, naïve

Personal History: NA

#magicalcrystalwings #yoroiden samurai troopers #ronin warriors #yoroidensamuraitroopers #roninwarriors #wipsketch #kento of hardrock #kenina íomharach #shureifuan #shu rei fuan #kongo no shu #kongo no liling #ronin warriors oc #yoroidensamuraitropperoc

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chroma-asks · 6 years

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The Sensory

Name: Chara (kah-rah)

Pronouns: they/them

Age: 10 years

Birthday: (Scorpio)

Species: human

Source(if any): Undertale

Family: Asgore,Toriel, and Asriel Dreemurr(adopted family)[not in system], Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: cinnamon, hot cocoa, knives, adrenaline, fighting

Dislikes: losing, feeling weak, being underestimated, other humans, milk

Name: Damon (day-mun)

Pronouns: he/him

Age: ???

Birthday: August 15th (Leo)

Species: deep-sea siren

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Draco(son...? Technically...?)

Likes: water, singing, fun, swimming, love, goofing off, jokes, cooking, baking, playing with the kids, music

Dislikes: leaving people behind, silence, being bored, negativity

Name: Draco (dray-co)

Pronouns: he/him

Age: ???

Birthday: March 23rd (Aries)

Species: Dragon

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Emerie(wife), Leviathan(son), Damon(technical father), Salem(technical mother), Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: storms, flying, his family, jewels, gold, meat, caves, solitude, Zero, sleeping

Dislikes: fruit, annoyances, invasion of privacy, socks(FOR WHATEVER REASON), being woken up

Name: Emerie (eh-mer-ree)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: December 20th (Sagittarius)

Species: Hydra

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Draco(husband), Leviathan(son)

Likes: fashion, sewing, love, her family, water, flowers, gardening

Dislikes: bigotry, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, racism, really any kind of discrimination that harms and degrades others

Name: Glitch

Pronouns: they/them

Age: 6

Birthday: (Aries)

Species: Unknown

Source: n/a

Family: Zero(surrogate mother), Aurora(actual mother)[Standby]

Likes: playing, learning new things, friends

Dislikes: feeling hated, hurting others

Name: Gwenevere (gweh-neh-veer)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Virgo)

Species: arachne

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Freya(technical mother)

Likes: Octopi, knitting, sewing, fighting, hunting, teasing people she thinks are cute, helping out with cooking by cutting things

Dislikes: molting, when her fuzz is dirty, loose threads

Name: Jelose (jel-ohss)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Leo)

Species: shoggoth

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Gnideria(older sister)[Standby], Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: hugs, candy, slime, water, dark places, mud, playing, friends, kids

Dislikes: negative emotions, being alone, being feared, being poked in the eyes

Name: Kai (rhymes with pie)

Pronouns: he/him

Age: ???

Birthday: September 2nd (Virgo)

Species: Cerberus

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Weiss(technical mother)

Likes: sweets, screamo music, the shadows

Dislikes: bitter food, bright lights

Name: Karma

Pronouns: he/him

Age: ???

Birthday: December 3rd (Sagittarius)

Species: Ghoul

Source(if any): n/a

Family: n/a

Likes: puns, cooking, baking

Dislikes: things getting stuck between his bones

Name: Koishi (koh-ee-shee)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Sagittarius)

Species: satori

Source(if any): Touhou

Family: Satori(older sister), Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: friends, playing, exploring, making friends in general, roses, animals, tea, coffee, gifts, being remembered, her sister

Dislikes: being shunned, staying in one place for too long, numbness

Name: Lavender Pearl

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Cancer)

Species: gem

Source(if any): Steven Universe(non-canon)

Family: n/a

Likes: dancing, cleaning, water fountains, music

Dislikes: being yelled at, feeling worthless

Name: Leviathan (leh-vai-ah-than)

Pronouns: he/him

Age: 5 in dragon years

Birthday: February 16th (Aquarius)

Species: water dragon

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Emerie(mother), Draco(father)

Likes: water, bugs, fish, watching science videos about nature, playing with the other littles, the beach, Zero, exploring

Dislikes: wearing shoes

Name: Lexa Fae (lex-ah-fay)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Aquarius)

Species: faerie

Source(if any): n/a

Family: n/a

Likes: flowers, forests, mushrooms, butterflies, moths, being pampered, milk, pastries, alcohol, baths, scented lotions

Dislikes: disrespect, being insulted, unkempt hair, dry skin

Name: Mina (mee-nah)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: Unknown

Birthday:

Species: Monster of some kind

Source: n/a

Family: n/a

Likes: shopping, cute things, fashion

Dislikes: eating

Name: Morgana (mor-gah-nah)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: (Virgo)

