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bowiebond · 2 years
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My favourite “problematic” trope is when you’ve got two characters who are obsessively and possessively in love to the point where they find a deep sentimental romance in all the blood, sweat and tears they shed together. The kind of couple who will kill for each other in order to stay together because they would rather die than be apart, even if one character has slightly better morals that causes conflict in the couple yet they can’t stay away from each other. I want that intense must have you always energy in my ships. You are my world kind of energy but literally. The hold my face in the rain as it washes away the blood and kiss me like you might never get a chance again kind of dark romance.
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kalki-tarot · 7 months
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Channeled love letter from your soulmate 💌
Pick a pile <3
1 - 2 - 3
4 - 5 - 6
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from left to right — Instinctively select the picture that feels right to you, whether based on your thoughts or the desires of your inner self. Choose the one that resonates with you, keeping in mind that this reading is meant to be general in nature and may not resonate with everyone.
Disclaimer — The images I used to select a pile were sourced from Pinterest, I hope the reading will resonate with you. I'm not responsible for any decisions you make in your life from my readings. I'm just a beginner and these readings are just for fun.
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Pile 1
Hi baby! 👋 how are you? Tell me I'm listening to you. I can listen to you for hours, i just love your voice ya know!
I want to make you my princess 👸💓 No, you are my QUEEN!!
l'd leave this world for you my darling! I'd buy you any item you want. I love your eyes, i get lost in them. 🥺 I wanna look into your eyes forever!
Ahh, i can't resist being near you. Don't ever leave my side. It hurts when we are apart, i hate it even when we are just away for a few hours :(
I miss you sm! Time moves so fast with you around me! I get lost in you that I'm not aware of time passing by. We are getting older day by day, look how far we've come in this journey of love!
Everything moves so fast, it scares me! Time changes but me and you never. We have the same love for eachother. Aren't you proud of us?
With you, I just smile. I'm not aware of my sufferings when I'm with you baby.
I wanna go on dates with you, just like we used to before. I hate it when we are apart even it's just for a moment. Love me forever, be my forever please. Love you baby 💓
Please leave feedback in comments! Sending Lots of love <3
Pile 2
Wait ! Did I tell you how beautiful you are !? Just like a ball of sunshine. I get so mushy just from admiring your cuteness. You make me blush.
In a world full of negativity, cheating partners, situationships, hook ups etc. Aren't we lucky to have eachother for eternity as each other's loving a loyal partners?
We should be grateful as not everyone receives true love in their lives amidst these fake people.
Like would be so meaningless without love right? When you are with me everything is good for me, even the bad things.
I want to go on a cruise with you. It's my dream.
You are my love, you are in my prayers. I'm so passionate for you. Don't let these obstacles get in our way, don't be shy with me. You can say that you love me.
I get nervous around you too. Or we can just look in each other's eyes?
Be my life partner. I want to spend the rest of my life with you please. Not just life, i want you for an eternity.
If I could ask god for one wish, I'd ask for you in every lifetime. Everything is okay when you are around.
I can tell you my pains and sorrows and I can listen to yours. I get strength from your smiling, happy face. With you, earth is like heaven for me.
Isn't it beautiful that we are two bodies one soul? Even if I die, I'll come back to you, I promise.
Please leave feedback in comments ! Sending Lots of love ❤️
Pile 3
I'm in love with you. Time stops when I look at you. I can admire you for hours. I'm at peace with you.
You can call me a fool, but you are just like a fairy and I'm just a human, mesmerized by your enchanting beauty.
You give me peace, you voice, your soft hair, your eyes, everything about you makes me feel calm. You are a part of my soul.
I want to make you mine. I will spend all my nights in all the ups and downs of your life. I will be there in the bad times too, darling.
I'd write songs and poems about you. When you smile, it feels like heaven.
I really love you, trust me.
I really love you trust me.
I really love you, trust me (Idk they're just repeating this. They wanna make you trust in their purity of love)
Yes you can call me a fool whatever you want. But I'm madly in love with you.
Days and nights pass. I fear your absence. Life stops in your absence.
I'll do anything you want, I'll give you a bouquet of roses. Trust me, I love you.
You'll get addicted to me. (not in a bad way) You'll want me in your arms day and night. I know you want me. But you show that you don't, i know everything. I don't know what should I do, you too don't tell me. It's bad that you hide it from me. Don't do it, cuz i love you. Your nights would be sleepless without me. (Not in an nsfw way) Look closely into my heart, you'll find yourself.
Please leave feedback in comments ! Sending Lots of love ❤️
Pile 4
There is a limit to your emotional and physical capabilities, I know you are tired of telling everyone this and no one is listening to you, but be aware that I'm here for you, I'm listening to all of your needs. I know no one knows those things about your past, but don't let yourself fall.
Look at your passion for it! You are walking circles within yourself. I'm aware of everything but I can't do anything about it except to be there for you and to listen to you.
We are bound within our own worlds for now. Wait for me. If we lose our hopes now then how will me meet? I know life is teaching you so much. It's the same for me. But remember we are getting close to each other day by day.
Everyone left you at your worst, and your heart doesn't accept this. I know all of that. Please hold on a little longer I'm coming towards you.
Since the day you've stepped into my life, it's been sincerely great for me dear.
My destiny is written with your name. I don't know how to live without you, love? (They're a but emotional telling you this)
My heart hurts seeing you like this, everything will be okay. I learned how to live from you, but never without you. Can you please not cry? It hurts me.
And yes, every compliment I ever gave you was honest. Life feels like life with you. It's colorful with you. You are the sky to my earth. I look upto you.
Come here and hug me. This connection is for a thousand lifetimes. Don't hide your tears with me.
Our connection is a secret, i haven't told anyone about this. I remember you from our past life.
I miss you every second that passes. I feel alone without you. Do you too? Don't worry I'm on my way to you.
Lots of love, 💓
Yours Only ✨️💕🧿
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Pile 5
My heart doesn't accept this. It's stubborn and doesn't listen to me. It's not willing to mend the broken strings.
Why can't we forgive our mistakes? I'm sacred everything will be lost.
I don't know, my heart doesn't believe in it. Why can't we be together? All the promises are broken now?
The relationship which grew so beautifully like a rose, why is it just thorns now? My heart doesn't recognize itself. I don't recognize myself.
We gambled our happiness. No one know about this. No one knows our pain.
Our silence keeps screaming. You might be happy without me, but I'll be not.
I don't pray now, I've lost hope.
Why should I be embarrassed about telling people that I'm nothing without you?
See, you're making me go crazy. But I still want you, there's no other place I wanna be except near you.
Time will heal my pain. Who knows I'll be there tomorrow or not. Please accept me. Your thoughts keep me awake at night.
Pile 6
The night of our union will be magical. It'll bring lots and lots of happiness and healing.
I can sense the naughtiness in your eyes.
I want to have a child with you. The house will be empty no more.
You are like a dream I never wanna wake up from.
This world feels wrong, you are the only right thing in my life.
You've become my everything. My laugh, my cries. Everything.
This world tells me that my love is unrequited, atleast i can admire you from afar.
You are the last reason I'm living. And the first reason of my happiness.
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Thanks for reading. Please be kind in the comments, I'm just a beginner so don't take these readings seriously. Take what resonates. And ignore grammatical errors please, english is not my first language.
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sturnioloshacker · 5 months
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virgin no more - a vinnie hacker smut
a/n: requested by anon; lowercase intended
cw: softdom!vinnie, sub!reader, praise kink, pussy eating, vanilla sex, soft sex, creampie, smut. this is an nsfw short, everything written is fictional. interact or don't, i'm not your mother
summary: you lose your virginity to your best friend vinnie
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i’ve been thinking about it for so long and i feel that this time, it’s right. for years now, i’ve been a virgin. sure, i’ve had my fair share of kisses and makeout sessions in my past relationships, but i’ve never had sex with my past partners. one, i wasn’t ready and two, i’m terrified of losing it to someone i don’t trust with my heart and soul. but lately, i’ve been having thoughts about losing it to my best friend vinnie. vinnie and i have been best friends since his high school days in seattle. we both moved to la when he blew up on tiktok and now we’re both living in his new recently brought apartment.
it’s not my fault though! have you seen the man?! from his chiseled jawline to his perfectly sculpted god-like body that has been carved by the angels in heaven, he’s just simply irresistible. not only that, his personality is truly one of a kind. the sweetest, most caring human being on planet earth who wears his heart on his sleeve. the only problem is, he’s my best friend and i’m scared that he may not feel the same way that i feel about him. what if I ruin my friendship with him? that would be super awkward and embarrassing. then again, he hasn’t ruined our friendship every time he brings a girl home and fucks her senseless that she basically stumbles out of the house the next morning. 
after taking the time to build up some courage, i decide it’s time.
“hey, vin. can i ask you something?”
“of course, what’s up?”
“this may be super awkward and embarrassing and you don’t have to answer, but what’s it like not being a virgin?”
“woah, um. it’s great, i guess. why you asking?”
“i guess what i’m trying to say is that i’m ready to lose my virginity.”
“that’s great, go for it!”
“i want to lose it to you.”
the silence in the room is so thick, you wouldn’t be able to cut it with a knife. vinnie and i sit opposite each other, our minds racing over what just transpired. great, i just ruined the most amazing friendship i could ever ask for. 
“you want me to take your virginity?”
“yes. i trust you with my whole life. and i love you so much.”
“i love you so much. can i please kiss you?”
“please.”
he slowly leans in to capture my lips in one of the most passionate kisses i’ve ever had. the kiss is soft yet so hot. i feel him tug at the bottom of my shirt, wanting to take it off. i reach down to take it off my body, his eyes zoned in on my chest. his kisses move to my chest, kissing the tops of my tits before making his way down my cleavage. i unclasp my bra and remove it, letting it drop to the floor. 
“they’re so pretty, oh my god. can i please touch?”
“of course, vin. they’re all yours.” i smile at him.
vinnie groans before using his big, strong hands to grope at my tits. squeezing, massaging, licking, sucking and biting, all of these combined had me weak in the knees. he’s making me feel so good right now, and we haven’t even had sex! i drop to my knees in front of him, the feeling of being so aroused is making me dizzy. my eyes are level with vinnie’s growing bulge. he looks big, is he going to fit? oh my lord, he’s not going to fit. i start pulling down his sweats, wanting to desperately see what he’s hiding. i release him from the confines of his underwear. jesus christ, he’s not fitting. there’s no way that all of THAT is going to fit inside. 
