#i just needed to vent sorry

[livetogether--diealone]

I'm kinda tired of the narrative that Charles is still prone to mistakes and being whiny over every single thing that happens in Ferrari, all the while these people are using last year and this year latest race as examples completely forgetting that all of these are very situational mistakes.

Imola 22: yes a mistake on his part, he said as much and he apologiesed so much for it, to the fans to his team. But he had so much pressure, knowing the car wasn't as fast and he was going to lose yet another race because of it, and that was not acceptable, but still he managed to come out of this race more than well enough and he handled it flawlessly, both during the race and in the media.

France 22: a half mistake, the car still had some issues that weren't ironed out from Austria, so when he pushed too hard he lost the car, but again that was such a deciding race for the championship, winning that one was the last chance to keep the dream alive. Knowing the car wasn't the same anymore that he had at the beginning of the year, things in the team were on ropes after Silverstone, everything was on his shoulders, all these expectations for him to be his own engineer, mechanic, strategist, etc

Australia 23: was this even a mistake? Or was really nobody's fault, because there was nowhere to go both for him and for Stroll? The cars were all too close to eachother, and in the midfield that's bound to happen and we saw similar incidents so many times, but now it's a talent decider mistake??? Charles is the most hypercritical driver, he admits his errors even when he shouldn't. So if he says it was a racing incident, it was one, as it was also classified as that.

So this is not what mistake prone mean, he doesn't go around dive bombing at every chance, he doesn't mess up his laps on quali days or his starts, you'll have too look somewhere else for this.

Not touching on the weak mentality because if you think that you base your opinions on social media commets and odd narratives going around. Anyone paying the tiniest bit of attention to Charles interviews, words, the way he acts you can see how much he controls what to say to keep the situation under control all the time, because he's one of the drivers that can't afford to yell or get angry or complain or people will start say that he lets his emotions control him and he cracks under pressure.

#bro i'm not much more into essays but some people drive me up the wall #and it's my fault for going through instagram comments #jfc do any of you use critical thinking when speaking???? #charles leclerc #f1 #jo.text #i just needed to vent sorry

[sleptting]

PTSD ? Profession to suck dick ? Yeah that's me

#koha dont look #I just needed to vent sorry

[qweenexplosionmurder]

why must i always get attached to the wrong people, i always assume they're my friends when they dont really want me by their side

#maybe im just reading into it wayyy too much #but ever since my “best friend” told me we weren't even that close im just so insecure of how deep my bond with other ppl actually is #i just needed to vent sorry

[i-dont-eat-drywall]

HEY THIS IS VENT ART IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE IT SCROLL PAST

yeaaaahh ive been trying to come out but nobody believes me…

#art #my art #Vent art #vent #procreate #I just needed to vent sorry

[kiddokori]

they gave link a fuckjng hoverboard

#venting my frustration at no confirmation of loftwings #sorry for being a joyless traditionalist but i think modern technology in fantasy is lame as hell #nintendo direct #totk #loz #loz link #loz fanart #like ok technology can be very cool and fun #but they literally just gave him an atv #give me like. beetle cars. give me fantasy influenced tech #dont just slap glowey green on a straight up car #my hatred is partially fueld by a distinct lack of loftwings #ever since they gave us that shot of link running and jumping off one of those floating islands like he does in sksw #ive been hoping for loftwings i didnt even consider it before but now it is a meed #NEED #kiddokori

[nonranghaes]

"it's just me."

you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.

"soonyoung--"

"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."

you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"

"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."

you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.

#nonranghaes.thoughts #seventeen drabbles #seventeen fluff #seventeen x reader #hoshi x reader #hoshi fluff #kwon soonyoung x reader #kwon soonyoung fluff #nonranghaes.svt #hi sorry i just. needed to write something short n soft #tw for medical stuff in the tags but i need to call hospice abt a catheter bc shes... getting weaker ultimately #which. i dont know if i should be Worried or if this is normal for someone in her condition yknow? #we've started tracking how much she eats bc shes never rly ate much like. Ever. and its hard to know when shes fully pulling back from food #most of the time though its just... quiet. she just sleeps a lot. i dont know what to make of it... #anyway sorry for the small vent here im just... getting through it all ig #i need a soonyoung to cuddle with and to help me feel like i can make it through this

[thebibliosphere]

I'm so annoyed. I got exposed to unexpected strobe lighting on the weekend, and my eyes still feel wonky. I know it's the migraine continuing; the pain is just silent. But god damn, that doesn't make it any less frustrating. Why the hell is strobe lighting everywhere now?

It's in movies, games, TikTok filters, social events. Like, does no one care that they're endangering people? For me, it's just a pesky migraine that lingers for several days, but this shit could outright kill someone with a seizure disorder. And it's just like... no one cares.

