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romanestuffsposts · 4 months

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Hi hi hi!

Can you write a Stucky x ticklish little reader where Daddy and Papa realize that she laughs more and gets more flustered when they verbally tease her when they tickle her?

Hiii there love! 💜

Of course I can write it for you! That’s such a cute request I absolutely love it, thank you for that!

I’m sorry it took so long to come out, tho.

I wish you a happy new years's eve!!!!

Enjoy <33

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Warnings : tickles, teasing, ticklish feet, ticklish armpits, ticklish ribs, playful, pet names, fluff, kisses, cuddles

Pairings : Daddies!Stucky ; Daddy!Bucky x Papa!Steve x Little!Reader

Summary : When your Daddies discover something, they'll sure keep their attentions on it...

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You always loved getting tickled, wether it was from your Daddies or by anything that tickles your sensitive skin by one little touch.

It’s rare that you have a full session where they tickles you until you pee on yourself but they love to poke your ribs whenever you remove your shirt or lightly wiggling their indexes in the allow of your arms when tou stretch in bed in the morning.

They love washing your little toes just to watch them curl and to hear you laughing in the bathtub. But it never went further, or it’s been a long time that it happened and you don’t remember

However, it’s apparently about to change today.

You were currently cooking cookies with your Papa while your Daddy was away on a mission. During those kind of times, when one of your Daddies were working, the other who stay with you do whatever he can to change your mind.

You have the bad habits to quickly getting worried for the most little thing so it's their goals to occupied you. You even sleep in their bed each nights when it happens so you won't be alone.

The morning was filled with laughters and good memories as your Papa taught you how to cook his famous cookies you love so much.

You're now spinning in the cookie dough like your Papa explained to you, sitting on your ankles. You hear your Papa praising you here and there each time he looks over your shoulder to see the bowl

"good job, princess"

"you're stronger than me, you don't seems even tired"

"that's my good girl"

"here, you can drop a finger in the dough because of your good job"

"you're doing it so perfectly good"

At one point, he comes behind you but apparently you hadn't heard him beause you discreetly drop a finger in the dough again, not knowing he was right behind you.

He tilts his head and shakes it with a smirk on his lips. Even tho you weren't allowed to do that, he still find it pretty adorable.

He stands back up and keep watching you quietly from behind. He rests his hands on the counter, right beside you and lower his head, shaking it again as he sees you dropping another finger in the bowl.

He taps his fingers on the counter and watch them as he thinks about what he's going to do with you. The though stop there once he notices your little feet sneaking from under you.

He grins with closed lips and leans down until his cheek is against yours, at the same time, his fingers come closer to your soles and as he whispers the words "what are you doing behind my back, sneaking little one" his fingers fall on your sensitive skin.

Your toes curled at the contact and you giggle as you try to block your feet with your hands behind you. Your Papa anticipited this move tho, he hugs your upper body, which cause him to block your arms. Now that he has full access to your little feet, he won't stop himself.

"what ?" he mocks as he travels the tips of his fingers against your soft soles "ohhh you thought I wouldn't see you eating all the cookies dough behind my back ?" he smirks

"well you're wrong, princess. Remember that i have eyes everywhere" He kisses your cheeks and laughs along with you. You're laughters intensify when he starts to tickle you with his nails

"you can't get away without anything after what you did, huh ?"

You laugh harder after each sentences he makes and that's only when he realizes it.

"you like it when i tease you baby ?" he smirks, his fingers still torturing your squirming soles. You lean your head back against his shoulder and shake your head

"your adorable little giggles tell me otherwise, princess" he chuckles.

A few days later, your Daddy is finally back home but you don't know that right now.

You're in their bedroom because you wanted to wear one of their big shirt that always smell good like them, you're trying to remove your own shirt but you failed.

Everything went perfectly fine before you tried to pass your shirt above your head. You're now trapped in you own clothe, your arms above your head.

You groan in frustation.

The groan covers the sound of the door opening and your Daddy had to contain himself from laughing. He steps to you until he's standing in front of you and enjoy for a moment watching you squirming your way out of the shirt, without success anyway.

He smirks and lifts his indexes up bringing them toward your exposed armpits. The soft touch didn't just took you by surprise, you immediately feel ticklish at just the touch. You bring your upper body down by reflex and let out a scream of giggles.

This cause your Daddy to laugh and to, of course, keep going "what's the matter, little one ?" he teases.

You gasp behind your laughters at the voice of your Daddy. It's been days since you last ehard him and you didn't even know he was home. Of course you could've guessed it was him because of his cold hand but your mind was too busy with the tickles to registering the others sensations on your skin.

"D-daddyy" you whine between giggles. He chuckles but keep going "yessss ?" he mocks with the same tone you used "why don't you come to greet me, baby ?" he smirks "you too busy to come to Daddy ?"

You groan and fall on the ground as you squirm "oh, why are you leaving me ?" He follows you on the ground and reach this time for your ribs. He wiggles his fingers on your upper ribs causing you to scream and kicking your feet "aren't you the cutest" he laughs

"does that tickle ?" He asks knowingly. He's kinda surprise by your reaction, of course he knew you were incredibly tickles almost everywhere on your precious little body but you never react like that, with screams.

Usually you giggle and laugh, you kick them with your feet and try to crawl away but this time, it's clearly different.

"did you get more ticklish during the time i was away or what ?" he laughs, not believing the reaction he gets from you. You yell at him to stop because you can't take it anymore and he does.

He helps you getting out of your shirt and contain his laughters when he sees your messy hair on your face and your angry face as you glare at him.

He tilts his head, a smile on his face. After some secondes he opens his arms "com'here my babygirl" he says with a soft voice. Your glare immadiately vanish and you jump in his ambrace.

"god I missed you so much"

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xhanelia · 7 months

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Healing Yoru's inner world.

You happen to know why Yoru act kind of rude and careless all the time. He is scared. Love him plz.

You and Yoru wasnt always like this.

It started off rather cold. Yoru was being Yoru. Insulting you here and there. Ofcourse he has to be the best and all. You know the deal.

But when his firends jokes around him, he gets all emberrased and rather angry. You knew that feeling. Trying to act tough and the others make fun of it? It was... sad.

The jokes that Jett and Phoenix did may have been a little funny but you holded it. Holding the laugh in and shooing the others out of his head.

"C'mon guys! We have work to do." Or "Brim is calling you Jett." Or "He is tired guys. Lets leave him alone."

They may have chatter about you when you were away. Calling you his calmer version copy-paste and all but Sage heard that and it didnt ended up well for them. (They swore that they wont talk bad on any other agent.)

Yoru noticed what you were doing and actually was thankful to you. Tho he will never admit that.

You get to talk with him outside of the fights. He was still closed up about showing any kind of himself but you knew it will take time for him to open up. You wanted to take him out of his self-made hell.

You guys first started to talk in the common room witch was quite the favorite place among the agents. So you whispered him that if he wants to talk more, you'll be in your room.

And after that, whenever Yoru wanted to talk to you, just wanted to pour his heart out, he would always be at your door. Knowing that you'll always welcome him without judging.

And to that part, judging, that is what made you both so close. Yoru was able to be himself without any worries because he knew you wouldnt judge or tease him for it. You knew it was hard for him to be vunreable around somebody. And he needed it. So you offered your arms.

It didnt have to be any talking when he came over. He just wanted a presence around him. Mostly yours. He was all alone before, yes. But he just couldnt find the peace in it anymore. It was better when he was able to hear your slow breaths and feel your warmth near him. Since he knew he wasnt the best with words, he preferred this secret meet-ups this way.

You get to a condition that he shared his snacks with you. Without you asking. Yoru? And sharing? Well, there was definately a change of manners.

He offered his snack to you by holding it infront of you. Waiting for you to take afew.

Jett saw that and when she was about to say something you made a hush movement by putting your index finger on your lips. Luckily he didnt noticed her. (She begged for some snacks from you after Yoru left tho.)

But it got to a point when he cried. Infront of you.

He knocked your door while trying to hold his tears. You opened it as always and saw him with teary eyes. He didnt say anything while closing the door behind. Hugging you while crying silently on your shoulder.

"Do you want to talk about it?" You say while patting his back. He just shook his head as a no. You didnt pressed on it. But the memory was still in your head like a gold.

He was getting less angry. Learning how to ignore people. Trying to maintain the urge to talk back over everything. Ofcourse he still had his ego on his side. It was just a little off. Like he was asking for help if he needs it or thanking somebody for their help. But at the end of the day he did praised himself.

He was beginning to heal. Thanks to you. Brim was so thankful to you. As well as Sage.

(While im writing this, its raining and lightnings are lightening my room. The roars coming after it? Its quite peacefull tbh.)

#yoru x reader #yoru valorant #yoru #valorant #valorant x reader #valorant x you #yoru headcannons

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hearts4juzi · 8 months

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"do NOT ask me about ggy or patient 46 because i WILL begin ranting"

You see, I am incapable of ever listening to anyone, ever, so I must ask about GGY and patient 46

I have absolutely no knowledge of modern FNaF lore; I have not read any of the books (something I plan to fix whenever my bank account stops bleeding) so you're gonna have to do some heavy lifting here and tell me all about it

Ooh boy rubs my hands together

okay so im gonna start with ggy because i love Tony and Ellis. (i dont have the book in front of me tho so this isnt gonna be 100% every detail)

GGY is about a kid named Tony Becker who has an assignment in his 6th grade english class. He has to write a fictional mystery with side plots that tie into the main plot. He chooses to do this with his two friends. They use pen names whenever they do their english projects together (sobs and wails and cries into my hands) and Tony picked Tarbell, and his friends were Boots and Dr. Rabbit (or Rab for short).

