#went through the 5 stages of grief making this not bc it was hard (it was) but BC MAG 200 KEPT PLAYING IN MY HEAD

[nem0-nee]

Statement Ends.

Hi I totally didn't die crying while making this >:^))

[ Based on "Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan" by Ilya Repin. ]

BONUS workplace comedy shot below:

I'm not even sorry /j

#the magnus archives #tma #mag 200 #tma fanart #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jmart #my art heh #[ rambling section ] #*UGLY SOBBING* #they're just so...tragic </33 #went through the 5 stages of grief making this not bc it was hard (it was) but BC MAG 200 KEPT PLAYING IN MY HEAD #WOE IS I....

[jinxed-lemon]

I’ve seen a lot of peoples characterization about Future!Leo meeting Present!Leo and while I am a sucker for the whole “Future!Leo giving Present!Leo a hard time bc of angst” trope let me also present: F!Leo being kind and understanding to P!Leo:

However you wanna headcanon why F!Leo is suddenly back in the past, he somehow is and it’s after the the whole Krang situation has been dealt with and of course everyone is freaking out bc “oh god did something else bad happen that another time branch opened up just to warn us about something?”. Skip ahead and everyone is welcoming him in bc of course they would and we pan over to P!Leo and the kid is obviously freaking out and going through the 5 stages of grief.

He spends the next week absolutely avoiding future him- ducking corners, making excuses to be out of the lair, straight up just pretending that F!Leo isn’t there. Everyone is confused bc they thought ‘Leo would have LOVED to meet a cooler, older more experienced version of him from the future’ but apparently not. F!Leo is kinda fed up with it cause he really wanted to meet the younger version of him and ask about how they defeated the Krang so he finally corners him one day.

It’s totally awkward at first but F!Leo just sighs and decides that there’s no beating around the bush and directly asks P!Leo if there was a problem. He thinks that the younger version of him must hold some type of anger or animosity for how the future went- and he’s fully expecting to ease the tension if true but before he can continue P!Leo just starts sobbing his eyes out and F!Leo is standing there like 🧍 thinking ‘holy shit did I scare him??’.

P!Leo: I thought that you would hate me for what I did. I’m so sorry that I’m like this- I’ll be better, I swear.”

F!Leo: …Kid what are you talking about…?😨”

F!Leo is just absolutely stunned when P!Leo starts explaining about how he thought he’d hate him. About how he was fully expecting his future self to absolutely loath and despise him for getting their world destroyed in another life and before he can finish his rant F!Leo is putting an arm around him and going ‘Kid what are you saying??? I would never hate you? Why would you think that?? :(‘

P!Leo: I thought you’d be mad at me? I messed up everything and-

F!Leo: But you didn’t though? That was me from another timeline, not you. Sure you messed up a little but everyone does- you still saved the world.

F!Leo- the same guy who raised Casey in war and raised him with love despite the battle and loss? The one who made Casey feel appreciated and trusted enough to help change the future for the better?? I’m sorry, but I can’t see him looking down at self-sacrificial, sad version of himself with a newly born martyr complex and not immediately imagine another kid like Casey that needs to be protected.

Like yeah, of course he has regrets, had those moments during the war where he was at an all time low of depression and doubt. But that was him, not P!Leo. F!Leo is the adult and more than aware that there’s nothing he can do to change what happened to him in his timeline. What happened- happened, you know? Why would he be mad that the younger version of him still had the opportunity to grow up and be a kid without worrying about the death and destruction of his world?

P!Leo: ..Are you sure you’re not even a little angry with me?? You don’t have to lie you can hit me if it’ll make you feel better-

F!Leo: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING IM NOT GONNA HIT YOU YOU’RE JUST A KID- 😟

Give me F!Leo always reassuring P!Leo. P!Leo messing up a move during training and expecting to be berated but instead hears ‘You almost had it! Here let me show you how to do it-‘. F!Leo insisting that P!Leo keep his little childish hobbies and to treasure them while he still can.

P!Leo: *Talking about his collection* I should really stop reading these. It’s kind of babyish for a leader to have Jupiter Jim comics-

F!Leo: Jupiter Jim will never be babyish!!1!/j 😡

I want F!Leo begging P!Leo about the newest editions- the movies and lore and merch he missed out on. I want him to still have the same, corny humor and the wide shit-eating grin he gets when people dramatically sigh at his jokes. I want him to put a comforting shoulder on P!Leo’s shoulder and assuring him that he made the same mistakes. I need P!Leo feeling comfortable enough to individually seek out F!Leo and feeling confident to ask him for help first.

P!Leo: I feel bad

F!Leo: How come?

P!Leo: Bc you lost an arm and I didn’t. Maybe if I lost a limb during the battle then we could be matching and-

F!Leo: Kid I cannot express enough how glad I am that you didn’t become an amputee ☠️

I need them to be a weird father/son duo

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt leo #rottmnt future leo #rottmnt leonardo #rottmnt movie #tmnt leonardo

[colorfulyetsinful]

This is a hc timeline list for a fanfic I’m writing (it’s not even about Bruce, I just like writing lore).

No capes au, meaning no power or hero or villains. It’s hard to explain, maybe I’ll go into it more once I publish the fic.

(I’m not sure if this makes sense but I hope it makes sense)

Going one for the Kent’s bc I got plans for Clarky boy >:}

Anyways enjoy!!

Warning ⚠️

-young Bruce Wayne

-and underage drug use (it’s only mentioned)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bruce is basically Damian mixed with dick’s public persona

- basically he’s stand offish and a smart ass with a charming smile

Autistic coded (where Damian gets it from

Chosen not to have friends, but when Clark and Diana became his partners for a group project, he couldn’t get ride of them

Bruce and Oliver had a rivalry going on

hey didn’t realize it at first until they shared a class in 8th grade, and after that they couldn’t stand each other

Him and Harley some how became besties (kinda like how Damian and Colin are)

He scolds her for being interested in a delinquent (joker)

She comes back at him for having a on-off relationship with Talía

Him, Harley, Harvey, Edward, Pamela, and Selina used to sneak out of school to go smoke pot

(Usually on Wednesdays and Fridays every other week)

He definitely went through a rebellious stage

Cheated on his current gf (idk you pick) with Talía

Him and Talía were that toxic couple that shouldn’t be together but are

Kinda like Maddie and Nate but Bruce would never put his hands on her (he wouldn’t and he couldn’t that bitch would beat his ass)

Him and Selina are childhood friends in the sense that they met like 4 time from the age of 8-13 and fully became friends in Highschool

Talía and Bruce are childhood sweethearts

He was a band kid,,,he definitely played the trombone

Also was in a garage band bc of Eddie

He played the drums

Thought he was going to get ride of Harley after graduation

Nah they both were in the same criminal psychology major

Didn’t know how to drive until he was well into uni (he was driven around by a butler his whole life what do you expect)

Him, Clark, and Diana are drinking buddies

Him and Harley stopped being friends after she dropped out of school and ran away with her bf

Selina, Pamela, and Harley had a reunion in jail

Bruce dropped his friendship Harvey bc they both got drunk and had a fight at a club

Finally broke it off with Talía

Well she broke it off with him…he tells ppl his version tho

Lives up to his name as “Gotham’s playboy” for the rest of college

Him and Oliver (Queen) hooked up at a college graduation party

Woke up to matching rings and a marriage certificate

They were both mortified

He took Dick in around the age of 26 (dick was around 6)

Adopted him a year later

A bit clueless, so Alfred basically raised him

He really learned what patience was with Dick

Found and adopted Jason when Dick was about to turn 7 (Jason was still 5 turning 6)

Thought he was doing good bc now Dick had a friend :D

It didn’t work

Dick was ok about Jason, just was annoyed with Bruce

He lost his parents, anger is one stage of grief

“Now you know how it feels to raise a child, Mister. Bruce”

Yes Alfred is so smugges

But Jason is Bruce’s baby

Jason was such a good boy he couldn’t see how any one could be mean or say anything bad about him

He became such a family man

Him and Selina start having a physical relationship after Jason was adopted

They aren’t really dating bc they didn’t want to “be committed to anything”

Lowkey dating

He help Clark and Lois get together

He was also the best man for their wedding

Also a groomsman for Oliver

Adopted Tim and Cass a few weeks later (the judge looked at him crazy) when dick was 10, Jason 8, cass 9, and Tim 7

Told Alfred there will be no more kids after them

Haha

He helped Kate with the legal team to adopted Harper and Cullen

Since Lucius Fox and him were working long hours, he suggested that the kids have a sleepover

He regretted it later on bc too much kids in the house

But he was happy that his kiddies were talking to other kids that wasn’t themselves or their cousins

(It still didn’t help their social skills)

He also helped Harley turn a new leaf and got her back on her feet after she finally ended things with her ex

She slowly became the family therapist

Her and Bruce also fixed their friendship and now Bruce regrets Bri going her back in his life

(This is a lie, he actually missed Harley)

Was the one that got her and Pamela the apartment together

Also help both of them finish their degree and even get their doctorate

AND helped them adopt a child together

It was a long process due to their criminal record but nothing money can’t fix

Colin was that child

He’s a little shit but the girls love him

Talia and him had a special night together

(He’s not tied down so it’s not cheating 🙄)

It was back before he even had Dick so he wasn’t with Selina

But that night brought a 9 year old Damian to his foot step when Dick was 13

(Is the math mathing??)

“No more kids, huh” 🤨

“Alfred, I didn’t even know this one existed”

He thought Dick was a hard time???

Damian truly humbled him

Selina loved him but Damian was always guarded with her

He grew to accept her as Bruce’s gf

“We’re not dating Damian”

“Then why tf is she here if your not committed”

Stephanie just added herself to the family after her and Tim started dating

Bruce couldn’t get rid of her after they broke up bc she started dating his daughter

He secretly loves her but honestly she just makes herself at home

Colin is that same way but he’s been here longer then Stephanie so🤷‍♂️

Colin and Damian are besties on accident

- They met at dojo class and was the only one not scared to take Damian 1v1

He got his ass beat, but gave damian a bloody nose so, even!!

