#ugh having so many thoughts about this

[herewegobebe]

TAEMIN 태민 'Guilty' MV Trailer [x]

#taemin #shinee #lee taemin #guilty #guilty mv trailer #i'm sorry i'm so late cuz work ugh #i have so much to say and so many thoughts about this trailer #just wow #my.gifs

[cowboyunderscore]

my roman empire is razumikhin always calling raskolnikov “rodya” or “rodka”, but raskolnikov only ever calling him “razumikhin” i could (and do, to the disparity of my friends and family) talk about that for hours and write a million essays

#legitimately think about that all the time #it is so important to me #crime and punishment #raskolnikov #razumikhin #bc like oh my god #ugh #i have so many thoughts and so little outlet

[macroglossus]

one thing about hannibal and will that i always think about and which isnt addressed in fan content a lot (that i've seen) is that they just like each other! yes they're awful and manipulative to each other and yes they have this weird sort of planetary gravity that infects their interactions and they (or will, mostly, because by the time hannibal turns himself in for will it's pretty clear that's he's accepted it) resent that they can't leave each other's orbit. but they also like each other a lot! they're used to being the smartest one in the room (even though will is antisocial about it and doesn't advertise it unless asked) so i think it must be really refreshing to be able to parry their words back n forth and speak in metaphor instead of spelling everything out. and make references that most people won't get. and call a trout a very nietzschen fish without the person who hears going "🤨 you freak". because theyre both freaks! so you know if they actually did survive the cliff fall i always picture em in some ritzy hideaway making cannibal puns at each other

#sorry for talking about hannibal so much i have so many thoughts in my brain 😭 #i'm embarrassed too #hannibal #also i know the end scene with bedelia but i feel like for some reason it's not accepted canon that will survived? #ugh for season 4 i'm always scared that they'll do it and it'll be like. will living in florida like in the books. lame

[silvergyus]

mama’s boy yeonjun being a girl dad 😭😭😭 his baby would be so spoiled absolutely rotten omg…

girl dad yeonjun would have THE MOST spoiled daughter maybe ever

he's an only child and has said many times he wishes he had siblings and the members are like his brothers but imagine when he has a baby?!??????

his daughter's sweet tiny hand reaching out to hold onto his finger and he just melts

I feel like he would pick out her outfit every day when she's a tiny baby and he would be the one coming back from every trip to the store with a hair bow or lil socks or a new book. just anything that reminds him of her is going home with him.

I can picture him with his baby strapped to his chest when he's out with the members. like, picture that frat boy pic of him with the white tank top and the backwards hat but then this little bundle of pink right where he can hold her and her curious eyes and cheerful giggle as she's reaching out for everything and he just giggles as he makes sure she doesn't get into trouble

and when she gets a little older and he helps her with her hair and they have tea parties and he goes out with his friends afterwards and there's still a pink bow stuck in his hair. they laugh at him but he thinks it's cute, a little piece of his baby girl even when he's not at home.

and they go out to the store together, him sharing all of his favorite music with her and they jam out together in the car. they wear matching sunglasses and have some the same cute pouts

he's the one that takes her to dance practice and sits with the moms, cheering her on and buying her the biggest bouquet after her recitals

AND WHEN THEY GO TO GRANDMA'S, they are SPOILED the both of them. Grandma has the best snacks, the best drinks, the best sweets. her baby and his baby are going to get whatever they want. yeonjun's baby wants a pretty new dress? daddy and grandma are racing each other to see who can get for her faster

yeonjun's daughter has him wrapped around her lil finger and he knows it but he wouldn't trade it for the world

#i could go on about dad!txt #i have so many thoughts ugh #he would be the cutest dad like #i think it would heal something for him #txt fluff #txt soft thoughts #txt soft hours #yeonjun fluff #yeonjun soft hours #yeonjun soft thoughts #ari's mailbox 📬 #mutuals 🥰 #dad!txt

[tizzymcwizzy]

it's 5 am, i cannot sleep,, i am just thinking about the blorbo

#i am just laying here #i can't do this god ugh #thinking about the soul wrenching shock he's gonna feel when he sees himself #the owl house #the owl house season 3 #toh spoilers #thanks to them #hunter #i have so many thoughts and feelings about this episode i could go on a RANT but oouuurrrghghhhh first im gonna cry #my art

[covertblizzard]

jaykyle au where they're theatre kids in the same school but they're not the actors jason's the scriptwriter/director and kyle is the prop manager (i don't know the official terms sorry) and they'd probably do an amazing job on the backstage setting if they could stop arguing for 5 whole seconds about their artistic visions and ideas and how "this would obviously work better this way"

