ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ | ꜱ. ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇ
Stephen Strange x Surgeon!Reader
summary: YN had been struggling with a cold for as long as she could remember – well, for a week. But being her restless and (kinda) workaholic self, this minor cold morphed into something that benched her definitively. And who could be a better caretaker than her loving boyfriend, who happens to be a doctor himself?
word count: 7.3k
warnings: a tiny bit drama, medical stuff, surgery stuff, mentions of sick people, surgery, mentions of blood, reader has pneumonia, passing out, hospital environment, Stephen kinda freaks out because he is always thinking the worst, protective!Stephen, soft!Stephen (but only for reader), slight suggestive bits, so much fluff, talk about future, short mentions of the Avengers
author’s note: I had so much fun writing this request! Finally something where I could pour my Grey’s Anatomy knowledge into :D I really hope you like the direction in which this one went @colewritess :3 I needed some angsty drama in my life, so I put that in :x
Waking up in the middle of the night was something very common in the Strange-LN household ever since the two doctors had acquired their white coats and had graduated with honors. Usually, YN was the first one to wake up to the vibration of her pager, followed by the usual soft ring of her phone because one of her interns would update her on the incoming case beforehand. Stephen would follow close behind, throwing one arm lazily over her waist at first to nuzzle his face back into the warmth of her neck - it helped him to shrug the deep slumber off his hardworking mind - before the blanket would get thrown away to relieve the world of the sadness of not seeing his toned, utterly gorgeous body.
YN was nothing but an admiring girlfriend.
But this early morning, almost still the depth of the night, things were differently: Instead of hearing the tired voice of his girlfriend softly speaking into the phone and waking him up with that, so he could check his already vibrating pager too, the only sounds heard in the dark bedroom was YN's shallow breath and the never-ending sounds of both pagers and her almost barely ringing phone. Confusion settled into the doctor, even more so after he had propped himself up on one of his arms, letting the mattress dip in the process of it, and still, YN did not start to stir even slightly. But before he could process her strange behavior, he had to accept the call.
"Yes?"
He never was a fan of greetings, especially not in the face of interns - and he kind of enjoyed messing around with those tiny ducklings, barely out of their mother's homes, who still had to learn a lot. Even now, Stephen could almost grab the perplexity radiating through his girlfriend's phone at the sound of his voice.
"Uhm... This is Doctor LN's number. You are not Doctor LN," a hesitant voice started to speak, and Stephen had to roll his eyes in amusement before they settled atop the still sleeping form of the woman he not only shared this bed with on a few occasions. "A wonder how you earned that place in Harvard, Jones," the Strange scoffed while he reached out for his bedside lamp to let the soft light invade the dark bedroom, only illuminated by the streetlights and passing cars outside the window front. Blinking against the new light source, he took a closer look at the gorgeous woman next to him, his eyebrows starting to furrow at the sight of her puffy eyes, the red nose resembling one of the stuffed Rudolphs they had seen only a week ago while doing their annual Christmas shopping, and not to mention her breathing of which he obviously wasn't a huge fan. "Hold on a second..." The seemingly simpleminded intern mumbled before he clearly put the phone a few inches away from his face to shout over the entire floor, "You were right, Macy! Doctor LN and Strange are a thing!" And then, the voice returned, louder now.
This day hadn't even begun, and Stephen wanted to strangle the first one already.
"I am sorry, sir. The coffee still has to kick in, I guess... Nevermind. There is a GSW incoming: a bullet in his brain and several in his thorax. He was stable, so we decided to do a CT. I'll send the images to Doctor LN's tablet as soon as I have them." At least Jones wasn't a total incompetent fool, so Stephen didn't have to rip his head off entirely. "Send them to mine; she will look at them on our way to the hospital. Don't let him die because your coffee addiction gets in the way of saving lives." And with that, he ended the call, and the phone landed on his pillow before Stephen slowly scooted closer to the sleeping woman, and now he finally had room for his over-boarding worries etching themselves into his mind.
Gently, his hand caressed her cheek before his flat palm made contact with her forehead to feel her temperature. Maybe slightly raised, Stephen thought before bending down and pressing whisper of kisses all over her face. Now, she seemed to wake up - scrunching her nose, twisting her lips, and the coughs started almost immediately. They were his constant companion as soon as he stepped into the apartment ever since they began to occur one and a half weeks ago, and by now, the cold should've calmed down. Instead, it seemed worse than yesterday. His idea to grab dinner on their way home wasn't probably his best idea of the week, but YN had seemed fine enough to agree.
"Good morning, sleepyhead," Stephen mumbled with his lips pressed against her cheek, and YN slowly turned her head with a groan. "What time is it?" Even her voice sounded horrible. "Something around three. There is a GSW coming in, but you can stay home if you like. I'm handling it." The next cough made the man almost flinch, and he was sure he felt the aching pain in his lungs and throat as bad as YN obviously did, judging by her scrunched-up face and her hand that had settled atop her burning throat. She looked back at him and cocked an eyebrow. "Thorax?"
He nodded while her eyebrow wandered even further up. "Who is in charge this night? Forgot to check before we headed out." Stephen didn't have to think twice.
"Hamilton."
"And you want me to stay home when this imbecile of a cardiothoracic surgeon is unsupervised in my department? Your sense of humor definitely wasn't the thing I found so charming, that's for sure..."
She had already started to climb out of the comforting warmth of their shared bed, and instantly YN missed its soft embrace.
"Touché," the man scoffed while following her into the now brightly lit bathroom and watched her from the doorframe, where he leaned with his arms crossed over his chest. She seemed not doing all too well, but at least she could stand on both feet, so he talked himself into believing that everything would be just fine, even though if it meant for her standing in the OR for at least five hours. "You will drive back home after the surgery is done, do you understand me? No post-op check-up, no sneaking around me to dodge the inevitable, no rounds this morning, and no teaching lab with your little ducklings." Her, by the toothbrush muffled, Whatever was very audible for Stephen because he knew this woman better than himself. So he pushed himself off the doorframe and stepped right behind her; their eyes met through the mirror while his hands settled on top of her shoulders, where his thumbs started to massage the stiff muscles around the back of her neck. "I mean it, darling. You're not doing well, and I want you to relax and treat yourself to some hot soup and that fluffy blanket we got last week. Catch up on those shows, and I'm gonna try to get home early so I can prep you the perfect bath and cook you something nice."
He stopped for a second, but after no reaction on her behalf, Stephen bent his head to nibble at the side of her neck and found all her favorite spots before humming softly but raspy because he knew what his morning voice did to this woman. "I asked you a question, darling. Should I repeat myself for you?" Chuckling at the sight and feeling of her quick nod - the toothbrush rested pointlessly in the corner of her mouth - Stephen rested his lips just above her ear and watched her through the mirror again. "I asked," he started in his raspiest of morning voices, "if you understand me." Her deep sigh and mumbled "Okay, yes" sounded more like a tiny moan, and the doctor chuckled for another time before pressing a kiss to her temple and starting to brush his teeth as well; his arm closely wrapped around her waist and her body settling against his side, just as every morning they start together.
And just as every morning, Stephen couldn't get enough of their reflection together. Maybe he had to finally thank Christine for the hard work she had invested into playing matchmaker for them.
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"Doctor LN!" The excited voice turned a bit hesitant as both arriving doctors turned around, and Jones had to face the embarrassment from earlier. "Doctor Strange, sir." And with that, the intern held two cups of to-go coffees in hand, stretching them out to his two supervisors. "I asked Doctor Palmer how you like your coffee, sir," he quickly spoke at the doubting look manifesting on Stephen's face, and YN rolled her still tired eyes. They stung a bit as well, as she now realized. "Deep breaths, Jones, he won't bite your head off." The man closely next to her scoffed before taking the first sip. "I wouldn't go this far as to promise things like that." YN hit him with her tablet but didn't wait for his reaction before turning her attention back to the intern while giving the labs of their GSW another once-over. She looked at Jones with a questioning expression after she had evaluated the patient's current constitution. They had worked so many hours together that she didn't even need to ask the question out loud. "Doctor Russel is preparing the anesthesia, and the team has prepped OR two, just the way you both prefer, Doctor LN, Doctor Strange."
Stephen had to raise both his eyebrows this time and had to admit that Jones wasn't a total catastrophe - he had to give him that at least.
YN nodded as they waited for the elevator to reach the operation room floor. As the doors opened to let them inside the metal coffin, as she loved to call this vicious transportation method, she gulped down the entirety of her coffee because she felt she needed every single drop of caffeine to withstand the upcoming hours of work. Her head had started to pound right after they had left the chic apartment Stephen and she called her own ever since they had finally moved together after three years of tedious dating, and it had gotten worse during the drive over here.
She hadn't told her over-worrying boyfriend a single word, of course. She would do this surgery, she would check up on some patients, and then - maybe - she would gift herself an early leave as a pre-Christmas kind of gift and get some good food on her way home. Perhaps she could start looking at those recipes she discovered while watching some stupid cooking show - which wasn't so stupid at all, seemingly.
Christmas dinner wouldn't cook itself after all, and she had promised Christine and her fiancé Marc that they could come over. Christmas was much more relaxed if there wasn't a family to celebrate it with.
But her confused thoughts, who chased themselves over the past couple of days since the first symptoms had begun, were interrupted abruptly as her throat acted up again. It started with a tingle, morphing into an annoying scratch before it would turn into a violent coughing fit. And it did, worse than ever. It got even worse after the first couple of nastily wet and deep-sounding coughs, and YN felt as if she couldn't get enough air into her overworking lungs. Her lungs constricted to relieve themselves of all the fluid which wasn't supposed to be in there, and every single breath burned like hell in her chest.
With one hand pressed against the elevator wall, the surgeon steadied herself, head buried in the crook of her arm, while cough after cough crept out of her throat and shook her entire body. Tears started to prickle in her stinging eyes, and the throbbing pain inside her skull increased tremendously within seconds.
Stephen was right at her side, one of his warm hands stroking over her entire back, up and down, while the familiar frown etched itself onto his forehead and in the space between his brows. Jones didn't know what to do, so he just stood there and hoped for a fast end of his favorite supervisor's misery. "Hey," the neurosurgeon mumbled softly as the coughing fit finally ceased, hand still rubbing over her back. "YN, listen," he began as the elevator stopped and the doors opened with a happy ding. “It’s nothing. Just a drop of coffee going in the wrong direction.” And with that, she pushed herself from the wall, fastened the grip around the tablet still in hand, and followed Jones, who himself had a worried expression on his face, but he didn't dare to say something. Especially not in front of Stephen Strange, who could end his barely started career right on this very spot. Instead, he took the personal belongings of both surgeons and nodded to the small changing room in this part of the hospital. "Your scrubs are already in there, straight from dry-cleaning. OR two will be fully prepped as soon as you're ready," he said before scurrying away.
Stephen watched his girlfriend with eagle eyes as he followed her into the changing room, and while she had already slipped out of her coat, he pushed the door close and just stood there. His eyes moved over her pale face - even more so than usual - and he noticed the constant frown engraved in her beautiful but tired-looking face. He even realized that she moved slower than normal, and everything took a tad longer. "YN...," he started again but was faced with a raised hand while she hurried to get into the dark blue scrubs.
The air condition in this part of the building was what she dreaded most since that cold had made its first appearance with a scratchy throat. Now all she wanted was to get back into that warm, thick coat she just had folded and wanted to wrap herself into the thick scarf Stephen had gotten her for Christmas two years ago, but all she got was thin blue scrubs and her comfy Nike sneakers.
"I am fine," she told him finally while popping another cough drop between her lips and starting to braid her hair. Stephen had, at last, made an effort to change as well, and YN was nothing but an admiring girlfriend again. She knew that sex was off the table until she got better, so she took what she could get very willingly, even if it were only tiny bread crumbs in the form of the sight of toned abs, biceps, and back. "Yeah... Wonder why that's so hard to believe after that coughing fit you threw in that elevator," he returned almost sourly, and YN understood it. She really did because she would be just as on edge as he was if it was Stephen who had gotten sick.
Sighing, the surgeon tied the end of her braid together before starting to secure it with bobby pins around her head. Stephen sighed as well and came over to her after lacing his sneakers and helped her just like every time they had the pleasure to operate together. He didn't say a single word, and YN let him sulk in silence for the time being. The Strange would soon open his mouth again because he wasn't the sulking-in-silent type of guy, and she was very thankful for this trade of his. How she hated to guess what wrong was and why the guy felt insulted. Stephen was surprisingly easy.
The entire world would question her sanity if they would ever hear her saying that out loud.
Upon entering the scrubbing area, she tied his recently preferred cap - she had gotten him that for his birthday because this man owned way too many ties - before he did the same for her. He pressed a soft kiss on her shoulder after his long and fast-working fingers were done and took the sink next to hers, where YN already had started to scrub in after putting on the face mask.
Stephen soon broke the silence, and again, she had been right: this man wasn't able to sulk on his own for long.
"As soon as your part is done, I want you to get an x-ray. I don't like the sound of that cough. You're happy that I don't have my stethoscope with me, otherwise, you wouldn't scrub in right now because I would hear something I really don't wanna hear, and I would send you straight up to Chamberlain." At the mention of the one cardiothoracic surgeon Stephen trusted most of the time, YN scrunched up her face. "I told you before, and I will tell you again, that I am fine. It's a nasty cold, nothing more. You're over-exaggerating." He stopped in the middle of scrubbing, head jerking in her direction. At this moment, she was glad that she only was able to see his eyes and the play of his eyebrows, but it was still as bad as she had anticipated. "Excuse me for worrying about my workaholic girlfriend who seemingly doesn't possess any kind of sense of self-preservation." Her eyes widened at that, and after rinsing off the soap residue on her arms, she threw the used bar of soap into the metal sink and turned to Stephen, arms raised so she wouldn't touch anything in the not sterile environment. "Look who's talking about lacking a sense of self-preservation. Do I have to remind you of that little episode of yours standing in a thirteen-hour surgery with a broken ankle? You're a fucking hypocrite, Stephen, and I am a grown woman who knows her boundaries very well, thank you very fucking much."
And with that, she passed him and entered the operation room, where the patient was already put under, and two of the residents prepared the last few instruments to their surgeon's liking. She instantly regretted every single word she had spoken out loud back in the scrubbing room and wanted to run back to apologize profusely, but she knew that she had to stand her point, even though it hurt her heart.
One of the nurses held open the light blue gown, and YN entered arms first before pushing her hands into the open-held gloves, sighing softly. Those steps were always almost meditative for her and her mind, always putting her at ease, no matter how severe the case was.
The OR was her safe place when other places weren't available - just like now because the safe place that Stephen represented wasn't available, not until the steam wore off and their sights weren't as red-tinted as they were now. Sometimes it was hard to love a person that was so similar to oneself, but YN had chosen, and she never regretted choosing Stephen as her partner in every moment that life offered her.
Stepping at the operating table, YN nodded in everyone's direction to greet them, and she pushed every thought about their little fight out of her mind. "Good morning, everybody. Long time no see, June." The OR nurse chuckled. "I thought we would get at least a day and a half before being back in here together." YN grinned behind her mask and softly shrugged. "Hope you had a good coffee because judging by those scans, we will be here for quite some time. Is your son at daycare? Do you need to go and call someone to pick him up later?"
Stephen had entered quietly - he preferred it that way, unlike his girlfriend - but watched her closely because it always left him speechless what a welcoming and open-hearted nature this woman had who had chosen to live with him. He still asked himself why she had decided that he was the one person worthy enough of her love and attention.
"He is upstairs at the emergency daycare, no worries, Doctor LN. We prepared a bottle of water for you, by the way. Doctor Jones said you could use a sip here and there." Nodding her head, YN stepped closer and opened her gloved hand. "Thanks, June. Ten blade, please."
Stephen had already started with the incision and worked through the brain's tissue while always having an eye on the cardiothoracic surgeon just a few feet further down to him.
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Dabbing with a clean towel over the recently repaired aorta, YN slowly nodded, satisfied with her work. No one would suspect this artery was a shredded mess three hours ago. "Okay... Those stitches look good. Suction." The resident, Doctor Peterson, moved the tube slowly through the chest cavity. "Over here?" His question was unanswered for an unusual amount of time, so he looked up to see his supervisor's face. "Doctor LN?" Blinking, YN raised her head and watched Peterson before turning her attention back to the open chest in front of her. Her brain had difficulties following everything after standing for six hours straight. "Yes... Yes, sorry. Right over there."
Stephen had stopped working as the question arose and yet again watched the woman with eagle eyes.
She turned her head to cough softly into her mask while pressing her face against the sterile OR gown at her shoulder. Clearing her throat, YN nodded as one of the not scrubbed-in nurses raised the half-emptied water bottle and waited until one took off the light of her head, pulled down the mask, and finally put the straw right in front of her lips. YN's team was the best a surgeon could find, she was sure of that. "Thanks, Helen," she mumbled after everything was back at its place, and she stepped back at the table.