Species: dullahan

Source(if any): n/a

Family: n/a

Likes: witchcraft, moonlight, night flying, researching physics and magic, candles

Dislikes: impatience, not having the freedom to practice her craft

Name: Naraku (nah-rah-koo)

Pronouns: he/him

Age: somewhere around 70 if you include his human years

Birthday: Literally No One Knows

Species: half-demon

Source(if any): Inuyasha

Family: Aurora(in-system incarnation)[Standby]

Likes: literally any kind of drama, strategy games, Weiss

Dislikes: his human side, losing

Name: Paka (pah-kah)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: over 10,000

Birthday: (Gemini)

Species: phoenix hybrid

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Weiss(technical mother)

Likes: food, cats, beanies, big jackets

Dislikes: dying

Name: Polaris

Pronouns: she/her

Age: 6

Birthday:

Species: Princess-class Battleship

Source(if any): Kantai Collection

Family: 25 older sisters(all of which are in the Secondary Branch), Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: french fries, the beach, playing, wearing big shirts like dresses, playing with people’s hair, carnivals, piggyback rides from literally anyone who can carry her without dying(she is MUCH heavier than she looks), boats, skating, lighthouses

Dislikes: sinking in water, being alone

Name: Salem (say-lehm)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: over 5000

Birthday: November 13th (Scorpio)

Species: oni

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Zero(younger sister), Draco(technical son)

Likes: dolls, gothic lolita fashion, solitude, dark places

Dislikes: humans, romance, being caged, being told what to do, Chroma’s family

Name:Sasha

Pronouns: she/her

Age: 6

Birthday:

Species: chimera, probably??

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: crackers(the sweet kind)

Dislikes:

Name: Shrii (shree)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: permanently 7

Birthday: (Leo)

Species: ghost

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: small fluffy animals, stuffed animals, pjs, blue raspberry icees, juice, her friends, Blueberry(her stuffed bunny), disney movies, studio ghibli, naps

Dislikes: clowns(terrified, yet she seems to handle LJ somehow), the dark, loud noises, scary movies, darkness

Name: Terezi (teh-reh-zee)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: 16

Birthday: (Libra)

Species: troll

Source(if any): Homestuck

Family: Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: drawing, coloring, watching FNAF playthroughs while eating Mac n Cheese, candy(cherry-flavored ones are her favorite), justice, her friends

Dislikes: memories of abuse, clowns(laughing jack is an exception)

Name: Torture

Pronouns: he/him

Age: somewhere around 670-680

Birthday: June 30th (Cancer)

Species: undead

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Weiss(technical mother)

Likes: hospitals, experimenting with chemicals and cells, mint, ice cream, cold, tormenting Weiss

Dislikes: his past(has PTSD), slavery, his inability to grow, not being able to sleep(though he’s used to it now)

Name: Umbra

Pronouns: he/him

Age: 4

Birthday:

Species: werebat

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Zero(surrogate mother)

Likes: Veirus, fruit, playing games

Dislikes: being the seeker in hide-and-seek(he finds everyone too easily with sonar), flashlights

Name: Vague

Pronouns: he/him or xe/xir

Age: ???

Birthday: (Scorpio)

Species: void angel(but actually he’s basically a god)

Source(if any): The World Ends With You (surprise, he’s Joshua in disguise, the Bastard)

Family: n/a

Likes: space, city nightlife, his room, fixing things, Chroma

Dislikes: losing

Name: Weiss (rhymes with ice)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: uhhh if I go by outer world years I’m like almost 12 bruh (good thing I don’t). I’m basically ageless in here

Birthday: June 29th (Cancer)

Species: glacie

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Kai, Sato, Same, Torture, Tyfia, Paka, Zetsumei, Tripp(technical children), Freya(technical mother)

Likes: snow(obviously), drawing, singing, video games, fictional things, socks(ironically), food, space, tiny replicas of things that aren’t usually tiny

Dislikes: bugs(more of a fear, but I’m working on soothing that), abusive people, loud noises/yelling(trigger), hot temperatures, humidity, needles, surgery, eye gore, pain, mint, coconuts

Name: Yulie (yoo-lee)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: “somewhere over 100, I lost count”

Birthday: February 22nd (Pisces)

Species: werewolf/succubus hybrid

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Casimir(father), Marie(mother)[deceased], Freya(grandmother), Killer(great-grandfather)[not in the system]

Likes: romance movies, fanfiction, matchmaking, wolves, the moon, night flights, valentines day candies, cakes, science, philosophy, writing

Dislikes: really anything morally wrong relationship-wise, ageplay, hate, swearing(doesn’t mind if others do, though)

Name: Zero

Pronouns: she/her

Age: over 5000

Birthday: January 3rd (Capricorn)

Species: oni

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Salem(older sister), surrogate mom to basically everyone in the system

Likes: kids, fighting, alcohol, sunlight, human history

Dislikes: child predators(more like a seething hatred), people bad-mouthing literally anyone she’s adopted

Name: Zetsumei (zeh-tsoo-may)

Pronouns: she/her

Age: ???