#jason todd #kyle rayner #jaykyle #mypost #dc thoughts #vp of the club: maybe we should find some other people to do the job if they can't get along? #pres of the club: no they're both talented af and i want this to be raving success just knock their heads tgt and tell them to play nice or #i'll make them wear the get along shirt again #WAIT ONE SEC DONNA'S THE PRES and overseer she's pissed bcos kyle played the same role last year and he was chill then #wally's vp no 1 and backstage manager and he's thinking of kicking kyle out #dick's vp no 2 and main lead and he's thinking of kicking jason out bcos it's embarrassing and annoying to work with your younger siblings #kon helps kyle with props and bart is one of the actors and kon is jealous af about it he grumbles a little #roy is the fight scene choreographer #i'm trying to think of something for garth but the only thing that comes to mind i'm not sure are fitting enough #actor manager? weapon manager? oooh maybe pet manager if they have animals... human and pet manager???? hr department but including animals #ooooh maybe pet manager if they have animals #raven can play bart's love interest (in play) maybe (wally doesn't like it and neither does gar for very different reasons) #eddie deals with the contraptions they build for this bubble machines smoke machines lowering and raising anything mechanical #rose and cass helps with the weapons stuff they keep fighting too and roy is TIRED #connor plays the villain he didn't mean to or want to but he got dragged into it and he's really hot and gunned in for next years main lead #he doesnt want this #steph and mia are hair makeup costume department but bart and kon love to hangout and help too #jennie-lynn and bart are in-charge of socials #tim pops up a lot because so many of his friends (and brothers) are here and when he does he helps steph and mia #damian too pops up to help with pet management and sometimes prop art #this is much to dicks annoyance jason is already here can his little brothers LEAVE HIM ALONE SOMETIMES UGH #damian (taking cues from talia and bruce loverenemies dynamic and wanting an artist in-law): we should set jason and kyle up #dick: no / tim: hmm / dick: NO #i want to add the yj girls (cassie cissie greta anita) but i know too little about them right now but imagine they're there and the roles #are to be determined

[mothgardens]

desperately need to be devoured by my thoughts so that i can express them

#this is about supernatural #supernatural #sam winchester #spn #dean winchester #please talk to me about supernatural #castiel #sastiel #sabriel #destiel #i have so many thoughts #and opinions #like destiel vs sastiel #and castiel as a character in general #UGH

[reineydraws]

Saw your Mishanks bodyswap art! Very cute and fun! (Mihawk with a genuine smile on his face so so fun)

I imagine Shanks whould have trouble fighting in Mihawk's body at first since it's been years since he's had two arms

yes absolutely, i imagine that too! conversely, i think mihawk would have a little bit of trouble adjusting his balance and reach with a body missing one arm, as well. it's interesting to think about how they both would be forced to change their fighting style, and whether or not they would exchange swords.

mihawk's been seen using yoru with just one hand so he could probably pull it off with shanks's body. also interesting to think about shanks tripping up on having two arms until he naturally slips into his old fighting style again--or would he? because there's also the question of muscle memory, right? would mihawk's body automatically do things that shanks isn't predisposed to doing, and vice versa?

the other thing i find intriguing about body swapping in one piece is the question of whether or not your haki powers would switch as well. they say haki is spiritual presence, so presumably your haki switches if your spirits switch, but if it's the kind of spirit that's tethered to the presence of the body? then consider mihawk having the strongest conqueror's haki out on the blues, or shanks being able to use observation haki at mihawk's level, practically being able to predict the future--or mihawk, able to counter with shanks's haki-kill technique. food for thought!

#rei replies #one piece #mishanks body swap au #mishanks #akataka #dracule mihawk #shanks #akagami no shanks #red haired shanks #re: the genuine smiling #i also like to think shanks in mihawk's body would have this moment where he realizes his cheeks ache from all the smiling he's doing lol #bc mihawk's facial muscles arent used to doing it #and when they switch back shanks teases mihawk about it ('you exercise so many of your muscles hawky but your cheeks? they're weak!') #and he manages to get a smile out of mihawk that's mihawk's version of a genuine smile and it's softer and less wide but it's honest #and oh shanks is soooooo in love with him hahaha #BY THE WAY ALSO I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS OMG but in this body-swapped au mihawk-as-shanks would 100% shave for shanks #like hell is he gonna let shanks grow *stubble* on *his* face. dracule mihawk with STUBBLE? banish the thought!!!!!! #but shanks doesnt do it up to his standards so there's totally a scene where mihawk and shanks are body swapped in the bathroom #and mihawk is standing too close and shaving his lil pointy sideburns and mustache onto shanks's face #and shanks is having a crisis because that's his own face breathing too close and waaaay to intimately but that look of concentration #is ALL mihawk. shanks can practically his eyes--so familiar from the mirror and wrinkled with laugh lines--glow yellow with how #much mihawk looks like himself right now even in shanks's body. #it's all very strange. shanks has been attracted to mihawk for a long time but it's just blatantly unfair that the first time in YEARS #theyre this close again and it's shanks's own body that he has to look at. on the upside he supposes all he needs to do to ogle #mihawk is to look down. pros and cons pros and cons. #(mihawk isnt having a crisis. mihawk is annoyed that hia beard is easier to do in first person it is to do in the third person. #surely not having to do it reflected in a mirror should be easier and yet for some reason everything feels off! ugh.) #i digress

