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yamikawas · 2 years
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i need to say something other than Yoomtah Please Kidnap Me.but also YOOMTAH PLEASE KIDNAP ME.
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carlyraejepsans · 7 months
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i lowkey disagree w u on ur position on fictional ships and certain portrayals of topics such as incest and pedophilia, but oh my fucking god to have the fucking. AUDACITY to accuse someone of real life pedophila and incest because they MENTIONED being NEUTRAL on a certain topic?? like you didnt even say you think fictional incest is cool and rad or wtvr u afaik (which. even if u did that ask would Still be abhorrent) but ur explicitly Neutral and are VERY carful to tag shit and i just. 1/2
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i cannot fucking imagine accusing someone of such a horrid act with such conviction bc u SLightly DIsagree on a topic. jfc. i block tags and if ur conversations ever drive me over the edge id Unfollow. im so so sorry people are such fucking assholes man. i hope people gain some sense abt these topics im so sorry
yeah no i completely respect your opinion. and i do know where it's coming from. to tell you the truth (basic decency of tagging triggers aside), i DO find most of those fanon portrayals to be cheap and uncalled for a good majority of the time, at least from a literary standpoint. things like dating a minor or your own sibling have serious implications on a character's moral code and interpersonal dynamics where most characters would... not fucking do that! and the moment you don't engage with those implications, it becomes either incredibly ooc or altogether shallow. some people act like a topic being problematic makes it inherently complex and rich, when it can be as tropey and flat as any other "safe" topic. being problematic doesn't make you interesting etc. my point isn't arguing over literary value, it's more like... there's people behaving horribly and cruelly towards the AUTHORS, and making disgusting assumptions like the one that was made against me, all because of fiction you can always filter out at the end of the day (assuming basic tagging etiquette is respected ofc) and like. that's too far. nobody deserves to be treated like this.
not to mention, the "incest fiction recs"/"pro incest posts" those freaks mentioned were literally 1) me gushing about revolutionary girl utena, a deeply feminist and self-aware series that unpacks the misogyny behind anime incest tropes by treating that abuse REALISTICALLY as patriarchal manipulation from a male relative and showing how the female victim suffers and emancipates herself from it and 2) me being annoyed that hs showed one of its characters suffering from csa without acknowledging it AS abuse, even when it would've been not just the morally decent thing to do, but also a genuinely good addition to his character arc (apparently it does do that in the endstory, but i didn't know it at the time). those are both posts about realistic, condemning, and well-thought depictions of incestuous abuse in fiction—which is the only way i ever enjoy the topic btw—but that didn't stop these people from deciding i had an incest fetish and harassing me for weeks on end to the point of accusing me of sexually abusing my teenage brother. like you said, it would be a ghoulish way to treat someone even if their assumption had been right (and it wasn't), but it's like they saw the topic being mentioned and that fact alone was unforgivable, regardless of context. and this crap happens to people all the time! if that's not fucking stupid i don't know what is
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enposter · 1 year
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++ ENHYPEN's HYUNG LINE HAVING A CRUSH ON ANOTHER IDOL °.+*
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pairing: idol!enhypen hyung line x idol!reader
warnings: none as i know of. maybe mention of getting stuck in an elevator, food mention
a/n: i didnt rlly know what to name this reaction this was the best i came up w 🥸 also im sorry hee and jays r much shorter i will make them longer next time
reblogs and feedback are greatly appreciated <3
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lee heeseung — 이희승
i have a huge Huge feeling dude would Not know what to do 😭
esp if ur under hybe as well??? He would always see u in the hallways and would be so starstruck by ur beauty every single time so would you
poor baby would be too shy to start up a conversation with you and would end up longing from afar :(
BUT!!! you guys got stuck in an elevator together. while its not the most ideal situation to be in.
He!! Lee Heeseung!! had the chance to talk to you!!!!!
he was So gonna rub this in ni-ki's face bc little shit said he was never gonna balls up and start a convo 😒
and start a conversation he did
you guys ending up hitting it off and exchanged numbers <3
talking whenever and eating lunch together when you both can <3
imagine learning each others dances together :(( AFFGH
SINGING EACH OTHERS SONGS AAHHHH
the hybe family games together agshdjsjcj
after the hybe family games u guys are one of the cutest friendships in kpop and everyone loves you so much
sunghoon owes jake 10 bucks now since hee talked to you
park jongseong — 박종성
jay really just Screams friends to lovers to me it makes so much sense
you guys have been friends ever since you met at inkigayooo.
sunoo actually gave you a sandwich cause he was a huge fan of ur group wanting to be friends pleek TT
ANYWAYS,,, ur group and enha became close, seeing as you debuted around the same time and were all around the same age.
jay fell for you so easily, your humor and personality were charming, inviting. everything about you was perfect to him.
honestly you never really knew jay liked you because you thought he treated you like everybody else???
THAT IS !!!! until you heard the jakehoon talking abt it
you went complete 🚨🚨🚨 /pos maybe like 🚨😮🥰🚨
YOU NEEDED TO KNOW IF THIS WAS SERIOUS??? obviously who wouldnt need to know if jay liked them???
you never thought of him in that way. but it just felt so right when you did
you didnt wanna push so you just sat not so calmy with this newfound information until you couldnt hold it in anymore.
safe to say, you two are partners and so are happy <3
sim jaeyun — 심재윤
jakey jakey jakey jakeyyy
your group had debuted before enha and niki was a huge fan because WOW?? UR DANCING SKILLS?? out of this WORLD
niki soon introduced ur group to sunoo, sunoo introduced it to jake and jake introduced it so Everybody.
he was just so captivated by you. ur vibe everything about you was just so interesting to him.
he spent the first whole night he learnt abt ur group binging video and compilations of you.
jakey was a hardcore fanboy now
everything was fine and he was fanboying alone until you both were promoting at the same time
poor puppy was a Mess.
remember how he was looking at the wall instead of wony? yeah thats him but 2007382 worse because his ears are so red from looking at you One time.