Birthday: February 15th (Aquarius)

Species: death scythe/shapeshifter

Source(if any): n/a

Family: Weiss(technical mother)

Likes: Halloween, bugs, weaponry, horror movies/games, haunted houses, really anything considered weird or spooky, sour candy

Dislikes: ?????

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rana-capito · 7 years

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blue, navy blue, i'm as blue as i can be, cause my steady boy said "all of them", one hundred something questiiiions

1: How tall or short do you wish you were?I’d take a couple more inches but like this is fine2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)It would be so cool to have a snake…but a dog is also really good…3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?cool jackets are cool…for myself I like target man tshirts4: What was your favorite video game growing up?I had these Magic School Bus computer games that were truly excellent. there was one about whales and dolphins and one about rainforest animals5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:idk…the Majority of my thoughts are either very self-centered or just the song that it’s time to have in my head6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?fuck idk. warning: occasional stupid bitch 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?hmm! vague8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]I got sanguine on a quiz I took once and I like that because I like blood9: Are you ticklish?yeah, not Extremely tho10: Are you allergic to anything?guinea pigs, cats, pollen11: What’s your sexuality?i’m Gay12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?Tea13: Are you a cat or dog person?they are both good and i really like both…i’ll say dogs because i’ve been seeing a lot of very good ones lately + the cat allergy14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?VAMPIRE15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?I watch beckiejbrown a lot and I think she’s cool16: How tall are you?5'7"17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?Benjamin..perhaps…but there’s too many bens so I guess I’ll just have to be Larl18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]between 144 and 150 pounds19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?eh…nah20: Do you like space or the ocean more?The ocean..has more animals in it21: Are you religious?non22: Pet peeves?when people call frogs venomous or spiders poisonous23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?diurnal…i like Sunshine24: Favorite constellation?i like cassiopeia she’s spiky25: Favorite star?uhhhh I don’t have one26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?i think they are..flexible?27: Any phobias or fears?MIRRORS IN THE DARK MIRRORS IN THE DARK scary. 28: Do you think global warming is real?yeah lol29: Do you believe in reincarnation?not really30: Favorite movie?hmmm. i liked inglorious basterds a lot but i’m mostly saying that because i can’t think of any movies that have made an especially big impression on me at the moment31: Do you get scared easily?..yes i’m sensitive32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?1 frog 2 tortoises 4 guinea pigs & a lot of fish33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]8/10 content is great but posting frequency is too spread out34: What is a color that calms you?green like my room at home35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?I want to go to like..australia. or some other place with cool and weird animals!36: Where were you born?atlanta :P37: What is your eye color?brown38: Introvert or extrovert?IntroVert39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?not really but i like to read things about them anyway40: Hugs or kisses?WHY not both41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?clarissa…so far away…an entire TIMEZONE42: Who is someone you love deeply?Antonie Hvan Leeuwenhoek43: Any piercings you want?maybe something extra on my ear?44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?they’re cool45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so?i neiver have done so46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!sexy. very shapely calves. extremely good at calculus and physics and programming. 47: What is a sound you really hate?when my shoe scrapes on the sidewalk48: A sound you really love?the echoes from the main staircase in the mlc49: Can you do a backflip?no :(50: Can you do the splits?no51: Favorite actor and/or actress?i like..karla souza52: Favorite movie?this has been asked previously and i still don’t have a good answer. 53: How are you feeling right now?cool! kind of tired54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?uhh this color’s good55: When did you feel happiest?jeez idk that’s pretty hard to answer56: Something that calms you down?my green chair in my room at home57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]i do not58: What does your URL mean?it’s vaguely homestucky59: What three words describe you the most?cool. sexy. innovative.60: Do you believe in evolution?hell yeah61: What makes you unfollow a blog?content that i don’t like or no content for a long time62: What makes you follow a blog?content that i like63: Favorite kind of person:cool person64: Favorite animal(s):guinea pigs. orcas. cane toads. naked mole rats.65: Name three of your favorite blogs.teensplop.blogspot.com is my ultimate favorite blog ever. my favorite tumblrs are of like random people who i follow and i would feel weird @ing them66: Favorite emoticon:girl with carrots67: Favorite meme:bode was pretty good68: What is your MBTI personality type?i think i got infp when i took it69: What is your star sign?capricorn70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?i don’t have a dog :(71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?dark gray vneck from target and my Excellent jeans72: Post a selfie or two?i’ll do that..later73: Do you have platform shoes?no i’m tall74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?my blood type is A positive75: Can you do a front flip?into a pool or on a trampoline76: Do you like birds?hell yeah! i wanted to be an ornithologist in 6th grade and if that ended up being my life i would be satisfied and happy77: Do you like to swim?Yeah Put Me In The Water78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?hmm. i guess swimming? ice skating is very fun