“like what you see, princess?” he smirks.
“yeah i do. it’s so… big.”
“as much as i want your mouth around it, tonight’s about you.”
he grabs me by the back of my thigh, scooping me up into his arms. he gently throws me onto our bed before crawling up to me and placing a sweet kiss on my lips. he moves down my body, stopping at my panties. he looks up at me, a cute yet seductive smile plastered on his face.
“can i take these off, sweetheart? wanna see what i’m working with.”
“yes.” i breathe out, my heart racing and head spinning
he slowly removes my panties, gasping at the sight in front of him. he tosses my panties to the side before licking a stripe up my pussy with his tongue, earning a moan from me. i feel his tongue suck and lick at my clit, the feeling of pleasure rushing through my veins. 
“you okay, sweetheart?”
“yes, please keep going. it feels unreal.”
vinnie continues his actions, only this time, he speeds them up. my little bundle of nerves that have never been touched by a man before are so alive and so sensitive, i can barely form any words now. i suddenly feel a tightness in my stomach. is this what i think it is?
“vinnie, i-“
“you close, baby?”
“i don’t know. my stomach hurts though.”
“you’re close to having an orgasm. want me to keep going?”
“yes! please don’t stop! i need to know what it feels like.”
vinnie sucks and licks my clit a little more before i feel a strange rush through my body. my legs shake at the intense pleasure, my stomach contorts and my pussy clenches at fresh air. my breathing is rapid but is soon calm as he slowly stops his actions.
“you did such a good job, baby. i’m so proud of you. you ready for my cock now?”
“i think so.”
“if it hurts, we’ll stop okay? i promise to go slow and make you feel good.”
“okay.”
vinnie lubes his cock up and jerks it for a bit before aligning it at my entrance. he slowly pushes in, the pain almost unbearable. 
“want me to stop?”
“no, i’m okay. you can keep going.”
he pushes himself all the way in, bottoming out when he’s fully inside. we both moan at the feeling. i slightly adjust to make sure it fits and won’t destroy me. i nod my head, signalling to vinnie to move. he starts to slowly rock in and out of my pussy. the pain instantly becomes pleasure again as he fucks my walls. i wrap my legs around his waist, pushing him closer to me. he leans over, hovering over my figure before placing a kiss to my forehead.
“oh vin, you feel so good. i love you.”
“i love you more, sweetheart. god, i’m so glad you chose to lose your vigirnity to me.”
our lips connect in a passionate kiss. vinnie wraps his arms around my back, holding me close so that our chests are touching. he continues rocking into me and making me feel oh so good. i feel that strange rush coming back again, this time it’s stronger and right on the edge.
“oh vin, i’m close.”
“yeah? cum for me, pretty girl, cum on my cock for me.”
vinnie thrusts one last time and i feel all the same sensations from when he ate me out. 
“oh fuck, pretty girl. you did so good, i’m gonna cum now okay?”
“please cum inside me, vincent. i need you so bad.”
vinnie moans at my words and it doesn’t take him long before he’s shooting ropes up and around my walls. i moan and whimper at the warmth inside me, watching it as it slowly leaks out. he pulls out and flops on the other side of the bed. 
“that was amazing. you’re seriously the best.”
“glad you enjoyed, princess. now let’s get you cleaned up, shall we?”
he kisses my lips before scooping me up into his arms as we go to clean up our mess. i can now say that i’m a virgin no more and that my virginity has been taken by the one and only vinnie hacker.
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mrsnancywheeler · 3 months
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finnick odair x sweet & oblivious!partner hc's
based off this request
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finnick usually considered how sweet you were one of the most endearing things about you
except when it was towards certain people who didn't seem to understand it was just your way, being so sweet, in a tooth rotting way, that they assumed you must be flirting with them
additionally you always assumed they were doing the same back even if their flirting was egregiously overt
someone could wink and comment on how nicely your jeans fit, yet you'd assume it was genuine, smile, and thank them even tell them where you got the pair
finnick was constantly in your ear telling you that people were hitting on you, which you'd laugh off and deny
you'd try and make an effort to be more conscious of it when you could see how much it upset finnick that other people would act like you weren't with him
finnick of course never blamed you, it was just how kind you were that would draw everyone in
he adored the sweetness though
the way you'd dedicate lengths of time to find or make something he liked, spend hours with mags and annie to keep them in good company, the way you'd softly take care of him if he wasn't even slightly feeling well, when he was sad you'd cradle him, kiss him, say the loveliest things he imagined a person could no matter how cheesy
"you don't have to doubt us, finn, I'd stay with you past the time when everything's dust, I'm never going to let you go"
"you're my everything, the sea, the sun, the moon, the air, the wind, the grass, the dirt, it's like the angels decided we were meant to be."
"I think I'd be yours in every lifetime and you would be mine, we'd always find each other."
you'd call him handsome, say he was hand sculpted by angels, what a pretty boy he was, literally any time you had the chance
your kisses were so soft, hugs so warm, finnick felt like he genuinely could lay with you for eternity
you'd write him cheesy little poems that would have him blushing and kissing you until you were giggling and kicking your feet as he peppered you with kisses
finnick couldn't understand how someone as sugary sweet as you were could ever love someone as damaged, as ruined as he felt
but if you even saw a glimpse of those feelings you'd fall into pure prose of how worthy he was of love and you could pour buckets of it on him every day
even if he had enough money to buy a new closet for any piece of ripped clothing you'd insist on stitching things back together for him, it's what you parents had once done for each other so you adored doing it for finnick too
nsfw - finnick also was enthralled by the times your obliviousness came into clutch for him, he'd see how far he could go before you even realized what he was trying to do to you, all the comments he could make without you realizing the intentions, it was always adorable when you finally did manage to catch on
you'd bake him his favorite sweet treats, make breakfast and feel guilty if he ever didn't wake you up when he woke and ended up making it for both of you
finnick loved it and seeing the way you insisted on doing anything else to make up for it
finnick would move the heavens and the earth for you and all your kindness, he could never do enough for all the things your big heart would do for him and others
maybe you thought he was made by angels, but he was sure you were one, in the flesh, his own guardian angel intent on showering him in love
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oharabunny · 7 months
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His Cheating Allegations
Description: Going off of my yandere!caretaker!Miguel idea, here's what I think of him in regards to him cheating.
Word Count: 798
Warning: mentions of sex, cheating Miguel, OOC!Miguel, obsession, delusion, not beta read, completely self indulgent fantasies of the author
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He has a past of cheating, and he's not proud of it. But ever since he met you, he knew that he would move heaven and earth, the multiverse if you will, just for you. You are literally his whole universe.
He can't really look at other women (or anyone of any gender) the same anymore. Nobody quite compares to you.
You don't really see how because you're dysfunctional and useless to him. You wonder if he's seeing someone else in you.
He doesn't, because there aren't any variants of you across the multiverse.
But still, you think you're a dime a dozen as far as your personality and looks goes. And most people would agree with you.
Which is why it's a mystery how there are still some women that want to throw themselves at him even when he's busy ogling at you through his orange screens.
Maybe they thought they could compete with you.
(To you, they probably could. They'd be more intelligent, useful, witty, pretty, and hard working than you.)
What you and them don't know is that it is going to be a huge challenge to get him to cheat on you.
He's not necessarily infalliable, yes, he can fold, but under very certain circumstances.
Such as, if he was away from home for too long and cannot keep his pent up feelings to himself. He would need the other woman to face away from him, mask on, quiet, body shaped, and skin tone similiarly to yours in order to go through with it. He has to imagine you and your face in order to immerse himself with her.
Even then, it's still not the same and he knows, and realistically, he'll stop midway because it just won't feel as good.
On top of the fact he doesn't want to hurt you. He doesn't want to give you a reason to leave him.
(He would keep it a secret to himself to the day he dies.)
Which is why he's even more reluctant to cheat on you even if he does find someone else attractive because he has to make sure they're completely clean. He can't risk giving you a disease. You're a fragile and helpless being where anything can kill you. (Well, that's just what he thinks.) Your health and wellbeing is above all else.
Plus, he doesn't really have the time to cheat. He's too invested in both you and keeping the balance of the multiverse. You think he has time to go looking around?
Even the most persistent homewreckers will eventually tire out from their attempt to break his gaze on you.
Even the desperate ones.
Here's a scenario:
Other Woman: Miguel~ I'd do anything for you. Please, just give me a chance! I don't even mind being your second wife if I have to.
Miguel: Then would you be able to bear the responsibilities of taking care of my "first" wife above yourself? You'll need to take care of our children too. Fill in for me whenever I'm not home to take care of her. You have to understand that I will always put her, our children, her pets, and her belongings before you. That also means if she doesn't want me to touch you, I won't. Also, if you and I have children, they won't be your children anymore.
Also Miguel: Wait, if I let you take care of her, she might like you more than me and leave me. Nah, fuck that, I don't want you getting in between us.
Other Woman: Okay damn! You psycho! 😥
I don't think he'd do well in a poly relationship like a triad or separate relationship either. In a triad, he'd be threatened by them taking you or even you preferring them slightly more than him in any way. He has to be your number one and only. Even if the dynamics were in his favor, he's so so into you that he's very biased to give all his attention to you since sex for him is about pleasuring you. He wouldn't be a good partner for the third person if they value his attention and care too (they'd be cucked and forgotten most of the time💀). He also doesn't have the time to keep up with other relationships.
Back to the idea of him cheating on you, another way to increase his chances of cheating on you is if you consistently reject his advances and feelings for you. He might do it out of spite and sexual frustration, but he wouldn't find any joy in it especially when he realizes you don't care and you just want to leave. He'd be busy trying to manipulate you into depending on him.
Either way.
He is a you simp through and through.