[meownotgood]

aki's balcony... really want to fuck him here to be honest

#SORRRYYYYYYYYYY!!! #I'm not sorry. and I'd do it again #ugh I just get so many thoughts whenever I see these shots #the anime really made aki's apartment look so beautiful #I love the way it looks especially with the anime's color palette #the slightly spread legs... I can't help but think about sitting on his lap #I hope that chair is made of metal though because it looks a bit flimsy #imagine going at it and then the chair just snaps #aki's like '.... I told you we should have just gone inside' #aki <3

[bubblergoespop]

a bit of porter rambling bc i love the sassy man

to vincent, porter says “in return, i’ve sworn to use that life to help him, in what ways i can. not in repayment, but because i believe in the things he does, and i’m happy to use my skills to see those things through.”

but to treasure, porter questions “am i doing the right thing? am i doing the wrong thing for the right reasons, or maybe the right thing for the wrong ones? […] do i answer to a more powerful man because of belief, or obligation? or fear? or cowardice?”

and omggg this conflict in his words is just so interesting to me because it really shows the false confidence that porter puts on when around other solaires. initially i was glad that porter didn’t follow william out of obligation, because i had hoped it meant porter didn’t see himself as an unfeeling sword for william to point in any direction. and now? i need me a whole audio of porter just venting to treasure bc the man is clearly fucked up.

also, after hearing this, i really don’t know how to view will anymore. i never loved him unconditionally, but i always viewed him in a positive light due to how he treated vincent in comparison to other makers we know of. but now, i can’t help but feel he’s taking advantage of porter’s desire to repay him. even vincent spoke of how william had given him a practically impossible task at the summit. how was he actually supposed to prevent the war that might’ve broken out if a single part of the plan went wrong? william istg when i catch you 😤😤

#i have so many thoughts about porter ugh #redacted porter #redacted vincent #redacted william #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse

[juniperleafdelivery]

#my art #trans #side note: following tags are a pretty long thought dump #ugh okay i'm going to be honest #i didn't know anything about predstrogen until she was banned and many people started talking about her #also looked through photomatt's blog very briefly #to me he sounds callous- if that's the right word. he just didn't seem to care about what happened to predstrogen prior to her being banned #also? car with hammers that explodes multiple times feels far from being a serious death threat to me #yes predstrogen explicitly mentioned death wishes #but i don't know. what she said is more cartoonish than serious #also something i noticed from photomatt: where is the evidence that predstrogen threatened other users? #i haven't been looking into all this that deeply #but that photomatt stating that as part of the reason for predstrogen's ban and then not elaborating is. weird. for lack of better words #on a slightly different note: i love tumblr and how i can be my silly queer self and nobody cares #but if we don't stand up for each other — especially those who are constant targets for harrassment and other crappy things #tumblr will eventually die or bear no resemblance to the site i enjoy so much #maybe i'm privileged! being a trans masc guy #or maybe i'm ignorant #but i guess i have a tendency to say a lot. and i hate staying silent when i have the opportunity to speak out #so i'm going to scream #and i hope y'all are going to speak in support of trans women too

[my1oves]

I feel like the fantasy equivalent of a tattoo artist/florist ship is blacksmith/baker. Anyways imagine Namari learning how to make fancy little patterned bread pans and fix cookware just so she has an excuse to do favors for you and spend time with you. You in return bringing her treats at the end of the day right after you close, claiming they’re left over from the day—but they’re always suspiciously warm and soft, like they’re fresh. Kiki keeps insisting on getting food at your bakery because she knows the tea and has fun watching you both pretend you’re not staring when the other’s back is turned 🥺🥺🥺

Oh my goodness, Kiki taking Namari to this cute little bakery and Namari instantly falling in love with you bc you've got the be the cutest damn thing around- she comes by a lot but never really has a conversation to you until after she sheepishly offers to fix up the baking pan you loved. When she returns it, she's surprised to see you've prepared a payment (bc she said you didn't need to pay her) in the form of bread. She accepted it, and it was the most delicious and fluffy bread she's ever had. From then on, you two having these little back-n-forth fix something get something type of relationship until one day she shows you she made you a special bread pan from scratch. It was adorable, and so sweet! Oh gosh, Namari seeing you've used the pan makes her heart swell she's over the moon!