though. and it has to be the correct context of swimming like the water is clean and i can swoop around in it79: Something you wish didn’t exist:*****es80: Some thing you wish did exist:my huge future muscles81: Piercings you have?one in each earlobe82: Something you really enjoy doing:dancing in a loud bar83: Favorite person to talk to:different people have different good talking qualities but there is a special kind of conversation i can only hold with my sister84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?this sure is The Place For Fanart85: How many followers do you have?15086: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?hmm…i feel like yes but i would be very tired after87: Do your socks always match?almost always yes88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?i used to be able to but no longer89: What are your birthstones?i think turquoise?90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?something sneaky and timid and nocturnal91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?it has 5 smooth white petals and a smooth green stem and i was so into it for like some time in second grade92: A store you hate?urban outfitters93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?ideally zero94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?fly95: Do you like to wear camo?not particularly96: Winter or summer?summer for sure..i like Sunlight97: How long can you hold your breath for?i don’t feel like testing this rn98: Least favorite person?let’s say johnny rives99: Someone you look up to:my veterinarian cousin is cool100: A store you love?binders is pretty cool101: Favorite type of shoespumas 102: Where do you live?in a College Town103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?no i love MEAT104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?star sapphires are pretty cool?105: Do you drink milk?on occasion106: Do you like bugs?yeah :)107: Do you like spiders?yeah :)108: Something you get paranoid about?people thinking i shouldn’t be in a place109: Can you draw:yeah i think so110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?nothing comes to mind111: A question you hate being asked?what kind of music do you like?112: Ever been bitten by a spider?maybe…i had this huge itchy leg bump the past few days that i think might have been from that113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?yah it’s nice114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?mmm sunny115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:Antonie Hvan Leeuwenhoek116: Favorite cloud type:Ummm ones that are interestingly shaped! not just stratus. everything else is cool117: What color do you wish the sky was?blue is good118: Do you have freckles?yah119: Favorite thing about a person:do people like actually have an answer to this in mind120: Fruits or vegetables?VEGETABLES121: Something you want to do right now:eat dessert122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?mmm sky!123: Sweet or sour foods?sweet…124: Bright or dim lights?uhh depends on the mood125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?…no?126: Something you hate about Tumblr:some of the discussions on here happen in really weird and negative ways but i’m pretty much never involved so whatever127: Something you love about Tumblr:lots of nice content128: What do you think about the least?i don’t fucking know since i’m not thinking about it129: What would you want written on your tombstone?something about science contributions maybe130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?i’m not in a really violent mood rn131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?nothing comes to mind132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?yeah133: Computer or TV?computer IS tv134: Do you like roller coasters?yeah :D135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?sometimes…not recently136: Are your ears lobed or attached?lobed137: Do you believe in karma?eh138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?this really varies but like in the middle somewhere. not a 1 and not a 10 for sure139: What nicknames do you have/have had?sarah calls me em…that’s it140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?hmm sarah and i had an imaginary little sister named lucille and an imaginary dog named ruby141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?non142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?i try to be a good influence?143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?i like…giving ;)144: What makes you angryjohnny rives145: How many languages do you speak fluently?One146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?i’m a lesbian147: Are you androgynous?hmm i think i’ve reached that somewhat148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:i like..my feet149: Favorite thing about your personality:i try to…be nice150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.julia clarissa sarah151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?i’m good staying here thank u152: Do you like BuzzFeed?it can be entertaining but i don’t think it’s good153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]introduced by a mutual friend is the most basic explanation154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?yeah!155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?yah156: What embarrasses you?being in the gym157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:the gym158: Biggest lie you have ever told:i can’t say it here…it’s illegal159: How many people are you following?130160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?4,507161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?2162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?27,596 wow163: Last time you cried and why:thursday night and i have no Fucking clue164: Do you have long or short hair?short165: Longest your hair has ever been:i think it got past my boobs in the first semester of 9th grade166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?i don’t really have any religious affiliations at all so. neutral167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?..yes? like i think it’s cool and stuff168: Do you like to wear makeup?Not like, regularly, but I like doing my 3am editorial looks169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?No170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?mostly. i didn’t think Too Deeply

