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writethatdown · 1 year
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it can be really tough when you are progressing through a difficult lesson in your life and you might already know that you need to accept a certain hard pill logically but there's a little child inside that screams "this is so unfair! everything is unfair!! i hate this i hate this i don't want to go through all this please just make this stop!" that makes it unbearable to move through. it is exhausting my love, and i hope you give grace and warmth to all the parts of you which is fighting for your survival through this difficulty. every emotion, feeling and frustration is here to make you a better person—maybe that's the last thing you want to hear right now when the weight of everything seems unbearable. seek out comfort—both from your support system and within yourself. rock the little upset child to sleep slowly, everything will be alright. the sun is so bright on the other side my love. i hope you choose to keep going ♡
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bloodoathclan · 7 months
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I lub them
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Men with long hair in high ponytails 🧎‍♀️
Omfg they match?!
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supportive-editor · 2 years
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@jesterofinaba wants to steal half of tatsu's closet
alternate title: tatsu and yuko unintentionally adopt adachi as their big man child n some how has the house keys to their apartment and adachi just keeps stealing tatsu's clothes
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fyodorloveclub · 1 year
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« keep me warm »
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pairing: shibusawa x fem reader
cw: stepdad x stepdaughter, age gap, cockwarming, exhibitionism, brief mention of breeding kink, creampie, shibu lightly drugs the mom. 18+ DARK CONTENT, MINORS DNI!!
notes: this is in the same universe as my other shibu fic, i just really wanted to actually write about the cockwarming i briefly mentioned in it. all credit for the original concept of step-dad/prof shibu goes to kal @hnnnnnnnmscorner !!! reminder that this is all fiction, and has no reflection of reality.
wc: 3.4k
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“Daddy, please,” you whined, tugging on the sleeve of your lover standing in front of you.
“Shh, princess, it’s okay,” Shibusawa cooed, petting your hair. “We must go, make Mom happy.”
“But I don’t want to. Want you to fuck me like you promised,” you repeated, pouting, for the umpteenth time.
Shibusawa pressed a finger to his lips to signal you to lower your voice, though his face stayed soft. The two of you were on the second floor standing just outside of your room, while your mother was in the kitchen downstairs. But you could never be too careful.
He leaned in close to press a soft kiss to your forehead, hand returning to your hair.
“You must know I want to do that more than anything, darling. There is nothing else I’d rather be doing than making you feel good, alright?”
Your eyes stayed focused on the hardwood flooring, but you nodded your head, still pouting just a bit. Logically, you knew he was right, but that didn’t mean you wanted to do it any more.
An hour prior, your mother had come knocking on your door with a very exciting announcement. You thanked any and every god that you remembered to lock it, because you had been sitting right on Shibu’s lap on your bed, grinding on his lap while you kissed him deeply. It was something you loved doing, loved just making out for hours and having his mouth on yours. Though it was a bit juvenile for his taste, Shibusawa always indulged it; it kept him feeling young and kept life exciting.
After quickly making sure Shibusawa was convincingly covered by the mountains of blankets on your bed you ran to open the door, trying to compose yourself as much as possible. It wasn’t like you were any stranger to this kind of rush, though. You always had to be on your toes with your mom around.
“Hello, mom!” you exclaimed, painting on your most convincing smile to seem like you were genuinely happy to see her.
“Hi! How are your studies going? I know you’ve been cramped up here for a bit, I wanted to see if you were doing okay,” your mom chirped.
You gestured over to the mess of textbooks, pens, and your laptop on your desk that you had very expertly staged to seem as if you had been studying hard. And not getting Shibu hard.
She peeked into the room and smiled at the sight, oh-so proud of her straight-A college student. To her, you were always stuck in your room, at the library (in Shibu’s office), or going out with classmates (going out with Shibu) and were top of your class. She didn’t have to know that the only reason your grades appeared in the system so high is that Shibusawa had enough power and connections at the university to make sure they stayed that way.
It did also help that your mother was incredibly oblivious and trusted both you and her husband wholeheartedly. You often wondered why he ever married her in the first place. You never really asked.
“Amazing!” she said with a happy sigh. “Well, I came up here to ask if you would join me for a movie night tonight? Have some wine, popcorn, and watch this new movie I’ve been eyeing? I’ve been meaning to ask your father to join us, but I can’t seem to find him at the moment.”
You tried not to grimace at that comment, one unfortunate flaw in your well-oiled machine of a dynamic. Sometimes it didn’t quite make sense why Shibu was also gone. Luckily, your mother typically just assumed he slipped out of the house without telling her, for one thing or another.  
You stayed silent for a bit before speaking, running through scenarios in your head. A movie night sounded miserable in comparison to what Shibu had promised to do to you tonight.
“Uh, yeah! Let me see if I can find Daddy anywhere, if not I’ll text him and let him know.” The way in which you used the term Daddy with your mother was very different. “I’ll try to be down soon; I just need to wrap a few things up with this assignment. My professor is being pretty hard on us.”
“Perfect,” she replied, the glassy look in her eyes a little more apparent than usual. “I’ll be in the kitchen making snacks.”
You smiled silently in response and waited for her to get to the bottom of the stairs before slamming your door shut, locking it again. Shibusawa appeared from underneath the blankets, looking at you with raised eyebrows as he smoothed out his hair.
“You heard all that, right?” you groaned. He nodded grimly.
You sulked over and flopped over onto the bed facedown.
“Ugh, I don’t wanna,” you whined, grabbing a fistful of blankets. “Wanna be with you.”
Your voice was muffled by your face pressed down into the sheets, but Shibusawa knew the fit you were about to throw.
He ran a hand up and down your back gently, trying to calm you down.
“I know, darling. I know that’s not what you wanted to do tonight.”
His smooth, melodic voice did work a bit to curb your annoyance. The reason you were so upset was not because watching a movie with your mother sounded that hellish, but the way Shibu had whispered into your ear for what felt like hours about his plans for you being ruined. His gentle yet seductive promises of making love to you until you can’t see straight, praising and cherishing you like the good little girl you are, stuffing you full of his cum and making a mess of you. Making you his.
Now that was ruined.
“Hello, darling,” Shibusawa cooed as you wandered into the living room innocently. “Would you like to sit with Daddy?”
You blushed and nodded, playing with the hem of your skirt while you moved to seat yourself next to him on the couch. He threw a blanket over the two of you, and your mother smiled as she sipped her wine and settled into the armchair.
“I will always be so grateful that the two of you have gotten along so well over the years,” she sighed happily. You and Shibu shared a look; close was one word for it. “This wine is delicious, Tatsuhiko.”
“I’m glad you like it, honey.” His lazy smiles always felt so genuine, even when they weren’t. “I know you don’t like reds like we do,” he said, gesturing to you.
Soon the movie was put on and you were snuggled close to Shibusawa’s side, the three of you sipping from your wine glasses and snacking on popcorn. It was one of those generic rom-coms your mother absolutely loved — something neither you nor Shibusawa related to. The monotonous dialogue and predictable plot line were boring you to death, which only fueled your annoyance with the situation. All you wanted was to be alone with Shibu, and he could sense this.
“You’re feeling cold, sweetie,” he hummed as he ran his fingers up and down your bare arms. 
“Eh, a bit,” you said with a shrug.
