🎧 if you wait until you feel like it, you'll be waiting a long time 🌚
i'm so sick and tired of not being able to sleep well. i can't tell if it's stress or pain or the feeling of not really living while i'm awake in the first place. whenever i try to eliminate one of those things, something else bubbles up through the cracks to take its place. i just want to sleep, but i have things that need doing and i can't find it in me to truly care about a single one of them. there, i said it. now that i'm finished whining, instead of making a decisive and long-term change i don't have the luxury of time or money or honestly, will-power, to make, i will just get on with it.
☁️ a meeting, but did i really need to be there? (nope)
👩💻 spent the whole day investigating a bug only to find that it was user error all along
🩰 half of a ballet lesson because i couldn't be bothered to finish
🧠 half of my comparative cognition readings because, again, i couldn't be bothered (bgm)
❤️ sorted through my bag of momentos that i've collected through the years and realized that i don't have as many as i thought i did, which made me feel sad, which WAS NOT THE INTENT OF THIS EXERCISE AT ALL
🧺🧼 cleaning therapy (bgm)
📝 Chinese + Japanese lessons
❤️ journal in Korean
💌: i'm sick of hearing myself say this but tomorrow will be better.
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7/15/23
I reorganized my room and there are finally some corners that give some aesthetic vibes. My goal for the rest of the summer is to be well prepared for the next school year in terms of time management and academically (or rather, musically). Today I successfully got up early and had a good practice session, but I could have practiced more had I prepared food in advance.
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He told me today that he was talking about music taste with my sibling and they brought me up. They kept emphasizing the fact that I LOVE Lana. When the two of them walked into his classroom right after that conversation, he opened his computer and Diet Mountain Dew automatically started playing
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༻`` 18 Feb 24 — Sunday
100 days of productivity 48/100
Another slow but good rest day.
I managed to completely finish my coursework and I'm almost finished making physics notes up to date. I'm also nearly finished reading Iron Flame and I also drew more today! I always surprise myself with my skill whenever I actually take time and put effort into a piece, even if small 💕
🎶 - Daisy Bell by Max Mathews
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being a theatre student is insane cuz tell me why it’s 10 am and i’m listening to a lecture abt Falsettos while i write my Be More Chill final
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me: there's no way i can write even a considerable amount of the taob chapter before the end of the month like i promised personal things have just got to me it's not happening no way
me regardless: *putting in my earphones. looping vogel im kafig. opening the doc*
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Ok consider different star wars aliens' beauty standards mixed with ours????
Like im thinking a twi'lek with body glitter on their lekku or a wookie with hairjewels all over their fur.
A zabrak with nail polish on their horns.
Like wouldn't that be fun???
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i love that poisoning the water supply on hitler's train was an actual proposal for his assassination put forward by BLOODY IAN FLEMING????
operation foxley. seriously. FLEMING????
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