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embur · 7 years

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all evens 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

i'm just doing them all bc i don't feel like deleting every other question on mobile (too difficult imo)1: How tall or short do you wish you were?like 5'2-4" 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)nice cat 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?v lazy n comfortable 4: What was your favorite video game growing up?honestly i have no clue what games i played or what i did for fun At All until the age of 9 so imma go w that game: wow 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:idk i only ever think abt what's immediately pertaining to me 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?idk 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?no person 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]idk 9: Are you ticklish?ya 10: Are you allergic to anything?Dust and Dogs and Cats 11: What’s your sexuality?lèsbian 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?cocoa 13: Are you a cat or dog person?idk imma say cat even though i never had one 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?elf, they seem the normalest n i don't wanna change into the other 2 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?cārlsāgān42 minus the -'s 16: How tall are you?5'8-9" 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?i already changed it to colleen so idk that was all my creativity 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]like 200 + tax 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?sure 20: Do you like space or the ocean more?space 21: Are you religious?idk 22: Pet peeves?my mom 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?diurnal bc that's what everything is based off of for hyumans 24: Favorite constellation?idk 25: Favorite star?idk 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?not if they he creepy ones 27: Any phobias or fears?bugs, trýpóphóbíá, loud people esp men 28: Do you think global warming is real?ya i don't have to Think it though 29: Do you believe in reincarnation?i hope it happens but idk 30: Favorite movie?imma say wreck it ralph 31: Do you get scared easily?ya 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?2 dogs but they died 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]99999999/10 34: What is a color that calms you?pastel colors idk 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?everywhere for both of possible 36: Where were you born?gretna 37: What is your eye color?grayish 38: Introvert or extrovert?introvert 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?sure 40: Hugs or kisses?hugs 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?christina 42: Who is someone you love deeply?christina 43: Any piercings you want?some on ears, maybe something more idk 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?piercings mainly 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so?no 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!nice 47: What is a sound you really hate?my moms bfs dog whining at my door when i didn't ask to be left home alone w her 48: A sound you really love?silence 49: Can you do a backflip?into/in a pool ya 50: Can you do the splits?nope 51: Favorite actor and/or actress?idk 52: Favorite movie?wreck it ralph didn't they alrdy ask this 53: How are you feeling right now?kinda bad as usual 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?a darker brown 55: When did you feel happiest?idk 56: Something that calms you down?asmr videos 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]idk What but imma say yes, at the least i know i got depression 58: What does your URL mean?i like it bc it's short 59: What three words describe you the most?bad bad bad 60: Do you believe in evolution?don't have to 61: What makes you unfollow a blog?almost anything 62: What makes you follow a blog?a lot of people i follow follow it 63: Favorite kind of person:nice 64: Favorite animal(s):cat dog idk 65: Name three of your favorite blogs.idk 66: Favorite emoticon:💕 67: Favorite meme:idk specifically 68: What is your MBTI personality type?intj 69: What is your star sign?capricorn 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?no 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?t shirt n gym shorts 72: Post a selfie or two?nei takk 73: Do you have platform shoes?nope 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?i have no life 75: Can you do a front flip?on a trampoline or into/in a pool 76: Do you like birds?sure 77: Do you like to swim?sure 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?swimming 79: Something you wish didn’t exist:evil 80: Some thing you wish did exist:more goodness 81: Piercings you have?none 82: Something you really enjoy doing:laying down 83: Favorite person to talk to:idk abt picking favorites between friends feels bad 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?sux 85: How many followers do you have?23 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?ya 87: Do your socks always match?ya 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?ya 89: What are your birthstones?blue topaz 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?human 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?idk 92: A store you hate?costco, i never been there but it feels Wrong 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?as many as i'm given idk 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?fly 95: Do you like to wear camo?No. 96: Winter or summer?winter bc it doesn't get That cold here n all the bugs die 97: How long can you hold your breath for?idk i rarely test that 98: Least favorite person?my dad i guess 99: Someone you look up to:anyone who's taller than me 100: A store you love?idk 101: Favorite type of shoescrocs 102: Where do you live?nèw òrlèàns 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?no 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?alexandrite 105: Do you drink milk?ya 106: Do you like bugs?No. 107: Do you like spiders?No. 108: Something you get paranoid about?if i'm a bad person 109: Can you draw:yes, but def not well 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?idk 111: A question you hate being asked?idk 112: Ever been bitten by a spider?nope 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?not particularly 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?cloudy 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:christina 116: Favorite cloud type:i can't remember the name but the puffy ones 117: What color do you wish the sky was?the same color as now 118: Do you have freckles?i guess 119: Favorite thing about a person:how nice they are 120: Fruits or vegetables?neither bc i'm unhealthy but fruits of i had to 121: Something you want to do right now:i'm not gonna put that on here 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?sky 123: Sweet or sour foods?sweet 124: Bright or dim lights?dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?idk 126: Something you hate about Tumblr:everything 127: Something you love about Tumblr:mine friends 128: What do you think about the least?idk i barely honk abt whatever it is 129: What would you want written on your tombstone?rest in peace 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?myself 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?being trąns and lęsbįąn, or i guess i'm Made to hate myself for those things 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?ya 133: Computer or TV?computer 134: Do you like roller coasters?sure 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?ya 136: Are your ears lobed or attached?lobed 137: Do you believe in karma?idk 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?1 or 2 139: What nicknames do you have/have had?collie 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?i dont think so 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?ya 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?i hope good but idk 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?both 144: What makes you angrya lot 145: How many languages do you speak fluently?one 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?girls 147: Are you androgynous?i would rather be 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:nothing 149: Favorite thing about your personality:nothing 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.trent stephanie christina 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?this one? 152: Do you like BuzzFeed?no idk 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?i think head kiss is better 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?ya but more so them playing w my hair 156: What embarrasses you?everything 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:everything 158: Biggest lie you have ever told:idk 159: How many people are you following?156 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?idk 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?105 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?idk 163: Last time you cried and why:i don't remember when/why 164: Do you have long or short hair?long for a boy short for a girl 165: Longest your hair has ever been:however long it is now 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?idk 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?no 168: Do you like to wear makeup?idk i've never worn it yet 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?i don't think so 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?i hope i did

