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freakynct · 4 years

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happy birthday renjun!!

warnings: oral sex [female receiving], very slight spanking, slight rough sex and some dirty talking

you holded renjun's hand tighter, your fingers intertwined as you walked home from your date. it was his birthday and you wanted to give him something special, so you eagerly waited until you were both inside of your bedroom to give him his gift.

"renjun..." you cooed at him, wrapping your arms around his neck. "you wanna unwrap your present now?" you bit your bottom lip with anticipation and he smiled at you, nodding his head.

"where is it?" you took a step back so you were a bit further away from him and you started unbuttoning the first two buttons on your shirt, letting him get a glimpse at the light pink lacy bra strap laying on your shoulder and you saw how his eyes darkened, staring back and forth between the strap and your eyes. "i think this might just be the best present i've ever got." he smirked, taking a step towards you slowly until he was hovering over you again, his fingertips running over the lacy strap.

"but you haven't even unwrapped the whole thing yet." you looked up at him with innocent eyes and he sighed heavily before grabbing you by your arms and throwing you on the bed, a small squeal coming from your lips and you giggled. he slowly unbuttoned the rest of your shirt, letting it fall down your arms, revealing the lacy pink bra that matched the strap, his fingers caressing the fabric, giving your breast a small squeeze before running his hand down your exposed stomach until he reached the waistband of your skirt.

"is there more?" he looked at you with a sparkle in his eyes and you nodded your head while biting on your bottom lip and you could see the smirk forming on his lips. he undid the zipper on your skirt and slowly pulled it down your legs to reveal the matching panties and garter belt. "fuck baby, you wanna kill me?" his hands were still running up and down your thighs, his fingers squeezing the flesh every now and then, his eyes not leaving your body for one second, admiring your present.

"no... i want you to fuck me." you mentally cringed a bit at your words but apparently it worked because now you had renjun on top of you, kissing roughly the skin of your neck, making sure to leave purple marks while he grinded against you making you gasp. "you can have me any way you want." you whispered, eyes closed and head thrown back. he grunted against your neck and started lowering his kisses down your chest, his tongue running over one of your nipples over the fabric, wetting it. you whined softly and he took that as a sign to pull the cup down and wrap his lips around the bud, sucking gently at it. your fingers came to intertwine with the locks of his hair and your back arched slightly at his touch, letting him have his fun with your breasts, his tongue licking and sucking between each nipple. he kept his journey down your body and you moaned when you felt his finger run over your covered slit, a kiss being pressed to your clit right after.

"renjun, shouldn't i be the one pleasuring you?" you said between gasps and he sucked your clit over the fabric.

"trust me baby, this is just as pleasurable for me as it is for you. plus... "he continued while pushing your panties aside, running a finger down your slit. "i need to get you nice and wet for my cock." and with that his tongue was licking rapidly between your folds, a loud whine leaving your mouth and he sucked harshly on your clit in response. you didn't think you could handle renjun's mouth on your pussy for much longer without coming undone and your thighs clenched around his head, feeling him groan against you, sending shivers down your body.

"r-renjun, stop... i'm gonna cum." you whined and he chuckled against your pussy, licking and sucking even harder on your clit, finally sending you over the edge as you arched your back and moaned his name, holding his hands that were on your thighs for support. he came up, leaving a small kiss on your lips and then stood up to undress himself, grabbing a condom from the drawer before laying next to you in bed, his head comfortably placed against the pillows.

"c'mon, princess. come ride me." he smirked at you and you sat on your knees in front of him.

"my legs are weak, renjun." you pouted at him and he rolled his eyes.

"you're not gonna start being a brat now, are you? you're being so good to me, c'mon baby. you said i could have you any way i liked. it's my birthday." he complained and you gave up, coming up to sit on his lap, whimpering at the feeling of his hard cock touching your dripping pussy. he grabbed the base of his member, lining up his tip with your entrance. you whined when feeling him stretch you out, his head falling back into the pillows but his eyes were always on you. "there you go, baby. now move." he said and you slowly started bouncing on his cock, your hands pressed on top of his chest for balance, your eyes closing at the pleasure you were feeling, even tho you were still a bit sensitive from your orgasm from earlier. "faster." he panted, his hands grabbing your thighs firmly.

"i can't." you whined, feeling your legs burning with each bounce on his cock. suddenly you felt a slap being placed on your thigh and you squirmed.

"c'mon, i now you can, you're just being bratty." he hissed when your walls clenched around him and you shook your head, your whimpers becoming louder as you tried going faster but failing, your legs too tired to keep going. "fuck, i guess i just have to do it myself." he said between gritted teeth, holding your wrists together in front of your body, planting his feet on the mattress and starting pounding into you at an incredibly fast pace. "look at you, so beautiful all dressed up in lingerie for me." he said between grunts and groans while you whined on top of him. "too bad you're a fucking brat." he kept the hold on your wrists with one hand while the other came down to rub at your clit, the movements of his fingers matching the movements of his hips and your mouth opened in a silent moan.

"r-ren-jun" you could barely moan his name, coming off more like a gasp and his thrusts just got faster and harder, the pleasure of his cock rubbing against your walls intensifying, making you roll your eyes back and if it wasn't for renjun holding you in place by your wrists you would've fell backwards already.

"that's right, baby. cum around me." and with his words you did just that, shaking and clenching around him, making him moan louder, your orgasm washing over you, so intense you thought you blacked out for a second. you couldn't feel it because of the condom but you knew renjun had cum too because he had his head thrown back, eyes closed and mouth opened, gasping for air.

when both of you calmed down, he let go of your wrists, gently grabbing your waist and rolling you over to his side so you were now laying on your back on the mattress next to him. after throwing the condom away he plopped down next to you again, brushing your hair out of your eyes, a big smile on his lips. "thank you for the present, baby." he chuckled and his thumb caressed your cheek. "i'm sorry if i was too rough on you." he looked into your eyes with concern but you just smiled.

"it's ok renjun. i did tell you to fuck me." you both laughed and he sat back up.

"can i just ask for one more thing before my birthday ends?" he asked, his eyes sparkling. "take a bath with me?" he blushed slightly and you couldn't stop yourself from smiling at how gorgeous and cute he was. you loved how he could fuck you like a whore and then treat you like a princess right after, returning to his sweet and caring self.

"bubbles and everything?" you asked sitting up and he nodded grinning. you jumped from the bed and ran to the bathroom, renjun following you, laughing. "so now your legs aren't tired."

and while you were both naked under the warm bubbly water, your body between his legs, back pressed against his chest, you turned your head slightly to peck at his lips whispering "happy birthday, renjun."

#this was supposed to be a soft smut 😳#i feel like this isnt that good so sorry #nct smut #renjun smut #huang renjun smut #nct dream smut #kpop smut #renjun imagines #nct dream imagines #renjun reactions #renjun scenarios #nct dream fluff #renjun fluff #nct 127 smut #wayv smut

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i-have-feelings-bitch · 3 years

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some thoughts on ÉLITE s4 immediately after finishing it

MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD, obviously

so. i have some thoughts.

i really disliked how they kept on piling up problem upon problem and i’ve seen that a couple dozen times by now and it always ends the same - nothing gets solved. Not really, anyway. The solution usually is; another problem happens, but its bigger and far more important and severe than all of the other ones combined and it overshadows everything that had happened before.

on that note, and to be fair, this is a teen’s drama show. So i don’t mind it, just to be clear here. i enjoyed the heck out of this season, right now, it’s my favorite season of all. That might change later, as all of this still is so new and fresh and exciting so my mind naturally snaps onto it.

first things first; Omander went just like i predicted - they broke up just so they could get back together eventually, after some hardcore drama. (i cried anyway. a lot.)

there’s one character i liked throughout the whole season. no, wait, two actually. first is rebeka. i feel like her decisions made sense. i liked her story arch a lot. the second one is azucena. what a queen.

.........guzman has a really bad temper. always had and probably always will. (to the samu/guzman/ari drama; why couldnt they have a pretty threesome, ari was quite obviously polyamorous (but i guess nobody has ever heard of that lol) and samuel and guzman almost fucked any second anyways so what exactly was their problem)

surprisingly enough, i liked Patrick in a lot of moments, about 50%. i absolutely despised him in the other 50%. tbh im really not sure about his character like with him, i don’t see any reasoning or goal or whatsoever. i have no clue what he wants to achieve?? guess he just wants to be gay and fuck around and honestly? fair enough

Mencia. Oh, Mencia. i liked her a lot from the get go and i still think her character is cool as shit, but there were quite some moments when i wouldve loved to smack her across the face. i also cried a lot when it came to Mencia/Rebeka. when Samu said “Fuck, you two are cute”? i felt that. i very much cringed at the chocolate scene, but to each their own i guess.

Ari; about 95% of the season disliked her. i didn’t hate her, but she was like a knockoff version of Lu? listen, i know i’m being biased here and it’s very unfair towards her, but to me, it just felt like she always tried to be the mean girl but never really succeeded. my opinion of her skyrocketed in the last few minutes of the last episode, though. we love some good sibling care in this house. not like it had been like that in the beginning, mind you.

i. fucking. hated. Benjamin. like the whole time. i think there was legit one single moment when i thought like “okay hold on that was the first (and last) good move you made this whole season” and it was when he offered Mencia to listen to her anytime she wanted or needed to. otherwise. fuck him. his attitude, his way of talking, his way of acting, fucking everything. (in the very last scene, when he destroyed the table? like yeah, i get that you’re emotional and angry and shit but my dude, your youngest daughter just told you she basically got r*ped on a daily basis by the guy *you* invited to your house because you only saw his money. can you please show some motherfucking self-control and not scare said daughter to fucking death oh my god i hate this guy so fucking much) also because he kicked out azucena. on that note, ander being protective of his mom? absolutely living for it.

aaand Ander. here we go. oof. i did not like him for a good part of the season. actually, i think it probably started in episode one and ended in the last one, lol. i just felt like there were little things that made sense? i appreciated him telling Omar that he finds this other guy (aka Patrick) hot, but like some time later, they break up in this really horrible and heartbreaking sequence and a minute later, Ander goes whoring around like there’s no tomorrow? like, literally? huh? i found myself really torn between who to dislike more; Ander or Patrick. nice el desorden reference. (both the shot where he masturbated alone in the shower and the book, lmao)

as for Omar; can the writers just leave him the fuck alone please? what did he ever do to yall to ever deserve all this shit he has to go through constantly in this show holy fuck i HATE how he got treated by Ander and Patrick and Benjamin. This boy deserves so much better. he did seem a little out of character sometimes, i gotta say. not sure why tho. most times, he was the sweet, empathetic cinnamon roll we know him as. like idk man he does so much for his friends?? the thing with Philippe and Caye at the bar was adORABLE

which leads us to

Philippe. dude. what. was his character. most of the time, i felt kinda bad for him, like his so called friends literally all just saw the royalty in him (not that he made the impression that he didnt like that in the first few episodes, but yeah it’s a thing so i reckoned that would come up later on). also i was so happy for Cayetana ughguhghguhghh they were really cute together......but then he gotta pull this shit, like what??? in the actual fuck. he’s just like “yeah some girl tried to sue me, saying i r*ped her” and then later he’s like “so yeah i’m actually a r*pist, whoops, sorry, can you stay pretty please?” like ex fucking cuse the shit out of me sir. no. the problem is i *want* to like him because pol granch is a fucking sweetheart and i’m catching myself thinking stuff like hes kind of aware that hes a borderline r*pist and that hes also very aware that it’s not okay? but like? he doesn’t try to change? don’t even get me started on his mother. ugly ass bitch. that’s all i have to say.

so i didnt like Cayetana for a major amount of s3, like at all. but yeah, what can i say. shes just a sweet girl okay and now i have a soft spot for her. much like Omar i feel like, she gets a lot of shit, completely uncalled for and there’s nothing she can do against it she just like stumbles into the pile of crap and then is knee-deep in. i feel very sorry for her man i just wanna hug her.

just for the record, there was not a single second that i thought Amomrdm(shit i forgot his name lmfao) -the bad guy- was just being nice and helpful. tbh he just deserved what he got. whoops, there, i said it.

the build up in the last episode was very nice, i gotta say. it was low key obvious who would be the one to attack Ari, but it’s alright. i did not expect the thing with Guzman tho lol. You go man. (but still, aggression problems.)

side note; dude it really sucks that guzman and samuel were too busy fighting over Ari to actually notice her missing lmao

oh also - Rebeka’s ninja kick on the dock??????? HELLO????

guzman and ander leaving made me so fucking emotional?????? excuse me??? who gave them the right?????

edit; (a day later)

just noticed i completely forgot Samu, lol. hes just so far away from my type and i dont really have an opinion on him like yeah hes kind-hearted and cares for his friends, and thats sweet, but uuuhhhhhh. i was only there for the lil gay moments between him and guzman. there were a lot of them. i was really happy when he and Rebeka made up and talked to each other again, that was kinda wholesome. aside from that tho? idk hes just kinda [shrug-emoji] for me (like he had been from s1 all the way on to be quite honest)

that said, i’m sure theres lots more thoughts in my mind but the heat is making my head hurt lol ok bye

#elite #elite4 #this is neither a pretty post nor something serious #literally just me rambling #also it was like 3am when i wrote that initially #but i guess in case anyone wants to read it ill post it #also saving it for later #lily rambles

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catonafence · 3 years

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Ok so what about

The Maze Runner and The Owl House crossover?