"What's happening next?" She asked Peterson now, her voice scratchier than ever, and her lungs started to protest again. Taking a deep breath - well, as deep as it was possible with a lower lung capacity - YN tried to shake off that strange feeling as if her head was wrapped in cotton and as if she couldn't get enough air into her lungs and much-needed oxygen into her bloodstream. "We will follow the aorta up to the left ventricle, check the three branches - brachiocephalic artery, left common carotid artery, and the left subclavian artery - before taking him off the cardiopulmonary bypa-... Doctor YN? Are you alright?"
She barely could understand his words, but the sound of the scalpel hitting the ground next to her right foot was all-consuming. YN didn't even realize that it had fallen out of her strangely numb fingers at which she stared now, unmoving. Everything seemed so far gone in front of her eyes, especially as the room started to spin around her.
"YN? YN, talk to me. What is wrong?"
Stephen. His voice was as calm as ever, but she couldn't push herself to move her head and look into his handsome face. Everything was spinning too much.
"I... I don't feel so well..."
It was barely a whisper, and if the operation room weren't deadly silent, except for the monitors and the oxygenator, no one would've understood it. But Stephen's mind switched focus between the open brain in front of him and his girlfriend only two feet away. The constant switch was as smooth as it had always been, even though his brain screamed to stop working and to rush over to her. But he couldn't let go, not with the DeBakey forceps in this man's brain and near the last splinter of the broken bullet. Instead, his hand didn't move a single inch while he raised his gaze to stare over at YN.
"Keep on talking, darling. Talk to me. What's wrong?"
He needed to keep her conscious, and it always helped when he was calm and asked her questions she could easily answer. Just as he would do during one of her anxiety or panic attacks. He could see her blinking slowly, almost in slow-motion while her brain tried to keep up with his words, even though it would love to just blink out.
"Chest's hurting. My head... Everything's spinning. I... Stephen..."
And with that, her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and she collapsed onto the sterile floor. He could hear instruments clattering on the floor, and Stephen didn't want to think about the possibility that her head had hit the instrument's tray.
"YN?!"
"Doctor LN!"
"Oh gosh, Doctor LN?"
"Get her some oxygen, god damn it!"
Suddenly, pure chaos dominated the operation room, and Stephen worked as fast as he could while shouting questions.
"Could somebody talk to me?!" He needed to know if she was okay. "Somebody needs to say something, or this entire room gets fired!" Stephen didn't care if he sounded like a maniac. "85/50. It's a wonder she held up for this long. Open wound at her right forehead, probably needs stitching. Doctor LN? YN, can you hear me?" The sound of snapping fingers was heard, but no answer. One of the nurses looked back at him, kneeing on the ground next to YN. "We'll bring her upstairs, Doctor Strange." He quickly looked up, straight into the nurse's face. "Make an x-ray of her lungs, a head CT to clear her of a concussion, and don't you dare let anyone other than Henderson stitch that. Page Doctor Palmer, she will see through with everything. And someone needs to page Chamberlain; we still have an open chest here." Shuffling was heard before the anesthesiologist spoke up right next to him. "Hamilton is on duty, sir," he reminded the neurosurgeon, but Stephen scoffed while slowly grabbing the bullet with the forceps. "I don't care if that accident of a surgeon is the fucking president of the United States. Get. Me. Chamberlain." YN would decapitate him with her bare hands if she learned about the fact that Hamilton had ruined hours of her hard, perfect work.
And with that, he returned to his job, mind still a bit out of tune with an unconscious YN being put on a gurney and pushed out of the room only several feet away from him.
He had never felt more helpless in his life.
Do your job, and you can look after her. Do your job, and you can sit next to her and wait for her to wake up. Everything will be okay, Stephen. Stop spiraling.
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The familiar sounds of the hospital surrounded him, but Stephen almost didn't hear them, not since he had gotten the x-ray scans of YN's lungs and the CT of her head. His eyes were practically glued to the tablet screen in his hands, forearms resting on his knees and supporting the weight of his upper body. He couldn't sit straight anymore, nor could he stand, not since they had been left alone in the room YN now occupied in the cardiothoracic unit.
It had taken a long time until he got some peace and quietness minus the beeping sounds of the machines hooked up to his girlfriend because she always had been admired and loved by her colleagues. Everyone had wanted to come by and leave little cards full of Get well soon. If flowers were allowed, the room would probably be filled with them by now.
Rubbing his tired eyes, Stephen scanned the images of the CT another time - he had stopped counting an hour ago - and as all the times before that, he stared at the mild concussion caused by the metal table full of surgical instruments and the hit on the floor right after that. He had scheduled a second CT in about an hour because he had to be sure there wasn't any bleeding, as minor as it could be. He couldn't allow himself to miss it - it would not only end her career, but it could steal the love of his life right from under his eyes in the worst case.
And Stephen always measured in worst-case scenarios if it involved his girlfriend.
A nurse entered the room silently to replace the drip of antibiotics her body would've needed days ago, but better late than never, he guessed. He didn't acknowledge his presence at all - he wasn't in the mood for small talk or reassurances - so he left after checking his supervisor's vitals, and they were alone again.
Typing on the glass screen, the neurosurgeon made sure that the second head CT was indeed booked, even thinking about changing it to a CT with contrast indication, but Christine would probably kill him if she saw how he spiraled and put the tablet on the bedside table. Everything will be alright, he told himself, his hands rubbing over his face and through his now messy hair.
He just had rested his face in the palm of his hands as the sound of movements under the blanket pushed Stephen to look up again. A hoarse groan followed close, and instantly, the man raised from the chair and sat on the edge of the comfortable bed. His eyes took her face in, scanned it for any indication of a stroke everyone had missed out on, and gently held the hand who wasn't hooked up to the drip and heart monitor. Finally, YN's eyes opened slowly, and she blinked; another groan escaped her at the blinding light.
"YN," Stephen almost whispered and scooted a bit closer. A soft but questioning "Hm" was all he got for now, and his heart started to race in his chest; every stimulant responsible for the emotions of fear and panic distributed into his bloodstream, and his usually barely rising anxiety had its peak season with all the adrenaline rushing through is body. He couldn't think straight when it came to her. Never. So he started to caress her face with the tips of his fingers - starting right above her brow, down over her temples, and over her cheeks because he knew that it almost always tickled her, and she would scrunch up her nose. She did exactly that, but only barely noticeable. "YN, I need you to focus, darling. Can you squeeze my hands?" Stephen already held both her hands, and she squeezed them; softly at first, but with every passing second, her grip became tighter. "Okay. Good job, love. Can you feel this?" Stephen's hand had slipped under the blanket to stroke his fingertips over the soles of her feet, and her toes wiggled at the ticklish feeling.
A cough shook her body again before YN could open her mouth. "Could you please stop tickling a barely awake woman? That's socially considered as rude as fuck," her hoarse voice whispered, and Stephen instantly took her hand between his and pressed it against his still rapidly beating heart. "YN." Seemingly, his brain had lost its capacity because Stephen could only mumble her name. Relief rushed through him and counterattacked the adrenaline.
The woman opened her eyes, blinking, to look up at him. "Yeah, s'still my name." Her head throbbed, and she didn't want to know what had happened after her brain had decided to quit his job entirely. "Stop freaking out, Stephen, I'm alright." She tenderly squeezed one of his hands and had to sneeze as she realized the feeling of oxygen tickling the insides of her nose. "Y'all really went all out on me." Amusement was evident in her small voice, but Stephen couldn't laugh about it - and probably would never do.
"You scared the hell out of me, YNN."
Suddenly, she turned serious and beckoned him closer. The tired man obliged but wasn't prepared for her pulling his head onto her chest, but he didn't mind. It had always been his most favorite spot in the world. He felt safe. And cherished. And loved. YN's fingers carded through his hair, which just started to turn grey at his temples, but differently to him, she didn't want him to dye it, so he didn't get the at-home dye while getting the groceries last week.
It was strange what he would do for this woman. But at the same time, it wasn't, especially with the thought about that black velvety box hidden in his locker lingering in the back of his mind.
"I'm sorry, love," she whispered into his soft strands and kissed his head. "Wasn't my intention, really. Thought I'd be strong enough. Strong enough for my patient and strong enough for you." Now, he had to prop himself up on his arm to stare incredulously at the woman he loved more than anything. "I am sorry, but what?" YN shrugged and felt pitiful. "Y'know, you're this incredible man and surgeon, always perfect, always giving his entire being for his patients, and I need to keep up with that, so you won't leave me because you'd find a better, more perfect woman, and-..." He interrupted her nonsense by starting to pepper kisses over her face, except her lips. They didn't need another pneumonia in just a week or two. "Wherever those thoughts came from, you can send them back there, darling. Okay?" Slowly, YN nodded and closed her eyes with a sigh as Stephen pressed a lingering kiss to her still warm forehead.
"Can you show me the scans?"
He stayed close to her as his hand grabbed the tablet and opened her file. Stephen watched her as her eyes darted over every lab they had run, every x-ray image (which looked even worse than she had anticipated, but she couldn't change that anymore), and at last, she scanned the CT. "There is probably a second one coming, am I right?" He shrugged while she softly laughed under her breath and let the tablet sink onto the thickest blanket this hospital owned. "How long will you keep me locked away at our place, Doctor?" The Strange was still propped up on his arms, as close to her as possible without crashing her with his weight or putting too much pressure on her already hard-working lungs, and hummed, deep in thought. "With that much fluid and inflammation in your lungs and larynx? Not to mention the concussion?"
She rolled her eyes. "Please, it's a baby concussion."
Stephen cocked an eyebrow. "Ah, so now you're the world's best neurosurgeon?"
"Don't flatter yourself." She rolled her eyes. "That title can earn anyone, even you." YN hit his shoulder playfully, and a small grin tucked at her lips. An unbelieving but humored "Hmpf" escaped the surgeon before he turned serious again. "Back to the topic at hand. Until you're discharged, you will do whatever the staff is saying. You won't discharge yourself or medicate yourself." YN had already opened her mouth to say something, but Stephen only had to shake his head in one direction, and she closed it again. "Don't try to talk me out of it because I know you, YN LN." Now it was her turn to "Hmpf" in annoyance. "Anyway. After you're discharged, you will stay at home, catch up on all of your movies and shows, bake to your heart's desire, and recover. I don't have to tell you what pneumonia does to your lungs in the long run. You will have to strengthen them again, and that's exactly what you're gonna do, darling. Looking after yourself and taking care of your health and body because I need you a few more years longer."
A loving smile settled upon her tired face, and YN tenderly caressed his cheek with her knuckles. "So... You won't get tired of me just yet?" Stephen chuckled before pressing a kiss into the palm of her hand. "I am not quite sure if that's even a possibility, darling," he returned and kissed her palm a second and a third time, his mind always wandering back to his locker and the box he intended to show her on Christmas Eve because it was one of her favorite days of the entire year. Now, he would have to postpone everything he had planned.
It may be a small throwback, but it would still be perfect.
A soft knock at the doorframe moved the couple to look over and see a smiling Christine standing there. "Sleeping Beauty is awake and obviously fine, perfect. He drove me crazy in the last couple of hours." Stephen rose from his comfortable position and turned his head to his friend. "I wasn't that bad," he tried to defend himself, but now it was YN who scoffed. "Yeah, sure. Keep telling yourself that, love." Then, looking at Christine, she continued: "He went all neurosurgeon-mode because I didn't jump on the bed right after the first blink. Thought my brain would be mush, and I'd be a lost cause." He never stood a chance against these two women, always calling him out and letting him face his flaws - which he never liked much.
"Whatever," he mumbled at the chuckle of his friend before turning back to the redhead. "Is the CT ready?" Christine nodded in approval, and right after that, a nurse pushed a wheelchair into the room.
With the most neutral expression on her face, which looked kind of pissed, YN changed looks with both doctors.
"I'm not gonna sit in that thing."
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She arrived at the CT in said thing.
;
She felt soft pecks of even softer lips on her face, and she woke up to that feeling. Yawning, YN blinked up, and both arms fought a way out of the fluffy blanket cocoon she had wrapped herself into to circle them around Stephen's neck.
Ever since her discharge two weeks ago, she had been a good patient, an excellent one, to be quite honest. She never overdid it, always respecting the new boundaries her still recovering lungs had set for her and always listening to the doctors. Well, more like listening to Stephen because he was the one doctor she trusted the most.
"You're early again," the woman mumbled against the skin of his neck, where her face was securely tucked away, and YN could feel his lips on her skin once again. "I told you how this would go. Do my promises mean so little to you?" Grinning, she shrugged and let him sit her up on the comfortable couch she fell asleep on while watching a random news channel.
Apparently, the Avengers were back in the city, and YN desperately hoped she didn't need to drive detours on end just because they thought it would be a great idea to stroll around town, so idiotic humans could form crowds at the glimpse of one of them.
Shaking her head, the woman pushed her fingers through his hair that had acquired a few more grey patches, which she secretly admired every day. "It's just that I know you, Stephen, and I know your workaholic tendencies are just as bad as mine." YN kissed the cold tip of his nose and accepted the cup of tea he had grabbed from the coffee table. "Did you take your meds?" She nodded proudly. "Yup. And the throbbing is finally gone without an Advil." That concussion had been a constant pain in her ass.
Stephen smiled one of his satisfied smiles and kissed her forehead while standing up again. "Well, with that out of the way..." He scooped her up into his arms, and YN squealed-laughing the entire way into the open kitchen, where the Strange sat her on top of the kitchen island. The delicious smell of her favorite food and restaurant wafted through the air, and she took a deep breath without feeling the urge to cough her lungs out. "You seriously drove through the entire city to get me Don Angie's?"
Usually, the expensive Italian restaurant located in Greenwich Village didn't do take-out, but for a selected group of people - people with the right numbers on their checks - they tend to loosen their rules. But well, this very household had a reservation minimum once a month, so they probably were already considered family.
Stephen smiled at the joy he brought into his girlfriend's eyes and started to unpack the containers full of food and dessert. "For you, darling? Always." Scooting over the marble countertop, YN grabbed Stephen's wrist to pull him between her sweatpants-clad legs - his sweatpants, to be precise - and cupped his handsome face with both hands. Her nose softly brushed against his, and Stephen sighed, letting his eyes fall shut and leaning his forehead against hers. "Can I marry you? Will you marry me?" Her question was nothing but a soft whisper, and he had to tear open his eyes to stare into her face, with that knowing smile he almost dreaded to see in such a context. "You really thought it would be a great idea to hide it here when I have almost the whole day to myself?"
He seriously didn't think about that before he took the black velvety box out of his locker because he only had thought about the practicability of it staying at their apartment. He wouldn't have to drive to the hospital to get it if he would've decided to propose to YN spontaneously. And now, he had ruined the surprise with his own hands.
Great.
Scrunching up his face, Stephen groaned and let his forehead sink back against hers as he felt both of her hands carding through his hair again, trying to soothe him. "I didn't open it if that takes something off that disappointment, love," YN whispered and kissed the corner of his mouth. "You didn't?" He had to be sure that at least something of that surprise was still viable. Her head shake was answer enough, and he took a deep breath. "Well, it wasn't a total surprise, now, was it? I think the direction this relationship took off after we moved in together was almost painfully clear or is it just me?"
Maybe it was all in his head, and YN never had the intention to settle down with him, being the smartest couple in medicine, maybe starting a family, growing old together. Maybe it was all just his silly little idea, but never hers.
YN sighed softly at the look on his face, and she could almost feel his spiraling thoughts running havoc inside his overthinking mind. That's why she took his chin between her fingers and forced him to open his eyes again. "It's not only in your head, Stephen. It never was. We may have never talked about it in detail, but the allusion was always there. Our conversation about looking for something more... comfortable, less statement? I would have never brought up the topic of this-", she pointed from her to him, "-wouldn't be a one-way ticket for me. And it is a one-way ticket because I don't need a return ticket. Kids, pets, a life just with the two of us - I don't care as long as you're in it, Stephen Vincent Strange."
He needed to blink in order to keep those foolish tears at bay. Instead, he dove for a deep kiss, so full of love, respect, and adoration that it almost blew his mind.
"You’ll get a proper proposal, darling," he promised, lips still connected and words muffled by it, but YN understood him clear as day. "I hope so because you're the overachiever in this relationship and need to outdo Marc." Grinning at the thought of Stephen's future victorious smile, she kissed him again before squinting over to the food. "I love your kisses, but I'm hungry. Could we do dessert first? On the couch? I'd love some cuddles after five long hours without my personal doctor to fulfill every single of my needs and wishes." One last time, Stephen bent down to kiss her before opening the containers with almost every dessert on the menu and her strolling back to the couch to make space for him between all the pillows and blankets.
"I am not your butler."
But he shouted the words with a smile on his face and one thought on his mind: Life could never turn to the worst with her in it.
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Imagine the reunion (Part 8)
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-When your father was discharged a week after the accident, you walked with him to the town car. A sea of reporters flooded to you both, microphones shoved into your faces as reporters asked a thousand questions. Once he was in the car, you turned towards them, and before you could state that Dr. Strange wanted to ask for privacy during his recovery, a man in a suit asked loudly, “Are you Strange’s mistress?”