but somehow !! someway !! he mustered up the courage to talk to you
cue kissin u by miranda cosgrove sparks fly its like electricity i might die when i forget how to breathe you get closer and theres nowhere in this world id rather be
you thought he was so cute because he was so sweet and shy talking to you. and you!! YOU!!! gave him!! your number🥰
jakey would send you dog videos any chance and if ur a cat person he'd send cute cat videos too but mostly dogs aka layla
itd be kinda hard to hangout since ur in different companies but you guys facetimed any chance you could get
AGGH i love sim jake so much i might cry
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"baby did you know that i was a huge fan of you and ur group! :D thats why i came and talked to you"
"i know jakey" "HOW????" "riki told me"
absolute betrayal noises he'd be so dramatic goodness
park sunghoon — 박성훈
i feel like he first saw you at music bank since he was an mc
your group was promoting ur new cute concept mini album and goodness
you were just. So. Cute.
absolutely melted but kept quite composed yk how it is professional things
hoon would talk abt u all the time but would Not make a move toward actually talking to you. smh
our wonyoung and enha were actually the ones who pushed him to Say Something
so one day on ur groups last day of promoting wony gave sunghoon a stern look and Bro Booked it trying to find you
he was looking around, out of breath from running and didnt even notice that he bumped into and knocked you over
was so extremely flustered
he did help you up tho like the gentleman he is <3
apologized profusely would not stop until he literally made you push him over also 😭
you just tapped him cause ??? why would you push him over pls
you guys did not exchange numbers cause hoon was too flustered to do anything and bowed and walked into a wall away
you guys will be pushed together again one day i promise you
You just have to ask for his number next time <:]
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twig-gy · 6 months
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figure out a name for me i’ll tell you if it’s bad - it/its
i don't have a dni for Reasons but please don't follow me if you have jashshippers on your dni and if you do you must answer my riddles three (the other post has my riddles three but if you want version with less talking: link)
on the path to become the most annoying person you’ve ever met about my hyperfixations, if you don’t like it then die mad <2
i write cccc fic - my ao3 is janSikepa - give me requests! there’s just no guarantee i will do them - i appreciate comments and compliments SO MUCH
i don’t reliably tag triggers, but self posts about self-harm/addiction or writing about gore will definitely be tagged (just the trigger, like ‘self harm’ or ‘addiction’) / faggot&dyke&tranny = untagged we ride free
i will always appreciate an ask or any form of human communication
if you don’t know whether i’m a minor or not, you haven’t read enough of the lore tbh
times i've been called homoerotic in some way: 1, somehow, despite the fact i'm aro
have been called “genuinely one of the most annoying faggots on this site” before
mutuals i have convinced to watch centricide: 4 :D
fellow jtoh mutuals: 1 (join the list!!!!)
"also like if i post abt things that make you uncomfortable you can leave! you aren't chained! i assume that anyone who is here would've left if they didn't like me saying things so i post recklessly n freely bc yes" - me 2024
“”mandatory”” listening: link
at all moments i will make inexplicable references. if you mention heart mind or soul then my cccc receptors will immediately go off. hope this helps!
cccc : main interest. posts slightly related to it/less thought out are #brainrot.png and posts where i talk more are brainrot.exe
(list of drawing ideas i have but can’t draw cause i can’t draw: link)
jtoh : like it but do not play it as often, i talk about it sometimes. its tag is #jtohposting
centricide : i like it en talk about it on occasion. its tag is #jreg.jpeg but that also includes other posts abt jreg
toki pona : i’m still learning it. sometimes i make posts in or about it (#tok.exe). i’m translating cccc into it, so far i have time machine reprise done and posted (ilo tenpo pi sin ala), and spring and a storm/storm and a spring have their lyrics finished. you can ask me abt how that is going if you want [NOTE: PAUSED CAUSE MY MICROPHONE SUCKS :((((]
#twig.txt is my tag for selfposts
#asks.png is my tag for asks
#amazing art!! is for art i like a lot
#holding onto these is for posts i find important to keep in my safe
#twiggy cites the classics is for posts i consider ‘classics’ somehow (stolen from @/virgils_muse)
#jtohposting is for silly posts relating to jtoh that none of you will get ‘cause i’m 99% sure i’m the only one on this webbed site who likes jtoh
#mi pali e ni is for when i make things
(#mi pali e kalama musi is for music and #mi pali e sitelen is for writing)
if i tag something with heartposting/mindposting/soulposting that's bc i think that they'd say that
#wholeposting is for my thoughts on whole which i have very occasionally
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[id: userbox with the toki pona icon on the left and the words "sona mi pi toki pona li ike." on the right.]
[my toki pona is bad]
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SO. ON THE TOPIC OF LOSS OF AUTONOMY. i am having the analysis brainworms now i hope u dont mind me going off in ur inbox. hi :]
there is something to be said about how vash's name is used against him constantly. that loss of who he even is as a person. i think about this so much. his name, his very identity is taken away from him. just the mere mention of the name vash the stampede is enough to send an ENTIRE town into a panic. it happens so much and its DEVASTATING to me. hes been labelled a monster across the entire world, and people who stick by his side after hearing his name are few and far between. theres been so much fear tacked onto his name, so much so that OTHER outlaws have used it on multiple occasions to make themselves more powerful. using his name to commit crimes that the real vash would be horrified to even consider. power in names and all that.
vash even. leans into it himself at a certain point. in order to protect the people of augusta he runs through the city shooting bullets into the air and solidifying his image of a deranged killer in the pursuit of. saving everyone. the only way theyll listen to him is if they think hes going to kill them all. if theyre afraid of him. theres also the part in hang fire (? i think its that one) where hes walking through the halls of the sand steamer singing about killing people in order to scare the bandits into not hurting the hostages.
and then you think about. eriks. how lina and her grandma took him in and accepted them as part of his family. how the town around them accepted him only because they had no idea who he actually was. he was a good guy... up until they learned he was vash. and then we get the conversation between the two men in the bar talking about how they should chase him out of town, despite living around him and knowinf him and seeing how good he is for . two years.
but lina and her grandma still accept him after that. theyre one of the only people besides milly/meryl/wolfwood who genuinely love and care abt him despite his name. they still want to keep him safe, grandma asks wolfwood to protect him and keep him out of trouble, even after learning hes the legendary outlaw gunman. because shes seen the true vash ans doesnt let the name scare her.
aughhh im rambling now i probably should have made this into my own post but this makes me SO fuckign crazy dude . give me ur thoughts id love to hear them.
