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tjtaylors · 4 months

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An Unlikely Ascension by T.J. Taylor

-This is Starlight News live from Riannon-12, where a massive conflict between the new team of Nova Knights and an unknown enemy has now led to the start of a city-wide evacuation. Orion Officers now urge you all to pleas-

“Can you turn that shit off?” a figure is seen lying on the cot of a cell, seemingly looking at the ceiling. “I need my beauty sleep, and your chewing isn’t helping either.” Both hands behind their head, the voice then mumbles, “It’s not like we'll be in any trouble anyhow.”

“Yeah, like I'll listen to a delinquent like you,” he said while munching on a mouthful of chips; an officer is seen leaning their chair back with their legs on their desk. “Plus, this is important news! Lives are at stake!” Spreading their hands to their sides rapidly, some chips escaping their plastic confinement.

Closing their eyes despite the rejection, the prisoner whispers to themself, “Psh-like I care about lives at stake; they never cared about me anyway.”

The TV broadcast continues to play in the background. Finally, curiosity seems to win over the delinquent in the cell, and they glance toward the drone projecting the live feed. The feed shows a massive robotic sentinel engaged in combat with the Nova Knights. Despite its monstrous size, it moves undeniably fast, grabbing the snake mecha, Viper Vanguard, and tossing it towards the rest of the team of mechas rushing towards it. The leader lion mech, Roaring Titan, barely manages to stay upright as Viper gets thrown and knocks into the team. Unfortunately, the same can’t be said for Mako Mayhem and Iron Behemoth, who take the brunt of the force and fall, destroying some nearby buildings in the process.

“Pst-” just then a hand waves around frantically in front of the bars of the cell. Clearly trying to get the attention of the person on the other side. “Hey, kid!” Inescapably, the “kid” seems to accept defeat and gets up from their semi-comfortable metal cot. Letting out a sigh, they begrudgingly walk closer to the bars.

“For the millionth time my name’s Than, not ‘kid’.” Gesturing the air quotations around the word even though the other can’t see.

“Thannotkid? That’s a long name, have anything shorter?” Tink. Than then let their head hit the metal bars in exasperation. With another sigh, they raise their head from the cool metal and wrap their hands around the iron bars for support.

“Ha-funny,” Keeping an eye on the Orion Officer and seeing his attention still on the projection, Than then whispers, “Have you figured out a way to get us out of here yet?”

“Huh? No, I was gonna ask you to pick up one of those chips for me.” He pointed his hand at the sprawled potato chips that now littered the floor from the officer’s earlier aggressive gesture.

“The chips on the floor?”

“No, the chips on the ceiling.” he teases and finally settles with a bleak and simple, “Yes, the chips on the floor.”

“Well, aren’t you a ray of sunshine? It's a mystery why they even have you locked up here in the first place.”

“Listen, kid. That’s no way to speak to your elders-”

Blam! “…shit.” Both of them turn their attention to the Officer and see that he is now standing ramrod straight, with his chair lying in solidarity with the chips on the floor, a far cry from his relaxed position a while ago. They focus on the news broadcast and see that it appears to be a losing battle for the Nova Knights.

-Folks, this is not looking good; the Nova Knights have not landed a single hit into this unknown assailant. So far, we have no idea who or what this is or what it wants, perhaps a negotiatio-

“W̷͕͐͌̐E̶̡̮̊͝ ̸̥̕A̷̓̔͗͜R̴̨͈̅̄̅È̴̲ ̵̩̼̠̽̋Ű̷̗̭͘N̷̒̏̆͜I̸̥̽͝͝T̵̡͚̿͗Ỹ̵̙͝”

-What you just heard, folks, are the first words that this…thing has spoken.-

“W̴̤̾͌E̶̢̔̇͜ ̸̻̐̑Ǎ̷͇̅I̶̯̲͂M̵̟̣͑ ̴͔͋ͅT̴͖͈̾̈́Ò̸͔̖̿ ̷̮͖̾C̷̯͇͑Ȏ̴̡͘͜N̷̞̋Q̶̫̾́U̸͖̹̾E̵̠͒R̸̆̃ͅ”

Instantaneously, an invigorated Roaring Titan runs head-first into combat.

“As long as we’re alive, we won’t give up. Either turn yourself in peacefully or say your last goodbyes.”

Caught off guard by the sudden outburst, Unity staggers backward into a defensive position as Titan unleashes a flurry of attacks. But just as Titan begins to regain its footing, Unity charges forward with renewed ferocity and hurls Titan further and farther than ever before, sending shockwaves through the battlefield.

-And Roaring Titan has just been launched towards-

Than doesn't have time to prepare for anything before-

CRASH

. . .

Disoriented and struggling to regain their composure, they are enveloped in a cloud of dust, their vision obscured as they try to steady themselves. Their equilibrium fails them as they lurch forward from the sudden collision. Finally, lifting their head to see what carnage awaits, they are met with a building sporting a huge gaping hole and a slim silhouette emerging from the light. Humanoid in shape, it starts walking, shrouded in a haze of smoke and debris. It isn't until Than fully recovers that they see the figure limping forward, drawing nearer, clutching its side. As it advances ever so slowly, its entire appearance finally comes into view. Emerging from the cloud of debris, a red power-armored figure approaches Than's cell. Looking closer, Than has a startling realization - this is a Nova Knight and not just any Nova Knight, but THE Nova Knight, the one they just saw getting their ass beat and thrown...apparently towards them. Shuffling closer towards the surprisingly still intact bars and sagging their tired body on them, Than watches as the Nova Knight slides down in exhaustion.

“Huff…huff…huff. You alright?” The armored head snaps towards Than, startled by any sort of voice. “...I mean, you don’t look so hot.”

With a gentle hiss, the helmet slides off with surprising ease, revealing a pale, delicate face. Although marred with bruises and scratches, it's still breathtakingly beautiful. Black hair cut close to her face, perfectly framing piercing violet eyes that meet Than's warm, brown gaze. At that moment, something electric transpires, and the air around them seems to crackle with energy. Finally, she speaks as soft as a whisper on the breeze.

