saw a post the other day that said that psych survivors were overexaggerating and fearmongering for saying that people should be aware that having diagnoses on your record can be a danger + impede your life. and the more i think about it the more annoyed i am. because i think people need to know that there are exceptions to health privacy laws that can make having psych diagnoses and psych hospitalization history on your record risky depending on your circumstances. diagnoses follow you through your health interactions-you do not have to consent to have your information shared between providers. judicial proceedings are also an exception to the HIPAA privacy rule, so for things like custody battles, guardianship, getting orders of protection--the court can petition for medical records. there's so many other situations where even if they can't legally access your information without your authorization, people will require you to disclose diagnoses, records, previous hospitalizations and refuse to give you services/hire you/whatever unless you share that information with them. for example in many states anyone (a provider, a cop, friends and family) can disclose that you have certain psych diagnoses like bipolar to the DMV which then might require that you undergo drivers license review as frequently as every 3 months. my university is actively trying to kick me out right now because i had to disclose my medical record, psych diagnoses, and hospitalization history to them as a requirement to stay enrolled.
and i don't want to scare people or make people think that having a diagnosis on their records is automatically going to mean that it is weaponized against us. because i do know plenty of people who have never faced issues with their records. but i do expect that the community supports the people speaking out about the ways that we have been harmed by diagnoses creating barriers to accessing necessary parts of our life. instead of attacking us or saying that we're lying about things we are currently experiencing.
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Part 2: local empath tries and fails to parse his own feelings apart from the feelings of the dead little freak living inside his brain
Next part is either gonna be either a really big one or split into several little parts idk yet but i would like to finish this at least through the next Scene™️
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Panel 1: Crow is sitting on a branch high up in a dead tree, on a hill above the Harbinger’s Seclude temple in the Dreaming City. Crow is relaxing along the branch, with one leg stretched out and one propped up so he can rest his hand on his knee. He is leaning back against the trunk of the tree as he looks to his right, down at the temple and away from the viewer. He is holding a flaming hunter throwing knife in his hand, flicking it back and forth. Glint is floating next to him.
Glint: “Do you want to see him again?”
Crow: “I don’t think he wants to see me.”
Glint: “That’s not what I asked!”
Panel 2: Crow twirls the knife in his hand, scowling as he looks down at it. The knife is made of solar flame, and leaves trails of fire behind it as he twirls it. Crow looks like he is reluctantly considering Glint’s question.
Panel 3: Crow turns back towards the temple, grabbing the knife and pulling his knees into his chest.
Crow: “I just want him to be alright.”
Panel 4: Crow hugs his knees into his chest. His face is not visible.
Crow: “And… it seems like knowing me doesn’t help with that.”
Panel 5: Crow has his arms crossed over his knees, and is resting his face on his forearm. With his other hand, he continues to fidget with the solar knife, twirling it between his fingers. He is looking at the knife, but his expression is distant.
Crow: “I shouldn’t be surprised.”
Panel 6: In a memory, Uldren and Jolyon are in bed, late at night. Jolyon seems to be sleeping peacefully, and is embracing Uldren from behind with his face pressed against the back of Uldren’s head. One arm is draped over Uldren’s waist, while the other is resting under Uldren’s cheek, with his hand palm-up on the mattress in front of Uldren’s face.Uldren is awake. He is clutching the blanket around his waist with one hand. His other hand is clutching desperately at Jolyon’s hand on the mattress in front of him, with his fingers threaded between Jolyon’s at an awkward, stiff angle. He is staring at their clasped hands, looking distraught and almost angry. He is crying.
Crow (from present day): “I always knew I was bad for him. Even before the garden, when things were… Mostly good. I knew I’d never be what he wanted. What he deserved…”
Panel 7: In present day, Crow continues to twirl the knife, but has turned his face further into the crook of his elbow, staring vacantly into the distance.
Crow: “I was just too selfish to let him go.”
Panel 8: Close up of Glint staring down at Crow passively.
Glint: “It sounds like that’s how Uldren felt. What about you?”
Panel 8: Close up of Crow’s hand holding the knife. He has stopped it mid-spin, catching it between his fingers.
Crow: “...”
Panel 9: Close up of Crow’s hand. He dissolves the knife into a fizzling burst of flame as he closes his hand into a fist.
Crow: “Right.”
Panel 10: Wide shot from behind Crow. Crow turns his body fully towards the temple, still resting his left hand on his knee. Glint is floating in front of him, looking at his face.