So if you don't know what The Maze Runner is then let me inform you with the basics. If you do then you can skip through. (Psst. Spoiler Warning):

1. The Maze Runner is a movie about a zombie apocalypse.

2. Well, it's not just one movie. It has 3 parts (and there's probably gonna be a part 4 but surely not this year):

1. The Maze Runner: The Escape

2. The Maze Runner: The Scorch Trials

3. The Maze Runner: The Death Cure

3. The story is about a young man, called Thomas, around the age of 20 (maybe) that got sent in a maze that has a circular shape. In the middle there is a green land called "The Glade" where Thomas was sent somewhere from below the maze, with an elevator.

4. There, he get's thrown out by a guy named Gally and soon befriends Alby, Newt, Minho, Frypan and Chuck.

5. I suggest you watch all the three parts to understand what i'm about to ramble about. Trust me. You won't regret it. It has everything in it. Horror, action, romance, angst, e v e r y t h i n g .

This random idea came to me once i decided to watch the movie once again.

So, i suppose that if you know the movie(s) you won't have trouble with knowing the characters and the plot.

Speaking of characters:

Thomas = Luz

Newt = Willow

Minho = Gus

Gally = Boscha

Brenda = Amity

Chuck = King (lol sorry not sorry)

Ava = Belos

Vince = Hooty (everyone just makes fun of him so i felt bad and gave him a cool role and a not-so-annoying personality)

Mary = Camila

Winston = Skara

Janson = Lilith

Ben = Matt

The rest stay the same 'cause i'm out of ideas and it's 1AM.

Their personalities change like in the movie, but not fully.

Their genders stay the same like in the show because... gay.

Ages:

Luz, Boscha, Willow, Amity and the others are around 20-23. Only Gus and Matt are 19.

Belos, Eda and Lilith stay the same. Only Camila get's older. Pretty close to her 50-60's.

King = 12

Hooty = I don't know how old Vince is but i guess he's around 40?

In the first movie we see Luz getting dragged out of the elevator.. Cage.. Whatever you like to call it, by Boscha. Now, Boscha is really strong and tall in this AU, just like Gally.

Luz is immune to The Flare disease, like Thomas, and dosen't really get affected when she gets attacked by Matt.

King isn't actually his name. It's a nickname that he gave himself. He never really remembered his name so everyone went along with it. At the part where King showed Luz the toy he explained that it was given by his adoptive mother, which is Eda. She and Lilith are still, well, were still sisters in this AU. King is still very demanding and instead of calling himself the "King Of Demons" he say's that he's the "King Of Grievers".

Luz and Teresa don't actually share any romantic feelings towards each other in this AU but they do get along pretty well at first.

Lol image how Boscha would look like when she got stung by that Griever.

R.I.P. King

Skara is more friendlier and naive.

Luz is just like Thomas.

Willow and Gus switch their accents 'cause it fits them better. They and Luz are still good friends.

Luz cried even in the helicopter which made the situation more awkward but Willow and Gus were there to calm her down.

Boscha isn't that much of a bitch tho. (Even if she made Luz eat the dirt when they fought)

Imagining Camila sending Luz away when she was a kid was heartbreaking even for me :'(

Not even I like Lilith in this AU. She does have that Janson fake smile trick that she always does and seems calm but actually she get's pissed off easily, unlike Janson.

Could you belive it? Luz having more conversations with Lilith than Eda? Well, i mean, Eda is dead but whatever.

Belos and Ava are the same irjdnf

They're both WCKD. Get it? 'cause they're both evil?

Ha ha

Yeah, i ruined the whole mood

Luz is not that serious like Thomas tho.

Frypan didn't really have any connections with Skara so he wasn't at the verge of crying when he had to say goodbye to her. Tho it was still kinda sad, man. :/

Amity is just like Brenda, but she dosen't swear. That's all. She's still very bitchy about everything lol

Jorge and Amity still have that father-daughter dynamic.

Luz and Amity develop a pretty strong bond, down there, in the sewers.

They actually start panicking when Amity get's infected.

When Amity and Luz kiss at the party ('cause that's some strong booze) Luz dosen't see Teresa instead of Amity, but she does see the other hallucinations.

After Jorge comes to rescue them Teresa is still the one who wakes Luz up.

None of them know that Luz and Ams kissed. Not even those two. They were too drunk to remember lol

When The Right Arm finds them and Amity passes out Luz is actually glad to donate blood to her.

Camila actually hugs Luz. Camila may be like Mary but she still loves her daughter.

When Amity tells Luz about her past she dosen't talk about George, of course, because George dosen't exist in this AU. Instead, she talks about her siblings.

Sounds cringe but Willow calls Luz "Luzzy" before Luz goes to talk to Teresa at the rocks.

Luz still punches Boscha in the face.

Luz get's very concerned about Willow once she finds out that her friend is infected.

Amity really dosen't trust Teresa.

She still likes kids alot.

Willow goes nuts tho.

She f e r a l

Rebellion. Ayayay...

Watching Willow turn wasn't easy for neither of them.

Killing her was even worse.

It was funny when Lilith just killed Belos so easily.

The part where Lilith shot Luz reminds me of one specific Lumity fic. It's just that instead of Amity, it was Teresa that was beside her.

Again, Luz and Teresa didn't kiss.

Amity freaked out so bad she nearly had a heart attack when she saw Luz in that state xd

When Luz wakes up she puts on the necklace from Willow.

And because i can't just leave it like that, Amity kissed Luz at the campfire.

That's it, folks. I hope you enjoyed this crazy AU of mine. I spent an hour writting this xd

#the maze runner #the owl house #lumity #im too tired of writting anymore #prob gonna edit this tomorrow #in my country

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httpswwwtbhkcom · 4 years

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“I had loved you when i first laid eyes on you. Will you be mine?”

[@httpswwwtbhkcom’s masterlist]

Pairing: Hanako x Reader

With a bit of Yashiro x Kou

And a tinsy bit of random boy x reader (Boy got rejected doe. Who want to be with him instead? Give the boy luv) Just to make Hanako jealous

Keys:

R/B = Random boy and Y/N/Reader's secret admirer

Y/N = Your Name

L/N = Last Name

Warning: Pervy Hanako [typical hanako from the toilet], a bit of yandere Hanako, curious Teru-nii (cringe)

(Sorry not sorry)

A/N: I’m kinda disappointed to myself. i had been editing this so many times. :(

+A/N: In this story, Whoever sees Hanako or any other mysteries can touch them. It’s called logic

++A/N: This had been edited: 5 times

+++A/N: I hope i will not edit this anymore

Summary: You had met Hanako, The 7th school mystery. He had fell inlove with you when he laid eyes on a beautiful person, though he was always jealous of boys confessing to you. He wants you and only you. Then there was a curious teru-nii about hanako’s love interest

Reader: Female

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"Follow me Y/N san! Im going to let you meet a friend of mine." Yashiro pulled you cheerfully while going to the third floor Girl's bathroom

"Why are we in the Girl's bathroom? No one is even here." You asked, confused of why they were in an empty girls bathroom

"Do you remember the rumor i told you about the seven wonders about Hanako san the 7th mystery?" Yashiro asked quite happy that you are going to make a new friend.

(At first, you were alone with no one with you. You tried making friends but instead of making one, you ran off not being friends with that person. But luckily, you became friends with Yashiro,Kou, and Aoi. You were shy at first, but you became confident soon after meeting them..)

"Yes i still remember it, why?"

"Do the steps i told you, and you might be friends with him!"

‘Friends? Him?? Were in the girl’s bathroom Nene-san! He must be really a sick pervert or something.’ You thought. You actually didn’t listen much to rumors, thinking it was just some sick joke. but you trusted her-

So you did the steps that Yashiro had told you. You knocked at the third stall three times

"Hanako san, Hanako san, are you there?" You were half scared and half of you are saying ‘This is a joke right?’

The door opened slowly. You stepped back a little, scared that something will jump out of the stall. You checked the stall but no one was there.

“Nene san... Is this a joke? Please don’t trick me-” You said not noticing that someone was behind you

Then you felt someone touch your shoulder. “Here i am~”

You were scared, You were going to hit that person but you fell and had hit your head hard. you couldn’t get a clear view of the person behind you. The last thing you saw before you felt unconscious was a boy with a hat and Yashiro beside him. “Y/N san! Y/N san-” the voice faded then it went black

Luckily for you, You were safe in Yashiro’s hands. Yashiro had carried you countless of times. Hanako just kept bugging her who were you. He didn’t help doe. Luckily, She is strong -w-

She laid you down to the nearest bed in the infimary

"Hanako kun, can you stay with Y/N san? I really need to go. Please stay with her while im gone, her brother is going to come to the school to pick her up. you can talk to her but don’t do anything stupid.” Hanako pouted, mumbling something, she rolled her eyes then continued. “ So i appreciate it if you stay here and not let her roam around. Her head must’ve hit hard." Yashiro waved goodbye at Hanako trusting him to stay, luckily he did wait for your brother to come pick you up

When Yashiro left, Hanako was staring at you, I mean checking oop-

He didn't let you stay out of his sight even though you were unconscious, his heart was beating so fast that he could feel like everyone can hear it from afar, he couldn’t stop staring, you were so beautiful. The most beautiful girl he had seen as a supernatural. Yashiro is cute too, no hate pls -w-

You woke up at the infimary, Hanako floating above you.

You woke up feeling weak, trying to sit down but your head still hurts

"Your still not feeling fine, go lay down."

"But-"

"Please! Lay down." Hanako insisted. So you layed down

"Where is Nene san?" You were a bit worried about Yashiro

"She left earlier. She said that i should wait until you wake up and wait for your brother to pick you up." Hanako had a warm smile. You smiled back at him, he looked at something else for you to not see him blush.

“By the way...” Hanako looked at you curiously, “Who are you? I’m Y/N L/N.” you asked.

“Oh I’m Hanako! I suppose you had heard me from Yashiro?”

“Ah yes i heard you from Nene san! She said you were a pervert, i don’t know if that was true.. Is it?”

Hanako became red after that, then sighed ‘how dare you say that to a beautiful person about me, Yashiro’ Hanako mumbled to himself, “Yashiro is just jealous i have no radish legs” He pouted, making you giggle.

“Uhm. Sorry if i offend you or anything but aren’t you supposed to be a girl? With a skirt?” You asked, He was offended. he tried to pretend he wasn’t at all. That didn’t work tho

“I’M So Sorry! I just heard some rumors about you and that you were a girl and Nene san said something--------- I’M So Sorry!” You felt bad of what you said earlier.You lowered your head at the floating ghost. ‘Stupid mouth. Always has to talk-’

He laughed. “Oh its fine! No need to apologize.”---

You two had fun together, talking about random things. He was pretty nice to be around.

You both became close friends after that

Hanako had grown more feelings for you. He loves you, He needed to protect you from pests, to keep you his.

He had stalked you to see you. He had always did, you just didn't know. You noticed that the boy who had confessed to you, that you had rejected, had been missing for days. You told Hanako the story, he acted like he was curious about it too. You knew that he was innocent, or so you thought. But he was the cause the boy was missing. He was jealous that someone will take you from him.that he will confess to you again, he had to do what he had to do.Make you love him and only him

One day....

"Hey hanako kun, Nene san!" You waved at Hanako and Yashiro while panting, tired from running

"I'm sorry im late! I helped Minamoto kun find a book in the library"

"Why won't Tsuchigomori sensei help him instead?" Hanako hugged you tightly, he had already missed you-

Earlier...

{ the last time he had saw you was when it was already after school, before you had helped Kou with finding the book. You were talking to Kou that time. when he looked away for a second, then he looked back.. you were gone with Kou. “Hanako let’s go! i want to go home early.” “Oh... Coming!”----- }

"Tsuchigomori sensei refused to help us earlier so it took us alot of time to find the book we were finding."

He got close you ear. His chin resting at your shoulder.

"Oh... I understand, but next time, please let me help you. So you won’t waste alot of time finding that book. I was worried sick about you~." You felt his warm breath near you ear. You shivered for a second. Your face was turning red, goosebumps appearing. Hanako grinned at you then teased you about it. Making you more red. While Yashiro on the other hand, was silently fangirling you two, not disturbing you two's moment.