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pussymagicuniverse · 5 years

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The Gift of Healing

The first crystal I ever owned was a small transparent quartz. Unaware of its power, I kept it in a small black box in my room. I never thought of it as important, just pretty. Yet I kept it for years, harboring a subconscious desire to understand it.

The power that crystals hold eluded me until my first therapist gave me an amethyst. It was a gift to celebrate my graduation from an in-patient treatment program for eating disorders. I was 15 years old and eager to prove that I was newly transformed.

The therapists, the nutritionist, and the other girls sat in a circle in the group therapy room. Each of the graduates played a song that represented their lives before and after treatment (my before being “Silent Undoing” by Queenadreena, my after was “Twilight Galaxy” by Metric). Then, the therapists gave their patients a stone that represented their journey.

My therapist was an older, white lesbian woman with stringy blonde hair and blue doll eyes. Her name was Kay, and she was friendly and soft-spoken with an affinity for the word “aware.” She wore loose-fitting, business casual clothes – black pants that ballooned at the bottom, long-sleeve button-up shirts in neutral colors that she never tucked into her waistline – and Birkenstocks. During our sessions, she’d sit cross-legged in the chair, her feet bare and the sleeves of her shirt rolled up on her arms.

Her face always wore a smile. Kay was the kind of person whose entire being illuminated when she felt her emotions. Her expressions were animated, but always calm. It was easy to trust her. When I spoke about my struggles and triumphs, she’d listen carefully, and respond with a cool slow nod.

In process group, our weekly house therapy sessions, she’d often respond to our feelings with the phrase: “I’m very aware that you’re feeling ______.” The other girls and I adored her for it, and would often crack jokes during our free time about how aware we were of each other’s awareness.

One day, when we were lounging around the pool, the oldest girl of the house C. mentioned that Kay was a lesbian.

“A lesbian? How do you know?” I said, wide-eyed with shock.

I have no idea how she knew this. Did she guess? Was there proof? All I can remember is some mention about the song “Pour Some Sugar On Me” by Def Leppard. As we played the song and bobbed our heads to it, Kay came outside and exclaimed: “Oh I love this song!” and started singing along.

"As a young witch, I remember being skeptical about what crystals could do for me. But I quickly learned that magic doesn’t just happen; you have to believe in it."

My young queer girl heart was confused; did music make one gay? In my case, it definitely helped me identify my sexuality later on. But in this context, before I understood the labyrinth of queer identity, all I had was a subconscious yearning to know more. Kay reflected a part of me that was deeply repressed. I remember feeling anxious and uncomfortable about her sexuality; was it internalized homophobia? Or was it because I was unwilling to recognize myself in her? I had no language to unpack this, so I simply let it slip underneath my radar.

Even as a confused and closeted young queer, Kay was the first therapist I opened up to. Before treatment, I had a negative experience with another therapist because I refused to talk about my eating disorder. I was still sick and in denial about the effects my anorexia had on my body and psyche. But with Kay, I was ready to be healed. She helped me navigate the complex causes and manifestations of my neurosis, often incorporating my love of drawing and writing into our sessions.

