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#getting reimbursed would be nice
taylorpixiedust · 1 year
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me, existing:
my insurance, suddenly: hey do you want to track down the dude who gave you a severe concussion that’s still hurting you to try and get him to reimburse your medical bills
me: bro that was in high school. and an accident. we were playing dodgeball.
insurance: you were a minor and also dodgeballs are. not that big. dude had to be throwing it awfully fast to cause a concussion
me:
me, overthinking: ok. time to bed
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tariah23 · 5 months
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Found this cleaning job on indeed that pays pretty well omg. The other job is taking too long to get back to me (I think it’s because of my sister actually since they hated her back when she worked there ToT… and of course they’d recognize my last name…)
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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months
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#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol#except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade#plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me#god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set#looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u#the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno?#it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control#executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont#wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral#sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive#lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not#forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho#my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly#need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im#dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter#what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by#my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything#interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to#fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i#described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that#idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean#ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said#she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the#parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the#disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage#but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain#just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked#unrelated
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zipmode · 1 year
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im ordering pizza for a party and im using dominos... STOP recommending me loading tots my image of them is completely tainted even if they're not actually that bad LMAOOO
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pliablehead · 7 months
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE PRESERVATION OF PHYSICAL MEDIA? DO YOU WANT TO HELP MY 93-YEAR-OLD GRANDPA?
(cw for deaths in the family)
My grandfather has until the end of this calendar year to move out of the house he's lived in for my whole adult life. While he's been living here, he's lost his wife, his son (my dad), and his oldest daughter, each of whom was living in this home with him at their time of death. The house is way too big and old and nasty for one nonagenarian, so we're honestly glad he's getting bumped somewhere else, but what this means is that all the accumulated STUFF of four people is in this house, and he absolutely cannot take it all with him when he moves into his new tiny apartment for one.
A piece of this project I have taken on is trying to help get rid of three HUGE boxes worth of DVDs. I know not a lot of people have DVD players anymore, but I also know that a lot of people here on the internet (myself included!!) are really passionate about media preservation in an age when Netflix and other streamer services can just remove your favorite programming at the drop of a hat and there's nothing you can do about it. I would REALLY love to send these DVDs to people who care about them rather than just trying to offload them at a media resale store or something. Everything is pay what you want, although I'd love if you'd at least cover shipping (though it's honestly fine if you can't), and ideally I will be giving anything I make back to my grandpa to help him with the transition into this new living situation.
>>CLICK HERE FOR A LIST OF ALL THE FUN DVDS FOR SALE<<
** IMPORTANT NOTE TO KEEP IN MIND: Any titles marked with an asterisk are NOT official, commercially released DVDs, but are burned DVD-R copies made by my dad (an obsessive collector/tinkerer who in hindsight was so incredibly neurodivergent). They're still all in nice cases with legit-looking paper inserts that he made and everything.
This list includes things like: a lot of BBC or PBS public programming, classic films from before 1970, war movies, huge chunks of Monty Python, random sci-fi and horror offerings, and much more! If you or anyone you may know is at ALL interested, I encourage you to reach out, or to please at least share to a wider audience, and I will do my best to stay on top of people's requests, ship them out promptly, and keep the gdoc list up to date when things go! Thank you so much for helping me and my Pappap out! ♥
EDIT TO ADD: I am from the continental US, as are, I imagine, the majority of these DVDs. I am happy to ship internationally if I can be reimbursed for shipping, but I cannot guarantee the DVDs will play in another region.
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OCTOBER 21 UPDATE: Visited again this week and picked up EVEN MORE DVDs! List in the original GDoc has been expanded to include the rest of the haul. Maybe take a second look if you were on the fence at first!
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exrellian · 3 months
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Replaced MC AU
I’m pumping this out cuz I’m motivated! Still in third person
TW: the brothers being mean, MC getting bullied-
Part Two!
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Everything is Changing
Mammon was the first to fall for Amelia, then Levi, Asmo, and Beel followed quickly
Satan, Lucifer, and Belphie were… weary about the new girl, the three found it odd how quickly their brothers fell for Amelia, seemingly forgetting MC completely
“Hey Beel, Hells Kitchen has a new menu item, it looks delicious! Want to go try it together?”
“Sorry, Amelia and I are going to try it in a couple minutes”
MC shrugged it off, happy Amelia was making friends
“Mammon, I’m bored, wanna go to the casino tonight?”
“Amelia and I are going to watch some movies tonight, no can do human.”
What? MC started to feel weird about this, not really too phased by the fact that the two were hanging out, but the fact that Mammon so nonchalantly called him ‘Human’
“Asmo..? Want to go clubbing tonight?”
“Hm? Not with you, not really. Sorry!”
Oh.
What?
“Levi? Want to play Raft together? I heard a new update came out!”
“I already beat it with Amelia, it was really fun!”
“Oh? Well would you mind playing it with me?”
“Amelia used your account, so we would have to start over for you to really see the update and that would just be boring”
“Oh um… alright, I’ll just play it on my own!”
This went on for about a month before the next brother dropped
“Hey Belphie, do you still have my blanket? It’s kinda cold in my room”
“Oh, I let Amelia have it because she was cold.”
“You gave my blanket to Amelia? Why couldn’t you give her one of yours?”
“She liked yours, don’t be selfish MC, you can just go buy another.”
“Fine.”
MC left, frustrated and still cold.
It was then when the worst so far came to be.
“That will be 18 Grimm”
MC swiped his card and it… declined? That was weird, he had more than enough Grimm! He had a part time job for a while and was payed by Diavolo for hosting events at RAD too! He opened his DDD and checked his account
-143 Grimm
What!?
He puts his DDD away and pays out of pocket for the blanket before returning home in a rush and going to his and Amelia’s room. Luckily for him, Amelia wasn’t there. Grabbing his laptop and checking his bank account he sees a bunch of online purchases on various video games. He slams his computer shut and runs to Leviathans room to see Amelia and Levi playing some random gacha game.
“Are you on my account Amelia?” He tried to keep his voice low and calm but he was shaking
“Oh! I’m sorry MC, Levi said I could!”
“Did you buy anything?”
“Well yeah! I didn’t like your account so I reset it so I could get the characters I wanted! Levi said his card was attached so I could spend as much as I wanted! Wasn’t that so nice of him?”
MC was writhing
“MY card was attached to that! You drained my account completely!”
Amelia looked almost… happy?
“It was your card attached? Sorry MC” leviathans tone was disingenuous and annoyed
“Since it was meant to be your money can you just pay me back for what she spent? I was saving up for something!”
“I’m not giving you my money MC, you need to stop being so selfish. Get out of my room.”
“No! Amelia spent all my money thinking it was yours so clearly you have the money to reimburse me!”
Levi stood up and walked over to MC
“I don’t know what has gotten into you, but you are not the person I fell in love with. You are almost more selfish and self centered than Mammon. First you go bullying Amelia, then you think I have to give you money for a little mistake. Leave my room MC, I don’t want to see you.” The hatred in Leviathans eyes struck a fear into MC that he hasn’t felt since he first arrived in the Devildom, weighing his options, he left, deciding it would be in his best interest to talk to Lucifer about it. He arrived at Lucifer’s study to find it empty, he then checked his room, finding it also empty
MC [Hey Lucifer, are you home?]
Lucifer [I am in a meeting. If you need to talk meet me in my study tomorrow.]
MC [K.]
Tomorrow could not come sooner
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a-little-unsteddie · 3 months
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stuck in your throat || 2.3
2.1 || 2.2 || [here] || 2.4
in todays part: what did chrissy mean by multiple options? is eddie still gonna be standoffish? we’ll see! :D i hope y’all enjoy this part :)
ignore how uhh unrealistic this is lmao it’s very handwavy about pretty much everything &lt;3
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About a week later, just a few days before they were set to leave, Steve and Robin pulled into the address that Chrissy had given them. He was surprised to see that it appeared to be a Universal Home and RV lot. He spotted Chrissy and Eddie standing at the entrance of the building, so pulled up next to the car that was parked near by, having seen Eddie get into it during the in-person ‘interview’.
"Hey, guys!" Chrissy greeted cheerfully. Her warm, summer scent immediately let Steve know she was an omega, which he somehow hadn't known before. He wasn't really surprised, if he was honest.
"Hi Chrissy! Eddie," Steve responded, with a slight nod and shy smile to the alpha.
To his surprise, Eddie smiled warmly and greeted him, “Hey, Steve.”
"And you must be Robin," Chrissy said, reaching a hand out to shake the trembling alpha's.
Steve glanced at Robin to gauge her reaction and grinned at the enamored look she had on her face. He nudged her gently, startling her out of it.
“Oh- um- yes! That’s me! Robin! It is so nice to meet you in person, Chrissy,” Robin reciprocated the handshake. Steve noticed she looked like she was about to go on one of her rambles and decided to spare her the mortification. While Steve, and he doubted anyone else, didn’t mind it, he knew that Robin hated when she couldn’t stop talking.
Steve thought it added to her charm.
Robin thought he was full of shit.
“I can’t help but notice we’re at a dealership,” Steve said, interrupting whatever nonsense was about to cone out of Robin’s mouth. She shot him a grateful look, to which he returned a smile.
“Yes! So, as we discussed, we—Hell’s Fire Records—are responsible for your traveling expenses,” she explained with an easy grin. “The best way to do that, we figured, was to get you your own transportation. And because you two already live together, we figured we could do two birds with one stone and get you guys an RV.”
Steve and Robin stared at the other two in shocked silence, mouths open.
Steve was the first to recover, “You- that’s not- we can’t just accept an entire RV,” he breathed, shaking his head.
Eddie tilted his head with a small grin, “It’s part of the contract you signed.” he explained, “both of you did.” he added with a nod towards Robin.
Steve couldn’t believe what he was hearing, but he'd only had Robin give it a once over. She had said everything looked fine. He supposed, this was probably ‘fine’ in her opinion.
“When it said ‘all travel and accommodations expenses paid’, I expected like, gas reimbursement, or paying for hotel rooms,” Steve exclaimed in distress, “not, fuckin’, an entire RV?”
“Oh, that’s also included,” Chrissy cheerfully explained, as if this was normal and not at all insane. Steve let out a noise that was definitely embarrassing for him to have made, but he couldn’t hold it in.
Eddie’s face softened at the sound, “Steve, we want you guys to be comfortable on the road, and you need space to teach Elodie in.”
Robin seemed to snap out of the reverie she had fallen into just then, “I mean,” she started hesitantly, turning to Steve, “they’re not wrong.”
“What?” Steve asked, turning to her in shock.
“I did see something like this in the contract,” she admitted sheepishly, “I just didn’t think that it would be an RV they bought for us. But it makes sense, because you can use part of the RV for a little classroom.”
Steve brought a hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose and let out a sigh. He took a deep breath, and tried to calm his racing heart.
“Okay. Alright, fine. I guess,” he huffed, still not exactly happy with the information.
“Great!” Chrissy exclaimed, clapping her hands together. She turned towards the building and signaled to someone, which led to someone immediately appearing by their group.
“Ah, Mr. Harrington and Ms. Buckley, lovely to meet you,” the man said, smiling warmly. “My name is Winston Graves, but you may call me Winston. Ms. Cunningham told us a little about what we’re looking for and I chose three RVs for us to view today..”
Then the man was off, leading the group towards the center of the lot. Steve followed reluctantly and listened intently at the description of each of the RVs that Winston had chosen.
One had a bed on top of the drivers seat and a small bedroom at the back of the RV, with a living and a kitchen space between them, as well as a tiny bathroom between the kitchen and the back bedroom.
The second just had two twin beds in the same room at the back of the RV, and the last one was similar in layout, just a bit bigger in size.
Steve was torn between choosing one of the cheaper options—the last two described—or choosing the option that was better for what he needed to do while traveling, but was more expensive. He and Robin discussed it quietly, just out of ear shot of both Chrissy and Eddie.
“It’s more money, Robs,” he seethed quietly.
“You need enough room for a mini classroom,” Robin hissed back with a frown. “Besides, either way, we don’t owe them anything out of this. They’re buying it for us. It’s basically already paid for.”
Steve crossed his arms with a scowl. “You know I hate taking handouts,” he muttered, pressing his lips together in a thin line.