Kiki is so quick to spot the growing attraction between you two, but she keeps quite bc she thinks the pining and crushing is adorable. She has this smile like she knows something you both don't (like your mutual feelings).

And eventually Kiki'll hint to Namari about your shared feeling- it takes a while for Namari to work up the courage to ask you out on a date!

"Oh, Namari!" You smile sweetly, stepping outside the shop, "I'm so glad you're here, I've actually got this new recipe I'm testing out and I was wondering-"

"Ah, actually... Can we talk for a minute?" And you falter because she looks so serious when she's usually pretty lighthearted and cheery. So you nervously agree and she leads you to a place more private (bc everyone is getting off work around this time, the streets flooded with people trying to get home).

"Is everything okay?" Namari can only hope that Kiki isn't messing with her (she knows she's isn't, because Kiki isn't like that, but still...)

"I like you."

"Aw, I like you to-"

"No. I like-like you."

And it's silent, although you're certain Namari can hear your heart raging against your rib cage. Namari feels like she might throw-up from her nerves- please, say something.

And when she meets your gaze it's just so full of warmth, and you confess you share her feelings as well!

Then you both try your new baked good and of course Namari loves it, and later she'll tell Kiki & Kaka all about it, and you get a whole boatload of new baking material and she gets a whole ton of new baked goods- forever and happily ever after hehe~

#i'm sorry this took me so long to respond to !!! #i'm obsessed w this and have so many thoughts i might make it into a full more thought out fic later on!!! #namari my precious baby #just making new sweets that you know she'll like (aka testing what flavors she likes and incorporating them) #her thinking in her free time about what handy tool she can make to help you with your baking #uGH PERFECT #i thought the tatto artist/florist trope was amazing #but blacksmith/baker takes the cake fr #namari x reader #dungeon meshi x reader

[slippinninque]

Fontaine, in Love

He seems like one of those people who falls in love rarely, but deeply.

Like, he acts as if you hand painted the stars and color corrects the moon.

With his relationship with his mother being filtered through a door, Fontaine would want to be seen. He'd make it hard, of course, because if his own mother wouldn't open the door for him--why would anyone bother?

Wasn't long before love stopped happening all together. Fontaine served his customers, fortified his territory. He did what he had to do to make sure his homies could eat.

Then you came along and made him curious. For his reputation and appearance, he did have tender spots from his previous heartbreaks.

Soon, you were all he could think about. Those tender spots became your spots.

The way you talked with you hands, your laugh, how expressive your pretty brown eyes were.

There was nothing 'closed ' about you and it made Fontaine needy greedy.

He's the 'stay on the phone with me until you're sleep' type.

The 'ain't pulling off until your safely inside and turn on the light' type.

He's president of the 'why you sittin' so far away from me?' club

Fontaine will give you his coat if you're cold. He'd hold onto the shoes he told you not to wear when your feet starts aching.

He'd give you his wallet to hold just because he liked the giggle that you let out. You let him help detangle your hair, he loves for you to scratch his scalp.

Fontaine was wrapped around your finger and everyone in the Glen knew, including him.

Anything of him that you wanted, he will make sure that you have.

#he'd be a secret sweetie #wouldn't even know he's doing it #i have so many more thoughts about his relationship with his mother ugh my poor baby #fontaine #fontaine x black reader #they cloned tyrone #fontaine thoughts

[signanothername]

Yes boy, fule that rage using that suffocating fear that’s clouding your senses

#Josuke’s rage is so fascinating to me #like on one hand there’s that rage rage like when someone insults his hair #but then there’s that fear rage that he puts on as a facade to keep the overwhelming fear at bay #almost gaslighting himself that he’s angry and not scared #he uses anger almost as ​a coping mechanism if you will #ugh i have so many thoughts about this subject and how it’s linked to both his life in general and how it contrasts with his kindness #i wanna ramble about it so bad but idk dhdhhdhd #anothers art #diamond is unbreakable #josuke higashikata #jjba #jjba fanart #jjba josuke #jojo #jojo fanart #jojo josuke #jjba part 4 #jojo part 4 #jojo’s bizarre adventure #jjba diamond is unbreakable #blood #blood cw #blood tw