A/N: This is super self indulgent as you can tell. This will never be who Miguel is canonically nor is it super realistic, but wishful thinking yknow? 🤷‍♀️
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izukuisbaby · 2 years
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⊹˚.⋆ MAFIA BOSS RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS - TOJI FUSHIGURO
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⋆ flora's notes : okay so i am half dead and i can't answer dms and messages in my inbox just yet, I am so so tired these days it's midterm week... but this took 10 minutes to write cuz it's literally the scenarios i have before I sleep- plz forgive me 4 my inactivity school is kicking my a$$
⋆ thank you : for being so patient, interactive and supportive with me. your daily messages, dms, reblogs and comments mean so much. I can't thank you enough 4 the continuous support even though I'm not as active as I used to (*coughs* school)
⋆ female, gn, male reader friendly AND THIS IS IS PURE TOJI FLUFF, it doesn't hurt in those kinktober times (i admire yall who are able to post a full ass fic every single day it must be so tiring)
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℘. mafiaboss!toji lets you into his office whenever you want. he has an office in your estate, where he has "safe meetings" and you can come in at all times. you will never interrupt his meeting, it's his meeting interrupting your moment.
℘. mafiaboss!toji shoos away his visitors so he can listen to your hassles and every thought. he will put you on his lap and gently stroke your temples to soothe your worries away.
℘. mafiaboss!toji makes time for you. you want to go shopping ? he's giving you his card and full attention. there's this new ice cream shop you want to try out ? someone else can host his meeting, he's going out. perks of being the boss, he can delegate. he lets others do his job if it means he gets to make you happy.
℘. mafiaboss!toji likes having you sleep on top of him, your legs around his hips, your head in the crook of his neck and his hand on top of your hair. he holds you close to him, he wants to protect you.
℘. mafiaboss!toji 's second fav sleeping position is spooning. obviously, he's the big spoon and he simply will not allow you to sleep on the door's side, just in case... his hold around your waist is always a bit tight, but it reassures him to have your skin against his
℘. mafiaboss!toji will not let someone else drive you around. he knows he got lucky with his partner and doesn't want to risk you being uncomfortable because of another man hitting on you. especially in a confined space like a car, you would be unable to escape. he will personally insist on taking you to and from work, that way he's sure you're safe.
℘. mafiaboss!toji won't ever tell you that he mostly wants to drive you because he wants to hear how your day went. he loves listening to you complain about your boss, being proud of yourself for getting that one deal you wanted, finishing the paperwork that was annoying you all week...
℘. mafiaboss!toji moves heaven and earth to get you the opportunities you want. he's extremely proud of you for working so hard every day to have your dream job and he won't let someone else take your place. he will have a word with the CEO, always in a respectful way. he's an influential man, he doesn't need to threaten.
℘. mafiaboss!toji spoils you. obviously ??? all of his incomes go straight into gifts for you. getaway weekend to your dream destination, luxury goods, fancy attire and nightgowns, makeup products, shoes EVERYTHING YOU WANT, YOU GET.
℘. mafiaboss!toji owns a building in which his mob mates live and work. but he has an entire floor for your penthouse. it's at the top of the building, with huge windows and gigantic rooms. and of course, luxury appliances and furniture.
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eyesofshinigami · 2 months
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It Ain't About the Pitch
Rating: G
CW: None
Tags: Established relationship, fluff
Prompt: For @shares-a-vest "Love is tolerating your partner's terrible singing"
WC: 826
Written for Day 26 of @steddielovemonth
There were many, many things that Steve was good at. Eddie should know, as he’s become the foremost expert on all things Steve Harrington. So, he would be able to easily wax poetic about how good of a cook Steve is, how great he is in bed. He could also tell you how Steve seems to remember things about people that no one else does, or his uncanny knack for knowing where stuff is, even at other people’s houses. 
There are so many wonderful things that Steve is good at. Just…
Singing isn’t one of them. 
Dancing? Steve’s got that down pat. He’s got moves that could make your momma blush and Eddie is a weak, weak man for his boyfriend shaking his hips like that. But singing… Steve’s about as tone deaf as they come. 
That doesn’t stop him from singing his heart out, and Eddie has to admire that about him. Like right now, with Steve prancing around their kitchen in a pair of sweatpants and one of Eddie’s old band tees, warbling along with George Micheal’s new song about having faith while he’s flipping pancakes like a pro.
“Eddie, man… I think we need to tell him,” Dustin says, breaking Eddie out of his Steve-induced coma. “How can you stand that? He sounds like a cat that’s had its tail rocked on too many times!”
Dustin isn’t wrong, exactly, but Eddie shakes his head. “Leave him alone, Henderson. He’s having fun.” 
While it is an absolute assault on his senses, Steve’s lack of pitch and his incredible love of pop music, Eddie loves him like this. Unself-conscious and free, dancing and singing like he hasn’t got a care in the world. Eddie knows that even now, Steve feels like he needs to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. He’s always ready to jump head first into a problem, to stand between those he loves and the world like he’s got something to prove. So, to see him wiggling his hips and singing “Faith” off-key? Yeah, Eddie wouldn’t trade that for the world. 
Dustin whines. “He’s killing me. And George Micheal? Come on!”
Eddie raises an eyebrow. “There’s the door, Henderson. No one’s keeping you here. Hell, if you leave, that means I can convince Steve to give me a private dance right there in the kitchen!” 
It has the intended effect, making Dustin groan even louder. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes, the kids know how this works now. “Gross, I don’t even want to think about you two bumping uglies where Steve makes my pancakes.”
“There aren’t going to be any pancakes if you don’t stop griping,” Steve calls out in a sing-song voice, still wiggling his hips. “What’s got you all bent out of shape this time?”
“Your-”
Eddie clasps a hand over Dustin’s mouth and glares at him. “What isn’t Henderson griping about, baby? Don’t you worry, I’ll set him straight.” 
Steve just shrugs and goes back to making pancakes, tapping his foot as the song shifts to something else. Eddie vaguely recognizes it, but Steve is yell-singing about how heaven is a place on Earth. It’s terrible. It’s awful. It’s the best thing he’s ever seen in his life.
“I swear to god, Henderson, if you make him upset because he can’t sing, I will end you and every single character you roll in any of my games,” Eddie hisses through clenched teeth. 
He hears a snort from behind him, turning to see Steve standing behind the two of them with an amused grin on his face. “You don’t have to spare my feelings, I know I sound awful.” 
Eddie releases Dustin and pulls Steve into a hug. He’s got a smear of batter on his face but he’s smiling so sweetly, soft in the way that makes Eddie melt on the inside. “Awful is a really strong word. I’m just happy you’re happy, baby. I’d listen to you caterwaul all day and night if it makes you smile like that.”
A pretty pink blush breaks out over Steve’s cheeks. It kind of makes Eddie wish he had kicked Dustin out when he had the chance. “Such a sweet talker you are,” Steve teases, closing the distance to bring their lips together in a sweet kiss that’s just a little bit dirty. 
“Ugh, man, go back to singing, Steve, I can’t take this anymore. This is the last time I stay over after a movie night.”
They break apart and Steve throws his dish towel at Dustin. “And this will be the last time I make you pancakes, you ungrateful little shit. Even though I got- oh shit! Eddie! I know this one!” Steve starts dancing in Eddie’s arms, crooning along with whatever song has just come on the radio. He gets Eddie dancing too, and Dustin even reluctantly starts shimmying along with the beat. 
Yeah, who needs perfect pitch when he’s got this right here?
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rizzkisworld · 5 months
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Hey,
I don't know if your asks are open or not, so I am so sorry if I am bothering you!
I just watched &Team at the MAMA awards this year, and I was wondering your thoughts on &team seeing their S/O on the red carpet and it's the first time they have seen them dressed up.
- 🪼
Hello! My asks are open and you're not bothering me at all 🫶🏽🫶🏽
K
K can't keep his eyes off of you. He's exchanging glances at you every chance he gets. He better hope dispatch ain't around cause he's finna be making it extremely obvious. Cue EJ gently whacking K's arm to gather his attention. He's gonna be texting you all through out the night to tell you how good you looked. (Maybe you should dress like this around him more often 🤔)
Fuma
Fuma is gonna need self-control. His partner? Looking this good? On the red carpet? Fuma isn't so obvious with his staring, but anyone who was carefully watching his eyes would notice. Probs gonna take you out for dinner at a restaurant just to see you dress up like this again.
Nicholas
Nicholas is a wild card. He's either really obvious or really discreet. As the fashion king himself, he takes his time admiring your outfit. The colors, if it compliments your body, the way it was made. I'm here to proudly tell you that you've received the fashion kings approval!! Takes you shopping for some clothes the next day and picks out some dresses/suits.
Eujoo
EJ thinks that he's not obvious at all..... But the tiktoks say otherwise...... You got half of the comments saying "EJ was totally staring at Y/n." And the other half saying "You guys, he was just looking around y'all are making stuff up 🙄" (may or may not be basing this part off of a tiktok I saw about EJ....) Nicho teases the mess out of EJ about it later, but can we blame him for staring? You just looked very good that's all.
Yuma
Yuma gets very smiley seeing how good you look. Thinks he's not obvious pt2. He thinks his face isn't readable at all, but the big smile on his face while looking at you says otherwise.
Jo
Jo is definitely the most discreet one. His face is straight, but his mind is malfunctioning. If someone's talking to him he ain't hearing a thing! All he's paying attention to is you and how great you look.
Harua
Gets very smiley pt2. Harua stares at you in awe. It feels like he's seeing heaven on earth because wow... His partner looks so good. He's kind of in the middle of discreet and obvious. Some people thinks he's smiling just because it's kind of his nature. Others notice that his eyes are on you.
Taki
Taki's jaw hits the ground! Thinks he's not obvious pt3. He really thinks he's playing it cool, but he's not. He actually has to force himself to keep his eyes off of you. I mean like he's refusing to look at you otherwise he's gonna just stare and watch your every move. He also gets quite shy when you walk past.
Maki
Maki's literally becomes the heart eyes emoji. He's also in the middle of discreet and obvious. He's able to play it off as if he wasn't looking at you, but he is blinded by your beauty. Texts you a whole lot after the red carpet to shower you in compliments.
I feel like this was kind of bad, but I hope you like it anon!