His family was rich, but even before he had been disowned because of his secondary gender, his family was weird about money. They often would buy him something and then expect something in return. For his sixteenth birthday, his biological father had bought him a car. Then, after, lorded it over him to be taken away if he didn’t do exactly what they wanted.
Not that Steve had been able to keep the car after his presentation. He hadn’t. His father had it towed and then probably sold it after.
To say he didn’t enjoy when people bought things for him was an understatement. He felt he had to prove himself to earn it.
“It’s literally part of the contract. Legally, they have to buy this for us,” Robin reminded gently, trying to control her scent to soothe Steve easier.
Steve’s nostrils flared as he scented her and he let out a sigh, “Fine. I think we should choose the first one.” he grumpily admitted.
Robin grinned, “Was that so hard?” she teased with no heat, leading them back to the others to share their decision.
“I’m glad you chose that one,” Eddie said, giving Steve a significant look, as if he knew exactly how their conversation had gone.
Steve smiled tensely and shrugged helplessly. “I needed to chose what would be best for Elodie,” he claimed. It was true, but that didn’t mean he had to like the decision.
“Alrighty!” Winston said enthusiastically, probably because he was about to make good commission, which Steve couldn’t fault the man for. He couldn’t tell what his designation was, likely due to some business mandated scent blockers, but Steve guessed he was either a beta or an alpha, based on how he held himself. Everyone was led into the building, and while Steve and Robin had to sign papers, Chrissy and Eddie were taking care of the payment. Steve felt a bit sick looking at the amount of money that was being spent and tried to remind himself that it was for Elodie.
Once they were done, Steve and Robin waited for the other two to finish doing the payment. The look on the employees face was pure joy, and while Steve wasn’t sure if he got more commission when someone paid in full, he was sure that it definitely didn’t hurt.
“At least we can bring more stuff now,” Robin said quietly beside him. Steve tore his gaze away from the others and looked at her.
“That’s true,” he hummed, tapping his fingers restlessly against the opposite bicep. “We’ll probably be able to drive it to our apartment so packing is easier.”
“Oh! I didn’t even think about that. Does that mean I get to drive?” Robin asked excitedly. While Steve was the primary driver—when they did drive—Robin had her license.
“Yep,” he said, popping the ‘p’, rolling his eyes afterwards.
“Fuck yeah,” Robin cheered quietly.
“Alright, here are the two sets of keys,” Eddie said, holding his hands out to each of them. Steve startled and gripped his chest with a gasp.
“Jesus Christ,” he breathed, relaxing as he reached out and grabbed the keys, “you startled me.”
“Just ‘Eddie’, actually,” the alpha teased with a wry grin. Steve’s cheeks turned pink, and he rolled his eyes in response.
“Ha ha,” he said sarcastically with a huff.
The four of them walked out of the dealership together. Someone must have pulled the RV around front while they had filled out the paperwork and paid, as it was parked next to the cars. Steve let himself be a little excited about the prospect of having an RV—it was one of his dream vehicles, even as a pup. He dreamt of having a family he traveled with. His heart sank, but he shook off the feeling, refusing to feel worse about getting the RV than he already felt.
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Carpe Noctem 27
Warnings: dark elements, noncon, age gap, gaslighting, manipulation, violence, blood, other dark elements. Proceed with caution. (short!reader)
Note: Please let me know what you think as it helps me a lot with ideas and I love interacting with you all.
Part of The Club AU
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Pain puts you to sleep despite your piquing anxiety. You doze until your alarm wakes you. The pin in your neck has dulled enough to move, carefully. You dress in the dark, a turtleneck and your most broken-in jeans. You sit for a while and contemplate the day ahead of you, bracing your mind and body.
You get up and toss your things in your purse, keys, phone, whathaveyou. You'll have coffee at work, may as well get it while you're there. You creep through the large house without turning on any lights, stopping by the door to wiggle into your boots and lifting your jacket from the hook. Lloyd likes to sleep in but you won't chance an early morning encounter.
You go out into the brisk autumn air and toss your purse and coat into the passenger seat as you drop into the driver's side. You adjust the backrest and see the shuddered lights from the second floor. You don't notice any movement or shadows on the other side.
You reverse out and drive without urgency. You'll be well on time, you would just rather be out of that house. You roll the steering wheel with your thumb as you yawn. A glare of headlights flashes in the rearview but don't make the light behind you. They fade as you cruise along, street by street, until you get to the cafe. You park by a meter and use the app to pay for the day.
Cole greets you, approaching at the same time as you. You stand back and wait for him to unlock the door. He holds it for you and follows you inside.
"You okay?" He asks as he turns the latch back into place, "you're quiet."
"Late night," you resist shrugging, not wanting to trigger that tedious nerve.
"Tell me about it," he scoffs as you take out the till to balance and he goes about checking the machines. "Ma has this mouse that won't leave her pantry alone. I spent hours trying to catch the thing. She doesn't wanna kill it so..."
"Aw, that's kinda cute, and so nice of you."
"Yeah, dad won't go along with it. He says if he sees the thing, he'll be sure to stomp it," he clucks his tongue, "I don't even know what to do with it if I do catch it."
"Hmm, yeah, I wouldn't know," you hum as you break a roll of dimes.
"Anyways, work, I got everything expensed out. Do you want reimbursement on your first pay or I can cut you a check today?" He offers as he comes to stand beside you.
"Oh, well, it's whatever. I can wait until payday if it's easier."
He nods and smiles at you, fingers tapping on the counter as he watches you. He's close. Very close. You can smell his pine cologne and vague scent of sawdust. "You say I'm nice? I don't think I've met someone like you in... well, ever. You make everything so easy."
"Uh, really?" You utter skeptically. You'd argue the opposite, everything in your life seems too complicated.
"Yeah, you're so giving. You know, I can tell you take care of everyone else before yourself. It's amazing but not good for you. If you need a day off..."
"No, no, don't worry about me," you open the drawer on the register and shove the till inside, "really, I can manage. I'm used to twenty kids running circles around me."
"Ah, yeah, how was that? You must like kids. Or... did you quit? Was it too much?"
His curiosity bristles on your scalp. He's just being nice and yet, it's a bit too much. Or maybe you're just overwhelmed by everything else. He might be right, you might need a day. But time off means more time in Lloyd's domain.
"No, I loved it. Every day was so fun and you see the kids learning and growing and they just, there's never a problem bigger than a toy they don't want to share, you know?" You can't help but smile, "they called me mimi..." the word dangles, slightly tainted as you hear Lloyd in your head, "and they always wanted hugs."
"Wow, sure beats steaming milk 'til you're red in the face," he drawls, "I wanna be selfish and beg you not to leave us but seems like you loved it."
"Yeah, well, I'll see if I get any calls," you swallow and turn to check the opening list laminated and hung behind the baked goods display.
A knock hammers at the door and startles you both. You look at Cole as he furrows his brow back at you. He tilts his head.
"Peter's closing today..." he utters.
You glance at the door and see a man you don't recognise on the other side. Cole shows his palm, gesturing you to stay as he squeezes past you and goes around the other side of the counter. He crosses to the door and taps his watch at the man.
"We're closed, got half an hour--"
The impatient customer keeps his jaw set and reaches under his dark jacket. He pulls something out and slaps it against the glass. Cole growls and puts his head back. He turns his hands out helplessly and unlocks the door. You spy the man's golden badge as he steps in without a word.
"What's going on?" Cole steps back, hooking his thumbs in his jeans.
"Break-in up the street," the man says, "we're just checking things out..."
"Oh? A break-in?" Cole gulps.
"Really?" You murmur.
The man looks at you, his blue eyes glinting. He nods and faces Cole again, "Detective Fowler."
Cole juts out his chin in thought before he replies, "a detective? Isn't that a bit much for a break-in?"
"Some details can't be divulged," Fowler insists.
"Of course," Cole agrees, "we only just got here like ten minutes ago and we haven't seen anything."
The detective nods as he paces around, considering every inch, soles scuffing across the floor. He nears the counter across from you and looks you up and down. His cheek dimples just slightly.
"Do I know you?" He asks. Your brows pop up and you sputter. No, you don't.
He hums and pokes his tongue inside his cheek, "wait," he snaps his finger, "you know Johnny Storm. Young guy on the beat."
"Um," you look away, "yeah, he's my ex."
"Ah shit, sorry, I didn't know. Don't know the kid much but run into him time to time," he slides his hand into his pocket, "well, guess you two wouldn't know much. If you do see anything..." He slips a card out of his pocket and holds it out to you, "you can call me."
He backs up and turns on his heel. He nods to Cole as he struts back to the door, opening it himself as he leaves you both in nervous silence. Cole grumbles and crosses his arms. You look at him as he scowls.
"Seemed real interested in you," he intones, "I didn't know your ex was a cop."
You wet your dry lips with the tip of your tongue and exhale, "yeah, well, he's my ex for a reason. I've moved on." You return your attention to the list, "so let's do the same and get back to work.”
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pappydaddy · 1 year
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when i'm eighty (j.m.)
tv show/movie: outer banks | pairing: jj maybank x fem!pogue!reader
requested by a lovely anon as part of my 800 follower celebration
synopsis: y/n is exhausted and jj neglected the bike's gas tank. who knew it would lead to such a proclamation.
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Sure, Pogue life was fun and relatively carefree, and Y/N wouldn’t trade her life for anything, but it did have its downfalls. Like when you see something you really like and you pick up extra shifts and work your ass off for it, but a Kook just has to ask their parents for it and boom - they have one they barely use or care for. Or when you accidentally spend too much money grocery shopping so now you have to pinch your pennies until next pay in two weeks. Or, like for Y/N right now, you have to work all day, every day because your crappy minimum wage job is severely understaffed and, even though they treat you horribly, you offer to pick up more shifts. 
  Y/N, right now, wasn’t too pleased with her status as a Pogue. Not when she is standing here, bored out of her mind and swaying on her feet as the middle aged Kook rambled on and on about something. Y/N wasn’t too sure what she was complaining about, truthfully, she stopped listening after the woman called her an incompetent child - which was the very first thing that came out of her pink smeared lips. 
  All she could actually focus on was how heavy her eyelids were, or how much she wanted to cut her feet off or just rip them right from her body. Or the dull ache that nestled itself right in the dip of her spine. Or how much she wishes she could just smash her kneecaps because, at this point, they were so tired and sore they were basically numb. It had been five days straight of her leaving school the second it was over and having her boyfriend, JJ, drive her to her work (a small hardware store), and then working to close. 
  She was exhausted, but she was falling behind on her road to buying a reliable car. Not the heap of rusted metal that has been sitting in her driveway for the past few months - completely broken. Luckily, because the owners did not want the possibility of being sued, they refused to let her work this weekend. That meant, once this woman was done with her tantrum, Y/N could get out of there and sleep for the foreseeable future. Well, at least until JJ had to get up for his shift delivering groceries tomorrow afternoon. She just hoped today wasn’t the one day JJ was late to pick her up. 
  “Mark my words, because you all know nothing, I will never come back here,” The lady slammed her hand against the counter Y/N stood at, the newly hired cashier shaking slightly behind her. “And I will be in contact with your manager and owner for reimbursement for any bills that come from this.” She sneered, gesturing to the empty bottle of antifreeze that was specifically made for diesel engines. That she put in her Land Rover. 
  “You have a nice night, the owner and manager will both be in after nine tomorrow morning.” Y/N drawled like a robot, ignoring the huff and snarky comment the woman made towards her for her lack of respect. There was no way in hell Y/N was apologising to her when Y/N and the manager were the ones who told the woman and her husband not to get that antifreeze, but her husband just wouldn’t listen. 
  “And I am telling them about your horrible behaviour towards me-” 
  “Ma’am,” Their night manager appeared from one of the aisles, looking annoyed. The clock had ticked by to read five minutes after close, meaning this woman was standing there ranting for over ten minutes. “We closed five minutes ago, if you have an issue, you can call and discuss this with our head manager and the owner tomorrow, but now you need to leave unless you want to front the money to pay us the overtime you are causing us because we won’t get paid.” He told her, pointing her towards the exit.
