#idk why i’m sharing this but

[waltzedintherain]

fleabag barty priest evan

#food for thoughts #idk why i’m sharing this but #i’m kind of screaming about it in my head so tell me it makes sense #????? #i- ??? #oh this is so- #mhm mhm ok idk what to do with myself #barty x evan #midnight rambles

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[natalianvna]

Haven’t posted art in a while so here’s some elucien doodles (From The Vault)

Parts of various au’s & such . Second one is from a comic I never got around to finishing

#will i finish? #maybe #acotar #my art #elucien #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #pro elucien #I know no one was on their hands and knees begging but sharing is fun #smooch ! #why’s everyone so distressed ! #idk #I’m in distress i draw elucien in distress #circle of life

[apostaterevolutionary]

Okay so. There has been a huge resurgence of House MD recently here and I find this both fascinating and a bit whiplash-y because I have a very particular relationship with that show and there’s no way to explain it without outing myself for doing a very weird thing lmao but here we go

So I watched the show when it was airing and I liked it. I was never in a fandom for it cause I was a teenager for most of it, I was still figuring out my own sexuality and had no idea why I kept being drawn to shows where there’s really messy homoerotic relationship bait, and I just liked the show (and was extremely attached to Thirteen lmao). I knew some people who liked it too but in a more typical ‘this is a show I like’ way. I had no idea it had such a fandom following at all

And the second piece to this is I have struggled with insomnia my entire life (I probably have a circadian rhythm disorder), and the important part for this explanation is I can’t sleep in complete darkness or silence. So I watch something. But it has to be the right something - too interesting and I watch it and stay awake too long, too boring and I end up not being able to relax

So to fix this problem: I used a show I liked, but have seen a lot. I picked House MD and I’ve been doing it ever since because it works and has continued to work and I don’t want to lose sleep by messing with my system

The thing is, I started doing this in high school. My late teens. I’m now in my early 30s. I have been falling asleep to House for over a decade lmfao. I still like the show, but I’ve seen it so much that I know the plot and sometimes diagnosis in most episodes (there are a few I don’t watch, the emotional ones that are too much, and the ones last on the discs [yes I am still using the same dvds I bought over a decade ago, they still work great] I don’t see as often simply cause I’m usually asleep before then)

So to suddenly discover my nightly sleepy time show that I only ever knew a few people who liked and mostly watched with my mother back in the day actually has a massive fandom following (which I should have known lmfao like come on it’s absolutely ripe for it, I just never made the connection) that is suddenly active again feels a lot like a bunch of people just showed up in my bedroom and it’s so weird skskdjsk

#I think at this point I might require the soothing sounds of medical malpractice and personal drama in order to actually sleep so #lmao idk this is just such an odd experience to me #my relationship with this show is so weirdly specific it’s jarring to see so many people suddenly into it skdkdk #anyway idk why I’m sharing this honestly I just think it’s funny #text #misc #shut up nerd #house md

[rintoki]

luocha's voice is so calming...

imagine fucking him sensually, slowly, lovingly. and his moans are even prettier🥰🥰🫶🏻🫶🏻 filling my heart w serenity and love

MEEEEMDMRNFNDD UR SOO RIGHTTTT HES SO SMFNRKGNDKNFK

he’d look so pretty in white lingerie <3333 and his long hair ngngmgnfngnfjrbf gGGrRRRAAA i wanna comb his hair and kiss his shoulders, watch how easily his skin flushes because of how fair he is. his shaky breaths as you explore his body, slowly undoing the ties and ribbons of the white lace piece, unravelling before your eyes.

but you don’t take off everything, because the white lingerie just looks so gorgeous on him. no, instead it hangs rather messily on him; one strap falling off his shoulder, the panties pushed lazily to one side, the ribbon that was tied over his chest undone as it is now exposed to your hungry touches.

he shouldn’t be here actually, he’s a travelling merchant. but something about you draws him in, somehow he always finds himself coming back to you. maybe it’s the way you kiss his body, or the way you hold him so firmly and yet still gentle, how you always seem to know where to touch him that has him trembling.