Tony wants to start working on their project, but Boots and Rab want to go to the fazcade. Tony gives in when rab backs up boots (tony sees boots as immature and worries about outgrowing him and hanging out more with rab) tony wanders around the fazcade trying to find inspo, and then notices someone named GGY with top scores on some of the games. when he asks other people about it, they tell him the scores are seemingly impossible, but when he asks a staff member, he's told they haven't been hacked.

At some point he makes an online blog to ask about it and a girl he'd talked to in the fazcade asks him to meet her. she tells him that she thinks this is more than just high scores, and that he should stay out of it.

Oh also freddy keeps watching tony and at some point begins following him.

Tony finds out that GGY has a hacked party pass (or it was like a fun pass or smth) that gives them access to much more than it should, working almost like a security card.

Tony then finds out one of the school counselors has gone missing, and he sneaks into the librarian's office to learn more about it. he finds out two other counselors have also gone missing, all of them having gone to the pizzaplex before disappearing.

tony writes his paper and gives it to Rab and Boots to look over, and when they come back the next day, they've changed it into a fantasy story. And GGY is labled as the wizard's favorite apprentice, rather than someone getting high scores on arcade games.

tony is upset with rab and boots and begins calling htem by their actual names.

Rab is Greg, Boots is Ellis.

tony is also in trouble for sneaking into the librarian's office and using her laptop, so he has detention shelving books.

Greg come and offers to take him to the pizzaplex when he's done, and it's kind of implied he killed him there.

again i have bad memory and i dont have the book in front of my so anyone can feel free to correct anythign i got wrong or missed

now onto patient 46 who's from the therapy tapes in sb.

this'll be undeniably easier because i can just listen to the tapes. patient 46 is also not confirmed to be gregory, its just a theory, so im just gonna call them 46.

its important to note that 46 does not speak.

everything here is things implied to have been nonverbally communicated to the therapist.

Tape 2:

It starts with the therapist talking about how the day is nice, but 46 doesnt like the light, so the therapist draws the blinds. she then comments on how 46 is not talking to her today, and says that she gets reviews from patients, and when 46 doesn't let her help them, she gets bad reviews. she tells 46 she could get in trouble and get put in timeout, which 46 finds funny.

Tape 4:

New therapist is here, she asks if 46 is going to talk to her, and they dont reply. she asks whats wrong, and they gesture to the flowers. the therapist comments on them being particularly fragrant and moves them. The therapist then comments on 46 staring at something, and says they're "amazingly alert." she says shed like to have 46 tell her about themself, but 46 does not. the therapist instead chooses to look through their notes. she also comments on the chair not fitting 46, but its not specified if its too big or too small. she then asks if 46 is bothered by a new therapist, but 46 doesnt seem surprised or confused at all. the therapist says shes surprised by whats in 46's notes. she says they have a "rebellious side" and a knack for computers, and explains the word phenom to them. the tape ends with her asking if 46 considers themself a hacker

tape 6:

new therapise again! she tells 46 shes already read their files and knows what theyve worked on. 46 asks for a candy, and she gives one to them, taking one for herself as well. she says she wants to start with 46's parents, and claims it was tragic but she doesnt think 46 has processed it emotionally. she says they wrote it like they had read it off of a book. (her exact words are they wrote an objective rather than a subjective narrative, but 46 didnt know what that meant.) she says 46 spends a lot of time alone and is good at self-dialogue, which she explains is "asking urself questions and getting answers" she tells them to try asking themself how they feel about what happened to them. she tells them to let themself be upset about it so they can let it go.

tape 8:

same therapist as 6! she asks 46 if theyve thought about what they talked about. 46 had told them their past had made them sad and scared. the therapist asks if they had written down exactly what made them feel that way. she then says she works with many people who respond to tragedy differently. she asks 46 if their fantasies would be different had this tragedy not happened to them.

Tape 13:

new therapist again! she says when shes getting to know a client, she likes to find out abt their hobbies. when she doesnt get a reply, she asks if they like sports. 46 tells her they like to watch sports, but not play them. and that they like to stay inside. the therapist then reluctantly tells 46 that their previous therapists have gone missing. except one who was found dead, and they said her body looked to be mangled by machinery. the therapist also comments that 46 doesn't look concerned about it. she jokes about watching her back, which 46 finds funny.

Tape 14:

same therapist as 13. she asks if 46 knows about the pizzaplex, and says the technicians who work there know them. theyve seen what they think is 46 on the security cameras. they say 46 was accused of hacking their systems. the therapist says that the hacks are causing tons of problems, but that there's no solid proof it was 46, and 46 finds it funny that the techs are having issues. she says she finds it weird that 46 would spend time in such a busy, crowded place despite their loner attitude. she asks if its the electronics that 46 likes. she also says theyve designed programs that talk to them and repeat phrases. she says it asks them questions and prompts for responses, like their own little therapist. she said at first she had thought they were talking to themself, but it seems more like they were talking to someone else. she asks who it was.

Tape 15:

same therapist as 13+14. she starts with asking if 46 wants to do an ink blot test. she shows them an image, and 46 asks to hold it. 46 says it reminds them of a mask. the therapist asks if 46 likes the idea of being disguised, and how they make you invisible. she says being invisible lets you get away with anything, and asks 46 if they like that idea. she then moves on to something else, telling 46 that it seems theyve been talking to someone else. she says the techs think that its someone trying to lure 46 away, or manipulate them. the therapist moves to where she can see 46's eyes, and says she got something different from the communications. she accuses 46 of manipulating someone, rather than being manipulated. she says they were recorded on the security cameras with someone else. she says that it looks like the person theyre with has rabbit ears, which 46 finds amusing.

Tape 16:

Same therapist as 13+14+15. she says shes gotten another message from the pizzaplex that says that theres a glitch in the system that makes the animatronics more eerie than entertaining. she says the glitch spread system-wide and infected all the machines. she also says it was traced back to 46. she says the glitch broadcasted a dangerous message. she also says that when the techs were trying to fix it, the source shifted. she says that the glitch changed from a glitch and became a set of sub-routines that were made to do exactly what the glitch was doing. (which basically means it stopped just being a glitch and became part of the system?? i think?? idk shit abt computers bruh) when 46 does not reply, she presses, saying she is on their side and wont tell anyone what is told to her during the session and that the techs have no proof it was 46, so theyre not in trouble. when 46 doesnt reply still, she brings up their past. 46 refuses to look at her, but she continues. she says it doesnt matter if they look at the floor, because nothing they told her about their parents was true. she says they had great parents, and a great childhood. she asks 46 why they lied, and tells them to look at her. she then says she understands why 46 would be upset about the confrontation, and says they can come back to this another day. the last line she says is "you're shaking your head like that's not going to happen."

UHM YEAH IM NORMAL ABOUT THEM LOL.

i have a lot of thoughts on both of these parts and i personally believe 46 is Gregory. but if i dumped all my thoughts we'd be here all day so have this long ass explanation instead

#fnaf #ggy #patient 46 #dr. rabbit #fnaf security breach #tony becker #TZU rambles #a lot #TZU asks

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pandoa · 1 year

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Bluebells hydrangeas and maybe snapdragons if that’s ok?? And Azul pretty please

Bluebells ~ “be careful with your words. i might mistake your kindness for something more meaningful”

Hydrangeas ~ “i would do anything if it was for you”

Snapdragons ~ “this can’t be real…it feels too good to be real. tell me this is all a dream before i start believing”

~azul ashengrotto x gender neutral reader~

warnings: slight angst (?) just an insecure azul, really. mainly fluff tho

helloooo anonn! thank you for the request! the rules were only two prompts but since the 3rd prompt wasn't too difficult to add in, i included it just for you <3 hope you like it!

♡acceptance in you♡

“What if I told you that I thought your merform was absolutely beautiful?”

A restful voice calmly sang throughout the shining ambiance of the beachside’s coastline—light breezes of wind dancing past the evergreen palm trees—as it reached the perplexed ears of the Octavinelle housewarden. Lulling sounds of splishing and splashing of the ocean accompanied the way the birds above had flown across the sky, free and never ending. The sky had not a speck of darkness as the sun shone onto the sand, causing the coast to glimmer in an odd illusion. Azul was astounded by the way the wispy clouds reflected onto the water’s surface. But not as astounded by the abrupt comment you—who had been standing right beside him—had just let slip out.

“I would say you are preposterous. No sane merfolk—or human, at that—would say such rubbish,” Azul said as he peered down to gaze at his own pair of legs, almost scorning the original form they would take if he were to step into the ocean’s waves at that moment. You were jesting with him, you must’ve been! You would either have to be blind or simply ignorant to mean each word that came from your mouth. You just had to.

“And if I were speaking the truth?” you cooly asked, turning your gaze from the shoreline to face the second year beside you.

“Impossible.”

“How can you be so sure?”

A sharp sigh escaped Azul’s almost irked form, feeling a small tug pulling at his chest from the current conversation, “I should advise you to be careful with your words, Prefect. I might mistake your kindness for something deeper.”

“Is that such a bad thing, though? Tell me,” you tilted your head, feigning cluelessness at the housewarden. There was a particular answer you were looking for, and you made it a personal goal for yourself to gradually guide it out of him, “What would you mistake it for?”

“I’d rather not say.”

“Please do.”