Damian is autistic coded

Bruce adopted Duke after Damian

It was the same judge every time

The judge didn’t even hold a trial bc he just wants Bruce out of the court room

“This is the last one Alfred I SWEAR”

“You said that TGE LAST TIME”

It wasn’t but it was t by adopt

He proposed to Selina on Hanukkah/Christmas party when Damian was 12

(Hanukkah/Christmas bc Bruce and Tim are Jewish and raised dick and Jason as Jewish, but Damian, Duke, Cass, and Selina aren’t Jewish)

“I’m not dating her” “we’re not doing any commitment” my ass

It’s been 10 years BRUCE

ANYWWYS she said yes

The kids + other were the wedding party

Damian was the ring barrier

Harley was the maid of honor

Clark was the best man

Other ppl from the league was invited bc Bruce did have other friends in school, but he mostly hanged out with his little group

Selina adopted the kids as her stepchildren

(She loves her little kittens)

They honeymoon in Thailand (Selina is haft Thai)

Another year into their marriage and Selina is pregnant:D

“…”

“…at least this isn’t some kid I found on the street or was from an old fling”

“So you acknowledge that there’s a problem”

They were expecting twins

Bruce is happy to have kids with Selina but some times he wishes he would have stop at Jason

(This is another lie, this man is whipped for his family)

Honestly Bruce is happy how big his family have grown since it was just him and Alfred for so long Alfred is happy that Bruce had grown into such a family man and is happy how he far he’s gone since his rebellious younger years

#batfam #dick grayson #tim drake #bruce wayne #jason todd #damian al ghul #dc fluff #batcat #selina kyle #duke thomas #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #dc characters #dc comcis #dc headcanon

[buoyantsaturn]

2, 3 lmao, I'm not going to ask 17 because that would be extra mean to you specifically, 21, 32, and 42 (you pick which one)

2. talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, here’s what we’re actually doing.”

oh lol. basically the first half of chapter 4 of camp counselors. originally it was like. will is kind of sad and tries to talk to the other counselors and try to get to know them better instead of just nico and then will was like. haha no. i think i will consume some weed gummies and then have a panic attack on the floor <3 and literally i could not stop him. every word that i wrote was ripped from my little fingers and forced itself onto the page <3 after that tho the fic continued on like. perfectly as planned lol

3. on a scale of 1-10 how much do you enjoy incorporating romance into the average story?

252 fics. they’re all romance bestie <3 literally the only fics that dont include romance as the main plot are my diary entry fics and 9 times out of 10 those still include some sort of like. interaction with a significant other or at least mention of one. i can think of One fic off the top of my head that is not romance-based in any way shape or form lol. so to answer ur question uhhhh 11 <3

21. pick a writer to co-write a book with and tell us what you’d write about.

i do not think i would choose to write a book! i dont think i have the like. descriptive abilities required for book writing BUT  i Do think i can more easily get my Vision (tm) across more clearly through like. script writing. (bc i literally went to college for like. on-stage script writing but also we touched on video writing - plus i took a tv directing class that i hated <3 ). i have briefly talked to @ethannku about this so i think they would be a fun writing partner!! idk what we would write about <3 recently ive been dabbling in taking some scenes from fics that ive just been like. practicing the format with <3

32. do characters influence your writing style?

oh 100% and i think this is very clear across different installments of no love. at least i hope so anyway!! i feel like the few installments in lou’s pov had a much different energy than the nico and will installments. i also try very hard to make the will and nico povs different from each other bc i have a deep fear of what is essentially same face syndrome but for every character just being the same exact person, just with a different name

42. describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.

gonna give yall a little teaser for widower >:) 

whirlwind. communication. grief. whiplash. hope :)

thank u katherine!!

send me numbers!

#ask #katherine #ask meme #yrbeecharmer

[smallandfurious]

my assumptions based on who you have/would like to have in Genshin Inpact (including leaked or unreleased characters)

Mondstadt

Diluc: your mind is still stuck in the 1.0 meta it's okay to let go you can pull for other characters/your diluc build is actually shit but you just like him so you can't let him go/his skill and ult make you feel powerful

Amber: exists purely out of spite with sexual undertones, you probably started waifu wars back in 2013 over really mediocre female anime characters/you're bi and your sense of fashion is superior/you had her since you started and you've used her just fine you have no idea why people hate her

Diona: sweetie are you okay how's the daddy issues/you're religiously f2p and you conditioned yourself into liking her/insists on ice bridging with her in co op

Lisa: do you actually like her play style or are you just horny/millennial that doesn't know how to play the game to this day

Kaeya: you guys try so hard to get the best builds/you think he's hot and you're right/either doing 200 dmg or 200k dmg

razor: has a very f2p team/you randomly pulled on a banner when you first started and you had him since then/later becomes the meta player that does 50k-400k dmg

Bennett: you probably kin him too/you love him as a character more than you love his play style/shit sleep schedule idk y'all just give off that vibe

Klee: the meta won over you/makes terrorist jokes/whale or very lucky f2p

Eula: simp/insists that she's the best character/always farming for her even though her banner came out months ago

fischl: haha kinnie/can sit down and listen to her speak entire essays for hours/either sad high schooler or creepy adult

Noelle: your devotion is that of a cult member/constantly tells everyone how good she is/C6 triple crowned with 5* weapon and artifacts

Barbara: what the fuck/watched one of those dps Barbara videos and poured their entire life force into her just for her to do no more than 10k dmg/how bored are you

Albedo: bi energy/thinks about his backstory and cries/probably read that fanfic, opinions vary

Mona: creepy neckbeard or really sweet person who doesn't know shit about how to build characters and just vibes/her sprint won you over completely if not the 🅰️SS

Jean: idk what to say I've never seen a jean main

Sucrose: madlads that main the support/living proof that ever character can be mained

Venti: huge nonbinary energy/definitely very fruity/constantly thinking about him like brainrot kinda thinking

traveler: ?????????/excuse me?????/it's possible but??

Rosaria: the moment they saw the leaks they've been a dedicated simp and main/powered by the sheer force of simpery/they all disappeared after her debut for some reason

Liyue:

Hu Tao: either metaslave or some poor f2p who wants to do dmg/loves to live life on the edge/good luck going bankrupt trying to get zhongli on a banner to be her support

Zhongli: stop looking at his ass/if you got him on his debut banner you went through the 5 stages of grief before his buff/forgot to dodge

Xiao: you simped and whaled so hard and completely let the hype die down after his banner/if you're a whale he's probably sitting in your collection at lvl 20/makes it their life goal to make as much dmg as possible

Xingqiu: please can I have him I have all 4* characters except him and ningguang please/xingyun shipper/you don't know why you main him but he grew on you/carries in pyro domains

Chongyun: hehe ice boy go brrrr/also xingyun shipper/you cried at his teapot voicelines and I mean same/"HE'S UNDERRATED🥺🥺"/you do 400 dmg with your build bc no one taught you how to build characters (i mean same I'm a former chongyun main)

Xiangling: she looked pretty so you decided to main her/cries in dragonspine/her ult saves lives

Keqing: you're constantly trying to prove yourself/you can't teleport your way around every domain or puzzle please stop it/"eLeCtRo bUfF wHeN"

ningguang: you thought she was pretty/you'd like her to step on you/you constantly pull out her skill even when it's not necessary

Beidou: she's really good tbh/her counter is addicting/you aged while waiting for enemies to attack you buT THEY JUST STAND THERE AND STARE AT YOU

Ganyu: you do so much dmg holy shit/timmie's arch nemesis/you're begging for a rerun/abyss and domain gods

yanfei: do you seriously enjoy maining her/can't stop burning literally everything/gets carried in domains

qiqi: lost 50/50 but it's okay bc you got a cool healer zombie/cries when people slander her bc she ruined their pity/you're either okay or a creep

Xinyan: you guys definitely kin her/"SHE'S UNDERRATED >:(((("/she's actually really good idk why people don't like her

Childe: I know he's from snezhnaya there's just no other characters from there/you guys are walking memes/"WATCH ME DO 200K DMG" doesn't crit/there's a small group of you that are incredibly invasive and creepy but the others are funny/all Childe mains i met didn't speak at all, killed a bunch of bosses and left

Shenhe: some of y'all make me wanna clutch my purse/either that or you're just some kind innocent person who wants her bc she's pretty

Yunjin: beidou main looking for something new/master of vile builds

Baizhu: hot dendro man go brrrr/you're either focused on his vision or his design/this man has some spicy lore I just know it

yaoyao: her design is pretty/oo dendro/you thought you'd get her in game earlier

Imazuma:

Ayaka: holy shit you guys wanted her ever since that first trailer/why are you all men/you love her despite her huge forehead

Kazuha: YOU GUYS ARE SO NICE/i love Kazuha mains dude they're all so kind and they do lots of dmg it's all thanks to Kazuha mains that I was able to build yoimiya/ Kazuha mains I'm free this tuesday

Yoimiya: you got her bc she's pretty/a lot of you are apparently really toxic for some reason/I don't got much to say I didn't meet a lot of yoimiya mains/proud yoimiya haver btw

Sayu: you wanted her but you accidentally got yoimiya/windtrace gods/her roll thing is pretty cool

Baal/Raiden Shogun/Ei: you are all simps/"bOoBa sWoRd"/a lot of y'all shame yoimiya havers for some reason

Kokomi: you guys are so sweet and you really have good builds for her despite the hate she gets/there's a surprising amount of kokomi havers despite her banner revenue tbh

Itto: y'all broke twitter/checked for leaks on the daily until he was released/the biggest act of simpery was probably committed by one of y'all/can't blame my every waking thought was him I'm SO glad I have him

Gorou: you guys don't know what you're doing/goes blindly into everything

Thoma: malewife enjoyer/I saw so many ppl who want him but I genuinely never met someone who actually uses him in teams🧍where are y'all

Yae Miko: you want her to step on you/metaslave/you guys are pretty similar to ganyu mains tbh

Scaramouche: you guys are soooOOOooO hORNY/you want him to degrade you to death/do you really care about his kit or are you just looking to have another hot man in your team/Childe mains with a hint of hypersexuality/ "day 2315 of (doing something) until scaramouche banner drops"

Ayato: I just know he's gonna be hot/I wanna see what he looks like/there's NO leaks about him dude wtf can't we at least get a tiny lil low quality screenshot of his back like they did with itto/i can feel the "5 StAr XiNgQiU" comments already

Heizou: bby please show yourself/if that one leak isn't fake he looks so cool are you kidding me/giving me hu tao vibes

thats it that's the post take this with a grain of salt and don't get pissy about it this is a joke

#genshin impact #genshin #genshin inazuma #genshin mondstadt #genshin liyue #genshin leaks #genshin characters #genshin yoimiya #genshin baal #genshin xiao #genshin keqing #genshin beidou #genshin ganyu #genshin chongyun #genshin scaramouche #genshin shenhe #genshin itto #genshin rosaria #genshin klee #genshin xinyan #genshin mona #genshin lisa #genshin albedo #genshin ayaka #genshin ayato #genshin mains #genshin shitpost #genshin xiangling #genshin childe #genshin zhongli

[zannolin]

thoughts on best abba songs (7)

okay i get it this is retribution. ummm. okay.

1. "the way old friends do" especially the live version. everything about this song is like. resonate. the fucking accordion. their voices in unison, the way the music picks up and it just gets stronger and when the crowd joins in it makes the hair on my arms stand up. i love this song. it's so damn hopeful....times of joy and times of sorrow / we will always see it through / oh i don't care what tomorrow / we can face it together, the way old friends do. who said they could go that hard?

2. "dance (while the music still goes on)" i feel like i have to put this one as two because it's been my favorite for so long. it wasn't my first favorite abba song (it went "mamma mia"->"fernando"->"when i kissed the teacher"->"sitting in the palm tree"->"angeleyes" first) but it's like the embodiment of nostalgia and melancholy and letting go. it's like the acceptance stage of grief where you say okay, how do i make the best of this. let's dance one last time. if we have to say goodbye, let's do it our way. let's make it on good terms. i love this song. i almost put this as top but ultimately it went for second.