“No, I am his daughter, and we ask that during this time you respect both of our privacies and would like to make it very clear that those who fail to do so will be arrested by the NYPD. We will take no further questions at this time.” You stated, before pushing through the crowd and rounding the car, which pulled away towards your old home as soon as your door closed.
-Sam watched in your office, the laptop screen displaying the live coverage as he sat around the mess he created. His eyes watering as you stated you were his daughter, a woman who was familiar to him, but yet so foreign at the same time.
-The car ride was silent, your father’s eyes were just transfixed on his hands as you stared out the window.
-When you arrived home, Strange refused your help, and just locked himself in his office, leaving you mostly alone.
-Communication between you both was very limited, it mostly consisted of you asking if he needed anything, and him refusing, even though 10 minutes later you would bring him whatever he might need.
-You didn’t know this, but after the video surfaced of you outside of the car, Tony instructed the team that it would probably be best to wait a while before reaching out to you. Everyone looked to Steve to disagree, but he stated, “I agree with Tony, clearly she never wanted anyone to know, and now she has been forced to tell the whole world. We should give her some time to readjust to the situation.”
-After the video of you exclaiming you were Strange’s daughter aired, there was a knock at the door. You peeked through the hole in the door and were met with a familiar face. Swinging the door open you were quick to leap into his arms, burying your head into his shoulder as tears slowly slipped down your cheek, “I missed you.”
“Me too.” Jonathan replied, his shaking hands slowly wrapped around you as well.
-He stayed in New York for two weeks, each day you would meet up for coffee, or an outing and discuss life without each other.
-He was really proud that you took his last name when you went MIA, it made him feel like he really did have an impact on your life.
-You were just happy to see him, and on his last day you both went to different museums around New York, and had a picnic in Central Park. As you sat there enjoying the weather he looked at you, “Do you miss him?”
“Who?”
“Sam.” You had told him all about the man you lived with for years, stating that you thought they would be quick friends.
“Every day.” You replied, “But he is extremely upset, and honestly I don’t blame him.”
-When you dropped him off at the airport you received a phone call, and answered it immediately, “Yes Tony?”
“I need you to meet me at Blue Bottle.”
“This isn’t a set up is it?” You asked, your eyebrow raising
“No, just…. meet me there in 30.”
-Upon arriving outside, you were greeted by Tony’s outstretched arms, Happy beside him as you accepted the embrace, before moving your attention to Happy, “Don’t look so excited to see me Hap, I would hate for you to cause a scene.”
“I mean I would be crying for joy right now if I could, but I need to look like, what did you used to call it?”
“A unfeeling, macho man.” You responded before both of you cracked a smile, Tony joining in before directing your attention to the sports car out front, “I already have your coffee in the car.”
“Is this your way of kidnapping me Tony, cause I don’t think Strange would like you abducting his personal one on one nurse.”
“Trust me, there is nothing more I would rather do.” He answered as you opened the passenger door and climbed into the vehicle.
-After driving for a while, you arrived at Stark Industries. Your eyebrow raising as Tony parked the car, “So you brought me here to see Pep?”
“I mean we can, but there are some things we need to discuss first.”
-When you enter the conference room, the table was laid out with design plans, all scribbled on and drawn by Tony, “I need your help on some invention plans, and since I was asked by a certain individual to not let you in or around the tower I am forced to bring you here.”
“I mean I don’t blame Sam for asking, but he should have already…”
“Actually, it was Steve who asked me.” Tony interrupted, “Sam hasn’t left your office in weeks.”
“Oh.” You replied, before turning to all the blueprints.
-You were there for hours, at one point you called Christine to ask her to check in on your father, “I forgot I made plans with a friend, do you mind just stopping in and making sure he doesn’t need a soup or something?”
-When you were done, Tony sat across from you, as you both looked at one another he stated, “Also I have one more things for you, and I hope you don’t mind.”
“What?”
“Happy, can you please bring Calvin in now?” He asked, you had completely forgotten Happy had sat down on one of the couches, and as he left you tilted your head, “Why is your lawyer here?”
“He just needs you to sign a document, that’s all. It states that upon your father’s death I get to legally adopt you as an adult, and that I don’t have to pay you to babysit my future children.”
“So what you are saying is that I can poison my father and you will pay to erase all the evidence, and then to make up for the fact that you saved me from prison, I have to become your bitch?”
“Exactly.” He smiled as Happy reentered the room, Calvin behind him. Upon entering he placed a paper before you, and a pen.
“What’s this?” You asked Tony, your eyes meeting his as he exclaimed with a blank expression, “I mean everyone already knows, might as well make it legal.”
-After legally changing your name back, Tony took you up to Pepper’s office, where you immediately ran over to the strawberry blonde and hugged her. The four of you sat in her office for hours and just talked, Pepper filling you in on everything you missed.
-When Tony dropped you off at your car you looked over to him, “This better not be the last time I see you Tony.”
“It won’t be.” He smiled, “Coffee next Tuesday?”
“Sure, I have to take Strange to PT, but I can meet here at around 3.”
“Perfect, I will tell Cap not to schedule any missions, and inform all the bad guys that they have to behave for that day.”
-When you hugged Tony goodbye, you teared up a bit, pulling back you saw him doing the same, “Softie.” You joked before getting out of the car, “Text me and tell me how the laser turns out.”
“Course kid.” He replied, before pulling away.
-When you got into your car, you saw a box on your passenger seat, peering inside you pulled out a familiar photo album. Inside were all the pictures you had taken of your life in DC, most had been with Sam. Each page in chronological order. Your finger lightly traced over each memory, tears collecting as you saw pictures of the times you cherished. The last one you had put in there was of you, Sam and Steve the day you moved out, you were all smiling in your empty living room.
-You noticed there were extra pages, and turned to see new photos, a note was laying on the first page, and when you opened it you smiled at Tony’s handwriting,
I hope you don’t mind that I hacked your cloud to get some of these pictures.
-They were all pictures of your time in the tower, some taken out of your phone storage, while others were from surveillance cameras. However there was a majority that were from other people’s phones, like the picture of you and Nat on the beach that Clint took when you all snuck out one day, or you and Thor sitting on the quinjet, both laughing. There was one that you took on Bruce’s phone, both in lab coats as you stuck your tongue out, peace sign fingers up as he looked at the camera, one of the few photos post green guy where he was actually smiling. You and Steve on the bike, a photo you knew Sam had taken, and were sure he didn’t give willingly.
-All the photos from Sam’s phone you assumed Tony took from his cloud as well, your favorite was one from a party Tony was throwing on Halloween. Both you and Sam had dressed up as Natasha and Banner. You took a picture in your full length mirror before going down, both of you smiling wide at the joke, which was that those two were totally going to start dating soon.
-Tony had several pages littered with photos he had taken, some in the lab, some at parties, one of them he was legit dressed in pajamas, sitting on your couch with you, both eating cereal. You could still hear the cartoons playing.
-The last page though there was just one photo, you were wearing an emerald green dress, Nat had curled your hair, your face neutral colored, yet the highlight gave you some shimmer. Sam was dressed in an emerald green, velvet tuxedo, which was the reason you had chosen your dress. One hand on your waist, the other held your hand, your spare hand was placed on his shoulder. The dance floor was empty, and by the state of the bar, the party had already ended, yet for some reason you and Sam were still dancing. Both so lost in each other’s eyes that you failed to notice someone take a picture.
-Looking deeper into the box through teary vision, you noticed a few small frames, one was a picture of you, Clint and Nat that Laura had taken when Clint introduced you, one was you and Tony flipping off the camera, one was you and Thor eating half a pop tart, because there was one left, and he refused to eat it, so he stated he was going to split it instead, and the last one was you leaning over the pool table, stick in hand, Steve and Sam behind you waiting for you to take the shot. You laughed at that one though, because whoever took it got evidence of Sam looking at your ass as you lined up to take the shot.
-The box also contained a few items of Stark Industries merchandise, along with your second favorite leather jacket, and one of Sam’s stretched out, Air Force shirts, something you were sure Tony took without Sam knowing.
-When you had dried your tears, you texted Tony, “Thank you. Also next time ask to go in my cloud, I feel violated now.”
-Strange refused to let you or Christine shave his face.
-On the first day he had PT, you looked at the therapist before leaning towards him and stated, “Oh I am definitely not going to like him.” That caused Strange to smile a bit, cause it was almost as though you read his mind.
- Christine came over every night, and dropped you off his case files, per your request. She would stay and chat for a bit, but ultimately she would leave. As soon as she would leave, you walked to the door of the office, knocked loudly and opened the door to find Strange looking out over the city. You placed the files on the desk and left, The next morning you would collect the completed files and give them to Katherine to deliver to Metro-general.
-After two weeks of this schedule, you heard your father call from the study, your feet carrying you to the noise, upon arriving you found his nose buried in a book, “What, did you forget how to turn a page?”
“Haha very funny.” He replied, as you crossed your arms, “I actually need your help with a patient.”
“Holy shit, someone call the press, THE Doctor Stephen Vincent Strange MD, PHD, needs my help?” You asked, sarcasm apparent in your voice as he rolled his eyes, “Yes now come look at this.”
- You solved it within 17 minutes.
-After that you found yourself helping him more and more with cases. It was an interesting task to perform with him.
-When your father mentioned going back under the knife for the experimental procedure you looked at him, these were the most words he had spoken since you arrived, all you could ask was, “And if it doesn’t work?”
“It has to, cause I don’t know what I will do if it doesn’t.”
-You were heartbroken when it failed, Strange sat in his bed and stared out the window, until you knocked on the door at 9:00, “Christine dropped off some paperwork, what do you say we give it a go, and prove that Nic isn’t capable of doing our job.”
-Once finished he went off about other procedures that could help, causing you to go into a spiral of researching solutions to the issue that seemed unsolvable.
-Christine pulled you into the hall one evening, not wanting Strange to overhear her, “You have to stop feeding into his delusions.”
“What delusions, all we are doing is…”
“Listen, your father is just lucky to be alive, and I know that it is hard for him to accept that the world doesn’t revolve around…”
“If you just came here to criticize the fact that we aren’t losing hope, then please just drop off the files, and rethink your attitude towards a situation you know nothing about for tomorrow.”
She started to chuckle, before thrusting the small stack, her words meant to be harsh as she stated, “I wonder if [Y/N] Bardot would have just told me the same thing.”
-A month after the accident, you were both sitting in the office, you were across from him at his desk, your nose in a case file. However his voice drew you back to reality, “May I ask you a question?”
“You just did, however proceed.”
“Why don’t you wear makeup anymore?”
“I never wore makeup around you.” Your eyebrow raised as he placed the file down
“Yes you did, when you attended my speech in Washington DC, I believe the year was 2010, you were wearing a royal blue dress, your hair was up in one of those trendy updos, and you had on a pink lipstick. You were seated in the front area, between two men, a younger man in a nice suit, whom I assume is your boyfriend, and an older gentleman.”
“You recognized me?”
“Of course I did, I mean I might have been a shitty father, but I at least know what my own child looks like.”
-You got pissed at the PT worker, stating that this was a waste of time, and was not showing results. He chuckled and said you sounded just like your father.
-You occasionally heard news about the Avengers, your heart slightly breaking. You missed the team, and some members more than others.
-One night while you were reviewing a case, Strange spoke up, “You know I have always been proud of you.”
“Sure do act like it.” You stated, eyes never leaving the page
“I was distant with you cause I wanted you to be strong, I wanted you to learn how to survive on your own...”
“Oh don’t feed me that crap. You were never a very paternal figure, some people aren’t meant to be parents. That doesn’t make you a bad person, just a shit father.”
“Well thanks for making me feel better.”
“Well it is true.” You smiled as he chuckled, marveling at how similar you truly were.
-one evening, when all the cases were complete you looked at Strange, “Why did you hire a private investigator?”
“Because I wanted to make sure that my daughter wasn't wasting her talent.” He stated, his eyes never leaving the case study he was reading on repairing nerve damage in the digits.
“Yet you went on public record and stated you had no desire to hear from me.”
“That is true, because I know what I did, and I respect you enough to understand why you left in the manner you did, and that it was your wish to not have any form of communication with anyone regarding your childhood. I already failed you as a child, so I owed it to you to not fail you as an adult, hence why I never engaged in conversation at the lecture, or questioned your where about when attending Mr. Starks party back in 2014, or why I was removed from the guest list.”
“You knew I was..”
“The private investigator told me, along with the fact that Shield erased your entire existence.”
“Wow, you really did your homework.” You replied as he smiled, “It’s my job to.”
“Thank you.” You whispered, all he did was smile in response.
-Tony and you met for coffee once or twice a week, Pepper and Happy would sometimes join you, but most times it was just you and Tony joking like you used to in the lab.
-There was one week that Steve and Sam were “on mission” (When Tony told you, you were sure they were following a lead on Bucky), so on your coffee date, Tony announced that he was hosting a party, and you were coming, no objections.
-He sent Happy to your house the day of the party, and when you opened it, all you did was groan, “That man will be the death of me.”
-You peeked into your father’s office, “I’m going out, I will be back later tonight. Do you want me to call…”
“God no, I am a grown man [Y/N], I don’t need Miss Palmer treating me like a child.” He snapped, “Tell Mr. Stark I hope he has a wonderful party, and be safe.”
“Trust me, there is no one for me to be dangerous with.”
-Before following Happy out to the town car, you reached into your closet and pulled out a form fitting, backless, black gown that your father bought you years ago,and grabbed your black, and silver heels. Joining Happy in the hall he immediately chuckled, “You are definitely going to be the talk of the party in that dress sweetheart.”
“If you are saying that while it is on the hanger, you should see it on.” You smiled
-On your way to the tower you texted Christine, and asked if she would check in on your father. She texted you later that night to never ask her to again, stating she could no longer stand the sight of the self obsessed monster both you and he had created. You replied back, “Oh now that the monster can no longer serve you, it is all of a sudden too much for you to handle. I hate to tell you Miss Palmer, but the monster has always been there, you are just pissed that you are no longer the bitch stroking his incredibly large ego.”
-Upon arriving Friday announced your presence to Tony, Nat just happened to be standing there, and at the sound of your name her whole body perked up, “She is in the garage, if you get there quickly you might catch her before they board the elevator.” Tony told her, before looking up to see the empty room.
-Nat tackles you when the elevator doors opened, your arms wrapping around her as Happy chuckled to himself, “Never leave like that again.” She whispered as she pulled back and took your face in her hands.
“Are you going soft on me Romanoff?” You joked
“In your dreams Strange.” She replied
-You got ready in her room, her face lighting up as you turned in the mirror, “Damn, I wish Wilson was here to see what he gave up.”
-You kept your mouth shut, taking a deep breath as you tried accepting the fact that Sam would probably never want to be in the same room with you again. Tears brimming your eyes as she stood behind you, and wrapped her arms around you. “Let’s go show the boys why it is us they should be afraid of.”
-As soon as you walked into the party, Tony’s eyes were on you, he politely excused himself from Rhodey and the group of veterans and approached you and Nat as you descended the stair, however it was Wanda who cut him off.
“You are still alive I see, and yet you have forgotten what a phone is?” Wanda snapped, her frame covered by a short, Crimson dress, and her normal combat boots covered her feet.
“More like my best friends are always off saving the world, so I never know when to call them to make plans.” You replied as you leaned forward and took her drink, a smile on her face as you took a sip from it, “Now I owe you a drink, so lead me to the bar.”
-After about an hour of drinking the three of you found yourselves on the dance floor, Vision standing near you as you all danced, sometimes awkwardly trying to join Wanda as you all lifted your drinks.
-You were not aware but at some point the doors to the stairway opened, revealing a blonde haired, blue eyed, muscular pretty boy, defeat in his eyes as another lead came up empty. Beside him was his other best friend, his eyes hiding brokenness as he looked over the crowd of people. As though it was destined, the lights of the dance floor roamed over the crowd, and Sam’s eyes caught the shimmer of your dress, your drink in the air as you swayed to the beat. His smile involuntarily lifted, his heart rate accelerated as he stared, imagining the once familiar smell of your perfume. He imagined what would happen if he walked up behind you, and asked for a dance, or if he brought you a drink, if you would throw it in his face. Yet all he did was look at Steve, “I think I am gonna turn in after all, gotta get up early tomorrow so I beat you in that foot race.”
“Keep telling yourself that.” Steve smiled, watching Sam leave, before looking out over the crowd to see the person who scared Sam away from the party.
-When Tony saw Steve he asked Friday to show him where Wilson was, his screen lighting up and showed Sam in the apartment you once shared, his head in his hand as he sat on the couch. Tony looked up to where you were, a smile slowly forming as he saw Nat twirl you on the floor, a huge smile illuminated your face as you reunited with your friends. Looking at his screen again he turned it off, not regretting for a moment his decision to invite you.
-“Ladies, mind if I cut in?” Steve asked, your body turning to look at his blue eyes, before you raced forward and embraced his broad torso, his arms wrapping around you as he whispered, “Don't worry, he went to bed.”