“N-no…” Azul uncharacteristically stumbled over his tongue as a miniscule tint of red creeped onto the apples of his cheeks, “It is much too unlikely that a human such as yourself would even have a split chance at ever lo—”

“Loving you? A merman? One who was repeatedly ridiculed by others in the past all because of his octopus qualities?” Fully shifting your body to look at the gray-haired boy, the determined expression of your form caused a fluttering pound to arise in Azul’s chest, “Believe me, Azul, that is the last of my worries.”

The boy self consciously broke eye contact with you as he adjusted his silver glasses, fidgeting with the leather cuffs of his gloves as tears almost threatened his eyes with a burning touch, “Would you so mindlessly overlook these memories and torments of mine just to remain someone of emotional value to me? Do you not fear the consequences that could come with this, (Y/n)?”

An innocent and gentle reply voiced from your lips rivaled the distressed, almost fearful tone of the Octavinelle second year. “No, I don’t think that I do,” you uttered in an instant, “If ‘mindlessness’ is what you call someone who cares for you, then mindlessness is what I guess I’ll be.”

“I would do anything if it was for you.”

The gray-haired boy was then left awestruck by your directness. No person could ever be this sincere, correct? Azul watched as the stray locks of your hair danced with the palms of the trees surrounding you, a captivating waltz in the wind, rhythmic and lively. He watched as the white birds in the atmosphere seemed to float above you two, watched as the high tides of the ocean spread and engulfed the dry sand in a blanket of moisture, and watched as the twinkling of the waters reflected back to your eyes—sparkling and perfect. But most importantly, Azul watched as the coldness of his hands met the warmth of your own the moment you delicately reached out to his form.

This… This can’t be real… It feels too good to be real. Tell me this is all a dream before I start believing, Azul’s thoughts reveled with the feeling of his hand holding yours. This feeling was unexplainable… It had to be a dream…right?

“Look…I love you, okay? And it’s fine if you can’t wholeheartedly accept yourself, just yet” you continued to glance at the dumbfounded look the housewarden had given you, “The emotions I harbor for you are more than enough to fill us both. If you only accept them, that is.”

Perhaps one day he could learn to accept himself like the way you had always accepted him.

a/n: i already wrote for insecure!azul in a fic before but i like giving this man affirmations okay he needs them

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #twst imagines #azul ashengrotto #azul #twst azul #azul twisted wonderland #azul twst #azul ashengrotto x reader #azul x reader #azul ashengrotto x y/n #octavinelle #blossom grove prompt event

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hajihiko · 1 year

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if you got to choose, what would the despair disease look like for each of the dr2 survivors? (other than akane who we already saw)

i really like when ppl makes hajimes that he has zero filter for his bitchy thoughts, or unnaturally happy (bc boys self esteem is nonexistent :(

ooh fun! Ok

I thought it would be sort of oppositesies, based on Akane, but then it kinda sorta wasn't? But I'm basing it a little bit on that, or at least stuff that would be jarring for them specifically

Hajime: agreed on Happy Disease. I think I saw someone illustrate that once? Just like, not getting anything done because everything is so nice, totally complacent, smiling so much it hurts and his eyes water. Youd think it's nice but it's like, bordering on hysteria? He actually looks ... not super content.

Souda: Maybe like, Fearless Disease? Kinda turns into a big jerk, mocks everyone else for being worried, keeps trying to off on his own to find the killer or Monokuma because he ain't scare of no bear! Bring it on! Kind of scary almost??

Fuyuhiko: Ok so his primary function is Anger but anger is like a secondary emotion or whatever.... maybe Trusting Disease? I feel like that falls a bit into Ibuki's territory though. He's also very dedicated though, maybe like, Flippant? Like changes his mind about everything at the drop of a dime. Probably annoying if hes like "I'm gonna stay inside. ..... CHANGED MY MIND I'm outside now". (Or "I'm gonna try to be nice and friendly from now on... CHANGED MY MIND taste my blade")

Sonia: I feel like Sonia is the hardest because she doesnt have like a primary feature besides being Nice.... Bitch Disease?? 😂😂 just SUPER mean to everyone. (So ... Hiyoko Disease lmao) I bet she could cut deep if she wanted to. Maybe she'd even like, pit people against each other?? Since she's kind of team "Everyone stop fighting 😣😣" ??

(here I accidentally got too deep into this scenario and it turned into a canon divergence lol oops)

I feel like if this, Sonia and Souda would be a very explosive combination and probably be need to kept apart from one another. Hajime isn't really any danger to anyone by himself, only if the killer got to him and manipulated him, but everyone can really feel how hard it is to do investigations and trials without him. Fuyuhiko *is* a danger to himself (when isn't he) and just needs supervision and someone patient. Might also be a little dangerous on and off but thankfully he's too loopy to actually plan anything.

I'm also imagining who would be sort of, in charge... Last time it was Hajime Fuyuhiko and Mikan, Mikan is still around so she can still be the Nurse and taking care of everyone, but Nekomaru and Peko (who would generally be taking care of their respective people) are gone. So??

Would Chiaki volunteer to stay behind in the hospital? Idk why she didn't the first time, it seems like sth she'd do. Nagito probably shouldn't be around a disease of any kind, so he's out. That leaves Gundham, Hiyoko, Akane and Ibuki (assuming we're leaving Akane out)... out of all of them, I feel like Akane or Gundham would volunteer. Prrrroooobably Gundham? Bc we're mixing it up and because he might think he's immune to diseases of this world or whatever.

Ok so Gundham, Chiaki and Mikan are at the hospital!

Ok so in this case maybe this is when we switch to Nagito POV? Hajime can't die yet, we need him, he's too plot relevant. If this is the same happening but different people, I think it's only fitting that Mikan gets the same disease and ends up being the killer, only because I feel like Remnant Memories trump every other motivation and need to be established as Super Dangerous.

(EDIT:) WAIT OMG Chiaki was never a remnant but what if.... Remnant!Gundham.... especially if Sonia was introduced sooner a a love interest, and Souda, the heartbreak, that could be scary too aaaaaa I already posted tho

Fuyuhiko dying would be a narratively bad choice considering his two death scares so far, but also kind of hilarious (I've mentioned before, since he was SUPPOSED to die at the hospital, how funny it would be to have him finally croak at that point; but it IS narratively Not Good). So he and Hajime are safe (yay)

what if. Remnant!Mikan manages to manipulate Sonia and Souda to go after each other, either of them kills the other, and the killer is executed. Since Mikan didn't actually kill anyone, she lives. What would happen then?? The remember disease goes away eventually, but would her memories of the whole disease ordeal? What if they just had a full on Remnant in their midst (I dont think that's how it would work, since Akane got better, but what if Mikan at least remembered manipulating the murders?)

I think it could be interesting, anyway. Oops! This went far lol

#Not an art #Talky Talky Tuesday #Talky Talky

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adorawritesalot · 1 year

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Because of my friend, i have found your account so you are also stuck with me (also the fact you still like hamilton too AAAAhHH-)

Anyways, Alex and Tim with an s/o that's so, painfully tall? Like above 6'5 and loves carrying their boyfriend around, is also sleep deprived and runs on red bull mixed with black coffee if it's fine ajdhajaq

awwww LMAOOO hiii!! love that!! hope u meant headcannons, as i will be doing those (idk if these can even be called headcannons tho) :) if u want me to do a oneshot or anything, hmu! hope u enjoy:) (btw i could never leave the hamilton phase HAHAH)

Alex:

Bro would love you just carrying him around.

I feel like he wouldn't even try to deny it, especially pre-operator Alex.

Let's be honest, the first thing he noticed about you was your height- it was hard not to notice it, after all.

And then you looked at him and he just about melted.

The first time you carried him was when he was working until late at night, trying to write the script to Marble Hornets. He started at 2pm, now it was nearing 11pm, and you were worried about him. Normally you would be the one not sleeping, considering the amount of redbull and black coffee you consume (which worries him quite a lot), but now he was working overtime and you didn't like being alone in your shared bed.

You walked in the kitchen, seeing him at the dining table. He hasn't noticed you yet, he is too busy figuring out if Brian's lines sound forced or not.

You then wrapped your arms under his torso and knees and carried him bridal style to your bed. He goes on and on about how he has to finish his work, but you successfuly silence him with a kiss.

,,You know, you should carry me more often."

To get back to your addiction to rebulls and black coffee, he is concerned. The first few times you've slept in the same bed, he thought you fell asleep after him. Wrong. You were up all night.

Tim:

I feel like he would act like he doesn't care about you carrying him around, but he loves it. (mommy issues)

As Alex, he noticed your height before anything else. Then he became your friend and got to know you. He was sold.

The first time you carried him was when he was having a bad day. Little memory loss over the day, seeing things that weren't there.

Let's just say he was awaiting the end of his shift very impatiently. He just wanted to get home, have a shower, and lie down with you.

When he walked through the front door and saw you making your way towards him, all smiley and nice in his shirt, he collapsed into your arms. You were confused, but let him let it out while whispering sweet nothings into his ear.

When he kind of calmed down, you took him, carried him all the way to the bathroom, and ran him a warm bubble bath. When you turned around to ask him if he wants the bubblegum or vanilla bubbles, you saw his slightly stunned face.

,,What's wrong?"

He doesn't want to tell you that the carrying made his heart flutter. Finally he could count on someone other than himself, and it felt great.

,,I just appreciate you a lot, darlin'."

The rest of the night was spent with laughter and cuddles.