#chronic health tag #vent tag #frustration #like sorry do I need to ask if your *wedding* will be safe to attend now? #because you just don't stop to think for a couple of minutes

[blu3b3rryj4mp1r3]

I stayed up until 6 am because my brain can't stop thinking but here are some ponies I drew 🙃

#i always start drawings that i never finish because i feel like my artstyle isn't good enough so i end up drawing a lot of these #and a lot of sketches #i usually fill 1 or 2 A4 papers with sketches for drawings or comic ideas every day then i almost never make them into actual drawings #because i tell myself i need to practice more #i don't want to be a professional artist i just draw because i think it's fun and I've always done it #i wish i could stop being so judgemental of myself and just make the things i want when i want to make them #I'm sure there are other people who have this issue too #sorry for venting but i don't know it's just so tiring 😂 #anyhow: #mlp #mlp:fim #mlp fim #my little pony #friendship is magic #pinkie pie #twilight sparkle #rarity #applejack #my art! ☆ #my pony art ☆

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him #he never comes out the same way twice #but then again. do any of us? #anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain #its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor #too much all at once. cant art anymore #i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw #and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort #i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible. #i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen #i come back to scroll on tumblr #i feel Despair. rinse and repeat #scribble salad #is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile! #i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move #sigh... dont wanna go.... #but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all! #apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle #too exhausted. the Despair is too strong #and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit

[angelpuns]

I wish my parents understood that when I am having a Bad Time ( meltdown) that I need to be left alone because if they come into my room or ask what's wrong or literally even look at me they're actively making it worse

#also this is how it has worked since i was little #anyway #im so #they have good intentions #most of the time #but i just need to be alone #i haven't had a big one like this in a while #augh #its cause im living with my parents agaun #vent tw #sorry for vent #im having a bad time

[brightmyth-fr]

mass pinglists (& moral superiority for not using them)

There's been concern lately over the newest update announcement that at some point, far into the future or at least after New Year's 2024, mass-pinging as a concept will be retired from Flight Rising. On one hand, there's people worried about this.

There's people who are also, frankly, being wildly vitriolic about those who rely on mass pinglists, disbelieving that anybody could ever be affected by mass ping tools shutting down. They're also out here openly calling skinmakers/G1 collectors/dominance organizers delusional for thinking the things they do are in any way, shape, or form, an important part of the site.

Which like, if people don't use user-run tools like GASP or the G1 pinglist, that's fine! That's your playstyle. But I don't understand where the attitude is coming from that the concerned groups are only a 'loud minority', and that they somehow don't contribute massively to the game as a whole. (The same people, by the way, who call G1 collectors & UMA makers a plague upon dragon society for being an elitist rich boy's club, then turn around and say they're not at all a driving force in the site's economy.) Which one is it? You can't have it both ways. Do these people spend thousands whaling for their perfect XXY G1 wildclaws then hundreds buying gem genes for their fancy showoff dragons? Or are they at best a negligible population in the game, whose activity and monetary contributions to the site are far outweighed by the tens of thousands of 'nice, normal, sane' players who log on once a week to hatch a nest and post on forums once in a blue moon?

There's 825 pages of user-made skins on the site right now. At 50 items per database page, that's 41,250 skins. 41,250 skins that had to be submitted with blueprints that can only be bought with gems.

Let's give these numbers the benefit of the doubt and say each skin was only submitted once, using a 10-print blueprint at 5000 gems, and each accent was only submitted once as well, using a 10-print blueprint at 2500 gems. That's 136,875,000 gems sunk into blueprints - if each individual usermade skin on site has only an average of ten copies on site. (Which is categorically not true, I've had multiple skins print over 300 copies. And I am just one person, and far from the most successful skinmaker on site.)

This is 1,368,750 USD in skin blueprints alone, by the way, using the most barebones and least generous numbers possible. We're not accounting for skins that sell more than one run, or the fact that no skin artist sells their skins to the public at print price (you can add another 30-40% to that number if you want to estimate how much money is actually spent to circulate those skins). Even if none of these artists pay money to buy gems, these gems are coming from somewhere. Even if you, as someone who doesn't care for G1s or never even heard of GASP, never set foot into these places, these gems are still circulating and being sunk into the site. And it helps no one to scoff and say you doubt there's no real impact on anything if all of this goes away.

There's 51k items on the site, and over 80% of them are skins. There's 5k users actively signed up and using GASP - more than the average amount of users logged onto the site at any given point that's not a new breed release or anniversary update.

Are you getting the picture yet? It's not self-absorbed to say that the UMA market has a very real impact on the game economy. It's just numbers.

I need to get my thoughts out about the new mass-ping update somewhere. My thoughts on the actual tool are entirely positive, it's a great change for the site and not one I ever thought I'd see. But there's people worried about the future of tools like the GASP & G1 sales pinglists for very good reason.

I think game economy is a very real concern if you're a dominance participant, a skinmaker, an old dragon collector, a G1 hatcher, an ID hunter, or anyone else whose community relies on mass ping lists. You aren't wrong for feeling this way. I'm sorry people are dismissing very valid concerns about the state of your community out of some misguided 'i don't do this and neither do my friends, so everyone who does must be a loud overexaggerating nitwit' attitude.