“did you find this piece while on your travels?” you toyed with the silky garment, brushing your fingers over the translucent fabric on his hips. “it looks gorgeous on you.”

luocha sucks in a shaky breath, adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows. “i… thought you’d appreciate it,” his voice was soft, eyes following your hands. you were going excruciatingly slow today, perhaps you were appreciating the lingerie a little too much.

the little white panties barely covered anything, already soaked with precum as evidence of how long you’ve been at it. it didn’t take much to push the string that made up the back half of the panties to the side, your fingers massaging the puckered skin of his hole. luocha bit down on his bottom lip, anticipating the feeling of your fingers pushing in and filling him up; oh how he’s missed the feeling.

you watched as the rise and fall of his chest quickens with the anticipation, his hips twitching and pushing against your hand.

“plea—please…” he whispers, and you oblige him. pushing a lubed finger in first, before pulling out and pushing in two. you listen to his quiet whine, his abdomen quivering as he tries to relax and accommodate the stretch. curling your fingers, you search for a spot along his spongy walls, stroking the way you know he likes it.

luocha grips at the sheets, the muscles in his belly flexing when your fingers brush over a particularly sensitive spot and he finds he cannot control the way his legs twitch, nor the high pitched whimpers that escape his mouth.

it didn’t help that your other hand has found it’s way to his cock, gently palming it through the fabric of the panties and his hips bucks pathetically, unsure if it wants to thrust into your palm or push down on your fingers. you smile at his predicament, kissing down his inner thighs and biting a dark mark into his milky skin. it pleased you greatly to see the blonde man in such a state, normally so put together and elegant now with his hair a mess and sticking to his sweaty skin that was flushed a crimson red.

it didn’t take long for luocha to release into the panties, soiling it further as he gasps for breath, body tensing and trembling helplessly beneath your touch. he stares at the ceiling, your warm touch already leaving his body and leaving him cold in the bed. as a travelling merchant he should be glad that you kept your business short, but he can’t help how he wishes you would stay just a while longer.

#I DONT KNOW WHY I WROTE IT LIKE THAT #why did i make it angsty for what #ah yes #the angsty business relationship to lovers trope we love to see it 🫶🏼 #also did you know he shares the same cn and jp voice actors as ayato 🥰🫶🏼 #also lowkey idk if it’s ooc bc i feel like i don’t really know how to write his character SKDNKSF #it’s actually so frustrating lol #i think i’m only good with writing gepard #moots ; nine ! #six.writes #honkai star rail #luocha #honkai star rail luocha #sub luocha #luocha x reader #sub honkai star rail #69.txt

[sentient-cloud]

Heyyyy me again, here with a more permanent commissions post!

To put it lightly, world is a fuck. These are going to be open long term. Browse my wares if you’d like!

#artists on tumblr #uhh nyeah shrugs #tavs commission post #< idk I’m gonna be boosting this a Fuck ton so if y’all wanna block it I guess 😭 #I’d appreciate shares b I get it #Ill do any dragons idk why i specified fr #look.

[b3l0v3dzz]

In Third Life, when Scar told Grian he could slay him and take the enchanter, they were in a pool of water.

In Double Life when Grian realised he was soulbound to scar, they were also in a pool of water.

#also #“why are we in a boat in a pond #and they were hanging out with boat boys #it’s 4am and idk if anyone’s made this connection before but I’m crying to desrtduo so I wanted to share #desertduo #scarian #trafficblr #third life #double life #mcyt #mcytblr

[ghostleeeaf]

pikmin

pikmin

#I hc that red pikmin have tiny little spines‚ like glochids #and ​that’s why they do more damage #also I tried making the white and purple ones be more root veggie like since they live in the caves #yes that is a root tail. it helps white pikmin with digging #purple also have the tail because again. root like. mayhaps it contributes to their damage too #yellow is just a creature #blue is self explanatory. made it look aquatic with the flower looking lotus like and having sorta? amphibian lookin features? #because you know. they can be in both land and water #I wanted the flowers to all look different but also make them all have 5 petals #to have that be one of the things all pikmin share #also ​I made purples have umbels because haha get it carrot #idk man I’m just messing around and looking things up I’m not a biology expert #oh wait yeah I made yellow a bit shorter and made the eyes round to kinda match with white?? idk why it’s just cute ig #and Yes I know yellows are the best at digging right now but I like p2 white pikmin lore ok? ok 👍 #pikmin #pikmin game