Of course, he also tried to get you to stop drinking redbull so much, or even the coffee. He just wants you to sleep normally. He can't sometimes either, but it's because of something a bit different than the redbull+black coffee combo.

He was unsuccessful in trying to get you to leave the redbulls.

He is very bothered by the way you just drink a redbull in two minutes and finish a mug of black coffee five minutes later.

He might start hiding them. What could go wrong?

#marble hornets #tim marble hornets #tim masky #tim wright deserves a hug #tim wright x reader #x reader #creepypasta fandom #lmao help #mh tim #mh alex #alex kralie #alex marble hornets #alex kralie x reader #alex kralie x you #i love tim so much #i love them #hope u like this

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fallloverfic · 3 months

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TGCF donghua Season 2, Episode 12 thoughts

The end episode for the season had some lovely stuff :3 Spoilers for the book and donghua below. CW: blood.

I do love the cute little back and forth between Xie Lian and Hua Cheng a lot. ...I kind of wish it wasn't repeated here so we could focus on new stuff, but okay.

Xie Lian chuckling with Shi Qingxuan about what happened to Feng Xin lol He loves Feng Xin but also it's funny. No snow-white lotus here. They're so cute T-T Their friendshippppp T-T

But also he apologizes for it. Feng Xin's little smile/soft sad look(?) as he looks at Dianxia T-T I CRYYYY And then they awkwardly look away from each other (after Feng Xin talks about superior skill) and I cry more T-T

Mu Qing still approves of Feng Xin covered in blood. His little chuckle. As someone pointed out, this is how this part is phrased in the English translation:

“Only Mu Qing held [Feng Xin's] gaze. He not only didn’t care to avoid him, but he purposely stared, his intent more than obvious.” (Volume 2, Chapter 24).

Smirky boi.

Jun Wu's character model is pretty but also growing on me. He has some nice shots this episode.

Terrible man. Horrible. Pretty.

Xie Lian sadly running while having all his terrible memories T-T Pretty shots, tho.

The tomb is so pretty! I love how it looks like a sky!

Xie Lian thinking about what Qi Rong might have gone through... I know part of it is just worry about all the terrible things Qi Rong has done, only some of which Xie Lian knows of, but he has some sadness about what horrible things happened to him, too. Like I'll never get over that seemingly neither Xie Lian nor his parents know how Qi Rong died. Even Xie Lian didn't actually die (because he was a god when he got mortally injured T-T). But Qi Rong did. They just sort of lose track of him around when Xianle falls. And that's really sad.

So it looks like they mostly kept Qi Rong's new body the same, and just added his green make-up to indicate possession, which makes sense. He looks similar enough like this it's fine. Poor Guzi T-T He's having a bad lotta days.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm not a fan of the massive use of reused footage this episode. I get that they're going into another arc for season 3, so there has to be a cut-off somewhere, and this is a good place to cut off. But it... well. At least there's lots of gay pining on Xie Lian's part. A nice note to end the season on, I suppose, particularly because it parallels season 1 and they are the central relationship.

I can't recall any sub issues this episode, other than the continued use of "Green Immor", and I did a double-take when they directly translated the name for Mount Tonglu. Hoping they go back and fix all the issues in previous episodes.

All in all, this was a really wonderful season, with only a few minor issues overall, mostly in terms of the subs and that one very weird art decision in one episode. The art was beautiful, the voice actors did a great job, the music was lovely as always, the new intro and endings were wonderful, the additions were wonderful (yee Xiao Mengyou/Xiao Shiwei :3), and it's so fun to see all this in animation at last! Lots of wonderful Hualian, YIN YU FOR FIVE SECONDS MY BELOVED!!!!, lots of wonderful Shi Qingxuan & Xie Lian, lots of wonderful Xianle trio drama, some lovely Beefleaf tidbits, lots of wonderful Qi Rong being The Worst (I love him so), and lots of wonderful Lang Qianqiu. Lots of wonderful everyone!

Here's to season 3! May we see it soon!

Other episode thoughts for season 2 (didn't start till episode 3):

S02E03

S02E04

S02E05

S02E06

S02E07

S02E08

S02E09

S02E10

S02E11

S02E12 (you are here)

#Heaven Official's Blessing #HOB #TGCF #Hua Cheng #Xie Lian #Hualian #Hua Cheng/Xie Lian #Hua Cheng x Xie Lian #spoilers #shi qingxuan #feng xin #qi rong #jun wu #mu qing #blood #fallfthoughts

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dorothy-rainbird · 2 years

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Forgotten

Part 1

Warnings: Massive character death (you and Crepus die), angst, Diluc and Kaeya fight, their backstory, more angst with a sprinkle of angst.

Note: I’m sorry I’m not perfect in writing 🤡

Here, a part two: https://dorothy-rainbird.tumblr.com/post/693380880375365632/forgotten

Summary: You die stopping your brothers form fighting, but somehow live? You lose all memory of them tho and get transported to another relam. And then you meet four years later.

How did this happen…?

Why did this happen?

The only reply he got was the sound of rain, completely soaking his clothes. The fluff of his long red hair gone. But he did not care. First he lost his father, got betrayed by his brother, then he lost you…you of all the people he was supposed to protect…but he ended up doing the exact opposite. What kind of a brother he was?

Now Diluc sits in front of your grave, which was right beside your father’s, and cries. He cries out apologies which he is not even sure that you can hear. He hopes you do.

It wasn’t good for Kaeya either. He remembers your scream. He remembers how you threw yourself between them fighting so that they don’t hurt each other. But now all you were was a memory to him. His only family is gone, his father is gone, his brother is gone and you were also gone.

He lets himself breakdown as well. He lets himself scream through tears. He lets himself know that now he was all alone in this world.

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It was a rainy day. You were indoors, reading a book next to the fireplace as Adelinde brushed your hair. It was almost dusk but your family still hasn’t arrived yet. It was big brother Diluc’s 18th birthday…were they busy somewhere? Maybe they are running late due to the weather! Hopefully they are fine….

The thoughts in your head stopped and were replaced by the gentle crackling fire. They sure are taking long though…

“Hey Adelinde?”

“Yes y/n?”

“Do you think everyone is okay?”

“Oh sweetie of course they are. They’ll be back anytime now, so don’t you worry!” She gave you a reassuring smile. Adlelinde has always been your mother figure and best friend. You loved hanging out with her. She always treated you like her own child and always comforted you. You smiled back at her. Yeah they probably got delayed by the rain, they’ll be back soon!

You two enjoyed the silence. Until it lasted…

Elzer came with a really worried face. It was as if he saw a ghost or something…

“Adelinde this is important, it’s about master Crepus.”

Why did I feel a pit in my stomach? It can’t be that bad right…? Please be safe father.

Adelinde stared at Elzer for a second. We exchanged lookes and she proceeded to leave the room with him. I sat there for a while. Why was Elzer so horrified? What happened? And then…

GASP

I heard Adelinde gasp right outside the door. I couldn’t sit there anymore. I carefully approached the door, and listened.

“How could this be?!? How did this even happen?!”

“I don’t know, they only told us that master Crepus died fighting Ursa the Drake!”

My heart fell into my stomach. The shock numbed me for a while. Father…is dead? How? When? A thousand questions flooded my mind. Everything started to feel hazy, that’s when I realised my eyes were watering. I caught more of the conversation.

“How should we give this news to y/n? They’re only 14…”

“I don’t think we should right now. They won’t take it well”

Ah. I quickly wiped my tears away and went back to sitting in my old position, pretending to read, trying my best to not seem as if I’m crying. After a few seconds they entered the room with matching pitiful expressions towards me.

“Y/n, sweetie could you go to your room if you don’t mind? Ther-“

“Alright”

I obediently got up before she could finish and headed upstairs to my room. They were staring at me. They were sorry for me I could tell.

As soon as I got in my room, I locked the door and started sobbing into my pillow. It was already night and the whole room was dark. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

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I woke up to voices downstairs. It was my brothers. Were they back…? It was still pretty dark outside my window. I assumed it’s late night. The voices however, got louder and louder until I could hear sounds of…shouts and weapons? What’s going on? Did somebody break into the mansion?!

BANG

There was a loud bang downstairs and if something just blew up! I jumped from my bed and went to investigate.

The moment I unlocked my door, I saw it. The horrifying sight.

Diluc and Kaeya, my brothers are fighting each other. Diluc is even using his vision on him! Kaeya also has a cryo vision??? They are both injured badly. WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS?!? THEY WILL KILL EACH OTHER AT THIS POINT.

“STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”

But my shouts fall dead to their ears. I start tearing up. Why aren’t they stopping?? How do I stop them???

And then, at the very last second, I knew how….it’s going to hurt but it’s going to stop them from hurting each other.

At the same time, my brothers got ready to charge at each other with their powerful element infused weapons. As soon as they did, I jumped.

I took all my courage to jump between them to block the attack. I closed my eyes. And just like that, everything went blank.

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They stared in muted horror. They DID NOT expect their little sibling to jump in the fight to save them. But it was too late. Now not even a small shred of their body remains…They’re dead.

“Y/N NOOOO”

How did this happen?

Why did this happen?