  She scoffed. “Of course I won’t pay you people to be incompetent at your jobs. I mean, how hard is it to sell people items? If anything, I should be getting money for you people for the damages you caused to my expensive Land Rover-”
  “Again, ma’am, you will have to bring that up with the people with more power than me,” The manager looked completely exhausted and annoyed with this woman. He grabbed the empty bottle from where she left it. “Now, you can either leave on your own or I will be contacting the authorities and they will remove you from the premises and you will be banned.” 
  He held out the empty bottle just before she snatched it, her nose turned up as she scoffed, turning on her heel and leaving out the door. “Okay, you two go, I will lock everything up.” He waved them off. Smiling thankfully, Y/N grabbed her thin sweater (which was JJ’s) and her empty plastic bottle of water, tossing it in the recycling bin.
  “Thank you, Gerry. Have fun tomorrow.” She waved bye to him as the new cashier trailed quietly behind her. Pulling the hoodie over her head, she left through the same door the woman had, seeing her fancy silver audi sitting in the parking lot. From inside, she could see her phone pressed to her ear as she yelled. 
  “Hey, sweets,” JJ greeted her, pushing off from the wall he leaned on. Y/N smiled, saying a quick ‘see you’ to the quiet girl as she bounded over towards her mother’s car. Her feet not moving, she held her arms open for JJ, signalling she wanted a hug. JJ complied, striding the short distance to her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Naturally, her arms rested on his shoulders, enjoying the relief and comfort his hug brought her. It was like every ache in her body left and the weight that was crushing her lifted. “Long night?” He asked, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
  She hummed. “Long week.” She corrected him, snuggling into his chest. He laughed lightly, not wanting to jostle her as she clung to him. 
  “As much as I would love to stay here hugging, we should really get you some food then to bed.” JJ started to pull away. Whining, she released him, the growling and uncomfortable feeling in her stomach too persistent to ignore, but her face remained planted into his chest. 
  “Carry me to the bike?” Her voice was muffled as she spoke. 
  “Sorry, sweets, the bike needs gas and I don’t get paid until next week.” He informed her, hands on her shoulders and pulling her face from his chest, just enough for him to see her face. Instantly, he was met by a pout and a whine from her. 
  She blinked at him, puppy dog eyes in full effect. “But I’m too tired to walk, JJ.” She told him. And looking at her, he could see she was. The eye Bags under her eyes were so deep that the concealer couldn’t even hide them. Her shoulder drooped so much it looked like she was lugging a bookbag that weighed fifty tons on them. And, not to mention, the way her eyes blinked lazily, looking a second away from closing in slumber. 
  Aside from her appearance, he could tell over the past few days she was completely exhausted. The way she kept falling asleep on his shoulder at lunch or as they skipped their respective classes in favour of cuddles. She only skipped classes when she wasn’t sleeping properly or she was bored. The way she was extra clingy (like right now). Or how she nearly face-planted into her breakfast this morning. “I know, Sweets. But the bike didn’t even have enough gas to drive here.” 
  Sighing, tears welled in her eyes. A mixture of exhaustion and stress filled her, creating tears. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked you to waste all that gas driving me here and back home.” She weeped, sniffling as she blinked frantically. 
  JJ, nearly shitting himself at the sight of tears, jumped out of his skin in fright. “No, no, Sweets. Don’t cry,” He shushed, wrapping her up in his arms so tight her eyes could pop out of their sockets (not really because he would never hurt her). She sniffled into his sweater, tears hitting his sweater. “I didn’t waste gas driving you. I can never waste anything when it comes to you. I let the tank get that low, it’s my fault. I thought I had enough but John B hit a pothole the other day and I needed to go help him change the tire, that’s where the gas went. It’s all John B's fault for being on the mainland and driving like an idiot.” He rocked them from side to side until the tears slowed and the sniffles seemed to quiet down.
  “John B made you drive all the way to the mainland to help him change the tire?” She asked, pulling her face from his chest, but his arms didn’t let go over her, keeping her pressed to him. Her eyes were watery and puffy, a red tinge to the whites of her eyes. Her face was puffy and blotchy, trails of dried tears running down her cheeks. 
  JJ nodded, moving his arms to grip her face, thumbs lightly rubbing the tear streaks. “Yeah. And the idiot also decided to take everything except the jack out of the van so we had to go get a lug nut wrench which ate up more gas.” 
  “He never learns his lesson, does he?” She laughed. It was wet, her mouth thick from the tears still. 
  “No, he doesn’t,” He whispered, his voice low as he stared at her. “Now, let’s get you home before you fall asleep standing here,” He stepped back, putting distance between them. She watched with furrowed brows as he turned his back to her, crouching down, practically kneeling on the sidewalk in front of the store. “Hop up.” He told her, arms to his side, stuck towards her slightly, waiting for her to climb onto his back. 
  “JJ,” She exclaimed. “You’re not going to be able to carry me all the way to John B’s!” 
  “Yeah I can. I’m eighteen, not eighty,” He told her, pointing to his back. Sighing, she knew he wasn’t going to take no for an answer. On top of that, he would find another way to carry her. Her hands gripped his shoulders as she hopped onto his back. His hands instantly gripped the bottom of her thighs, securing her there and he stood up to his full height. She let out a small squeal at the sudden change in height, kicking her feet slightly at the feeling of them not being on the ground. It always took her a second to get used to being held on his back. “And even when I’m eighty, I am sure as hell gonna still give you piggy back rides.” 
  “Sure, we’ll revisit that when you are hunched over because you gave me so many piggy back rides now.” She laughed, her arms lazily moving to rest closer to his neck, her chin resting on her bicep as he started to walk towards John B’s. 
  “Why do you think I am in such great shape? I am training to carry you around my whole life.” 
  “If that’s the case, might want to lay off the weed and the booze.” She poked him in the pectoral teasingly. He squeezed her thigh playfully back, laughing as she pressed a kiss to his cheek the best she could before resting her head back on her arm, letting the pattern of JJ’s gate relax her, her eyes growing heavier by the second. She really did hope that when they were eighty, they didn’t lose any of their playfulness - no matter if JJ could carry her or not.
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mysteryshoptls · 10 months
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SSR Deuce Spade - Rabbit Wear Vignette
"To be perfectly honest"
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[Clock Town – Deuce's Home]
Ortho: I can't believe you have a fully equipped workshop next door to your home, Deuce Spade-san!
Ortho: Ehehe, I'm excited to think that I might be able to dress up like a white rabbit like everyone else.
Deuce: I didn't expect you to want to dress up like a white rabbit, Ortho.
Deuce: I really hope they'll let us borrow their 3D printer and materials…
Deuce: …Well, guess there's nothing else to do but ring the bell, then.
[buzzes intercom]
Workshop Owner: Yes, hello, who is it?
Deuce: Uh, it's Spade from next door…
Workshop Owner: Spade…? Wait, you're not… DEUCE!?
Deuce: Yes, sir. …It's been a long time.
Deuce: I apologize for this unexpected visit. I was wondering if perhaps we would be able to use some of the equipment you have in your workshop?
Deuce: Of course, we will fully reimburse you for its usage…
Workshop Owner: What did you say…?
Workshop Owner: YOU HAVE SOME NERVE ASKING THAT!
Ortho: EH!? This guy seems really angry…
Workshop Owner: You'd run around with all those punks, causing ruckuses in the middle of the night and destroying all sorts of things…
Workshop Owner: Do you even understand just how much pain and suffering you caused the people of this town?
Workshop Owner: Deila-san came to apologize for you so many times, but that doesn't mean squat here. Get out of here, already!!!
Deuce: I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL OF THE TROUBLE I CAUSED BACK THEN!!
Deuce: I know that I have no right to make this kind of request. But I really want to help my classmate make a rabbit costume!
Workshop Owner: Your classmate? What does my workshop have to do with their costume, in the first place…?
Ortho: Nice to meet you, I am Ortho Shroud. I'm a humanoid!
Ortho: I'm a classmate of Deuce-san at Night Raven College.
Workshop Owner: A h-humanoid?
Ortho: Yep! I really wanted a white rabbit outfit so that I could take part in the White Rabbit Festival…
Ortho: But I can't wear clothes like a living person can, so I want to make my own special gear to wear.
Workshop Owner: I've seen a few human-like robots in my time, but not one that can as eloquent as you!
Workshop Owner: And on top of that, you want to participate in Clock Town's famed White Rabbit Festival. Hmmm, what should I do…
Workshop Owner: Wait, nope, no way! If I let Deuce use my workshop, he'll totally destroy it!
Ortho: DEUCE SPADE-SAN WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT!!!
Deuce: Ortho…
Ortho: Do you truly believe that Deuce-san would actually come face-to-face to talk to you like this, hoping you'd let down your guard?
Ortho: THERE'S NO WAY DEUCE-SAN IS SMART ENOUGH TO COME UP WITH THAT KIND OF CUNNING STRATEGY!
Workshop Owner: …When you put it that way, I guess it's true that he used to just show up out of nowhere and just tear about.
Workshop Owner: Does that mean you guys truly came here to just ask for the favor of using my workshop?
Ortho: That's right! Please, mister! Please let us use your workshop!!
Workshop Owner: Sigh… Fine. Out of respect for the little humanoid boy, I'll let you use my workshop just this once.
Ortho/Deuce: THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!
Workshop Owner: That doesn't mean I trust you, Deuce. Don't get me wrong.
Workshop Owner: If you get even one scratch on any of my machines, I won't let you get off so easy!!!
Deuce: I understand.
Workshop Owner: Tch… If word got out that I was letting someone like you in, that'd be bad for my own reputation.
Workshop Owner: You don't need to pay anything. Instead, just do what you came to do and leave as fast as you can.
Workshop Owner: Go and enter the shop from the rear entrance. You know where that is, right? Be quick about it.
[slams door]
Ortho: …Deuce Spade-san, are you alright? Even I can tell just from looking at you that you seem down.
Deuce: Maybe it's more… self-loathing than just being down.
Deuce: I enrolled in Night Raven College and have been aiming to be a model student, and I've been trying really hard with my club activities…
Deuce: I thought I had changed a ton, but that doesn't change my past, y'know?
Ortho: By the past, do you mean what he said about "running around with all those punks, causing ruckuses in the middle of the night and destroying all sorts of things"?
Deuce: Uhhhh… Please forget you heard about that! Also, I'd really like it if you didn't tell anyone else what happened just now.
Deuce: And my mom, too… I don't want to cause her any extra worry.
Ortho: Uh-huh, so it's that sort of thing. I got it. I can keep this a secret from the others.
Ortho: But in exchange, I'll have you help me with crating my new gear.
Deuce: Yeah, of course I will. Leave it to me.
Deuce: …But man, you're amazing, Ortho. I can't believe you persuaded him.
Deuce: You saw how angry he was, right? I totally thought he wouldn't let us use his workshop at all.
Ortho: I calculated that since he was running a blastcycle parts shop, then he'd probably have an interest in machines or robots.
Ortho: That's why I tried to appeal to him as a humanoid, to pique his curiosity.
Deuce: …Now that you mention it, I feel like his whole attitude changed when you mentioned you were a humanoid.
Deuce: …You calculated that, huh. I'm not really good at thinking and planning ahead.
Deuce: Even everything that happened just now is the result of me causing trouble for those around me without thinking things through back in middle school…
Ortho: Deuce Spade-san…
Ortho: You can do your thinking later! Right now, we need to get my gear done as quick as possible and go join the others!
Deuce: You're right, especially since he said to be quick about it… Let's hurry before he changes his mind!
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[Clock Town – Clock Park]
Deuce: I sent [Yuu] a message saying where and when we're meeting up, but… They haven't read it at all.
Ortho: Maybe they haven't had the time to look at their phone, since Grim-san just keeps dragging them everywhichway.
Deuce: Can't be helped, guess we should go look for them. I wouldn't think they'd have gone that far, though...
???: NOM NOM NOM NOM!! Funyaaa~ I can't get enough of that strong flavor.
Ortho: Ah, that's Grim-san's voice. That saves us from having to search the whole park.
Deuce: Yeah, it helps that Grim's really loud.
Deuce: Heeey! [Yuu], Grim!
Grim: Hm? Oh, it's Deuce. Nice of you to come looking for me!
Deuce: Wrong! You're the one who ran off on your own, so we were all doing our own things right now.
Deuce: So, in about an hour, we're all going to meet up at the stall we were at earlier, okay? You better not be late.
1. I want you to show me around.
Deuce: Eh, me? Can I even do that…? But, sure, I guess. We can check out the area together.