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strawmaerry · 7 months
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heaven with you | g. satoru
the sun is smiling down at the earth and the bright atmosphere does not quell the feeling of emptiness you have.
the cemetery is quiet. although there are people visiting their loved ones, it is peaceful which you do not feel at all.
it has been months since that day and never once did you visit him. how could you? he was killed right in front of your eyes. no significant other could stomach the scenario happened.
your white maxi dress billows around you like butterfly wings as the breeze feel you up. you stand in front of his grave and just stare at his name.
when you look at his name before, you feel nothing but happiness because one day, you will bear his surname. as his partner, as his wife, as his girl.
but now, you feel nothing but heartache because you two will never achieve the dream you always talk about.
“you’re such a cheater…” your voice breaks as a sob comes out from your throat. you kneel in front of his grave as the baby breath flowers you bring slowly caresses his grave.
“you promised that we will always be together! you promised that you would never, ever leave me! you swore that you would always beby my side! that we would conquer everything that life throw upon us! you fucking promised…!”
you keel over his name as uncontrollable sob escape you. this is the first time you let out your feelings. you acted like you were in auto-pilot when you did your everyday work. you were like an empty shell of who you were before.
your friends advise you to move on. live for him. don’t be stuck on the past. accept the pain. he wouldn’t want that for you, they say. he doesn’t want you getting hurt by him, they say. we’re here for you, they smile.
“what’s the purpose of being alive if you’re not here? i will follow you through the depths of hell with a smile on my face if it means i get to be with you. in this world where i make friends with death all the time, i’m not certain when will be my last breath or when will be the last time i will be able to feel you…”
the world stops in its axis as you stare at the name of the love of your life. the name of the person you’re willing to risk the love for. the name of the person who brought nothing but joy in your life. the name of the person who completed your heart and soul. and the name of the person who brought peace of mind to you.
“heaven is a place on earth with you, satoru.”
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desertwritings · 1 year
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A BREAK FROM STUDYING
A Jimmy Mcgill/Saul Goodman x Cis Female reader Y/N fanfic? 
TBH this is my first time posting my work on Tumblr so I’m still figuring out the formatting. This story is smut based... like heavily smutty and gross so you have been warned. If you like it enough for me to make it a series let me know!
NOW TAKING REQUESTS!
CONTAINS: age gap, daddy k!nk, cream pie, mild squirting, public(ish) sex. 
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CONTEXT: You have been working with Jimmy in the mail room for years now and have always had a puppy love schoolgirl sort of crush on him since you first met, but always thought it wasn’t reciprocated. Now, one night, he shows just how badly he’s wanted you this whole time while you try to study for the bar exam. 
I only had another week left until the bar exam and I spent most of my time either working in the mailroom of HHM or studying in doc review. Howard had been supportive enough, allowing me extra time to focus on my studies, all while also paying for my school costs — even if it was just through the local community college. Go Suncats! Honestly, this had been the most support I had ever received. Maybe if I grew up having more support, I would be going to Harvard instead. 
“Heya y/n.” I heard the familiar raspy and pitchy tone of Jimmy as he leaned in the doorway of doc review, where I hunched over a textbook, an empty coffee cup, and a tear-stained notebook. 
“It’s like — almost midnight. What are you still doing here?” I asked, not taking my eyes off my pen and paper. 
I heard his footsteps get closer and the chair beside me pull out and creek as he sat beside me. “I have my reasons.” He answers in a half-assed manner. 
I turned to face him, the dim lamp highlighting his playful smile and I felt my core grow weak and mushy for him. 
The first time I had met Jimmy Mcgill I was working in the mail room, trying to get a job as an assistant or a paralegal for one of the partners. Freshly twenty-three with a bright and optimistic view of the world — full of drive and childish ambition. I was so focused on work and starting classes that I hadn’t taken any time to unwind — let alone care about boys or dating or anything like that. But the first time I met the mysterious brother to Chuck Mcgill, I’ll admit it was like I became a sappy, sick puppy dog. Sure, he was older — a little bit of a loser. But I was weak for the funny pathetic underdogs. Not to mention he was flirty and funny and fed into my childish delusions of how I could “fix him.” I flirted back, wore short skirts, wore the hoop earrings he complimented once, and wore my hair loose and fun. I tried. But for some reason, it never went past harmless office flirtation. I assumed maybe it was the age difference. Maybe he was uncomfortable with being with someone as young as me. Maybe he was just trying to do the right thing but not giving in to temptation with me. 
Now I was almost twenty-seven, and though the schoolgirl crush had dulled a little, there were times when I would catch myself looking at him like he could move heaven and earth. Like in this moment as he sat next to me in the dimly lit document room. So I cleared my throat and turned back to the papers in front of me. 
“Admit you just missed me.” I teased as the smallest of smiles tugged on the corners of my lips. 
“Objection. That’s hearsay.” He teased back, leaning closer as he slid my favorite energy drink across the table with a single finger — the condensation leaving a small streak of liquid on the wood top. “Some of us went out for drinks, and I noticed you weren’t there. Ernesto said you were here studying.” 
“Yeah, yeah he came and asked if I wanted to go but —” I shrugged, motioned to all the school work displayed in front of me. 
“You work too hard. You should take a break and come back out with us.” 
He carefully takes the pen from my fingers, puts the cap back on and sets it aside. It was a subtle and simple thing he did but I felt my skin grow warm. 
“I wish I could, but — I just have a lot to study still, and the exam is —”
“ — a week away.” He interrupts me. “Which means you have time to take one tiny break out of your evening to have a little fun and destress.” 
“I don’t know, Jimmy.”
“Oh, come on, y/n. It’ll be good for you!” He inches so close I can almost taste his cologne and the head and shoulders 2-in1 shampoo. “Come on — for me?”
And with that, I knew. I knew he knew that I had a stupid schoolgirl crush on him and he was using it against me, and fuck — it was working. I tried to fight a smile, shaking my head as my cheeks flushed pink. 
“Fine — whatever,” I said, slamming my book shut. “but only because you seem so desperate.”
He stands up with the dumbest grin. “See? That’s my girl.” 
I stand up, fixing my skirt that had ridden up, my thigh exposed past my thigh-highs, maybe even a bit of my black panties. I wasn’t thinking much of it until I caught a glimpse of Jimmy eyeing me like a lion eyeing a gazelle. It was unexpected, unfamiliar. He had looked at me before in a more appreciative way. This time it seemed more lustful, more desperate even, and it caused my chest and legs to grow hot. I could feel wetness going in between my legs, and for a moment, I got embarrassed.
“I just, uh — I just have to put this stuff in my car, and then we can —” As I was talking, he moved closer, not helping my flustered state. I stopped in my tracks, looking up at him.
I was about to say something. I was about to walk past him and run out of the room but his hands slid around my waist and I nearly forgot how to breathe. His bottom lip was pressed by his teeth, his brows furrowing in what looked like deep thought. Though it wouldn’t take a genius to know what he was thinking about. 
“Jimmy —” I said, his name barely above a whisper. 
“Look — am I totally crazy for thinking that you — that you want me?”   He asked, head tilting just slightly as his eyes didn’t leave my own.    “If I’m making shit up in my head tell me now and I’ll walk away and we’ll pretend this never happened. But if I’m right —”
I was so thrown off guard. This whole time I thought he didn’t want me. This whole time I thought I was too young for him or that maybe I wasn’t his type. But here we stood with his grip around my waist firm and hungry and waiting for direction. 
“I —”   I looked down and saw the bulge in his pants. He wanted me so bad in this moment he couldn’t even hide it. Without much thought, I got on my toes and pulled his neck down into my kiss. He let out a pleasantly surprised whimper, his grip moving down lower to cup my ass as he pulled me into his bulge. I could feel it stabbing me and twitching. I let out a soft and involuntary moan. 
“I wanna feel how wet you are.” He groaned into my ear, sliding his right hand under my skirt and rubbing his fingers on the outside of my soaked panties. He smiled, placing a rather fervent kiss on my neck and biting my skin gently. “Fuck — you’re so wet. You’re dripping.”
“Mhmm — you make me that way.” I practically moaned the words as he moved my panties off to the side and slid one of his fingers inside me, the wet sounds loud and affirming just how badly my body wanted him. 
“Come here.” He pulled his finger out of me, making me whine in protest as his hands wrapped around my waist to hoist me on the edge of the table. 
At this point, I was panting, aching, my pussy pulsing for him to touch me. He shoved his index and middle fingers in his mouth and lubricated them with his own spit before shoving them into my soaking pussy without so much as a warning. I gasped, smiling, laying back on the table as he positioned my legs over his shoulders. 
At first, he started off with a gentle, slow rhythm. In and out. With every push of his fingers, I could feel him pressing against my walls, making my back arch. “Faster.” I pleaded. And with that he was picking up the pace, ramming his fingers into me with force and speed. I couldn’t even handle it, my legs tried to shut as I began to feel overstimulated, but he pried them open and continued to finger-fuck me while I wiggled and writhed on the table beneath him. 
I let out a loud moan that was followed by his hand cupping around my mouth to stifle my pathetic little noises. I had forgotten where we were and that anyone could just walk in and see us this way. 
“You like that? Do my fingers feel good?” He was getting off on making me feel good, it was easy to tell. He was boosting his ego by making himself feel good by making me cum all over his fingers. 
“Mhhhmm” I mumbled under his hand as my eyes opened and looked up at him.
“God — you’re so beautiful.” He said, staring down at me. “Be a good girl and don’t get us in trouble, okay?” He laughed a breathless laugh as he lifted his hand from my mouth. “You’re getting wetter.” He said with a pleased smirk. 
“I’m so close, Jimmy, please —” and with my pitiful begging, he finger-fucked me harder, this time with three fingers while his other hand played with my clit. “I — I’ll make a mess.” I confessed, more like a warning. 
“Good.” He said, not slowing his pace or showing me mercy as my body tensed and my back arched.
“Fuck — fuck I’m coming —”  I squealed, wiggling around as I started to squirt just a little in between every push of his fingers — my wetness drenched his entire hand and forearm. He just kept going, too, making me moan and writhe around, all pathetic and out of control of my own body. It felt good, though, to not be in control for once. My mind wasn’t thinking about the bar exam, bills, or moving up in HHM. Truth be told, it was just thinking about Jimmy and the way he was making me feel. 
“Ah fuck — you’re so sexy.” He said, taking his drenched hand and slowly pulling it away from me, pressing it to his mouth and licking the tips of his fingers. “I knew you’d taste so good.” I grinned a little, out of breath and panting on the table. 