“Listen, I don’t know how long I have…” Quietly gasping in between, the unknown woman fights to get her words out, “Do you want…to live?” Calculating, Than thinks of an answer. Is their life worth living? Worth their continued suffering?... Maybe life can be more than just surviving.

“What do I have to do?”

“You must become a Nova Knight.” They rapidly blink their eyes in confusion until what was said is fully processed, Than physically recoils in shock.

“What?!”

“Take my stone, and you’ll be judged if you’re fit to be Roaring Titan,” She says with a heavy heart. “I don’t know if this will work, but there’s nothing else I can think of…” screwing her face up in pain, she continues, “And my team…I don’t want them to die for my mistakes.” Looking around, Than sees the unconscious body of the guard and can only guess the same fate of the other prisoner. With a heavy sight, Than returns their gaze to the woman before them, her eyes brimming with unshed tears.

“Give me that stone, Titan.” Than outstretches their hand openly; the Nova Knight answers and reaches their hand out, and in their grasp is a stone of power. And they hand it over with no regrets.

“My name is not ‘Titan.’ It's June Deadwood.” Feeling inspired, Than then replies.

“I’m Than Ryder,” grasping the stone in their hand; maybe they can finally make it out of this place alive. “I don’t get it. It is something sup-” An overwhelming cold creeps into their body, so cold it starts burning.

I HAVE CHOSEN, YOU ARE WORTHY

Getting up from what feels like an extended slumber, Than looks down to see their body now covered in the same armor that June was in, but instead of red, it is a noir black.

“All right,” Than beams, studying their hands. “This isn’t so bad.” Hopping up and down on the tips of their toes, they roll their head around, releasing any sort of knots or kinks they have. “First things first,” they grip the iron bars and pull them apart; effortlessly, the bars bend with enough room for Than to squeeze through them. Upon kneeling down next to June, Than notices a deep side gash on her, bleeding profusely. As June slowly lifts her head to meet Than's gaze, she suddenly notices their helmet armor, and her eyes widen in shock as she splutters.

"Leave me and go save my team," June said. Before Than could even question how a message appeared on their visor: "WILD HUNT ONLINE." Suddenly, something moved the Roaring Titan off the building, causing the offline mech to fall limply. Just as soon as it fell, another mech took its place, with a magnificent wolf head barely visible. Inspecting the people inside and seemingly satisfied with what it had found, the front head of the mech opened up, inviting Than. Slowly walking forward, Than ungracefully climbed in and sat down, faced with various buttons.

“Alright…How the fuck do I use this?” Pushing down a lever, the mech lurches forward, “Woah!.. Ok, this will take…some getting used to.” Sucking in a breath and slowly exhaling, they ready themselves.

-People of Riannon-12, this may very well be the end of the Nova Knights. Roaring Titan is still not up from that harrowing launch; the rest of the team seems to be struggling without their leader….Wait a minute… There seems to be an unknown mech heading towards the battle…is that? It’s Wild Hunt! Having no pilot for over two decades, it seems Wild Hunt has finally chosen a new successor.-

Hearing over the radio, a chorus of voices make themselves known, “Who the FUCK is that?!” “Who the-” “Any of you know who that is?”

“The person who’s gonna save your ass, that's who.” Arriving in the thick of battle with movement as calculated as a dance, Than quietly sneaks behind buildings as cover. The noise of the conflict helps cover their tracks. The element of surprise will be what really shifts the tide of battle around. After countless years of running from Orion Officers and angry gangs alike, Than has lived a life full of brutality. Realizing quite quickly that they needed to find a way to defend themself, they learned firsthand how to fight and fight dirty at that. Seeing that Unity has its hands full and its attention elsewhere, the wolf mech lunges and grabs ahold of its nape. Jumping off with a chunk between its jaws, the others finally see their opening and strike.

The cleanup started almost immediately, with the Burn Brigade and Rapid Rescue rapidly taking action, accessing the damage, and looking for any possible casualties.

It’s in this quiet moment that a voice radios over, “You’ll have to follow us…Commander Zinoe would want to speak to you.” Recognizing that there isn’t gonna be a way out of this, Than follows reluctantly. Eventually making it towards their base of operations, they all descend down from their own mechs and congregate in the middle.

Taking off all their helmets, Than is met with a lineup of new faces. As they slowly meet every pair of eyes, a certain pair makes them pause. An angry scowl and sneer are aimed right at them.

"You!" The word was a snarl, and before Than could even react, a fist connected with their jaw, and Than staggers back, stunned. The others leap to Than's defense or, perhaps more likely, to restrain their enraged friend. The green and blue-suited knights both held the yellow one back.

"Tell me what you did to June!" The yellow knight's voice was furious. "You have her stone! She would never give it away like nothing!" Than could feel the anger radiating off the other knight, but they remained calm.

“Easy, Jiro,” the blue knight pushes him back, “There’s probably a reasonable explanation for all of this.” Wiping the blood that now trickles down their lips, Than smiles.

“You can say what you want, but MY ass just saved all YOUR asses!”

"Why you-" The knight lunged forward, ready to strike, but their attack was interrupted by a sudden throat clearing. The pink-suited individual jumped before Than's vision, their tanned face and warm brown eyes cutting through the tension like a knife.

"Nice to meet you! I'm Lora Raleigh, the pilot of the Sky Guardian." Lora's happiness radiated off her face as she introduced herself. Suddenly, she realized her companions were holding one of their own back. "And this is Ichiro Mori, pilot of the Mako Mayhem." The blue-uniformed individual holding back the yellow knight turned to Than, smiling sheepishly.

Struggling to hold back their friend, the yellow knight, they decided to introduce themselves properly.

“Haha, Hello…” waving their hand in a small greeting while pushing the yellow knight back. Circling back towards the angry person sneering at Than, Lora encircled her arms around him.