2. We should wander around together!
Deuce: With me? …Yeah, okay!
Grim: Whew, that was delish~
Deuce: Looks like Grim just finished eating, too, so let's head off.
Deuce: [Yuu], is there something you want to see or do?
1. I want to look at souvenirs!
Deuce: I think I saw some stalls selling various stuff. Want to go check them out?
2. I want to move around some to help digest my food.
Deuce: I saw a stall a bit ago that had some kind of mini-game set up. Want to try it out?
Ortho: Sounds fun! I want to go with you guys too.
Deuce: Yeah, come along. That'll make it more lively and fun!
Deuce: They've got a ton of shops set up here, so the four of us can see all sorts of stuff!
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[cheering on a street performer]
Grim: Nyahaha, that's so cool! That's way more amazing than Ace's magic tricks!
Deuce: You really like those street performances, huh. It looks like it'll go on for a little bit longer, but… Maybe we should move on now?
Grim: Ehhh, I want to keep watching.
Ortho: I haven't seen many street performances, so I think I'll stay and watch some more too.
Deuce: Okay. Then [Yuu] and I'll head off and check some other places out.
Deuce: We can meet up at where we were earlier when the time comes.
Grim/Ortho: Yeah! / Understood!
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Deuce: Okay, then lets head over there.
Passerby A: Oh my, what cute outfits. Are you two from around here?
Deuce: Ah, yes, I'm from here.
Deuce: I just came home to visit with my classmates for the White Rabbit Festival…
Passerby A: Oh, so you're a Clock Town local. Then, I guess there's no need to warn you.
Deuce: Warn me? Eh, did something happen?
Passerby A: Well, not necessarily something, but… you know?
Passerby B: If you're from this city, then you should know, right? That there's been some bad characters running around.
Passerby A: It must have been what, 3… maybe 4 years ago? Anyway, a while ago, this terrible hooligan showed up.
Deuce: A terrible hooligan?
Passerby B: You never heard of them? Well, you two look like you were raised properly, so I suppose I'm not surprised you don't know.
Passerby B: There's this ill-tempered hooligan with bleach-blonde hair and a scary glare who'd ride up and down the city on their blastcycle at breakneck speeds.
Passerby A: I heard that whenever they got into a fight, they'd summon a cauldron and squash their opponents flat. Aah, so scary!
Deuce: URK!
Passerby B: I haven't heard anything about them recently, but… I can't imagine such a horrible hoodlum would've been able to fix their behavior.
Passerby A: Same. It was so bad that there even was a police officer who would always go on patrol even when off-duty.
Passerby A: Anyway, they are a troublesome delinquent. You two, take care so you don't get caught in their crosshairs.
Deuce: R-Right… Thank you.
Deuce: Whew, they finally left. Those ladies were really something.
1. That story just now… 2. Was that…
Deuce: Urgh, and I was trying to change the topic…
Deuce: Well, whatever. It's just you here, anyway.
Deuce: I think the person those ladies were talking about earlier was me.
Deuce: It's been a while since I enrolled in Night Raven College, but… I'm still being talked about.
Deuce: "I can't imagine they'd be able to fix their behavior" …Hm.
1. Even though we can see that's not true.
Deuce: Are you trying to cheer me up? Thanks, [Yuu].
2. It's hard to gain people's trust.
Deuce: You're right, it's just as you say.
Deuce: …Actually, I was told the same thing just a bit ago when Ortho and I went to the workshop next door to my house.
Deuce: I guess both the people who have met me before and those who haven't don't think that I could ever have fixed myself up.
Deuce: …But I have people outside of my family that believe in me.
Deuce: Remember what those ladies said? There was a police officer who would go on patrol even when they were off-duty.
Deuce: They worked over there… In the police station across the street from the park. And for some reason, they actually looked out for me.
1. Does that person still work at that police station?
Deuce: Nah, they transferred to a different city some time ago. I hear they've climbed the ranks and is some big wig now.
2. Let's go show them how much you've changed!
Deuce: As much as I'd like to… Deuce: They transferred to a different city some time ago. I hear they've climbed the ranks and is some big wig now.
Deuce: Isn't that awesome, though!? I wish I could have said bye to them back when they transferred, but… Back then I was just too hard-headed.
Deuce: I had decided that if I ever got to meet that person again someday, I would show them just how much I had cleaned myself up…
Deuce: But it hasn't really gone as planned.
Deuce: Even today, I wanted you guys to enjoy yourselves in my hometown…
Deuce: But I don't know anything about my city, and can't even show you around properly.
Deuce: And it wasn't until Epel said that I didn't have enough pride in my hometown, that I thought I should study up on the place…
Deuce: I thought I had changed, but maybe I haven't grown up after all.
1. That's not true… 2. (I don't know what to say...)
Deuce: Sorry! I didn't mean to talk about this sort of thing when we're at a festival.
Deuce: It's almost time to meet up with everyone else. Let's head back there.
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[Clock Town – Clock Park]
―After the conflict with the Black Bunnies
Deuce: Okay, then I'll go register us, so everyone wait here.
Ortho/Epel: Got it.
Silver: Right.
Grim: I'll go with you. I worry leaving it to you alone, Deuce.
1. Yeah, I agree. 2. I'll go too.
Deuce: I don't know how I feel about Grim worrying about me, but… Thanks for coming with.
Deila: The registration for the Rabbit Run Race is near the entrance to the park.
Deila: All three of you, take care over there.
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Deuce: There's the entrance to the park. Uhh, let's see, where's registration…?
Grim: Isn't that it?
Deuce: You're right… EH!?
Deuce: There's a line. There's a lot more people doing this than I thought there'd be…
Deuce: Well, whatever. Let's just line up at the very back.
???: WHAT SHOULD WE DO? AT THIS RATE, WE CAN'T REGISTER FOR THE RACE!
Grim: What's goin' on?
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Workshop Employee: I thought I put it in my bag, but… My rabbit ears, where could I have left them?
Workshop Owner: Rabbit ears? Oh… Do you mean the headband that was left on the 3D printer back at the workshop?
Workshop Owner: Even if we were to run back to the shop now, we won't make it back in time to register...
Workshop Owner: It's a shame, but I guess we have to give up on participating in the race this year.
Deuce: On a 3D printer in the workshop… Ah, maybe it's the one I saw when Ortho and I were working on the printer just a while ago?
Deuce: Maybe… Maybe I can help her out with magic.
Deuce: I never got to thank him for using the workshop, either… I guess I can go talk to them.
Deuce: Ah, excuse me.
Workshop Employee: Yes? …Eek, Deuce-kun!?
Workshop Owner: Now what do you want? What, are you trying to harm my employee or something?
Deuce: No, not at all! I overheard that she left her headband, and…
Deuce: I'll summon it for you with magic! That way, you can register for the race, right?
Workshop Owner: You'll summon it with magic? Can someone like you who only has the brains to cause havoc really do something like that?
Deuce: I'm not that confident, but I think I can at least summon… But I still mess that up sometimes, too… But I'm going to try!
Grim: …I don't know how good this’ll go.
Deuce: Sh-Shut it! I have to focus, so be quiet.
Deuce: [inhale, exhale] …
Deuce: COME FORTH, RABBIT EAR HEADBAND!!
[rabbit ear headband magically appears]
Deuce: It's the same design as the one I saw in the workshop earlier. That means…
1. Congrats! 2. You did it!
Deuce: Yeah! I'm so glad it worked out.
Deuce: This is your headband, right? Please accept it.
Workshop Employee: …
Grim: This lady's completely frozen in her tracks… Maybe she's terrified of you!!
Deuce: Eh!? Oh no, is it because I just suddenly called out to you? Sorry, I shouldn't have done that…
Workshop Owner: I can't believe that that Deuce just successfully summoned something, and even took care to think of my employee's feelings…
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[FLASHBACK]
Deila: Hey, listen to this! Deuce has been really motivated ever since enrolling in Night Raven College.
Deila: Just the other day, he sent me a picture of a certificate that he won as an award at a track meet.
Deila: It… does look like he's having a bit of a hard time with his studies and magic, though. But he's doing is best in the only way he knows how.
Deila: And recently, he's been really considerate, saying stuff like, "Aren't you tired?" and "Don't push yourself too hard"…
Deila: Sounds like he's made some good friends, too. I'm truly happy that he's enjoying himself every single day over there.
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Workshop Owner: …Looks like Deila-san was telling the truth.
Deuce: Eh? Did my mom say something?
Workshop Owner: Yeah. She said that you had a change of heart and are doing your best now.
Deuce: My mom said that…?
Workshop Owner: Honestly, I couldn't believe that you actually cleaned yourself up, no matter what Deila-san said…
Workshop Owner: You've convinced me, Deuce. Thanks to you, my coworkers and I can enter the race.
Deuce: Since I couldn't thank you earlier for letting us use your workshop… I'm glad that I was able to be of help here.
Workshop Owner: Oh, don't worry, there's still a lot that you need to pay me back for.
Workshop Owner: But for today, you did good. Hey now, you thank him, too!
Workshop Employee: …Thank you for helping me. And, sorry for being scared of you!
Deuce: And I'm sorry for suddenly calling out to you and scaring you, too.
Workshop Owner: You're going to join the race too, right? Let's all do our best!
Deuce: YES, SIR!
Deuce: I "convinced" him… Huh.
1. You did it! 2. That's great.
Deuce: Yeah. I was worried that I hadn't matured at all, but… Thanks to that, I'm feeling a bit better.
Deuce: To be perfectly honest, I planned on just coming back here by myself.
Deuce: After swinging by to see my mom and the festival real quick, I was just going to jump on my blastcycle and go for a ride.
Deuce: If you, Grim or the others hadn't come with, I don't think I would have had a chance to talk with people in town.
Deuce: So… Uh, yeah, thanks for coming here with me!
Grim: Heheh, least I could do.
Deuce: For everyone who came here with me... And also for my mom, there's no way that I can lose this race.
Deuce: We'll definitely win! [Yuu], watch me go!
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mikedfaist · 3 months
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Part two of boyfriend Riff?
Boyfriend!Riff Headcanon: Part II
I got really into this one. Not so much headcanon, as it was rambling.
Boyfriend!Riff Headcanon: Part 1
Riff isn’t scared of many things.
But one thing he is scared of is you.
You bailed him out of jail one night. He had called one of the boys, but they didn’t have the money, so they called the only person they know who did.
The moment he saw you, he stopped in his tracks, his eyes booming.
“Shrank, how ‘bout I just hang here ‘til mornin’?”
“Riff, get your ass out of here.”
Once out the door, you smacked him over the head. “Why are you so fuckin’ stupid, huh?”
He tried to make it up to you – he really tried – but sometimes that boy just does stupid shit.
He’ll just run his mouth like it’s in a marathon.
Whenever you and Riff are at Doc’s, you have to keep a close eye on him. More so, keep a close eye on where he puts his hands.
He promised he’d steal less, but less is the keyword.
If you see him sneak anything out, you always reimburse Valentina.
Valentina grew a liking to you quickly. She doesn’t understand what you see in Riff, but hey, the heart wants what it wants.
Riff loves to surprise you with gifts.
Sometimes they’re flowers he handpicked himself at the park.
And sometimes it’s a cheap necklace from a vender at the market.
He actually saved for it, he promises you.
He loves dates with you.
You two will go to dances and then find empty closets and classrooms to be alone in.
He’ll take you to the diner and share a milkshake, go to the movies – get handsy at the movies – and most of the time it’s back to your place immediately after.
Seldomly, you two end up back at his. Most of the boys crash there, so at least you know you can be alone at yours, and have no boys knocking on the door every fifteen minutes.
He never really pictured himself as a family man.
Really didn’t think he’d live long enough to see it happen.
But lately he finds himself thinking about you with a bump, and a little Riff running around.
You said you can only handle one of him. Two of him, you’d be ripping your hair out.
He’s not sure how you aren’t already.
He’d drop down on one knee right now if he could, but he wants a nice ring, one that would take many months to save up. Maybe years. If there’s one thing he wants to go all out on, it’s that.
He has a tin hidden in his closet of all the money he’s saving for that ring.
He wants to be better, mostly for you. He wants to be someone you’d be proud to have next to you.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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blah i felt your post so much it hurt. just do the things. but i won't until it becomes a huge problem, then my stress will spike to unspeakable levels and i'll hate myself. then do it all over again. I HATE IT!!!