“You should come sit closer to Daddy, I’ll keep you warm.” You noticed the ever so slight devious tone in his voice. You nodded.
Shibusawa quickly but gently pulled you onto his lap so your back was to his chest, resituating the blanket on top of you. He shot a quick glance at his wife but she only stared at the TV, distracted. Not like she would think much of this situation anyway. The two of you had always been close. You leaned back into him, breathing deeply as he hooked his chin over your shoulder. His presence was so warm and enveloping, and made you feel so at home. 
You hadn’t thought much of it either, until his fingers that were settled on your thigh began to wander upwards. Your breath hitched as he very slowly pulled your skirt up and began to play with this lacy fabric of your panties. Shibu had always loved playing with fire, and you could tell this was him entertaining himself in the midst of boredom. Knowing it was best to keep a straight face, you said nothing and kept still.
“Can you be quiet for Daddy, sweetheart?” he whispered into your ear. You gave him the smallest of nods.
With this confirmation, Shibusawa stuck his slim fingers into your panties and began to rub light, lazy circles around your clit. He found you to already be a little wet still from your earlier encounter, which pleased him greatly. You bit your lip as he did so and did your best to keep yourself composed. It was only going to progress from there. 
The movie – that your mother was still completely engrossed in – faded to the background as Shibu dipped his fingers inside you, scissoring them slowly both to collect your slick and open you up. A slight panic coursed through your veins as you already wanted to moan, but knew that this was just the beginning.
You clenched tightly around his fingers as he slowly pumped them in and out of you, amplifying the sensation of him opening you up. He pressed a very light kiss to the nape of your neck, keeping an eye on his wife.
Already feeling his growing erection underneath you, you slowly circled your hips on his lap to egg him on. He couldn’t help but chase the friction, rubbing himself against your ass as he massaged your clit. The way he hardened at just the slight movement of your hips always boosted your ego. Shibusawa could fuck any woman he wanted, any person he wanted, and yet he chose you, over and over again. 
“Need to be inside you,” he whispered directly into your ear, making you shiver. “Just for a bit.” You both knew a full fuck would be impossible at that moment, but he often liked for you to just sit on his cock. He enjoyed the warmth and tightness of you, while you loved the feeling of being filled. Once again, all you could do was just nod your head, verbal approval out of the question. Yet you still muttered the quietest please under your breath.
It was a very slow, grueling process as you both attempted to keep your movements small and unnoticeable. Using one hand, Shibu slowly unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his slacks to pull out his aching cock. Under the guise of just repositioning yourself for comfort, you bunched up your skirt around your hips and pulled the blanket up higher.
“Are you really that cold, hon? I can turn up the heat if you would like,” your mom said, looking in your direction. You expertly remained calm and collected, shaking your head.
“No, it's ok, Mom. Daddy is keeping me plenty warm.” You smiled innocently and snuggled closer to him, unintentionally grinding down on his dick. If the two of you hadn’t had so much practice with remaining silent, he would’ve had to let out a groan. Insead he smiled warmly at his wife, shrugging his shoulders.
“Perfect. Saves me money on electric,” she laughed as she reached for her wine set on the coffee table. So fucking clueless, you thought to yourself. 
Once prepared, you pulled your panties to the side as he helped you to slowly lift yourself off his lap, and positioned himself at your entrance before guiding you down onto him. You tensed every muscle in your body, locking your jaw as you sunk down onto his cock. This is usually when you’d become a whining mess, overwhelmed by the burn of his girth and sensation of fullness, but that wasn’t an option. This meant you clenched hard around his cock and he wanted nothing more than to growl. But with his wife only a few feet away, the sounds stayed trapped in his throat.
Gravity didn’t allow for any adjustment period, and taking all of him inside you at once while remaining silent and unbothered felt impossible. All you could do was take deep breaths and squeeze Shibusawa’s hand as your hole burned, stretched to its absolute limit. Any more and you were positive it would tear. 
“Doing so well for me, darling, taking every inch and remaining so quiet,” he whispered into your ear, making your mind short circuit. What Shibu wouldn’t admit is how hot it was to him that your pussy struggled so much to take all of him, how it almost resisted, and how you still begged him to fuck you at every turn. You were always so willing and eager to let him destroy you.
Now, all you had to do was remain inconspicuous – though it was much easier to tolerate the world’s blandest romcom when you could just space out, lost in the bliss of your lover’s cock buried deep inside you, or tight pussy wrapped around you. You could feel the way his cock throbbed inside you, and he could feel the pulse of your pussy lightly squeezing him to the beat of your heart.
The thought alone of getting fucked by your mother’s husband when she was sat in the armchair next to you was dizzying. It almost felt like claiming him as yours instead, asserting your dominance as the one he loved and fucked, even though she remained unaware. And the threat of getting caught, of her seeing her husband balls deep in her daughter, was sinfully hot. The threat of her finally finding out that Shibusawa would choose you a thousand times over. 
You excited him, but you also knew you brought him comfort and joy, and you took infinite pride in that. 
“If you stay still for me, warm my cock just as you are, I will make love to you just as I promised.” You squeezed his hand in response, digging your fingernails into the soft skin of his palm.
The film dragged on to its end, with the predictable falling out between the painfully one-dimensional male and female leads resolving in a predictable happy ending. The two of you managed to maintain small talk with your mother throughout, ensuring she remained without suspicion. At one point, Shibu requested a wine refill, and the way his hips shifted into you as he handed his wife the empty glass left you coughing to cover up the moan. Cockwarming was truly a comforting practice for both of you, though the way your wet pussy dripped, feeling the juices trickle out of you and onto him was driving him certifiably mad. 
So when your mother loudly yawned and announced her retirement to bed, Shibu almost groaned in relief.
“I’ll be up there with you soon, hon. The two of us aren’t quite tired yet,” he said, flashing a smile with a hint of deviousness that only you could detect. 
The second he heard the door to the bedroom close, he had you thrown down onto your back on the couch, reveling in the opportunity to touch you how he wanted. 
“W-wait, wait,” you whispered, a hand pressed to his chest as he mouthed at your throat. “It’s too risky to do it down here.” Shibusawa only chuckled.
“It’s okay, beautiful. Daddy put a little something in Mom’s wine to keep her from interrupting us.” The way he could say anything with such ease and nonchalance, you could never understand.
“You what?” 
He leaned back to look you in the eyes, petting your hair softly.
“Don’t fret. I just dissolved a couple of her sleeping pills into her glass, nothing harmful. We deserve this time,” he explained, offering you a small smile.
Your face slowly morphed into a grin too, grabbing Shibu by the face and messily pressing your lips to his. He laughed as he melted into the kiss, cradling the back of your head with his hand in such a tender way. Shibusawa loved uniquely, but he loved deeply. 
“I’m not quite sure how long I will be able to last though, darling,” he briefly detached his lips from yours to admit. “How you took me so well for so long, being so obedient got me very worked up.”
You just laughed and pulled him in for another sloppy kiss, muttering an it’s okay. 
“Would love to take you from the back,” he whispered, making you shiver. 
You just nodded wordlessly before flipping over, getting on your knees to raise your ass in the air while you rested your head on a pillow. Shibusawa almost drooled at the sight. You reached back to shimmy your skirt up, so that your almost bare ass was completely on display. 