I. YEAH. YEAH. OH MY GOD. Like. nothing is his own anymore. His name is used against him, his face is plastered on wanted posters. There is nothing about himself that he can truly call his. Not even his Plant powers! Because those are used against him time and time again by Knives in EVERY ADAPTATION!!!!
Like. Vash is no longer the name of a kid who once argued with his brother and laughed with his mother and celebrated his birthday and rolled around in grassy fields. It's the name of an outlaw who will kill at the drop of a hat. It's the name of an out-of-control human natural disaster who's leveled cities. If he doesn't even have his name, then what part of himself is really himself anymore?
AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE ERIKS! He finally has something of his own! He's got a name that attached to no one, and a life where he can settle down and stay out of the public eye. He finally has something that is truly his. And no one lets him keep that except for Lina and her grandma.
This guy really has no control over his own life doesn't he!!! He's a passive character in the story of his own life!!! He has nothing of his own, no identity past "humanoid typhoon" because everything about his identity has been stripped from him and morphed into something he's not. He has no say in anything in his life, not even who he is as a person, AND IT DRIVES ME BONKERS N FUCKING YONKERS!!!!
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maebyshifting · 5 months
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Hihii, i sae ur post on like trauma and ‘policing’ in drs, and I just wanted to add a lil something as someone who was actually traumatised by a dr (sorry for the ask, social anxiety sucks 🧍‍♂️) (also sorry if i sound kinda rude/angry in this, unsurprisingly im a little emotional abt it 😇 no pressure in reading it or anything, just thought id add my lil thingy to this whole. thing i dunno 😚)
For one, I think it’s kinda stupid how people have started to think that suggestions are policing. Like, I get if someone comes up to you and goes ‘uhm, actually, u cant do that in ur dr bc i said so’ then yeah lol that’s definitely policing. But, if someone’s giving you a genuine suggestion in goodwill, then it’s in no way policing? Like, sure, you might not like it, but you don’t have to listen to it??
Secondly, completely agreed with the trauma thing. I feel like people just get mad that they can’t do anything and everything in their drs without consequences, like its some magical wonder world or sumn. I’m sure there’s probably some kind of reality or way to get around it, or something, but imo it’s not worth using yourself as an experiment over. This is literal trauma we’re talking about. Like, serious mental problems that will seriously haunt you quite possibly for the rest of your life. There’s also some level of like romanticism of trauma that could def play into it, but I don’t really know enough about that stuff to add it all in 🧍‍♂️
Last thing, I think it’s pretty stupid how people expect us to just. Not say anything about it. Like, again, coming from someone who got literal harmful trauma in their dr, you just expect us to sit back and watch as other people do the same thing?? Personally, i literally got said trauma because I was a stupid, misinformed kid who didn’t know what trauma really was. People can’t expect us to just be happy with watching people traumatise themselves??? I’m never gonna try and force someone not to make that decision ofc, because it’s their life at the end of the day and if they’re gonna make that decision, it’s on them. But still, it’s something that imo everyone should at least brush over at some point (not to mention that it’s actually a sort of interesting thinking point when it comes to consciousness between drs and all that, imo.)
Anyways, sorry for the little rant <3 I just wanted to say tysm for actually covering this on here, seriously. It means a lot to me and it’s a really good thing to educate people on this and help keep people safe from it. Anyone accusing you of policing is ridiculous and has no idea what they’re talking about.
i’m so sorry it’s taken me so long to post this, this past weekend has been crazy busy.
thank you so much for sharing your story. i really appreciate others perspective on the topic and will continue to talk about it because of how impressionable minors are in this community.
i thought i posted this days ago and i actually didn’t so im sorry i wasn’t ignoring i just actually forgot i saved this and didn’t post it
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betchasnatcher · 1 year
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bonjour!!!!! what are your headcanons about mustache girl. what style of clothes do you think she would choose. i think mustache would wear clothes associated with the old internet. like trollface, nyan cat, newgrounds things and etc. i love her ^_^
omg hiii thats such a cute idea :D i see where ur coming from!!!! its a very kind thought, to let mu act and dress like a kid. first and foremost i think i would think about what she would be like before the mafia invasion, but its not like being subjected to violence for so long would necessarily lead to her wanting to replicate her style while still living a comfortable life... she actually doesnt appear to have changed her dress since due to being unable to cos of the damn occupation so i wonder if shed be eager to experiment? i think shed really like taking care of her hair and braiding it and stuff, i think its very important to her. when safe shes probably less likely to wear hats/have her hood up but shed love colorful scrunchies and hairclips :) and i wonder if shed feel the same about similar 'small things' like jewelry? i think shed have a few friendship bracelets on her, from hat and bow of course and maybe some nomads! also i think shed really love painting her nails! i wonder if shed choose to pierce her ears? i guess id imagine she already had them pierced before the mafia invasion, or maybe was planning to but couldnt cos her guardians wanted her to get older before doing something like that, and then things went down and she no longer had the opportunity to pierce safely. shes shown to be scared of all the bad guys disappearing, so while putting on a tough front, i think shes scared enough of pain to not try piercing that on her own.
uuh fashion wise, i think shes somewhat more mature with it than hat and bow. hat, who while very focused on self expression thru hats probably doesnt give her other clothing much thought, focusing on comfiness and practicality (shes mentioned to only have 1 outfit before snatcher/deathwish came around, probably more so due to circumstance than her own will though). i imagine mu pays attention to the whole outfit and would like to alternate between things. i imagine bow as much more prone to being outwardly excited and interested in fashion, as well as having a more much cutesy style. i think mu even when not trying to stiffen herself is probably more brash and happy in her demeanor, as well as having a more.. neutral.. style? uhhh im not sure what exact sort of thing shed wear, i used to draw her in kiind of masc clothing, but im sure its only a fragment of her general tastes. i think she looks slightly more put together than hat but not quite as ornate as bow, probably doesnt layer much.
