#spideychelle is canon bitches | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

seek--rest · 1 year

Note

Just out of curiosity, do you still write any irondad fics?

I think the better way to phrase your question is, would I still write irondad fics?

Which is yes, if an idea moves me or is interesting. But as a blanket statement, the answer would be no.

For several reasons.

To anyone who’s been around here for a minute, it’s no secret that I got my start in fandom writing more IronDad. I have never once considered myself an IronDad writer but a Peter writer, specifically within the MCU and using the relationships that mattered most to him at that time period. I showed up here around 2019, right before EG and FFH so naturally the outgrowth of what I wrote revolved more about where Peter canonically was at the time. I used to rant and rave at how annoying it was to love Peter because I never felt like either “fandom” (irondad and spideychelle in this instant) ever really cared about him as a central point; it was either Tony being the center of his universe or MJ, neither of which vibed with what I was feeling nor fit what actually felt important to Peter at the time.

I have my own misgivings and Experience with IronDad fandom from 2020-2021 that doesn’t need to be listed in detail here (tl;dr white irondad writers hate to be forced to contend with how racist and sexist they are) but that, along with being further removed from Tony being relevant to Peter (as he is dead) felt less interesting to me. Now, a whole year after NWH where Tony is NOT relevant or important to Peter in any capacity (except in ways and meta that would make huge subsets of irondad angry to think about), I am WHOLLY uninterested in creating some kind of canon adjacent story that ties him into it as a general role. NWH satisfied me as a media and if I don’t write the kind of fluffy fix it’s that spideychelle wants (from someone who has loved Peter and MJ for decades), than I certainly don’t want to do that for IronDad.

I don’t care about living in the “imaginary beautiful period” post HOCO pre IW for the possibility of IronDad because 1) I think too much of fandom uses that as an excuse to completely eliminate both Ned, MJ and May as vital components of Peter’s life which was sexist and racist then and is even WORSE now considering where canon is and 2) i don’t care to rehash the same derivative tropes of living within a set time period. Not to be a bitch but I like to see characters Grow and Change and Adapt and there is only so much that I’m creatively interested in them creating more “Peter and Tony work in the lab” kind of fics that I hardly created even when I wrote irondad regularly.

That being said, it’s not like I don’t currently write Tony in stories or haven’t. Tony is still a fascinating character to me but he’s also 1) dead and 2) not the person I care about re: IronDad. Peter is. If he’s being included in a story, especially at this juncture, it’s how he can serve Peter’s narrative and growth— which I’d like to think I always wrote it in this way, I just use the tag less and don’t make an active effort to think of ideas to write irondad because of the fandom’s refusal to move forward.

And the racism and sexism of 80% of the fandom who still, to this day, refuse to acknowledge it and/or get irritated when anyone brings up canon vs fanon.

tl;dr sure, if i have an idea. I have 3 WIPs with Tony + IronDad I’m actively working on / being published.

However, the fandom is rancid and filled with so much unchecked racism and sexism— along with a refusal to let go of the past— that even if I did actively tried to create, I don’t feel welcomed anymore.

#seek speaks #irondad #fandom racism #fandom sexism #I’ve been wanting to talk more about this #without being accused—again— of starting bullshit #2020-2021 killed my desire to be nice to people anymore my #I WAS nice #I refuse to play nice anymore #but this was a nicely worded ask so it deserves a nicely worded response

8 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 3 years

Text

NOT Our Song

MJ: Peter, we can't make Taylor Swift's Our Song... OUR song.

Peter: GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON WE CAN'T. CHANGE MY MIND.

MJ: h-

Peter: YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T.

HER SONGS ARE TIMELESS, AND ICONIC, AND TOUCH EVERYONE.

YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND.

MJ: YOU'RE FROM NEW YORK.

THE SONG IS IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SETTING.

Peter: THAT DOESN'T MATTER, SINCE "SNEAKING OUT LATE, TAPPING ON YOUR WINDOW" and "THE FIRST DATE, MAN, I DIDN'T KISS HER WHEN I SHOULD HAVE" IS COMPLETELY US.

MJ: THAT CAN APPLY TO EVERY DAMN COUPLE.

Peter: EXACTLY!!!!

AND THAT'S WHY SHE'S SO GOOD.

AND THAT'S WHY IT HAS TO BE OUR SONG.

MJ:

#incorrect spideychelle quotes #taylor swift #our song #peter parker #michelle jones #i love the way has this has no context #the post and their conversation #spideychelle #love #spideychelle is canon bitches #<3

34 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 3 years

Text

pj feels (pt. 2)

okay but in all seriousness, taylor partly made me really nostalgic, and i just...

i revisited my old fics, my old posts,,, would get shook over what i managed to write when i was that youngin hahah..

and idk,,, it just really gave me-

what i wrote back then is just so pure cute and naive, they just totally gave me our song vibes.

still good, still had it's really nice boppy moments. but yeah, naive and young and exploring.

but still... no less, cute and adorable and sweet just on their own...

idk you guys,, like i said,, nostalgia's just hittin me hard and, i'm thinking about where i am now to where i was then and i just..

i like how even then i think i was a good writer that had rlly cute good sweet pure things to say

but that now, i really have just come far in terms of technique and quality and experience...

but that... yeah... wow,, i reeally have been writing for a while now...

wow...

i really was just a young brash slightly nervous but no less passionate/in love writer that went ahead into that unknown just cause she really wanted to see what was there

and would write whatever she wanted even with the level of inexperience that she had.... just cause she really wanted to explore and figure out two characters and the love they shared...

and now i'm like... experienced, and know the tracks, and...

