#my brain hates me

[meet-you-at-the-cemetery-gates]

Bioshock tumblr: *well deserved critic of the games, but in such a concentrated amount that makes you feel bad for even liking them*

Bioshock reddit:

#bioshock infinite #bioshock #fandom discourse triggers ye olde OCD like nothing else #even if it's right lol #my brain hates me #bioshock 2 #bioshock burial at sea

[theworldfeelsdull]

My different ADHDand ASD moods

can hear everything *loudly*

I can hear and feel nothing

This one noise is bothering me a lot *can't focus the entire day*

This silence is loud asf

Why am I here?

I wanna do everything!

Am I tired or just mildly interested?

Why am I so annoyed?....oh, I'm hungry

I can physically feel the air touching me everywhere.

Headphones are very needed

Wtf does that look mean?

I genuinely can't tell if they're being literal or figurative

Sarcasm and apathy are things I'm good at

Humans are weird.

Ew, physical touch

I Wanna hug someone. No, I don't

Let's write a novel *gives up*

*fixated on psychology books*

*confused humanoid noises*

Understands things logically

Emotions are confusing

I am God

....or a robot.

#neurodivergent #autism #actually adhd #People say I talk like a n Ai #shitpost #random #autism things #audhd #My Brain hates me

[bloodychazorite]

This isn't really anything but I wanna write a Slimariana Alien AU... my brain won't stfu 😭

#qsmp #charlie slimecicle #ao3 writer #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp charlie slimecicle #slimecicle #el mariana #qsmp mariana #my brain hates me

[trashfangirlsworld]

No, but like imagine if when qwilbur comes back he and tallulah talk and he doesn’t want to leave her again so he promises to stop going on tour and just play music on the island for the residents for fun

But the federation /needs/ him to keep working to fund them so they kidnap him and force him to keep touring, maybe by threatening his family or, even worse, by straight up eraseing any memory of tallulah from his mind

(Because even if qwilbur decides to stop going on tour, ccwilbur still very much has to)

Eventually they start to freeze him in between tours too, to make sure he doesn’t tell anyone in secret or accidentally run into tallulah if they made him forget her

#my brain hates me #still crossing my fingers about tallulah’s admin and wilbur possibly cooking lore together #even if this is angsty af I’ll still take it #over tallulah just starting to hate her father with no solution #qsmp #qsmp wilbur #qsmp tallulah #qsmp theory

[memoryyong]

I swear my brain hates me sometimes because I was just chilling in my bed right and then all of my sudden my brain headcannons, "What if Athena gave Odysseus a comfort stuffed owl (if those even existed back then) to help him get through the worst nights" and now I'm about to cry

Fuck you brain for making me upset at 11 pm

#the odyssey #odysseus #athena #head cannon #my brain hates me #now im sad

[sebbys-mama]

I'm always afraid of coming off as too needy/clingy, and I don't even mean this romantically. When I make a new (online) friend, I develop very strong emotions. I feel almost giddy, which then gives me anxiety because I worry it's abnormal to be that excited about it 🙃

I want to ask questions and learn more about them, but my brain also tells me that that's childish to just outright ask someone what their name is, or how old they are, or even what region they live in. So, asking someone what they do for fun or what bands they like?

Brain:

#social anxiety #my brain hates me #human interaction is hard #so much pressure #much awkward so anxiety

[bone-yarddz]

“Who wants to live forever” (Queen) playing in the background as Crowley grips a bottle of holy water and mutters “Nothing ever lasts forever” to himself (before proceeding to drink it)

#my brain hates me #good omens #innefable husbands #gayer than a tree full of monkeys on nitrous oxide #good omens fandom #good omens 2 #why can’t I listen to Queen without thinking bout them

[wearily-confused]

my brain : every human has feelings and should be treated with basic empathy and kindness and-

me : *exists*

my brain : except for you, you dumb fuck, you are incorrigible and worthless and evil go kys

#argh #my brain hates me #rant #ig #like srsly i am willing to treat others like a decent human being but the second it comes to myself its like #self hate #activates #its like argh #rly rly #annoying #like stfu #arghhhhhhhhhh #tw #depression #? #sad #just sad #thoughts #eph #</3

[workingonit-currently]

#did I just stop crying to make this #why yes i did #good times #failing to buy love #my brain hates me #doctor who #classic who #classic who memes

[herarcadewasteland]

Discoveries Pt. 3 ♥

A/N: Yes yes its been a little while but I've been busy okay? and i’ve been fired so emotional things. thank you all for the support so far and i hope this makes up for the wait. 