3. "when all is said and done" and here is where it gets nightmarish to rank these because they shift position depending on the day. but i love this one so much. dad got me to listen to it, like actually listen to it a few years ago and i was like okay this fucks actually. what is with abba and their songs about old friends and failed relationships how can they keep doing this to me. "neither you nor i'm to blame when all is said and done" that hits. it's so resigned but in an amicable way. it says, okay. we tried. we failed. we'll keep living.

4. "happy new year" and i'm pretty sure this is like no one's favorite abba song ever except FUCK that i love it so much. i decided to listen to it on midnight on new years back in like, 2017 or something as a "haha" thing and then i was like. hang on. this song is so beautiful? it's so wistful and hopeful and i love it. like yeah may we all have a vision now and then where every neighbor is a friend...yeah....

5. "fernando" i'm contractually obligated to have this song on this list because it has always been one of my favorites growing up. i categorized it in my head with like "chiqitita" and "soldiers" but i've always preferred it above them. i always loved the line about "there was something in the air that night / the stars were bright fernando". the star imagery and the nostalgia (but not necessarily the good kind...the kind where you reminisce about horrible things that happened to you because you're sitting with someone who understands it because they lived it too) of it all is just so good.

6. "i still have faith in you" can you hear me struggling to choose because i'm suffering so badly. oh look! another song about friendship! i think i have a bias here. but really like how can i not love this when it's the first new music abba released in like forty years and i got to see it happen? and it's a beautiful song and i love it a stupid amount. "it all comes down to love." what a song to hear in the year of 2021.

7. fuckkk i really have to go with "when you danced with me" here because it's a constant earworm (dad and i looped it for like an hour driving up for thanksgiving....it's just so good....) and i know I KNOW what am i doing making a list that doesn't even include "dancing queen" BUT LIKE....it's about the small town life...the people who leave and suddenly come back changed and they aren't going to stay and you know it but you can't help but remember a time when they might have....yeah....

anyways this is a biased list of my favorites rather than objective BESTS and i know i have weird favorites but runner ups include "our last summer" "knowing me, knowing you" (i've got a thing for breakup songs bc abba does them like no one else) "dancing queen" "mamma mia" (obvs) "when i kissed the teacher" despite how questionable that is and how it reminds me of fuckin pll now "angeleyes" "i am the city" "nina pretty ballerina" (because i have weird favorites) as well as "the piper" and "he is your brother" (bc who doesn't love WALALALDOODEEBOODAAAAAA in the background). and "waterloo" and "super trouper". and abba's entire discography thanks and good night.

#answered asks #beautyofsorrow #this was cruel and unusual now everyone has to see my weird abba favs

[tsukidrama]

Hello hello! Pink anon here, I really need to get better at answering faster. I guess it feels more like a letter now? If you celebrate Easter/Passover/Ramadan, I hope you had a good weekend! If not, I say the same! I say this a lot, but I was very busy. I'm officially on spring break now, so I plan on answering much faster. Thank you for being so patient!

I noticed you have requests open, specifically for TRNT related Annie content, and I'd like to submit something! I live by the ocean and it's been really gorgeous lately, and whenever I look at it I imagine a beach date with Annie and the reader. Maybe Annie finally gets to let loose, build a sand castle, play in the water. Just something fluffy, maybe they could have a picnic. I've also thought a proposal fic would be cute in the TRNT universe, whatever works for you! Just some ideas I thought would be nice.

oh don't worry about that! it happens and life gets busy. i'm happy to hear from you as always though! i guess we do easter in my family but it wasn't much. i've been keeping it lowkey lately and trying to improve my mental health, etc, trying to become the best tsuki i can be.

aahh yes these are all good ideas for sure! and they all mesh well with the themes of the story -- once again also ideas I've had for the story i love how we are on the same wavelength about the soft annie dates.

✅ beach date request accepted!!! YES QUEEN ✅ already was planning a picnic at some point, agreed it's a very cute and fitting cottagecore idea! ✅ OHHHHH YEAH I MEAN,, I HAVE THOUGHTS ON PROPOSAL/WEDDING BUT I'M NOT GONNA POST THEM ON MAIN BECAUSE SPOILERS AND STUFF. AA. (BUT IF YOU ARE EVER BRAVE ENOUGH TO DM ME I WILL ABSOLUTELY TELL YOU WHATEVER YOU WANT ABOUT THE ANY FIC JUST SAYING)

> "Annie hasn't even hit rock bottom yet." I am very worried for her! I just want to make her some soup and cuddle up on the couch, that's it. She deserves it. Papa can have some too, he's trying his best. <

> I don't know if I've talked about "Please be... My alibi" yet, to be honest I have a terrible memory. However, I really enjoyed it, it is probably one of my favorites, despite the terrible pain. The ending hit very hard for me, the fact that Annie couldn't say "I love you," but she could write it down. I don't know if that counts as a trope, as I've only seen it a few times, but nonetheless I love it so much. I am truly, very satisfied with how that chapter went, and I'm very much looking forward to the finale. <

ghgjgkgh yeah.. honestly she really needs some cuddles and soup. poor thing has really been going through it lately. i'm in kind of a rut right now - normally writing TRNT clears my skin and waters my crops but this sad chapter (9) is killing me. and the thing that sucks about being the writer is that I'm sitting here rolling on the floor crying by myself bc i don't wanna spoil, and by the time i post the chapter I'll have gone through the 5 stages of grief already. TRNT IS HARD TO PROCESS ALONE 💔

YOU HAVEN'T YET SO I'VE VERY HAPPY TO HEAR A LIL REVIEW FROM YOU, THANK YOU DEAREST 💕 I LOVE YOUUU ugh... poor baby. she's so repressed that i don't think she could ever bring herself to say it out loud pre-crystal. part of the PAAAAAINN is the fact that in please be, it's meant to be a little questionable if the note is just a lie that gets reader to keep quiet. some of the thoughts that you're left with at the end about doubting Annie are intentionally there to make y'all doubt. sorry sorry sorry she loves us sooo so much in reality but i've got to give reader the emotional damage she's got by the time TRNT rolls around. SORRY!

> I agree with what you wrote about SNK being deeper than what a lot of people understand about it. You really have to consider the fact that characters don't just "do" things, they were written to do things, by someone that has their own motives and reasons. In order to really understand it, you have to dig deep. I especially agree with that "challenge as a writer" statement, having a canon like SNK really adds to the experience of writing for these characters. <

ohhh hell yes, pink anon coming up here being all philosophical and shit! this is what i like to see. i know that everybody likes to say that they know their faves better than the creator but when it comes to snk.... i tend to believe the stans. the interpretations of people who care about the characters are sooo much better whatever bullshit the loud ignorant masses like to spout on twitter or reddit or whatever crap the ending offers.

yes! completely agreed. writing for snk canon is unparalleled and so when people choose NOT to write in it,, i'm kinda just like. why? canon is so fun, maybe it's intimidating though. that's WHY it's fun! i know you get it!

> Calling Part 3 the "mother of all angst" doesn't exactly comfort me, but I feel like I'm prepared! I have my tissues and my notes app open, just in case I feel so sad I have to write some fluff. <

> On a slightly angstier note, I'd like to say that the song "Harbor" by Clairo, really reminds me of Annie and the reader in TRNT, though I hope they get a better ending than whoever the song is about. The whole album's aesthetic really fits the whole "Cottage-canon" in my opinion. <

yyyeyeeaaaaaahhhh it's going to be quite bad. unfortunately it'll probably still take me a while to write, at least another month or so. but an attempt is being made!! i think about it all the time.

awww man, that is really sad. i do see what you mean! the vibe of the song does really fit the vibe of TRNT, minus the unrequited love of course. everybody cares SO much there's just miscommunication at first. i know i'm writing slow as fuck but TRNT is going to get a lot happier in the overall story

> Happy spring, <

Pink Anon

> (P.S. Recently I've been watching this show called "The Wilds" in my free time, when I'm taking a break from school and writing, and I feel like you would really enjoy it. There are a lot of conflicted characters, and I'm really liking it so far. Just a recommendation!) <

happy spring! sorry that this took me a while to respond to, I've just been kind of overwhelmed and distracted. it's always so good to hear from you. i hope you're doing well 💕💕

ohhh i've seen that advertised! mars works a lot this week and i'm looking for new things to watch so i may take it up! you do know how i like my conflicted characters

#tsuki answers #pink anon #cottagecanon #trnt annie

[blackberry-gingham]

Hi, for your fanfic writer ask game: 5. 19. 22. 23. and 46.

P.S: Have a nice day!! And i cant wait for your next work! <3

Ask list here! Asksksks Thank you so much!!! You too and thanks for the ask!! Sorry, it got a little long 😅😅🙏🏻

5) How many words do you write per day?

Aaaaaa, aha 😅😅😅 Heavily depends tbh. I suppose technically I do write every day, lol, but I don't really like work on fics or even sometimes request every day 😅😅 I can write about a 1,000 words in an hour if I'm fully focused, so when I post a new chapter of something there's a 90% chance I wrote it all in one sitting lol.

Anyway, I guess if I had to estimate, between shit posts and the chapter I posted yesterday that was nearly 3k words in one day. So... maybe 2k ish words on average? Not a lot tbh, but there it is 😂

19) Where do you write?

In my dorm 😭😭 Sometimes on my phone in the cafeteria if I'm like sitting with my back to a wall 🥴😂 Usually seated at some type of table tho lol, I don't really like writing in my bed as much as I use to for some reason 😅

I would love to go type in the university library tho! It's nice in there, but I'm usually busy lol.

22) Favorite part about writing fanfic?

I know I already answered this, but I have a lot that I like about fanfics so I can give a different answer lol. I also love the payoff of writing character development arcs 😩 It takes a loooooot of time to have your like bad guy romantic interest come to the conclusion that, "hmmm, maybe I don't want to be a criminal anymore" without it being like... bad writing lol. So it's always nice to get to that feeling of authentic, earned redemption at the end of most of my x reader fics.

23) Least favorite part about writing fanfiction

Smut scenes 😭😭😭 I'm not the best at them, and I kind of am not looking to be either, lol so idk. It's a wash I guess.

46) Favorite sentence/paragraph you've ever written?

Oof, I have a lot tbh Like... could make a whole post of little scenes here and there from all my works lmao 😂😂 I think a lot of my favorites come from first ever massive success of a fic, Last Pale Light from RDR2 tbh, but one that particularly comes to mind is in the big shoot out and reader, who Arthur has by now fallen very hard for, gets shot. It's that little brief moment where he basically goes through all 7 stages of grief in a just a few seconds, as some of their sweeter memories together flash before his eyes bc he genuinely fears she's dead.

Not only has half the gang been slaughtered at this point in the fic by the rival gang I created, but he now also thinks he's lost you two. The third woman in his life he's ever feelings like this for... and now she's gone too.