can see all the mistakes my youngin made haha

but that really just makes me admire her all the more,,, cause she didn't know she was making all those things... she just made what she wanted with all her heart...

i'd like to think that's something no one can ever take away from her <3333

#spideychelle #spideychelle fanfiction #love #taylor swift #our song #spideychelle is canon bitches #<3

4 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Link

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker Characters: Peter Parker, Michelle Jones, Ned Leeds, May Parker (Spider-Man), Happy Hogan Additional Tags: Fluff, Day At The Beach, Beaches, Beach Holidays, Sweet, Short & Sweet, Post-Spider-Man: Far From Home, Spideychelle Week 2020, Love, Love Confessions, Falling In Love, Friendship/Love, Idiots in Love, Dorks in Love, Declarations Of Love, Cuddling & Snuggling, Road Trips, Cheesy, Corny, Cute, Awesome Michelle Jones, Precious Peter Parker, Peter Parker is a Mess, michelle jones is a hottie, and also a cutie, just overall very very attractive, Cuties, Established Relationship Summary:

The F.O.S. are damn tired of Peter's constant complaining bout being stuck in the safehouse all the time. They do something about it. Sweet beach trip (!!!!) hilarity ensues.

heyyyaaaaaaaa yooooaaalllsssss hahahha. yep iz me, i actually wrote some sht for pj week, can yalls believe???? hahahhaa lols

anyways,,,, yup das pretty much it, just fun dorky blabby beach day vibes yalls hahahaha, i digress....

(oh and right, sup @spideychelleweek hahhaha)

#spideychelleweek2k20 #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #mwah <3 #ty <3 #<3 #i hope you like it <33 #peter parker #michelle jones

9 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 5 years

Text

it is unforgivable that i have not seen anyone mention this scene when i literally just want to live in the bubble of this scene

this was before peter knew about the elementals and mysterio, before he found out nick fury was hijacking his trip, and all he was planning to do was hang out with mj

1st, i love that compared to the rest of the class that went off to do the obvious shit in italy (take pictures with souvenirs and say pizza, go to the da vinci museum, ride gondolas), peter and mj went off on their own and discovered cutesy usually unnoticed stuff about italy

peter went to buy a glass necklace and mj learned new italian words and drank espresso

and then i especially love how that espresso made her giddy and want to seek peter out just to tell him the new word she learned

and how peter noticed how giddy mj was, and liked the fact that it was because she’d been drinking espressos

and then mj knowingly saying that bo was her new super power to a guy that has super powers

and mj showcasing her new power when a dude was trying to sell them roses (implying they looked like a couple) and mj quickly shut him down showing the prowess of her new power and all peter could say was whoa

plus mj called it the anti aloha and said she was born to say the word (god i love this girl)

and then the fact that mj was curious to know what was in the bag, peter replied bo and mj respected it. he used the word she introduced to him! ^-^ <3

i also just really love how mj is just naturally curious about the things peter does (but that’s a post for a different time)

and when mj said nice and walked ahead (maybe for effect hehe) peter just smiles in awe

and then mj just spots crabs by the wooden posts and decides to take a picture of it. and then she just smiles at peter cus she’s so happy and peter is just standing there watching her take pictures but he’s smiling at her too

i can’t even begin to imagine what else could have happened if mysterio hadn’t butted his ass in my otp’s business. this scene was pure sweet sugary fluff that we are so blessed exists in a multi million dollar action movie

#spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #michelle jones #peter parker #ffh spoilers #i just love them so much

618 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 5 years

Text

“I actually like it better broken” “I really like you”

i’m a bit pissed no one is talking about these two lines

peter had just been beaten half to death, the last remaining part of his plan has officially been ruined and yet

mj tells him she actually likes it better broken

in this entire movie (and even the ones before), peter has always putting himself under the impossible standards of being better than iron man

he’s literally been shit on by nick fury for every mistake he’s made

and it’s just- there is so much pressure put onto him, whether by himself or by others

and he’s literally limping, beat up, and broken

but mj actually likes it better that way

MJ SEES PETER FOR WHAT HE TRULY IS AND SHE LIKES HIM BECAUSE OF IT. WARTS, BRUISES, BROKEN NECKLACE AND ALL

and you could just feel the emotions peter has when he finally says what he’s been dying to say throughout the whole film

he can’t believe this girl actually likes him in the state that he’s in

and this film put peter thru the fucking ringer. i seriously believe that mysterio took away peter’s innocence in that, he won’t be able to trust people that easily anymore

and i don’t know, man, but i stg when peter said he really liked mj, it felt like he said it fearing the worst

how he really likes this girl and good god he doesn’t want to lose her

#spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #if it wasn't obvious #they've been making me cry since i first watched the movie yesterday #ffh #ffh spoilers

617 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Text

here we are, folks, mama's gonna write another one of these things so sit down and enjoy some post-hoco peter starts to fall for mj shits

sigh why do i even bother

Caught Stealing

Peter likes to think he's been doing pretty good at this whole superhero thing for quite a while now; saving people, giving directions, catching thieves. Things have been going pretty great.

But the one thief he didn't expect to show up on his radar was one that didn't even show up when he was in spidey-mode, oh no, this one showed up when he was regular ol' peter parker for crying out loud. Just one day at another one of these acadec meetings, Peter Parker saw MJ try to steal a glance at him while he was on a call with Happy, and his brain was left on buffer for the rest of the call, the meeting, and pretty much the entire week after.

"Hey, Ned, hav you ever seen MJ like... look at me?" Peter asks Ned in the cafeteria while MJ wasn't there yet (he's brave enough to go through flames with a broken leg to save Liz's supervillain dad but hell if he's brave enough to talk about a potential crush just mere feet near said crush).