Gotta love executive dysfunction 🫠
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cerise-on-top · 4 months
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Hello! Are you still writing hcs?
Graves with a spouse(writing this as a husband for him myself 🥰) who loves sewing and knitting, or some something amongst 'cozy hobbies' like embroidery, reading, poetry or baking. Just wondering How a relationship would be between them or how Graves would act.
Your writing is very lovely btw! I fell in love with it, very beautiful!
Hello! I am still writing HCs, it'll probably be a little bit longer until I take a proper break! That was a really cute request, I liked that one! Domestic and sweet stuff like that is always the best, so thank you for bestowing a request like that upon me! (❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡
Graves with a Spouse with Cozy Hobbies
As mentioned already, Graves loves feeling like the big, strong, useful man in the relationship, so he’d absolutely love you even more if you have “soft and cozy” hobbies like the ones you mentioned. While he is very much a talker, something like knitting can be done while holding a conversation, so he’ll definitely talk to you as you work on your next project. He thinks it’s really awesome, the way your hands move so quickly to create something like a sweater, a scarf, or even a plushie. You don’t really look at him, way too absorbed in your project and not wanting to make even a single mistake, but you still spend time with him. It’s ideal, he can tell you the newest, juiciest gossip among his Shadows while you make him the coziest sweater he’s ever seen. Lets you measure him, if you need and want to, because he really wants that sweater. You wanna put a cute little motif, like a cup of coffee on it as well? He’ll fall in love even more than before.
But even when he’s tired, he wants to spend his time with you. Instead of talking, he’ll lean against you and watch you crochet a bit before nodding off ever so slowly. It’s nice, it’s repetitive, for the most part, and it’s also quiet. By the time he wakes up he gets to see more of your beautiful creation, so that’s a big plus. And when he isn’t dozing off against you, he’s more than happy to hold your yarn and make it a bit longer when you need it. There’s something magical about watching you crochet. He had to crochet in elementary school, but, since he didn’t want to sit down for something like that, he wasn’t very good at it. His strengths always lied elsewhere, so it’s fascinating to him that you can sit in the same position for hours on end, barely moving, and still having fun. The only time he has to do that is when he’s filing reports, and afterwards he needs something to take his mind off of those.
Graves, every time he’s about to go out without you, will always ask you if you need anything from the arts and crafts stores, willing to buy you the loveliest fleece for felting if you ask him for it. Hell, if you want to sell your plushies, or your creations in general, he’s probably the best man to have on your side. Especially when it comes to plushies. Some of his Shadows have families with children, so he knows some of them would love your creations. Might sometimes ask you if you could knit or crochet a baby wooly hat for one of them, if you have the time, since his Shadows know you can be trusted with a task like that. You will always be reimbursed, either by his Shadows or by Graves himself. Sometimes he does like to gift his Shadows something you made and pretend they bought it. You’ll always get your money, but it might sometimes be out of Graves’ pocket.
He definitely likes the domesticity of it. He can go about his day, certain you won’t get hurt, unless you’re sewing or embroidering. But he’d never stop you from pursuing a craft like that. In fact, he’ll actively encourage you, always asking about your projects and wanting to know if he can help you in any way. He wants to see your embroidery, your crocheting, your sewing, as well, so he might gently pick it up from time to time, view it from every angle and give you feedback a la Graves, praising you like only he could.
When you’re a baker you can be sure he’ll taste test your stuff every single time. He has a bit of a sweet tooth, not too much, but he loves you, so he’s willing to eat everything you make. If you’re up making cookies, then he’ll help you by either buying you the best, most reliable hand mixer he can find, or by stirring the dough himself so your arms won’t get too tired. This he does under the condition that he gets to be the first person to try your cookies, your cake, your cobbler. He may not be the worst baker, but he can still learn a lot from you. That he does with all the love in the world, looking at you with an adoring expression as you put the baked goods in the oven, waiting for them to finish. Always has a big smile on his face when he watches you be this content with your life. While you wait for it to properly bake, he’d sometimes ask you to play card games with him. Always lets you win on purpose during those times since you always look so happy when you win. Afterwards he rewards you with a kiss.
While he may be everything but a fan of poetry, he can respect you being one. Will listen to everything you have to say about them, from your analyses to you reading one out loud. If you have a few poets you like especially well then Graves will bend his back trying to find beautiful anthologies of their works. Maybe some books with a few gold engravings that would look well on a shelf. He wants you to know that, despite him not being interested, he still supports you. While you’re reading a book, he might sneak up on you, startle you and then take you into his arms, trying to get you comfortable so you can continue to read. Might glance at your book from time to time to get a feeling for what you’re reading. If it’s something especially cheesy he might chuckle a bit and call you out on being a hopeless romantic, giving you a kiss to your nose afterwards.
Overall, he likes it. It’s nice, not having to worry about you going god knows where and ending up injured. Besides, he always has something nice to come home to, whether that be some beautiful embroidery of violets or a Sachertorte you made from scratch. Will always praise you for doing well, will always make sure you have the means to keep creating, baking and reading. Does his best to keep it that way as well, you’re his precious little darlin’ and you deserve the world and so much more in his eyes.
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lil-binuu · 9 days
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“𝑨𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒔𝒆.”
Elias saves you from a creep
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“You’re very skilled at this, how long have you been working here?”
You smiled, slightly embarrassed at the sudden compliment, “oh, haha, i’ve only been working here for a little while..”
As a result of the Brewhouse incident, the Warden set up another coffee house as reimbursement where you were guaranteed a job. You had only started a couple weeks ago, and settled in nicely with Elias and the Warden himself checking up on you to make sure you were safe at all times.
Most customers tended to be friendly, and it made the job enjoyable - especially since it was your strong suit; attentiveness and making good coffee. You always found it easy to interact with people and meet them halfway. Although, while it didn’t happen often, you’ve had your share of rude customers. It can be difficult to deal with, but you shouldn’t worry as your boyfriend protector would always be there for you.
“You know, it’s surprising that someone like you would be working in a cafe. With your looks, you could be on a magazine.” The man continued, trying to get your attention.
You could only laugh awkwardly, not knowing what to say. What you thought would have been a friendly interaction with a customer turned into unsolicited ass-kissing and it only made you feel uncomfortable.
“No, I’m being serious. You’re an attractive person.” The man insisted, “I wonder if you have a boyfriend, hmm?”
The question almost sounded threatening.
“Yeah, I do.” You replied. It was true. And while you wished he could be here, for now you could only hope that this would stop the customer from making any more comments.
You were wrong. He scoffed, “Oh don’t give me that. I don’t know why people these days always turn us nice guys down.”
Not sure how to respond, you turned around to sort out the drink you were in the middle of making.
“Don’t ignore me, you little bitch.” The man raised his voice. The sudden anger in his voice frightened you.
A sudden figure stepped forward. Elias’s furious eyes caught his, his strong arm pushing its way between the man and you behind the counter and forcing him to step back.
Elias towered over him, his serious face warning him to choose his next movements carefully.
“And what the fuck is your problem?” The man exclaimed angrily.
“My problem, is you.” Elias replied in a lowered husky voice. His narrowed eyes intimidating the angry customer, leaving him with no choice but to back down.
“Apologise.” Elias demanded.
The man scoffed again, “What? Who do you think you are?”
Elias’s grip on the man tightened. He swallowed, unsure if fighting was worth it.
“I don’t think you heard me, I said apologise.”
He tried to argue back but was shut down immediately.
“You think that you can just say whatever the fuck you want to them and get away with it?” His voice raised, filling the silence in the cafe.
The man attempted to push Elias back and after failing, hurried towards the door, cursing under his breath.
Elias turned to you. “Are you okay?”
You nodded.
He made his way around the counter. “Has he come in here before?”
You replied, “I think so, yeah.”
“You let me know if he bothers you again. Him or anyone else, you tell me okay?”
He tucked hair behind your ear and kissed your forehead.
i’ve had the first draft of this in my inbox for absolutely ages without knowing how to write it out but i finally managed it!! honestly i don’t know how this happened lmao, originally i wanted to write something where elias gets jealous but then it morphed into this as i wanted to experiment with elias being more protective. thanks for reading, i hope you enjoyed!
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ghoststyles · 10 months
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Fairway to Heaven - Part 7
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You might wanna queue up Phoebe Bridgers for this one?
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It’s been five whole weeks since Harry received Camille’s package. The brown box sits in the back of Harry’s office closet, burning a hole in the floor. He left all of the contents alone, except Oliver’s birth photo and a drawing, which are now in a picture frame on his desk.
The drawing, made of crayon and construction paper, is of a cat (or so he thinks) next to the Eiffel tower. In large, messy letters reads ‘Pierre’. When he zones out during his meetings, he looks at it, wondering if Camille has made any promises to Oliver about meeting Harry.
It’s not that he’s avoiding going to Paris. He’d leave tomorrow if it were up to him. Reopening this chapter of his life means a lifestyle change, not just for himself, but for Briar. She’s 24. No one should be thrown into a life where they’re suddenly a step-mom. She can’t even rent a car alone in America, for God’s sake.
They’ve danced around the topic; neither of them really knowing what to do. Briar tries to keep busy by working at the club and spending time at her campus’s library. Harry can’t help but feel her pulling away. He prays this uncertainty from her is in his head as he feels his 30 year old self-destruction return.
The door to his son is wide open. He wishes someone would just fucking shove him through.
~
Briar is staring staring off into space at Cafe Benito, waiting for Madison to arrive. She taps her foot nervously, making direct eye contact with everyone who enters. She feels sneaky and that Harry could walk in at any minute.
The short brunette enters the cafe moments later, directly locking eyes with Briar at the corner table.
“Hi, Briar! So nice to finally meet you in person,” she smiles warmly, sitting down in the seat across from her. Briar pushes an iced latte toward her, to which she smiles gratefully. “Your message was a little cryptic. What’s up? And why did you want to meet in person?”
Briar takes a deep breath as she stares at Harry’s assistant, a woman she’s talked with numerous times over the phone, but has never met.
“Without getting into too much detail, Harry is dealing with a personal issue, and I think he might need a little help. I wanted to get in touch with you, since you know his schedule and travel preferences.”
“Oh, sure, sure. What’s going on?”
“He needs to go to Paris for a bit. I’m not thinking too long. Maybe a month or so,” Briar sighs, looking off to the side. “But I know he’s so busy with work, it’s super hard.”
“Well, he and Niall just hired a new associate, so I feel like it wouldn’t be too hard. A lot of people take leaves of absences,” Madison smiles softly. “I’d say it’s been about 8 years since Harry took one. Not sure why. I had just started there as a temp.”
Briar has a hunch as to why he took time off. Nonetheless, she doesn’t dwell on it.
“Yeah, a leave of absence. I just don’t think he’ll do it on his own. Which is why I need your help. I’d like to arrange for him to travel there, maybe in two weeks. Does he fly commercial or take the jet?”
“Commercial for long-haul flights. He gets less freaked out over the ocean in the bigger planes,” she laughs. “I can book something using my company card and get reimbursed for it so he doesn’t suspect anything.”
“That sounds good. I say just pick a date, and I’ll make it work. Do you think you can slowly start clearing his calendar? Maybe decline recurring meetings one at a time. I’ll talk to Niall to make sure this is alright.”
The women discuss packing for him in secret, and ways to cover their tracks. As heart wrenching as this whole situation is, a rush of adrenaline hits Briar. She takes a sharp breath when Madison speaks up.
“Are you going to be joining him? I can make sure to get you the seats that lie down next to each other.”
Briar bites her lip as she feels her eyes droop sadly.
“No, this is just something he needs to take care of. I think it’ll bring on some personal growth.”
Madison nods, “Okay, no problem. Can I be honest with you?”
Briar sits up, nodding.
“Harry has been a new person since he met you. It’s like night and day. Before, he was a little scatterbrained. I think you bring a little stability to his life that he was missing.”
Briar’s heart could jump out of her chest. She quietly thanks Madison, scared of crying in the cafe.
“I could feel him slipping back into his old ways these past few weeks, so whatever he needs to go do, I hope it brings him back,” she places her hand lightly on Briar’s shoulder before standing up.
Briar hopes it brings him back, too.