Looking back, I think it could be written a little better lol, but it was very impactful at the time for me, so I still love it. It's got great suspense (imo), plus in it's place in the fic, it's kind of your first glance at just how deeply Arthur feels and cares for you. This post is already long, but here, you guys can read the scene here if you want lol:

One of the gunmen, a little too on edge from the shoot out, pulled the trigger as soon as a target made itself available. A few cracks rang out in the town, and the whole world seemed to stop.

You gasped, slumping to the ground, as a deep red stain painted its way across your chest. Arthur went completely numb, as he watched your body fall to the ground in slow motion.

This was a nightmare. It had to be. Yeah, just a bad dream...

Any second now he’d wake up to your contagious laughter as you teased him for sleeping late and shook him awake. Any second and his eyes will snap open and all the screaming and gunfire will melt away to the sound of your beautiful, soft singing while you stroke his hair. Any second, and he’ll jolt awake laying beside you in your tent and stop himself before he rolls onto you again, turn on his back, and hold you close enough to keep your bad dreams away, while the scent of your hair and peaceful snoozing comforts him from the one he’s about to wake up from.

Any second now…

Arthur blinked once. Then twice. But the scene refused to change. His mouth twitched and a lone tear escaped down his cheek, but he was hard pressed to care. Not again. It was over. Everything he’d loved in life was gone. Mowed down before his eyes as a direct result of the very same life he’d so happily led.

#Thank you!!! 😭😭😭 #ask game

[konaizumi]

A Tale of a Thousand Stars ep 5 thoughts/reaction

so tian killed torfun, but does tian know this yet? bc that would make more sense for why his parents didn’t want him to know about the donor

 tian, pls stop comparing yourself to torfun, you don’t like phupha bc of her heart and he doesn’t like you bc of her heart

also, yesterday i listened to the full ost yesterday for the first time with the lyrics and it’s so beautiful and meaningful

tian had better be on his on the get his medication refilled

i love tul’s pretty casual reaction after being able to contact your friend for the first time in two months after they vanished with only a vague note

awww, tian looking up stuff to do with the children

poor yod, just wants to eat

can’t believe phupha is still trying to deny his feelings to his friends

lol p’aof

but what’s he gonna do with the second scent pouch?

dr nam, at it again

tian trying to trash talk phupha but with a smile the whole time

dr nam knows exactly what he’s doing

tian, pls stop lying to the doctor, the one that’s going to have to take care of you if something happens, like i get that you don’t want people to know, but dr nam is literally the person who needs to know

“like those who reforest but decorate their house with ivories” tian throwing shade at his father

prediction: tian’s father will get involved with the situation at some point and will somehow be involved in resolving the situation with the mob boss (bc he’s the minister or former minster of environmental smth)

tian really is a trouble magnet tho

it’s great to see tian interact with an old friend, mix and white really have good chemistry of friends who’ve known each other forever

i can’t stop laughing at the product placement being used as an excuse for tian to be horny

*pictures shirtless buff phupha* “yeah it is good for your health” XD, i cant

tian, i know why you don’t want your mom to know where you are, but pls at least give her a call

tian complaining but seeming super happy about the bad parts of the village is so pure, my boy is so happy

not phupha going through the 5 stages of grief while tian is gone

he’s such a tsundere

I’m all for phupha being one of the main reasons tian stays at the village but at the same time there’s no need for them to downplay the importance of the rest of the characters to tian’s happiness, like the village and the children are allowed to be just as important as romantic attachments

phupha’s like a dog with separation anxiety

i loved tul and tian’s whole conversation about tian being gay, i was so relieved that’s how it went

can’t believe gmmtv actually avoided making an entire plotline out of a character being gay but thank god

also the implication that tian knew he liked guys even before he started liking phupha, pls give us more content like this gmmtv

also i love the editing that switches between tian’s and phupha’s conversations

also i just love nam/yod/rang/phupha friendship

thank you tul for immediately telling tian that torfun’s heart has literally nothing to do with tian’s feelings

“ i never said i had feelings for him” lol, sure tian

phupha lowkey sulking while his friends make fun of him

tian literally can’t trash talk phupha without smiling, huh?

pls stop hurting my precious baby, he’s very fragile right now

“i have someone there protecting me already” oh if only phupha could hear that

i’m just very glad that there’s not a whole plotline around tian and phupha realizing and admitting their feelings to themselves, like they both have reservations about telling other people, but they both are clearly aware of their own feelings and seem pretty comfortable with them

i can’t wait for tul to meet phupha and spill all the of tian’s dirt

gives the middle finger (affectionate)

tian seeing that phupha is sulking and immediately assuming it’s bc he didn’t tell phupha his plans (and he’s right lol)

tian being super confused by nice phupha

phupha trying really hard to follow dr nam’s advice is so cute

tian, he’s literally smiled for so many times

“what do you want me to be?” my boyfriend

tian immediately feeling embarrased after calling him p’phu

tian brings up phupha’s relationship status for someone who “doesn’t have feelings”

god, phupha smiling a the secret picture he took of tian is just so pure

the phutian content throughout the whole episode is honestly god tier

you know it’s a good scene when you sit there mentally shouting at the characters to just kiss already

(and you know they want to kiss each other so bad)

i really appreciate them giving phupha valid reasons for being insecure like he’s much older and he’s tied to the village, starting a relationship with him would mean staying in the village rather than going back to the city, and him thinking that tian (a young 20 year old rich boy who’s still in the middle of a college degree to be an engineer) wouldn’t want that isn’t unrealistic, like i just appreciate that his reasons for hesitating aren’t stupid

shit, there’s so much fondness~~~~

how many sexual innuendos did phupha make this ep lol

i love how natural their relationship feels too, like it’s just genuinely two people falling in love with each other

everytime phupha fondly watches tian interacting with the children, i gain a year of life

okay but i love all the forest rangers encouraging phupha to ask tian to stay longer

they’re literally so in love it hurts

tian using phupha’s full title when he’s embarrassed

they’re so happy flying the kites together

the very last scene is heartbreaking but also very satisfying to watch

the fear in phupha’s eyes

also i imagine it must be pretty terrifying bc tian’s not just passed out, it’s not like he just fainted, he’s still conscious but can’t move or speak and seems to be in a lot of pain and to have to watch that and not knowing what’s happening to him or what to do

but that’s literally why you need to tell people, tian, so they can help you in emergencies like this

dr nam, hate to break it to you but phupha definitely knows how to flirt

“im also strong” i cant with this man

yes, dr nam, tell my son to quit being such a dumbass and take care of himself

tian and phupha better kiss next week, they deserve it

shit, this was such a good episode, all the quality phutian moments, finally the heart transplant will be revealed, the tul and tian content was great and I hope we see tul again

MVP of the episode: Tul

#atots #1000 stars #a tale of a thousand stars #atots spoilers #1000 stars spoilers #atots ep 5 #1000 stars ep5 #konaizumi

[andreils-keys]

kay so ive been taking prompts from my instagram and

why would you tell me not to kill one and if i do to bring him back please you’re taking all the joy out of writing >:(

anyways lets get into it <3 (tw: small mention of domestic abuse)

(disclaimer yes i am a kandreil shipper :))

andrew is cursed in the same way blue was sort of where if he tells someone that he loves them they’ll die (yes i changed it a bit)

but instead of doing the whole 'you're cursed zap magic' thing (bc i don't think it'd fit very well in the aftgverse) im gonna try something else             

andrew had some pretty shitty foster homes when he was young

but the worst one was a small house by a family-owned ice cream shop

he remembers the ice cream shop very vividly. it was where he went when his foster mother was out working or drinking. it was where he went to feel safe.

he was pretty young, maybe 4 ? 5 ? impressionable. in that stage where santa claus and the boogie man were real, where hiding under a blanket protected you from nightmares. (he learned pretty quickly that hiding under the blanket did not protect you from anything.

he was bashed and battered with fists and words, words that cursed his very being and proclaimed that to love him was to die.

he was so young

he was only a child

and he did what children do best

he believed        

there was a time when he doubted

another foster parent, a run down house made beautiful with love and mismatched furniture

the road to healing is rocky and dangerous, but easier to traverse when you have someone behind you

finally, he let himself love

he let his foster mother in, little by little, and he thought: maybe im not a curse

and he said: i love you

the day after, she died in a car crash

the car brutalized

her body brutalized

his heart brutalized

coincidence? he says out loud at the entrance of another foster home. because it needs to be said. because lies always become crystal clear when said out loud.      

bc of this he's never directly expressed love for anyone and he tends to distance himself from people just to make sure there's 0 risk of him causing someone's death

but if he does care for someone he shows this through actions (no i love yous because that's what he believes caused his foster mothers death)            

he's always had people he's cared about, people he's wanted to protect and keep safe

but ever since the car crash, hes never had anyone hes wanted to say i love you to     

until     

[enter kevin day]         

the first person that consumed him was kevin, the boy that sought him out in high school with desperation in his eyes, raving about a sport that had made andrews days in juvie a little more bearable. 

the man that always appeared on television with a cardboard smile stamped onto his face, always a step behind riko moriyama, always hiding in his shadow.

the man that inexplicably made yet another appearance in andrews life, this time with a shattered hand and a plea for help.

the man that pushed and pulled andrew just enough to get him through another day, another week.        

and then neil, so different from kevin and yet so alike, as sudden as a gunshot, as tantalizing as death. 

the boy that's as invested in riko and kevin as andrew is. 

the boy that is impenetrable and distrusting, the boy that lets no one in. 

at first andrew thinks he's safe. as long as neil doesn't let anyone in, that means andrew won't have to let him in. and kill him.

aha sike. turns out neil is the trusting-no-one-but-andrew-minyard-and-kevin-day type           

the three of them form a twisted complicated pyramid; each side leaning against the other two. immovable. strong. inseparable, unless andrew deliberately pushes himself away when the feeling ballooning in his chest is too much.

(although he will always get pulled back in. the gravity of neil and kevin is too strong for andrew to stay away.)

he promises to protect them because that's what he does for the people he cares about.

but falling in love is a whole other ball game.

andrew is so afraid.

afraid to love them, afraid to let them in.

he knows he can't allow it; every time he thinks of how much he feels for them, he remembers the car, the shattered windows, the pieces of glass tipped with blood.

but andrew is only human.

even if he tells himself not to fall in love, the heart and body tend to ignore the mind.

he let’s himself be selfish

the hard press of kevin's lips against his, the gentle tug of neils fingers threaded through his hair, a hand clamped against neils neck and the other gripping kevin's arm.

that is all andrew allows

he doesn't mind if kevin and neil go gallivanting off somewhere on their own (s a f e l y; if those idiots get taken by the yakuza it would be extremely inconvenient for andrew)((andrew: dammit now i have to save them from the mafia nicky: you don't have t- andrew: no im gonna)), even if it prods unpleasantly at a sensitive point in his heart. if they're happy, hes happy. 