"Yes," answered Ned without even looking, and just continued eating his tuna sandwich lunch.

"What!?" Peter exclaims slightly loudly making him take a look around him to see if anyone (MJ) might have noticed. To his relief, no one did what with all the conversations happening in the cafeteria and MJ still wasn't there. "When were you going to tell me?"

Ned swallows the bite he just took, "I thought you did know."

"Well, clearly I didn't. I've been pretty busy with ~something~ as you know."

"Pfftt yeah and you were also crushing pretty hard on Liz if I can also recall."

"Okay, okay fine whatever, we've already established I've been busy. I just- how long have you known? Or how long have you noticed it was going on?"

"You seriously haven't noticed?" Ned asks genuinely a bit shocked that Peter didn't know.

"Dude, I'm telling you I haven't-" Peter repeats for the nth time, frustrated he still doesn't know how long this has been going on. "How long?"

Ned lets out a chuckle of disbelief, "Pretty much since halfway through freshman year, bro. Wow, I can't believe you really haven't noticed. Some Peter-tingle you've got there."

Peter lets out a huff of frustration, "It doesn't work that way. And ugh can you please not call it the Peter-tingle? I already get enough of that from Aunt May."

Ned turns his hands up in defeat and just proceeds to continue eating his lunch again.

"I can't believe this, has it really been going on for that-"

"Hey, losers," MJ greets to their table, finally showing up to their usual spot.

"MJ!" Peter almost shouts from shock. Man, Ned might be right, his (ugh) Peter-tingle just wasn't working right now.

MJ snorts from Peter's reaction, "Yes, Peter, it is me, MJ, the girl who's been sitting next to you guys for the better part of a year now,' MJ mock explains. "You doing okay there, Pete?" MJ asks finally taking a seat.

"Yeah, yeah, just a bit jumpy, I guess..."

"Alright, whatever. What can't you believe has been going on for that long?"

"What?"

"When I got here, you were saying you can't believe it's been going on for that long. What has?"

Peter looks to Ned in a panic and he blurts out "Spiders!" in response, making Peter face palm himself on the table.

"Spiders?" MJ still asks, being what Ned said did nothing to explain anything.

"Yeah... Peter's had this really intense phobia of them ever since we went on that fieldtrip. He accidentally slipped in the bathroom this morning cause he saw a spider and he couldn't believe he still hasn't gotten over his phobia," Ned explains lies so casually, but by the end of it sighs and gives Peter a not really that subtle thumbs up.

Peter on the other hand is semi-frustrated over having to lie to MJ about TWO things in his life now and the fact that his best friend just made him seem like a scaredy cat that actually slips in the bathroom from seeing a spider. His frustration doesn't last though cause he's just waiting to see if MJ actually buys Ned's load of spider phobia bs.

"Oh, okay-" MJ thinks about how they were probably talking about spider-man things before she came but decides to just go along with their excuse and thinks about a possible cause of the phobia on the very highly unlikely (at least in her opinion) chance that Ned was actually telling the truth, remembering Peter's uncle dying just a few weeks after the fieldtrip and feeling bad for Pete so she offers up a solution or maybe just something to comfort him.

"You know, they say that to get rid of a phobia, exposure therapy works, so maybe it'll make you feel better to know that humans swallow up to like 10 spiders in an entire year," MJ jokes a bit awkwardly and pointedly that she just proceeded to eat her meal after finishing her sentence.

It makes Peter chuckle for a bit though so MJ releases that breath she didn't know she was holding and continues to avert her eyes to her meal and just continue eating.

"Wow, MJ yeah sure, nothing'll make me feel better like knowing there's probably like hundreds of tiny spiders inside me right now," Peter remarks sarcastically making MJ laugh as he fake shivers.

"Glad I could help," MJ winks and then averts her eyes again to get her book so she could read while eating, signalling she was ready for this convo to end (she wasn't going to be able to talk after what she can't believe she just did).

And Peter's kinda glad she does end it because holy sh- did, did MJ really just wink at him right now? Did that just happen?

Peter looks to Ned for confirmation who could only shrug in response being just as unsure about what to make of it as well.

Wondering what the hell just happened is the last thought circling inside Peter's brain while Ned just changes the subject to something else that didn't even register to Peter.

MJ may actually ACTUALLY like him, and Peter doesn't have a single clue what to do about it.

Nothing as it turns out, cause as the rest of the week passes without fanfare, it seems like Peter's finally regaining his sanity again as he thinks that maybe MJ looking at him was just MJ being MJ and he goes back to thinking of MJ as his friend and not the smart funny pretty girl who might have a crush on him, which she doesn't.

Until, yet again, Happy interrupts Peter at this week's acadec meeting and he steps outside to take the call.

"What, Happy? I told you I was busy during saturdays with acadec, what do you want?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know I was talking to Mr. Bigshot here. You know, I started on Stark Industries as a dri-"

And with that, Peter just proceeded to wince and hit himself with his phone, knowing he just made this phone call twice as long as what it probably would have been. He starts to just block out what Happy is saying and takes a peek at what he's missing at acadec.

Flash is asleep at the sidelines, must have been that party Peter saw he was having posted and streamed all over social media, it was so annoying. Ned, Cindy, Sally, and Abe were all on a roll tossing out answers back to back, Eddie was blanking and swearing the answer was at the tip of his tongue, and MJ as usual, was running the drills.

Yet again, Peter was thinking about how wonky his brain must have been to actually think that MJ, don't give an f what anyone thinks acadec team cap MJ, actually liked him.