regarding themes represented in clothing a well as general opinions i honestly dont know how shed feel about the internet, i never saw her as a particularly online child, but what you described is so delightful i might just have to reconsider haha :) thank you for this ask! also tagging @howdyfriend because she sent an ask abt mu hcs :D
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are u able to talk more about coming to understand being a median subsystem within a multiple system cuz thats my situation lmao. im very comfortable with my DID cause ive known about it for 8 years but i only started seriously considering being a facet within the past year and recently have been using my name instead of the other name
ive KNOWN about median systems for as long as ive known abt my plurality (we used to id as median bc the plural community on here was awful and shoehorned everyone who didnt fit stereotypical DID displays into that label, but even then we knew it was wrong) but actually understanding being median myself is all new to me. the lack of clear distinction between me and the other facet and what to even refer to ourselves as is frustrating
although, on the other hand its certainly relieving coming to understand this part of myself, especially because i was suppressed for a long time because i didnt really understand what was actually happening and thought it was an unhealthy thing (can elaborate more on that if needed)
P.S. part of the reason i have DID is because i was abused by my psychiatrist when i was a kid so i fucking hate the psych system too 👍 ur a real one u get it
hi yeah i can do my best!
i only really became aware of being a subsystem...i guess it must have been last year, in the spring? i dont think we actually even really were a subsystem before that. we used to be 1 singular alter, who also happened to be the host--we started hosting right around the beginning of the pandemic in 2020. i think the stress of hosting, both internal and external, caused us to fragment. i think trauma processing has contributed to splits in our subsystem as well? i know 🐛 most likely formed to embody & cope with unearthed feelings/memories related to a specific kind of trauma; in kind of the opposite fashion, i think 🎶 formed to avoid and detach from trauma processing.
its really hard to concisely pin down why "median subsystem" feels like the right term as opposed to just "subsystem", so i'm just going to throw out a bunch of random stuff we experience (this got long so i'm putting it under a cut):
our relationships with each other are very different from our relationships with other alters. we feel intrinsically connected, although we can also feel extremely separate from each other & often have high dissociative barriers. communication & control over switches is actually much harder within my subsystem than it is with alters outside it! (i think this is because of a lack of clear distinction, like you mentioned in your ask.) we often conceptualize ourselves as being clones or copies of the same person; we often feel like different versions of one person. most of us use the same name(s). all of these are factors in why we use the term "median" for ourselves
figuring this out has been a long and confusing process. especially because often we DO function as one unit and all kind of blend together. dissociative barriers sometimes greatly diminish when we feel very safe or minimally stressed; on the other hand, when barriers are high, introspection is hard!!! so coming to terms with "sometimes i just won't know what facet i am for sure and that's ok" has been a whole thing.
i will say the number one thing that has helped us distinguish between each other has been starting to understand our switch triggers. we've really only started fully grasping this within the past month or so. but we are reaching a point where we can look at what's going on in our life and what's going on with our emotions/stress and figure out which facet is likely to be here rn to deal with it.
switches in our subsystem tend to be triggered internally when one of us hits some kind of emotional limit. 🐛 tends to stress out and be hypervigilant and defensive to the point where it can't physically function; when it collapses under the weight of that, then i often show up to give us a break bc my default response is to freeze/go numb lol. if we are lethargic/depressed/frozen for too long or feel stifled/trapped by stressors, 🎶 shows up with basically infinite energy and optimism to break us out of that fog. alternatively, if i get overwhelmed by shame/guilt, 🌻 will perceive this as a threat to our safety and show up with all of his defensiveness & prickliness & general misanthropy lmao.
so, anyway, for us, when we're trying to figure out who's who the general question we've landed on is "what has been overwhelming to us recently" and we can usually get a better sense of who's out this way.
ofc idk if any of this will be at all applicable to your situation but i wanted to share my experience in as much detail as i can jsut in case any of this does end up being helpful ^_^
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rhaaclaws · 2 years
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HI rhaast ^_^ throws these numbers at you 9, 25, 30, AND 56 :]
9. Fave fight?
KC AND METALLICA MY BEST FRIENDDDDDD listen its gross but thats one of the things I love about it. like the bullshittery and the thought process from each fighter AND MY FRIEND KCCC WOOOOO its so good I rewatch it so fucking often [and then cry at ep28 to humble myself] Another one of my fav fights is Bites The Dusts and Made In Heaven because these two terrify me sooo much like THE HORRORS. BTD with how I was constantly worried shaking and crying over who was gonna die [and listen. you didn't hear it from me but when I thought rohan was gonna die I was CRYINGGGGG like tears down my face it was kind of gross] and MIH is just auauhghghghgh the HORRRORSSSSSSSS like what the fuck.... it did everything it had to do RIGHT but it hurt so fucking much and that damn ending. makes me want to explode anyways teehe "you daughter is your weakness" Dies
25. Stand ability you think wasn’t used well enough in the series?
Sorry for focusing so much on diu and va I'm just silly BUT. Love Deluxe, Purpy haze and Spice girl. first off ik this is more of just the character instead of stand but shhhhh Yukako could've bodied fucking everyone in that damn cast she'd get kira in one hit as she should! PURPY HAZEEE this is obvious but Please pelsepolease I need to see him again I'm so devastated WITH THAT COOL ASS THEME TOO..... BRUH... anwyays Spice Girl my best friend he could've also done it all but noooo. Whatevers.
30. Rank your order: Jojo main villains
ok im exceptionally bad at ranking things BUT I have two lists, villains I Like and how much they scare me. In terms of who I like
Diavolo [toxic slutch privileges]
Dio [sorry hes just such a bad bitch]
Kars [she's my best friend, not really a villain but deserves to be on here]
Pucci [Many thoughts but I trust my friends like Quintus to do him justice, pucci is funny though but please go to therapy instead of projecting]
The bitch who shall not be named
I JUSTS RELAIZESXD IO FORGOT KIRA. I PROMISE ITS NOT ON PURPOSE I WAS JUST LIKE HMMM WHO AM I MISSING FROM HERE BUT PKFSDFKJHGSDFLKGJSFGJKHSFG IM SORRY I DONT SEE HIM AS A CHARCATER HES LIKE. AN ENTITY BUT NOT IN A FUNNY KARS WAY HE ONLY SCARES ME I DONT CARE ABT HIS CHARACTER anyways these r the ones that scare me [With Kira]
Kira [i think hes the best jojo villain in terms of playing his role and bringing that awful unsettling feeling that shit is WRONG]
I'm gonna be honest everyone else is under here in near the same level because I'm only really scared by kira. pucci isn't scary for me bc i was raised around Catholics, whats he gonna do? preach to me? kars is my friend and everyone else id have no way of meeting bc I'm in Mexico yall stay safe though 🙏