My eyes wandered to his disheveled hair and his cocky smile, then to his soaked hand that reached into his pants and pulled his erect cock out. He didn’t even need to hold it, it just stood there on its own — ready. 
I slowly sat up on my elbows, practically drooling over his cock, which was bigger than I had imagined. “I want you to fuck me with that.” I confessed, looking back up at his glazed-over eyes. 
He didn’t even say anything. He just grabbed me by the waist like he did before and flipped me over on the table with my ass and pussy exposed. I stuck my ass out just a little more, begging for his cock. But before he stuck it in me he kissed me down from the back of neck, down my spine, and then left a little bit on my ass cheek. Then without much warning he was shoving his hard cock into my still-soaking wet pussy. I gasped and groaned, tilting my head back at the feeling. 
“Ah — fuck.” he nearly whimpered, already breathing heavily as he started off with a slow and steady pace. He leaned over me and pressed his lips to the top back of my head while he said, “I want you to call me daddy.”  
I let out a soft whimper in understanding. “Please fuck me harder, daddy.” 
“Good girl,” he said, fucking me harder and shoving his cock deep into me, ramming into my walls and making me whimper with every thrust. His left hand came up to the back of my head and tangled in my hair as his right hand gripped my waist firm in place as he continued to fuck me.  
“Just like that, daddy, don’t stop.” I moaned, banging my hands on the table with nothing to hold onto. 
He gripped my hair harder, lifting my head up as he thrust into me even more fervently — nothing but the sound of our whimpers and moans and skin slapping together. 
“I’ve wanted you for so long.” He moaned, reaching his hand from my waist to my clit and rubbing it to the rhythm of his thrusting. It only made me moan and shake more. 
“I want you to cum inside me, daddy.” I confess, biting my lower lip. 
“Yeah? You want daddies cum to fill you up?”
“Please daddy — please cum for me.” I begged, barely able to get the words out. 
He picked up the pace to a new speed I didn't even know anyone was capable of reaching, moaning and groaning and sweating all over my bare ass until he made a pathetic whimper sound then the next thing I knew he was emptying his load into my raw pussy — filling me up with his warmth and sliding his cock almost out of me but not quite. I could feel his cock twitching as he continued to empty himself inside me. The feeling of his cum made me even more hot and flushed.
“Holy shit.” he huffed, slowly removing his now flaccid cock from me. I turned over my shoulder to look at him looking at my cum-filled pussy with an arrogant smirk across his face. He was fucking proud of himself. 
I was about to ask for a taste of his cum before we heard footsteps near the mail room. We frantically got ourselves dressed and I rushed to fix the desk and open my book back to make it look like I was still studying. Jimmy fell hard into his seat, hair all sweaty and slightly curled as he zipped up his pants. 
Two cleaning ladies came in with their cleaning cart, staring at us with confusion. “Hola, ladies.” Jimmy said, with a simple wave of his hand. “You can, uh, skip this room tonight.” 
They looked at each other, nodded, then walked out.
Jimmy turned to me with an amused expression, eyes moving down to the now cum-soaked chair I was sitting in and laughed a little. “Guess we should have let them clean.”
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kitkatscabinet · 8 months
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CALL OF DUTY MASTERLIST
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Simon "Ghost" Riley
Oneshots
Always been you | From the moment you first smiled at him as children, Simon knew it would always be you.
Nothing fucks with my baby | Simon is the Earth orbiting your sun and he'll do anything to keep you safe and happy, even if that means resorting to bloody means.
Step into my parlour | deranged stepbro! Simon
All I want for Christmas | Your holiday plans are thwarted when the task force is abruptly called away for a mission.
Series
Don’t feed him he’ll come back Part 2 Part 3 | The ghost that lives in your apartment is a solitary man, people tend to stay out of his way, giving him a wide berth. You can't help but think he seems a little bit lonely, cue pestering him with bad jokes and food.
Headcanons
Inexperienced Simon
Whump/kinktober
Withdrawals
Buried alive
Edging/bondage/aftercare
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John "Soap" Mactavish
Oneshots
Running home to your sweet nothings | Simon’s older sister is his entire world, the last person he has left, and someone he's fiercely overprotective of. This is too bad for Soap, who falls head over heels at first sight.
Pride | Soap's girlfriend takes him to Pride, where they meet one Kyle Garrick. AKA Soap discovering he's not as straight as he thought.
Break up with your boyfriend | Johnny and Kyle are hardly pleased with the news you're dating someone who's not them, and promptly decide to remedy the situation.
Drabbles
Trans Johnny & blowjobs
Series
Headcanons
Whump/kinktober
Drugged
Drugged (kink version)
Cockwarming
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John Price
Oneshots
Limerence | While on leave John runs into an older but still familiar face, he let you slip through his fingers once and he’s determined to make sure it doesn’t happen again.
Let me bathe in your warmth | You've loved your captain quietly for months now but professionalism keeps you from making any moves. Your affection becomes difficult to hide when the Russian weather gets the best of you.
Soap, Suds and the Scouser | Due to shitty neglectful parents, Johnny's older sister had been forced to take him in and raise him as her own. As such, she's fiercely protective of him, not that he minds, at least not until she screams at his Captain.
Series
Headcanons
Whump/kinktober
Kidnapped
Torture
Masturbation/Fingering/Oral
Accidental stimulation/dry humping/public
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Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
Oneshots
Lay all your love on me | You've been best friends with Kyle for years, but will a night of drinking and introducing you to his teammates change that?
Pride | Soap's girlfriend takes him to Pride, where they meet one Kyle Garrick. AKA Soap discovering he's not as straight as he thought.
Break up with your boyfriend | Johnny and Kyle are hardly pleased with the news you're dating someone who's not them, and promptly decide to remedy the situation.
Series
Headcanons
Whump/Kinktober
Pegging/Degradation/Overstimulation
Blood-covered hands
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Kisses of fire | the boys as kisses (+ Alejandro + Rudy)
Heaven when you're near | the boys as hugs (+ Alejandro + Rudy)
Tiktok made me do it | With the kind of relationship that came with having a partner on deployment so often you've had to find ways to entertain yourself. TikTok provides a way to take your mind off things, it even gives you a few ideas to try out when he gets home.
Skin care & hygiene
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itsgxsly · 1 year
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HEAVEN SENT
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Summary: You were a piece of heaven sent to Carlos, so when you are there the day he becomes world champion, he has to ask you to be his forever.
Pairing: carlos sainz x reader
Warnings: none
Word Count: 829
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It was his moment.
Carlos was euphoric, almost out of breath as he got out of the car now parked next to the sign that indicated that he had won the last race of the year, and that he was now the Formula 1 world champion. He climbed into the front of the car raising hands in the air, listening to the cheers of the fans seated in the Abu Dhabi stands. He jumped down and once on the ground he was greeted by Charles's arms. His partner and one of his best friends. The Monegasque had been champion the previous year, and this year he had returned all the favors to Carlos. When they separated, Carlos ran towards the fences where the entire Ferrari team was waiting for him. Perhaps they had had their ups and downs and difficulties, but thanks to them he was now at the top, all the effort had been worth it. The next thing he noticed were the arms of his entire family surrounding him, the words of pride from his father, the tears of happiness from his mother and the screams of his sisters. He celebrated, cried and yelled along with all of them, but even with all the moment happening, Carlos missed one person among all that crowd that surrounded him. He broke away from the embrace of his family and began to turn his head, his eyes searching for you among so many. Her sister Ana, who already knew what Carlos was looking for, tapped him on the shoulder and pointed to an area a little further away from all the noise. Carlos saw you in an instant. Everything around him disappeared in a matter of seconds when his eyes locked on yours. The rest of the people seemed to have noticed where Carlos was looking, so they gave you some space so you could get closer to him. When you were within reach of him, Carlos wrapped his arms around you tightly, and you did the same, both of you entangled wanting to be so close to each other almost inhumanly. You moved a little away from his body despite his protest to being able to talk to him.
"You've made it, mi amor" your voice sounded slightly hoarse. Now that he had you so close, Carlos could see the traces of tears on your cheeks, so he supposed it was from crying.
"I still don't believe it" Carlos would have needed a pinch at that moment, because it had not yet entered his head that he was the world champion.
"Well, believe it, Carlitos, because it's real. Is very real"
Carlos believed in your words, but he simply needed something to bring him back to earth at that moment, something to confirm that everything that was happening was true, so he held your face firmly in his hands and kissed you. Your kiss felt like a heaven sent wonder. You were that for Carlos. A piece of heaven. He could taste the traces of salty tears on your soft lips and he heard the whistles and applause from the people around. You only separated when you noticed the lack of air, and Carlos forced himself to open his eyes to look at you. You looked at him too, and Carlos saw reflected in your eyes the same look of love and tenderness with which he looked at you. He didn't know if it was that look in your eyes, your smile, your touch or the whole situation that caused him to fall to the ground on one knee. You gasped taking your free hand to your mouth, since your other hand was grabbed by Carlos's. Your eyes filled with happy tears again.
"Mi amor" Carlos began with the nickname with which he always addressed you. “You are my whole life, my world, I don't know what I would do if I had to spend a single second of my life without you in it. You are my greatest support and I want to be with you forever. I want to spend my whole life with you. So, please, will you marry me?" it had been sudden, but Carlos knew it was the right time. "I don't have a ring right now, but if you say yes, I promise to get you the biggest one I can find" everyone laughed when they heard the phrase, but they all waited expectantly for your answer.
You dropped to your knees at Carlos's height and kissed him passionately, his smile and yours colliding in the kiss. Even though the answer seemed clear, you wanted to say it out loud.
“Of course I do, Carlos. Of course I want to marry you” and with that you threw yourself into his arms again, a chorus of cheers and screams playing in the background as you both lost yourself in each other's touch, with the only thought on your mind of spending a lifetime together.