But it seemed Peter must have been staring for too long because MJ noticed and glanced at him too, making Peter panic and immediately avert his eyes to a different direction, any direction at that. God, why was he this awkward?

But god help Peter Parker who must just be an awkwardness masochist because he couldn't help but just sneak a peek once again, only to see MJ was still looking at him and he must have had some ridiculous shocked expression on his face because the slightest grin started to appear on MJ's face and she looked away with almost- was that- A BLUSH?? a blushing expression on her face??? did that? she just? whattttt????

But before Peter could even get himself together, MJ looked back at him again only to grin over the fact Peter was still looking at her and roll her eyes over how ridiculous this wordless convo they were having across the room was, that she just snickered and gave a silent hi and subtle wave hidden from their team mates just below the podium.

Peter found himself grinning like an idiot too and could only give one awestruck wave which made MJ snicker and avert her eyes back to their team mates with a barely noticable flush on her face and a blink and you'll miss it, moment where MJ had to think about what she was saying before she and Peter began this cutely wordless reparte across the room.

MJ had to think about what she was going to say. Cool, suave, witty retorts and comebacks MJ seemed to have a moment of speechlessness.

okay.

And so as Peter could only hear a faint "Peter? Peter, are you still listening to me?" from his phone, he knew that he was absolutely, one hundred percent without a single doubt in his mind, truly, and utterly, fucked.

Maybe MJ wasn't the only one who had a crush.

heeyy yooeesss i missed writing mah anxious boi's pov yallssss. i miss writing for them in general huhu. also im probs gonna write a bunch more of these how they fell for each other fics cus i think this version of em/phase of their relationship is pretty underrated hehe

plus i still cant get over ffh pj disapproval so fine i'll just write the middle man fics myself then. it's just so easy to see how pete could fall for mj, i just cant

toot toot and i hope yalls enjoyed dis folks. it's good to be back. rlly missed em, ya know?

#spideychelle #<3 #peter parker #michelle jones #spideychelle is canon bitches #spideychelle is canon

39 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 5 years

Text

Why I Love MJ

if u cant tell by now... i really love michelle jones. i really love her so much. her character is so personal to me so i’m not even gonna pretend this has the pretense of being unbiased because i’m not. i’m so so not. this is just a long ass love letter to her character

MJ was made to be this relatable figure in peter parker’s life, despite the history and importance of the character’s legacy in the comics and it just means so much to me. it really does.

first of all, i want to talk about how smart she is. i love how she’s smart but she’s not an unrealistic genius. she knows weird interesting facts about everything because she’s naturally inquisitive about things and i love that. i actually learned new and interesting things about europe that i never would have found out on my own, because of mj. i love her sm.

and i love that there’s basis for it in her character too. like she knows for a fact that she’s not like everyone else and she owns it and she knows that there’s more than meets the eye on everything and so she’s just devoted to looking deeper into things than most people and i just- i just love that sm, ok???

she doesn’t care about superficial surface level bs and cares more about what’s deep and hidden, the stuff that no one dares to look at or find out. maybe because... that’s her. she’s the one that most people don’t bother getting to know because she’s weird. so if she’s weird then it makes sense she’s interested in finding out weird things about everything else too (cough peter cough)

and so i love how it just makes so much sense why mj would like peter parker.

i don’t read the comics so i wouldn’t dare to say what i know about their relationship is right, but from what i do know, it was just a natural progression from friends to couple. they stuck by each other thru thick and thin and that’s how they got together. they spent time together and eventually, boom. it makes sense. however... peter and mj from the comics were two almost completely different people in different social circles and kinda unrealistic, i’m sorry. i get that’s the appeal, opposites attract and all.

but the inquisitive loner mj is the exactly right person to give a crap about the suspicious comings and goings of one kind dorky peter parker and i guess i just love it when movies be realistic and relatable like that

and now let’s talk about mj and her walls. it’s probably the most relatable aspect of her, for me, so far. it’s hard not getting to tell someone you care about how much you care about them. that you feel a need to bury your affection for them under layers of weird so it isn’t even obvious that you care about them.

i still love how ffh recontextualized mj’s actions in hoco because... i can literally say that’s me. not daring to make an action towards someone you care about unless it can be construed as something else?? plus she’s awkward n doesn’t know how to talk to people and tbh saammee?? sighhh mj, man.

also can i just talk about how zendaya knows that the big thing about mj and peter’s relationship is that peter like mj for who she is and that mj shouldn’t have to change things about herself. and how much everybody is responding to that exact same thing about their relationship. i just love how zendaya knows what’s important about her character and the relationships that she has. she knows what we, the fans, care about because she cares about mj same way we do.

and lastly, which is kind of a small thing but i haven’t seen anyone talk about it so i really wanna mention it cus i love it sm. mj is just so subtle. she doesn’t have this big brazen intense distinctive HEY IM WEIRD IM THE WEIRD GIRL personality, no she doesn’t. the stuff she does is just very natural to me. she’s awkward, knows weird stuff, and talks about it. and she’s still a normal girl who has crushes and walls and vulnerabilities. she’s just a very normal realistically weird flawed human character and i love her for it.

and more on her subtlety... I LOVE HOW SHE’S NOT CONFRONTATIONAL, SHE’S INTELLIGENT AND ~subtly~ CAPABLE OF MANIPULATING A SITUATION TO HER BENEFIT

the plane scene with flash means so much to me because she doesn’t tell flash to fuck off or tell him to stop making fun of peter or stand up for peter. no, she just subtly gets rid of flash without making too big a scene. she doesn’t make a big deal that she’s standing up for peter, she gets rid of flash then subtly lets peter know she’s got his back. I.CON.IC

and then, her takedown of brad... HER TAKE DOWN OF BRAD. she lets brad say his piece and even “agrees” with him so that he wouldn’t talk back only for her to switch the lights on him. so that he’s the one under investigation now, not peter. i just- i love how mj can do so much with so little. she is so sly and smooth and suave and she knows what people pay attention to and what they don’t so she’s capable of manipulating them to achieve a goal without anyone being the wiser.