Pt. 1    Pt. 2

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Stretching in your bed the next morning, you let out a large yawn as you adjusted to fall asleep again. Turning over in bed, you weren’t expecting the face of Fred to be right next you. You let out a startled scream as he laughed you, your eyes rolling as your shoulders shook with laughter. 

“What are you doing, Fred? It’s like 5am.”

“7am. You slept in missy~”

Groaning and flipping to face the other side of the room, your hair swung dramatically with you and into Georges face, who was crouched on the opposite side of your bed, expecting the trouble of waking you up. You screamed again and sat up with a huff, the twins high-fiving over your head. 

“Will you two just let me sleep for another hour at least?”

“No can do. You see-”, George started.

“We need to be at Diagon Alley by 8:30.”, Fred finished. 

You ran a hand through your knotted hair, partly in confusion and mostly in frustration. When it clicked in your head that you had to get some school robes adjusted, you panicked and half jumped, half fell out of bed. The twins backed your frantic movements with laughter as they walked down to the kitchen, the chatter of impatient and hungry Weasleys filled your ears. 

“Why do we have to wait for Y/N to eat?! It’s her fault for sleeping too long!”, Rons muffled voice fell into your conscious and made you speed up your hair and teeth brushing. 

Rushing down the stairs, you stumbled directly into Bill who caught you with a sigh.

“Clumsy as always, Y/N.”

You let out an almost ashamed laugh, your arms squeezing around Bill as he wheezed. Arthur walked in behind the both of you and ushered you into your seats as Molly set down the plate of bacon. 

“Finally!”, Ron muttered as he grabbed the plate of bacon seconds after it hit the table, his plate piling with food.

Food was passed around between the family, conversation filling the air as you ate silently. Your silent bubble was disrupted when Ron dragged you into an argument between himself and Percy. 

“It’s not my fault you have a bloody stick up your ass!” 

“I am a prefect, Ronald, which is something that will actually get me into the Ministry!”

Ron shot you a look of ‘oh dear god not this again’ and you laughed. 

“Percy, you do realize not being a prefect can get you into the Ministry. You just need good grades and the right classes.”

Percy snapped his glare to you, knowing you were right, and sighed. He had always had a sort of soft spot for you, knowing you weren’t actually a Weasley. Which was a dumb reason to not hate someone but you went along with it so not absolutely every child in the house had an argument with him every other day.

“I suppose you aren’t wrong, Y/N. I just have a better chance this way.”

He turned his nose up at you and you laughed, finishing off your plate just as the rest of the family had. The plates were cleared from the table as everyone dispersed to do their own thing. 

“Y/N dear, we must be going if we don’t want to be late. Come now, to the fireplace.”

You brushed yourself off and followed Molly to the fireplace, your hand wrapping around another handful of soft powder. Your eyes glanced up to your mum as she nodded reassuringly. You still weren’t used to it yet and you had a feeling it would take a little while to feel normal and not like you were being vacuum sealed into a plastic bin. With a sigh you threw down the powder and clearly stated “Diagon Alley”, and then you were gone in a swirl of green smoke.

Stumbling from the grate in The Three Broomsticks, you ran headfirst into a solid mass. Panicked, you looked around to make sure you were where you were supposed to be and slowly glanced at whoever you bumped into. Your wide eyes met narrowed ones surrounded by the same white blonde hair from the other day. You took a subconscious step back from the man just as Molly came through the floo, her hands finding your arms as she stumbled lightly into you.

“Mr. Malfoy. If you’d excuse us.”, Her eyes narrowed back at the man as he looked between the two of you, “Come on, dear, off we go now.”

She led you away with gentle hands, your head turning to look back at the man as you swerved through tables. Your eyes met one last time before Molly was tugging you past the door with a firm but gentle hold on your hand. As you met the bustling roads of Diagon Alley, you squinted your eyes at the sun, a frown tugging down the corners of your mouth as you stared at the ground, trying to avoid any ray of sun you could. Leaping between shadows to the fitting, you panted as Molly gently pulled you to a stop in front of Madam Malkins. You sighed and Molly chuckled lightly, her hand taking yours and guiding you in. 