#genshin impact #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #kaeya alberich #kaeya #diluc and kaeya #genshin x reader #genshin angst #diluc angst #kaeya angst

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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wait omg.. ur fr not updating ur fanfics ever again?!? HEARTBREAKING... BUTT... does that possibly mean u can spoil everything (slowly ofc)

EXTREMELY LONG BUT IMPORTANT UPDATE:

so...i'm not going to say ~never~, my friend. i promised myself during my uncle nina self care era, that i would *justin bieber vc* never say never, because setting strict, set-in-stone regulations and rules for myself is why i am not writing anymore...which, yes, as much as i enjoy my fanfics/updating them, for the sake of both my physical and mental health, i think it is in my best interest to not update my fanfictions right now. i'll explain as much as i can down below.

so...this is going to be a very, very long post. i know that i had an anon on here that told me that they look forward to when i post long, indepth things, however, i am going to say that this isn't like a fun hc post or anything, this is just a lot of information...about my blog and my fanfictions, how i have been feeling and what i'm thinking about doing moving forward from this point. a lot of it is stuff that i've written about a lot ( stress, writing, etc. ) but i think it's important to read, mayhaps? just to keep you in the loop/informed on stuff.

long story short tho: i am not updating my fanfics rn, that's not to say i will not be writing/doing ncu stuff and it does...thank god...mean that i can now slowly spoil things...In A Controlled Manner.

to jog your re(memory), lmao, i was very unwell writing peppermint.

we know this...we don't love this.

what i did love was writing peppermint when i was but doing all that formatting, writing more in one update than some people write in entire fanfictions, forcing myself to be consistent...it was...at times very frightening how unwell i was. especially mentally. i just...i was not well equipped for the stress that came with having a moderately successful fanfic. being perceived at that level, with how severe my social anxiety is...it was not good for me. like it was fun because it was cool to see people so invested/get so much high praise for the things that i was writing but...idk. i am very introverted. ravenstan is me because i try to be really cool but i am a fake and a fraud lmaooo.

but yeah, too much upkeep and while 99.9% of the negativity around pep and myself was self inflicted...i will say...especially after 10, i did get some very...Intense...reactions to my fanfiction. like, very, very intense in a way that i was very offput by it and also worried about how the things i was writing were affecting your real lives. which, on top of how i was doing ( not well ) was not something i wanted to have constantly on my shoulders. please friends, remember, you are not responsible for how other people perceive your work, so long as you tag it accordingly, are authentic to yourself, and respectful to others. or so i believe, at least. idk. this is so long, i'm sorry.

speaking of peppermint tho...i am going to be so honest. i...do not think i'm gonna update it or keep writing it. i know that kind of sucks but the Peppermint Period of my life, i hope, will be over soon, lol. which i LOVE pep, but there is a lot of dark, negative energy associated with it, i tried to write it a million times and can't -- which, fun fact, the last stretch of peppermint is the stan self healing/self care arc ( which i love, i love u so bad pep!stan, my baby, my angel ) and the reason i could not write it...is because i was never in a positive enough headspace to write it.

like...i was not healed enough to write the healing arc. thats...oof.

i also just...don't feel super good about writing stuff about the boys in hs as an adult lady, like? they are 18 and all, but idk, it does not make me feel good things, its just not that relevant to me and the only reason that they were in hs in pep is because all of the relevant tiktok lore surrounding style was senior year hs stuff. but i really just prefer writing the boys in rm/in college/doing adult boy stuff. thats a lot more in my wheelhouse and i feel way better doing that tbh.

a final pep thing that ties into the last part of this ask is YOU CAN ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT ABOUT PEPPERMINT. i will spoil everything, like i'd prefer to do it in parts so if you want chapter 12 first i can tell you all about that. i don't have a ton of stuff written out in action...but i have...a fuck ton of dialogue. like nearly all of the dialogue for peppermint is written. ( if you want i can even take the dialogue and write it in sort of stage direction type formats with the actions to make it flow a little better -- i just can't write Chapters )

so yeah, ask me anything at all that you like about peppermint, but i can't spoil the entire fic in one ask...slow pace, please, haha.

okay, rm i do actually care a lot about. i also don't know if i in good concious can write chapter updates for it, but i can give you very detailed asks about it and give you what information i do have about it...also in small pieces. like someone asked me what happened to the ex-cd guitarist...and i can give you that information very soon.

i know it is kind of a bummer to not be able to get updates, but like, when i tell you i was seriously unwell...like it was really bad my real life was getting fucked up because of my online life which is whack.

but yeah! you can also ask me rm stuff! i kind of want to do it as sequencially as i can just so it flows a lot better like, idk, maybe start w/ ravesey hate stuff and move chapter to chapter, answering hc things in between? that feels right to me? but yeah!!! you can ask me what goes in the next chapter? if you want? or the next two/whatever is left of the hate...i don't have a ton of dialogue but i do have p much the whole situation blocked out? ish? lmao rip.

also!!! if i give you any scenario and you would like me to write in more detail or if you'd really like to see it in writing, you can totally leave me a request and if i feel up to it at some point, i will write it up. i also may just feel funky fresh and want to write it one day and randomly post it. lmao just be ready for anything tbh.

BUT YEAH!!! no i will totally give you rm spoilers and stuff!!! but again, i'm gonna try and not give you too much at once...v slow. in that way, ik its not the same as getting my full-fledged chapter updates, but it could hopefully still be exciting because you'd be waiting to get my content and it would come out quicker? which is still neat i think? my way to keep updating you without disappearing or like straining the shit out of my heart and brain.

okay, also, on ao3, as far as Big Writing goes...i'm not sure if i'm gonna post anything actually updatey on there again. it was just too stressful for me yall. i dont even want to make a seperate chapter post of explaination because i really don't want my fic to sit at the top of the tag for days and garner attention or like...wake to people waiting for pep or rm who think they're getting a new chapter, just to get told that i don't really feel safe updating them anymore. way too much attention which is what...drove me to this point tbh.

again, i like tumblr. i like the intimacy. i like that you guys can anonymously send me stuff and for the most part, i like that i can be sort of anonymous on here too...whilist you know, still being able to share stuff on here with you about my life. which...that's also a thing i was gonna mention at the end is, because i'm in education and kids are super nosy, if something happens, i will have to self destruct this blog and i'm sorry.

i am being so serious like if a kid finds my fanfiction tumblr, not only will it be embarrassing/unprofessional, like i am very worried that i could lose my job, slash not do the thing that i love the most in the world next to writing. :( i really do not want the thing i do in my free time to effect my outside life, which, again, is largely why i am doing this to protect myself lmao. like i am seriously considering like deleting anything that has to do with myself at all because of that. i tag my posts as accurately as i can to keep myself and all of you safe. please, please be mindful. please make good choices.

in vein of staying anonymousish ( tbh this is so much information that i ALMOST was going to post this as a voice message but i was not sure putting my human girl voice associated w/ this blog tbh ) i lowkey might nuke the twitter...i don't like it on there, lol. the cancel culture is frightening ( which is not to say don't cancel me if i'm being weird like please do that lol ) the people on there are really intense, i don't like the in fighting...i am on my tumblr because i feel safe here and i like all of you and i like answering your questions.

tbh, rp if you're reading this, the only reason i actually have the twitter is bc riley and i chat on there which, tbh, i might just bully her to use the dms on here or like licherally give you my personal phone number, lol. like we are internet married and talk constantly and i want to delete my twitter so bad it's not funny ESPECIALLY THE VIEW COUNTER LIKE THAT SHIT IS SO FUCKED UP I HATE IT.

kind of why i don't like ao3 either bc the hit count thing...really fucks w/ my mental health. the stress of being boxwinebaddie on there is also a lot so...okay...last segway...i do lowkey want to Actually write tkak...WHICH I KNOW NO ONE BUT ME CARES ABOUT BUT LOL THIS IS MY BLOG I DO WHAT I WANT BROTHER!!! its just funny bc this always happens where i can't write a fanfic i'm writing and then get excited abt some weird concept i have and start writing it and then stop again. so if i am writing tkak, please know it might not finish and i might just talk about it in ask memes.

orrrr write it in my google docs and link you or post screenshots. tbh i am very glad to be away from the ao3 layout like its so fucking ugly. the google docs are so much easier to read in my opinion.

for writing/future fanfics tho...as weird as it is, i don't think i'm gonna attach my name/user to my future fanfics. like you guys can know about them on here as long as we are chill about it. i just get too much anxiety about my association with my account and it getting too hectic again. so if i post tkak, i will probably do it on a different ao3 account ( you guys will know ofc ) and if i post one shot type stuff...i might do it also on a burner account or anonymously.

i actually ALMOST posted remember anonymously because of how stressed i was about it being negatively perceived/it being weird or people being mad at me for not updating pep. like i am very stoked you guys liked it but i seriously almost did not attach it to my name.

so if you see stuff that looks like its me floating around the style tag or in the other south park tags...its probably me. idk drop me a weird code word thats not too obvious and i'll send you one back, haha. i'm sorry i know this is complicated i just...i need to distance myself from this like, when i tell you i needed therapy for this...a mess.

but yeah! i hope that all makes sense! by all means ask me about pep ( literally anything abt pep but try to start small and build up ) and rm within reason and i will get back to you! it is extremely freeing for me to be able to talk about stuff because it sucked so bad to sit on all this info and just not be able to talk about it? like AAAA??? like thats why i was forcing myself to post stuff bc i wanted to tell yall stuff. and i would rather post you well thought out ask memes and dialogue that i feel happy abt then rush out terrible updates and grow to resent my fanfics like...no thank you.

i honestly feel like i have really fun ideas and am ( pretty ) good at coming up with complex lore/interesting hcs and shit, but i'm just not good at waiting, not good at keeping secrets and not good at being consistent...this is what i feel happiest doing, ig. hopefully this is rockin and rollin with you. i'm sorry this was a lot.

closing note is...i love you all very much. thank you so much to all of your for supporting as my identity as a writer has adapted, supporting my multiple works/promoting my personal health, advocating for me, being kind...i could not ask for better readers. again, i realize this is not the most fun information, but i have to take care of myself and this is the only way i know how. while also doing the thing i love, which is talking about my fanfics/writing/sharing my stories with all of you.

you are welcome to click off if you want, but if you are willing to ride the ride my friends, i promise to keep it cute on here. <3

thank you for everything, my darlings, and from whatever hurts or harms you, past, present and future

i hope you heal :),

uncle nina

p.s. if possible, if we could not distribute this post or rb it or anything like that i'd appreciate it. you can message me or write to me in the comments but i would like to maintain the liberty of deleting this post or editing it as i need to in case something happens. tysm.