“And this cheery person, whose fist you just met earlier, is Daijiro Mori, or Jiro for short.” a growl is heard in tandem, “Ha…,” Lora stepping a safe distance away. “And, as you’ve probably guessed, the pilot of Iron Behemoth.” Dusting their green uniform, the last person who had yet to be introduced stepped forward confidently.

“Emory Jaeger, pilot of Viper Vanguard.” Reaching their hand out for a greeting, an awkward pause occurs. Before anything else can happen, a voice booms out with authority.

“Knights!” A military suit-clad unknown man, tall and with muscles the size of Than’s head, strode towards the group with an air of dominance. Causing them to straighten out and fall into an assembly line, saluting in respect. His blue skin pigmentation is a rare but not uncommon thing to see in Riannon-12. “Stand down.” Turning his attention to Than, he motions for them to follow. Rather than stay with that crazy lot, Than decides it’s best to follow. Trying desperately to catch up to his brisk walk down the corridor, eventually, the man speaks.

“I am Commander Zinoe, and we, Than Ryder, have much to discuss.” Zinoe continued their stride until they reached a metal door, inputting a code to open it. “But before we do, someone wants to speak to you.” The door slid open, and Than’s heart started to race. The familiar face of June turns to the new visitors. There she lay, bandages wrapping all around her body and a prominent one covering her eye. It seems June’s condition was worse than Than initially thought. Perhaps They were to blame…That power couldn’t have come from nowhere. June starts, not allowing Than to delve deeper into their guilt and, more importantly, their debt to them.

“They said I should make a full recovery in a few days…perks of the trade, I suppose,” her gaze traveling down to the bed, “Listen…I just want to say thank you.” Her amethyst eyes traveled the room, an excuse not to meet their warm amber eyes. “I’m sorry. No one should ever be put in a situation like that,” she looks down in shame, still grappling with the aftermath of the ordeal.

Before June can get another word out, Than interrupts. “Idiot.” Looking up to meet his eyes, she sees something unexpected, not overwhelming anxiety but…determination. “ I CHOSE to take the stone. No one made me do anything.” Looking away briefly, they add, “Plus…it would be embarrassing to see you guys lose again.” Than locks onto her, and smiles cheekily.

“You’re undeniably annoying.”

“Well, I guess you’ll have to get used to my annoying self.” Than grins in response.

“Well then, I guess I should formally welcome you to the team then.” Holding her hand out, Than grasps it tightly. “Welcome to the Nova Knights, Than Ryder.”

Smiling at each other, June and Than both felt a sense of relief and excitement. After all the chaos and uncertainty they had experienced, it was finally starting to feel like things were falling into place. Maybe, Than can make a life here.

Fade to black

Thank you so much for reading this far! <3 I hope it at least entertained you! :) I made this short story for school a while ago, and I thought I should just post it here to get more feedback. I am currently working on a book, which has been surprisingly fun! Hopefully, you'll stick around to see my improvement :D

-TJT

P.s. Today by Q is a masterpiece and heavily inspires me for the sci-fi book I'm writing. so plz give them some love or at least a listen ;)

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nexus-nebulae · 10 months

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i really really wanna write a story at some point that starts out as one of those cliche YA novels where a normal human character finds out about an entire magic world they didn't know about- except the character is some form of mentally ill with paranoia and delusions, so the story revolves around how much more difficult it becomes for this person to percieve the world while also dealing with whatever Magic Bullshit is being thrown at them

#cw unreality #tw unreality #<- just for the description of some of the delusions #i don't want to trigger someone else to have a bad delusion/paranoia because of my own paranoias + creative writing ideas #but like the story is told by this unreliable narrator #who is unreliable due to the fact that they can't even rely on their own brain #and the struggle is figuring out what's real and what's reliable #but because of the character's history with their mental illness they can't do it on their own #but suddenly don't know if they can trust literally anyone else around them because- what if it's all just lies #but then also are stuck in a place of semi-denial where they desperately want to believe this isn't real and is just another delusion #so the story focuses on them learning to manage their symptoms enough to get a hold on what's happening #while both you and the main character struggle to figure out what's actually happening in the story #a semi-mystery type thing #idk just. as a person with delusions and paranoia #if something like that happened to me i would *freak the fuck out*#like on one hand i've been begging to get isekai'd into a fantasy world my whole life #on the other hand i would have absolutely no way to tell whether or not it was just a bad mental break #because the worse your symptoms get the harder perception becomes #to where i don't know if i'd be able to trust literally any of my senses because well. i get pretty vivid tactile hallucinations #i wouldn't be able to reach out and touch the magic creature in front of me and immediately know it was real #it could just be my brain supplying the sensation because i expected it and my own brain is crafting a false world around me #and as a writer just. thinking about that kind of fucked up situation makes me a little rabid #i like to fuck up my characters. lots #and fucked up situations based on my own delusions/paranoias? fun content fun content

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inkskinned · 3 months

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yesterday while feverish i wrote about how boats can moor next to each other like pigeons, cooing with the gentle rap of water against their hull. you once said that that the way i see things - birds in the water, feathers in marina paint - was "childish and naive." you said i'd been misdiagnosed - "it can't all be adhd. you might be just kind of stupid and lazy."

i still do certain things like how you taught me - turn the pillow case inside out before putting it on. drive defensively. hate myself entirely.

the prompt for this poem is "mahler's fifth." i wish it wasn't, but mahler's fifth was our song. it ended up in my book. every person that knows your name has promised me they'll give you one swift rabbit punch, right to the face. dean read the book and showed up on my front porch, drenched in sweat from running the 8 miles at 4 in the morning. he was shaking. pacifist and gentle - he works with children - i'd never seen him furious. a punch isn't going to do it, he said, and then said i'm sorry. i had to come to see if you were okay.

mahler's fifth was mine first, like my girlhood. i like the way each movement piles onto the next movement, each instrument bleeding into the next. i like the horn version the best. before i met you, i danced to it on grass still-wet from sprinklers.