(well, not quite happy. satisfied is the proper word. and he supposes that's the most he can ask for.)       

he doesn't tell them about the nightmares. the dreams of fire and blood and twisted metal, of fists and a curse and a small, dark room. more often than not neil will wake to find andrew sliding out of his bunk and going to the kitchen for a bowl of ice cream.

neil won't pry, but he'll wake kevin and they'll join andrew in the kitchen, standing on the other side of the counter from andrew with their shoulders pressed together, a reminder to each other and andrew that they are there for each other.         

and then neil disappears. like a dream. like smoke. 

andrew took his eyes off neil for one second, and neil vanished in the crowd of angry fans.

they search and search but neil is gone.

all they find is neils exy racket lying on the ground in pieces, broken from the stampede of fans.

andrew whispers, the words dredged from a desperate, vulnerable place inside him: i love you. neil, i love you. come back to me. come back to kevin. come back to us.     

the next day, the fbi tells them that they found neils gym bag. it was covered with tire tracks and spattered with blood.

they couldn’t find neil.    

and the pyramid falls.

the grief and guilt and heartbreak andrew feels is unparalleled. never has he felt so broken. never has he felt so dirty. he did this. he did this.

kevin insists neil is still alive. lost and floating, but alive

but andrew knows better.

his nightmares get worse. sprinkled in with the mauled car and heavy fists is a shattered exy stick, a gym bag dripping blood, an unreachable figure with red hair and a slash of a smile.

andrew spirals. 

he refuses to speak to anyone. even kevin. he'll stay with kevin and press his palm into the side of kevin's neck, his pulse grounding andrew and keeping him in the here and now, but he will not speak.    

cabeswater brought gansey back right and i feel like the one closest to magic would be renee (thank you neils jortventures fairy magic huzzah) except she doesn't use magic. 

so remember how she was affiliated with a gang when she was young 

there was a member of the gang that continued to reach out to her, especially once they escaped from the gang a little after renee did

renee did respond to their messages, but she tried not to initiate conversation because they were part of her old life and she was living and loving her new one. 

essentially she was nice enough not to cut them out completely. 

unfortunately the kid got caught up in another gang that was closely associated with the butcher of baltimore

when nathan dies they text renee about how their gang is in pieces because the butcher is dead. 

renee isnt there to receive the message right away (she and andrew were sparring, as they were keen to do now that neil was gone and andrew was out of sorts) and kevin is the one to catch the word butcher when the notification pops up

he scrambles for renees phone and sees: the butcher is dead.

he is so relieved because the butcher, the man kevin always had to fear and avoid, is dead

and then he starts to think

neil’s father was the butcher. does this have something to do with neil? was the butcher the one that took neil? if the butcher is dead, does that mean neil is still alive?

it’s a bit of a stretch, but kevin is willing to believe anything if it means that neil is alive

he tells andrew

he doesn't expect andrew to do anything but he still wants to tell him, just so that andrew will know, just so that kevin himself can taste the words.

kevin asks renee if they can reach out and she's like wtf y'all doing going through my phone but she understands how hard it hit them, andrew especially, and if it'll help them she'll go along   

they meet up with the kid

renee seems nice enough, but andrew can tell how strained she is by the way she keeps cracking her knuckles one by one

they get the info from the kid about a red haired blue eyed cut up burned kid

kevin is distraught about the cut up burned part

andrew is close to vomiting from a whirlwind of relief (they never said he was dead) and denial and fear for neil

he refuses to get his hopes up; he said the cursed words. he saw the blood on neils’s gym bag. he saw the shattered exy stick. (or was that a dream? his nightmares and reality are so tightly interwoven he can hardly tell what's real)

the kid warns kevin and andrew that the last time they saw neil was in the basement and that the probablity of him still being there is relatively low

kevin makes a sort of impatient gesture at the kid and they bring kevin and andrew to the house (renee stays behind; she made a lame excuse about needing to make a phone call but she just wanted to give them space, either to reunite with neil or grieve their loss a second time)

from the outside, it’s a nice looking house and it doesn’t look threatening in the least, but andrew knows how deceiving appearances can be

once they go inside everything is in shambles. the couch overturned, the tv screen cracked in multiple places, ceiling plaster and pieces of porcelain all over the counters and dining table

the kid points them to the basement

kevin is the first to go down

andrew is surprised mainly because kevin is usually always so careful

andrew follows more warily, afraid to find nothing, afraid to find neil; afraid to have his heart broken all over again, afraid of the prospect that he has wasted his entire life living a lie.

he reaches the basement to find kevin wrapped around a small beat up, bruised, burnt, and shivering lump.

neil is hurt and bloody, and it drives a stake through andrew’s heart, but the fact that neil is breathing and alive alive alive causes a different kind of pain, the unique pain of relief and sorrow and love swirled together.

kevin is stroking neils hair and very obviously trying not to have a panic attack and andrew goes to them

sits down

both kevin and neil look up at him, and andrew watches as some of the fear and pain in their eyes fades.

he can feel the words bubbling up and he wants to say them, to scream them, but they are stuck inside his throat, twisted around his tongue.

it is a language andrew has taught himself to unlearn.

the road to healing is rocky and dangerous, but easier to traverse when you have someone behind you

it’s even easier when you have two people behind you, people who have seen what you have seen, people who make an effort to understand you.

andrew eventually does say it.

the words, no longer cursed, are still clumsy and fall in a messy jumble at his feet

but there they are, light as a cloud, heavy as a storm:

i love you

#aftg #all for the game #aftg hc #aftg headcanon #aftg headcanons #kandreil #kandreil hc #trc #bluesey #this wasnt supposed to be angst #and then it turned into kandreil angst #and honestly im not complaining

[kaibacorpintern]

thejanestofdoes replied to your post “M and O for the Fanfic Ask Meme, please.”

…god I really wanna know more about #5

lmao kind of a low-burn slice-of-life drama kind of deal, post-DM, not DSOD compliant (no atem)… i wrote an entire chapter and a half and then threw it all aside in a fit of inspiration to work on some beast. i won’t return to it unless i make some significant revisions. here is an excerpt. 

context: mokuba has asked yuugi to take some dinner to kaiba (working late at kaibacorp) super late at night, bc even though he’s fucking furious about the (OUT OF NOWHERE, UNEXPLAINED) firing, he won’t abandon his brother to his own self-destructive devices. kaiba, ofc, is trying to get yuugi to leave, but yuugi has orders to make sure kaiba finishes his food.

* 

Kaiba was miserable, that was normal, but somehow… his beloved brother was part of it. A step further: this time, Mokuba was the spear of that misery.

Kaiba finally released Yuugi from his gaze and shoveled a clump of rice and beef into his mouth, reading his phone again with sour disinterest.

Yuugi opened his mouth, and shut it. A vision of Atem shot through his mind like a spark, fiery-bright and then fading. Warmth and grief crested wave-like through his chest, just as fresh and powerful as the day Atem left. They had shared a body, a heart. Even their dreams came together – the mundane absurdities of classrooms and shopping malls and subways sliced apart by dizzying visions of scorching red sands, hieroglyphs, the heady smell of incense. 

And in the late hours of the night, under the skylight, when Atem’s restless, churning energy had kept Yuugi awake, an insomnia like floating on the sea – those moments were theirs, and theirs alone. They had rarely, if ever, been angry with each other. And no one else had known. Like all other things, the fractures were private, sacred. 

If the brothers Kaiba were fighting between themselves… that was the same. It was not his place to ask why, or how. Still seated atop the desk, Yuugi slouched, pressing his phone flat between his hands, watching raindrops roll down the window. The puzzle half-solved, and doomed to be abandoned. On one hand, he wanted them to figure it out themselves. Why not just go home and leave them to their own wretched, stubborn devices? On the other hand… their problems were his problems. As their friend – by some stunted, perpendicular definition of the word – he wanted them happy. 

Movement from Kaiba. Yuugi looked back. Half the bowl was gone, and Kaiba was standing up, phone in his back pocket, chugging from the bottle of water. 

“If you’re going to stay,” he said, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, “let me show you something interesting.”

“Alright,” Yuugi said, feeling like the only thing he might find interesting was his own bed, or a text from Mokuba announcing that this was all some kind of sick joke, or Kaiba being sedated.

Kaiba briskly plugged the cables back into his duel disk. He lifted the lid off the gold box on the coffee table to reveal several dozen cards, slotted neatly into grey foam. After only a slight hesitation, he chose a card, deftly plucking it from its slot and playing it in attack mode on his duel disk.

The familiar summoning chime played from speakers somewhere around the stage. The card appeared on the stage, face up. Recognition hit Yuugi with a sharp pang, sadness and affection and excitement all at once: an old friend had come to visit. The Dark Magician rose, in a spiraling, glittering flare of light, from the card.

The cards had long since been able to breathe, blink, flex their claws. This was no different: the Dark Magician hovered above a foot above the stage, gripping the staff. Against the white screens, his breathing was magnified, his chest rising and falling visibly in the purple robes. 

Kaiba scraped a small object off the coffee table and threw it underhand at Yuugi, who caught it – a white device like a flash drive. “Now get off that desk. Walk back a few steps.”

Clutching the device in one hand, Yuugi slid off the desk and walked backwards, watching the stage. Kaiba was watching him, a smirk starting to form at the edge of his mouth. The Dark Magician was still just the Dark Magician, floating, his oceanic blue eyes shining in the silence…

“Oh, shit,” Yuugi breathed, startling backwards into the side of a rolling chair, barely noticing Kaiba’s low, short laugh. 

The Dark Magician was looking at him. Not in the blank, unfocused way of a doll, into some vague middle distance, but right into his eyes. The Dark Magician saw him, Mutou Yuugi, standing still and breathless in the dim light. 

Yuugi took several steps back, his sneakers making no sound on the carpet. The Dark Magician’s gaze stayed on him, with that cool-blooded self-possession, now somehow even more alive with focus. And if he moved around…? With the device still pressed hard into his palm, Yuugi dropped to the floor and crawled under the nearest desk, past table legs and power strips bristling with plugs, lanyard dangling onto the carpet. Out from under, and up again. He went as far as he could go, all the way to the last window, at the far end of the room. 

The room was silent save for the rain, an unceasing crackle on the glass windows. The Dark Magician never stopped watching him. Neither did Kaiba, who had picked up the bowl again. 

Whatever Kaiba had done to the Dark Magician unnerved Yuugi, in the same manner of something shifting suddenly in the night – a noise in an alleyway, or a thump on the roof. A distant sound in a dark forest. Life, unknown, but knowing you. Something was alive inside that colorful holographic shell, vibrating with power and predatory desire.

If all the Duel Monsters were like this now… a thrill raced up Yuugi’s spine. Across an imaginary battlefield he saw a line of beautiful creatures, lithe and muscular, waiting for the command of their master. All of their attention trained, with falcon-like precision, on him. Kaiba’s bloodlust, pulsing in the neck of a Blue-eyes White Dragon.

With a cool, not-unpleasant flush of fear, an adrenaline he could not quite name, Yuugi came back to the stage. 