-You and Steve ended up spending most of the night together after that, the girls had both went off to their own sections after Steve arrived, leaving you to stand arm and arm with the Dinosaur, as he spoke with many different groups of people.
-At the end of the night, you all sat on the couch together, smiles on your faces as Rhodey told another War Machine story, your head leaned on Tony’s shoulder, “Thank you.” You whispered to him, looking up as Tony took your hand and squeezed it, “No problem kid.”
-Before Steve decided to turn in for the night, he looked towards you, both of you standing behind the bar cleaning, “It was good seeing you Bardot.”
“You know, you are the only one who called me that tonight.” You whispered
“Sorry, I guess I am…”
“No, it is fine. Honestly…. I miss it.” You replied, “Reminds me of what life was like…”
“He misses you.” Steve cut you off, your heart breaking at the longing desire to just hug him again.
“So do I.” You replied before walking away from the bar, towards Wanda and Vision, “Now, I am expecting you to meet me at the coffee shop on Wednesday, 3pm sharp.”
“I wouldn’t miss it for the world.” She replied, before pulling you into a hug.
Looking to Vision you added, “And if you are not there either I’ll drag you out of this tower myself.”
“Of course Miss Strange.” Vision replied before you turned to Nat, “I would threaten to drag you out as well, but I am genuinely afraid you would murder me.”
“I would.” She smiled, “I will be there though.”
-Walking into the elevator your finger ghosted over the button that would take you to your old apartment, every cell in your body wanted to push the up arrow, but against your inner desire, you pushed the button for the garage, and met Happy at the town car, shoes in your hand as you smiled towards him, “Cheese burger time?”
“Course kid.” Happy chuckled as you got into the passenger seat.
-Steve still stayed in the spare room in Sam’s apartment, he opened the door to see Sam laying on the couch, his fancy shirt disgards, and his fingers gracefully laid on the neck of a tipped over, empty, glass bottle. Steve walked over to the couch, taking the throw blanket you had brought from DC off of your chair, and threw it over him before picking up the bottle.
-When he woke up Sam smelled the faintest hint of your old detergent, and immediately reached out to grab you, however it was met with empty air, and suddenly the memory of seeing you last night came back.
-When you woke up, your father was sitting at the table, paper laid on the table as you smiled, “You ready for PT later?”
“Absolutely not, seeing how it continues to prove ineffective.” Strange replied, before you turned with your coffee, “Well then tell him.”
-You sat in the car while your father spoke to the therapist, your mind still trying to figure out how to possibly help your father. Everything seemed to be coming up dead ends and there was only so long that your father’s sanity would hold out. Already he seemed to be going mad at the loss of his purpose, and while he never snapped at you, you had been a witness to him being harsher than normal towards Christine. When he returned to the car, he spoke, “Well the giant waste of time might have just proven useful.”
“How so?”
“Tomorrow I need you to take me to..”
“And if I have plans?”
“Trust me, if this guy is being honest, then you will want to see it,” Strange stated, his eyes meeting yours before continuing, “Besides we will be done well before 3.”
-That morning you took him to meet Jonathan Pangborn, while on the way to the court your father relayed the words of the physical therapist. As he spoke, all you could think is that this was insane even for him, however you looked towards him, and softly replied, “How do we know…”
“We don’t.” He replied.
-As you opened the door for your father, you pulled his sweatshirt hood up before your own, the sky was grey and the air almost teased you with a promise of rain. The court was in an old building, the concrete was sturdy and provided protection from the elements, meaning the game never had to end. After ascending a single flight of stairs you were greeted with the sounds of an amateur game of basketball, looking through the fence you saw all the men standing, wondering which one was the paraplegic.
“Jonathan Pangborn, C7-C8 spinal cord injury, complete.” Your father’s voice was strong, all hopes for the future rested in the recovery story of this one man.
“Who are you guys?” He started to ask yet your father continued as though he hadn’t heard him, “Paralyzed from the mid-chest down. Partial paralysis in both hands.”
“I don’t know you,” he started to turn, but your father continued, “I am Stephen Strange. I’m a… I mean I was a neurosurgeon.” Tears slowly started to form as you heard him use the past tense, something he had never done outside of his own head.
“Wait, Strange? Actually I do know you, I came to your office once, and you refused to see me.” Jonathan went from turning away to approaching you both, the fence dividing you as you fought all the urges to mutter “typical”, as you ignored the tears forming, “I never even got past your assistant.”
“You were untreatable.” His statement was delivered as though it was obvious.
“No glory for you in that, right?” He turned away, clearly finished with whatever Strange had to say, and as you quickly approached your father’s side you called, “You came back from a condition that there is no coming back from. Please, I know my father is a giant bag of dicks most times, but we are trying to find our own way back?”
“Really sweetheart, cause you look pretty peachy to…” his words cut short as your father lifted his shaking hands from his pockets, the slight tremors were enough to get Jonathan’s attention, until his friend called, “Pangborn, are you in or you out?”
-He rose his hand in response, which was clearly not the response his friends wanted, his feet slowly carried him back to you, his eyes fixated on Strange’s hands as he approached the entrance, and looked towards you both, “Alright, here is my story. I’d given up on my body, figured my mind was the only thing I have left, so I should at least try to elevate that. I sat with gurus, and sacred women, strangers carried me to mountaintops to seek counsel with holy men, and finally I found my teacher. My mind was elevated, and my spirit deepened, and somehow…”
“Your body healed.” Strange finished the sentence, both of you staring at this man, as he turned his head to you, as though he intended this message for you rather than your father, “Yes. There were deeper secrets to learn there though, but I didn’t have the strength to receive them. I chose to settle for my miracle and I came back to my home.”
His head redirected back to Strange, “The place you are looking for is called Kamar-Taj,but the cost there is high.”
“How much?” Strange rebuttaled
“I’m not talking about money. Good luck.” He stated before he finally walked away, leaving you to wonder what the price could be.
-As soon as you both got back into the car, you pulled out your phone, “What are you doing?”
“Getting us tickets to Kamar-Taj, what does it look like?”
-After confirming that you were going to be on the next flight, you contacted Tony, Nat and Wanda, demanding a rain check until further notice.
“Where are you going?” Tony asked
“To go have tea on a mountaintop with my father, try to have a one on one bonding moment.”
-While at the airport, Strange asked, “How did you pay for this?”
“Gee I thought your private investigator would have told you I didn’t spend all the money I took when I left. Guess he wasn’t as good as you thought.”
-Upon landing you received a message from Tony, “What are you doing all the way in Kamar-Taj?”
“Stop tracking my phone Tony.”you texted back before opening the program for controls, and programmed Friday to deny access to your location.
-Upon arriving you and Strange just started wandering around the city, both of you asking as many people as you could if they knew where your answer lied, every no causing you to feel more and more defeated.
-While searching on the holy tour, you couldn’t help but chuckle leaning over to your father you whispered, “I never imagined you on a holy tour?”
-when you got surrounded, you silently cursed yourself for turning locations off, since Tony could have ordered a suit to go save you. You weighed your odds, three against two, no physical money, or valuables to be exchanged for safety.
“Look, guys, we don’t have any money.” Strange’s exhaled
“Your watch.”
“No please that is all I have left.”
“What about my watch, it is just as…”
“Both watches, now.” The Burglar with the long brown hair and beanie commanded. His voice sterner than when he made his demand a moment ago.
-The three men slowly started to close in around you, cornering your father and you against the wall with no hope of an escape. Your hand already starting to fumble with the clasp of your watch as your father stood there, unwilling to give it up.
“Alright” you father stated as you handed it over, his fist collided with the leader who was grasping his watch, you could see the pain contort in his face as he retracted, the other two quickly threw you aside, and began kicking him. All efforts to get them away useless.
-What happened next occurred in a flash, you weren’t even sure yourself if you were seeing reality or a delusion fuel by your current state of hydration or the blistering heat,along with the anxiety linked with the situation.
-while rushing to help Strange rise, the dark forest green robed figure approached you, his eye hidden to you as Strange rose, hands trembling worse than before.
“Are you okay?” Strange whispered to you, genuine concern is his voice as you replied, “Yeah, I am honestly more worried about you.”
“Your old man is just fine.” He whispered as the hooded figure spoke, in his hand your now shattered watch, “You two are looking for Kamar-Taj.”
“Yes, do you know..” you started, as he pushed past, no words spoken between you as you followed, until he started advancing towards a worn building, and your father called, “Really? Sure we got the right place, cause that building over there looks a little more Kamar-Tajey.”
-As he chuckled, you just looked at your father with wide eyes, in any other situation your father’s lack of a filter would have not even phased you, but for some reason him saying something along those lines in a foreign country to the only man who seemed to know where the hell you wanted to go shocked you.
-“I once stood in the same place as you and your daughter, and I, too, was disrespectful. So, might I offer you some advice? Forget everything you think you know.” He stated, looking from your father to you, as though he was awaiting some form of a response.
“All right.” Strange muttered out confused, each syllable dragged out before the man in the robes opened the small door of the battered building.
-When your father inquired about the ancient one’s real name, you just gave him the look, which after glancing towards you, he muttered, “Right, forget everything I think I know. Sorry.”
-When you both entered the room, you noticed the lack of decor, most of the room was empty, other than a few coffee table desks, and the book shelves. Other then you two and the man who brought you, there were only three others in the room, a elderly man, reading a book, and two young girls who looked as though they were servants. Upon entering the two servant girls quickly approached you and started trying to remove your outerwear, as your father stuttered out, “Thank you.. for having us.”
As they took your outerwear he whispered to you, “Okay, guess that’s a thing?”
“Can you not question their methods for like five seconds?” You responded back in a hushed whisper as one of the women you assumed to be a servant presented you both with cups, while the other one poured the tea. “Thank you.” You replied to both, as your father once again turned to the elderly man, trying to express gratitude. However as soon as your cup was filled with tea, and the woman had moved to your father’s, the man rose to leave, causing the already stuttering voice of Stephen Strange to fill with confusion.
“You’re very welcome.” The woman replied as she finished pouring your father’s cup, both your eyes meeting hers as she stood before you, “The Ancient one?” Your father asked, looking after the elderly man, as your lips rose in a smirk, whispering quickly, “Is not the old man.”
“Mr. Strange, Miss Strange.” She nodded, before you could greet her, your father rebuttaled, “Doctor actually.”
“Not anymore, I mean that’s why you two are here is it not? You have undergone many procedures, seven if I am not mistaken. How is the tea?”
“It’s good tea.” Strange replied, both of you baffled that she knew that
“Yes, it is, isn’t it.” The Ancient One muttered as she started cleaning a spot for her own tea cup at the desk the elderly man once sat at.
Wasting no time, your father asked, “Did you heal a man named Pangborn? A paralyzed man?”
“In a way.” She answered, the sound of her tea making her quiet response even harder to hear.
“You helped him to walk again?” You asked as she straightened her back, tea in hand, “Yes.”
“How did you correct a complete C7-C8 spinal cord injury?”
“Well that is just it Mr. Strange,” You saw the slight twitch of his face, knowing he wanted to say something again, however she didn’t allow him the opportunity, “I didn’t correct it, the man couldn’t walk, I convinced him that he could.”
“No offense, Ancient One, but are you proposing that Mr. Pangborn’s recovery is just completely psychosomatic?”
“Tell me, When you reattach a severed nerve, is it you who heals it back together, or the body?”
“It’s the cells.”
“And the cells are programmed to put themselves back together in very specific ways.”
“Correct.”
“Well, what if I told you that your own body could be convinced to put itself back together in all sorts of ways?”
“You are talking about cellular regeneration. That’s the bleeding edge of medical technology. Is that why you are working here without a governing medical board?” Your father rambled out all at once, both of you following her every move, and as she turned you added, “Just how experimental is your treatment?”
“Quite.” She forced a smile, and you quickly could see she was hiding something
“So you figured out a way to reprogram nerve cells to self heal?”
“No Mr. Strange, I simply just know how to reorient the spirit to better heal the body.”
“The spirit to heal the body.” He repeated, your eyes glancing towards his childlike wonder as she simply hummed, “That’s correct.”, before taking a sip of her tea, and moving away from you both to collect a book.
“Ok, all right, so how do we do this? How do we start this procedure?” He asked, turning to be in front of your body as the Ancient One opened the book she collected, and opened it to the bookmarked page. Her eyes fixated on your father’s as she held it there for him to view, as both of your eyes scanned the page bearing a human figure sitting in meditation, “What do neither of you like this map?” She replied after several seconds of silence.
“Oh no, it is an exquisite depiction of the human body, and the method of energy. The only problem is…” you began, however it was your father who cut you off,
“We’ve seen it before in gift shops.”
“Ah, well what about this one?” She twirled, her feet landing between you both, her back pressed against the tight space between both you and your father, as she turned the page to a map of Acupuncture.
“Ah acupuncture… how helpful.” He muttered, trying to hold back the urge to be an ass, you could see it in his face. But you could also hear the amusement it was bringing the ancient one, “And what of this one?”
-The sing song amusement she was getting from your father’s frustrations was what led you to snap at her, “You are acting like these are wonderful new discoveries you are showing us, yet you have just shown a neurosurgeon, and a psychologist a basic MRI scan, and acting as though we have no comprehension of what we are looking at?”
“Yes, each of these maps were drawn up by an individual who only saw part of the picture, instead of the whole picture.”
“My daughter paid for us both to get one way tickets here, she canceled all her plans with her companions, who she left behind in a life she gave up for me, just so that you could talk to us about healing through beliefs?”
“You are both just people looking at the world through a keyhole. You’ve both spent your whole lives trying to widen the keyhole, in an effort of expanding your knowledge, of seeing more of the big picture. Yet now you both hear that it can be widened in ways you can not imagine, you reject the possibility.”
“No, I reject it because I don’t not believe in fairy tales about energy and chakras or the power of beliefs, there is no such thing as spirit!” Your father yelled, his body closer to the Ancient One then you were comfortable with. “We are made of matter and nothing more, nothing less. You are just any other tiny momentary speck within an indifferent universe.”
“You think too little of mankind Mr. Strange, perhaps you should be more open minded like the woman who paid the way to get you here.” The Ancient One suggested, tilting her head towards your still frame as you watched the scene unfold.
“Oh you think you can see right through me, don’t you? Well I hate to tell you, but you can’t, but I can see right through you!”
-Before you could react, the Ancient One took hold of your father’s hand and pulled it towards herself, before pulling back and landing her palm between his chest, causing him to begin to fall back, however with a flick of her hand, he was upright again, gasping for air as he panted, “What did you do to me?”
“I pushed your astroform out of your physical form.”
“What did you put in that tea, Psilocybin? LSD?”
“No, it’s just tea, with a bit of honey, besides if I did, wouldn’t the quiet Miss Strange also be reacting such as yourself. Her breathing seems quite regular, and other than slight irritation at the fact that I would push her father as I did, she seems, perfectly normal.”
Your father turned towards you and watched as you looked at him in disbelief, for even he could see the slight frustration in your eyes, but the other than that, you looked just like yourself, as he turned back towards the Ancient One, “What just happened?”
“For a moment, you entered the astral dimension.”
“What is that?” You asked, as your father looked at you with bewilderment as he started to slowly turn over in his head everything she had shared with him, the Ancient One turned her head towards you as she answered, “My darling, it is a place where the soul exists apart from the body.”
“Why are you doing this to me?” His voice Abrasive as he drew her attention back towards him.
“Simple, to make you expand your keyhole Mr. Strange.” She replied, as she looked to you both, before the thumbs of her hands met both of your foreheads, “Open your mind.”
-With that it felt as though your body was thrown backwards into a rippling tunnel of the room, filled with a deep percussion sound, only to be thrown through the fragile, decorative blinds and out into the blinding sun of Kamar-Taj. The sound of the percussion instrument replaced with the busy sounds of the markets below, the sun coating your falling form as you looked to see that it was not the streets of the city you were hurtling towards but rather the very fabric of space. The sense of the fantasy filling your mind, as you tried to imagine yourself safe in your bed, but it didn’t smell like your bed…
“Sam.” You whispered, as you did your eyes landed on a falcon, who was far from his home on earth. He was flying so close to you, and with the hope that it would manifest into Sam, and he would save you from your journey into space, you reached out to touch him. However instead of turning into your lost lover, as your fingertips met his feathers you were rocket backwards into a shiny, neon, tunnel, filled with nothing but the sounds of rushing wind as you fell deeper into the fluorescent blues, pinks and oranges.
-Suddenly you heard the voice of your hooded savior, “Both of their heart rates are getting dangerously high.” And with that you were returned to the room where it all began, your body resting in a chair as you struggled to catch your breath, your eyes widen with excitement as you looked towards your father, his face littered with signs of distress, as the Ancient One leaned down between you both, and looked between you, “They look alright to me.” She smiled, before you felt yourself fly backwards out of the chair, and back into the neon tube. However this time you felt a slight heat engulf your back, as you fell far faster than before. The calm words of the Ancient One filling your head, “Your father seems to think he knows how the world works, that this material universe is all there is, but you know better. You have seen there is more to life than science, you have tangled with the unusual ones and lived to tell the tale. Tell me my dear, would you like to experience the mysteries that lie beyond your senses, and be one of the unusual ones?”