56. Any headcanons?
LITERALLY SOOOOOO MANYYYYYYY im only gonna mention some that im obsessed with rn bc its so much dude I have a google docs just for the main p5 cast and its like. 4 pages long
anywaysssss
Akira and Yukako are siblings its true to me it happened and its real like they're SOOO SIBLINGS. they are going to the powerlines and throwing bricks at it and causing electrical damages I could talk about them for hours
I RLLY LIKE THE ONE where the reason Jolyne can turn her midriff into a Mobius strip for the strings is that Jotaro was so traumatized from seeing Kakyoin having a hole in his stomach he passed that trauma onto her and it was a form of protection so she'd never have to go through that again. there's this one post from a couple years ago that says this beautifully but i don't think i can find it
anyways. funny one next: Tiziano almost exclusively uses toxic paints because "theyre the best quality" best friend that's mercury you're snorting
Fugo cut those holes as a way to 'stay clean' from self harm and as a reminder that he's not touched. victim to victim communication
ALSO i rlly like that idea that stands will manifest if the user is experiencing strong emotions [ex Giorno gets super excited and starts growing flowers around]
another stand based one is that when you get your stand they change something physical abt you [like Yukako's hair got wayyy long and thicker bc of Love Deluxe, Diavolo's eyes turned into that shattered green bc of King Crimson, shit like that]
Abbacchio had one hell of a gender adventure. the 'well I'm fascinated by femininity but I'm not a girl' to 'well i like being called a girl but by strangers by presumption' to 'Wait.'
I was talking abt this to Raph earlier but Reimi likes to scare ppl in the alley like that scene in Beetlejuice with the fucked up faces
She tried it on Yukako and she was like. Holy shit can you do that again?
This is bc Yukako is a horror fan through and through. her gay awakening and first movie crush was the girl from the ring SOBS
Also I see Yukako as a lesbian because her arc literally reminds me so much of comphet and the fucking lengths I've gone to be like 'wellll i Have to like men'
This is stolen from a rlly good fic but Akira was struck by lightning as a kid
Fugo is a fucking HATER. this is just canon but whatevs
I think its be fun for Mista to experiment with the Genderisms through drag
Trish and her punk album can be something so personal
Ok tahts rlly long but im always willing to give hcs on fucking. Anything bc my brain is so fat and juicy with intelligence 24/7 its so hard ANYWAYS THIS WAS FUN
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pandapupremade · 2 years
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I was thinking abt Kit's backstory and it's kinda like. Dark but also I think it's somehow less dark than some characters in the series. they also meet senji prior to the series because of it - prior to Kit or him getting into D.ead.man Won.derland at all
Im gonna put the concept of my thoughts under a cut but TW for suicide mention (though nothing actually occurs), mention of blood/injury, mention of a severe earthquake, and very brief mention of a mental health facility + police
so for context, Senji used to be a police officer. yeah sadly but i think by canon tine hes a fuck da police kind of guy. at the time though, he worked in relief efforts after the earthquake that occurred 10 years prior to the manga. Specifically at 18, at 8 years prior to the series, was when he was a policeman
At that time, Kit was very freshly 18- they're a year ish apart, but i feel its in that overlapping way where briefly they are the same age before Senji grows older. anyway, Kit was having a hard time, having moved to Tokyo (from the states id imagine, they're not asian at all theyre white) shortly before the earthquake. They had just relaxed after suddenly making a drastic change like moving to a new country, only to then lose a lot from the quake.
Kit was obviously very misplaced and traumatized by the event, like many others. They ended up, two years after the quake (when they and Senji were 18) Well. They climbed a building. Before anything else could occur, though, it seemed a friend of theirs had called the police. A policeman, Senji, appeared and talked them down.
Suddenly, though, as they stepped towards him, a gust of wind knocked Kit off balance and they fell. Senji reached to grab their hand, but his nails scratched their forearm, but couldn't successfully catch. Kit realized, while falling, that they didn't want to die in truth. They were scared. They wanted to live. They just wanted happiness...and their branch of sin awoke, using the bit of blood from where Senji had scratched. It was enough for Kit to pull more blood out without realizing and form their wings, at which point they flew back up onto the top of the building, safe
Senji, whose branch of sin had already awoken by this point, was alarmed but not scared. Kit was terrified for multiple reasons, but the two chatted a little longer. Eventually, Kit agreed to go inpatient at a mental health facility, and that was that. But they remembered Senji, and recognized him when they arrived at D.ead.man W.onderland years later
that was a lot thank u if u read this JDBRBDGR
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heulheul · 1 year
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Im actually INFURIATED (i always am)(but now even more) my „friends“ who are „gay and aromantic“ ALL HAVE STRAIGHT RELATIONSHIPS?? It would be ok if they werent so prideful and use their queerness as their whole fucking personality trait. HOW THE FUCKING DARE YOU TELL ME YOURE QUEER WHEN ALL YOU DATE ARE MEN AND ONLY LIKE FICTIONAL WOMEN FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. How fucking dare you tell me „im such a loner uwu potato and i dont do all that gross dating stuff bleghh ew“ THEN PROCEED TO DATE??? How dare you make me feel safe and comfortable around you when youre not even NEAR worthy of my trust FUCK ALL OF YOU. My „lesbian 😐“ friend has a male crush and makes it her entire life like SHUT THE FUCK UP OK SHUT UP YOURE SO ANNOYING I HOPE YOUR VAGINA LIGHTS ON FIRE. My 2 „aromantic 🫤“ friends are dating EACHOTHER and they think noone knows but its sooo obvious and i think the only reason theyre sneaking around is bc they flexed constantly how dating is not for them and only hopeless lonely loners do it, but guess whos doing it now you stupid stupid FUCKS. My other friend is ig the most true to her word. Shes actually into women but omfg she tries so hard to „hide“ her crush or whatever but its so obvious it makes me cringe and repulse on how she acts like a >_< potato when mentioned about her admiree. Like… we all know calm tf down. My other friends is also kinda true to her word. Shes „aromantic“ or somewhere in