#ncu update #nina speaks #idk that the tag is i actually think i might make an elaborate tag system so u guys/other people can read my blog #and find specific info abt parts of my fics or chars and stuff #but yeeeeeah i don't want to write right now i do not feel good i do not fuck w the energy i felt after i wrote pep for a while #like i already get sometimes overwhelmed on this blog i dont want to go back on ao3 which is already slow and seriously stressful #you can ask for spoilers tho! please do it in small sections! i am just one person and my fics are very lore intensive #i spend a lot of time on my asks i cannot do too much at once unfortunately #if i post stuff on ao3 again i would rather it not be attached to me ik thats kind of lame but it was mega stressful yall #it also makes it so if people enjoy my work it has nothing to do w bwb and this blog and i can start fresh #if u drop me a code tho i will get back to u haha just if u think its me out there please do not start shouting my name looool #hope this makes sense and hope you heal #sorry this was so much i needed to get this off my chest #you can also ask me questions abt this post it was really ocnfusing i tried to say as much as i can #but i am very tired...which is also why i cant really update bc i am working often and very very tired lmao #just be paitent w me if you can and you always are so i'm not worried ily so much thank u thank u thank u #none of this is spelled right ill fix it later...v tired rip

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ngl even tho i had faith in both you and allah that whatever you had done would not be the end of you i WAS worried still so yeah like everyone else is saying i'm also rly glad that you're recovering. congrats on surviving life's bullshit yet again my friend. may the next one maybe be less painful tho bc that did/does not sound like a fun time

jazakallah khair ❤️

and i do wanna apologise for worrying you guys. we all do know that i didnt mean to but i do understand how even when we r aware of that, it can still hurt and be scary to see someone u care about end up in a situation like that and it can be confusing and frustrating cuz of the fact its so clearly not a good thing to do to oneself. but im rlly rlly thankful that despite all that you guys have it in your hearts to be so so gentle and kind to me which seriously means the world to me

im not entirely sure how bad my situation really was, because it's honestly difficult for me to remember how much i actually ended up drinking, my memory is rlly blurry about it but i do know that i did pass out for a while. i wasn't exactly worried at first that i felt that i needed to puke and legit was shocked when i started seeinf it turning red n shit. i wanfed to believe that somehow it was just something i ate that was also red but when i started tasting the taste of iron i Knew. because it seemed to be becoming more and more bloody i was like. "o fuck." i was still aware of ans believing in the resilience of the human body, reminding myself that people have literally survived getting hit with a particle beam in the head, but nonetheless it doesnt change the fact that vomiting blood is something associated with fatal outcomes. i guess honestly it really doesn't matter either way what the true severity of it was and i shouldn't trouble myself too much about trying to figure it out because no matter what, it was a dangerous and bad situation to be in. also im not detailing more now about what happened so as to be shocking or graphic but like i just want to be honest about it so i can help process it and help u guys have more clarity on what happened now that im not as delirious and panicked as i was when it all went down

i wasnt scared to die and honestly no matter what never will be because of the way my brain is wired about the concept of death, but what i was most scared of was that ppl i care about and that allah would be mad at me. so it helps a lot to have that affirmed that nobodys mad at me and nobody thinks that i'm stupid or had it coming

sorry if this is more than u expected as a response, but you guys are some of the only people i can feel comfortable being truly deeply honest with. i dont ever intend to trouble you with things that arent your job to manage and i dont intend to freak people out. but maybe thats not nice to assume thats what anyone is thinking. ily

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I’m a grown woman obsessed with Logan and Quinn suddenly again like a 12 year old after that trailer. And I have some thoughts. We have possible outcomes that I can see based on the limited scenes we got. The bad case: they get engaged off screen and announce it to Zoey over FaceTime like we saw in the trailer. Then Quinn does a runner on the wedding day (we do get a shot of her running in a wedding dress), and the wedding ends up being about chase and Zoey getting back together. We see Logan has a headset on in pretty much every shot, including when he’s standing at the alter (wtf Logan?). Maybe Quinn sees this, and panics, and thinks money and work will come before her so she runs. Eventually they end up back together, and we then get that shot of him proposing again and promising it won’t happen (with Zoey there, why 🙄) and we are left with the implication they’ll get married eventually. It’s also the 1 scene between the two of them where he isn’t wearing his headset which adds value to the whole he’s a workaholic thing and Quinn’s had enough. The thing that makes me confused is that Quinn is 100% already wearing her engagement ring in that shot, and Logan 100% has jewellery in that box. The better option: Logan is jokingly giving her some jewellery in a ring box, and her nodding is just a weird cut to something else he said (I.e., not accepting a proposal). That scene is weird as well because Zoey’s 2 best friends of almost 20 years are getting engaged, Quinn is nodding yes and Zoey looks confused and worried. The confusing thing about it is Quinn’s hair is short, but it is long for every other shot. Cause Quinn and Logan look different in that shot to the rest of the movie, I was hoping that perhaps it’s a flashback to when they got engaged many years ago and it has just been a really long engagement. So when they tell Zoey over FaceTime, it’s not about getting married it’s about them finally setting a date? But that doesn’t tie into why Quinn has an engagement ring on already. Regardless of how it happens I know they’ll 100% end up together but I don’t want them to be plot devices to Zoey and chase. I may be losing my mind over this. I need a break but had to share my obsessive thoughts with someone.

oh man, where do I start. I'm also a grown person obsessed with a ship from my childhood. I said it a lot of times heheh but Quogan was my first ship and the first fanfic I ever read was about them. I didn't know what a fanfic was and really thought that was some deleted scene or something XD.

I would hate to if they don't get married at the end, that would be so disappointing, but it would not ruin the ship for me, I'd simply not consider the movie canon and make/read a fic fixing that lol.

I am bothered by Zoey being there for the proposal/or whatever that was, because ugh can we, please, have something? without her? please? I never cared about her character (or anyone aside from Logan and Quinn, really) So I hope they don't make that moment about them.

I do hope it's a flashback, but like you said, the ring makes it not make sense.

I was also wondering about Logan's headset, I thought it was more of him being a bridezilla and controlling the whole wedding and making it all about himself, excluding Quinn unintentionaly lol.

I need to rewatch the show to refresh my memory about the characters, it's been years after all. I never saw Logan as the workaholic kind, but I could be wrong or he could have changed, idk.

Either way, all I hope right now is that they end up together. If they decide marriage is not for them, I'll accept it as long as they don't separate. God please don't let that happen. Tho I won't deny I would be pissed, since they are advertising this using their wedding as a bait and for them to not give us that at the end? very shady. We would be quoganbaited lol.

Speaking of that, I too don't want them to be a plot device for Zoey and Chase. I can't stress enough how much I don't care about them. And I understand the movie is about finally getting them together, but please, let us have Quogan in peace. The two ships can co-exist without overshadowing the other (despite one being clearly superior ehem)

feel free to keep sending asks or dm me if you wish, I love talking about quogan.

#ask box #anon #quogan #zoey 102 #zoey 101 #quinn pensky #logan reese #quinn x logan #logan x quinn #im so used to get hateful anon reading the first part I assumed you were insulting me lmao

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i feel so greedy for asking for ming and mark so much but i love to see them together, could we see their first kiss soon, or just them hanging out like at the movies, their dorm, arcade (idk i never leave my house). also, if you want of course, ming getting the talk like about boys from scoups or jeonghan or whoever, i think it would be quite funny.

don't feel greedy, many people ask for them, so don't feel bad about that! i really enjoyed writing this one, the ending is a bit rushed tho, cause i didn't know how to properly end it :( hope you enjoy it and your thoughts and feedback are always welcome <3

Down By the River | Ming Chapter

August 3, 2022

''Hey, you.'' Mark greets her, his smile covered by a mask and head covered by his hoodie.

Yerim grabs his arm and urges him to start walking away from the HYBE building, where they had agreed to meet up after her dance practice with the members. ''I told some of the members I was meeting up with Soomin, so let's go before they see you.'' She takes this also as an oppurtunity to link her arm with Mark's. She had been smart and had texted Soomin saying that if any of her members asked her if Yerim was with her, she should say "yes".

He laughs at her lack of greetings, but goes along with her anyway. When he notices she doesn't let go of his arm, a blush appears on his cheeks and ears. "Let's go then."

"I thought we could go to Han River and admire the view, there's also a convenience store close by, so maybe we can get some food as well." Mark suggests, hoping she likes the idea. He had asked some of his older members for advice, wanting their first 'official' date to go well. Johnny had recommended going to the river at night, since it has a nice atmosphere when it's dark and it would also be less easy for the two idols to be recognised.

"I really like that, I haven't been there in a while." Yerim tells him, excitement evident in her voice. Mark let out a smile on his face, happy and relieved she liked the idea.