Yashiro had shipped you two for months now

"Hey guys! L/N senpai, Thanks for-". Yashiro covered Kou's mouth because he was disturbing a moment.He noticed what she was doing. so he kept quiet. Hanako was teasing you because you were embarrased, He was too inside. But he was good at hiding it from you than before. Well you never noticed so... That counts right?

Everyone knew about Hanako’s little crush. Ok lets change it. Everyone knew about Hanako’s Huge crush on you. Well except for you. You had liked him too tho so. Lucky him

They both left after... leaving you and Hanako alone with the mokkes playing uno cards.Yes Uno Cardsss.Period. Hanako, who was very close to you, had leaned his head against your shoulder, trying not to look at your cards, while you try to not look at his-

When you had to leave, Hanako hugged you from behind "Please don't leave me! I will miss you!"

"Hanako kun, don’t worry, its only for a night. I'll be back tomorrow morning. I promise that i will visit you in the morning at the lockers."

"Really?"

"Really."

"Really, really?"

"Yes Hanako kun."

"Really, really, really?"

"Yes Hanako kun. I need to go now. My parents will be worried if i stay the night in here." Well, you never want to be in the school bathroom, sleeping with nothing except with Hanako cuddling you

You were used to this habit. He kept telling you to stay a bit longer, but later of bickering with the air, (people who passed by was looking you, saying “Is that girl ok?” “She’s talking to no one. Is she crazy??” You paid no mind since your used to those now) You had always won and left the school with a ‘goodbye!’

"Awh fine... Bye Y/N senpai! See you tomorrow~"

"Bye Hanako kun!" You walked away, thinking about what he had said earlier. Then you noticed.....

‘H-he had called me senpai!’ Your face turned into 50 shades of red. You couldn't sleep because of that. You had covered your face with a pillow. Even some of your family members noticed that you were blushing for no reason

The next morning....

"Good morning Hanako kun, Nene san!"

"Good morning Y/N----"

"Y/N!!!! I missed you!!" Hanako hugged you so tight, so tight that you had trouble breathing for a second.

"h-hanako k-kun, to-too tight" Hanako stopped hugging you,then you were gasping for air-

The bell rang

"(Y/N) chan, lets go to our class, we wouldn't want to be late." You nodded then followed Yashiro to class. Hanako bugs you like he does with Yashiro before, actually, when you two had met, he had changed. He had became more close and clingy to you, but he doesn't do anything mean to you, only teasings.

(Yashiro was happy she was not being hugged by air. but she kinda felt bad you had to feel what she had felt before. You didn’t mind tho, you reassured her by saying “I have more clingy siblings so your fine, No need to feel bad.” Then you smile at her)

You were at your locker, grabbing books for the next period, then you saw a pink note come out of your locker, landing on the floor. You picked it up. No Littering KiDs

The note says;

"Dear (Y/N) senpai💕

Please Meet me at the confession tree , after school. hope i could see you there.

You thought it was one of your 'Secret Admirers' again

Just pretend the confession tree was still there. But its a normal confession tree this time. The other one had rotten to death-

You were pretty after all, you became the second beautiful student in your school. Ofcourse, Aoi has to be the number one pretty person. Since Aoi rejected many boys who tried confessing their feelings, some still are confessing to her till this day (i’m talking about you Akane), some moved on. Many had been confessing to you instead, but got rejected after.

Hanako was trying to find you, worried that you had already left. Then he saw you, slowly going behind you, not bothering you..

Hanako was behind you, staring at the note. ‘I need to act fast. She might say yes! Well i heard her say that she likes someone. Wait- what if that was me? Still! i need to keep her away from her ‘secret admirers’’- He thought

You were just starring at the pink note you had picked up

"Hello Y/N senpai~" He purred

"Ah! You scared me Hanako kun." You whisper yelled, trying to not get attention

"Oops sorry." ‘Not sorry’ he mumbled

"By the way Y/N senpai~ can you meet me in the Girl's bathroom, after school. I want to tell you something"

"Uhm..." You looked at the pink note that a person had send you. then at Hanako

"Please Y/N senpai! Its really important, just meet me later."

"....Fine.." ‘I feel bad for the person tho. I hope he makes it quick, then i run to the confessing tree’ You thought, making a plan.

After school, you went to the Girl's bathroom. When you opened the door, You just saw Hanako playing with the mokkes. Hanako gave you a warm smile, then gave the mokkes a sign to leave them alone, leaving you and Hanako alone. You sat beside Hanako confused and a bit uncomfortable.

"Hey Hanako kun. Why did you bring me here anyways?"

"Oh my Y/N..." Hanako leans to your shoulder, his arms around your waist. he looked up seeing that you were starring and was blushing a bit.

"You don't know?" he continued

"No."

"I had brought you here because..."

"hm?"

"I love you.." He murmurs

"Can you repeat that? I didn’t hear it." He plays with your hair, leaning closer

"I love you Y/N senpai" He covered his face with his hat so you didn't saw if he was blushing or not. Your face turns red.

"I had loved you since when i first laid eyes on you. Will you be mine Y/N senpai?" You saw his eyes, begging you to say yes. Well you liked him too so why not?

So you did. He was happy, very happy. You never saw him this glad before.

You both stood up. His arms around your waist, leaning for a kiss. You melted feeling his chest, beating fast. He held your head closer to his, to deepen the kiss.

After that you saw Yashiro and Kou at the door. Yashiro fangirling as always. Yashiro held Kou's hands.

"Don't they look cute?!"

His heart melted by how cute Yashiro was. Like an arrow had hit his heart.

"You're cute too....." Kou Murmured

"What did you say Minamoto kun?" Yashiro asked curiously looking at the blushing blonde

"Minamoto kun said you're cute too." Kou blushed in embarrassment. You and Hanako kun were giggling while Yashiro was turning red.

"Y/N san!!!!" Yashiro was flustered, Kou was uhm- also flustered

"Well Nene san. You asked for it, i answer for you." You giggled

Then all of you played cards but with pairs. You were paired with Hanako, and Yashiro was paired with Kou.

You all did 5 rounds only. In 3-2, you and Hanako had won. Then Yashiro and Kou left you two again. That makes you and Hanako alone.

You and Hanako were cuddling since Hanako wanted to hug you so badly.

He wanted to tease you, since you get flustered so easily. So he did. He said pick-up lines to you. He wanted to see you become flustered and makes your face red

"If i could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put 'U' and 'I' together." Your face was red. Hanako winks at you. You laid your head at his chest so he cant see your face becoming red. Then you put your head on his lap. Comforting yourself. You could hear his heart beating so fast.

But he still continued to flirt.. but. He became a pervert you thought

"I wish i was your favorite chair." Hanako was becoming red, regretting but still wanted to tease you as hecc-

"hm? Why?" You ask, looking at Hanako, confused. face a bit red

"So you can always sit on me." You were more red, He smirked. You tried to move, but he didn’t want you to go yet.

"Why won't you let me move?"

"I love the view here, can't stop looking at you." He smiled

You stopped looking at him pretending that you were mad

"Look at me Y/N chan" You didnt listen to him, your head on his lap but not looking at him

"Y/N chaaaaaaaaann, notice meee." You still ignored him, you pouted

He played with your hair. "Y/N chan~" Hanako leans near you. You saw him leaning close, but you still ignored him after

"Y/N chaan~ i know you can see me~ Look at me pleaseee~" Hanako whined. You looked at him, your face a bit red

He leaned closer to you to get a kiss.

He deepens the kiss. then He leaned back.

You sat down then gently smacked his head, stood up, leaving. Before you opened the door, He was already standing. You said a loud “B-baka!”. Loud enough to let Hanako hear it. You heard “Love you too!” from the smirking Pervert then left.

The next morning at your classroom, before the class had started...

Hanako was hugging you, clinging to you like Koala

Yashiro, and Kou was teasing you and Hanako

Aoi was with Akane

Then R/B approached you

"Uhm.... Y-Y/N senpai.. May i speak to you in private?"

"hm? Sure." You smiled to show comfort to him. His face was red, his heart melting to see your warm smile. Hanako was jealous.

"Don't do it Y/Nnnnnn" Hanako whined,,, Hanako's voice was so cute, your heart melted.

"No Hanako, he might need me with something." You whispered to him. "Go chat with Minamoto kun and Nene san."

"Fineeee" Hanako said with a whined voice. But he didn't went to Yashiro and Kou to tease them for being single, instead, he followed you, hiding so you won't see him.

"What do you need?"

"U-uhm.. Y/N senpai.. i-i." He tried to finish his sentence but the bell rang

"Oh the bell rang. Let's talk later instead. See you later!" You waved bye to him. While he waved back. ‘Did she not see my note? Was she busy? Did i put in another locker??? i hope not... i guess i’ll tell her later.’ R/B thought -v-

'Yes! He didn't finish his confession. Don't steal Y/N from me' Hanako thought. He noticed that you are going near back to the classroom. He hurried back to Yashiro and Kou pretending that they were talking.

Yashiro and Kou were confused but didn't mind it.

You sat down at your desk, Hanako hugging you at the back. You felt protected whenever he hugs you, then holding both your hands. Yashiro, again, fangirling silently.

At lunch, you tried to find the boy who was going to say something. Sadly, you haven't found him yet. So you thought of finding that guy after school, (after helping Yashiro clean of course)

After school

You tried to help Yashiro clean but Hanako kept hugging you to prevent you for cleaning

"Y/N~ Stay with meee. Let Yashiro clean instead!~" You looked at Yashiro if it was ok for her to not help her.

Yashiro nodded. You thanked her then promise to make it up to her tomorrow by making donuts for everyone, she said it’s fine tho.

"Soooo Y/N san.."

"hm?"

"What happened with the boy and you? Did he need anything?" Yashiro asked.

"Oh! I almost forgot." You were standing up going out of the bathroom. Hanako prevented you from standing

"Don't leavee!"

"I can't he haven't finished his sentence earlier. I can't just leave him like that." Hanako sighed, then he letted you go

"See you later!" You waved at Yashiro and Hanako, then you left the bathroom

"Bye!" Yashiro waved back

"Bye..." Hanako was jealous. He knew that the boy was going to tell her that he liked her

"Hey Hanako... Are you Jealous???" Yashiro asked with a grin

"Ye-- W-wait what?! Of course not! Were dating already, why would i be jealous??? Hahaha"

"Just tell me anything Hanako. You had known me for months." But Hanako stayed silent.

Later, he had stood up walking out of the bathroom

"Bye im going to find Y/N.. she might get lost"

"Bye! See you later."

"Oh. And Yashiro."

"Yes?"

"Tell Y/N that im just taking a walk around the school."

"Oh sure!."

Hanako left Yashiro alone in the bathroom.. ‘Wait a minute... Y/N knows the whole school already. How could she get lost???? Wait- Hanako said he was going to take a walk???? I’m confused??’ Yashiro was thinking about that for a good minute-

then Kou came inside of the bathroom

"I knew it! Hanako is Jealous-- Minamoto kun?! Why are you here?"

"I was...W-waiting for you. Why is Hanako feeling down when i passed him? And where is L/N senpai?" Yashiro is internally screaming right now.

"Hanako is jealoussss. I don't know where Y/N san is but i know Hanako is finding her."

With you and R/B...

"So... What were you going to say earlier?"

"U-uhmm..." He became red after. He must be embarassed you thought

Hanako found you two in the lockers, he hid in the classroom,leaning at the wall. listening to the conversation

"Y-Y/N senpai... I- I"

"hm?"

"I- I like you! Please be my girlfriend!" He bowed at you, him blushing so hard because he had finally confessed.

Hanako was jealous, he wanted to go out and prevent him. But he knows better. The boy can’t see him and Y/N might get disappointed

Teru was outside the classroom door, accidentally hearing the conversation. He saw Hanako leaning, listening. So he joined him in listening to the confession, While staring at Hanako’s reactions. Hanako had not noticed Teru outside. he was too occupied at the conversation right now. ‘Interesting.... Hanako has a love interest hm? Not bad..’ Teru was into his thoughts about Hanako’s love interest.

"I'm sorry, i like someone else already.." R/B was sad, Hanako was jumping up and down cause you declined the boy's confession. And Teru, surprised... Seeing that Hanako was glad you had rejected the boy.

"I- i understand..." The boy was sad, he had admired you the first time he saw you. then get rejected

"I’m so sorry!" You bowed

"No no it's fine! L-look... I need to go now..." Then he ran out of the school. You looked at the boy running out of the school. He was crying. you saw that. You really felt bad. but you had to. You were already dating a ghost, a supernatural, a school mystery. Then you heard a noise in one of the classroom. You tip toed to the wall to listen to the conversation. It was Teru and Hanako.. After the conversation with You and R/N, Hanako was supposed to go back to the bathroom, but had saw Teru when he was outside the classroom.