“Don’t explain it. Not yet, at least,” he said, dropping the device into Kaiba’s outstretched hand. Briefly, the Dark Magician’s eyes slid to Kaiba, and Yuugi felt a twinge of – envy? Regret. Then Kaiba clicked the device off and tossed it back onto the coffee table. The hologram flickered, once, and the effect was gone. “Knowing will ruin it.”

“Nothing is ruined by knowing,” Kaiba said impatiently, muffled by a mouthful of food. 

For a moment, they stared up at the Dark Magician in reverent calm, Yuugi feeling for all the world like an acolyte at an altar, the god come down to earth. Kaiba, the high priest.

Atem would’ve loved it.

“Oh, fine. If it makes you happy,” Yuugi said. 

#thejanestofdoes #yes i love to share excerpts. what of it #writing notes #kaiba actually has a good reason to fire mokuba but handles it VERY badly and is incapable of explaining #in a way that doesn't require him to be vulnerable and honest about.... anything. #drama! #fanfiction

[your-fave-is-bi]

Ship meme for Helios and Banshee :3c

who wakes up first in the morning:a guardians’ duty never sleeps and as the local gunsmith vendor of the tower, there’s only so much sleep you can take before a new shipment arrives or a guardian wants to buy a new gun, so Banshee-44 has a strict schedule that works for him which involves waking up very early and getting in very late. It’s a little harder to leave the bed when you’ve got a warm sleepy titan clinging on for morning cuddles though.

who’s the first to fall asleep at night: again, i imagine Banshee-44 has a very strict schedule he keeps himself on for most days, and his work always leaves him tired. However, when Helios-33 isnt home for a couple of days bc of Guardian Duties, Banshee’s known to stay up a little later to talk to Helios at the end of the day, whenever duty permits it of course. (that being said Helios-33 is absolutely the guy who’s on a voicecall with his bf during a crucible game bc like. Bf is more important.)

what they playfully tease each other over: it’s always fun to point out how absolutely RIDICULOUS Helios used to be to try and get Banshee’s attention, and Banshee loves bringing it up when he remembers. Helios likes teasing Banshee about how excited he can get about a gun, even though he’s nothing better honestly, and adores Banshee’s excitement 

what they do when the other’s having a bad day: depends on the kind of bad day. Are we talking about “our friend got murdered and i’m going on a vengeance spree to reclaim the gun you made for him and we’re both incredibly sad and are working through the stages of grief but got stuck on anger” or “i had really bad gambit/crucible games and im an embarrassment to the Light/Shaxx/guardians as a whole” / “a guardian got mad at me bc i gave them a gun i’d already given them once”bc like they’re both wrecks abt that first one and its gonna take a lot of time to work through smth like that. 

For Helios, specifically when he did bad in games, Banshee puts forth some self-care tasks Helios has been ignoring. ‘You clean your guns before and after battle, take a sonic shower and see how you feel then.‘After that, and Helios still feels bad, he’ll offer a few words that put things in perspective, and afterwards some cuddles until they fall asleep.

Helios usually showers him in physical affection if Banshee has a bad day. He’s no master wordsmith, so instead of trying and failing to tell Banshee how much he means to him, he’ll show him. It’s soft kisses and even softer touches.

how they say ‘i’m sorry’ after argumentsHelios usually doesnt use his words, would much rather reach out for Banshee’s hand to hold after an argument as an apology and a peace offering. It’s not that Helios doesnt want to say sorry, it’s just hard. Not to poke fun at Banshee and his dementia but he often just. Forgets what he was angry about in the first place. Apologizes for that and for the argument plainly.

which one’s more ticklishFUCK MAN IDK DO EXOS EVEN FEEL TICKLES probably Banshee purely bc Helios has like one (1) specific spot he’s ticklish at and thalu-5 still hasnt found it and she tries very hard to get this info out of Banshee

their favourite rainy day activitiesstay inside, work from home for Banshee with a very bored and cuddly titan who’s already went through his vault remotely three times and somehow always falls asleep and naps when Banshee reads off the list of goods from orders that he’s processing.

how they surprise each other(with gifts)Helios is a simple man, exotic weapons will always make him excited and when his /boyfriend/ gives him exotic weapons? He’ll hoot and holler in strikes how his BOYFRIEND made sure he could get this win, how his BOYFRIEND gave him this strong af weapon, how his BOYFR- you get the picture.

Helios likes to treat Banshee. To a good meal, a good movie, a hard to come by weapon mod component, a good date-night, a scenic walk through the city, holding hands and having nothing off limits for him. Helios would give him the world if Banshee asked.

(other ways they surprise each other)Banshee was surprised to find out how much Helios actually thinks about things. Everyone knows titans let their actions speak for themselves and how titans like to punch, and this thought process was amplified by how little Helios talks or uses words to express his thoughts, but there’s a lot of deep thoughts hidden in that head of his. It surprises Banshee to this day, he sometimes forgets how thoughtful and thinking Helios can be.

For Helios it still is surprising just how much Banshee knows about guns, how knowledgeable he is on the topic and how he gladly talks on and on for hours on end about the pros and cons of gun strategies he watched other guardians use in crucible. He absolutely adores that Banshee feels as comfortable around Helios as he does, he wouldnt trade anything to give up the joy of watching someone he cares for so deeply talk about something they’re passionate about.

their most sickening shows of public affectionHelios’ entire wooing of Banshee. Just. It’s a mess to witness.Also that bit abt Helios screaming abt how his boyfriend made sure he could win x/y/z. Especially in Crucible. Like it’s endearing and the fans love it im sure but god. It’s so sickeningly sweet. 

#thank u fly i lvoe talking abt love #helios33 #flyzilla #asks #karli plays destiny 2 #this is very long i just started and didnt stop #exo bfs

[sanfranciscoyoginigypsy]

Gorillaz Concert Experience

it was incredible, cannot put into words the experience. I was a bit scared and lonely for the first couple of hours. arrived around 5 and waited for gorillaz which played at 8. A tribe called quest did not make it. But while i was waiting i sat down and met 2 men . Very nice souls, offered me hash hits, it was very good, i got really baked. we talked and exchanged it was very well, i said the first words “did you like the new album” and i followed with i didnt like it, but at the end of the show i did. in the middle of the show a woman needed a lighter and i had one, i offered her to use it and she offered me about 5 hits from her joint. i was very in tune with everything. the music, the energy, the vibration, and nostalgia. with the demon days album, it was fun, like a party, with plastic beach, i stood still, so emotional and healing i was physically blank, but i felt things and healing in place. healing of heart break, from jon and my brother. its as if my brother gifted me with this experience. playing songs to unravel my path- and help me heal. melancholy hill was very emotional for me, its as if i was crying but no tears came about, dont get lost in heaven, demon days (so strong so strong its as if my brother is unraveling our struggles together) and i just had this enlightenment and or awakening of the reason me and my brother loved the same music is bc we both had the same path to follow, either him or me passing away in this realm and emobidement , the death would have meant more to either or.... a lot of things opened up and unraveled.. hard to think about and put into words, i just felt so much and thought so much.. gorillas was one of the best concerts I've seen. i also thought of area- for we both shared and opened up each other to the love for melancholy hill. nostalgia of her and my brothers presence arised when melancholy hill played. “Well you can't get what you want But you can get me So let's set out to sea 'Cause you are my medicine When you're close to me”

such sweet lyrics,, so beautiful,, and yet so resonating.. i really felt carlo during the show. through lyrics and vibrations”

i cant spit out the experience to well at this time but if i had to describe it using one word, i would say healing. healing from heartbreak, experiencing sadness and happiness, and both feeling good. thats why i love music, especially concerts. concerts give you the vibrations and the feeling in the moment - live, so it is so powerful, and music just unravels your path and helps you heal, you just hear the music and it resonates, presenting nostalgia, an emotion that can be pleasant if the music is settling. plastic beach and demon days give me a depressing feeling, focusing on my healing of grief with my ex and carlito, and hearing it live was very powerful. i am presented with live music when it is healing. it makes sense. I've been wanting to go to this shows, but they're over 21, do not overuse the power of the medicine, music is medicine, in my life time. and by the end of the show i loved the new album. music is healing for everyone in everygeneteration and these experiences if used correctly can provide growth to the soul to heal, and i respect all music , especially the new album, at first i was disappointed with the sound, but i love it, so much energy and i could feel it was healing to the new souls, so much new music was presented. power to the people. black power. everyone was black on the stage except him, so much power he presented. and interacted with the audience , every angle it would have been well. i need to start listening to my instinct more, even if it is negative, do not ignore, i felt like i could have been more up front if i listens bc i was a bit annoyed that i wasn't up front when an hour before gorillas played but yet i didnt take action (but sometimes not taking action is good) but they interacted and the singer went to the front audience multiple times, either way my brother created a healing experience for me again .. beautiful.. well done well done.i felt growth and healing- my thinking process was siding with my third eye. i need protection- I'm getting higher and higher- its making sense- and making sense fast. i respect and accept any form of music, its liberating and healing to all souls and ages on this earth. music used for each generation for healing and liberating, enjoying and feeling old music, u are an old soul.

8.11.11

[zagenta]

On Dex's Reaction

Ok but like… It’s been a couple days but I’m still not over just how DEVASTATED Dex is at sharing a room with Nursey…. Like…. I know Nursey is a little shit but I’m so convinced that there’s got to be SOMETHING more to that sheer panic besides Nursey just being a pretentious fuck that’s hard to live with.

Honestly, I understand Dex being mad at feeling cheated out of dibs or w/e after doing so much haus-work, that’s fair. Like, I’m not gonna deny him his emotional response, but also Lardo’s dibs was going to be Nursey’s to begin with, so the fact that he was so distraught at the outcome when it was actually very cool of Lardo to give him an equally fair shot I think is indicative of something deeper going on. & by something deeper I’m just gonna shamelessly admit rn I think Dex might have a crush on Nursey. Maybe it really is just the shipper in me projecting but seriously,

I know Nursey is ridiculous but it’s been 2 years and they’re relatively much better off than they were before, they’re p good friends, so what gives? Like. The dude literally went through the 5 stages of grief within a single update.

& idk if I’ve voiced my thoughts on this before but I’ve always had the sense that Dex really is gay, imo it’s been pretty well indicated. The baking euphemism literally started with Dex during their first introduction in the tadpole tour, and then surprise surprise later on Bitty’s Twitter it turns out 1) Dex is pretty good at baking. And 2) he’s also kinda embarrassed about that.

Also, Dex CHOSE to go to the most LGBT-friendly school in the country even though he would’ve preferred somewhere in-state that probably would’ve been cheaper. We can chalk this up to making the choice bc of the hockey scholarship (like bitty I guess?) but Samwell’s “1 in 4, maybe more” was admittedly a big part of its appeal to Bitty, so it wouldn’t be a stretch to say Samwell had the same appeal to Dex. Imo Dex has always been way too pragmatic and money-conscientious to choose Samwell over a state school, I know he has to for the sake of the narrative but that aside, he chose Samwell for a reason. You could chalk it up to him choosing Samwell just bc he really likes hockey, but I’ve never really gotten that strong of an impression from him. Oh, I’m sure he likes it, but he’s no Jack Zimmerman. I think the LGBT appeal is the exact perfect reason FOR him to make that somewhat emotionally fueled decision as opposed to the more practical choice

also lbr Dex had a super gay moment w Jack during initiation I think we call can appreciate Jack’s butt

Sidenote, as a bi PoC as much as I appreciate bi!nursey as a concept & connect w it & want it to be a thing.. Dex being gay I think is a lot more strongly foreshadowed than Nursey being bisexual. Which is unfortunate, bc I really like bi!Nursey. & I like the idea of them as a couple, too.