later you would tell me that the way you heard it was somehow better. you understood something in it that i couldn't quite wrap my fingers into. once, on our anniversary, you asked the classical music radio station to play it for us. we missed hearing it because we were fighting. one of the things people get wrong about abuse is that sometimes victims are, like, brutally aware of the stupidity of our situation. what do you mean that you thought i wasn't good enough for you? you? you're just... nothing.

sometimes people can pull the poetry out of your life. i watched my words become clothesline, and then thin out into kite twine. i watched you chew through every good syllable of me. so many good songs and places and moments were ruined. i am glad you didn't like most of my music - less to tie back to you.

but still mahler's fifth. the music swells, and i am 21 and throwing up in a bathroom on my birthday. a woman i will later refer to as lesbian jesus runs a cool hand down my back, her perfect pantsuit starch-pressed. she told me to leave you. she said - and this is true, and not an invention of rhyme or fantasy - i'm you from the future.

i am 22, and i got home from an award ceremony, and i remember you telling me - you act so proud of yourself when you're actually so fucking embarrassing. i took you to disney world. you took my virginity. i gave up visiting spain for a week with my family - i instead choose you, to spend the time just-cuddling. you called it "our fuck week." the music swells. it probably should have been a red flag that for about 3 years - i just gave up on crying. my grandfather died and you said nothing. my uncle died and you ghosted me for 3 weeks. you said i need to protect myself from your ongoing tragedy.

every so often i come back to the memory of one of our last afternoons in person. i had just told you that i wasn't going to law school, despite the free ride - i was going to join a creative writing program. master's in fine arts. i was going to finally do it - i was going to follow my dreams. this blog was already internet-famous. however reluctantly, i would occasionally refer to myself as a poet. i got into umass amherst's writing program for fiction authors. it is one of the the top 5 programs in the country.

wait are you seriously considering actually attending that? dumbfounded, you turned completely towards me in your seat. for the 3rd time in our relationship, you almost crashed the car. you actually want to be a writer?

the first time i went viral, it was for a poem i wrote about you:

he wants to say i love you but keeps it to goodnight because love will take some falling and she's afraid of heights.

every time i see that, i want to throw up. you weren't in love with me, you were in love with the control you had over me. a little truth though: i am afraid of heights. you caught a rabbitgirl and skinned her alive.

mahler's fifth still makes me sick.

give me that back. give me back music. give me back everything i had before you. give me back fearlessness. give me back bravery. give me back a scarless body.

give me back what you took from me.

#nosebleed club #sorry stephen not ur fault #just like. thinking #writeblr #spilled ink #warm up #every time nat is like - oh let me get that for u #im like .... this is a trick right like ur gonna be mean now bc u did something nice rn #so obviously if ur being nice now either u did something mean and im about to learn about it #or you're going to BE mean #or ur gonna hold this over my head forever and i'll never get a nice thing ever again?#and every time nat is like .... babe i just actually like u #lesbian jesus story is 100% real btw. she also told me not to be an event planner #literally changed the shape of my life

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theoccultz · 1 month

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Who likes you and why?

#Revelation of love

General reading ,take what resonates leave what doesn't

Let me know which pile you picked 💙

Intuitive chanelling

My pac's are inclusive , your likes , comments & reblogs are appreciated i read em all and i love it (:

Photos, dividers not mine , credit to their rightful owner

Pile l . Pile ll. Pile lll.

Pile l .

You can take it however you want ,a person who'll be coming into your life or someone you are manifestating , you can refer this pac as confirmation too

Who likes you ?

This is someone in your close circle but still at a distance, this could be a client , a friend of a friend, seems like this person knows you very well , they're observant and sneaky af ,i dont think anyone knows they like you they're the type of person who'll be present when others are gossiping about you just so they could find out more about you lmao , they could follow you on social media and they might keep up with what you post , who you see , who you're talking too this seems like a thing going on for a while , this person is jealous of the attention you get , the reason this person may not be ready to confess is because this person is smart they know you gotta befriend the friend of the crush first , be close to them so they add you in their priority list , they dont want to shoot their shot and miss it , yeah .

This person seems to be crushing on you for a while now , its like one of those crush who you want to move on from but you cant , i'm hearing this person has a lot of fantasies, they idealise you without realising, they notice everything about you , is this person having a good day? Why are they reading that book ? They will literally buy that book just so they could have a chance to discuss it with you .

I'm getting you guys may have small talk here & there and the discussion is always fun and a learning experience, you guys really put your creative intelligence to test you guys may have mercury- venus aspects in composite you may be very good at understanding each other and being philosophical, you have a smooth conversation whenever you guys meet but i'm getting it rarely happens this person always miss a chance to talk to you , lets say they see you grocery shopping and they dont approch to say hi , they just lower their cap so you wouldn't see them . Maybe this person is older than you or just wise , very mature . They want to flex on you so you realise their potential and it comes from a place of insecurity:/ but they also feel like you have low chances to be with them so they want to improve & be the best version of themselves , this person can provide you with a lot of security tho they are kind of successful and resourceful in some way maybe they are innovative and have some hard skills which comes in handy .

This is so cute pile 1 😭its like i'm walking in the hallway just too see them cause they cant get enough of you, they wanna be around, they wanna listen what you got to say they wanna know everything about you ,i feel like even if this person tries to have a conversation it never moves past something serious its just casual stuff, the daily boring stuff. This could be your mom's friend? This person doesn't have that much age difference tbh i would say hardly three ,i really love how this person have a good sense of boundaries they wouldn't make you uncomfortable , they literally overthink every conversation, they hate when you look closed off , they feel very possesive over you and they also feel guilty about their feelings uff this was heavy pile 1 this person needs a lot of reassurance.

Why do they like you ?