"Do you go there a lot?" He asks her out of curiosity. "Uhm, when I was a trainee I used to go there often with my friends."

Yerim thinks of an old memory and laughs to herself, making Mark confused. "What is it?" She shakes her head. "When me and Chan were younger we used to sneak out of the dorms sometimes and go to the Han River," she tells him, "we always thought we were being super sneaky, but the other members knew, but they saw how much fun we always had while doing it, so they pretended they didn't know." Telling Mark this story gives her a nice feeling, she misses those days when she and Chan were still teenagers.

Mark laughs while she tells the story. "That's actually very nice of your members, to let you guys keep the fun of it."

She nods. "How about you? Do you go there often?" She asks him in return.

"Kind of the same as you, but we're busy these days, so I haven't had the chance to go." He answers her, looking at his feet.

"I have a lot of respect for you, you know. I have to do promotions for just 1 group and we have a lot of members, so sometimes I don't really have much extra schedules. But you have to promote with 2 groups, you must be exhausted, Minhyung–ah." She tells him. Yerim hopes their date can relax him, even if it's not much.

Mark rubs her arm. "Don't worry about it, Yerim. I wouldn't do it if I didn't love it." He reassures her.

The pair makes it to the convenience store nearby the river. They walk into the small store and pick out some things they can eat.

"I think I'm just going to get shin ramyeon, I've been craving it all day." She takes the package from the rack.

Mark also takes a package. "I'm just gonna take some chicken noodles, I saw that they had fried chicken at the checkout, you want some?" He asks her, pointing at the checkout. "Oh, yeah, that sounds good." Despite having a huge appetite, she can't help but get some pieces of fried chicken.

"Minhyung-ah, what do you want to drink? I'll grab it for you." She asks him, making her way to the fridge. "Uhm, a coke is good." Yerim nods and grabs two cans of coke, one for herself and one for Mark.

All of a sudden, her phone goes off, but her hands are full so she can't grab it. Mark appears in front of her. "Here, give it to me, I'll go pay then."

"I'm not gonna let you pay for all that." Yerim refuses, still holding onto her food and drinks. "Come on, Yerim. I asked you on a date, so I should be the one to pay." She hesitates, but gives her stuff to Mark. "Alright, but next time, you let me pay." She sighs. He raises his eyebrow. "Next time, huh?" Even though his mask covers his face, she knows he's smirking. "Go pay." She gives him a little nudge, he laughs and makes his way to the checkout.

Her phone had stopped ringing, but she grabbed it anyway, wanting to know who called her. She opens her phone and sees Mingyu's contact name on her screen. She's about to call him back, but he beats her to it and calls her for the second time. She picks up. "Hello?"

"Hey, where are you?" He asks her.

She furrowed her eyebrows. "I'm with Soomin, I told you during practice." She literally told him an hour ago.

"Oh yeah.. I forgot." He laughs, although his tone suggests that he didn't forget.

Yerim didn't buy it, but she wanted to quickly continue her date with Mark. "That's okay, but I'm gonna go no-"

"You're not with Minhyung, right?" Mingyu interrupts her, his voice turning serious, contrasting his normal teasing one.

Yerim is taken aback by the question, but quickly recovers. "No, I'm with Soomin, now can I go back to hanging out with my best friend or are you gonna keep calling me?" She asks him, she saw Mark was done paying, so she just wanted to join him.

"Alright, I know you wouldn't lie to me, Yerim-ie. Have fun with Soomin!" She had a feeling he knew she wasn't with Soomin, but she just played along. "Bye!" She quickly hangs up and approaches Mark, who had already begun making their food.

"Hey, sorry, that took longer than I thought." She apologises to him and takes the bag from him with their drinks and fried chicken.

He shakes his head. "That's alright, everything okay?" He asks her.

"Yeah, just Mingyu being Mingyu." She doesn't want Mark to worry about her members, they've tortured him enough in her opinion.

He nods. ''Aah~ he's friends with Jaehyun-hyung, he's told me about him.'' Mark says, remembering the time Jaehyun talked about his friend group. ''Probably no good things.'' She laughs. ''Just something about him being clumsy, I guess.'' He tells her, laughing along with her. ''Yes, that's Mingyu.''

''I think the food's done.'' Mark says. ''Here, you can put it on here, so it's easier to carry.'' Yerim had grabbed a piece of a carton, so Mark could put their hot food on there. He put the two steaming containers on the carton and took it from Yerim. ''I'll carry it.'' She quickly grabs some napkins and extra chopsticks and puts them on the piece of carton.

They make their way outside and start looking for a nice place to sit. The pair noticed it's a bit windy outside. ''By the time we've found a place, our food is gonna be cold.'' Yerim comments, not too excited about eating cold ramen. ''Yeah, earlier there wasn't any wind.'' Mark says.

''Look at the river, though.'' He looks at Han River, admiring the way it shines with the city lights. ''It's beautiful, and with some good food, it's gonna be nice.'' While Yerim looks at the view, she doesn't notice Mark's eyes on her. ''Yeah, beautiful.'' He agrees, little did she know he was talking about another view.

''How about this spot? We can sit against the tree that way.'' She points to the spot and looks at Mark, he nods. ''Yeah, great.'' They make their way over to the tree.

Yerim's about to sit down against it, but Mark stops her. ''Wait, I have a blanket in my bag.'' He puts the carton with their food and utensils down and opens his bag. He takes out a folded blanket and when he unfolds it, Yerim sees it's a minion blanket. ''Nice one, Minhyung.'' Her comment results in nervous laughter from Mark. He spreads it out on the ground and motions for her to go sit on it.

''Let's eat!'' She says excitedly, while taking out their drinks. Mark sits down next to her and hands her the container of ramen. ''Thank you.'' They both take off their masks, so they can properly eat.

''It's still a bit warm.'' He says, happy it hadn't gone completely cold from the wind. Yerim takes her first bite. ''Oooh~ it's good!'' She says, quickly taking another one. Mark smiles, enjoying her reaction. ''Yeah, it's really good.''

It doesn't take her to finish her food. She sees Mark watching her, his container still having some noodles left. ''I had schedules the entire day, so I haven't had the chance to eat much.'' She explains to him. ''Aah~'' He comments, taking a sip from his drink.

''You must be tired, Yerim-ah.'' Mark says, realising she must be tired if she had schedules the entire day. ''It's fine, it was just an event I had to attend and some rehearsals for the tour.'' She was a bit tired, but nothing out of the ordinary.

''How was your birthday?'' She asks him. ''Great, our manager gave me that watermelon cake that I sent you, I had to like, break it with this little hammer, it was quite entertaining.'' Mark mimics breaking the cake with the hammer.

''The cake looked great, I love that it was a watermelon.'' She laughs, thinking back about the pictures Mark had sent her the day before. ''I love watermelon.'' He says matter-of-factly.

''You want some fried chicken?'' Yerim asks him, taking a piece out of the bag. He nods his head and she gives him the piece, taking one out for herself afterwards. They both enjoy the silence while they're eating.

Mark is done first with his piece. ''It's really beautiful here at night, I should come here more often.'' He says, wiping the crumbs of his hands and resting his head against the tree.

Yerim nods her head. ''It really is, good idea of you to come here.'' She compliments him, giving him a smile. ''Thanks, I mean, it wasn't really my idea, it was Johnny's, my member.'' He reveals, shyly looking from her to the river in front of them. ''Aah~ I see.'' She nods, she moves herself backwards, so her back is against the tree and her arm is against Mark's. Both of them look at the river.

''I just wanted it to go very well and I had asked my members for some places we could go to. Johnny had recommended coming here at night.'' He explains.

Yerim turns her head away and looks at Mark. ''You wanted it to go well?'' She asks him, trying to hide the big smile forming on her face.

He looks down smiling. ''Of course, I want you to have a great time.'' His flustered state makes her blush. She grabs his hand and intertwines their fingers. ''Well, lucky for you I'm really enjoying myself so far.''

''That makes me happy.'' He shifts his eyes to their intertwined hands. ''You, uhm, you want to know something?'' He asks her, making eye contact with her. She nods her head. ''Yes?''

He scratches his voice. ''Remember when we were both doing archery at ISAC? When our teams had to go against each other?'' He tries to remind her. Yerim's eyes widened. ''Oh my god, that's right, I totally forgot about that.'' She says, the memory of the 2019 ISAC archery finale being brought back.

''I remember you broke the camera on one of your first tries and you appeared on the big screen. I sat there watching everything and I just remember thinking that you looked super beautiful. I mean, I always thought you were pretty, you know. But I don't know, you just looked so… wow! I don't know how to better describe it and when it was done, we had to shake hands and I don't know if you noticed, but I just couldn't stop staring at you and I wanted to say something, but you just looked so beautiful that I didn't knew what to say.'' Mark rambles on.

Yerim watches him while he talks, a soft smile covering her face. ''I think since then, and I don't know if this is weird to say or not, I kinda had this crush on you, you know?''

That takes her out of her trance. ''But that was like 3 years ago?'' She says with a puzzled look on her face. Mark doesn't say anything, but just nods at her. ''You've liked me for 3 years?'' Yerim says, full of disbelief. ''Minhyung, you should've said something!'' She jokingly scolds him.

''What should I have said? I didn't think you even knew who I was.'' He defends himself.

Yerim gasps. ''Of course I knew who you were! I thought you were cute!'' She exclaims, finding it unbelievable that Mark thought she didn't know who he was before.

''Well, then you should've said something if you thought I was cute!'' He copies her tone, finding this little 'argument' absolutely adorable.