“So fucking beautiful, darling,” his voice almost wavering as he ran his cold fingers over the soft skin. You just whined into the pillow. “Want to make you feel good.”
He couldn’t wait much longer though, yanking down your panties so they pooled at your knees, positioning his still leaking cock at your already well stretched and prepped entrance. It had already begun dripping precum from when he was buried in you earlier, only turning him on even more. 
Shibu thrusted into you, this time slowly and not forcing you down on him all at once, though you were more than ready to take all of him. The relaxed muscles throbbed with the need to be stretched once again. You let out a small whine now that your mother was not around, but buried it into the crook of your elbow.
“It’s okay, love, make all the noise you want. Daddy made sure Mom wouldn’t wake up to a single sound.” 
At the same time he muttered those orgasm-inducing words, he also thrusted all the way into you, bottom out just as he was before. You were grateful for his forethought as nothing could stop the moan that crawled from your throat as he returned to his rightful place inside you.
His fingers rested on your hips as he briefly remained still, transitioning to digging them into the fat as he began fucking into you. You reveled in the rare opportunity you had to be as loud as you wanted, letting out every gasp, whine, moan, and cry that itched at your vocal cords. Shibusawa’s mind was empty as he took in the entire presence of you – the sight of you completely vulnerable and on display for him like this, and the sound of you being torn apart by him. It was almost impossible to comprehend. 
He fucked you hard and he fucked you deep, making sure every inch of his shaft all the way to his pelvis was buried inside of you before pulling out again, because he absolutely loved the cream that gathered and smeared on his cock from you. A ring of it had formed at the base of his length that thickened with every thrust. And he wasn’t only glad for his wife being impervious to sound so he could hear you whine, but because the filthy wet sounds of your cream and his precum could be heard from any room in the house. 
He was correct in saying he wouldn’t be able to last as long as normal, feeling the tight coil in his stomach and ache in his balls not long after first slipping back inside you. You were fine with this, not quite sure how much more your poor, abused cunt could take. He began drilling into you fiercely, groaning at the feeling and the slick that poured out of you, making a mess everywhere. He leaned in right next to your ear to whisper something.
“Do you think you could take Daddy’s cum, darling? Hold all of it inside you like that?” 
You whined at the words but nodded, body shaking. You needed his cum more than water.
“Need you Daddy, please.” The way your voice broke went straight to his throbbing cock.
Soon after he reached his high, forcing his entire length in you to ensure you devoured every last drop. He secretly hoped your womb would accept it as well, but kept quiet about that. You cried out at the feeling of loss as he finally pulled out of you, devastated to have lost the comforting presence you’d had inside you for almost hours. He repositioned you so that he could hold you in his arms, shushing you and petting your hair.
“Did so, so good for Daddy, beautiful,” he reassured softly, kissing your forehead. You beamed tiredly at the praise. 
“I did?” Your voice was meek and barely audible.
“You did. See, wasn’t movie night fun?”
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OOC POST
Okay, since I love this little baby, I'm making a list of his relations, what he calls the people he's close to, etc.
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Nikolai ( @shopping-for-a-russian-rat ) - Thinks he's very nice and caring, trusts him enough to fall asleep on him. Calls him "Papa" sometimes, mostly when he's like half-asleep. He feels very safe and secure with him, and also very small.
His Older Self ( @fedya-the-rat-god ) - Likes him a lot and thinks he's very easy to vent to. He feels weird about calling his older self a name such as "dad" or "father" since they are basically the same person
Karma ( @doakarma ) - Likes giving him random little rocks and crystals, calls him by the Russian version of his name. He likes to think of him as a baby brother, but is way too awkward to talk about it.
Sasha ( @the-grey-wolf-of-the-doa ) - Hasn't interacted much with her, he's kind of scared of her and is nervous around her.
Sibusawa ( @tatsuhikoshibusawa ) - He thinks Shibusawa is very kind and relatable, and likes to give him gems in exchange for getting his hair braided or for simple company. He mentally calls him "Shibu" but hasn't said the name aloud.
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He'll call Karma "baby brother," "little one," or "Little Prince" in his head but is too awkward and nervous to say the names aloud.
He'll call his older version "Father" to others, never to his face
He'll call Shibusawa either "Mr. Angel," "Shibu," or "ангел (Angel in Russian)" but also never to his face because he's scared.
He hates yelling and will hide in the nearest corner away from the yelling
Loves sweets, mainly cookies
Loves plushies but never talks about it very much because he was told that it was childish for him to do so.
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Sorry for the tags everyone-
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mj-ackerman · 2 years
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My copy of Spy x Family Official Fanbook: Eyes Only arrived earlier, so I decided to do some translation (PLEASE DON'T REPOST)
Tatsuya Endo's Character's Guide QNA from the Official Fanbook: Eyes Only English Translation:
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The Forgers:
Loid Forger:
Q: What are his likes and dislikes?
A: Likes: Reliable Information, well tailored suits. Dislikes: War, Illogical behavior.
Q: What disguise does Loid think that fits him the best?
A: I think almost everything? He can't use it in the operation if he doesn't think it's perfect.
Q: What disguise has Loid himself considered as the most "aggressive" so far?
A: "I think that Sumo-wrestlers from the Far East were physically absurb" (Loid's Talk)
Q: Success rate of a mission?
A: Although their identities are not revealed, it is likely that there are many instances in which their objectives was not achieved. The intelligence activity itself are series of simple task that are far from easy-to-understand as a success or a failure.
Q: What was the biggest crisis he experienced in a mission?
A: Anya's interview was more nerve wracking than stopping a nuclear bomb. So in other words, I think it's his current mission.
Q: How strong is his fighting strength compared to Yor?
A: If we're talking about simple physical ability, Yor is 100, and Loid is about 60-70, I think? But since he's a spy, if he was to avoid direct contact and use fire-arms and other weapons, I think they're even.
Q: What kind of conversation does he have with Franky aside from work?
A: Loid is unlikely to talk about himself, so I think he'll just listen to Franky's complains while giving him a cold retorts.
Q: Was there any other codename ideas other than "Twilight"?
A: There was something like "Mirage / 蜃気楼 (Shinkiro)" in the rough draft. I was thinking of the based image of "Unknown face". "Twilight / 黄昏 (Tasogare)" was also a tentative name, and I also think it's not a very cool name.
Q: How many hours does he actually work every month in his missions and in the hospital?
A: He seems to be a light sleeper, so it looks like he can only sleep about 2 hours. And since he works all the time except when he's sleeping, it's roughly 2 hours x 365 days.
Q: How much is his annual income from his mission and the hospital combined?
A: I don't know how much is the average income of a psychiatrist at that time, but in today's Japanese yen, it's about 20 million yen? WISE's salary seems to be much lower, depending on the reason why he was hired.
Q: What is Loid's specialty dish that he makes at the Forger's house?
A: He played a role of a first-class chef, so he can make anything.
Anya Forger:
Q: Please tell us more physical data.
A: She seems to have grown taller. Her shoe size is about 14 cm. People in this world (my design) have smaller feet.
Q: Does she have any other favorite food than peanuts?
A: She often eats omelette rice in the school cafeteria. Also, she seems to like crunchy little animal-like nibbles.
Q:What are her favorite subjects at school?
A: It's Classical Language.She may thinks that she's also good with the other subjects.
Q: How powerful is Anya's killer punch?