[seagull-scribbles]

*Aggressively throws this at your head*

#tmnt 2012 #TMNT #Raphael #casey jones #dudes is it gay to kiss your best friend in the cheek #is it gay to hold your favourite companion close and smile agianst their skin? #asking for a friend lmao #urgh idk why I’m so embarrassed about posting this #I don’t usually draw humans like ever so this was an experience #I’ve nearly finished season 3 of the 2012 show it’s really nostalgic #I’m a multi shipper at heart so I’m torn between ahaha Raphael gay and has aro ace king we the same #anyway yeah cringe is dead but I’m going to go on a little 4 week hiatus #which is in no way shape or form because I’m embarrassed #2012 rasey #rasey #if I grow some balls while I’m away I’ll keep practicing humans and share some headcanons but alas I’m getting the anxieties #oh my friend laughed at me for going outside the lines but that’s intentional I wanted to add to the grimey aesthetic they have #casey jones 2012

[seokjinsonlyone]

i’m shaking in my boots

#idk why i’m sharing this #bc if someone says anything about my man imma lose it in my head

[why-the-heck-not]

30.09.23, saturday

i love dessert wines more than anything

#ik it’s a second post for this date but didn’t wanna edit the first one bc that’s always a bit weird #and i needed to share the wine i’m dying at how good it is #my parents visited and gave me a bottle (idk why but i love them for it) #i’m having the best evening tbh fully chill #bookblr #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #reading #dark academia #read #book #alcohol tw #tw alcohol #september 2023 #2023

[skyloftian-nutcase]

WHO WANTS TO SEE THE BACK OF HYRULE’S BOO BOO BUS

#idk why I’m suddenly excited to share my office space but I am lol

[candyheartedchy]

Has any other self shipper ever find themselves kinda falling out of self shipping with a f/o because of a canon x canon ship either becoming canon or hinted at?

#like I know there’s self shippers that end up shipping canon ships as a poly #but I’m just so use to keeping my self ships close to canon that a canon x canon ship kinda ends up feeling well… canon #and there’s some canon ships that I don’t mind but others… I do #like I know self ships don’t have to stay canon and can be a AU #and it’s not the same as other self shippers sharing the same f/o(s) as me #heck I get excited when others have the same f/o(s)!! #it’s just lately I just feel like why should i bother?? #maybe I’m still dealing with burnout and struggling to draw right now #idk if this makes sense I’m tired #ventish #vent #💬 chy chatter 💬

[ouatsqincorrect]

#i spent 10000 hours on this so i’m sharing it here too #idk why but i’ve always felt uncomfortable sharing things i edit here on tumblr #but like that’s stupid so here you go #regina mills #emma swan #swan queen #once upon a time #ouat #not incorrect quotes

[yuikomorii]

Hey there admin! I’m not sure you know concretely the answer to this question but why does Yui always say “Ayato and others” when talking about the brothers?

// I’VE NEVER NOTICED THIS BEFORE—

I had no idea that was a thing, but after checking, I concluded that she truly refers to the brothers in that manner, not just in Ayato's routes, but in general.

I believe that using "The Sakamaki brothers" would have been the best choice, and I could have partially understood if she said "Shu-san and others”, since he is the eldest brother after all, but the fact that she used "Ayato-kun and others" is honestly so funny because it barely makes sense. (￣▽￣;)

I guess we all know who Yui has a soft spot for. :P

#diabolik lovers #komori yui #yui komori #admin #ayato sakamaki #(the fact that it can be translated as ‘Ayato’s group’ makes matters worse JSJSJ) #(idk why I’m acting surprised when they literally share matching necklaces in LE in all routes)

[buttertrait]

butter flop era

#i love when a post i’m really proud of just #completely flops #like i try not to care but #when a post i’m super happy with and super excited to share #gets like no notes #it’s really upsetting #idk like esp on this account #like on my acnh account i only have like 20 followers so i don’t care if a post has no notes #but on this account it’s super upsetting #idk i’m also upset bc like so many people randomly started following me out of no where recently #and now it’s like okay cool like why did you follow me if you don’t care about seeing my stuff #ahhh okay #whatever #i’m just upset #butter's thoughts