-At this point you had snapped back to the room, your father beside you still sitting in the chair, his body limp as he continued his Astral Projection journey. You looked to the Ancient One, her face soft as you smiled, “Let’s go.”
-Before she could reply, your father crashed from his chair and onto the floor, you immediate response was to help him, yet the man in the hood lightly grasped your shoulder, as the Ancient One approached him, “Have you ever seen that before in a gift shop Mr. Strange?”
As he panted, you watched him slowly rise, his hands shaking before him as his head lifted to look at her, “Teach me.”
“No.” She replied, before the man with the hood tightened his grip on your shoulder, and dragged your father up, you both baffled as he threw you both upon the dirt street, the crowd consuming both of your fallen bodies. All you could hear was the sounds of the market surrounding you, and the slamming of the heavy door.
-You watched in silence as Strange scrambled to get up, a string of No’s leaving his lips as he made his way back to the shabby wooden door, his hands hitting against them, before he retracted them in pain, his body shaking from frustration as you quickly collected him into your arms, his eyes glassy with tears as his body shook. “Open the door please?!”
-You both sat there well into the night, knocking and begging for reentry, unaware that inside they spoke of how you both show many qualities of Kaeclius, and how one man’s fall from the path of good should not affect the future of passing down the traditions.
-When they opened the door you both pleaded in thanks, stating that you were appreciative of the opportunity to prove your worth as they led you down a dark hall and into a small room, “This shall be your quarters Miss Strange, your father shall be right next door. Bathe, rest, meditate, the Ancient One will send for you both when she is ready.” And with that he left you alone in your small room. You quickly sat on the single mattress that resided in the room, and looked out the window into the moonlit city.
-The next morning your father came to your room, a look of concern on his face as he entered, your eyes meeting his as he muttered, “Did you know they have WiFi here?”
“No, no one told me that.” You replied, as he pulled a small card out of his pocket, and extended it towards you, the word Shamballa scribbled on it. After entering it into your IPhone however you wished that you hadn’t, as it started dinging off the hook, mostly messages from Tony and Christine asking where you were. The ones from Christine you left ignored, knowing already that she would never understand your need to be here with your father, chasing another method to fix his hands, but to Tony all you wrote was, “I’m sorry I went off the grid, I am safe, and I will put the GPS signal back on as soon as we accomplish what we set out to do.”
-Natasha texted you as well, “Do Clint and I need to hunt you down, and repeat what happened in Budapest just to get you to come home?”
“No, however you have to tell me about Budapest someday, since you guys bring it up all the time.” You texted back, as your father looked at you p, his eyebrow raising before he stated, “It’s good to see you smile.”
“What do you mean?” You asked, your head raising as he chuckled, “It’s just, since the accident, and you being the foolish one who blew your own cover, I don’t think I have seen you genuinely smile.”
“Oh.” You whispered, not even realizing that that was a noticeable occurrence.
-Before either of you could respond again, Baron appeared in the doorway, “She is ready for you.”
- “The language of the mystic arts is as old as civilization. The sorcerers of antiquity call the use of this language spells, however if your modern sensibilities are offended by that word feel free to call this a program.”
“May I call it charms class?” You asked, you and your father were seated across from the Ancient one, whose lips turned up in a slight smile as she hummed, “If you must, then I will allow it. However you must know in your charms class I will not go as easy as Flintwick did on Harry and his peers. The source code that shapes reality is what we will truly be learning, along with how we harness energy drawn from other dimensions of the Multiverse to cast spells.”
-She stated all of this while creating a diagram in the air made of orangish gold sparks, and as she finished her statement she snapped her fingers causing the diagram to duplicate and rotate 90 degrees, while also expanding into more of a 3 dimensional picture as she continued, “we also use it to conjure shields, form weapons, and to make magic.”
-Once she was done speaking she lowered her hands, causing the now fully transformed , 3D diagram exploded into a thousand tiny sparkles, your eyes widening with amusement as you watched them fade into the space. However your smile of wonder dropped slightly as your father’s voice filled your ears, “But even if my fingers were able to do that, my hands would just be waving in the air. I mean how are we supposed to get from here to there?”
“The same way you got to reattach severed nerves, and put human spines back together bone by bone, or how you created a functioning brain system in an AI program.”
“Years of study and practice, and a vast knowledge on a particular subject.” You replied, causing the Ancient one to just nod before she rose, “Come, I want to show you to the library.”
-After touring the training grounds, and the library she allowed Wong to let you each take out one book, which you both spent the day reading, before switching books, and reading those in less than a day. Once you were both finished you made your way back to Wong, and placed the books down, “Hey.”
“Mr. Strange, Miss Strange…” Wong started, however , your father cut him off, “Please, no need for formalities, Stephen and [Y/N] will be fine, and you are?”
“Wong.”
“Nice to meet you Wong.” You smiled, sticking your hand out, however after several seconds you let it fall back down, Wong’s eyes just staring at it as you cleared your throat, “I was wondering if we could take out a few more books?”
“Yes.” He replied, as you and your father went separate directions, each grabbing a small stack before returning to the stone faced Wong.
-As he looked through your piles he read out every title, and placed them back in a stack, and once he finished with the last one he stated, “Have fun.”
-You returned the next day, both of you had completed both of your stacks, and each other’s again, upon walking in you looked to Wong and stated with a pop to your P, “Sup Wong?”
“Sup?” He asked, confusion in his voice as you explained, “Yeah, you know like What’s up, but it is shortened.”
-After several seconds of silence you just whispered, “Ok then.” And both you and your father placed your books down, Wong looking at the stacks before looking at you both, “You finished all of these?”
“Yes.” You both answered before he looked back down and stated, “Follow me.”
-“This section is for masters only, but at my discretion, others may use it. You both should start with the Maxim’s Primer, how is both of your Sanskrit?” He asked as he collected a scroll from the first wall of tubes, leaving you and your father to wander down the center of the room and marvel at the golden storage units for the browning parchment, towards the dark oak study stations set up in the middle of the room, a single lamp sat on the cent of the tables.
“I think we are both fluent in Google Translate.” Strange replied, and Wong collected several other rolls of parchment.
“Verdic, classical Sanskrit.” He stated, before collecting a book from a shelf and handed it out towards your father, who took it as he cleared his throat. However Wong stopped short when you asked, “What are these?”
-Turning he noticed your eyes transfixed on the leather bound, decorated books, all chained to hexagon wall mounts that were suspended in the room, Wong’s voice cutting through the air as he replied, “The Ancient One’s private collection.”
“Meaning it’s forbidden?” Strange asked as Wong looked towards him, “No knowledge in Kamar-Taj is forbidden, however certain practices are. Those books are far too advanced for new sorcerers like yourselves, or anyone really, except for the Sorcerer Supreme.”
-Wong’s words didn’t however stop your father from reaching out to take one of the books down, the chain rattling as he gently lowered it and looked at the binding, your own eyes peering over his shoulder as he opened it to discover several torn out pages, “Some of the pages are missing out of this one.”
“That is the Book of Cagliostro, a study of time. One of the rituals was stolen by a former master, the zealot, Kaecilius, right after he strung up the former librarian, and relieved him of his head.” Neither you or Strange had noticed he was suddenly right in front of you, his arms filled with books for both you and Strange to study, his eyes staring at yours as he stated, “I am now the guardian of these books, so if the volume from this collection should be stolen again I will know about it, and you will be dead before you even can leave the compound.”
“What if it is just overdue? Any late fees or maiming we should know about?” Strange asked after Wong snatched the book from your father, and closed the binding with one hand, his face unamused as with the other he pushed the stack he had collected into your chest, his face stern.
“And to think people used to think I was funny.” Strange replied as you whispered, “No they didn’t, you just helped pay their salary, and were forced to work with you 24/7 since you had no concept of what life outside of work was.” You replied, as Wong cracked a smile, and pointed towards you, “I like this one.”
“Of course you would.” Strange sighed as he rolled his eyes, a look of victory on your face as he continued, “Well I would love to stay and watch this love story blossom, but I have some studying to do, thank you so much for the book recommendations, the gruesome story of decapitation, and the threat upon our lives.”
-As you left you smiled, “Guess we know who the better Strange is.”
“You wish.” Your father stated as you smiled.
-Once you started training you picked up the art very quickly, and excel above your father. This was something that he was envious of, however after the first lesson you knocked on his door and opened it to find him seated on his bed, a book that Wong recommended in his hands as you asked, “Want me to show you?”
-This became a common way you would spend your nights if you weren’t reading the library at an impeccable speed. Once you both picked up the art however the Ancient one was fascinated in how you both could perform stronger and better spells when together.
-She also found it fascinating that your magic always was a purplish blue. She could find no explanation for it at all.
-You were always patient with your father’s frustrations, knowing that the tremor of his hands always bothered him.
-The Ancient One was watching you all when you first were introduced to Sling Rings, and noticed you were having trouble with it, as nothing was manifesting. She watched you grow frustrated, since you never had an issue. Finally she called out, “Miss Strange, come here.”
When you got to her, she whispered with an outstretched palm, “Remove the Sling ring.”
Once it was in her palm she closed her hand, “Try again.”
“But without the….”
“Try again.”
-When you did a perfect gateway appeared, causing you to break concentration, and look at her baffled, as she smiled, “You won’t be needing this Miss Strange.”
-No one could explain why your magical abilities were so much different than the others.
-When the Ancient one came to the courtyard while you were trying to help your father with Gateways and asked for a moment with your father, she looked towards you, “Alone, if you don’t mind.”
-While she sent him to the top of Mount Everest you sat in a hallway, alone, and manifested a small blue orb, which you started to throw into the air. When he returned, you looked at him and whispered, “You look like frozen shit.”
“Well any man would who just got abandoned on the top of Mount Everest.” He snapped, his voice slightly shaking as he continued, “But I did it, I got the ring to work.”
-That night you sat in his room as he cleaned up his hair and face, your nose in a book, however you couldn’t help but smile as you watched him turn back into his old self, his reflection in the mirror more confident looking.
-You had no idea that he noticed you watching and was happy to see that you were sincerely smiling because of him, it was something he hadn’t seen since you were a small child. In that smile, he suddenly regretted how he raised you, but he knew that words would never repair the damage he had already inflicted, so instead he decided to show you with his actions that after 26 years he was ready to be the father you deserved.
-Three weeks later he was proving that he was a powerful sorcerer, and was matching your skill level in every lesson, he also was succeeding at showing you he was ready to act like a parental figure to you. One day he asked, “Wanna go see if your favorite librarian has any books on astral projection?”
“Uhhh duh.” You replied, before you both hurried to the library, which upon entering your father greeted, “Wong.”
“Stephen, [Y/N], how can I help you today?”
“Got any books on astral projection?” Stephen asked as Wong raised an eyebrow, “Neither of you are ready for that.”
“Try me, Beyoncé.” Your father replied as you just looked at Wong and smiled, his face unphased. After a few seconds you added, “Seriously Wong, how far under a rock do you live?”
-When he didn’t reply Strange responded, “Alright noted, now can we please have the book?”
“No.”
-As soon as you and Strange returned to his room, you started hatching the plan on how to get the books you needed to advance, and within the week you had acquired the knowledge of where all the books were in the collection.
-Even Wong had to admit, it was a well thought out plan.
- When you both figured out the art of astral projection, you used it while you slept to study more.
-One day you walked up to the Ancient One, “I have a question.”
“I am sure your mind is filled with many, yet you are only choosing to reveal one to me?” She smiled as she poured you a cup of tea and extended it toward you.
“Jonathan Pangborn, he was paralyzed beyond repair, no amount of surgery could repair that, right?”
“You and your father are in the medical profession, not me.”
“Is he using the mystic arts to walk?”
“How do you think…”
“Is he using dimensional energy to walk? I mean I am sure if he were to channel enough of it into his own body it would be possible, right?”
“Tell no one.” She replied, which was enough to answer your question, “Of course not Ancient One.”
-After a while of studying the Ancient One called both of you into the room where you first met, her eyes boring into you both as she addressed you, “You both once stood in this room and begged me to allow you to learn the Mystic Arts, however now I am told that you both question every lesson, preferring instead to either teach yourselves, or each other.”
“It was also in this room you told me to open my eye.” Strange replied as you added, “You also told us in this room to open our minds, which you should know that once a Strange does that, they will stop at nothing until they have learned all they can, it is what makes us good neurosurgeons, and psychologists.”
-When she didn’t respond your father added, “So now that our minds, and our eyes are opened we are being told to blindly accept rules that make no sense.”
“You mean like the rule against conjuring a gateway into the library, which Wong tells me you have both been doing for about a month?”
“Wong snitched on us?” Your father replied, as she smiled, “Only because I noticed a significant advance in your sorcery skills, and that you both have been demonstrating skills I know have not been taught to you during your lessons. Now you both will need a safe space to practice, because as entertaining as it may be, you both can not keep practicing your craft in each other’s rooms.”
-That was when she created the fracture in reality, and allowed you all to step through it into the Mirror Dimension, “Welcome to the Mirror Dimension, it is ever present but undetected. The real world isn’t affected by what happens here, we use the Mirror Dimension to train, surveil, and on occasion contain threats. I would pity the poor fool who got stuck in here without their sling ring.”
“Define threats exactly.” You stated, before she brought her hands down and caused the floor to transform under you, the whole room changing around you as your father let out a gasp, the Ancient One answering, “Learning of an infinite Multiverse includes learning of the infinite dangers, and if I were to tell you both everything you have yet to learn you would run from here in terror.
-You found yourself in the Mirror Dimension constantly, each day practicing your craft, meanwhile you were expected to also practice in the courtyard with your father and Baron. While you would do this the three of you formed a friendship, and he had revealed to you several secrets which you and your father wanted answered, such as the origin of the Ancient One.
-You never needed a relic, which the Ancient One found fascinating, when training with Baron, you found that you were able to conjure weapons, and spells without the strain that Baron once informed you of. She wondered if it had some connection to the reasoning behind your magic being a different color., or with how quickly you were excelling over the other students.
-The night your father decided to tamper with the Eye of Agamotto, you were sitting alone in your room, fully aware that your father was in the library. You had told him you would join him later, and stayed put, and once you were sure he was not going to come back due to the rain, you opened the Mirror Dimension, and formed a portal within there, going to the one place you called home.
-He was sitting on the couch, dressed in his gray sweatpants, and his navy blue air force hoodie, his feet bare as he sat there staring at the familiar looking photo album sitting on the coffee table, a little red heart drawn in the card in the front. Taking a sip of his beer, he leaned forward and picked it up, his finger tracing the front of the cover as he whispered, “Happy anniversary babe.”, before opening to the first page. The first quarter of the photo album was filled with pictures you and Sam had taken before you started dating, your handwriting littered the photo pages as you wrote small little details, or cute nothings next to the pictures. As he flipped through, you sat on the couch in the Mirror Dimension, and looked over his shoulder, chuckling at all the same pictures. The rest of the book was littered with photos of your relationship, but there was one he stopped on, it was the first page of that section of the book.
-In the middle of the page was a photo taken in a mirror, you were dressed in a long, royal blue gown, with silver heels, your hair was up, while he stood behind you, dressed in his suit. Your smile was a mile wide as you laughed at the face Sam was making behind you. Around the photo was your handwriting, which looked so small and delicate on the page.
This was the night that started it all, do you remember. You bought me tickets to see Dr. Stephen Strange speak in DC, honestly I don’t even remember the topic. All I remember is thinking is how I got so lucky to have someone like you in my life. When it was all over, we went home and I was finally able to take off those painful heels, we decided to eat ice cream. We pulled our pints out of the freezer, and you helped me get on the counter, before handing me a spoon, and opening my pint. You were so busy eating yours though that you didn’t even notice how I was looking at you, scared to death to tell you everything I had wanted to for so long, and then it just slipped. I mean you had told me you wanted it to be random, no planned out moment, no script, just what I was feeling in my heart, and one thing led to another, and I ended up telling you I loved you, on your kitchen counter, dressed like a Princess, while shoving tablespoons of ice cream into my mouth. At first you didn’t even register that this was me telling you I wanted to be with you forever, you just thought it was like every other time I said I loved you, and pretended like I didn’t want to kiss you immediately afterwards. By far Samuel Thomas, this will forever be my favorite day, the day I got to say I was dating my best friend, who was also the best thing to ever happen to me.
-His tears hit the picture, as he took another sip of his beer, you could see the wheels turning in his head, and wanted nothing more than to actually be there to comfort him, his whisper almost lost in the space, “Why did you ever let me take you that night?”
-Soon he started looking at the other pages, the tears increasing as he reflected on all the happy moments, like your graduation party photos, the pictures of you two in England, countless Florida photos, all the vacations disposable pictures, the random selfies. His hand lingered over the letters Charlie had written you, which you had put in two envelopes that you glued onto the page, wanting nothing more than to talk to his old friend. He would have told Sam he was a dumbass, because the only thing that was different was just your name, Sam could understand why you did it, especially after he learned more about your upbringing, and how toxic it really was. He regretted being so reactionary when it came to light, and he wanted nothing more than to reach out to you, but he figured you wouldn’t want to see him, completely unaware that you were sitting right there with him, in a different dimension.