They find you cute, they feel like they manifested you , you are their type they see you as the next big thing in their life , they were going through a tough time , they have come of it recently and they have been trying to be their best self they only want best things in their life , they dont want to settle for less ,you could be an escape from their day to day life like the only thing that feels good , this person is trying to discern as well like do i like them ? Or am i just bored ? I feel like this person is confused but stubborn on their decision they feel like its kind of attraction that developed way too fast so thats why they're taking it slow , i would say they're not in denial now but they were in the beginning they would ignore you and they would try to find flaws in you but its kind of hard for them to get over their feelings they could be a fire mars , fire mars do not commit easily they fall fast and hard and they kind of need that sign that okay i need this and i need to take action before i miss out on something good . This person is 100 percent spiritual i keep hearing universe/ soulmate ...this person is really connected to their inner self & trust themselves .

What can they bring to your life ?

A lot of joy , understanding, support, fun moments this person is a giver and they'll be invested in your connection , i strongly feel this will be a long term connection, i feel like it could be very different from your previous one , this person will pay a lot of attention to you and they'll help you out , this person is big on PDA , they're gonna put their best foot forward, I like this person 💁i dont see any bad intentions, they are focused on bringing clarity to the connection at the moment because they have s tendency to self sabotage and universe is like No 🙃 . This person could have long healthy hairs , kind of piercing eyes , chin ? Tattoo , feminine look ah idk i'm getting felix , naruto , jane , they could look similiar to them this person is very shy they dont want to reveal anything that could expose them .

Your personal/ significant number is 3 .

Astrological details: cancer 9h , virgo8h , neptune 8h , libra rising, uranus-pluto , gemini stellium , saturn 3rd(yeah this person feels insecure about their expression of thoughts they feel like they can mess up ), retrograde planets , chiron-venus aspects , gemini venus .

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Thanks for reading !!

Pile ll.

You can take it however you want ,a person who'll be coming into your life or someone you are manifestating , you can refer this pac as confirmation too

I think this is someone who's yet to be in your life but let's see

Who likes you ?

Someone who has regrets over you , they dont like to see you with other people, this connection has ended before it begun this could be an ex or someone who was a fling or an unconfessed love this person is dramatic and hopeless they want to give up and find someone new but they keep coming back to you they have failed relationships because of this , maybe you guys were in a situationship, this person keeps tabs on you lets say they attended your graduation ceremony but they pretended as if they didn't came for you , this could be someone who's cold and cautious or you could feel this way they are hesitant to show their affections they hate dissapointing others but they do it anyways ☠️✋🏻this person has a lot of pride and that stops them as well they dont want to hurt themselves so they hurt others in the process, yeah this person is protective over themselves they could be same age as you , they're kind of hurt by people, they're misunderstood and prefers to stay alone they could be well known but they still keep to themselves, they give me a good friend vibe but yes this person is very analytical, you say one thing wrong like you make fun of their interests and they'll disown you , they'll hide in their cocoon,i keep hearing extravagant words they could work somewhere very professional they could have a strong masculine voice gender doesn't matter ,they hate being the center of attention, they give me angelina jolie vibes, they could come off strong like they have a good built this person is into fitness , they could have a defined facial structure but they dont put in a lot of efforts in their appearance i feel like you have some sort of effect on them , it reminds me of those videos where they say ..."be around the girls who giggles a lot they'll heal you ....." i feel like you're someone very sweet but you're in some way similiar you could be like the mom friend , you may love travelling you may wear glasses ,you may love being online and talkin' with people this person feels like you're very secure and people like you easily you may love photography and east Asian cuisines, you could be a Pisces/taurus or you give that vibe i feel like you're free with this person this person makes you feel present in the moment, you guys explore a lot of new things with each other , you guys will be those couples who people feel like they dont know you guys but they're envious because you're so like married couples its like you have so much understanding and appreciation for each other , i'm getting respect you guys are not that couple who talk behind each others back ,you guys bring no drama for the people. I dont think so this connection is over 🫡☠️i keep speaking as if things are gonna happen, some of you could meet them while doing the most random thing ANYWAYS ...

Hmm interesting this person is not over you guys idk who this is , this person feels like you need new beginning together this could be a friend too who likes you but they maybe in the past has not accepted it . Its like your friends know them , you know their struggle in some way but they're still a mystery this person is resilient and hates losing they're kind of quiet but you should have guts to challenge them, they keep a lot in them they dont express themselves easily ughhh why is this so aqua/scorpio moon combo like no one is judging your ass 😭jk jk

Why do they like you ?

Oh this person is down bad for you , not a lot of people intrigue them they hardly like anyone, this person is head over heels they love your fashion style , they like your messy hair they love your angry face like they love everything about you , check where Sagittarius is rulling in your chart . This person feels like a fan of you 🤷you know when i was reading for who are they and what connection do you share this person was being so cool and nonchalant and now the feelings are literally on my face , you could carry a lot of. .... i dont back down energy ...." and this person loves that , they feel you're a combo , they feel like you challenge them , they want to experience every inch of you *i dont use these words guys its giving Wattpad i'm just chanelling dont judge me 🫠* they want to travel with you like lets go to movies , lets go here & there they want to get you alone , they could be a Aussie? They could be a journalist or they could be your senior, this person could make you shy easily they're just so attentive, i'm seeing someone literally stare tf out of the other person sitting across like bestie chill 😭 i'm telling you guys this person knows how to flirt , you might find them annoying too like let me eat peacefully and this person is like 🥹 you're so cute & its kind of baffling because LIKE YOUR MOUTH IS STUFFED WITH CARAMEL CHOCOLATE AND YOU'RE GIVING THEM WTF LOOK Its chaotic like that 😭✋🏼. This person may have this tendency to smile to themselves and sometimes you just wonder if this bitch is laughing at your ass 😭 . Ok but the amount of emojis its hard for this person to let you know how much they're into you they just cant and this is a struggle you'll have to face (':

You can be frustrated with them as well or other people are tired of their ass because i keep hearing cuss words , this person is hella mad at you and that's how you know i'm talkin' abt that person , they hate how you act so cool , how it looks like nothing effects you .