Once, in a weekly family therapy meeting, she interrupted one of my dad’s long-winded tangents and pointed out how much space he took up. Kay always made room for my story, despite my instinct to remain small and indistinguishable.

The day I graduated, I felt overwhelmed and anticipatory (my go-to feelings in process group) for the future. Two months had passed since my first day at the treatment facility. Despite this short amount of time, it was obvious how different I was. Not only was my physical body nourished and healthy, but my mind, heart, and spirit flowed freely through me. There was no inhibition; I was vulnerable and it felt safe.

When Kay handed me an amethyst crystal during my graduation ceremony, I was entranced by its small size and deep purple hue. It was shaped like a trapezoid, and had white streaks emerging from the bottom. She held it out to me in her palm, telling me her reasoning for choosing this particular stone. While I can’t remember exactly what she said, I can imagine she explained to me it’s ability to center, cleanse, protect, and enhance my wisdom, creativity, and emotions.

I took the stone from her and held it in my hand, rubbing it’s flat and curved surfaces with my fingers. It was cool to the touch, yet warm from Kay’s hand. I thought of the clear quartz I had kept for years, and got excited at the thought of adding another gem to my collection.

As a young witch, I remember being skeptical about what crystals could do for me. But I quickly learned that magic doesn’t just happen; you have to believe in it. If your intention is true, then any object you imbue with love and devotion will manifest this reality. Kay might not identify as a witch, but she was a person of magic. She taught me how to have faith in myself, before I knew that objects could channel this energy.

Stones and crystals are often an entry point for aspiring witches. Students of the occult, curious about anything and everything mystique and taboo, gravitate towards their aesthetic beauty and magical properties. Their popularity in mainstream culture is derived from the fact they’re easily commodified. Crystals are an object, after all, and capitalism is eager to profit off of inanimate and tangible things.

But amethysts are beyond greed and hoarding. It wasn’t until years later, after I came out as queer and began collecting other stones, that I understood the significance of amethysts. It’s a highly spiritual crystal, one that stimulates the Third Eye and Crown chakra, which represents our ability to have perspective and magical connections. Amethyst is the artist’s stone, capable of sparking the imagination and creative arts. It’s the diplomat and healer’s talisman, soothing frustration, inducing peace, and curbing overindulgence and obsessive compulsive behavior.

Now I have many different versions of amethysts – geodes, natural crystals, polished stones – yet my favorite is still the one Kay gave me. It’s small size and smooth texture draws me towards it in my rituals. It was the first stone I learned to trust, because it was from the first person I allowed to heal me.

Cassidy Scanlon is a Capricorn poet and witch who uses her artistic gifts as a channel for healing herself and others. She writes poetry and CNF about mental health, astrology, queer love, pop culture representation, and how social structures shape our perceptions of history and mythology. When she’s not writing, she can be found petting the local stray cats, exploring the swamps of Florida, reading 5 books at a time, and unwinding with her Leo girlfriend.

You can visit her astrology blog Mercurial Musings and explore more of her publications on her website.

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1: How tall or short do you wish you were? lit 7′0″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) cat 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? met gala type fancy for sure. 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Just dance 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day? My gf, boulder, art,