i just love mj sm, she’s realistically relatably understandably smart and weird, she’s funny in a dorky kind of way (“IF YOU SAVED US ALL, THEN WHY ARE WE ABOUT TO DIE?!?!” <- dis line was hilarious, i hate ppl for not talking more about it), and her actions are so subtle and so easy to miss that i appreciate them so much more that way.

gods, i love this girl

look at dis cutie who saw a buncha crabs by a wooden post, thought it was cool, decides to take pictures of it, and is rlly happy to be sharing this moment with the dork she likes. how can i not love this girl?

#mj #michelle jones #michelle #zendaya #zendaya coleman #zendaya maree stoermer coleman #peter parker #spider-man #ffh spoilers #sm:ffh #ffh #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #<3 #:')

386 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Link

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Liz Allan & Michelle Jones Characters: Michelle Jones, Peter Parker, Liz Allan, Ned Leeds Additional Tags: HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHA, i have no fucking idea what this is, enjoy, Swearing, Alternate Universe - 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) Fusion, Inspired by 10 Things I Hate About You (1999), BAMF Michelle Jones, Michelle Jones is a Little Shit, Awesome Michelle Jones, inspired by kat stratford!MJ, Peter Parker Needs a Hug, Hurt Peter Parker, Peter Parker is a Mess, BAMF Peter Parker, inspired by patrick verona!Peter, Ned Leeds is a Good Bro, Precious Ned Leeds, Good Friend Ned Leeds, Ned Leeds Needs a Hug, Awesome Liz Allan, Protective Liz Allan Summary:

“Yeah, sure, fuck em. Let’s date and con those idiots out of their lunch money.”

an anti-social loner bamf outsiders romance, the trials of trying to ask out someone sorta unavailable, as well as a protective loving sisters story

10 things is a hilarious actually pretty cool film where a guy pays another guy to date the sister of the girl he likes so he can date said girl.

this is my love letter to spideychelle and that wonder of a film haha

so listennn... remember that insane 10 things au i said i might do?? ... well i darn done it now hahhahaha. it’s just a first chapter that’s posted so far, but i’ve already written some more stuff heehehe. sigh... this is a really risky investment imo but i also just kinda rlly rlly love it and im pretty excited to flesh it out... <333

MY FIRST MULTICHAPTER GUYS!!! AGGHHHHH it took me a long ass time before i mostly figured out the logistics of this fic that i decided it would be a worthwhile endeavor and now... im mostly just hyped excited and nervous af hahahaha.

i hope anyone who reads this might find it interesting and intriguing like me hahaha. lablab yalls and whooo hoorah for 10 things, pj, and multichapters yall hhahahaha sighh y brain so insane i cant hahaha luv yalss idk anymore hahaha

#10 things i hate about you #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #spideychelle multi-chapter fic #au #michelle jones #peter parker #liz allen #ned leeds #<333333 #thank you so much <333

13 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Link

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Michelle Jones's Father Characters: Michelle Jones, Peter Parker, Michelle Jones's Father Additional Tags: Gay dads, Meet the Family, Birthday Fluff, Birthday, Birthday Dinner, BAMF Michelle Jones, Protective Michelle Jones, Michelle Jones Is a Good Bro, Awesome Michelle Jones, Peter Parker Needs a Hug, Precious Peter Parker, Peter Parker is a Mess, Good Peter, adorable cute babies, Short & Sweet, this is probably a teensy bit dumb but really just super sweet too imo, like definitively dumb but also just very sweet haahhaha, bon appétit, HAHAHHAHAHA, Long-Term Relationship(s), significant relationship milestones, Father-Daughter Relationship, Established Relationship, MJ has gay dads, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Family Fluff Series: Part 2 of the trials of falling in love with one michelle jones Summary:

It's the 'Meet the Parents' fic yalls. MJ has two dads and Peter is flipping petrified of them. Cut to shenanigans to distract Peter from his (not irrational, in his opinion, VERY rational) irrational fear and stop him from turning into an inanimate sweat puddle before MJ's birthday dinner even begins.

heeeyyyy guess who’s goin thru a sudden burst of creativity after like a hunda yrs of writer’s block hellscape???? dis gal ::::::::”””””DDDDDDDDDDDD 👈👈👈👈👈👈👈

oh wait right i can link the mj has gay dads post here hahahahaha lolllsss.

but anyways, yeah,,, hey remember that mj has gay dads post i did?? and remember how i said at the end of that that someone should write that sht? nope? no one? not a single soul but me even knows any of this existed??? ok. anyways yeahh it existsss... now, the fic for the idea i came up with....

ok, cool. anyways.... yeahhh just,,,, arbitrarily posting on tumblr cus im just a tad oc bout posting fics hahahaha kay laters i’ll probs drop dead off the dark side of the moon again or sm sht idk k byiee

#michelle jones #peter parker #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #will smith #dwayne johnson #dwaynetherockjohnson #gay dads #love #also there's queen in this so there's that hahahhahaha

5 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Link

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Michelle Jones/Peter Parker Characters: Michelle Jones, Peter Parker Additional Tags: Michelle Jones is a Big Softie, Precious Peter Parker, Peter Parker is a Mess, they're both just so mf in love, they're going to wind up in a long term committed relationship, And you can pry that from my cold dead hands, Long-Term Relationship(s), Anniversary, Birthday, Birthday Presents, Birthday Fluff, Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Fluff without Plot, Cuddling & Snuggling, Developing Relationship, Gift Giving Series: Part 1 of the trials of falling in love with one michelle jones Summary:

Peter has a surprise for MJ and this time it's actually just genuinely good and works out in a really great way.

guess who finished and posted another wip, essentially just starting something new, instead of finishing her other multichap wip???? 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

chap 4 is coming for tsats. i just- guess i’m just not that used to churning out more than 1 work a week yet haha. i’ll get better tho i hope. but for now... yeahh it’s lookin like my creative energy’s just not vibin rn hahaha. hopefully it’ll come at least next week. but now... yeahh have a fluff piece as a peace offering hahaha. (i promise i’m writing chap 4 tho!!! it’s just not fully baked yet hahaha. on my honor as a fic writer and dead serious pj shipper hehehe) 😅😅

#spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #spideychelle fluff #fluff #michelle jones #peter parker #petermj

11 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 5 years

Text

3 kisses

let’s be real, i was probably always gonna talk about this scene. i focused on others first because talking about this probs makes me too emotional

while peter was off babbling about a broken necklace after he almost died, simply because the last part of his plan how now officially been ruined, mj was probably being the happiest she’s ever been.

she was now probably getting everything she ever wanted. she is now finding out and confirming that actually for reals, peter parker cares about her as much as she cares about him

mj who has watched peter from afar for so long, cares about him, chased after him, doesn’t want him to be alone or sad or hurt is now finding out that the thing he had in venice was a personal thoughtful necklace for her, and the reason why he wanted to go to paris so much was because he wanted to tell her how he felt about her.

this is just the first kiss yalls.

the second one comes after, you all remember it, i’ve talked about it so many times already.

I actually like it better broken; I really like you

after the traumatizing events peter has gone thru in this film, he is finally getting the break he never knew he was actually gonna get and it just scares him so much that he might lose it her

but despite all the emotion (that i may or may not be hallucinating) from these two lines, when mj tells peter that she really likes him too. they both knew this was a good a moment as any to have their legit first kiss. because yknow the first one, mj kissed him and peter didn’t get to kiss her back cus it just shocked him so much.

i love peter’s lil head tilt before the kiss because even after mj literally just kissed him, peter still felt a need to sorta ask

and imma be honest, that last one. their last kiss is just pure beautiful wordless cinema

their 2nd kiss was them testing the waters but after that, after they knew that ok this works. they finally get to share the love that they have for one another, the love that they’ve been struggling to show each other the entire film, in this beautiful sweet emotional kiss.

#i'm dead yalls #i probably should have known a ship was going to be my death #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #<3 #:')#ffh spoilers #michelle jones #mj #peter parker #spider-man #sm:ffh #spider-man: far from home

324 notes · View notes

smellycinnamonthundahfudge · 4 years

Text

the bathroom

Peter “Penis” or doesn’t seem like he could be but unfortunately actually is “Spider-man” Parker was losing his shit hovering over the bathroom sink when MJ busts out from the cubicle that Peter didn’t even realize was there, and his - was previously just currently in his feelings - brain is left on buffer for an embarrassingly too long amount of time. He was just pretty all over the place today, okay? Give his brain a break.

MJ chuckles at the gears in Peters brain grinding themselves to death, leaving himself frozen in a dumb dumbfounded expression, and consequently tries to help him out.

MJ lets out a huff, “Don’t worry, Peter, you didn’t wind up in the girls’ bathroom by mistake or anything.”

Peters frozen dumb expression finally melts and he’s starting to finally think again. “Oh. Okay. Sooo then what are you doing here?” Peter asks still slightly confused.

MJ shouldn’t be given this much power in messing with a dorky awkward nerd. It just wasn’t fair. She was going to do it anyways. She couldn’t not.

“I’ve narrowed down who spider-man is and I’m trying to get evidence.”

MJ lets Peters impossibly cute fear shot eyes and panicked face simmer itself for a little bit before MJ inevitably lets him off the hook.

“Or, the more likely, and actual explanation that the school converted the second floors boys bathroom into a gender neutral bathroom which you didn’t notice, so you thought it was still a guys’ bathroom when it wasn’t just that anymore, which is probably why you’re so shocked. Id rib on your lack of observational skills but you just seem so miserable enough already.”

unexpectedly getting closer in the gender neutral bathroom

5 minutes ago...

Peter feels like he can't breathe. His chest feels tight, he can't think straight, he feels like he can barely stand. He seriously feels like he's near tears or at least going to explode, for fuck's sake.

It was already getting too late last night, May texted him dinner was in the fridge and she was going to bed already late.

And Peter seriously was going to go home then and there, but of course, a set of twin sisters just had to lose their cat in some dog park so there he was, late at night, perching himself from tree to tree trying to spot a cat that he’s going to have to keep for tonight since the twins had to go home which he then had to figure out when he was going to give it back tomorrow and how to deal with it once he does find it.

It was cleaning up this mess that led him to be late to an exam that he actually forgot he had today. He did okay enough, he guesses. He’s actually pretty terrified he’s going to fail it because he has no idea what he’s doing with his life but still, he’s forcing to keep himself chill about it, or at least, trying to.

Back to now...

“So are you okay, though? You seemed to be thinking ‘bout a lot when I first got out,” MJ asks, out of just her naturally her curiosity? sure; but it’s more like common classmate courtesy if she’s being frank. And it was most definitely not concern about someone she likes ppfttt that's ridiculous. She was just doing what anyone would do, that's all. Pfft.