A: 300 star impact
Q: Please tell us if there are other special moves she was taught by her Mama.
A: Star catching... (She said "すたーきゃっちあろーらいじんぐほー ぶすねきつく。 めつぶし" Sorry I'm trying so hard to understand but I can't put the words 😭)
Q: What does she want the most right now?
A: Limited edition Redy-shibu (?) (*It's a sheep keychain / super expensive) (Anya's Talk)
Q: What was the origin of the secret organization's name "B'2" (pronounced as Betsu びーつー)
A: It's from the word "Peanuts"
Q: When she was shopping with Becky, what's her favorite outfit that she tried on?
A: It seems like she's not interested in any of it. "I don't need clothes" (Anya's Talk)
Q: Is there any source material for the exam number "K-212"?
A: This is the zip code of Kawasaki City, where I used to work.
Q: What was the robot Yor was holding in the short story?
A: It was in Anya's room. It was put by Loid along with other toys and picture books to create a children's room. Maybe she doesn't like it that much.
Yor Forger:
Q: Please tell us more physical data besides her height!
A: She cannot measure her grip strength because the measure tool always breaks.
Q: Please tell us about her ice-pick-like weapon!
A: It's a weapon called "Stiletto". It's the image of thorn thorns. There's no particular nickname for it.
Q: Any reason why you use stiletto?
A: It's because she can give them relief in a single blow without prolonging their suffering.
Q: How much is the success rate of "Thorn Princess" work?
A: There may be witnesses, but in a sense of "getting rid of the target", it's probably 100%. It seems like Garden only entrust her with a task that they are certain she can accomplish.
Q: What's her specialty killing method, and her weak killing method?
A: Her specialty is stabbing. She's not good at poisoning. She's also not good at using other complicated tools like guns, bows and arrow (she's good at throwing in general)
Q: How good are her skills as a clerk at the City Hall.
A: In the middle range.... probably not enough to make her boss mad at her, maybe?
Q: What was the biggest mistake she've ever made with alcohol?
A: "Not that I know of, but I've never been in trouble with the police.....I think...." (Yor's Talk)
Q: Has her specialty dish increased after that?
A: Good grief.....
Bond Forger:
Q: What does he do at home when Anya isn't around?
A: He does a lot of things like rolling around, playing with his legs, and sometimes messing around with PenguinMan.
Q: Please tell us in order who's he's closest to the Forgers (including Franky)
A: Anya → Loid → Franky → Yor
Q: Does he likes walking? How many minutes a day does he go for a walk?
A: He likes it, Bond isn't very active, so about 30 minutes a day. When Loid's busy, Yor takes him for a walk.
Q: Is he in good terms with the bomb dog Shepard? (The dog that bit Loid?)
A: They've been together for a long time as experiments, so they're in good terms. By the way, the Shepard is currently kept by Sylvia.
Q: Who does bond love to "smell" the most?
A: Anya, and he also seems to only like Yor's smell.
I'll continue the rest of the characters later!♡
<<Part 2>>
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missy-0-piink · 1 year
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Not to appear in your inbox again but here’s some food for thought. Tying shibu up, blindfolding him and gagging him, before pressing a vibrator to his dick and just,,,, leaving him there for an hour or two
No bro I literally live for your asks 😫 I’m bored without them 😭
ALSO YES I LOVE THIS IDEA ITS ONE OF MY FAV TROPES,, I wanna write diff character versions of this too
He’d been bratty
Unbearably so
So you’d obviously had enough, tying him to the bed
He was smirking up at you, thinking you were going to ride him or something
Boy was he wrong
You see, his favourite thing about you was that you were not as predictable as the rest of these humans,
But he was still expecting you to overstimulate him by riding him, or edging him
He didnt think thing you were going to gag him and then leave
You had taped a vibe on the most sensitive part of his dick, watching as it leaked Precum and then turned the vibe up to the highest setting
He had watched with wide eyes as you left the room
It’s no problem, she’ll return
That’s what he thought at least
But you didnt
Not for hours
When you did return though? My god
Shibusawa was trembling, body twitching against the restraints with his head thrown back, loud muffled moaning escaping from behind the gag and cum coating his dick and abdomen
“oh poor thing, feeling tortured are we?” You smirked at him as you said this, watching the way his head snapped to you, eyes wide
“Mmmphf!” And other muffled sounds came from behind the gag, no doubt what was muffled begging
“What’s that? You want me to leave you like this longer?” You say, playing dumb
“MMFFP!!” He sobbed out, shaking his head “no” violently
You laughed, it was so cute, the fear on his face that is
“Very well then, I suppose we’ll have to take care of it~”
You spent the next 15 mins or so riding him, with shibusawa still being gagged and tied up, body shaking from overstim as desperate moans and pleas came from behind the gag
And yet, when you came and squeezed around him, it drove him crazy, one last orgasm escaping him with loud sobbing coming from him, tears dripping down his face
If someone had heard, they’d probably think you were torturing this poor man
Well, you guess you were, in a way
After you had cleaned him up and released the restraints, he almost fell into sleep immediately
Clearly, you had fucked the brat out of him
😏😏😏😏
Mission accomplished
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tanya-ch · 7 months
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Yandere Tatsuhiko Shibusawa
!You are an esper!
You were an esper who was trying to hide your gift, not knowing about the rats around you. And then Fyodor found out information about the gift of another esper, and kindly shared it with Shibusawa. At first he wanted to take your gift and replenish his monastery, more one ruby crystal. But, suddenly he began to think, you seemed to him something new, not just a speck in the mass of gifted ones, but like a breath of fresh air. And for this reason, he began to follow you, they say, suddenly he will change his mind again. You, having noticed whose then a piercing look, you couldn’t attribute it to paranoia, you definitely understood. Someone needs you, or rather, not you, but your ability. But who, who needs such a weak gift? Yes, you always considered it almost useless, because this is an ability she simply gave you wings, and they were always with you. Soft feathers, combined with a snow-white color, gave a bewitching effect on the soul. That’s all. But how wrong you were, because your ability still attracted the collector and was not at all for his mini temple of gifts. You learned about the wave of alleged suicides of espers in Yokohama very late. Since no one could inform you about it, because you did not work anywhere. And at that moment when you could only guess about who the collector was. He has already come up with a safe plan for you to move to him. Yes, he will definitely ask Dazai to take your gift while he can pose a threat to you. (He didn’t want you to die from your own gift)
But it happened so simply, the suicide bomber simply gained your trust, and then touched you, thereby using his ability. And after that, it won’t be difficult to move you somewhere.
You were simply knocked out, and you didn’t even have time to see the face of the person who did it. You woke up already on the floor, tied up and in some huge room with flying ruby crystals. They were all over the walls, and everyone was in their own cell. Having only managed to move a little, in the hope of freeing yourself from the binding ropes, you suddenly heard a man’s voice echoing through the empty castle.
-Oh, who woke up here, sorry for this situation, but I think you’ll be fine here too.
The male figure stood with his back to you, although even if you had seen him, you still would not have been able to recognize him.
-Who you are?
You shouted, but immediately calmed down, recognizing the familiar crystals. Although, you also only heard about them from some people.
-Oh yes, sorry, I completely forgot to introduce myself. *cough into fist* Tatsukiho Shibusawa, better known as a collector!