What can they bring to your life?

This person will bring travel , food and peace in your life , you'll be joyous around them , i'm getting reminded of ailee from tiktok, you'know that couple , you are two sides of the coin you guys are funky together , you guys will do things for each other lets say you never wrote a letter in your life but for this person you will.... lets say you person never cooked for anyone but for you they will , you are kind of polar apart , you might not even like this person at first but then like something happens and you start noticing them but the attraction was always there like you kind of realise you dont pay attention to them when you should?? Something like that *sorry it was kinda confusing* ,its like silent love , you both know you like each other but no one's making the first move like that BOLD move I'm talkin about, yeah you remind me of ailee and how she is with her boyfriend like she's giggling all the time and its so wholesome.

I dont want to end this reading its so cute how this person is ready to change themselves and be uncomfortable with that change for you . No cause GOOD . People should put in effort for their loved ones .

This person could have beard if they're a guy , they could be tall or they could be short too , they have a long oval face , they could have short kinda sliky hairs , they have this droppy eyes like that actor Johnny depp ,they love sunset ? , they could wear baggy clothes, they love accesories , they may have a favourite bag ,they value their things . They could look like lisa , jundu , jori ,n? They could work at sanitorium , jersey , break/separation,movie fan , sophomore. They could like Taylor swift as well or you do but there's someone here who's very much into westeen artists , main stream and their music . They could give reviews?

Your personal/significant number is 6 ,222, 759

Astrological details: leo , Virgo moon , pisces Mercury, libra mars ,saggi rising/moon , 12th placements, december , scorpio11h , pisces placements(they could come off as distant and aloof , a dreamer in their own world) they could be very direct in their communication,leo mars, gemini rising , they could work at McDonald's , yeah you guys may love beach cancer8h , you guys bond deeply .

Song message:

this person is hella mad at you and that's how you know i'm talkin' abt that person , they hate how u act so cool , i'm telling you this person will lose their mind if you leave them , let the universe handle their ego , this person will only be allowed in your space when they're not agressive and demanding , they could act like 5yr old and thats why they're not around you , this person needs to be sure of their actions and intentions because this relationship is very significant for both of you , i'm hearing like dont mess it up and whatsoever. You would know better if its meant for you .

Thanks for reading !!

Pile lll.

You can take it however you want ,a person who'll be coming into your life or someone you are manifestating , you can refer this pac as confirmation too

Who likes you ?

I'm getting dynamic first

Ok there's a lot of attraction ....this person is new , they are starting to notice you , they are likeable kind of fun to be around, this is someone who you'll have a fun banter with ,you guys will be very expressive w/each other , this can start of as just friends , this could be an fwb , this person is gonna sweep you of your feet , (i was using a lot of yeahs apparently) they do talk like that and that's how you know its them its giving gemini 10h , this person is a chaser , you are not looking for love is how they feel , you're independent and a boss lady/men ,you trust your intuition, i feel like this is that relationship where you'll be smiling against your will while texting them 😭 you'll be in denial for sure or you are , this person will have a massive affect on you & vise versa, they're too much at times, this person is extra ✨they can be a fun person for their loved one's, they can be the gossip queen , this person is caring, straightforward and blunt if they like you , you will KNOW , they cant hide it for you . This person is petty asf , this person is frustrated , they could feel paranoid , this tendency of theirs to feed of jealousy comes from tension , anger , sadness & eagerness in your relationship .

Ok but i really love your vibe tho 🌞 you just shine pile lll , nobody can steal your light you may be psychic yourself you're connected to the divine, you are that person who childerens Love, you're positive and classy , this person will fall in love unexpectedly i think its somewhere between like+ attraction,they love your personality , you are this persons "dream" person , this person wants a person like you in their life , you are you know their competition like if they're 5 you're 10 .period . You could have met them where people were celebrating?

There's a lot of sexual attraction, 5th house vibe , in the party everyone can see your chemistry but this person has a hard time understanding, they want their persons attention when they're in a relationship this could piss you off because they're the type of person who's like oh i didn't study but they have topped the class cause they're always prepared and you don't want to rush into things , this person is like hyper active this person expresses what they feel they can get easily frustrated , this person is no filter , you can be yourself around them , you guys give off best friends -lover energy , its like they want to know everything thats going on with you , you cant hide it , i highly feel there will be instances where this person can misbehave with people out of jealousy they can blame you and sulk about it " why do you even talk with that person ? " Who are you i'm their person " things like that . You're more mature than this person for sure . This person could be into gift giving. This person could stress you out , they're sweet , you could be someone who needs space and this person is a drama queen , they'll literally act dramatic if you dont give them attention they cant put their act for long tho , this person is more of " okay i forgive you , let's go get tacos " and you're like WHAT? 😭Remind me when did i even apologise...

Oh YASS this person is reminding me of ASAP ROCKY you know how he's playful with rihanna 24/7 , they're from a well off family *old money* i keep seeing coins

Why do they like you ?

They wanna be like you , you inspire them to change for better , you make them feel serious about their goals , they have a soft corner for you , they like your personality because you're everything they need , they love how independent and a boss lady/guy you are , they feel protective over you yeahh they dont feel these things with other people thats why , this person could share moon synastry with you which i love 😭💙They could feel at peace with you , you're their home and thats why they're so affected by your energy because you pull them in . This person could be commitment phobic i wouldn't say it tbh i feel they are more nonchalant, do not take anything seriously but they take your relationship VERY seriously....when you feel these weird feelings for someone and you wanna get rid of this mindset and truly cherish the person . That's how this person feels for you , You guys won't feel that instant attraction its slow burn , its like you did not even wanted to get involved but you did😭✋🏻 ah i hope i'm making sense* i dont feel like editing your pile because the energy feels so free and i feel as though i should put things as i channel them 💙🫶🏼ignore any mistakes...