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astrosirensblog · 2 years
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Sirenas Astrology Observations
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• 8th house synastry only works with two confident and emotionally intelligent people. One of the main reasons why 8th house synastry ends up toxic is jealousy and controlling issues from one side
• people who have aries in their 4th house know how to deeply hurt people fr fr
• some people with major Saturn and Mars influence tend to be real assholes, seriously these people have no chill and they think they served you karma by giving you lifelong trauma
• saturn synastry is really not easy when one side isn’t Interested in development
• you should be highly careful with 2nd house synastry, people who have many aspects to your second house could destroy your self-esteem and the recovery will take a long time
• Chiron synastry can be really beautiful and healing
• being a taurus is exhausting because we can’t let go of our damn grudges
• People calling earth signs (especially Taurus) materialistic is so tiring because everyone sees being materialistic as something bad. We just feel good when we get to treat ourselves with gifts, there is nothing wrong about that
• another point about 1, 2,7,8 and 12th house synastry is that narcissistic people will hurt you to the core. They will see everything that is good about you and turn it completely against you and duo to the energies you guys exchange in this synastry you will feel it really intensely and you will also feel like you are stuck in that situation and they will never leave you alone. So always be careful about the way people make you feel and how much they respect and value you as a person because strong synastry can be heaven or hell (I would also count 4th house synastry because the home is a place you feel save and sometimes don’t even realize that it’s actually not a good environment for you)
• the most goofiest synastry is definitely 3th house and 5th house (depending on the placements of course) but imagine having a friend or partner with who you have 3th house synastrie in mercury and 5th house venus or moon synastry. This kind of synastry is all about fun, free communication, the inner child feeling comfortable in the relationship. It just makes the relationship really easy going and peaceful
• Saturnian and Pluto midheavens are really precocious about how they appear to the world. You will think their appearance online and in real life is really natural and cool but they actually planned on their next moves 5 years ago. They exactly know how to react to certain things and what opportunities this will bring them. They already knew you will be working with them even before you knew about their existence
• Cancers can be really dangerous because they know what to do and say to smooth you, it’s hard to stay mad at them for too long
• Jupiterians really have the biggest audacity and I’m 100% sure they do know, their behaviors and words hurt people but they just don’t care. In fact these people can lack a lot of empathy (for example miley cyrus (a sag sun) used to bully hailey bieber when they were kids and hailey talked about it once openly and miley agreed on everything she said and then just said “well I made you stronger”, this is exactly what I am talking about 😭)
• Mercury ruled people love to give reviews, fr I think most people that go online and search for the restaurant they just eat in and give a detailed reviews are people with virgo and or gemini placements
• there is something about Lillith- Asc / Pluto people and their cry. You look at their eyes and you can see how their pain is transforming into something powerful, it’s like you directly see how they turn their pain into power (I recommend you, do not hurt these people, they will get you in ways you would have never thought anyone could)
• Capricorns flirt by telling you how much money they have lmao
• You will actually heal your Chiron wound by doing exactly what you did that has caused the wound in the first place, Kim Kardashian for example has her Chiron in Taurus 5th house. The 5th house is about creativity, being in the spotlight, acting, dating and all that jazz while taurus is more about sensuality, materialism, beauty etc. So Kim was always a fashion girl and she inspired to become a international It-Girl but after her Sex-tape Scandal she was shamed on all medias and she wasn’t really taken serious besides that she once talked about how they made fun of her in a show and she was really anxious about being in front of cameras afterwards. But she buckled up and still took part in kuwtk and did modeling jobs, was a video fixen and dated openly (often rich guys) who gave her even more opportunity’s. Even now after her divorce with Kanye and he trying to embarrass her on his twitter, she still does her thing which brings her many blessings. So do what scares you the most
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Would I be able to request the jojos with a chubby s/o who's severely insecure? Like to where they won't want their partner to touch them and, even when presented with reassurance, they won't believe them as they tell them they look good? I suffer with this a bit, insecurities grow due to family and friends telling me to lose weight and be more active. It always gets to my head yk?
❁ 𐑮𐑮 ¡note 𖥻 autor! ﹆ i totally understand that!, if you need a safe place to blow off steam when you're feeling this way, feel free to message me and we can chat! <3 sorry for the severe delay !! and, i'll do a few headcannons of this, if you don't mind. i hope you like it, you are very strong for coping with this situation on your own! ♡
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ᰍ ★ ៸៸ #꯭# ❨ ♥︎ ❩ JoJo's with a insecure s/o !
꒰ 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 :
✦ He always understood that you feel this way about your body, most of the time he does his best not to bother you with compliments, or physical affection, and everything so that you can be comfortable around him. Instead, Jonathan would speak to you sweetly and very patiently, making you understand that your body is valid, and your feelings and insecurities are too. “Sweetheart, you shouldn't get carried away by bad comments about your body, they don't make sense. Could you tell me the next time someone says those comments to you? I will make them understand that those blasphemies should not be said to my partner. They do not know what magnificent person they are talking about.” little by little, Jonathan will help you manage your insecurities, facing them with you, making you see that you are not alone in this battle, he will always be by your side.
✦ Although Jonathan has rarely admitted it out loud; more than anything to not make you uncomfortable, he is fascinated by your cheeks and love your rolls; since he find it extremely attractive and even adorable. — He has the habit of holding your hand whenever he can; caressing it and also getting lost in your eyes, when caressing your hand; he will always write nice things with his index finger on your palm.
✦ From time to time, every time you fall asleep on Jonathan's chest due to fatigue, he will begin to caress your scalp with his right hand, while with his left hand he will begin to lightly pat your back, enhancing your sleep. At the same time; Jonathan will whisper various compliments and sweet words in your ear, admitting all the admiration he has for you. “I know you don't feel comfortable when I tell you these things when you're awake, but... I really love you for who and how you are, Y/N, no one and nothing can change that. You are perfect in my eyes, and that is the most important thing to me.”
✦ There were very few occasions when you wore a dress; but when that occasion passed where you used them, Jonathan would simply appreciate you from top to bottom, loving you with his eyes and smiling from ear to ear when he saw your beauty. “You are an angel in my eyes... I had never seen such perfection, until I saw you.” Jonathan would be the first to remark how divine you look in such clothes, always asking your permission to place his hands on your waist, and then kiss you gently.
꒰ 𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐇 𝐉𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 :
✦ Although he is an extremely funny and hilarious guy, when you feel comfortable enough to tell him about your insecurities about your physique; he took action on the matter in a subtle, but at the same time direct way. — Joseph from time to time, if not almost always; he would buy a bouquet of flowers, every day was a different types of flowers to give to you; the flowers would always be accompanied with a poem handwritten by himself (with artistic help from Caesar Zepelli, obviously) “I may not be worthy of your presence, but I am willing to move heaven, sea and earth to show you that my love for you will never die, and will never change, because I have fallen madly in love with you, and no one else; my heart belongs to you, Y/N. — JoJo.”
✦ Every time he has the opportunity, Joseph will place tender and slow kisses all over your body, especially on your shoulders and abdomen, since these two places are his favorite parts of your body. Also, when he feels playful enough, he will tenderly caress your waist, hips, thighs and shoulders. — Every little physical affection that Joseph gives you, he will do it with total love and care, always looking for one of your best reactions, without wanting you to feel uncomfortable, since, for him, you are the most important person in his life.
✦ Joseph loves to carry you bridal style, or carry you in his arms in general; whenever you are in his arms, Joseph will kiss your cheeks and whisper tender compliments in your ear, occasionally hiding his own face against your neck to tickle you to make you laugh. “I love carrying you in my arms, you know? It makes me feel like that blue knight, who comes to rescue you.”
✦ When it comes to someone disrespecting you and insulting you because of your physique; regardless of who it is, Joseph will take it completely personally and take matters into his own hands, literally. — If it is completely necessary, Joseph will not hesitate to fight with the person who has disrespected you.
꒰ 𝐉𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎 𝐊𝐔𝐉𝐎 :
✦ He would listen to you vent about your insecurities, showing that he would always be there for you through thick and thin, without forgetting that he would gently hug you after each vent; asking you if he can kiss your forehead. “I want to see you well, Y/N, I will never leave your side, I will help you and I will be in your worst moments.” Jotaro will always tell you the same thing and he will always demonstrate it in different ways.
✦ Jotaro didn't care much about how you looked physically, but since you confessed to being insecure about your physique; he began to be much more patient with you regarding your insecurities. From time to time, Jotaro would hug you from behind every chance he got, whispering nice compliments in your ear. “You are very pretty, you know that?”
✦ He would be the type of boyfriend who would listen to you vent about your insecurities at every moment; always paying maximum attention to how you feel, and then knowing how to react and cope with the situation so that you feel better. — In turn, after each vent, Jotaro will ask you if he can hug you and comfort you for a long time, listening to you, pampering you and giving you affection.
✦ Like Joseph, he would act extremely defensive if someone outside disrespected you regarding your insecurities; without hesitating for a second to defend yourself, both verbally and physically. With the difference that, after that, Jotaro would stay by your side, comforting and supporting you.
꒰ 𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐀 :
✦ Josuke would have in mind about your problem with your physique; ttherefore, he would always try to listen to you and support you above all, accompanying you in every relapse and every progress you present, always encouraging you and giving you compliments so that you can see yourself through his own eyes. “I understand that it is difficult for you.. But believe me, my love, you are more than perfect just the way you are. You shouldn't change anything.”
✦ He would always make sure you eat your meals; since he would not want you to begin to neglect yourself in other equally important ways based on your insecurity, since for him, everything about you is important and must be taken care of with the well-deserved care.
✦ Whenever he has the opportunity, Josuke will always ask your permission to hug and caress you, while whispering nice compliments into your hair, protecting you in the middle of the hug, so that you feel safe. “I will protect you from every evil in this world, my love, I promise.”
✦ Apart from caressing your body, he will always ask your permission to give you multiple butterfly kisses on certain parts of your body; to tickle you, while he whispers nice compliments and positive affirmations between kisses.
꒰ 𝐆𝐈𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐎 𝐆𝐈𝐎𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 :
✦ Giorno would try everything in his power to make you feel better about yourself; whether it be with positive affirmations, caresses, physical affection and more than anything; unconditional attention and listening above all, since, for him, you are the most important person in his universe.
✦ Whenever you feel insecure about your body, Giorno would ask you to do breathing exercises with him; to calm you down and keep you at peace, and then ask your permission so he can hug you and hold you in his arms; while repeating nice phrases to cheer you up.
✦ You would be the perfect muse for Giorno; and he would demonstrate this in his paintings, every time he wanted to paint and portray you on a canvas, he would always ask your permission before doing so, having you as a reference and divine muse. After each painting, he would take the liberty of kissing you, caressing you, pampering and hugging you.