The man said proudly and turned to you. You, having understood exactly who it was, began to tremble, although you can understand, because being driven into a corner by a dragon is not very good.
Shibu, looking at you with the same ruby eyes that seemed to be blazing with fire, began to mercilessly walk towards you, despite your deep panic. Having already come close to you, he suddenly took you by the chin and looked straight into your eyes.
-You know t/i-sha (a diminutive form of the name) before, sitting within these walls, I was overcome by mortal melancholy and boredom, and now having learned about your existence, I was suddenly interested in you, and not your ability, surprisingly, don’t you think? , you probably won’t understand, but since I found out about you, my soul was filled with a strange feeling, whether it was strong excitement or not, perhaps even a slight anticipation. Perhaps people would call it “falling in love.”
Tatsukiho spoke with a calm and even thoughtful expression on his face. But abruptly lifting you from the floor by the hand, he hugged you, tightly squeezing his hands on your back, which was already covered in cold sweat. Your head was only at the level of his chest, which perfectly showed his superiority in growth.
-But, I think, as long as you are with me, I can still understand this intriguing and so desired feeling, I just want to have you completely, without giving even a thought about others. What do you think, little mouse, what kind of feeling is this?
Shibusawa said, now with a calm smile, stroking your back with one hand.
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Result: 610 words, sorry if I wrote some points wrong, I have a terrible memory. There are also mistakes here, write if you see them.
My TGC-unfinished thoughts
Also, sorry for the English, I don’t speak it, I just translate it into Google
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Hachiko: The world's most loyal dog turns 100
2 July 2023
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The Chinese tagline on the movie poster says it all: "I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes."
It tells the true story of Hachiko, the faithful dog that continued to wait for its master at a train station in Japan long after his death.
The cream white Akita Inu, born 100 years ago, has been memorialised in everything from books to movies to the cult science fiction sitcom Futurama.
And the Chinese iteration - the third after a Japanese version in 1987, and the Richard Gere-starrer in 2009 - is a hit at the box office.
There have been tales of other devoted hounds such as Greyfriars Bobby, but none with the global impact of Hachiko.
A bronze statue of him has stood outside Shibuya Station in Tokyo, where he waited in vain for a decade, since 1948.
The statue was first erected in 1934 before being recycled for the war effort during World War Two.
Japanese schoolchildren are taught the story of Chuken Hachiko - or loyal dog Hachiko - as an example of devotion and fidelity.
''Hachiko represents the ideal Japanese citizen with his unquestioning devotion," says Professor Christine Yano of the University of Hawaii - "loyal, reliable, obedient to a master, understanding, without relying upon rationality, their place in the larger scheme of things."
The story of Hachiko
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Hachiko was born on 10 November 1923 in the city of Odate in Akita prefecture, the original home of Akitas.
A large-sized Japanese dog, the Akita is one of the country's oldest and most popular breeds.
Designated by the Japanese government as a national icon in 1931, they were once trained to hunt animals like wild boar and elk.
"Akita dogs are calm, sincere, intelligent, and brave [and] obedient to their masters," said Eietsu Sakuraba, author of an English language children's book about Hachiko.
"On the other hand, it also has a stubborn personality and is wary of anyone other than its master."
The year Hachiko was born, Hidesaburo Ueno, a renowned agricultural professor and a dog lover, asked a student to find him an Akita puppy.
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After a gruelling train journey, the puppy arrived at the Ueno residence in Shibuya district on 15 January 1924, where it was initially thought dead.
According to Hachiko's biographer, Prof Mayumi Itoh, Ueno and his wife Yae nursed him back to health over the next six months.
Ueno named him Hachi, or eight in Japanese. Ko is an honorific bestowed by Ueno's students.
The long wait
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Ueno took a train to work several times a week. He was accompanied to Shibuya station by his three dogs, including Hachiko. The trio would then wait there for his return in the evening.
On 21 May 1925, Ueno, then 53, died of a cerebral hemorrhage. Hachiko had been with him for just 16 months.
"While people were attending the wake, Hachi smelled Dr Ueno from the house and went inside the living room. He crawled under the coffin and refused to move," writes Prof Itoh.
Hachiko spent the next few months with different families outside Shibuya but eventually, in the summer of 1925, he ended up with Ueno's gardener Kikusaburo Kobayashi.
Having returned to the area where his late master lived, Hachiko soon resumed his daily commute to the station, rain or shine.
"In the evening, Hachi stood on four legs at the ticket gate and looked at each passenger as if he were looking for someone," writes Prof Itoh.
Station employees initially saw him as a nuisance. Yakitori vendors would pour water on him and little boys bullied and hit him.
However, he gained nationwide fame after Japanese daily Tokyo Asahi Shimbun wrote about him in October 1932.
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The station received donations of food for Hachiko each day, while visitors came from far and wide to see him.
Poems and haikus were written about him. A fundraising event in 1934 to make a statue of him reportedly drew a crowd of 3,000.
Hachiko's eventual death on 8 March 1935 at the age of 11 made the front page of many newspapers. He was found on a street in Shibuya.
In March 2011, scientists finally settled the cause of death of Hachikō: the dog had both terminal cancer and a filaria infection.
There were also four yakitori skewers in Hachikō's stomach, but the skewers did not damage his stomach nor cause his death.
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At his funeral, Buddhist monks offered prayers for him and dignitaries read eulogies. Thousands visited his statue in the following days.
In impoverished post-war Japan, a fundraising drive for a new statue of Hachiko even managed to raise 800,000 yen, an enormous sum at the time, worth about 4bn yen (£22m; $28m) today.
"In retrospect, I feel that he knew that Dr Ueno would not come back, but he kept waiting - Hachiko taught us the value of keeping faith in someone," wrote Takeshi Okamoto in a newspaper article in 1982.
As a high school student, he had seen Hachiko at the station daily.
Remembering Hachiko
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Every year on 8 April, a memorial service for Hachiko is held outside Shibuya Station.
His statue is often decorated with scarves, Santa hats and, most recently, a surgical mask.
His mount is on display at the National Museum of Nature and Science in Tokyo.
Some of his remains are interred at the Aoyama Cemetery, alongside Ueno and Yae.
Statues of him have also been cast in Odate, Ueno's hometown Hisai, the University of Tokyo and Rhode Island, the American setting for the 2009 movie.
Odate also has a series of events lined up this year for his 100th birthday.
Will the world's most loyal dog still be celebrated a century from now? Prof Yano says yes because she believes the "heroism of Hachiko" is not defined by any particular period - rather it is timeless.
Mr Sakuraba is equally optimistic.
"Even 100 years from now, this unconditional, devoted love will remain unchanged, and the story of Hachiko will live on forever."
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kitkatnerds3 · 8 months
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BSD SEASON 5 EP 11 + GENERAL OVERVIEW
HOLY FUCK!
THAT WAS SO COOL!
So many things! So much information! So much angst! So many beautiful visuals! I am going to just be describing so much stuff so be warned.
Ok, let's start from the beginning, you've got Aya throwing herself off the roof, and as I assumed it would, the plan works! The sword is out! And Bram has A FUCKING BODY???!!! WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT PART FOR SOME REASON! HE LOOKS SO LONG! And Aya is safe! Asagiri decided to put his hatred of children to the side for once and let her live!