-Before turning the page, he slipped the book back down to the table and got up slowly, before walking into his room, you were right behind him. His feet took him to the nightstand that would have been on your side of the bed, and opened the drawer, withdrawing a familiar ring box. Flipping the lid he saw the glimmer of his mother’s ring, which only belonged on your finger, his mind filled with regret of what he told you before walking off of that roof.
-At some point Sam decided to turn off the light and put the ring on what used to be your pillow, before laying down and falling to sleep, your body standing against the wall before you pushed off it, and left the room, to find Steve flipping through the back of the book, which was home to the portion of your lives where you were a part of the Avenger’s family. Steve smiled at the countless pictures of you and Sam with all of them, remembering the pleasantries of when you were under the same roof as your chosen family. One in particular caught Steve’s eye. You were sitting on the training floor, talking to Nat as you stretched, unaware that Sam was standing behind you with Clint, his focus however was turned away from the older gentleman, and looking at you, complete bliss written across his face. He looked at it for a while, missing that part of Sam, since ever since he broke up with you on that roof he had never been the same.
- When you returned to your dimension, you were still alone in the room, the rain had stopped finally, and the dark night sky was starless. Opening the window you felt the cool night air against your skin, and looked out over the courtyard, wondering if your father had finally returned from the library, since you were no longer allowed to open gateways into the library anymore. However no one said anything about using a gateway to get to the library.
-When Wong saw you without your father he raised an eyebrow, “My favorite Strange is alone?”
“Yeah, I was busy earlier when the least favorite wanted to come, I figured I would check and see if his annoying ass was still here.”
“Of course he is, sometimes I swear he will never leave.” Wong joked as you went to open the doors to the section dedicated to masters, however before you could Mordo ran in, and barked, “Stand aside.”
-When he swung the doors open, he immediately created a mirror dimension before your father, who was standing over a book, his hands glowing green. Mordo screamed for him to stop, and as you all ran to his side you noticed that he was wearing the Eye of Agamotto, which was shining green around his neck. Looking down towards the book you noticed the once ripped out pages had returned, revealing how to reach the dark dimension. Your eyes meeting your father’s as Wong spoke, “What did the book say on the dangers of performing that ritual?”
“I don’t know I haven’t gotten to that part.” He admitted, as he looked nervously at the book, your own eyes scanning over the pages he had restored as Mordo added, “Temporal manipulation can create branches in time, unstable dimensional openings, spatial paradoxes, time loops! Do you want to get stuck reliving the same moment over and over forever, or never having existed at all?”
“They really should put the warnings before the spells, wouldn’t you agree father?” You added as Wong and Mordo stared at you
“Not helping.” Your father whispered before Wong took the book and stated, “Your curiosity could have gotten you killed. You weren’t manipulating the space time continuum, you were breaking it. You do not tamper with the natural law. We defend it.”
“Well looks like now every time you come to the library I have to accompany you as a babysitter.” You groaned as Mordo rounded the table, “How did you do that?”
“Hmmmm.” Strange focused on him, pulled from the idea of a rebuttal to your own comment.
“Where did you learn the litany of spells required to even understand…”
“Photographic memory, both of us seem to have it.” Strange rebuttaled, “It was how I got my MD and PHD at the same time.”
“And how I still remember what I learned in my introduction courses I took back in middle school.” You added as Strange continued, “Plus it isn’t that hard to master, all you need is…”
“What you just did, takes more than a good memory. You were born for the mystic arts. We always thought it was just [Y/N] born for it but…”
He was cut off by your father’s scoff, “Let me guess, you didn’t think someone born for the mystic arts would still have trembling hands?”
“For now, they may still shake.” Wong added, “But not forever.”
“We aren’t prophets, Strange.”
“When are you two gonna start telling me what we are?” Your father snapped, as you looked at Wong, who quickly glanced at Mordo and mumbled, “It is time you both learned.”
-When they took you into the separate section, and you all were standing around you scoffed, “You brought us here to look at metal symbols in doors?”
“It is more than it appears my dear, for you see, while your little friends in the Avengers protect the world from physical dangers,”
-You couldn’t help but notice Strange muttering under his breath, “More like destroy it.” You chose however not to address it, and acted like you had been focusing on Wong still, “We safeguard it from my mystical threats. The Ancient One is the latest in a long line of Sorcerer Supremes, going back thousands of years to the father of the Mystic Arts, the mighty Agamotto, creator of the necklace you so carelessly burrowed.”
“This is why I am his favorite.” You whispered, your father’s disapproving eyes meeting yours for a second as Wong continued, trying so hard not to chuckle at your comment, “Agamotto built three sanctums in places of power, where great cities now stand. That door leads to the Sanctum in Hong Kong, that door to the New York Sanctum, that one to London Sanctum. Together the Sanctums generate a protective shield around our world.”
“The sanctums protect the world and we sorcerers protect the sanctums.”
“So what kind of mystical threats do we exactly protect the world from?” You raised an eyebrow as Wong took a deep breath, his serious look illuminated by the glowing orange light around the floating globe, “Other dimensional beings that threaten our universe.”
“Like Dormammu.” Your father stated, as Mordo asked, “Where did you learn that name?”
“I just read it in The Book of Cagliostro. Why?” He answered, however you both couldn’t fail to notice the look that Wong and Mordo exchanged before Wong moved his hands over the top of the metal center piece, the world above you changing into a vibrant galaxy, filled with shades of purple, pink and blue.
“Dormammu dwells in the dark dimension, beyond time. He is the cosmic conqueror, the destroyer of worlds, a being of infinite power, and an endless hunger, who is on a quest to invade every universe, and bring all worlds into his Dark Dimension. However there is nowhere he hungers for more than Earth.”
“The pages the Kaecillus stole.” Strange responded, “They were a ritual to contact him, weren’t they?”
“Yes.” Wong replied, “Along with how to draw power from the Dark Dimension.”
-When your father chuckled you looked at him strangely, as he spoke though, you were not surprised by his reaction, “Uh… okay, well ummm I am out. My daughter brought us here to heal the severe nerve damage in my hands, not for us to be drafted into some mystical war.”
-Before anyone could respond to your father’s comment you heard loud bells, causing you all to look up again towards the vivid galaxy as Wong announced, “London.”
Turning towards the door previously identified as the London door, you watched it open, men racing towards the opening before hitting the entryway. The man’s body though stiffened in pain, and collapsed onto the stone floor, motionless. Looking from the deceased you saw a man with black makeup dripping down his eyes, his body decorated in an orange-gold robe, with dark leather sleeves, his hair slicked back, his arms rising at his side as though he was nailed to a cross. Your attention still on the man as Wong screamed out “Kaecillus!”, followed by Mordo, “No!”
-Neither yell seemed to phase him though, the next thing you remembered was seeing a blinding orange honeycomb, expanding towards the four of you, the force of the blast was so powerful it knocked you and Strange back towards the doors marked with the seal of New York, the door opening behind you as you both landed on the Sanctum floor, however the way back to Kamar-Taj now blocked by fallen rubble. As you went to stand you looked towards Strange, his voice calling out for Wong and Mordo as you replied, “I don’t think we’re in Kansas anymore Toto.”
-Turning into the room you were met with a grand staircase, all the walls bore an accent of dark wood, while the floor was a multicolored tile, the walls were barely decorated. As you wandered into the room your attention was drawn up the stairs, which branched out at the top to either side of the room, while your father spun around, and stumbled towards the door. You turned at the sound of the door swinging open and watched the sunlight of midday pour into the entryway, as your father stepped out. However in a mere moment he was back inside, shutting the door behind him as he looked towards you, “We’re in New York.”
“I figured, since I assume this is the New York Sanctum, since we were blasted through the New York Sanctum door.”
“Now is not the time for your sass.” Your father scolded as you scoffed, “Please, we both know I inherited that from you.”
-Your father ignored your valid statement and walked by you, his voice echoing throughout the hall as he cried Hello. You separated from him and quickly followed suit, discovering early on however that other than your father, you were completely alone.
-You reunited with your father in the Museum, his eyes transfixed on the grand, circular window, “No one seems to be…”
-You were cut off by the sound of a gateway opening, both you and your father glanced down the staircase, hoping for a friendly face. However upon sneaking out to the banister you found it was a mirror dimension being opened by none other than Kaecillus, and two of his followers. A man stood at the base, whom Kaecillus addressed, “Daniel, I see they made you master of this Sanctum.”
“You know what that means?”
“That you’ll die protecting it.”
-As the fight broke out between the two followers and Daniel, you and your father quickly looked at each other, both of you knowing that the other was thinking of the same stupid idea, and with a smile you backed up and whispered, “If only Tony could see me right now.” Before jumping over the banister and screaming, “Stop!”
-Your sudden presence took Kaecillus’s attention away for a moment, and only then could you take in the handsome features of his face, and observe the fact that it was not makeup smeared under his eyes, but rather burn marks, which still glistened with embers. However it only lasted a moment, cause as you stared he wasted no time killing Daniel, his feet slowly going towards you as he reached the bottom step, “How long have you two been at Kamar- Taj, Mr…”
“Doctor.”
“Mr. Doctor, and Miss?”
“It’s Strange.” Your father continued
“Well Mr. Doctor and Miss Strange…”
“No both the names are Strange, I am Doctor Strange and she is…”
“Is this really the best time to be doing this, Father?” You questioned as Kaecillus noticed Daniel slowly raising, attempting to catch him off guard, however all he caught was the blade of Kaecillus’s energy, his blood dripping from the wound as he fell, triggering both you and your father to manifest weapons as Kaecillus rapidly approached, kicking your father from the side, as you blasted an energy ball at him.
“Ah so you are the special one, the one with the blue magic?”
“Oh so I am famous now among the sorcerers, never thought all of Hogwarts would be buzzing about little old me.” You replied as you blocked his attempt to strike you, while your father took on both followers. Turning quickly though you sent one of your balls exploding into the side of the female, blasting her over the banister as you turned your attention back to Kaecillus.
“I have only heard whispers before, some say you are the next in line for…”
“Listen dude.” You interrupted, before sending another ball, which he avoided, “Whatever you’re selling, I’m not buying.”
“Pity.” He sighed, “You are far too beautiful to die, but have it your way.”
-You quickly reflected all his attacks, and attempted to deflect them towards the followers, however at some point you caught the blue eyes of your father, and in a split second made the decision to run, the three close behind as you made your way through the hall, which seemed to slowly start extending, turning you noticed Kaecillus’s palms extended in front of him, causing you to quickly glance towards your father, “Fuck.” You hissed as you stopped running and turned towards the approaching man, producing two shining blue shields from your hands, before noticing your father’s second one fading away.
-This did not stop the followers from advancing towards you on the wall, and as they went to attack you used the shields to defend. Both of you taking on one follower each. The male you were fighting was not a difficult opponent, the female however was having no problem fighting against your father, even after the blast.
-However once Kaecillus started manipulating the orientation of the hallway, you couldn’t help but feel as though this battle wasn’t going to end well. As you fell down the hallway and towards the enemies, you couldn’t help but hit Kaecillus. As your father trapped the other two, you and Kaecillus fought, your blue magic hitting his golden orange every time, until you heard your father grunt, and looking to make sure he was alright Kaecillus got the upper hand and tossed you against the wall like a rag doll, before starting towards your father. His feet carrying Kaecillus away from you as he ran towards the grand circular window. After several moments you were able to push yourself up from the ground and followed the path he took Kaecillus down. As you entered the room however you noticed Kaecillus standing before what was once the case holding the floating cloak, your father sitting on the stand of it, as the fabric was wrapped around Kaecillus’s hand, almost as though it was protecting Stange.
-When Kaecillus raised his hand to strike you quickly produced a blue lasso and caught his hand, his eyes flashing back towards you, before looking to your father, “She just doesn’t know when to stop does she?”
“It’s genetic I’m afraid.” He replied as Kaecillus, flexed his arm, and broke the restraint, going once again to hit your father. However the crimson fabric once again bound itself around his hand, causing Kaecillus to begin to wave it about, trying to loosen its grip, as his free hand tightly clung to the fabric of your father’s rode. He quickly saw though that his attempt was useless, and lifted his knee to your father’s chest, a groan leaving his lips as you quickly manifested another lasso and bound it around his midriff before yanking him back, away from your father. Kaecillus slid along the tile floor and into a display base as you rushed to your father’s aid. The Cloak slowly leaning over him as you looked over the aged, battered man. Quickly rising however Strange attempted to fight the now standing Kaecillus, looking to you as though he needed no help. He started to advance, and as he did Kaecillus jumped into the air and projected both of his feet into Strange’s chest, the force of the kick knocking him back. As he stumbled backwards you sent a ball of blue energy hurling towards him, which he dodged with a smile, as you saw from the corner of your eye Strange tumble backwards and over the banister. The crimson fabric quickly following him as you rushed to open a gateway back to the upper floor before he hit the ground. However what you saw caused you to stop in your tracks, for the Cloak had fastened itself to his neck line, and was lifting him back towards you, causing your father to levitate. His hands were already moving with precision as he created a force with his own hands, ready to take on Kaecillus as soon as he could see him over the banister. His own, thick, orange lasso wrapping itself around Kaecillus’s blade, as you manifested another one, and repeated your father’s actions, both of you pulling on it in an attempt to disarm him. However he was too strong for you and with an effortless twitch of his wrist both of you went hurling towards him, the force of your bodies causing Kaecillus to tumble over as you all fell to the floor. As you all scrambled to your feet Kaecillus swung his blade, in hopes to hit one of you. You were lucky enough to dodge it, however if it wasn't for the Cloak pulling Strange back towards the wall he would not have been as lucky. As he was forced back toward the wall however Kaecillus looked towards you with a grin, and swung at you again, this time his attack deflected by a shield that you manifested, the blade meeting the blue surface created tiny blue sparks to shoot out into the air, momentarily distracting Kaecillus, and provided you with the perfect moment you punch him in the lower gut, a groan leaving his mouth as he doubled over, providing you a moment to follow your father towards the wall with the axes, as you ran you couldn’t help but grin at the way he was trying to resist against the Cloak’s directions. You wasted no time passing him though, but as you did, the cloak wrapped around your arm, and swung you back, all while still pulling against your father. Finally however you looked to Kaecillus, who had risen again and was advancing towards you both, looking to your father you noticed he was now looking at the crimson fabric, and then to the wall behind you. He quickly passed you and Kaecillus, and collected the tapestry on the wall, which was not what you thought it was, and watched him hurl it towards Kaecillus. You watched as each little link closed around him, and bound him to his place, his mouth shut by a long strip, and looked to your father, “Nice one Cape.”
- Even though his mouth was bound, Kaecillus was still muttering something. Your father looked to you and raised an eyebrow, as you silently begged him not to mess with the contraption he had just imprisoned Kaecillus with. He looked to him and asked, “What?” and advanced towards him. Upon reaching his body he removed the piece from his mouth and watched for several brief moments as he muttered under his breath, which caused Strange to reply, “Oh stop it.”
-When Kaecillus continued your father snapped, “I said stop it.”
“You know if you had just left that thing on him, we wouldn’t have to listen to his senseless muttering.” You sassed to Strange, his crystal blue eyes meeting yours as he whispered, “Don’t you start to.”
“They are not senseless mutterings.” Kaecillus stated, both you and Strange turning your heads to look at him, as he continued, “Neither of you can stop this Mister Doctor, and Miss Strange.”
“I don’t even know what this is.” You father rebuttaled as Kaecillus smirked, “Why, this is the end.”
“Would you mind being a bit more specific?” You questioned as he looked towards you, his eyes burning into your flesh as he replied, “It’s the End, and it’s the Beginning. The many becoming the few, becoming the one.”
“Well that was specific, but it makes zero sense. So if you are just going to mutter some more gibberish, I am just gonna have to put this back on, and wait for a translator.” Strange threatened, unaware of the look you wore beside him. Kaecillus did not miss it however, as his smile widened, “You understand, don’t you? It is a pity Mister Doctor…”
“Look, my name is Doctor Stephen Strange, not Mister Doctor.” Your father interrupted, however before he could continue Kaecillus cut him off, “So you are a doctor, and man of science. Tell me then Doctor Strange, do you understand the laws of nature?”
“All matter must be born, age, and die, those completing the circle of life.” you replied as he tried to nod, “Very good my dear.”
“What does this have to do with…” Strange started to ask, however he was cut off quickly by the response, “The same is true for our universe, the sun will burn out, the earth will grow dark and cold, and life as we know it will perish. But not in the Dark Dimension, it is a place beyond time.”
“That’s it I am putting this back on, and waiting for someone to…”
“It will help us escape death.” you replied, stopping Strange in his tracks as you looked towards Kaecillus, “In the Dark Dimension we will no longer be beating to the drum of natural order, but rather to whatever fuels the Dark Dimension, while there there will truly be no more death, or grief, or fear that tomorrow will never come.”