“It’ll only take a minute. Don’t worry dear.”

~~~~~~~~~

“A minute my butt!”,  you exclaimed as you stumbled out of the fireplace in the Burrow, Fred sweeping you off your feet immediately and up to your room where a trunk lay on your bed.

“What is this? Why is my trunk out? What did you do?”

You rounded on Fred and George as soon as you were placed onto the floor, their faces innocent as could be as they watched you with crossed arms and very small smirks of entertainment. 

“You need to pack for Hogwarts!”

“We all have. Our trunks are-”

“-Waiting by the front door.”

“Only two are missing~”

You sighed and stared into the empty space, your eyes tracing loose threads along the seam as you nodded. 

“Okay, I’ll go bother Ronald after I’m done.”

“That's what we like to hear!”, the twins chorused as they walked from your room to raid the kitchen, if Mollys loud reprimanding was anything to go by.

The packing only took you a few minutes, most of your school things were in a separate drawer as it was so all you had to do was move them into the trunk. You finished your packing with relative ease and an overactive mind, the zipper closing breaking the silence you had been working in. WIth a sigh, you pulled your trunk to the top of the stairs before making your way to ROnalds room to aid him in his no-doubt messy packing. Your suspicions were confirmed when you pushed open the door to encounter the entirety of Rons wardrobe scattered around the room. 

“Ron, how? There is no way you had to destroy your room to pack.”

HIs frantic eyes met yours as he scoffed, “Well no, but it felt necessary at the time.”

You hummed and cleared a few spots across the room, handing things to Ron you knew he would want with him. His eyes followed you around when he wasn't haphazardly throwing things into his trunk.

“At least fold things!”, you stomped over to his trunk and folded piece by piece as Ronald sat and watched you with a blank expression until you reached his Chudley Cannon jersey. Then he reacted and grabbed it from your hands with a gasp, his own carefully folding it in a mess. You shrugged and packed it neatly with the rest of his things, the heavier items resting on top of his clothes as the lighter things went on those. 

“There. All done.”, you heaved a sigh as you closed the lid of the trunk, the click of the lock creating a satisfying noise in the otherwise silent room. 

“Thank you, Y/N~”, Ron grabbed you for an overly tight hug, your hands pushing at his arms as you wheezed for a single breath of air that wasn’t from Ron’s vicinity.

“Ok ok ok! I get it, just get it downstairs with the rest of them!”

Ronald let you go after a moment, his frame moving out the door with his trunk in hand as you followed after him.

“You made it sound like you brought yours down! But nooo look at what’s right here!”, Ron huffed and lightly kicked your trunk as he passed it.

“I said the rest of them! Never included mine!”, you shouted after him as you grabbed your own trunk and carried it down the stairs to see Bill and Charlie in front of the floo.

Molly gave the two a big hug with large containers of sweets being shoved into their hands after Arthur gave them a hug as well, Percy nodding a farewell from the couch as he read through the Ministry’s handbook for rules and regulations. 

“Nooooo~!”, you whined, “You can’t leave yet! You like... just got here! We didn’t get to talk about Hogwarts!”

The eldest Weasley boys chuckled and pulled you into their arms for a group hug, tears filling your eyes as they pet your hair lovingly. 

“You know we have jobs to get too, Y/N. We can’t stay to see you off.”

You huffed at them and lightly punched their chests as they smiled at you. A small nod moved your hair into your eyes as you grasped them tighter. While you weren’t as close to them as you were the twins, they had still helped raise you in a sense and that created a connection, plus you were their little sister. Blood or not, that created an even greater connection. Still not one large enough to rival that of yours with Fred and George but it was enough.

“Fine. Just send owls, okay? I wanna tell you everything!”

The boys nodded and placed kisses on the top of your white hair, their eyes slightly glossy as yours overflowed with tears.

“We will.”

“Absolutely we will.”, Charlie finished as he guided you to Molly’s embrace, Bill giving a last wave and goodbye to the family as he stepped through the floo with a call of his destination. 