#william poindexter #nurseydex #derek malik nurse #check please #omgcp #derek nurse #shut up janelle #I think bi!rans or bi!holster honestly have more traction than nurse but that's just my onion

[itsjayyyy]

September 18, 2018 4:53 pm

wow since it’s been a few days since an update, I had a lot of things to open this entry with, but of course only one topic can be the first i talk about. so, the most recent one: I was just laying in bed thinking about how I need to study for my bio exam tomorrow and also complete the next two modules for econ, but then I realized it’s tuesday and econ hw is due monday nights, and freaked out. I literally went through all five stages of grief, before I was like “it’s okay, it’s only the homework, the exam will pull my grade up” and opened my laptop to start reading for bio. but then I checked econ and apparently because there’s an exam this week, there wasn’t any homework due so HOLLA.

so this past weekend has been annoying, as always. I was at ioa for friday, but we only had three workers total (we normally have 6) for closing, so it was hell trying to close on time. and then saturday I went to usf, which is always hell. not to mention, hhn started so we had to spend an hour cleaning so the night crew would be set. and at the end of my shift, the usf manager has the nerve to say to me that she wants me to pick up some shifts this week. I tell her that I have four exams, and I’ll have to check my schedule, but she says “oh but your availability says you’re free after 4 on tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays” what the fuck!!!!!! don’t go looking at my availability when I’m not your employee!!!!!!! so I kept saying I had to study, I had to see, two of my exams are online, etc and she kept pushing for me to at least take shifts on friday afternoon and saturday, since I should be done with exams by then. I took the saturday shift because by this point my shift ended a minute ago and I wanted to leave, and told her I’d call her to let her know if I can take friday (I won’t.) SO SUNDAY I walk in to ioa (home sweet home), and we have a new coworker!!! And by new I mean he used to work at usf but transferred here permanently. What. “Oh jay we send you to usf because they’re understaffed and we’re overstaffed.” Okay. So I tell my manager that they’re stupid for accepting MORE workers when we have that issue, and she has the audacity to say to my face “oh it’s more than that, he didn’t like it at usf” as if I haven’t spent the last two months telling both ioa and usf managers that I hate usf. Okay. So Sunday, when I next work at ioa, I’m going to speak to my highest manager and tell her that she either tells the scheduler that I am not to work at usf again, or I quit. I have enough money in my savings account to last me a while.

wow. rose deadass drank 6 apple juice boxes out of the 8-pack we had. this bitch clearly doesn’t care if I starve huh.

so yesterday I met up with heather after class in the student union. did I mention how much I love cafe bustelo? I really love it. a good cafe con leche really warms me up. we talked for a while, then I walked her to class. In our conversation, our birthdays came up at some point (I think I said something along the lines of “you didn’t get me anything for my birthday this year! and she said “you didn’t get me anything either!”) and I was like “I bet you don’t even know my birthday” and she said april 22nd. and then later she was like yea well I bet you don’t know mine and i immediately said march 19, so she said she’d buy me starbucks today to make up for it.

today’s morning was really gr8 and also really un-gr8. like, I woke up at 7 thinking I had to leave the house at 8:30 for my ortho appt, and laid in bed for a while before finally getting up and showering. but when I stepped out of the shower and saw the time was 8, I realized that I didn’t leave the house at 8:30, my appointment was at 8:30. cue getting dressed while still partially damp, forgetting heather’s gov’t textbook, and going 75 in a 45 zone. I thank the gods daily that motorcycles don’t get red light tickets.

while driving down the main road leading to my university, I had this white car weaving between traffic. at one point he was behind me, but then when I slowed down in a turn he switched to the right, which ended up being right behind a campus shuttle (you know, the ones that drive 5 mph under the speed limit at all times and you can barely see around. and they’re diesel, ugh!). as he saw me speed up at the end of the curve, he switched back to behind me and sped up too, but as soon as I reached level with the front of the shuttle (and the pickup on the other side of me), I slammed on my brakes so he couldn’t try to go around. Definitely risked getting run the fuck over, but it was so worth it seeing the look of frustration on his face.

I got nearly instant karma, though, because he entered the university through the first turn, when I went for the second a little ways up since it’s closer to my garage. but the traffic light was down, so I had to merge into one lane with everyone else, and then they wouldn’t even allow left turns because it’s too complex for the person directing traffic, so I had to make a right then a u-turn. But it was made up for by the fact that the trike that normally parks in my spot was probably also deterred by the traffic, and I got to claim my righteous spot.

so when I got on campus, I went to heather’s class, or rather, the building it was in since I couldn’t find room 106 exactly. I remembered that my annoying coworker said that her classes were in that building + the one next to it also on tuesdays, but I thought that there was no way I’d actually bump into her considering there are over 60,000 students and the buildings are pretty large, plus I didn’t know what time her classes are.

well, now I know that her class gets out at the same time + same building as heather. we walked towards the starbucks (which is near her next class), and I introduced her to heather, we talked about how it was to work at universal, the sort. and then she was like “well I gotta go to class now, bye!” and i was like bye and smiled and when she was more than 20 feet away I turned to heather and said “that’s the coworker I told you that I hate.”

I love pumpkin spice season!!!!!!!! got a frappuccino tho, because it’s never truly fall in florida. heather got a mango dragonfruit refresher bc I recommended it to her, and it’s funny because the person ordering before us was also named heather and also ordered a mango dragonfruit. As a barista, that’s like my worst nightmare. Luckily they were able to tell it apart because the other heather got a grande. We sat in the starbucks for a while, I explained how weed is a lot more safe than cigarettes, talked about pine hills’ reputation, and how samantha’s mom is so damn disrespectful. This woman drove heather home one day when picking up samantha, and the whole ride was bragging about how samantha was going to be so successful because she’s majoring in some type of psychology and will be making over 90k a year. and then she turned the conversation to how teachers don’t make that much money, and she asks heather how she could do that, just take such a low-paying job. and lemme tell ya how MY GIRL HEATHER FUCKIN SNAPPED. she done said she tired of people saying teachers don’t make a lot of money yall. she said to samantha’s mom, “I don’t know how you’re looking down on my salary when you have three children from three different men with only a salary of $30k.” Y’ALL. the point that heather was trying to make the point that “people from working-class families act as if a salary less than 100k is unacceptable even for an unmarried, childless young adult despite working class families often having a household income of 50k while supporting children just fine,” but damn she really went there. goin off on this good catholic woman for having baby daddies. well samantha’s mom and samantha became very upset. and they told heather’s dad who would not leave her alone until she apologized. as in, he was banging on her door telling her she had to apologize. I said put headphones in and ignore it, she was like “girl you don’t understand haitian parents. my dad literally opened my door with a knife when I locked it.” so she had to apologize :/ but she also made it clear that she didn’t like the way samantha’s mom disrespected her. she tried to make it seem relatable, and be like, “oh what if i said that to your mom, wouldn’t you tell me to apologize” and I’m like???? no???? I would make my mom apologize for being disrespectful first the hell??? then I reminded her about how I literally lived on the streets for 3 weeks because my mom was disrespectful to me.

today after class I decided to take the city bus home, for 4 reasons: I wanted to stay humble and remember where I came from, I wanted time to be able to finish this book, not walking the last half-mile home every day this semester has caused some weight gain, and I really wanted to hold my parking spot against that damn trike, and it seems he comes too early in the morning for me, so I just left my bike there overnight. yea I’m petty.

The book was really good. It’s definitely a hard read, for sure. In the sense that it really will make you cry. At the end, it listed all of the school shooting victims since columbine, plus a small snippet about them (it was like 20 pages long). The one that really got me was an 8 year old, whose text read “shoot me first,” as he wanted to take a bullet so it wouldn’t be used against his classmates. Then, below that entry, a seven year old, who said “shoot me next.” Just typing that is making my eyes water again.

The walk home was super tiring. I’m super out of shape, it was hard for me to even imagine that I did this every single day the entire first semester of college. And I have to do it tomorrow morning again, ugh. Can you believe heather wakes up at 5:30 am???? I’m never seen out of bed before 7, and even then it’s only for things like appointments. But I guess I really should start waking up earlier, because whenever I get on campus around 8 I feel great because I have so much time to study and stuff. but that means I have to buy a coffee on campus, and I don’t know if I want to commit to that expense.

edit: so I originally posted this to my main, and when I saw that I copied it, then deleted it, then tried to paste it into a new post, but I guess I didn’t press ctrl hard enough because it didn’t copy. and I was about to cry bc this is close to 2k words, but then I realized I had a tab of my main open that still had the original post showing, so I copied from there.

[xottzot]

2017-10(OCT)-04th-Wednesday.

2017-10(OCT)-04th-Wednesday.

Once AGAIN, criminal aboriginals of the group of criminal aboriginals in the aboriginal ghetto group of criminal houses of Kalara Way, Koongamia, in Western Australia (this time all females from 5 Kalara Way have ben running rampant and criminal.

The useless plastic pushtoy thing they have used with the criminal toddler in it has had some of it destroyed by them but they still use it. (nothing lasts around the criminal aboriginals because they are SO destructive), even to their own stuff they have scammed, stolen, or whatever.

They set about invading a house 4-sale AGAIN, and were showing the criminal todder how to do it. Then they started smashing the letterbox AGAIN. It's the sole reason why that letterbox was smashed in the first place. (from criminal aboriginals) - The residents at that time were forced to give up repairing it because it was being so CONSISTANTLY SMASHED UP becaue criinal aboriginals were constantly travlleing past it and would attack it (like deranged apes) every time...AND steal any mail they found.

to:.... https://housesmart.com.au/, THESE ARE THE CRIMINALS DESTROYING THE HOUSE YOU ARE TRYING TO SELL. THE SAME HOUSE THAT THE INHABITANTS WERE DRIVEN OUT OF LIVING THERE BY CRIMINAL ABORIGINALS LIKE SO MANY HOMES THAT YOU THEN JUMPED ON TO MANAGE AND SELL ANDOR RENT AND MAKE MONEY FROM INNOCENT PEOPLES MISERY. -- One of the SAME HOUSES you continually coming back to and (supposedly) cannot figure out why or how it is being so rampantly smashed and damaged inside and out. -- And is it a ploy you support by the criminal aboriginals? - For THEM to keep attacking and destroying it until you surrender and offer them the lowest prices that mysterious 'others' are willing to pay for and so fulfill the entire foetid enterpise yet AGAIN? -- Or is this how you make up a huge amount of your business at this hellhole, because it certainly seems to be judging by the numbers of SO MANY innocent homes your real estate company handles and manages and sells at this hellhole. - AND you keep trying by any and all means to get more and more properties at this hellhole into your clutches?