Crow: “I don’t want to make the same mistake. So… if he asks, I’ll be there. But after everything Uldren did, the way things ended…”
Panel 11: Crow turns his head away from Glint, leaning on his right hand stiffly.
Crow: “I don’t think I’ll hear from him again.”
Panel 12: Glint floats in front of Crow again. Crow is looking down and away from the camera.
Glint: “... And you’re okay with that?”
Panel 13: Crow starts to turn back towards Glint, looking torn.
Crow: “... I-”
He is interrupted by a dinging sound coming from his pocket.
Panel 14: Crow pulls his phone from his pocket, looking at the screen curiously. The phone dings again, and the screen shows that there are two new notifications.
Panel 15: Crow pulls the phone very close to his face, clutching it tightly with both hands. He is staring at the phone with comically wide eyes, looking alarmed and is blushing lightly. The phone shows two messages from an external sender [EXT].
Crow: “A-”
Phone: “Are you still in the reef?”
Phone: “It’s Jolyon”
Panel 16: Wide shot of Crow squatting like a gremlin on the branch, holding the phone with both hands directly in front of his face as he types on it quickly. He is blushing, and looks extremely focused. Glint is spinning excitedly above him. Crow’s response is visible coming from the phone.
Phone (Crow’s response): “yes leaving tomorrow”
Glint: “He’s messaging you!! Do you think he wants to see you??”
Crow: “I don’t know shush”
Crow: “He’s typing…”
Panel 17: Close up of the phone screen, where 3 messages from Jolyon are visible:
[EXT]: Can we talk?
[EXT]: Meet me here?
[EXT]: (a UI element reads NAV DATA SHARED, showing a nav point over cartographical lines)
Panel 18: Close up of Crow’s face, looking down at the phone. He look surprised.
Panel 19: Text shows Crow’s response: “on my way.”
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ngl i finished season 4 but i'm still sooo fucking irrationally angry abt how jon was treated by everyone in it
he's one of the 4 people who literally save the world, and he ends up in a coma for 6 months from his injuries, and then everyone is unhappy that he wakes up and they tell him straight up
he first tries to no-anaesthetic amputate his own finger, then gets 2 ribs torn out, just to save one person (who tried to kill him), then spends 3 days trapped underground and probably gets his shit crushed (he's audibly in pain there?), just to save her, and when it's done not only does noone make sure he's okay but i'm pretty sure he doesn't even get a thank you
he gets stabbed, and once again noone even makes sure he's okay or helps him
he's forced to starve himself, then not only does everyone yell at him when he acts out because he's literally starving, but they also want to use him to do things that actively make him hungrier
there's more but god every interaction he had in this season made me feel violent
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"damen & laurent and akielos & vere have too much history and problems to overcome through the power of love alone. its not realistic" capri is not real life. it's a story with THEMES. with ARCS. with HEROES. damen abolishes slavery and laurent overcomes his resentment and his trauma and they live happily ever after in the empire they made together for the same reason they survived that load of shit with kastor and the regent. because love was there and it changed everything etc etc. because the story is about how they triumph over ridiculously impossible odds and about how they are willing to shift their perspectives and long-held worldviews in order to beat those odds and how this is an intelligent good thing to do and that's why they win in the end. and stories after the story aren't meant to be "realistic" they're meant to be thematically consistent, otherwise the story itself was pointless. OF COURSE they can overcome All The Problems In The World with intelligence and patience and compassion and the power of love of course they can what books have you been reading???
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The whole issue of Joke and Zo was so well done written. Because Zo's anger and disappointment in Pat and Joke can be understood with no discuss, but at the end of the episode it is shown that Zo outgrew his experience. Like he didn't even think to part ways with Joke. He only waited for Joke to speak the truth like he promised an episode ago, an honest discussion. Yes, he was hurt and dissapointed with their behavior because that was not how friendship and relationship works but there were no thoughts about sudden breakup or dramatic hysteric. From the beginning Zo only wanted the truth and he patiently waited for Joke to admit his lie and not try to hush it with gifts and flowers. He literally said that he gave Joke a multiple chances which shows that he, in fact, really loves Joke and believes that his feelings were real (unlike issue with Puen) but he needs to understand that it can't always be like this, that relationship can't work like this. And Zo forgave Joke out loud only when Joke honestly confessed to him about everything. And also this is the proof that Zo worked through the traumatic expirience with Puen and learned to trust someone again. It's amazing actually
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