With Teru and Hanako..

(they were at the hallway btw)

"So you do like Y/N san." Teru pointed his sword to Hanako

"Why?! Do you like her?" Hanako asked Teru with a death glare. Holding his knife

"No, i know her. But I don't have any relationship with her. And don't give me that or else im going to exorcise you." Teru hid his sword then walked by him. Hanako was facing infront while his eyes were following Teru

"If you need me, I'll be in my way back to my boundary." Hanako had said with no hesitation at all. He was not afraid to kill him for you, like what he did to some boys who tried to take you from him again. Teru stopped behind him.

"Oh and Teru... If you do like Y/N for some reason... I'll cut you throat with no hesitation..... Cause Y/N senpai is mine and no one elses.."

You became red. Hearing everything they had said, even though that you knew that Hanako likes you. but you were a bit scared of Hanako because of that. You still love him though so don’t worry.-

You ran back to Yashiro, helping her clean. Then Hanako came inside a few minutes later, hugging you. You hugged him back

"Y/N chan!"

Hanako forgot to close the door completely, so Teru had the chance to look at you two from the outside-

"Teru-nii? Why are you outside Hanako's boundary?" Kou asked

"Oh- Kou. Didn't see you there. I was just uhmm.. Observing.. Just observing if Hanako was doing something bad..oh I'm done observing i need to go now. Stay safe Kou." Then Teru left after.

"Oh ok... Bye Teru-nii! Stay safe." Then Kou went to the spot where Teru had stood.

Kou can see you and Hanako hugging and laughing together. ‘So that means that Teru-nii is curious about Hanako and your relationship together. i never knew Nii-san was curious. Hm. Weird.. Oh well’ Kou thought

Kou went in and thought that Yashiro still needed help to clean but she was already done. So they just played UNO with each other.

Kou left after trying to wait for Yashiro to clean since he needed to go to the ‘boys’ bathroom (Yes, He a gentleboy) Then saw Teru outside Hanako’s boundary ‘observing’ something. When Teru left, He saw You and Hanako cuddling so he thought that Teru was curious too

fin

Uhm.. Hello. Hope you like it. It has many errors i know. Plus it's my first time doing this. Kinda had fun but with a bit of cringe on the way.

Reblogs are appreciated

Edit: i know i will edit this soon

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just a thought...

....technically, my hot takes

i could rant about doctor who head writer(s) choices and call it out all day long about why [insert action by # doctor here] is just half done or has an allegory to what's happening now but, the doctor would be absolved from said thing because 'it was to save the world/current time period/person here' excuse.

like i could tell you that:

'the silence vs the doctor arch' is actually just an allegory of police brutality towards pocs in history due to systematic racism that's looked away/forgotten about and how the public/the government uses the whole 'but yall killing each other too excuse' or as the silence put it 'you should kill us all on sight' to shift blame of the non-poc's choice to do the same to pocs but, to a horrifying degree ie what 11 doctor does to the silence AND THE RAMIFICATIONS IT CONTINUES TO HAVE EVEN NOW I AM. which makes the doctor a villain especially because he's known as the man in the blue police box or as a 'hero'. And the abuse towards river song in show and by rose stans?? Oh the disrespect?? Her entire arch with the silence is an allegory of black woman being the most disrespected despite going above and beyond and hiding the pain because 'the doctor doesnt like endings'. And both the silence and her are just brushed aside like..... the water parallel. i just - oof but its too early for that moffat drag

or like the constant disrespect to pocs in rtd's era. which made 12 cringe later on with the first doctor but that him cringing on what he did in his tenth incarnation - yeah rtd aint safe either. he allowed girl in the fireplace to be on our screens.

how the doctor treat river the same as jack and donna combined is something that need to be talked about right now. and how even river in her audios with tenth doctor shows that ten really wanted donna back. like his whole vibe was ‘fuck everybody else tho but, donna’ and i just I HAVE QUESTIONS (both as a romantically platonic ship but more importantly, like ten where are you set at? time lord victorious wise with river? where r u? because you and river talking like ‘time lord victorious’-era and i really need that cleared up.

or how when 9 says he the last of the time lords but both iris wildthyme and him were on earth at those times and that he would’ve felt them LIES. SHE WAS THERE! HER TARDIS WAS THERE TOO IN THE FIRST EP OF ROSE! WACK! ‘im the last of my kind weh’ no tf ur not. ‘i would’ve sensed them *taps his temple* in here* APPARENTLY NOT DUMBASS

the whole master/doctor on the eiffel tower - i can drag BOTH DOCTOR AND THE MASTER FOR THIS BABE - yeah chibnall aint safe just because he got ~diversity~ nah i can drag him too.

i could also offer an addition of sorts to dhawan!master's reveal of what hes done to gallifrey by showing her that what he had done was the final act but what tecteun had done before hand was destroy her true home - her forgotten home, pre-tecteun. Just show her the world that she never had the chance to know - the chance to discover - to learn about and of and where she really came from and destroy it. Just to justify further on why he destroyed Gallifrey like that and how the previous thing would just play further into the fact that tecteun and gallifreyans were actually using gentrification on the doctor the entire time and by destroying her home would be stripping her of her culture and then try to pass it off as ~cute~ or a ~style~ so im glad he just chose to straight up kill the colonizers i mean gallifreyans by turning them into the one thing that made them feel the very consequences of their actions and choices on what they done to the doctor. (With the cybermen tech).

i can even drag iris wildthyme by her roots for how she treated panda. idgaf he’s a sentient stuffed panda I WOULD KILL HER ON SIGHT. ‘oh i made sure in every timeline of your existence that you would die just to keep you from being stuck in a painting even though every single version of you would be financially doing well without me and would kill themselves because of me manipulating the situation so you would do that over and over and over BUT HEY YOU’RE NOT STUCK IN A PAINTING!’ i couldn’t be panda, she would be dead. there would be no more iris wildthyme adventures. i rather be stuck in a painting than travel with her ever again or i would just kill her. on sight. no hesitation. sorry katy manning but, you just gonna have to be jo grant forever.

I mean i could go on, i could but, im sleepy while typing this and yes i've been sitting on all that to myself for years but ... i still watch it and it does small steps to address things but, as far as im concerned - [skips several pages] my ending would just be us having a martha audio with ten (because consistancy) and martha series separate from torchwood ok? like rose got one, jackie got one, lady christina got one, fucking jenny got one, every river audio sound like iris wildthyme (and the newer ones with ten is him thirsting and missing DONNA. like rose whomst? apparently in big finish 10 only knows rose tyler when her name misspelled and smudged on his hand) and donna's audios clearly superior amongst all them, so its martha's time to shine. Give her three audios with him.

Because the timelord victorious audios clearly just skipped martha in the trailer and i cant stand here with him having that much thirst for donna and him in the same breath not say martha's name.

Give her some audios with him. Give her standalone audios too and for once, not let her talk about the doctor. I miss noel too, put him in there too.

#ooc #mv: long post #bbc doctor who #doctor who #{its very easy to drag every single doctor}#{i can drag every single timelord. even my own.}#{i'll go further on these things but yeah}

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tfw-no-tennis · 3 years

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mtmte liveblog issues 4&5

its delphi time babey

I'm sorry but drift & co look like such fuckin nerds on their scooter things on the cover lmaooo

oh god. seeing the first page just reminded me of how horribly confused i was for this whole little arc the first time i read it. i was like ok, who are all these new characters, and also why does everyone look so similar

anyways now i now what's going on. i love first aid

love the running continuity of rung being the literal only psychologist on cybertron (except for fr*id but that's later). no wonder everyone's fucked up they all have to share a single therapist

ok i find it extremely funny that first aid was demoted from doctor to nurse, as if that's a thing that happens EVER - I mean it'd be one thing if first aid was a nurse practitioner (which i doubt is a position that exists here), at least that demotion would make sense, but like...the doctors i work with don't know how to do most nurse stuff (like BP, cathing, vaccinations, hell even using some of the thermometers - that's all stuff nurses/etc do), so demoting one to a nurse would be a disaster (just like promoting a really good nurse to a doctor would be a bad idea). anyways i know I'm being pedantic but it Be like that when you work in the medical field and read something that has medicine-related stuff in it

i love swerve giving ratchet the tiniest free drink ever lmaooo

is that skids being a rowdy drunk in the bg lmaoooo

unironically i love medical statistics. keep it comin

i love magnus’s giant sternal chestpiece thing. its like a bird’s sternum but without the massive pec muscles attached

i love magnus and rodimus’s dynamic so much

oh pipes....im so sorry but this fun space adventure is going to be not so much fun for you

ratchets ideologies are certainly interesting, and i liked seeing how they changed over the course of the story

drift: why would i be SCARED of the DJD, I've got a SWORD, two swords even,

hvbhajkhfbsdjkf pipes really said ‘oi, you two - what's this, then?’ that's the most british fucking thing, that's literally something i say when I'm doing an overexaggerated british accent, oh my god,

PIPES IS SUCH A TINY DUMBASS. ILY SIR BUT WHAT ARE YOU DOING

aaaand now you're covered in dead bodies, pipes. look at your life, look at your choices

drift epic sword moments

drift confirmed for the kinda weird guy who has katanas that he uses to like, cut up fruit and water bottles in his backyard while rodimus films him

‘i thought i heard...bickering’ lmaooooo

ah, so its covid

this arc is how i feel working in healthcare lmaooo especially now that i probably have covid

so rewind condensed the entire war into an 11 second long cringe compilation. nice

seeing the mechanical stuff past tailgate’s visor is so cool

poor tailgate, this guy is getting slammed with history from multiple sides. and like, bias is inevitable in ANY sort of recounting of events, especially controversial historical events, so poor tg just kinda has to take it all in and decide who to listen to

that’s...not really how immunity works, guys. also, you shouldn't be exposed to so much disease with proper ppe usage

is there even such thing as ppe in the transformers universe?? there are fluid- and contact-transmitted illnesses, so there SHOULD be

is there even OSHA in this universe??????? unbelievable

first aid, holding a giant fucking claw clamp: we haven't tried EVERYTHING............

first aid read a human wikihow article on how to jumpstart a car and took notes

i love tailgate’s ‘mom says its my turn on the xbox’ pose

tailgate has a point - he’s from pre-war times, where things weren't as grey so of course he would try to divide the two sides into ‘good guys’ and ‘bad guys’

CYCLONUS BE NICE DONT HIT UR FUTURE HUSBAND

go get some character development and then maybe you'll feel better

seeing the word quarantine is making me twitchy w/my possible month-long complete isolation quarantine on the horizon

drift pulling his swords on pipes and ratchet pushing down drift’s arms...lmao

poor pipes...even tho this is completely his fault, its still rough

also jesus, pharma and ratchet look so goddamn similar, reading this was so confusing the first time around

drifts idea of subduing pipes involves turning into a cool car and also posing with his sword

also. never gonna be over drift’s massive thighs. jesus man

ooof now drift has the rona. ouch

poor drift, his covid realization is getting overshadowed by pharma being flung around

first aid bustin thru w/the epic medical nipple clamps and some Big Boi Backup

ok that's an epic pre-beatdown speech from fort max right there, daym

im just gonna continue on w/issue 5 now for continuity’s sake. yay!

the cover of tailgate in magnus’s autobot school is so cute

and we open with an incredible shot of fort max str8 up ripping a guy in half. i mean, to be fair, he DID just give an epic speech about how much he was gonna do that, and he certainly followed thru

yeahhhhh, fort max is not doing so well atm

when he puts that dudes head in his chest vent thing and then snaps it shut....man

also i fucking LOVE when their faces are shaded all in black w/only the eyes/mouth fully drawn...fantastic stuff

ratchet: phew i am not equipped to deal w/this level of Fucked Up Mental Trauma. u good m8?

ratchet is already writing up a referral to rung for fort max as this is happening

drift is just laying on the ground dying like, oh hey yeahh I'm still here too

i fucking love when punctuation is drawn in story - like here where first aid has a little ? over his head....fav

ratchet holding drifts hand ;_;

ok tbh ambulon having switched sides 10 yrs ago is wild bc like, 10 years is barely any time for these guys, especially in a war that lasted 4 million years. that would be like a human switching sides in a war like, 3 months before it ends. probably. i sense some math bs, I'm just extrapolating here

all that mexican standoff shit is going down and first aid is just like But That's None Of My Business

ah so ambulon is an asymptomatic carrier

and there's first aid with the save! iconic

pharma calling ratchet ‘buddy’ hbvakjdsbfhkasdf

ooooh i love that they figured it out - and i love that twist, that transforming is what triggers the start of symptoms. remember when drift turned into a cool car? yep

s/o to Ambulon Transformers for helping me in my medical terminology courses, bc now ill always remember: Leg(tm)

also this explanation makes a ton more sense (in universe, at least) than the whole ‘i guess we as medical staff have been exposed to enough Germz that we’re more immune to this or something’ theory

ah, i love the meaningless (to me) alien robot medical jargon

drift and ratchet hhhhhhhhh

‘I'm too wide’ fort max L O R G E

also once again drift is forgotten in favor of a bunch of other dramatic stuff happening vbhjksdfbjhskdf

godddd i love tailgates little flashbacks where we see how Important and Special he is, complete with his ‘bomb disposal’ arm label...augh its so good!