[frnkiebby]

thank you I love you and your posts you make me laugh out loud and your content is mwah I come here for my slutty Frank needs

I LOVE YOU TOO ANON

i’m glad i make you laugh lmfao~🎃

(have some frank bc i’ve been slacking today)

#i too come here for my slutty frank needs #what a coincidence #same brain for frank #just us fellow whores coming here to scream about frank #and fuck if ever i could scream #god he’s so fucking pretty #i have many thoughts #so many #very few i’ll voice aloud #f u c k #UGH #frnkiebby #anon #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #mcrmy #frnkie #mcr5 #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

[pocketsizedquasar]

the THING. the thing the thing the thing. the thing about ahab and starbuck. is that to each other. starbuck is devotion without trust. and ahab is trust without devotion.

starbuck is SO devoted to ahab. like, unhealthily devoted to him. like “some ineffable thing has tied me to him; tows me with a cable I have no knife to cut” devoted to him. like “I misdoubt me that I disobey my God in obeying him!” devoted; like “stares down the barrel of ahab’s gun pointed at him and keeps his cool” devoted to him, like “recognizes that the only way home to his family, home to his wife and child, is by refusing ahab, and yet still he chooses ahab, chooses him over and over again over himself, over his crew, over his own survival, over his own God, chooses his captain over his wife and his child and making it home to them” devoted to him. over everything, starbuck chooses ahab.

but he doesn’t trust him. of course he doesn’t; why would he? he’s no reason to trust him; he knows ahab is going to lead them all to their deaths no matter what starbuck says. he tries and tries and tries over and over again to get ahab to turn around and it’s never enough.

and ahab. ahab trusts starbuck--as much as he can trust anyone. that trust is not always there -- especially not at the beginning; it grows throughout the book. starbuck is truly the only one on this boat with the means to stop ahab, and he knows it. ahab wants him on his side, spends time winning him over, is pleased when he thinks it’s worked -- “starbuck is now mine” (gay as hell to--). but even then, there is a level of trust there -- stubb talks back to ahab and he immedediately and commandingly shuts that shit down, but starbuck? ahab listens to him. even changes his mind for him in certain places, listening to starbuck over his own wants. immediately after holding him at gunpoint (lmao) he gives in to starbuck’s request because he knows he’s right. “thou art but too good a fellow, starbuck.” and in the very end, when he needs help to be hoisted up into the rigging because he is unable to make it up on his own with his prosthetic, ahab decides to trust starbuck with his life over everyone else -- over the harpooners, over fedallah, over everyone -- to hold the line that would keep him alive: “Take the rope, sir—I give it into thy hands, Starbuck.” starbuck could easily kill him here -- let go of the rope and send him plunging 100 feet to a shattered death on the deck of the pequod, and ahab trusts him with his life. take my life, starbuck; i’m putting it in your hands. he trusts starbuck to stay on the ship while he goes off to hunt the white whale.

but still, still, ahab does not truly ever choose starbuck. he cares for him, certainly -- he wants starbuck to stay on the ship and be safe while he goes off -- but still, ahab chooses his vengeance over him. he trusts starbuck enough to see god in his eyes, trusts him enough to lean against him for support, to let starbuck physically hold him up when his leg is snapped, trusts him enough to gaze into his eyes and lean in his arms and ask him to brush the hair from his tired wrinkled brow and still still still still doesn’t choose him. starbuck chooses ahab over everything and ahab chooses his iron-railed path over starbuck. “What is it, what nameless, inscrutable, unearthly thing is it; what cozening, hidden lord and master, and cruel, remorseless emperor commands me; that against all natural lovings and longings, I so keep pushing?”

devotion without trust. i will follow you into the hell i know you’re bringing us to. i will hold your life in my hands. even though i cannot trust you to protect me and do right by me and our crew. trust without devotion. i will put my life in your hands. i will trust you with everything i have. even though i cannot choose you over the fate i was assigned.

im mentally unwell about them.

#mobydick #moby dick #whale weekly #starbuck #captain ahab #ahab #starhab #herman melville #melville #they're sooooo. #ugh. i hate them #quasartalks #classic lit #classic literature #whale weekly spoilers #inspired by many convos i've had with my lovely partner about them #we are both soooo normal (lying) about starhab <3 #they're so dramatic. so unhealthy. dudes get it together /lh #i always have more thoughts about them but. asdflkjasdlkfjaeskdlfjslkdjf waaaaaaa