~
A few days later, Briar heads to Harry’s house with Gus in what feels like the first time in forever. She feels like a stranger. They’ve texted here and there, but Briar is purposefully making herself busy and unavailable.
Maureen is out watering her plants along their shared fence when Briar drives up. Gus trots over to sniff her through the fence before promptly lifting his leg, nearly peeing on her. Maureen shrieks, dropping the hose and walking back to her house.
Briar laughs to herself before calling Gus back over. Gus barges into Harry’s house through his garage door like he owns the place. Briar follows him in, only to stop dead in her tracks at the site of his kitchen.
Harry is singing Elton John at the top of his lungs, placing cookies on a cooling rack. His oven is on and the counters are littered with bowls, plates and dry ingredients. She watches as he circles his hips, mixing the batter as he moves along.
“And I think it’s gonna be a long, long ti--,” Gus finally approaches Harry, to which he jumps when he feels his fur swipe his leg. “Birdie! What’re you doing here?”
She smiles, walking over to him to wrap her arms around his core. She slips her hands in the waistband of his sweatpants, making his gasp at how cold her hands are.
“Just miss ya, is all,” she smiles, closing her eyes. “What’s all this for?”
“I listened to a podcast and they mentioned doing something from your childhood that made you happy. So, I decided to make some cookies. Boxed recipe, of course,” he laughs, pointing to the slightly burnt desserts.
“That sounds like fun,” she scrunches her eyebrows, wondering what she’d pick. “I’d do a lemonade stand, I think.”
“Now we’re talking. Want to be my business partner?” Harry places the bowl down before lifting Briar onto the countertop. “I’ve missed you, baby. I’m so sorry I’ve been so in my head lately.”
Briar shrugs, not sure what to say. They kiss passionately for a few minutes, before Gus starts barking. They break the kiss, only to see Gus giving them the side eye near his food bowl.
“I fed you at home, hungry, hungry hippo!”
“Just give him some. He looks skinny,” Harry purses his lips as he walks to the pantry. He scoops a generous amount of food into the bowl, making Briar roll her eyes. The vet would say otherwise.
Her phone buzzes, signaling Madison sent Harry’s Paris itinerary. She quickly clears the notification, taking note of the departure date. Harry leaves in 8 days. Her stomach turns in anguish.
Harry guides Briar to his couch, bringing her to lay her legs across his lap. He’s staring dreamily into her eyes, but she can’t feel more disconnected to him. She knows how bad this situation is hurting him, and she doesn’t want him to move on without addressing these feelings.
Harry starts to dance his hands up her side, a clear pathway to getting in her pants. Her resolve remains strong.
“Let’s just talk, Harry,” she grabs his hand and puts it in his lap. “I feel like we haven’t been doing a lot of that lately.”
Harry nods, defeated, “I know. It’s just a weird situation that I don’t know how to navigate.”
“I agree, but that’s why we have to do it together,” she says, twisting the ring on his pointer finger. “How’s work? What’s been going on?”
“We just hired a new associate, so that should take some things off my plate. My calendar is surprisingly lighter. This might be a shift in the right direction. Or, Niall is silently pushing me out,” he chuckles.
Briar bites her lip. She has an animated face, and she doesn’t want her expression to give her secret away. Harry continues talking, so she assumes she’s in the clear.
Her conversation with Niall went well; he rolled his eyes at the idea of taking on more work, but he understands this is something Harry needs to do. His job is to play dumb at work and make Harry believe he is attending all of the same meetings. Madison even went as far as to make fake calendar invites.
“How’s your mom settling into California?” Harry asks after a beat of silence. Briar has to stop herself from groaning.
Weeks before, she drug her brothers to their childhood home to clear out junk. It was a cathartic experience; she hadn’t been there in years, but it felt like she never left. Her bedroom was the exact same; purple walls with zebra print accents. She found her pile of Littlest Pet Shop pets and Polly Pockets. It was like she was 5 again, sitting on the floor with her Dad, giving names to each pet and telling him their intricate backstories; lots of infidelity and long lost twins.
Even her oldest brother, Welles, and his new fiancee, Imani, came. He started off cold, but warmed up as they reminisced on their early days. Cormac sat quietly, unable to join in since he was just a baby at the time.
“I think she’s alright. The house is beautiful. Have you ever been to Montecito?”
Harry looks down, before nodding, “Yeah, that’s where Camille and I lived for a bit.”
“Oh. I see,” Briar says quietly.
“You should go out and see her. It really is one of the most beautiful places,” Harry says, rubbing her leg.
“Yeah, maybe,” she yawns. The pair chit chat for a bit longer, putting Briar’s mind at ease a little.
“Can you stay for a few days?” Harry asks, staring right into her eyes. “I-I can’t help but feel like I’m fucking everything up.”
This wakes Briar right up.
“H, no. I think I’ve just been trying to keep myself busy since the only thing that needs to happen now is,” Briar trails off. “You need to go to Paris.”
Harry closes his eyes. He can feel his heart hammering in his chest.
“I know,” he says quietly. “I’m just scared.”
Briar sits up, adjusting herself into a kneeled position. She grabs his hand, looking down.
“I know you are,” she inhales. “So, I made arrangements for you to go. You leave in 8 days.”
Briar feels like a ton of bricks land on her. She’s terrified to meet his eyes.
“W-what?”
Harry is stunned, feeling like all the air in his lungs left at once.
“I talked to Madison and Niall. Everything is set. You’re going to stay there for a month.”
He closes his eyes, processing what she’s saying. What about work? What about the two of them?
“I didn’t go as far as contacting Camille, so you’ll have to do that. But, I’m sure she can fit in some visits. Maybe at a park, to start,” Briar rambles. “You’ll probably have a lot of downtime.”
“A-are you not coming with me?” Harry asks, dumbfounded. His hands are trembling, waiting for her answer.
She shifts, not meeting his eyes, “No. Just you.”
Panic bubbles uncomfortably in his chest, “Birdie, please, I,” he trails off. “I can’t do that. No. No.”
“You can, and you’re going to. This is such a big moment for you, but I think you need to do it on your own,” Briar chokes out. Tears started to roll down her rosy cheeks. “You can call me any time. I’m sorry I had to do this so sneakily.”
He pulls her into his chest as he starts to cry. His heart is breaking knowing they’ll be separated for a month.
“Thank you,” he croaks. “You don’t understand how much this means to me. But I’m so gutted you aren’t coming.”
She sniffles, wiping her nose on his shirt. His chest bobbles up and down as the quiet cries take over him. She can’t help but feel like this is the end.
~
Harry sent Camille an email of his itinerary a few days prior to his departure. He profusely apologized for the last minute plans, but she doesn’t seem to mind. She’s eager, almost. But, maybe Harry is reading too far into her tone.
The family has a few activities throughout the month, but they can easily work around Harry’s time with Oliver. She even invited him to one of his football games.
Briar is sat on Harry’s bed as he looks through his suitcase one last time. He mentally checks off his toiletries, socks and underwear, not really paying any mind to his outfits.
He’s still in disbelief he’ll be on a leave of absence from work. It took a lot of convincing from Niall, but finally Harry gave in as Niall swooped him into a big hug. Harry made a list of books in his phone that he’d like to read, and museums he’d like to visit, since he hadn’t been to Paris in years. Hell, he’s barely had any free time at all.
“Are you gonna stay here while I’m gone?”
Briar’s head snaps up to look at Harry. She bites her lip, unsure how to answer.
“I think I’ll just stay at my apartment, if that’s okay,” she says quietly. Suddenly picking at her cuticles is more interesting than looking at Harry.
Harry’s heart sinks, but he understands. She didn’t ask to be part of this.
“I just don’t want to feel like the girl you have waiting for you at home.”
Harry shudders, but nods, “I get it. I want you to be comfortable. I drug you into this.”
“No, I offered to help. So I am. It’ll be okay. I just have to keep myself busy.”
Harry moves the suitcase from the bench at the foot of the bed to the floor. He looks at his folded clothes sadly and swallows thickly. He crawls to meet her on the bed, pulling her into the small spoon position. Harry starts to kiss the back of her neck, sucking a little longer as he moves under her jaw.
“Are you gonna send me lots of nudies?”
Briar inhales deeply, not missing a beat before replying, “No, you can watch porn.”
Harry gasps, “Briar Barlowe, I do NOT watch porn!”
“Mhm, sure,” she smiles to herself, still facing the other direction. “What do you even watch anyway?”
Harry thinks for a minute, wanting to have this conversation delicately, “I just try to support women in their pursuit to find lucrative job opportunities. Also known as fucking the housekeeper.”
“You are so full of shit,” she laughs.
“I like watching people fuck in the woods. And maybe almost get caught.”
Briar’s eyes scrunch closed as she giggles. That checks out, based on the number of times they’ve hooked up on the 14th hole.
“What do YOU watch, missy?”
Briar smiles, “hmmm. A lot of it we already do. But my new favorite is ‘free use’”
Harry’s stomach clenches, “That’s hot as fuck baby. You want me to just take you whenever I want? Wanna wear nothing but one of my shirts around the house?”
He continues kissing her neck as she moans out, “Yeah, daddy.”
“Wanna go downstairs and pretend to read your book? And I’ll be right there?”
Her heart races with excitement. This is just the distraction she needs. She peels herself away from him, but not before grabbing his crotch.
“Oi! Easy, Birdie.”
She scurries off to Harry’s sofa, peeling her panties and bra off as she goes. It’ll be like a scavenger hunt. She grabs a book from the shelf and positions herself on her stomach, knees bent and ankles crossed behind her in the air. The exposure feels cool against her wet cunt.
She flips to a random page, a smutty one of course. The character is pinned down, her partner kissing down her body with an ice cube in his mouth. She shivers, imagining Harry’s tongue swirling around her nipple with ice between his teeth.
She hears Harry coming down the steps. The trick to free use porn is to not say a word at first. Briar continues reading until she feels Harry come up behind her, his large hand grabbing her butt cheek and massaging it. She flips the pages, furrowing her brows and using her pointer finger to keep her spot exaggeratedly.
Harry pulls his cock out from his gym shorts and briefs before lining himself up and pressing into her. He keeps his thrusts short and shallow, not wanting to give her too much of a reaction.
Tiny gasps escape her throat, but she tries to keep her composure. For added fun, Briar starts to read her book out loud. Harry’s stomach clenches at the detail, wanting to do everything to his girl.
“‘Wrap your legs around me and tell me how much you like it, Nate says’,” Briar sighs out, slowly flipping the page. Harry has to bite his knuckle as not to cry out.
“I love reading, I wish my daddy read my naughty books with me,” Briar sighs, holding back a moan. “Oh my gosh, daddy? Is that you?”
She turns her head, a devious glint in her eyes.
“Ughn, keep reading your book, baby. Wanna hear your words.”
“‘Can you be a good girl and be quiet?’ Nate says, and I can finally start to feel his fingers under my skirt,” Briar reads out loud, her pussy clenching Harry’s cock deliciously.
Harry locks his jaw, smacking the book out of her hands. She gasps as he flips her over and starts to pound into her. He presses his hand into her bare chest for leverage. She throws her head back, a strangled cry falling from her lips.
“Love fucking you all the time, baby. Don’t know how I’m gonna live without this fucking pussy for a month,” Harry grits out.
In all their fun, it distracted Briar from the magnitude of their situation. Her mood shifts, and it’s like her cunt dried up immediately. Her heart is pumping from anxiety and not excitement. She cries out, her muted orgasm washing over her. She might as well have faked it.  
“Fffuck yes, baby. Gonna come now,” Harry grasps her cheeks with one hand, making her lips puff out like a fish. “Can you say, ‘I love you, Daddy’?”
“I wov you daddy,” she blubbers out, his hand making it difficult to enunciate.
Harry buries into her before dropping his body weight onto her and sticking his face in her neck as he pours into her, “Love you so much.”
She stares at the ceiling over his shoulder. Love fucking hurts sometimes.
~
On the day of Harry’s flight, he and Briar spend the whole day together. They got breakfast and took Gus for a walk around the public garden. Their pinkies are locked as they stroll past the once flowery oasis, spying piles of leaves on the ground.
“What’re you thinking about right now?” Briar asks.