What they bring to your life?

A breathe of fresh air , you are relaxed with them you know how elders say don't be w/ someone who gives you butterflies be w/someone who calms your nervous system lol , you guys will be nasty together, you guys will be very comfortable, lots of jokes , cuddles , cute fights , emotional attachment, sweet love yeah its kind of magical i feel like rapunzel 😷* sorry lmao*

Your personal /significant number is 7 , 9 , 30

Astrological details : mars4h , uranus sextile venus , Aquarius moon , air sign , leo mercury, chiron-venus aspects , 4h placements , leo - virgo , sun 2h , jupiter8h , north node / sagg is very important here (this relationship is meant to bring Harmony & alignment) ,moon1h

there's delay here for some reason , there's a lot of uncertainty coming from someone's energy or outside influence , could be anything work , people, timing...which is normal (: i feel as though the timing is important so nothing will feel out of place . Also i'm picking up on abondonment issues , Anyways .

Song message

See i told you guys , this could be their first serious relationship & they're feeling every emotion alive lmao

Thanks for reading!!

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arcadia345 · 7 months

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Astro observations🤍🦢

Not a real astrologer just my observations:)TW🔞

I noticed in 10th house Synastry house person could feel like planet person is shallow if you know them irl or it could be difficult to build a deeper connection w them but if it’s a celeb/far distance person you feel like you know them better than most people 💀 esp if it’s in a water sign notice me jungkook 💜

I’ve noticed people with outer planets in the 1st have shocking resemblance to their ancestors

Capricorn placements don’t get enough recognition for how many hidden gifts/ talented they are. I feel like people forget that they’re half goat/fish so their creativity can go overlooked(wow what a surprise). Wherever Capricorn/ Saturn is in you chart is where your hidden talents are, where you tend to feel shunned from/your biggest obstacles in life, where people try to belittle you because they see your potential. But once you realize your potential and work on it consistently you can become oh so powerful.

6th:their work ethic, natural healers, could be accused of being lazy, having haters at work, animals love them but they could’ve have bad experiences with them in the past, having good health/nice body if you’re persistent

3rd: being discouraged by your peers/teachers/family because of your communication skills, could do really well in later school years and also could be popular, feeling like your pov is never taken into thought, they could have been the child that was the most problematic but also the one that holds the family together like glue

12th: they sometimes could feel like a shadow also could see shadows💀 strong intuition without knowing it, people could spread lies behind ur back, another healer placement, you know other peoples fantasies & secrets bc of insights you get via dreams, having lots of hidden talents/info that you learn about yourself as you get older, definition of old souls

Also I’ve noticed Capricorn placements (esp fems) have strong intuition especially in tough situations they’re definitely the ones you go to for advice

My Capricorn stellium coworker said she basically worked all way till her due date with all her kids😳 but her last one almost came WHILE on the clock😭😭 like you need to rest mamas

Prominent Aries with a sprinkle of Neptune energy LOVE BLUSH and if you don’t please try it out you’d look so good😩and don’t be scared to experiment when it comes to makeup RAMS are meant to be BOLD example

Having a crush on someone you have 11th house synastry especially mars or sun is so hard😭😭😭 it’s so hard to get them to see you as other than a friend 😕 not impossible tho😈

Libra moon masc tend to have heavy karma when it comes to women esp family members, could go either way but most of the time they’re the ones getting hurt by the fem

Have y’all noticed some older Scorpio suns still dress like they’re in 2013? Which isn’t surprising since that was around the time millennials (Scorpio Pluto gen) were thriving

Saturn in 4th, I’ve noticed that they’ve had to deal with restrictions at a young age either it be emotional or material especially when it comes to food I now people with this placement that were fatshamed by their family members

Sun in 12/6 could have absent fathers in different ways

6th:he could be incarcerated, a workaholic, could’ve been ill, could be in the army

12th: also could be incarcerated, you probably don’t know who your father is or never met him, he could have passed, could be obsessed with finding him/absolutely no interest at all, could have a dr*ug addiction

Sorry not sorry but Saturn in the 5th natals are so boring😴true definition of squares have some fun once and awhile they’re all work no play

A pair I love to see is Virgo with Aquarius/Capricorn it’s either VERY toxic or they have cutest relationship ever😭

Venus In 10th synastry, they could see each other as the best looking partner that they’ve ever had

I noticed I tend to have 3rd/4th house synastry with my pets, but the ones I have to give away have planets in my outer house

That’s all for now don’t forget to like and follow🩶

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Got Love Sick All Over My Bed

Astarion x F!Reader!Tav

Summary: Astarion discovers Tav having a private moment in her tent.

approx 1.5k words

cross posted on ao3

CW: 18+ Minors DNI, smut, masturbation, maybe a tiny bit voyeurism but only if you squint. biting. vampires.

A/N: I am just in the inspiration train so I banged out (lol) this quick one shot. just feeling so creative! once again barely proofread so excuse any glaring issues. Feedback always appreciated :) enjoy!

The smell of smoke lingers on your hair and the clothes lying in a pile at the foot of your bedroll. This was a usual occurrence, as nearly every evening was spent at the fire with your companions, discussing the day and what was to come. Conversations often went in circles, regardless of what had happened that day you often felt you were no closer to safety, always in danger. During these nights, you often found your mind and your eyes wandering to Astarion, whose pale skin and sliver hair was awash with a golden glow from the firelight. He was always entrancingly beautiful, but in this light he was truly ethereal, otherworldly. You were awash with love for him, and yet at the same time completely unsure if he felt the same way or would stick around long enough for you to find out.

These memories and feelings swirl in your mind as you try to relax on the uneven ground. It was difficult to remove your doubtful thoughts of Astarion. In an effort to gain closeness to him, you had offered your neck and your blood to him. Over time, for yourself at least, it had become something you anticipated and desired each night; you wished to steal a kiss from him before the ritual. Tonight, you imagine more. You close your eyes, picturing the crescent of his collar bones under his loose silk shirt he wore each evening at camp. The spot where his jaw meets his neck. The feeling of his body pressing against yours, his broad shoulders and chest that narrow delicately to his waist, his hips, his hands…

Tonight you want him, you want what you know he is capable of doing to you. He is to meet you tonight, in your tent, after the others have settled in their own.