“That’s it, I am putting this thing back on.” Your father’s words came quickly after yours, but his movement towards Kaecillus was stop short by his declaration
“Precisely, this world will take its rightful place alongside so many others as part of the One, the great, and beautiful One. We can all live forever, just as your daughter said.”
“Really? What do you have to gain from this New Age dimensional utopia?”
“The same as any of us, a life without death, eternal life. Humans, we always are thinking in terms of righteous, and evil, when really the real enemy isn’t the evils of this world, but rather time itself. It is the true enemy of us all, time is the killer of everything.”
“And what of the people you killed, I mean one of your victims is currently ruining the tile, it will cost a fortune to clean the guts up.” You asked, as his eyes glided from your father, to you.
“They are tiny compared to the bigger picture, they were just momentary specks of dust within an indifferent universe, which will turn without them.” His voice dropped before he continued, his charred eyes once again fixed on your father, a smile on his face as he continued, “Yes, you now see and understand what we are doing, this world is not what it ought to be. Humanity longs for the gift of eternal life, for a world beyond time, which has enslaved us to its mercy. Time is an insult. Death is an insult. Doctor, Miss Strange, we don’t seek to rule this world, we only wish to save it, and we can only do that by handing it over to Dormammu, who is the intent of all evolution, he is the reason for all existence.”
“Yet the Sorcerer Supreme defends existence.” You stated
“Tell me Stranges, what is it that brought you to Kamar-Taj? Did you both come for a bit of enlightenment, or power? Your daughter might have stayed for that, but you Doctor, you came for the same reason as us all, to be healed. Kamar-Taj is a place that collects the broken, we all come with the promise that we will be healed, yet instead we are taught parlor tricks by the Ancient One. She is hoarding the real magic for herself, I mean how else does she stay so youthful?”
“We saw the rituals in the Book of Cagliostro.”
“So you both already know. With the ritual I can overthrow the Ancient One, and tear all of her sanctums down, and allow the Dark one to enter our realm, because what the Ancient One hoards, Dormammu gives freely. He is not the destroyer of worlds Stranges, but the savior of it, the giver of eternal life.”
“Oh come on, this isn’t the opening number to the Book of Mormons” You joked as your father scoffed, “Oh come on, look at your face. Dormammu made you a murderer, just how good could his kingdom be?”
-This caused Kaecillius to chuckle as you both looked at him in confusion, “You seriously think that’s funny?” Strange inquired of the grinning prisoner, who tilted his head for a second and stated, “No, not that. What is funny Doctor, is that you’ve lost your sling ring.”
-What happened next was so fast, you both looked down at Strange's rodes, his body turning towards the stairs, at the exact moment a force energy spear pierced his chest. As you went to catch him, one of Kaecillius’s goons appeared out of a gateway, and gripped his shoulder. Using aggressive force he pushed your father down the stairs, causing both of you to tumble down the 20 steps and onto the hallway landing. His goon smiling as you tried to help Strange up, and towards the door, his footsteps not far behind the small trail of blood that Strange was leaving. As he advanced towards you both he was creating another sharp force weapon, and raised it to strike. However before he could the Cloak had unlatched itself from Strange, and entangled the man’s head, causing his weapon to vanish, and for him to struggle. In the struggle though you heard the metal hit the flooring, and watched as a sling ring slid across. Your body lunged forward to grab it before you opened a blue gateway right into Christine’s office.
-The force of Strange’s body hitting the floor caused her to let out a small yelp, her eyes wide as she looked at your father’s body on the ground, before meeting your eyes as you stepped through and closed the gateway on the goon. Turning quickly you looked at Christine, “Operating theater, just us, now.”
-You and her helped to carry Strange into the theater and onto the operating table, his breaths staggering as you hurried with him. Once he was laying down, you took his hand and whispered, “Listen you stubborn asshole, you aren’t allowed to die on me, do you understand.”
“What scared I didn’t change the will back yet?” He joked as you looked at him, “No, because I just got you.”
-As soon as the words left your lips Strange shut his eyes, the grip on your hand loosening as he did.
“What happened to you…”
“Stabbed, he probably has Cardiac Tamponade.”
Opening his robes to tap on his chest she raised an eyebrow, “What on earth are you both…”
“I’ll explain later Christine. How are the chest cavities?”
“Clear.”
“Great, that means the blood is in the pericardial sac.” You groaned, as she started collecting the supplies needed to drain it, along with the wire to connect to his chest to monitor his heart rate. As she did all of this you looked at his face, and whispered, “I sure as hell hope you aren’t actual passed out and just astral projecting while passed out, cause I don’t know what to do.”
-You didn’t hear Strange respond, “Yes you do, you’re a Strange, it’s in your blood.”
-When Christine was holding the needle you looked at her, “higher actually.”
“What?” She quickly whispered as you pointed to the spot an inch or two above her target point, “You should be aiming the needle right here.”
“And who is the Doctor?” She sassed
“And who is the daughter of the smartest neurosurgeon in this hospital, now aim…”
“She’s right you know, you should be a bit higher.” Strange’s voice filled the theater as his head and torso emerged out of thin air, a smile pulled on your lips as Christine stumbled back with a scream, and crashed into the prepared equipment.
“Please be careful with the needle.” He stated as you looked at a pale Christine, her hand over her chest as she stared back at you both, “What am I…”
“My astral body. Now I am not dead but I am dying, so I need you to do me a favor okay? I need you to listen to [Y/N]. She will…” and then he was gone, you had no idea that the man who stabbed your father was using Astral projection to fight him, but as soon as he disappeared you whispered, “Hope you don’t mind.”
-A tiny blue spark emerged from your finger, which when you put it to his chest light up underneath his skin, allowing Christine to see, her eyes wide as she stuck the needle in, “I’ve never seen anything like this, do you know what he was stabbed with?”
“No.” You answered as she stood there draining the blood, around you things were clattering, and when you looked at Christine you whispered, “Just…. keep him alive.”
-When he flatlined you immediately looked at her, as she raced for the crash cart, releasing his hand she charged the paddles and applied them to his chest. After the first shock you watched the cart glide backwards, as though something hit it, the soft beeping of the monitor filling the silence as Christine released her breath.
“Do it again.” You instructed, her eyes looking at you in bewilderment, “His heart is…”
“Christine, I need you to listen to me right now. You need to up the voltage, and hit him again.” You demanded, as she groaned, “Just like your father.”
“Well let’s hope he is where he should be.” You replied, as Strange’s astral body hurried towards his attacker, the same plan had crossed his mind seconds after it did yours.
-When the lights started to pop around you, you couldn’t help but smile, knowing that you both had the same plan, however once they were done you were left standing in the room, staring at your father’s face, “Come on, wake up now.”
-When his eyes snapped open you jumped a bit, along with Christine, his gasps for air filling the space as you smiled. After several milliseconds however he looked towards Christine, “Christine… never question my daughter again.”
-While she stitched him up you both gave her the brief overview of your time in Kamar-Taj, along with listening to your father apologizing for his previous behavior. The whole time his hand sat firmly in yours.
-When she asked if you had joined a cult you responded, “Not exactly, see we enrolled in wizard school, and now we are training to be like Gandalf the Grey.”
- “Where are you going?” She stated when Strange started to rise, his eyes looking to her as he responded, “We are late for a cult meeting. Darling, do you think…”
“Certainly.” You replied, before forming a gateway.
“Can I at least know the truth?” Christine asked as Strange smiled, “Now if I told you that, I would just worry you more than I already have.”
-When you both stepped through the new gateway you hurried down the hall and closed the old one, “Well I guess that explains how he got to Metro-General so fast.” You replied, before peering over his body, his eyes already dulled over as Strange approached behind you, the cloak quickly refastened itself to his robes as he replied, “Thank goodness we only have to worry about him, since the other one is locked up.”
-When you saw the discarded bindings at the top of the stairs you stopped dead in your tracks, Strange beside you as you whispered, “Son of a bitch.”
“Stranges.” Mordo called out, causing both you and Strange to jump before turning to see his face, “You are both okay.”
“A relative term, but yeah, we are okay.” Your father replied as you both stepped into the room and started to round the stairs, Mordo’s finger pointed towards your father, “The cloak of levitation, it came to you?”
“Appears so.” Strange replied
“No minor feat, it is a fickle thing.” The Ancient one appeared, her body stopping slightly behind Mordo’s as you replied, “I can see that.”
“He escaped?”
“Kaecilius?”
“Yeah. Turns out he doesn’t need the mirror dimension anymore to fold space and time at will.” You replied as Mordo tilted his head, the Ancient One asked, “How many more are there?”
As your father replied, he moved across the room in between the two, your feet not far behind as he made his way to the front of a empty display case, “Two, one is stranded in the desert, the other dead in your hallway.”
“Master Drumm is in the foyer.” You added
“His body has already been taken back to Kamar-Taj.” Mordo replied as the Ancient One added, “The London sanctum has fallen. Only New York and Hong Kong remain now to shield us from the Dark Dimension. You both defended the New York Sanctum from attack. With its master gone, it will need another, Master Strange.”
“No.” Your father replied, “It is Doctor Strange, not Master Strange, Not Mister Strange, Not Mister Doctor. It is Doctor Strange, and when I became a doctor, I swore an oath to do no harm, and I just broke that oath. I refuse to do that again. I became a doctor to save lives, not take them.”
“You became a doctor to save one life above all others, same reason your daughter became a psychologist, and ran away from home. To save yourselves.”
“Still trying to see through us I see.” You answered with a smile.
“I see what I have always seen, a man with an over inflated ego, and a girl, heartbroken and willing to do whatever it takes to be on her father’s good side, now that her lover will not have her. You, Doctor Strange, desperately want to go back to the delusion that you can control anything, even the uncontrollable death, while you, Miss Strange, want nothing more than to go back to a time before your true identity was uncovered, a secret that was bound to come out some day.”
“If Death is uncontrollable, how does Dormammu control it?” You asked, “I mean Kaecillius is pretty certain that Dormammu will bring eternal life to the planet Earth.”
“Our fear of death is what gives Dormammu life, he feeds off it.”
“You mean like you feed off him, you talk to me about controlling death, yet we both know how you do it, Ancient One. We’ve seen the missing rituals from the Book of Cagliostro.”
“You and your daughter may want to measure your next words very carefully, Doctor.”
“Oh why, because they might hurt your feelings?” You sassed, as her eyes shifted to you, her face stern as you stared her down, her words slipping out like venom, “No, because you might not have any idea what it is you are talking about.”
“What are they talking about?” Mordo asked as he glanced between the three of you, his eyes meeting no ones, however it was your father’s voice that broke the silence, “I’m talking about her long life, the very source of her immortality.”
“I don’t…” Mordo started, however you cut him off, “She is drawing power from the Dark Dimension to stay alive.”
Mordo scoffed, “You’re lying.”
“Both my daughter and I have seen the rituals, worked them out, we know exactly how you are doing it.”
-Her face showed all the cards, she knew that her secret was now out, her eyes still however were focused on you, “Once they regroup the Zealots shall return, you’ll need reinforcements.”
“Then I will call Iron Man, I have him on speed dial.” You remarked, before she turned to storm away, leaving a very confused Mordo with you and your father, your eyes drifting towards him as you added, “She is not who you think she is.”
“Neither of you have the right to say that. You have no idea the responsibility that rests on her shoulders.” He replied as Strange turned towards you, both of you wanting nothing more than to walk away from this whole mess.
“No, nor do we wish to know.” Strange replied
“You are cowards.”
“Why because I am not a killer?” Strange replied
“These Zealots will snuff out all of humanity, yet you can’t muster the strength to…”
“What do you think we just did!” You shouted, both the men stopped and stared as you looked at them. It was Mordo however who replied after the brief pause, “You both saved your own lives! And then you whined about it as though you were wounded dogs.”
“Oh and you would have handled this so much differently right?” You snapped back
“You two have no idea what I have done in my life.” Mordo snapped, “The answer however is yes, without hesitation.”
“What if there was another way?” Strange asked as Mordo slowly got closer to him, your hands glowing blue already behind your back as he got inches away from your father, the attitude clear in his voice, “There is no other way.”
“There is, you just lack the imagination to see it.”
“No Stephen, it is you who lacks a spine.”
-Before anyone could reply, you heard the distant rumbles within the Sanctuary, signaling that they had returned. The rumbles caused the three of you to all quit your bickering, and race towards the staircase, where you looked out into the entryway to see the Zealots.
“We have to end this.” Mordo instructed, as you looked at the growing ball of energy in the middle of the room, “Now!”
-The three of you all jumped over the banister, and started towards the opposing group, as Mordo and you hit the group, your father levitated above you all. Mordo landed the first punch as he called for you and your father to join the fight. However as he did you watched the fractures of reality fill the space, and as Kaecillius readied to attack, you watched as the realization set in.
“Welcome to the Mirror Dimension Asshole, you can’t affect the real world from in here.” Strange replied, with a smile on his face.
“Who's laughing now asshole.” You added as Kaecillius grinned, and slyly replied, “I am.”
-As he started to warp the stairs under Strange you landed a blow to the faces of one of the followers restraining Mordo, and fled the Sanctuary with him and your father, the streets of New York were bustling with cars and people as Strange looked towards the altering building, “I’ve got his Sling ring, meaning they can’t escape right?”
-Mordo didn’t answer the question, he just told you to run, causing all of you to take off down the street, which soon started to turn. As you and your father watched, Mordo spoke, “They are connected to the Dark Dimension, which makes them more powerful in the Mirror Dimension. They might not be able to affect the real world, but they can still kill us.”
“Well it would have been nice if the book mentioned that.” You replied, as Mordo added, “This wasn’t clever, this was suicide!”
-As you fled the group your father tried opening a gateway, however it seemed that as soon as he did the sidewalk began to turn, causing you all to slide away from the gateway and onto the side of a bus, a man reading the Doors of Perception sitting behind it, unphased by the impact of your bodies on the window as he chuckled into his book. Looking behind you, you quickly began to flee again, this time choosing to use the side of a building as an escape route, which once again quickly became fractured by Kaecillius, you all falling as the skyscraper started bending into two halves, and twisted down into arches along with all the surrounding buildings, until the land was reflective, you all falling into the city below from the city above. Landing onto the side of a skyscraper you three raced towards the edge, where you looked out over the turned city, “This was a mistake.” Your father muttered as you and Mordo looked to him, seconds before you all felt the building turn, causing you to fall with a yelp as you slid off the building and were hurtling towards the ground below. You all landed onto a fire escape as you tried to break your fall. It morphed under you and your father as you slipped through a hole, which quickly closed itself when Mordo tried to follow, looking to the sides you noticed it trying to create a cell around you two, causing you and your father to run out onto the runway. Kaecillius’s followers running on either side of you as you leapt off the edge. However as soon as you entered the air, they tackled you causing you to start to fall towards the stairs forming below. She slipped off you however and fell away from you both, as your feet met the stairs. Each twist and turn took you away from his men, but caused you to get lost amongst the maze they were creating. Eventually you and your father slid down a tunnel and hit the pavement as looked up, to see them closing in. Taking off down the street you fled, while your father found a new staircase, however looking up you saw Kaecillius running underneath him, and screamed, “Dad!”
-It was too late though, you watched as he was tackled to the ground, and created the only successful gateway. Landing a few feet away you saw him hovering over Strange, his hand to his throat as you took off towards them, noticing as he took the sling ring from your father that you had previously confiscated. As he slowly stood you noticed your father slowly drifting out away from you, and Kaecillius’s followers surrounded you. His burning eyes meeting yours as you created a field of energy around you and knocked all of the surrounding followers over. Looking at him one on one he smirked, slowly trying to advance towards you before the platform before you lifted you out of the line of his glare, both of you confused, as you noticed the Ancient One, Kaecillius turned to follow your line of sight as he turned to see her standing on a hovering slice of pavement, both her hand glowing orange as she stared at Kaecilius. Tiles lifting under your father, and a recently appeared Mordo, as Kaecillius advanced towards the ground, forming another gateway you fell onto the tile, and landed knee first next to your father, who was slowly starting to rise. As he did though the Ancient One moved her hand, and shifted the three of you away from her, as you all did however you noticed the thin red lines on her forehead, which Mordo noticed as well, his voice sounding betrayed as he whispered, “It is true, she does draw power from the Dark Dimension.”
-You noticed her eyes shift from Mordo to Kaecillius, the look of her blue eyes glassy as she spoke his name, “Kaecillius.”
“I came to you broken, lost, and in need. I trusted you to be my teacher, and all you did was feed me lies, just like you did everyone else.”
“I was only trying to protect you.”
“From the truth?”
“No,” she paused, “from yourself.”
“I have a new teacher now.”
“Dormammu will deceive you. You have no idea what he truly is. His eternal life is not paradise, but torment.”