the umbrella but she has rizz and pulls. But thats bot her fault ok, what i have a problem with it id that she tried so hard to seem emo edgy mysterious harem senpai but tbh shes so annoying. I find it annoying how she acts like a baby and ive grown with her since were young so i thought shes outgrow it but now that were grown girl CUT THAT SHIT OUT shes a tall child like go take off ur diaper and stop sucking on ur moms tit AND THEN lets be friends. Gosh its so annoying bc shes so self centered. She wont be in a convo if it isnt about her or talking shit abt someone. Like kys u absorb drama like a parasitic sponge fuck off little shit, im so close to stop playing friend with her and just beat her the fuck up and leave her to bleed out or sth but im calm im calm ok. And i cant just cut these people off, i mean emotionally ill be ok but ill see them everyday at campus blablabla U get it. Im so fucking ashamed my life has gotten to the point im tolerating being friends with immature baby queerbaiters. Sad thing is ive grown fond of these people and have bad attachment issues and im just so sick of cutting people off me randomly and never wanna do it again but i swear theyre so ☠️ also do i just ATTRACT fake queer people?? My ex friend was … questionable. Pretty sure she had bpd and those people were just her fav persons but idk. Maybe its internalized homophobia thats why i have sm self hatred but the fact that i thought i had people that can relate to me and share the same feelings but NO you fuckers were never gay/lgbt and never feel the things and think the thoughts i do. NEVER. And ig thats my big problem abt it. Im ok with people experimenting and exploring their sexualities (aldo none of my business) but in this case, they had no reason to call themselves queer in the first place (ex. Never having feelings for opposite gender, etc.) so ifk where they got that but ok? The 2nd thing is they r HIDING the fact theyre not actually lgbt and keep queerpersonifying just to yk… talk about being queer. BUT THE FUCKING THING IS I HAVE DO MUCH HATE WITH WHO I AM AS A FUCKING DYKE AND YOURE JUST HERE SAYING „being part of the ögbt is so hard uwu huhu 😿😿“ WHEN YOU DONT THINK THE THIBGS I DO. YOU DONT EXPERIENCE THE THINGS I DO. Did you ever think of harming yourself since noone around you said that the things you like are ok, therefore making you feel like a shitty freak? Did you ever get so scared of your own feelings to the point you lie in bed like a paralyzed vegetable just crying inside and outside? Do you ever wish you were just created normal so you dont think about shit you have to? Fuck you quuerbaiters
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frenchfrywrites · 2 years
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How about tail pulling or wing pulling while doing the hanky panky (yknow what I mean). with the brothers and with the side characters? Like how would they react? Love or Hate? And also, have a nice day/evening! >///<
Wing/tail play with the demons (excluding Mephisto)
MINORS DNI
none of this is very scientific, I'm talking fully out of my ass. Also, anyone else as excited about finding out what mephisto's devil form looks like as I am?
Lucifer
SLUT FOR WING PLAY!!!!
The mix of pain and pleasure he gets from you tugging on his feathers is literally orgasmic for him
Tug on the middle bits- closer to his back, if you want him to cum fast. Play with the outside bits if you want to edge him. Also, his top wings are more sensitive than the bottom ones
He’s pretty good about keeping them still, but when he cums they flutter and flap, so watch your hands
When he touches his own wings he’s still sensitive, but it’s really only your touch that gets him going
Some times during the year he’ll need to preen and he asks for your help getting the ones he can’t reach. This is how he figures out that his wings are so sensitive in the first place
Mammon
He likes wing play, but isn’t as taken with it as Lucifer is.
His wings are not super sensitive… like they’re good for foreplay but you’re not going to get him to cum from his wings alone
He definitely has more sensitive parts of his body, that’s for sure
But he still likes it when you play with them, mostly because he likes body worship
If you gently caress the wing membrane he’ll shiver under your touch, jerking his hips and begging for more
The sharp point at the top of his wing is sensitive too, so rub it a bit and he’ll babble happily
Leviathan
He loves it when you play with his tail- or if you make him use it to give himself pleasure
If you play with it, it doesn't matter what exactly you do.
Tug it, stroke it, rub the base where his tail meets his skin, he loves it all
His favorite is when you instruct him into using his tail on himself, maybe you gently guide it into his mouth, or help him wrap it around his cocks, or lube it up and ease it into his hole
All of that is very exhilarating to him
He’s definitely tried a lot of stuff with his tail, so the sensations aren’t new, but he feels that it’s lewder to do it in front of you
If you don’t give it attention it’ll coil around your arms, guiding your hand to touch Levi (he’s embarrassed by that, almost as if his tail is a separated entity lol)
Satan
Depends on which tail we’re talking about ;)
If it’s his kitty tail buttplug? Please tug on it all you like! Thrust the plug in and out of him, his legs will shake as he begs for more
If it’s his demon form tail? Don’t.
He gets absolutely no pleasure from his tail being played with. It’s kinda like if someone tugged on your hair, except not in a sexy way lol
It will however, behave similarly to Levi's tail, coiling and winding around your limbs, attempting to guide you to touch him. When you’re fucking it’ll wind around your waist and hips, pulling you closer so you thrust deeper
As long as you’re gentle with it, he doesn’t mind you touching it, but be very sweet and careful with his pretty tail
Asmodeus
His wings are pretty sensitive!
Definitely appreciates some wing play, but be careful- unlike Lucifer, who has them under control, Asmo lets his wings do whatever they want
They flutter and flap when he gets excited so they might bat away your hands
That doesn’t mean stop touching, just give him a second to calm down before you go back to caressing and pulling on his wings
I think he’d love to ride you while his wings are out, using them to raise and drop his body onto your cock
Like Lucifer, his top wings are more sensitive than his bottom ones
Beelzebub
BE VERY CAREFUL
They are as delicate as they look!!
Although his wings grow back very fast, they can get damaged quite easily
Probably not best to indulge in wing play with him, for his wings safety lol
Although, he will let you touch them if you ask, and they’re very sensitive. Were his wings stronger he’d probably like wing play as much- if not more, than Lucifer.