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? "pwease no steppy” 7: What is your opinion on life? V weird. v cool 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] I tihnkkkk it was melancholic but i shud take it again bc it’s def changed 9: Are you ticklish? very 10: Are you allergic to anything? not that i know yet 11: What’s your sexuality? gay bi gay bi gay bi. 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Tea 13: Are you a cat or dog person? cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? whichever one is least lonely. probably merperson. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Alex bertie!! 16: How tall are you? 5′4 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Kiwi 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] likeee 125 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? pass. 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Ocean. 21: Are you religious? No 22: Pet peeves? A . Lot. im so impatient. 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal! 24: Favorite constellation? uhhhh *panics and looks around kitchen* the big spoon 25: Favorite star? North bc i used to see it every night after work and i didn’t know it alr had a name so i named it after my gf as a romantic gesture hahhahaha 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? Yuh 27: Any phobias or fears? Afraid of loneliness 28: Do you think global warming is real? shut up. 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Havent thought about it 30: Favorite movie? Scott pilgrim 31: Do you get scared easily? Yes 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 1 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] my blogs a 10 even tho i still have the OG tumblr theme 34: What is a color that calms you? blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Iceland 36: Where were you born? baltimore 37: What is your eye color? hazel 38: Introvert or extrovert? both 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? hahahhaha yesss 40: Hugs or kisses? bofa 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Would love to visit boulder i miss the mountains & weather a lot 42: Who is someone you love deeply? Rayven 43: Any piercings you want? septum tbh 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. v hot 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? not anymore 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Rayven is my crush and also my gf she’s about to turn 21 which is exciting!! this feels like show n tell haha 47: What is a sound you really hate? fingernail scratching jeans 48: A sound you really love? keys jingling 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits? no 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? emma stone 52: Favorite movie?alr asked. scotty P. 53: How are you feeling right now? fine but restless bc of a tummy ache 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? back to black acctuallly im tired of dying it 55: When did you feel happiest? idk 56: Something that calms you down? tumblr 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] havent had an evaluation in years so idk! 58: What does your URL mean? that’s my JAMATHON!!! To describe a good song. A word i tried to make happen. like fetch. except not original, just “jam” with “athon” added. 59: What three words describe you the most? Understanding. Funny. Intense. 60: Do you believe in evolution? Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? If they dont post enuf memes 62: What makes you follow a blog? Memes 63: Favorite kind of person: Funny, outgoing, spontaneous 64: Favorite animal(s): Whales 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. eh idk 66: Favorite emoticon: the drooling one 67: Favorite meme: too many 68: What is your MBTI personality type? intp idk if that’s right 69: What is your star sign? capricorn 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? no 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? i like layers. probably my leather jacket w black pants and a my yellow shirt. it makes me feel cute 72: Post a selfie or two? too hard 73: Do you have platform shoes? yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? I used to be double jointed and could bend my finger back to touch my hand, unsure what happened but now i have 0 party tricks 75: Can you do a front flip? yeah probably 76: Do you like birds? So much!!!!!! 77: Do you like to swim? no!!!!!! 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? swimming... 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: pollution 80: Some thing you wish did exist: cures 81: Piercings you have? ears 82: Something you really enjoy doing: playing music/drawing/taking pictures 83: Favorite person to talk to: rayven 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? cupcakes 85: How many followers do you have? like 100 on this blog now hahaha 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? yes but will I? No. 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Turquoise 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Fox 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I want to be creative but when i think about it...a red rose. 92: A store you hate? The grocery store bc im there all the time 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? zero now but at the beginning of the year i was drinking around 4-5 a day. 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? nah 96: Winter or summer? Used to be winter but nothing is good in the south. 97: How long can you hold your breath for? not long at all it gives me anxiety 98: Least favorite person? some of the people ive met in the past year have been atrocious. 99: Someone you look up to: My roommate Chris. 100: A store you love? I could spend all day in H&M 101: Favorite type of shoes? vans 102: Where do you live? ....atlanta 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Yes bc my girlfriend is and we always share food so like... i guess i eat meat on my own but that’s liike once a month haha 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? hmmm...bismuth. 105: Do you drink milk? No 106: Do you like bugs? Not in the south. 107: Do you like spiders? NO. 108: Something you get paranoid about? Bugs. 109: Can you draw: NO. 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? people love prying idk at this point 111: A question you hate being asked? are u a boy or a girl has definitely gotten old 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yesssssss 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? depends 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: my gf 116: Favorite cloud type: rain cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was? orange. 118: Do you have freckles? yes 119: Favorite thing about a person: humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? veggies 121: Something you want to do right now: sleep but im restless :( 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? hmmmm depends 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet for sure. 124: Bright or dim lights? bright bc i need new glasses and cant see in dim light 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? dragons 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: nothing really 127: Something you love about Tumblr: takes my mind off everything 128: What do you think about the least? everything i shud be thinking about 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? something super funny that i cant think of rn 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? John cena bc i think he’d find it funny 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Inability to fake happiness 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? sometimes! 133: Computer or TV? computer bc its both 134: Do you like roller coasters? no 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? yes 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? lobed bruh 137: Do you believe in karma? idk 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? strong 8.5! I don’t think im too shabby most of the time actually 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? kiwi 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? yes named Kiki 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? plenty 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Depends 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Receiving 144: What makes you angry? people not being nice really irks me 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 1 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? tag yourself im nonbinaries 147: Are you androgynous? i’d say 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: lately it’s been my chest. it’s p hot 149: Favorite thing about your personality: I’m funny. 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. uhh idk 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? the uhhh one w swords 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? ya 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Tindeerrrrr hah 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? uh idk 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? ya 156: What embarrasses you? a lot 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: when other people are noticably anxious 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: idk 159: How many people are you following? lots 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? lots 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? like 50 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? like 3,000 ishhhh 163: Last time you cried and why: My birthday bc one of rayvens gifts was ....so ....fuckin..sweet 164: Do you have long or short hair? short 165: Longest your hair has ever been: long 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? It’s annoying lmfao 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Only bc im nosy 168: Do you like to wear makeup? no 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? no 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yup

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