“Uhm yeah, no, not really,” Peter contemplates for a bit whether he’s going to share his tale of woe or at least some spidey-free version of it, when he realizes he’s finally calm and reasonable enough to actually notice something for once.

Peter lets his curiosity get the best of him and asks a question when he hadn’t even really answered the one he was given, “I could ask the same about you though.”

Peter lets out a sympathetic smile and points to his eyes and then to MJs puffy red ones one would only normally get after crying, “You okay?”

This was probably karma in the scheme of things; MJ was annoyed at the immediateness of it though. Not mere 5 minutes from when MJ made Peter feel panicked and insecure, Peter was now, unintentionally but still, making her feel panicked and insecure.

MJ feels herself defensively wiping her eyes yet again and sneaks a peek at the mirror to see if it helped any. It didn’t. She mutters a very quiet “fuck” to herself in frustration.

MJ imagines a world where she’s finally actually ready to open up about something other than the facade she presents herself in. She imagines telling someone she cares about who cares about her, of her mother’s struggle, the struggle she only recently found out herself.

MJ grew up with happy memories of an imperfect but still overall truly content family where she felt that she had everything she ever needed. Her mother made sure of that. She had a loving mother and father, and a little sister, Gail, to look out for and as a best friend. MJ had everything she needed but, and she really hates herself for this, she always felt her mother tried too hard to keep the truth of the world away from her. MJ hated that gut feeling itching inside of her telling her there was something murky hidden in the depths, forgotten.

For the most part, she felt that her mother was truly sincere in her intentions of letting the past stay where it was; her mother must have had a reason for doing so and MJ wasn’t one to belittle her mother’s motivations, not when it could just end up hurting her. And yet, that yearning for the truth still lingered; it was just who MJ was, and she truly didn’t expect the answer she had gotten to her questions.

MJ didn’t know how to process the fact that her mother had gone through something that if were being honest, was normal in this effed-up society but it still didn’t mean it wasn’t so cruelly unfair.

MJs mother left her and Gail’s biological father when they were 2 years and one year old, respectively. At the very first sign of her biological father revealing his violent demons, her mother took her and Gail, left, and never turned back. Her mother quickly and decisively chose her daughters over her husband; she didn’t want them to get damaged in the backlash of the struggle her husband was going through.

MJ knew she wasn’t her biological father; she didn’t remember him. She didn’t even know him. She knew that he didn’t matter and that the alternate life they could have had didn’t as well. MJ grew up with Sam the hardworking and honestly, just so boring and vanilla freaking mailman, for a father; her step-one if you want to be specific, not that it mattered, since Sam was Dad to her in every single way that counted. They all loved each other, they argued over dumb things, out of the care they had in their hearts, and they were a family. She had a loving family she was lucky to have and that was the truth.

MJ didn’t think she could love her mother anymore, but knowing what she sacrificed and what she went through for her and Gail made her realize how lucky she truly was to have a mother as strong and brave as her in her life.

Even if she was happy to have found out the truth, her heart still ached for what her mother went through for them. She felt lucky to have the life and family that she has, confused about the life that she could have had. Overall, it was just one big twisted and piled up mess that she didn’t have a single clue how to process.

When MJ thinks of it, she doesn’t think she should be this upset to be silently crying in the school’s gender-neutral bathrooms cubicle. She didn’t even have any memories at all of her biological father, for crying out loud, she was TWO. All she knew was her, Gail, Sam, and her mom in their cramped Queens apartment, and taking summer road trips every now and then because Dad insisted so, and her practical but secretly softie Mom didn’t have the heart to say no for long even if it was hell to plan it all out.

MJ felt loved, she felt lucky, she felt like she very literally could have dodged a bullet, she felt happy, she felt pity as well as awe for her mother, and most of all, she felt she didn’t want to explain any of all of this to some guy she annoyingly might have the tiniest crush on.

“Like, seriously, what the hell was Peter freaking Parker even doing here?” MJ thought to herself. Here she was having her own private confusing toil of an emotional process and suddenly there he was, Peter freaking Parker with no clue whatsoever, who didn’t even know what bathroom he was walking into.

MJ imagines for the briefest and yet longest of seconds, actually talking about what she was going through to someone else, recalling all of it inside her head. And then, she clears her throat, puts her mind back to reality, and gets to work, “Okay, Parker, here’s what’s going to happen. Let’s just let the unspoken rule of not acknowledging emotional breakdowns happening in school bathrooms be in play with us today and pretend none of this ever happened. We cool?” MJ looks to Peter, awaiting his response, at which Peter could only grin and chuckle.

Peter thought it was so strange to have the faintest of hints of who MJ really was barely noticeable with MJs usual casually witty outside self so predominantly in display. It’s like, had Peter only seen MJ an hour later from her tearing up in the bathroom, he probably would have never suspected anything. A part of Peter is jealous MJ can keep her emotions so tightly lidded and can redirect the spotlight from her just like that with a snap of her fingers. Compared to him, who’s a mess, to say the least. So yeah, Peters kind of glad to have been given an out from having to lie about being spidey. She’ll go her way and he’ll go his. It was a clearer, direct, and more concise agreement than he could have come up with had he been in the state she was.

“Yeah. Sure, MJ. It’s no problem at all. Were cool. I know I haven’t exactly been the most open person either so thanks for being cool with it.”

“Pfft, please, Peter, it’s not like you're the only one with secrets,” MJ says while washing her hands then wiping them dry.

“And besides, we've all got the right to share whatever we want to share when we feel like it. We shouldn't have to be obligated to talk about our personal lives, unless of course if it might cause harm to ourselves or other people or something, but that's already a given. As long as it isn’t hurting anybody, we should be free to keep things to ourselves.”