“I’m not as nervous as I thought I’d be. I think I’m thinking of logistics. Like, if it goes well, what do we do? Do I fly to France a few times a year? I don’t think she’d let him come stay with me right away. Someone would have to fly back and forth with him,” Harry trails off, his pinkie cutting off the circulation of Briar’s.
“Well, there’s time to figure that out. It doesn’t have to be determined over night,” Briar says, leaning her head on his shoulder. Her heart has felt heavy all day. She tries not to let her feelings show on her face, because she knows Harry would back out. He has to do this.
“And I want to make sure you know where you fit in all of this. I know you haven’t said it, but I know your brain pretty well at this point,” Harry says, placing his thumb on her cheek as he turns to face her. “We’re partners. A team. I know you’re thinking you’re a burden. And you’re not; I value your input so much. Just need you to be patient with me.”
She nods silently, placing her head on his chest. Gus starts to pull on his leash toward a goose, so it stops her from crying.
“Augustus Theodore Barlowe-Styles!” Harry yells.
Briar looks at him wildly, “Um, when did that happen?”
Harry shrugs, “If you need me to sign a fake paper, I will. But I am his dad.”
Briar bites her lip, looking the other direction so Harry can’t see the pain on her face.
They continue on, returning to the car about an hour later. Harry has a parking ticket, to which he grumbles to himself. Briar laughs, snapping a photo of him holding the bright orange paper.
They return home to put Gus away and wait for the driver. Harry arranged for a driver to pick them up so they can say their goodbyes the whole drive. When the black Escalade pulls into the driveway, silent tears start to blur her vision. The man grabs Harry’s luggage and opens the door for Briar to get in.
They sit so close together, not even a sheet of paper can fit between them. He grasps her hand for dear life, not willing to let go first. The drive to the airport is excruciating, so Harry just peppers kisses in Briar’s hair, taking in long whiffs of her scent.
“I can’t thank you enough, Birdie,” Harry starts. “A month will go by in no time.”
Briar breathes in deeply, a lump forming in her throat, “Just a month.”
“Just a month.”
They sit in silence, basking in the physical feeling of one another. Harry leans down to kiss her as they pull into the terminal. It deepens, Harry gently swiping his tongue through her lips. The car comes to a stop, so Briar breaks apart. Harry feels a pang in his heart.
Briar starts to cry, a tiny sniffle escaping her. She can’t bring herself to look at him.
“I don’t want to go yet, but I have to, baby.”
She nods, squeezing her eyes shut. Her grip on his t-shirt is so tight, her hands are shaking.
“I love you, Birdie, so much. Just bear with me, please. Whatever you’re feeling…Call me. Text me. We’re in this together.”
Harry grips her thigh before opening the car door. She shuffles out after him, the bright lights of the terminal blinding her. The driver is taking Harry’s luggage from the trunk, so the two of them stand at the hood of the car in a tight embrace.
Briar’s tears are dampening Harry’s favorite Kendrick Lamar ‘DAMN.’ hoodie. He looks so soft and comfy. His hair is freshly washed, the smell of the citrus shampoo taking over their embrace.
The AirFrance attendants take his luggage away, so he only has to worry about his trusty suede duffel bag. He places one last long kiss on Briar’s forehead and pulls away. Their hands are interlocked, but don’t separate until the last second.
Harry grabs his duffel bag before sadly following the attendant inside. Briar stands still, watching him through the glass windows until he’s at the escalator. Harry presses a kiss to the pads of his three fingers before turning his hand to face her. She reaches up, pretending to grab the stray kiss, tears still falling rapidly.
“Whenever you’re ready miss,” the driver’s soft voice breaks her train of thought. She looks over at him in acknowledgement.
When she looks back to the escalator, he’s gone. Briar sobbed the whole ride home.
~
“I can’t be a step-mom, Caroline. I’m fucking 24 years old!” Briar grasps at her hair as she’s sat at brunch. She didn’t sleep for a single minute after dropping Harry off. She paced her apartment, ready to send the most Earth-shattering text to Harry.
He couldn’t have been sweeter to her. He paid for in-flight wifi so he could text her throughout. He watched movies he thought she’d like, and rated his meals. He was a fan of the yogurt parfait but not the chicken milanese. He let her know there was a woman with a young baby sat next to him, so he offered to hold the baby while she used the restroom. Briar’s heart hurt at the last part.
“Well, maybe you don’t have to be all that involved, anyway. The kid lives in France, for Christ’s sake. You could be like Luke and Lorelai in Gilmore Girls.”
Briar stares at her, bewildered, “They broke up because of the secret kid, Caro.”
“You’re right! But they found each other in the end.”
She rolls her eyes at her friend’s inability to read the room. She’s too absorbed in her new bartender boyfriend to care about anyone else now.
Briar hasn’t heard from Harry in a few hours, but she assumes it’s because of the time difference. The waiter appears, asking if the girls would like more mimosas.
“Keep them coming, please,” Caroline smiles. He nods before disappearing into the back. She looks back at Briar. “Can’t you just hold on for two weeks? That way, he’ll have a better idea of how he can manage it all, and then you can decide.”
She’s right. Briar hasn’t even given it a fighting chance; she’s just always trusted her gut and it’s always worked out. The complexity of the situation scares her.
“You’re right. I don’t even know if they’ve met yet. I’ll relax a little, I guess. How’s Max?”
Caroline nods, giving Briar a side hug, “We’re good. Taking it slow. He got out of a long relationship not long ago, too. I’m really happy, Bri.”
Briar smiles, “I’m so glad. You deserve it. I’ll try to cross paths with him a little more at Wynnewood. Does this mean you’re moving back here any time soon?”
Caroline laughs, breaking the yolk on her eggs Benedict, “Probably. I’m already sick of my parents’ house. It’s weird not knowing anyone in your town as an adult.”
Briar looks down at her phone when she feels it start to vibrate.
🦊: Are you busy?
She puts her phone in her purse so she can focus on her friend. She’ll call him later.
“I get that. Have you met anyone at the gym or anything? Maybe you can start teaching spin again,” Briar suggests. Caroline juts her lip out.
“Maybe. It’s a commitment, though.”
“Might be good for you. Think about it.”
The girls wrap up, and part ways. If there’s one thing the two of them go hard or go home for, it’s brunch. Briar decides to grab an Uber since she had a few mimosas.
The driver arrives, but he furrows his brow when she gets in.
“For Harry?”
Fuck. She’s using his account, not hers. She nods, not really wanting to disclose that it’s her boyfriend’s account. Her phone vibrates again.
🦊: Where are you going? Call me if you’re heading home.
“Fuck,” she curses under her breath. Leaning her head against the window, she lets the glass cool her now warm forehead. Harry gets pinged when his credit card is charged.
She dials his contact, about to give up until he answers on the third ring.
“Hi, Birdie. What’re you up to?”
She can’t quite read his tone.
“Hi. Not much, just got done grabbing brunch with Caroline,” she looks out the window. “H-how’s it going over there?”
“Everything here is good. I landed in the morning, obviously, checked into my hotel, and then I met up with Camille and Oliver at a park close by. It was surreal, honestly,” Harry says, putting his free hand on top of his head. “It went really well. Better than I could’ve imagined.”
Briar smiles, finally feeling genuine about this whole situation. She could cry knowing that little boy will finally get to know his father. And she knows he’ll never skip out on him from this point on.
“I’m so glad, H. Really. I bet you’ll have so much fun the rest of the time you’re there. Will you be able to have him by yourself, do you think? Or does Camille want to be there for the first couple visits?”
“I think I will, eventually, yeah. She just wants to make sure he’s comfortable, y’know? But, from what I can tell, he’s already perfectly comfortable.”
“That’s great. Maybe there’s an activity you can do together,” Briar says, but pauses. “Honestly I’m not sure how French children spend their time. Eating cheese?”
Harry laughs, pacing his hotel room. He hasn’t been this anxious with Briar on the phone since their first call.
“From what I can tell, it’s a lot of play dates. The thing is, kids are allowed to just ‘be’ here. I feel like American kids have to be occupied at all times. It was cool to see his imagination play out. Even though we only had a football with us. He got really creative with it.”
“Anyway, I miss ya, Birdie. How’s Caroline? Is she still with Max?”
“Miss you too, so much. Gus does too. I don’t take him for runs like you do. And Caro is good. Still with Max,” she says as she fumbles out of the Uber.
“Thank you!” She says to the driver.
“You home already?”
“Yeah, walking up to the door. Sorry I accidentally used your account,” Briar says sheepishly.
“Don’t apologize, my love. Charge whatever you need to on my card.”
“Thanks. I’m gonna take Gus for a walk. I love you. I’m glad you had a good day. Remember to send pictures,” she smiles leaning on her door frame.
“Love you, Birdie. Have a good night.”
“Bye. Sleep well,” she says quietly.
She starts to cry again, maybe from the alcohol. She’s happy for him. Really. But she can’t help but feel this gnawing in her soul.
~
“Olivier! Viens ici s'il te plait,” Camille calls out.
Harry is rusty at French, not needing to use it in years. Nonetheless, his boy drops the toy in his hand and enters the kitchen.
For their visit today, they’re at Camille and Theo’s countryside home. Theo took their daughter for a walk to give them space. Harry didn’t request for Theo to make himself scarce, but he appreciates the gesture.
“Harry va t'emmener chercher une crêpe. Est-ce que ça sonne bien?”
The little boy nods. Harry is translating in his head. He only recognizes is his name and une crêpe.
Even though Camille is hesitant, the crêperie is around the corner in the small town. They’d be gone for half an hour max.
“Does that sound good, mate? What flavor are you going to get?”
Oliver looks puzzled, and stares at his mom. She nods her head, “Anglais, Olivier.”
“Oweo,” he says quietly. Harry learned Oliver has a small speech impediment they’re working through. He’s made great strides throughout the school year.
“I might get that, too. Ready to go?”
The boy nods, and they both stand to head to the front door. Camille waves them off from the window.
Harry feels like a deer in headlights. Should he hold his hand?
Oliver starts to walk on the gravel road, to which Harry switches positions with him so he’s in harms way if a car were to swerve at them.
Alright, he thinks. That was fatherly.
Oliver reaches his small hand to grab Harry’s, and he feels his heart lurch in his chest. It’s so small, Oliver holds onto his pinky. He smiles, thinking of Briar.
They walk a bit longer, Harry listening to Oliver ramble on about 100 topics. He smiles and nods largely, encouraging him to keep talking. The crêperie comes into view, so they enter the shop to meet a cheery older woman.
“Olivier! Bonjour mon coeur!”
Oliver hides behind Harry’s leg and peeps out, "Bonjour mademoiselle Celine.”
“Good morning. We’d love to have two Oreo crêpes, please. I’ll also take a cappuccino.”
“Of course, sir. Tout pour mon client préféré,” she giggles, looking at the boy. Judging by their mischievous smiles, he can tell Oliver is a regular here.
“Merci.”
They sit at a small table outside on the packed patio. Oliver sits on Harry’s lap, since there is only one chair. Oliver points out birds and starts to recite the alphabet backwards for Harry.
“Parles-tu français?” the woman next to them asks.
“Not much, honestly,” Harry laughs.
“Is this your son?”
“Oh, he’s n—,” Harry stops himself. “Yes. Yes, this is my son, Oliver.”
His heart is beating out of his chest. He’s so used to not claiming his niece when he takes her out.
“Beautiful. You look like twins,” she smiles before going back to reading her book.
“Merci,” Harry smiles.
The waiter brings their crepes and Harry’s drink. He pulls his phone out for a quick selfie of the two of them, Oreo crumbs messy around their mouths. He sends it to Briar, knowing it’s the middle of the night.
“Who is that girwl?” Oliver asks, spying Harry’s screen saver. His little accent makes Harry smile.
“That’s my girlfriend, Briar. Maybe one day you’ll get to meet her. Do you want to see her silly puppy, Gus?”
“Yeah!”
Harry shows Oliver tons of videos he’s taken of Gus and photos of himself and Briar. They enjoy their time looking at pictures and singing some of the songs he’s learned at school. The two walk home together, hand in hand.
Harry doesn’t stop smiling for the rest of the day.
~
It’s noon before Briar finally wakes up on her day off. Gus is well past his puppy years, so he’ll sleep as long as she’ll let him. She leashes him up, opting to not bring her phone and take in the sunshine.