✦ Whenever the two of you go to sleep, Giorno will whisper nice compliments and positive affirmations in your ear with a sweet voice, while he caresses your arms and places tender kisses on your temple. “You are the most divine person I have ever seen in my life.. Did you know that? I will remind you every day, so that you always keep it in mind and do not forget.”
꒰ 𝐉𝐎𝐋𝐘𝐍𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐉𝐎𝐇 :
✦ She would have been clear from minute one that you felt insecure about your physique when you decided to tell her about your insecurities; since then, Jolyne took the time to listen to you, accompany you, support and love you; always making it clear to you that she loves you just the way you are.
✦ Jolyne would get straight to the point every time she gave you a compliment; always leaving you clear and present that for her, you are the most perfect person she has ever seen, while she would always ask your permission before hugging you and comforting you so that you feel better.
✦ Little by little, Jolyne would encourage you to wear dresses; while she would encourage you to see yourself in the mirror, while she highlights each unique, beautiful and divine part of your body, starting from the tip of your head, to your feet, without forgetting to give you a thousand and one compliments, kissing you and hugging you in the process. “I will always say it and I will never get tired of telling you; pretty face, you are beautiful just the way you are, you are like a lotus flower; beautiful and delicate.”
✦ Jolyne would be the type of girlfriend who wouldn't mind in the slightest and would always try to find the perfect opportunity to carry you in her arms in bridal style, always to make you smile and cheer you up emotionally. — While smiling at you, looking into your eyes and repeating positive affirmations in your ear, so that you see yourself as perfect as she sees you in her eyes.
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myangelhaven · 9 months
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This is my recommendations of JEONGHAN fics! It will be updated once in a while for new stories I have read. Hopefully the links work (lemme know if it doesnt)
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Friend with many benefits by @sluttyminghao [❀][𖤓][☾][fwb] NEW
request: Hii i hope you‘re good. I would love it when you can write a Jeonghan friends with benefits (please with happy ending 🥺) or a Jeonghan shower smut. Love your posts ❤️❤️ // @itstijanaa: Hii can you write a friends with benefits with Jeonghan with a little drama in it but please a happy ending 🥺❤️I love your stories ❤️❤️
Deeper in denial by @amateurasterism [❀][suggestive] 2.8k
if there’s one thing you know about jeonghan, it’s that he’s a tease. what happens when the teasing makes it to soonyoung’s game of spin the bottle?
More than friends by @leejihoonownsmyheart [☾][✮] 5k
When Jeonghan starts acting weird, you start having trouble remembering that you and Jeonghan are just friends.
Redemption by @leejungchans [❀][𖤓] 11.5k
your friends always told you to stay away from the so-called “bad boys”, and for the most part you usually succeed. but yoon jeonghan just had to come along.
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Move fast, keep quiet by @suhnshinehaos [❀][𖤓][racer/f1au][suggestive]
the one where everyone's wondering who has captured the heart of one racing's brightest stars. is it their very own engineer? their teammate? their biggest rival? well, the answer is none of those three.
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Daddy dearest by @horangare [☾][age gap][friend's dad] 7.9k (2 parts) [part II] NEW
in which : meeting the father of your project partner and new friend didn’t go how you planned, but hey, you’re not complaining
We get along infamously by @seungkwansphd [❀][𖤓][☾][e2l][r2l] 17.5k (3 parts) [part II][part III]
you can never, have never, will never get along with Yoon Jeonghan, but unfortunately you have a chemistry that is simply undeniable. no strings attached is perfect, except when those pesky feelings and that new girl decide to pop up unannounced.
The selfish dilemma by @joonsytip [❀][𖤓][☾][☄][pining][unrequited love] 24k (3 parts) [part II][part III]
It was love at first sight ever since you laid eyes on Jeonghan. To him, you are the annoying co-worker who keeps asking him out. No one is new to your courting agenda which only pisses off Jeonghan but what happens when you stop, all at once....
New year, New me by @leejihoonownsmyheart [❀][𖤓][☾][✮] 6 parts
You’ve hated Jeonghan for so long that it’s practically become a part of who you are. Of course, who's to say what those feelings of mutual hatred may do for you two going into the new year…
Pathetic by @leejihoonownsmyheart [❀][𖤓][☾][✮✮][fratboyau][filthysmut] 121.7k (8 parts)
When your best friend Jeongyeon drags you to a frat party, you aren’t expecting much. Certainly not to be fucked dumb by notorious man whore Yoon Jeonghan, but hey, what happens at a frat party, stays at a frat party.
Came down from heaven by @hannie-dul-set [❀][𖤓][⟡][suggestive] 51 parts
I each and every human on earth has their designated angel to keep them safe from harm’s hands. sadly, yn’s previous guardian had to resign from protecting her due to some circumstances. so now, yoon jeonghan’s taking over.
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ivystoryweaver · 6 months
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Spectre
A Moon Knight Halloween Love Story
Event #7: Angel Heart
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Event #7 Summary: Halloween is a magical time, where mysterious things happen.
Pairing this chapter: Steven Grant x f!reader (alters mentioned)
Word count: 3k
Content: angst, fluff-adjacent, the yearning, dealing with death and COD, Steven is so very Steven, not beta'd
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PREVIOUSLY on "Spectre"...
You acted out of pure spectral instinct.
The sight of your partner "taking arms", or suiting up in his defense against you...It absolutely shattered you.
You thought you heard your name called, but it was galaxies away. The sound faded and all that was left was the Dark.
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Steven was spooked.
After encountering what could only be described as a malevolent spirit in the form of his girlfriend, there was no way he would sleep a wink. Your pain had somehow devolved into rage, bursting out of you.
“A proper haunting,” he gasped, his Mr. Knight suit dissolving after you disappeared. 
What was happening to you?
Unable to calm down at home, he ventured into town again, his feet shuffling desperately along the sidewalk, crunching dead leaves as he hurried away from the haunting. 
“Don’t know what I’m doing,” he muttered, hands clutched tightly to the center of his chest.
Soon enough, Steven found himself staring into the darkened window of what was the "Mystic Delights and Other Charming Novelties," desperately seeking answers. The shop was gone. Ms. Marjorie was gone. You were gone.
"You blokes are awfully quiet," he said to his alters, feeling so alone and heartsick at the thought of your torment. 
You were murdered? How could it be possible? How could they not know? You were young enough that an autopsy was performed to determine cause of death, but the coroner assured them that your heart simply stopped, and you died of natural causes.
That was unbearable enough- a life so young, with unlimited potential. A moderately successful children’s book author, beloved by the small town you inhabited, and a loving partner. Why had a life been snuffed out so needlessly?
Now they had an answer: someone took your life - stole it from you. But the answer brought no peace - only anguish. You died because someone hurt you.
Steven knew this discovery was most assuredly what had catapulted him to the front, and sent Marc spiraling. 
One glaring question burned in his heart, above all others: why were you here? Was there some way they could help you find rest? Anything Steven could do for you, even in death, he would move heaven and earth - he would return to the sands of the Duat if he could help you.
With a weary sigh, he scuffed his foot on the sidewalk, giving one final glance to the Mystic Delights window. Walking around aimlessly wouldn’t solve anything. He would have to face what waited for him at home.
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What waited for Steven was a huge mess. He couldn’t handle cleaning it up tonight, so he made sure you weren’t in the bedroom before sleeping on the couch.
The next morning, he showered early and cleaned all the broken glass from the bedroom. He disposed of the broken lamp and changed the bedding. He wasn’t sure how to help you or Marc (or himself of Jake, frankly), but this, he could do. 
The idea of work was daunting, but he decided to show up to the library anyway. He stopped at Triple B’s for breakfast. He passed the old storefront where Mystic Delights wasn’t. Not one damn thing made sense to him, but Steven had been playing catch up most of his life. One foot in front of the other. Keep calm and carry on - all that. 
On the way home, he spontaneously decided to get a new fish. Everything was shit at the moment, so why the hell not? Walking his new finned friend back to Elm Street, he half hoped/half expected to witness the rustle of bedroom curtains in the window. 
Standing in front of your bungalow, he sighed, his eyes traveling over the bright blue - ahem, cornflower blue front door. An autumn breeze swirled, tossing dead leaves carelessly about and sending a chill through Steven’s thin jacket. 
“Come on, little friend,” Steven declared, holding up the clear plastic bag with a golden finned pal darting around inside. “You have to meet someone. An absolute angel. And you’ll have some company in your tank too.”
Once inside, Steven decided to introduce the new fishy into a fish bowl before adding him to the larger aquarium with the other three fish. Besides, he wanted to show it to you.
Yes, Steven was going to treat you with as much love and normalcy as he could muster. Maybe then you would feel comfortable enough to come back.
Trepidation built with each stair climbed. He hesitantly pushed open the door to your bedroom with bated breath, expecting to find the room empty. Deep in his heart, however, he hoped to find you sitting there on the edge of the bed, as you were last night.
Just as he thought, you were absent.  He checked the bathroom, to be certain, but, as usual, he was completely alone.  With a heavy sigh, he set the new fish in his bowl down on the nightstand and sank down on the bed.
“Wish you were here, my darling,” he sweetly uttered, glancing around the room. “It’s okay that you’re not. I only hope you’re somewhere good.” He nodded toward the fish bowl. “Brought us home a new friend. Thought it might be nice.”
He tried not to take your absence personally, but it was clearly he who’d encountered you the least. You’d spent substantial time with Jake and even more so with Marc. What was he doing wrong? 
“Just gonna leave Mr. Fishy right here while I grab something to eat,” Steven declared, pushing off the bed, his shoulders sagging in disappointment. “That way, you won’t be alone if you come back and I’m not here.”
An hour passed before Steven climbed the stairs. Honestly, he didn’t want to walk into an empty room again. Having remembered Mr. Fishy would be waiting for him and needing some company, he braved the climb, wishing with all his soul he could see you again.
Halloween is a magical time, where mysterious things happen.
So when Steven found you sitting on the bed, leaning toward the night table, talking animatedly to Mr. Fishy, a piece of his wounded heart instantly healed. He spoke your name, soft and sweet, his heart bursting with love and longing.