Today the aboriginal fuckers then went to the next house next door for there, AGAIN, and invaded the same. That home had innocent residents hounded and driven out by CRIMINAL ABORIGINALS.

Then the aboriginal fuckers went next door from there AGAIN, and began deliberately yelling and carrying on to give hell to the innocent elderly man minding his own innocent business who was inside his own home. He yelled out at them to Go home!. - They just laughed and ran off to the nearby Koongamia shops to wreak their havoc there and all about. (which they did, and to other streets beyond even after dark)

NONE of them deserve to live. All they do is cause grief and anguish and despair and torment to innocents on a daily basis. - And they are being supported by endless nameless departments and endless money when everyone else is struggling to live peacefully and honestly.

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And where do you think ALL of these criminals are going to go on in their shitty criminal lives from this stage?

Here's MORE aboriginal criminals just as these ones are destined to progress to....

Read on BELOW for the following NEWS report and I urge you to see the video of the incident.

And DO please note that the NEWS has become VERY insipid and not stating they are aboriginals in either the story or video.

In the video, note the theft of one of the victims shoes as well as one ape runs gleefully off with them as if having wrenched a banana from another smaller child monkey....

And it even looks like (at least) one of the extremely hostile and vicious attackers was an aboriginal female.....

And notice how LONG it took for this violent NEWS criminal incident to make an appearance......(last month it occurred).

And the feckless West Australian Police are begging for more help in it all. - FFS.....

What's the point? - If any are ever caught andor convicted...they are REWARDED and INDULGED.....and everyone is forcibly ORDERED NEVER to divulge who they are or where they live or where they come from......the criminals count on all of this....and so they are rewared and laughing and just get worse and worse whilst the Poice and authorities feign ignorance and always keep pleading for 'help' from the public....(but no actions and no NO guns are allowed in doing so of course).....

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NEWS:---

Two boys have been assaulted and robbed by a gang of up to 15 youths.

https://thewest.com.au/news/wa/police-hunt-joondalup-youth-gang-bc-5597421546001

AND

https://thewest.com.au/news/crime/takeaway-gang-wanted-over-joondalup-bashings-ng-b88619449z

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A violent gang of youths who bashed and robbed teenagers in Joondalup last month are wanted by police.

Police say the group of 10 to 15 males targeted young people on two separate occasions the suburb on the Queen’s Birthday long weekend.

The group are alleged to have attacked two boys aged 13 and 14 outside a takeaway food store on Joondalup Drive on September 24, about 6.30pm.

One of the boys was thrown to the ground and kicked before his shoes and phone were stolen.

In another incident up to an hour later, the group surrounded a 17-year-old boy and 23-year-old woman as they sat on a kerb outside a takeaway food store on Dwyer Turn.

The group pushed and kicked the boy before hitting him on the head with a glass bottle, causing injuries which required stitches. They gang also stole the woman’s purse.

Police have charged a 16-year-old boy with two aggravated robbery in relation to the earlier incident. He is due to appear in Joondalup Children’s Court on October 17.

Police have urged anyone with information about the other people in the gang to contact Crime Stoppers on 1800 333 000.

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Meanwhile, one of the aboriginal adult thugs of the 'main' aboriginal houshold, has been seen walking around with his arm bandaged up for awhile now.

The main aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD has been VERY strangely quiet and subdued for a week or two or so now. (laying low from all Police interactions?) even with the VERY VIOLENT SMASHING AND BASHINGS last Saturday just across the road from them, the VERY VERY associated aboriginal household they have thrown their younger criminals into (but who STILL roam the streets and do crime), and the main abos NEVER came out of their places from across the road to even look at that HUGE POLICE INVOLVED INCIDENT last Saturday that had POLICE sirens blaring and flashing lights just outside from them!? - THAT was so VERY VERY VERY unlike the criminal aboriginals of the main CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD who shove their noses into EVERYTHING, forcibly into other peoples normal life, (including innocents) other peoples comings and goings, everything.

That injury he got (maybe) surely couldn't have happened in the events of a crime committed would it now such as the one below.....

And DO see the video too:....

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https://thewest.com.au/news/wa/police-hunting-thieves-bc-5595388087001

and

https://thewest.com.au/news/crime/daylight-ram-raiders-hit-lolly-shop-and-sms-security-business-in-landsdale-ng-b88616122z

Police hunting thieves

Police are hunting two men who ram-raided four businesses including a lolly shop during a half hour crime spree in Landsdale.

The men were caught on at least six different security cameras — because one of the businesses they hit was a security company.

Extraordinary footage shows the moment a stolen ute ploughs into the complex on Fallon Road in Landsdale, making light work of the security fence, just after midday.

It was driven straight through a roller door before the men realise there's nothing inside and they back out.

They then smash into another door and get out.

The two men can then be seen running to OnTap Plumbing where they kick their way through the glass doors.

They were only inside for eight seconds but it was long enough for them to find the keys to one of the business’ utes.

“It’s a bit strange because first of all the time of the morning that it happened,” Tony Cook from SMS Security said.

“You’d expect people to be doing this in the middle of the night but I think crime in Perth is just getting worse and worse.”

Police say the men targeted two other locations nearby first: an empty office space on Christable Way and a lolly warehouse.

The stolen ute was trashed and later dumped.

The one they got away with won't be hard to miss — it's a white hilux- with bright green On Tap Plumbing branding.

Anyone with information should contact CrimeStoppers on 1800 333 000.

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It's useless to ever contact Police nowadays it seems. The West Australia Police and authorities are completely subservient to unanamed anonymous departmentals and such who wholly prostitute themselves for ANYTHING aboriginal, no matter how insignifigant or out of the norm, to exempt any and all aboriginals from any and all crime whatsoever. - And to forever reward them, and give them anything they want in vain hopes in doing so will persuade them not to be the shit they are.

House rent due? - Don't pay any of it. Wait for somebody else to pay it for you. - That's their ethos and way of existing.

Anyone else has to pay their own way in life and suffer when they cannot, with nobody to forever bail them out, even bail them out of jail.

CRIMINALS are the wanton suport of them all, is turning innocents into crime and criminality. - The crime rate is not just spiralling out of control it's hurtling onwards to the depths of hell.

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And now.....as soon as it's become dark......the streets are crawling with aboriginals jabbering to each other and roaming about in their endless criminality.

And of course, despite and because it is the law, they roam about on completely dark bicycles to escape. They NEVER obey ANY laws. And they are indulged and rewarded for doing so.

And the 'adult' criminals now all have new cars...funny that eh? - REWARDED.

The Koongamia shops area, Fish & Chips shop, and the alcohol store, is all a magnet for the criminals now. - I wonder when the next wave of crime in amongst all there will suddenly erupt? - And of course if anyone is caught, is let off and allowed to carry on as if it's all a joke, and all details are always kept quiet and never known about and never able to be be proved to others that it all actually occurred. - Standard operating procedure.

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In Kalgoorlie, things are supposedly under control and has suposedly gone quiet' with aboriginal crime after the huge events after an aboriginal was accidently run over and killed whilst riding and tearing about on a stolen motorbike.

The aboriginal mafia subsequently latched onto the fact that the thiefs mother was IN JAIL, made a huge media subject of it all, and lately have continued that by pushing for all such crimes she did to be totally exempt from being jailed for, so such erstwhile (and criminal) mothers can stay at home and take care of their criminal children, and thus (laughably), prevent them from being involved in crime.

So now they soon can do ANYTHING they want, NEVER get jailed, be forever out of the reach of any laws, and their criminal offspring (who never go to school), can carry on doing crime and also be totally exempt, for everyone wil be indulged and never have to obey any laws or common decency to anyone else.

The stupids will then argue they can never get jobs (because they are so stupid and even never went to school), and so they will be supported ad infinitum, just like everything else. And maybe they would like a free ipod with that too, and everything else free.

If you are not an aboriginal...you're told to fuck off and live how everyone else is supposed to live and suffer and die whilst being preyed upon by all the criminal aboriginals.

And everyone wonders why crime just keeps going up out of control and criminals are totally out of all control and senses of reason?

Some answers are.....

BANG BANG BANG.

or

SQUISH SQUISH SQUISH....as toddlers roam all over the roads (but everyone is expected to believe THAT'S 'normal' now?) - Toddlers on roads....that's almost an everyday occurence in this hellhole and has been so for YEARS. - AND THE POLICE AND AUTHORITIES KNOW ALL ABOUT IT AND HAVE KNOWN ALL ABOUT IT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.

http://www.watoday.com.au/wa-news/dash-cam-footage-shows-toddler-almost-get-run-over-in-victoria-park-20171003-gyt74g.html

Then there's the illegal motorbikes (and stolen motrobikes) roaming all about...AND THE POLICE AND AUTHORITIES KNOW ALL ABOUT IT AND HAVE KNOWN ALL ABOUT IT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.

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Meanwhile the West Australian Police in recent NEWS has been itching to be granted TOTAL control and TOTAL use of their guns in dealing with 'terrorists'.

Big deal.

The CRIMINALS have total control over everything. The CRIMINALS are armed and do whatever they want. The CRIMINALS do whatever crime they want. The CRIMINALS steal LOTS of guns from decent people and roam around with them. The Police apparently STILL haven't located that hoard of MANY pistols (firearms) that was stolen from a gun store not so long ago in Western Australia. (saving them up for later incidents?)

Meanwhile, the West Australian Police are now actively demanding the rights to be legally and politically granted to them to shoot-to-kill on-the-spot anyone they deem is a threat andor is deemed a 'terorist'.

And the NEWS is trotting out all manner of shit to back all this up....past incidents where the Australian Police themselves were found to be at fault and the cause of deaths...but no, that's okay, IF only they had blanket control over killing anyone at anytime they liked then they could have 'saved' everyones lives......

You know, they ALREADY have a lot of those total controls right now, but they want MORE. SO they can act instantly and without any retraints or compliances.

And strange how NEWS of things like, in a nearby area, an aboriginal with a shotgun in his hands, in a carpark getting out of a parked car who was then fired upon by Police and killed, it's strange how that NEWS swiftly dies off and is forgotten....

Maybe a volcano erupting will take everyones minds off things on schedule......or maybe the volcano can be put off for awhile until other events can be played out in the manipulative NEWS......

Maybe a tidal wave?

I wonder how long until el Presidente Monsieur Wig Madman is tragically assassinated or goes mad to make way for the next pre-planned el Presidente to take over who is even worse?

Must be time for another plane crash......

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False calm.

(That never ever lasts.)

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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you. Thank God you are not within all this HELL at this hellhole. -- I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you. The dogs are having terrible nightmares. OTHER dogs all across the entire areas have also been having a terrible time of it all because of roaming criminals. Nobody can do anything. Nobody is allowed to do anything. The only ones allowed to do anything they damn well like and get away with it all are the criminals. -- Our sleep is forever having nightmares until we are dead.