and tailgate’s autopedia page even reflects his lies! like, did tailgate go edit that first thing upon waking up??? seriously, I'm fascinated by tailgate’s meticulous dedication to his fake life

also the fact that ultra magnus believes everything he read on autopedia is amazing lmao

ultra magnus: you think somebody would just go on the internet and tell lies?

fuckgin love magnus’s long ass name/title placard

tailgate hvbahjkdfbjhaskf i mean, he’s gotten the abridged version of everything else, of course he would assume that’d be the case here too...but not on magnus’s watch

magnus cant even say ‘fun’ hvukdasdbjfkjsadf i love my uptight law dad

love rung implying that upon questioning, he would easily divulge a patient’s name and maybe even information about said patient’s treatment while under him....love the disregard for patient confidentiality and hipaa in general

not that hipaa seems to exist here, at least not in a fully realized form

also i mean the above genuinely, i think rung’s tendency towards at least slight malpractice is very interesting

poor red alert....super bad luck that HE was the guy to get roped up in that overlord business

I'm glad that, at the very least, red alert was able to prove that he was Actually hearing something to rung, rather than get brushed off completely

god magnus and tailgate’s interactions are golden

also tg is much more sarcastic/quippy than anyone gives him credit for tbh

‘thought warfare,’ ultra magnus says with complete seriousness. god i fucking love this comic

now i can tell pharma apart from ratchet bc pharma has let his true Petty Bitch nature emerge and you can see it in his expressions

the whole ‘tarn is addicted to transforming’ thing didn't really go anywhere, right? i feel like i noticed that on my second readthru as well

also pharma is such an interesting character given the context of him like, trying to strike a bargain w/the djd to keep them from destroying delphi, but that arrangement inevitably kinda making him lose it as the situation escalates. he’s also just really entertaining bc i feel like he kins the joker or st and probably gets into really heated arguments w/people on twitter about just abt anything

‘sound bomb’ i love this comic

another important facet of pharma’s character becomes clear around this time as well - how he’s really into ratchet. i also choose to read them as awful exes tbh, it makes their dynamic even more entertaining

‘killmaster, with the wand’ is one of my favorite running remarks lmao

also, was killmaster even a character before mtmte? or, if he was, was he an important one? it would crack me up the most if he literally didn't exist at all, but any way you spin it is still funny

ratchet’s tiny humansona facing off against pharma is wild

‘I'm miles from anyone i truly care about’ brutal, ratchet, drift is dying like 2 floors away (im p sure)

SUDDENLY DRIFT IS HERE, ACTUALLY

oh don't worry first aid, that sure isn't the last we’ll be seeing of pharma

so like, did first aid save everyone by posting that data log to his wreckers fan blog or something? lmao love it

i love the pretty fucked up reveal of ratchet having stolen pharma’s hands. like, damn dude.

and that wraps up the delphi arc! our first true ‘arc’ of mtmte, and a fantastic one at that. short and snappy and fresh, with some very clever writing and cool new characters, and a lot of great plot threads to be picked up later. plus, we got to see the beginnings of drift and ratchet’s whole thing (and ratchet and pharmas whole thing). and the lost light gets some much needed extra medical staff, so everyone wins!

well, we’ll see how fort max feels about this all pretty soon.....

#lj rereads mtmte #love me some delphi

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Do you like Chanel purses? no

When was the last time you had Pepsi? ages ago

Do you know anyone with exaggeratedly big muscles? not personally

What is your favorite endangered animall? elephant

Can you name someone with the same last name as you? my parents

Who was the last person to scream your name? ...

By the way, that wasnt meant to be perverted. too late I have no idea why I thought about that - no one ever screamed my name this way and nobody ever will :x

Do you struggle to articulate your thoughts and feelings? it seems Name something that you are doing tonight. nothing and I realized that I don’t want to go to sleep more than ever before, I just don’t want to wake up tomorrow and yet I’m scared of dying (suffering)

Do you like the smell of a barbecue? nah

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now? too young for me Are you more likely to show affection through your words or your actions? words I guess Do you have an easy time falling asleep? I wish Are you a crier? crybaby Do you like to wear makeup? no Do you have a high tolerance for people? pfft Do you like your bed? why not How many times have you been to the ER? few

Are you wearing shorts? basically never

Do you eat randomly, just whenever the hell you want? ...

Did you have trouble getting up this morning? yeah What’s a few things that automatically make you go, “Awww”? cute little dogs Do you have soft hands? Do you like holding hands? do I? I like to hold hands tho What’s your opinion on perfumes that are REALLY expensive? dumb, I hate perfume but expensive - that is ridiculous! Have you ever really hated a teacher and practically made it clear you did? Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know. Are you a little bit cautious around horses? Do they scare you a bit? I’m just a cautious person in general If you could live next door to ANYONE, who would you want to live beside? love of my life, I mean - we can live together but for now it would be cool if we were neighbors at least, you know what I mean? Do you think your friends are pretty? Do your friends think your pretty? what friends... Are you currently worried about your parents finding out about something? maybe mom about that one particular thing that starts on S and ends with X

What is your opinion on air pollution? less cars!

Were you forced to read ‘The Odyssey’ in high school? from what I remember

Who was the last person to come visit you? M.

When was the last time you shaved your legs? recently

Do you own any superhero shirts? nope

What is your opinion on the “Team Edward/Team Jacob” shirts? I dislike Twilight

If you had to teach a class, what would you teach? if I really had to then art

How did your parents meet each other? personal

What profession do you think is the most under-appreciated? garbage collectors, those who clean the streets or hospitals, postmen etc.

Have you ever drawn on someone while they were sleeping? don’t do that

Does time really heal all wounds? Or is that just a trivial saying? trivial saying

Where is your favorite place to take a nap? I don’t do naps but my bed

Would you rather lose all your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? not be able to make new

Have you ever swerved off the road to avoid hitting an animal? I don’t drive

What’s a tradition you hope never dies out? it’s a secret

Do you have any exes you’d consider dating again? I’m dating my ex

Have you ever went a year without getting your hair cut? yes Do you think you could go a week without sugar? without sweets? I already do, I don’t even drink tea with sugar Would you be willing to go one day each week without meat? absolutely Do you feel comfortable telling people how much you weigh? whatever Are you any good at sewing? I know basics Have you looked at any old photos of yourself lately? this year Do you carry a calculator around with you everywhere? I don’t need it that often Do you like to plan things out or just go with the flow? plan but not strictly

Do you garden at all? If so, what types of things do you grow? I help my parents which I find pointless because there is always much more work than results Do you consider cooking to be an art? when done right How many pairs of sunglasses do you own? too many considering that I barely wear ‘em ^^” Are you a fast or slow reader? fast Would you ever spend $500 on concert tickets? hell no Do you know anyone who looks like you? there was a gal who was similar to me on tumblr but younger than me, I lost contact with her Do you get nervous when you go to the doctor? yeah :( Are you a short tempered person? oh well...

Does it take a lot to gross you out? I’m easily grossed out Last time you seen an ocean: never saw ocean in person Do you collect sea shells? not as much as I used to

What is one change you need to make in your life this month? lets not talk about it, ok?

Would you have sex with the last person you texted? done Are you planning on kissing anyone tomorrow evening? she’s gonna be busy working Do you require a lot of private time? yasss Have you ever told a guy you were a lesbian to get him to leave you alone? it’s because I’m a lesbian lmfao If you have a favorite television show, who’s your favorite character? in my most fav shows plot was more important to me than characters tbh, it’s hard to explain, I hope I’m not the only one who thinks this way haha but in Buffy I didn’t like Xander and Angel was annoying even though he was necessary, I wasn’t a fan of Faith and didn’t understand Riley existence in the universe, also Dawn changed a lot for worse but I swallowed it with patience, in Call the midwife I felt crappy when they took Chummy and Jenny away, I didn’t watch newest episodes so I have no idea who Lucille and Valerie are, I horribly miss sister Evangelina :(

What’s the best part about flying? don’t ask me, I’ve never been on a plane

Did you ever watch Sailor Moon? fragments

Chocolate or Vanilla ice cream? vanilla

If you had to get glasses would you wear contacts? I’d prefer glasses

Are mac’s really better than PC’s? I’m a PC gal

D0 y0u l1k3 t0 t@lk l1k3 a 5c3n3 k1d? *cringe*

When you were red and green clothes do you feel like a Christmas Tree? lol

What TV show has the best theme song? hard choice

New Year’s Plans? I don’t plan to live that long

Would you agree that Sex and The City is the best show ever? no way, I didn’t even care enough to watch one episode of it

Do you call your friends with red hair “ranga’s”? wtf

Have you ever been surfing? me? surfing? r u kidding?

Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex? excuse me, I’m into women exclusively

Name a thing in your room that other probably don’t have in theirs: me ha!

What’s your best jacket like? comfy :3

What’s something you can cook or bake like a pro? nothing

If you could pull off any hairstyle, what would it look like? I have couple of ideas ;)

What is the worst thing that happened so far today? my failed appointment as I didn’t get any answers nor help for my heart condition and allergies and that was the last attempt, I have no other ways of fixing things to survive next months, my life;s officially over, I only have suffering and fear left, I’m a burden and I want to kill myself sooner than food or cardiac arrest

Did that ruin your day? it ruined my LIFE

What’s something good you’re looking forward to? sweet relieve of death?...

What’s something that you think is really cute?

*wish it was mine

Describe your feet: eww, why, better not

If you see somebody crying, do you start crying too? depends

How do you like your hoodies? oversized, without kangaroo pocket in front and/or a zipper, yuk

Is having to pee really badly worse than being really thirsty? it is to me at least

Were you a cute baby? I was a red haired potato

Are you talking to anybody right now? online

How tall are your tallest socks? I kept my rainbow knee high socks but I don’t use them anymore

Are you waiting for a phone call? at night?...

Do you look forward to swimsuit season, or get really nervous? I was skipping swimsuit seasons for over 10 years until this summer - I bought the cheapest and went to stand/walk in the water and sit on a beach despite my insecurities

If you could live for a year with any foreign family, where would you go? don’t wanna, scary

What do you wish people would pay you to do? browse the internet XD

Do you take good pictures? I try

Should you be doing something else right now? wash my hair, drink water, commit suicide - who knows

Did that question make you nervous? that question made me sad

Why don’t girls like porn? some enjoy it

Tell me a memory of this summer: this summer is all about romantic love, illnesses and nostalgy

Do you think it’s pretty when 100s of balloons are let loose into the sky? a waste but still pretty, sorry love, I know you’d be irritated so don’t worry - I will never do smth like that to ya

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i think that you would think im pretty and would like my poetry and i want to share it with you. im shy.