If you fuck him in his demon form, make sure that his wings have room to move around, because they buzz with how fast they move when he cums, creating a breeze around the two of you
Belphegor
Oh yeah this motherfucker loves tail play
I imagine the first time you found out is because he asked you to comb the fluffy end bit for him.
Halfway through he’s shoving his face into his favorite pillow to stifle his moans, thighs shaking, and tail attempting to swish back and forth (yet it’s not able to- due to your strong grip). He’s definitely cum in his pants by the end of it.
He loves when you take him from the back and tug on his tail, it makes him (s)cream
He’ll dress up his tail for you too, tying ribbons at the base or maybe just before the fluffy bit at the end starts
Rather than coil around you like his brothers, Belphie’s tail just likes to swish back and forth
Diavolo
Had no idea he was going to like wing play before you suggested it
Like Mammon though, he needs more than you touching and messing with his wings to cum
His bottom (smaller) wings are more sensitive of the pair
However, the most sensitive bits of his wings are the gold points, you can definitely get him hard from playing with those alone
Incredible, impressive control over his wings. They’ll likely never flutter or flap under your touch.
Barbatos
Ohoho Barb goes feral when you stroke, tug, or play with his tail in any way
Absolutely can and will cum from his tail alone
His favorite thing is if you stroke the bit where the split happens, or if you help insert one end into him and get the other end to rub against or coil around his cock
Like Satan and Levi, his tail will wind around you, either guiding your hands or pulling you closer.
When he’s really overstimulated or fucked dumb, it twitches, coils and uncoils, and thrashes around wildly. The more loose he gets, the less control he has over it
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#i am so fucking anxious jesus christ#i cant keep living in this house i hate living w these ppl#my mom and i were dead set on moving into an apartment together for one day and then my other family was like if u move out we cant pay the#rent here so now were staying#i cant live here until next year jc#and im starting to really dislike work like ive thought abt quitting and getting a new job but ive realized that starting a new job is like#starting a new school itd b so nerve wracking#plus id miss some of my coworkers :/#not to mention this therapy thing has me so anxious bc this really isnt what i wanted like its not traditional therapy bc we cant fucking#afford that idk how ppl afford $150 sessions each week for years :) do not understand that :)#and bc its still not Cheap im so anxious abt it being pointless bc i just do not feel safe in my sessions bc of a lot of things#so i feel like im not gonna get anything out of it#and my body image!!!!!! or like its really not even that rn its my face image ig and also my fUckEd up! relationship w food ;))))))#also my fucking ex gf texted me a couple days ago like boohoo i miss you LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP U WERE A POISON IN MY LIFE#i need to really tell her straight that im not gonna come back but i know that if i start a conversation with her shes not gonna let up and#also shes gonna get all sad like maybe in the future 🥺🥺 and im gonna be like maybe like i always do bc i dont wanna hurt her feelings#and shes just never gonna stop fucking contacting me
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enbyandevil · 3 years
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some thoughts tm after todays leaks, they are mostly just disjointed ramblings
1. the scene with toshinori and izuku is really heart breaking when you consider that AM already knew izuku wasnt really looking up to him as a mentor but now he even refuses his help all together. it especially hurts when you remember that in chapter 253 toshinori specifically confides in aizawa that he feels useless and only chose to go on with his life for the sake of the kids (mostly izuku). and in the same chapter aizawa tells him that all he can do is provide support for them..... which izuku is going to reject in 317. oof
2. speaking of izuku, i saw that some ppl already also noted that the image of an always smiling hero that izuku had for himself as an ideal to strive for seems to have finally collapsed. that boy is tired, bloodied and keeps pushing others away. its pretty clear that hes doing it so others dont get hurt by proximity, just like how he left class 1-A, but i don't think he had ever thought that it might result in hurting them. we havent really seen chapter 317 just yet but even then, it seems like izuku keeps thinking that pushing people away is the best option to keep them safe and that he is right in doing so. i wonder if that lone hero attitude is something he unconciously adapted from all might. it would be pretty ironic bc ultimately its the fact that toshinori made himself out to be The sole symbol of peace that lead to the hero society tumbling down into lowkey chaos, not to mention the fact that he ended up pushing nighteye away (even tho nighteyes only concern was AMs well-being)
3. that being said, having read the leaks of what happens in this chapter... i do wonder what izuku meant when he said that this is the story of how he became "the greatest hero" in the beginning of the story. so far he seems really far from the idea he was striving for, not to mention that i wouldnt be surprised if he became more disillusioned with the role of a hero after all that has happened so far. its interesting to see his driving force go from "i wanna become a hero to save people" to "i need to become a stronger hero so i can defeat afo because im the only one who can do it". its sad how much he has grown to depend on OFA and how he seems to only depend on his new quirks when at the start of the story his battles were mostly abt wit and strategy. of course, its a result of him getting a grasp on his powers, but ig i miss the times when izuku was actually the underdog of the story. my tangent aside, with how its going so far... i would love the idea of izuku ending up opposed to the system upholding the hero society or maybe even losing his quirk at the end. all we know is that he Will become the greatest hero, but in what sense? and what do you mean by hero? the status? the job? id like to think horikoshi can still surprise us regarding that matter
4. this chapter also makes me wonder about whether izuku is going to end up having to be rescued/helped forcefully by his friends from 1-A. you cant tell me that those kids are gonna stay insignificant till the end of the story, esp ochako, who has strong narrative ties to toga. izuku is obviously being worn down and i wonder how its gonna get resolved
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ahh sorry if this is kinda intruding but i wanted to add my thoughts to your post abt passing as neurotypical. rant following:
i have adhd, and although im unsure if im actually autistic, i do have a lot of overlap w my adhd and i also have other problems like a relatively severe anxiety disorder-- i have inattentive type adhd and ive been masking since a really young age, so we didnt even know i have adhd until fairly recently in the grand scheme of things, which opened my eyes to the reason why i struggled. i struggled (and still do) a lot with homework, focusing, staying on task, but because i present really nt and normal looking and omly struggle when i have no one keeping me on task (like being in a school setting. this was something i realized really impacted me when we had an all remote year.) most people didnt think i needed extra help. and yeah, i am mostly capable on my own, and decently intelligent, but teachers and school staff only cared when it was impacting my school performance. since passing as neurotypical made me appear like a normal, honour roll worthy student, they didnt even wonder if i struggled until my grades tanked during an all remote year, or my separation anxiety spiked during 3rd grade and i left early a lot during the school day. and i guess my point is just, like, it fucking sucks that nd kids who aren't visibly neurodivergent, or function well on their own, are suddenly like..exempt from having help. in 5th grade when i was assigned to the homeroom teacher that often got special ed kids, we were just happy because she was a really nice lady --but secretly i think the school thought i really was special ed, and just didnt have any paperwork, so just to be safe, they put me with an experienced teacher who handles a lot of struggling kids (a precaution made because id had 2 rough years prior). the school seemed really to only bother caring with that once it affected me -- because otherwise i was clearly fine on my own. and i guess partially, like, we just didnt even know i had adhd at the time, but it still sucks a decent deal that all because i looked normal and acted mostly normal, no one even tried doing anything. my brother, when he was a student at the same school, had to be tested for adhd because he struggled with schoolwork -- and then when i came along, (afab), all i was was a good, albeit quiet, student who struggled occasionally.