Peter could only slightly grin and nod in agreement.

“Anyways, it's no big deal, like at all,” MJ thinks about the weight on her shoulders and the weight Peter had that brought him to the same place she went to. “Just, try not to pressure yourself too much about it.”

“Heh, yeah, thanks, I’ll try. I’ll try. But, uh, yeah, you too. Hope ya can deal with whatever it is you’re going through.”

“Thanks, Peter,” MJ says, getting ready to leave, with her hand on the bathroom doors handle.

Maybe it was the same damn voice that keeps running through on repeat in Peters head, Bens, like an ear worm, every time Peter puts on that suit or has to. Maybe it’s just the realization finally smacking Peter right on his face how he didn’t know a thing about this friend? classmate? team captain? that he’s been around with for years and knows things about him, yet he couldn’t say the same thing about himself with MJ. Or maybe this is just another step he’s taking on the journey to be less of the full-fledged avenger he deluded himself into thinking he was and more into the friendly neighborhood spidey and high school student he actually was. But no matter the reason, before he could stop himself and over think, Peter stammered out “And MJ?”

“Yeah?” MJ turns back and answers, just as she was about to leave.

“I hope we could talk about these things to each other someday,” Peter admits, with a tight-lipped smile at the end of it, hoping his inside self, losing his shit and doing somersaults, was just that, inside.

Peters last follow-up statement pierces MJs façade for what she thinks may be and truly hopes, was just the briefest of milliseconds. But what really pissed her off was that Peters lack of self-control must have been infectious because she couldn’t explain what drove her off to end their conversation with, “I hope that too, Peter.”

She even let out a smile, damn it, the smallest of ones that she hopes to the universe, Peter didn’t notice as she led her quick escape out the door.

He did.

“I’m not leaving until you come out, MJ,” Peter says, standing next to the same cubicle Peter saw MJ in the last time they were here together in this god forsaken gender-neutral bathroom.

“Peter, I’m fine. This is just my process, and I’m used to crying alone so you can just go and fetch cats off of trees or whatever it is your goody eight shoes alter-ego does.”

“Okay, first of all, I don’t just fetch cats off trees, okay? I also fetch birds, raccoons, and even a snake there one time ugh,” Peter shudders, remembering the freaky hipster incident. Worth it though, since he thinks he heard it making his girlfriend laugh. He could have easily made it up but the fact that it actually did happen, just makes it funnier in his iconically comedic yet still so earnestly humble opinion.

“Whatever happened to the unspoken rule of letting bathroom breakdowns not being acknowledged as they happen? Just let me invoke it again, Peter.”

“Hhmm, pretty sure that rule doesn’t apply to people that are dating, Em,” Peter cheekily argues as he squats down and leans next to the cubicle’s door.

MJ lets out a grumbly “Ughhh,” while smushing her face with both her open palms in annoyance. But, she can’t help the smile sneaking its way onto her face, out of disbelief.

Now, Peter is continuously knocking on said cubicle door with the shoulder leaning on it, as he insists on getting MJ to come out and talk it out with him instead.

“Come on, MJ. Okay you don’t have to come out, but at least let me stay here and keep you company or something.”

Peter was about to say something else, but he seriously hesitates saying it knowing for himself already how godforsaken cheesy it was, that if he thought it was cheesy, MJ would find it intolerable. Good thing she was already near a toilet, she can puke if she had to.

“I’m not going to be able to focus on being spidey if I know you’re crying somewhere,” Peter says in an almost singing like way.

MJ kicks the cubicle door where Peter was leaning without even thinking about it, and blurts out “You dumbass,” while laughing, unable to even look where Peter the dumbass she can't believe is her actual boyfriend was.

Peter chuckles at MJ reacting the way he thought she would, and stands up, “Alright, MJ, fine. But if a bicycle thief gets away once I’m in patrol, I’m telling the victim who’s to blame,” Peter goads to MJ as he takes a couple of steps away then walks in place, wanting her to think he was leaving.

MJ wipes her face one more time, sighs, and then gets one last eye roll out of the way seeing the shadow of her dumbass bf walking in place from inside the cubicle. MJ once again busts out from the now historical cubicle, quickly washing and wiping her hands dry immediately as she leaves it. All the while, Peters wearing a shit-eating grin on his face. And as MJ finishes, she grabs Peters hand, and leads him out of the second floors gender-neutral bathroom. MJ finally looks at him and his dumbass knowing smirk, and merely says “Don’t,” leading Peter to try his hardest at pressing his lips together and miserably - not even that mad at it - failing to keep his grin in check.

Peter and MJ leave the bathroom in silence, both glad that the someday they talked about at this very bathroom actually unexpectedly but pleasantly came true.

~~~~~

omggg this fic actually made me prettty nervous hahaha. it’s the first time i wrote a fic concerning the version of mj’s backstory in my head haha. and the emboldened heading italicized title after the initial start/summary is what i consider the actual title of this one but i didnt want to put it at the beginning cus i wanted it to be like a surprise. like if yalls knew peter was in the gender neutral bathroom, it wouldnt have hit as well? yall feels me? hahha

hope yalls liked it. i’ve well established by now that im the biggest fan of developing peter & mj’s relationship before ffh but i just liked i got to show the growth of their relationship, the before & after... yalls feel me? huhuhu :’‘‘>>>

#<3 #spideychelle #spideychelle is canon bitches #michelle jones #peter parker #spideychelle fic #spideychelle fanfiction #spideychelle fluff #pj #petermj #spiderman homecoming #spiderman hoco #fluff #spiderman ffh #spiderman fanfiction #spiderman far from home

11 notes · View notes