to be honest, im very apathetic these days. im not the nice “cutesy baby flower petal boy” i used to be. a lot has happened & im bitter & sullen & all in all, a pretty shitty friend/person to know. i used to possess some redeeming qualities, believe it or not, even if they were construed by the subconscious in an attempt to be likeable - a facade, even tho its only a facade, is still tangible, still there, is still something, even if not authentic. is poorer character forgivable in the name of presenting more authentically? but nah. that makes it sound like im putting effort into being a better person, which im not. im just sort of fried & done. its been a very long time since i played the role i built for myself on here of the “small fawn boy who wants to help girls” lmaooo. how embarrassing. altho, i was just a kid, & i guess, if you had a tumblr as a teenager, you went thru some cringe (i know the use of that word has fallen in on itself & adopted its own definition but for lack of a better one) ass phases, whether it was kinning or malingering mental illness or oh fucking christ, all that gender bullshit, etc etc. from what ive observed, tho, loosely following kids im still casually friends with that i met on here, i think we’ve all managed to Grow The Fuck Up, at least a little. most of us have jobs or r in school or have partners - growing up & moving on is a very surreal experience to watch/go thru. im moving at my own pace & ive accepted that - im still currently using & starving myself & concocting a suicide plan every day but at least i use clean needles as much as possible, i actively & honestly do strive for the bare minimum calorically, & um able to work with the mentality of “well ill have this when i need it but todays not that day” a lot more readily, in relation to suicide shit. ive finally found a therapist who Really Gets It, is a frontrunner internationally on ritual & extreme abuse & mind control. its pretty incredible what a few years with a good therapist can do. anyways. im sorry, i know you didnt ask for all this & im not even sure why i divulged. i guess, what tipped me off, was your attempt at sounsing “cute” - dude, cut that shit out, i promise youll be a lot better off. & i know everyone interchanges aspects of their personality based on who theyre talking to/who they percieve themselves to be talking to, but i feel like not a lot of people give enough credence to the internet & its hand in shaping/molding young people, kids, vulnerable dumbasses, especially tumblr (tho, i get that its a relatively new phenomenon) - u get a bunch of the “weird”, “alternative”, ““ostracized” kids together on a website, of course its gonna nurture a culture of hypervalidatoon & pretending to be sick in order to fit in to the point that its not an act anymore & exacerbation of symptoms & basically, just sucking each others dicks, sitting in ur own shit, & never ending coddling. & then, you have the older group of kids, who have played this game before but instead of helping or ignoring the Dumbshit kids, they indulge their own normally-buried-but-unleashed-by-internet-anonymity sadism/human instinct to just be fucking dicks & so now you have this vicious cycle of anger & hatred & fucking melodrama up the urethra. im sorry, i know im comig off as/am being harsh but god fuckin dammit yknow? also, this isnt directed at you, specifically, more of a generalized thing, @ myself included. so uh. i mean, if u still wanna share it with me after reading all this, id be happy to read ur poetry. i used to be over the top nice & then reverted to Major Asshole & am now trying to find that sweet middle spot - honoring & allowing myself to share my pain without putting it on others. which is really hard!! cuz becoming a Dick was difficult in that it forced me to be more honest with my true self & as such, more vulnerable - now in trying to become Kinda Nice again because despite being a pulsating scrotom, ive had the intense desire for friendship & human interaction, while simultaneously doing things that i was consciously aware was pushing others away - but then, if i pretend to be nice, where does that authenticity i worked for & was so scared of go? & i dont mean telling someone their new haircut looks nice even when it doesnt - thats just not being a dick. but i guess, those r the normal trials & tribulations of any relationship & adolescent developing identity. which is weird too - dealing with “normal” issues, i mean. whats the point if your life/limbs/breaking point arent at risk? whats the point when your best friends already dead. im sick of people calling "survivors” (despise that word, so fucking female-originated & overdramatic) “brave” & “strong” - surviving is not brave or strong. its just survival. you wouldnt call an animal brave for running for its life from a predator but you would call a dog courageous for going into a burning building to save its owner. premeditated action on the notion that you are probably going to be hurt is brave. being subjected to pain with no choice is not. theres no “silver lining” or anything “good” to be drawn from it either - sure it may have made x a more compassionate person or made y more introspective & gentle but you know what would have been even fucking better??? if the shit hadnt happened in the first place! let x be an asshole & y be self absorbed - the “benefits”, so to speak, do not outweigh the cost, not by a long fucking shot. its not only patronizing to hear garbage like that, but a slap in the face to know that anyone could possibly see anything good coming from that nightmare & that the characteristics, good or bad, you developed either in response to or as a result of, are worth praise. dont tell me im strong for doing what i had to to escape a torture chamber - tell me im perseverant for studying my ass off & passing that test last week. in the words of one of my dearest & most fucking brilliant friends, “pain doesnt owe me/you purpose - the need to intellectualize & assign meaning to pain & death is not only futile, but harmful.” & honestly, i think that it stems from weakness (in most cases - i realize theres a plethora of other reasons such as those who r just desperate for something to hold on to or r hyperintellectual & analytical or who have been pressured by external “support” systems to find the “good” etc etc) - while the majority of people view the person who “can find the good in everything” (strictly speaking only in relation to trauma/tragedy here & more in denunciation of those that celebrate this trait as opposed to vilifying “survivors” who respond this way, though in my experience, its very very very rarely the “survivor” that perpetrates this ideology ) as strong, i sort of see it as a weakness - their inability to sit with & absorb their own pain or that of others is so strong that not only do they have to frantically pull rainbows out of the teeth of a meat cleaver, they also have to exist within this strange (tho, not malicious - more subconscious) superiority complex. like, nah, dude, some times shit is just awful. you cant tell me anything fucking good came out of a four year old girl being kidnapped, gangraped, & tortured for two years, before being impaled & left to die on a stake. her mom opened a non profit organization? oh well thank fucking god for that!!! those that believe the latter to be more “enlightened” or whatever the fuck r the same people who say shit like “dying is easy - living is harder” & i get that that its supposed to be interpreted metaphorically for the most part - giving up is easy, trying isnt (which also.....isnt true??? admitting defeat & fully accepting the fact that ur fucking helpless is beyond hard lmao???) - but pretend youre somewhere, anywhere outside ur sunny little fucking yoga studio full of white women whos biggest issues r the pta & johnny whos failing math, & lets say your life is in real, imminent danger, a gun is to your head & i want you to not scream or cry or beg for ur life since dying is “easier”. if dying is so easy, why do the majority of ppl cling to it with such desperation - why is suicide illegal? why do some ppl go thru 100s of chemo treatments even tho the doctors say theyre just prolonging the inevitable, ppl who cut off a diseased arm so it wont spread, those who walk dozens of miles every day for food & water, etc? & i know & understand the survival instinct better than anyone, even when i wanted to die more than anything, my natural instincts would kick in with no conscious neural input & id do what i had to do. im not condemning those who cling to life (ok - a little. ur wasting resources out of ur own fear. but i also realize thats just me being a Fucking Asshole As Always cuz technically, im doing the same thing tho its more due to lack of opportunity rather than fear. i just think, societally, death should be more normalized, discussed, & not made out to be so unknown & scary), instead just reprimanding those who say shit like that (inspirational facebook quotes). especially cuz most of the ppl who do spew that shit have never gone thru anything even remotely difficult - their worst nightmare is a Big Scary Black Man grabbing them on the street, mugging them, & touching their tits. & i also know that these stupid ass sayings are to be applied to bullshit like exercise & fitness (“no pain no gain” is another one of my Favorites) & not fucking torture or even just ur run of the mill rape, even that would probably smash the rose tinted banana republic shades off their beverly hills tanned faces. but ive heard the no pain no gain one a handful of times in the last few weeks, specifically from doctors performing procedures in preparation for my bottom surgery. & i know its supposed to be encouraging & they have no way of knowing, but its just like, buddy, u have no idea who youre fucking talking to. & im starting to understand what THEY mean when they say it - pain with a reward is infinitely more tolerable than pain just for the sake of pain; like, a tattoo, it hurts, but u know, when its done, its gonna be sick as fuck. when u r able to fall back on the idea that its for something u rlly want, its A Lot easier to handle as opposed to pain thats Just Pain - theres no reward for it except, i guess, that the more u experience it, the closer u r to the end of it lmao. i mean, i still hate when ppl say it cuz for most of my life, pain was just pain, & the “reward” was the opportunity to go home at the end & so whenever ppl say that, my mind just immediately resorts back to that & im just like haha fuck u. but im trying to remember my experiences r definitely not universal & im starting to sorta understand what they mean i think. but, flipping gears here, & going back to the sentiment of “everything happens for a reason”, the base philosophy of psuedo deep Fuckwads - a girls dad didnt fuck her “for a reason”, everything doesnt happen “for a reason”. like ok, hypothetically, the kid he impregnated her with & that she was forced to have at 12 may surpass all odds & not become a homeless junkie & instead become a world renowned doctor who finds the cure for cancer. but she wasnt raped repeatedly from the age of six for that “reason”, no matter what anyone says & honestly, the liberation of the masses does not justify the suffering of one, especially a child. in my eyes at least. but again, im a bitter asshole. sorry i just Went The Fuck Off here oh my god.....if u read all this, thanks, pal. if not, thats cool too. but yea, send me ur stuff, id totally be down to read it. as for me potentially thinking ur cute, i have to look at my disgusting shitstain of a “face” every goddamn day so everyone else to me is fuckin aphrodite. but im also tryin to not put so much worth into physical appearance- its not something that should be complimented cuz its just smth a person was born with which is the same reason it shouldnt be insulted. this is gonna sound gay & stupid but i personally find that a persons essence & personality really permeates. you can meet someone who, objectively, isnt all that great looking, but once u get to know them, u really see their beauty - how the sun catches in their hair, their dilated pupils looking up at u from under long eyelashes in the dark, the birthmark on their right shoulder that they despise but that is so Them, the gap in their teeth, etc. & idk how to phrase this without it sounding like “well ur ugly but at least ur a good person”, cuz that only reiterates the societally indoctrinated emphasis on appearance & my kneejerk reaction to assure the person in question that thats not what im saying is only another result of that!!! its inescapable!!! but no, really, its not just a matter of “its on the inside that counts” - physically, they change or maybe, actually this is more likely, when i first meet them, my “default” eyes r just looking for features that i know im immediately attracted to (tall, blonde, sickly as in sunken eyes sticklike pale but still looks like she could & will beat the shit out of me) but as i fall in love or get to know them better, my eyes adjust & i notice & adore the beauty that was there all along. so uh. idk if ill think ur “cute”. but probably, yes, ill think ur an angel.

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You did an intro to got7 a while ago could you maybe do one for A.C.E.??? They seem like a good group but I'm clueless atm so it would be v helpful!!!

lololol i did an intro to mark from got7 but not got7 as a whole, but yes ofc i will i love my talented bois and i love rambling about them heRE WE G O

an introduction to a.c.e, for dummies (jk ily choice is a great fandom pls join us)

also this is gonna get rlly long so im gonna put it under a cut

A.C.E is a 5-member boygroup under beat interactive!! which is a p small company atm so my boys dont exactly have the high quality living and practice areas and food that they deserve :(( THEYLL GET THERE THO IM SURE OF IT THEYRE LEGENDS

here’s their youtube channel with aaaaall sorts of goodies

i started stanning a.c.e predebut, bc they had a lot of content for a group that hadn’t debuted yet, and it was enough to snatch my attention real quick so you should check that shit out, they did a shitton of AMAZING covers and to get their name out there more, street buskings its a lot but i swear its worth your time theyre so talented!!

also they have matching tracksuits what more could you ask for tbh (as you can see from that vid, they’re literally so fucking extra)

a few of my favs are

this rlly long busking video w girl group songs and just a bit of everything tbh,

THIS amazing remix/cover of kard’s don’t recall by the rap line + this one cute girl,

only THE most iconic playing w fire cover, band version, (I WILL NEVER STOP SCREAMING ABOUT THAT VIDEO HONESTLY I COULD MAKE A POST ON THAT COVER ALONE ISTG)

their flashlight cover that is enough to make a grown man cry omfuckigngOD it makes me feel things hjskskkh

that ONE TAKE dance cover they did of 3 of taeyangs songs, all focusing on a different member of the dance line

im gonna stop here before i link every damn cover they made

okay so now that thats covered (bad-um-tss) time for…DEBUT

THIs beauty right here is their debut song cactus, which has this really deep meaning to it. bc they came from a small company so they have to work extra hard to even be able to debut let alone be successful and they’re like a cactus bc cacti grow in the desert where there’s very little water but they still manage to stand strong even through the hardest of weather an environment conditions and eventually sprout beautiful flowers,, buuuuuut its also a meme for obvious reasons.

tbh debut era choice culture was just listening to cactus on repeat for days bc it was their only song at the time skjslaas not much has changed tbh LMAO but yes theyre a very edm loving group so their DANCE SKILLS ARE ON POINT SERIOUSLY IVE SEEN FEW GROUPS AS AMAZING AT DANCING AS ACE WOWOW

oh yeah did i mention that their fandom name is choice and that choice are literally the softest fandom my multifandom ass has e v e r been in?? theres literally no cringy or toxic side of the fandom its just so soft and welcoming and pure and everyone is so nice and sweet and friendly and just??? wow i love choice a lot hjkskjsshkhk choice are also SUPER talented too stan talent stan choice

speaking of cringe ace is that group that just like skipped the entire “rlly cringy boygroup debut phase” completely like no weird debut haircuts or outfits or weird lyrics about girls, well actually thats all kinda objective but like they made those outfits work ok and im a cactus isnt that weird of a lyric if you know the deep meaning behind it

aS yOu CaN sEe, cactus era was the era of the tHIGHS and the hot pants. it was literally so iconic it blew up and with great reason too, have you seen those thighs?? AND THEY KNOW IT TOO they even mentioned they chose the hot pants as their style concept and took better care of their legs than their faces. true kings. heres a video of a.c.e talking about the whole hot pants thing and just their legs in general its some quality shit. and heres a video where they decide to show off just how great their thighs are bc they like to kill choices like that, this video is important and iconic bc its where the wowson ship began and also when they declared who the king of thighs were amongst the kings of thighs. definitely a necessary watch for new choice imo. donghun lowkey grinds on the floor at 4:04, you’ve been warned. honestly that video just gets progressively gayer lmao i love it

also for us international choice they made an ENGLISH cover of cactus CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I LOVE THEM SM they didnt have to but they did and oml stan a group who stans you back this hard their english aint that great but theyre trying and i appreciate it so much theyre so amazing look

five months later they dropped their second single, callin’, and b o y was this a stressful comeback, beat had us FOOLEd,, i genuinely thought it was gonna be a flowerboy soft concept yknow with like some sweet lowkey ballad or soft pop song, but nOOooOOOooo, MORE HARDSTYLE EDM not that im complaining callin is a bop but i was TRICKED