like. absolutely i think nd folks should be treated as capable -- we totally are! -- but also just. we need help sometimes. and its so sucky that we dont always have access to that, all because we Look Normal. hfhdjfhsh sorry this was really rambly, you dont have to post or answer this ask, i just wanted you to know that like. big agree on your post.
Yeah it's cool don't worry :O!
Seems like we had problems that were similar in some ways but different in others. Like for example, you said your school was pretty sure you needed special ed, whereas my school was the main one insisting that I didn't need it. My parents did agree of course, but you know. Also I was diagnosed with autism when I was 2, so they definitely knew something was up. It was just that later on when I got better at hiding it, they started thinking I didn't need any help. When they saw me struggling, they thought I was just being lazy. I was, up until grade 9, barely passing with my grades, so I guess because I was still technically passing, they didn't seem to think it was anything worth doing something about. I don't even think I present THAT neurotypically, like, I was always bullied for being "weird". But I guess I pass well enough that I was frequently told by adults that I "didn't seem autistic". But yeah, masking is a huge part of it too, which I completely forgot to mention. Masking never completely hid everything for me to be fair (despite my efforts), but I definitely did hide the most autistic parts about myself.
But yeah. I think what went wrong with this line of faux-activism (aside from it Being faux-activism) abled people tried to do was that like... they became afraid of acknowledging that disabled people were still disabled. Like I mean this literally, I remember being told several times that I wasn't disabled, that I was "differently abled". They thought that it was somehow offensive to acknowledge that we struggle with things, due to ableism often being in the opposite direction, saying that disabled people can't do anything. Not to mention, they constantly speak on top of disabled people about their disabilities without even listening to us and think they're helping us by doing so.
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heavensinhell · 3 years
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overthinking last night made me think of genshin allogenes but w characters from other fandoms. i'll list them here along w why i picked those for them. ( this is just my opinion !! please respect it ty <.3 )
first—bhna. deku would most likely be an anemo catalyst. anemo because he fights to save people or, in other words, fight for freedom. catalyst because i don't know what else to use for him. maybe polearm? djsjsjaja fuck.
bakugou would be a pyro catalyst, coz like klee, he uses bombs. also pyro's are stereotyped to be passionate. and imo hes passionate about being a hero.
todoroki hmmmm. he'd be more cryo than pyro. yes, he's passionate about what he does like other pyros but i dunno i feel cryo more. also he'd use a sword ( bcoz fantasy aus )
uraraka... anemo catalyst. for semi - obvious reasons.
iida. cryo sword. IDK I FEEL LIKE HE'D BE THAT.
jirou is a pyro sword or claymore. there isn't really a 'stereotype' for weapons so im putting random ones HDHSWJWJ
— so those are the ones ive thought of for bnha so far ^^ i'm semi - tempted to make a fanfic but i'm SOOOO busy ( thinks ) but next—MLPPP
i saw someone saying twilight would be an electro catalyst—i agree in the catalyst part but i think she'd fit more as a hydro or pyro one. first, hydro because she's dedicated her life to her friends and her magic. pyro because she's passionate about both.
rainbow would be an anemo bow, probably with wings too ^^. the song 'no wind resistance' also gave me more to think abt it. also bow because i dunno sobs
applejack would be a geo claymore. she's hardworking w what she does, and claymore because it kinda fits her, being a apple bucker and all
fluttershy would be a dendro catalyst fighting w plants EHDJSJSJ and her talent is 'talking to animals' and animals are a part of nature soooo—thinknt
pinkie pie would be a pyro sword. she really loves parties and cheering other people up so i think itll match her. n id love to see her w a sword sooo yes.
since we have enough hydro catalyst, i'll put rarity as a hydro POLEARM. ( fun fact, kokomi was supposed to be a polearm too but they discarded it ) shes devoted her life to fashion so it fits her
— and thats it for the mane 6 ! before we move on, some honorable mentions ; starlight glimmer, electro catalyst. sunset shimmer, pyro polearm. spike, dendro claymore ty.
up next is pjo for idk just bcoz
percy would be a hydro sword. hes dedicated to keep his family and home safe and cozzzz hes son of poseidon. sword because thats what he already uses.
annabeth is a dendro or anemo sword. i feel like dendro because their archon is the god of wisdom and anemo because her mother is related to the god of the skies.
grover... dendro catalyst <.3
ill give jason electro polearm tbh. i mean his dads the god of lightning im pretty sure. n hed look cute w a polearm
leo is hispanic bennett and hes a pyro sword ty. ( SOBS IN FESTUS )
piper... i feel like she'd be a dendro polearm. i dunno but i feel like she fits in with the power of nature.
hazel would maybe be geo sword. sword because thats already what she uses, and geo because—i mean the girl controls the ground what am i supposed to think
nico is a dendro catalyst imo. i feel like ghosts would be a part of nature. no idea why but its just. that.
i might add more later but thats all i can think of for now! if you read up till here ily
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