#flight rising #long post #I did not want to directly reply to the dozens of terrible takes on SMR lately but I needed to just vent #sorry i got the commas wrong - went back and fixed it

[unorcadox]

just keep breathing... / just keep breathing... / it’ll all be ok / it’ll all be ok

#weirdcore #dreamcore #dereality #unreality #my edit #unorcadox #liminal #liminal spaces #nostalgiacore #y2kcore #old web #gif #uo vent #sorry for using this base image twice in recent times i just need to get this edit out of my system lol #tw repetition

[gobstoppr]

more harm than good

alt ver. under the cut

#art #text #digital painting #gore #cw gore #blood #cw blood #cw animal death #ask to tag #salmon #fish #fish art #sockeye salmon #eugh sorry for all the tags. trying to be safe w/ triggers and also trying to make sure. uh . anyone sees this piece #ive been working on it for a whileeee #i neglected it for like 2 weeks and i just added some finishing touches tonight #for some context: i started this piece after getting rlly mad at my mom and so i needed to vent #n i identify rlly heavily with fish n especially salmon. so. yeah

[boopicide]

everything fucking sucks<<<<<

#depressing shit #i'm lonely #i'm sad #i'm so tired #i'm tired #sad thoughts #sadgirl #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #bpd tag #bpd vent #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd fp #depressiv #i need sleep #i'm sorry #im bored #i'm just a girl #i hate it here #i hate this #i hate everything #i hate my body #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #i want to cvt #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna be skinnier #fionas post

[didyoupainthis]

One thing I see on bylertok way too much is people pointing out that even though Will told Mike it’s “not possible” that he’d ever join another party (replace Mike), Mike still went and joined Hellfire after he told Will to grow up and move on from D&D in S3 (which Will ended up doing)

It takes everything in me not to summarize the situation every single damn time I see someone mentioning it as if it’s proof that Mike ‘doesn’t deserve Will’ or something because it’s so frustrating that people just don’t understand anything about Mike and try and cling to any bit of ‘fault’ in his actions to justify why Byler wouldn’t work and why they don’t ship it

Because this whole ordeal had nothing to do with Mike and Will’s friendship, it was bought about in the first place by Mike and El’s ever incompatible relationship

Mike loves D&D, he loves writing, he loves being DM for the Party, he loves being with the Party. He never stopped loving these things, he stopped pursuing his interests because he was so over invested in being ‘normal’, which in his mind means ditching his friends for his girlfriend. El doesn’t like D&D, she doesn’t share Mike’s interests in his favourite things and because of that, Mike dropped all of it in favour of making out with El. Because that’s what you’re supposed to do in a relationship, and so that’s what he did

Of course, none of that is El’s fault either; El is learning the world and will eventually learn what she likes personally when she befriends Max whilst Mike is lost in juggling between what he should like vs. what he actually does like

All that is to say;

Mike dropped D&D because of El

(again, not El’s fault I’m not trying to blame her for anything it just is what it is)

So circling back to the “not possible” moment, I wanna point out that Mike’s insecurity in that moment specifically is Will leaving him emotionally because Will already is physically leaving and Mike blames himself. He’s mentioned himself obviously that he’s afraid of losing Will but he’s also made it clear many times. After their fight, Mike just wants to know that Will would still choose him and Will assures him that he wouldn’t be replacing Mike. Will placed no expectations on Mike when he said this, he just wanted to reassure Mike that they’re okay and that they’ll be okay which is exactly what Mike wanted

After Will and El left, Mike joined Hellfire because he could focus on doing the things he liked again without having to devote himself to being El’s boyfriend. I was happy for Mike to have D&D back when I first watched S4 and I know Will would be happy that Mike is finding himself again. And while we’re on the topic of Mike finding himself, since he’s joined Hellfire he’s started slowly accepting himself and accepting that he doesn’t care anymore if he fits into the standard or not. He doesn’t care about popularity or people liking him. He is growing and he’s been getting his character development

Anyway that’s all I just love analysing Mike it’s so interesting, but in this case I don’t think it even needs to be analysed. Mike isn’t himself around El and that’s got nothing to do with Will— that’s just Milevens relationship dynamic

#byler tumblr #byler #anti mileven #byler endgame #sorry for the rant i just #need to vent when it comes to mike wheeler #i love him so much #this is also not jow i would SUMMARIZE but u know #i needed to vent

[deadmothsketches]

Don't feed the plants.

#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go #im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl #he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats #lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent #anyways #osomatsu san #osomatsu-san #mr. osomatsu #Karamatsu #Karamatsu Matsuno #Akuma Karamatsu #Beelzebub Karamatsu #fan art #my art #little shop of horrors ref #anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol #btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever #worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me