But while he may have let Aya live he didn't let certain other people live. And so with that flawless segway let's go over to Meursault!
Yeah so FYODOR IS FUCKING DEAD. I am willing to believe he'll come back and will talk about how i think that'll happen on a different post but for right now HOLY SHIT HE'S DEAD!
So the scene starts with him walking outta prison with a gay little walk to meet Nikolai and they do their gay little thing, truly there is nothing more romantic then telling someone you'll kill them. And as Fyodor walks to the helicopter he drops a bit of lore that NO ONE ELSE HAS TALKED ABOUT! he said that Dazai was his first challenge since "him". WHO THE FUCK IS HIM???? The only person i can think of that coupd possibly fit the ridiculous genius role is Shibusawa, and it cant be him! Bones has visuals of Shibu they would've flashed a shot of him if it was him, and also that doesn't make sense character wise. This is Fyodor backstory information!
And speaking of, or at least slightly mentioning Dazai. THE BOI AIN'T DEAD! FYODOR CANT KILL HIM HE'S GONNA BE HERE AT THE END OF THE WORLD ALONG WITH COCKROACHES AND TWINKIES! And guess what else? CHUUYA ISNT A VAMPIRE! AND HE NEVER WAS ONE! BRO WAS ACTING! Tachihara is gonna have to relinquish his medal as best actor because Chuuya was spot on! Chuuya also has the vampire fangs still glued to his teeth from when Mori apparently put them there. Lol.
But back to seriousness, Dazai did a little speech about how Fyodor lost because he doesn't trust anyone and then they kill Fyodor by having the helicopter fly into the wall! Fyodor's last words were also from the Bible and according to what others have said they mean something along the lines of "oh god, oh god, why have you forsaken me", I don't think this line has much to do with lore besides like, religious Bible symbolism, but I have seen people theorize that Fyodor's gonna pull a Jesus and rise from the dead in three days! And seeing as I do think that this isn't the last we'll see of him, that could be true!
But now for the most important part of this section, at the cost of Fyodor's life Fyolai is now 100% canon! Some of the most delicious diversity wins are the ones that feel like losses at the same time. To elaborate more, after Fyodor dies the only part left of him is his arm and so Dazai picks it up and gives it to Nikolai say "Aren't you happy you killed him?" Which... technically he didn't kill him but I guess it sorta counts since it was part of the game, anyways, so Nikolai takes the arm and just cradles it to his chest,, so gently,, and says that Fyodor was the only person to ever understand him and that he is actually very sad now that he's dead, it's said much better in the episode I'm not good at dialog, and he just goes over to the wreckage and holds the severed arm of his one and only friend to his face and it's so sad, so gruesome yet so sweet, how tragic, how them.
Oh, and also Sigma is fucking dead apparently. I don't believe this because a good half of my theories are formed on a 'that wouldn't narratively make sense' basis, and by God would that not make sense narratively! And so I'm certain that Sigma is fine, we'll probably find out more about what actually happens in the manga, maybe he'll be in a coma until they need him to reveal the Fyodor back story, because they WILL be giving a Fyodor back story, he's done too much for his affect on the plot to just end now. I have a theory on how he might come back that I'll write later.
Onto a different topic, it's time for OLD MAN YAOI!
Holy shit the old man yaoi was so genuinely devastating. They cared about eachother so much! They CARE about eachother so much! The flower petals! The LITERALLY INSANE AMOUNT OF FLOWER PETALS!
Ok so, Fukuzawa reveals that he's not dead and was just waiting for the right opportunity to strike, and so he finds it and he goes at Fukuchi, they do a fight Fukuzawa gets the One Order and the nukes are deactivated! But wait, Fukuchi runs at him again, Fukuzawa slashes his sword-! But wait! Fukuchi is... smiling? Fukuzawa is now regretting his swing but it's too late to pull back now and so it slashes through his old friends throat, after he does this Poe's book falls out and they both get sucked in, leading me to be kinda confused because I thought you had to actually read it in order to be sucked in? But whatever it's not important.
So in the book Poe has written a couple scenes from Fukufuku's childhood, I assume Ranpo must have told him about the memories, or maybe him and Fukuzawa did some son and father in law bonding where Fukuzawa told him the stuff. Anyways, now the old Fukufuku are having a conversation as the young Fukufuku are just sword fighting, goofing around and being FRIENDS! AUGH! They used to be such close friends! And just, watching them being happy in the past was truly so sweet and devastating, why oh why did it have to end this way!
Now, along with the sad shit that's happening we're also getting some big lore! It turns out that the reason why Fukuchi was doing all of this was because he had gotten a message from the future that there would be a huge war that kills thousands of people, and that he did this as a sort of sacrifice a few for the many thing. And, another big gay and big lore thing, Fukuchi never actually intended to be the commander of the Army of Mankind, he wanted Fukuzawa to command it because he thought that Fukuzawa was so good he couldn't be corrupted by that amount of power. Holy fuck that was so gay! He is so in love! He cares about and thinks so much of Fukuzawa I wish things could turn out different so badly! Like, Fukuchi still kinda sucks (<- just remembered the whole Jouno situation), but he didn't use to suck and if the situation was different he might not have sucked now! The old man yaoi is so tragic! Fuck!
And so Fukuchi asks Fukuzawa to kill him, and Fukuzawa agrees, but when it finally comes down to it, he can't. Fukuzawa has always cared for the one more then he's cared for the many, and even if it would be for the best he just can't bring himself to kill his best friend. And then comes Teruko with a steel chair stabbing Fukuchi in the back! OK seriously now, Teruko comes in and stabs Fukuchi, it seems that its because he asked her to do so as she is quite upset about it, she hands the sword to Fukuzawa and proceeds to turn away,not wanting to look at them anymore, and Fukuchi crumples into Fukuzawa's arms and he holds him as be takes his final breaths, and as Fukuchi takes his final breath Fukuzawa starts Crying! Like full on screaming ans sobbing! Out of every duo I was not expecting Fukufuku to be the one to get the 'crying as you hold your dead partner in you arms' troup, but I'm not complaining! This was devastating.
One final bit about Fukufuku, it is honestly kinda funny how much Bones clearly adores their relationship. They get all the best animation and a whole new artstyle/coloring pallet just fir their scenes! As we've said before, Bones really like their old man yaoi.
And now we get to everyone else, such as SSKK! The neck bite was fine, it wasn't slow and sensual but I think it made up for it by being kinky as heck! Like, look me in the eyes and tell me that wasn't kinky. Atsushi sure seemed to think it was! Other characters include, Juni and Kunikida! They're awake now! They're alright! And so is Ranpo! Kenji and Tecchou are up! My boys! We unfortunately will not get an angsty Suegiku vampire reunion it seems, but its fine, i guess. (<- it's not fine but whatever, it is what it is, I just hope there is some angst when they do meet up again, didnt Asagiri say he wantedto further exoand their relationship?) And of course the most important characters to show up in the outro, LUCY AND KYOUKA! THE GIRLS ARE HERE! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE THEY BEEN! and where's Yosano??? They just, didn't include her at all where is she????
And finally, the two hour time skip.
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!??!