She misses being able to let him out back at Harry’s, but she deals with it. They walk and Gus sniffs around for about an hour before they make their way home. She pulls her phone on the charger to find a few texts from Harry.
🦊: Awake yet, lazy bones?
🦊:  Went for crêpes. Just the two of us.
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🦊: I already feel so comfortable hanging with him, Bird. I wish you were here 🖤
There are several hours in between texts, so she doesn’t rush to reply.
🐥: Two cute guys! I’m so happy for you. Wish I was there too.
She lies.
Gus lays down, so Briar immediately heads outside with her headphones. She hasn’t taken a run in weeks, but she wants her heart to hammer in her chest from exercise, not anxiety. She’s never told Harry she runs, in fear of him dragging her for long distances. She prefers to run to a coffee shop and then walk back.
Main street comes into view once she finds a good rhythm. She’s listening to Clouds by One Direction, so her pace is quick. She passes Lululemon moms with their babies in strollers and designer dogs in tow, giving tight lip smiles.
Her favorite cafe is on her right, so she stops to stretch and even out her breathing before going in. The guy at the counter welcomes her asking what she’d like to drink.
“Can I have an iced green tea with just a pump of sweetener and a lemon?”
“Sure, coming right up,” he winks.
She sits at the counter to get off her feet.
“This might be weird, but I think you’re in one of my business classes.”
Briar cocks her head to look at him. They all have to have profile photos since it’s online. She finally recognizes him. Spencer.
“Oh, yes! Spencer, right? I’m Briar,” she reaches out to shake his hand gently.
“Yep, good memory. Are you almost done with your paper?”
Briar smiles, “Nope, haven’t even started outlining.”
“Okay, good. At least we’re on the same wavelength.”
He hands her the drink and waves her off when she tries to give him her card, “No worries, it’s on me. Let me know if you want to meet up and study some time.”
He walks swiftly into the back. He wrote his number on the cardboard sleeve surrounding the drink. Nervousness bubbles in her stomach.
🦊: Heading back to the hotel. Let me know if you’re free.
She reads Harry’s text. Re-reads it. Re-reads it again. Then she shoves her phone in her sports bra before sprinting out of the cafe.
Her music resumes at full volume, this time, Kiss You comes on. She smiles trying not to sing out loud for everyone to hear.
She makes it home in record time, running straight to the bathroom to shower. She continues playing her music, only to be interrupted by a call. She squints from across the bathroom to see the familiar fox emoji on the screen. She waits for it to go to voicemail before belting out the lyrics to Steal My Girl. Briar isn’t sure why she’s avoiding him. It’s only been 3 days. They have a long time to go.
She finishes her shower, taking the time to moisturize and do her skincare routine. Once she’s in her robe, she settles in her bed to call Harry back.
“‘Lo?”
“Hi,” She says quietly. “Did I just wake you up?”
“Yeah, but it’s okay. I think I fell asleep at 4pm,” he chuckles. “How is your day?”
“Good, I slept in and then went for a run, actually.”
“A run? How come you’ve never gone on one with me?” Harry is sort of offended.
Briar laughs, a genuine one, “‘Cause I was scared you’d make me run for miles. I like to run and get coffee or tea and then walk back.”
Harry hums, fiddling with the hem of his t-shirt. He’s not sure what else to say to her.
“Can we FaceTime? Wanna see your pretty face,” Harry says.
“Mhm,” Briar switches to FaceTime in one swift motion.
“Hi, pretty,” Harry says, his eyes lighting up.
“Hi, handsome. Looks like you already need a haircut,” she laughs.
“I know, I totally spaced getting one before I left. Although, I didn’t know I was leaving.”
Briar is quiet before asking, “How was your day with Oliver? That’s great you got some time alone with him.”
Harry beams as he tells her all the things Oliver has shown and talked to him about. He told her how natural everything feels, even so soon after officially meeting him.
“So, did Camille explain to him who you are?” Briar asks delicately.
“Yeah, but he hasn’t called me Dad or anything, yet. Papa, in French, I guess. She gave him all of my cards every year. She’s shown him pictures,” Harry yawns. “But I don’t think she ever told him the history, of course. Always said ‘maybe one day. Ultimately, Theo is raising him. That’s a bond I won’t try to interfere with. I trust him.”
“That’s good. I know I keep saying it, but I’m so happy for you,” Briar smiles softly.
“Thanks, Bird. You look awfully comfy,” Harry smirks. “Whatcha got under that robe, lovie?”
“C’mon, not now, H,” Briar blows him off.
A confused look flashes over his face, but it quickly fades.
“What? Why not?”
“I just — You’re there to see your son. I just feel weird calling and doing all this,” Briar admits.
“But it’s okay to call me while I’m on a work trip and get me riled up?” His head cocks to the side, eyebrows furrowed.
“T-that’s different.”
“How?” His nostrils flare out. “It’s not like I have Oliver here with me.”
“I don’t know, it just is. Don’t be like this, please,” she pleads.
“Okay…?” he draws out. Suddenly, her flaky behavior is not in his head. “Um, I guess I’ll let you go then. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
They both hang up with newly formed pits in their stomachs.
~
Harry woke up bright and early on day 11, getting ready to watch Oliver’s football game. They spent the last few days apart so he could visit his grandparents in the south of France.
Harry spent each day the same way; eating at a cafe, reading the newspaper, taking his French Duolingo lesson, and then hitting a museum or a park before ordering room service. Sometimes a call with Briar fits in there.
Harry smiles at the thought of his mum and sister meeting him. Gemma’s daughter, Hattie, is only a year older than Oliver. He can picture them running around in the backyard on a summer day, jumping in and out of the pool, ice lollies staining their faces.
He’s getting ahead of himself. He visibly shakes his head back and forth to focus.
Grabbing it off the side table, he looks at his phone. It’s 1AM at home, so he wonders if Briar is still awake.
🦊: Hi, Birdie. Still awake?
Briar is 5 episodes deep into Jersey Shore when her phone vibrates. Gus stirs, wondering why she’s disturbing him. Doing the math in her head, she realizes it’s 7AM in Paris.
🐥: Morning 🤍 I’m just watching TV
He doesn’t bother replying, and opts to call.
“Hi,” she says quietly, grabbing the remote to pause the TV. The tension over the last few days have been rough, and Briar knows it’s her fault. Her cold feet about going all in with Harry has consumed her. She’s been dodging his calls, calling back hours after he tries to initiate contact.
“What’re you doing up so late, baby girl?”
His gruff morning voice gives her chills. She misses his soft speaking voice gently rousing her from sleep in the mornings.
“Watching classic American television,” she laughs softly. “What’re you doing up so early?”
“I was invited to watch Oliver’s football games today. Camille’s parents will be there too, so it’ll be nice to see them.”
Briar grimaces to herself. Will it? Those people left him high and dry as much as Camille did.
“That’s nice. Were you close with them?”
“Yeah, her dad and I bonded over vintage cars and watches. And her mum is very sweet.”
Briar hums. After a while, Harry speaks up.
“You’d tell me if something was wrong, right, Birdie?”
She freezes. He’s onto her.
“Yes,” she starts off slow and questioning. “Why do you say that?”
“Not sure. It might be me. Just feeling like we’re a bit off.”
“I’m not a long distance person. You know that,” she lies. Again.
“I know that. This isn’t a long distance relationship, though,” Harry replies.
Briar opts for silence. Again.
“I need words, baby. This is never going to work if you’re not honest with me.”
She closes her eyes, “I just don’t think it’s going to work at all, Harry.”
There it is. The breaking point. The atomic bomb. The earthquake that destroys 100 cities.
Harry covers his eyes with his hand. He’s so shaky he can barely stand. A highlight reel of their time together flashes through his mind. The high highs and their few and far between lows. He’s never in his life felt so tied to another human being before. Not even his son, whom he’s just getting to know.
“You don’t mean that,” Harry presses. His heart is racing so fast it’s all he can hear.
“I don’t fucking know, Harry,” a cry explodes out of her chest. “This feels like too much, too soon.”
Harry clenches his teeth and balls his fists, “No. No, Briar. This isn’t how this is going to go.”
“Why do you get to dictate everything? This is a big fucking deal, Harry. I can’t see where I fit into this, so I’m taking myself out of it.”
“No! Baby, please. Please just wait until I’m back. There’s gonna be a plan, and I’m sorry I don’t have that for you right now. I’m so fucking sorry. Don’t do this to me. Please,” his voice breaks, exaggerated wheezing leaving his chest.
Briar holds the phone away from her ear, unable to listen to the begging. She’d cave immediately.
“I’ll fly you out. Right fucking now. Drive to the hangar and get on the fucking plane,” he seethes. 
She shakes her head, even though he can’t see her. 
“Get on the fucking plane, Briar,” the anguish in his voice shatters her heart into a million pieces. 
“I-I’m sorry,” Briar clicks off hastily. She feels like the most heartless person in the world. Violent sobs take over as she leans down to rub her face in Gus’s fur.
“Fuck, fuck, ffuck, fuck, fuck!” Harry yells. He starts to punch into the pillow on the bed, slamming his fist over and over again.
With shaky hands, he texts Camille that something came up and he’ll see them tomorrow instead. Harry crumples to the floor, feeling like he could vomit. His phone buzzes, hoping--praying-- it’s Briar. 
Harry, that’s not how this is going to work. You’re either in, or you’re out.
C
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I love when I get to hang out with any of my kids one on one. We need to make concentrated efforts to do it more often. I'm home with baby boy all week while my husband took the girls to Cali to see his parents/sister.
Baby boy is so much fun alone (as I've said a million times). We went to the Children's Museum and the MOMA kids art lab. Kids art lab was underwhelming but he enjoyed himself. Did a quick walk through of the art. He wasn't too impressed.
We had an indoor monkey bar system set up yesterday. It took the guys a lot longer then they planned. Last night I was regretting the choice. Felt a little too risky. I think I know how we can make it safer. Its supposed to be a part of his sensory diet. We used some funds we got when the DOE reimbursed for some OT costs.
Rebel was sick Thursday night. Thankfully fine all day Friday. Flew out very early on Saturday. His parents picked them up with masks and dropped them off at a hotel. They were supposed to go right to the cousins house and were scheduled to stay with his parents. I guess his parents were worried about the stomach bug. Which is understandable but I thought it was rude not too let my husband know beforehand. He got up at 4am to take two kids on a six hour flight by himself. He would have warned the girls they were expected to go isolate in a hotel room. Of course, my husband is a Saint and just went along with it. If my parents didn't see my girls for three months there is zero chance they would give up even one hour with them - sick or not. And they weren't even sick anymore. She never had a fever. Threw up 36 hours before. Anyway not my rodeo.
Baby boys ezcema is not good. His poor little cheeks. I guess its just the cold weather.
My own scalp is so, so, so itchy. Before the last month I've never in my life had this problem. No dandruff just itchy/burning. Its not a super bad pain level but its nonstop. It keeps me awake at night. I'm assuming its related to the low iron and the hair loss. Not sure what to do. Trying shampoos right now. Probably need to do some kind of eating changes but not sure exactly what and also don't want to. My skin is also itchy but that's less persistent. The skin is also something I'm used to when the weather gets cold like this.
DOE is giving new options for baby boy since they can't find providers. I'm on the fence. It involves a different school. Its not far away, is an inclusive classroom (8 special ed kids, 8 gen ed), would include all providers (OT, PT and speech) , and would include free summer camp which also includes all providers. These are all big benefits. Its a fancy private school - which is not our vibe. I guess they reserve some DOE spots. I don't really want my poorly behaved (but o so sweet) black boy to be a scholarship kid (in essence) in a school full of rich white kids. In their defense I think by private school standards it is more diverse then most. I don't want my kids to grow up with kids who think spending $60K a year for school is normal. I think it just gives a view of the world I don't want them to have. But that's more of a concern for older grades. Not an issue for 4yo's. He can go back to our little public school for K. We need to figure out a place for providers and this maybe our best option. The free summer camp is a big draw. I need somewhere that can handle kids like him. One that is paid for and includes his services would be a huge win. They do swimming lessons and teach Spanish. He's actually picking up some Spanish vocabulary (numbers, colors, animals) so a place where that can grow would be great. DOE is setting up a tour after winter break. I'm sure its a very nice facility. Let's see how it goes. I won't hold my breathe until a solution is actually implemented.
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