“Liar.” He hissed, as he and two others advanced towards her, each producing a weapon, as she created her shields to defend, as they striked, orange sparks flew into the air, as she caused each of them to fall to the ground. Kaecillius hit the tiles and caused a ripple to form under them, however she was unphased by the attack, and hitting the tile herself caused the ripple to go back towards him and knocked the three to the ground, causing Kaecillius to slightly roll away, as his followers made another attempt to attack her. None of you noticed him slip the ring onto his own fingers as he advanced towards her, a shield produced with one hand, as he went to attack, causing her to defend, as the blade he produced last second went through her stomach, and through her spine. The three of you stood there in shock before he opened a gateway and kicked her through, causing you three to come to life and run towards the gateway she went through, each of you following through, leaving Kaecillius alone.
-As she fell toward the sidewalk you tried to produce something to break her fall, however you were unsuccessful. Her body shattered a glass ceiling as you landed several feet away, a scream rang out as you did, however none of you knew if it was because of you, or her, all you knew is you needed to get to her. You were the first to stand and start running towards her, your father not far behind as you parted the crowd, and knelt beside her, Strange collecting her dying body as you opened a gateway to the hospital. Mordo standing there in shock and grief as you two raced in and closed the blue ring behind you, Strange taking her straight to a gurney as you two started down the hall, his voice echoed through the space, “Christine!”
-When you saw her, she looked annoyed, however once she saw the gurney her eyes grew with concern and she took off towards you, your father rattling off, “It’s not fibrillation, she has a stunned myocardium.”
“Neurogenic?”
“Yes.” You replied, as two nurses took over your place pushing the gurney, as the five of you hurried into a theater. All of them quickly dressed for surgery as Christine looked to you, “You might want to…”
“She stays.” Strange snapped, “I think she has proven her skills enough today to show that.”
-As you all rushed into the room, you watched as he picked up a tool from the sterile table, his hand trembling as he did, looking towards you, he extended the scalpel towards Nic, “Nic! We have to relieve the pressure on her brain.”
- As the beeping of a flatline filled the room and everyone rushed to find a crash cart, and increase her oxygen you couldn’t help but notice the glitching of the monitors, looking to your left, you noticed that your father had noticed them as well, his eyes meeting yours with a knowing look, “Go.”
-You held his body up while he spoke to the Ancient One, who was teaching him the most valuable lesson of all. You were unaware however that she was talking of you out there, “Mordo needs your flexibility, just as you need his strength, and your daughter’s kindness.”
“My daughter is more than just kind.”
“You’re right, she is also Intelligent, and figured out Jonathan Pangborn’s secret far before you even fathom it.”
-When Strange returned to his body, and you both went to the wash station, he looked to you, “Why didn’t you tell me about Jonathan Pangborn?”
“She asked me not to.” You replied, as he whispered, “We are meant to fight Dormammu.”
“I know.” You whispered, as Christine entered the room, the Cloak hovering behind you both as she looked at you, both in the mirror before shifting her eyes to the sink in front of her, and running her hands under it, as your father and you just held yours in the water, however you noticed Strange move his hand slowly towards Christine’s where it softly slipped into hers.
“Are you okay?” She whispered as you looked to him, his face stiff as he replied, “We have to go away now,” he took her face into his hands as he turned his back to you, your eyebrow raising as he continued, “You said losing my hands didn’t have to be the end, that it could be a new beginning.”
“Yeah.” She whispered, “Because there are other ways to save lives.”
“A harder way.”
“A much, much weirder way.” She answered, as the two shared a chuckle, before the PA system interrupted, “Dr. Palmer to the ER, Dr. Palmer to the ER.”
“Don’t go.” Your father whispered, as Christine leaned forward and gently kissed his cheek, before leaving the room with a teary smile, your father exhaling as she left, your hand going to his as you leaned towards him and rested your head on his shoulder, “Maybe it is just better this way.”
“Maybe.” Strange whispered, as you gave his hand a squeeze, “We might need to get Wong though, just for backup.”
-As you spoke the Cloak attached itself to your father, causing Strange to turn and look at his turned frame in the mirror, as he lifted his hands to pop the collar. A smile pulling on your lips as the Cloak started to wipe the tears from his face, “stop…. stop that.” Strange whispered as he looked towards the collar of the Cloak.
- When you opened the gateway to the destroyed Kamar-Taj you saw Mordo standing amongst the rubble, your father the first to speak, “She’s dead.”
“You were right all along, you both were. She wasn’t who I thought she was.”
“She was a woman, women are complicated beings.” You joked, before getting serious, “She was a complicated being.”
“Complicated? Complicated doesn’t even begin to describe this, the Dark Dimension is volatile, dangerous, what is it overtook her? She taught us that it was forbidden yet she drew power from it so that she could steal a couple centuries of life.”
“She was only doing what she thought was right.” Strange defended, as Mordo looked to you both, “The bill comes due, it always does. Don’t you see? Her transgressions led the Zealots to Dormammu, there is no one to blame for Kaecillius but her. Yet here we are, in the consequence of her deception, forced to extinguish the world which is currently on fire.”
“Mordo, the London Sanctum has fallen, New York has been attacked twice, there is only one more place they must go.”
“Hong Kong.” He replied, as Strange continued, “You told me once to fight like my life depended on it, because one day it might, well today is that day, and [Y/N], and I can’t do it alone.
-You opened the gateway to Hong Kong as your father said this to Mordo, and both of you looked to him, before running into the hole. The streets of Hong Kong destroyed as the people run amongst the rumble, embers, and the dead, your eyes scanning the chaos as your father whispered, “The sanctum has already fallen.”
“The Dark Dimension.” Mordo whispered, his eyes casted upon the cosmic cloud that was wrapping around the sanctum, while your eyes met an approaching Kaecillius’s eyes , “Dormammu is coming, we are too late, nothing can stop him.”
“Not necessarily.” Your father answered as he focused, the eye of Agamotto glowing green as he moved his glowing green hands, and began to rewind time, a running Kaecillius and his followers frozen in time before they quickly reversed direction, the rubble of the destruction reassembling before your eyes as time reversed to before the Sanctum fell. The three of you all running forward as your father dictated, “The spell is working, now if we can get to…”
-His words were cut short by Kaecillius attempting to strike you, the sound of your dodge drawing attention to you as your hand met his wrist to block. As time reversed around you, you found yourself now in battle with Kaecillius, each blow either of you made interrupted by the landscape rebuilding around you, Strange looking towards you, thinking of any way to help, as Mordo fought the other followers who were strong enough to break free from the spell. As the world rebuilt it took all of you with it, the only one who still seemed to remain in place was your father, each hit you landed on Kaecillius caused him more and more visible frustration. However it was Mordo’s lasso that finally got him away from you, his body flying into a rebuilding wall, as he screamed no.
“Thanks.” You muttered as Mordo looked towards you, “No problem.”
-The galaxy cloud was still constructing around the building, growing with each moment, however it was something else that caught your attention, “Wong!”
With a flick of your own magic you caused a resurrected Wong to snap out of your father’s spell, as both men behind you watched, “She shouldn’t have been able to…” Mordo started in a hushed voice that only Strange could hear however it was cut short by you saying, “I know, you can lecture us on breaking the laws of nature after we shut this worm hole.”
“Deal.” Wong replied as he took your father’s side and looked to the reconstructing Hong Kong sanctum
“When the Sanctum is restored, they will attack again.” Your father stated
“Meaning we have to defend it.” You replied before the four of you broke into a sprint, however soon you were all falling to the concrete as Kaecillius freed himself and sent out a seismic shock through the ground. When Strange hit the ground, the reversal spell paused, causing everything to stand still as a statue. Mordo, Wong and you all groaning as you started to raise, yet your eyes flickered to your father as he struggled to rise. Your hands already flickering blue, ready to defend, as Kaecillius chuckled, “When will you Strange’s learn? You can’t fight the inevitable. I mean you must admit, it is beautiful, a world beyond time, a world beyond death.”
“Beyond time.” Your father whispered as Mordo screamed your father’s name, however before any of you could react the Cloak was levitating him towards the cosmic wormhole, leaving you all in the street.
“Damn it Strange.” He muttered, as he looked towards you, “What are you the next to surrender to Dormammu’s power, and leave us to die?”
“You really should think before you speak.” You replied, as an orb grew larger in your hand, your eyes glowing slightly for the first time ever as you continued, “Unless you want his ball aimed at you instead of Kaecillius?”
-While Strange bargained with Dormammu for the safety of Earth, and died countless times, you witnessed only a few moments on Earth. Kaecillius hadn’t even advanced toward you three yet. However you soon came face to face with your father, who was a bit more bloody than before, the sound of the Cloak caused Kaecillius and his men to turn as he spoke to your smirking father, “What have you done?”
“I made a bargain.” He shrugged as Kaecillius and the others started to slowly turned to a purplish ash, Kaecillius turned to you, his voice loud, “What is this witchcraft?”
“It’s everything you ever wanted.” Your father answered as his cracking face whipped back towards Strange, as you, and Wong rounded around them, “Eternal life as part of the One, however you are definitely not going to like it.”
-When they were ripped away towards the wormhole, you were left looking up over Mordo, and into the closing cosmic space, “Maybe they should have stolen the whole book, then they would have gotten the memo that the Eternal Life isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.”
“That’s the thing they don’t teach in class, all the warnings come after the spells.” Your father replied, as Wong started to laugh, your father and you both turning to your right to look at his smiling face as his boisterous laughter filled the air, as he laughed at your father’s joke
-As time resumed, Wong sighed, “We did it.”
“Yes, we did it.” Mordo’s tone was grave as he looked towards you three, and slowly advanced to you, “Only because we violated the natural law.”
“Mordo, look around you, Dormammu’s threat is over.”
“Typical.” He chuckled, “As always you and your father refuse to see that there are consequences for your actions, that there is no price that you must pay. We just broke our rules, just as she did. The bill comes due, Always! A reckoning.”
“Rules are made to be broken.” You replied as Mordo looked to you, “Well I refuse to follow this pathway any longer.”
-As he walked away into the crowded street, your father looked towards you, “Shall we?”
-You opened a gateway back to Kamar-Tajey, and walked around the stand that once held the Eye of Agamotto, your father sighing as he returned it to its proper place, the cloak hovering off his shoulders as Wong spoke, “Wise choice. You’ll wear the Eye of Agamotto once you have mastered its powers until then, it is probably best not to walk the streets of New York with an infinity stone around your neck.”
“Wait, the Eye of Agamotto is…”
“Holding the time stone. A stone you have no doubt heard of before, seeing how you helped create the being housing the mind stone.” Wong replied as your father stated, “Does someone want to clue me in please?”
“The Infinity Stones harness the greatest power in the universe, unparalleled in their destructive capabilities.” You stated, parroting back the words that Thor once told you, as Wong added, “Stranges, you both might have a gift for the mystic arts, but you both still have so much more to learn. Word of the death of the Ancient One will spread like fire through the multiverse, Earth has no Sorcerer Supreme to defend it, we must be ready.”
“We will be.” Strange replied as Wong opened the wall behind you to reveal the New York Sanctuary, “You know Miss Strange, with your abilities you could take over as…”
“Wong, I am flattered that you think that, but I am no Fiona Goode.” You joked as you and your father started towards the wall.
“Who?” He asked, as you just chuckled, “Right, pop culture references go straight over your head.”
-Once you were alone in the space you whispered, “Home sweet home.”
-Seconds later as you looked out the window at the old Stark tower you asked, “So how long do you think it will take the illusion magic to wear off that rock we found in the street?”
“I give it a day or two.” Strange answered, as you withdrew the Eye of Agamotto out of your pocket, and handed it to him.
-As a joke you always celebrated the triumph of your father getting Wong to laugh for the first time. You made it a point to mark it on the calendar.
-One day while you were on the roof of the Sanctuary in the small garden you created, Strange came up and looked towards the Stark tower, which you knew had long since been abandoned for the Upstate headquarters. “Do you miss it?”
“Miss what?” You asked as your hand delicately tipped the watering can over your basil plant.
“Working for billionaire playboy Tony Stark?”
“All the time,” you were honest in that moment, “I mean if you think about it I got to help a man build an empire, I watched as he created things others used to dream about. I worked alongside a man who was a genius, and compassionate, and misunderstood. It never felt like work being with Tony.”
“Do you miss Sa…”
“I’m done talking about this.” You forced a smile, Strange’s mouth closing in understandment as you continued, “Is Wong coming over for dinner?”
-Tony was the only person who knew you had learned the Ancient ways. He was always asking you questions on your experience, and he also loved when you were hiding in the lab. Of course neither of you were making anything, but Tony enjoyed being able to hang out with you one and one again, without anyone knowing you were there. Plus you would always open a gateway for him to the kitchen, that way he didn’t need to waste time with the elevator or stairs.
-The cloak adores you, however he never fully listens to you like it does with Strange.
-The only time his cloak would listen to you fully was when you would ask it to bring something to your father, normally it was an ancient text.
-Wong came over at least once a day, finally after a week of him always coming over you looked at him from the stairs, his gateway had just opened and he stepped through into your walkway area, “If you want to stay the night I have prepared you your own room.”
-He stayed over once and a while, but only if he could get someone to cover the library for him.
-You would always wake up to a hot cup of tea with honey on your nightstand, the steam still rising from it as you watched it drift up in the morning sunlight that was breaking through your window.
-One morning you woke up to the whole house boiling, cause the AC had went out during the night. When you went downstairs you noticed your father walking around on the phone, dressed in a wife beater and dark wash jeans, his normally slicked back hair dampened with sweat as he spoke into the phone, “I am aware a lot of people suffer with this problem, but I don’t understand why it is so difficult to have someone come out to see it today?” When he saw you he motioned towards the freezer, “I got you breakfast, it’s in the freezer.”
Opening it you saw that your father had stocked the freezer with your favorite ice cream, which you didn’t think he knew.
-You ended up calling Tony, who already knew he couldn’t physically come to the sanctuary, but he walked you through step by step on how to fix it yourself. He also said that if it failed that you both were more then welcome to join them upstate, but you knew Sam would not be comfortable with that. So you told him, “As tempting as that is, I need this to work.”
-One morning you woke up in the library chair, the cloak draped over you like a blanket, a smile pulling at the corner of your lips as you muttered, “Good morning Cloak.”
-Tony called you daily to hang out, and found that most times you both were privately meeting for coffee or drinks at a local dive bar. However on the nights he would drag you to the bars, Natasha, Wanda, Clint, Rhodey, and a disguised Vision would accompany him.
-Occasionally Steve would join, but he never stayed long. You and him both knew why, however you never verbalized the reasoning.
-When he would return Sam would be sitting on the counter in the kitchen, his glass filled with an amber liquid as he mindlessly ate a bowl of popcorn, reruns of Nova playing on the tv in the kitchen. Steve would always shrug off his jacket and tossed it on the couch. Walking over to the fridge, he would open it and take a cold water, before turning towards Sam, “You know, Nova should have you host this episode if they ever decide to remake the Lizard King episode.”
“Should they?”
“Yeah, seeing how you always seem to be watching it when I get back from the bar.”
-There was a silence that overtook the space, and hung there for several minutes before Sam whispered, “How is she?”
“She seems great, she asked about you.”
“What did you tell her?”
“That you were being a hermit, and watching Nova at home.”
“I’m sure she loved that answer.” He smiled as Steve looked at him, looking past the smile and seeing the heartbreak in his eyes, “Why don’t you just talk…”
“Because why would she want to talk to me after I was such a dick to her?”
“Because she loves you.”
“And she’ll move on.” Sam replied, before hopping from the counter and going to his bedroom, as Steve let out a sigh.
-You always invited your father, stating Wong could watch the Sanctuary for a few hours, however he always declined, wanting you to have fun with your friends.
-When your father summoned Thor to the Sanctuary, you had no idea, but he wasted no time asking, “So you are Lady [Y/N]’s father?”
“Yes, tea?”
-You were upstairs, and heard Thor’s voice booming at the base of the stairs. “We could have just walked!”
-You quickly ran to them, and saw him lift his arm to summon Mjolnir. However instead he was greeted with Your voice, “Thor?”
“Lady [Y/N]!” He boomed as you took the stairs two by two and collided into him, his large arms engulfing you as you raced down the staircase and into his arms, his hug crushing all the bones in your torso as you buried your head in his mess of blonde hair.
“What are you doing here Thor?”
“Well it seems your father has banished my brother to something called a wormhole, in an effort to protect earth. I am here to find my father and bargain for his retu...”
-That is when he heard the thud on the floor behind him, turning he saw Loki laying on the hardwood, and a blue gateway above him, when he looked back to you, he saw the glow of your hands.
“Ahh you are one of Earth’s mighty wizards as well. Does Sir Wilson know?”
“No, we don’t really talk anymore.” You answered as Loki slowly stood and muttered something about falling for thirty minutes. He then turned to threaten your father, causing your father to promptly say, “Alright, goodbye.” And move the gateway over them
“I didn’t even get to say goodbye.” You sighed as Strange chuckled, “You will no doubt see them soon enough.”
-That night, your father asked about your time with the Avengers, a topic normally not discussed. You shared everything, including your departure.
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