The airport is on fire?! A floaty gid-lookin guy that looks like Fukuchi is fighting sskk?! AKUTAGAWA HAS A NEW OUTFIT!? My boy got rid of his coat and his Victorian vampire aesthetic and decide to go even further back in time by doing a knights outfit! He has a little eye guard thingy! It's both very stupid and very cool looking and the most important thing is that he's PRETTY! BONES DID IT! THEY FINALLY LET AKU SMILE AND BE PRETTY! THANK FUCK! And when I say they made him pretty I mean they made him Pretty! Bro looked majestic! And Atsushi too! I mean he was wearing the same outfit as always but he looked very nice and!! He smiled at Akutagawa!! He fondly and softly smiled at Akutagawa!!!! Holy shit sskk canon! But also still what the fuck is happening.
Anyways, I have written a lot of stuff and I still have some thought left over, so I might make a second post later, when I'm not supposed to be asleep perhaps.
TLDR; that was a great episode and a very fun end to the series, all of our ships are canon, and i am super excited to see how this will be in manga form! Wow it's weird to be thinking about being excited to see the manga adaptation of the anime instead of the other way around.
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writethatdown · 6 months
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just wanted to share something that's helping me with the motivation to keep living and keep showing up even when there are bad days. i have read things like "love radically", "live intensely" and i always tied my 'why' to keep on thriving to the people that i love.
be healthy so that you can take care of others, hit that financial milestone so that i can spoil my friends, break that bad habit so that i can have more good times with my people.
i never had a dream big enough that is entirely focused on me to keep on giving my everything, especially the years where i was really struggling with self hatred. this is not doing something to seek the validation of these said people, but to just love, just to see them exist and see them happy and show up on their bad days. i don't want to be a half-lover. i love my people with the kind of adorable arrogance you get when you see a cat to just cuddle them. yeah maybe some are temporary and there might be bittersweet falling apart, but right now in this moment i want to be able to be someone who shows up. and idk if this will make sense to others, but i just wanted to post here.
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inkpens-coffee · 1 year
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Maruki Week 2023 - Day 5 🍎
Empathy / Recovery / Past Times
“Maruki? Maruki? MARU!”
“Eh?!” Takuto sat upright in bed, rubbing the fatigue from his eyes. I overslept, is his first thought. Then he gasps when he realizes he can’t breath through his nose. He almost panics until a pair of hands gently push him to lay back down. Ren is standing next to the bed in his uniform, a concerned look on his face.
“What time is it? I’m gonna be late—ah, my head feels funny…” Takuto slurred.
“Maru, you look like shit,”
“That isn’t nice…”
“I already called you in sick.” Ren moved two pillows behind Takuto’s head, then took a mug of hot tea from the nightstand. “Here, drink this. I’m gonna make you something to eat. How does your tummy feel, do you think you can stomach some rice?”
“You have school!”
“I can miss a day.”
“No, Ren, go to school. I’m fully capable of taking care of myself.”
Ren raised an eyebrow at him and pursed his lips. A deep sigh left Takuto’s mouth and he dropped his head.
“Ok, maybe not fully capable but I’ll be fine. I’ve had sick days by myself plenty of times.”
“Hmm… Alright. But absolutely no working! Just relaxing and recovering! Promise?”
“Ok sweetheart, I promise.”
Takuto took a small drink of his tea, the steam lightly clearing his sinuses. It took a little more pushing to get Ren out the door—he wanted to be late so he could at the least cook breakfast for his sick friend. But soon enough the boy was gone and Takuto was alone.
After finishing his tea, Takuto slept for another hour until his bladder woke him up. Then he took hot shower, zoning out under the comforting cloud of steam and hot water. But once he was lying back in bed, Takuto didn’t know what to do next. Doing nothing was his definition of torture, why just sit there when he could do literally anything? Even as a child his brain needed constant stimulation otherwise he’d start crying hysterically.
But he promised Ren he’d relax today.
On the other hand… Takuto did find relaxation in being productive. So technically working would be relaxing, right? Before he could let his thoughts go further, the doorbell rang.
“Huh?”
Takuto left his bed and answered the door. Rumi and Shibusawa were waiting for him, both carrying full convenience store bags. The two of them didn't wait for Takuto to say anything before entering.
“Hey, Takuto, how’s your fever?” Shibusawa says as he walks past him to the kitchen.
“Wow, you look like shit.” Rumi stated.
“So I’ve been told… Why are you two here?”
“Ren texted us and said you were sick, so we’re here to look after you!” she grinned.
Of course he did, the cheeky little bastard. Takuto yelped when Rumi lifted him up by his waist and carried him back to bed.
“I told Ren I could take care of myself!” He whined. “Don’t you have work at the flower shop today?!”
“Nope! And Shibu is off too because he pissed off the bride!”
“I didn’t piss her off, they just canceled!” Shibusawa cried from the kitchen.
“Same thing!” Rumi faced Takuto with a smile. “He’s making us Feel Better Udon! When was the last time we had that, huh?”
Feel Better Udon. It was just regular, lightly seasoned udon noodle soup with diced scallions sprinkled on top. Growing up, money was tight and meals weren't anything special, so when little Takuto was sick, his mom would make udon noodles, claiming they'd make him feel better. Years later, he discovered she had been hiding his medicine in broth. Even so, he still asked her for udon whenever he wasn't feeling well.
Takuto smiled fondly. He missed having udon with his mothers.
“It has been a while. Thanks—achoo!” Takuto bashfully rubbed his nose while Rumi giggled.
“Hold on, babe, I got some cold medicine for you to take too. Then we can all watch a movie! Ooh, I should see if Ren Ren can get some ice cream when he gets out of school!” she said excitedly as she left the room.
Takuto nestled back against the pillows, the sound of Rumi and Shibusawa squabbling oddly soothing to him. He hummed and shut his eyes.
I should visit Mama and Mom soon…
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supportive-editor · 2 years
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took the day off today bc of stomach issues so im here ! :^)
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fyodorloveclub · 5 months
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About Shibusawa and Mori being fathers.
Shibusawa is always bored, so getting himself a child and heir will decrease his boredom, yes? He did not care for you first, you just an incubator and when finished you will cast aside. BUT being near you after getting pregnant, awaken something in him. He want to spend more and more time with you, maybe because of his ability he sees you as his mate now? Even after birth, he won't let you go, EVER. Mind you he got an unhuman cock/2 cocks, so you are for an ride. As for his "hatchlings", he will spoil them and will teach them to be cunning and strong as their daddy.
Mori will love his children (especially girls), he will give them best education, toys, books, food, medicine, clothes, protection, etc. but also teach them important medical knowledge, how to fight, educate them, help them to grow to be cunning, strong and mature human beings. I think he would prefer his child/ren to choose their own path, other than mafia, and even after possible parting ways will still love them will all his heart.