“Steven,” you breathed, floating off the bed, holding up your hands defensively. “Don’t go. I-I won’t hurt you. I didn’t mean to, before. I’m sorry, I - "
“‘S’alright, darling,” he soothed, nodding encouragingly. “Didn’t mean to upset you. I was just surprised to find out…” He trailed off, figuring mentioning your murder was the wrong way to go.
Having spent more time in the darkness, you came back to yourself, to this room, before  remembering the pure, unbridled rage that had burst out of you. 
“Oh, no…no, you didn’t do anything wrong. I…” You trailed off, your gaze dropping as your shoulders sagged. “I don’t know what’s happening to me, or if it even matters now that I’m gone. I just know I scared you. I could have really hurt you.”
“I don’t know,” Steven cheekily replied, hoping to lighten the mood, his eyes sparkling animatedly. “I’m tougher than I look.”
It didn’t exactly work. Shaking your head, you eased closer to him, the depths of your eyes sunken and sad. “You put on the suit to defend yourself.” Instead of arguing, he gave you a chance to say your piece. 
“Steven…I know it can’t be good that I’m here. It will only hurt you if I’m…haunting you.”
Dark eyebrows shifted curiously as he held your gaze. “Well…Mr. Fishy isn’t afraid of you, so I don’t see why I should be. You’ve known me a lot longer, after all.” He flashed you a grin. 
You smiled in spite of yourself, glancing at the fish bowl. “You named him Mr. Fishy?”
“Temporarily,” he laughed, his eyes twinkling with a bit of mischief. “I thought we might name him together. What do you think?” 
The hint of relief you felt only a moment ago slipped away from you. “Are you sure you want my opinion? Won’t that be like…an upsetting reminder?”
He frowned, confused.
“Of what? Getting another chance to see you, and talk to you?” Steven challenged. 
When you didn’t answer, he took a seat on the bed, near Mr. Fishy. Staring at the fish bowl for a few moments, he thought carefully about what he would say next. It meant everything to him that you not return to the dark, if he could help it.
“We died too, you know,” he softly uttered, tracing the fish bowl with his fingertip. “Marc and me. And Jake - he was trapped there, all by himself. And it was scary.” His warm brown eyes found yours. “And temporary.” He patted the spot beside him on the bed, beckoning you closer. 
You complied, easing down beside him, your skin tingling with anticipation. Only you didn’t have skin. 
“Can’t imagine what it’s been like for you, my love,” Steven whispered, staring sweetly into your eyes. “I know it’s hard, and lonely. I’m sorry. So sorry.
“Don’t know if it makes any difference at all, but…I’m here.” He reached for your hand, but, as always, swiped right through where you should be.
Marc did it all the time, but this was new with Steven. He gasped as his fingers tried to trace the vapor of you.
“Amazing, innit?” He whispered, his eyes wide with awe. “Here but not here.”
You exhaled shakily. “Yeah…”
Clearing his throat, Steven withdrew his hand, hoping not to upset you. “Can you feel that, love? Or only see it, like I can?”
At that moment, you could have sworn you had a heart, because something inside of you was thudding.  The air rushed out of lungs that weren't present and your non-existent cheeks burned with raw desire.  You sat beside him, the honesty of your feelings for him evident in the flutter of your bright eyes.  You moistened your lips, preparing to speak, but distracted by the feelings bursting inside.
You felt so real, you were certain Steven could pull you into his arms, hold you close and press his lips to yours. 
“I…feel,” you stuttered out breathlessly. “I feel things. Inside.” Motioning to your slightly translucent form, you realized how odd you sounded. So you shrugged. “Steven,” you whispered, scooting closer to him on the bed. “I feel my heart racing. I feel…warm.” The tiniest hint of a smile curled the edges of your pretty mouth. “When I’m with you, I feel warm.”
Gazing at you adoringly, his deep brown eyes melted you on the spot.
You swallowed.
“With Marc, I feel…solid. Steady. Substantial,” Your forehead wrinkled as you tried to explain. “With Jake, I’m bright. I feel like I sparkle.”
He nodded encouragingly, sweetly - just so…Steven.
Which made you remember, “I’ve missed you so much. I didn’t know why you couldn’t see me.”
“I wondered that too, but…” he trailed off, wishing he could trace his fingers over your cheek, the way he loved to do. “Maybe it wasn’t the right time. And now, we’re here, together - "
“But that’s just it,” you desperately interjected, floating off the bed, toward the window. 
“I’m not with you. I mean, we’re not really together. I can’t be with you. I’m gone and…and you’re alive, and the more I’m here, the more I want the one thing I can never have.” Squeezing your fists in frustration, you remembered that you shouldn’t get riled up. The goal was to not terrorize the love of your life. 
A few quiet moments passed, until you could somehow sense him behind you.  Turning your head slightly, you realized he was actually standing there. You imagined that if you could feel each other, he would wrap his arms around you protectively.  
““I wish I could hold you,”” he whispered beside your ear.  The sound was so sensual, it permeated your senses, sending shivers where your spine should be. Your eyes drifted shut as you basked in his presence, certain you could sense him somehow.  
Steven called your name, but your gaze was fixed on the darkened window glass. Your own, ghostly form reflected itself back to you, and Steven hovered behind you. The sight soothed you somehow.
“You can tell me what you want, my love,” he whispered, and you could swear you felt his warm breath on your cheek. “What do you want? If you could have anything. Don’t…bottle it up inside.”
You gasped out, emotions brimming inside your chest, but you could not cry. How would you ever have guessed you would miss crying?
“Steven...” you breathed out, squeezing your eyes shut. “I can’t.”
“You can,” he encouraged. “Tell me what you want.” 
““I wish I could show you…how much I love you.””
Turning around, you stared into his eyes, shining with love and concern for you. “I…I want to touch you.” Laying your hand alongside his cheek, you attempted to caress the handsome contours of his face, sighing wistfully. “I want a lot of things. But mostly that.”
He nodded sympathetically, his dark eyebrows shifting back and forth like a puppy. “I want that too.”
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You and Steven decided to name Mr. Fishy after one of your book characters: Jeremiah. 
“Bit of a distinguished name, yeah?” Steven teased, pulling a soft white t-shirt over his head, driving you crazy as the shirt’s collar raked over his freshly washed curls.
Jeremiah was swimming happily in the fish bowl and you already felt a bit attached to the little guy.
Warmth and utter devotion bloomed in your chest at the gesture. Steven bought you a fish? You were gone and still he wanted to cheer you up, to make you feel as if you belonged. Such an angel.
You studied his face closely, truly feeling a little lighter after your confession about wanting to touch him. 
““Will you lie down with me?”” You ventured.
Steven’s face lit up with a warm, inviting smile that caused you to smile in return. ““Yeah, I’d like that.””
Lying on his side, Steven faced you, mirroring his pose, your bodies “touching” at the slightly bent knees, arms and foreheads.  
““Tell me something wonderful. How does the town look this October?”
“Spooky as ever,” Steven answered, choosing not to bring up the mysterious Mystic Delights shop again.
“Describe it to me,” you insisted, wishing to think of only good things. “And don’t leave out a single detail.”
Steven was more than happy to describe, in excruciating detail, every cobweb or jack-o-lantern on every front porch or storefront, even tossing in a few classic Steven puns, which made you giggle.
“I love that - the sound of your laugh,” he told you. “Best sound in the world.”
““You make me happy,”” you shrugged. As happy as a ghost could be, you supposed. 
You were so close, talking the night away, falling more desperately in love with every moment shared.  Dawn approached near and Steven was drifting.
“Help me stay awake,”” he murmured, nuzzling his cheek cutely into the pillow.
““Um, okay, how?””
““I dunno. Sing really loud.”
You giggled again, tracing your fingers over his mouth, craving contact, but knowing it would not come. “”It's okay if you fall asleep.””
““But - "
““Shhh, baby...”” You “ruffled” his hair.  Somehow it felt good to him. “”I don’t know how it will be for you if I disappear again. It's better if you fall asleep and wake up later.””
“”I don't want to let you go,”” he pouted, his words adorably slurred. 
““It's okay. Shhh...”” you hummed softly in his ear, something low and sensual, yet calmingly innocent.  Steven felt more relaxed than he ever had in his life, as if your voice was pure magic.  “”Sleep. I love you.””
“Mmm,” he drowsily hummed. “Wish I could love you back to life.”
That line zinged right through your body. You could swear those words alone restarted your heart.
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Steven slept. 
You watched over him, drinking in his beauty, basking in his love. 
Damn, you sounded like a cheesy fanfic writer. Weren’t you an accomplished author while you were alive?
At any rate, you found a modicum of peace watching his long lashes kiss his cheeks. So peaceful, in fact, that you felt your own eyes growing…heavy.
Maybe the darkness was pulling you back. But this felt different. You felt…weary. As if you needed rest. Just a moment…
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You became aware of yourself differently this time.
It wasn’t like emerging from the Dark Place. It was as if you never left, and spent all night in bed with Steven.
You felt warm. 
But not theoretically warm. You actually felt a wave of human warmth in your body. 
Your…body.
Something was different.
The first thing you actually felt was breath in your throat. You exhaled in a rush. Your eyes darted around, attempting to help you get your bearings.
But they were hindered by a gritty, burning sensation. You blinked. Skin eased down, reflexively to cover your orbs, relieving the sting with fresh moisture.
Your lips parted in a gasp…only your mouth felt cottony. You found it difficult to swallow at first.
Thirst.
Instinctually, you reached up with your fingers to touch your lips…and your fingertips made contact. 
Releasing a trembling breath, you whimpered as breath - real, heated puffs of air tickled your skin.
Your skin.
Fingertips traced parched lips, far too dry, yet moisture gathered. You realized then that your cheeks were wet.
Squeezing your eyes shut, fresh tears spilled down, blurring your vision. Reaching up reflexively, you swiped them away.
That’s when your hand collided with soft white cotton.
A thousand sensations electrified your body at once.
The clean, earthy smell of their body wash. The scent of fabric softener on their t-shirt. The way your tears left marks - slightly darker than the fabric. 
The sensation of cotton against your fingers. So soft.
And then you dragged your fingertips down past the sleeve’s hem to his skin.
Warmth met your skin - your flesh met his.
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