Charlie gave a similar exit with a blown kiss towards yourself and your mom as he called out for the Ministry of Magic for Romania, however he pronounced it. Their departure set the family in motion as Arthur ushered everyone into the kitchen to go over the basic checklist of the things you would need for your time at Hogwarts. Most of the list was checked off smoothly, Ron mumbling under his breath that it was unnecessary until your dad reached an item he had forgotten and cursed. That got him a small ass-whooping from Molly as she urged him to go get what he had been missing. Fred and George mocked him as he ran up the stairs, your quiet giggles backing them until your parents shushed you all and continued with the list as Ronald slipped down the stairs to his trunk and frantically packed his wand. The list went smoothly after that, everyone having followed the list to pack, well... you had. The trunks were smooshed in the back of the Ford Anglia with a small extension charm, a suspicious popping noise coming from one of the twins trunks, a huff of air and confetti falling into the trunk as they stood rubbing the backs of their necks sheepishly. 

You were all set to head out for Hogwarts, all that was left was getting onto the platform and finding a seat. Easy enough, you told yourself as Fred and George popped confetti onto Arthur as he walked away, their lanky frames sprinting away from a charmed broom as it chased them across the lawn. Easy enough... right?

#Gryffindor reader #draco malfoy x sister reader #malfoy reader #reader x harry potter #my brain hates me #harry potter fanfiction #fuck jkr #I dont own Harry Potter #fem!reader #reader insert #reader is an adopted weasley #send help #i hope this is alright! #yaay #im back bitches #hp fanfic #harry potter x yn #x yn #x you #angst #harry potter fluff #no smut yet #sort of canon

[eletricheart]

i love it when i say i cant write(literally like yesterday?????) at the moment so my brain kindly gives me inspiration as a way to publicly call me a liar and shame me🤪

anyway, donna request is completed and is gonna be posted rn, its actually loading

and i also used the song matilda by harry styles, like my goddess pls send help

my masterlist

#re8 #resident evil village #donna beneviento #donna beneviento x reader #lady beneviento #re8 donna #lady beneviento x reader #my brain hates me #im not jk #it was out of nowhere #i was trying to study #Spotify

[tara-maclays-gf]

possibly maybe rewatching all of the lives series now

#i need to fill the void between weeks #my brain hates me #life series #trafficblr

[maddybthorne]

*trigger warning*

Yk I didn’t realize until earlier today that people actually enjoy life and look forward to growing old.

Like I haven’t been actively su*c*dal for a few months now, but just been passively going on with my life, waiting to die. Sometimes I’d hope it’d happen sooner but I didn’t take any action to cause my own death.

But one of my friends was talking about something and she sounded so happy, and full of life. And I don’t think she could fake how joyful she was. She said “I can’t wait for us to be 20 years older and still talking sh*t about people together.” And I couldn’t do anything but smile and nod because I never thought of us older than we are now.

I never imagined that I’d be at the age I am and yet I’m still here.

I don’t know if I’m ok, or if I’m dramatic. I’m alive but I don’t really feel like I’m here.

Sorry for getting so depressing just needed to kinda get that off my chest and tumblr is the void I normally scream into.

Hope you have a good day/night if you’re reading this

#random #sorry for rambling #my brain hates me #i’m ok i promise

[luxshine]

No, Brain, no. We're not starting a second RRR!verse fic until you finish the Drrragon!verse.

Not the Reincarnation fic, which has like, five pages notes now in my notebook, not the groundhog day one where so far all my notes end with "there's no way this doesn't end with both of them dead if things don't happen the way they happened in the movie", and most definitely not a scifi AU where Ram is actually brainwashed.

Oh, and we're not doing an amnesia!Fic either. Right? RIGHT.

Glad we cleared that out.

ETA: No, BRAIN! This doesn't mean you can give me a ZOMBIE AU idea!

#rrr #rrr fanfic woes #my brain hates me #I call them plot bunnies #Because they reproduce like crazy #Neuter your plot bunnies people #or you end up with a farm #rambheem #bheemram

[wtfjd95]

Dysphoria, burnout, anxiety and general sadness are really hating me recently. Severely hitting me.

#jess speaks #jd speaks #irl stuff #mental health #burnt out #burnout #gender dysphoria #body dysphoria #anxiety #social anxiety #my brain hates me #everything sucks right now

[kcscribbler]

26,000 words later, I finally have enough backstory done on this Loki fixit series to get to actually fixing it.

Sigh.

#my brain hates me #and so does my muse #because I have to have science with my fiction #loki #loki season 2 #lokius #fanfic writing