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OBSESSED WITH THISSSSSSS hehehehhe
i love the idea of shibu falling in love with the forced mother of his children (esp if this is an ovi situation...) and calling them hatchlings... anon u get me so much omg. but maybe in a scenario where like u said he purely just saw you as a means for incubation, he never quite pays attention to you. to who you are beyond what you (your uterus) can provide. until … he does. the man starts to notice how loving and caring and patient and kind you are in the way you take care of and love on his hatchlings. and of course he was possessive over you the second you got pregnant with his babies but it was different - in his head, you were a thing; a means of production. but you became his. and by god you better feel lucky and special because tatsuhiko shibusawa doesn’t fall in love with just anyone. but when he does, he falls hard. he’s so obsessed with every little thing you do, just wants you by his side 24/7. and now he’ll use those 2 cocks to actually pleasure you vs. only just impregnating you :)
and abt mori - i agree!! i think how he raises his own real children would be a bit different than how he treats elise. he’ll genuinely try to raise them and shape them to be the (like you said) cunning, strong, sophisticated people he knows they can be. they are mori children after all. i think he’d maybe give the illusion that he wants his kids to have freedom outside of the mafia and be able to choose their own life path, but he’ll always have them under his thumb i think. he’ll always have some semblance of control over their life whether they see it or not. and i can see mori choosing one kid (not even necessarily the oldest) to act as his heir, but they’d definitely have to pull their own weight and prove that they genuinely have what it takes to fill his shoes and potentially follow in his footsteps. as doting and spoiling as the man is, i don’t think he’d just hand the title of pm boss down to any of his kids if they didn’t deserve it.
thank you for sending this in hehehe i love talking abt this
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Shibusawa really does share a lot of qualities with cats.
Claws, smug, probably really sleepy (man is always bored he had to be), would let you touch him for three seconds before attacking.
He also probably eats rocks.
Kal please, he purrs. HE PURRS WHAT MORE CAN WE WANT (not canon but its canon in my head)
I have many thoughts about Shibusawa waiting to be let out (and about others like Verlaine but I need to have control)
Like, Shibu is a literal cat when it comes to cuddling. Literally . I bet he would have the tendency to lay his head on your lap and want his hair to be combed or just played with. I'm sorry I could rant about how much I love his hair and how beautiful it is , long and silky , I could burry my face in it like some people do to their cats and he would laugh at the absurdity Scratch his scalp and he might make the most gorgeous sounds ever oh lawd and slightly tugging at it- im gonna get in trouble
Also I get the feeling he lays his entire fucking body on top of you no matter your size, in middle of the night when yall sleep together . He doesn't do it on purpose , he's just a fucking cat not letting you breathe
You said he looks bored 24/7 and pls it's so funny cause it's true! , literally a cat , I would know I own one. This man screams lazy and unamused to me, but for his spouse it transforms into being a great listener. Gift giving and Spending time together would be his love language's since there is nothing left to say , both of you know what you feel. Silently reading books together or cooking . Also personal headcanon he is interested in the world of fashion and designing (his outfit somehow screams that to me) so imagine going over whole catalogues and critiquing/criticising everyone like an old married couple djfjfjf or him buying you outfits that are absolutely gorgeous sugar daddy
(Nsfw)
And god his dick is big I just know it. Hhhh stuff me
He loves to see you ride him (lazy asshole), his hair untied and surrounding him like a halo when he lays there looking so smug. The sadistic side of him relishing in how we desperately try to make his dick fit , his claws digging into your hips and leaving behind marks that make him in return go even more feral making them claw even deeper and the cycle continues until he snaps and shoves you face first into mattress to breed us mindlessly fjfjf I HAVE GONE OFF TRACK SORRY
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Poly Decay of Angels (+Shibusawa) dealing with Sigma's anxiety at night
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Pairing: Poly Decay (without Fukuichi and Bram) + Shibusawa
Please be mindful of the tws!
Tws: anxiety, anxiety attacks, short mention of panic attacks and short mention of getting hysterical, crying, ooc
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Sigma definitely has very bad anxiety
Often it reaches it's peak at night. Whenether he said something normal at the casino but which he regrets now or if it's just overthinking to a point where he gets a existence crises.
He will be unable to sleep then, even if he sometimes thinks about just closing his eyes and trying to doze off bc he's tried and exhausted af
He often really wants to get up and take his melatonin or lavender pills but if he gets up he will wake up at least Fyodor for sure and he doesn't want them to know that his anxiety got bad again
All four sleep in one big bed so ofc they can feel if Sigma's anxiety is getting bad again
The constant tossing and turning aswell as the constant leg bouncing, the constant changing of positions, the cracking of the bed due to all the shifting, the hitched breathing, the random deep shaky breaths and the shaky bouncing and twitching of his legs wake the others up
Fyodor is usually the first to wake up because he has a very light sleep and rarely is in deep slumber
Shibusawa and Nikolai need a bit longer to wake up since both of them are heavy sleepers.
Depending on how bad the anxiety is, Sigma won't notice it directly if someone woke up and will get frightened at first if one of them asks him if everything is okay
If he noticed before they talk to him, he will try his best to seem perfectly fine with trying to get his casino facade back together (It doesn't work. Not in front of his boyfriends bc in truth he craves comfort )
Fyodor asking him basic questions like if it's okay to touch him, if he's mentally here with them and how bad it is on a scale from 1-10 which they made together for these cases after Sigma firstly opened up about his anxiety
In the most cases Sigma litarally craves the soft touch of a person he loves while they are completely concious and not asleep so he usually gives the okay for touching
Them cradling Sigma in thier arms, carefully going through his hair, soft kisses on his head and letting him grab thier hands or thier clothes.
Sigma's facade slowly breaks and he starts to ramble about all his dark thoughts and fears
They need to watch out so his rambling won't throw him into a full blown panic attack or hysterics so they listen to him but also hush him with soft "it's okay"s and locigal reassuring from Fyodor who is analyzing and calculating all the fears anyways.
Sigma latching himself onto Shibusawa because of his high body temperature (man is a dragon) but pulling the other two close too
Rarely he starts to cry but if he does the others hold him even closer and let him cry as much as he needs
They still calm him down tho
Nikolai or Shibusawa wiping his tears while reassuring him that everything is okay and that he's safe/here with them.
They also call him soft nicknames like Darling, Love, my tressure (Shibu), Cookie (Nikolai), Doll (Nikolai), Dove (Nikolai), Dearest (Fyodor), Lovely (Fyodor), myshka(Fyodor, russian:mouse)
After he calmed down he is just very very tired. He often struggled with the anxiety for hours and the final anxiety attack is always even more tiring
He hugs them, thanks them and apologizes. They always remind him that he doesn't have to apologize or to thank them
Fyodor braiding Sigma's hair new because it got all messy and he wants to avoid Sigma getting any more sensory issues or that he feels disgusting
Nikolai making jokes to cheer him up and getting some water aswell as a plate with cookies for him through his overcoat which he always keeps close to thier bed
Sigma usually says that he isn't hungry at all but he will chuck down the water in no time
Nikolai still makes him eat a bit so that he gets some sugar for his nerves
Shibusawa holding him carefully and warming him the whole time
Sigma is the type of person who's chest gets all thight and starts to ache due to this when his anxiety gets this bad again so Shibusawa is also carefully massaging his chest in circles and slow motions to make the aching go away
The first time one of them did this Sigma got all flushed but it felt so good and reliving that he allowed them continue. Now he sometimes even asks them for it, even tho he finds asking embarrassing
When Sigma gets a bit salty again at Nikolai's slight teasing they know, he's getting better again
Sigma usually falls asleep in thier blanket pile, cuddled up again Shibusawa, holding Fyodor's or Nikolai's hand
The next day they let him sleep in and after he got up he recrives twice as much affection as usual.
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Bonus:
If someone, p. ex. a casino costumer is responsible for making Sigma feel like this, the other three will plot murder after Sigma fell asleep
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