LOOK AT THIS SHIT ITS ALL AESTHETIC AND THE CLIP OF THE SONG WAS ALL SOFT I WAS REALLY EXPECTING SMTH SOFT im sorry im still salty that beat tricked me but ITS FINE bc callin is a HELLA BOP like i honestly didnt expect them to top cactus so quickly bc like cactus was hella but they DID and its amazing and heres the link be blessed (warning, these gifs above make it look like a soft vid but there are LOTS of flashing colours and lights and its really intense on the eyes if youre not comfortable with that dont watch, just listen)

they also supplied multiple dance pracs you can find on their channel for callin bc ace feeds us well, although callin had a reaaaally short promotion period bc right after they got thrown onto survival shows for more publicity, but hey, its working!! choice is growing bigger every day and im so proud

donghun, wow and jason all went on yg’s show mixnine, and jun and chan went on the idol rebooting show, the unit. both teams are doing EXTREMELY well on their respective shows!! but ill talk more about that in their individual member profiles bc they havent been put on the same team for anything yet rip

edit: mixnine finished and donghun and jason made the cut for the final group, sehyoon didn’t :(( so dongson will be promoting with the mixnine group for a lil bit!! also chan made it to the unit debut group but jun didnt. im hoping for a sehyjun subunit pls

that was long af but now im gonna dive into the members individually!! so its probs gonna get twice as long sorrynotsorry i warned you

Jun (Park Junhee)

jun is the so-called fiery leader of ace (also lead dancer and lead vocal) but is honestly just a giant dork and a sweetheart. hes the type of guy who you scream at for being dumb and call him an idiot but thats your weird way of expressing your undying love for him?? ask literally any jun stan, they’ll say they hate him. hate him for being so PERFECT like a fucking DISNEY PRINCE he’s the designated prince of the group you know theres always that one member and hes just so LOVEABLE and stupid and skjdakhkjs he fuckign dropped his cake on his birthday when do your faves ever. dad of the group, probably lost the maknaes in the shopping mall about 3 times already. talks a lot, hates aegyo, his members might be planning on sacrificing him to satan? he does on idol class with chan every…i think its wednesday and fans vote who gets punishments n stuff and jun loses every damn time i think hes losing his faith in choice lmao. #saveleaderjun

he’s kinda married to donghun, they’re the parents of ace but donghun might try murder him in his sleep idk man, but now hes on the unit with chan and theyre all cute and you can literally ship everyone with everyone in this group

he has HELLA charisma on stage tho oh my gOd also he has one of the most unique singing voices ive ever heard so its really easy to single out, his face also is the first i learned to tell apart?? he has rlly high cheekbones and a wide but thin smile.

this is actually an ot5 video not just jun but jun’s reaction was by far the most iconic so i have to put it in his section, get you a fave who can FLY lmaooo

it would be CRIMINAL if i didnt solo out jun’s ringa linga cover, thE MOST ICONIC JUN COVER EVER HJFKDSJKFDSJK if i ever stop talking about this assume im dead bc IVE NEVER GOTTEN OVER IT jun in a leather jacket looking all rude and staring at the camera like that im WEAK, SO WEAK, AAAAAAAAHHHH

[ahem] MOVING ON

Donghun (Lee Donghun)

donghun, sometimes romanised as donghoon and often referred to by choice as hun or hoon, is the oldest member of the group and another total sweetheart, honestly ace is just a group of sweethearts, he cares for his members so damn much and is super soft?? but ALSO A s Av Age he’s on mixnine with sehyoon and jason and he SHOT DOWN YG, once again I C O N I C, yg was at a loss for words, heres more receipts of him being savage, i love my sassy boyfriend. BUT HES ALSO A SWEET NOODLE HJKSHJKS oH and did you know that before he joined a.c.e he had no experience in dancing whatsoever and in a year and a half, he caught up with the other four members that have been dancing since they were kids?? I STAN TALENT YALL you’d literally never be able to guess that bc all of them are like on an equal dance level its insane

also he used to have braces during cactus era and it was the softest shit

[cOUGHS] so like did someone say disrespect,,, bc he can do that too,,,,, aAAAAAAAH the duality of this man istg

he’s the main vocalist and has vO C AL S OF AN A N GEL, he has so much soul and emotion in his voice, and has adlibs for days oh my god, he also has the MOST BEAUTIFUL FALSETTO i’ve ever heard, fight me, actually come at me. his voice works REALLY well with chan so they pair him up with him for quite a handful of covers like the all of me one i linked (one of my favs omfg it makes me emo) cause like, his soulful voice plus chan’s higher, sweet voice just sounds so great together i love our main vocals wow.

sPEAKING OF WOW,

Wow (Kim Sehyoon)

his stage name is wow, but its hard to take seriously so the fandom just calls him sehyoon lmfao. it used to be seyoon but when he went on mixnine, he revealed sehyoon was the official romanization so here we are lmao. even if your bias isn’t sehyoon…it’s sehyoon. he’s just that guy ya feel me?? anyways sehyoon is a relatively quiet and reserved guy, but his members really pull out the dork in him, i love it so much?? he doesn’t talk much but when he does all of a.c.e directs their full attention to him to listen, its really sweet, hes pretty awkward with people but you can tell he just feels so safe and comfortable with ace it honestly warms my heart. he’s the main rapper and main dancer, but!! our multitalented man is also a vocalist. yes, you heard, me, the main rapper can sing, and really well at that. (if you scroll up back to the flashlight and dont recall covers, you can see more of his voice.)

gets the least lines, but not by much. although hearing his singing voice in their actual songs has happened like with 2 lines?? so idk man im just waiting for their ballad song that theyre apparently doing for their third song, god im so ready. i love his voice a lot, damn.

he’s also like reeeeeeeeeally gay for jason…the entire fandom ships it and they even ship it themselves. wowson, the otp of ace, they honestly just cant keep their hands off eachother??? i know a friend who struggled to tell apart jun and jason so she just looked at who sehyoon was standing next to and instantly knew it was jason. THEYRE SO CLINGY. i love my squishy boyfriends.

OHHH BOY…i really could’ve used an even more disrespectful gif than this but that would ruin the surprise of watching it in the actual video!! as you can see, sehyoon is the K I N G of disrespect on stage, that shy lil fluffle bean you see offstage?? GONE. DISAPPEARED. VANISHED. this is why his stage name is wow, sehyoon disappears and you just go wow. choice has dubbed him king of bodyrolls with great reason, he makes every concept into a sexy concept, he just has that intimidatingly sexy aura to him, its incredible.

now…are you ready….i bet youre not…who am i kidding NOBODY was ready for this shit. on mixnine, sehyoon was picked as leader for one of their stages (i think he was leader for ringa linga too??) and got to choreograph the routine. if you think its already rude 10 seconds in, its all over for you bitches when the lighting goes yellow. i feel the need to repeat, our boy CHOREOGRAPHED THIS. IT WAS ALL HIS IDEA. EVERY. SINGLE. PART. this is the same kid who everyone on the show knew as the shy, quiet, handsome boy. but then.

but then he did this.

Jason (Kim Byeongkwan)

jason is his stage name that he chose for himself but his real name is byeongkwan, its another case of an idol having a stage name and nobody calling them by it?? i mean most new choice call him jason and i personally switch between the two but most choice seem to call him byeongkwan or bk if theyre extra lazy lmao. memers call him byonk sometimes.

jason is the weird child of the group and we all love him…he’s the second lil ball of sunshine and part ½ of the maknae line. he’s often found clinging to sehyoon or literally any of the members bc he’s an affectionate son who loves cuddles okay?? p r o t e c t h i m.

he’s also the lead everything. yeah thats really not fair but jason is op ok?? singing, rapping, dancing, visual, like sehyoon he’s the full package, i can hardly call them the rap line they’re just the op line t b h. triple threats.

on their official twt jason likes to confirm wowson a lot, its p great lololol he’s the biggest wowson shipper of all time. want more wowson? i gotchu, here’s one of my absolute fav moments. (ft. junchan/chun)

he has some HELLA CHARISMA on stage like boy can u pls chill. they also love doing his eye makeup with that red makeup and it looks rlly good bc bk has such pretty eagle eyes and its his Look™ and that along with his onstage persona is a DEADLY COMBINATION HDSJKSKSLKJS

i’m just gonna keep this short; even if your bias isnt byeongkwan, your bias is byeongkwan. he has that affect on everybody. number one bias wrecker out of the fandom t b h apart from sehyoon (he cant be my bias wrecker if he is my bias so im safe :^J)

Chan (Kang Yuchan)

INTRODUCING OUR CHANSHINE, MAIN VOCAL OF ACE, CUTIE MAKNAE CHAN!!!! he always introduces himself as a.c.e’s main vocal cutie maknae chan, its his iconic line and it suits him so well like LOOK AT HIM ISNT HE JUST A FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE WHAT A PURE CHILD I MUST PROTECC he’s literally the happy virus y’all AND ACE KNOWS IT TOO heres this one time where donghun even said that looking at chan cheers him up. certified sunshines only, everyone. also watch that whole video its long but its worth your time.

anyways our boy is a main vocal and as mentioned in donghun’s part they harmonize!!! so!! well!! i mean tbh all of ace can harmonize with eachother its the most beautfiul thing but these two are main vocal for a reason okay. if you didn’t already watch it in donghun’s part listen to THIS and have your ears be blessed i cry everytime oh my god skdfhd ALSO THIS IS SUPER IMPORTANT ITS LIKE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE VIDEOS ON THE INTERNET i want to cry i lvoe chans voice so much i love chan i love kang yuchan og hmylhdg sodf i was gonna say i swear im sehyoon biased but im not istg ace is bias wrecking me 24/7 its been the hardest group to pick a bias in ever im not kidding i cant even

also known as kang RUDE, chan was all innocent sunshine and daisies until out of the blue he decided to give the disrespect king sehyoon a run for his fucking money. NOBODY FUCKING SAW IT COMING WE ALL THOUGHT HE WAS SO PURE AND THEN HE SUDDENLY STARTED FLASHING HIS ABS EVERYWHERE AND GRINDING ON THE FLOOR AND DOING THAT AND WE JUST CANT HANDLE IT i dont know a kang yuchan please save me oh my lord

okay this already has an ungodly amount of links and honestly i could go on, but this should be a good enough kickstart for you!!

stan talent stan a.c.e everyone. welcome to the choice family. its literally the softest and sweetest fandom out there. we welcome you with open arms and lots of cacti!!!

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yoonminist · 7 years

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💕 crush stories p4 💕

My relationship with my crush is a little complicated lol she's the softes bean ever and has a lot of problems she doesn't wants to talk about and I'm the only one who's there for her but last year everything just went down because i needed a friend to be there for me but she treated me like shit so i turned to another friend and we started dating. While i was in this relationship my crush got a boyfriend (who treats her like shit) After 6 month of dating my gf me and my crush became best friends again and i spent a lot of time with her. I broke up with my gf last week because i had to realise we only dated because we were both lonely. Now I'm back at pining over the smallest cutest girl in the whole world while i have to take care of her or she would probably die dnkdks i actually got her to watch httyd with me as her bf was being an ass and she loved it even tho she usuall hates animation movies lol

you’re right this is complicated lmao so she’s still with her bf ??? even though she’s cute and has her own problems you don’t deserve to be treated like shit so i hope you cleared up whatever that was,,, i suggest you take a little time to enjoy being single before you start thinking about dating this crush now because i’ve seen people date for the sake of not being lonely and it usually isn’t good in the long term but good luck!! and i don’t know how bad her bf is but she should dump him

He's not texting since 3 days ago (our first date)... I think i don't like him any more 💔😭 we've been friends for 5 years...