You have time though, don’t you…?

You feel blood rush to your pelvis, a slick arousal beginning to pool between your legs.

Unable to curb your desire you trail your cool fingers down your abdomen, pushing up goosebumps as you progress. Already naked under your blankets, you find your clit and begin to rub small circles, gentle and delicately at first. You imagine the smell of Astarion’s hair, sweet with bergamot…

You imagine the smell of Astarion’s hair while he kisses you and touches you the way you touch yourself. A light gasp escapes your lips as the image sends a jolt of energy through your body and you press harder with your fingers. You move on for a moment, pushing two fingers inside of yourself, slightly shocked at how wet you have become. You slip further into your fantasy, imagining Astarion cupping your breast while he fingers you, playing with your nipple, kissing your jaw and neck. Gods, you wish for it.

“Oh my… now what do we have here..?” A voice questions in the darkness at the entrance of your tent.

Your stomach drops, and your eyes jolt open.

Oh. Fuck. You think, feeling your cheeks flush. You in fact, did not have time for this before the object of your desires arrived at your stoop. How long had he been there?

“I… uh, hi,” you croak, your mouth slightly dry from the rhythmic breathing forced by your touch.

Astarion widens the slack door of your tent and lets himself in, an knowing grin across his face. He immediately sits beside you near your pillow. No matter how unreasonable, there was no doubt to you that he knew your pounding heart was beating for him. You sit up, pulling your blanket up to cover your bare chest, feeling unusually exposed in front of him tonight.

“Shall we?” He asks, ignoring what you felt to be the elephant in the room. Though you felt embarrassment, the idea of him watching you touch yourself made your clit pulsate and wetness continue to flow from within you.

“Oh, yes… of course.” You answer, trying to hide your arousal.

Astarion moves behind you, sitting with one leg on either side of you. This was not his usual approach to feeding, and you wonder what he is planning.

“Darling, do lean back for me,” he requests, his voice deep and velvety. You lay back, resting your bare back against him. Your heart continues to pound in your chest and at this point, you were more than certain he could feel it. You tilt your chin back looking up at home with wide eyes and meeting his crimson gaze. He leans forward, and you anticipate the joining of your bodies with his bite.

To your surprise, he lays a gentle kiss on your neck. You gasp, and blink, was this a dream?

“Is that alright, my dear?” he asks, his lips brushing your neck as he spoke. You nod yes, rendered speechless by his kiss. “May I continue?” he asks again, and you nod once more, moving a hand slowly to touch one of his legs.

His kiss meets your neck again, kissing slowly, his fangs only occasionally catching your skin rather than piercing it. You feel your throbbing heartbeat between your legs, as you feel the blanket you had pulled across your chest begin to slip down as you arch your back to allow Astarion more access to your neck. The cool air grasps your nipples and they grow dense and hard in response.

“Would you like to continue to touch yourself?” He asks.

Yes Gods, Yes. You wanted to. You wanted him to watch you. Still, the bewilderment you felt of these fantastical actions playing out squirmed at the back of your mind.

“Please… I do,” you affirm. You send your free hand back down to your folds, and find them even slipperier than they were before. The blanket falls further down your chest until your breasts are fully exposed and it only covers your hand working on your clit.

Astarion moves a hand to one of your breasts, continuing to kiss your neck and jaw. His cool touch sends lighting through your body.

Your clit throbs under your fingers, swollen and sensitive. As much as you desired these moments to last forever, there was certainly no way you would be lasting very long. Moaning and gasping in Astarion’s arms, you rub yourself hungrily.

It doesn’t take much more to reach your peak, bursting into orgasm suddenly. Your hips sway, and you clench rhythmically around nothing. Your back arches and you press the back of your head into Astarion’s shoulder.

Your neck now even more exposed, Astarion sinks his teeth into you, your rich, crimson blood flowing into his mouth. You burn in pain, and you close your eyes, submitting to him.

Eventually, the rush calms, and you are left a panting, bloody mess in Astarion’s arms. You look up to his face again, this time moving to meet his mouth.

You join in a passionate kiss, and he slides his tongue into your mouth. You taste your own blood in his mouth and relish in imaging how much he enjoys the taste of you.

It was an explosion of passion, nearly as satisfying as your orgasm mere moments before. His soft lips sliding against yours, his fangs occasionally catching, his tongue touching and sliding against your own.

You pull away for a moment, looking into his ruby eyes.

“How…?” you ask, unable to find the words to describe your confusion at the sudden encounter, almost a recreation of what had occurred in your mind only moments before his arrival.

Astarion opens his mind to you, psychically linking to yours through the tadpoles that swum in your brain. You needn’t see his thoughts to know what has happened. How could you be so naive, of course the tadpole. Of course. In your fit of sudden insatiable desire, you left yourself almost completely unattended. Anyone who was tadpole-afflicted that happened to be wandering by may as well had been broadcasted the images you had conjured in your mind.

Without words, Astarion interrupts your thoughts. You see into his own mind, and are flustered by what you see. The same feelings you hold towards him, the same desires, the same yearning, the same love - but all for you.

You sit up, turning to look at him straight on, completely at a loss for words. He had wished for this as much as you had. A gentle, warm smile spreads across your face.

“Will you… stay with me tonight?” you ask, your voice faltering, still riddled with disbelief.

“I want nothing more” He replies, reaching a hand out to cup your cheek.

Like twisting vines, the two of you entangle yourselves in each others arms, and cuddle into the bedroll. Exhausted and contented, the worries that plagued your thoughts earlier that evening were nowhere to be found, and you knew that you wouldn’t be kept up from them ever again.

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