Yerim shakes her head, smiling from ear to ear. ''Whatever, we're here now, aren't we?'' Her gaze moved from Mark back to the river in front of them. They enjoyed the comfortable silence that fell upon them, just relaxing in each other's presence.

''Didn't I promise you something the last time I saw you?'' Mark says, all of a sudden, looking back at Yerim.

It didn't click for her immediately, hearing his words. ''What do you mean?'' She asks him with furrowed eyebrows.

''When I left your dorm last time, what did I tell you?'' He asks back, trying to get her to remember what he told her.

Her eyes slightly widened, she remembered. Before he left their dorm the last time they saw each other, he had told her he wanted to give her a kiss, but because her members were watching them he told her he would keep it for the next time they saw each other. ''Aah~ that.'' Now, it was Yerim's turn to be in a flustered state, looking down at their intertwined hands.

''Yes, that.'' He says, a small smirk present on his face. He was quite proud of himself for making her flustered.

''I mean, you did make a promise and you haven't fulfilled it so far…'' She dragged her words, not daring to make eye contact with him.

Mark's hand gently brushed her cheek, turning her head so her gaze was on him. He looks deep into her eyes, searching for anything that would tell him she didn't want this. Fortunately, he didn't.

She gives him a small nod, giving him the permission he's looking for. A small finds a way onto his face, before finally moving closer to her and putting his lips against hers. In that moment, they were just two young people sharing a delicate and intimate moment with each other.

She revelled in his warmth, she was aware of every move he made. His hand on her cheek, his other hand still holding hers, like it would disappear if he let go. Meanwhile, Mark felt overwhelmed by the euphoric state he was in. Her hand in his, the smell of her perfume and her soft lips brushing against his.

Once they parted, the pair couldn't help but giggle at each other's flustered states, blushed cheeks and red ears.

''Uhm, it's quite late.'' Mark says, looking at his watch. His flushed state made him stutter his words a bit.

''Yeah, maybe we should get going.''

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Besties, you see the shower things from his road trip? (Moment if silence for us to wipe our droll). Does this road trip happen and is it a family one? Anyway, still losing my mind over this shower content. Why is he so gorgeous???

Dear Katie you came here looking for a happy answer and it won’t be the one I’ll be giving you lol. Also first thing first he is gorgeous and i want him for Christmas 🙇🏻‍♀️

Anyway about the trip, Em doesn’t go. She’s a city girl, she’s not into camping and all that. She did it twice with Dan - one because Charlie and Blake were going and once cause he convinced her - but that’s it. Em wouldn’t let him turn it into a family trip because it was a work thing, he needs time off with his mates. Besides, it was planned before they even knew she was pregnant. Dan wouldn’t drag his wife into such a long trip while being pregnant, knowing she wouldn’t be able to do half of the things and how she was gonna uncomfortable.

The problem is they have only ever spent one night apart since Em came back in 2022, when she went with Blake for a night to cheer on Scotty at the X Games. Other than that they’ve only had a couple of hours apart and they knew that after Austin they weren’t going to see each other for weeks. They called it practice for being apart for so kind but in reality it was a nightmare. Dan was worried all the time. He didn’t have great phone signal so when his phone finally beeped he was terrified what the messages would say. That something was wrong with her or Lulu. Plus not having her around felt weird and wrong.

It was even worse for Em tho. She has her little routines. She makes Dan his tea every single night, she gets to read her books while he watches sports or some ridiculous movie that’s too ridiculous and American for her to find it funny. Since they found out about the pregnancy Dan talks to Lulu every single night. Dan sleeps with her head on his chest because his heartbeat - and his snores because she’s too in love lol - are her white noise. She wakes up with Dan kisses and cuddles every morning. He’s the one who knows what to do when the nightmares hit. He knows how to calm her down when her heart starts racing too much.

She thought she was gonna be fine, she stayed with Grace and Joe and Blake was all the time with her while Charlie was working, then both of them will be her shadow. But this is a woman with C-PTSD after years of negligence from her parents. She’s been working on it for months with her therapist Mildred, her psychiatrist and Charlie, but its hard. Mix that with her abandonment issues, pregnancy hormones and the memories of the last time she was alone and pregnant? Its a bad mix. There was nightmares, admitting to her in laws about her mental health and what was going on, and an amount of tears that was terrifying.

It took a village of Aussies looking after her and making her understand she wasn’t alone. It took an emergency session with Mildred because the flashbacks of Liverpool were too bad, even if the situation was completely different. It took an incredible amount of love and cuddles. She didn’t let anyone call Dan to tell him tho, not even in the worst night. She smiled through every call, even yelled at him for swimming with sharks. Dan could feel in his guts something was wrong, but he knew if nobody called him then it wasn’t that bad. It wasn’t until he was back home that Joe sat with him while Em napped and explained what happened. It really broke everyone’s hearts. It was really the reason why Charlie decides to move with her while the boys were going to be away for the last couple of races.

#katie tag

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In this AU, Michelangelo and Donatello are both very small. They won't get any taller than they already are, and because of that, they're both treated a bit… soft.

Donatello hates it because he doesn't want people to think that he can't take care of himself. Because of that, he is sort of cold to his brothers. He has a hard time with emotions, and normally keeps his bottled up. (He has often accidentally flung himself by accidentally stabbing his staff into the ground and going flying.)

He often uses his small nature to his advantage, being able to move faster than the others. (he loves space and will go hours talking about it, if he's allowed)

Michelangelo also dislikes being treated like a baby because of his height, but he keeps it hidden better than Donatello. He's sorta chunky and loves to write his fanfics! He doesn't care how small he is because he can still fight very well, even if the others don't believe that he can. He's the best fighter out of him and his brothers(he often sneaks to train by himself, and because of that he's tired a lot so his brothers sometimes call him lazy)

Leonardo has memory issues which often make him forget stuff that he was doing right after doing it. He is the leader of the group, but sometimes forgets what he tells the others to do. (It's something that's worrying him; however, he won't talk about it since a leader has to be prepared all the time) Splinter has taken note of his little mistakes and is planning a few things. He's the oldest even if most people think it's Raphael.

Raphael is the second oldest and the tallest! He never talks unless he has to or it's to tell his brothers they're dumb. Sometimes he likes the idea of going by they/them more than others. He hates how tall he is and often bumps his head on things. He has a bad habit of punching at walls when he gets mad and always argues with Leonardo.

Normally people say that his glare speaks more than his words ever could.(And he could get even taller! That type of turtle is biiigggg) he looks kind of 'boring' but I think in a good way.

And now the humans! The Casey Twins and April. The twins are named Chase and Cassandra, and they're twins. Together, they make up Casey Jones! They're both sneaky fighters and look up to Raphael in a way.

April is someone who's trying to find out more about the mutants.

OH MY GODH THEY LOOK SO COOOOL!!! AND ALSO AWWW THE BABIES <3 <3 <3

Mike and Donnie are so tiny :)

ALSO GODDAMN RAPH IS HUGE-

This is such a cool au tho!!! (As usual lol)

#answered asks #<3 <3 <3 #SO COOOLL!!!#I love all the side notes #and the fact that you thought of their fighting style!#very interesting hehehehe

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I’m so so happy for you about TFcon!!! The fact that even though you had a little bit of an episode you managed to get through most of the day with good memories is such a big step! I cannot wait to see how far you get in a year from now :)

WUWHUWHWUHWUHWUUHUGWU KITTYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 AWWWWWWWW THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! Bro your support has meant so much to me since the very beginning!!!!!!!!

And omg you're right!!! I still managed to have a good time even tho it was hard at first, I didn't even realize that part. Thank you!!!!!!! I thought about a handful of online pals while we were driving on our way to the convention and you were actually one of the first ppl on my mind ;u;

Thank you for sending me such kind messages. I actually have YOU to thank for helping me the most with the Barbie movie!!! Because I remember I was so anxious to go see it bc I was worried I'd have a bad reaction to seeing any triggers bc everything that happened to me felt so fresh at the time. But you were the one who gave me tips on what to do in the movie theater and what steps to take to be able to handle it at small doses. I remember I had thought about your message when I sat in that chair and waited for the movie to start, I even screenshotted your message and re-read it a few times while the previews were playing. And I don't think I would have had the courage to actually go and see the movie on opening night if it wasn't for your advice. It was so important that i pushed myself to see it on opening night bc I wanted to do something nice for myself, I wanted to be surrounded by people and to laugh with them in the theater, and tbh it helped me so much and I have you to thank for helping me get the courage to do that!!!! And now I have all of this joy I can get from Barbie, and all of these Ryan & Margot movies that I've been combing through for the last couple of months I get to look forward to!!!

And I still took your advice to heart when I went to TFcon, I thought about what you would say, how to take things slow and that it would be okay to take some minutes away to catch my breath before coming back in. Your encouragement has meant so so so much to me and your messages always bring me joy, as well as comfort when I need them the most. I'm sure I have most of your messages saved so I can look back on them later, I always screenshot the nice messages I receive and yours are always so touching. You have been so kind to me and your words have a very special place in my heart. Kitty, you are one of the sweetest people on the planet, I SWEAR!!!! I don't have enough words to properly thank you, I wish I could properly tell you just how meaningful you are to me... please know that I greatly appreciate you being here for me, and I think about you often, and I love you AND I am sending you so so so so SO much love 🥺🥺🥺🥺💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

#THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#every time i see your icon whether its my inbox or my notifs im always excited to see u #🥰🥰🥰#asks #keepsake #bumblingbriars

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