:’( either he treats you better or you drop him bc you deserve better than that ♡

I think im a little strange, there's a guy that i like(a lot) he is really cool, funny and smart, but i think he is gay. Rather than i'm being sad or something alike, i ship him with his friend, but i still liking him. I'm getting crazy :')

ohhhh does he actually like his friend though or do you just ship them because you think he’s gay ?

aaa, so i've liked this guy for almost 3 months and i did the Thing where i told him (which never happens, because i'm usually way too shy and i tend to want to tamp my feelings back to nothing). that night, we spent hrs walking blocks and blocks and he told me he doesn't like anyone atm, which i understood 100%. after that, it really wasn't bad and we actually hung out at a lookout point for a few more hrs into the morning before he took me home. he's the first person in a while that made me feel so nervous, excited, fluttery, good about myself in a long time. i think (i hope) that i'll be over him soon - at the end of it all, he's still a good friend. the butterflies haven't left yet though - my lil heart won't stop hoping and he's not gonna stop being cute and gosh darn attractive and lovely anytime soon 😫 (ty for letting me rant through this! you're one of my favorite blogs 💝)

THIS IS SO CUTE ahh im glad you went for it!! even though he told you he didn’t like anybody it’s better that you know and don’t spend all this time being hung up on him and wondering about What Ifs so i’m happy for you ♡ he sounds like such a nice friend though so i’m glad you have a person like him in your life and hope that you get over him asap (and thank you !! you’re so sweet 💖)

My crush is an asshole who played push and pull with me for 3 years and recently decided to declare that he likes me, but he's still not sure about us. He said, i quote: 'what if i ask you out and then change my mind' . So we're at square one again😂 he is such an attractive guy, i can't give up on him😭

NO no matter how cute he is you should get rid of him omg what an asshole-ish thing to say,,, trust me even if it’s hard at first you’ll be way happier when you’re over him !! he doesn’t deserve you!!!! ♡

My crush is actually in Korea for the summer (no lie, he's an exchange student at my school). He's so adorable and sweet, but we almost never talk or hang out, and whenever we do I'm always the one to initiate :c Just trying to be optimistic and open about everything rn :s

optimism is good!! hopefully it isn’t because he isn’t interested or already has someone but i guess the best way to find out is always to hint at it or outright ask about his love life ??

Does it count if my crush and I recently married? lol because even though he is my husband not a day goes by that my heart does not flutter with something he does. Wether it be hugging, hand holding or even a smile directed my way, I still get butterflies like crazy. He is the most kind caring and thoughtful person I have had the pleasure of meeting. He is silly and loves laughing. He has the most beautiful eyes and smile I have ever seen. But maybe I'm just being biased lol I love my crush 💜

AWWW CONGRATS ON YOUR MARRIAGE this is so nice ✨✨✨ i love this n hope you’re happy together for As Long As You Both Shall Live

The last time I had an actual full blown crush on someone it was in seventh grade and Jesus Christ let me tell you I was so dramatic over it?? The dude's initials are M.J and I once burst into tears cause I saw the letters on my tv once and we had these letter stickers back then so I put M and J together next to the Pc and whenever someone asked about it I was like it's Michael scofield bc that was back when prison break was ongoing. God I cringe so much now when I look back at it lmaoooo

you burst into tears when you saw his initials fjngjnfjgfn

Okay so my crush is a girl and omfg, she's so pretty?? Her hair falls just above her shoulders and she has brown hair & brown eyes and I take most of my classes with her, but we have the most fun in German, Economics & Managment and Organisation. So she has a lot of... character (idk lol). She is hella stubborn and takes shit from no one but so do I so we banter and insult each other A LOT, but it's always playful so we never feel insulted. But the thing is that i'm a girl too And I didn't even know I liked girls too until I met her lol (so now i'm a closet bi girl). But the thing that gives me hope is that we low key flirt? We send each other snaps stating how much we love each other and always call each other bae/babe etc. I know girl friends do this but it's different I don't even act that way with my best friend and neither is she? And she once confessed to me that she kissed a girl when she was really drunk, but didn't feel anything with it And once we were hanging out with friends, she was drunk and this guy was lying on top of her (a friend who gets real touchy when drunk, but it was all good no harassment of some sorts) she like kept calling me to help, nothing real big. But she also got jealous once when I send a snapchat to her best friend (she was with her @ the time) & she was like why didn't you snap me? So i'm really confused and idk if she likes me too? Sorry for the ramble :(

i relate to this so much lmao i found out i was bi through my first gf too so this all sounds AWFULLY familiar,, i’ll just say if you joke about being in a r/s all the time it’s a sign that you should level it up to a real one but from what you’re telling me i have a good feeling about this!! i hope she really is into you and that you end up dating ❤ (and that you keep me updated whoops)

so im in marching band and there's this one guy in color guard who's really good and the way he can move his body is just like impossible to look away from? and he's really attractive like the other day he was wearing a shirt that had kind of a low neckline and his collarbone was really prominent and i just ahhh??? im not sure if he knows i exist but he's just really attractive help

I LOVE IT I HOPE HE NOTICES YOU AND IT’S LOVE @ FIRST SIGHT

im crushing on this guy for over 3 years. he is a meanie but i like him a lot :') this past week he confessed and said he liked me. but he is not sure if he wants a relationship. we even went out on something like a date :D im very confused rn ahahaha

you need to be clear with this kind of stuff in a r/s so just ask him!! trust your gut though, no matter how much you like him i think that if you don’t think you’ll be happy dating him then just don’t do it :’( ♡

Hey it's the anon that may or may not be gay who has a crush on the girl named Ramona. So.... I think I fucked up. A few friends of mine threw this huge party this weekend and I made sure to tell Ramona so she'd go (I mean goody2shoes at a party come on how cute is that?) So about an hour or 2 into the party she shows up with some friends and I hang around her most of the night, and when I'm not WITH her I made sure I knew where she was. See the part where I messed up is that Im not the best with alcohol... And I drank a bit much. Now I remember kissing Ramona. And that's it. However according to some friends I kissed her she slapped me I pushed her... into the pool and she left crying. Now its Monday and she wont look me in the eye (it's lunch rn and English is next) what do I do?!? I'm an obvious drunk asshole, BUT THATS THE THING! I was DRUNK! I mean I wanna apologize but I can't even get close to her with her friends there

NOOOOO oh my god you really did fuck up ;; can’t you text her asking if you guys can talk ?? tell a friend what happened and hope she’ll understand and let you explain?? honestly i have no idea but i hope you sort it out and let her know how sorry you are but also don’t beat yourself up too much!! accidents happen even if they are bad, it’s ok in the end as long as you apologise,,,,, good luck ♡ and don’t drink around her again ;;

#ask game #these are the last ones i have rn lmao #u can send more if u want !! and bc i love reading them but ill just publish now #unless it's a follow up then u Have To tell me what's going on #also disclaimer i have No idea what im talking abt so u can ignore me kfnjdknfj

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swearronchanel · 7 years

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Back by popular demand

I’m so sorry I said I would have this done by last Saturday night but I was away for the weekend and drove back home to Nyc (then I spent the week babysitting & being distracted re watching The Mary Tyler Moore Show) Anyway! It has been *too* damn long since I’ve watched Call the Midwife and done one of these commentaries™! I’m pretty sure I stopped once I got to the end of my semester/finals week & since I’ve been done for the summer time’s just gotten away from me but - lets watch 4.1 ..

dedicated to all of you ofc but this episode in particular for @beatrix-franklin <3 *cause she asked*

Lets get right to it

The credits already seem weird without the color 😂 wow

oh hello fresh baby welcome to the outside world

Patsy’s smile! omg so cute

“Earth is the smallest of magnificent things & the greatest of little ones”✨

Trixie messing up her eyeliner is me af

How with the awkward length hair she still is a bombshell? goals

the freaking milk man 😂 idk why it’s funny but it is

“What name is it?” “Well we thought Nicholas if it was a boy” LOL POOR NERVOUS DAD

“IT’S NOW OR NEVERRRR” was this the only time Elvis has played on Ctm?! cause that is Not acceptable

I just wanna hear Can’t ! Help ! Falling ! In ! Love ! With ! You ! Is ! That ! Too Much To Ask! ? Like it came out in ‘61

“Magic carpet midwifery service” she’s a charmer that beatrix

Imagine having a baby in a damn car yikes kill me rather die

she said privacy the ¿American? Way and sounds so much better 😂

“Turn that radio down! You wouldn’t want to be reminded of this every time you hear Elvis Presley” 😂😭

Her knee in vomit bless u Trix omg, i hate vomit

I miss Sister MJ & Sister E’s little arguments 😂😭😭 r i p

“Bravo old thing!” AW CHUMMY

I miss her sometimes but ah well

Remember when Patsy’s hair was so pretty and not a fugly wig

LMAO CHUMMY TRYING TO DRIVE

I shouldn’t be talking tho bc I *still* don’t have a license

I wanna know what it’s like to sit on the other side of the car, someone fly me out to the UK

Sister MJ reminiscing.. my heart..gone

Lol Babs is on her way omg

“It might be unsettling to see friends replaced by strangers but everyone is welcome here and all must be cherished” 😭 we gotta remember this next series

Here comes Gilbert (psa I hate the headbands I’m sorry, I hate them on everyone)

Aw bby Shelagh

LOL SHE TRIED IT

Like she had that pram all out 😂

The kids making go karts tis lit

Babs dropping everything I feel

If Sister MJ doesn’t greet you at the door did you really get to Nonnatus?

I HOPE SHE GREETS LUCILLE

OMG SISTER MJ’S CRINGE I LOVE IT

“Put down the bananas, they are superfluous to the situation” ICONIC

Shrixie interaction🙌🏻💖 my bbys

I need more in series 7 & preferably not work related

and yes if you missed it shrixie is officially a thing

Ah Gary and Coral breaking my heart

“Some months ago Dr Turner and I adopted a baby girl” 😭😭

Sister MJ snatching the biscuit is also me

DR SPOCK 😂 truly the 60s

“Americans are foreign, they do it all different” hey but we used to be British tho

And yes we can indeed get evaporated milk here, how would you make flan without it?

Ah it’s fine, my mom didn’t breast feed us & well at least my brother is good😂

Hey look Shelagh in a cardigan, surpise

at least it’s not blue

“I read it in the lancet” Alright smart boy. Plot twist if he doesn’t go to med school

“We’ve got wet rot and dry rot at home” LMAO BARBARA

Now I wonder whose handwriting that note is

“Well I’m allowing it” that’s my gal trixie

Chin chin 😉🥂

I wanna drink with the nurses, I wanna be their friends : concept, the nurses party with me at penn state and we fight nasty frat boyz and steal their disgustingly warm beer

The silk pyjamas👏🏼 I need

Pats and Trixie dancing ✨ I miss & will continue to miss their friendship

LMAO I KNOW THAT LOOK, BABS HAS GOT THE SPINS

it’s ok, we’ve all been there :)

“Good giddy aunt!” My new catchphrase

Barbara’s truly white girl wasted

Trixie asking Fred for a milk basket💔

“This love will lasttt” strictly bops on ctm

lol Barbara is less clumsy now at least, character growth😂 :’)

“Putting on a brave face - I know what it feels like” oh trix I feel bby💔😭

I feel like sister E would’ve had a love-hate relationship with me, if you know I was there and this was all exactly real

“You’re a midwife, not a can can dancer”

larks in the parks ay

gary pouring the milk through the mail slot kills me 💔

Shelagh’s dress here was cute, I don’t think she’s worn it since ??

it’s fine looks like she’s got a new turquoise outfit this year lol

hey my cousin was born 33 weeks, oh wait I think 32 actually

Is that the mucus extractor

“Everyone has to have something that makes them happy” oh gary😭

aye bendito he said he’s shamed he smells omg

* one moment * // ok never mind my cousins just face timing me to rub in my face that she’s in Puerto Rico And I’m not

Omg I wanna cry these poor kids 💔😞

The only bright side is some Shrixie 😭

Anytime Sister MJ says it’s something she can do I wanna cry

Please give me a scene of Sister MJ playing with Angela 😭 she’s a gem and so cute with kids

bye I’m cryin

Maison Trixie 😭😭

More Trixie interacting with children as well pls even tho I’m cryin

Aw Patrick bringing Shelagh tea “this house is so full of love” I LOV U

stupid Netflix cut this scene

NURSING AND MIDWIFERY MISS YOU TOO SHELAGH

Sister MJ spotting Sister E in pain omg my heart

“I don’t like to see sad faces” THERE IS SOMETHING IN MY EYE

“You don’t forget what it’s like to be putting on a show..” IM DROWNING IN MY OWN TEARS 😢

Good work Babs for the breast milk pumping idea, v proud kid

What a bitch. I know you didn’t ask for this & they wouldn’t tie your tubes but you didn’t have to neglect your freaking kids w t f

makes me so angry

Tom proposed omg I forgot

they weren’t right for each other but they were pretty damn cute😭 but they’re together irl and it’s great like What an attractive couple #jelen😻

Yass Shelagh the navy suit work it gal, show off that figure

wonder what the post pregnancy wardrobe is lookin like

“Put your head on my shoulderrrr"🎼

Split up and sent to Australia! they deserved better😭

Sister MJ and food is the actual best relationship on the show end of story

"Joy is not felt less exquisitely because the moment flys and if we can taste it, we know that we are blessed” 💛

THE END, IT’s BEEN REAL

#im back with the nonsense #my commentaries™#call the midwife

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